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V``g 25
Trutn ok Cjv`
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V``g 25 \od`j Kjt`s
V``g 25 | Trutn ok Cjv` 809
V``g 25 |
Trutn ok Cjv`
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djk‟t ukd`rstbkd yju. Vny wjk‟t yju aust cost`k tj m`:” yju bsg yjur mbt`. –Dj yju n`br wnbt yju‟r` sbyokf:” yjur spjus` r`spjkds. –O‟m aust tryokf tj t`cc yju tnbt O djk‟t ukd`rstbkd yju. O yju wjucd aust cost`k tj m` w` wjucdk‟t h` nbvokf b prjhc`m.” –Dj yju n`br wnbt yju‟r` sbyokf:” –O‟m t`ccokf yju tnbt O ibk‟t ibk‟t ukd`rstbkd yju h`ibus` yju wjk‟t wjk‟t cost`k tj m`.”
–Yj yju‟r` sbyokf yju sbyokf yju ibk‟t ibk‟t ukd`rstbkd h`ibus` O wjk‟t wjk‟t cost`k: O tnjufnt yju nbd tj flrst cost`k o yju wbkt tj ukd`rstbkd sjm`jk`.” _ju pbus` bs tn` wjrds sokg ok. Ijmmukoibtojk ok mbrrobf` ibk h` flcc`d wotn mosukd`rstbkdokfs bkd bssumptojks, bkd muin j tnos os h`ibus` w` djk‟t cost`k tj jk` bkjtn`r. Hbd ijmmukoibtojk bcsj c`bds tj jtn`r prjhc`ms ok mbrrobf`. Vn`k w` djk‟t djk‟t trucy n`br jur spjus`s, w` wjk‟t ukd`rstbkd tn`m, bkd w` wjk‟t h` bhc` tj put jurs`cv`s ok tn`or pjsotojk wn`k w` k``d tj (r`m`mh`r `mpbtny:). `mpbtny:). Tos w``g w` wocc woc c jius jk njw tj cost`k bkd njw tj ijmmukoibt` trutnuccy bkd cjvokfcy wotn jur mbt`. Njp`uccy w`‟cc c`brk tj flkd k`w br`bs j bppr`iobtojk bkd frjwtn bs w` mjv` tjwbrd n`bcokf bkd tn` pjssohocoty j r`ijkiocobtojk. _ju prjhbhcy djk‟t wbkt tj r`turk tj tn` mbrrobf` yju jki` nbd. O njp` yju wbkt sjm`tnokf br h`tt`r. Ubrt Ubrt j tn` t n` purpjs` j tnos r`ijv`ry prji`ss os tj hrokf n`bcokf, hut bcsj tj ijksod`r tn` pjssohocoty j r`ijkiocobtojk bkd b nbppo`r mbrrobf`. Ljr tnbt r`bsjk, ot‟s ot‟s tom` tj h`fok tj ukpbig jtn`r tnokfs tnbt nbv` jiiurr`d ok tn` mbrrobf` bkd wnbt ot tbg`s tj g``p yjur r`cbtojksnop bcov`. D`spot` tn` bit tnbt yju br` iurr`ktcy jius`d jk r`ijv`rokf rjm okfld`coty, okfld`coty, r`m`mh`r tnbt yjur mbrrobf` osk‟t aust bhjut bk bſtbor. Bddotojkbc bsp`its j yjur mbrrobf` br` irotoibc o yju wbkt tj nbv` bk `xtrbjrdokbry mbrrobf`. Yj kjw w` h`fok tj cjjg bt tn` t n` bss`ts bkd d`fliots h`yjkd tn` bſtbor. bſtbor. Kj d`fliot `v`r austofl`s bk bſtbor, bſtbor, hut tn`y i`rtbokcy `xost.
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Fjbcs ljr V``g 25 V``g 25 os bitubccy tn` flkbc j wnbt w` ibcc tn` –dr`bd`d w``gs,” h`ibus` w` must wjrg jk h`ijmokf `v`k mjr` butn`ktoi. Cbst w``g w` `xpcjr`d tn` ossu` j jrfov`k`ss bkd kjw w` wbkt tj `xpcjr` tn` bitojks ok jur mbrrobf` jr wnoin w` k``d tj t bg` p`rsjkbc r`spjksohocoty. Tos w``g os bhjut dosijv`rokf mjr` bhjut jur r`cbtojksnop wotn jur spjus`. Vnbt w` dosijv`r wocc n`cp str`kftn`k yjur mbrrobf` h `yjkd n`bcokf rjm tn` h`trbybc. Durokf tnos w``g, yju bkd yjur spjus` wocc1 •
Od`ktoy prjhc`m br`bs ok yjur mbrrobf` tnbt `xost`d h`jr` tn` h`trbybc bkd njw tnjs` br`bs mby nbv` ijktrohut`d tj tn` okfld`coty
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Dosijv`r tn` ompjrtbki` j tbgokf r`spjksohocoty r`spjksohocoty jr yjurs`c wotnok tn` r`cbtojksnop
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Od`ktoy tn` pjsotov` bsp`its j yjur mbt`
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C`brk tj ijmmukoibt` ijmmukoibt` trutn tj yjur spjus` ok b cjvokf, r`sp`ituc mbkk`r
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@xpcjr` tn` vbcu` bkd m`tnjds j –n`brt`ct” cost`kokf, bkd njw tnbt n`cps yju ijmmukoibt` trutn ok cjv` tj yjur mbt`
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Urbitoi` njk`st bpprbosbc j yjur mbrrobf` bkd c`brk tj bppr`iobt` bppr`iobt` yjur mbt` bfbok
25.2
H`ljr` tn` okiod`kt jl h`trbybc ok yjur mbrrobf`, wnbt wjucd yju nbv` od`ktofl`d bs b prjhc`m br`b ok yjur r`cbtojksnop:
25.8
Vbs ot jhvojus jr h`cjw tn` surlbi`:
V``g 25 | Trutn ok Cjv` 800
25.9
Ol b strbkf`r w`r` tj drjp hy yjur njm` bkd wotk`ss yjur mbrrobf`, mbrr obf`, njw dj yju tnokg tn`y wjucd d`siroh` yjur r`cbtojksnop: Vjucd tn`y d`siroh` ot bs cjvokf: Ljrfovokf: D`struitov`: Y`cflsn: Yoc`kt:
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Vrot` b stbt`m`kt jl ijmmotm`kt tj tn` prji`ss jl ijmmukoibtokf trutnluccy wotn yjur spjus` tnos w``g bkd jl yjur woccokfk`ss tj `xpcjr` pjt`ktobc d`fliots ok yjur mbrrobf`.
X`bd tn` k`xt s`itojk bkd bksw`r tn` qu`stojks okicud`d. Dosiuss tn`s` bsp`its jl ijmmukoibtojk wotn yjur mbt`.
Ijmmukoibtokf Trutn Trutn ok Cjv` V` bcc nbv` hbd nbhots, wbys w` r`cbt` tj `bin jtn`r tnbt br` kjt n`cpuc. Bkd `v`k bl`r ijmpc`tokf tnos 29-w``g ijurs`, yju k``d tj stby jius`d jk njw w`cc yju br` cjvokf yjur mbt`. Bs w` sby bt Bſtbor X`ijv`ry, –My mbt` os k`v`r tn` prjhc`m7 my mbt` aust r`v`bcs tn` prjhc`m ok m`.” T` mjr` bwbr` w` ibk h` j jk` bkjtn`r‟s hbffbf`, tn` fr`bt`r jur ijmpbssojk ijmpbssojk bkd mjtovbtojk wocc h` tj mbg` bdaustm`kts ok njw w` r`spjkd tj `bin jtn`r. jtn`r. Tos prji`ss r`quor`s tbgokf p`rsjkbc r`spjksohocoty jr jur h`nbvojr. h`nbvojr. Ok jrd`r tj tbg` tnos t nos k`xt st`p, tn` r`st j tnos inbpt`r os bk `x`rios` ok ijmmukoibtokf bkd tbgokf p`rsjkbc p `rsjkbc r`spjksohocoty bs w` r`spjkd tj jk` bkjtn`r. V` V` ibcc tnos –sp`bgokf tn` trutn ok cjv`.” Yj ok tnos s`ssojk, w`‟cc w`‟cc c`brk njw tj sp`bg tn` trutn –ok cjv`” tj jk` bkjtn`r. Vnbt yju‟r` bhjut tj dj os mjr` tnbk bk `x`rios`7 ot ibk cby tn` frjukdwjrg jr h`tt`r ijmmukoibtojk rjm tnos mjm`kt jrwbrd. V` wocc cjjg bt b hrjbd rbkf` j wnbt‟s r`bccy butn`ktoi h`tw``k tn` twj j yju ok tnr`` br`bs1 (2) wnbt yju bppr`iobt`, bppr`iobt`, (8) wn`r` yju k``d tj tbg` r`spjksohocoty jr nurtokf yjur mbt`, bkd (9) wn`r` yju‟v` h``k nurt.
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Ljr b mbrrobf` tj r`mbok hbcbki`d bkd vobhc`, ot os ompjrtbkt jr ijupc`s tj h` bhc` tj suii`ssuccy kbvofbt` tn`s` tnr`` br`bs j ijmmukoibtojk. Lbocur` tj bddr`ss tn`s` bsp`its j yjur mbrrobf` wocc r`suct ok b ijupc` dosijkk`itokf bkd drolokf bpbrt. Fjjd nbhots ok ijupc`-mbokt`kbki` ijupc`-mbokt`kbki` fj b cjkf wby ok sustbokokf b n`bctny r`cbtojksnop. 2.
@xpr`ss Bppr`iobtojk1 Lokd tn` Ujsotov` Lorst, yju k``d tj h` bhc` tj cjjg jr sjm`tnokf tj bppr`iobt` ok yjur mbt`. Bs numbk h`okfs, w` kbturbccy kjtoi` wnbt orrotbt`s us, hut w` nbv` tj okt`ktojkbccy cjjg jr cjjg jr wnbt tj bppr`iobt`. bppr`iobt`. H`okf bhc` tj flkd wnbt w` bppr`iobt` bppr`iobt` ok jur mbt` jk b dbocy hbsos n`cps mboktbok b iuctur` j pjsotov` r`fbrd. H`okf bhc` tj `xpr`ss wnbt w` bppr`iobt` n`cps us ``c wbkt`d bkd mboktboks b iuctur` j frbt`uck`ss. f rbt`uck`ss.
25.0 Ok yjur jwk wjrds, `xpcbok wnbt –bppr`iobtokf yjur mbt`” m`bks tj yju.
8. Bdmot _jur Mostbg`s1 Tbg` X`spjksohocoty Y`ijkd, ot os omp`rbtov` tnbt `bin p`rsjk c`brks tj tbg` p`rsjkbc r`spjksohocoty jr wbys nos/n`r bitojks wjukd nos jr n`r mbt`. Vn`tn`r tn` wjukds br` okt`ktojkbc jr ukokt`ktojkbc mbg`s kj doſt`r`ki`7 aust ibrokf `kjufn tj c`t tn` jtn`r pbrty gkjw tnbt yju br` fro`v`d jv`r tn` bit tnbt yju nurt nom jr n`r os nuf`. Bdmottokf yju w`r` wrjkf ijmmukoibt`s tnbt yju vbcu` tn` r`cbtojksnop bkd tn` jtn`r p`rsjk. O bm bmbz`d bt tn` kumh`r j ijupc`s O nbv` ijuks`c`d ok wnoin jk` pbrty nbs k`v`r bdmott`d tj `v`r mbgokf b mostbg`. Bs O ukd`rstbkd ot, jkcy A`sus k`v`r mbd` b mostbg`. Ot os ompjssohc` tj cov` wotn bkjtn`r p`rsjk bkd kjt `xp`ro`ki` wjukds. Vnbt biocotbt`s n`bcokf bkd bccjws yjur mbt` tj gkjw tnbt t n`y br` vbcu` tj yju os b woccokfk`ss tj fro`v` jv`r tnjs` wjukds jr nurts, tj snjw tnbt yju ibr` yju‟v` nurt tn`m, tj tbg` r`spjksohocoty. O tnos nbs h``k bk br`b j w`bgk`ss ok yjur co`, tn`s` k`xt `x`rios`s wocc n`cp ir`bt` b k`w h`fokkokf jr yju bkd yjur mbt`.
V``g 25 | Trutn ok Cjv` 806
N`r`‟s bk `xbmpc` j njw O‟v` s``k tnos wjrg. Jk` p`rsjk sbys, –Cjjg, O‟m r`bccy sjrry tnbt yju fjt nurt, hut . . .” Bhjut tn` tom` n` jr sn` sbys, –hut,” tn` pbrtk`r hcjws up. Vn`k yju sby –hut,” yju k`fbt` `v`rytnokf tnbt w`kt ok rjkt j ot. C`brk tj `xpr`ss `mpbtny hy g``pokf tn` –hut” jut j yjur r`spjks`s. Tos os b st`p tjwbrd tbgokf r`spjksohocoty bkd c`ttokf yjur spjus` gkjw tnbt yju dj ibr` tnbt n` jr sn` wbs nurt. 25.< Fov` bk `xbmpc` jl njw tn` –hut” fjt yju ok trjuhc` wotn yjur pbrtk`r
Ot‟s nbrd jr us tj bigkjwc`df` tnbt w` dodk‟t nbkdc` b sotubtojk bs w`cc bs w` ijucd nbv`. Ot‟s strbkf` njw hbdcy w` wbkt tj njcd jk tj jur ombf`. V` wbkt tj s`` jurs`cv`s bs r`bccy fjjd. Jur ombf` os bcwbys bhjut jur okt`ktojk, hut w` djk‟t `v`r f`t ot ijmpc`t`cy rofnt. V` nbv` tj f`t jv`r jur prod` bkd aust r`ijfkoz` tnbt sjm`tom`s w` dj tnokfs tnbt nurt jtn`r p`jpc`, wn`tn`r w` m`bk tj jr kjt. Kjt r`ijfkozokf jr h`okf woccokf tj tbg` jwk`rsnop j jk`‟s w`bgk`ss ibk jkcy h` rjjt`d ok prod`. O O‟m hcokd`d hy my prod` tj my jwk bucts tn`k O‟cc k``d sjm`jk` tj hcbm` (jtn`r tnbk mys`c) wn`k co` dj`sk‟t dj`sk‟t wjrg jut. Hcbmokf jtn`rs rbtn`r tnbk tbgokf p`rsjkbc r`spjksohocoty jr my pbrt j tn` bocur` uctombt`cy uctombt`cy c`bds m` tj njcd jtn`rs ok ijkt`mpt jr tn`or pbrt ok m`ssokf up my co`. Tos ijkt`mpt ijkt`mpt bkd audfm`ktbcosm wocc uctombt`cy c`bd tj tn` bocur` j tn` mbrrobf`. Ok Usbcm 02 tn` psbcmost wrot`s tnbt b hrjg`k n`brt bkd ijktrot` sporot Fjd dj`s kjt d`spos`, wnoin mby okdoibt` tnbt b prjud n`brt bkd b nbufnty, brrjfbkt sporot N` dj`s d`spos`. V` V` ibkkjt sby jr i`rtbok tnbt tnos os tru`, hut ot os sjm`tnokf tj ijksod`r. Mjr` ompjrtbktcy, A`sus‟ t`binokfs str`ss`d tn` ompjrtbki` j bddr`ssokf tn` nurts w` ir`bt` ok jtn`rs. N` okdoibt`d o kdoibt`d ot wbs j utmjst ompjrtbki`. Yj muin sj tnbt N` tbufnt Nos dosiopc`s tj stjp wnbt`v`r tn`y w`r` djokf bkd flrst wjrg jut tnokfs wotn tn` jſt`kd`d pbrty. O ukd`rstbkd Mbttn`w 0189’84 tj sby, –H` woccokf tj tbg` r`spjksohocoty jr prjhc`ms prjhc`ms bkd tj jwk tnjs` pcbi`s wn`r` yju nurt bkjtn`r” (butnjr‟s pbrbpnrbs`). 2 Vn`k cjv` os tn` fjbc, ot‟s kjt bhjut h`okf rofnt7 ot‟s bhjut h`okf ijki`rk`d bhjut njw my bitojks ompbit tn` cov`s j jtn`rs. 80>
@MY Jkcok`
25.6 Ok yjur jwk wjrds, d`siroh` njw h`fokkokf tj tbg` t bg` r`spjksohocoty ljr
yjur bitojks bkd bdmottokf yju br` sjm`tom`s wrjkf mofnt pjsotov`cy bſt`it yjur mbrrobf`.
9. Bigkjwc`df` _jur Nurts1 T`cc tn` Trutn ok Cjv` Lokbccy, ot os ompjrtbkt tj h` bhc` tj `xpr`ss wnbt yjur mbt` os djokf tnbt wjukds yju, bkd kjt tj ijmmukoibt` ot ok b iru`c jr spot`uc wby hut jut j cjv` bkd ijki`rk jr yjur mbt`. Bs w` r`bd ok V``g ?, ok Cug` 2619 A`sus sbod, –H` bc`rt. O yju s`` yjur ro`kd fjokf wrjkf, ijrr`it nom. O n` r`spjkds, jrfov` nom Wijktoku` ok r`cbtojksnop]. @v`k o ot‟s p`rsjkbc bfbokst yju bkd r`p`bt`d s`v`k tom`s tnrjufn t nrjufn tn` dby, dby, bkd s`v`k tom`s n` sbys, „O‟m sjrry, O wjk‟t dj ot bfbok,‟ jrfov` nom” ( T` M`ssbf`). M`ssbf`).8 Vnbt‟s okt`r`stokf bhjut tnos pbssbf` os tn` cjv` dospcby`d hy A`sus. Nos flrst ijki`rk os jr tn` jk` wnjs` n`brt os nbrd bkd ijmmots bk bit tnbt os ijktrbry tj cjv`. Nos flrst ijki`rk os tj n`cp tnbt p`rsjk f`t hbig jk ijurs` bkd tj sjl`k nos jr n`r nbrd`k`d n`brt. Nos flrst ijki`rk os jr tn` bcc`k jk`. T` r`bsjk w` br` tj sp`bg up bkd n`cp ijrr`it tnbt p`rsjk— pjokt jut tnbt (s)n` os h`okf ukcjvokf bkd snjw njw (s)n` os bccokf—os jr tnbt p`rsjk‟s sbg`. V`‟r` suppjs`d tj cjv` p`jpc` `kjufn tj h` ijki`rk`d jr tn`m bkd n`cp tn`m f`t hbig jk ijurs`, wnoin cjjgs v`ry doſt`r`kt rjm snbmokf jr ijkd`mkokf tn`m. Bt tn` sbm` tom`, A`sus tbufnt tnbt ot os kjt jur r`spjksohocoty tj mbg` p`jpc` nbv` b rofnt r`spjks`. Bcc w` br` tj dj os pjokt jut wn`r` tn`y nbv` bcc`k, h`ibus` tnbt os wnbt cjv` dj`s. Cjv` dj`sk‟t dj`sk‟t bccjw sjm`jk` tj ijktoku` ok b h`nbvojr tnbt os kjt fjjd jr nom jr n`r wotnjut bddr`ssokf ot. Ok bit, tn` bmbzokf tnokf bhjut cjv` os tnbt ot wocc wo cc bcwbys bit ok tn` h`st okt`r`st j bkjtn`r p`rsjk. Cjv` os br mjr` ijki`rk`d wotn tn` jtn`r p`rsjk‟s r`stjrbtojk tnbk ots jwk prjt`itojk. Votnjut b woccokfk`ss tj prjt`it tn` mbrrobf` hy sp`bgokf up wn`k w` br` wjukd`d, w` iuctovbt` `rtoc` sjoc jr b hott`r rjjt bkd s`cflsncy s `cflsncy rjh jur mbt` j tn` oksofnt k``d`d tj ijrr`it nos jr n`r jwk h`nbvojr.
V``g 25 | Trutn ok Cjv` 80?
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D`siroh` njw yju tnokg r`hugokf sjm`jk`—t`ccokf tn` trutn ok cjv`— mofnt h`k`flt tnbt p`rsjk:
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Njw mofnt ot h`k`flt yjur r`cbtojksnop wotn nom jr n`r:
25.25 Vnbt `ſt`it mofnt ot nbv` jk yjur mbrrobf` mbrr obf` r`cbtojksnop sp`ioflibccy:
Jhvojuscy, Jhvojuscy, w` k``d tj sp`bg tn` t n` trutn ok cjv`. Jur ijrr`itojk os k`v`r okt`kd`d tj nurt tn` jtn`r p`rsjk ok tn` t n` sbm` wby tnbt w` nbv` h``k nurt. Xbtn`r ot os jſt`r`d ok cjv`, fovokf nom jr n`r jppjrtukoty tj `xpr`ss ibrokf bkd r`fr`t jv`r wnbt (s)n` nbs djk`. Tos os kjt tj sby w` snjucd suha`it jurs`cv`s tj ijktoku`d nurtuc h`nbvojrs ok tn` kbm` j cjv`. Ok bit, ok tn` sbm` pbssbf` A`sus fj`s jk tj sby, ok `ss`ki`, –O n` (jr sn`) r`p`kts (tbg`s r`spjksohocoty jr jr tn` nurtuc bitojks) bkd turks hbig tj Fjd, tn`k yju br` tj r`ijkioc`. Ok bit, o n` (jr sn`) dj`s tn` sbm` tnokf s`v`k t om`s tnbt dby bkd ijktoku`s tj r`p`kt, tn`k jrfov` nom (jr n`r).” 8 Kjt` tnbt A`sus dj`s kjt sby tnbt w` nbv` tj ijktoku` ok b nurtuc r`cbtojksnop r`cbtojksnop o tn` jtn`r p`rsjk os kjt tbgokf r`spjksohocoty r`spjksohocoty jr tn` pbok tnbt nos jr n`r ukcjvokf bitojks ibus`d. Vn`k `bin pbrty os t`ccokf tn` trutn, tr utn, tbgokf r`spjksohocoty, ijmmukoibtokf ok cjv`, tn`k ukd`rstbkdokf bkd `mpbtny okir`bs` bkd tn` r`cbtojksnop ibk n`bc, frjw, bkd jurosn. Ok tnos w``g‟s w``g‟s `x`rios`, O njp` yju wo wocc cc fov` yjur mbt` b fol hy h`okf woccokf tj cjv` nom jr n`r `kjufn tj snbr` pcbi`s wn`r` yju nbv` nbv` h``k wjukd`d. Votnjut Votnjut tnos typ` j oksofnt, ot os doiuct jr jur spjus`s tj mbg` tn` ijrr`itojks k`i`ssbry tj str`kftn`k tn` mbrotbc r`cbtojksnop. 8<5
@MY Jkcok`
Uc`bs` ijmpc`t` tn` –Trutn ok Cjv`” cost bs d`siroh`d h`cjw. H` sur` tj wrot` jut yjur r`spjks`s h`ljr` tn` frjup m``tokf. _ju wocc `bin snbr` yjur bksw`rs jk tn` ibcc. Tbg` Tbg` tom` tj prby`rluccy ijksod`r wnbt yju k``d tj bddr`ss ok tnos sotubtojk.
–Trutn ok Cjv`” Cost T` fjbc j tnos bssofkm`kt os tj njk`stcy prjvod` b cost j tnr`` tnokfs ok `bin tnr`` ibt`fjro`s r`fbrdokf r`fbrdokf yju bkd yjur spjus`1 bppr`iobtojk, bdmottokf yjur mostbg`s, bkd bigkjwc`dfokf yjur nurts. Bs yju ijksod`r `bin ibt`fjry, us` tn` jccjwokf jrmbt tj jrm yjur costs1
2. Cost tnr`` brmbtojks jr br`bs jl bppr`iobtojk yju nbv` ljr yjur mbt`. Ljr `bin1 B. D`siroh` tn` h`nbvojr tnbt yju bppr`iobt` bppr`iobt` @xbmpc`1 @xbmpc`1 –O cog` ot wn`k yju snbr` yjur ``cokfs wotn m`.” H. Fov` b sp`iofli `xbmpc`. @xbmpc`1 @xbmpc`1 –Cog` cbst y`br wn`k w` w`kt tj tn` h`bin bkd yju snbr`d wotn m` jr jv`r bk njur.” I. `cc nom jr n`r njw ot mbd` yju ``c. @xbmpc`1 @xbmpc`1 –O `ct icjs` tj yju. Ot `ct cog` w` w`r` jk tn` sbm` t`bm. O `ct cjv`d bkd bppr`iobt`d hy yju. O `ct ompjrtbkt bkd vbcubhc`.” vbcubhc`.”
8. Cost tnr`` bm`kds yju k``d tj mbg` ljr yjur jwk pbst h`nbvojr. B. Yp`ioy wnbt yju dod jr dodk‟t dj tnbt yju br` mbgokf bm`kds jr. @xbmpc`1 @xbmpc`1 –O wbs tjj husy wn`k yju ibm` njm` rjm rjm wjrg tj pby btt`ktojk tj yju.” H. Fov` b sp`iofli `xbmpc`. @xbmpc`1 @xbmpc`1 –O r`m`mh`r cbst w``g, yju ibm` njm` bkd bsg`d o w` ijucd sot djwk bkd tbcg bhjut jur dby. O tjcd
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yju, „Mbyh` cbt`r hut flrst O nbv` tj f`t supp`r r`bdy jr tn` gods.‟ Tbt wjucdk‟t h` sj hbd `xi`pt O‟v` bcwbys h``k tjj tor`d jr husy tj flkd tn` tom` tj tbcg.” tbcg.” I. `cc yjur spjus` njw yju tnokg ot must nbv` mbd` tn`m ``c. @xbmpc`1 @xbmpc`1 –Tos must‟v` mbd` yju ``c dosmoss`d, ukcjv`d, bkd r`a`it`d. r` a`it`d.”” D. Bdmot yju w`r` wrjkf tj nbv` bit`d cog` tnos. @xbmpc`1 @xbmpc`1 –O wbs wrjkf tj tr`bt yju yju bkd jur r`cbtojksnop r`cbtojksnop wotn suin dosr`fbrd.” @. `cc yjur spjus` njw yjur h`nbvojr mbg`s yju ``c bhjut yjurs`c. @xbmpc`1 @xbmpc`1 –O ``c bsnbm`d j mys`c jr k`v`r flkdokf tn` tom` tj sp`kd wotn yju. O‟m dosbppjokt`d dosbppjokt`d wotn m` jr tr`btokf yju bkd jur r`cbtojksnop wotn suin k`fc`it.” L. `cc yjur spjus` yju njp` tn`y wocc h` bhc` tj jrfov` yju. @xbmpc`1 @xbmpc`1 –O njp` yju wocc h` bhc` tj jrfov` m` jr tn` nurt ot must nbv` ibus`d yju.”
9. Cost tnr`` wjukds bkd/jr jſt`ks`s yju nbv`. B. D`siroh` wnbt nbpp`k`d tnbt nurt jr jſt`kd`d yju. @xbmpc`1 @xbmpc`1 –Dj yju r`m`mh`r cbst mjktn wn`k yju w`kt jk tnbt husok`ss trop bkd dodk‟t dodk‟t ibcc jr tnr`` dbys:” H. Ytbt` njw tnbt mbd` yju ``c. Ytbrt wotn –O ``c (jr `ct)...” @xbmpc`1 @xbmpc`1 –O `ct nurt, ukompjrtbkt, r`a`it`d, ijkus`d, bkd bcjk`. O dodk‟t tnokg yju r`bccy ibr`d jr m`.” I. `cc `cc nom jr n`r wnbt yju k``d jr `xp`it bs b r`suct j tnos. @xbmpc`1 @xbmpc`1 –O k``d yju tj gkjw ot nurts wn`k yju djk‟t ibcc.” Jr –O k``d yju tj snbr` wotn m` `v`k o yju br` bkfry wotn m`.” D. `cc `cc tn` jtn`r p`rsjk o yju br` stocc nbrhjrokf b rjjt j hott`rk`ss jv`r tnbt. @xbmpc`1 –O sp`kt tnr`` dbys bccjwokf tnos nurt tj `st`r, `st`r,
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wjkd`rokf wnbt yju w`r` djokf bkd wnbt pjssohc` r`bsjk yju‟d nbv` kjt tj ibcc, bkd kjw O‟m nbvokf b nbrd tom` snbgokf ot jſt.” Bs yju cost tn`s` jk s`pbrbt` pbf`s, dj sj ok bs muin d`tboc bs yju ibk. Durokf tn` frjup m``tokf tnos w``g, yju wocc h` snbrokf tn` mjst ompjrtbkt jr s`rojus `xbmpc`s rjm yjur costs. Tos mby h` b k`w bkd ukijmjrtbhc` `x`rios`. Njw`v`r, w` nbv` s``k tnjs` wnj br` woccokf tj rosg br` frbt`uc jr tn` h`k`flts. Ljccjwokf br` cost j `mjtojks tnbt wjucd h` n`cpuc wn`k ot ijm`s tj `xpcbokokf yjur ``cokfs bs yju ijmpc`t` yjur rutn ok Cjv` cost1 cjk`cy, dosmoss`d, ukompjrtbkt, lrustrbt`d, n`cpc`ss, jk fubrd, ukijmljrtbhc`, ukijmljrtbhc`, sibr`d, s ibr`d, nurt, njp`c`ss, n`cpc`ss, oktomodbt`d, tnr`bt`k`d, pbkoig`d, r`a`it`d, cog` O djk‟t mbtt`r, ofkjr`d, okbd`qubt`, snut jut, bcjk`, ijklus`d, cjst, `mhbrrbss`d, `mhbrrbss`d, bsnbm`d, hcbkg, blrbod, snjig`d, sbd, ljrcjrk, dosbppjokt`d, osjcbt`d, c`t djwk, kumh, numocobt`d, jv`rwn`cm`d, smbcc, oksofkoflibkt, oksofkoflibkt, ukwbkt`d, ukwbkt`d, vuck`rbhc`, wjrro`d Ok tn` bhjv` `x`rios`, w` cost`d sjm` suff`stojks jk cost`kokf, hut cost`kokf os suin b iruiobc pbrt jl ijmmukoibtokf tn` trutn ok cjv` tnbt O‟d cog` ljr yju tj r`bd mjr` bhjut ot. Uc`bs` tbg` tn` tom` tj r`bd –Tn` Brt jl Cost`kokf,” ijmpc`t` tn` `x`rios`s bt tn` `kd jl ot, bkd dosiuss wotn yjur mbt`.
Tn` Brt jl Cost`kokf Nbv` yju `v`r nbd tn` hr`btn gkjig`d jut j yju: Bt tnbt mjm`kt kjtnokf mbtt`rs `xi`pt yjur k`xt hr`btn j bor. _ju djk‟t ibr` bhjut pjcotois, flkbki`s, jr yjur inocdr`k—jkcy tn` k`xt hr`btn. Njw`v`r, Njw`v`r, btmjspn`roi bor osk‟t bcc w` k``d7 w` bcsj k``d –r`cbtojkbc bor.” T` co` hr`btn`d oktj us hy jtn`rs os aust bs sofkoflibkt tj jur survovbc. Vny os sjcotbry ijkflk`m`kt suin bk `ſt`itov` pukosnm`kt: H`ibus` wotnjut numbk ijktbit uctombt`cy w` fj oksbk` bkd do`. –Ot os kjt fjjd jr mbk tj h` bcjk`” bcjk`” (F`k`sos 812>). 8 X`cbtojkbc bor os f`k`rbt`d hy bitojks tnbt ijmmukoibt` ijmmukoibt` cjv`, r`sp`it, bkd ibrokf. T` bits j cost`kokf bkd bkd s``gokf tj ukd`rstbkd br` br` prombry wbys j ir`btokf r`cbtojkbc bor jr jtn`rs ok jur cov`s. L``cokf tnbt jtn`rs
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f`t us bkd bii`pt us aust tn` wby w` br` os tn` `quovbc`kt j f`ttokf b hr`btn j r`sn bor. Vn`k p`jpc` br` fbspokf jr r`cbtojkbc bor—jr jr ukd`rstbkdokf rjm jtn`rs—uktoc tn`y f`t ot, kjtnokf `cs` mbtt`rs. Jk tn` jtn`r nbkd, `v`kts suin bs h`trbybc bkd r`a`itojk gkjig tn` r`cbtojkbc bor rofnt jut, c`bvokf b p`rsjk jk tn` frjukd f rjukd tryokf d`sp`rbt`cy tj ibtin tn`or hr`btn. Ljr bk `xbmpc` jk b smbcc sibc`, cbst w``g`kd Yt`pnbko` bkd O nbd b r`cbtojkbc hr`bgdjwk. Ot stbrt`d wn`k O bsg`d o sn` wbkt`d tj f`t tjf`tn`r wotn ro`kds jk Ybturdby kofnt. T` dby h`jr`, b ro`kd bsg`d m` bhjut f`ttokf tjf`tn`r, bkd wn`k O suff`st`d Ybturdby kofnt, n` sbod, –C`t m` in`ig wotn tn` wo`.” Cbt`r tnbt dby n` `-mboc`d bkd O fcbki`d bt tn` suha`it cok`, wnoin sbod w` w`r` jk jr Ybturdby Ybturdby kofnt. Okst`bd j jp`kokf tn` `-mboc, O bssum`d tn` pcbks okicud`d us hjtn. Cbt`r, bl`r O‟d okvot`d Yt`pnbko`, O r`bd tn` `-mboc bkd dosijv`r`d n` wbs tbcgokf bhjut b fuys kofnt jut. Vn`k O tjcd Yt`pnbko` sn` wbsk‟t wbsk‟t pbrt j tn` pcbks, sn` wbs nurt. O okt`rpr`t`d n`r dosbppjoktm`kt dosbppjoktm`kt bkd nurt ``cokfs bs b p`rsjkbc bttbig bkd tjcd n`r ot wbs sompcy b mosijmmukoibtojk mosijmmukoibtojk bkd O nbd k`v`r m`bkt tj nurt n`r. T` bit tnbt sn` wbs ups`t bkd dosbppjokt`d r`bccy s`t m` jſt. Ot‟s ukky, hut O bcwbys audf` mys`c hy my okt`ktojks (wnoin w`r` fjjd), bkd Yt`pnbko` s``ms tj audf` m` hy my bitojks (wnoin `kd`d up dosbppjoktokf bkd nurtokf n`r). Tbt sompc` okt`rbitojk gkjig`d tn` r`cbtojkbc bor jut j us hjtn. Yoki` O wbs wrotokf tnos c`ssjk, O d`iod`d tj try bkd ukd`rstbkd n`r p`rsp`itov`, hut O dodk‟t dodk‟t wbkt tj tbcg t bcg bhjut ot. O aust wbcg`d brjukd jr bhjut 95 mokut`s tryokf tj put mys`c ok n`r snj`s tj ukd`rstbkd n`r p`rsp`itov`. Bl`r ijmokf tj wnbt O tnjufnt wbs b cjfoibc cjfo ibc ukd`rstbkdokf j n`r p`rsp`itov`, O dosijv`r`d bk okt`r`stokf bit. _ju ibk‟t fov` yjurs`c brtofliobc r`sporbtojk. O stocc `ct wjukd`d, dosijkk`it`d, mosukd`rstjjd, bkd bkfry. Vnbt O wbkt`d wbs b hr`btn j r`cbtojkbc bor, hut bcc my `ſtjrts c`l m` wbktokf. Ytocc d`sp`rbt` tj f`t tnbt r`cbtojkbc bor, bor, O d`iod`d tj ompc`m`kt Ucbk H. O O ijucdk‟t tnokg my wby oktj ``cokf h`tt`r, mbyh` O ijucd f`t n`r tj r`spjkd—sby sn` wbs sjrry bkd tnbt O wbs wjkd`ruc bkd tnbt sn`‟d r`bccy m`ss`d up. wj njurs cbt`r, bl`r sjm` st`ccbr frbd`-B mbc` pjutokf, O wbs kjwn`r`. V` stocc w`r`k‟t tbcgokf bkd O stocc `ct cog` O wbs fbspokf jr bor. T` jkcy tnokf c`l O ijucd tnokg j tj n`cp tn` sotubtojk wbs tj sot
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djwk bkd tbcg. Psokf my h`st `ſtjrt, O susp`kd`d my p`rsp`itov` p`rsp`itov` bkd h`fbk cost`kokf tj Yt`pnbko` wotn tn` okt`kt j sompcy ukd`rstbkdokf n`r. n`r. Ot wbs snjigokf njw quoigcy sn` h`fbk tj ibcm djwk bkd sjl`k. Jki` sn` `ct ukd`rstjjd, sn` h`fbk t`ccokf m` njw hbdcy sn` `ct bhjut n`r r`bitojk, bkd tn`k sn` cost`k`d okt`ktcy bs O `xpcbok`d my p`ri`ptojk j tn` mosukd`rstbkdokf. O ijucdk‟t ijucdk‟t h`co`v` tn` sp``d bt wnoin w noin my nurt suhsod`d. Ljr jv`r twj njurs O nbd h``k bhsjcut`cy ukbhc` tj ibcm djwk, hut ok aust 20 mokut`s, n`r cost`kokf bkd n`cpokf m` ``c ukd`rstjjd n`cp`d tn` pbok dosbpp`br. O ibk‟t jv`r`mpnbsos tn` ompjrtbki` j tn` ijki`pt j cost`kokf bkd ukd`rstbkdokf, `sp`iobccy wn`k d`bcokf wotn okfld`coty. okfld`coty. Ot os bcmjst ompjssohc` jr tn` h`trby`d spjus` tj jius jk bkytnokf jtn`r tnbk h`okf bhc` tj hr`btn`. T`y‟r` T`y‟r` dyokf tj h` ukd`rstjjd. Bt tn` sbm` tom`, tn` ukbotnuc spjus` os djokf kj h`tt`r. h`tt`r. X`fbrdc`ss j wn`tn`r spjus`s wbkt tj c`bv` jr stby, stby, tn`y‟r` d`sp`rbt` tj h` ukd`rstjjd. O hjtn pbrto`s somuctbk`juscy try tj h` ukd`rstjjd, O fubrbkt`` kj jk` os cost`kokf—bkd o kj jk` os cost`kokf, kj jk` os f`ttokf tn` r`cbtojkbc bor tn`y sj d`sp`rbt`cy k``d. Ljr r`ijkiocobtojk tj jiiur, yju must must nbv` tn` woccokfk`ss tj cost`k bkd tn` bhocoty tj ukd`rstbkd yjur mbt`. V` sp`kd y`brs ok sinjjc c`brkokf njw tj r`bd, wrot`, bkd sp`bg, hut cottc` os tbufnt bhjut njw tj cost`k. Ot‟s `bsy tj flkd r`sjuri`s t`binokf omprjvosbtojkbc omprjvosbtojkbc sp``in jr tj cjibt` b jbstmbst`rs jbstmbst`rs icuh t`binokf tn` brt j ic`br ijmmukoibtojk, hut nbv` yju `v`r n`brd j b cost`kokf icuh: Ok mbrrobf`, cost`kokf os hy br tn` mjst ompjrtbkt j bcc r`cbtojkbc sgoccs, hut dj w` `v`k gkjw njw tj h`fok: V`‟v` h``k tbufnt tj ic`brcy ijmmukoibt` ijmmukoibt` jur pjokts j vo`w, hut nbv` w` `v`r h``k trbok`d tj s`` tn` p`rsp`itov` j bkjtn`r: Butnjr Yt`pn`k Ijv`y sbys, –V` s`` tn` wjrcd, kjt bs ot os, os, hut bs w` br`—jr, br`—jr, bs w` br` ijkdotojk`d tj s`` ot.” 9 V` bssum`, –My p`rsp`itov` wjrgs w`cc jr m`, tn`r`jr` O‟m sur` ot‟cc wjrg jr yju.” _`t sjjk w` dosijv`r tnos osk‟t tru`. Vn`k ijupc`s ijmpcbok j ijmmukoibtojk hr`bgdjwks, cost`kokf os bcwbys tn` iucprot. Ot‟s kbturbc jr us tj okt`rpr`t co`‟s `v`kts doſt`r`ktcy h`ibus` hy kbtur` w`‟r` doſt`r`kt. O w` boc tj r`ijfkoz` tnbt ot os kjrmbc tj nbv` okdovodubc p`rsp`itov`s, tn`k w` ibk ``c d`vbcu`d jr tnr`bt`k`d. V` jrf`t tnbt twj-tnords j tn` tom` w` wocc kjt s`` tnokfs tn` sbm` wby. V`‟cc t`cc jurs`cv`s sjm`tnokf os wrjkf o w`‟r` kjt jk tn` sbm` pbf`. Bkd
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o yju djk‟t s`` tnokfs my wby, O ibk ijkvoki` mys`c tnbt O djk‟t mbtt`r tj yju. Okst`bd j s``gokf tj ukd`rstbkd jur spjus`‟s p`rsp`itov` w` h`ijm` jius`d jk f`ttokf tn`m t n`m tj ukd`rstbkd us h`ibus` w` br` d`sp`rbt` jr vbcodbtojk bkd bcs`cy bcs`cy h`co`v` sjm`tnokf nbs nbs fjk` wrjkf. wrjkf. V` boc tj r`m`mh`r tnbt w` br` bcc ijmpc`t`cy ukoqu` hy Fjd‟s d`sofk bkd tnbt N` dodk‟t m`ss up wn`k N` mbd` m`, yju, jr bkyjk` `cs`. Vn`k O h`fok tj audf` yjur p`rsp`itov`, tn`k jk jk` c`v`c O‟m bcsj audfokf Fjd‟s Fjd‟s ir`btojk, sbyokf O gkjw h`tt`r tnbk Fjd bkd tnbt N` nbs kj od`b wnbt N`‟s djokf. Jk tn` jtn`r nbkd, s``gokf tj gkjw yju bkd ukd`rstbkd njw yju s`` tnokfs `comokbt`s audfm`kt bkd `knbki`s jur r`cbtojksnop. @v`k wn`k w` cost`k, mjst j us rbr`cy cost`k tj ukd`rstbkd bkd tj gkjw tn` jtn`r p`rsjk. p `rsjk. Okst`bd w` cost`k rjm b s`c-i`kt`r`d p`rsp`itov`, `vbcubtokf nos jr n`r wjrds rjm –my” –my” p`rsp`itov` bkd ibciucbtokf njw tj r`spjkd wn`k ot‟s –my turk.” V` try tj ukd`rstbkd jtn`rs tnrjufn jur co` `xp`ro`ki`s. V` br` kjt cog`cy tj ukd`rstbkd bkjtn`r‟s n`brt wnoc` `vbcubtokf tn`m tnrjufn tn` r`bcoto`s j jur jwk cov`s. Dj w` r`bccy wbkt tj gkjw bkd ukd`rstbkd jtn`rs, jr br` w` s``gokf tj f`t tn`m tj gkjw bkd ukd`rstbkd us: Br` w` bitubccy iurojus bhjut njw tn`y s`` tn` sotubtojk, jr dj w` s``g tj jhtbok p`rsjkbc vbcodbtojk hy bcs`cy h`co`vokf tn`y br` cog` us bkd suppjrt jur p`rsp`itov`: V` typibccy h`co`v` –my p`rsp`itov` os trutn, sj tn`r` must h` sjm`tnokf wrjkf wotn yju.” Ybdcy, Ybdcy, suin s`c-i`kt`r`d s`c-i`kt`r`d cost`kokf c`bds jkcy tj strbok`d r`cbtojksnops bkd mosukd`rstbkdokfs. O jur fjbc os butn`ktoi r`cbtojksnop r`cbtojksnop,, ot must h`fok wotn tryokf tr yokf tj ukd`rstbkd h`jr` btt`mptokf tj h` ukd`rstjjd. Ljccjwokf tn` pbtn p btn j ukd`rstbkdokf h`jr` btt`mptokf btt`mptokf tj h` ukd`rstjjd os tn` snjrt`st dostbki` tj tn` t n` cjv` bkd bii`ptbki` w` cjkf jr. jr. Bs b t``k O d`iod`d co`fubrdokf wjucd h` b fr`bt wby tj mbg` b covokf. O‟v` k`v`r jrfjtt`k tn` c`ssjks c`brk`d ok my co`sbvokf icbss. Xuc` kumh`r jk`1 k`v`r f`t oktj tn` wbt`r wotn drjwkokf swomm`rs, h`ibus` tn`r`‟ tn`r`‟s b strjkf inbki` tn`y‟cc tbg` yju djwk wotn tn`m. T`r` os kj `voc okt`kt jk tn`or pbrt, hut ok tn`or wocd wo cd btt`mpt tj survov`, tn`y‟cc pusn yju djwk tj sbv` tn`ms`cv`s. T` sbm` prjhc`m `xosts ok sok gokf mbrrobf`s. T` pbrtk`rs s``m tj pusn `bin jtn`r ukd`rwbt`r ukd`r wbt`r ok bk btt`mpt tj g``p tn`ms`cv`s bjbt. O my mbt` os drjwkokf bkd n`r cukfs br` hurstokf, dj yju tnokg sn` os ijki`rk`d wotn bkytnokf jtn`r tnbk survovbc: Ok r`cbtojksnops, r`cbtojksnops, ukd`r-
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stbkdokf bkd vbcodbtojk br` bs ompjrtbkt bs hr`btnokf. D`prov`d j tn`s` ijmmjdoto`s, sn` wocc ``c bs o sn`‟s dyokf. Bt tnbt pjokt, tn` jkcy mjtovbtojk sn`‟cc r`ijfkoz` os tn` drov` tj h` ukd`rstjjd. Njw`v`r, Njw`v`r, jki` O fov` f ov` my spjus` tnbt r`cbtojkbc bor hy n`brokf n`r bkd s``okf n`r p`rsp`itov`, p `rsp`itov`, tn`k sn`‟s r`` tj ijksod`r jtn`rs. Ljr my mbt` tj ``c O ibr` bkd ukd`rstbkd, O must susp`kd my p`ri`ptojks bkd jpokojks bkd njk`stcy s``g tj ukd`rstbkd n`r. O k``d tj snjw b d`sor` tj ukd`rstbkd, fovokf n`r tn` r`cbtojkbc bor sn` k``ds, h`jr` sn`‟ sn`‟s bhc` tj ukd`rstbkd m`. O O cost`k tj n`r n`brt bkd c`fotomoz` n`r r`bcoty, tn`k b pbtnwby os ir`bt`d jr n`r tj ijksod`r my p`rsp`itov`. juinokf tn` sjuc j bkjtn`r r`quor`s mjr` tnbk n`brokf wjrds7 ot‟s bhjut s``okf bkd ``cokf tn` jtn`r p`rsjk‟s r`bcoty. Y``gokf tj ukd`rstbkd bkjtn`r‟s wjrcd, njw`v`r, osk‟t k`i`ssbrocy bhjut bfr``okf. X`cbtojkbc bor dj`sk‟t ijm` rjm bfr``m`kt, rbtn`r rjm tn` woccokfk`ss tj mjm`ktbrocy bhbkdjk jk`‟s jwk p`rsp`itov` p `rsp`itov` bkd st`p oktj tn` jtn`r p`rsjk‟s. Ljr mjst, tnos os kj `bsy tbsg. Urod` os tn` prombry hbrro`r tj cost`kokf bkd ukd`rstbkdokf. O yju njk`stcy h`co`v` yju‟r` rofnt, br` yju r`bccy okt`r`st`d ok `xpcjrokf tn` tnjufnts j bkjtn`r: Bs w` dosiuss`d ok V``g V``g <, Dbccbs Voccbrd sbys tnbt –rbdoibc `voc os kjtnokf mjr` tnbk `xtr`m` s`c-i`kt`r`dk`ss.” 4 Y`c-i`kt`r`dk`ss os vjod j cjv`. Ots jkcy ijki`rk os –wnbt jtn`rs tnokg bhjut m`.” Ok Unocoppobks 819’6, Ubuc sbys, –Dj kjtnokf jut j s`cflsn bmhotojk jr vbok ijki`ot, hut ok numocoty ijksod`r jtn`rs h`tt`r tnbk yjurs`cv`s. @bin j yju snjucd cjjg kjt jkcy tj yjur jwk okt`r`sts, hut bcsj tj tn` okt`r`sts j jtn`rs. _jur bttotud` snjucd h` tn` sbm` bs tnbt j Inrost A`sus1 wnj h`okf ok v`ry kbtur` Fjd, dod kjt ijksod`r `qubcoty wotn Fjd sjm`tnokf tj h` h ` frbsp`d, hut mbd` noms`c kjtnokf, tbgokf tn` v`ry kbtur` j b s`rvbkt, s `rvbkt, h`okf mbd` ok numbk cog`k`ss.” 0 Ubuc r`mokds us tnbt w` br`k‟t ibcc`d tj h` rofnt7 w`‟r` ibcc`d tj h` numhc` bkd s``g tj ukd`rstbkd. Cog` A`sus w` br` tj jrfj jur rofnts bkd woccokfcy tbg` jk tn` bttotud` j b scbv`. Pktoc Pktoc w` jrfj jur s`cflsn bmhotojks jr vbok ijki`ot bkd ijksod`r jtn`rs okst`bd j jurs`cv`s, w` wjk‟t wjk‟t h` ok tn` rofnt rbm` j mokd tj cost`k bkd n`br wnbt tn`y nbv` tj sby. sby. Aust bs tn` mjst `ſt`itov` wby tj fbok trust os tj flrst `xt`kd trust tj jtn`rs, tn` mjst `ſt`itov` wby tj h` ukd`rstjjd os tj flrst s``g tj ukd`rstbkd. Tbt prokiopc` os jukdbtojkbc wn`k ot ijm`s tj r`ijv`rokf rjm h`-
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trbybc. V` V` d`sp`rbt`cy wbkt jur mbt`s tj ukd`rstbkd tn` wby tn`or bitojks wjukd`d us, hut tn`y‟cc nbv` cottc` mjtovbtojk tj dj sj o w`‟r` w`‟r` ukwoccokf tj flrst fov` tn`m tn` bor tn`y k``d. Djokf tnos r`quor`s b woccokfk`ss tj ukd`rstbkd tn`or r`bcoty. r`bcoty. Jki` tn`y ``c ukd`rstjjd, tn`y br` ok b br h`tt`r pcbi` tj ukd`rstbkd.
Cost`kokf lrjm b Y`cl-I`kt`r`d U`rsp`itov` Vn`k w` cost`k rjm tn` p`rsp`itov` j –m`,” Yt`pn`k Ijv`y sbys tn`r` br` jur prombry r`spjks`s1 2. V` `vbcubt`1 `vbcubt`1 V` V` br` tryokf tj d`iod` o w` bfr`` jr dosbfr``. 8. V` prjh` V` prjh`11 V` bsg qu`stojks rjm jur jwk rbm` j r``r`ki`. 9. V` bdvos`1 bdvos`1 V` V` fov` bdvoi` hbs`d jk jur p`rsjkbc co` `xp`ro`ki`s. `xp`r o`ki`s. 4. V` okt`rpr`t 1 V` V` try tj flfur` tn`m jut—tn`or mjtov` bkd h`nbvojr hbs`d jk jur jwk mjtov`s bkd h`nbvojrs. < T`s` jur bpprjbin`s s``m quot` kbturbc h`ibus` tn`y r`pr`s`kt tn` wby jtn`rs nbv` r`spjkd`d tj us bkd tn` wby w` t`kd tj r`spjkd tj jtn`rs. O yjur mokd os mbd` up bkd yju bcr`bdy gkjw wnbt os rofnt, wny tbg` tn` tom` tj ukd`rstbkd bkjtn`r‟s pjokt j vo`w: Osk‟t ot aust b wbst` j tom`: _`t o yju r`bccy wbkt tj gkjw bkd ukd`rstbkd m`, tn`k yju wocc nbv` b woccokfk`ss tj bhbkdjk yjur jwk p`rsp`itov` p `rsp`itov` bkd s``g tj ukd`rstbkd njw O ``c bkd njw O s`` tn` sotubtojk. Njw dj`s s`c-i`kt`r`d cost`kokf ompbit tn` bhocoty tj r`bccy ukd`rstbkd: Lorst, ot pr`v`kts m` lrjm `v`r ` v`r n`brokf . Okst`bd j cost`kokf, O `vbcubt` bkd ijmpbr` tn` jtn`r p`rsjk‟s p`rsp`itov` tj my tnjufnt prji`ss, njpokf tj flkd wnbt`v`r vbcodbtojk bkd bii`ptbki` O k``d tj survov`. Y`ijkd, s`cl-i`kt`r`d cost`kokf usubccy pr`v`kts tn` jtn`r pbrty lrjm `xpr`ssokf `xpr`ssokf njw tn`y l``c . O O bm tnokgokf jkcy rjm my jwk p`rsp`itov`, O wocc bcwbys h` okt`rruptokf, tryokf tj pjokt jut wn`r` tn` jtn`r p`rsjk os wrjkf. O O s``g tj snjw okt`r`st, y`t aust prjh` hy pcbyokf tw`kty qu`stojks, tn` ijkv`rsbtojk ijkv`rsbtojk os stocc bcc rjm my p`rsp`itov` bkd stocc okvbsov`. Xbtn`r tnbk s``gokf tj ukd`rstbkd, O s``g s ``g tj ijktrjc bkd mbkopucbt` hy bsgokf qu`stojks okt`kd`d tj f`t yju tj s`` my p`rsp`itov`. Vocc tnos bpprjbin r`bccy n`cp m` ``c ukd`rstjjd: Bm O r`bccy cost`kokf: My bpprjbin bpprjbin mby s``m cjfoibc, bs o O‟m tryokf tj ukd`rstbkd, hut tn` jtn`r pbrty ibk s `ks` my 8<>
@MY Jkcok`
d`sor` tj h` ukd`rstjjd rbtn`r tnbk b n`brt`ct okt`r`st ok ukd`rstbkdokf nom jr n`r. O yju tnokg bhjut ot, wny wjucd bkyhjdy r`bccy wbkt tj jp`k up tj yju o `v`ry tom` tn`y h`ibm` vuck`rbhc`, yju stjmp`d stjmp`d jk tn`m wotn yjur p`rsjkbc bdvoi` jr tjcd tn`m tn`y w`r` irbzy jr s``okf tn` wjrcd bs tn`y dj:
N`brtl`ct Cost`kokf Mjr` tnbk aust cost`kokf ok tn` ijkt`xt j wjrds, n`brt`ct cost`kokf os bhjut `xp`ro`kiokf bkjtn`r‟s bkjtn`r‟s p`rsp`itov` bkd r``itokf tnbt r`bcoty hbig ok b wby tnbt c`bv`s tn` p`rsjk ``cokf ukd`rstjjd. Ot‟s bhjut susp`kdokf yjur r`bcoty cjkf `kjufn tj `xp`ro`ki` co` tnrjufn bkjtn`r s`t j `y`s. Bfbok, n`brt`ct cost`kokf os kjt bhjut bfr``m`kt. O ibk injjs` tj ukd`rstbkd njw yju s`` b fov`k sotubtojk wotnjut nbvokf tj bfr`` wotn yju. Ljr mbky, tnos os b jr`ofk ijki`pt, soki` cost`kokf tj h` ukd`rstjjd os rbdoibccy doſt`r`kt rjm cost`kokf tj ukd`rstbkd. N`brt`ct cost`kokf s``gs jkcy tj ukd`rstbkd bkd tj r``it tnbt ukd`rstbkdokf. C`t‟s cjjg bt `xbmpc` j njw tnos os djk`. Yuppjs` yjur mbt` os wotndrbwk bkd succ`k. Fov`k tn` bit tnbt yju‟v` in`bt`d jk yjur mbt`, yju bssum` yju gkjw tn` prjhc`m. Vn`k yju bsg wnbt‟s wrjkf, n` jr sn` r`pco`s, –Kjtnokf, `v`rytnokf os flk`.” Hut cbt`r ok tn` `v`kokf (bhjut h`dtom`) yjur mbt` h`foks tj jp`k up1 –O‟m `mhbrrbss`d `mhbrrbss`d wn`k O fj jut ok puhcoi h`ibus` O‟m O‟m brbod `v`ryhjdy gkjws wnbt w`‟r` fjokf tnrjufn. O gkjw tn`y‟r` audfokf m` jr stbyokf wotn yju, jr tn`y ``c poty jr m`, bkd O djk‟t gkjw wnbt tj dj tj snbg` tnbt ``cokf.” Njw wjucd yju r`spjkd: • –Djk‟t –Djk‟t wjrry bhjut ot. O‟m O‟m sur` kjhjdy gkjws, bkd `v`k o tn`y dj tn`y‟r` kjt audfokf yju.” • –Aust njcd yjur yjur n`bd up nofn. O‟m sur` tn`y‟r` kjt `v`k tnokgokf bhjut yju.” • –Vnbt mbg`s yju tnokg tn`y‟r` tn`y‟r` `v`k tnokgokf bhjut yju: Dod sjm`jk` cjjg bt yju ok b strbkf` wby: Nbv` yju
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n`brd bky fjssop bhjut wnbt p`jpc` br` sbyokf bhjut us:” • –V`cc, –V`cc, o tn`y br` tbcgokf tbcg okf bhjut yju, O‟m sur` tn`y bdmor` yjur ijurbf` jr wbcgokf tnrjufn tnos wotn m`.” Bcc j tn`s` ijucd h` typoibc r`spjks`s, hut kjk` j tn`m br` hbs`d jk n`brt`ct cost`kokf bkd bk btt`mpt btt`mpt tj ukd`rstbkd yjur mbt`. • –Djk‟t –Djk‟t wjrry bhjut ot. O‟m sur` kjhjdy gkjws, bkd `v`k o tn`y dj tn`y‟r` kjt audfokf yju.” Tos wjucd h` bk `vbcubtokf jr jr b audfokf b audfokf r`spjks` r`spjks` hbs`d jk yjur vbcu`s bkd yjur k``ds. • –Aust njcd yjur n`bd up nofn, O‟m sur` tn`y‟r` kjt `v`k tnokgokf bhjut yju.” Tos os bdvosokf rjm rjm yjur pjokt j vo`w jr k``ds. • –Vnbt mbg`s yju tnokg tn`y‟r` tn`y‟r` `v`k tnokgokf bhjut yju: Dod sjm`jk` cjjg bt yju ok b strbkf` wby: Nbv` yju n`brd bky fjssop bhjut wnbt p`jpc` br` sbyokf bhjut us:” Tos r`spjks` os prjhok os prjhokf f jr jr okjrmbtojk yju okjrmbtojk yju ``c ``c os ompjrtbkt. • –V`cc –V`cc o tn`y br` tbcgokf bhjut yju, O‟m sur` tn`y bdmor` yjur ijurbf` jr wbcgokf tnrjufn tnos wotn m`.” Tos os okt`rpr`tokf wnbt‟s wnbt‟s nbpp`kokf wotn nos jr n`r ro`kds. O yju nbv` b t`kd`kiy tj r`spjkd ok tn` wbys aust m`ktojk`d, tn`k yju‟r` kjt fovokf yjur mbt` ukd`rstbkdokf. Okst`bd yju‟r` tryokf tj h` ukd`rstjjd. Frbkt`d, yju mby h` tryokf tj h` n`cpuc, hut jr yjur mbt` ot suigs tn` v`ry bor jut j tn` rjjm. Ok djokf wnbt w` tnokg os h`st jr tn`m, w` `vbcubt`, `vbcubt`, bdvos`, prjh`, bdvos`, prjh`, jr jr okt`rpr`t rjm jur jwk r`bcoty h`ibus` w` –gkjw” o tn`y ijucd s`` tnokfs rjm jur p`rsp`itov`, ioriumstbki`s ioriumstbki`s wjucd butjmbtoibccy omprjv`. Yj aust njw dj`s b n`brt`ct r`spjks` wjrg: j h`fok, r``it hbig wnbt yjur spjus` os ``cokf tj n`cp nom jr n`r ``c ukd`rstjjd. L``cokfs br` tn` cbkfubf` j tn` n`brt. V` ibk dosbfr`` bcc dby cjkf bhjut jur jpokojks jr p`rsp`itov`s, hut wn`k ot ijm`s tj ``cokfs, tn`y aust br`. bgokf tn` tom` tj ukd`rstbkd sjm`jk`‟s n`brt ibrro`s mjr` w`ofnt tnbk aust bfr``okf wotn wnbt tnbt p`rsjk tnokgs. tno kgs. _ju _ju mofnt 865
@MY Jkcok`
h` bhc` tj r``it hbig wnbt O sby jr `v`k t`cc m` yju ukd`rstbkd, hut hut uktoc O l``c yju yju ukd`rstbkd my p`rsp`itov`, my n`brt wjk‟t ``c b ijkk`itojk wotn yju. Ljr `xbmpc`, o yjur mbt` sbys, –O‟m `mhbrrbss`d wn`k O fj jut ok puhcoi h`ibus` O tnokg `v`ryhjdy gkjws wnbt w`‟r` w`‟r` fjokf tnrjufn. O gkjw tn`y‟r` audfokf m` jr stbyokf wotn yju, jr tn`y ``c poty jr m`, bkd O djk‟t gkjw wnbt tj dj tj snbg` tnbt ``cokf.” Ok n`brt`ct cost`kokf, yju wjucd h`fok hy stbtokf wnbt (s)n`‟s ``cokf sj tnbt (s)n` ``cs ukd`rstjjd1 –Vnbt O‟v` O‟v` djk` os r`bccy snbm`uc, bkd yju br` wjrro`d bhjut wnbt p`jpc` br` tnokgokf. _ju djk‟t gkjw njw tj ibcm tn` bkxo`ty yju ``c ok puhcoi.” (Y)n` mofnt r`spjkd, –_`bn, wn`k p`jpc` cjjg bt m` O ibk‟t n`cp hut tnokg tn`y gkjw. Tbt troff`rs bk `mjtojkbc jjd wnoin tbg`s m` djwk b pbtn O djk‟t wbkt tj trbv`c.” B n`brt`ct r`spjks` wjucd r``it hbig, –Aust tn` bit tnbt p`jpc` mbg` `y` ijktbit ibus`s yju tj `xp`ro`ki` tn` pbok ir`bt`d hy my h`trbybc.” (Y)n` mofnt sby y`s bkd tn`k t n`k `xpr`ss d``p`r ``cokfs, jr (s)n` mofnt sby, –V`cc, kjt `xbitcy. Vnbt O r`bccy m`bk os . . .” Tos bccjws b ic`br`r poitur` j wnbt (s)n` `xp`ro`ki`s wn`k (s)n`‟s ok puhcoi tj h` pbokt`d. O yju fj hbig bkd r`vo`w tn` okotobc `xbmpc`, yju‟cc s`` tnbt kjk` j tnjs` r`spjks`s br` ibpbhc` j `coiotokf tn` r`sucts tnbt b n`brt`ct r`spjks` ir`bt`d. Vn`k fovokf b n`brt`ct r`spjks`, hjtn yju bkd yjur mbt` fbok b fr`bt`r ukd`rstbkdokf j wnbt yjur mbt` os tnokgokf bkd ``cokf. C`t‟s C`t‟s tbg` bkjtn`r `xbmpc` tj snjw tn` doſt`r`ki` h`tw``k jur ttypoibc ypoibc r`spjks` bkd b n`brt`ct r`spjks`. _ju‟r` bt njm` bl`r b cjkf dby, aust wbktokf tj r`cbx, wn`k yjur spjus` wbcgs ok tn` rjjm. _ju bsg njw tn`or dby wbs, bkd yjur mbt` r`spjkds, –Kjtnokf inbkf`s. Ot ``cs cog` yju‟r` k`v`r fjokf tj jrfov` m`. Bcc yju `v`r dj os hrokf up wnbt O‟v` djk`.” _ju r`spjkd hy sbyokf, –V`cc, O‟m sj sjrry, hut yju‟r` tn` jk` wnj dod ot.” _jur mbt` r`spjkds, –V`cc, tnbt aust mbg`s m` wbkt tj fov` up. Ot‟s `xnbustokf bkd O‟m tor`d j ot.” –Njw ibk yju sby tnbt:” yju r`spjkd, –bl`r tn` n`cc yju put m`
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tnrjufn jr tn` pbst `ofnt mjktns:” –Tbt‟s `xbitcy wnbt O m`bk. _ju‟r` `mjtojkbccy jjdokf bcc jv`r tn` pcbi`, bcc tn` tom`. O k`v`r gkjw njw yju‟r` fjokf tj r`bit.” –V`cc, tn` jkcy r`bsjk O‟m `mjtojkbc bkd O‟m r`bitokf os h`ibus` j wnbt yju dod. Jtn`rwos` Jtn`r wos` O wjucdk‟t wjucdk‟t nbv` tj fj tnrjufn bcc tnos. Aust huig up bkd cost`k tj wnbt O nbv` tj sby. _ju jw` m`.” Bt tn` `kd j tn` ijkv`rsbtojk, yju‟r` urojus tnbt yjur mbt` aust ruok`d yjur p`r`itcy p `r`itcy fjjd dby. dby. C`t‟s bkbcyz` tnos okt`rbitojk. _ju‟r` bt njm` bl`r b cjkf dby, aust wbktokf tj r`cbx, wn`k yjur spjus` sp jus` wbcgs ok tn` rjjm. _ju _ju bsg njw tn`or dby wbs, bkd yjur mbt` r`spjkds, –Kjtnokf inbkf`s. Ot ``cs cog` yju‟r` k`v`r fjokf tj jrfov` m`. Bcc yju `v`r dj os hrokf up wnbt O‟v` djk`.” _ju r`spjkd hy sbyokf, –V`cc, O‟m sj sjrry, hut yju‟r` tn` jk` wnj dod ot.” –O‟m sj sjrry. s jrry.” Tos os okt`rpr`tokf . Xbtn`r tnbk tryokf tj ukd`rstbkd wnbt yjur mbt` os `xp`ro`kiokf, omm`dobt`cy yju aump tj wnbt yju t nokg tn` sjcutojk os h`jr` dobfkjsokf tn` prjhc`m. Njw Njw jl`k dj w` try tr y tj smjjtn tnokfs jv`r rbtn`r tnbk flrst cost`kokf bkd tr yokf tj ukd`rstbkd: _jur mbt` sbys, –Tbt‟s `xbitcy wnbt O m`bk. _ju‟r` `mjtojkbccy jjdokf bcc jv`r tn` pcbi`, bcc tn` tom`. O k`v`r gkjw njw yju‟r` fjokf tj r`bit.” –V`cc, tn` jkcy r`bsjk O‟m `mjtojkbc, bkd O‟m r`bitokf, os h`ibus` j wnbt yju dod. Jtn`rwos` Jtn`r wos` O wjucdk‟t wjucdk‟t nbv` tj fj tnrjufn bcc tnos. Aust huig up bkd cost`k tj wnbt O nbv` tj sby. _ju jw` m`.” Tos os bdvosokf rjm rjm yjur pjokt j vo`w jr rjm yjur k``ds. Vnbt wjucd nbpp`k o yju us`d b n`brt`ct r`spjks`: _ju‟r` bt njm` bl`r b cjkf dby, aust wbktokf tj r`cbx, wn`k yjur spjus` wbcgs ok tn` rjjm. _ju bsg njw tn`or dby wbs, bkd yjur mbt` r`spjkds, –Kjtnokf inbkf`s. Ot ``cs cog` yju‟r` k`v`r fjokf tj jrfov` m`. Bcc yju `v`r dj os hrokf up wnbt O‟v` djk`.” _ju r`spjkd wotn, –Yj yju‟r` ``cokf dosijurbf`d rofnt kjw:” –Bhsjcut`cy,” yjur mbt` r`spjkds, –r`bccy dosijurbf`d. Ot ``cs cog` yju g``p pjukdokf jk m`.” –Yj my r`bitojks mbg` yju ``c ukcjv`d:” yju r``it hbig. –_`s, O gkjw O bm r`spjksohc`, hut O aust ``c cog` O ibk‟t dj bkytnokf
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rofnt, cog` yju djk‟t s`` njw nbrd O‟m tryokf,” yjur mbt` bksw`rs. _ju ijktoku` tj r``it tnjs` ``cokfs hy sbyokf, –Yj yju ``c mosukd`rstjjd:” –_`bn.” –Bkd okbd`qubt`:” –_`s, hut O njp` yju ibk h` pbto`kt wotn m` wnoc` O wjrg jk mys`c bkd flkd wbys tj n`cp us wjrg tnrjufn tnos tjf`tn`r,” yjur spjus` sbys. _ju tn`k mofnt r`pcy, –O bm kjt sur`. j h` njk`st, ot ``cs ukbor tnbt O snjucd nbv` tj ijktrjc my r`spjks`s bt bcc, hut O gkjw tnbt‟s kjt `ktor`cy bor bkd O dj wbkt tj n`cp us. O r`bcoz` tnbt O sjm`tom`s stocc cbsn jut wn`k my `mjtojks f`t troff`r`d. Ot‟s nbrd tj ijktrjc tnbt hut mbyh` O ibk dj b h`tt`r ajh j tbcgokf bhjut ot wn`k ot nbpp`ks, okst`bd j wbotokf bkd c`ttokf tnjs` ``cokfs `st`r.” Bt tnos pjokt, hy usokf n`brt`ct cost`kokf, yju‟v` jp`k`d b ijkstruitov` dobcjfu` jr hjtn yju bkd yjur mbt` jk tn` r`bcoty j tn` oktrusov` tnjufnts. N`brt`ct cost`kokf os bhjut tryokf tj ukd`rstbkd tn` d``p`r m`bkokf j wnbt tn` jtn`r pbrty os ijmmukoibtokf. Xbtn`r tnbk r`p`btokf wjrds, s``g tj jhs`rv` yjur mbt`‟s hjdy cbkfubf` bkd ok`itojk, bkd cost`k jr ``cokfs. N`brt`ct cost`kokf os hbs`d jk r`sp`it. Cost`kokf @x`rios` 21 H`fok hy aust c`brkokf tj cost`k. @bin jl yju wocc tbg` flv` mokut`s tj tbcg bhjut wnbt`v`r yju wjucd cog`. Tn` jkcy ruc` os, yju nbv` tj sp`bg lrjm tn` p`rsp`itov` jl –O l``c...” bkd yju‟r` ljrhodd`k lrjm usokf –yju” stbt`m`kts. Y`t tn` tom`r ljr flv` mokut`s, bkd wnoc` tn` flrst pbrty os sp`bgokf, tn` cost`k`r os tj r`mbok soc`kt bkd ibk jkcy cost`k ljr tn` lucc flv` mokut`s. Tn`k tn` twj jl yju br` tj swotin. Ol hjtn jl yju br` stocc `mjtojkbccy ibcm, tn`k tn` k`xt p`rsjk sp`bgs ljr flv` mokut`s bkd tn` mbt` aust cost`ks, mbgokf kj r`spjks`. X`m`mh`r tnbt tn` p`rsjk sp`bgokf os tj sp`bg lrjm tn` p`rsp`itov` jl –O l``c...” bkd kjt us` –yju” stbt`m`kts. Ol tn` twj jl yju br` `mjtojkbccy inbrf`d blt`r tn` flrst p`rsjk sp`bgs, tbg` b flv`-mokut` hr`bg h`ljr` ijktokuokf wotn tn` `x`rios`.
V``g 25 | Trutn ok Cjv` 869
Cost`kokf @x`rios` 81 Bsg yjur mbt` tj tbcg bhjut b hjut tn`or ijki`rks. Bs yju cost`k, r``it hbig wnbt yju h`co`v` tn`y br` l``cokf. _ju br` kjt tj r``it ijkt`kt, jkcy wnbt yju h`co`v` tn`y mofnt h` l``cokf . Ol tn`y sby, –O‟m wjrro`d bhjut wn`tn`r jr kjt jur mbrrobf` wocc mbg` ot,” yju mofnt r`spjkd, –_ju nbv` bkxo`ty bhjut tn` lutur`.” Ijktoku` tryokf tj r``it tn` l``cokf h`nokd `bin stbt`m`kt tn`y mbg`. Tbg` Tbg` turks cost`kokf bkd r``itokf.
Ubrtoiopbt` ok yjur w``gcy frjup m``tokf. H` sur` yju nbv` yjur –Trutn –Trutn ok Cjv`” costs tj snbr`, bkd bcsj h` pr`pbr`d tj snbr` snbr ` bhjut yjur `x`rios`s lrjm –Tn` Brt jl Cost`kokf”.
Ijkicusojk Tbkg yju jr tbgokf b nuf` st`p ok ijmmukoibtokf tn` trutn ok cjv` wotn yjur spjus`. _ju‟v` kjw mbd` ot tnrjufn t`k w``gs j tnos r`ijv`ry ijurs`, bkd yju‟r` jk tn` pbtn tj n`bcokf, wn`tn`r yju bkd yjur mbt` `v`ktubccy r`ijkioc` jr kjt. Njw`v`r, prjfr`ss ibk h` stjpp`d o `otn`r j yju r`v`rt hbig tj pr`vojus pbtt`rks j h`nbvojr bkd ijmmukoibtojk. Yj k`xt w``g w` wocc h`fok tj cjjg bt njw tj pr`v`kt b r`cbps` ok yjur r`cbtojksnop.
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@MY Jkcok`
V``g 25 | Trutn ok Cjv` 860
