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;® Madéèo M`mquñbdhk N}`co am 57;5

Quka}éèo ao `d|uo HOB\MUXKQDOBX

Wudfmduk madéèo mf ;48; Quka}éèo ak madéèo am ;498 W}e`dhkao bk Æbadk wm`k Xud K}uoedbao Fmfoudk` L}ba Xohdmqt ¤ Xud K}uoedbao Kxcukf Qu}xq

Boqk ak Quka}qouk Mf Wobadhcmuut, a}ukbqm kì}f qmfwo mf ;454, qoaox ox aofdbiox k Fèm hox& q}fk|k fmadqku hof }f wm{}mbo iu}wo am adxhæw}òx m amwodx umxwobamu k wmui}bqkx lmdqkx wou m`mx" HOB\MUXKX ä k qukbxhudéèo am {}db~m amxqmx mbhob& quox xmfkbkdx" Kx wk`k|ukx ak Fèm, mf dbi`îx, loukf kboqkakx mf qk{}diukldk m woxqmudoufmbqm houudidakx wou m`k m kwuo|kakx wkuk w}e`dhkéèo" M`kx loukf mad& qkakx wm`k wudfmduk |m~ mf ;48; wkuk ad|}ìkéèo wkuqdh}`ku m xø mf ;417 qoubk& ukf&xm khmxxæ|mdx ko wþe`dho mf imuk`" Mxqk ä k wudfmduk quka}éèo amxqkx hob|muxkx mf `æbi}k wouq}i}mxk, m lod ekxmkak bk madéèo am ;498, w}e`dhkak wm`k Xud K}uoedbao Fmfoudk` L}ba Xohdmqt, mf Wobadhcmuut, Æbadk" Bèo woxxo amdsku am mswumxxku k{}d fdbck iukqdaèo k N" Imu|ëxdo am Ldi}mdumao {}m dbadho} mxqm `d|uo wkuk xmu w}e`dhkao m imbqd`fmbqm xm olmumhm} wkuk um|dxë& ò, emf hofo k Xqm``k Kfkuk` {}m, hof xm}x hobcmhdfmbqox wuol}baox ak `æbi}k dbi`mxk, qkbqo ho`keouo} m k}sd`do} bmxqk quka}éèo" Q" J"

Boqk ao Madqou amxqk Madéèo M`mquñbdhk Mxqk |muxèo m`mquñbdhk lk~ wkuqm am }f qukek`co am ho`mqk, madqoukéèo m w}e`dhk& éèo bk Dbqmubmq ak fkdou wkuqm woxxæ|m` aox `d|uox m qmsqox am Xud K}uoedbao m ak Fèm quka}~daox wkuk o wouq}i}îx kqä k wumxmbqm akqk" O oenmqd|o amxqm qukek`co ä o am ad|}ìku m adxwobded`d~ku ox mbxdbkfmbqox amx& qmx iukbamx fmxqumx ao Toik ç {}k`{}mu wmxxok dbqmumxxkak, hoòhkbao&ox bkx mxqkbqmx |duq}kdx ak fkdou ede`doqmhk {}m k c}fkbdakam në hudo}" Qmfox qkfeäf k mxwmukbék am {}m, amxqk loufk, f}dqkx wmxxokx {}m kdbak bèo hobcmhmf mxqmx mbxdbkfmbqox |mbckf k amxhoeud&òx m qk`|m~ }qd`d~ë&òx mf x}kx |dakx, kxxdf hobqude}dbao hof k khm`mukéèo ak m|o`}éèo ak Hobxhdîbhdk mf boxxo f}bao" Kiukamhmfox mxwmhdk`fmbqm kox quka}qoumx amxqkx oeukx wmò xm} iukbam qukek& `co m x}k amadhkéèo, m qkfeäf k xm}x cmuamduox m ko Xud K}uoedbao Kxcukf, wou wmufdqdumf {}m mxqmx qmsqox xmnkf w}e`dhkaox m adxqude}æaox `d|umfmbqm bo lou& fkqo wal" Eukxd`, n}`co am 57;5

WUMLËHDO #Qmsqo mxhudqo wm`k Fèm mf ;4;5$ O oenmqd|o imuk` k xmu k`hkbékao ä o ka|mbqo am }fk ckufobdk }bd|muxk` wuo& iumxxd|k" Ox fmdox wkuk kqdbidu mxqm oenmqd|o, {}kbqo ç qmuuk, ä k umk`d~kéèo ak }bdakam c}fkbk wmò amxwmuqku mf q}ao m k fkbdlmxqkéèo, kquk|äx am qoaox, ak Ad|db& akam dbqmudou, {}m ä ]bk" Mf o}qukx wk`k|ukx & hudku k }bdakam wmò mxqkem`mhdfmbqo ao Umdbo am Am}x {}m mxqë ambquo am qoaox bøx" Mxqm ä, wouqkbqo, o qukek`co fkdx þqd` k xmu lmdqo> ;$ Hkak }f, dbad|da}k`fmbqm, hobxhdmbqd~ku&xm ak Wumxmbék Ad|dbk mf xd fmxfo m dambqdldhku&xm hof m`k" 5$ Dbad|da}k`d~ku ox mxqkaox ao xmu {}m kqä kiouk b}bhk loukf hobxhdmbqmx bo cofmf, m, kquk|äx adxxo, hoòhku k qmuuk mf hobqkqo hof }fk o} fkdx akx lobqmx ak louék }bd|muxk`, {}m mxqèo kdbak xm`kakx wkuk m`k" 8$ Lk`ku o}quk |m~ ko f}bao k wk`k|uk mqmubk xoe }fk bo|k loufk, kakwqkak ç x}k fmbqk`dakam kq}k`" Dxqo xmuë k xæbqmxm am qoao o hobcmhdfmbqo c}fkbo" 1$ Ho`mqd|kfmbqm, mxqkem`mhmu }fk xohdmakam damk` mf }f òhk` kwuowudkao wkuk o lòumxhdfmbqo ak bo|k ukék, k ukék aox Ld`cox am Am}x" ... K qukbxloufkéèo m ckufobd~kéèo qmuumxqum woamf xmu hobxmi}dakx wou aodx wuo& hmxxox {}m, mfeouk owoxqox mf kwkuîbhdk, am|mf hofedbku&xm & am|mf kq}ku }f xoeum o o}quo m hofw`mqku&xm f}q}kfmbqm> ;$ Qukbxloufkéèo dbad|da}k`, }f amxmb|o`|dfmbqo dbqmudou {}m `m|m ç }bdèo hof k Wumxmbék Ad|dbk" 5$ Qukbxloufkéèo xohdk`, o mxqkem`mhdfmbqo am }f kfedmbqm lk|ouë|m` ko lò& umxhdfmbqo m humxhdfmbqo ao dbad|æa}o" Hobxdamukbao {}m o kfedmbqm kq}k xoeum o dbad|æa}o m, wou o}quo `kao, o |kòu ao kfedmbqm amwmbam ao |kòu ao dbad|æa}o, ox aodx qukek`cox am|mudkf wuohmx& xku&xm `kao k `kao" Fkx dxqo xø woam xmu lmdqo kquk|äx ak ad|dxèo am qukek`co, o {}m um{}mu k loufkéèo am }f iu}wo cdmuku{}d~kao, xm woxxæ|m`"

K kéèo aox fmfeuox ao iu}wo am|mudk xmu quæw`dhm> ;$ Umk`d~ku mf xd fmxfo o damk` k xmu kqdbidao> qoubku&xm }f wmulmdqo umwumxmb& qkbqm qmuumbo ak wudfmduk fkbdlmxqkéèo ao Dfwmbxë|m`, mf qoakx kx x}kx foak`dakamx, kqude}qox m {}k`dakamx" 5$ Wumiku mxqm damk` wm`k wk`k|uk, fkx khdfk am q}ao wmò msmfwò, wkuk kxxdf amxhoeudu qoaox k{}m`mx {}m mxqèo wumwkukaox wkuk umk`d~ë&ò wou x}k |m~ m qoubku&xm qkfeäf kuk}qox am `demuqkéèo" 8$ L}baku }fk xohdmakam qæwdhk o} umouikbd~ku k{}m`kx në msdxqmbqmx" ... Wkuk hkak dbad|æa}o qkfeäf cë }f a}wò qukek`co k xmu lmdqo, xdf}`qkbmkfmbqm, hkak kxwmhqo am`m kn}akbao m hofw`mqkbao o o}quo> ;$ ]f amxmb|o`|dfmbqo dbqmudou, }fk wuoiumxxd|k }bdèo hof k @}~ Ad|dbk, k þbd& hk hobadéèo wm`k {}k` o cofmf woam mxqku xmfwum mf ckufobdk hof k iukbam houumbqm ak |dak }bd|muxk`" 5$ ]fk kéèo msqmubk {}m hkak }f am|m mxho`cmu, am khouao hof x}kx hkwkhd& akamx m wumlmuîbhdkx wmxxokdx" M`m qmf {}m khcku xm} wuøwudo `}iku, o `}iku {}m kwmbkx m`m woam oh}wku bo hobhmuqo imuk` m amadhku&xm dbqmdukfmbqm k dxqo, bèo mx{}mhmbao {}m m`m mxqë qohkbao kwmbkx }fk boqk bk xdblobdk qmu& umxqum, m hobq}ao x}k boqk ä dbadxwmbxë|m` ç ckufobdk ao qoao m xm} |kòu amwmbam ak x}k wumhdxèo"

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;" XOEUM TOIK Woamuë |ohî ad~mu&box kì}fk hodxk xoeum o Toik? [}m wumqmbam |ohî ao Toik? Ka{}dudu woamu? Hobxmi}du wk~ m hk`fk? Xmu|du ç c}fkbdakam? Bmbc}f amxqmx foqd|ox ä x}ldhdmbqm wkuk foxquku {}m |ohî mxqë amxqdbkao wkuk o Hkfdbco" K wmui}bqk {}m |ohî am|dk umxwobamu ä mxqk> |ohî {}mu o Toik wmò kfou ao Ad|dbo? Ä o Ad|dbo o lkqo fësdfo am x}k |dak, k wobqo am xmu xdfw`mxfmbqm dfwoxxæ|m` wkxxku xmf M`m? \ohî xmbqm {}m x}k |muakamduk –ukdxob a—îqum— ä o Ad|dbo m {}m xmf M`m bèo cë xmbqdao kì}f mf x}k msdxqîbhdk? Bmxqm hkxo, xofmbqm kxxdf, woam&xm ad~mu {}m |ohî qmf }f hckfkao wkuk o Hkfdbco" Mxqk ä k wudfmduk hodxk bmhmxxëudk ‘ kxwdukéèo wmò Ad|dbo" K hodxk xmi}dbqm {}m |ohî am|m lk~mu ä ~m`ku wou m`k, hobxmu|ë&`k xmfwum kqmbqk m amxwmuqk m |d|k" M o {}m ä msdidao wkuk dxqo ä hobhmbqukéèo dbqmiuk` m kexo`}qk ç x}k \obqkam m Wuowøxdqo" Hobhmbqum&xm bo houkéèo" Mbqum bm`m, wmbmqum&o, kwuol}bam&xm qkbqo {}kbqo woxxæ|m`" Umþbk qoaox ox ldox am x}k hobxhdîbhdk, {}m mxqèo mxwk`ckaox louk, ç x}k |o`qk, mbuo`m&ox, fmui}`cm m kl}bam" ]f loio mxqë kuambao `ë, bk wuol}bak {}dmq}am ao houkéèo" Ä k Ad|dbakam mf |ohî ‘ xm} |muakamduo xmu" Mxh}qm x}k |o~, xdik xm}x adqkfmx" Msdxqmf o}quox hmbquox am hobhmbqukéèo, wou msmfwò, }f khdfk ao k`qo ak hkemék m o}quo mbqum kx xoeukbhm`ckx" Hkak }f qmf x}k wuøwudk mldhëhdk m `cm qukuë }f umx}`qkao wkuqdh}`ku" Fkx o xmu hmbquk` umxdam bo houkéèo m ao houkéèo wuohmamf qoaox ox fo|dfmbqox hmbqukdx ‘ qoao o adbkfdxfo m kbxmdo wou qukbx& loufkéèo m woamu am umk`d~kéèo" ‐[}m am|m k wmxxok lk~mu wkuk wumwkuku&xm wkuk o Toik?‖ Xmu hobxhdmbqm, wudfmduo {}m q}ao" Xofox hobxhdmbqmx kwmbkx am }fk dbxdi& bdldhkbqm wouéèo am boxxo xmu, wodx ak fkdou wkuqm xofox dbhobxhdmbqmx" Ä mxqk dbhobxhdîbhdk {}m box fkbqäf x}nmdqox ç boxxk bkq}um~k duumimbmukak m dfwmam k x}k f}akbék m qukbxloufkéèo" Ä kquk|äx ak dbhobxhdîbhdk {}m kx louékx bèo ad|dbkx mbqukf mf bøx m box lk~mf xm}x mxhuk|ox" \ohî am|m xmu hobxhdmbqm am xd fmxfo, am|m amxwmuqku wkuk x}k bkq}um~k m xm}x fo|dfmbqox, am|m xkemu

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hofo m wou {}m lk~ o} xmbqm kx hodxkx o} wmbxk bm`kx: am|m mbqmbamu xm}x foqd& |ox m dfw}`xox, kx louékx mxhobadakx o} kwkumbqmx {}m o fo|mf: bk |muakam, |ohî am|m, wou kxxdf ad~mu, amxfobqku mf wm{}mbox wmakéox o fmhkbdxfo dbqmduo am xm} xmu" Xofmbqm {}kbao xm qoubku hobxhdmbqm ä {}m |ohî woam adx& qdbi}du m wmbmduku kx hodxkx, woam |mu {}kdx kx louékx {}m o w}skf wkuk ekdso m {}kdx kx {}m o kn}akf" M {}kbao adxqdbi}du o hmuqo ao muukao, o |muakamduo ao lk`xo, o ad|dbo ao bèo&ad|dbo, |ohî am|m kidu mxqudqkfmbqm xmi}bao o xm} hobcm& hdfmbqo: {}mu ad~mu, umxo`}qkfmbqm umnmdqku }f m khmdqku o o}quo" K a}k`dakam xm kwumxmbqkuë k hkak wkxxo m k hkak wkxxo |ohî qmuë {}m lk~mu k x}k mxho`ck" Qmuë {}m xmu wkhdmbqm m wmuxdxqmbqm m |did`kbqm ‘ ‐amxwmuqo‖, hofo ad~mf ox kamwqox: |ohî am|m xmfwum umh}xku k aku ko bèo&ad|dbo {}k`{}mu owouq}bdakam {}m xmnk hobquk o ad|dbo" ‐O Toik ä wkuk o emf ak c}fkbdakam?‖ Bèo, ä wou kfou ç Ad|dbakam" Bèo ä o emf&mxqku ak c}fkbdakam {}m wuoh}& ukfox, fkx k fkbdlmxqkéèo ao Ad|dbo" Mxqkfox k{}d wkuk h}fwudu k \obqkam Ad|dbk, fkdx |muakamdukfmbqm, wkuk xmufox qukek`ckaox wm`k \obqkam Ad|dbk, wkuk {}m woxxkfox xmu xm}x dbxqu}fmbqox wkuk k wuoiumxxd|k dbhouwoukéèo ao X}wumfo m o mxqkem`mhdfmbqo ao Xm} Umdbo xoeum k qmuuk" Kwmbkx k wouéèo ak c}fkbdakam {}m umxwobamu ko Hckfkao Ad|dbo umhmemuë x}k Iukék" Xm k c}fkbdakam hofo }f qoao xmuë embmldhdkak, xm bèo adumqkfmbqm, wmò fmbox am foao dbadumqo, amwmbamuë akx hobadéýmx ak wuøwudk c}fkbdakam" Xm loufox n}ìku wm`kx hobadéýmx wumxmbqmx, bèo cë f}dqk mxwmukbék" [}k` ä k kqd& q}am ao cofmf fäado am conm, k c}fkbdakam umwumxmbqkqd|k? Bèo xm mbukd|mhm m`m m bèo xm um|o`qk {}kbao mbhobquk kì}fk hodxk {}m wkuqdhdwk ao imb}dbk& fmbqm ad|dbo? Bèo xmbqm m`m {}m o Ad|dbo xdibdldhk k amxqu}déèo am x}kx fkdx {}mudakx woxxmxxýmx? Bèo mxqë m`m hobqdb}kfmbqm wuoqmxqkbao |do`mbqkfmbqm hobquk q}ao {}m o Ad|dbo wumqmbak m {}mduk? K c}fkbdakam qmuë am f}aku f}d& qo, kbqmx {}m wmò ka|mbqo ao Ad|dbo woxxk mxwmuku ikbcku kì}fk hodxk" ‐Hofo ä {}m box mbhobqukfox?‖ Bøx qoaox në ck|ækfox box mbhobqukao mf |dakx kbqmudoumx" Ao hobquëudo, bèo qmuækfox box um}bdao bmxqk |dak" Wmuqmbhmfox k }fk fmxfk lkfæ`dk m qmfox qukek`co kquk|äx am imukéýmx wm`k |dqøudk ao Ad|dbo m x}k fkbdlmxqkéèo xoeum k qmuuk"

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5" OX WMUDIOX AO TOIK ‐[}kdx xèo ox wmudiox ao Toik? Ä m`m mxwmhdk`fmbqm wmudioxo wkuk ox wo|ox ao Ohdambqm? Adxxmukf {}m o Toik woam xmu kwuowudkao wkuk o Oudmbqm, fkx {}m qmf o mlmdqo am amxm{}d`deuku k fmbqm ohdambqk`"‖ O Toik bèo ä fkdx wmudioxo wkuk ox wo|ox ao Ohdambqm ao {}m o ä wkuk ox ao Oudmbqm" Q}ao amwmbam ao mxwæudqo hof {}m |ohî xm kwuosdfk am`m" O Toik qou& bk&xm umk`fmbqm wmudioxo xm o {}dxmu wkuk xm} wuøwudo embmlæhdo, wkuk xmu|du k }f ldf wmxxok`" M`m bèo ä wmudioxo, ko hobquëudo, ä fmxfo k xmi}ukbék m wuoqm& éèo xm |ohî |dmu wkuk m`m hof o xmbxo am x}k xkbqdakam, `mfeukbao&xm xmfwum {}m o oenmqd|o ä am mbhobquku o Ad|dbo" Wmudiox m adldh}àkamx x}uimf {}kbao kx wmxxokx wukqdhkf o Toik, bèo wou kfou ao Ad|dbo, fkx, wou{}m {}mumf ka{}dudu woamu m xoe o adxlkuhm ao Toik, e}xhkf xkqdxlk~mu kì}fk kfedéèo" Xm |ohî bèo w}amu xm `d|uku ak kfedéèo, bèo xm kwuosdfm am`m" Ä loio {}m {}mdfk" Cë aodx hkfdbcox ao Toik, o ao ‐qkwkxtk‖ #adxhdw`dbk$ m o ak mbqumik" O hkfdbco ao ‐qkwkxtk‖ ä ëua}o" Bm`m, |ohî hobldk xofmbqm mf xd fmxfo, k|kbék wou x}k wuøwudk louék" \ohî xm m`m|k m umk`d~k bk mskqk fmadak am x}k louék" Msdx& qm xmfwum o wmudio am hkdu" M xm hkdu, |ohî xm amxwmakék bo kedxfo m adldhd`fmbqm cë umfäado" O o}quo hkfdbco, o hkfdbco ak mbqumik, ä xmi}uo m dblk`æ|m`" Ä k{}d, mbqumqkbqo, {}m ox ohdambqkdx mbhobqukf adldh}àkamx" M`mx loukf mbxdbkaox k qmfmu m m|dqku q}ao {}m kfmkhm x}k dbamwmbaîbhdk wmxxok`" Kexou|mukf hof o `mdqm am x}kx fèmx o xmbxo am dbad|da}k`dakam" M mbqumik xdibdldhk kekbaobku q}ao dxxo" Mf o}qukx wk`k|ukx, |ohî woam xmi}du, hofo Ukfkjudxcbk ad~, o hkfd& bco ao fkhk{}dbco o} o ao ikqdbco" O fkhk{}dbco kikuuk&xm ç fèm wkuk xmu qukbxwouqkao m am|m xmi}uku&xm ldufm, wou {}m, xm kluo}sku k fèo, m`m hkd" Am o}quo `kao, o ikqdbco bèo xm kikuuk ç fèm, fkx ä xmi}ukao wm`k fèm m bèo xmbqm fmao bmf umxwobxked`dakam: bèo qmf bkak k lk~mu xmbèo amdsku&xm `m|ku wm`k fèm m iudqku> fè, fè" Xm |ohî kaoqku mxqm hkfdbco ak mbqumik hof qoak k xdbhmudakam, bèo cë fkdx wmudio o} adldh}àkam xäudk" O mxxmbhdk` ä xmu xdbhmuo" Xm |ohî bèo lou xdbhm& uo, bèo hofmhm o Toik" Xm mxqd|mxxm `dakbao hof kxx}bqox c}fkbox, mbqèo |ohî woamudk qukwkhmku: fkx mf x}kx um`kéýmx hof o Ad|dbo bèo cë woxxded`dakam am lkuxk mf `}iku kì}f" \ohî woam k|kbéku bo Hkfdbco mf xmi}ukbék xm lou håb& adao m kemuqo kqä o åfkio am xm} xmu m xm k x}k þbdhk ldbk`dakam lou k`hkbéku m umk`d~ku o Ad|dbo m xmu i}dkao wmò Ad|dbo"

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Msdxqm }f o}quo wmudio: ä hof um`kéèo kox dfw}`xox xms}kdx" O Toik, mf xm} wuohmxxo am w}udldhkéèo, |kd amxb}aku m msw}`xku qoaox ox dfw}`xox m amxmnox mxhobadaox" M |ohî am|m kwumbamu k bèo mxhobamu bkak o} amdsë&òx am `kao, am|m mblumbqë&òx m hob{}dxqë&òx m umfoam`ë&òx" O wudfmduo mlmdqo ao Toik, hobq}ao, ä umqduku o hobquo`m fmbqk`, m ox amxmnox kuambqmx {}m nk~mf kaoufm& hdaox xèo x}edqkfmbqm woxqox mf `demuakam, wumhdwdqkf&xm m db|kamf o xmu" Mb{}kbqo mxqm hobquo`m fmbqk` bèo qd|mu xdao x}exqdq}æao wmò hobquo`m Ad|dbo, cë }f wmuæoao am qukbxdéèo, {}kbao k x}k xdbhmudakam m mbqumik xmuèo x}efmqd& akx k }f qmxqm" K louék amxqmx dfw}`xox, hofo ox ao xmso, amhouum imuk`fmbqm ao lkqo am {}m kx wmxxokx `cmx aèo amfkxdkak dfwouqåbhdk" M`kx wuoqmxqkf |do& `mbqkfmbqm hobquk m`mx m mxlouékf&xm wkuk hobquo`ë&òx wou homuéèo, umwudfmf& box ambquo m xmbqkf&xm xoeum m`mx" Fkx {}kbqo fkdx |ohî wmbxku b}fk hodxk m adxxmu> ‐Bèo {}muo dxqo, bèo {}muo dxqo‖, qkbqo fkdx xm wumbam k m`k" O {}m |ohî am|mudk lk~mu ä klkxqë&`k am xd, adxxohdku&xm am`k, aku&`cm k fæbdfk dfwouqåbhdk woxxæ|m` m, xm khobqmhmu am wmbxku bm`k, ldhku dbadlmumbqm m amxwumoh}wkao" Ox dfw}`xox m amxmnox {}m xoemf wm`k wumxxèo ao Toik am|mf xmu mbhkuk& aox hof }f mxwæudqo am amxwumbadfmbqo m xmumbdakam, hofo kì}fk hodxk mxqukbck k |ohî o} wmuqmbhmbqm ko f}bao msqmudou" M`mx am|mudkf xmu olmumhd& aox ko Ad|dbo, wkuk {}m o Ad|dbo ox qofkxxm m ox qukbxf}qkxxm" Xm |ohî keud} kì}f adk ko Ad|dbo, xm o woamu ao Ad|dbo hofméo} k amxhmu mf |ohî m kdbak kxxdf xm oexqdbk mf xm kwmiku çx louékx kbqdikx, |ohî mxqë wuo& h}ukbao wuoe`mfkx, adldh}àkamx m wmudiox wkuk xd fmxfo" \ohî am|m xmu |did`kb& qm m hofwummbamu {}m bèo woam xmu|du&xm ao Ad|dbo hofo }fk hkwk wkuk k xkqdx& lkéèo am xm}x amxmnox" Cë f}dqox {}m xm dbqdq}`kf Fmxqumx, {}m bèo lk~mf o}quk hodxk" Mbqèo, {}kbao |ohî kekbaobk o hkfdbco umqo m qmf }f wo}ho am hobcm& hdfmbqo m bèo f}dqo woamu, |ohî ä kikuukao wou xmumx m mbqdakamx am }f hmuqo qdwo {}m o qukbxloufkf b}f dbxqu}fmbqo hmio mf x}kx fèox m qmufdbkf wou am|ouë&ò" Xmfwum {}m cë ldbidfmbqo, cë wmudio> |ohî bèo woam mbikbku k Am}x" Bèo xm khcmi}m k Am}x ad~mbao> ‐[}muo }bdèo hof |ohî‖ m bo houkéèo wmbxkb& ao ‐[}muo woamumx m wuk~mumx‖" H}dakao+ |ohî mxqë xm mbhkfdbckbao adumqo wkuk k emduk ao wumhdwæhdo" M, bo mbqkbqo, ä qèo lëhd` m|dqku qoak k hkqëxquolm" Qou& bm&xm hofo }fk hudkbék, mbqumi}m&xm ç Fèm, amdsm&k hkuumië&ò m bèo cë fkdx wmudio wkuk |ohî" Dxxo bèo xdibdldhk {}m bèo qmbck {}m mblumbqku o}qukx mxwähdmx am adldh}àk& amx o} {}m bèo qmbck {}m `}qku o} |mbhmu o}quox oexqëh}òx" K mbqumik bèo kxxmi}uk }f wuoiumxxo x}k|m, qukb{}dò m hobqæb}o" M dxqo wou{}m xm} xmu bèo mxqë kdbak }bdldhkao, bmf x}k mbqumik kexo`}qk ä hofw`mqk" Kwmbkx }fk wkuqm x}k xm mbqumik: m conm ä }fk m bo adk xmi}dbqm ä o}quk" O wuowøxdqo qoqk` ao

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Toik ä um}bdu qoakx kx wkuqmx ad|muimbqmx ao xmu m lounë&`kx b}fk }bdakam dbad|d& xæ|m`" Kqä `ë |ohî bèo woam mxwmuku ldhku xmf adldh}àkamx ‘ adldh}àkamx hofo, wou msmfwò, k aþ|dak, k amwumxxèo o} k cmxdqkéèo" O f}bao dbqmduo mxqë hcmdo am |mbmbo" \ohî o kexou|m mf hkak umxwdukéèo" Xm quohku kì}fkx wk`k|ukx hof }f cofmf dbamxmnë|m` o} fmxfo xm mxqm cofmf fmukfmbqm wkxxku wou |ohî, woam |du k hobqkidku&xm" Ä x}ldhdmbqm {}m hcmi}m wmuqo am }f `}iku obam msdxqk wukik wkuk xmu dblmhqkao wmò xm} |mbmbo: |ohî bèo wumhdxk xkemu, am loufk kì}fk, {}m k wukik mxqë `ë" \ohî woam wmuamu, mf wo}hox fdb}qox, o {}m `m|o} fmxmx wkuk ikbcku" Mb{}kbqo ld~mu wkuqm ak c}fkbdakam m `m|ku k |dak hof}f, bèo dfwouqk qkbqo xm |ohî xm fdxq}uku hof kx wmxxokx ao f}bao: fkx xm {}dxmu k |dak ad|dbk, |ohî qmuë {}m xmu mshmxxd|kfmbqm mxhu}w}òxo mf x}kx um`kéýmx m xm} kfedmbqm" ‐[}k` ä o hkfdbco wkuk mxqkem`mhmu }bdakam m cofoimbmdakam mf boxxo xmu?‖ Hobxmu|m k |obqkam ldufm" Qukqm kx wkuqmx umhk`hdqukbqmx hofo k }fk hudkbék amxoemadmbqm" Knk xoeum m`kx hobxqkbqm m wkhdmbqmfmbqm" Hob|mbék&kx am xm}x muuox" Bkx wuol}bam~kx am x}k hobxhdîbhdk mxqë o xmu wxæ{}dho, o qmfwò ao Ad|dbo ambquo am |ohî" Mxqm ä o hmbquo ko umaou ao {}k` am|mudk mlmq}ku&xm k }bdldhkéèo am qoakx mxqkx wkuqmx ad|muimbqmx, am qoaox mxqmx fo|dfmbqox hobqukadqøudox am xm} xmu" [}kbao |ohî qd|mu k`hkbékao k hobxhdîbhdk ao xmu wxæ{}dho m x}k kxwduk& éèo, mxqkx aþ|dakx m adldh}àkamx woamf xmu amxqu}æakx" @m|k fkdx o} fmbox qmfwo, fkx |ohî woam qmu hmuqm~k ao x}hmxxo ldbk`" ]fk |m~ {}m qmbck xm |dukao wkuk o Ad|dbo, ad~mbao> ‐[}muo xmu xm}‖ m o Ad|dbo qmbck adqo> ‐Xdf‖, o f}bao dbqmduo bèo woam klkxqë&ò adxqo" [}kbao o xmu hmbquk` qd|mu lmdqo k x}k mbqumik, k fkdou adldh}àkam amxkwkumhm" O xmu msqmudou ä hofo }fk huoxqk" Bkx wmxxokx hof}bx mxqk huoxqk ä qèo a}uk m iuoxxk {}m m`kx bèo mxqèo hobxhdmbqmx ao Ad|dbo ambquo am xd" Xm fmxfo wou }f fofmbqo kwmbkx, o xmu dbqmudou qd|mu adqo ‐M} mxqo} k{}d m xo} xm}‖, mbqèo ä hofo xm }fk wobqm qd|mxxm xdao hobxqu}æao m wo}ho k wo}ho k huoxqk xm qoubkxxm hkak |m~ fkdx ldbk, kqä {}m kx a}kx wkuqmx xm }bdxxmf hofw`mqkfmbqm m o dbqmudou m msqmudou xm qoubkxxmf }f" K kfedéèo qmf xdao k amxiukék am f}dqox Toi}mx" Mxqm hkbhuo woam xm adx& xdf}`ku wou f}dqo qmfwo" F}dqk imbqm wudbhdwdk o Hkfdbco xmf bmbc}fk wmu& hmwéèo adxqo" Fkx {}kbao hobxmi}m woamumx, x}k kfedéèo k}fmbqk, qkbqo fkdx |do`mbqkfmbqm xm bèo qd|mu xdao umnmdqkak bo hofméo" Hobqk&xm k cdxqøudk am }f Toi}m {}m qdbck ka{}dudao woamumx fkuk|d`coxox" ]f adk m`m lod hob|dakao wou xm}x adxhæw}òx wkuk }f iukbam nkbqku, {}m lod xmu&

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|dao xoeum }fk fmxk òbik m ekdsk" Ox adxhæw}òx wmadukf ko Fmxqum wkuk fox& quku xm} woamu, am kì}f foao" M`m xkedk {}m bèo am|dk, fkx k xmfmbqm ak |kd& akam mxqk|k ambquo am`m, m wmbxo}> ‐Kldbk`, ä kìo f}dqo dbohmbqm m woam wu o& |ku&`cmx {}m mxqkx hodxkx xèo woxxæ|mdx m mbxdbku&`cmx k iukbam~k am Am}x‖" Mbqèo adxxm> ‐Qdumf k fmxk, fkx kwmbkx k fmxk, amdsmf k qok`ck am fmxk ldhku hofo mxqë, hof qoaox ox wukqox xoeum m`k‖" ox adxhæw}òx iudqkukf> ‐Oc+ dxqo bèo woam xmu lmdqo, q}ao |kd hkdu‖" Fkx m`m dbxdxqd} m qdukukf k fmxk amekdso ak qok`ck" \mnkf o fd`kium+ K qok`ck m q}ao {}m mxqk|k xoeum m`k hobqdb}kukf `ë, mskqk& fmbqm hofo xm k fmxk mxqd|mxxm amekdso" Ox adxhæw}òx ldhkukf fkuk|d`ckaox" Fkx am umwmbqm o Fmxqum am} }f w}ò m wumhdwdqo}&xm wkuk louk iudqkbao m hco& ukbao> ‐B}bhk fkdx qmumd }f adxhæw}ò, b}bhk fkdx+ Kæ am fdf+ Qukæ fm} Am}x+‖ Xm} houkéèo mxqk|k mf loio: m`m qdbck }xkao ox woamumx ad|dbox wkuk ldbx mioæx& qdhox" Ä xmfwum muukao msdedu woamumx" Dxxo bèo {}mu ad~mu {}m m`mx bèo qmbckf }qd& `dakam" Fkx qîf {}m xmu }xkaox ao fmxfo foao hofo |dmukf" M`mx |îf wm`k }bdèo hof o Ad|dbo" Am|mf xmu }xkaox wm`k |obqkam ao Ad|dbo m bèo wkuk msded& éèo" Xm |ohî mbhobquku kì}äf {}m xmnk hmio m |ohî qd|mu o woamu am lk~î&ò |mu ‘ xm lou ak \obqkam Ad|dbk {}m m`m |mnk & , |ohî qmuë kwmbkx {}m ad~mu> ‐[}m m`m |mnk‖, m m`m |muë" Fkx xm |ohî {}dxmu {}m m`m |mnk, xdfw`mxfmbqm wou{}m {}mu h}uë&ò, mbqèo |ohî }xk o woamu wkuk xkqdxlk~mu x}k kfedéèo wmxxok`" F}dqkx |m~mx, bmxqmx hkxox, |ohî bèo kwmbkx wmuam o woamu, fkx wuo|ohk }fk iukbam wmuq}uekéèo bk wmxxok ak {}k` |ohî xm oh}wk" Hobq}ao, bk kwkuîbhdk, ox aodx hkfdbcox xèo o fmxfo: wouäf, b}f hkxo, |ohî kim wou hk}xk ak \obqkam Ad|d& bk m, bo o}quo, wou foqd|ox wmxxokdx" Hofo dumfox xkemu, wmui}bqkuèo |ohîx, xm ä k \obqkam Ad|dbk {}m box lk~ kidu? Bèo ä adlæhd` umhobcmhmu k \obqkam Ad|dbk" Ä dbhobl}baæ|m`" \ohî woam hobcmhî&`k xmf mxqku f}dqo òbim bo hkfdbco" Am|m kwmbkx o}|du k x}k |o~, k |o~dbck {}m mxqë k{}d bo houkéèo" [}kbao xm khoxq}fku k o}|d&`k, {}k`{}mu hod& xk {}m lkék hobquëudk ç \obqkam Ad|dbk, xmbqduë }f fk`&mxqku" Xm wmuxdxqdu bk qud& `ck muukak, |ohî ldhkuë f}dqo wmuq}uekao" Xm, mbqumqkbqo, |ohî amu kì}fk n}xqd& ldhkqd|k fkqmudk` hofo hk}xk am xm} fk`&mxqku m wuoxxmi}du bo xm} hkfdbco, |ohî iuka}k`fmbqm wmuam k lkh}àkam am wmuhmwéèo m ldbk`fmbqm hobqdb}kuë lk~mbao qoak k mxwähdm am hodxkx muukakx, xmf xmbqdu bmbc}f amxhoblouqo" Fkx xm {}kb& ao xmbqdu k fkdx `m|m wmuq}uekéèo, |ohî wkuku m wmui}bqku k xm} xmu dbqmudou> ‐[}k` ä k hk}xk adxqo?‖, mbqèo |ohî |kd qmu k umxwoxqk umk` m k hodxk qoak xm qoubk emf h`kuk" Bèo qmbqm aku }fk amxh}`wk fkqmudk` {}kbao |ohî xmbqdu }fk wm{}mbk amwumxxèo o} }fk `dimduk wmuq}uekéèo" [}kbao wkuku m wuoh}uku wm`k uk~èo, xmnk kexo`}qkfmbqm adumqo m xdbhmuo" K wudbhæwdo x}k fmbqm hobxqu}duë }fk msw`dhkéèo f}dqo w`k}xæ|m` m em`k" Bèo k khmdqm, fkx wuoh}um k`äf m wmu&

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i}bqm> ‐O {}m ä {}m mxqë wou quëx amxqm fo|dfmbqo? Wou {}m mxqo} lk~mbao dxqo?‖ Ldbk`fmbqm |ohî amxhoeuduë, mxhobadak b}f hkbqo, }fk wm{}mbk kidqkéèo ‘ }f `dimduo amx|do o} amloufkéèo am x}k kqdq}am, {}m mxqë wuo|ohkbao o wuo& e`mfk o} k wmuq}uekéèo" ]fk akx loufkx fkdx hof}bx am kfedéèo ä k daädk am xmu|déo ç c}fkbdak& am" Qoao kwmio k mxqk daädk am xmu|déo o} qukek`co ä xdbk` am kfedéèo wmxxok`" O I}u} {}m khumadqk {}m qmf k iukbam |muakam wkuk mbxdbku ç c}fkbdakam m {}mu f}dqox adxhæw}òx, m {}m xm xmbqm amxhobxo`kao {}kbao |èo mfeouk, kikuuk {}k`{}mu }f {}m |mf m qmbqk lk~î&ò xm} adxhæw}ò, m|dambqmfmbqm mxqë xmi}db& ao kwmbkx x}k kfedéèo" \ohî am|m xmu hkwk~, xm mxqd|mu wuobqo wkuk xmi}du k ouamf Ad|dbk, am kxx}fdu {}k`{}mu qukek`co {}m `cm xmnk akao, fmxfo o fkdx kxxofeuoxo, m am amdsë&ò bo adk xmi}dbqm hof k fmxfk qukb{}d`dakam hof {}m o khmdqo}, m xmf xmbqdu {}m k umxwobxked`dakam xmnk x}k" Bèo am|mudk ck|mu bmbc}f kwmio ‘ k bmbc}f oenmqo o} bmbc}f foao am |dak" \ohî am|m xmu kexo`}qkfmbqm `d|um" Xm |ohî {}dxmu qmu k |muakamduk kqdq}am Tøi}dhk, am|m mxqku wuobqo wkuk khmdqku {}k`{}mu hodxk {}m |dmu ao Ad|dbo m `kuië&`k lkhd`fmbqm m xmf qudxqm~k" K kqdq}am am kxhmqk {}m ad~> ‐Bèo {}muo bkak‖ m k kqdq}am ao cofmf ao f}bao {}m ad~> ‐[}muo mxqk hodxk‖ xèo di}kdx" ]f woam mxqku qèo kwmikao ç x}k umbþbhdk {}kbqo o o}quo ç x}k woxxmxxèo" \ohî am|m khmdqku qoakx kx hodxkx {}m |îf ao Ad|dbo ‘ m xofmbqm mxxkx hodxkx" Wou{}m woamf |du hodxkx am amxm& nox mxhobadaox" Ox amxmnox qukek`ckf bo x}ehobxhdmbqm m quk~mf&`cm hodxkx {}m, kwmxku am |ohî bèo umhobcmhî&`kx hofo qkdx, bèo |îf, hobq}ao, ao Ad|dbo, fkx am amxmnox adxlkuékaox" \ohî woam lkhd`fmbqm xkemu {}kbao }fk hodxk |mf ao Ad|dbo" \ohî xm xmbqm `d|um, |ohî xm xmbqm ç |obqkam, |ohî mxqë mf wk~" Fkx xm kì}fk hodxk xm kwum& xmbqk m |ohî xk`qk xoeum m`k m iudqk> ‐Oc+ kqä {}m mbldf hobxmi}d‖, mbqèo |ohî woam mxqku hmuqo {}m m`k bèo |mf ao Ad|dbo" M{}kbdfdakam ä k hobadéèo mxxmb& hdk` wkuk }bdèo m hof}bcèo hof o Ad|dbo" ‐O Ad|dbo kì}fkx |m~mx bèo aë o {}m amxmnkfox?‖ Hmuqkfmbqm" Ck|dk }f no|mf {}m {}mudk lk~mu Toik" Fkx m`m qdbck }f wkd fmx{}dbco m hu}m` {}m o kqoufmbqk|k f}dqo m qmbqk|k dfwmad&ò am xmi}du x}k kxwdukéèo" M`m {}mudk kuambqmfmbqm `d|uku&xm ak dbqmulmuîbhdk ao wkd" Wo}ho amwodx o wkd hkd} xmudkfmbqm aombqm: ldho} {}kxm ç fouqm" Mf hobxm{ðîbhdk adx& xo k o}quk wkuqm ak bkq}um~k ao ukwk~ khouao} m m`m amwòuk|k mf |o~ k`qk x}k dblm`dhdakam m hcouk|k> ‐Oc+ fm} woeum wkd mxqë qèo aombqm" [}m hodxk qudxqm" Kæ am fdf, {}m |o} lk~mu?‖ O wkd ldho} eof" O no|mf xm umn}edò} m |o`qo} fkdx }fk |m~ ko Toik" M o wkd qkfeäf hofméo} o}quk |m~ k owou&xm m k kqoufmbqë&ò hof umaoeukak |do`îbhdk" O ld`co kuukbhk|k ox hkemòx mf amxmxwmuo m msh`kfk&

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|k> ‐Kiouk fm} wkd ldhk bo fm} hkfdbco fkdx ao {}m b}bhk‖" K hodxk qoak ä xkemu mskqkfmbqm o {}m xm {}mu" O Ad|dbo quk~ xmfwum hobxdio wmulmdqk hk`fk m wk~" ]fk hmuqk h`kxxm am Eckjqkx #am|oqox$, ä |muakam, kwumxmbqk imuk`fmbqm }f {}kauo f}dqo adlmumb& qm: m`mx w}`kf m iudqkf m udmf m hkbqkf, b}f khmxxo am am|oéèo, hofo ad~mf" Wouäf, qkdx wmxxokx, bk umk`dakam, bèo |d|mf bo Ad|dbo" \d|mf mf iukbam wkuqm bo f}bao |dqk`" \ohî oenmqk {}m fmxfo Ukfkjudxcbk qdbck lkxmx am mshdqkéèo m kbak|k am }f `kao wkuk o o}quo hof kx fèox `m|kbqkakx, hkbqkbao m akbékbao? K mxqm umxwmdqo, k |muakam ä k xmi}dbqm" O fo|dfmbqo bo xmu dbqmudou woam xmu wmulmdqo: fkx hoòhk&o b}fk hmuqk hobadéèo am umhmwqd|dakam k louékx {}m o mbhcmf am dbqmbxk mshdqkéèo mfohdobk`, xm o xmu msqmudou lou lukho m bèo qukbxloufkao" [}kbao o xmu msqmudou olmumhm umxdxqîbhdk ko xmu dbqmudou m bèo woam x}wouqku k qoqk`dakam ak Kbkbak #lm`dhdakam$ umhmedak, khobqmhm mxqk hobl}xèo m kbku{}dk am mswumxxèo" \ohî am|m qmu houwo m bmu|ox louqmx" Am|m qmu }fk louqm ekxm am m{}kbdfd& akam bo xmu msqmudou" Xm qd|mu mxqk ekxm, |ohî woam hobqmu }f f}bao am mfoéèo m fmxfo kxxdf bèo qmu {}m wuoh`kfë&ò wou kæ" Dxqo bèo xdibdldhk {}m |ohî bèo woxxk mswumxxku x}k mfoéèo, fkx {}m woam mswumxxë&`k am foao ckufobdoxo m eobdqo" Hcouku o} iudqku o} akbéku ä xmfwum wuo|k am luk{}m~k, {}mu ao |dqk` o} ao fmbqk` o} ak bkq}um~k læxdhk, wou{}m mf qoaox mxqmx w`kbox k kqd|dakam ä wkuk k wuøwudk xkqdxlkéèo" K{}m`m {}m akbék m w}`k m iudqk qmf dfwumxxèo am {}m ä am kì}f foao, emf louk ao hof}f bo xm} mshdqkfmbqo, m x}k bkq}um~k |dqk` xmbqm bdxxo }f iukbam wuk~mu" Xm |ohî {}dxmu x}wouqku k wumxxèo ak amxhdak Ad|dbk, am|m xmu f}dqo louqm m woamuoxo, am o}quo foao |ohî xmuë amxwmakékao" Kì}fkx wmxxokx wmui}bqkf> ‐Wou {}m o Ad|dbo kdbak bèo |mdo?‖" Wou{}m |ohî kdbak bèo mxqë wuobqo" Xm }fk wm{}mbk ioqk lk~ |ohî hkbqku m akbéku m iudqku, {}m khobqmhmudk xm o qoao amx& hmxxm? Wou dxxo ad~mfox çx wmxxokx {}m bèo qîf }fk ekxm kfw`k, louqm m ldufm bo houwo, bo |dqk` m bk fmbqm> ‐Bèo w}smf‖, xdibdldhkbao ‐bèo qmbqmf w}sku kx louékx ao Ad|dbo, fkx mxwmumf mf wk~ m qukb{}d`dakam‖, wou{}m m`kx bèo xmudkf hkwk~mx am x}wouqku k amxhdak" Fkx ç{}m`mx {}m woxx}mf k bmhmxxëudk ekxm m mxqu}q}uk, ad~mfox, wmò hobquëudo> ‐Kxwdumf m w}smf‖, wou{}m mxxkx xmudkf hkwk~mx am umhmemu, xmf ldhku wmuq}uekakx wm`kx louékx {}m amxhmf ao Ad|dbo"

XÈO KX \DXÝMX XDBK@ AM K@QK MXWDUDQ]K@DAKAM?

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‐Msdxqmf hkxox am wmxxokx {}m xm |o`qkf wkuk o Ad|d bo m qoao kwodo fkqmudk` m q}ao {}m m`kx ioxqkf `cmx ä umqdukao am x}kx |dakx" M xm m`kx kfkf kì}äf, mxxm kì}äf qkfeäf ä `m|kao?‖ Dxxo bèo khobqmhm k qoaox" Khobqmhm ç{}m`mx {}m xèo hckfkaox" [}k`{}mu {}m xmnk k adlmumbék mbqum o Ohdambqm m o Oudmbqm, hof um`kéèo ç |dak mxwdudq}k`, m`k bèo umxdam bo xmu dbqmudou o} bk bkq}um~k, {}m ä }fk hodxk hobxqkbqm m db|k& udë|m`, fkx box cëedqox fmbqkdx, box foaox am mswumxxèo msqmudou o} am kwum& xmbqkéèo, {}m umx}`qkf ak ma}hkéèo m ao fmdo kfedmbqm m o}qukx hobadéýmx msqmubkx" Qoakx kx wmxxokx, {}mu ohdambqkdx o} oudmbqkdx, xèo xmfm`ckbqmx mf xm}x xmbqdfmbqox fkdx wuol}baox, fkx adlmumbqmx bo foao am wmbxku" Xdbhmud& akam, wou msmfwò, ä }fk {}k`dakam {}m ä k fmxfk mf qoao `}iku" K{}m`mx {}m xèo xdbhmuox, {}k`{}mu {}m xmnk k bkéèo k {}m wmuqmbékf, xèo qoaox xdbhmuox ao fmxfo foao" Kwmbkx kx loufkx akakx k mxqk xdbhmudakam |kudkf" K fmbqm quk& ek`ck am adlmumbqmx foaox bkx adlmumbqmx wmxxokx, fkx o houkéèo ä o fmxfo mf qoao `}iku: o houkéèo ä k umk`dakam fkdx |muakamduk, m kx adlmumbékx wmuqmb& hmf çx wkuqmx x}wmuldhdkdx" Amxam {}m xm kwuol}bam ekxqkbqm, |ohî mbhobquk kì}fk hodxk {}m ä }fk mf qoaox" Qoaox xm mbhobqukf bo Ad|dbo" O xo` ä o xæfeoò ao Ad|dbo bk bkq}um~k læxdhk" Kx b}|mbx woamf foadldhku&`cm k kwkuîb& hdk, fkx {}kbao m`kx amxkwkumhmf, |ohî |î {}m ä o fmxfo xo` xmfwum m mf qoao `}iku" Xm |ohî bèo woam xmbqdu&xm }bo hof kì}äf, dxxo xdibdldhk {}m bèo xm kwuo& l}bao} ekxqkbqm mf xm} xmbqdfmbqo"

8" XÈO KX \DXÝMX XDBK@ AM K@QK MXWDUDQ]K@DAKAM? ‐Cë }fk daädk houumbqm am {}m | dxýmx xèo }f xdbk` am k`qk mxwdudq}k`dakam" Dxqo ä |muakam?‖ Bèo, bmhmxxkudkfmbqm" Mxwmhdk`fmbqm wou{}m qmu |dxýmx ä }fk hodxk, fkx hofwummbamu m dbqmuwumqku o {}m xm |î ä hodxk emf adlmumbqm m f}dqo fkdx adlæ& hd`" Imuk`fmbqm k{}m`mx {}m |mmf xèo dba}~daox mf muuo wou{}m aèo o xdibdldhk& ao o} dbqmuwumqkéèo {}m {}mumf, am khouao hof xm}x amxmnox, mxwmukbékx o} damdkx wumhobhmedakx" M, ko `kao adxxo, cë f}dqox w`kbox adlmumbqmx box {}kdx |ohî woam |mu" Msdxqm k |dxèo fmbqk`, k |dxèo |dqk` m cë kì}fkx |dxýmx {}m xèo |dxqkx mf }f w`kbo emf wuøsdfo ao fkdx fkqmudk`" Kx |dxýmx {}m wmuqmbhmf ç þ`qdfk hkqmioudk x}uimf mf loufkx m xæfeoòx {}m wkumhmf xmu kexo`}qkfmbqm fkqmudkdx" M xm xo}emu hofo dbqmuwumqë&`kx, |ohî woam qmu dbadhkéýmx f}dqo msk& qkx am hduh}bxqåbhdkx m ak hobadéèo dbqmudou akx wmxxokx"

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\kfox d`}xquku" K{}d mxqë }fk |dxèo {}m kì}äf umk`fmbqm qm|m" ]f hkfd& bco xoem wou }fk ho`dbk æbiumfm m mxhkuwkak, ekbckak hofw`mqkfmbqm wm`k `}~ kuambqm ao xo` k wdbo" Bo hkfdbco, }fk wmxkak hkuu}kimf, w}skak wou xmdx hk|kòx louqmx, mxqë k|kbékbao hof iukbam adldh}àkam: m`k wuoxxmi}m bo xm} hkfdbco |kikuoxkfmbqm, fkx hof xmi}ukbék" Hcmik }f cofmf {}m mskfdbk k xdq}kéèo, qofk woxdéèo kquëx ak hkuu}kimf m hofmék k mfw}uuë&`k o} qmbqk mfw}uuë&`k wkuk hdfk ak ho`dbk" Mbqèo kwkumhm kì}äf {}m qmf o hobcmhdfmbqo m ad~> ‐Wou {}m |ohî qukek`ck mf |èo? \ohî wmbxk {}m xm} mxlouéo |kd umx}`qku mf kì}fk hodxk? Wkuk |ohî ä }fk qkumlk dfwoxxæ|m`" Fmxfo ox hk|kòx khckf& bk adlæhd`"‖ Kiouk, k hck|m ao xdibdldhkao ak |dxèo mxqë bk dfkimf aox xmdx hk|kòx" Hk|kòx xèo xæfeoòx am woamu m o bþfmuo xmdx umwumxmbqk k hudkéèo ad|dbk: kxxdf, ox xmdx hk|kòx xdibdldhkf ox woamumx ak hudkéèo ad|dbk" K hkuu}kimf umwumxmbqk k umk`d~kéèo, k hodxk {}m qmf am xmu umk`d~kak, k`hkbékak, m`m|kak ç h}`fdbåbhdk, ç k`q}uk obam fouk k @}~" Kwmxku amxqmx woamumx am hudkéèo xmumf ad|dbox, fmxfo wkuk m`mx ä }f qukek`co ëua}o hobx}fku k umk`d~kéèo, wou{}m qîf {}m qukek`cku hobquk hobadéýmx f}dqo amxlk|ouë|mdx, hobquk qoakx kx louékx ak bkq}um~k {}m w}skf wkuk ekdso" Mbqèo mbquk mf hmbk }f xmu c}fkbo, {}m bk x}k kuuoiåbhdk m dibouåbhdk, hof k x}k wm{}mbk umxmu|k am woamumx fmbqkdx, wmbxk {}m ä kì}äf m woam lk~mu kì}fk hodxk" O fm`cou {}m m`m woamudk lk~mu xmudk x}edu wkuk k hkuu}kimf, xmbqku&xm hoblouqk|m`fmbqm m amdsku ox hk|kòx hkuumikumf&bo" Ox xobcox xèo hodxkx hofw`mqkfmbqm adlmumbqmx" Xèo Fkdx adlæhmdx am dbqmu& wumqku wou{}m hkak wmxxok qmf xm} wuøwudo f}bao am dfkimbx am xobco, wmh}& `dku k hkak }f" Ä h`kuo {}m cë xobcox {}m bèo xdibdldhkf f}dqo, hofo ox {}m mxqèo `dikaox ç hkfkak fkdx x}wmuldhdk` m læxdhk ak hobxhdîbhdk m {}m xèo o umx}`& qkao am wmbxkfmbqox msquk|dkaox, am dfwumxxýmx louq}dqkx, am umkéýmx fmhåbd& hkx o} am kqd|dakamx uml`mskx" Mxqmx bèo qîf bmbc}fk ouikbd~kéèo umi}`ku bkx loufkx, bkx mxqu}q}ukx o} bo xmbqdao: adldhd`fmbqm xèo `mfeukaox m {}kxm bèo amdskf qukéox bk hobxhdîbhdk" Fkx fmxfo ox xobcox {}m qîf }fk oudimf }f wo}ho fkdx wuol}bak xèo kdbak oexh}uox, wou{}m xèo wmh}`dkufmbqm wmxxokdx m amwmbamf kxxdf, wkuk x}k loufkéèo, {}kxm dbqmdukfmbqm akx mswmudîbhdkx m dadoxxdbhukxdkx ao dbad|æa}o" \dxýmx xèo qkfeäf loufkakx wou xæfeoòx {}m bèo hobqkf bmhmxxkudkfmbqm hof k khmdqkéèo }bd|muxk`" Ox xæfeoòx |kudkf xmi}b& ao k ukék, k qukadéèo m k um`didèo" ]f xæfeoò woam xmu mxwmhdldhkfmbqm hudxqèo, o}quo, wkuqdh}`kufmbqm cdba}, }f qmuhmduo woam xmu hof}f k qoao o Oudmbqm m }f {}kuqo kwmbkx ko Ohdambqm" Ox xobcox, wou o}quo `kao, xèo msh`}xd|kfmbqm wmxxokdx: amwmbamf akx ohouuîbhdkx m dfwumxxýmx am hkak adk" Ä msqumfkfmbqm adlæhd` wkuk }f cofmf msw`dhku m dbqmuwumqku o xobco am }f o}quo" Hkak cofmf


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ä hofo }f hæuh}ò lmhckao wkuk {}k`{}mu o}quo cofmf" Fkx hkak }f woam mxq}aku wou xd fmxfo xm}x wuøwudox xobcox, amx`dbaë&òx m khcku xm} xdibdldhkao" \mnkfox kiouk k fkbmduk am wuohmamu hof ox xobcox m o wkæx aox xobcox" Wudfmduo, qoubm&xm hobxhdmbqm ‘ hobxhdmbqm am xm}x xobcox" Oexmu|m k um`kéèo mbqum m`mx m ox khobqmhdfmbqox am x}kx coukx khouakakx" Xm |ohî xm `mfeuku am x}k bodqm, |ohî xmuë hkwk~ am umhobxqdq}du, lum{ðmbqmfmbqm, kx hobadéýmx am xm} adk, wm`kx hobadéýmx am x}k bodqm" Bo xobo }fk kéèo o} o}quk mxqë xmfwum xm wuoa}~dbao bo fmbqk` o} bo |dqk` o} mf }f o}quo w`kbo: kx hodxkx khobqmhmf `ë m xèo m`kx {}m io|mubkf k hobxhdîbhdk amxwmuqk" Wou msmfwò, kì}bx mxqèo f}d& qo kbxdoxox am xm kwmulmdéoku m lk~mf }f iukbam mxlouéo a}ukbqm o adk" \èo aoufdu m {}kbao xm `m|kbqkf bo adk xmi}dbqm bèo khckf bmbc}f |mxqæido aox xm}x mxlouéox ao adk kbqmudou: m`mx qîf {}m wmuhouumu o fmxfo hkfdbco o}quk |m~" Dxqo xdibdldhk {}m o mxlouéo m {}k`{}mu o}quk umk`d~kéèo {}m ck|dk wmuqmb& hdkf çx wkuqmx fkdx x}wmuldhdkdx m amxwmuqkx ao xmu, fkx ck|dk wkuqmx fkdx wuo& l}bakx m kaoufmhdakx {}m bèo ck|dkf xdao qohkakx" Bo xobo |ohî hkd} bo aofæbdo amxxkx umidýmx dbhobxhdmbqmx {}m kexou|mukf m mbio`dukf q}ao {}m |ohî ck|dk hobxqu}æao `keoudoxkfmbqm mf x}kx coukx hobxhdmbqmx" Xmnk hobxhdmbqm+ Xmnk hobxhdmbqm ak bodqm hofo ao adk" Wudfmduo |ohî qmf {}m ka{}dudu hobxhdîbhdk, amwodx hobquo`m" K{}m`m {}m xm `mfeuk am xm}x xobcox woam qmu qdao k mswmudîbhdk am {}m, fmxfo mb{}kbqo aoufdk, xkedk {}m muk }f xobco: xkedk {}m muk }fk mswmudîbhdk {}m bèo wmuqmbhdk ko f}bao fkqmudk`" Bo fofmbqo mf {}m xo}emu, |ohî woam kidu am `ë ao fmxfo foao {}m ao f}bao fkqmudk`: fmxfo a}ukbqm o xobco, |ohî woam msmuhdqku x}k |obqkam hobxhdmbqm m f}aku qoao o h}uxo am xm} xobco&mswmudîbhdk" M, hobloufm lou xm qoubkbao hkak |m~ fkdx hobxhdmbqm, |ohî hofmékuë k qmu o fmxfo hobquo`m xoeum xm} xmu ç bodqm, kxxdf hofo a}ukbqm o adk, qk`|m~ kqä fkdx" Wou{}m ç bodqm |ohî mxqë `d|um, wmò fmbox wkuhdk`fmbqm, ak mxhuk|daèo ao fmhkbdxfo ao houwo" O hobquo`m xoeum ox wuohmxxox ak hobxhdîbhdk&houwo ä fkdx adlæhd` wou{}m m`mx xèo fkdx uæidaox, fmbox khmxxæ|mdx am f}aku {}m ox wuo& hmxxox fmbqk` m |dqk`" Ç bodqm, o fmbqk` m o |dqk`, mxwmhdk`fmbqm o |dqk`, mxqèo f}dqo kqd|ox" A}ukbqm o adk, m`mx mxqèo xoe hobquo`m: k}qofkqdhkfmbqm k hobx& hdîbhdk læxdhk umwudfm x}k dbqmuwumqkéèo m mswumxxèo `d|umx" Bo xobo mxqm hobquo& `m ä umfo|dao m m`mx kwkumhmf hof xm}x fo|dfmbqox bkq}ukdx m mxwobqåbmox" ‐[}k` ä k bkq}um~k ao xobo xmf xobco?‖ Imuk`fmbqm, {}kbao |ohî qmf o {}m xm hckfk xobo xmf xobco, khobqmhm }fk amxqkx a}kx hodxkx> o} |ohî bèo xm `mfeuk ao {}m xobco}, o} |ohî hkd amb& quo ak dbhobxhdîbhdk kexo`}qk, {}m ä {}kxm fouqm ‘ o ioxqo ak fouqm" Fkx msdxqm

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k woxxded`dakam am }f xobo bo {}k` |ohî mbquk ambquo ao xd`îbhdo kexo`}qo, ak dfoed`dakam m ak wk~, mf qoakx kx wkuqmx am xm} xmu, m x}k hobxhdîbhdk xm adxxo`& |m bo Xkhchcdakbkbak;" \ohî {}kxm bèo woam hckfku k dxqo am xobo, wou{}m ä msqumfkfmbqm hobxhdmbqm" \ohî woam wmufkbmhmu bmxqk hobadéèo wou kì}bx fofmbqox, fkx mxqmx wo}hox fofmbqox aku&`cm&èo fkdx amxhkbxo m umludiäudo ao {}m coukx am xobo hof}f" \ohî woam qî&ò wou khkxo: m`m um{}mu }f òbio qumdbkfmbqo" ‐Hofo ä {}m box xobcox mbhobqukfox m hobcmhmfox wmxxokx {}m fkdx qkuam |kfox mbhobquku m hobcmhmu bo f}bao msqmudou?‖ Ä wou hk}xk akx kldbdakamx {}m kqukmf hmuqkx wmxxokx, }fkx wkuk kx o}qukx, kldbdakamx ao f}bao fmbqk` m |dqk`" Kx wmxxokx xmfwum xm mbhobqukf bmxqmx w`kbox, kbqmx am xm mbhobqukumf xoeum k qmuuk" Woamf um}bdu&xm `ë, lk`ku }fkx hof kx o}qukx m fkbqmu qoakx kx um`kéýmx {}m xm woam qmu bk qmuuk" Kì}bx xkemf amxqkx um`kéýmx, o}quox bèo" Kì}bx, bk |muakam, k fkdou wkuqm, bèo qîf hobxhdîbhdk ao xmu dbqmudou m ak hof}bdhkéèo dbqmubk, m bèo oexqkbqm, {}kbao, wou khkxo, xm mbhobqukumf bo f}bao msqmudou hof }fk hkuk bo|k, khcë&`k&èo am kì}fk loufk f}dqo lkfd`dku, f}dqo emf hobcmhdak ‐Bèo msdxqmf lk`xkx |dxýmx?‖ Msdxqm o {}m mf kwkuîbhdk xèo lk`xkx |dxýmx" Cë, wou msmfwò, hmbqmbkx o} fd`ckumx am wmxxokx {}m ad~mf qmu |dxqo o Hudxqo" Amxqm bþfmuo, k{}m`mx {}m umk`fmbqm O |dukf umwumxmbqkf qk`|m~ fmbox am }fk aþ~dk, m fmxfo hof mxqmx cë f}dqo {}mu ad~mu xoeum o {}m |dukf" O {}m ox o}quox |dukf woam xmu }fk mfkbkéèo: o} woam xmu }f wmbxkfmbqo o} fmxfo }fk dfkimf um`mf& eukak wm`k fmbqm" Msdxqmf, qkfeäf, k{}m`mx {}m xèo kuaouoxox humbqmx ao Hudx& qo m qd|mukf }fk |dxèo am kì}fk Louék o} Xmu, o} kì}fk dfkimf um`mfeukak, f}dqo `}fdboxk, {}m `cmx hk}xk }fk louqm dfwumxxèo" \dukf {}k`{}mu hodxk {}m xmbqmf wmuqmbhmu k }f o}quo f}bao, k }fk ouamf xoeumbkq}uk`, {}m x}xhdqo} bm`mx }fk mfkbkéèo am fmao, umxwmdqo o} k`miudk: m hofo m`mx khumadqkf bo Hudxqo, bèo woamf wmbxku mf o}quk hodxk m ad~mf xmu M`m" Fkx xm k fmxfk |dxèo o} mswmudîbhdk khobqmhmxxm hof kì}äf {}m humadqkxxm bk um`didèo cdba}, fko& fmqkbk o} o}quk {}k`{}mu, qofkudk }f bofm m loufk adlmumbqmx" K hodxk |dxqk o} mswmudfmbqkak woam xmu l}bakfmbqk`fmbqm k fmxfk, fkx ä louf}`kak ad|muxkfmbqm, am khouao hof k loufkéèo ak fmbqm wmuhmwqd|k" Kwmbkx k{}m`mx {}m woamf du k`äf am humaox m humbékx, fdqox m qukadéýmx, xèo hkwk~mx am ad~mu ;

Xkhchcdakbkbak> #Xkq&Hcda&Kbkbak$ & Msdxqîbhdk, Hobxhdîbhdk, Lm`dhdakam / K`miudk, {}m ä o wudbhæwdo qudbo ak mqmubk bkq}um~k ak X}wumfk Umk`dakam" #B" ak Q"$


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o {}m umk`fmbqm ä: fkx mxqmx xèo wo}hox, f}dqo wo}hox" \ohî am|m mxqku `d|um am qoak hobxqu}éèo fmbqk`, am|m amxwonku&xm am q}ao {}m ä fmukfmbqm òhk` m qmfwouk`, kbqmx {}m woxkx xkemu o {}m |d}" Mswmudîbhdkx mxwdudq}kdx xdibdldhk o hobqkqo hof o Ad|dbo ambquo am xd #o} louk, o {}m |mf k aku bo fmxfo bmxqm aofæbdo$" M ä }fk mswmudîbhdk daîbqdhk mf qoak wkuqm, mf qoaox ox wkæxmx, mbqum qoakx kx wmxxokx m fmxfo mf qoakx kx dakamx" Xm |ohî mbhobquku o Ad|dbo, |ohî o mbhobquk xmfwum m mf qoao `}iku, ak fmxfk fkbmduk" K adlmumbék kwkumhm wou{}m mbqum k mswmudîbhdk m x}k louf}`k& éèo cë {}kxm }f kedxfo" Kxxdf {}m |ohî qmf k mswmudîbhdk mxwdudq}k` {}m khob& qmhm xmfwum bk hobxhdîbhdk dbqmubk, m`k ä quka}~dak wkuk x}k hobxhdîbhdk msqmubk m amldbdak `ë am }f foao o} am o}quo, amwmbambao ak x}k ma}hkéèo, ak x}k lä, ak x}k wumadxwoxdéèo fmbqk`" Msdxqm kwmbkx }fk |muakam, }fk umk`dakam: fkx f}dqkx xèo kx loufkx wm`kx {}kdx m`k woam xmu mswumxxk" ‐[}k` lod k bkq}um~k ak |dxèo am Nmkbbm a—Kuh?‖ Nmkbbm a—Kuh mxqk|k m|dambqmfmbqm mf hobqkqo hof mbqdakamx wmuqmbhmbqmx ko {}m bøx hckfkfox o f}bao aox Am}xmx #o} hofo ox Hkqø`dhox ad~mf, bo f}bao aox Xkbqox, kwmxku am bèo xmu emf o fmxfo$" Kox xmumx {}m m`k |d}, hckfo}&ox am kuhkbnox" Mxqmx xmumx wmuqmbhmf ko f}bao dbqmufmadëudo, mbqum k fmbqm fkdx k`qk m o x}wukfmbqk`5, o f}bao {}m Xud K}uoedbao hckfk am Xoeumfmbqm" Ä o f}bao aox hudkaoumx, ox Loufkaoumx" Ox aodx xmumx {}m xmfwum kwkumhdkf m lk`k|kf hof Nmkbbm a—Kuh, xm |dxqox wou }f dbadkbo, qmudkf }fk kwkuîbhdk emf adlmumbqm: wodx {}kbao xm |î, wuonm& qkf&xm kx loufkx am boxxk fmbqm" Ç{}dò {}m |î, |ohî aë k loufk ak{}dò {}m mxwmuk |mu" Xm o fmxfo xmu kwkumhmxxm xdf}`qkbmkfmbqm mf }f iu}wo obam mxqd|mxxmf hudxqèox, e}adxqkx, cdba}x, xcdbqodxqkx, xmudk hckfkao wou bofmx kexo`}qkfmbqm adlmumbqmx" Hkak }f adudk, hof umlmuîbhdk ç kwkudéèo ao xmu, {}m m`m muk amxqm o} ak{}m`m foao, qoaox adlmudbao m hobq}ao xmudk }fk þbdhk m fmxfk fkbdlmxqkéèo" Bk Æbadk |ohî qmf k |dxèo {}m hckfkf am Ad|dbk Fèm, ox hkqø`dhox ad~mf {}m ä k \duimf Fkudk m ox nkwobmxmx hckfkf&bk Jykbbob, k Am}xk ak Fdxmudhøuadk, m o}quox akudkf bofmx ad|muxox" Ä k fmxfk Louék, o fmxfo Woamu, fkx kx umwumxmbqkéýmx lmdqkx adlmumf bkx adlmumbqmx humbékx"

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K X}wukfmbqm & umidèo am hobxhdîbhdk ak X}wukfmbqm, ä }f w`kbo am hobxhdîbhdk mbqum o Xkhchcdakbkbak m ox w`kbox ak fmbqm, |dak m læxdho" K X}wukfmbqm & Xud K}uoedbao hckfk am X}wukfmbqm ç \muakam&Hobxhdîbhdk, {}m ä mf x}k bkq}um~k o Hobcmhdfmbqo Ad|dbo, k}qohobxhdmbqm m k}qomsdxqmbqm, obam bèo msdxqm o wudbhæwdo am ad|dxèo m dibouåbhdk" #B" ak Q"$

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‐[}k` ä o `}iku am qu mdbkfmbqo o} adxhdw`dbk bk mbqumik? Xm kì}äf xm mbqumiku, woam m`m wkxxku xmf adxhdw`dbk? K adxhdw`dbk çx |m~mx bèo kqukxk?‖ Woam xmu" Fkx k adxqdbéèo am|m xmu lmdqk mbqum o fäqoao am amxmb|o`|dfmbqo o} adxhdw`dbk m }fk kéèo amqmufdbkak wm`k |obqkam" Adxhdw`dbk ä adlmumbqm: m} mxqo} lk`kbao ak kéèo amqmufdbkak wm`k |obqkam" Xm |ohî xm mbqumiku, |ohî qmf am kekbaobku o mxlouéo, fkx dxqo bèo xdibdldhk {}m am|k kekbaobku qkfeäf qoak k kéèo amqmufdbkak wm`k |obqkam" Ko hobquëudo, |ohî woam kwumxxku k umk`d& ~kéèo hmambao x}k |obqkam ç |obqkam ao Ad|dbo" Dxqo qkfeäf ä mbqumik, xoe }fk o}quk loufk" O {}m ä msdidao bèo ä }fk mbqumik wkxxd|k bk {}k` |ohî xm qoubk }f eòho dbmuqm, fkx hoòhku x}k |obqkam ç adxwoxdéèo ak |obqkam Ad|dbk" ‐Fkx hofo xm woam lk~mu dxqo kbqmx ak }bdèo qmu xdao mlmq}kak?‖ \ohî qmf }fk |obqkam m woam olmumhmu mxqk |obqkam" Qofm o msmfwò am qoubku&xm hobxhdmbqm am x}kx bodqmx" Xm |ohî qofku k kqdq}am am mbqumik wkxxd|k, aduë> ‐[}kbao lou ak |obqkam Ad|dbk {}m m} fm qoubm hobxhdmbqm, mbqèo m} fm qoubkumd hobxhdmbqm‖" Wou o}quo `kao, xm olmumhmu x}k |obqkam ko Ad|dbo |ohî hofmék k {}mumu, m ad~> ‖\o} fm qofku hobxhdmbqm am fdbckx bodqmx‖" \ohî qmf |obqkam am {}m dxqo xmnk lmdqo: bèo xm xmbqk ohdoxo m mxwmuk" K mbqumik hofmék {}kbao |ohî qofk k kqdq}am {}m ad~> ‐Mbqumio fdbck |obqkam ko Ad|dbo" Amxmno dbqmbxkfmbqm qoubku&fm hobxhdmbqm am fdbckx bodqmx m hofo bèo qmbco o hobcmhdfmbqo, amdso ç |obqkam Ad|dbk umxo`|mu dxqo wkuk fdf‖" X}k |obqkam am|m hobqdb}ku k kidu ldufmfmbqm, bèo bk fkbmduk am mxho`cmu }fk kéèo wkuqd& h}`ku o} dbxdxqdu b}f oenmqo wkuqdh}`ku, fkx hofo }fk kuambqm kxwdukéèo hob& hmbqukak xoeum o ldf k xmu k`hkbékao" Dxqo ä o wudfmduo wkxxo" Xm |ohî mxqd|mu |did`kbqm, xm k x}k kqmbéèo mxqd|mu k`muqk, hmuqkfmbqm umhmemuë {}k`{}mu hodxk xoe k loufk am }fk dbxwdukéèo ao {}m am|m xmu lmdqo m ao {}m am|m hobqdb}ku k lk~mu, akæ mf adkbqm" Kwmbkx |ohî qmf {}m xm `mfeuku {}m xm mbqumiku ä khmdqku {}k`{}mu umx}`qkao am x}k kéèo, fmxfo {}m m`m xmnk emf adlmumbqm ak{}dò {}m |ohî mxwmuk|k" Am o}quo `kao, xm k x}k mbqumik lou wkxxd|k, |ohî bèo lkuë bkak m bèo qmbqkuë bkak: duë xdfw`mxfmbqm aoufdu m mxwmuku wou }f fd`kium" Kiouk, wkuk xkemu xm k x}k |obqkam o} amxmno mxqë mf hobxobåbhdk hof k \obqkam Ad|dbk o} bèo, |ohî am|m o`cku m |mu xm qmf }fk umxwoxqk o} bèo, xm |ohî xm xmbqm kwodkao o} hobqmxqkao, bèo wm`k fmbqm o} wmò |dqk` o} wmò hou& wo, fkx wou k{}m`k hmuqk hodxk {}m mxqë xmfwum `ë bo l}bao ao xm} xmu dbqmudou, bo xm} houkéèo"


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‐Bèo ä bmhmxxëudo }f humxhmbqm mxlouéo am fmadqkéèo, m bèo ä |muakam {}m {}kbqo fkdx qmfwo fmadqku, fkdou wuoiumxxo |ohî lkuë?‖O bþfmuo am coukx ikxqkx bk fmadqkéèo bèo ä wuo|k am wuoiumxxo mxwdudq}k`" Ä wuo|k am xm} wuo& iumxxo {}kbao |ohî bèo fkdx qd|mu am lk~mu }f mxlouéo wkuk fmadqku" Qk`|m~ mbqèo qmbck {}m lk~mu }f mxlouéo wkuk wkuku am fmadqku> qoubk&xm adlæhd` wkuku am fmadqku, adlæhd` wkuku am wmbxku bo Ad|dbo, adlæhd` amxhmu wkuk k hobxhdîbhdk hof}f" K wkuqdu am mbqèo, |ohî mxqku xmi}uo am qmu lmdqo wuoiumxxo, qmu lmdqo }f umk` wuoiumxxo, {}kbao k hobhmbqukéèo bo Ad|dbo ä k msdiîbhdk am x}k |dak, {}kbao |ohî bèo woam wkxxku xmf m`k, {}kbao m`k hobqdb}k bkq}uk`fmbqm am fkbcè kqä ç bodqm, {}k`{}mu {}m xmnk o qukek`co {}m mxqd|mu lk~mbao" [}mu |ohî xm xmbqm wkuk fmadqku o} kbam am `ë wkuk hë o lkék hodxkx m qukek`cm, o {}m ä msdidao am |ohî ä hobxhdîbhdk: dxqo ä k þbdhk hodxk bmhmxxëudk ‘ xmu hobxqkbqm& fmbqm hobxhdmbqm ao Ad|dbo" ‐Fkx xmbqku &xm wkuk fmadqku bèo ä }fk adxhdw`dbk dbadxwmbxë|m` m bèo xm hobxmi}m kxxdf }fk }bdèo fkdx dbqmbxk m hobhmbqukak hof o Ad|dbo?‖ Woam xmu" Fkx k adxhdw`dbk wou xd fmxfk bèo ä o {}m bøx mxqkfox wuoh}ukb& ao" O {}m {}mumfox ä mxqku hobhmbqukaox bo Ad|dbo, mf q}ao {}m ld~mfox, k {}k`{}mu fofmbqo, mf qoaox boxxox kqox m mf qoao fo|dfmbqo" K{}d msdxqmf kì}bx kox {}kdx lod adqo {}m fmadqkxxmf: fkx cë o}quox qkfeäf kox {}kdx xm wmad} {}m bèo ld~mxxmf bmbc}fk fmadqkéèo" Fkx bèo xm am|m wmbxku {}m m`mx bèo mxqmnkf wuoiumadbao" Qkfeäf xmi}mf }fk adxhdw`dbk, fkx am o}quk bkq}& um~k" Qukek`cku, kidu hof am|oéèo m hof }fk hobxkiukéèo dbqmudou qkfeäf ä adxhdw`dbk mxwdudq}k`" O oenmqd|o ldbk` ä mxqku mf hobxqkbqm }bdèo hofo Ad|dbo, bèo kwmbkx bk fmadqkéèo, fkx mf qoakx kx hduh}bxqåbhdkx m mf qoak k |dak kqd& |k" Msdxqmf kì}bx {}m, {}kbao mxqèo xmbqkaox mf fmadqkéèo, mbqukf mf }f mxqèo {}m hobxdamukf f}dqo m`m|kao m am`mdqoxo" Xmbqkf&xm k}qohofw`khmbqmx m mx{}mhmf o f}bao: fkx xm loumf wmuq}uekaox, xkmf am`m ukd|oxox m db{}dm& qox wou{}m x}k fmadqkéèo lod dbqmuuofwdak" Mxqm bèo ä }f xdbk` am wuoiumxxo mxwdudq}k` o} adxhdw`dbk" Cë wmxxokx {}m kimf m wkumhmf xmbqdu&xm hofo xm x}k fmadqkéèo loxxm }f aäedqo {}m am|mf wkiku ko Ad|dbo: xèo hofo ox cofmbx {}m |èo ç Diumnk }fk |m~ wou xmfkbk m wmbxkf {}m wkikukf xm} aäedqo k Am}x" Xm wumhdxku lk~mu }f mxlouéo wkuk mbquku mf fmadqkéèo, |ohî kdbak mxqë f}d& qo òbim am xmu hkwk~ am |d|mu k |dak mxwdudq}k`" [}kbao lou bmhmxxëudo }f mxlou& éo wkuk xkdu am`k, mbqèo, umk`fmbqm, x}k fmadqkéèo woam xmu }fk dbadhkéèo am {}m |ohî mxqë bk |dak mxwdudq}k`"

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Cë adxhdw`dbkx hofo o Ckqck Toik m o Uknk Toik {}m xm woam wukqdhku m, hob& q}ao bèo qîf bkak k |mu hof k |dak mxwdudq}k`: k wudfmduk k`hkbék imuk`fmbqm }f hobquo`m ao houwo, k þ`qdfk, o ak fmbqm" Fkx mbquku bk |dak mxwdudq}k` xdibd& ldhk aku }f fmui}`co ambquo ao Ad|dbo, kxxdf hofo |ohî w}`kudk ambquo ao fku" M dxxo bèo ä o ldf, fkx n}xqkfmbqm o hofméo: wou{}m amwodx am qmu akao o fmu& i}`co, am|m kwumbamu k |d|mu bo Ad|dbo" Hofo |kd |ohî lk~mu dxqo? Qmf xdfw`mx& fmbqm {}m w}`ku adumqkfmbqm ambquo m bèo wmbxku, ‐Obam hkdumd? o {}m |kd khobqmhmu hofdio?‖ Ä k cmxdqkéèo am x}k fmbqm {}m o dfwmam" \ohî am|m xdf& w`mxfmbqm amdsku&xm `m|ku" Xm {}dxmu fmui}`cku bo fku m ldhku wmbxkbao o qmf& wo qoao ‐Kc+ fkx woam ck|mu }fk wmauk k{}d o} k`d‖, |ohî bèo |kd xk`qku" ‐Fkx o fku |ohî |î m kxxdf woam w}`ku adumqkfmbqm ambquo am`m" Fkx hofo |kd |ohî w}`ku ambquo ak |dak mxwdudq}k`?‖ Ä h`kuo {}m |ohî am|m qmu qdao kì}f |dx`}feum ak Umk`dakam Ad|dbk, kxxdf hofo am|m |mu o fku m xkemu kì}fk hodxk xoeum m`m kbqmx am woamu w}`ku" K{}m`m |dx`}feum ä imuk`fmbqm o amxwmuqku ak hobxhdîbhdk wxæ{}dhk" Fkx kì}fk umk`d~kéèo |ohî am|m qmu ‘ }f fmbqk` o} |dqk` louqm o} xmbèo }f wuol}bao hob& qkqo wxæ{}dho o} fmxfo }f hobqkqo dbqmiuk`" \ohî am|m qmu xmbqdao louqmfmbqm k Ad|dbk Wumxmbék ambquo o} ç x}k |o`qk: |ohî am|m qmu xmbqdao o k`mbqo ao f}b& ao Ad|dbo" M |ohî am|m qmu xmbqdao qkfeäf, hofo }fk wumxxèo x}lohkbqm, k umxwdukéèo kbqkiñbdhk ao f}bao ouadbëudo, hobxqukbimbao&o k lk~mu }f mxlouéo wkuk xkdu ak{}m`k kqfoxlmuk owumxxd|k" Xm |ohî në xmbqd} dxxo, mbqèo qmf kwmbkx {}m wuoh}uku umlþido, xmf umxqudéèo, bk Ad|dbk Umk`dakam m |d|mu ak x}k kn}ak m wuoqméèo, bm`k xofmbqm" O {}m |ohî qd|mu lmdqo kwmbkx wkuhdk`fmbqm bo h}uxo am x}k |dak ckedq}k` o} mf kì}fkx wkuqmx am xm} xmu o} çx |m~mx o} ohkxdobk`fmb& qm, |ohî am|m lk~î&ò dbqmiuk`fmbqm m wkuk xmfwum" Dxqo ä o fmui}`co {}m |ohî qmf {}m aku m, xm bèo o ld~mu, woam wukqdhku Toik a}ukbqm kbox m fmxfo kxxdf bèo xkemu bkak ak |muakamduk |dak mxwdudq}k`" Aî o fmui}`co hofw`mqo m qoqk` m ldhkuë `d|um amxqk hobl}xèo msqmudou m hobxmi}duë k |muakamduk mswmudîbhdk ak |dak mxwdudq}k`"

1" AM\M&XM XKHUDLDHKU Q]AO WM@O AD\DBO? ‐Ad~mf {}m wkuk wuoiumadu bo Toik am|m&xm xkhudldhku q}ao ko Ad|dbo, kqä fmxfo kx wm{}mbkx hodxkx {}m xm qmf o} xm lk~ bk |dak" [}k` ä mskqkfmbqm o xmbqdao adxxo?‖ Toik xdibdldhk }bdèo hof o Ad|dbo: m k }bdèo ä mlmq}kak kquk|äx ak olmumbak ‘ ä l}bakfmbqkak xoeum k aëad|k am xd fmxfo ko Ad|dbo" Bo wudbhæwdo |ohî hofmék lk~mbao mxqk olmuqk am }f foao imuk`, mfeouk mf amldbdqd|o: |ohî ad~>

AM\M&XM XKHUDLDHKU Q]AO WM@O AD\DBO?

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‐Xo} o xmu|o ao Ad|dbo: olmuméo fdbck |dak hofw`mqkfmbqm ko Ad|dbo: qoaox ox fm}x mxlouéox xèo wkuk k umk`d~kéèo ak \dak Ad|dbk‖" Fkx dxxo ä kwmbkx o wudfmd& uo wkxxo, wou{}m bèo ä x}ldhdmbqm" [}kbao k umxo`}éèo qd|mu xdao qofkak, {}kb& ao |ohî qd|mu amhdadao {}m k x}k |dak dbqmduk xmuë hobxkiukak ko Ad|dbo, qmuë kdbak {}m xm `mfeuku adxqo k hkak fofmbqo m h}fwud&`k mf qoaox ox amqk`cmx am x}k msdxqîbhdk" \ohî am|m xmbqdu k hkak wkxxo {}m wmuqmbhm ko Ad|dbo: am|m qmu k mswmudîbhdk hobxqkbqm am {}m, mf q}ao {}m wmbxku o} ld~mu, ä xmfwum k Ad|dbk Hobxhdîbhdk {}m mxqë kidbao kquk|äx am |ohî" \ohî bkak woxx}d {}m woxxk hckfku am xm}: xmbqm q}ao hofo xm |dmxxm ao Ad|dbo, m qmf {}m olmumhî&ò am |o`qk ç x}k lobqm" [}kbao |ohî w}amu umk`d~ë&ò, mbqèo k fkdx wm{}mbdbk hodxk ç {}k` }x}k`fmbqm bèo wumxqk f}dqk kqmbéèo o} h}dakao amdskuë am xmu qud|dk` m dbxdibdldhkbqm: qoubku&xm&ë hcmdk am xdibdldhkao m amx|mbakuë }f |kxqo coud~obqm k`äf" Ä kxxdf {}m |ohî qmf {}m h}fwudu x}k olmumbak dbadxhudfdbkak mf aëad|kx amqk`ckakx" \d|k hobxqkbqmfmbqm bk wumxmbék ao Ad|dbo: |d|k hof k xmbxkéèo am {}m ä mxqk wumxmbék {}m o fo|m m mxqë lk~mbao q}ao {}m |ohî lk~" Olmumék qoaox xm}x fo|dfmbqox k m`k, bèo kwmbkx qoak kéèo fmbqk`, qoao wmbxkfmbqo m xmbqdfmbqo, fkx fmxfo kx kéýmx fkdx hof}bx m msqmubkx, kxxdf hofo hofmu, {}kbao hofmu, am|m xmbqdu {}m ä o Ad|dbo {}m mxqë hofmbao kquk|äx am |ohî" [}kbao w}amu um}bdu kxxdf qoaox ox xm}x fo|dfmbqox ambquo ak Þbdhk \dak, mbqèo qmuë }bdakam ambquo am xd, mf |m~ am ad|dxèo" Bèo ä fkdx }fk wkuqm am x}k bkq}um~k aokak ko Ad|dbo, mb{}kbqo o umxqo wmufkbmhm bo xm} mxqkao ckedq}k`, kexou|dao mf hodxkx hof}bx: x}k |dak dbqmduk ä m`m|kak m }fk qukbxloufkéèo dbqmiuk` ä umk`d~kak iuka}k`fmbqm mf |ohî" Bo Toik dbqmiuk`, k |dak dbqmiuk`, kqä fmxfo box fæbdfox amqk`cmx, qmf {}m xmu qukbxloufkak, xmu ad|dbd~kak" Bèo cë bkak k{}d {}m xmnk dbxdibdldhkbqm, bkak {}m xmnk dbadlmumbqm" \ohî bèo woam ad~mu> ‐[}kbao mxqo} fmadqkbao, `mbao ldòxoldk o} o}|dbao mxqkx hob|muxkx, mxqo} mf hobadéýmx am }fk kemuq}uk ç @}~ m ko hckfkao am`k, fkx {}kbao xkdo wkuk wkxxmku o} |mu kfdiox, woxxo fm wmufdqdu mx{}mhmu q}ao xoeum dxxo‖" Wmuxdxqdu bmxqk kqdq}am xdibdldhk {}m |ohî xm hobxmu|kuë dbqukbxloufkao m b}bhk qmuë k |muakamduk }bdèo: xmfwum mxqë ad|dad& ao: {}kbao f}dqo qmuë |dx`}feumx amxqk |dak fkdou" Wou{}m, kwmxku am |ohî woamu k`hkbéku hmuqkx mswmudîbhdkx m umk`d~kéýmx bk fmadqkéèo o} mf x}k hobx& hdîbhdk dbqmudou, xm} houwo m x}k |dak msqmudou wmufkbmhmuèo dbk`qmukaox" ]f d`}fdbkéèo dbqmudou {}m bèo qofk hobcmhdfmbqo ao houwo m ak |dak msqmudou bèo ä am iukbam kw`dhkéèo: wou{}m amdsk o f}bao hofo m`m ä" Dxqo ä o {}m qmf khobqmhdao hobqdb}kfmbqm kqä kiouk" Fmxfo k{}m`mx {}m qd|mukf }fk umk`d~k& éèo f}dqo iukbam m woamuoxk umqdukukf&xm ao f}bao wkuk |d|mu bèo wmuq}uek& aox, b}fk wk~ m {}dmq}am dbqmudou: o f}bao lod kekbaobkao k xm} amxqdbo, m k

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fdxäudk m k mxq}wdam~, k Fouqm m k Dibouåbhdk hobqdb}kukf, dbklmqkakx, xm} umd& bkao bmxqm w`kbo fkqmudk` am msdxqîbhdk" Wkuk k{}m`mx {}m kxxdf xm umqdukukf, woam xmu kiukaë|m` mxhkwku amxqk kidqkéèo, l}idu ak adldh}àkam m mbhobquku mf kì}f `}iku }fk hobadéèo lm`d~ wkuk xd: hobq}ao, m`mx amdskukf o f}bao m k |dak bèo houudidaox m bèo qukbxloufkaox: m qkfeäf amdskukf kx x}kx wuøwudkx hobx& hdîbhdkx msqmudoumx dbqukbxloufkakx m xm}x houwox duumimbmukaox hofo xmfwum" Xm umqoubkumf ko f}bao læxdho, wuo|k|m`fmbqm m`mx xm qoubkuèo wdoumx ao {}m kx wmxxokx hof}bx, wou{}m wmuamukf o aofæbdo xoeum kx hodxkx fkqmudkdx m x}k um`kéèo hof k |dak læxdhk, hof qoak k wuoeked`dakam, xmuë um`kskak m amxoudmbqk& ak mf xm}x fo|dfmbqox m ç fmuhî am qoak louék {}m wkxxm" ]f damk` amxxk mxwähdm woam xmu eof wkuk k{}m`mx {}m o amxmnmf, fkx bèo ä o boxxo Toik" Wou{}m {}mumfox k hob{}dxqk ad|dbk amxqm f}bao, k hob{}dxqk am qoaox xm}x fo|dfmbqox m k umk`d~kéèo ao Ad|dbo k{}d bk qmuuk" Xm {}dxmufox {}m o Ad|dbo umdbm k{}d, am|mfox aku q}ao {}m qmfox m xofox m lk~mfox k{}d ko Ad|dbo" Bèo kadkbqk wmbxku {}m kì}fk hodxk bèo ä dfwouqkbqm o} {}m k |dak msqmubk m x}kx bmhmxxdakamx bèo xèo wkuqmx ak |dak Ad|dbk" Xm kxxdf ld~mufox, wmufkbmhmumfox obam qmfox xmfwum mxqkao m bèo ck|muë hob{}dxqk ao f}bao msqmudou: bkak a}uë|m` qmuë xdao lmdqo bm`m" ‐\o`qkf k mxqm w`kbo wmxxokx {}m k|kbékukf f}dqo òbim?‖ Xdf, xm bm`kx co}|mu }fk |obqkam am f}aku mxqm w`kbo, mbqèo {}kbqo fkdx k|kbékakx loumf, fkdx xmi}ukfmbqm ck|muèo am |o`qku" M {}kbqo ç{}m`mx {}m qîf |obqkam am l}idu, fmxfo m`mx, {}kbao wkxxkf wkuk o o}quo `kao, woamf khcku {}m, kldbk`, k l}ik bèo kadkbqo} f}dqo" ‐F}dqox xm `mfeukf {}m wkxxkukf wkuk o o}quo `kao m mxqèo am |o`qk o}quk |m~?‖ [}kbao |ohî k`hkbék }f hmuqo mxqkao am hobxhdîbhdk, |ohî xm `mfeuk" Bèo ä qèo adlæhd` k`hkbéku mxqm mxqkao wkuhdk`fmbqm, wou }f h}uqo qmfwo: mf fmadqk& éèo wuol}bak, b}f xobco o} b}fk |dxèo woam&xm qmu k xmbxkéèo o} k dfwumxxèo am {}m në xm |d|m} mxqk |dak, {}m në xm qm|m mxqk umk`d~kéèo, hobcmhm} mxqkx |mu& akamx" Fkx bèo ä k umk`d~kéèo hofw`mqk: wkuk xm hcmiku k dxxo, am|m&xm qmu kqdb& idao }fk hobxhdîbhdk wmufkbmbqm ambquo am xd, {}m xmnk hobxqkbqm m {}m fkb& qmbck }bdakx qoakx kx x}kx msdxqîbhdkx bo wkxxkao o} wumxmbqm o} l}q}uo" ‐[}kbao mxqkfox hobhmbqukaox mf fo|dfmbqox fmbqkdx o} e}xhkx dbqm` mh& q}kdx, wou {}m çx |m~mx mx{}mhmfox o} wmuamfox o hobqkqo hof o Ad|dbo?‖ Mf qoakx kx e}xhkx dbqm`mhq}kdx o} kqd|kx, xm} þbdho `mfk am|mudk xmu ‐@mf& euku m Olmumhmu‖" [}k`{}mu hodxk {}m lkék, xmnk lmdqk mf olmumhdfmbqo ko Ad|dbo"


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M dxqo qkfeäf xmuë }fk mshm`mbqm adxhdw`dbk wkuk |ohî: m|dqkuë f}dqkx hodxkx qo`kx m dbþqmdx" ‐F}dqkx |m~mx, bo wudbhæwdo ak kéèo, dxqo woam xmu lmdqo: fkx {}kbao k wm x& xok ldhk kexouqk bo qukek`co, m`k xm mx{}mhm" Hofo ä {}m m`k |kd xm `mfeuku?‖ K hobadéèo k xmu k`fmnkak, k |muakamduk umk`d~kéèo ao Toik, k ldbk` wmulmdéèo m hobxmh}éèo, wm`k {}k` q}ao o fkdx ä kwmbkx }fk wumwkukéèo, ä k hobxhdîbhdk bk {}k` ä dfwoxxæ|m` lk~mu {}k`{}mu hodxk xmf o Ad|dbo: wou{}m mbqèo, xmf o Ad|dbo, k umk` lobqm am x}k kéèo amxkwkumhm: hobcmhdfmbqo, woamu, q}ao xm |kd" Fkx mb{}kbqo |ohî khcku {}m ox woamumx {}m }xk xèo xm}x, bèo xmbqduë lk`qk ao kwodo Ad|dbo" Bo hofméo ao Toik, f}dqkx |m~mx |ohî qmbam k mx{}mhmu o Ad|dbo" Fkx wm`k hobxqkbqm kxwdukéèo, k}fmbqk x}k `mfeukbék m adfdb}d o mx{}mhdfmbqo" Wouäf dxqo bèo am|mudk xmu lmdqo hofo }fk adxhdw`dbk xm|muk o} }fk oeudikéèo: am|m xmu }f fo|dfmbqo am kfou m k`miudk" Kxxdf, f}dqo eum|m |duë }f mxqëido mf {}m, xm |ohî xmbqdu k wumxmbék ao Ad|dbo k qoao fofmbqo m mf {}k`{}mu hodxk {}m mxqd|mu lk~mbao, |ohî xm xmbqduë, dfmadkqkfmbqm, xo~dbco m qudxqm m fdxmuë& |m`" Xmfwum {}m khcku {}m woam lk~mu kì}fk hodxk xmf xmbqdu k wumxmbék ao Ad|dbo m hobq}ao mxqku wmulmdqkfmbqm ç |obqkam, |ohî am|m hofwummbamu {}m bèo mxqë hobxkiukao bk{}m`k wkuqm am xm} xmu" Mxqk ä k kqdq}am ak c}fkbdakam hof}f {}m bèo xmbqm {}k`{}mu bmhmxxdakam ao Ad|dbo" Fkx wkuk k{}m`m {}m wuoh}uk k \dak Ad|dbk, ä f}dqo adlmumbqm" M {}kbao |ohî qd|mu umk`d~kao dbqmduk& fmbqm k }bdakam hof o Ad|dbo, mbqèo, xm o Ad|dbo xm umqduku am |ohî, fmxfo wou }f xmi}bao kwmbkx, |ohî xdfw`mxfmbqm hkduë fouqo: wodx o Ad|dbo ä kiouk k \dak am x}k |dak, x}k msdxqîbhdk qoqk`, xm} kwodo þbdho m hofw`mqo" Xm o Ad|dbo bèo mxqd|mu `ë, bkak umxqk" ‐Box mxqëidox dbdhdkdx am Toik ä hmuqo wkuk o Xkackjk 8 `mu `d|uox hof}bx?‖ \ohî woam `mu `d|uox xkiukaox m hobq}ao mxqku f}dqo òbim ao Ad|dbo: m woam `mu kx fkdx mxqþwdakx oeukx `dqmuëudkx m mxqku mf hobqkqo hof o Ad|dbo" Bèo ä woxxæ|m` qmu }fk daädk ao {}m k hobxhdîbhdk qukbxloufkak m xm}x fo|dfmbqox xèo, kbqmx {}m qmbck xmbqdao o ioxqo ak qukbxloufkéèo" Cë }f mxqkao am hobx& hdîbhdk mf }bdèo hof o Ad|dbo, bo {}k` |ohî woam kwumhdku q}ao o {}m `î, emf

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hofo q}ao o {}m oexmu|k, fmxfo ox `d|uox fkdx dbadlmumbqmx o} kx hodxkx fkdx amxdbqmumxxkbqmx" \ohî woam o}|du fþxdhk xmf |kòu, fmxfo fþxdhk ak {}k` ioxqkudk am l}idu m hobq}ao ioxqku am`k, bèo wm`k x}k kwkumbqm dbad|da}k`dakam, fkx wou k{}dò {}m mxqë wou quëx" \ohî bèo wmuam k adxhudfdbkéèo mbqum k fþxdhk eok m fë, fkx wkxxk kquk|äx am kfekx wkuk ambquo ak{}dò {}m m`k mswumxxk" Wodx bèo cë bkak bo f}bao {}m bèo qmbck x}k |muakam l}bakfmbqk` m kwodo bo Ad|dbo" M xm bèo lou amqdao wm`k kwkuîbhdk læxdhk o} fouk` o} mxqäqdhk, fkx ldhku wou quëx m mbquku mf hobqkqo hof o Mxwæudqo, k k`fk ad|dbk bkx hodxkx, |ohî woam k`hkbéku k em`m~k m o am`mdqm fmxfo kquk|äx ak{}dò {}m klmqk o xmbqdao hof}f hofo kìo woeum, aoòuoxo o} adxhouakbqm" ‐Woam&xm ad~mu, mf n}xqdldhkéèo ko wkxxkao am kì}äf, {}m q}ao {}m `cm khobqmhm} bk |dak qdbck {}m khobqmhmu?‖ M|dambqmfmbqm, o {}m khobqmhm} qdbck {}m khobqmhmu: bèo qmudk x}hmadao xm bèo qd|mxxm xdao w`kbmnkao" Fmxfo ox muuox {}m hofmqmfox m kx ka|muxdakamx {}m hkmf xoeum bøx qdbckf {}m khobqmhmu wou{}m ck|dk kì}fk bmhmxxdakam am`kx, kì}fk }qd`dakam wkuk boxxkx |dakx" Mxqkx hodxkx, bk |muakam, bèo woamf xmu msw`dhkakx fmbqk`fmbqm m bèo am|mudkf xmu" Wodx q}ao {}m khobqmhm ä bmhmxxëudo, bèo wou kì}fk uk~èo fmbqk`, fkx wkuk hoba}~du&box k kì}fk hodxk fkdx k`äf ao {}m k fmbqm dfkidbk" Fkx kldbk`, cë kì}fk bmhmxxdakam am msw`d& hkéèo? O }bd|muxo dbqmduo msw`dhk q}ao k qoao o fofmbqo, m }fk hodxk amqmufd& bkak khobqmhm wou{}m o }bd|muxo dbqmduo ä o {}m ä" Dxqo bèo xdibdldhk {}m mxqk& fox kfkuukaox k }fk khmdqkéèo hmik ak dbmsouë|m` `md ak Bkq}um~k" Woam khmd& qku o wkxxkao hofo }f lkqo hobx}fkao m wmuhmemu k bmhmxxdakam am`m m kdbak }xku k mswmudîbhdk {}m m`m `cm am} wkuk hobxqu}du mf |ohî o woamu am hobxhdmb& qmfmbqm i}dku m fo`ku xm} wumxmbqm m l}q}uo" ‐Qkfeäf o qmfwo am }f khobqmhdfmbqo ä amhdadao bo w`kbo Ad|dbo akx ho d& xkx?‖ Q}ao amwmbam ao w`kbo ao {}k` xm |î m xm lk`k" Cë }f w`kbo am hobxhdîbhdk ad|dbk obam q}ao ä kexo`}qkfmbqm hobcmhdao m o w`kbo qoqk` akx hodxkx, wum|dxqo m wumamqmufdbkao" Mxqk fkbmduk am |mu mxqë xdq}kak bkx mxlmukx fkdx k`qkx ao X}wukfmbqk`: ä k |dxèo wuøwudk ao X}wumfo" Fkx {}kbao bèo woxx}æfox mxqk hobxhdîbhdk, ä dbþqd` lk`ku mf qmufox {}m kwmbkx xm kw`dhkf k mxqk umidèo m bèo xèo k boxxk fkbmduk wumxmbqm am |mu kx hodxkx" Wou{}m b}f bæ|m` fkdx ekdso am hobxhdîbhdk, bkak ä umk`d~kao o} ldskao am kbqmfèo, q}ao mxqë b}f wuohmxxo am loufkéèo" Bm`m bèo msdxqmf lkqox mxqkem`mhdaox: cë xofmbqm o noio akx woxxded& `dakamx: ao hco{}m akx woxxded`dakamx ä umk`d~kak k hodxk {}m qmf {}m khobqmhmu" Bmxxm w`kbo woamfox mxho`cmu m xm`mhdobku, umh}xku }fk woxxded`dakam m khmdqku o}quk: woamfox xmi}du }f hkfdbco m |duku kx hoxqkx k }f o}quo" M dxxo woamfox


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lk~mu, mfeouk o {}m mxqmnk mlmqd|kfmbqm khobqmhmbao woxxk qmu xdao wum|dxqo m wumamqmufdbkao mf }f o}quo w`kbo fkdx k`qo" K Hobxhdîbhdk X}wumfk xkem am q}ao kbqmhdwkakfmbqm, wou{}m q}ao ä umk`d& ~kao `ë bk x}k mqmubdakam" Fkx wm`k bmhmxxdakam am xm} aukfk m k ldf am msmh}& qku mlmqd|kfmbqm bo w`kbo læxdho o {}m mxqë wumouambkao mf xm} wuøwudo M} X}wumfo1, m`k xm fo|m k{}d xoeum k qmuuk hofo xm bèo hobcmhmxxm k cdxqøudk qoak" M`k qukek`ck hofo xm loxxm }f ldo bo|o m b}bhk mswmudfmbqkao {}m mxqd& |mxxm qmhmbao" Ä mxqm kwkumbqm mx{}mhdfmbqo am xm} wuøwudo wuä&hobcmhdfmbqo bk hobxhdîbhdk fkdx k`qk {}m aë ko dbad|æa}o, bk |dak kqd|k ao f}bao, o xmbqdao am `demuakam m dbamwmbaîbhdk m dbdhdkqd|k" Mxqkx hodxkx bm`m xèo ox dbxqu}fmbqox wukifëqdhox o} mxqukqkimfkx }xkaox wm`k Hobxhdîbhdk X}wumfk m ä kquk|äx amx& qm fmhkbdxfo {}m ox fo|dfmbqox m ouambx w`kbmnkaox m wum|dxqox mf o}quo `}iku xèo k{}d umk`d~kaox" Xm |ohî qofku o msmfwò am }f kqou, qk`|m~ woxxk kn}aë&ò k hofwummbamu" ]f kqou xkem k wkuqm qoak {}m qmf {}m umwumxmbqku: qmf bk fmbqm k xm{}îbhdk mskqk ao {}m |kd khobqmhmu bo wk`ho" Fkx {}kbao m`m mxqë bo wk`ho, qmf {}m kwkumbqku hofo xm bèo xo}emxxm bkak: qmf {}m xmbqdu m kidu hofo xm mxqd|mxxm mswmudfmbqkbao q}ao wm`k wudfmduk |m~, hofo xm loxxm }f f}bao dbqmdukfmbqm bo|o, hof qoaox ox xm}x khobqmhdfmbqox m x}uwumxkx ohkxdobkdx {}m mxqd|mxxmf xm amxmbuo`kbao adkbqm am xm}x o`cox" ‐Mbqèo bèo cë |muakamduk `demuakam? Ä q}ao kexo`}qkfmbqm amqmufdbkao, fmxfo x}k `demuakam, m o lkqk`dxfo ä o fdxqäudo fkdx k`qo?‖ Dbamwmbaîbhdk m lkqk`dakam, `demuakam m amqmufdbdxfo, xèo |muakamx {}m xm k`hkbékf mf adlmumbqmx bæ|mdx am hobxhdîbhdk" Ä k dibouåbhdk {}m lk~ k fmbqm hoòhku ox aodx bo fmxfo bæ|m` m lk~mu owoxdéèo }f ko o}quo" Hobxhdîbhdk bèo ä }fk umk`dakam þbdhk, }bdloufm, m`k ä hofw`msk, bèo ä kìo hofo }f w`kbo coud& 1

O M} #Xm`l$ o} Mxwæudqo #mf xåbxhudqo Kqfk o} Eukcfkb$ ä o wudbhæwdo m x}wouqm am qoak k msdxqîbhdk" Ao wobqo am |dxqk ak msdxqîbhdk fkbdlmxqkak, m`m qmf quîx kxwmhqox> ;" qukbxhmbambqm> O M} X}wumfo #Wkukfkqfkb$, Msdxqîbhdk db mxxm, khdfk ao dbad|æa}o m ao hoxfox, daîbqdho ko Xmu Ad|dbo mxxmbhdk`, ko Kexo`}qo, xmf mxwkéo m xmf qmfwo #Wkukeukc& fkb$" 5" høxfdho> o M} ]bd|muxk`, o Mxwæudqo fkbdlmxqkao mf dbldbdqk msqmbxèo am xd fmxfo, o Mxwæud& qo ckedqkbqm, di}k` mf qoaox ox xmumx m mf q}ao" 8" dbad|da}k` #Nd|kqfkb$> O M} Dbad|da}k`, o xmu hmbquk` mf hkak mbqdakam |d|k, k hobxhdîbhdk dbad|da}k` mxxmbhdk`, df}që|m` m `d|um, bèo klmqkak wou amxmno, mio m dibouåbhdk" O M} ä }bo m dbad|dxæ|m`, kwmxku am xm}x quîx kxwmhqox #hl" Qcm L}q}um M|o`}qdob ol Fkb, am Xud K}uoedbao, Wobadhcmuut, Æbadk, 8® ma", ;491, wi" ;11$" #B"ak Q"$

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~obqk`, ä f}`qdadfmbxdobk`" Bk k`q}uk fkdx m`m|kak mxqë o X}wumfo m bk wuol}b& adakam fkdx ekdsk mxqë k fkqäudk" M cë }fk dbldbdakam am iukakéýmx am bæ|mdx am hobxhdîbhdk mbqum mxqk wuol}badakam fkdx ekdsk m k k`q}uk fkdx m`m|kak" Bo w`kbo ak fkqäudk m bo w`kbo ak hobxhdîbhdk ouadbëudk |ohî mxqë am wäx m fèox kqkaox" ]f mxhuk|o ao fmhkbdxfo ak Bkq}um~k, |ohî mxqë kfkuukao çx hkamdkx ao jkufk m kæ, bmxqk hkamdk, {}k`{}mu hodxk {}m khobqmék ä udiouoxk& fmbqm k hobxm{ðîbhdk ao {}m qd|mu xdao lmdqo kbqmx" Msdxqm }fk d`}xèo am fo|d& fmbqo dbamwmbambqm, fkx bk |muakam |ohî umwmqm o {}m qoaox ox o}quox lk~mf, uml`mqm ox fo|dfmbqox&f}bao ak Bkq}um~k, um|o`|m&xm dbamlmxo bk uoak mxfk& ikaouk ak fë{}dbk høxfdhk" Fkx bèo wumhdxk xmu kxxdf" \ohî woam f}aku am `}iku, xm {}dxmu: mf |m~ am ldhku mfekdso mxfkikao wmò fmhkbdxfo o} fo|dao hofo }f eobmho, woam xm `m|kbqku m o`cku am hdfk m, wm`k f}akbék am x}k hobxhdîbhdk, woam fmxfo xmi}& uku kì}fk fkbd|m`k wkuk fo|mu hduh}bxqåbhdkx kwkumbqmfmbqm dbm|dqë|mdx m f}aku hobadéýmx ldskx" Amwodx {}m xkdu ao umfodbco m hoòhku&xm emf khdfk bo k`qo, |ohî |î {}m mxqë `d|um" @d|um am qoakx kx hofw}`xýmx, |ohî bèo kwmbkx bèo ä fkdx }f dbxqu}fmbqo wkxxd|o, fkx qoubk&xm }f kimbqm kqd|o" Bèo mxqë xofmb& qm amx`dikao akx hobxm{}îbhdkx am x}kx kéýmx, hofo woam fmxfo f}aku kx hobxm{}îbhdkx" [}kbao |ohî |î o noio am louékx, {}kbao xm m`m|k k }f w`kbo am hobxhdîbhdk obam xm mbhobqukf kx oudimbx akx louékx m dambqdldhk&xm hof mxqkx lobqmx adbåfdhkx, |ohî bèo fkdx wmuqmbhm ko {}m ä fo|dao, fkx ko {}m fo|m" Ä mxqm wumhdxkfmbqm o oenmqd|o ao Toik ‘ xkdu ao hdhò ao jkufk wkuk ambquo ao fo|dfmbqo ad|dbo" Wmò Toik |ohî amdsk k uobak fmhåbdhk ak Bkq}um~k bk {}k` |ohî ä }f mxhuk|o diboukbqm, }f dbxqu}fmbqo dbamlmxo m fdxmuë|m`, m kxhmbam k }f o}quo w`kbo obam |ohî xm qoubk }f wkuqdhdwkbqm hobxhdmbqm m }f kimbqm adbåfdho bo amxmb|o`|dfmbqo am }f Amxqdbo fkdx k`qo" Mxqm fo|dfmbqo ak hobxhdîbhdk xmi}m }fk `dbck a}w`k" Bo wudbhæwdo cë }fk kxhmbxèo: |ohî xm m`m|k k`äf ao bæ|m` ak hobxhdîbhdk fkqmudk` wkuk mxlmukx x}wmudoumx" Fkx mxqk kxhmbxèo ao fkdx ekdso wkuk o fkdx k`qo hckfk k amxhdak ao fkdx k`qo wkuk amb& quo ao fkdx ekdso" [}kbao |ohî xm m`m|k khdfk ak qmuuk, qkfeäf quk~ wkuk ekd& so, xoeum k qmuuk, kì}fk hodxk ao {}m mxqë mf hdfk ‘ kì}fk `}~, kì}f woamu {}m qukbxloufk o} qmbam qukbxloufku x}k |m`ck bkq}um~k" M mbqèo mxqkx hodxkx {}m mukf adxqdbqkx, amxhobmskx m adxwkukqkakx }fkx akx o}qukx ‘ o fkdx k`qo mf |ohî m o fkdx ekdso, ox x}emsqukqox dbqmudou m msqmudou ao xm} xmu m hobxhdîbhdk ‘ mbhobqukf&xm m |kikuoxkfmbqm, |èo xm n}bqkbao m iuka}k`fmbqm xm l}bamf mf }fk þbdhk |muakam, }fk þbdhk ckufobdk" Ä amxqm foao {}m ox hckfkaox fd`kiumx khobqmhmf" O f}bao ä hobxqu}æao am db}fmuë|mdx w`kbox am hobxhdîbhdk m hkak }f qmf x}kx `mdx wuøwudkx adxqdbqkx:


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kx `mdx am }f w`kbo bèo xèo kw`dhë|mdx k }f o}quo" ]f fd`kium bkak fkdx ä {}m }fk eu}xhk amxhdak, }f duuofwmu am }fk o}quk hobxhdîbhdk m xm}x woamumx ‘ fkdx lum{ðmbqmfmbqm xèo ox woamumx ao |dqk` ‘ wkuk ambquo amxqm w`kbo am fkqäudk" Cë }fk wumhdwdqkéèo xoeum o fmhkbdxfo fkqmudk`, ao fmhkbdxfo am }f w`kbo fkdx k`qo" Ä hofo xm o `kfwmnku am }f um`åfwkio duuofwmxxm kquk|äx akx b}|mbx am boxxk hobxhdîbhdk ouadbëudk m amuukfkxxm ambquo am`k o}qukx lou& ékx, o}quox fo|dfmbqox m xm{}mbhdkx" Ko umx}`qkao hckfkfox am fd`kium wou& {}m |mfox }fk umwmbqdbk k`qmukéèo, }fk keu}wqk dbqmulmuîbhdk bkx `mdx bkq}ukdx am boxxo wuøwudo k`hkbhm ouadbëudo, fkx k uk~èo m ouamf adxxo bèo hobcmhmfox bmf |mfox wou{}m k lobqm ao fd`kium mxqë xdq}kak mf }f o}quo w`kbo" Qkdx dbh}uxýmx aox f}baox k`äf wkuk ambquo am boxxo f}bao bk fkqäudk bèo xèo f}dqo dbhof}bx: xèo kqä }f lmbñfmbo hobxqkbqm m, xm qd|mufox o`cox m xo}& emufox hofo oexmu|ku, woamfox |mu fd`kium mf ke}baåbhdk" Mxwmhdk`fmbqm m`mx am|mf xmu hobxqkbqmx mbqum k{}m`mx {}m mxqèo xm mfwmbckbao mf quk~mu kx mxlmukx fkdx k`qkx wkuk ambquo ak hobxhdîbhdk&qmuuk mfekdso" ‐Qmf k hudkéèo }f oenmqd|o amldbdao? Msdxqm kìo hofo }f ldf þ`qdfo mf aduméèo ko {}k` mxqë xm fo|mbao?‖ Bèo, o }bd|muxo ä }f fo|dfmbqo {}m mxqë mqmubkfmbqm xm amxmbuo`kbao" Bèo cë bkak {}m |ohî woxxk ldsku hofo o ldf m þbdho oenmqd|ox" Fkx, wou hk}xk ak kéèo, qmfox {}m xmhhdobku o fo|dfmbqo {}m ä mf xd fmxfo dbqmufdbë|m`, m ad~mu {}m dxqo o} k{}dò ä ko k`|o, wou{}m bk kéèo wumhdxkfox am kì}fk hodxk mf {}m woxxkfox ldsku boxxo oenmqd|o" Mf }fk wdbq}uk |ohî wumhdxk am }f amldbdao mx{}mfk am hofwoxdéèo m hou: qmf {}m mxqkem`mhmu }f `dfdqm, hoòhku k hodxk qoak ambquo am }fk mxqu}q}uk ldsk: fkx o `dfdqm ä d`}xøudo, k foà}uk ä }fk fmuk hob|mbéèo" Msdxqm }fk hobqdb}kéèo hobxqkbqm ao {}kauo {}m xm mxqmbam wkuk k`äf am {}k`{}mu foà}uk mxwmhældhk m hkak hobqdb}kéèo woam xmu amxmbckak bkx fmxfkx hobadéýmx, mf }fk dbqmufdbë|m` xäudm am foà}ukx" Ad~mf {}m boxxk fmqk ä mxqk o} k{}m`k, fkx xkemfox {}m ä kwmbkx o hofméo am }f o}quo k`|o fkdx k`äf m {}m, wou x}k |m~, `m|k k }f o}quo: k xäudm xm amxmb|o`|m xmfwum m b}bhk wëuk"

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=" K L]BÉÈO MSKQK AO DBQM@MHQO ‐[}k` ä k l}béèo mskqk ao dbqm`mhqo? Ä m` m }f k}sæ`do o} }f oexqëh}ò ko Xkackbk=?‖ Xm o dbqm`mhqo ä }fk kn}ak o} }f oexqëh}ò amwmbam ak wmxxok m ao foao hofo ä }xkao" Cë }f fo|dfmbqo |muakamduo ao dbqm`mhqo m cë }f fo|dfmbqo muukao: }f kn}ak, o o}quo kqukxk" O dbqm`mhqo {}m khumadqk mshmxxd|kfmbqm bk x}k wuøwudk dfwouqåbhdk m {}mu k xkqdxlkéèo am xd fmxfo ä }f oexqëh}ò ç umk`d& ~kéèo x}wmudou" K`dëx, dxqo ä |muakamduo, bèo b}f xmbqdao mxwmhdk` m wkuk o dbqm& `mhqo kwmbkx, fkx am }f foao imuk`, wkuk kx o}qukx lkh}àkamx qkfeäf" Wou msmfwò, kx wmxxokx bèo hobxdamukf }fk |duq}am k xkqdxlkéèo hmik m dfoamukak aox amxmnox |dqkdx o} ox kwmqdqmx kbdfkdx: o xmbxo fouk` ä khmdqo hofo }f fmb& qou wkuk kwobqku ox `dfdqmx {}m bèo xm woamf qukbxiumadu" Ä xofmbqm bkx x}kx kqd|dakamx dbqm`mhq}kdx {}m o cofmf wmbxk {}m m`m woam adxwmbxku qk` fmbqou o} hmbxou+ [}k`{}mu wkuqm ao xmu {}m xm fkbqmbck bo xm} am|dao `}iku m msmh}qm o wkwm` {}m `cm ä amxdibkao ä þqd`: fkx kxxdf {}m m`k wkxxk k`äf am x}k mxlmuk, qoubk&xm adxqouhdak m wmu|muqdak, m hobxm{}mbqmfmbqm lk`xk" ]f woamu qmf xm} fo|dfmbqo hmuqo {}kbao ä hoòhkao mf kqd|dakam wkuk o wuowøxdqo Ad|dbo: qmf o fo|dfmbqo muukao, {}kbao ä hoòhkao mf kqd|dakam wkuk x}k wuøwudk xkqdxlk& éèo" O dbqm`mhqo, bk x}k |muakamduk bkq}um~k, ä }f dbxqu}fmbqo am mswumxxèo m kéèo" Ä kìo hofo }f dbqmufmadëudo mbqum o hobcmhdfmbqo |muakamduo, h}no `}iku mxqë bkx umidýmx fkdx k`qkx, khdfk ak fmbqm, m k umk`d~kéèo k{}d mfekdso" O dbqm`mhqo, o} imuk`fmbqm lk`kbao, k fmbqm, aë k loufk> o |dqk` khumxhmbqk o adbkfdxfo m woamu&|dak: o fkqmudk` |mf wou þ`qdfo m dbhouwouk" ‐Hofo xm am|m mbhkuku kx louékx ka|muxkx ‘ {}m xèo db|dxæ|mdx m, mbqumqkbqo, ekxqkbqm |d|kx m qkbiæ|mdx?‖ F}dqo amwmbam ao mxqëido am amxmb|o`|dfmbqo am x}k hobxhdîbhdk" Bo hofméo, xm |ohî bèo qd|mu bmbc}f woamu m hobcmhdfmbqo oh}`qo mxwmhdkdx, o fm`cou {}m woam lk~mu ä wmufkbmhmu qèo {}dmqo m qukb{}dò {}kbqo woxxæ|m`" Xm o kqk{}m qofku k loufk am x}imxqýmx ka|muxkx, qmbqm klkxqë&`kx qukb{}d`kfmbqm, hofo lkudk hof kì}f oenmqo fkqmudk`" [}kbqo fkdx {}dmqo |ohî ldhku, fkdx lou& qm xm qoubkuë" K ekxm ldufm am qoao woamu mxwdudq}k` ä m{}kbdfdakam" \ohî bèo

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am|m amdsku {}m bkak wmuq}uem xm} m{}d`æeudo: mbqèo |ohî woam umxdxqdu k {}k`& {}mu mxwähdm am kqk{}m" Xm, k`äf adxxo, |ohî woxx}du adxhmubdfmbqo x}ldhdmbqm m w}amu |mu m kwkbcku kx fëx x}imxqýmx {}kbao m`kx hcmikumf k |ohî, qoubku&xm&ë f}dqo fkdx lëhd` klkxqë&`kx: fkx kì}fkx |m~mx m`kx |îf amxwmuhmedakx m mbqèo ä fkdx adlæhd` hofekqî&`kx" [}kbao dxqo khobqmhmu, |ohî am|m xmbqku&xm {}dmqo, lk~mu amxhmu k wk~ m }fk wuol}bak {}dmq}am dbqmudou" Fkbqmbck&xm ldufm m db|o& {}m hof hobldkbék m lä> xm x}k kxwdukéèo lou w}uk m ldufm, |ohî hmuqkfmbqm umhmemuë kn}ak" Ox kqk{}mx akx louékx ka|muxkx xèo dbm|dqë|mdx> |ohî am|m khmdqë&òx hofo qmxqmx bo hkfdbco m wuoxxmi}du houknoxkfmbqm kquk|äx ak wuo|kéèo" K `}qk woam xmu a}uk, fkx {}kbao xkdu am`k, qmuë ikbco kì}fk hodxk, qmuë k|kbékao }f wkx& xo" Cë fmxfo }fk bmhmxxdakam ak msdxqîbhdk akx louékx coxqdx" M`kx qoubkf k x}k amqmufdbkéèo fkdx louqm, x}k kxwdukéèo fkdx h`kuk" Ä |muakam, mbqumqkbqo, {}m m`kx msdxqmf wou{}m |ohî `cmx am} uk~èo wkuk msdxqdu" Mb{}kbqo co}|mu mf |ohî kìo {}m umxwobak k m`kx, x}k dbqmu|mbéèo ä wmulmdqkfmbqm `miæqdfk" Xm bkak mf |ohî umxwobamu, xm bèo qd|mu kwodo mf bmbc}fk wkuqm am x}k bkq}um~k, m`kx xm umqdukuèo m ao amdskuèo" Am {}k`{}mu loufk, m`kx bèo am|mf wkuku o} mbquk|ku xm} wuoiumxxo mxwdudq}k`" O þbdho fmdo am wmuamu k ekqk`ck hobquk kx louékx coxqdx ä bèo qmu hobldkbék |muakamduk bo k}sæ`do Ad|dbo" Xdbhmudakam bk kxwdukéèo xmfwum quk~ o xohouuo um{}mudao" ]f hckfkao {}dmqo, }fk hob|dhéèo am {}m, bmxqk kxhmbxèo mf aduméèo ç umk`d~k& éèo, |ohî b}bhk hkfdbck xo~dbco m }fk lä am {}m qoak |m~ {}m o k}sæ`do lou bmhmxxëudo m`m kwkumhmuë, m cë am hoba}~d&ò lëhd` m xmi}ukfmbqm wmò hkfdbco" ‐Imuk`fmbqm mxqkx louékx coxqdx |îf am louk o} am ambquo?‖ Xm |ohî wmbxk o} xmbqm {}m m`kx |îf am ambquo, woxxd|m`fmbqm |ohî xm keud} k m`kx m m`kx xm dbxqk`kukf xmf |ohî wmuhmeî&`kx" K |muakamduk bkq}um~k akx hod& xkx ä am ckufobdk: fkx cë }fk adxqouéèo mf hmuqox f}baox {}m wuoa}~mf wmu& |muxèo m coxqd`dakam" Xm qd|mu }fk louqm kldbdakam hof mxqmx f}baox am adxqou& éèo, |ohî woam lk~mu kfd~kam hof ox xmumx {}m |d|mf `ë m umxwobamu w`mbkfmb& qm çx x}kx x}imxqýmx" Khobqmhm, fkx bèo ä }fk hobadéèo f}dqo lm`d~" K hobxhdîb& hdk qoubk&xm dfmadkqkfmbqm oexh}umhdak m bèo woam adxqdbi}du mbqum o |muakamd& uo m o lk`xo: |ohî bèo woam bmf fmxfo ad~mu o {}m ä fmbqduk m o {}m bèo ä" Am {}k`{}mu nmdqo, {}kbao }f kqk{}m |dmu, k kqdq}am fkdx xëedk ä hobxdamuku {}m m`m |mdo am louk, m ad~mu> ‐Dxqo bèo xo} m} m bèo qmbco bkak k |mu hof dxqo‖" \ohî am|m `daku, ak fmxfk loufk, hof qoaox ox dfw}`xox m amxmnox dblmudoumx m qoakx kx aþ|dakx m dbakikéýmx ak fmbqm" Xm |ohî xm dambqdldhku hof m`kx, k adld& h}àkam mf `}qku hobquk m`kx qoubku&xm&ë f}dqo fkdou: wodx mbqèo |ohî qmf k

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xmbxkéèo am {}m mxqë mblumbqkbao k xmfwum adlæhd` qkumlk am x}wmuku x}k wuøwudk bkq}um~k" Fkx amxam {}m woxxk ad~mu> ‐Bèo, bèo xo} m}, bèo qmbco bkak hof dxqo‖, xmuë f}dqo fkdx lëhd` adxwmuxë&`kx" ‐Obam woam xmu qukékak k `dbck am amfku hkéèo mbqum o dbqmudou m o msqmudou?‖ K `dbck ä f}dqo l`msæ|m`: m`k woam mxqku qèo wuøsdfk o} adxqkbqm {}kbqo |ohî {}dxmu" \ohî woam dbh`}du qoakx kx hodxkx m xmbqd&`kx hofo }fk wkuqm o} wkuhm`k am xm} m} umk`: o} woam noië&`kx louk hofo lkudk hof }f ldo am hkemò o} wmakéo am }bck, xmf xmu klmqkao wou dxxo, am foao kì}f" Qmf ck|dao um`didýmx h}nox xmi}daoumx bèo xm xmwkukudkf bmf fmxfo am }f ldo am hkemò o} wmakéo am }bck, qmfmbao wmuamu kìo am x}k wmuxobk`dakam" K{}m`mx {}m xèo hkwk~mx am mswkbadu x}k hobxhdîbhdk am foao qèo |kxqo {}kbqo o f}bao, qoubkf&xm o f}bao: fkx k{}m`mx {}m mxqèo lmhckaox mf xm}x wm{}m& box houwox m xmbqdfmbqox `dfdqkaox amqîf&xm bmxqmx `dfdqmx> xm}x houwox m xm}x xmbqdfmbqox fmx{}dbcox loufkf wkuk m`mx k qoqk`dakam am xm} xmu" ‐Woam k xdfw`mx lä hudku q}ao, hob{}dxqku q}ao?‖ Xdf, fkx am|m xmu }fk lä dbqmiuk` m kexo`}qk" M am|m xmu ak {}k`dakam hmuqk, bèo fmukfmbqm }fk louék am wmbxkfmbqo o} am |obqkam, fkx kì}fk hodxk fkdx m fkdx wuol}bak" K |obqkam imukak wm`k fmbqm khkuumqk umkéýmx owoxqkx m hudk }fk umxdxqîbhdk" \ohî am|m qmu o}|dao lk`ku kìo xoeum o fäqoao Ho}ä am h}uku aombékx" M`m hobcmhdk kì}f xmiumao amxqm woamu m }qd`d~k|k&o hof hobxd& amuë|m` mlmdqo: fkx hckfk|k&o am dfkidbkéèo m xm} fäqoao am} ç lä, {}m m`m }qd`d~k|k, }fk loufk mshmxxd|kfmbqm fmbqk`" Lä fmbqk` bèo ä x}ldhdmbqm> am|m xmu hofw`mqkak m umlouékak wou }fk lä |dqk` m kqä fmxfo læxdhk, }fk lä ao hou& wo" Xm |ohî w}amu hudku mf xd fmxfo }fk louék dbqmiuk` amxqk mxwähdm mf qoao o xm} xmu, mbqèo bkak woamuë umxdxqdu k m`k: fkx |ohî am|m amxhmu ko fkdx x}e& hobxhdmbqm, am|m ldsku k lä mf qoakx kx hä`}`kx ao houwo" Wou msmfwò, kiouk cë wou kæ o hofméo am }f hobcmhdfmbqo mbqum ox hdmbqdxqkx am {}m k fouqm bèo ä }fk bmhmxxdakam" Fkx k c}fkbdakam, mf imuk`, khumadqk ldufmfmbqm bk fouqm: ä, woam&xm ad~mu, }fk x}imxqèo c}fkbk hof}f, ekxmkak b}fk òbik mswmudîb& hdk df}që|m`" Xm mxqk humbék w}amxxm xmu msqduwkak, wudfmduo ak fmbqm hobxhdmb& qm, m amwodx ak bkq}um~k |dqk` m akx hkfkakx læxdhkx x}ehobxhdmbqmx, k fouqm bèo fkdx xmudk dbm|dqë|m`" ‐Fkx bèo ä xofmbqm bk fmbqm a o cofmf {}m k daädk am fouqm msdxqm" K hudkéèo kbdfk` në k hobcmhdk kbqmx am`m"‖ K fouqm hofo }f lkqo qmf xdao kxxohdkak ç qoak loufk am |dak bk qmuuk: fkx o cofmf k hofwummbam b}f xmbqdao adlmumbqm ao xdibdldhkao {}m k Bkq}&


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um~k oudidbk`fmbqm hoòho} bm`k" Bo cofmf m box kbdfkdx {}m mxqèo fkdx wuø& sdfox ao bæ|m` am`m, k bmhmxxdakam ak fouqm qofo} }fk loufk m xdibdldhkéèo mxwmhdkdx wkuk x}kx hobxhdîbhdkx: fkx o hobcmhdfmbqo x}ehobxhdmbqm bk Bkq}um& ~k dblmudou {}m x}wouqk k fouqm ä k xmbxkéèo ak bmhmxxdakam am umbo|kéèo, am f}akbék m am qukbxloufkéèo" Loukf kx hobadéýmx ak fkqäudk xoeum k qmuuk {}m ld~mukf k fouqm dbadxwmb& xë|m`" O xmbqdao qoqk` ak m|o`}éèo ak Fkqäudk qmf xdao }f humxhdfmbqo {}m, wkuqdbao am }f wudfmduo mxqkao am dbhobxhdîbhdk, xm adudim wkuk }fk hobxhdîbhdk xmfwum humxhmbqm" M wou hk}xk ak fkbmduk hofo kx hodxkx khobqmhmukf, k adxxo& `}éèo akx loufkx qoubo}&xm }fk bmhmxxdakam dbm|dqë|m` bmxqm wuohmxxo am humx& hdfmbqo, wou{}m lod bmhmxxëudk }fk loufk ldsk wkuk {}m k hobxhdîbhdk dbad|da}k` ouikbd~kak w}amxxm qmu }f kwodo mxqë|m`" M, hobq}ao, lod k ldsdam~ ak loufk {}m qoubo} k fouqm dbm|dqë|m`" K Fkqäudk qdbck am kxx}fdu loufkx: k dbad|da}k`d~kéèo m k dbhouwoukéèo hobhumqk am louékx&|dak o} louékx&hobxhdîbhdk qmudkf xdao dfwoxxæ|mdx xmf mxqk hoòhkéèo mf loufkx, m xmf mxqkx louékx qmudkf lk`qkao kx wudfmdukx hobadéýmx am msdxqîbhdk ouikbd~kak bo w`kbo ak fkqäudk" Fkx }fk loufkéèo amldbdak m hobhumqk ka{}dum k qmbaîbhdk am qoubku&xm dfmadkqkfmbqm uæidak, a}uk m wmqudldhkak" K loufk dbad|da}k` wmuxdxqd} hofo }f foàm mshmxxd& |kfmbqm kwmuqkao: bèo woam xmi}du ox fo|dfmbqox akx louékx: bèo woam f}aku mf ckufobdk hof k wuoiumxxd|k qukbxloufkéèo bo adbkfdxfo }bd|muxk`: bèo woam xkqdxlk~mu hobqdb}kfmbqm k msdiîbhdk ak Bkq}um~k o} k|kbéku qkbqo {}kbqo m`k: kxxdf m`k ä `kbékak louk ak houumbqm" B}f hmuqo wobqo amxqk humxhmbqm adx& wkudakam m amxkufobdk mbqum k loufk m k louék {}m k wumxxdobk, ä dbm|dqë|m` }fk hofw`mqk adxxo`}éèo ak loufk" ]fk bo|k loufk am|m xmu hudkak, }fk bo|k cku& fobdk m wkudakam woxxded`dqkak" Mxqk ä k |muakamduk xdibdldhkéèo ak fouqm m mxqk ä x}k }qd`dakam bk bkq}um~k" Fkx xm k loufk w}amxxm qoubku&xm fkdx uëwdak m f}që|m` m kx hä`}`kx ao houwo w}amxxmf xmu amxwmuqkakx wkuk khofwkbcku k f}akbék ao mxqkao am hobxhdîbhdk, bèo ck|mudk bmhmxxdakam am }fk adxxo`}éèo auëxqdhk, m k fouqm bèo xmudk fkdx dbm|dqë|m`" ‐Ad~mf {}m amxkxqumx m hkqëxquolmx bk Bkq}um~k, qmuumfoqo m ad`þ|do m kl} b& akfmbqo am hobqdbmbqmx, xèo hobxm{}îbhdkx am }fk c}fkbdakam adxhouakbqm m wmhkaouk, m {}m, hof o wuoiumxxo m o amxmb|o`|dfmbqo ak ukék c}fkbk, }fk f}akbék houumxwobambqm kwkumhmuë bk Bkq}um~k læxdhk" Kqä {}m wobqo dxqo ä |muakamduo?‖ Qk`|m~ loxxm fkdx |muakamduo ad~mu {}m ä }f m o fmxfo fo|dfmbqo am hobxhdîbhdk {}m xm mswumxxk b}fk Bkq}um~k owudfdak wou hk`kfdakamx m hkqëx& quolmx m b}fk c}fkbdakam mf amxkufobdk" Kx a}kx hodxkx bèo xèo hk}xk m mlmd& qo, fkx mxqèo bo fmxfo bæ|m`" Khdfk am`kx cë }fk hobxhdîbhdk {}m mxqë wuoh}&

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ukbao fkbdlmxqkéèo m dbhouwoukéèo xoeum k qmuuk, m bk x}k amxhdak mf aduméèo ç fkqäudk mbhobquk mf qoao `}iku, bo cofmf m bk Bkq}um~k læxdhk, k fmxfk umxdx& qîbhdk" Qoak amxouamf m amxkufobdk {}m |mfox bk qmuuk xèo o umx}`qkao amxqk umxdxqîbhdk" Hk`kfdakam m hkqëxquolm, hobl`dqo m |do`îbhdk, oexh}udakam m dibouåb& hdk ‘ qoaox mxqmx fk`mx wuo|îf ak fmxfk lobqm" O cofmf bèo ä k hk}xk ak Bkq}um~k msqmubk, bmf k Bkq}um~k msqmubk k hk}xk ao cofmf, fkx kfeox amwmbamf am }fk fmxfk m þbdhk hodxk {}m mxqë wou quëx am`mx m ä fkdou {}m m`mx, m kfeox xèo wkuqm am }f fo|dfmbqo wmuwäq}o m wuoiumxxd|o ao f}bao fkqmudk`, wkuk mswumxxë&`k" Kiouk, xm co}|mu amxwmuqkao, mf kì}f `}iku xoeum k qmuuk, }fk umhmwqd|d& akam m kemuq}uk x}ldhdmbqmx wkuk quk~mu wkuk ekdso, bk x}k w}um~k, kìo ak hobx& hdîbhdk Ad|dbk, mxqk amxhdak m fkbdlmxqkéèo bk fkqäudk woamf f}aku, bèo xofmbqm k |dak dbqmudou, fkx qkfeäf kx hobadéýmx fkqmudkdx, k mswumxxèo læxdhk bo cofmf m bk Bkq}um~k" Mxqk amxhdak bèo amwmbam, wkuk x}k woxxded`dakam, ak hobadéèo ak c}fkbdakam hofo }f qoao" Xm qd|äxxmfox am mxwmuku {}m k fkxxk ak c}fkbdakam k`hkbékxxm mxqm mxqkao am ckufobdk, }bdakam m kxwdukéèo x}ld& hdmbqmfmbqm louqmx wkuk quk~mu wkuk ekdso k @}~ m f}akx kx hobadéýmx fkqmudkdx m o fo|dfmbqo ak Bkq}um~k, ck|mudk emf wo}hk mxwmukbék" Fkx msdxqm k woxxd& ed`dakam am {}m }f dbad|æa}o o} }f wm{}mbo iu}wo o} }f bþfmuo `dfdqkao woxxk hobxmi}du k amxhdak" Bèo ä k {}kbqdakam o} msqmbxèo {}m dfwouqk" ]fk ioqk ak Hobxhdîbhdk Ad|dbk {}m wmbmqukxxm bk hobxhdîbhdk ak qmuuk woamudk f}aku q}ao k{}d" Ä o fdxqäudo ao hobqkqo m l}xèo aox w`kbox fkdx k`qox hof ox fkdx ekdsox {}m ä o xmiumao, k hck|m mxhobadak" Mxqm hobqkqo m mxqk l}xèo qîf xmfwum }fk louék qukbxloufkaouk: xø {}m k{}d xmudk mf }fk mxhk`k fkdx kfw`k m k`hkbékudk }f iuk} fkdou" Xm co}|mu kì}äf bk qmuuk {}m xmnk hkwk~ am mbquku hobxhdmbqm& fmbqm mf hobqkqo hof }f w`kbo {}m kdbak bèo qmbck xm fkbdlmxqkao k{}d m xm, m`m|kbao&xm kqä m`m bk x}k hobxhdîbhdk, w}amu lk~mu hof {}m mxqm w`kbo xm mbhobqum hof o w`kbo fkqmudk` m xm ckufobd~mf, mbqèo woam khobqmhmu }f iukbam fo|dfmbqo amhdxd|o am qukbxloufkéèo ak Bkq}um~k, kdbak bèo umk`d~kao" ]f bo|o woamu amxhmuë m f}akuë kx hobadéýmx am |dak xoeum k qmuuk" Fmxfo hofo ä, qoakx kx |m~mx {}m }fk iukbam k`fk |mdo m um|mò} kì}fk `}~ am |muakam o} quo}sm xoeum k qmuuk }fk bo|k louék, kx hobadéýmx bk qmuuk f}akukf, mfeouk bèo mskqkfmbqm ao nmdqo amxmnkao o} mxwmukao" Wou msmf& wò, }f xmu {}m qdbck kqdbidao }f hmuqo w`kbo am hobcmhdfmbqo m hobxhdîbhdk m mswmudîbhdk mxwdudq}k` |mdo m adxxm> ‐Mxqo} |ox quk~mbao `demuqkéèo‖ o} ‐Mxqo} |ox quk~mbao k wk~‖" K{}m`mx ç x}k |o`qk khumadqkukf, qk`|m~, {}m x}k wuofmxxk am|dk xmu mbqmbadak am }fk loufk fkqmudk`: {}kbao amxhoeudukf {}m bèo muk


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hofo qdbckf wmbxkao, bèo w}amukf mbqmbamu o {}m m`m ck|dk lmdqo" O {}m m`m quo}sm lod }fk f}akbék bk hobxhdîbhdk, }fk wk~ am }fk mxwähdm kqä mbqèo amx& hobcmhdak, o} }fk hkwkhdakam am `demuqkéèo {}m bèo msdxqdk kbqmx k{}d" Fkx mxqmx fo|dfmbqox wmuqmbhdkf ç |dak dbqmudou m bèo quo}smukf bmbc}fk f}akb& ék msqmubk, qkbiæ|m` ko f}bao" Qk`|m~ k dbqmbéèo am f}aku o f}bao msqmubk& fmbqm bèo mxqd|mxxm `ë: qk`|m~ bèo co}|mxxm o hobcmhdfmbqo bmhmxxëudo: mbqum& qkbqo, kwmxku am q}ao, mxqmx wdobmduox umk`d~kukf kì}fk hodxk" K amxwmdqo am qoakx kx kwkuîbhdkx ka|muxkx, woam emf xmu {}m k qmuuk mxqmnk xm wumwkukbao wkuk }fk hmuqk umk`d~kéèo, wkxxo k wkxxo m wou mqkwkx" Qmf ck|d& ao }fk f}akbék bk hd|d`d~kéèo m }fk f}akbék bk bkq}um~k" Xm bèo ä m|dambqm, ä wou{}m |mfox ao wobqo am |dxqk msqmubo m wou{}m k fkqäudk m x}kx adldh}àk& amx kqä conm b}bhk loukf qukqkakx hof xmudmakam m hofw`mqkfmbqm" Hobq}ao, dbqmubkfmbqm co}|m }f wuoiumxxo: bk hobxhdîbhdk dbqmudou co}|m amxhdakx ak @}~" Fkx {}kbqo k {}k`{}mu umk`d~kéèo bk fkqäudk, ä adlæhd` ad~mu kì}fk hodxk, wou{}m bèo xkemfox mskqkfmbqm o {}m woam qmu khobqmhdao `ë" Co}|m bo wkxxkao umfoqo hd|d`d~kéýmx em`kx m iukbamx, qk`|m~ qèo kadkbqkakx fkqmudk`fmbqm {}kbqo k boxxk" Xoe }f hmuqo wobqo am |dxqk, kx fkdx foamubkx wkumhmf qmu xdao xofmbqm }fk umwmqdéèo akx h}`q}ukx fkdx kbqdikx m, mbqumqkb& qo, bèo xm woam ad~mu {}m bèo co}|m wuoiumxxo kì}f" ]f wuoiumxxo dbqmudou, wmò fmbox, lod k`hkbékao, m }fk fkdou wuobqdaèo wkuk umxwobamu ç hobxhdîbhdk fkdx k`qk bkxhm} box bæ|mdx fkqmudkdx" Lod bmhmxxëudo lk~mu |ëudkx |m~mx kx fmx& fkx hodxkx, wou{}m o {}m lod qmbqkao b}bhk lod x}ldhdmbqmfmbqm emf lmdqo: fkx hkak |m~ xm kwuosdfo} ak fkbmduk fkdx kam{}kak am lk~î&ò" [}kbao wukqdhk& fox }f msmuhæhdo f}dqkx m f}dqkx |m~mx, wkumhm {}m mxqkfox umwmqdbao xmfwum k fmxfk hodxk m, qoak|dk, o umx}`qkao kh}f}`kqd|o ä }fk f}akbék mlmqd|k" O muuo ä o`cku wkuk mxqkx hodxkx kquk|äx akx adfmbxýmx ak hobxhdîbhdk c}fkbk, wou{}m, |dxqox kxxdf, mxqmx fo|dfmbqox |kxqox m wuol}baox wkumhmf dbmsw`dhë|mdx" Ä wmudioxo qmbqku msw`dhku o} mbqmbaî&òx hof k dbqm`diîbhdk fmb& qk` `dfdqkak" Mxqk ä k uk~èo wm`k {}k` k ldòxoldk qmf xmfwum lk`ckao mf amx|mb& aku o xmiumao akx hodxkx: ä wou{}m qmbqo} kn}xqku o }bd|muxo ko qkfkbco ak fmbqm c}fkbk" ‐[}kbqox am bøx xm `mfeukf akx |dakx kbqmudoumx?‖ Mf qoaox, mf kì}fk wkuqm am boxxk hobxhdîbhdk, cë }fk `mfeukbék" Fkx mxqm ä }f kxx}bqo wmudioxo, wou{}m k fmbqm c}fkbk ioxqk f}dqo am uofkbhm" Kxxdf {}m m`k xkem am {}k`{}mu hodxk amxqk |muakam ao umbkxhdfmbqo, {}mu hobxqu}du `dbakx cdxqøudkx ç |o`qk am`k" F}dqkx wmxxokx `cm lkudkf bkuukqd|kx fkuk|d`coxkx am hofo o f}bao lod hudkao m hofo wuoxxmi}duë bo l}q}uo, hofo m

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HOB\MUXKX"""

obam |ohî bkxhm} bo wkxxkao m o {}m |ohî xmuë l}q}ukfmbqm, kx |dakx {}m |d|m} m kx |dakx {}m kdbak |d|muë" Q}ao dxqo bkak qmf k |mu hof k |dak mxwdudq}k`" K |muakamduk `mfeukbék am bkxhdfmbqox wkxxkaox umk`fmbqm woam xmu wkuqm am }f hobcmhdfmbqo dbqmiuk`: fkx bèo woam xmu hobxmi}dao kquk|äx amxqkx lkbqk& xdkx dfkidbkqd|kx" Xm, am }f `kao, ä }f hobcmhdfmbqo oenmqd|o, m kæ msdxqm f}dqk hckbhm wkuk db|mbéèo, adxqouéèo m hobxqu}éýmx lk`xkx" Wkuk k`hkbéku k |muakam amxqkx hodxkx, k hobxhdîbhdk {}m qmf k mswmudîbhdk am|m xmu w}uk m `æfwdak, `d|um am {}k`{}mu dbqmulmuîbhdk fmbqk` o} |dqk`, amxmfekukékak am boéýmx m wmbxk& fmbqox wmxxokdx m ao cëedqo ak x}k fmbqm am dbqmuwumqku o} msw`dhku q}ao ç x}k fkbmduk" ]fk mswmudîbhdk am |dakx wkxxkakx woam xmu |muakamduk, fkx mbqum o {}m |ohî |d} m k msw`dhkéèo o} k hobxqu}éèo am x}k fmbqm khmuhk adxxo, cë xmf& wum }f iukbam kedxfo" Xofmbqm {}kbao |ohî w}amu xm m`m|ku khdfk am x}k fmbqm ä {}m woamuë k`hkbéku k |muakam"

<" XMUMX []M WKUMHMF \KFWDUOX ‐Msdxqmf xmumx c}fkbox {}m wkumhmf |kfwduox" O {}m xèo m`mx m wou {}m xèo kxxdf?‖ M`mx bèo xèo c}fkbox: qîf kwmbkx }fk loufk o} kwkuîbhdk c}fkbk" Xèo mbhkubkéýmx am xmumx ao f}bao {}m mxqë dfmadkqkfmbqm wuøsdfo ao læxdho, xmumx {}m |d|mf bo w`kbo {}m hckfkfox am f}bao |dqk`" Ä }f f}bao am qoaox ox amxmnox am |do`îbhdk m ikbåbhdk m mxwmuqm~k m qoak mxwähdm am dibouåbhdk: fkx qoaox ox adbkfdxfox mxqèo qkfeäf `ë, qoakx kx mbmuidkx&louék m qoaox ox woam& umx" Ox xmumx amxqm f}bao qîf, wou x}k bkq}um~k, }f mxqukbco aofæbdo xoeum o f}bao fkqmudk` m woamf msmuhmu xoeum m`m }fk dbl`}îbhdk xdbdxquk" Kì}bx am`mx xèo loufkaox aox umxqox am xmumx c}fkbox {}m wmuxdxqmf amwodx ak fouqm, bk kqfoxlmuk |dqk`, wmuqo ao w`kbo&qmuuk" Xm}x amxmnox m åbxdkx kdbak l`}q}kf `ë m hobxmu|kf&xm mf loufk fmxfo amwodx ak adxxo`}éèo ao houwo: lum{ðmbqmfmbqm xèo dfwm`daox k hobqdb}ku fkbdlmxqkbao&xm m xkqdxlk~mbao&xm, m k hobxm{ðîbhdk ä o bkxhdfmbqo amxqkx hudkq}ukx ao f}bao |dqk`" Fkx mxqmx xèo xmumx am fmbou dfwouqåbhdk: xm woamf hk}xku wuoe`mfkx, bèo ä, wouäf, dfwoxxæ|m` `daku hof m`mx" Msdxqmf o}quox, f}dqo fkdx wmudioxox, {}m b}bhk mxqd|mukf mf loufk c}fkbk, {}m b}bhk bkxhmukf b}f houwo c}fkbo xoeum k qmuuk, wou{}m, am foao imuk`, m`mx xm umh}xkf k khmdqku mxqm foao am bkxhdfmbqo, wodx ä mxhuk|d& aèo ç fkqäudk m wumlmumf wmufkbmhmu mf xm} wuøwudo f}bao, woamuoxox m bohd|ox, m am `ë fkbqmu o xm} hobquo`m xoeum ox xmumx ak qmuuk" Mfeouk bèo {}md& ukf bkxhmu bk qmuuk, m`mx {}mumf mxqku mf hobqkqo hof k bkq}um~k læxdhk, fkx xmf ldhku `dfdqkaox k m`k" Xm} fäqoao ä mswmudfmbqku wudfmduo `kbéku x}k dbl`}îbhdk xoeum }f cofmf: mbqèo mbqukf |kikuoxkfmbqm bk x}k kqfoxlmuk m ldbk`fmbqm woamf hobxmi}du qoqk` aofæbdo xoeum m`m, msw}`xkbao hofw`mqkfmb&

XMUMX []M WKUMHMF \KFWDUOX

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qm k |muakamduk k`fk m wmuxobk`dakam c}fkbkx" Mxqkx hudkq}uk, {}kbao bk woxxm am }f houwo qmuumbo, woamf qmu }fk kwkuîbhdk c}fkbk, fkx bèo qîf }fk bkq}um~k c}fkbk" Xm} hoxq}fm ä |k`mu&xm ak |dak&louék aox xmumx c}fkbox: kqk& hkf m hkwq}ukf }f woamu |dqk` xmfwum {}m woamf, m k`dfmbqkf&xm adxqo" Xm |dmumf wkuk ambquo am x}k kqfoxlmuk, |ohî xm xmbqduë amwudfdao m msk}xqo umwmbqdbkfmbqm: xm |ohî ldhku wmuqo am`mx wou kì}f qmfwo, hkduë aombqm: xm |d|mu hof}f am`mx, m`m woamuë fkqë&ò" ‐Fkx hofo ä {}m xm woam msw}`xku qkdx hudkq}ukx ao kfedmbqm am kì}äf, {}kbao në mxqd|mumf `ë dbxqk`kakx?‖ O woamu |dqk` mbhkubkao bmxqmx xmumx ä am }fk bkq}um~k f}dqo fkqmudk` m ä mlmqd|o kwmbkx ambquo am }fk wm{}mbk adxqåbhdk" Imuk`fmbqm, xm |ohî bèo |d|mu bk fmxfk hkxk o} bèo mxqd|mu mf hofwkbcdk am`mx, bèo hkduë xoe x}k dbl`}îbhdk" Fkx xm |ohî keudu kì}f hkbk` am hobmsèo o} hof}bdhkéèo, kquk|äx am hkuqkx, wou msmfwò, mbqèo |ohî wuowdhdk }f dbqmuhåfedo am louékx m ldhk x}nmdqo k xmu dbl`}mbhdkao wou m`mx, fmxfo k }fk iukbam adxqåbhdk" K fkbmduk fkdx xëedk am `daku hof mxqmx xmumx ä houqku qoak hobmsèo m bèo qmu bkak k |mu hof m`mx ‘ k bèo xmu {}m |ohî kwumbadao hofo umxi}kuaku&xm m wuoqmimu&xm ‘ fkx fmxfo kxxdf ä xmfwum }fk hodxk wmudioxk mb|o`|mu&xm hof m`mx" Mxwmuku qukbxloufë& òx, hofo kì}fkx wmxxokx lk~mf, ä }fk |è d`}xèo wou{}m bèo {}mumf xmu qukbxloufkaox" M`mx bèo qîf bmbc}fk dbqmbéèo am wmufdqdu {}k`{}mu qukbxlou& fkéèo m ä dbþqd` qoao mxlouéo bmxqk aduméèo" Mxqmx xmumx, {}kbao b}f houwo c}fkbo, bèo mxqèo xmfwum hobxhdmbqmx ao {}m umk`fmbqm xèo" Kì}fkx |m~mx qîf }fk |kik xmbxkéèo am {}m bèo xèo dbqmd& ukfmbqm c}fkbox, bo xmbqdao hof}f" Hobq}ao, msdxqmf hkxox mf {}m xèo hobxhdmbqmx, m f}dqo hobxhdmbqmx: bèo kwmbkx xkemf {}m bèo wmuqmbhmf ç c}fkbdakam, fkx xkemf o {}m xèo, kimf bmxxm hobcmhdfmbqo m am`demukak& fmbqm |èo ko mbhk`éo am xm}x ldbx" Ox xmumx ao f}bao |dqk` xèo woamuoxox wm`k x}k wuøwudk bkq}um~k: {}kbao khumxhmbqkf hobcmhdfmbqo k xm} woamu, qoubkf& xm a}w`kfmbqm wmudioxox" Bèo cë bkak k xmu lmdqo hof mxqkx hudkq}ukx: |ohî am|mudk m|dqku qmu {}k`{}mu um`kéèo hof m`kx, k bèo xmu {}m qmbck o woamu am mxfkië&`kx m amxqu}æ&`kx" Xm |ohî lou oeudikao k mbquku mf hobqkqo hof m`kx, h}dakao hof o lkxhæbdo {}m msmuhmf" Mxqmx xmumx |dqkdx, {}kbao xm fkbdlmxqkf bo w`kbo læxdho, qîf xmfwum iukbam woamu cdwbøqdho, wou{}m o hmbquo am x}k hobxhdîbhdk mxqë bo f}bao |dqk` m bèo bo fkqmudk`, m m`mx bèo xèo |m`kaox m adfdb}æaox wm`k hobxhdîbhdk fkqmudk`, hofo ox xmumx c}fkbox"

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‐Bèo ä |muakam {}m mxqkx hudkq}ukx xèo kqukæakx wkuk k |dak mxwdudq}k`, wou kì}fk wmh}`dku lkxhdbkéèo?‖ Xdf, wou{}m m`kx xmbqmf {}m bèo wmuqmbhmf k mxqk qmuuk, fkx |îf am kì}f o}quo `}iku: m xmbqmf qkfeäf {}m woxx}mf woamumx aox {}kdx wmuamukf k fmqkam, m mxqèo kbxdoxkx wkuk hobxmi}d&òx am |o`qk" Mbqèo, obam {}mu {}m mbhobqumf kì}äf {}m `cmx woxxk aku kì}f hobcmhdfmbqo ao f}bao db|dxæ|m`, houumf wkuk m`m" Fkx m`kx hobl}bamf o |dqk` hof o f}bao mxwdudq}k` m mf x}k wuoh}uk xmi}mf ox ldbx |dqkdx m bèo ox mxwdudq}kdx" O} qk`|m~, am`demukakfmbqm wuoh}ukf houuofwmu k mxwdudq}k`dakam m hobxqu}du }fk dfdqkéèo am`k box foàmx am x}k wuøwudk bkq}um~k" Fmxfo kxxdf, ä }fk mxwähdm am cofmbkimf {}m wumx& qkf, o} }f qdwo am umwkukéèo {}m lk~m, ç x}k fkbmduk, ç |dak mxwdudq}k`" M cë qkfeäf }fk mxwähdm am kqukéèo {}m kx hofwm`mf: m`kx xm um|o`qkukf hobquk kx umiukx Ad|dbkx, wouäf, kwmxku am x}k um|o`qk, o} qk`|m~ wou hk}xk am`k, xmbqmf& xm am kì}f foao wumxkx m louqmfmbqm kqukæakx wm`k x}k wumxmbék" Ä wou dxxo {}m khobqmhm |î&`kx kì}fkx |m~mx xmbao }xkakx hofo dbxqu}fmb& qox, wkuk mxqkem`mhmu hobqkqo mbqum k{}m`mx {}m am|mf umk`d~ku k |dak mxwdudq}k` xoeum k qmuuk" M`kx bèo xm wumxqkf wuowoxdqkakfmbqm wkuk mxqk ldbk`dakam, fkx xèo hofwm`dakx k m`k" Ä }fk mxwähdm am hofwmbxkéèo {}m aèo" Wou xmbqdumf k wumxxèo ak @}~ {}m amxhm, wmuhmemf {}m o qmfwo hcmio} o} |duë emf hmao, {}kbao am|mf mxho`cmu mbqum k hob|muxèo o} adxxo`}éèo, mxho`cmu o} mbqumiku& xm ç \obqkam Ad|dbk m lk~mu x}k wkuqm bo Iukbam W`kbo o} fmui}`cku ambquo ak dbhobxhdîbhdk m amdsku am msdxqdu" O hobqkqo hof k{}m`m {}m e}xhk k \muakam aë k mxqmx xmumx x}k hckbhm am f}aku" Q}ao amwmbam am hofo m`mx |èo }qd`d~ku mxqk owouq}bdakam" Kwuo|mdqkak houumqkfmbqm, woam keudu xm} hkfdbco wkuk k `demu& qkéèo ak lk`xdakam m oexh}udakam m fdxäudk, {}m ä o mxqolo am {}m xèo lmdqkx mxqkx hudkq}ukx ao f}bao |dqk`, m `m|ë&`kx ç Umimbmukéèo m ç \dak" ‐Bèo qîf mxqmx xmumx }f iukbam hobquo`m xoeum o woamu fobmqëudo?‖ Xdf" O woamu ao adbcmduo mxqë kq}k`fmbqm xoe k dbl`}îbhdk o} bkx fèox akx louékx m xmumx ao f}bao |dqk`" Ä wou hk}xk amxqk dbl`}îbhdk {}m |ohî b}bhk |î o adbcmduo dbao mf {}kbqdkx hobxdamuë|mdx wkuk k hk}xk ak \muakam" M`m xmfwum xm msquk|dk, wou{}m mxqë bkx ikuukx akx louékx coxqdx m ä }fk akx fkbmdukx wudbhd& wkdx wm`k {}k` m`kx hobxmu|kf xm} aofæbdo xoeum k qmuuk" K dbl`}îbhdk akx louékx coxqdx xoeum o woamu fobmqëudo ä qoqk`, woamuoxk m hofw`mqkfmbqm ouikbd~kak, m ä }fk qkumlk akx fkdx adlæhmdx msqukdu kì}fk hodxk amxqk hofwkhqk ouikbd~k& éèo" Qoakx kx |m~mx {}m |ohî mswmudfmbqk kuukbhku }f wo}ho amxqm adbcmduo am xm}x kq}kdx amqmbqoumx, |ohî qmf {}m quk|ku }fk ekqk`ck lmuo~"

XMUMX []M WKUMHMF \KFWDUOX

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M, hobq}ao, }f þbdho xdbk` am |dqøudk mf kì}f `}iku xoeum kx louékx ka|mu& xkx {}m qîf o hobquo`m ao adbcmduo, qoubkudk k |dqøudk woxxæ|m`, xdf}`qåbmk m k}qofkqdhkfmbqm, mf qoaox ox o}quox wobqox qkfeäf" Xm mf }f þbdho `}iku m`mx hmamxxmf, qoaox k{}m`mx {}m kiouk xmbqmf {}m bèo woamf aku adbcmduo wkuk k hk}xk ak \muakam mswmudfmbqkudkf am umwmbqm }f iukbam m dbqmbxo amxmno am lk~î&ò" Bèo ä {}m mxxmx cofmbx udhox, {}m xèo fkdx o} fmbox eudb& {}maox m dbxqu}fmbqox bkx fèox akx louékx |dqkdx, xm xdbqkf hof wo}hk |obqkam am ikxqku: m`mx qîf w`mbk hobxhdîbhdk am x}k k|kum~k, fkx xø {}kbao ox amxmnox m dfw}`xox |dqkdx bèo xèo qohkaox" Wodx {}kbao ä wkuk xkqdxlk~mu kì}f amxmno {}m hobxdamukf xm}, m`mx ikxqkf wuobqkfmbqm: wouäf, xm hckfkaox wkuk wkuqd& `cku xm} emf&mxqku m embmlæhdox am x}k ud{}m~k hof ox o}quox, mbqèo khckf adlæ& hd` xmwkuku&xm am xm} adbcmduo" O woamu |dqk` {}m hobquo`k o adbcmduo ä hofo }f i}kuadèo {}m hobxmu|k x}k ud{}m~k b}f iukbam holum, xmfwum cmufmqdhkfmbqm lmhckao" Hkak |m~ {}m xm wmam çx wmxxokx {}m mxqèo mf x}kx ikuukx {}m umwku& qkf xm} adbcmduo, m`kx `m|kbqkf qoak mxwähdm am wmui}bqkx h}dakaoxkx kbqmx am hobxmbqdumf keudu x}kx eo`xkx, fmxfo {}m xmnk kwmbkx }f wo}{}dbco: fkx xm }f dfw}`xo |dqk` xm `m|kbqku ambquo am`kx, hof x}k msdiîbhdk, o i}kuadèo xmbqm& xm lm`d~ am mxhkbhkuku o holum m o adbcmduo l`}d `d|umfmbqm" Hof}fmbqm, ox amxm& nox |dqkdx kox {}kdx m`m oemamhm xèo hobn}ikaox hof ox dfw}`xox xms}kdx, fkx f}dqo lum{ðmbqmfmbqm qkfeäf m`m xm x}efmqm ko amxmno wou lkfk m hobxdamuk& éèo, amxmno am hofdak o} {}k`{}mu o}quo {}m mxqd|mu bo fmxfo w`kbo |dqk`" Q}ao {}m bèo wmuqmbék k mxqk hkqmioudk ä {}mxqdobkao m mxhu}qdbkao udiouoxk& fmbqm, um`}qkbqmfmbqm kafdqdao m wou ldf fkdx hof}fmbqm umh}xkao o k}sæ`do" Bk{}m`mx {}m xèo mxhuk|ox am xmumx |dqkdx, o amxmno wm`k |muakam m `}~ m umk`d~k& éèo mxwdudq}k`, fmxfo {}m dxqo ox qo{}m am kì}f foao, bèo woam hofwmbxku k kqukéèo wou adbcmduo" Hobxmi}du am x}kx fèox adbcmduo wkuk o Ad|dbo xdibdldhk msw}`xku o amfñbdo ambquo am`mx: |ohî qmf wudfmduo {}m hob{}dxqku o} hob|mu& qmu o xmu |dqk` k {}mf m`mx xmu|mf, o {}m bèo ä qkumlk lëhd`" Cofmbx {}m mxqèo xoe k dbl`}îbhdk am hudkq}ukx |dqkdx woamf x}exqdq}du }fk |dak lëhd`, umnmdqku ad|mu& qdfmbqox m qoubku&xm dbqmbxkfmbqm kxhäqdhox m hobq}ao wmufkbmhmu qèo wmu|mu& xox {}kbqo kbqmx m, fmxfo wm`k f}akbék, qoubku&xm wdou {}m kbqmx" ‐Wou {}m ä wmufdqdao k kì}äf msmuhmu x}k |obqkam xoeum }f o}quo?‖ Bèo ä {}m k kì}äf xmnk wmufdqdao msmuhmu x}k |obqkam xoeum }f o}quo, fkx ä {}m msdxqm }fk |obqkam }bd|muxk` m k{}m`mx {}m xèo fkdx o} fmbox hkwk& ~mx am fkbdlmxqku mxqk louék wkumhmf qmu }fk louék am |obqkam fkdx louqm" Ä hofo k louék |dqk` o} k `}~ o} k m`mqudhdakam o} {}k`{}mu o}quo woamu ak bkq}um& ~k: kì}bx xèo eobx hkbkdx o} dbxqu}fmbqox wkuk fkbdlmxqku o woamu, o}quox xèo hkbkdx amldhdmbqmx" Bèo ä }fk {}mxqèo am fouk`dakam" Ä }f lkqo ak bkq}um~k, }fk `md ao iukbam noio"

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HOB\MUXKX""" ‐Woam kì}äf mbhobquku xmumx |dqkdx mf xm}x wuøwudox aofæbdox?‖

Ox xmumx |dqkdx xm fo|mf bo f}bao x}wuklæxdho obam ox xmumx c}fkbox, xm qd|mumf hckbhm am mbquku, xmbqmf&xm wmuadaox, amxoudmbqkaox m dbamlmxox" O xmu c}fkbo xmbqm&xm ç |obqkam m k xk`|o bo houwo fkqmudk`: o houwo ä x}k wuoqméèo" Kì}bx mxqèo hcmdox am amxwum~o wou xm}x houwox m wmbxkf {}m kx hodxkx xmuèo f}dqo fm`coumx m fkdx lëhmdx xmf m`mx, amwodx ak fouqm, fkx o lkqo ä {}m o houwo ä x}k louqk`m~k m xm} keudio" Mb{}kbqo |ohî mxqd|mu keudikao bm`m, kx lou& ékx ao f}bao coxqd` mbhobqukf adldh}àkam mf hobxmi}du {}k`{}mu hobquo`m adumqo xoeum |ohî" [}m xèo ox wmxkamòx? Xèo mxhkwkakx wkuk ambquo ao f}bao |dqk`" M {}k` ä k wudfmduk hodxk {}m |ohî qmbqk lk~mu {}kbao mxqë bkx ikuukx am }f wmxkamò? \ohî |o`qk houumbao wkuk ambquo ao xm} houwo m qumfmbao mbquk bk x}k hobxhdîbhdk læxdhk boufk`" Wouäf bo f}bao akx louékx |dqkdx |ohî ä }f mxqukbco: ä }f fku bèo mswòukao bo {}k` bèo qmf bmf eþxxo`k bmf `mfm" \ohî bèo xkem hofo du, bèo xkem kobam du m k hkak wkxxo lk~ mskqkfmbqm o owox& qo ao {}m am|mudk lk~mu" [}kbao |ohî mbquk mf {}k`{}mu umidèo amxxm f}bao, qkdx xmumx xm kfobqokf ç x}k |o`qk m {}mumf kekuhku m qduku q}ao {}m |ohî qmf, msqukdu o {}m woamf m lk~mu adxqo hofdak m wumxk" Xm |ohî bèo qd|mu }fk `}~ m louék woamuoxkx duukadkbao am ambquo, |ohî xm fo|muë `ë xmf o xm} houwo, hofo xm mxqd|mxxm xmf hkxkho wkuk wuoqmiî&ò hobquk }fk kqfoxlmuk houqkbqm m ludk m bèo qd|mxxm hkxk wkuk keudië&ò, fmxfo bmbc}fk wm`m wkuk hoeud&ò, xm}x bmu|ox mswoxqox m b}x" Msdxqmf wmxxokx {}m ad~mf> ‐Hofo xo} dblm`d~ bmxqm houwo‖, m wmbxkf bk fouqm hofo }fk l}ik+ Fkx amwodx ak fouqm |ohî qmf ox fmxfox kuumaoumx |dqkdx m mxqë mswoxqo ko wmudio akx fmxfkx louékx {}m xèo k hk}xk am x}k fdxäudk bmxqk |dak" K adxxo`}éèo ao houwo louék&o wkuk ambquo aox mxwkéox kemuqox ao f}bao |dqk`" M |ohî bèo qmf fkdx amlmxk: bèo msdxqm fkdx o houwo læxdho, wkuk obam woxxk |o`qku houumbao mf xmi}ukbék" Ä k{}d bk qmuuk, bo xm} wuøwudo houwo, {}m am|m ka{}dudu }f hobcmhdfmbqo qoqk` m kwumbamu k }xku }f woamu hofw`mqo m wmulmdqo" Xofmbqm {}kbao qd|mu lmdqo dxxo, |ohî mxqkuë `d|um wkuk fo|mu&xm am }f `kao wkuk o o}quo, mf qoaox ox f}baox, hof dbqmduk xmi}ukbék" ]bdhkfmbqm {}kbao lou dbhkwk~ am qmu o fkdx `m|m fmao, {}kbao |ohî wmufkbmhmu dfwkxxæ|m`, hofo, wou msmfwò, bo fmdo ao wdou wmxkamò, ä {}m woam ad~mu> ‐Kiouk mxqo} wuobqo wkuk mbquku bo f}bao |dqk`‖" Fkx dxqo xdibdldhk k k{}dxdéèo am }f woamu m }f hobcmhdfmbqo {}m woamf |du kwmbkx {}kbao |ohî lou }f wmulmdqo xmbcou aox dfw}`xox m amxmnox ak Bkq}um~k |dqk`" \ohî am|m ldhku kexo`}qkfmbqm `d|um am q}ao {}m woxxk wuo|o& hku ox xmumx ak mxh}udaèo o} wmufdqdu {}m m`mx o io|mubmf: xm bèo mxqd|mu `d|um, h}dakao+

O WOAMU AO WMBXKFMBQO

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Bmbc}f kwmio, bmbc}f amxmno, bmbc}f dfw}`xo, bmbc}fk wumlmuîbhdk: wmulmdqk m{}kbdfdakam, wk~ df}që|m` m lä kexo`}qk bk Ad|dbk wuoqméèo> hof dxqo |ohî mxqë k xk`|o, xmf dxqo |ohî mxqë mf wmudio" M mb{}kbqo bèo mxqd|mu k xk`|o, ä fm`cou lk~mu hofo ox wdbqdbcox {}m wuoh}ukf keudio amekdso akx kxkx ak fèm" ‐Hofo o houwo læxdho kq}k hofo wuoqméèo?‖ O houwo læxdho kq}k hofo wuoqméèo wou x}k ambxdakam, wou mxxk hodxk n}xqk& fmbqm am {}m bøx o kh}xkfox" M`m ä kwëqdho m dbxmbxæ|m`, ambxo, uæidao m a}uo: ä hofo }fk louqk`m~k hof mxwmxxkx wkumamx" O f}bao |dqk` ä l`}æadho, `ë kx hodxkx xm fo|mf m xm fdxq}ukf m xm dbqmuwm& bmqukf `d|umfmbqm: ä hofo kx obakx ao fku {}m dbhmxxkbqmfmbqm l`}mf wkuk ambquo }fk akx o}qukx m fo|mf&xm m fmxh`kf&xm" Hobquk mxqk l`}dam~ ao f}bao |dqk` |ohî mxqë dbamlmxo, k bèo xmu {}m woxxk owou k m`k }fk `}~ m louék dbqmudou f}dqo woamuoxk: am o}quo foao, m`k o wmbmquk m bèo cë bkak {}m dfwmék x}k dbl`}îbhdk k|kxxk`kaouk" Fkx o houwo dbqmu|äf, dxo`k&o ao f}bao |dqk` m qoubk&xm }f ad{}m hobquk k qouumbqm am x}kx louékx" ‐Fkx msdxqm kì}fk dbad|da}k`dakam bkx loufkx ao f}bao |dqk`, në {}m m`m ä qèo l`}æadho?‖ Dbad|da}k`dakam cë: xø {}m x}kx loufkx bèo xèo qèo ldskx m a}ukx hofo kx aox xmumx mbhkubkaox" Dbad|da}k`dakam bèo xdibdldhk }fk udidam~ {}m hobcmhmfox, fkx cë f}dqo wo}hk dbad|da}k`dakam bm`k" Qofm am~ o} |dbqm wmaukx n}bqkx m |ohî qmuë {}m xmu f}dqo h}dakaoxo xm {}dxmu lk~mu adxqdbéèo mbqum m`kx" Fkx ox xmumx ao f}bao |dqk` woamf xmu adlmumbhdkaox }f aox o}quox òio ç wudfmduk |dxqk" \ohî ox dambqdldhk wou kì}fk hodxk bk fkbmduk hofo k loufk ä hobxqu}æ& ak, wm`k kqfoxlmuk {}m hkuumik hof xdio, wmò foao hofo hkak }f xm fo|m m lk`k m kim" Kxxdf hofo ox xmumx c}fkbox f}akf x}kx mswumxxýmx {}kbao mxqèo lm`d~mx o} ~kbikaox, mxqmx xmumx qkfeäf xolumf f}akbék bk dbqmbxdakam am xm}x c}foumx, fkx k k`qmukéèo ä fkdx hobxdamuë|m` bo f}bao |dqk`" Wou{}m `ë bèo ä kwmbkx k mswumxxèo, fkx fmxfo kx loufkx akx lmdéýmx f}akf"

9" O WOAMU AO WMBXKFMBQO ‐[}k` ä k bkq}um~k ao woamu {}m o wmbxkfmbqo woxx}d? Hofo m kqä {}m wob& qo m} xo} o hudkaou ao fm} f}bao?‖ Am khouao hof ox mbxdbkfmbqox e}adxqkx, qoao xmu c}fkbo |d|m m xm fo|m b}f f}bao wuøwudo, hofw`mqkfmbqm dbamwmbambqm ao f}bao bo {}k` o}quk

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wmxxok |d|m: xofmbqm {}kbao }fk hmuqk ckufobdk ä hudkak mbqum mxqmx f}baox adlmumbqmx ä {}m m`mx xm dbqmuwmbmqukf m ox cofmbx xm mbhobqukf m xm mbqmb& amf" dxqo ä |muakamduo wkuk k fmbqm, wou{}m qoaox xm fo|mf ambquo ao wuøwudo f}bao fmbqk`, hudkao wmòx wuøwudox wmbxkfmbqox" M dxqo ä qèo |muakamduo {}m xmfwum {}m kìo ä adqo hkak }f mbqmbam am }fk loufk adlmumbqm: o {}m m`m hkwqk bèo ä k hodxk lk`kak, fkx kì}fk hodxk {}m mxqë bk x}k wuøwudk hkemék" Fkx dxxo ä }fk |muakam {}m wmuqmbhm ko fo|dfmbqo ao w`kbo fmbqk` m ä |ë`dak xofmbqm `ë" Wou{}m k fmbqm ä }f dbxqu}fmbqo am kéèo m loufkéèo, m bèo }f dbxqu}& fmbqo am hobcmhdfmbqo: k hkak fofmbqo mxqë hudkbao loufkx" Wmbxkfmbqox xèo loufkx m qîf }fk |dak dbad|da}k` dbamwmbambqm am xm} k}qou> mb|dkaox wou m`m wmò f}bao klouk, fo|mf&xm bm`m, mf aduméèo ç umk`d~kéèo am x}k wuøwudk uk~èo am xmu" [}kbao |ohî wmbxk mf kì}äf, xm} wmbxkfmbqo qofk }fk loufk m xkd k wuoh}uë&ò, m xm wou quëx am xm} wmbxkfmbqo co}|mu kì}fk |obqkam kxxohdkak k m`m, o wmbxkfmbqo&loufk {}m xkd} am |ohî lk~ }fk qmbqkqd|k am umk& `d~ë&`k" Adikfox, wou msmfwò, {}m |ohî xdbqk }f amxmno dbqmbxo am {}m }fk hmuqk wmxxok |mbck |î&ò m {}m, ko `kao amxqm dfw}`xo |dqk` am amxmno, }fk louqm dfkidbkéèo khofwkbcm k loufk&fmbqk` {}m lm~: |ohî wmbxk> ‐Xm m`m |dmu, xmuë kxxdf o} ak{}m`m nmdqo‖" Amwodx am kì}fk qmfwo |ohî kekbaobk k daädk qoqk`& fmbqm: m bèo xkem {}m, fmxfo amwodx am qî&`k mx{}mhdao, xm} wmbxkfmbqo hob& qdb}k k msdxqdu" Wou{}m m`m kdbak msdxqm m hobqdb}k mf kéèo, dbamwmbambqm am |ohî, m xmudk bmhmxxëudo }f iukbam woamu wkuk quk~î&ò am |o`qk am xm} qukek`co" M`m mxqë qukek`ckbao bk kqfoxlmuk ak wmxxok k {}mf lod mb|dkao, wkuk hudku bm`k o amxmno am |du" M xm co}|mu }fk louék am |obqkam x}ldhdmbqmfmbqm louqm bk x}k loufk&wmbxkfmbqo, xm lou }fk loufkéèo emf hobxqu}æak, m`m hobxmi}duë xm} oenmqd|o" Fkx mbqum k loufkéèo m k umk`d~kéèo cë }f hmuqo `kwxo am qmfwo, m xm bmxqm dbqmu|kò x}k fmbqm qd|mu xm oh}wkao hof o}qukx hodxkx adlmumbqmx, mbqèo {}kbao o xm} wmbxkfmbqo mx{}mhdao xm h}fwudu, woam kqä fmxfo bmf xm `mf& euku am {}m }fk |m~ `cm am} i}kudak: bmf xkem {}m lod |ohî o dbxqdikaou ak kéèo am`m m k hk}xk ao {}m khobqmhm}" M qkfeäf x}hmam f}dqo lum{ðmbqmfmbqm {}m {}kbao o umx}`qkao kwkumhm, |ohî në amdso} am amxmnë&ò o} am `cm aku dfwouqåbhdk" Msdxqmf kì}bx {}m qîf }f woamu loufkqd|o amxqk mxwähdm f}dqo louqm m xmfwum |mmf x}kx loufkéýmx umk`d~kakx: fkx hofo bèo qîf }f xmu fmbqk` m |dqk` emf adxhdw`dbkaox, m`mx {}mumf }fk hodxk kiouk m amwodx o}quk, m mxqkx loufkéýmx adlmumbqmx o} owoxqkx wuoa}~mf umx}`qkaox {}m ho`damf m xm mbqumhcohkf" M mxqkx wmxxokx xm kafdukf am mxqku |d|mbao mf qèo iukbam hob& l}xèo m amxkufobdk+ M`kx bèo dfkidbkf {}m loukf xm}x wuøwudox wmbxkfmbqox m amxmnox {}m hobxqu}æukf ç x}k |o`qk kx hduh}bxqåbhdkx {}m `cmx wkumhmf qèo dbhomumbqmx m hobqukadqøudkx m qoubkf x}kx |dakx {}kxm dbx}wouqë|mdx"


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Mxqm ä }f hobcmhdfmbqo am iukbam dfwouqåbhdk, xm lou akao n}bqo hof o xmiumao am xm} }xo houumqo" K k}qoadxhdw`dbk m o k}qohobquo`m xèo o xmiumao: o xmiumao ä khcku mf xd fmxfo k lobqm ak \muakam m ao hobxqkbqm io|mubo ak \obqkam Ad|dbk, {}m xo~dbck woam aku k hkak loufkéèo xm} woamu qoqk` m x}k umk`d~kéèo ckufobdoxk m dbqmiuk`" Imuk`fmbqm ox cofmbx loufkf wmbxkfmbqox xmf xkemu hofo mxqkx loufkéýmx xm fo|mf m kimf" Loufkaox bmxqm mxqkao am hobl}xèo m dibouåbhdk, m`mx ho`damf mbqum xd m hudkf }fk dfwumxxèo am qmbxèo, am mxlouéo m am lkadik, m k xmbxkéèo am {}m |ohî mxqë keudbao hkfdbco kquk|äx am }fk f}`qdaèo am oexqëh}òx" Mxqkx hobadéýmx am dibouåbhdk m dbhomuîbhdk hudkf }f hobl`dqo hobl}xo bo {}k` kx loufkx fkdx louqmx m wmufkbmbqmx hobxm& i}duèo |dqøudk xoeum kx o}qukx" Cë }fk hodxk hmuqk k umxwmdqo ak fmbqm m am xm}x qukek`cox> ä {}m |ohî woam mbqmbamu kwmbkx o {}m në hobcmhm bo xm} wuøwudo xmu dbqmudou" O {}m o dfwumxxdobk b}f `d|uo ä k{}dò {}m |ohî në mswmudfmbqo} wuol}bakfmbqm amb& quo am xd fmxfo" Ox cofmbx mbhobqukf }f `d|uo o} }f mbxdbkfmbqo fkuk|d& `coxo m lum{ðmbqmfmbqm ox o}|m ad~mu> ‐Dxqo ä mskqkfmbqm o {}m m} xdbqo m xmd , fkx bèo xkedk hofo msqmubë&ò o} mswumxxë&ò qèo emf hofo mxqë k{}d‖" [}kb& ao ox cofmbx amwkukf hof }f `d|uo am |muakamduo hobcmhdfmbqo, hkak }f xm amxhoeum bm`m m k hkak bo|k `mdq}uk khck hodxkx {}m bèo qdbck |dxqox kbqmx: keum& xm&`cm hkak |m~ }f bo|o hkfwo am hobcmhdfmbqo, {}m kqä mbqèo `cm qdbck mxhk& wkao" Fkx dxqo ä wou{}m m`m k`hkbék w`kbox am hobcmhdfmbqox {}m mxqk|kf mxwmukbao wou mswumxxèo bo xm} x}ehobxhdmbqm: k mswumxxèo kiouk lod akak wou o}quk wmxxok m f}dqo fm`cou ao {}m m`m woamudk qmu lmdqo" Fkx, }fk |m~ mswumx& xk, m`m dfmadkqkfmbqm k umhobcmhm m xmbqm {}m ä k |muakam" O hobcmhdfmbqo {}m wkumhm hcmiku k |ohî am louk ä xofmbqm }fk ohkxdèo wkuk msqmubku o hobcmhdfmbqo {}m mxqë ambquo am |ohî" K mswmudîbhdk ak dbloufkéèo lk`xk am kì}fk hodxk {}m adxxm&fox ä f}dqo hof}f m qmf }fk lobqm xmfm`ckbqm" Ad~mfox kì}fk hodxk {}m ä emf h`kuk, fkx k fkbmduk hofo ä mbqmbadak ä mxwkbqoxk+ Hkak }f |î bm`k }fk o}quk hodxk ao {}m muk wumqmbadao, o} fmxfo wým bm`k kìo {}m ä hofw`mqkfmbqm hobquëudo k xm} xmbqdao" Xm |ohî {}dxmu mbqmbamu |muakamdukfmbqm m m|dqku mxqk mxwähdm am muuo, am|m ldhku wou quëx ao xof m ao fo|dfmbqo akx wk`k|ukx m kwumbamu k o}|du mf xd`îbhdo" Xm o}|du mf xd`îbhdo o}|duë m mbqmbamuë houumqkfmbqm: fkx mb{}kb& qo co}|mu {}k`{}mu hodxk xm fmsmbao m lk~mbao eku}`co bk x}k hkemék, mbqmb& amuë xofmbqm o {}m mxqë xm fmsmbao bk x}k hkemék m bèo k{}dò {}m `cm lod adqo"

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‐Wou {}m xofox wmuxmi}daox wou }f ekqk`cèo am hobadéýmx ka|muxkx kxxdf {}m mbqukfox mf hobqkqo hof o Toik? Ad~mf {}m, {}kbao |ohî keum k wouqk ko Toik, amwkuk hof }fk f}`qdaèo am oexqëh}òx" Dxqo ä |muakam?‖ Bèo ä }fk umiuk kexo`}qk m f}dqo amwmbam ak wmxxok" Wkuk f}dqox kx hobad& éýmx ka|muxkx hoòhkf ç wuo|k ox wobqox lukhox ak x}k bkq}um~k" M{}kbdfdakam ä k ekxm dbadxwmbxë|m` wkuk o Toik m am|m xmu emf mxqkem`mhdak kbqmx {}m |ohî woxxk wk`fd`cku `d|umfmbqm o hkfdbco" Ä h`kuo {}m, amxqm woxqo am |dxqk, qoakx kx wmuq}uekéýmx xèo qmxqmx wmòx {}kdx |ohî am|m wkxxku" Wouäf m`mx xèo bmhmx& xëudox qkfeäf wkuk amxqu}du ox `dfdqmx {}m x}kx hobxqu}éýmx fmbqkdx mui}mukf ç x}k |o`qk m dfwmamf {}m |ohî xm keuk ç @}~ m ç \muakam" Qowo o f}bao fmb& qk` bo {}k` |d|m ä `dfdqkao, fmxfo {}m |ohî bèo woxxk hobcmhmu o} xmbqdu x}kx `dfdqkéýmx, m kì}fk hodxk am|m |du m amxqu}du mxqk hobxqu}éèo bk {}k` x}k fmbqm xm lmhco}, m `demuqë&`k" Wou msmfwò, |ohî qmf kì}fkx umiukx ldskx, damdkx o} wudbhæwdox kox {}kdx |ohî kqude}d }fk dfwouqåbhdk kexo`}qk: lum{ðmbqmfmbqm ä }fk kamxèo k hmuqox wudbhæwdox o} wumhmdqox foukdx, hofo o fkbakfmbqo ‐Cob& ukuëx Wkd m Fèm‖ ‘ o} ‐Bèo fkqkuëx‖ m o}quox" Qoao cofmf qmf kì}fk fkbdk o} }fk o} o}quk wk`k|uk am ouamf wumlmudak: hkak }f wmbxk {}m ä `d|um amxqm o} ak{}m`m wumhobhmdqo ao {}k` ox o}quox xolumf m mxqë adxwoxqo k hobxdamuku mxqkx boéýmx hofo kexo`}qkfmbqm lk`xkx: m ä wkuk m`m k mswumxxèo ak |muakam, k |muakam |muakamduk" ]f kwmio k }fk umiuk ak fmbqm ä dbadhkéèo am }fk hmi}mduk kdbak mxhobadak mf kì}f `}iku" Qofm, wou msmfwò, k x}wmuxqdéèo emf }bd|muxk`, wum|k`mhmbqm mf qoao o f}bao, am {}m o kxhmqdxfo m k mxwdud& q}k`dakam xèo }fk þbdhk m fmxfk hodxk" Xm |ohî {}dxmu amxhum|mu kì}äf hofo }f cofmf o} }fk f}`cmu mxwdudq}k`, kx wmxxokx wmbxkf òio mf kì}äf {}m bèo hofm o} {}m xm xmbqk o adk qoao xmf xm fo|mu, kì}äf {}m |d|m b}fk hkekbk mf msqumfk woeum~k, kì}äf {}m am} q}ao {}m woxx}æk m {}m bèo i}ku& ak bkak wkuk xd" Mxqm ä o {}kauo {}m dfmadkqkfmbqm x}uim bkx fmbqmx am bo|mbqk m bo|m wmxxokx mf hmf, {}kbao xm lk`k am }f cofmf mxwdudq}k`: k þbd& hk wuo|k am mxwdudq}k`dakam wkuk m`mx ä k woeum~k m k kexqdbîbhdk am q}ao {}m ä kiukaë|m` o} hoblouqë|m`" Mxqk ä }fk hobxqu}éèo fmbqk` {}m am|m xmu amuu}ekak xm |ohî {}dxmu xmu `d|um wkuk |mu m xmi}du k |muakam mxwdudq}k`" Xmbèo, |mnk o {}m khobqmhm> |ohî mbquk wkuk k |dak mxwdudq}k` hof }fk kxwdukéèo xdbhmuk m amxmnk mbhobquku o Ad|dbo m umk`d~ë&@o mf x}k hobxhdîbhdk m mf x}k |dak: x}k e}xhk o `m|k k }f `}iku {}m bèo ä am foao kì}f }fk hkekbk m mbhobquk }f Am}x& Cofmf, {}m mxqë |d|mbao }fk |dak hoblouqë|m`, hofmbao `d|umfmbqm, hmuhkao am hodxkx em`kx m `}s}oxkx, bèo adxqude}dbao o {}m m`m qmf kox woeumx, fkx khmd& qkbao m io~kbao am q}ao {}m kx wmxxokx `cm olmumhmf" Dfmadkqkfmbqm hof x}k umiuk fmbqk` ldsk, |ohî ldhk mxwkbqkao m iudqk> ‐Fkx o {}m ä dxxo? Wmbxmd {}m dk mbhobquku }f cofmf mxwdudq}k`+‖ Mxqk lk`xk hobhmwéèo qmf am xmu amxqu}æak m amxkwkumhmu" Kxxdf {}m m`k xm lou, amxhoeuduë kìo {}m ä f}dqo fkdx k`qo {}m x}k


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umiuk kxhäqdhk mxqumdqk, }fk kemuq}uk hofw`mqk {}m amdsk o xmu `d|um" Xm lou wkuk woxx}du kì}fk hodxk, |ohî k khmdqk m xm lou wkuk amxdxqdu amxqk fmxfk hodxk, |ohî k amdsk hof di}k` eok |obqkam" Kx hodxkx |îf m |ohî kx qofk, kx hodxkx |èo m |ohî kx amdsk wkxxku, hof o fmxfo xouudxo am m{}kbdfdakam bo qofku o} bo khmdqku" O} mbqèo |ohî kaoqo} hofo x}k umiuk ao}ukak ‐Bèo fkqkuëx‖, m qmf couuou ç hu}màkam m ë fouqkbakam" Bèo ld{}m x}uwumxo xm |ohî lou dfmadkqkfmbqm hoòhkao bk wumxmbék ak fouqm, bèo }fk |m~, fkx umwmqdakfmbqm, kqä hof& wummbamu {}m xm} damk` bèo ä fkdx ao {}m }f wudbhæwdo fmbqk` m {}m }f kxwd& ukbqm ç |muakam mxwdudq}k` bèo am|mudk ldhku kfkuukao m kwmikao k }fk umiuk fmbqk`" M {}kbao mxqd|mu `d|um am`k, qk`|m~ wmuhmek {}m qoakx mxqkx hmbkx {}m o wmuq}uek|kf ‘ m loukf bk |muakam mb|dkakx wkuk wmuq}ueë&ò m xkh}ad&ò am x}k hobxqu}éèo fmbqk` ‘ hmxxkuèo, hofo wou mbhkbqo, am khobqmhmu bk x}k wumxmbék" [}kbao |ohî xm |o`qk wkuk o Ad|dbo, am|m kekbaobku qoakx kx hobhmwéýmx fmbqkdx: fkx, imuk`fmbqm, mf |m~ am lk~mu dxqo, |ohî noik qoakx kx x}kx hobhmw& éýmx xoeum o Ad|dbo m {}mu {}m o Ad|dbo kx oemamék" K þbdhk kqdq}am |muakamduk wkuk }f toi}m ä xmu w`ëxqdho m mxqku wuobqo wkuk oemamhmu ë ouamf Ad|dbk, {}k`{}mu {}m xmnk: bkak am|m xmu dbadxwmbxë|m`, bkak }fk hkuik" Lum{}mbqm& fmbqm o wudfmduo dfw}`xo ak{}m`mx {}m {}mumf |d|mu k |dak mxwdudq}k` ä noiku louk q}ao {}m qîf: fkx lk~mf dxxo wou{}m {}mumf xm `d|uku am }f wmxo, bèo wou{}m {}mumf xm mbqumiku ko Ad|dbo" [}kbao cofmbx {}m woxx}mf ud{}m~kx m mxqèo hmuhkaox am hodxkx {}m `cmx aèo `}so m wuk~mu xm |o`qkf wkuk o Ad|dbo, o wudfmduo fo|dfmbqo am`mx, dfmadkqkfmbqm, ä l}idu amxqkx hodxkx ‘ o}, hofo ad~mf, ‐mxhkwku am x}k xmu|daèo‖" Fkx ä }f fo|dfmbqo muukao: |ohî bèo am|m wmbxku {}m kx hodxkx {}m qmf, wmuqmbhmf&`cm ‘ m`kx wmuqmbhmf ko Ad|dbo" Xm o Ad|dbo {}dxmu {}m |ohî amxlu}qm am kì}fk hodxk, amxlu}qm&k: fkx mxqmnk wuobqo qkfeäf wkuk kekbaobë&`k hof }f xouudxo bo fofmbqo xmi}dbqm, xm dxxo lou ak \obqkam Ad|dbk" ‐[}m xèo ox fk`mx læxdhox? Xèo kqk{}mx akx louékx coxqdx am louk?‖ Msdxqmf aodx lkqoumx k xmumf hobxdamukaox bo kxx}bqo" Cë o {}m |mf am louk m cë o {}m |mf am x}k hobadéèo dbqmudou" X}k hobadéèo dbqmudou qoubk&xm }fk hk}xk am aombék {}kbao msdxqm }fk umxdxqîbhdk o} um|o`qk bm`k o} {}kbao kì}fk wkuqm ao xmu bèo umxwobam ë wuoqméèo: o} fmxfo woam ck|mu {}k`{}mu hodxk `ë {}m, {}kxm am eok |obqkam o} am`demukakfmbqm, hckfk kx louékx ka|mu& xkx" Ekxqk ck|mu }f `dimduo fo|dfmbqo amxqk mxwähdm mf |ohî, kx louékx coxqdx hkduèo dfmadkqkfmbqm xoeum |ohî m xm} kqk{}m qofkuë lum{ðmbqmfmbqm k loufk am aombék"

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‐ Fkx kx aombékx bèo xèo, çx |m~mx, o umx}`qkao ak wumxmbék am fdhuøedox m bèo xèo }fk wkuqm ao fo|dfmbqo ao Toik?‖ Obam ä {}m o Toik hofmék m obam ä {}m m`m qmufdbk? X}k |dak dbqmduk bèo ä Toik? Kx woxxded`dakamx am aombékx mxqèo xmfwum bo xm} houwo m ç x}k |o`qk: |ohî kx hkuumik ambquo am xd o} ox fdhuøedox m imufmx am qoakx kx aombékx lmu|d& `ckf ç x}k |o`qk" Hofo xm msw`dhk {}m, am umwmbqm, |ohî bèo umxdxqk k }fk aombék {}m bèo qdbck cë kbox? \ohî aduë {}m lod am|dao ç ‐amwumxxèo ak louék |dqk`‖" Fkx am obam |mf mxqk amwumxxèo? \mf am kì}fk amxkufobdk bo xmu, am }fk lk`qk am umhmwqd|dakam çx louékx ad|dbkx" [}kbao |ohî xm amx`dik ak mbmuidk m ak `}~ {}m o x}xqîf, mbqèo khobqmhm mxqk amwumxxèo, hudk&xm o {}m k hdîbhdk fäadhk hckfk am }f ‖qmuumbo lk|ouë|m`‖, m kì}fk hodxk xm kwuo|mdqk adxxo" Ä k aþ|dak, k qudxqm~k, k lk`qk am hobldkbék, }f mioæxqdho |o`qku&xm xoeum xd {}m o amx& `dik ak `}~ m ak mbmuidk ad|dbk m wuowdhdk ko kqk{}m mxqk owouq}bdakam" Ä dxqo {}m ä k hk}xk {}m lk~ |ohî hkdu aombqm m bèo ox fdhuøedox" ‐Bèo ldho} wuo|kao {}m o kwmulmdéokfmbqo akx hobadéýmx xkbdqëudkx fm`couk k xkþam ao hdakaèo fäado?‖ K fmadhdbk m k cdidmbm xèo dbadxwmbxë|mdx ç |dak ouadbëudk, fkx bèo mxqo} lk`kbao kiouk ao hdakaèo fäado, mxqo} lk`kbao ak{}m`mx {}m lk~mf Toik" Msdxqm kdbak k amx|kbqkimf ak cdidmbm, wodx mb{}kbqo |ohî adfdb}d kx hckbhmx am kwkbcku }fk aombék, |ohî qkfeäf adfdb}d xm} woamu bkq}uk` am umxdxqîbhdk" O wmxxok` aox coxwdqkdx, {}m mxqë xmfwum xm `k|kbao hof amxdblmqkbqmx, amxhoeum {}m x}kx fèox xm qoubkf fkdx lkhd`fmbqm dblmhqë|mdx m f}dqo fkdx x}xhmqæ|mdx ao {}m kx fèox aox o}quox" Cë wmxxokx, ko hobquëudo, {}m bkak hobcmhmf xoeum cdidmbm m lk~mf kx hodxkx fkdx kbqd&cdidîbdhkx m bo mbqkbqo wmufkbmhmf df}& bmx" K x}k wuøwudk dibouåbhdk kx kn}ak, wodx kx dxo`k akx x}imxqýmx {}m ka|îf hof o hobcmhdfmbqo fäadho" Wou o}quo `kao, k x}k humbék bkx wumhk}éýmx xkbd& qëudkx {}m qofk lk|oumhm o qukek`co akx fmxfkx" Wou{}m o xm} wmbxkfmbqo ä ‐Kiouk mxqo} amxdblmqkao m xmi}uo‖ m dxqo, ambquo ao `dfdqm ak kéèo am xm} wmb& xkfmbqo, o df}bd~k" ‐Wou {}m mbqèo am|mfox qofku wumhk}éýmx xkbdqëudkx, hofo ememu xofmbqm ëi}k ld`qukak?‖ Msdxqm mbqum |ohîx kì}äf {}m xmnk x}ldhdmbqmfmbqm w}uo m louqm wkuk bèo xmu klmqkao wou x}imxqýmx? Xm |ohî ememu ëi}k bèo ld`qukak m wmbxku ‐Kiouk mxqo} emembao ëi}k dfw}uk‖,qmf qoakx kx hckbhmx am hkdu aombqm" M fmxfo {}m mxqkx x}imxqýmx bèo mbqumf kquk|äx am x}k fmbqm hobxhdmbqm, qoao o xm} x}ehobxhdmbqm mxqë `ë, {}kxm wkxxd|kfmbqm kemuqo wkuk umhmemu {}k`{}mu mxwä& hdm am x}imxqèo" Bk |dak hof}f ä k kéèo ao x}ehobxhdmbqm {}m qmf k fkdou

BOXXK \OBQKAM Ä KWMBKX O MHO AK \OBQKAM ]BD\MUXK@?

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dfwouqåbhdk m kq}k hmbqmbkx am |m~mx fkdx woamuoxkfmbqm {}m kx wkuqm hobx& hdmbqmx" K hobadéèo c}fkbk boufk` ä am }f mxqkao hcmdo am kwummbxýmx m fmaox: xm |ohî oexmu|ku wuol}bakfmbqm x}k fmbqm wou am~ fdb}qox, amxhoeuduë {}m, am bo|m mbqum am~ |m~mx, m`k mxqë hcmdk am fmaox ‘ hkuumik ambquo am xd o fmao am f}dqkx hodxkx, wm{}mbkx m iukbamx, wuøsdfkx o} adxqkbqmx, |dxæ|mdx o} db|dxæ|mdx m, kdbak {}m |ohî }x}k`fmbqm bèo qofm hobcmhdfmbqo hobxhdmbqm ao fmao, m`m msdxqm am {}k`{}mu loufk" K `demuqkéèo am qoao fmao xø woam |du wou }f mxlouéo m adxhdw`dbk hobxqkbqmx" M fmxfo {}m wou adxhdw`dbk m mxlouéo |ohî qmbck `demuqkao x}k fmbqm m xm} |dqk` ak kwummbxèo m ao fmao, o fkdx adlæhd` ä hob|mbhmu o houwo" Fkx dxqo qkf& eäf am|m xmu lmdqo" [}kbao |ohî mbquk wkuk o hkfdbco ao Toik, am|m `d|uku&xm am qoaox ox qmfoumx ‘ ox qmfoumx am x}k fmbqm, ox am xm} |dqk`, ox am xm} houwo, {}m mxqèo kònkaox mf x}kx wuø& wudkx hä`}`kx" ]fk akx |kbqkimbx aox io`wmx m wkbhkakx {}m |ohî umhmem bo hkfdbco ao Toik, ä {}m o `d|ukf am qoao o fmao" Kx hk}xkx am xm}x qmfoumx w}`kf xoeum |ohî umwmqdakx |m~mx, kqä {}m woxxk wmufkbmhmu `d|um m dbadlmumbqm adkbqm am`mx, dbqohkao m w}uo" ]bx qîf fmao ao fku, o}quox ao loio" Mxqm þ`qd& fo amxhoeuduë, qk`|m~, {}m qmuë am mblumbqku hobl`kiukéèo m fkdx hobl`kiukéèo kqä {}m mxqmnk qèo qumdbkao {}m bmbc}fk hä`}`k am xm} houwo qumfk" K{}dò am {}m |ohî qmf couuou |duë umwmqdakfmbqm kqä {}m o couuou xm |ë" K{}m`m {}m wuo& h}uk k qukbxloufkéèo m ä }f xmi}daou ao Hkfdbco, am|m qoubku&xm hofw`mqk& fmbqm xmf fmao, wkuk bèo xmu qohkao o} kek`kao wou bkak, mf bmbc}fk wkuqm am x}k bkq}um~k"

3" BOXXK \OBQKAM Ä KWMBKX O MHO AK \OBQKAM ]BD\MUXK@? ‐Xm k boxxk |obqkam ä kwmbkx }fk mswumxxèo o} mho ak |obqkam }bd|muxk`, obam xm xdq}k k dbdhdkqd|k dbad|da}k`? Ä o dbad|æa}o }bdhkfmbqm }f dbxqu}fmbqo wkuk umidxquku ox fo|dfmbqox }bd|muxkdx? Bèo qmf m`m woamu am hudkéèo o} oudid& bk`dakam?‖ Q}ao amwmbam am {}k` w`kbo am hobxhdîbhdk |ohî mxqë oexmu|kbao kx hodxkx m lk`kbao am`kx o} am {}k` wkuqm ao xmu |ohî kim" Xm |ohî o`cku am }f w`kbo am hobxhdîbhdk, o dbad|æa}o wkumhmu&`cm&ë hofo xm loxxm bèo kwmbkx }f dbxqu}fmbqo o} iuk|kaou, fkx }f hudkaou" Fkx o`cm am }f o}quo w`kbo fkdx k`qo am hobxhdîbhdk, hof }fk |dxèo fkdx kfw`k akx hodxkx, m |muë {}m dxqo ä kwmbkx }fk kwkuîbhdk" Box qukek`cox ao }bd|muxo, {}k`{}mu hod& xk {}m khobqmék ä o umx}`qkao am q}ao {}m khobqmhm} kbqmx" Hofo xm wuowým |ohî k xmwkuku }f xmu ao noio dbqmiuk` ak fkbdlmxqkéèo o} }f fo|dfmbqo ak

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fkxxk qoqk` am fo|dfmbqox? Obam |kd |ohî hoòhku k oudimf m hofméo am }fk hodxk? O noio dbqmduo ä }fk houumbqm udidakfmbqm `dikak, }f mò xm l}badbao dfwmuhmwqd|m`fmbqm ambquo am o}quo" Bkak woam xmu qdukao ak houumbqm m msw`d& hkao wou xd fmxfo, hofo xm loxxm x}k wuøwudk lobqm m hofméo" M o {}m {}mu |ohî ad~mu {}kbao ad~ {}m o dbad|æa}o hudk m oudidbk }f fo|d& fmbqo? Ä {}m m`m qduk q}ao am xd fmxfo o} ao bkak, wou kxxdf ad~mu? Xm kì}äf loxxm hkwk~ am hudku amxqk fkbmduk }f wmbxkfmbqo o} }f xmbqdfmbqo o} kéèo xm{}mu, o} {}k`{}mu hodxk, m`m xmudk o hudkaou ao f}bao" Ä kwmbkx {}kbao o dbad|æa}o umquohmam mf x}k hobxhdîbhdk kqä k Hobxhdîbhdk fkdou, {}m ä oudimf akx hodxkx, {}m m`m woam xmu }f hudkaou: m`m woam dbdhdku }f fo|dfmbqo xofmb& qm dambqdldhkbao&xm hof o Woamu hobxhdmbqm, {}m ä k lobqm eëxdhk am qoaox ox fo|dfmbqox" Msdxqmf f}dqox w`kbox am hobxhdîbhdk m o amqmufdbdxfo am }f w`kbo bèo ä o fmxfo {}m o am o}quo" Kxxdf, {}kbao |ohî lk`k ao dbad|æa}o hudkqd|o, mf {}k` wkuqm am`m mxqë wmbxkbao? Wou{}m m`m ä }fk mbqdakam emf hofw`msk" Ä am xm} xmu wxæ{}dho {}m |ohî lk`k, o} ao fmbqk`, ao |dqk` o} ao læxdho? Mbqum k lobqm db|d& xæ|m` ao fo|dfmbqo m x}k fkbdlmxqkéèo, x}k mswumxxèo msqmubk kquk|äx ao dbad& |æa}o, msdxqmf qoaox mxqmx iuk}x m f}dqox o}quox: m mf hkak }f, f}dqkx foadld& hkéýmx amxxk lobqm ohouumf, f}dqkx adxqouéýmx m amloufkéýmx" Xèo mxqkx f}akbékx {}m aèo k d`}xèo am }fk bo|k hudkéèo, }fk bo|k oudimf, o} }f bo|o wobqo am wkuqdak wkuk }f fo|dfmbqo" Ä hofo {}kbao |ohî hoòhk }f ekxqèo ambquo a—ëi}k: |ohî |î o ekxqèo, bèo bk x}k |muakamduk `dbck, fkx aoeukao mf åbi}ò" Fkx dxqo ä }fk d`}xèo, }fk adxqouéèo ak |dxqk: bèo ä fmxfo }f åbi}ò |muakamduo" Hkak hobxhdîbhdk dbad|da}k`, woam&xm ad~mu, quk~ wkuk ambquo ao fo|dfmbqo }bd|muxk` kì}fk hodxk {}m, am }f hmuqo wobqo am |dxqk, |ohî woamudk hckfku am x}k wuøwudk amloufkéèo o}, am o}quo, am x}k wuøwudk {}k`dakam am fo|dfmbqo" Mxxkx boéýmx dbad|da}kdx lk~mf wkuqm ao noio ao fo|dfmbqo Ad|dbo: bèo xèo oud& imbx, fkx }fk qukbxloufkéèo am hodxkx h}nkx oudimbx |ohî am|m wuoh}uku bo }bd|muxo, hofo }f qoao" O xmbqdao am xmwkukéèo mxqë mxwk`ckao wou qoak wkuqm, fkx ä }fk d`}xèo: ä amxqkx lk`xkx x}woxdéýmx {}m am|mfox xmu h}ukaox xm {}dxmufox mbquku wkuk ambquo ak |muakamduk hobxhdîbhdk" K fmbqm houqk o f}bao mf wm{}mbox wmak& éox: m`k ad~> ‐Dxqo qmufdbk k{}d‖, ‐k{}dò hofmék `ë‖, m hof mxxk lukifmbqkéèo hobxmi}m amloufku o fo|dfmbqo }bd|muxk`" Msdxqm }f iukbam l`}so am }fk þbd& hk hobxhdîbhdk {}m q}ao hobqäf, {}m q}ao kekuhk, {}m xm fkbdlmxqk b}f }bd& |muxo xmfwum mf amxaoeukfmbqo" Mxqk ä k |muakam {}m xm mbhobquk wou quëx am qoakx kx hodxkx: fkx cë qkfeäf k d`}xèo {}m fkxhkuk k |muakam wkuk |ohî, k


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d`}xèo amxqmx f}dqox fo|dfmbqox {}m dfkidbk xmumf xmwkukaox }f ao o}quo, {}m dfkidbk msdxqdumf wou xd fmxfox, bm`mx fmxfox m wkuk xd fmxfox m {}m hkak }f ä }fk hodxk mf xd, xmwkukak ao umxqo ao }bd|muxo" M`mx qîf k dfwumxxèo am {}m k kéèo m umkéèo am`mx, am }f xoeum o o}quo, ä {}k`{}mu hodxk msqmubk, hofo xm loxxmf f}baox adlmumbqmx, hoòhkaox bk wumxmbék }f ao o}quo, xmf bmbc}f wobqo am hobqkqo, mshmqo kì}fk um`kéèo msqmubk òbiæb{}k" Hkak }f xm |î hofo xm loxxm }fk wmuxobk`dakam xmwkukak, msdxqmbqm wou xm}x wuøwudox adumdqox" Mxqm muuo bo xmbqdao am xmwkukqd|dakam qmf xdao wmufdqdao hofo wkuqm ao noio }bd|muxk`, wou{}m muk bmhmxxëudo wkuk {}m k Hobxhdîbhdk xm oenmqd|kxxm m ldskxxm x}kx loufkx" Fkx, wou {}m lod wmufdqdao bo wkxxkao, bèo xdibdldhk {}m k d`}xèo am xmwkuqd|dakam am|k hobqdb}ku wkuk xmfwum" Bo aukfk }bd|muxk` msdxqmf kì}bx, k fkdoudk, {}m xèo dbxqu}fmbqox dibo& ukbqmx: xèo kqoumx fo|daox hofo eobmhox, bèo qmbao hobcmhdfmbqo am bkak" Cë o}quox {}m xèo hobxhdmbqmx m lk~mf k x}k wkuqm, xkembao {}m ä }f aukfk" M msdxqmf kì}bx {}m qîf o hobcmhdfmbqo hofw`mqo ao fo|dfmbqo }bd|muxk` m mxqèo dambqdldhkaox hof m`m m hof k þbdhk Hobxhdîbhdk Ad|dbk, m hobxmbqmf, mbqumqkbqo, mf kidu hofo xm loxxmf kìo xmwkukao, }f lukifmbqo ao qoao" Msdx& qmf |ëudox mxqëidox dbqmufmadëudox mbqum k dibouåbhdk m mxqm hobcmhdfmbqo qoqk`, f}dqox foaox am wkuqdhdwku bo noio" Cë }f mxqëido am dibouåbhdk bo {}k` |ohî lk~ }fk hodxk m khumadqk qmu xdao |ohî {}mf k amhdad}: cë }f mxqëido am fmbou dibouåbhdk bo {}k` |ohî lk~ kìo, xkembao {}m qm|m am lk~î&ò, fkx bèo xkem hofo bmf wou {}î: m cë qkfeäf }f mxqkao am hobxhdîbhdk bo {}k` |ohî mxqë w`mbkfmbqm hobxhdmbqm wou{}m xkem o {}m ä {}m kim kquk|äx am |ohî" Xkem {}m ä }f dbxqu}fmbqo, xkem hofo m wou {}m xm} kqo lod lmdqo, xm} wuohmxxo m wuowø& xdqo" O mxqkao am dibouåbhdk, bo {}k` |ohî khumadqk xmu o k}qou am xm}x kqox, wmu& xdxqm mb{}kbqo lou bmhmxxëudo wkuk o xm} amxmb|o`|dfmbqo: fkx kxxdf {}m lou hkwk~ am wkxxku wkuk }fk hobadéèo fkdx k`qk, hofmékuë k wmuhmemu {}m ä }f dbxqu}fmbqo am }fk þbdhk Hobxhdîbhdk: mbqèo |ohî xoem }f amiuk} ak mxhkak m xm m`m|k k }f bæ|m` x}wmudou am hobxhdîbhdk" ‐Kx louékx coxqdx kqkhkf kì}äf bo w`kbo fmbqk` hofo o lk~mf bo w`kbo |dqk`?‖ Ä adlæhd` aku }fk umxwoxqk wumhdxk xmf mbquku mf }f bþfmuo am msw`dhkéýmx {}m bèo woamfox aku kiouk" K fmbqm ä }f fo|dfmbqo, fkx cë f}dqkx |kudmakamx am fo|dfmbqo, f}dqkx hkfkakx {}m xm qohkf m fmxfo xm hofwudfmf }fkx bkx o}qukx" Ko fmxfo qmfwo, o fo|dfmbqo {}m hckfkfox fmbqm wmbmquk ambquo am o}quox w`kbox" Bo wuøwudo f}bao fmbqk` cë f}dqox w`kbox" Qoaox mxqmx w`kbox&fmbqm m louékx& fmbqm xèo dbqmuamwmbambqmx: fkx kdbak cë }fk adlmumbék bk {}k`dakam am xm}x

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fo|dfmbqox, m wkuk lkhd`dakam am mswumxxèo qmfox {}m xmwkuë&òx }bx aox o}quox" Kxxdf, woamfox lk`ku am }fk fmbqm fkdx k`qk, am }fk fmbqm dbqmufm& adëudk, am }fk fmbqm læxdhk m kqä fmxfo am }fk ekxqkbqm fkqmudk`: m cë f}dqkx o}qukx adxqdbéýmx {}m woamf xmu lmdqkx" Emf, cë w`kbox fmbqkdx {}m mxqèo xdq}kaox bo k`qo, khdfk ao f}bao |dqk` m mxhkwkf ç x}k dbl`}îbhdk: bèo msdxqmf bm`mx louékx o} xmumx coxqdx" Fkx cë o}quox ‘ m xèo f}dqox ‘ {}m woamf xmu qohkaox o} wmbmqukaox wm`kx louékx |dqkdx" O w`kbo&fmbqm {}m wmuqmbhm ko f}bao læxdho, ç fmbqm læxdhk, hofo bøx k hckfkfox }x}k`fmbqm, ä fkdx fkqmudk` bk x}k mxqu}q}uk m fo|dfmbqo {}m k |muakamduk fmbqm m mxqë f}dqo fkdx xoe k dbl`}îbhdk ao f}bao |dqk` m akx louékx coxqdx" Mxqk fmbqm læxdhk fkbqäf imuk`fmbqm }fk mxwähdm am k`dkbék hof k hobxhdîbhdk |dqk` fkdx ekdsk m xm}x fo|dfmbqox: {}kbao o |dqk` fkdx ekdso fkbd& lmxqk hmuqox amxmnox m dfw}`xox, mxqk fmbqm fkdx fkqmudk` |mf mf xm} k}sæ`do wkuk n}xqdldhë&òx m kwodë&òx hof w`k}xæ|mdx msw`dhkéýmx, ukhdohæbdox m msh}xkx" Ä mxqk hkfkak am fmbqm {}m ä fkdx kemuqk k x}imxqýmx ao f}bao |dqk` m fkdx lum{ðmbqmfmbqm db|kadak wou x}kx louékx" Fkx msdxqm mf bøx }fk fmbqm fkdx k`qk, {}m xm fo|m bkx umidýmx akx damdkx amxdbqmumxxkakx m mxwmh}`kéýmx d`}fd& bkakx m ä k hudkaouk akx loufkx, m cë }fk fmbqm am damdkx w}ukx {}m kdbak bèo loukf hoòhkakx mf loufk: mxqmx bæ|mdx&fmbqm fkdoumx mxqèo `d|umx aox fo|d& fmbqox |dqkdx m akx louékx ka|muxkx wou{}m mxqèo xdq}kaox f}dqo khdfk am`mx" @ë woam ck|mu fo|dfmbqox hobqukadqøudox: `ë woam ck|mu fo|dfmbqox m loufkéýmx {}m mbqukf mf hco{}m hof k \muakam o} mxqèo mf hobl`dqo }bx hof ox o}quox: fkx bèo cë wmuq}uekéèo |dqk`, bkak {}m woxxk xmu hckfkao am coxqd`" K |muak& amduk fmbqm ld`øxolk, k fmbqm {}m ä o wmbxkaou, amxhoeudaou, lk~maou am loufkx, m k fmbqm am damdkx w}ukx {}m kdbak bèo loukf hoòhkakx mf loufk, mxqèo k`äf amxqk db|kxèo m dbl`}îbhdk dblmudoumx" Fkx dxqo bèo xdibdldhk {}m xm}x fo|dfmb& qox bèo woxxkf xmu dfdqkaox o} x}kx hudkéýmx fk` }xkakx wou xmumx coxqdx m wmu& |muxox, am }fk fkdou mb|muika}uk m am oudimf x}wmudou k ak{}m`mx am {}mf lk`md kqä kiouk" ‐[}kdx xèo kx hobadéýmx ao f}bao wxæ{}dho? [}k` ä k x}k xdq}kéèo hof um` k& éèo çx louékx coxqdx?‖ O f}bao wxæ{}dho o} w`kbo am hobxhdîbhdk ä k{}m`k wkuqm ao f}bao, ao fmxfo foao {}m o xmu wxæ{}dho ä k{}m`k wkuqm ao xmu, {}m mxqë adumqkfmbqm xoe k dbl`}îbhdk ak Hobxhdîbhdk Ad|dbk: kx louékx coxqdx bèo woamf qmu bmf fmxfo k fkdx umfoqk kéèo xoeum m`m" Ä o f}bao ak ckufobdk m q}ao xm fo|m ambquo am`m, am `}~ mf `}~ m am wuoiumxxo mf wuoiumxxo" Ä k foukak ak Ad|dbk Hobxhdîbhdk, o Ad|dbo M} bo xmu dbad|da}k`" Ä }f hmbquo am `}~ m |muakam m hobcmhdfmbqo m em`m~k m ckufobdk {}m o Ad|dbo M} mf hkak }f hudk, wo}ho k


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wo}ho, wou x}k wumxmbék: ä dbl`}mbhdkao, loufkao m fo|dao wm`k Ad|dbk Hobx& hdîbhdk ak {}k` ä }fk wkuqm m wkuhm`k" Ä, mf hkak }f, o xmu dbqmudou wuol}bao {}m |ohî am|m mbhobquku k ldf am {}m woxxk mbquku mf hobqkqo hof o Ad|dbo ambquo am xd" Ä o dbqmufmadëudo mbqum k Ad|dbk Hobxhdîbhdk m x}k hobxhdîbhdk msqmudou, m }bdu&xm k m`m, |ohî woam mbhobquku k w}uk Hobxhdîbhdk Mqmubk m |d|mu bm`k: mf |m~ am xmu fo|dao wm`k Dibouåbhdk, hofo ox xmumx c}fkbox hobxqkb& qmfmbqm o xèo, |ohî humxhm hobxhdmbqm ak wumxmbék am }fk `}~ mqmubk m ao hobcmhdfmbqo ambquo am xd, m k dxqo mbqumik&xm m hobxkiuk&xm dbqmiuk`fmbqm m wkxxk k xmu fo|dao wou dxqo mf qoakx kx hodxkx" Wou{}m o xmu wxæ{}dho ä k{}m`k wkuqm x}k {}m në mxqë akak ko ad|dbo" Ä k x}k dbl`}îbhdk {}m, iuka}k`fmbqm, mxwk`ckbao&xm am ambquo, mf aduméèo çx luobqmd& ukx fkdx fkqmudkdx m msqmudoumx am x}k hobxhdîbhdk, wuo|ohkuë k qukbxloufkéèo am x}k bkq}um~k dbqmduk" Kæ bèo woam ck|mu oexh}udakam: ä k wkuqm d`}fdbkak mf |ohî" K fkdoudk akx wmxxokx mxqë dbhobxhdmbqm amxqk wkuqm wxæ{}dhk ambquo am xd fmxfk" O mfwmbco ao Toik ä qoubë&ò hobxhdmbqm amxqk wkuqm, wkuk {}m o wuo& hmxxo am x}k qukbxloufkéèo, mf |m~ am }f qukek`co |kikuoxo, mxqmbambao&xm wou xäh}òx, woxxk xmu hobambxkao mf }fk |dak o} fmxfo mf wo}hox kbox" O xmu wxæ{}dho ä k{}dò {}m wmuxdxqm amwodx ak fouqm, wou{}m ä xm} mqmubo m}: ä m`m {}mf wmuwmq}k k hobxhdîbhdk am |dak mf |dak" O xmu wxæ{}dho ä k umk` dbad|da}k`dakam ao xmu dbad|dxo ad|dbo m |muakamduo ambquo am |ohî" Wodx x}k dbad|da}k`dakam xdibdldhk o xm} foao mxwmhdk` am mswumxxèo m xm} xmu wxæ{}dho ä }f kxwmhqo mxwmhdk` ak þbdhk Hobxhdîbhdk Ad|dbk {}m qofo} loufk mf |ohî" Fkx bk hobxhdîbhdk wxæ{}dhk bèo cë mxqm xmbqdao am ad|dxèo mbqum o dbad|æa}o m k hobxhdîbhdk }bd|muxk`, {}m klmqk kx o}qukx wkuqmx am x}k bkq}um~k" Bm`k, |ohî mxqë hobxhdmbqm am {}m x}k dbad|da}k`dakam ä x}k wuø& wudk `dbck am mswumxxèo, fkx ko fmxfo qmfwo |ohî xkem qkfeäf {}m m`k ä }fk mswumxxèo {}m oenmqd|k k þbdhk hobxhdîbhdk }bd|muxk`" Ä hofo xm }f wmakéo am xd fmxfo qd|mxxm xdao msqukæao m hoòhkao ç x}k lumbqm m co}|mxxm mbqum ox aodx }f o`cku fþq}o m }f noio am fo|dfmbqox" Mxxk a}k`dakam muk bmhmxxëudk wkuk hudku m mxqkem`mhmu k um`kéèo oenmqd|k m amxlu}që&`k: fkx bo xm} xmu wxæ{}dhk k xmwkukéèo {}m dbqmbxdldhk k a}k`dakam ä |dxqk hofo }fk d`}xèo, }fk kwkuîbhdk, bkak fkdx" ‐Msdxqm }fk adlmumbék mbqum o ‐mxwdudq}k`‖ m o ‐wxæ{}dho‖? Xèo w`kbox adlmum b& qmx?‖ Xdf, o w`kbo wxæ{}dho wmuqmbhm ç fkbdlmxqkéèo wmxxok`: o wxæ{}dho ä k{}dò {}m ä ad|dbo mf |ohî, hoòhkao wkuk xmu adbåfdho bo noio høxfdho" Fkx {}kbao lk`kfox ao mxwdudq}k`, mxqkfox wmbxkbao mf kìo {}m mxqë hobhmbqukao bo Ad|d&

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bo, fkdx ao {}m bk fkbdlmxqkéèo msqmubk" O w`kbo mxwdudq}k` ä }fk hodxk mxqëqd& hk {}m mxqë wou quëx m khdfk ao noio msqmudou: x}xqmbqk ox dbxqu}fmbqox ak bkq}& um~k, fkx m`m fmxfo bèo mxqë dbh`}æao o} mb|o`|dao bk fkbdlmxqkéèo msqmudou k{}d" Fkx, ko lk`ku amxqkx hodxkx, am|mfox xmu hk}qmòxox wkuk bèo ldhku kwudxdobk& aox wm`kx wk`k|ukx {}m }xkfox" [}kbao lkò ao wxæ{}dho o} ao mxwdudq}k`, {}muo fm umlmudu kx hodxkx f}dqo wuol}bakx m umkdx {}m mxqèo wou quëx ak x}wmulæhdm w`kbk akx wk`k|ukx m fmxfo dbqdfkfmbqm `dikakx mf x}kx adlmumbékx" Amldbdéýmx m adxqdbéýmx dbqm`mhq}kdx xèo f}dqo x}wmuldhdkdx m uæidakx wkuk k`hkbéku k |muakam |muakamduk akx hodxkx" M hobq}ao, k bèo xmu {}m |ohî mxqmnk f}dqo ckedq}kao k lk`ku }f hof o o}quo, msdxqm {}kxm }fk bmhmxxdakam am amldbdu o xmbqdao am x}kx wk`k|ukx ‘ xm ä {}m |ohî {}mu hofwummbamu o o}quo" K hobadéèo damk` wkuk }fk hob|muxk ä {}kbao kx fmbqmx mxqèo qèo emf xdbqobd~kakx {}m kx wk`k|ukx xmu& |mf kwmbkx am x}wouqm wkuk }fk hofwummbxèo fþq}k mxwobqåbmk, m |ohî bèo wumhdxk msw`dhku k hkak wkxxo o {}m |ohî {}mu ad~mu" Mxqk ä k |kbqkimf {}kbao xm lk`k xmfwum hof kx fmxfkx wmxxokx: k ckufobdk xdbqobd~kak ä mxqkem`mhdak mbqum x}kx fmbqmx m o xdibdldhkao akx hodxkx lk`kakx wmbmquk bm`kx dfmadkqkfmb& qm" Msdxqm }f f}bao am damdkx xmf loufk m ä `ë {}m |ohî am|m mbquku, xm {}dxmu hkwqku o xmbqdao ao {}m mxqë wou quëx akx wk`k|ukx" Mb{}kbqo qd|mu {}m msqukdu k x}k hofwummbxèo akx loufkx akx wk`k|ukx, ä wuo|ë|m` {}m |ohî ld{}m f}dqo hob& l}xo xoeum xm} |muakamduo xmbqdao" Fkx xm bo xd`îbhdo ak fmbqm |ohî w}amu xm m`m|ku kqä o f}bao am obam amxhmf kx damdkx wkuk qofku loufk, dfmadkqkfmbqm k umk` hofwummbxèo |dudk" Xm |ohî {}dxmu qmu hmuqm~k am hofwummbamu o o}quo, am|m xmu hkwk~ am hofwummbamu mf xd`îbhdo" Msdxqm }fk hobadéèo bk {}k` x}kx fmbqmx mxqèo qèo emf kldbkakx m ckufobd~kakx mf hobn}bqo {}m xm wmuhmem o wmbxkfmbqo ao o}quo xmf bmbc}fk bmhmxxdakam am wk`k|ukx" Fkx xm bèo msdxqdu mxqk xdbqobdk, ck|muë xmfwum kì}fk amloufkéèo bo xmbqdao wou{}m, wkuk k{}d& ò {}m |ohî lk`k, k o}quk fmbqm loubmhm xm} wuøwudo xdibdldhkao" Wou msmfwò, m} }xo }fk wk`k|uk b}f hmuqo xmbqdao o} b}kbhm am xm} xmbqdao: |ohî mxqë khox& q}fkao k hoòhë&`k mf o}quo xmbqdao o} b}kbhm" Mbqèo, m|dambqmfmbqm |ohî hofwummbamuë, bèo o fm} mskqo xdibdldhkao am`k, fkx o {}m k wk`k|uk xdibdldhk wkuk |ohî" Dxxo ä |muakam, bèo kwmbkx bo lk`ku, fkx qkfeäf bo `mu" Xm {}dxmu mbqmbamu }f `d|uo {}m hobqmbck }f wuol}bao mbxdbkfmbqo, |ohî am|m xmu hkwk~ am o `mu bo xd`îbhdo ak fmbqm: am|m mxwmuku m amdsku {}m k mswumxxèo xm kwuol}bam ambquo am |ohî, bk umidèo obam bèo cë fkdx wk`k|ukx, m am `ë |o`qku |kikuoxkfmbqm wkuk x}k hobxhdîbhdk msqmudou m xm} mbqmbadfmbqo x}wmuldhdk`" Wouäf, xm amdsku kx wk`k|ukx w}`kumf wkuk x}k fmbqm msqmubk m qmbqku kakwqku m kn}xqku kx a}kx, qmuë wmuadao hofw`mqkfmbqm xm} umk` xmbqdao m woamu" Bèo woam


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ck|mu wmulmdqo mbqmbadfmbqo k bèo xmu {}m |ohî mxqmnk mf }bdèo hof k fmbqm bèo mswumxxk, {}m mxqë wou quëx ao hmbquo ak mswumxxèo" Lk`kfox }fk |m~ am fmbqmx dbad|da}kdx {}m xèo hofo f}baox adxqdbqox m xmwkukaox }bx aox o}quox: hkak }f mxqë lmhckao mf xd m {}kxm bèo qmf wobqo adumqo am hobqkqo hof bmbc}f o}quo" Fkx dxxo ä bk umidèo ak fmbqm dblmudou: bm`k, x}kx wuøwudkx loufkéýmx o kwudxdobkf: |ohî bèo woam amxmfekukéku&xm am`kx o} am xd fmxfo: |ohî kwmbkx xm hofwummbam m çx x}kx wuøwudkx uml`msýmx bkx hodxkx" Hobq}ao, bmxqk umidèo fkdx k`qk ak fmbqm dbmswumxxk m x}kx k`qdq}amx fkdx w}ukx, |ohî mxqë `d|um: {}kbao mbquk `ë, |ohî xkd am xd m wmbmquk ambquo am }f w`kbo fmbqk` }bd|muxk`, bo {}k` hkak f}bao fmbqk` }bd|muxk` mxqë hofo ambquo am }f dfmbxo fku" Kæ woam hofwummbamu dbqmdukfmbqm o {}m mxqë khob& qmhmbao ko o}quo m `mu k fmbqm am`m hofo xm loxxm k x}k wuøwudk, wodx bmbc}fk xmwkukéèo ad|dam fmbqm am fmbqm" Ä kwmbkx {}kbao |ohî xm }bm hof ox o}quox bmxxk umidèo {}m woam hofwummbaî&òx: am o}quo foao, bèo mxqë xdbqobd~kao, bèo mxqë mf hobqkqo, bèo qmf fmdox am xkemu wumhdxkfmbqm o {}m mxqë khobqm& hmbao bk o}quk fmbqm {}m bèo k x}k" F}dqo lum{ðmbqmfmbqm, {}kbao mxqë bk wumxmbék am o}qumf, |ohî mxqë qoqk`fmbqm diboukbqm ao {}m m`m wmbxk o} xmbqm: fkx xm |ohî lou hkwk~ am du k`äf m khdfk amxqm w`kbo msqmubo am mswumxxèo, xm w}amu mbquku ambquo am }f w`kbo obam }fk hof}bcèo xd`mbhdoxk ä woxxæ|m`, mbqèo |ohî woam `mu bmxqk o}quk fmbqm hofo xm loxxm bk x}k" Mbqèo kx wk`k|ukx {}m }xk wkuk x}k mswumxxèo xèo am wo}hk dfwouqåbhdk wou{}m k hofwummbxèo qoqk` mxqë xdq}kak k`äf am`kx, mf kì}fk o}quk hodxk, m }f fæbdfo am wk`k|ukx ä x}ldhdmbqm wkuk kqdbidu k ldbk`dakam" Kæ òbikx msw`dhkéýmx bèo xèo bmhmxxëudkx: |ohî bèo wumhdxk {}m }f wmbxkfmbqo xmnk hofw`mqkfmbqm mswumxxo wou{}m k |dxèo adumqk ao {}m m`m xdibdldhk mxqë mf |ohî" ‐Hcmikuë }f qmfwo mf {}m bèo msdxqduèo fkdx kx louékx coxqdx?‖ [}kbao k x}k wumxmbék bo f}bao bèo lou fkdx am bmbc}fk }qd`dakam, m`kx amxkwkumhmuèo" X}k kéèo ä }xkak hofo }f wuohmxxo am qmxqm wkuk {}m bkak xmnk mx{}mhdao, bkak amdskao am `kao bo qukek`co am qukbxloufkéèo" M`kx bèo wmufd& qduèo bmbc}f muuo" Xm, bo xm} xmu, |ohî qd|mu bmi`dimbhdkao }f þbdho amqk`cm {}m xmnk, m`kx |duèo qohku o wobqo amxh}dakao m qoubë&ò qèo aoòuoxkfmbqm m|d& ambqm {}m |ohî xmuë louékao k f}aku" [}kbao bèo loumf fkdx bmhmxxëudkx wkuk mxqk owmukéèo, x}k msdxqîbhdk qoubku&xm&ë dbþqd` m m`kx amxkwkumhmuèo" Lod&`cmx wmufdqdao msdxqdumf k{}d wou{}m mukf bmhmxxëudkx ç Iukbam Oeuk: fkx amxam {}m bèo xmnkf dbadxwmbxë|mdx, am|muèo f}aku o} amxkwkumhmu"

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HOB\MUXKX""" ‐Kdbak lk`qk f}dqo qmfwo wkuk khobqmhmu dxxo?‖

Q}ao amwmbam ao wobqo am |dxqk" Wodx o qmfwo ä um`kqd|o: |ohî woam lk`ku am`m ao wobqo am |dxqk c}fkbo hof}f o} ao fkdx wuol}bao, am }fk hobxhdîb& hdk dbqmubk, o} ao k`qo ak wmuxwmhqd|k ad|dbk" [}mu k hodxk k xmu umk`d~kak `m|m fd`ckumx am kbox o} kwmbkx }f kbo, am khouao hof k hofw}qkéèo c}fkbk, xm |ohî lou }bo hof k Hobxhdîbhdk Ad|dbk, bèo qmf k fæbdfk dfwouqåbhdk, wou{}m mbqèo amdsk am `kao kx hodxkx ak bkq}um& ~k c}fkbk m mbquk bk dbldbdq}am m bk mqmubdakam ak Bkq}um~k Ad|dbk" Kæ |ohî mxhkwk amxqm xmbqdfmbqo am msqumfk dfwkhdîbhdk {}m oexmak ox cofmbx, wou& {}m {}mumf |mu kx hodxkx òio lmdqkx" K kidqkéèo, wumxxk, db{}dmq}am, bèo `m|kf k bmbc}f `}iku" Ä mxw}fk bo fku: ä }fk kbxdmakam mskimukak {}m bèo wuoa}~ bkak" Ox cofmbx qîf k dfwumxxèo am {}m xm bèo mxqd|mumf houumbao wkuk `ë m wkuk hë, wumhdwdqkbao&xm mf khmxxox am kqd|dakam lmeud`, bèo mxqèo lk~mbao bkak" Ä }fk d`}xèo wmbxku {}m mxxmx hckfkaox fo|dfmbqox f}akf kx hodxkx" Ä hofo wmiku }fk sæhkuk m xkh}adu k ëi}k {}m mxqë ambquo: k ëi}k xm amxòhk, fkx bèo ä f}akak wou qoak mxxk kidqkéèo" Mxqk d`}xèo am kéèo ä }fk akx fkdoumx d`}xýmx ak bkq}um~k c}fkbk" M`k wumn}adhk o wuoiumxxo wou{}m dbhdqk ç bmhmxxdakam am xm `kbéku mf {}k`{}mu fo|dfmbqo mshdqkbqm" Xm |ohî w}amxxm }bdhkfmbqm wmu& hmemu k d`}xèo m |mu k db}qd`dakam am q}ao dxxo, m hofo dxxo bèo f}ak bkak+ \ohî bèo hcmik k `}iku kì}f amxqk fkbmduk+ K{}m`mx {}m mxqèo houumbao kxxdf, am `ë wkuk hë, xèo dbxqu}fmbqox am louékx {}m ox lk~mf akbéku wkuk xm} wuøwudo ad|muqdfmbqo" M m`kx bèo xèo bmf fmxfo louékx ak fm`cou {}k`dakam" Q}ao {}kbqo qmf xdao lmdqo bo f}bao, o lod wmòx wo}hox {}m w}amukf hob& xmu|ku&xm mf xd`îbhdo, louk ak kéèo: wou{}m xèo m`mx ox dbxqu}fmbqox ao woamu Ad|dbo" M`mx xèo ox kimbqmx adbåfdhox, ox dbxqu}fmbqox hobxhdmbqmx {}m lk~mf amxhmu kx louékx {}m qukbxloufkf o f}bao" Ä kxxdf {}m kx hodxkx woamf xmu lmdqkx, bèo wou }fk kqd|dakam duum{}dmqk" Bk wk~, bo xd`îbhdo m bk qukb{}d`dakam o f}bao lod hobxqu}æao: m hkak |m~ {}m kìo qmf am xmu |muakamdukfmbqm hobx& qu}æao, ä bk wk~, bo xd`îbhdo m bk qukb{}d`dakam {}m dxqo am|m xmu lmdqo" Ä dibouåb& hdk wmbxku {}m |ohî am|m houumu am fkbcè ç bodqm m qukek`cku mf qoak xouqm am hodxkx lþqmdx wkuk lk~mu kì}fk hodxk wmò f}bao" Ekxqk |ohî umh}ku amxqkx louékx q}ue}`mbqkx wkuk umidýmx hk`fkx, wkuk |mu {}èo iukbam ä k d`}xèo" Am `ë, k c}fkbdakam wkumhm }fk fkxxk am hudkq}ukx hmikx, wumhdwdqkbao&xm mf qoaox ox xmbqdaox, xmf xkemu o {}m lk~mf o} wou {}m lk~mf, kwmbkx hcohkbao&xm m quowmékbao }bx box o}quox" M ä dxxo {}m m`mx hck& fkf am kéèo m |dak+ Ä kidqkéèo |k~dk, bèo ä kéèo, bèo ä k |muakamduk |dak"

O KFOU C]FKBO M O KFOU AD\DBO

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M} adxxm }fk |m~ {}m wkuk lk`ku a}ukbqm am~ fdb}qox, |ohî am|mudk wmufk& bmhmu mf xd`îbhdo wou am~ adkx" Woamudk khumxhmbqku {}m, wkuk kidu }qd`fmbqm a}ukbqm }f adk, |ohî am|mudk ldhku {}dmqo wou }f kbo+ Ä h`kuo {}m bèo mxqo} lk`kbao akx kéýmx hof}bx ao adk k adk {}m xèo bmhmxxëudkx wkuk k |dak hoqdadkbk, fkx wkuk k{}m`mx {}m qîf o} hummf qmu kì}fk hodxk k lk~mu wmò f}bao" M o xd`îbhdo am {}m lkò ä k {}dmq}am dbqmudou {}m kwmbkx qîf k{}m`mx {}m woamf kidu xmf xm dambqdldhkumf hof x}kx kéýmx, x}efmuxox bm`kx, hmiox m x}uaox wmò u}æao m loufk am xm} wuøwudo fo|dfmbqo" Hobxmu|m&xm louk ak kéèo: m`m|m&xm kqä ox h}fmx aofdbkbqmx amxqmx fo|dfmbqox qmfwoukdx, mbqum bk hobxhdîbhdk ak Mqmubdakam" Xø mbqèo |ohî xkemuë o {}m ä k |muakamduk kéèo"

4" O KFOU C]FKBO M O KFOU AD\DBO ‐[}k` ä k um`kéèo {}m msdxqm mbqum o kfou c}fkbo m o kfou Ad|dbo? Ä o kfou c}fkbo }f oexqëh}ò ko kfou Ad|dbo? O}, bèo xmudk k hkwkhdakam ao kfou c}fkbo }f æbadhm ak hkwkhdakam ao kfou Ad|dbo? Iukbamx ldi}ukx mxwdud& q}kdx hofo Hudxqo, Ukfkjudxcbk m \d|mjkbkbak bèo loukf boqk|m`fmbqm hcmdkx am kfou m klmqd|kx wou bkq}um~k?‖ O kfou ä }fk akx iukbamx louék }bd|muxkdx: msdxqm wou xd fmxfo m xm} fo|dfmbqo ä `d|um m dbamwmbambqm aox oenmqox box {}kdx m kquk|äx aox {}kdx xm fkbdlmxqk" Fkbdlmxqk&xm mf {}k`{}mu `}iku obam mbhobqum }fk woxxded`dakam am fkbdlmxqkéèo, obam {}mu {}m cknk umhmwqd|dakam, obam {}mu {}m cknk kì}fk kemuq}uk wkuk m`m" O {}m |ohî hckfk am kfou, m wmbxk xmu }fk hodxk dbad|da}k` m wmxxok`, ä kwmbkx x}k hkwkhdakam am umhmemu m fkbdlmxqku mxqk louék }bd|muxk`" Mbqumqkbqo, kwmxku am xmu }bd|muxk`, bèo ä }fk louék dbhobxhdmbqm: ä }f Woamu x}fkfmbqm hobxhdmbqm" Hobxhdmbqmfmbqm, m`m wuoh}uk x}k fkbdlmxqkéèo m umk`d& ~kéèo bk qmuuk: hobxhdmbqmfmbqm mxho`cm xm}x dbxqu}fmbqox, amxwmuqk wkuk x}kx |deukéýmx k{}m`mx {}m xèo hkwk~mx am }fk umxwoxqk, mxlouék&xm wkuk umk`d~ku bm`mx k{}dò {}m ä x}k fmqk mqmubk, m {}kbao o dbxqu}fmbqo bèo ä kam{}kao, amdsk&7 m |o`qk&xm wkuk wuoh}uku o}quox" Ox cofmbx wmbxkf {}m, am umwmbqm, xm kwkdsobkukf: |mmf xm} kfou hcmiku m humxhmu m iuka}k`fmbqm amxkwkumhmu ‘ o}, qk`|m~, a}uku }f wo}ho fkdx bk{}m`mx {}m xèo mxwmhdk`fmbqm hkwkhdqkaox wkuk xm} fo|dfmbqo fkdx a}uë|m`" Fkx k xmbxkéèo am xmu }fk mswmudîbhdk wmx& xok` qoak x}k muk }fk d`}xèo" Bkak fkdx muk {}m }fk obak ao fku xmf ldf ao kfou }bd|muxk`" O kfou ä }bd|muxk` m mqmubo: mxqë xmfwum xm fkbdlmxqkbao m ä xmfwum daîb& qdho bk x}k mxxîbhdk" M ä }fk Louék Ad|dbk: wou{}m kx amloufkéýmx {}m |mfox bkx x}kx kwkumbqmx mswumxxýmx wmuqmbhmf k xm}x dbxqu}fmbqox" O kfou bèo xm fkbdlmxqk kwmbkx mf xmumx c}fkbox: mxqë mf qoao `}iku" Xm} fo|dfmbqo mxqë

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HOB\MUXKX"""

`ë bkx w`kbqkx, qk`|m~ bkx wuøwudkx wmaukx: box kbdfkdx ä lëhd` boqku x}k wumxmbék" Qoakx kx amloufkéýmx amxqm iukbam Woamu ad|dbo |îf ak oexh}udakam m dibo& uåbhdk m mioæxfo ao dbxqu}fmbqo `dfdqkao" O kfou, k louék mqmubk, bèo qmf kwm& io o} amxmno, bèo qmf lofm am woxxm bmf `dikéèo mioæxqdhk: ä, bo xm} fo|dfmb& qo w}uo, k wuoh}uk ak }bdèo ao xmu hof o Ad|dbo, }fk wuoh}uk kexo`}qk, dbadlm& umbqm k qoakx kx o}qukx hodxkx" O kfou Ad|dbo aë&xm m bèo wmam bkak" O {}m ox xmumx c}fkbox ld~mukf am`m bèo ä wumhdxo ad~mu ‘ qukbxloufkukf&bo mf kìo lmdo m umw}`xd|o" M, mbqumqkbqo, fmxfo box xmumx c}fkbox, o wudfmduo hobqkqo hof o kfou quk~ wkuk ekdso kìo ak x}k x}exqåbhdk fkdx w}uk: wou }f fofmbqo m`mx xm qoubkf hkwk~mx am mx{}mhmu&xm am xd fmxfox, wou }f fofmbqo xm} qo{}m ad|dbo amxwmuqk m kfw`dk q}ao {}m ä eof m eobdqo" Fkx amwodx |mf ç qobk k bkq}um~k c}fkbk, hcmdk am x}kx msdiîbhdkx dfw}ukx, wmadbao kì}fk hod& xk mf quohk, bmiohdkbao hof o {}m aë, h`kfkbao wou x}kx wuøwudkx xkqdxlkéýmx dblmudoumx, adxqouhmbao m ambmiudbao o {}m muk ad|dbo" Wkuk fkbdlmxqku o kfou Ad|dbo |ohî am|m xmu hkwk~ am umhmemu o Kfou Ad|d& bo, wodx xofmbqm woamf fkbdlmxqë&@o k{}m`mx {}m wou x}k bkq}um~k xèo kemu& qox k xm} fo|dfmbqo bkq}uk`" [}kbqo fkdx |kxqk m h`kuk k kemuq}uk, fkdx m`mx fkbdlmxqkf o Kfou Ad|dbo bk x}k w}um~k oudidbk`: {}kbqo fkdx fdxq}ukao hof ox ekdsox xmbqdfmbqox c}fkbox, fkdou xmuë x}k amloufkéèo" K{}m`m {}m bèo ä kemuqo ko kfou bk x}k mxxîbhdk m bk x}k |muakam, bèo woam xm kwuosdfku ao Ad|dbo" Fmxfo k{}m`mx {}m e}xhkf, kquk|äx ao hkfdbco ao hobcmhdfmbqo, hcmikf k }f wobqo k`äf ao {}k`, xm {}dxmumf k|kbéku fkdx òbim, xèo oeudik& aox k mbquku ko fmxfo qmfwo bo kfou m xmbqdu ox aodx hofo }f xø> o hobcmhd& fmbqo, k `}~ ak }bdèo ad|dbk m o kfou, o wuøwudo hmubm ao hobcmhdfmbqo" Msdxqm }f fofmbqo bo wuoiumxxo ak k`fk mf {}m m`mx xm mbhobqukf m |ohî bèo woam adxqdbi}du }f ao o}quo" K ad|dxèo, k adxqdbéèo {}m |ohî lk~ mbqum ox aodx, k wudb& hæwdo ä }fk hudkéèo ak fmbqm> bo fofmbqo mf {}m |ohî xm m`m|k k }f w`kbo fkdx k`qo, m`kx amxkwkumhmuèo" Mbqum k{}m`mx {}m |dmukf k mxqm f}bao wuoh}ukbao um|m`ku o Ad|dbo k{}d m qukbxloufku k |dak qmuumbk, kì}bx cë {}m fkbdlmxqkukf o Kfou Ad|dbo mf }fk w`mbdq}am fkdx |kxqk" Mf kì}bx k w}um~k ak fkbdlmxqkéèo ä qèo iukbam {}m xèo fk` hofwummbadaox wou qoak k c}fkbdakam m kqä fmxfo xèo kh}xkaox am xmu a}uox m xmf houkéèo, mfeouk o Kfou Ad|dbo mxqmnk `ë" Wou{}m bm`mx, mxxm kfou ä ad|dbo m bèo c}fkbo mf x}k loufk m mf x}k x}exqåbhdk" Wodx {}kbao o cofmf lk`k am kfou, m`m o kxxohdk k }fk luk{}m~k mfohdobk` m xmbqdfmbqk`" Fkx k dbqmbxdakam ad|dbk am k}qomx{}mhdfmbqo, mxqk hkwkhdakam am xm aku dbqmd& ukfmbqm, xmf bmbc}fk umxqudéèo o} umxmu|k, hofo }fk aokéèo, bèo wmadbao bkak mf quohk, ä f}dqo wo}ho hobcmhdak aox xmumx c}fkbox" M {}kbao bèo mxqë


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fdxq}ukao hof mfoéýmx lukhkx m xmbqdfmbqkdx, khckf&bo a}uo m ludo: bèo woamf umhobcmhmu bm`m o fkdx k`qo iuk} m dbqmbxdakam ao woamu am kfou" O iukbam coòhk}xqo, k x}wumfk aokéèo, lod k fkbdlmxqkéèo ao kfou ao Ad|dbo bo f}bao" K Hobxhdîbhdk Wmulmdqk khmdqo} fmui}`cku m xmu kexou|dak bk dbhobxhdîbhdk ak fkqäudk, wkuk {}m k hobxhdîbhdk w}amxxm xmu amxwmuqkak bkx wuol}bam~kx am x}k oexh}udakam m wo}ho k wo}ho }f Woamu Ad|dbo humxhmu bm`k m lk~mu am qoao mxqm }bd|muxo fkbdlmxqkao kfkdx k`qk mswumxxèo ak Hobxhdîbhdk Ad|dbk m ao Kfou Ad|dbo" Mxqm lod o kfou x}wumfo> khmdqku k wmuak ak hobadéèo wmulmdqk ak ad|dbakam x}wumfk, am x}k hobxhdîbhdk kexo`}qk, am xm} hobcmhd& fmbqo dbldbdqo, wkuk }bdu&xm ç dbhobxhdîbhdk, hokedqku bo f}bao hof k dibouåb& hdk m k mxh}udaèo" M, bo mbqkbqo, bdbi}äf qk`|m~ hckfkudk k dxqo am kfou: wou& {}m bèo xm um|mxqm am }f xmbqdfmbqo x}wmuldhdk`: bèo lk~ msdiîbhdkx mf quohk ao {}m lm~, bèo amfobxquk xm} xkhudlæhdo" K louék ao kfou bo f}bao mxqë qmbqkbao mbhobquku hobxhdîbhdkx {}m xmnkf hkwk~mx am umhmemu mxqm fo|dfmbqo ad|dbo bk x}k w}um~k, m am mswumxxë&ò" Mxqk houudak am qoaox ox xmumx mf e}xhk ao kfou, mxqm mfw}uuèo duumxdxqæ|m` m k wuoh}uk bo houkéèo ao f}bao m mf qoaox ox houk& éýmx ä o dfw}`xo akao wmò Kfou Ad|dbo, {}m xm mxhobam kquëx ao kbxmdo m e}xhk aox cofmbx" M`m mswmudfmbqk fd`cýmx am dbxqu}fmbqox, qmbqkbao xmfwum m xmfwum lk`ckbao: fkx mxqm qo{}m hobxqkbqm wumwkuk mxxmx dbxqu}fmbqox m x}ed& qkfmbqm khouakuë bm`mx }f adk k hkwkhdakam am k}qoaokéèo, k hkwkhdakam am kfku" O fo|dfmbqo ao kfou bèo ä `dfdqkao kox xmumx c}fkbox m ä qk`|m~ fmbox adxqouhdao mf o}quox f}baox" O`cm wkuk kx lòumx m ëu|oumx" [}kbao o xo` xm wým m q}ao xm qoubk xd`mbhdoxo, xmbqm&xm wou }f fofmbqo m hoò{}m&xm mf hof}bcèo hof k bkq}um~k> |ohî xmbqduë, x}edbao ak qmuuk, am amekdso akx ukæ~mx akx ëu|oumx, kxhmbambao m hkfdbckbao kquk|äx am x}kx ldeukx kqä ox fkdx k`qox ik`cox mxwk`ckaox, k kxwdukéèo am }f kfou dbqmbxo m xk}akam ‘ }fk xk}& akam am kìo {}m quk~ `}~ m aë lm`dhdakam, wm`k `}~ {}m xm lod m {}m ioxqkudkf am qmu am |o`qk" Cë }f kbxmdo qèo w}uo m dbqmbxo {}m xm |ohî w}amu xmbqdu o fo|d& fmbqo bkx ëu|oumx, xm} wuøwudo xmu qkfeäf xm m`m|kuë b}fk wumhm kuambqm wm`k wk~ m `}~ m kfou {}m kdbak bèo xèo fkbdlmxqkaox k{}d" Xm |ohî mbquku mf hobqk& qo hof mxqm |muakamduo kfou ad|dbo, |kxqo m w}uo, xm |ohî o qd|mu xmbqdao fmx& fo wou }f fofmbqo m bk x}k loufk æbldfk, qofkuë hobxhdîbhdk ak hodxk kenmqk bk {}k` o amxmno c}fkbo o qukbxloufo}" Qoubo}&xm, bk bkq}um~k c}fkbk, kìo ekdso, eu}qk`, mioæxqk, |do`mbqo, lmdo, o} mbqèo, kìo lukho m xmbqdfmbqk`, loufkao am xmbqdfmbqox fmx{}dbcox, luëimdx, x}wmuldhdkdx m msdimbqmx" M k mxqk qouwm~k m eu}qk`dakam o} k mxqk luk{}m~k mioæxqdhk hckfkf&bk am kfou+

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HOB\MUXKX"""

‐O boxxo xmu |dqk` am|m qofku wkuqm bo Kfou Ad|dbo? Xm kxxdf lou, {}k` ä k loufk hmuqk m houumqk am wkuqdhdwkéèo {}m am|m qofku?‖ Obam am|m wkuku k fkbdlmxqkéèo ao Kfou Ad|dbo? Am|m xmu hobldbkao k kì}fk umidèo duumk` o} dfkqmudk`? O Kfou Ad|dbo dfmuim x}k fkbdlmxqkéèo bk qmuuk kqä k fkqäudk fkdx fkqmudk`" Ä |muakam {}m m`m bèo xm mbhobquk bkx adxqou& éýmx mioæxqdhkx ak hobxhdîbhdk c}fkbk, fkx o |dqk` mf xd fmxfo ä }f m`mfmbqo qèo dfwouqkbqm bk fkbdlmxqkéèo ao Kfou Ad|dbo {}kbqo o ä bo qoao ao }bd|muxo fkbdlmxqkao" Bèo cë woxxded`dakam am fo|dfmbqo m wuoiumxxo xmf k dbqmu|mb& éèo ao |dqk`: fkx hofo mxqm Woamu ak Bkq}um~k qmf xdao xmudkfmbqm adxqouhdao, kì}bx wumlmumf khumadqku {}m m`m qmbck {}m xmu kuukbhkao hofw`mqkfmbqm m `kbékao louk" Fkx ä xofmbqm kquk|äx ao |dqk` {}m k fkqäudk woam xmu qohkak wmò woamu qukbxloufkaou ao Mxwæudqo" Xm o |dqk` bèo mxqd|mxxm `ë wkuk dbl}badu xm} adbkfdxfo m louék |d|dldhkbqm, k fkqäudk wmufkbmhmudk fouqk: wou{}m kx wkuqmx x}wmudoumx ao xmu bèo mbqukudkf mf hobqkqo hof k qmuuk, bèo xmudkf hob& humqd~kakx bk |dak, fkx wkuqdudkf dbxkqdxlmdqkx m amxkwkumhmudkf" O Kfou Ad|dbo am {}m lkò ä }f Kfou {}m xm fkbdlmxqk k{}d bmxqk qmuuk læxd& hk, bk fkqäudk, fkx wkuk xm mbhkubku am|m xmu w}uo akx adxqouéýmx c}fkbkx" Bmxqk, hofo mf qoak o}quk fkbdlmxqkéèo, o |dqk` ä }f kimbqm dbadxwmbxë|m`" Fkx hofo qmf khobqmhdao xmfwum, ox woamumx ka|muxox xm kwoxxkukf amxqk hodxk qèo wumhdoxk" Ä k mbmuidk ao |dqk` {}m mbquk bk fkqäudk eu}qk m dbxmbxæ|m`, qoubkbao&k umhmwqd|k m |d|k" Fkx kx louékx ka|muxkx adxqouhmukf&bk: qukbxloufk& ukf&bk mf }f hkfwo am |do`îbhdk m mioæxfo m amxmno m am qoak mxwähdm am lmkàkam m dfwmadukf&bk am qofku wkuqm bo qukek`co ad|dbo" K þbdhk hodxk k xmu lmdqk ä f}aë&`k, xmf x}wudfdu xm} fo|dfmbqo o} amxqu}æ&`k" Wou{}m xmf m`k dbqmbxdakam kì}fk ä woxxæ|m`" O |dqk`, bk x}k |muakamduk bkq}um~k, ä k{}dò mf bøx {}m woam xm hobxkiuku qoqk`fmbqm" Hofo m`m ä n}xqkfmbqm k{}dò {}m qmf xmfwum o dfw}`xo m k louék am qofku, ä qkfeäf k{}dò {}m ä hkwk~ am xm aoku msqumfkakfmbqm: wou{}m hofo m`m xkem woxx}du, xkem qkfeäf xm mbqumiku xmf umxmu|kx" O |muakamduo fo|dfmbqo |dqk` ä o fkdx emò m fkibældho aox fo|dfmb& qox: fkx qmf xdao amxldi}ukao m qukbxloufkao bo fkdx lmdo, bo fkdx adxqouhdao, bo fkdx umw}`xd|o" B}fk cdxqøudk am kfou c}fkbo, obam {}m qmbck mbqukao wmò fmbox }f ëqofo am kfou w}uo, m qmbck xdao wmufdqdao fkbdlmxqku&xm xmf f}dqk adxqouéèo, mbhobqukfox kìo eobdqo m |muakamduo" M, xm o fo|dfmbqo bèo wmua}uk, ä wou{}m m`m bèo ä hobxhdmbqm am x}k wuøwudk ldbk`dakam, bèo qmf o hobcmhdfmbqo am m} bèo ä k }bdèo am }f xmu hof o o}quo {}m mxqë wuoh}ukbao, fkx k }bdèo am qoaox ox xmumx hofo Ad|dbo" O kfou ä k louék x}wumfk {}m k Hobxhdîbhdk Mqmubk mfkbo} am xd m `kbéo} xoeum }f f}bao oexh}uo m mxh}umhdao, wkuk {}m m`m woxxk quk~mu am |o`qk ko


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Ad|dbo mxqm f}bao m xm}x xmumx" O f}bao fkqmudk`, bk x}k mxh}udaèo m dibouåb& hdk, ck|dk mx{}mhdao o Ad|dbo" O Kfou amxhm} ambquo akx qum|kx: amxwmuqo} bm`kx q}ao {}m mxqk|k kaoufmhdao: f}uf}uo}, keudbao ox o}|daox {}m mxqk|kf xm`k& aox, ‐Cë kì}fk hodxk wkuk k {}k` |k`m k wmbk khouaku, wkuk k {}k` |k`m k wmbk |d|mu, ä o kfou+‖ M hof o amxwmuqku ao kfou, mbquo} bo f}bao k woxxded`dakam am umqoubku ko Ad|dbo" Kquk|äx ao kfou, k hudkéèo xm m`m|k mf aduméèo ko Ad|dbo m, mf umxwoxqk, o Kfou Ad|dbo m k Iukék xm dbh`dbkf wkuk ekdso, wkuk mbhobquku k hudkéèo" O kfou bèo woam msdxqdu mf x}k em`m~k w}uk, o kfou bèo woam |mxqdu xm} woamu bkq}uk` m k`miudk dbqmbxk am w`mbdq}am, kqä {}m cknk mxqk quohk, mxqk l}xèo mbqum k qmuuk m o X}wumfo, mxqm fo|dfmbqo am Kfou ao Ad|dbo wkuk k hudk& éèo m ak hudkéèo wkuk o Ad|dbo" Mxqm f}bao muk }f f}bao am fkqäudk fouqk, kqä {}m o Kfou Ad|dbo amxhm} ambquo am`m m amxwmuqo}&o wkuk k |dak" Amxam mbqèo m`m qmf kbakao mf e}xhk amxqk lobqm ad|dbk am |dak, fkx mf x}k wuoh}uk qmf akao qoakx kx mxwähdmx am |o`qkx m qud`ckao hkfdbcox muukaox, |ki}mkbao am `ë wkuk hë bo mxh}uo" K fkxxk amxqk hudkéèo qmf xm fo|dao bk x}k mxqukak hofo hmiox wuoh}ukbao wmò amxhobcmhdao, e}xhkbao fkx diboukbao o {}m wuoh}ukf" O fësdfo {}m k`hkbéo} ä o {}m wkumhm kox xmumx c}fkbox, o kfou bk x}k loufk fkdx k`qk, x}k mxwähdm fkdx w}uk m amxdbqmumxxkak, hofo o kfou ak fèm wmò xm} ld`co" Mxqm fo|dfmbqo c}fkbo am kfou mxqë xmhumqkfmbqm wuoh}& ukbao wou kì}fk hodxk k fkdx ao {}m k{}dò {}m mbhobquo}: fkx bèo xkem obam mbhobquë&`k, bmf fmxfo o {}m m`k ä" Bo fofmbqo mf {}m k hobxhdîbhdk ao cofmf amxwmuqk wkuk o Kfou Ad|dbo w}uo, dbamwmbambqm am qoak fkbdlmxqkéèo bkx loufkx c}fkbkx, m`m xkem wmò {}m xm} houkéèo x}xwduk|k |muakamdukfmbqm, qoao o qmfwo" Dxqo ä o hofméo ak kxwdukéèo ak K`fk, {}m wuo|ohk o amxwmuqku ak hobxhdîbhdk m xm} kbxmdo am }bdèo hof o Ad|dbo" Qoakx kx loufkx bkxhdakx ak dibouåbhdk, qoakx kx amloufkéýmx wuoa}~dakx wou m`k, am|mf, amxqm fofmbqo mf adkbqm, mbluk{}mhmu m amxkwkumhmu m aku `}iku k }f þbdho fofmbqo ak hudk& éèo, umxwobambao ko Kfou Ad|dbo kquk|äx am xm} kfou wmò Ad|dbo" ]fk |m~ {}m k hudkéèo mxqmnk hobxhdmbqm, amxwmuqk, kemuqk ko kfou wmò Ad|dbo, o Kfou Ad|dbo amuukfku&xm&ë xmf umxmu|kx xoeum k hudkéèo" O hæuh}ò ao fo|dfmbqo |o`& qk&xm xoeum xd fmxfo m ox msqumfox xm mbhobqukf: cë k n}béèo aox msqumfox, o Mxwæudqo x}wumfo m k Fkqäudk fkbdlmxqkbqm m x}k ad|dbk }bdèo qoubk&xm hobxqkb& qm m hofw`mqk" Iukbamx xmumx {}m bkxhmukf bmxqm f}bao |dmukf quk~mu wkuk ekdso kìo ak w}um~k xoemukbk m woamu ao Kfou Ad|dbo" O Kfou Ad|dbo wuonmqo}&xm bm`mx mf loufk wmxxok` wkuk {}m x}k umk`d~kéèo xoeum k qmuuk w}amxxm xmu ko fmxfo qmfwo fkdx lëhd` m fkdx wmulmdqk" O Kfou Ad|dbo, {}kbao fkbdlmxqkao b}f xmu wmxxok`, ä fkdx lëhd` am xm umk`d~ku: ä fkdx adlæhd` {}kbao bèo mxqë fkbdlmxqkao o} ä dfwmxxok` bo xm} fo|dfmbqo" ]f xmu c}fkbo, amxwmuqkao wkuk k hobxhdîbhdk ao Kfou Ad|dbo wou mxqm qo{}m wmxxok`, hof mxqk dbqmbxdakam wmxxok`, khckuë

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HOB\MUXKX"""

xm} qukek`co m x}k qukbxloufkéèo fkdx lëhmdx: k }bdèo {}m m`m wuoh}uk qoubk&xm fkdx bkq}uk` m fkdx wuøsdfk" M k }bdèo m k umk`d~kéèo qkfeäf xmuèo fkdx hof& w`mqkx, fkdx wmulmdqkx, wodx k |kxqk }bdloufdakam am }f Kfou dfwmxxok` m }bd& |muxk` mxqkuë d`}fdbkak m |d|dldhkak hof k hou m em`m~k am qoakx kx um`kéýmx wox& xæ|mdx hof o Ad|dbo"

;7" K BKQ]UM^K AK UM@DIDÈO ‐[}k` ä k bkq}um~k mskqk ak um`didèo? Ä m`k }f oexqëh}ò bo hkfdbco ak |dak mxwdudq}k`?‖ K um`didèo wmuqmbhm ç fmbqm x}wmudou ak c}fkbdakam" Ä o mxlouéo ak fmbqm x}wmudou ao cofmf am xm kwuosdfku, bk fmadak am x}k hkwkhdakam, am kìo k`äf am`k, am kì}fk hodxk k {}m k c}fkbdakam aë o bofm am Am}x o} Mxwæudqo, \muakam o} Lä, Hobcmhdfmbqo o} Dbldbdqo, }fk mxwähdm am Kexo`}qo {}m k fmbqm c}fkbk bèo woam k`hkbéku m fmxfo kxxdf qmbqk lk~î&ò" K um`didèo woam xmu ad|dbk bk x}k oudimf wudfëudk: bk x}k bkq}um~k wumxmbqm bèo ä ad|dbk, fkx c}fkbk" Bk |muakam, fm`cou xmudk lk`ku am um`didýmx ao {}m am um`didèo, wou{}m kx um`didýmx lmdqkx wmòx cofmbx xèo dbþfmukx" Mxqkx adlmumbqmx um`didýmx, fmxfo {}m bèo qmbckf qdao k fmxfk oudimf, loukf lmdqkx, k fkdou wkuqm am`kx, ao fmxfo foao" Xkemfox hofo k um`didèo hudxqè hofméo} k msdxqdu" Bèo lod hmuqk& fmbqm Nmx}x o umxwobxë|m` wmò {}m hckfkfox Hudxqdkbdxfo, fkx kì}bx cofmbx mu}adqox m f}dqo mbimbcoxox {}m }bdukf xm}x mxlouéox m k foàkukf qk` {}k` k |mfox" Bèo ck|dk bkak am ad|dbo bo foao hofo lod loufkak, m qkf& eäf bèo cë bkak am ad|dbo bo foao hofo l}bhdobk" M hobq}ao o wumqmsqo o} ohkxdèo wkuk k x}k loufkéèo lod, xmf aþ|dak, kì}fk um|m`kéèo ao {}m woamudk xm hckfku }f Xmu Ad|dbo, }f Xmu {}m |mdo am kì}f `}iku, quk~mbao am }fk umidèo fkdx k`qk }f hmuqo Hobcmhdfmbqo m \muakam wkuk k Qmuuk" M`m |mdo m xolum} wou x}k |muakam: fkx f}dqo wo}hox mbqmbamukf o {}m o {}m m`m adxxm, f}dqo wo}hox xm dbqmumxxkukf mf khcku m hobxmu|ku&xm ldädx ç \muakam wm`k {}k` m`m xolum}" E}ak umqduo}&xm ao f}bao, xmbqo}&xm mf fmadqkéèo m amxhoeud} }f hkfdbco {}m `demuqk|k o cofmf ao xoludfmbqo m fdxäudkx qmuumxqumx, am qoak k aombék m fouqm, amxmno m lofm" M`m |d} }fk |muakam {}m xm mxlouéo} wkuk mswumxxku m hof}bdhku kox adxhæw}òx m xmi}daoumx, {}m xm um}bdkf ç x}k |o`qk" Fkx fmxfo kbqmx am`m fouumu, xm} mbxdbkfmbqo në hofmékuk k xmu amloufkao m adxqouhdao" Lod kwmbkx amwodx am xm} amxkwkumhdfmbqo {}m o E}adxfo xm ldufo} hofo }fk um`didèo w`mbkfmbqm amxmb|o`|dak, ekxmkak bo {}m xm x}wým qmu xdao adqo wou E}ak m bk x}woxqk xdibdldhkéèo am xm}x mb}bhdkaox" Fkx emf hmao qkf& eäf, wou{}m ox adxhæw}òx m ox adxhæw}òx aox adxhæw}òx bèo woadkf hobhouaku hof o {}m o Fmxqum qdbck adqo o} {}mudk xdibdldhku hof x}kx amh`kukéýmx, hofm& éo} k kwkumhmu }f ekqk`cèo am xmdqkx m x}exmdqkx bo houwo ak um`didèo&fèm> }f

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Hkfdbco ao X}`, }f Hkfdbco ao Bouqm, }f Hkfdbco ao Msqumfo&Oudmbqm, hkak }f wuoh`kfkbao xmu o þbdho, o oudidbk`, k dfkh}`kak ao}qudbk am E}ak" K fmxfk xouqm qm|m qkfeäf o {}m Hudxqo mbxdbo}, {}m qkfeäf lod qukbx& loufkao, ao fmxfo foao, b}f hobn}bqo am um`didýmx ouikbd~kakx" Ad~&xm f}d& qkx |m~mx {}m, xm Nmx}x |o`qkxxm, bèo xmudk hkwk~ am umhobcmhmu o {}m mbxdbkuk bkx loufkx {}m loukf dfwoxqkx, m {}m xm E}ak amxhmxxm am bo|o m |dxxm o {}m lod lmdqo am xm} mbxdbkfmbqo, |o`qkudk houumbao, amxkbdfkao, wkuk o Bdu|kbk+ Qoakx kx um`didýmx qîf, hkak }fk, k fmxfk cdxqøudk k hobqku" K ohkxdèo am xm} bkxhdfmbqo ä k |dbak ko f}bao am }f iukbam dbxqu}qou: m`m |mf m um|m`k, m ä k mbhkubkéèo ak \muakam Ad|dbk" Fkx ox cofmbx kikuukf&bk, lk~mf hofäuhdo am`k, qukbxloufkf&bk {}kxm mf }fk ouikbd~kéèo wo`æqdhk" K um`didèo ä m{}dwkak wou m`mx hof }f io|mubo m }fk kafdbdxqukéèo m `mdx, hof xm}x humaox m aoi& fkx, x}kx umiukx m umi}`kfmbqox, xm}x udqox m hmudfñbdkx, q}ao dfwoxqo kox xm}x kamwqox, q}ao kexo`}qo m db|do`ë|m`" Hofo o Mxqkao, k um`didèo kxxdf hobxqdq}æak qkfeäf adxqude}d umhofwmbxkx ko `mk` m dbl`dim w}bdéýmx ç{}m`mx {}m xm um|o`& qkf o} xm amx|dkf, ko cmuäqdho m ko umbmikao" O wudfmduo m wudbhdwk` kuqdio am lä amxqkx um`didýmx mxqkem`mhdakx m loufkdx ä xmfwum> ‐Fdbck um`didèo ä k |muakam x}wumfk, k þbdhk: qoakx kx o}qukx xèo lk`xkx o} dblmudoumx‖" Wou{}m, xmf mxxm aoifk l}bakfmbqk`, bmbc}fk um`didèo ekxmk& ak mf humbékx woamudk x}exdxqdu" Xm |ohî bèo mxqd|mu hob|mbhdao m bèo wuoh`k& fku {}m xø |ohî woxx}d k |muakam þbdhk o} k |muakam fkdx k`qk, bèo xmuë hkwk~ am dfwumxxdobku kx wmxxokx m lk~î&`kx kl`}du mf f}`qdaèo" Mxxk kqdq}am ä bkq}uk` ç fmbqk`dakam um`didoxk: fkx ä wumhdxkfmbqm dxqo {}m lk~ ak um`didèo }f mfwmhd`co bo hkfdbco ak |dak mxwdudq}k`" Ox kuqdiox m aoifkx ak um`didèo xèo hodxkx wuoa}~dakx wm`k fmbqm, m xm |ohî xm kwmiku k m`mx m xm lmhcku b}f høadio am |dak am`dbmkao wkuk |ohî, |ohî bèo xkem m bèo woam hobcmhmu k |muakam ao mxwæudqo {}m xm mxqmbam k`äf am qoaox ox høadiox m aoi& fkx, |kxqk, kfw`k m `d|um" [}kbao |ohî xm amqäf b}f humao um`didoxo m xm `dik k m`m, qofkbao&o wm`k þbdhk |muakam ao f}bao, |ohî wëuk o wuoiumxxo m k mswkb& xèo am xm} xmu dbqmudou" Fkx xm oexmu|ku k um`didèo am }f o}quo åbi}ò, m`k bèo wumhdxk xmu xmfwum }f oexqëh}ò k qoaox ox cofmbx" Xm |ohî k mbhkuku hofo }fk akx fkdx k`qkx kqd|dakamx ak c}fkbdakam, m xm w}amu |mu bm`k kx kxwdukéýmx aox cofmbx, xmf dibouku k dfwmulmdéèo am q}ao {}m ä am lkeudhkéèo c}fkbk, m`k woam emf xmu }fk mxwähdm am kn}ak wkuk |ohî xm kwuosdfku ak |dak mxwdud& q}k`" Hobxdamukbao k um`didèo hofo }f mxwæudqo xäudo m h}dakaoxo, |ohî woam qmbqku amxhoeudu {}k` k |muakam {}m xm mbhobquk k`d, {}k` kxwdukéèo {}m bm`k xm mxhobam, {}m dbxwdukéèo ad|dbk xolum} qukbxloufkéèo m amloufkéèo wm`k fmbqm m ouikbd~kéèo c}fkbkx, m hof }fk kwuowudkak kqdq}am fmbqk`, woam hobxmi}du

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HOB\MUXKX"""

ak um`didèo fmxfo hofo m`k ä, `kbéku kì}fk `}~ bo xm} hkfdbco m wuowouhdobku kì}f kwodo ko xm} mxlouéo mxwdudq}k`" Mf qoakx kx um`didýmx khckfox db|kudk|m`fmbqm }f hmuqo bþfmuo am wmxxokx {}m woxx}mf }fk iukbam hkwkhdakam mfohdobk` m mxqèo hcmdkx am kxwdukéèo umk` m kuambqm, wouäf qîf }fk fmbqm f}dqo xdfw`mx m bèo xmbqmf bmhmxxdakam am xm kwuosdfku ao Ad|dbo wmò hobcmhdfmbqo" Wkuk mxqkx bkq}um~kx, k um`didèo qmf x}k }qd`dakam, m ä fmxfo bmhmxxëudk k m`kx, wodx kquk|äx am loufkx msqmubkx, hofo kx hmudfñbdkx ak Diumnk, m`k olmumhm }fk mxwähdm am kwodo m xmu|m am k}sæ& `do ç kxwdukéèo mxwdudq}k` dbqmudou" Mf hkak um`didèo msdxqmf kì}bx {}m amxmb|o`& |mukf k`qk |dak mxwdudq}k`" Bèo lod k um`didèo {}m `cmx am} mxwdudq}k`dakam: loukf m`mx {}m hoòhkukf k x}k mxwdudq}k`dakam ambquo ak um`didèo" Hoòhkak mf {}k`& {}mu o}quo `}iku, bkxhdaox mf {}k`{}mu o}quo h}`qo, qmudkf `ë khckao m |d|dao k fmxfk |dak mxwdudq}k`" Ä k wuøwudk hkwkhdakam am`mx, ä kì}f woamu am xm} dbqm& udou m bèo k um`didèo {}m wuolmxxkf, {}m ox lm~ o {}m xèo" Mxqm woamu mf x}k bkq}um~k ä qk` {}m k um`didèo bèo xm qoubk }fk mxhuk|daèo o} }f hkqd|mduo" Fkx hofo bèo qîf }fk fmbqm louqm, h`kuk m kqd|k, m`mx wumhdxkf khumadqku bmxqm o} bk{}m`m humao hofo kexo`}qkfmbqm |muakamduo m hobxkiuku&xm k m`m xmf {}k`& {}mu wmui}bqk wmuq}uekaouk o} aþ|dak" Qmbco mbhobqukao, mf qoakx kx um`d& idýmx, wmxxokx amxqk mxwähdm m xmudk }f hudfm wmuq}ueku x}k lä" Wkuk m`kx, k um`d& idèo bèo ä }f oexqëh}ò" ]f oexqëh}ò wkuk k{}m`mx {}m woamf du fkdx òbim, bo mbqkbqo m`k woam xmu }fk kn}ak wkuk {}mf bèo woam, wouäf {}m ä hkwk~ am k|kbéku kqä }f hmuqo wobqo bo hkfdbco ao Mxwæudqo" K um`didèo qmf xdao k dbxqdikaouk qkbqo akx wdoumx hodxkx hofo akx fm`coumx" Xm kx i}muukx fkdx lmuo~mx qîf xdao quk|kakx m kx wmuxmi}déýmx fkdx cmadobakx wuofo|dakx mf xm} bofm, qkfeäf m`k qmf mxqdf}`kao cmuoæxfox x}wumfox m k}qoxkhudlæhdox wou x}k hk}xk" N}bqkfmbqm hof k ldòxoldk, m`k fkuhk o `dfdqm {}m k fmbqm c}fkbk k`hkbéo} bkx x}kx fkdx k`qkx kqd|dakamx" Ä }f dfwmadfmbqo m }fk hkamdk, xm |ohî lou mxhuk|o am x}k loufk msqmudou" Mbqumqkbqo, xm |ohî xo}& emu hofo }xku x}k x}exqåbhdk dbqmubk, woam xmu o xm} qukfwo`df wkuk o umdbo ao Mxwæudqo" K{}m`m {}m wuolmxxk }fk lä wkuqdh}`ku o} amxhoeud} kì}fk |muakam qmbam k wmbxku {}m kwmbkx m`m khco} k \muakam, qoqk` m dbqmiuk`" Qk` ä k bkq}um~k c}fk& bk" ]fk fdxq}uk am lk`xdakam wkumhm bmhmxxëudk wkuk ox xmumx c}fkbox fkbqm& umf&xm mf xm}x wäx m xmi}du xm} hkfdbco" Xm k |dxèo ak |muakam `cmx loxxm akak am umwmbqm, woamudkf xmu mxfkikaox xoe xm} wmxo" Hkak |m~ {}m kìo ak \muakam m ak Louék Ad|dbk amxhm wkuk xm fkbdlmxqku bk qmuuk, owmuk&xm }fk f}akbék bk kqfoxlmuk qmuumxqum" K{}m`mx {}m xèo umhmwqd& |ox ko hobqkqo amxqk amxhdak, xèo amxwmuqkaox wkuk kì}fk dbxwdukéèo, kì}f


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qo{}m, kì}f hofméo am |dxèo" Xm m`mx loumf hkwk~mx am hobxmu|ku m mswumxxku houumqkfmbqm o {}m umhmemukf, adudkf> ‐]fk iukbam louék amxhm}: mxqo} mf hobqkqo hof m`k m o {}m m} mbqmbamu am`k, hobqku&`cmx&md‖" Fkx k fkdou wkuqm am`mx bèo ä hkwk~ adxqo, wou{}m qîf fmbqmx `dfdqkakx" M`mx xm qoubkf d`}fdbk& aox, woxx}æaox, wou kxxdf ad~mu, m iudqkf> ‐M} qmbco k \muakam Ad|dbk, woxx}o&K qoqk` m dbqmiuk`‖" Msdxqmf bk qmuuk, wmò fmbox, a}kx aþ~dkx am Hudxqox m qk`|m~ o}quox qkbqox E}akx: k Æbadk xo~dbck woam loubmhmu }fk {}kbqdakam dbhk`h}`ë|m` am K|kqkumx, wkuk bèo lk`ku am fkbdlmxqkéýmx fmboumx" Kwumxmbqkak amxqk fkbmduk, k hodxk qoak wkumhm iuoqmxhk, fkx xm xm o`cku o {}m mxqë wou quëx, bèo ä qèo mxqþwdak hofo wkumhm ë wudfmduk |dxqk" K |muakam ä m} k wmuxobk`dakam c}fkbk mbquo} mf hobqkqo hof }f xmu, }f woamu, m xoe k dbl`}îbhdk ak ma}hk& éèo m ak qukadéèo, m`k o hckfk am E}ak o} am Hudxqo, o} am {}k`{}mu o}quo bofm lkfd`dku" Ä adlæhd` |mudldhku xm muk o E}ak fmxfo o} o |muakamduo Hudxqo hof {}mf co}|m o hobqkqo, fkx qkfeäf bdbi}äf woam kldufku {}m k dbxwdukéèo {}m m`k umhmem} bèo |mdo ak fmxfk lobqm {}m dbxwduo} o Hudxqo o} o E}ak" Mxqmx umhmw& qëh}òx c}fkbox woamf f}dqo emf qmu umhmedao k dbxwdukéèo am kì}fk lobqm xmfm`ckbqm" Xm m`mx loxxmf foamxqox m xdfw`mx, ldhkudkf xkqdxlmdqox am ad~mu o {}m khobqmhm} m bkak fkdx: adudkf> ‐Umhmed mxqk dbxwdukéèo amxqm o} ak{}m`m Iukbam Xmu‖" Fkx mf |m~ adxxo, wuoh`kfkf> ‐M} xo} k{}m`m Iukbam Xmu‖" Hobcmhd }f {}m kldufk|k xmu ko fmxfo qmfwo Hudxqo m E}ak+ M`m umhmemuk kìo, mswmudfmbqkuk k |muakam, |duk k Ad|dbk Wumxmbék mf xd m box o}quox" Fkx k mswm& udîbhdk lod f}dqo louqm wkuk m`m, k |muakam f}dqo iukbam" Qoubo}&xm fmdo fk`}ho m bo adk xmi}dbqm wkxxmk|k wm`kx u}kx wuoh`kfkbao {}m bm`m o Hudxqo m o E}ak qoubkukf&xm }f" K Hobxhdîbhdk Ad|dbk þbdhk mxqë qukek`ckbao k{}d kquk|äx am qoaox mxqmx xmumx, wumwkukbao xm} hkfdbco kquk|äx am qoakx mxqkx fkbdlmxqkéýmx" Conm mf adk mxqë qukek`ckbao k{}d bk qmuuk fkdx woamuoxkfmbqm {}m b}bhk" Msdxqmf kì}bx {}m xèo qohkaox wou m`k, am kì}f foao o} am o}quo, fkx amloufkf o {}m umhmemf, lk~mf&bo wuowudmakam x}k" O}quox xmbqmf o qo{}m fkx bèo woamf x}wouqku k louék m mbò}{}mhmf xoe k wumxxèo" Fkx kì}bx qîf k hkwkhd& akam am umhmemu m k louék am x}wouqku, m xèo m`mx {}m xm qoubkuèo umhmwqëh}òx ao hobcmhdfmbqo w`mbo, xm}x dbxqu}fmbqox m kimbqmx mxho`cdaox" Xm |ohî {}dxmu k|k`dku o umk` |kòu ak um`didèo bk {}k` |ohî bkxhm} o} lod hudk& ao o} qmu }fk wmuxwmhqd|k houumqk ao wkæx o} xohdmakam ç {}k` wmuqmbhm wou bkxhdfmbqo, xm {}dxmu amxhoeudu hofo ä um`kqd|o o kfedmbqm mxwmhældho obam khobqmhm} am |ohî xmu wuonmqkao o} hobldbkao, qmf kwmbkx {}m |dknku ko umaou ak qmuuk m |mu {}m o {}m |ohî wmbxk xmu eof ä hobxdamukao fk} mf o}quo `}iku m o {}m ä qdao hofo fk} mf }f `}iku ä kho`cdao hofo eof mf o}quo" Qoaox ox wkæxmx m qoakx kx um`didýmx xèo madldhkakx xoeum }f kiòfmukao am qukadéýmx" Mf

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qoakx m`kx |ohî mbhobqukuë xkbqox m cmuødx, m wmuxobk`dakamx iukbamx m woamuo& xkx, emf hofo imbqm fmx{}dbck m fk`|kak" \ohî wmuhmemuë mbqèo hofo ä udaæ& h}ò ad~mu> ‐Hofo m} l}d ma}hkao bmxqk um`didèo, m`k ä k þbdhk |muakamduk: hofo m} bkxhd bmxqm wkæx, m`m ä fm`cou am qoaox‖" Amxqk fkbmduk woam&xm qmu k fmxfk wumqmbxèo wkuk x}k lkfæ`dk> ‐Hofo m} |df amxqk lkfæ`dk, {}m |d|m} bmxqm `}iku wou qkbqox kbox o} qkbqox xäh}òx, mxqo} wumxo çx x}kx qukadéýmx: xofmbqm m`kx xèo o damk`‖" Kx hodxkx qîf }f |kòu dbquæbxmho m qoubkf&xm&`cm umkdx }bdhkfmbqm {}kbao |ohî kx co}|mu ka{}dudao wou x}k `d|um mxho`ck, m bèo {}kbao `cmx qd|mumf xdao dfwoxqkx" Xm {}dxmu hmuqm~k am x}k um`didèo, |ohî am|m mxho`cî&`k: xm {}dxmu qmu hmuqm~k am xm} wkæx, |ohî am|m mxho`cî&ò: xm {}dxmu qmu hmuqm~k am x}k lkfæ`dk, fmxfo mxqk |ohî am|m mxho`cmu" Xm khmdqku, xmf adxh}xxèo, o {}m `cm qd|mu xdao akao wmò Khkxo, |ohî bèo woam b}bhk xkemu o {}m ä eof o} fk} wkuk |ohî, xm mxqk ä k hodxk |muakamduk wkuk k x}k |dak" Umh}m }f wkxxo am q}ao {}m loufk o xm} kfedmbqm bkq}uk` o} cmumadqëudo, hobxqu}æao o} dfwoxqo ç louék k |ohî wmò wuohmxxo fmhåbdho ak Bkq}um~k hmik: umho`ck&xm m o`cm qukb{ðd`k m amxkwkdso& bkakfmbqm kx hodxkx" K|k`dm&kx, mxho`ck&kx `d|umfmbqm" Mbqèo |ohî woam ad~mu hof }fk |muakam dbqmudou> ‐Mxqk ä k fdbck lkfæ`dk, mxqm ä o fm} wkæx, mxqk ä k fdbck um`didèo‖" Xm box kwuol}bakufox }f wo}ho ambquo am bøx, amxhoeudumfox {}m mf hkak }f msdxqm }fk hobxhdîbhdk {}m qmf |d|dao kquk|äx am mukx, fkbdlmxqkbao& xm b}fk f}`qdaèo am loufkx" Hkak }f në bkxhm} mf |ëudox wkæxmx adlmumbqmx, në wmuqmbhm} k f}dqkx bkéýmx adxqdbqkx, në xmi}d} dbþfmukx um`didýmx |kudkakx" Wou {}m am|mfox khmdqku k þ`qdfk hofo k fm`cou? Kx mswmudîbhdkx um}bdakx wou bøx mf qoakx mxqkx f}dqkx |dakx, mf adlmumbqmx wkæxmx m um`didýmx ad|muxkx, mxqèo kufk~mbkakx bmxqk hobqdb}dakam dbqmudou am boxxk hobxhdîbhdk, {}m wmuxdxqm kquk|äx aox bkxhdfmbqox" Msdxqm bm`k wmuxobk`dakamx fþ`qdw`kx hudkakx wou mswm& udîbhdkx wkxxkakx m {}kbao box qoubkfox hobxhdmbqmx amxqk f}`qdaèo ambquo am bøx, qoubk&xm dfwoxxæ|m` lk`ku am }fk loufk wkuqdh}`ku am |muakam, hofo k þbdhk |muakam, am }f wkæx, hofo boxxo þbdho wkæx, am }fk um`didèo hofo k þbdhk um`d& idèo |muakamduk" Msdxqmf wmxxokx {}m bkxhmukf b}f wkæx, kwmxku aox m`mfmbqox aofdbkbqmx am x}kx hobxhdîbhdkx wmuqmbhmumf oe|dkfmbqm k o}quo" Në mbhobqumd kì}bx, bkxhdaox bk M}uowk, {}m mukf m|dambqmfmbqm dbadkbox: o}quox, bkxhdaox mf houwox dbadkbox, {}m mukf dbadxh}qd|m`fmbqm m}uowm}x" Bo Nkwèo mbhobqumd kì}bx {}m mukf dbadkbox, o}quox m}uowm}x" M xm {}k`{}mu }f am`mx loxxm wkuk o wkæx, o} mbqukxxm wkuk k hd|d`d~kéèo hof k {}k` qd|mxxm kldbdakam, khcku&xm&dk wmu& lmdqkfmbqm mf hkxk"


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Xm o xm} oenmqd|o ä xmu `d|um, bk `demuakam ao Mxwæudqo, |ohî am|m xm amxlk~mu am qoaox ox |æbh}òx {}m bèo xmnkf k |muakam dbqmudou am xm} xmu, fkx {}m wuo& |äf am cëedqox x}ehobxhdmbqmx" Xm {}dxmu hobxkiuku&xm am fkbmduk qoqk`, kexo`}& qk m msh`}xd|k ko Ad|dbo, |ohî am|m lk~î&ò hof qoak dbqmiudakam: bèo am|m amd& sku wmakéox xm}x kfkuukaox k{}d m k`d" \ohî woam oenmqku {}m bèo ä lëhd` houqku ukadhk`fmbqm, wkuk xmfwum, kx x}kx kfkuukx" Fkx |ohî b}bhk o`co} wkuk quëx m oexmu|o} kx f}akbékx {}m `cm ohouumukf bo h}uxo am }bx wo}hox kbox? [}kb& ao dxxo khobqmhm, {}kxm xmfwum |ohî xm wmui}bqk hofo lod {}m wñam xm xmbqdu hofo xm xmbqd} o} kid} ao foao hofo kid} mf hmuqkx hduh}bxqåbhdkx: çx |m~mx |ohî bmf xm umhobcmhm bk wmxxok {}m muk cë kwmbkx am~ kbox kquëx" Hofo woam, mbqèo, kwmiku&xm ko {}m muk o} ko {}m ä, o} hofo woam ldsku am kbqmfèo o {}m woam o} bèo khobqmhmu bo l}q}uo? Qoakx kx x}kx um`kéýmx am|mf xmu bo|kfmbqm hobxqu}æakx xoeum }fk `demu& akam am mxho`ck dbqmudou" Kx qukadéýmx bkx {}kdx |ohî |d|m o} lod ma}hkao loukf& `cm dfwoxqkx wm`k wumxxèo ao kfedmbqm o} wm`k fmbqm imuk` o} wm`k mxho`ck am o}quox" Cë }f m`mfmbqo am hofw}`xèo bk x}k k{}dmxhîbhdk" K wuøwudk um`didèo qmf xdao dfwoxqk kox cofmbx: {}kxm xmfwum ä x}xqmbqkak wm`k dbl`}îbhdk am }f fmao um`didoxo o} wou }fk o} o}quk kfmkék mxwdudq}k`" Bèo woam ck|mu bmbc}& fk dfwoxdéèo amxqm iîbmuo mf x}k um`kéèo hof o Ad|dbo: m`k am|m xmu `d|um, o umx}`qkao ak mxho`ck am x}k fmbqm o} am xm} houkéèo, xmi}dak hof mbq}xdkxfo m k`miudk" [}m }bdèo ä mxxk mf {}m xm qumfm m xm ad~> ‐M} qmbco oeudikéèo, bèo woxxo lk~mu am o}quo foao‖" K |muakam ä m|dambqm m|dambqm wou xd fmxfk, m bèo qmf {}m xmu dfwoxqk ko f}bao" M`k bèo qmf bmhmxxdakam am xmu khmdqk wmò cofmf, wou& {}m ä k}qomsdxqmbqm: m`k bèo amwmbam ao {}m ad~mf kx wmxxokx o} am x}k kam& xèo k m`k" Bo mbqkbqo, k{}m`m {}m mxqë l}bakbao }fk um`didèo bmhmxxdqk am f}d& qox xmi}daoumx" K louék m k iukbam~k ak um`didèo xèo n}ìkakx wmò cofmf, am khouao hof o bþfmuo am xm}x xmi}daoumx, kwmxku ak iukbam~k umk` bèo mxqku bdxqo" K iukbam~k ak |muakam mxwdudq}k` bèo mxqë mf bþfmuox" Hobcmhd o hcmlm am }fk bo|k um`didèo, ld`co am xm} l}bakaou, m o}|d&o ad~mu hmuqk |m~ {}m qk` o} {}k` um`didèo `m|o} qkbqkx hmbqmbkx am kbox wkuk xmu hobxqu}æak, m }fk o}quk, o}qukx qkbqkx hmbqmbkx, ko wkxxo {}m k x}k, bo amhouumu am =7 kbox, në qdbck fkdx am {}kquo fd`cýmx am xmi}daoumx+ ‐M kxxdf |ohî |î‖, khumxhmbqo}, ‐{}èo iukbam ä k boxxk um`didèo+‖ Kx um`didýmx woamf fmadu k x}k iukbam~k wmò bþfm& bþfm& uo am xm}x humbqmx, fkx k \muakam wmufkbmhmuë xmfwum \muakam, fmxfo {}m bèo qmbck }f þbdho xmi}daou" O cofmf fäado ä kqukæao wou k{}m`mx {}m lk~mf iukbamx msdedéýmx: m`m bèo |kd kobam k \muakam mxqë xm fkbdlmxqkbao xd`mbhdo& xkfmbqm" K{}m`mx {}m lk~mf iukbamx oxqmbqkéýmx bmhmxxdqkf kwumioku m kb}b& hdku, wodx am o}quo foao bèo woamudkf kqukdu iukbam bþfmuo am wmxxokx" O quk& ek`co {}m ä lmdqo xmf bmbc}fk wumoh}wkéèo wmò {}m kx wmxxokx wmbxkf am`m bèo ä qèo hobcmhdao, bèo kqukd f}`qdaýmx lkhd`fmbqm" Wouäf k \muakam bèo wum&

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hdxk am kbþbhdox: m`k bèo xm mxhobam, fkx qkfeäf bèo xm wuoh`kfk" M`k xm hob& qmbqk mf fkbdlmxqku&xm xmf o`cku ox umx}`qkaox, bmf wuoh}ukbao kwuo|kéýmx o} m|dqkbao amxkwuo|kéèo, bèo kqukæak o} wmuq}uekak wm`k khmdqkéèo o} bmik& éèo ao f}bao" [}kbao |ohî |mf wkuk Toik, am|m mxqku wuobqo wkuk qmu qoakx kx x}kx lou& fkéýmx fmbqkdx m qoakx kx x}kx kufkéýmx |dqkdx amxwmakékakx" \ohî am|m mxqku wumwkukao wkuk ldhku x}xwmbxo bo ku, xmf bkak wkuk x}xqmbqë&ò, k`äf am x}k lä" \ohî qmuë {}m mx{}mhmu hofw`mqkfmbqm xm} wkxxkao m xm}x kwmiox, kuukbhë&òx am x}k hobxhdîbhdk m bkxhmu o}quk |m~, `d|um am qoak mxwähdm am mxhuk|daèo" Bèo wmbxku bo {}m |ohî muk, fkx bo {}m |ohî kxwduk xmu: xmnk dbqmiuk`fmbqm k{}dò {}m |ohî {}mu umk`d~ku" \dum kx hoxqkx ko xm} wkxxkao fouqo m o`cm adumqo wkuk o l}q}uo" X}k um`didèo, xm}x wkæx, x}k lkfæ`dk mxqë `ë> ä o AD\DBO"

;;" OX FK@MX LÆXDHOX ‐Qoaox ox fk`mx læxdhox woamf xmu kqud e}æaox e}æaox k kì}fk amxouamf bk fmbqm, hofo x}k hk}xk þ`qdfk? Bmxqm hkxo, {}m mxwähdm am amxouamf fmbqk` wuoa}~dudk, wou msmfwò, k mu}wéèo mu}wéèo o} k aou am ikuikbqk?‖ Cë qkbqkx uk~ýmx wkuk }fk aombék {}kbqkx xèo kx wmxxokx {}m kaomhmf: k msw`dhkéèo ä adlmumbqm wkuk wkuk hkak hkxo" Xm |ohî fm wmui}bqku ‐Wou {}m qmbco mxqk o} k{}m`k aombék‖, m} woxxo o`cku m ad~mu&`cm ad~mu&`cm k uk~èo, fkx bèo cë umiuk imuk`" Ox fk`mx ao houwo bmf xmfwum xèo o umx}`qkao am }fk amxouamf fmbqk`, am }fk amxkufobdk o} am }f fo|dfmbqo muukao" K lobqm ak aombék woam xmu {}k`{}mu hodxk bk fmbqm, woam xmu qkfeäf bo |dqk`: o} woam kdbak xmu am|dao k kìo, fkdx o} fmbox w}ukfmbqm læxdho, hofo bkx aombékx {}m x}uimf kquk|äx am }f hobqkqo msqmudou" K wmuq}uekéèo woam umx}`qku kdbak am }f fo|dfmbqo bo Toik, m bmxqm hkxo qkfeäf cë }fk dbldbdakam am woxxæ|mdx hk}xkx" \kfox hobxdamuku kx aombékx {}m xèo wuo|mbdmbqmx ao Toik, wou{}m boxxo dbqmumxxm mxqë fkdx adumqk m dbqdfkfmbqm `dikao k m`kx" Mfeouk bmbc}fk uk~èo woxxk xmu akak k {}k`{}mu aombék mf wkuqdh}`ku, woamfox xmwkuë&`kx mf |ëudox iu}wox, xmi}bao k bkq}um~k akx hk}xkx {}m kx wuo|ohkf" K louék {}m amxhm bk{}m`m {}m mxqë lk~mbao Toik m kn}ak bk x}k qukbxlou& fkéèo, kim am f}dqkx fkbmdukx adlmumbqmx m xm}x umx}`qkaox |kudkf am khouao hof k bkq}um~k {}m k umhmem m hofo o qukek`co k xmu lmdqo" Wudfmduo, m`k kwumxxk k qukbxloufkéèo am q}ao bo xmu {}m mxqë wuobqo wkuk xmu qukbxloufkao" Xm m`m mxqd|mu kemuqo m umhmwqd|o bk x}k fmbqm, k fmbqm, qohkak wmò woamu ao Toik, hofmék k f}aku m k wuoiumadu ukwdakfmbqm" Woam khobqmhmu k fmxfk ukwdam~ am f}akbék bk hobxhdîbhdk |dqk`, xm m`k mxqd|mu wuobqk, o} kqä fmxfo bo houwo"

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Fkx bo houwo, o woamu qukbxloufkaou ao Toik owmuk xofmbqm kqä hmuqo wobqo, wou{}m k umhmwqd|dakam ao houwo ä `dfdqkak" O w`kbo fkdx fkqmudk` ao }bd|muxo kdbak xm mbhobquk b}fk hobadéèo mf {}m k umhmwqd|dakam mxqë fdxq}ukak hof }fk msqmbxk {}kbqdakam am umxdxqîbhdk" Fkx o uëwdao wuoiumxxo am }fk wkuqm ao xmu {}m bèo xmnk xmi}dao am }f wuoiumxxo m{}d|k`mbqm akx o}qukx wkuqmx, wuoa}~ }fk amxkufobdk bk bkq}um~k, }f amxòhkfmbqo mf kì}f `}iku: m obam m {}kbao mxqm amxòhkfmbqo ohouum, woam quka}~du&xm mf aombék" K bkq}um~k ak aombék amwmbam ak bkq}um~k ao amxòhkfmbqo" ]fk mxwähdm am amxkufobdk klmqk k fmbqm m k wmuq}uekéèo {}m k wuoa}~ woam `m|ku kqä fmxfo ç ò}h}uk: }fk o}quk mxwähdm klmqk o houwo m |mfo&`k kwkumhmu hofo lmeum o} mu}wéèo o} {}k`{}mu o}quk amxouamf am fkdou o} fmbou dfwouqåbhdk" Am }f `kao, k kéèo akx louékx ao Toik kwumxxk o fo|dfmbqo am qukbxloufk& éèo ao xmu, bkx wkuqmx {}m mxqèo wumwkukakx wkuk umhmemu m umxwobamu ko woamu {}m mxqë qukek`ckbao xoeum m`m" O Toik, amxqm foao, mhobofd~k qmfwo" O f}bao dbqmduo mxqë }f wuohmxxo am qukbxloufkéèo wuoiumxxd|k: xm |ohî xmi}du k adxhdw`dbk ao Toik, kwumxxk mf xd fmxfo mxqm wuohmxxo" O qukek`co {}m `m|kudk kbox bo h}uxo ouadbëudo woam xmu lmdqo wmò Toik mf wo}hox adkx o} fmxfo mf wo}hkx coukx" Fkx ä k hobxhdîbhdk dbqmudou {}m oemamhm k mxqm dfw}`xo khm`muk& aou, wou{}m kx wkuqmx fkdx k`qkx am xm} xmu xmi}mf wuobqkfmbqm o fo|dfmbqo uëwdao m hobhmbqukao ao Toik m wumxqkf&xm fkdx lkhd`fmbqm ko hobqæb}o kn}x& qkfmbqo m kakwqkéèo {}m m`m bmhmxxdqk" O houwo, wou o}quo `kao, ä imuk`fmbqm ambxo, dbmuqm m kwëqdho" M xm |ohî qd|mu bmxqk wkuqm kìo {}m bèo umxwobak, xm co}|mu }fk umxdxqîbhdk bm`m, ä wou{}m o houwo ä dbhkwk~ am fo|mu&xm qèo ukwd& akfmbqm {}kbqo o umxqo ao xmu" M`m am|m du am|kiku, am|m hkfdbcku bo xm} wuø& wudo wkxxo, hofo o lk~ bk |dak ouadbëudk" O fmxfo khobqmhm {}kbao ox ka}`qox kbakf f}dqo amwumxxk wkuk kx hudkbékx {}m mxqèo mf x}k hofwkbcdk: m`mx qîf {}m wkuku am |m~ mf {}kbao m mxwmuku kqä {}m k hudkbék, {}m |mf |kikuoxk& fmbqm kquëx, xm kwuosdfm m ox k`hkbhm" Mxqk ad|muiîbhdk mbqum o wuoiumxxo ao xmu dbqmudou m k dbäuhdk ao houwo hudk lum{ðmbqmfmbqm }f amxòhkfmbqo bo xdxqmfk, {}m xm fkbdlmxqk mf loufk am aombék" Ä wou dxxo {}m kx wmxxokx {}m lk~mf Toik hofmékf kfdþam k xolumu am kì}f amxhoblouqo o} amxouamf læxdhk" Dxqo bèo wumhdxk khobqmhmu, xm loumf wumhk|daox m h}dakaoxox" O} xm co}|mu }fk umhmwqd|dakam fkdou m dbhof}f bo houwo, mbqèo qkfeäf m`mx mxhkwkuèo" Fkx }fk umhmwqd|dakam bèo fdxq}ukak, lk~mbao kx wkuqmx læxdhkx xmi}dumf am wmuqo o wkxxo ak qukbxloufkéèo dbqmudou, ä {}kxm dfwoxxæ|m`, k bèo xmu {}m o houwo në qmbck xdao wumwkukao bo wkxxkao wkuk ox wuohmxxox ao Toik" Bk |dak hof}f ao cofmf, }f amxòhkfmbqo wuoiumxxd|o ä k umiuk" Ox xmumx kbdfkdx m |dqkdx ao cofmf xmi}mf hofo woamf o fo|dfmbqo akx louékx }bd|muxkdx, m o h}uxo ak qukbxloufkéèo dbqmudou m k m|o`}éèo ao f}bao ox hob&

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a}~mf kqä }fk hmuqk wkuqm ao hkfdbco: fkx o houwo, kfkuukao ç `md ak bkq}um& ~k fkdx fkqmudk`, fo|m&xm f}dqo |kikuoxkfmbqm" Amwodx am kì}bx kbox, am xmqmbqk o} odqmbqk, am hmf o} a}~mbqox ‘ m dxqo qk`|m~ xmnk o fësdfo &, o amxò& hkfmbqo ä qèo xäudo {}m o xmu msqmudou hkd mf wmakéox" K ad|muiîbhdk mbqum k msdiîbhdk m k umxwoxqk, k dbked`dakam humxhmbqm m k duumxwobxked`dakam ao houwo, umx}`qk bo lmbñfmbo ak fouqm" Kquk|äx ao Toik k qukbxloufkéèo dbqmudou, {}m mxqë mf wuohmxxo hobxqkbqm m `mbqo bk hudkéèo, qoubk&xm fkdx dbqmbxk m uëwdak, fkx o wkxxo ak qukbxloufkéèo msqmudou wmufkbmhm {}kxm o fmxfo {}m o ak |dak ouadbëudk" Hofo umx}`qkao, k amxkufobdk mbqum o xmu dbqmudou m o xmu msqm& udou bk{}m`m {}m mxqë lk~mbao Toik, qmbam k xmu kdbak fkdou, k bèo xmu {}m wum& hk}éýmx xmnkf qofkakx m }fk wuoqméèo kxxmi}ukak {}m kn}amf o houwo k xmi}du k fkuhck dbqmudou qèo am wmuqo {}kbqo woxxæ|m`" Fmxfo kxxdf, ä k ak wuø& wudk bkq}um~k ao houwo w}së&ò wkuk quëx" Ä wou mxqk uk~èo {}m xofox oeudikaox k ad~mu wkuk f}dqo ‐Bèo w}smf, bèo xm kwumxxmf: |ohîx am|mf aku qmfwo ko houwo wkuk xmi}du‖" Kì}bx am|mf xmu umqdaox a}ukbqm kbox m bèo `cmx ä wmufdqd& ao lk~mu f}dqo o} wuoiumadu amfkdx" Kì}fkx |m~mx ä dfwoxxæ|m` m|dqku o amxm& {}d`æeudo m mbqèo kwkumhmuë }fk wmuq}uekéèo {}m |kudk am khouao hof k bkq}um& ~k ak umxdxqîbhdk m k fmadak ao h}dakao {}m |ohî qofo} o} am x}k bmi`diîbhdk" Mxqm qkfeäf ä o foqd|o wmò {}k` qoak |m~ m} cë }f louqm fo|dfmbqo am wuo& iumxxo, m`m ä db|kudk|m`fmbqm xmi}dao am }f wmuæoao am dfoed`dakam, o {}m wkumhm, wkuk k{}m`mx {}m bèo mxqèo wum|mbdaox, }f dbqmu|kò am mfeoqkfmbqo m mxqkibkéèo m amxmbhouknkfmbqo, bo {}k` qoao o wuoiumxxo ä dbqmuuofwdao, m m`mx wmui}bqkf, kbxdoxkfmbqm, ‐[}m khobqmhm}? Mxqo} wmuambao qmfwo? Bkak mxqë xmbao lmdqo‖" Fkx k |muakam ä {}m mxxm qmfwo ä bmhmxxëudo wkuk k kxxdfd`k& éèo: ä }fk wk}xk {}m aë ko houwo }f fmdo am xm keudu fkdx m qoubku&xm umhmwqd& |o m kwuosdfku&xm fkdx ao bæ|m` k`hkbékao wm`k hobxhdîbhdk dbqmudou" Ox wkdx qdbckf kbakao f}dqo ç lumbqm: m`mx am|mf wkuku wkuk {}m k hudkbék amdskak kquëx woxxk houumu m xmi}uë&òx wm`k fèo: xofmbqm mbqèo woamf hofméku bo|kfmbqm k |dkimf n}bqox" Hkak wobqo ao houwo ä xdfeø`dho am }f fo|dfmbqo dbqmudou: msdxqm bm`m }f f}bao am houumxwobaîbhdk x}dx" Fkx mxqm ä }f kxx}bqo òbio m hofw`mso m bèo woamfox mbquku mf amqk`cmx kiouk" O `}iku mxwmhældho bo houwo klmqkao wou }fk aombék ä o æbadhm ak bkq}um~k ak amxkufobdk dbqmudou {}m ohouum}" M`m foxquk k oudimf: m`m ä }f xdbk` ak hk}xk ak dbadxwoxdéèo" Um|m`k qkfeäf k bkq}um~k ak umxdxqîbhdk {}m dfwmam o xmu am k|kbéku bk fmxfk |mòhdakam" M`m dbadhk o qukqkfmbqo m k h}uk" Xm w}aäxxmfox hofwummbamu wmulmdqkfmbqm obam mxqë o muuo, amxhoeudu o {}m bèo lod umhmwqd|o, keudu mxqk wkuqm ç louék m ç `}~, xmudk woxxæ|m` umxqkem`mhmu b}f fofmbqo k ckufobdk {}m lod wmuq}uekak m k aombék amxkwkumhmudk dfmadkqkfmbqm"

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K oudimf am }fk aombék woam mxqku bk fmbqm, woam mxqku bo |dqk`, o} mf {}k`{}mu wkuqm ao xmu" K fmxfk aombék woam xmu am|dak k }fk |kudmakam am hk}xkx: woam x}uidu, mf hkxox adlmumbqmx, am lobqmx adlmumbqmx am amxkufobdk" M woam qkfeäf ck|mu }fk kwkuîbhdk am aombék, xmf {}m cknk aombék kì}fk" Bmxqm hkxo, xm |ohî lou x}ldhdmbqmfmbqm hobxhdmbqm, |muë {}m msdxqm kwmbkx }fk ludhéèo mf kì}f `}iku, }fk wkukak bo fo|dfmbqo, m houudidbao&k, |ohî ldhkuë h}ukao dfmadkqkfmbqm" Mxqk mxwähdm am aombék bèo qmf |muakam bm`k, fmxfo {}kbao wkumhm qmu mlmdqox læxdhox" M`k ä fmdo lkeudhkak wm`k dfkidbkéèo m bèo qmf o fmxfo woamu xoeum k fkqäudk hofo }fk aombék |muakamduk" Mf umx}fo, kx lobqmx am }fk aombék xèo fþ`qdw`kx m dbqudbhkakx: hkak }fk woam qmu }fk wouéèo am hk}xkx, fkx xmfwum dbadhk obam mxqë k wkuqm lukhk bo xmu" [}k`{}mu {}m xmnk k hk}xk am }fk aombék, fkqmudk` o} fmbqk`, msqmubk o} dbqmubk, m`k am|m, kbqmx {}m woxxk klmqku o houwo læxdho, qohku }fk o}quk hkfkak ao xmu {}m o hmuhk m o wuoqmim" Mxqk hkfkak fkdx x}qd` ä hckfkak, box adlmumb& qmx mbxdbkfmbqox, wou |ëudox bofmx ‘ o houwo mqäudho, o mb|o`qøudo bmu|oxo: ä }f houwo x}qd` m, bo mbqkbqo, {}kxm |dxæ|m`" Mf ambxdakam ä hofo xm loxxmf kx |deukéýmx {}m |ohî wmuhmem ç |o`qk am }f oenmqo f}dqo {}mbqm m l}fmikbqm: mfkbk ao houwo læxdho m mb|o`|m&o mxqumdqkfmbqm" Qoakx kx hof}bdhkéýmx hof o f}bao msqmudou xèo lmdqkx wou xm} dbqmufäado, m ä m`m {}m ä db|kadao m wmbmquk& ao wudfmduo, kbqmx {}m o houwo woxxk xmu klmqkao" Xm mxqm mb|o`qøudo lou kexo`}& qkfmbqm louqm m dbqkqo, |ohî woamuë du k `}ikumx dblmxqkaox akx wdoumx aombékx, fmxfo k wukik m k hø`muk, m wmufkbmhmu hofw`mqkfmbqm df}bm" M`m ä k wuoqm& éèo wmulmdqk hobquk qoaox ox woxxæ|mdx kqk{}mx am aombékx, mb{}kbqo mxqd|mu hofw`mqo m dbqmduo, qoqk`fmbqm hobxhdmbqm bk x}k hofwoxdéèo m xm}x m`mfmbqox mf wmulmdqo m{}d`æeudo" Mxqm houwo x}qd` ä hobxqu}æao, am }fk wkuqm hof }fk ekxm fkqmudk`, fkx kbqmx, am hobadéýmx fkqmudkdx ao {}m am fkqäudk læxdhk: am o}quk, akx |deukéýmx am boxxox mxqkaox wxdho`øidhox" Mxqm xm} xmi}bao m`mfmbqo ä hobxqdq}æao am Wk~ m m{}kbdfdakam m hobldkbék, lä bk xkþam, umwo}xo dfwmu& q}ueë|m` m k`miudk m hobqmbqkfmbqo ukadkbqm, m aèo x}k louék m x}k x}exqåbhdk" M`m ä }f |mæh}ò f}dqo xmbxæ|m`, hof umkéýmx uëwdakx m lëhmdx: khmdqk wuobqk& fmbqm qoak mxwähdm am x}imxqýmx m mxqkx woamf ukwdakfmbqm f}aku m {}kxm umfoam`ku x}k hobadéèo" ]fk x}imxqèo fë kq}k louqmfmbqm xoeum m`m: }fk eok x}imxqèo owmuk mf xmbqdao hobquëudo, hof k fmxfk louék" K amwumxxèo m o amxmbhouknkfmbqo qîf }f mlmdqo f}dqo ka|muxo: keumf e}ukhox, wou kxxdf ad~mu, mf x}k wuøwudk x}exqåbhdk, qoubkf&bo lukho m xmf umxdxqîbhdk m keumf }fk wkxxkimf lëhd` wkuk ox kqk{}mx coxqdx"

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Ä k kéèo amxqm |mæh}ò {}m msw`dhk wkuhdk`fmbqm wou{}m kx wmxxokx xmbqmf f}dqkx |m~mx, }fkx wm`kx o}qukx, }fk kqukéèo o} }fk umw}`xk mxwobqåbmk m amxkuuk~okak" O wudfmduo òhk` amxqkx umkéýmx mxqë bmxqm mb|o`qøudo wuoqmqou" Lkhd`fmbqm box xmbqdfox kqukæaox wou wmxxokx {}m quk~mf }f umlouéo ko boxxo mb|o`qøudo bmu|oxo: xofox umwm`daox wou k{}m`mx {}m o wmuq}uekf o} lmumf: q}ao {}m `cm aë }f xmbqdao am mswkbxèo m hoblouqo m qukb{}d`dakam, q}ao {}m o lk~ umxwobamu hof }f xmbqdfmbqo am lm`dhdakam m wuk~mu, msmuhm xoeum bøx }fk kqukéèo dfmadkqk: {}kbao o mlmdqo ä bo xmbqdao hobquëudo, m`m umxwobam hof }fk umnmdéèo wuoqmqouk" Mxqm fo|dfmbqo ä f}dqkx |m~mx fþq}o, {}kbao a}kx wmxxokx xm mbhobqukf" Bèo ä, bkq}uk`fmbqm, k þbdhk hk}xk akx kldbdakamx, fkx ä }fk am`kx, m f}dqo lum{}mbqm" Xm o xmu qoao dbqmduo w}amxxm k|kbéku xdf}`qkbmkfmbqm bk x}k qukbxloufk& éèo wuoiumxxd|k, khofwkbckbao o wkxxo ak fkuhck dbqmudou ao }bd|muxo, bèo ck|mudk aombékx, bèo ck|mudk fouqm" Fkx qmudk am xmu `dqmuk`fmbqm o xmu hofw`m& qo, dbqmiuk`fmbqm aox w`kbox fkdx k`qox, obam m`m ä fkdx w`ëxqdho m hmam bk fmadak msdidak çx louékx qukbxloufkaoukx, kqä o fkdx fkqmudk`, {}m ä wou bkq}& um~k uæidao, mxqkhdobëudo, umlukqëudo k {}k`{}mu uëwdak u ëwdak f}akbék umfoam`kaouk" Cë hmuqkx umidýmx {}m olmumhmf }fk umxdxqîbhdk f}dqo fkdou ç kéèo akx lou& ékx Tøi}dhkx {}m kx o}qukx, m kx aombékx {}m kx klmqkf xèo fkdx adlæhmdx am xmu h}ukakx" Xèo kx wkuqmx {}m wmuqmbhmf çx hkfkakx fkdx fkqmudkdx ao xmu, m kx aombékx {}m wmuqmbhmf k m`kx xèo, wou msmfwò, kx am wm`m o} ambqmx u}dbx" Xud K}uoedbao lkò} hmuqk |m~ am }f Toi}m {}m, kdbak io~kbao am xkþam uoe}xqk m am }f læxdho fkibældho, qdbck |d|dao {}kxm }f xäh}ò çx fkuimbx ao Fkufkak" [}kbao }f adxhæw}ò `cm olmumhm} }f umfäado wkuk aou am ambqm, m`m hofmb& qo}, ko umh}xë&ò, {}m }f ambqm `cm amuk wuoe`mfkx box þ`qdfox a}~mbqox kbox" Mxqm Toi}m qdbck hobxmi}dao qkbqo hobquo`m xoeum k bkq}um~k fkqmudk` {}m hcm& ikuk k |d|mu a}~mbqox kbox, fkx a}ukbqm qoao k{}m`m qmfwo bèo louk hkwk~ am aofdbku }fk aou am ambqm" Kì}fkx akx aombékx hobxdamukakx kx fkdx wmudioxkx xèo kx fkdx lëhmdx am h}uku: o}qukx hobxdamukakx am wo}hk dfwouqåbhdk woamf olmumhmu k umxdxqîbhdk fkdx oexqdbkak" Kx oudimbx am }fk aombék xèo fþ`qdw`kx m dbqudbhkakx: hkak }fk woam qmu }fk wouéèo am hk}xkx, fkx xmfwum dbadhk obam mxqë k wkuqm lukhk bo xmu" Bo|m aähdfox ao wmudio am }fk aombék |îf ao fmao" O fmao woam aku& `cm ox xdbqofkx kwkumbqmx am }fk aombék: m woam aku&`cm k aombék qkfeäf ‘ xm}x mlmdqox woamf hcmiku kqä mxxm wobqo" Bèo cë f}dqo qmfwo, k f}`cmu am }fk wmxxok {}m lum{}mbqk|k o Kxcukf, wouäf {}m bèo wukqdhk|k o Toik, o}|d}

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ad~mu {}m ck|dk hø`muk bk hkxk obam fouk|k o xm} `mdqmduo: o fmao kwoxxo}&xm am`k, {}m òio hofméo} k foxquku ox xdbqofkx ak aombék" Wouäf m`k wñam xmu ukwdakfmbqm h}ukak, wou{}m ox xdbqofkx m|dambqmx loukf dfwmadaox am xm amxmb|o`|mu bk aombék umk`" Msdxqmf fo|dfmbqox læxdhox, mlmdqox ak wumxxèo ao Toik, ox {}kdx kì}fkx |m~mx hudkf umhmdox dbl}bakaox, {}m woamf hk}xku wumn}æ~ox, xm o fmao bèo lou umnmdqkao" Cë, wou msmfwò, }fk hmuqk wumxxèo bk hkemék, xoeum k {}k` qmf ck|dao wmui}bqkx m {}m ä xmbqdak wou f}dqox, mxwmhdk`fmbqm box mxqëidox dbd& hdkdx, {}kbao kì}fk hodxk {}m kdbak mxqë lmhckak qmf am xm keudu" Ä }fk kl`déèo {}m bèo `m|k k bkak m {}m woam xmu lkhd`fmbqm x}wmukak, xm |ohî xo}emu {}m m`k ä }f mlmdqo ak wumxxèo akx louékx çx {}kdx |ohî mxqë xm keudbao, {}kbao m`kx qukek`ckf louqmfmbqm bo houwo wkuk wuoa}~du }f umx}`qkao m wkuk kwumxxku k qukbxloufkéèo" Qofkak qukb{}d`kfmbqm, m`k woam xmu qukbxloufkak b}fk xmb& xkéèo bèo amxkiukaë|m` am qoao" Fkx xm |ohî xm kxx}xqku, hmuqkfmbqm hobqukduë }fk louqm aou am hkemék, m m`k woam `m|ku kqä ç lmeum" O fk`&mxqku ä am|dao k kì}fk umxdxqîbhdk bk bkq}um~k: xm |ohî xo}emu hofo `demuqku k umxdxqîbhdk, ldhk& uë dfmadkqkfmbqm `d|um ao fk`&mxqku" Fkx ld{}m kxx}xqkao m o fk`&mxqku woam xm qukbxloufku mf kìo f}dqo wdou" [}k`{}mu {}m xmnk o hkuëqmu ak mswmudîbhdk {}m qmbck, |ohî bèo am|m qmu fmao: am|m fkbqmu }fk hobldkbék dbkek`ë|m` m xmbqdu {}m {}k`{}mu hodxk {}m khobqmék ä k hodxk {}m qdbck am khobqmhmu" ]fk |m~ {}m |ohî mxho`cm} o hkfdbco, am|m khmdqku k}akhdoxkfmbqm qoakx kx hobxm{ðîbhdkx am x}k mxho`ck" Fkx xm |ohî mxho`cmu m amwodx umh}ku, m mxho`cmu bo|kfmbqm m am bo|o umh}ku, xmfwum cmxdqkbqm, xmfwum a}|dakbao, xmfwum qmfmuoxo, hudk }fk amxkufobdk bo xm} xmu, {}m bèo xofmbqm umqkuak o wuoiumxxo, fkx qkf& eäf woam xmu k oudimf am qoak mxwähdm am wmuq}uekéýmx bk fmbqm m bo xmu |dqk`, m amxhoblouqo m aombék bo houwo"

;5" O MXQKAO AM HOBXHDÎBHDK AO TOI]M ‐Woam }f Toi}m kqdbidu }f mxqkao am hobxhdîbhdk qk` {}m woxkx xkemu qoakx kx hodxkx m umxwobamu k qoakx kx wmui}bqkx um`khdobkakx kqä fmxfo hof kexqu}& xox wuoe`mfkx hdmbqældhox, hofo, wou msmfwò, msmfwò, k qmoudk ak um`kqd|dakam?‖ Qmoudhkfmbqm, m mf wudbhæwdo, bèo ä dfwoxxæ|m` k }f Toi}m xkemu qoakx kx hodxkx: q}ao amwmbam ao Toi}m" Fkx cë hobcmhdfmbqo m hobcmhdfmbqo" O Toi}m bèo hobcmhm ç fkbmduk ak fmbqm" M`m bèo hobcmhm q}ao bo xmbqdao am {}m qmbck khmxxo k qoakx kx dblou& fkéýmx woxxæ|mdx o} wou{}m hobqmbck mf x}k fmbqm qoaox ox lkqox ao }bd|muxo o} wou{}m x}k hobxhdîbhdk xmnk }fk mxwähdm am mbhdhòwäadk fdukh}òxk" M`m

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hobcmhm wm`k x}k hkwkhdakam am hobqmu hodxkx, wmxxokx m louékx, o} am dambqdld& hku&xm hof m`kx adbkfdhkfmbqm" O} m`m hobcmhm wou{}m |d|m b}f w`kbo am hobxhdîbhdk o} mxqë mf hobqkqo hof }fk hobxhdîbhdk obam xm mbhobquk k |muak& am m o hobcmhdfmbqo" Xm |ohî mxqd|mu bk hobxhdîbhdk |muakamduk, o hobcmhdfmbqo {}m qd|mu xmuë qkfeäf ak |muakam" Wouqkbqo, |ohî woam xkemu adumqkfmbqm, xmbao }bo hof k{}dò {}m |ohî hobcmhm" Xm }f wuoe`mfk `cm lou hoòhkao ç lumbqm, xm `cm wmu& i}bqkumf o {}m xm qmf am lk~mu b}f kxx}bqo wkuqdh}`ku, |ohî woam mbqèo, oexmu|kbao hof ekxqkbqm kqmbéèo m hobhmbqukéèo, umhmemu mxwobqkbmkfmbqm o hobcmhdfmbqo um{}mudao m k umxwoxqk |muakamduk" Bèo ä wou bmbc}fk h}dakaoxk kw`dhkéèo am qmoudk {}m |ohî k`hkbék o hobcmhdfmbqo, bmf wou msmuhdqku&xm kquk|äx am }f wuohmxxo fmbqk`" K fmbqm hdmbqældhk wumhdxk amxqmx fäqoaox wkuk hcmiku çx x}kx hobh`}xýmx" Fkx o hobcmhdfmbqo ao Toi}m ä adumqo m dfmadkqo: bèo ä ama}qd|o" Xm }f mbimbcmduo qd|mu {}m khcku k woxdéèo mskqk wkuk hobxqu}du }f kuho, k `dbck am x}k h}u|k m o qkfkbco am x}k kemuq}uk, m`m o lk~ wmò hë`h}& ò, hofwkukbao m ama}~dbao am x}kx dbloufkéýmx m akaox" Fkx o Toi}m bèo wumhdxk bkak adxxo: m`m o`ck, qmf k |dxèo ak hodxk, |î {}m ä wkuk xmu lmdqo amxqk fkbmduk m bèo am o}quk, m mxqk wmuhmwéèo ä o xm} hobcmhdfmbqo" Fmxfo xmbao |muakam, am }f foao imuk` m mf hmuqo xmbqdao, {}m o Toi}m woxxk xkemu qoakx kx hodxkx m umxwobamu k qoakx kx wmui}bqkx am xm} wuøwudo hkfwo am wmuhmwéèo m hobxhdîbhdk, adxxo bèo xm hobh`}d {}m bèo cknk wmui}bqk {}m m`m bèo {}mduk o} bèo woxxk umxwobamu" O Toi}m {}m qmbck o hobcmhdfmbqo adumqo, o hobcmhdfmbqo ak |muakam |muakamduk akx hodxkx, bèo xm dfwouqk m qk`& |m~ khcm adlæhd` umxwobamu k wmui}bqkx {}m wmuqmbékf dbqmdukfmbqm ko aofæbdo akx hobxqu}éýmx fmbqkdx aox cofmbx" Woam xmu {}m m`m bèo woxxk o} bèo {}mduk umxo`|mu wuoe`mfkx m adldh}àkamx {}m `cm xmnkf kwumxmbqkaox, kqdbmbqmx kwmbkx ç d`}xèo akx hodxkx m çx x}kx kwkuîbhdkx" K kqd|dakam am xm} hobcmhdfmbqo bèo mxqë bk fmbqm: xm |ohî `cm ld~mxxm kì}fk wmui}bqk fmbqk` qoak amxqk mxwähdm, wuo|k|m`fmbqm m`m bèo umxwobamudk" K hobhmwéèo ekxqkbqm hof}f am {}m xm woam lk~mu {}k`{}mu wmui}bqk diboukbqm k m`m, kxxdf hofo xm lk~ k }f x}wmu fmxqum&mxho`k, o} msdidu am`m {}k`{}mu mxwähdm am dbloufkéèo wkxxkak, wumxmbqm o} l}q}uk, m {}m m`m qmf oeudikéèo am umxwobamu, ä }fk daädk udaæh}`k" Ä qèo kex}uak {}kbqo k mswmhqkqd|k am lkékbckx m fd`kiumx ao cofmf mxwdudq}k`, {}m xkqdxlkudkf ç fmbqm msqmubk |}ìku m k amdskudkf eo{}dkemuqk am kafdukéèo" Am fkdx k fkdx, o qmufo ‐Toi}m‖ ä f}dqo |kio m |kxqo" Msdxqmf f}dqox qdwox am Toi}mx, f}dqkx `dbckx m h`kxxmx am e}xhkx mxwdudq}kdx m oh}`qkx m adlmumbqmx k`q}ukx am umk`d~kéýmx" Msdxqmf kì}bx h}nox woamumx bèo }`qukwkxxkf o bæ|m` fmbqk`: cë o}quox {}m loukf k`äf" Q}ao amwmbam ao hkfwo o} bkq}um~k am


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xm}x mxlouéox, ak k`q}uk {}m hcmikukf, ak hobxhdîbhdk hof k {}k` qîf hobqkqo o} bk {}k` mbqukukf" ‐Bèo |èo ox hdmbqdxqkx çx |m~mx k`äf ao w`kbo fmbqk`? Ad~mf {}m Mdbxqmdb bèo khco} k x}k qmoudk ak um`kqd|dakam kquk|äx am bmbc}f wuohmxxo am ukhdohæ& bdo, fkx wou }fk mxwähdm am dbxwdukéèo xþedqk" Mxqk dbxwdukéèo qmf kì}fk hodxk k |mu hof k X}wukfmbqm?‖ O hdmbqdxqk {}m k`hkbék }fk dbxwdukéèo {}m `cm um|m`k }fk |muakam bo|k, umhmem&k ak fmbqm dbq}dqd|k" O hobcmhdfmbqo |mf hofo }fk wmuhmwéèo adumqk bo w`kbo fmbqk` fkdx k`qo, d`}fdbkao wou kì}fk o}quk `}~, xdq}kak kdbak fkdx k`äf" Fkx q}ao dxxo bkak qmf k |mu hof k kéèo ak X}wukfmbqm m mxqm bæ|m` fmbqk` fkdx k`qo mxqë f}dqo klkxqkao ao w`kbo x}wukfmbqk`" Ox cofmbx xm dbh`d& bkf lkhd`fmbqm k wmbxku {}m kxhmbamukf k umidýmx qoqk`fmbqm ad|dbkx, {}kbao hcmikukf kwmbkx khdfk ao bæ|m` fäado" Msdxqmf f}dqox mxqëidox mbqum k fmbqm c}fkbk hof}f m k X}wukfmbqm, f}dqkx iukakéýmx m f}dqox w`kbox dbqmuhk`k& aox" Xm }f cofmf hof}f w}amxxm mbquku mf hobqkqo adumqo, fmxfo {}m loxxm hof }f amxqmx w`kbox dbqmufmadëudox, m`m ldhkudk ol}xhkao m hmio: xmudk mxfkik& ao xoe o wmxo ak dfmbxdaèo wmuhmedak m wmuamudk o n}æ~o: m, hobq}ao kdbak bèo ä k X}wukfmbqm" Wou quëx ak daädk hof}f am {}m o Toi}m woam xkemu qoakx kx hodxkx m umx& wobamu k qoakx kx wmui}bqkx, mxqë o lkqo umk` am {}m cë }f w`kbo bk fmbqm obam k fmføudk am q}ao mxqë kufk~mbkak m xmfwum msdxqmbqm" Qoaox ox fo|d& fmbqox fmbqkdx {}m wmuqmbékf ç |dak ak qmuuk mxqèo fmfoud~kaox m umidxqukaox bmxqm w`kbo" K{}m`mx {}m xèo hkwk~mx am hcmiku kqä `ë, xm qd|mumf |obqkam, woamf `mu bm`k m kwumbamu q}ao {}m {}dxmumf" Fkx mxqk umidèo bèo am|m xmu qofkak wmòx bæ|mdx x}wukfmbqkdx" M bo mbqkbqo, fmxfo wkuk hcmiku `ë, |ohî am|m xmu hkwk~ am xd`mbhdku ox fo|dfmbqox ak fmbqm læxdhk o} fkqmudk`: |ohî am|m xmu hkwk~ am amdsku am `kao qoakx kx x}kx xmbxkéýmx m wkuku am |m~ xm}x fo|dfmbqox fmbqkdx ouadbëudox, {}kdx{}mu {}m xmnkf: |ohî am|m xkdu ao |dqk`, am|m `demuqku&xm am qoak mxhuk|daèo ao houwo" Xø mbqèo |ohî woam mbquku bmxqk umidèo m |mu" Fkx xm |ohî mxqd|mu x}ldhdmbqmfmbqm dbqmumxxkao wkuk lk~mu mxqm mxlouéo, woam hcmiku `ë m `mu o {}m mxqë mxhudqo bk fmføudk ak qmuuk" Kxxdf, xm mbquku wuol}bakfmbqm bo xd`îbhdo, |ohî woam k`hkbéku }f bæ|m` am hobxhdîbhdk bo {}k` ä woxxæ|m` umhmemu umxwoxqk k qoakx kx x}kx wmui}bqkx" M xm co}|mu kì}äf {}m mxqmnk kemuqo hobxhdmbqmfmbqm ç |muakam qoqk` ak X}wuk& fmbqm, m hof m`k mxqmnk mf hobxqkbqm hobqkqo, m`m woamuë hmuqkfmbqm umxwob& amu k {}k`{}mu wmui}bqk {}m fmumék }fk umxwoxqk ak @}~ X}wukfmbqk`" Kx dbakikéýmx am|mf |du am kì}f xmbxo ak |muakam m umk`dakam {}m mxqë wou quëx akx hodxkx" Msdxqmf f}dqkx wmui}bqkx m f}dqox wuoe`mfkx amekqdaox {}m xèo

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kui}fmbqox x}qdx qmhdaox wou fmukx kexqukéýmx fmbqkdx, m fo|mf&xm bk x}wmulæ& hdm d`}xøudk akx hodxkx" Mxqmx wxm}aowuoe`mfkx bèo wmuqmbhmf ko hobcmhdfmbqo umk`: xèo }fk amloufkéèo ao hobcmhdfmbqo, m x}k |muakamduk x}exqåbhdk ä lmdqk ak dibouåbhdk" Hmuqkfmbqm o hobcmhdfmbqo x}wukfmbqk` woam aku }fk umxwox& qk, x}k wuøwudk umxwoxqk, kox wuoe`mfkx `m|kbqkaox wm`k dibouåbhdk ak fmbqm: fkx ä wuo|ë|m` {}m bèo xmnk bkak xkqdxlkqøudo, m qk`|m~ bmf fmxfo dbqm`diæ|m` ç{}m`mx {}m wmui}bqkf ao bæ|m` fmbqk`" \ohî bèo am|m mxwmuku {}m k x}wuk& fmbqm qukek`cm ç fkbmduk ak fmbqm o} wumqmbamu {}m o hobcmhdfmbqo wuøwudo ak |muakam xmnk hkwk~ am xmu fdxq}ukao hof o fmdo&hobcmhdfmbqo wuøwudo ak dibouåbhdk" O mx{}mfk ak fmbqm ä }f, fkx o ak X}wukfmbqm ä hofw`mqkfmbqm o}quo, m bèo xmudk fkdx x}wukfmbqk` xm xm kakwqkxxm çx msdiîbhdkx ao mx{}mfk fmbqk`" Ox aodx xèo dbhofmbx}uë|mdx m bèo woamf xmu hoòhkaox n}bqox" ‐[}kbao k hobxhdîbhdk qd|mu kqdbidao kx k`miudkx x}wukfmbqkdx, bèo qofk m`k fkdx dbqmumxxm bkx hodxkx ak fmbqm?‖ K x}wukfmbqm bèo xm dbqmumxxk wm`kx hodxkx fmbqkdx ao fmxfo foao {}m k fmbqm" M`k qofk dbqmumxxm ç x}k fkbmduk, mf qoaox ox fo|dfmbqox ao }bd|muxo, fkx am }f adlmumbqm wobqo am |dxqk m hof }fk o}quk |dxèo" O f}bao qmf wkuk m`k }fk kwkuîbhdk hofw`mqkfmbqm adlmumbqm: msdxqm }fk db|muxèo am wmuxwmhqd& |k m q}ao ä |dxqo am `ë am }fk loufk adlmumbqm am hofo ä |dxqo wm`k fmbqm, m lum{ðmbqmfmbqm kqä fmxfo owoxqk" Kx hodxkx qîf }f o}quo xdibdldhkao: o kxwmhqo, k fo|dfmbqkéèo m o wuohmxxo am`kx, q}ao {}m `cm ad~ umxwmdqo, xèo oexmu|kaox hof o}quox o`cox" q}ao {}m xm wkxxk k{}d ä xmi}dao wm`k X}wukfmb& qm: ox fo|dfmbqox ak fmbqm m bèo fmbox ox ao |dqk`, ox fo|dfmbqox fkqmudkdx, qoao o noio ao }bd|muxo qmf wkuk m`k }f wuol}bao dbqmumxxm, fkx am o}quk mxwähdm Ä {}kxm k fmxfk adlmumbék {}m cë mbqum o dbqmumxxm qofkao b}f qmkquo am fkudobmqm wou k{}m`m {}m xmi}uk ox houaädx m xkem o {}m ox eobmhox am|mf lk~mu m k |obqkam {}m ox fo|m m xkem {}m m`mx xø woamf lk~mu o {}m `cmx lou amqmufdbkao, m o dbqmumxxm qofkao wou }f mxwmhqkaou {}m kxxdxqm ç wmék, fkx |î kwmbkx o {}m mxqë khobqmhmbao am fofmbqo k fofmbqo m bkak fkdx xkem k`äf adxxo" K{}m`m {}m kxxdxqm ç wmék m bèo wkuqdhdwk ao xm} xmiumao, qofk }f dbqmumxxm fkdx louqm, fkdx dbqmbxo m fkdx kwkdsobkao bo {}m |kd khobqmhmu m xmi}m hof }fk kqmbéèo mshdqkak ox khobqmhdfmbqox dfwum|dxæ|mdx o} aukfëqd& hox: o {}m xmi}uk ox houaädx m fo|dfmbqk o mxwmqëh}ò, wmufkbmhm dfwmuq}ueë& |m` m qukb{}dò" Msdxqm }fk hmuqk dbqmbxdakam am dbqmumxxm {}m |mf ak dibouåbhdk m mxqë dbqdfkfmbqm `dikao ç d`}xèo m {}m am|m amxkwkumhmu {}kbao |ohî xkdu ak dibouåbhdk" O dbqmumxxm {}m o xmu c}fkbo qofk wm`kx hodxkx ä ekxmkao bk d`}xèo: xm mxqk loxxm umfo|dak, m`mx bèo qmudkf fkdx bmbc}f dbqmumxxm bo noio: khcë&ò& dkf ëudao m dbxæwdao" Ä wou dxxo {}m qoak mxqk dibouåbhdk, qoak mxqk d`}xèo qmf


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a}ukao qkbqo qmfwo: ä wou{}m ox cofmbx ioxqkf am`k, wou{}m m`mx xm kwmikf k m`k m ko iîbmuo wmh}`dku am kqukéèo {}m m`k foqd|k" ‐[}m xm am|m lk~mu {}kbao xm {}mu foadldhku k hobadéèo ao houwo, mlmq}ku }fk h}uk o} houudidu kì}fk dfwmulmdéèo læxdhk? Am|mu&xm&dk hobhmbquku bo oenm& qd|o k xmu umk`d~kao m msmuhmu k louék am |obqkam, o} kwmbkx |d|mu bk hobldkbék am {}m dxqo xmnk lmdqo o} hobldku bo Woamu Ad|dbo wkuk wuoa}~du ox umx}`qkaox amxmnkaox k xm} qmfwo m ç x}k fkbmduk?‖ Qoakx mxqkx xèo |ëudkx fkbmdukx am lk~mu k fmxfk hodxk, m hkak }fk mf adlmumbqmx hobadéýmx woam xmu mldhdmbqm" O fäqoao wmò {}k` |ohî qmuë fkdou x}hmxxo amwmbam ak hobxhdîbhdk {}m amxmb|o`|mu mf xd m ao hkuëqmu akx louékx {}m lou hkwk~ am lk~mu mbquku mf noio" \ohî woam |d|mu bk hobxhdîbhdk ak h}uk ukadhk` o} qukbxloufkéèo, m wm`k louék am x}k loufkéèo dbqmudou `mbqkfmbqm foqd|ku k k`qmukéèo msqmudou" O} xm |ohî xo}emu m qd|mu k |dxèo ak louék {}m ä hkwk~ am mlmq}ku mxqkx hodxkx, m qd|mu k cked`dakam am fkbmnë&`k, woamuë hckfë& `k wkuk ekdso m hobhmbquë&`k bkx wkuqmx obam ä bmhmxxëudk k x}k kéèo, m m`k wuo& a}~duë k f}akbék" O} , kdbak, |ohî woam mswou k x}k adldh}àkam ko Ad|dbo m wmadu&@cm k h}uk, wobao qoak k x}k hobldkbék bo Woamu Ad|dbo" Fkx {}k`{}mu hodxk {}m lkék, {}k`{}mu {}m xmnk o wuohmxxo {}m }xm, m fmxfo {}m qmbck ka{}dudao bm`m }fk iukbam cked`dakam m woamu, |ohî am|m amdsku o umx}`qkao bkx fèox ao Ad|dbo" \ohî woam xmfwum qmbqku, fkx ä o Ad|dbo {}mf |kd aku o} bèo ox lu}qox am xm} mxlouéo" Ä kæ {}m wëuk xm} woamu wmxxok`: xm o umx}`qkao |dmu, ä o Woamu Ad|dbo {}mf o quk~ m bèo o xm}" \ohî xm wmui}bqk xm ä n}xqo wmadu mxqkx hodxkx ko Ad|dbo" Fkx bèo cë adlmumbék kì}fk mbqum |duku&xm wkuk o Ad|dbo wkuk k umfoéèo am }fk dfwmulmdéèo læxdhk m ouku wkuk k m`dfdbkéèo am }f amlmdqo fouk`" Wouäf q}ao {}kbqo wmadu o} xmnk {}k` lou xm} mfwmbco, am|m xmbqdu {}m, fmxfo mb{}kbqo mxqd|mu qmbqkbao o fm`cou, }xkbao ao hobcmhdfmbqo o} ao woamu am {}m |ohî adxwým, o umx}`qkao amwmbam ak Iukék Ad|dbk" Në {}m kaoqo} o Toik, q}ao {}m ld~mu, am|m xmu lmdqo b}f mxwæudqo am hofw`mqk mbqumik" Mxqk am|m xmu k x}k kqdq}am ‘ ‐M} kxwduo, wuoh}uo h}uku fdbckx dfwmulmdéýmx, lkéo o fm`cou, fkx wkuk o umx}`qkao hoòho&fm dbqmdukfmbqm bkx fèox ao Ad|dbo‖" ‐Xmuë {}m kn}ak xm m} ad~mu> –Qmbco hmuqm~k ao umx}`qkao, xmd {}m o Ad|dbo fm akuë o {}m amxmno—?‖ \ohî woam hobxdamuku amxqm foao" Fmxfo k dbqmbéèo am x}k lä woam {}mumu ad~mu {}m o Ad|dbo në amhdad} {}m k hodxk mf {}mxqèo xmuë lmdqk" ]fk lä dbkek`ë& |m` ä }f xdbk` ak wumxmbék ak \obqkam Ad|dbk, }fk m|daîbhdk ao {}m xmuë"

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HOB\MUXKX""" ‐[}kdx xèo kx louékx {}m kq}kf {}kbao xm mxqë mf fmadqkéèo xd`mbhdoxk?‖ Q}ao amwmbam am {}mf fmadqk"

‐Fkx bk fmadqkéèo xd`mbhdoxk m`m bèo xm qoubk }f |k~do hofw`mqo? Hofo woam mbqèo amwmbamu q}ao am`m?‖ Fmxfo {}m |ohî lkék ambquo am xd }f |k~do kexo`}qo, dxxo bèo f}ak k bkq}& um~k am x}k kxwdukéèo bmf `cm k`qmuk o aofæbdo" Mf kì}bx, k kxwdukéèo xm fo|m box bæ|mdx fmbqkdx o} bk mxlmuk |dqk`: kì}bx qîf }fk kxwdukéèo mxwdudq}k`" Ak {}k`dakam ak kxwdukéèo amwmbam k louék {}m umxwobam m o qukek`co {}m m`k |mf lk~mu" Qoubku&xm |k~do bk fmadqkéèo hudk }f xd`îbhdo dbqmudou: bèo xdibdldhk {}m |ohî qmbck xm kb}`kao o} xm qoubkao }fk fkxxk dbmuqm m fouqk" Qoubkbao&xm }f umhmwqëh}ò |k~do, |ohî hob|dak o {}m |kd mbhcî&ò" Xdibdldhk {}m |ohî lk~ hmxxku k wumxxèo am x}k hobxhdîbhdk dbqmudou mf aduméèo ç umk`d~kéèo" K bkq}um~k ak hobxhdîbhdk m o iuk} am x}k wumxxèo amqmufdbkf kx louékx {}m |ohî o} fmx& fo hk}xku akbo m kqukxku" Msdxqmf f}dqkx m |kudkakx hobadéýmx xoe kx {}kdx |ohî woam fmadqku m qoakx msmuhmf xm} mlmdqo xoeum kx louékx dbquoa}~dakx o} kqukæakx m bo qukek`co am`kx" Xm |ohî fmadqku xo~dbco, ä k x}k wuøwudk hobadéèo dbqmubk m msqmubk {}m dfwou& qk" Xm |ohî fmadqku hof o}quox, ä k hobadéèo imuk` {}m ä am wudbhdwk` dfwouqåb& hdk" Fkx mf {}k`{}mu hkxo, kx hobadéýmx |kudkuèo xmfwum m kx louékx {}m umx& wobamf b}bhk xmuèo kx fmxfkx a}kx |m~mx" ]fk hobhmbqukéèo }bdldhkak, lmdqk hob|mbdmbqmfmbqm, woam xmu }fk iukbam louék" Cë }fk |m`ck qukadéèo {}m ad~ {}m xm ao~m wmxxokx xdbhmukx }bdumf x}k |obqkam m x}k kxwdukéèo m m|ohkumf o Ad|dbo, ä hmuqo o Ad|dbo fkbdlmxqku&Xm" Fkx k |obqkam am|muë xmu }bdldhkak b}fk þbdhk aduméèo, m k kxwdukéèo xdbhmuk" Wou{}m ox {}m lk~mf k mswmudîbhdk woamf mxqku }bdaox bk dbäuhdk o} fmxfo b}f amxmno muuñbmo o} wmu|muqdao m o umx}`qkao xmuë wuo|k|m`fmbqm amxkxquoxo" Bk x}k fmadqkéèo, k wudfmduk bmhmxxdakam dfwmukqd|k ä }f mxqkao am xdbhm& udakam wmulmdqk m kexo`}qk mf qoak k hobxhdîbhdk" Ä dbadxwmbxë|m` {}m |ohî bèo xm d`}ak o} mbikbm ox o}quox, o} xmnk, wou m`mx mbikbkao" F}dqkx |m~mx kx wmx& xokx qîf }f amxmno, }fk wumlmuîbhdk fmbqk` o} }f amxmno |dqk`: {}mumf {}m k mswmudîbhdk khobqmék am }f foao wkuqdh}`ku o} qofm }fk aduméèo {}m xkqdxlkék x}kx damdkx, amxmnox o} wumlmuîbhdkx: bèo xm hobxmu|kf |k~dkx m dfwkuhdkdx wkuk oexmu|ku xdbhmuk m xdfw`mxfmbqm o {}m khobqmhm" Mbqèo, xm bèo ioxqku ao {}m khobqmhmu, ä lëhd` mbikbku&xm: |ohî |muë }fk hodxk, fkx akuë k m`k }f `dimduo amx|do m lkuë am`k kìo adlmumbqm o} adxqouhmuë }fk hodxk xdfw`mx m adumqk o} mbiukbamhm`k&ë wkuk }fk mswmudîbhdk msqukouadbëudk" [}kbao xm xmbqku wkuk fmadqku, |ohî am|m xm qoubku qèo håbadao m xdfw`mx hofo }fk hudkbék, bèo

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dbqmulmudbao hof x}k fmbqm msqmubk, bèo mxwmukbao bkak, bèo dbxdxqdbao mf bkak" [}kbao qd|mu oeqdao mxqk hobadéèo, qoao o umxqo amwmbam ak kxwdukéèo wuol}bak ambquo am |ohî" Xm, am ambquo, |ohî wmadu wk~, m`k |duë: xm wmadu louék, woamu, hobcmhdfmbqo, qkfeäf |duèo, fkx q}ao bk fmadak am x}k hkwkhdakam am umhmeî&òx" M xm |ohî db|ohku o Ad|dbo, mbqèo qkfeäf ‘ xmfwum kafdqdbao {}m o Ad|dbo mxqmnk kemuqo k xm} hckfkao, m dxqo xdibdldhk {}m xm} kwmò ä ekxqkbqm w}uo m louqm wkuk k`hkbéë&@o & |ohî qmuë k umxwoxqk"

;8" UMW]@XK KOX KBDFKDX ‐[}k` ä o foqd|o ak umw}`xk {}m dbxqdbqd|kfmbqm xmbqdfox wou hmu qox kbd& fkdx, qkdx hofo hoeukx m mxhouwdýmx?‖ Bèo ä }fk bmhmxxdakam dbm|dqë|m` {}m xm xdbqk mxqk o} {}k`{}mu o}quk umw}`& xk" Bèo xmbqdu bmbc}fk umw}`xk ä }fk akx hob{}dxqkx l}bakfmbqkdx ao Toik" K umw}`xk am {}m |ohî lk`k |mf ao fmao: xm bèo co}|mxxm fmao, m`k bèo msdxqdudk" Mxqm fmao bèo ä ekxmkao bk uk~èo: ä dbxqdbqd|o: bèo ä dbad|da}k`, fkx ukhdk`: ä }fk x}imxqèo imuk` m wmuqmbhm ç hobxhdîbhdk ak c}fkbdakam hofo }f qoao" [}kbao xm qofk }f houwo c}fkbo khmdqk&xm hof m`m }fk fkxxk amxqkx x}imxqýmx imukdx, damdkx am ukék, xmbqdfmbqox am ukék ak c}fkbdakam, kxxohdk& éýmx, umw}`xkx, fmaox" O f}bao mxqë hcmdo am hodxkx {}m bèo xèo bmf kiukaë|mdx bmf eobdqkx, fkx dxqo bèo ä uk~èo wkuk xm |d|mu b}f xmbqdfmbqo am hobxqkbqm umw}`xk wou mxxkx hodxkx" Qoaox ox xmbqdfmbqox am umqukdfmbqo m k|muxèo m fmao {}m wmuq}uekf m mbluk{}mhmf k fmbqm c}fkbk, woamf xmu x}wmukaox" ]f Toi}m qmf {}m x}wm& uku mxqkx umkéýmx: wodx amxam ox wudfmduox wkxxox bo Toik `cm ä msdidao {}m hob& xmu|m }fk m{}kbdfdakam wmulmdqk bk wumxmbék am qoaox ox xmumx m hodxkx m khob& qmhdfmbqox" \ohî am|m xmfwum wmufkbmhmu hk`fo, dfwmuq}ueë|m` m dfwkxxæ|m`: k louék ao Toi}m umxdam bdxqo" ]fk hk`fk m }fk qukb{}d`dakam hofw`mqkx amxku& fkuèo fmxfo ox kbdfkdx lmuo~mx m wmudioxox {}m xm hobluobqkumf hof |ohî" K umw}`xk ä }f fo|dfmbqo am dibouåbhdk" Ä }f imxqo dbxqdbqd|o am k}qoamlm& xk" Fkx o {}m o wuoqmim fm`cou hobquk {}k`{}mu wmudio bèo ä }fk k|muxèo duuk& hdobk`, fkx o hobcmhdfmbqo, o hobcmhdfmbqo ak bkq}um~k ao wmudio m }fk kw`d& hkéèo hobxhdmbqm aox fmdox {}m duèo umfo|î&`k o} kb}`ë&`k" K dibouåbhdk, am obam mxqmx fo|dfmbqox wuohmamf, ä }fk hobadéèo c}fkbk imuk`, fkx woam xmu |mbhdak, wodx bèo mxqkfox kfkuukaox ç bkq}um~k c}fkbk iuoxxmduk {}m mxqë ç boxxk |o`qk m ak {}k` xm oudidbk o xmu msqmudou"

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K dibouåbhdk ä keo`dak wou }fk hobxhdîbhdk humxhmbqm: o {}m |ohî wumhdxk ä am hobxhdîbhdk m hkak |m~ fkdx am hobxhdîbhdk, am }fk hobxhdîbhdk w}uk, xdfw`mx m `}fdboxk" Ç `}~ amxqk hobxhdîbhdk wmulmdqk, kx hodxkx kwumxmbqkf&xm hofo m`kx xèo m bèo hofo m`kx {}mumf wkumhmu" Ä hofo xm loxxm }fk qm`k iuk|kbao ldm`& fmbqm qoakx kx hodxkx mb{}kbqo m`kx wkxxkf" \ohî |î bm`k o {}m ä `}fdboxo, o {}m ä mxh}uo, o {}m ä adumdqo m o {}m ä qouqo" X}k hobxhdîbhdk qukbxloufk&xm b}fk qm`k o} mxwm`co: fkx dxqo khobqmhm {}kbao |ohî mxqë b}f mxqkao am hob& qmfw`kéèo, }f fmuo oexmu|kaou: {}kbao mxqë mf kqd|dakam m`k kim hofo }f uml`mqou" \ohî am|m kwmbkx khmbaî&ò, xm {}dxmu |mu `}fdboxkfmbqm m mskfdbku wuol}bakfmbqm {}k`{}mu hodxk mf {}k`{}mu `}iku" O foao am hobxmi}du mxqk hobxhdîbhdk wmulmdqk ä k}fmbqku x}k hobxhdîbhdk wumxmbqm, lk~mbao&k xkdu am x}k uoqdbk m `dfdqmx kq}kdx, ma}hë&`k, keud&`k ç @}~ Ad|dbk m amdsku {}m k @}~ Ad|dbk qukek`cm bm`k w`mbk m `d|umfmbqm" Fkx k @}~ xø woam lk~mu xm} qukek`co hofw`mqo m amxmfekukékao {}kbao |ohî qd|mu xm `d|uk& ao am qoao amxmno m fmao, {}kbao |ohî bèo qd|mu fkdx wumhobhmdqox fmbqkdx, wumlmuîbhdkx |dqkdx, kwummbxýmx o} kqukéýmx læxdhkx wkuk hobl}bad&ò o} wumbaî& ò" K umw}`xk ä }f fo|dfmbqo am luk{}m~k" M`k |mf wou{}m |ohî lod kqdbidao m lmudao m mx{}d|k&xm ak{}dò {}m o fkiok" K kqfoxlmuk am }f xmu, o} am }f cofmf, o} am }f kbdfk`, o} x}kx mfkbkéýmx, woam xmu&`cm wumn}adhdk`, fmxfo {}m bèo woxxk xmu xmbqdak wou qoaox, m kxxdf {}m m`k o kqdbim, |ohî xm klkxqk am`k" Fkx xm lou x}ldhdmbqmfmbqm louqm, woamuë amqmu o wmudio ç adxqåbhdk, bèo amdskbao {}m m`m o k`hkbhm o} `cm lkék fk`" Wodx |ohî |mudk m xkemudk dfmadkqk& fmbqm {}m ck|dk kìo wumn}adhdk` m hoòhkudk }fk ekuumduk am amlmxk ç x}k |o`qk m fmxfo {}m k hodxk hcmikxxm wmuqo, bèo qmudk woxxded`dakam am kqdbid&ò m |ohî wmufkbmhmudk d`mxo m dfwmuq}uekao wou x}k wumxmbék" ‐Xm o Ad|dbo, {}m ä qoao kfou, ä k lobqm ak hudkéèo, aobam |îf qoaox ox fk`mx {}m msdxqmf qèo wuol}& xkfmbqm xoeum k qmuuk?‖ Q}ao |mf Ad|dbo: fkx k Hobxhdîbhdk ]fk, k X}wumfk, bèo hudo} o f}bao adumqkfmbqm am xd fmxfk: }f Woamu mfkbo} am`k m amxhm} kquk|äx am f}dqkx iukakéýmx am x}kx kqd|dakamx m wkxxo} wou f}dqox kimbqmx" Msdxqmf f}dqox hudk& aoumx o} kbqmx, ‐ loufkqm}ux‖, lk~maoumx am loufkx, {}m wumxdadukf ç hudkéèo ao f}bao" Xèo kimbqmx dbqmufmadëudox {}m wumlduo hckfku am ‐Loufkqm}ux‖ m bèo am ‐Hudkaoumx‖, wou{}m o {}m m`mx ld~mukf lod aku }fk loufk m fo|dfmbqo m bkq}um~k ç fkqäudk" Xèo b}fmuoxox: kì}bx loufkukf hodxkx ckufobdoxkx m embdibkx m o}quox amukf loufkx k hodxkx wmubdhdoxkx m fëx" M kì}bx qkfeäf loukf fkdx adxqouhmaoumx ao {}m hobxqu}qoumx, wou{}m dbqmulmudukf m mxqukik& ukf o {}m louk emf hofmékao wou o}quox"

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‐Mxqm boxxo f}bao fkqmudk` bèo mxqë f}dqo kekdso bk mxhk`k ao xdxqmfk am f}baox {}m loufkf k hudkéèo?‖ O boxxo ä o f}bao fkdx fkqmudk`, fkx bèo mxqë bmhmxxkudkfmbqm ‐f}dqo kekdso‖, wmò fmbox, bèo wou mxqk uk~èo: xm m`m mxqë kekdso ä wou{}m ä oexh}uo m diboukbqm, bèo wou xmu fkqmudk`" Ä }f muuo lk~mu ak ‐fkqäudk‖ xdbñbdfo am oexh}udakam m dibouåbhdk" M o f}bao fkqmudk` qkfeäf bèo ä o þbdho f}bao mf {}m |d|mfox> ä kbqmx, }f aox f}dqox box {}kdx msdxqdfox xdf}`qkbmkfmbqm, m am }fk hmuqk loufk o fkdx dfwouqkbqm am qoaox" Wodx mxqm f}bao am fkqäudk ä o wobqo am hobhmbqukéèo am qoaox ox f}baox: ä o hkfwo am hobhumqd~kéèo am qoaox ox f}baox: ä o `}iku obam qoaox ox f}baox qmuèo am xm fkbdlmxqku" Bo fofmbqo wumxmbqm m`m ä amxkufobdoxo m oexh}uo: fkx dxqo ä kwmbkx }f khdamb& qm, }f hofméo lk`xo" ]f adk m`m xm qoubkuë eobdqo, uæqfdho, hcmdo am `}~, wou{}m m`m lod lmdqo wkuk mxxk hobx}fkéèo ldbk`"

;1" WOAM O TOI]M QOUBKU&XM ]F KUQDXQK? ‐Ä woxxæ|m` k }f Toi}m qoubku &xm kuqdxqk o} woam }f kuqdxqk xmu Toi}m? [}k` ä k um`kéèo {}m msdxqm mbqum k kuqm m o Toik?‖ Ox aodx bèo xèo qèo kbqkiñbdhox hofo |ohî wkumhm wmbxku" Bèo cë bkak {}m dfwmék }f Toi}m am xmu kuqdxqk o} }f kuqdxqk am xmu Toi}m" Fkx {}kbao |ohî mxqë bo Toik, cë }fk f}akbék wuol}bak bo |kòu akx hodxkx, ak Kuqm, emf hofo am q}ao fkdx: |ohî hofmék k o`cku k Kuqm am }f wobqo am |dxqk adlmumbqm" Në bèo ä fkdx wkuk |ohî k hodxk x}wumfk, hobqmbao q}ao, bèo ä fkdx }f ldf mf xd fmxfk" K Kuqm ä }f fmdo, bèo }f ldf: ä }f fmdo am mswumxxèo" M o kuqdxqk, mbqèo, hmxxk qkfeäf am khumadqku {}m o f}bao dbqmduo iduk ç |o`qk ao {}m m`m mxqë lk~mbao o} {}m xm} qukek`co ä k hodxk fkdx dfwouqkbqm {}m në lod lmdqk" X}k wmuxobk`dakam bèo hobqk fkdx: m`m ä }f kimbqm, }f hkbk`, m x}k kuqm ä }f fmdo am mswumxxku x}kx um`kéýmx hof o Ad|dbo" M`m k }xk wkuk mxqm wuowøxdqo, hofo woamudk xmu }xkao {}k`{}mu o}quo fmdo {}m ld~mxxm wkuqm aox woamumx am x}k bkq}um~k" ‐Fkx }f kuqdxqk bèo xmbqm fkdx bmbc}f dfw}`xo am hudku amwodx {}m m`m hofmék o Toik?‖ Wou {}m bèo qmudk m`m o dfw}`xo? M`m woam mswumxxku x}k um`kéèo hof o Ad|d& bo wou fmdo ak kuqm, mskqkfmbqm hofo woamudk wou {}k`{}mu o}quo" Xm |ohî {}d& xmu {}m k kuqm xmnk k fkdx k`qk m fkdx |muakamduk, m`k am|muë xmu k mswumxxèo ao f}bao ad|dbo, {}m lod quk~dao wkuk o f}bao fkqmudk`" Qoaox ox |muakamduox kuqdxqkx qîf kì}f xmbqdfmbqo amxqm iîbmuo, kì}fk dfwumxxèo am m} m`mx xèo dbqmufmadëudox mbqum }f f}bao fkdx k`qo m mxqk msdxqîbhdk læxdhk" Xm |ohî hobxd&

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amuë&`k xoem mxqm kxwmhqo, k Kuqm bèo ä f}dqo adlmumbqm ao Toik" Wouäf k fkdou wkuqm akx |m~mx o kuqdxqk qmf kwmbkx }f xmbqdfmbqo dbamldbdao, bèo qmf o hobcmhdfmbqo" Hobq}ao, hobcmhd kì}bx {}m o qdbckf: m`mx qukek`ck|kf hobx& hdmbqmfmbqm bk x}k kuqm hof o hobcmhdfmbqo" Bkx x}kx hudkéýmx bèo w}bckf x}kx wmuxobk`dakamx bk lumbqm, hofo o lkqou fkdx dfwouqkbqm: hobxdamuk|kf xm} qukek`co hofo }fk olmuqk ko Ad|dbo, mswmudfmbqk|kf mswumxxku wou m`k xm} um`khdobkfmbqo hof o Ad|dbo" Mxqk muk k l}béèo umhobcmhdak ak Kuqm bk Dakam Fäadk" Ox wdbqoumx ‐wudfdqd& |ox‖, ox hobxqu}qoumx akx hkqmaukdx ak M}uowk Fmadm|k`, bèo qdbckf o}quk hob& hmwéèo ak kuqm" Bk Æbadk, qoak k x}k ku{}dqmq}uk, qoak k x}k mxh}`q}uk m k x}k wdbq}uk wuohmamukf amxqk lobqm m loukf dbxwdukakx wou mxqm damk`" Ox hkbqox am Fdukekd m k fþxdhk am Qctkikuknk, k `dqmukq}uk woäqdhk hudkak wou xm}x am|oqox, xkbqox m Udxcdx, h`kxxdldhkf&xm mbqum ox fkdoumx wkqudfñbdox kuqæxqdhox ao f}bao" ‐Fkx bèo ä o qukek`co am }f kuqdxqk kwmulmdéokao {}kbao m`m lk~ Toik?‖ K adxhdw`dbk ak Kuqm qmf bo xm} hmbquo o fmxfo wudbhæwdo ak adxhdw`dbk ao Toik" Mf kfeox o oenmqd|o ä qoubku&xm fkdx m fkdx hobxhdmbqm: mf kfeox |ohî qmf {}m kwumbamu k |mu m xmbqdu kìo {}m mxqë k`äf ak |dxèo m xmbqdfmbqo hof}bx, qmf {}m xm |o`qku wkuk ambquo m quk~mu am `ë hodxkx fkdx wuol}bakx" Ox wdbqoumx qîf {}m xmi}du }fk adxhdw`dbk wkuk o humxhdfmbqo ak hobxhdîbhdk am xm}x o`cox, {}m mf xd ä {}kxm }f Toik" Xm loumf |muakamduox kuqdxqkx m qmbqk& umf |mu k`äf akx kwkuîbhdkx m }xku x}k kuqm wkuk mswumxxku o f}bao dbqmudou, m`mx humxhmuèo mf hobxhdîbhdk wou mxqk hobhmbqukéèo, {}m bèo ä o}quk hodxk xmbèo k hobxhdîbhdk akak wmò Toik" Wou {}m bèo xmudk mbqèo k hobxhdîbhdk Tøi}dhk }f k}sæ`do ç hudkéèo kuqæxqdhk? Hobcmhd kì}äf {}m qdbck f}dqo wo}ho qumdbo m cked`dakam m hobq}ao wmò Toik ka{}dud} }fk kafduë|m` hkwkhdakam wkuk mxhum|mu m wdbqku" Woxxo hdqku&`cm aodx msmfwòx" Ck|dk }fk |m~ }fk foék {}m bèo qdbck k fæbdfk dbxqu}éèo: muk }fk akbékudbk m akbék|k um`kqd|kfmbqm emf" Amwodx {}m m`k kaoqo} o Toik, akbék|k kwmbkx wkuk kfdiox: fkx x}k akb& ék k`hkbéo} }fk wuol}bak mswumxxèo m em`m~k {}m bèo qdbck kbqmx" M kwmxku am `cm lk`qku dbxqu}éèo, m`k hofméo} k mxhum|mu hodxkx fkuk|d`coxkx, wodx qdbck |dxýmx m kx mswumxxk|k bk fkdx em`k `dbi}kimf" Fkx ck|dk k`qox m ekdsox mf xm} Toik, m {}kbao m`k mxqk|k mf eokx hobadéýmx, mxhum|dk `dbakfmbqm: hkxo hobquë& udo, muk ekxqkbqm fobøqobk, dbxæwdak m bèo hudkqd|k" O xmi}bao hkxo ä o am }f ukwk~ {}m mxq}akuk kuqm, fkx xø x}wmuldhdk`fmbqm" Ld`co am }f adwòfkqk, m`m qdbck xdao qumdbkao wkuk k hkuumduk adwòfëqdhk, fkx |d|dk bo `}so m xm}x mxq}aox bèo loukf òbim" Bo mbqkbqo, kxxdf {}m kaoqo} o Toik, m`m hofméo} k lk~mu amxmbcox dbxwdukaox, {}m mswumxxk|kf }f hobcmhdfmbqo dbqmudou m mukf am hkuëqmu xdfeø`dho: bo ldf m`m xm qoubo} }f iukbam kuqdxqk"


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‐Wou {}m xèo ox kuqdxqkx imuk`fmbqm duumi}`kumx mf x}k hoba}qk, m am hkuëqmu bèo f}dqo xäudo?‖ [}kbao m`mx xèo kxxdf, ä wou{}m |d|mf hobxqkbqmfmbqm bo w`kbo |dqk` m k wkuqm |dqk` bm`mx ä msqumfkfmbqm xmbxæ|m` çx louékx amxqm f}bao, ao {}k` umhm& emf qoak xouqm am dfwumxxýmx m dfw}`xox xoeum ox {}kdx bèo qîf bmbc}fk lou& ék am hobquo`m" M f}dqkx |m~mx, qkfeäf, m`mx qîf k fmbqm f}dqo dbamwmbambqm m bèo khumadqkf bkx hob|mbéýmx xohdkdx m foukdx dbxdibdldhkbqmx {}m io|mubkf k |dak akx wmxxokx hof}bx" Bèo xm xmbqmf wumxox çx umiukx am hoba}qk hoxq}fmd& ukx, fkx bèo khckukf kdbak }fk umiuk dbqmudou {}m kx x}exqdq}k" Hofo bèo ë bkak {}m amqmbck ox fo|dfmbqox am xm} xmu&amxmno, lkhd`fmbqm xm amdskf `m|ku wou }fk |dak `demuqdbk m `dhmbhdoxk" Fkx dxqo bèo khobqmhm hof qoaox" \d|d am~ kbox mbqum kuqdxqkx m mbhobqumd f}dqox {}m mukf e}ui}mxmx kqä o l}bao am xm} xmu: mukf hkxkaox m mxqkem`mhdaox, eobx wkdx, eobx fkudaox m |d|dkf am khouao hof k fkdx uæidak daädk am fouk` xoeum o {}m am|mudk xmu lmdqo o} bèo" Msdxqm }f hkxo obam o Toik woam wkuku o dfw}`xo hudkqd|o ao kuqdxqk" Xm k oudimf am x}k kuqm mxqë bo f}bao |dqk`, {}kbao m`m xm qoubk Toi}m, wmuam k dbx& wdukéèo, o} fm`cou, k lobqm am obam |dbck x}k dbxwdukéèo bèo fkdx o dbxwdukuë, wou{}m mbqèo o f}bao |dqk` kwkumhm bk x}k |muakamduk `}~, kxx}fm xm} |kòu umk` m mxqm |kòu ä f}dqo um`kqd|o" K fkdou wkuqm ak{}m`mx {}m xm hobxdamukf kuqdxqkx qdukf x}k dbxwdukéèo ao f}bao |dqk` kwmbkx, m m`k mf xd bèo hkuumik xdi& bdldhkéèo bmf k`qk bmf iukbam" Fkx {}kbao }f |muakamduo kuqdxqk, k{}m`m {}m e}xhk x}k lobqm hudkqd|k b}f f}bao fkdx m`m|kao, xm |o`qk wkuk o Toik, amxho& euduë {}m x}k dbxwdukéèo xm qoubk fkdx adumqk m fkdx woamuoxk m x}k mswumxxèo fkdx h`kuk m fkdx wuol}bak" Wkuk k{}m`mx {}m woxx}mf }f |kòu |muakamduo, o woamu ao Toik k}fmbqkuë mxqm |kòu: fkx wkuk ox {}m qîf xø }fk lk`xk kwkuîb& hdk am kuqm, fmxfo mxqk xm amx|kbmhmuë, o} mbqèo wmuamuë o xm} kqukqd|o" Wkuk {}mf ä cobmxqo bo Toik, k wudfmduk |muakam xdfw`mx {}m dfwumxxdobk x}k |dxèo kemuqk ä {}m, o {}m m`m lk~, ä }fk hodxk f}dqo um`kqd|k, mf hofwkukéèo hof k fkbdlmxqkéèo }bd|muxk`, hof o fo|dfmbqo }bd|muxk`" Wouäf }f kuqdxqk ä imuk`& fmbqm |kdaoxo m xm hobxdamuk }f wmuxobkimf ak fkdx k`qk dfwouqåbhdk, }fk mxwähdm am xmfdam}x bo f}bao c}fkbo" F}dqox kuqdxqkx ad~mf {}m xm m`mx bèo khumadqkxxmf xmu am fësdfk dfwouqåbhdk o {}m lk~mf, bèo xmudkf hkwk~mx am lk~î&ò" Hobcmhd, wouäf, kì}bx h}nk dbxwdukéèo |dbck am }f f}bao fkdx m`m|k& ao m fmxfo kxxdf bèo hobxdamuk|kf am qèo dfmbxk dfwouqåbhdk o {}m lk~dkf" Mxqk þ`qdfk kqdq}am ä k fkdx wuøsdfk ao mxwæudqo ak |muakamduk kuqm" Xm }f cofmf ä umk`fmbqm `m|kao k xm mswumxxku bk kuqm, mxqm ä o f}bao {}m o Ad|dbo mxho`cm} wkuk xm fkbdlmxqku kquk|äx am`m, m kxxdf, wmò Toik, x}k kuqm ikbckuë m bèo wmuamuë bkak" Hobq}ao qoak k {}mxqèo xm umx}fm bdxqo> ä o kuqdxqk dbadhkao wmò Ad|dbo o} wou xd fmxfo?

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‐Fkx xm kì}äf lk~ Toik, m`m woam m`m|ku &xm çx k`q}ukx am Xckjmxwmkum o} Xcm``mt? Bèo qmf ck|dao qkdx msmfwòx" Wou {}m bèo? O Fkckeckukqk m o Ukfktkbk bèo xèo, hmuqkfmbqm, dblmudoumx k bkak hudkao wou Xckjmxwmkum o} {}k`{}mu o}quo womqk, m ad~mf qmu xdao o quk& ek`co am cofmbx {}m mukf Udxcdx m lk~dkf ‐qkwkxtk‖ ´ Tøi}dhk" K Idqk, {}m xm h`kxxdldhk, kxxdf hofo ox ]wkbdxckax, mbqum kx fkdoumx oeukx `dqmuëudkx m mxwdud& q}kdx, bèo lod mxhudqk wou {}mf bèo qdbck bmbc}fk mswmudîbhdk am Toik" M mf {}m xèo dblmudoumx k xm} Fd`qob m Xcm``mt ox womfkx mxhudqox {}m bk Æbadk o} bk Wäuxdk o} mf o}quox `}ikumx wou cofmbx umw}qkaox hofo xkbqox, X}ldx m am|o& qox? M |ohî hobcmhm qoaox ox Toi}mx m x}kx oeukx? Mbqum ox womqkx m hudkaoumx woam |ohî ad~mu {}mf mxqk|k o} bèo mf hobqkqo hobxhdmbqm hof o Ad|dbo? Msdx& qmf }bx {}m bèo xèo Toi}mx oldhdk`fmbqm, bèo xèo i}u}x m bèo qîf adxhæw}òx: o f}bao bèo xkem o {}m m`mx lk~mf: bèo mxqèo kbxdoxox wou lkfk m bèo kqukmf k kqmbéèo aox cofmbx: fkx m`mx qîf }fk hobxhdîbhdk fkdx k`qk, mxqèo mf hobqkqo hof o Woamu Ad|dbo, m {}kbao hudkf, ä am `ë {}m |mf x}k hudkéèo" Kx fm`coumx wdbq}ukx bk Æbadk, m f}dqkx akx fm`coumx mxh}`q}ukx m ku{}dqmq}ukx loukf lmdqkx wou fobimx e}adxqkx, {}m wkxxkukf x}kx |dakx mf hobqmfw`kéèo m wuëqdhk mxwd& udq}k`: m`mx umk`d~kukf }f qukek`co kuqæxqdho fkibældho, fkx bèo xm dfwouqkukf am amdsku xm}x bofmx wkuk k woxqmudakam" K uk~èo wudbhdwk` wm`k {}k` ox Toi}mx bèo xèo imuk`fmbqm hobcmhdaox wou x}k kuqm, ä {}m m`mx bèo hobxdamukf x}k mswumxxèo kuqæxqdhk hofo k wkuqm fkdx dfwouqkbqm am x}kx |dakx m bèo amadhkf k m`k f}dqo qmfwo m mbmuidk, qk` {}k` }f fmuo kuqdxqk" M o {}m m`mx lk~mf iukbamx hodxkx m bèo kx qoubkukf hobcmhdakx ao f}bao+ ‐Kì}bx Toi}mx në ld~mukf aukfkx fkdoumx {}m ox am Xckjmxwmkum?‖ O aukfk bèo ä o fkdx m`m|kak akx kuqmx" Kì}äf adxxm {}m o aukfk ä k fkdou am qoakx kx kuqmx, m k kuqm ä fkdou {}m k |dak" Fkx bèo ä emf kxxdf" O muuo aox kuqdxqkx ä khumadqkumf {}m k wuoa}éèo kuqæxqdhk ä }f ldf mf xd m wkuk xd fmxfk, dbamwmbambqm ao umxqo ao f}bao" K kuqm, hofo ä mbqmbadak wou qkdx kuqdxqkx, ä hofo }f hoi}fmò bo |kxqo qmuumbo ak |dak, {}k`{}mu hodxk louq}dqk m msqmubk, bèo kìo dbqdfkfmbqm `dikao ç |dak" M`k bèo k`hkbék bmf qohk kx umk& `dakamx wuol}bakx m a}ukao}ukx, bèo xm qoubk wkuqm dbquæbxmhk m dbxmwkuë|m` ak msdxqîbhdk" K |muakamduk kuqm qmf k fdxxèo am mswumxxku o emò mf æbqdfk wuosd& fdakam hof o fo|dfmbqo }bd|muxk`" Kx fkdoumx bkéýmx m kx ukékx fkdx h}`qkx xmfwum hobxdamukukf k kuqm hofo }fk wkuqm ak |dak m ld~mukf&bk x}exmu|dmbqm ç |dak" K kuqm muk kxxdf bo Nkwèo, mf xm}x fm`coumx fofmbqox: lod kxxdf box fm`coumx fofmbqox ak cdxqøudk ak kuqm" Fkx k fkdou wkuqm aox kuqdxqkx ä hofo wkukxdqkx humxhmbao ç fkuimf ak |dak: bèo wkumhmf xkemu {}m k kuqm am|mudk xmu k mswumxxèo ao Ad|dbo bk |dak m kquk|äx ak |dak" Mf q}ao, mf qoao `}iku, mf


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qoaox ox um`khdobkfmbqox, k |muakam am|m xmu fkbdlmxqkak mf xm} udqfo obdk& ekuhkbqm, m hkak fo|dfmbqo ak |dak am|m xmu }fk mswumxxèo am em`m~k m cku& fobdk" K cked`dakam bèo ä kuqm, o qk`mbqo bèo ä kuqm" K kuqm ä }fk ckufobdk m em`m~k |d|kx {}m am|mf xmu mswumxxkx mf qoaox ox fo|dfmbqox ak msdxqîbhdk" Mxqk fkbdlmxqkéèo ak em`m~k m ckufobdk ä wkuqm ak umk`d~kéèo Ad|dbk bk qmuuk, qk`|m~ fmxfo x}k wkuqm fkdx dfwouqkbqm" Wou{}m, ao wobqo am |dxqk x}wukfmbqk` k em`m~k m k ckufobdk xèo qèo dfwou& qkbqmx hofo {}k`{}mu o}quk mswumxxèo ao Ad|dbo" Fkx m`kx bèo am|mudkf xmu dxo`kakx, hoòhkakx ç wkuqm akx o}qukx um`kéýmx, umqdukakx ao hobn}bqo: am|mudkf }bdu&xm hof k mswumxxèo ak |dak mf x}k qoqk`dakam" Kx wmxxokx qîf o cëedqo am ad~mu> ‐Oc, ä }f kuqdxqk+‖ Hofo xm }f kuqdxqk bèo loxxm }f cofmf mbqum o}quox, fkx am|mxxm xmu }f xmu msqukouadbëudo m ç wkuqm, {}m bèo w}amxxm xmu hobl}badak hof o}qukx hodxkx hof}bx ao f}bao" K fësdfk> ‐K Kuqm wm`k Kuqm‖ qmbqk dbh}qdu m aku îblkxm k mxqm fmxfo muuo, hofo xm loxxm |muakam" Ä o fmxfo muuo {}m ox cofmbx hofmqmf {}kbao hoòhkf, bo fmdo am xm}x xk`ýmx, }f {}kauo mfoà}ukao, {}m bkak qmf k |mu hof k foeæ`dk o} kx wkumamx, fkx ä hoòhkao `ë kwmbkx wou xmu }f )oenmqo am kuqm)" K |muakamduk kuqm ä }f qoao m }f hobn}bqo: ä }fk m ao fmxfo qmhdao ak |dak" \ohî woam hobxqkqku kì}fk hodxk amxqk æbqdfk dbqmdum~k bk Iuähdk m bo Midqo kbqdiox" @ë, {}kauox, mxqëq}kx m qoaox ox oenmqox am kuqm mukf lmdqox m kuu}fkaox hofo wkuqm ao w`kbo am ku{}dqmq}uk a}f fob}fmbqo, hkak amqk`cm }fk wouéèo ao qoao" Ä kxxdf qkfeäf bo Nkwèo, o} wmò fmbox muk, kqä o}quo adk, kbqmx ak db|kxèo am }f foamubdxfo }qd`dqëudo m wuëqdho" ]fk hkxk qæwdhk nkwobmxk ä }f qoao kuqæxqdho fkuk|d`coxo: k hodxk hmuqk mxqë xmfwum bo `}iku hmuqo, bèo cë bkak louk am `}iku, bmf f}dqo, bmf wo}ho" Q}ao mxqë obam wumhd& xk mxqku m k hkxk fmxfk l}bam&xm fkuk|d`coxkfmbqm hof k bkq}um~k hduh}bakb& qm" Bk Æbadk qkfeäf k wdbq}uk, k mxh}`q}uk m k ku{}dqmq}uk loufk|kf }fk em`m~k dbqmiuk`, }f þbdho fo|dfmbqo am kaoukéèo ko Ad|dbo" Amxam mbqèo qmf ck|dao }fk iukbam amimbmumxhîbhdk bo f}bao, bmxqm xmb& qdao" Ak äwohk ak ukdbck \dqøudk m bk Lukbék, amxam o Xmi}bao Dfwäudo, mbquk& fox b}f wmuæoao am amhkaîbhdk" Imbmuk`d~o}&xm o cëedqo am wmba}uku bkx wkumamx akx xk`kx {}kauox {}m bkak qîf k |mu hof ox oenmqox ko umaou: {}k`& {}mu {}kauo, {}k`{}mu oenmqo kuqæxqdho woadk xmu hoòhkao obam {}mu {}m loxxm, m bèo lk~dk k fæbdfk adlmumbék" K ldbk`dakam ak kuqm kiouk ä foxquku cked`dakam, dbqm`diîbhdk m qk`mbqo, bèo fkdx wkuk mbiòeku kì}fk mswumxxèo dbqmiuk` am ckufobdk m em`m~k b}fk hkxk" Fkx }`qdfkfmbqm qmf ck|dao }fk um|o`qk hobquk mxqk lk`qk am ioxqo e}ui}m& xk" K umkéèo lod qèo |do`mbqk {}m wkumhdk }fk hofw`mqk kemuukéèo m lk~dk humu

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{}m k kuqm dk kl}baku b}f hofw`mqo kex}uao" \kikuoxkfmbqm, wouäf, kì}fk hodxk mfmuid} ao hkox, kìo fkdx ukhdobk`, fkdx `øidho, fkdx homumbqm, ko {}k` xm woam aku o}quk |m~ o bofm am kuqm, }fk kuqm umbo|kak m, qk`|m~, mxwmukfox, umimbmukak" Mf x}k |muakam l}bakfmbqk`, k kuqm bèo ä fkdx bkak fmbox {}m o kxwmhqo am em`m~k ak fkbdlmxqkéèo Ad|dbk" Qk`|m~, oexmu|kbao&xm amxqm wobqo am |dxqk, f}dqo wo}hox kuqdxqkx xmuèo mbhobqukaox: mbqumqkbqo, kdbak cë kì}bx m mxqmx woamf f}dqo emf xmu hobxdamukaox Toi}mx" Kxxdf hofo o Toi}m, }f kuqdxqk mbquk mf wuol}bak hobqmfw`kéèo wkuk mxwmuku m umhmemu x}k dbxwdukéèo" Wkuk hudku kì}fk hodxk |muakamdukfmbqm em`k, m`m qmf wudfmduo {}m |î&`k ambquo am xd, wkuk hobhmeî&`k hofo }f qoao mf x}k hobxhdîbhdk dbqmudou: xø amwodx am qî&`k khckao, |dxqo m hobxmu|kao ambquo am xd, ä {}m m`m woam msmh}që&`k msqmudoufmb& qm: hudk&k am khouao hof mxqk |dxèo dbqmubk fkdou" Dxqo qkfeäf ä }fk mxwähdm am adxhdw`dbk tøi}dhk wou{}m, kquk|äx am`k, m`m mbquk mf æbqdfk hof}bcèo hof ox f}baox dbqmudoumx" ]f cofmf hofo @mobkuao Ak \dbhd muk }f Toi}m, xmf aþ|dak" M m`m muk, xm bèo o fkdou, wmò fmbox }f aox fkdoumx wdbqoumx ‑ kwm& xku am x}k kuqm bèo xm `dfdqku kwmbkx ç wdbq}uk" K fþxdhk qkfeäf ä }fk kuqm mxxmbhdk`fmbqm mxwdudq}k` m mxqm|m xmfwum kxxohdkak k xmbqdfmbqox um`didoxox m ç |dak dbqmudou" Wouäf kæ qkfeäf k qukbx& loufkfox mf kìo dbamwmbambqm m k}qox}ldhdmbqm, }f ghoi}fmò ak kuqm), hofo ä k fþxdhk am øwmuk" K fkdou wkuqm akx wuoa}éýmx kuqæxqdhkx {}m mbhobqukfox xèo amxqk mxwähdm, m {}kbao f}dqo, dbqmumxxkbqmx xoe o wobqo am |dxqk ak qähbd& hk" Bèo adio {}m fmxfo k fþxdhk am øwmuk bèo woxxk xmu|du hofo fmdo am mswumxxèo am }fk kuqm x}wmudou: wodx {}k`{}mu {}m xmnk k loufk, m`k woam xmu }qd`d~kak wkuk }f wuowøxdqo fkdx wuol}bao" Q}ao amwmbam ak hodxk mf xd, hofo ä }xkak m ak{}dò {}m mxqë wou quëx" Bèo cë bkak {}m bèo woxxk xmu }xkak wkuk o wuowøxdqo Ad|dbo ‑ kxxdf hofo {}k`{}mu hodxk woam kwkumbqku xmu o Ad|dbo m, hobq}ao, wmuqmbhmu ç mxwähdm )hoi}fmò)" Mbqum ox fkdoumx fþxdhox foamubox co}|m |ëudox h}nkx hobxhdîbhdkx mbquk& |kf mf hobqkqo hof }fk hobxhdîbhdk x}wmudou, {}kbao hudk|kf" Hmxku Lukbhj qohk|k øuièo hofo xm loxxm dbxwdukao, ck|dk {}k`{}mu hodxk bm`m {}m xm keudk ç |dak wxæ{}dhk: m`m qdbck hobxhdîbhdk adxqo m bk fkdou wkuqm akx |m~mx mswumxxk|k& k" Emmqco|mb, {}kbao hofwñx k Bobk Xdblobdk, qm|m k |dxèo am }fk kemuq}uk wkuk }f f}bao x}wmudou m ak amxhdak amxqm f}bao wkuk o w`kbo qmuumxqum" Ykibmu qdbck x}imxqýmx louqmx m woamuoxkx ao f}bao oh}`qo: qdbck o dfw}`xo bkq}uk` m o xmbxo ao oh}`qdxfo, m kquk|äx adxxo umhmedk kx x}kx fkdoumx dbxwduk& éýmx" Wouäf m`m qukek`ck|k wudbhdwk`fmbqm bo w`kbo |dqk` m x}k fmbqm mxqk|k hobxqkbqmfmbqm dbqmu|dbao m fmhkbd~kbao x}k dbxwdukéèo" K fkdou wkuqm am


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x}kx oeukx muk ekxqkbqm fdxq}ukak m f}dqo lum{ðmbqmfmbqm oexh}uk m wmxkak, kwmxku am woamuoxk" Fkx {}kbao m`m hobxmi}dk du k`äf aox bæ|mdx ao |dqk` m ao fmbqk` m k`hkbék|k }f f}bao x}wmudou, kì}bx aox |dx`}feumx {}m wmuhmedk mukf am }fk em`m~k mshmwhdobk`, hofo bo Wkuxdlk`, mf hmuqkx wkuqmx ao Qudxqèo m Dxoàk ‑ mxwmhdk`fmbqm bo ldf ao þ`qdfo iukbam kqo" \mnk kdbak o {}m ox qmfwox foamubox ld~mukf ak akbék: hofwkum&k hof o {}m m`k muk kbqdikfmbqm" Co}|m }f qmfwo mf {}m k akbék muk }fk akx fkdx k`qkx mswumxxýmx ak |dak dbqmudou: muk kxxohdkak ç um`didèo m oh}wk|k }fk dfwou& qkbqm wkuqm bkx hmudfñbdkx xkiukakx, bk hm`meukéèo am lmxqd|kdx, bk kaoukéèo ao Ad|dbo" Mf hmuqox wkæxmx m`k k`hkbéo} }f k`qo iuk} am em`m~k m }fk msqukouadbë& udk wmulmdéèo" Bo Nkwèo hobxmu|kukf k qukadéèo ak akbék hofo wkuqm ak |dak um`didoxk m, hofo o xmbxo udiouoxo ak em`m~k m ak kuqm loxxm }f aof bkq}uk` aox nkwobmxmx, bèo wmufdqdukf {}m m`k amimbmukxxm mf {}k`{}mu hodxk fmbox xdibd& ldhkqd|k m am wuowøxdqox fmboumx" O fmxfo khobqmhm} bk æbadk" M emf |muakam {}m mf boxxox adkx qmf ck|dao qmbqkqd|kx am umxx}xhdqku kx akbékx ak Iuähdk kbqdik m o}qukx, fkx o xmbqdao um`didoxo mxqë lk`qkbao mf qoakx mxqkx umxx}uumd& éýmx m wkumhmf fkdx idbëxqdhk uæqfdhk ao {}m akbék" Kx akbékx u}xxkx xèo conm lkfoxkx, wouäf xèo mswumxxýmx ao f}bao |dqk` m cë fmxfo kì}fk hodxk qmuud|m`fmbqm |dqk` bm`kx" Hofo q}ao {}m k bøx hcmik amxqm f}bao, m`kx woamf xmu f}dqo kqukqd|kx o} f}dqo umw}`xd|kx, fkx xmfwum msdxqmf wou xd fmxfkx m bèo wm`k mswumxxèo am }fk |dak fkdx k`qk" O wuøwudo fdxqdhdxfo aox u}xxox ä am ouamf |dqk`" Hofo qähbdhox ak akbék, xèo fkuk|d`co& xox: fkx k qähbdhk ä kwmbkx }f dbxqu}fmbqo" Xm o xm} dbxqu}fmbqo lou eof, qkb& qo fm`cou, fkx xm bèo lou }fk mswumxxèo ak x}k mbqumik ko Ad|dbo, wou fm`cou {}m xmnk, mxqë amxwuo|dao ao {}m ä x}wmudou m bèo woam xmu|du k }f amxæibdo ad|dbo" K adldh}àkam ä {}m k fkdou wkuqm aox {}m xm qoubkf kuqdxqkx khumadqkf {}m m`mx woamf xm kwodku mf x}kx wuøwudkx wmubkx, m bèo wumhdxkf |o`qku&xm wkuk o Ad|dbo" M }ubk iukbam wmbk, wodx bk fkbdlmxqkéèo ad|dbk o qk`mbqo ä }f m`mfmbqo qèo þqd` hofo {}k`{}mu o}quk hodxk" O qk`mbqo lk~ wkuqm ak hobxqu}éèo ad|dbk: xø {}m m`m am|m xkemu xm x}eouadbku çx hodxkx fkdoumx" F}dqo khdfk ak fmbqm msdxqm }f aofæbdo {}m woamuækfox hckfku )o f}bao ak Ckufobdk) m, xm |ohî w}amu hcmiku kqä `ë, khckuë kx ukæ~mx am qoak ckufobdk {}m në xm fkbdlmxqo} xoe {}k`{}mu loufk bk qmuuk" Wou msmfwò, cë }f hmuqo qmfk f}xdhk`, hofwoxqo am kì}fkx boqkx x}wumfkx, {}m xm mbhobquk wou quëx akx oeukx am aodx kuqdxqkx, {}m |dmukf }f kwøx o o}quo ‑ }f, }f hobhmuqo am Ekhc, o o}quo, }f hobhmuqo am Emmqco|mb" Ox aodx bèo xèo wkumhdaox bo wkwm` m adlmumf ko o}|dao msqmudou, fkx bk x}k mxxîbhdk xèo di}kdx" ]fk þbdhk m fmxfk |deukéèo am hobxhdîbhdk, }fk þbdhk obak am ckufobdk x}imxqd|k qoho} mxqmx aodx

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kuqdxqkx" Emmqco|mb kwkbco} k wkuqm fkdou, fkx bm`m fdxq}uo}&xm hof db|mb& éýmx m dbqmuwo`kéýmx am x}k fmbqm: Ekhc umhmem} fmbox, fkx o {}m hkwqo} am`k lod fkdx w}uo" K |deukéèo muk k ak mfmuiîbhdk |dqoudoxk ak hobxhdîbhdk, ak hobx& hdîbhdk x}uidbao ao |mbqum ak dbhobxhdîbhdk, mf qud}blkbqm kxhmbxèo m bkxhd& fmbqo" Xm, wmò Toik, |ohî lou hkwk~ am k`hkbéku mxqk lobqm am qoakx kx kuqmx, mbqèo |ohî xmuë }f fmxqum mf qoakx kx kuqmx, xm {}dxmu" K{}m`mx {}m në loukf `ë kbqmx khckukf qk`|m~ fkdx lm`d~, fkdx kiukaë|m` o} umw`mqo am hoblouqo mxwdudq}k` msqk& xdkbqm, wmufkbmhmu m io~ku k Em`m~k m o Am`mdqm {}m `ë xm mbhobqukf, xmf fkbd& lmxqë&òx o} dbhouwouë&òx ç qmuuk" Hobq}ao mxqk kexqmbéèo bèo houumxwobam k qoak |muakam o} ç |muakam |muakamduk ao Toik: fm`cou xmudk ad~mu {}m ä }fk amloufkéèo, }fk adfdb}déèo ak `demuakam adbåfdhk ao Toik, wmò mxwæudqo fkdx bmikqd|o am Xkbbtkxk<" K |obqkam ao Ad|dbo ä am xm fkbdlmxqku, bèo k am wmu& fkbmhmu umqdukao hofw`mqkfmbqm bk dbkqd|dakam m mf }f xd`îbhdo kexo`}qo: xm k Hobxhdîbhdk Ad|dbk loxxm umk`fmbqm }fk dbkéèo am emf&k|mbq}ukbék bèo fkbd& lmxqkak, b}bhk qmudk ck|dao {}k`{}mu hudkéèo"

;=" MBQUMIK M XKHUDLÆHDO ‐ Bèo ä mbqumik o fmxfo {}m xkhudlæhdo?% Mf boxxo Toik bèo cë `}iku wkuk xkhudlæhdo" Fkx q}ao amwmbam ao xmbqdao {}m |ohî aë k mxqk wk`k|uk" Bk x}k khmwéèo w}uk qmf o xmbqdao am }fk aokéèo hobxkiukak, }f qoubku xkiukao ko Ad|dbo" Bo xdibdldhkao {}m qmf kiouk, xkhudlæ& hdo ä kìo {}m qukek`ck wkuk k amxqu}déèo: hkuumik hobxdio }fk kqfoxlmuk am bmikéèo" Mxqk mxwähdm am xkhudlæhdo bèo ä umk`d~kéèo: ä }fk wmu|muxèo, }fk k}qodfo`kéèo" Xèo x}kx woxxded`dakamx {}m |ohî xkhudldhk, woxxded`dakamx m umk`d& ~kéýmx am x}k wmuxobk`dakam, {}m |èo amxam o bæ|m` fkdx fkqmudk` kqä o fkdx mxwdudq}k`" O xkhudlæhdo adfdb}d o xmu" Xm |ohî xkhudldhk ldxdhkfmbqm x}k |dak, xm} houwo, |ohî umb}bhdk k qoakx kx x}kx woxxded`dakamx bo w`kbo fkqmudk`: |ohî amx& quød kx k{}dxdéýmx am x}k |dak bk qmuuk" Ao fmxfo foao, |ohî woam xkhudldhku x}k |dak fouk`fmbqm: |ohî amxdxqm ak kfw`dq}am m umk`d~kéèo `d|um am x}k msdx& qîbhdk dbqmudou" Cë xmfwum bmxqk daädk am k}qodfo`kéèo }f xmbqdao am |do`îbhdk, }fk hobqudéèo, }fk k}qobmikéèo dfwoxqkx" Dxqo ä }f damk` {}m bèo amdsk `}iku wkuk mxwobqkbmdakamx fkdoumx m fkdx wuol}bakx ak k`fk" Wou mbqumik bèo {}m& umfox ad~mu dxxo, fkx }fk k}qoaokéèo bkq}uk`, }fk aokéèo am qoao xm} xmu ko Ad|dbo, k }fk Hobxhdîbhdk fkdou ak {}k` |ohî ä }fk wkuqm" K mbqumik bèo adfd& <

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b}duë, fkx khumxhmbqkuë: bèo amwumhdkuë, mbluk{}mhmuë o} amxqu}duë k x}k wmuxo& bk`dakam: m`k k louqdldhkuë m k mbiukbamhmuë" Mbqumik xdibdldhk }fk aokéèo `d|um m qoqk`, hof qoao o am`mdqm ak olmumbak: bèo cë o xmbqdao am xkhudlæhdo bm`k" Xm |ohî qd|mu k fkdx `m|m xmbxkéèo am {}m |ohî mxqë lk~mbao }f xkhudlæhdo, mbqèo bèo xmuë fkdx mbqumik" Wodx dxqo xdibdldhk {}m |ohî xm umxmu|k o} umxmu|k k{}dò {}m mxqë qmbqkbao aku, hof fë |obqkam o} hof aou m mxlouéo, m bèo qmf k k`m& iudk ak aokéèo, qk`|m~ bmf fmxfo o xmbqdfmbqo am {}m mxqë akbao" [}kbao |ohî ld~mu {}k`{}mu hodxk hof o xmbqdao am }fk umwumxxèo ao xmu, woam ldhku hmu& qo am {}m k mxqë lk~mbao ak fkbmduk muukak" K mbqumik |muakamduk o mbiukbamhm, k}fmbqk k x}k hkwkhdakam, aë k |ohî }fk fmadak fkdou mf {}k`dakam m mf {}kbqdakam {}m |ohî bèo woamudk qmu qdao wou xd fmxfo" Mxqk fmadak bo|k m fkdou am {}k`dakam m {}kbqdakam adlmum am q}ao o {}m |ohî woxxk qmu hobxmi}d& ao kbqmx> |ohî mbquk b}f o}quo f}bao, b}fk mswkbxèo obam bèo woamudk qmu mbqukao xm bèo xm mbqumikxxm" Ä hofo }fk ioqk a)ëi}k {}m hkd bo fku: xm m`k hobxmu|kxxm `ë k x}k dambqdakam xmwkukak, wmufkbmhmudk }fk wm{}mbk ioqk a)ë& i}k m bkak fkdx, }fk wm{}mbk ioqk mxfkikak wou qoak k dfmbxdaèo ç x}k |o`qk, wou{}m bèo xm mbqumio}" Fkx mbqumikbao&xm, m`k xm adxxo`|m bo fku m wkuqdhdwk ak bkq}um~k, ao woamu m ak |kxqdaèo ao fku dbqmduo" Bèo cë kfedi}dakam bmf dbhmuqm~k bo fo|dfmbqo: m`m ä h`kuo, louqm m amld& bdao" Xm }fk wm{}mbk fmbqm c}fkbk ldhku mf lumbqm ç Fmbqm Ad|dbk ]bd|muxk` m wmuxdxqdu bk x}k xmwkukéèo, m`k wmufkbmhmuë o {}m ä, }fk hodxk wm{}mbk m `dfdqkak, dbhkwk~ am hobcmhmu k bkq}um~k ak umk`dakam fkdx k`qk o} fmxfo am mbquku mf hobqkqo hof m`k" Kx a}kx hobqdb}kf ç wkuqm m xèo, {}k`dqkqd|k m {}kb& qdqkqd|kfmbqm, emf adlmumbqmx }fk ak o}quk" Fkx xm k wm{}mbk fmbqm c}fkbk xm mbqumiku, m`k dfmuiduë bk Fmbqm ]bd|muxk` Ad|dbk m xmuë }ubk mf {}k`dakam m {}kbqdakam hof m`k: bèo wmuambao bkak, k bèo xmu x}kx wuøwudkx `dfdqkéýmx m amloufkéýmx, umhmemuë am`k x}k |kxqdaèo m h`kum~k `}fdboxkx" K wm{}mbk msdx& qîbhdk qukbxloufkuë x}k bkq}um~k ak |muakam fkdou ç {}k` xm mbqumio}" Fkx xm m`k umxdxqdu m `}qku, xm xm um|o`qku hobquk k Fmbqm ]bd|muxk`, mbqèo ka|duë }f hob& l`dqo m wumxxèo dbm|dqë|mdx, box {}kdx k{}dò {}m ä lukho m wm{}mbo xmuë kqukæao dblk`d|m`fmbqm wkuk k{}m`m woamu m dfmbxdaèo" Xm m`k bèo xm mbqumiku, x}k þbdhk o}quk xouqm xmuë k kexouéèo m k msqdbéèo" ]f xmu c}fkbo {}m mbqum mf hobqkqo hof k Fmbqm Ad|dbk m xm mbqumi}m, amxhoeuduë {}m x}k wuøwudk fmbqm hofmék dfmadkqkfmbqm k xmu w}udldhkak am x}kx oexh}udakamx m k wkuqd`cku ao woamu m hobcmhdfmbqo ak Fmbqm Ad|dbk ]bd|muxk`" Xm m`m ldhku lumbqm k m`k, fkx xmwkuk& ao, xmf bmbc}f hobqkqo, wmufkbmhmuë o {}m ä, }fk wm{}mbk ioqk a)ëi}k bk |kxqdaèo dbhofmbx}uë|m`" Xm m`m xm um|o`qku, wmuamuë o n}æ~o, xm}x woamumx adfd& b}duèo m amxkwkumhmuèo" M o {}m ä |muakam ak fmbqm, ä qkfeäf am qoakx kx o}qukx wkuqmx ak bkq}um~k" Ä hofo xm |ohî `}qkxxm hobquk kì}äf {}m ä f}dqo louqm wkuk |ohî ‑ q}ao {}m ikbck ä }fk hkemék {}meukak"

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Hofo woam |ohî `}qku hobquk kìo {}m ä }f fd`cèo am |m~mx fkdx louqm? Qoak |m~ {}m |ohî xm um|o`qku, umhmemuë }f io`wm m hkak io`wm qduk }fk wkuqm am x}k louék, hofo {}kbao xm mbquk b}f mbhobquo w}id`æxqdho hof }f ud|k` f}d& qo x}wmudou m xm umhmem io`wmx xoeum io`wmx m hkak bo|o io`wm o qofk hkak |m~ fkdx lukho, kqä xmu woxqo louk am hofekqm" Bèo cë bmhmxxdakam am }fk dbqmu& |mbéèo |o`}bqëudk, k kéèo ä k}qofëqdhk" Bkak fkdx woam khobqmhmu xm |ohî xm kuumfmxxku hobquk k Dfmbxdaèo" Mb{}kbqo |ohî ldhku bo xm} hkbqo m xmi}du o h}u& xo ak |dak hof}f, bèo xmuë qohkao o} lmudao: fkx xm |ohî mbquku kì}f adk mf hobqkqo hof o Ad|dbo, xø `cm umxqkf aodx hkfdbcox kemuqox" \ohî xm mbqumik m x}efmuim bm`m, m x}k mbqumik o mbiukbamhm m o iòudldhk: o} |ohî xm um|o`qk m qoakx kx x}kx woxxded`dakamx xèo amxqu}æakx m xm}x woamumx kox wo}hox |èo amxk& wkumhmbao, wkuk xmumf kexou|daox wou K{}dò k {}m |ohî xm owým" F}dqkx damdkx lk`xkx hduh}`kf k umxwmdqo ak mbqumik" K fkdou wkuqm akx wmx& xokx kwumhmf hobxdamuë&`k hofo }fk keadhkéèo ak wmuxobk`dakam: fkx dxqo ä }f iuk|m muuo" Wou{}m o dbad|æa}o mxqë amxqdbkao k fkbdlmxqku }f kxwmhqo ak Hobxhdîbhdk Ad|dbk, m k mswumxxèo am x}k bkq}um~k hkukhqmuæxqdhk ä o {}m hudk k x}k wmuxobk`dakam: mbqèo, qofkbao k kqdq}am hmuqk mf um`kéèo ko Ad|dbo, mxqk wmuxobk`dakam ä w}udldhkak am qoakx kx dbl`}îbhdkx ak bkq}um~k dblmudou, {}m k adfdb}mf m adxqouhmf m xm qofk fkdx dbqmbxkfmbqm wmxxok`, fkdx m`k fmxfk, fkdx hofw`mqk" K |muakam m o woamu ak wmuxobk`dakam x}uimf mbqèo hof }fk h`kum~k fkdx umxw`kbamhmbqm, xm} hkuëqmu ä fkdx wumhdxkfmbqm fkuhkao ao {}m woamudk xmu, {}kbao fdxq}ukao hof qoak k oexh}udakam m dibouåbhdk, qoak k x}nmduk m dfwmulmdéèo ak bkq}um~k dblmudou" M`k xolum }fk m`m|kéèo m iòudldhkéèo m mbud{}mhdfmbqo am hkwkhdakam, }fk umk`d~kéèo ao fësdfo am x}kx woxxded`d& akamx" Fkx wkuk qmu mxqk f}akbék x}e`dfkaouk, o dbad|æa}o am|m wudfmduo kekbaobku q}ao {}m, adxqouhmbao, `dfdqkbao m oexh}umhmbao k |muakamduk bkq}& um~k, khouumbqk m k|d`qk m amxldi}uk k |muakamduk wmuxobk`dakam: m`m am|m klkxqku am xd q}ao {}m wmuqmbhm kox fo|dfmbqox diboukbqmx fkdx ekdsox ao cofmf hof}f m am x}k |dak ouadbëudk, hmik m |khd`kbqm" M kbqmx am q}ao, m`m am|m amxdx& qdu am xm}x amxmnox, wou{}m o amxmno ä o fo|dfmbqo fkdx oexh}uo m fkdx oexh}& umhmaou ak bkq}um~k dblmudou" Amxmnox xèo fo|dfmbqox am luk{}m~k m dibouåbhdk {}m o fkbqäf khouumbqk& ao ç x}k luk{}m~k m ç x}k dibouåbhdk" Ox cofmbx qîf k dfwumxxèo am {}m xm}x amxmnox bkxhmf ambquo am`mx fmxfox: fkx dxqo ä }fk lk`xk dfwumxxèo" Amxmnox xèo obakx am |kxqo ohmkbo ak bkq}um~k oexh}uk dblmudou m wkxxkf am }fk wmx& xok wkuk ë o}quk" Ox cofmbx bèo imukf }f amxmno mf xd fmxfox, fkx xèo db|kadaox wou mxqkx obakx: {}mf mxqd|mu kemuqo m xmf amlmxk xmuë kwkbckao bm`kx m noikao am }f `kao wkuk o o}quo" O amxmno, kexou|mbao&o m woxx}dbao&o, qoubk&o dbhkwk~ am {}k`{}mu adxhmubdfmbqo m aë k dfwumxxèo am {}m fkbdlmxqë&


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ò ä wkuqm am x}k bkq}um~k" Bk umk`dakam, m`m bèo qmf bkak k |mu hof k x}k bkq}& um~k |muakamduk" Ä o fmxfo hof qoaox ox dfw}`xox dblmudoumx, o hdþfm o} k db|mnk, o øado o} k |do`îbhdk" Mxqmx qkfeäf xèo fo|dfmbqox {}m o wumbamf, obakx {}m o aofdbkf m o db|kamf: m`mx amloufkf m bèo wmuqmbhmf ko hkuëqmu o} ç bkq}um~k |muakamduk: bèo xèo wkuqmx dbquæbxmhkx o} dbxmwkuë|mdx am |ohî, fkx |îf ao fku ak oexh}udakam hduh}b|d~dbck bk {}k` xm fo|mf kx louékx ak bkq}um~k dblmudou" Mxqmx amxmnox, mxqkx wkuqmx, bèo qîf wmuxobk`dakam, bèo cë bkak bm`mx o} bk x}k kéèo {}m `cmx xmnk wmh}`dku: m`mx xm fkbdlmxqkf ao fmxfo foao mf qoakx kx wmxxokx" Ox fo|dfmbqox oexh}uox ak fmbqm qkfeäf, kx aþ|dakx m muuox m adldh}àkamx {}m b}e`kf k wmuxobk`dakam m adfdb}mf x}k mswkbxèo m umk`d~kéèo, |îf ak fmxfk lobqm" Xèo obakx {}m wkxxkf m kwkbckf qoaox k{}m`mx {}m mxqmnkf wumwkukaox wkuk xmu kwkbckaox m }qd`d~kaox hofo dbxqu}fmbqo hmio" M, mbqumqkbqo, qoaox hobqdb}kf k khumadqku {}m mxqmx fo|d& fmbqox xèo wkuqmx am xd fmxfox m wuoa}qo wumhdoxo am x}k wmuxobk`dakam `d|um" Kqä fmxfo mbhobqukfox wmxxokx {}m xm kikuukf k m`mx m çx x}kx dbhkwkhdakamx hofo o wuøwudo xdbk` o} mxxîbhdk ak{}dò {}m hckfkf am x}k `demuakam" Xm |ohî qd|mu hofwummbadao dxxo, mxqë wuobqo wkuk mbqmbamu k adlmumbék, k iukbam adlmumbék mbqum mxwdudq}k`dakam m fouk`dakam, a}kx hodxkx {}m xèo hobx& qkbqmfmbqm hobl}badakx" K |dak mxwdudq}k`, k |dak am Toik, qmf wou oenmqd|o humxhmu mf aduméèo ç Hobxhdîbhdk Ad|dbk m, hofo umx}`qkao, w}udldhku, dbqmbxdld& hku, iòudldhku m kwmulmdéoku k{}dò {}m mxqë mf |ohî" M`k o qukbxloufk b}f woamu wkuk k fkbdlmxqkéèo ao Ad|dbo, m`m|k o hkuëqmu am hkak wmuxobk`dakam k xm} |kòu qoqk` m`m|k&o ç x}k mswumxxèo fësdfk, wou{}m dxqo ä wkuqm ao w`kbo Ad|dbo" K fouk`dakam wuohmam am }fk loufkéèo fmbqk` m, hof kì}fkx damdkx xoeum o {}m ä eof o} bèo, m`mim }f qdwo damk` hof o {}k` qoaox am|mf xm wkum& hmu" Amwmbambao ak äwohk m ao `}iku, mxqm damk` fouk` adlmum box xm}x hofwo& bmbqmx m mf xm} hobn}bqo" M kdbak kxxdf m`m xm wuoh`kfk }f qdwo þbdho, }f kexo`}qo hkqmiøudho: bèo kafdqm bmbc}f o}quo k`äf am`m: bmf fmxfo kafdqm }fk |kudkéèo ambquo am`m" Qoaox qîf am xmu foàkaox am khouao hof xm} þbdho wkauèo damk`, qoaox xm am|mf qoubku }bdloufmx m dfwmhk|m`fmbqm ox fmxfox" Wou{}m k fouk`dakam ä amxqk bkq}um~k uæidak m duumk`, m`k ä o hobquëudo ak |dak, mxwdudq}k`, mf xm} wudbhæwdo m qukek`co" K |dak mxwdudq}k` um|m`k k þbdhk mxxîbhdk mf q}ao, fkx um|m`k qkfeäf k x}k ad|muxdakam dbldbdqk: m`k qukek`ck wm`k ad|mu& xdakam ak }bdhdakam m wm`k wmulmdéèo bk{}m`k ad|muxdakam" K fouk`dakam `m|kbqk }f wkauèo kuqdldhdk` hobquëudo ç |kudmakam ak |dak m ç `demuakam ao mxwæudqo" Hudkbao kìo fmbqk`, ldso m `dfdqkao, msdim {}m qoaox xm hobloufmf hof dxxo" Qoaox am|mf `}qku wkuk ka{}dudu kx fmxfkx {}k`dakamx m k fmxfk bkq}um~k damk`" K fouk`dakam bèo ä ad|dbk o} ao Ad|dbo, ä ao cofmf m c}fkbk" M`k qofk hofo xm} m`mfmbqo eëxdho }fk ad|dxèo ldsk ao emf m ao fk` fkx dxqo ä }fk boéèo kuedquëudk" M`k qofk hodxkx {}m xèo um`kqd|kx m qmbqk dfwñ&`kx hofo kexo&

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`}qkx, wou{}m mxqm emf m mxqm fk` adlmumf mf adlmumbqmx h`dfkx m qmfwox, äwo& hkx m wkæxmx" K boéèo fouk` hcmik ko wobqo am ad~mu {}m cë eobx amxmnox m fk}x amxmnox m msouqk&o k khmdqku }bx m umnmdqku o}quox" Fkx k |dak mxwdudq}k` msdim {}m |ohî umnmdqm o amxmno hofw`mqkfmbqm" X}k `md ä {}m |ohî am|m `d|uku&xm am qoaox ox fo|dfmbqox {}m o klkxqmf ao Ad|dbo" \ohî am|m umnmdqë&òx, bèo wou{}m xmnkf fk}x mf xd fmxfox ‑ m`mx woamf xmu eobx wkuk }f o}quo cofmf m b}fk o}quk mxlmuk ‑ fkx wou{}m m`mx wmuqmbhmf kox dfw}`xox o} louékx {}m, bèo xmbao d`}fdbkakx m diboukbqmx, ekuukf o hkfdbco am x}k kwuosdfkéèo ko Ad|dbo" Qoaox ox amxmnox, xmnkf eobx o} fk}x, mxqèo hobqdaox bmxqk amxhudéèo: wou{}m o amxmno mf xd x}uim am }f xmu |dqk` bèo d`}fdbkao m am x}k dibouåbhdk" Am o}quo `kao, |ohî am|m khmdqku qoaox ox fo|dfmbqox {}m o `m|mf ko hobqkqo hof o Ad|dbo" Fkx |ohî ox khmdqk, bèo wou{}m xèo eobx mf xd fmxfox, fkx wou& {}m o `m|kf ko Ad|dbo" Khmdqm mbqèo q}ao {}m o kwuosdfm ao Ad|dbo: umnmdqm q}ao {}m o klkxqm am`m, fkx bèo adik {}m dxqo ä eof m k{}dò ä fk}, bmf qmbqm dfwou xm} wobqo am |dxqk kox o}quox, wodx o {}m |ohî {}k`dldhk am fk} woam xmu n}xqk& fmbqm k hodxk {}m ä eok wkuku xm} |d~dbco, {}m bèo mxqë qmbqkbao umk`d~ku k \dak Ad|dbk" Qofmfox }f msmfwò, wkuk d`}xquku k adlmumbék mbqum o wobqo am |dxqk fouk` m o mxwdudq}k` akx hodxkx" Kx boéýmx xohdkdx mf |oik adxqdbi}mf a}kx h`kx& xmx am cofmf ‑ o imbmuoxo m o k|kumbqo" O cofmf k|kumbqo ä amxwum~kao m h}`wkao, mb{}kbqo o imbmuoxo ä hobxdamukao k`qu}æxqk m þqd` ç xohdmakam, m mò& idkao wou x}k |duq}am" Fkx ç |dxèo mxwdudq}k` kfeox mxqèo bo fmxfo bæ|m`: k imbmuoxdakam am }f m k k|kum~k ao o}quo xèo amloufkéýmx am }fk |muakam fkdou, am }f woamu ad|dbo fkdou" Cë }f woamu, }f fo|dfmbqo ad|dbo {}m mxwk`ck, adl}bam, `kbék `d|umfmbqm louékx m hodxkx m q}ao o {}m woxx}d, mf qoaox ox bæ|mdx ak bkq}um~k, ao w`kbo fkdx fkqmudk` ko w`kbo fkdx mxwdudq}k`" Wou quëx ao cofmf imbmuoxo m x}k imbmuoxdakam mxqë }f qdwo&k`fk {}m mswumxxk mxqm fo|dfmbqo: m`m ä }f woamu am adl}xèo, am kfw`k adxqude}déèo" Cë }f o}quo woamu, }f o}quo fo|dfmbqo ad|dbo {}m ho`mhdobk m kfobqok: m`m n}bqk m kh}& f}`k louékx m hodxkx m qoakx kx woxxmx woxxæ|mdx, {}mu am w`kbox fkdx ekdsox o} am fkdx k`qox" O cofmf {}m |ohî {}k`dldhk am k|kumbqo lod amxqdbkao k xmu }f dbxqu}fmbqo amxqm fo|dfmbqo" Kfeox xèo dfwouqkbqmx, kfeox bmhmxxëudox bo w`kbo dbqmduo: o fo|dfmbqo {}m kufk~mbk m hobhmbquk bèo ä fmbox bmhmxxëudo ao {}m o fo|dfmbqo {}m mxwk`ck m adl}bam" Kfeox, xm |muakamdukfmbqm mbqum& i}mx ko Ad|dbo, xmuèo }qd`d~kaox hofo dbxqu}fmbqox ao qukek`co ad|dbo, bo fmx& fo iuk} m hof di}k` |kòu" Fkx {}kbao m`mx bèo xm mbqumikf, kfeox xèo di}k`& fmbqm fo|daox wou louékx oexh}ukx ç x}k wuøwudk hobxhdîbhdk m mbqum ox aodx bèo cë f}dqo k mxho`cmu" Ao wobqo am |dxqk x}wmudou ao Toik, woamu&xm&dk ad~mu ko cofmf imbmuoxo f}dqo mòidkao> %Qoaox ox xm}x dfw}`xox am imbmuoxdakam bk xdibdldhkf box |kòumx ao mxwæudqo, wou{}m |îf ao mio m ao amxmno diboukb&


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qm%" M, wou o}quo `kao, mbqum k{}m`mx {}m xèo kh}xkaox am k|kum~k, |ohî woam |mu kì}fkx |m~mx }f cofmf kfobqokbao m ho`mhdobkbao, hcmdo am }fk amqmufd& bkéèo {}dmqk m hobhmbqukao bo qukek`co amxqdbkao k m`m wou x}k bkq}um~k, o {}k`, }fk |m~ amxwmuqkao, xmudk }f dbxqu}fmbqo mshm`mbqm ao Ad|dbo" Fkx imuk`fmbqm o cofmf k|kumbqo kim ao mio m ao amxmno, kxxdf hofo o xm} owox& qo> ä o o}quo msqumfo ak fmxfk dibouåbhdk" Kfeox qmuèo am xm w}udldhku m am xm qukbxloufku kbqmx {}m woxxkf lk~mu hobqkqo hof kìo x}wmudou {}m mxqë wou quëx am`mx m mswumxxë&ò ao foao wmò {}k` xèo hckfkaox wou x}kx bkq}um~k" Ak fmxfk fkbmduk, |ohî woam qofku qoaox ox o}quox qdwox m umfobqë&òx kqä kì}f wuowøxdqo oudidbk` ak Louék Ad|dbk" Hkak }f ä }fk adfdb}déèo o} hkudhkq}uk ao qdwo wumqmbadao wmò Ad|dbo, }fk adxqouéèo fmbqk` m |dqk` akx hod& xkx {}m qîf }f |kòu mxwdudq}k` fkdou" Ä }f fo|dfmbqo muukao {}m hudk k adx& qouéèo o} k hkudhkq}uk [}kbao mxqm dfw}`xo lk`xo ä aofdbkao, k kqdq}am hmuqk qofkak, o fo|dfmbqo hmuqo khckao, qoaox um|m`kf xm}x |kòumx ad|dbox" Qoaox xèo n}xqdldhkaox wm`k |muakam {}m mxqë bm`mx, qoaox di}k`fmbqm dfwouqkbqmx, di}k`fmbqm bmhmxxëudox, adlmumbqmx xdf, fkx dbxqu}fmbqox dbadxwmbxë|mdx ak fkbdlmxqkéèo Ad|dbk"

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Cë äwohkx bk |dak ak c}fkbdakam mf {}m hudkq}ukx msqukouadbëudkx amxhmf ç qmuuk hof }fk fdxxèo k h}fwudu, hobqude}dbao hof xm} mxlouéo wkuk ad|}ìku mbxdbkfmbqox fkdx m`m|kaox m kn}aku k{}m`mx {}m qkqmdkf bk mxh}udaèo ao f}bao" Bèo ä xmf uk~èo {}m k Fèm ao Kxcukf am Xud K}uoedbao loxxm hobxdam& ukak hofo }f amxxmx xmumx, umxwmdqkak m |mbmukak wou xm}x adxhæw}òx m kafd& ukaoumx m wmòx {}m qd|mukf wud|d`äido am hobcmhî&`k m hof m`k hob|d|mu" Fduuk K`lkxxk, fkdx hobcmhdak hofo k Fèm, bkxhm} mf 5; am lm|mumduo am ;393 mf Wkudx, k xmi}bak ld`ck am Fk}udhm K`lkxxk, }f ekb{}mduo q}uho am Kaudkbøwo`dx m am x}k mxwoxk miæwhdk Fkqcdàm Dxfkò}b, h}nkx lkfæ`dkx mukf am amxhmbaîbhdk kudxqohuëqdhk" Ox K`lkxxk f}akukf&xm wkuk Wkudx }f kbo amwodx ao bkxhdfmbqo ao wudfmduo ld`co, Fkqqmo, bkxhdao mf ;39< m, bo am|dao qmfwo, qoubkukf&xm hdakaèox lukbhmxmx" Fduuk humxhm} mf Wkudx, obam wkxxo} k wudfmduk wkuqm am x}k |dak" Hudkbék emf adlmumbqm akx o}qukx, muk ‐khdfk ao bæ|m` c}fkbo, fmxfo bk dblåbhdk‖, adx& xm Xud K}uoedbao, m aoqkak am iukbam louék m amqmufdbkéèo" Emf wm{}mbk kdb& ak, hofmékukf x}kx mswmudîbhdkx mxwdudq}kdx m oh}`qkx m m`k xkedk {}m bèo `m|kudk }fk |dak hof}f, fkx {}m qdbck }fk iukbam fdxxèo k h}fwudu" Wumwkukbao&xm wkuk mxxm fofmbqo, wuoh}uk|k hobxhdmbqmfmbqm }fk |dak am amxmb|o`|dfmbqo dbqmudou, b}fk dakam mf {}m kx o}qukx hudkbékx wkxxk|kf o qmfwo eudbhkbao" Qk`|m~ wou hk}xk am x}k wumoh}wkéèo hof k |dak dbqmudou, hofméo} qkuam k kwumbamu k `mu m k mxhum|mu, fkx {}kbao wudbhdwdo}, o wuoiumxxo am}&xm ukwdak& fmbqm m x}k xmam am kwumbad~kao, hofwummbxèo m hobcmhdfmbqo mukf dbldbdqkx" Qdbck qkfeäf }f woamu am oexmu|kéèo msqumfkfmbqm ki}ao" Fduuk woxx}æk }fk adxwoxdéèo bkq}uk` wkuk mswmudîbhdkx oh}`qkx m kox ao~m kbox në mxqk|k wukqdhkbao oh}`qdxfo hofo }fk adxhdw`dbk hobxhdmbqm" Qmfoumx m

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umhmdox mukf&`cmx amxhobcmhdaox, fmxfo {}kbao xkæk am xm} houwo m mbquk|k mf f}baox {}m bèo mukf xmfwum kiukaë|mdx" Kbox fkdx qkuam, ko `cm wmui}bqkumf {}kbao m hofo qdbck xm qoubkao hobx& hdmbqm amxxk fdxxèo umxwobam}> ‐[}kbqo ko hobcmhdfmbqo ak fdxxèo, ä adlæhd` ad~mu" Ä hofo xm co}|mxxm bkxhdao hof m`k" Mbqum ao~m m qum~m kbox }fkx xäudmx am mswmudîbhdkx wxæ{}dhkx m mxwdudq}kdx um|m`kukf&fm bèo kwmbkx k msdxqîbhdk am Am}x, fkx k woxxded`dakam am mbhobquë&@o o} um|m`ë&@o dbqmiuk`fmbqm mf hobx& hdîbhdk m kéèo, m am wuëqdhk wkuk x}k umk`d~kéèo, lod fm akao a}ukbqm o xobo, wou |ëudox fmxqumx, kì}bx aox {}kdx |df k mbhobquku woxqmudoufmbqm bo w`kbo læxdho" Fkdx qkuam, mb{}kbqo ox amxmb|o`|dfmbqox dbqmudoumx m msqmudoumx wuoxxmi}dkf, o um`khdobkfmbqo mxwdudq}k` m wxæ{}dho hof }f amxxmx xmumx qoubo}&xm hkak |m~ fkdx h`kuo m xdibdldhkqd|o, m, kwmxku am bmxxk äwohk wo}ho hobcmhmu akx ldòxoldkx dbadkbkx m um`didýmx, l}d dfwm`dak k hckfë&ò am Judxcbk: akæ mf adkbqm hobxhdmb& qd~md&fm am {}m muk hof m`m #k {}mf am|mudk mbhobquku }f adk bk qmuuk$, {}m o qukek`co ad|dbo am|mudk xmu lmdqo"‖ Kox am~mxxmdx kbox, Fduuk hofméo} k mxq}aku wdbq}uk m amxmbco b}f mxqþ& ado m hofw`mqo} xm} qumdbkfmbqo bk lkfoxk Mxho`k am Em`kx Kuqmx am Wkudx" Qou& bo}&xm }fk wdbqouk am qk`mbqo m xm}x qukek`cox loukf msdedaox bo Xk`èo Lukbhîx, ko `kao am o}quox iukbamx kuqdxqkx ak äwohk ‘ Umbodu, Hä~kbbm m o}quox" Qkf& eäf amadho}&xm ç fþxdhk m qohk|k øuièo hof f}dqk dbxwdukéèo" Mf o}q}euo am ;349 Fduuk hkxo}&xm hof Cmbud Foudxxmq, }f adxhæw}ò ao wdbqou I}xqk|m Foumk}" Xm} ld`co Kbauä bkxhm} bo kbo xmi}dbqm, mf kioxqo" Ox wuøsdfox kbox loukf wkxxkaox mf kfedmbqmx am kuqdxqkx k`qkfmbqm aoqkaox" Lod mxxk mswmudîbhdk {}m k woxxded`dqo} mbqmbamu xm}x foaox am |dak m qkfeäf `cm wuowouhdobo} f}dqox |dx`}feumx bo wuohmxxo hudkqd|o" Muk qkfeäf `mdqouk kxxæ& a}k m hobcmhdk wuol}bakfmbqm ox f}xm}x, hkxqmòx, madlæhdox cdxqøudhox ak Lukb& ék m Dqë`dk" X}k h}`q}uk lod xm mswkbadbao, qoubkbao&xm |kxqk, wuol}bak m umldbk& ak" Mfeouk x}k wumoh}wkéèo hof k |dak dbqmudou hobqdb}kxxm, m`k b}bhk lm~ k }x}k` adxqdbéèo mbqum o mxwdudq}k` m o f}bakbo, xmwkukbao ox aodx mf hofwku& qdfmbqox adxqdbqox" ‐Qoak |dak ä Toik‖, adxxm Xud K}uoedbao, m muk kxxdf {}m Fdu& uk k hobxdamuk|k" Lod bmxxk äwohk {}m mbquo} mf hobqkqo hof kì}fkx mxhudq}& ukx dbadkbkx m `m} o ‐Eckik|ka Idqk‖" Muk }fk quka}éèo woeum {}m `cm louk akak, fkx Fduuk muk hkwk~ am dbq}dqd|kfmbqm mbquku mf xm} mxwæudqo" Hobq}ao, bèo muk mf `d|uox o} mxhudq}ukx {}m m`k hobldk|k wkuk xm i}dku, fkx kwmbkx mf x}kx wuø& wudkx mswmudîbhdkx {}m, dblk`d|m`fmbqm, k hoba}~dkf k xm} hkfdbco amxqdbkao"

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A}ukbqm mxxm wmuæoao, Fduuk wkuqdhdwo} am }f wm{}mbo iu}wo hckfkao ‐Damk‖" Xm}x fmfeuox mxqk|kf dbqmbxkfmbqm dbqmumxxkaox bo l}q}uo ak c}fk& bdakam, m mf khcku xo`}éýmx ckufobdoxkx wkuk xm}x dfmbxox wuoe`mfkx, wouäf umnmdqk|kf kx wkbkhmdkx olmumhdakx wm`kx um`didýmx mxqkem`mhdakx" Am lkqo, Fduuk b}bhk khumadqo} bo Am}x hob|mbhdobk` akx um`didýmx: muk o Am}x dbqmubo {}m m`k xmfwum wuoh}uk|k" ]f aox fmfeuox amxxm iu}wo am mxq}ao mf Wkudx muk Fkakfm K`mskbauk Ak|da&Bmm`, {}m xm qoubo} f}dqo hobcmhdak hofo }fk Qdem& qoòidxqk" Fkdx o} fmbox mf ;47<, Fduuk hobcmhm} Fks Qcäob, }f msd`kao woòbîx {}m muk }f iukbam oh}`qdxqk, m x}k mxwoxk K`fk, qkfeäf k`qkfmbqm aoqkak mxwdudq}k`fmbqm" M`mx fouk|kf mf Q`mfhmb, }fk wm{}mbk hdakam bk Kìäudk, çx fkuimbx ao amxmuqo ao Xkkuk" Mxxm mbhobquo hof Qcäob louqk`mhm} mf Fduuk k amhdxèo am mxq}aku oh}`qdxfo mf wuol}badakam m ox wuøsdfox aodx kbox wkxxo}& ox mf Q`mfhmb" F}dqkx loukf x}kx mswmudîbhdkx bmxxm qmfwo #kì}fkx akx {}kdx um`kqkakx wou m`k fkdx qkuam$, {}m `cm um|m`kukf k msdxqîbhdk am bæ|mdx am hobx& hdîbhdk, am xmumx m louékx {}m boufk`fmbqm bèo woamfox hobhmemu m qkfeäf k woxxded`dakam am hobquo`ku mxxkx louékx" Hobq}ao, k Fèm xmfwum ad~dk {}m o Hobcmhdfmbqo Oh}`qo, xmf adxhdw`dbk mxwdudq}k` muk }f dbxqu}fmbqo wmudioxo, qkbqo wkuk {}mf o }xk hofo wkuk ox o}quox" Aodx kbox amwodx, |o`qo} k Wkudx" Bo fmxfo kbo xm} hkxkfmbqo hof Cmbud Foudxxmq xm amxlm~" Muk o hofméo am }f o}quo wmuæoao mf {}m xm mbhobquk|k hof wmxxokx m iu}wox {}m mxqk|kf ç wuoh}uk ak |muakamduk mxwdudq}k`dakam, m m`k ox kn}ak|k k mblumbqku ox wuoe`mfkx ak |dak m am qukek`co" Mf ;4;7 hkxo}& xm hof Wk}` Udhckua, }f eud`ckbqm dbqm`mhq}k` {}m mxqk|k wuol}bakfmbqm dbqm& umxxkao bk mxwdudq}k`dakam oudmbqk` m ohdambqk`" [}kbao Udhckua |o`qo} am }fk |dkimf ç Æbadk, Fduuk xo}em wou m`m ak msdxqîbhdk am Xud K}uoedbao, m xmbqd}&xm duumxdxqd|m`fmbqm kqukæak wou k{}m`m wkæx, xkembao {}m xm} amxqdbo mxqk|k `dikao k m`m" ]f wo}ho fkdx qkuam, k Fèm qoubo}&xm k |dak m k k`fk am }f iu}wo {}m xm um}bdk umi}`kufmbqm hof o oenmqd|o am xm hobcmhmumf k xd fmxfox m xm aofd& bkumf" O hmbquo muk Wkudx, fkx k dbl`}îbhdk {}m msmuhdk xm mxqmbadk f}dqo k`äf, m mf wk`mxqukx, adxh}xxýmx m w`kbox m`mx qkqmk|kf mf e}xhk am }f oenmqd|o am |dak fkdx dbqmiuk` m ox fmdox am umk`d~ë&ò" K |dxèo ak Fèm wuonmqk|k&xm bo l}q}& uo ao amxqdbo ao cofmf m o wkwm` {}m m`m amxmfwmbckudk wkuk kwumxxku mxxm amxqdbo" Lod bmxxk äwohk {}m m`k mxhum|m} o wumlëhdo w}e`dhkao bmxqm `d|uo m {}m muk }fk louf}`kéèo ao qukek`co {}m xm wuow}bck k lk~mu, daîbqdho ko {}m Xud K}uoedbao ck|dk dbdhdkao bk Æbadk"


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\ëudox mukf ox qmfkx keouakaox a}ukbqm mxxkx um}bdýmx {}m keukbidkf ox fkdx ad|muxox kxx}bqox" Lk`k|k&xm xoeum Wmbxkfmbqo, xoeum Xobcox, xoeum k k}qoamxhoemuqk ao Ad|dbo, bèo hofo fmukx ad|kikéýmx dbqm`mhq}kdx, fkx hofo |muakamduk e}xhk mxwdudq}k`" K Fèm në ck|dk k`hkbékao }f mxqëido f}dqo k|kbékao am amxmb|o`|dfmbqo mxwdudq}k` m xkemaoudk oh}`qk {}kbao, mf ldbx am ;4;5, hofméo} k mxhum|mu x}kx wumhmx m fmadqkéýmx am hkak adk" Oudidbk`fmbqm mf lukbhîx, hkak wumhm ä }fk nodk am mxwdudq}k`dakam adudidak adumqkfmbqm k Am}x hofo xm hof M`m hob|muxkxxm lkhm k lkhm m loxxmf æbqdfox kfdiox" Hobq}ao, kafdqdk xm}x `kwxox, mxwmukbao xmu houudidak m hobldkbao kexo`}qkfmbqm Bm`m" Mxxkx wumhmx loukf w}e`dhkakx fkdx qkuam m kì}fkx xm`mhdobkakx m quka}~dakx wkuk o dbi`îx wou Xud K}uoedbao m w}e`dhkakx xmwkukakfmbqm" Ldbk`fmbqm, mf ;4;1, k owouq}bdakam am |dxdqku k Æbadk hcmio} wkuk Fduuk, {}kbao xm} fkudao umxo`|m} adxw}qku }f `}iku bo wku`kfmbqo lukbhîx mf Wob& adhcmuut" Hcmikukf k Wobadhcmuut bkx wudfmdukx coukx ao adk 54 am fkuéo m bmxxm fmxfo adk mbhobquo}&xm hof Xud K}uoedbao" Fduuk umhobcmhm}&o dfmadkqkfmb& qm hofo o Fmxqum #Judxcbk$ {}m `cm kwkumhdk mf xobcox m {}m cë qmfwox wuoh}& uk|k" Khmdqo}&o hofo xm} i}u} m xmi}d} x}k adxhdw`dbk, hob|mbhmbao&xm òio {}m muk k xm} `kao {}m am|mudk wmufkbmhmu m qukek`cku" K iukqdaèo ak Fèm ko Ad|dbo wou mxxm mbhobquo lod mswumxxk mf xm} adëudo wou mxqkx wk`k|ukx> ‐Bèo dfwouqk {}m fd`ckumx am xmumx mxqmnkf fmui}`ckaox bk fkdx wuol}bak dibouåbhdk" K{}m`m k {}mf |dfox obqmf mxqë bk qmuuk" X}k wum& xmbék ä x}ldhdmbqm wkuk wuo|ku {}m k mxh}udaèo xmuë qukbxloufkak mf `}~, {}kb& ao Qm} umdbo xmuë bk |muakam mxqkem`mhdao xoeum k qmuuk"‖ Kbox fkdx qkuam, {}kbao wmui}bqkukf k Xud K}uoedbao {}kdx qdbckf xdao xm}x xmbqdfmbqox ko mbhobquku k Fèm wm`k wudfmduk |m~, m`m wmbxo} }f fofmb& qo m adxxm> ‐Lod k wudfmduk |m~ {}m xo}em {}m k mbqumik wmulmdqk kqä k þ`qdfk hä`}`k læxdhk muk c}fkbkfmbqm woxxæ|m`: lod {}kbao k Fèm |mdo m xm wuoxquo} {}m |d mxxk mbqumik wmulmdqk mf kéèo"‖ Mf Wobadhcmuut m`k ldho} {}kxm }f kbo qmbqkbao kn}aku Xud K}uoedbao mf q}ao {}m woadk m lod iukékx ç x}k ho`keoukéèo m k am xm} fkudao {}m o wmudøadho ‐Kutk‖, bo {}k` Xud K}uoedbao mxhum|m} k fkdou wkuqm am xm}x qukek`cox fkdx dfwouqkbqmx, hofo k \dak Ad|dbk, Xæbqmxm ao Toik, o Hdhò C}fkbo, emf hofo kuqdiox xoeum adlmumbqmx kxx}bqox, hofméo} k hduh}`ku" Fkx, {}kbao k D I}muuk F}badk` mhòad}, o hkxk`, xmbao mxqukbimduo, |d}&xm oeudikao k |o`qku k Wkudx, amd&

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skbao o qukek`co {}m kwmbkx hofmékuk" Amwodx am wkxxku ox kbox am i}muuk bk Lukbék m bo Nkwèo, k Fèm umqoubo} ç Æbadk bo adk 51 am keud` am ;457, wkuk ldhku amldbdqd|kfmbqm" @oio, wouäf, amxhoeud} {}m x}kx wuo|kéýmx kdbak bèo qdbckf qmufdbkao m qm|m {}m mblumbqku qoak xouqm am owoxdéýmx m oexqëh}òx kbqmx am hofméku o qukek`co {}m `cm louk kwobqkao wou Am}x" Kwmxku am qoakx kx adldh}`& akamx, wumwkuo} xm} hkfwo am qukek`co m lod hob{}dxqkbao wk`fo k wk`fo o houkéèo am xm}x adxhæw}òx" Bmxxk äwohk, o Kxcukf wukqdhkfmbqm kdbak bèo msdxqdk" Wo}hox mukf ox adx& hæw}òx, }bx odqo o} am~, {}m, |d|mbao mf hobadéýmx emf adlæhmdx, lk~dkf o wox& xæ|m` wkuk k`d|dku kx kiu}ukx ak woeum~k" Wo}ho k wo}ho, o}quox loukf kwkumhmb& ao kqukæaox wm`k fmbxkimf ao Noubk` ‐Ëutk‖ m wm`k wmuxobk`dakam ao k}qou aox kuqdiox" M o bþfmuo am adxhæw}òx hofméo} k humxhmu m }fk |dak ho`mqd|k lod qofkbao loufk" K Fèm, a}ukbqm mxxmx wudfmduox kbox, |d|dk {}kxm mf umh`}xèo, amadhkak ç xäudk adxhdw`dbk mxwdudq}k`, kwmxku am x}wmu|dxdobku ox klk~mumx aofäx& qdhox" Iuka}k`fmbqm kx hodxkx hofmékukf k fm`couku m {}kbao Xud K}uoedbao xm umqduo} ao hob|æ|do am xm}x adxhæw}òx mf ;45<, k Fèm kxx}fd} k dbqmduk umxwob& xked`dakam am adudidu k hof}bdakam {}m mxqk|k xm amxmb|o`|mbao, hoouambkbao ox |ëudox xmu|déox m oudmbqkbao ox adxhæw}òx hof iukbam hkudbco m amadhkéèo" Hof }f bþfmuo xmfwum humxhmbqm am bo|ox adxhæw}òx m fmxfo |dxdqkbqmx {}m khouudkf am qoaox ox `kaox, o}qukx hkxkx qd|mukf {}m xmu k`}ikakx m ka{}d& udakx m wuo|daîbhdkx qofkakx wkuk hobxmi}du }fk ouikbd~kéèo m`keoukak m {}m h}dakxxm qkbqo ak xkþam fkqmudk` hofo mxwdudq}k` ak hof}bdakam" Bo wudbhæwdo, }bdhkfmbqm ox adxhæw}òx mukf kafdqdaox, fkx amwodx f}dqkx lkfæ`dkx m ld`cox am adxhæw}òx hofmékukf k xm f}aku wkuk o Kxcukf, m kox wo}hox k kqfoxlmuk am k}xqmudakam, {}m kbqmx wum|k`mhdk, lod xm qukbxloufkbao, m |m`ckx ekuumdukx loukf hmambao kbqm mxxm bo|o dbl`}so" K Fèm qdbck kiouk fkdx mxxm amxkldo> h}daku ak xkþam fmbqk`, |dqk` m læxdhk akx hudkbékx, qkbqo fmbdbox hofo fmbdbkx" Iukbam muk k dfwouqåbhdk {}m Xud K}uoedbao m k Fèm ak|kf ç ma}hkéèo" M wkuk qoubku hobhumqk mxxk |dxèo m kqmbamu çx bmhmxxdakamx dfwmudoxkx ao fofmbqo, k Fèm umxo`|m} keudu }fk mxho`k wkuk hudkbékx mf ;418 m, fkdx qkuam, mf ;41=, khumxhmbqo} o amwkuqkfmbqo am ma}hkéèo læxdhk, {}m fkbqdbck ox k`}& box mf kqd|dakam kwøx o qäufdbo akx k}`kx, akx ;

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dbqmduo" Wm`k x}k wumxmbék m iîbdo am ouikbd~kéèo, o Kxcukf am Xud K}uoedbao lod xm mswkbadbao m o qukek`co amxmb|o`|dao wm`k Fèm humxhmbao hkak |m~ fkdx mf |o`}fm m hofw`msdakam" Wkuk m`k bèo ck|dk qkumlk dbxdibdldhkbqm o} xmf dfwou& qåbhdk m q}ao {}m lk~dk muk wmufmkao am em`m~k m xdibdldhkéèo mxwdudq}k`" X}kx ‐Hob|muxkx‖ hof ox adxhæw}òx qoubkukf&xm lkfoxkx m loukf fkdx qkuam w}e`d& hkakx mf um|dxqkx m `d|uox ao Kxcukf {}m, quka}~daox, mxwk`ckukf&xm wmò f}b& ao klouk" Oudidbk`fmbqm mf dbi`îx, amwodx {}m k Fèm hofméo} k mbxdbku lukbhîx kox adxhæw}òx, wkxxkukf k xmu bmxxk `æbi}k, |muxkbao xoeum ox fkdx |kudkaox qøwdhox m mukf wukqdhkfmbqm k dbquoa}éèo ko Toik Dbqmiuk` am Xud K}uoedbao" M, kqä conm, box kafdukfox hofo lod woxxæ|m` k mxxk hudkq}uk qèo luëid`, {}m xm k`d& fmbqk|k qèo wo}ho m aoufdk kdbak fmbox, hobxmu|ku qkbqkx am`dhkakx mbiumbk& imbx fo|mbao&xm xmf kqudqo o} ludhéèo, hofo hobxmi}d} hobhd`dku qkbqox qmfwm& ukfmbqox, ukékx m dakamx |kudkakx, |dbaox am qoaox ox umhkbqox ao f}bao, hof qkbqk mldhdîbhdk m ckufobdk" Fkx ä {}m k Fèm bèo muk kwmbkx }fk kafduë|m` m hofwmqmbqm ouikbd~kaouk, bèo fmukfmbqm }fk iukbam `æamu mxwdudq}k` {}m, hof xm} msmfwò i}dk|k ox adxhæw}òx, fkx khdfk am q}ao m`k muk k Fèm {}m hobxmu& |k|k n}bqkx qoakx kx wmxxokx m hodxkx ao Kxcukf, hofo wou `kéox db|dxæ|mdx, {}m qdbck o woamu am qukbxloufku k |dak mf k`miudk am |d|mu m hof x}k d`dfdqkak qmu& b}uk, lk~î&òx lm`d~mx, hobqmbqmx, ldädx m oemadmbqmx" Umlmudbao&xm ko Kxcukf, Xud K}uoedbao adxxm }fk |m~> ‐O Kxcukf ä hudkéèo ak Fèm m, xmf m`k, bèo qmudk msdxqdao‖" Iukbam lod k hobxqmubkéèo am xm}x adxhæw}òx m kafdukaoumx ao f}bao dbqmd& uo {}kbao, mf ;9 am bo|mfeuo am ;498, k Fèm amdso} xm} houwo læxdho, hof k dakam k|kbékak am 4= kbox" K boqæhdk mxwk`co}&xm hä`mum m aox {}kquo hkbqox ak qmuuk khouumukf xm}x kafdukaoumx m adxhæw}òx wkuk wumxqku k þ`qdfk cofmbk& imf ç{}m`k {}m xm qoubo} hobcmhdak bo f}bao dbqmduo hofo k Fèm ao Kxcukf am Xud K}uoedbao"

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MXEOÉO AK \DAK AM XUD K]UOEDBAO Xud K}uoedbao bkxhm} mf Hk`h}që, Æbadk, k ;= am kioxqo am ;395" Kox xmqm kbox lod mb|dkao wou xm} wkd hof xm}x aodx dufèox fkdx |m`cox wkuk mxq}aku bk Dbi`kqmuuk" F}dqo hmao hofméo} k mxhum|mu womxdkx m a}ukbqm }fk eud`ckbqm hku& umduk khkaîfdhk mf Xq" Wk}`—x, @obaumx, m bo Jdbi—x Ho``mim, Hkfeudaim, kwumb& am} m aofdbo} hofw`mqkfmbqm o dbi`îx, o iumio, o `kqdf m o lukbhîx" O k`mfèo, o dqk`dkbo m o mxwkbco` qkfeäf `cm mukf lkfd`dkumx" Mxq}ao} a}ukbqm hkqou~m kbox bk Dbi`kqmuuk, obam ka{}dud} }f wuol}bao hobcmhdfmbqo ak h}`q}uk m}uo& wmdk kbqdik, fmadm|k` m foamubk" Mf ;348, kox 5; kbox, umqoubo} ç Æbadk, hof }fk hofw`mqk ma}hkéèo ohd& ambqk`" Hofméo} mbqèo k wuoh}uku wm`k xkemaoudk m |muakam ao Oudmbqm" Kwumb& am} o xåbxhudqo m |ëudkx `æbi}kx dbadkbkx, m kxxdfdò} o mxwæudqo ak hd|d`d~kéèo ak Æbadk, mf qoaox ox xm}x kxwmhqox" Wkxxo} qum~m kbox mf Ekuoak, k xmu|déo kafd& bdxqukqd|o m ma}hkhdobk` wkuk o Mxqkao" Loukf kbox am kwumbad~kao h}`q}uk` m am kqd|dakamx `dqmuëudkx, wouäf }fk iukbam wkuqm amxqm wmuæoao wkxxo}&ox mf xd`mbhdoxk kqd|dakam wo`æqdhk" Mf ;47< lod wkuk Embik`k kxx}fdu kemuqkfmbqm o hofkbao ao fo|dfmbqo um|o`}hdobëudo, {}m a}ukbqm kbox ck|dk ouikbd~kao mf xmiumao" M`m lod o wudfmd& uo k w}e`dhku bkx wëidbkx am xm} noubk` ‐Ekbam Fkqkukf‖ o damk` ak hofw`mqk dbamwmbaîbhdk ak Æbadk" Quîx |m~mx wuohmxxkao wou x}kx kqd|dakamx, qoakx kx |m~mx lod `demukao wou lk`qk am wuo|kx" Ldbk`fmbqm, o io|mubo eudqåbdho hobxm& i}d} wumbaî&ò m fkbqî&ò bo hëuhmum a}ukbqm }f kbo, mbqum ;473 m ;474" Lod bmxxm wmuæoao {}m Xud K}uoedbao wkxxo} wou }fk xäudm amhdxd|k am mswmudîbhdkx mxwdudq}kdx {}m amqmufdbkukf o h}uxo am xm} qukek`co l}q}uo" @demukao m hmuqo ao x}hmxxo ao fo|dfmbqo `demuqkaou ak Æbadk, m umxwobambao k }f hckfkao dbqmudou, Xud K}uoedbao umqduo}&xm ao hkfwo wo`æqdho m mf ;4;7 m |dkno} wkuk Wobadhcmuut, bo x}` ak Æbadk, wkuk am|oqku&xm qoqk`fmbqm ç x}k fdxxèo mxwdudq}k`" Amwodx am {}kquo kbox am umho`cdfmbqo, mf ;4;1, m`m hofméo} k madqku, mf ho`keoukéèo hof x}k adxhæw}`k, Fduuk K`lkxxk, {}m fkdx qkuam xm qoubo} hobcmhd& ak hofo K Fèm, }f noubk` ldòxøldho hckfkao ‐ Ëutk‖" Ox fkdx dfwouqkbqmx quk& ek`cox xm}x ‘ Qcm @dlm Ad|dbm, Qcm Xtbqcmxdx ol Toik, Mxxkt ob qcm Idqk m Qcm Damk` ol C}fkb ]bdqt kwkumhmukf wm`k wudfmduk |m~" Mxxmx qukek`cox dbh`}ækf f}dqox aox hobcmhdfmbqox dbqmudoumx ka{}dudaox mf x}k wuëqdhk am Toik" Qmbao um}bdao qoakx kx |muakamx mxxmbhdkdx am mswmudîbhdkx mxwdudq}kdx wkxxkakx, m`m qukek`co} wou }f fäqoao fkdx hofw`mqo am Toik, {}m w}amxxm qukbxloufku k bkq}um~k c}fkbk m ad|dbd~ku k |dak bmxqm f}bao"

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Xud K}uoedbao kbqm|d} k woxxded`dakam am }fk |dak ad|dbk bk Qmuuk m `}qo} wou m`k" A}ukbqm {}kumbqk kbox mf Wobadhcmuut wmufkbmhm} kexou|dao mf xm} quk& ek`co mxwdudq}k`, wouäf hobxmu|o}&xm k wku am q}ao o {}m mxqk|k khobqmhmbao bk Æbadk m bo f}bao" [}kbao bmhmxxëudo dbqmulmudk, fkx kwmbkx hof x}k louék mxwdudq}k` m kéèo xd`mbhdoxk" Xm} qukek`co mxwdudq}k` qoubo}&xm hobcmhdao hofo ‐O Toik Dbqmiuk` am Xud K}uoedbao‖, xmi}bao o {}k` ‐Qoak |dak ä Toik‖" Xud K}uoedbao amdso} xm} houwo mf ;4=7, kox 93 kbox am dakam"

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