Ny Tantarako - Ny Fahazazako (Tome 1)

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FMHKEKQMHM

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SY MQY NK VKM_MHISMJK @_K ir`k kekhm v`ekhm mnimny jm hmhdmtmjm hy t`hmjk nmhkrmtrm hy tmhtmrmjk.   ir`hy fm gisy hy tsy tkjkhy nk v`ry tmoioy Hkn`v`rih’izy  ir`hy jm nigpirihm mhy mgih’hy   fmhmoihkmhm izmy gam g`ty nk   fmhomekvmjk t`ty mh-tmhy. Qmji-tsmrkaioy, nkhk ! Skm oihokh’hy  fmhomekvmjk fimhmtrm jkm mzm ! Oim gisy hy smny giemzm nk` 2 hy kekgmhdmh’hy fir`h`hm gmrk vkmrmjitrm mh-tskrmtrm sy imhmrmhm mhy mh-ts`jkey hy tmhtmrmhy, jm hmnkmhm hy mhtsijm hk tsy gam nisy nmtkektrm nk  tmrmhmjm ! ekvmh’hy  tmrmhmjm _sy oim oisk mjkry ir`hy n`vitrm ir`hy, fm gimhory fktkmhm hy zmvm-or`n`trm jm izmk vmk gisy hy fktkmhm mnmzkmjk gmhmtmht`rmjm hy fmhkrmtmhm. _imjk inmhy mh`fm hy nmgpitsioijm n`vitrm vitsivitsy vitsi vitsy gam tsy nmhoisk hy nk fkgam fmhormismh’hy gpmgmjy   hy zmvmtrm nk  vmjihy mtk. -1-

 Mhmhjirmy mgih’ ir`hy mry  mtmkjk   mtmkjk fm gmhmhm hy emhbmhy oim ity 2 hkg`h’ Mhorimgmhitrm tme`htm gmrk mnk, fm izmy tsy hkg`hy jksm oim hy fmnmtsimrkvmhm. _sy mzk tkhorkihm nk kekhm gmty mrijm mnk, smihdy fmhtigpmht`hmh’hy   fismihmjk hy zmvmtrm gmg`hk hy fitmoioimjk, jm izmy gmoihioihijm n`v`rijk nk tsy oim iemihm nk tsmrkvmhm ekmtrm oim mvy nmtrmhy oim vkmjkskjm tsy niamnmhm hy `ritr`ritrk. Jkm nimhmr`k izmy hmnmemem mny gmhkjmhm, hm hifmh`rms`rm tmgijk oim g`ty nmnmtmoioy zmvmtrm gmrk izmy tsy nk nitmhmr`k gmg`em oihok, hm oim j`ey mjkry mzm, mtk mgih’ity tmhtmrm ity . Hm oim izmy g`ty nkn`v`rih’hy   smsmhy fm zmvm-o`nia` g`hori-jk rmj`tihm mzm, oim mhdmgam nksivmhih’ hy fitmoioimjk jm tsy nk nitm mtk. Izmhy oim gmg`trmjm moioy nk mh’izmy   s`horm gmhmh-tsimrk gimvmjm timhy nmskhdmoihm gam nmg`hk hy amhdm jm nmhormfitrm ir`hy nk skrmtrm. Hy vkjmtr’ik tsy fmhmhmjk fitmoioimhm mzk mhtkjm ik oim hy  zmvmtrm mgamrm, rmnm hy fktkmhm g`ty nk g`ty nk fifmhdmrkmh’hy  fifmhdmrkmh’hy  zmvmtrm   gimeknm hknk hitrmhdmh’izy ir`hy hk t`h`hihm. Jkm imemhm tsihy  gimeknm

izmhy rmnm s`horm jm gisy hy nk tsmpmhmr`k nk gifmhkskhm hm gifmhoihdmhm hy zmvmtrm smsmhy. Izmy gmnmgmijm mny ihorihorm oim hy niemzm hy fisimh’hy  zmvmtrm  zmvmtrm hitrmhdm sy izmy fmnmgmrihmhy.  omty sy hy krm jksm oim g`ty nieìhm fmhitsimhm. Hy mhtsipirimh’hy  omty  Mhmkvmhm mzm fkhork ihorihorm rmnm s`horm jm nitmhmr`k fm gisy izmhy.

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Hy nmgmrkmh’hy mhormijitrm  izmy hksmnmhijk jkm oim

hmgpifmhihormh-oìemhm zmvmtrm ismh-jmrmzmhy. Jkm rmnm gisy izmy tsijmritrmr`k fm tkm gifmgmoijm, oim izmy tsy fmnmgpimh’h y  tsimrkjk mzy izmy hk mhtkhy. fmhomgihmh’hy  tsimrkjk Gakem imemjk tsihy jkm rmnm tkm jm tsy izmy g`ty nk gmnmgmijm mhmr`k hk nk vkmemzm mtk hm jkm tsy nk vkmzmvmzmvm  fimihmhm. mvkjkm hy emfy tsmrm sy izmy g`ty nk emfy rmtsih’hy  fimihmhm.

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_MEKNMH’HY

HIOIQMJK HIMHM_QM

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 MHY GMNI_SY-MGAKNIOQM_QIGK, GMNI_SY-MGAKNIOQM_QIGK, 3< jiekg`tmtrm mvy `tk Mhtmhmhmrivk, mgih’hy   ememg-pir`h`hm gmhjmhy Gmnmbmhdm hk hkh`hmh’hy   rmy mgmh-

or`hihmy.

Hy rmijk, _kgpkjkemny QMHOQIMGMHBM_K, oim kekhm t`hm tsktrm tkjkm. =4 gimhmomny izy hk irmy tmgpk, jkm zmrm izy ir`k rmnm hmnmy hmhkrmtrm sy hmgmjy t`hy. _mk mgih’hy   vmhigpktkmhm tsy mh-tmhy, tsy mg-pmrmfmrm jkm, hk hia`mzmh’i  Omom smtrim 2 tmgih’hy tmkhm =>9< tmhy nk mhy hk hmnmt`rmnmhy jm rmfirmfi pimhmrmhm t`t`zm-gitm himemhm mvy tmgih’hy   fmgpimhmrmhm tmgih’hy t`hy gmemdmsy sy t`hy mhdeisy nk mgih’hy fmgpimhmrmhm h`htih’hy   gpmhbmhmtmhy frmhtsmy hk gam nitmhy. _sy mtmk

gmnmdmdm rmnm tkm jm tsy hmnmy hm ihkhm hm ihkhm izy. izy . Hy r`hijk jkm oim tkrmj’izmhy. -0-

I_kgpkjkvmvy QMSKMHMH_KMHOQK oim kekhm fmrmh’izmy tsktrm oim tsktrm jkm. _sy hmnitm fimhmrmhm. Rmrm rmnm hmnmy hmhkrmtrm sy hmgmjy t`hy. Vihmhihm mvy `hy mhivkh’hy rmhdktr’mjknk hmg`hkmhy tmrmtmsy   izmy timhy nk emzmihm r`n`fm gam s`horm gmhkrmtrm nk mhmy zmhmhy izy h`fm hy r`hia`hy hit`rmjm mh-or`hihy oim ismh’ir`k v`ni vmvy  vmvy gmemdmsy vkmeknmhy  vitm fimhmrmhm nk gpmgpiv`ekhm ! Ik r`hia`h’hy r`hihmy ik inmhy hk gam  r`hia` fmhtmtrmy mhjizy

smtrim =<4 tmkhm izy vmk gmty. QMNIQM_QM hk mhmrmhy.  Mry smtrim gir`smjm t`timrmhm t` timrmhm inmhy i nmhy mnk, oim mtsioijk j`ey j` ey `tk fktsihy fm tmrmhm-amzigam izmnmy, hm mvy mgih’i Omom, hm mvy mgih’i

H`hy.

MHOQIMGAKOIEKVM

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 MHOQIMG\IQKJMHM  MHOQIMG\IQKJMHM hk hipkirmhmy. Emekvmjk fktsihy fm ihy  Mgpmgmnk sy Mgaknitmht`ey Mgaknitmht`ey ihy hk hmhbmjmh’ Mhorimgpirkjmhm Mhorimgpirkjmhm izmy hkoimsmh’Mhorimgakoiekvm fmnmvmzigam. Jm  r`n`fm himjmtrm   jm hmhksijm hy Vmzigam hmjm mh’Mhtmhmhmrivk MHOQIMHBMJM  jm oim hkg`hy nmbm gmhkjmhm MHOQIMG\IQKJMHM sy hy tmrmhmhy jm tsy gam hkjmsinihy hy fmsmhy. Hijismjm himhmvmrmtrm hy tmrmhmjy hy Vmzigam jm hy zmrm-tmhy mhtskihm nk` Mht`nirkjm mhj`nitrihy hk hkg`hm mzy. Mk mhivkh’ik fmritrm ik hk gisy mh’  Mgakniorkm izmy gitmniry hy fmsmh’hy omoma`hmy mvy mgih’hy   gisy hy rmihmy, sy Mhksiskm izmy t`horkh’Mgaknigmhmrihm, izmy  gisy fmsmh’hy omoma`hmy  mvy mgih’hy r`hihmy. @k mh-tmgpkh’  Mhksiskm, smnmak nk t`ekhbmtk g`tmtrm mvy `k mgih’ity fmsmh’ hy r`hihmy ity hk gisy hy fmsmh’ MHOQIMGAKOIEKVM izmy  gakem   gakem  kekhm gmhormj’ mhj`nitrihy. mhmsihmh’hy  kekhm mhj`nitrihy. (1<<1)

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_simnivijk inmhy fm rmnm gmgmjy hy « _mhtmrmh’hy  Mhorimhm º izmy hmhdkhih’hy   \îr` Cmee`t nimhmk oim nmnitm fiemzmemzmhm gmrk izmy mnmzkmhmk gmgmhtmtrm hy tk`rmhm e`nia`  rmzmga`hmy tmhy meknm tmhy. izmy hmhmhmh’hy  rmzmga`hmy Fm gam gisy n`vi-oisk gkgam hy Vmzigam timjk nmsimhm t`hy oi`hy mty mg-pimhoknmhm._sy nitmri-or`smjm emvma` mvy nmtrmhy mnk fm ir`tk hk nk sihdmhijk2 Ir`k mhorimhm hm hbmjm t`k mgih’hy   Vmzigam fmnm-dkem oim tsy gmihty hdizihm, p`tmj’krkhm, p`tm oknm, tmnmj’izmy  hmhmrmaimh’hy   smsmhy mzy mjkry. Hm oim izmy  vkmskrmtrm mk mgih’hy  « _mhtmrmh’hy  Mhorimhm   Mhorimhm º fktsihy mzm hk nk rmisihm jm mtkvkhm izmy rmj`tih’hy mhdmhk sy hy ekvmhtskfihm oim mzk mtmk hy gmgpiskhdmoihm ir`tk 2 Hmnmzmtrm hy mhjmgmrkmh’kekhm hy   hi`ritr`ritrm fm izmhy  Vmzigam izmhy oim kekhm fkny j`ey, p`tm-oknm, rmtsy tmr`ny, gmihty finkoirmhm, hinihmg-akmhjmzk mh’mem fktsihy, shs… shs… Q`n`fm mhtkgkrihm mjmijy mh`fm hy zmvmtrm g`ty nk fmhtmtrm hy mgih’hy fisimhy sy hy tk`trmhy mry hy fkgam fimihmhy  oim mzk tskrihm fm 2 - Qmfi-pimrmnm-gkhihm tmnmj’izmy  h`ty  h`ty nk fmhtmtrm `rmh-tmhy tmgih’hy fktkmh’ tmgih’hy  fktkmh’ mhork hk himihmh’hy Vmzigam jm hisy hy gpitmrijm sy hy gpitkhorm izmy hmhorimhihm mry h`j`h’hy  gpimrm-gkhihm. Hisy hy gpmhkgpk, mry hisy jkm ir`k hmho`vkzihm. - Ir`k Mhorimhm Vmzigam hk rmzmhm himhoknmh’ hy  Mhorimhm  Mhorimhm r`n`trm t`tk Gmomdmsijmrm fm hy `horijy hy fizktry hy tmhtmrm hk hmgpisy mhtkjkhy smginmfm t`k mgih’hy  fimhmjmvimhm izmy hipmritmjm hmh`rmhm hy Hksy. -4-

- Fktsy finkoirmhm hm zmrmzmrm nkoitrm ir`hy Mhorimhm  Vmzigam ir`hy mry tsmrm tmr`ny. - Izmhy hk hmnmr`vk hy Rmhmj’ Mhorimgmhitrm jm hmnmtkhdm hy smsmhy tmgihy nmhdmtm-oìemhm nioihm nifmhdmrk tmgih’hy kekga`ekhm t`ty mh-tmhy, mry oim tmv`em t`ty izy ir`hy. - Hmhmhm hy fkgam hitmhtmhmhy hy rmnmrmnm sy hy fimihmg amnkmjm jkm hy Vmzigam, mry hmhmhm izmy kek-hmemzm sy hijkizmhm t`k mgihy. _ky izmhy ry Emhi`rm izmy hmhmhormtrm fmtrmtrm hy t`hi`rmhm, ry Amjmemhismnmzm gamgih-ory  Mhorimhtsimzkmgamjmihm, izmy hmhmg-pmnmizmhm hmgpitkemdmdm gkgam hy fmhmhorkmhm. _mk mh- orkvmh’  Mhorimgpirkjmhm hk hmnitmhm gpmhkek-tsmihm fmhtm-omzm hitkhorm hy mhmrmhm nk` Mhorimgmgpitkvy, sy  Mhorimhitkvimhm izmy t`hm nmvmhmhm tmgih’hy  fmhomgihmh fmhomgihmhormnmrmnm. - Qmnm hy gkgam mh’Mht`nirkjm gmhkjmhm sy hy rmzmga` himhoknmhy Mhorimgpirkjmhm, oim gmrinijk j`ey `tk hy tk`rmhm gimvmjm hmg`trmnmh’ Mhorimgmsihmvmekhm  mzy, izmy mzkhmr`k b`r`hm mk mgih’hy « _mhtmrmh’hy  Mhorimhm  Mhorimhm º p`by fmnm-3<4 mgih’h y t`hy gmemdmsy, hm 069 mgih’hy  t`hy  t`hy frmhtsmy 2  Nimhmr`k Mht`nirkjm hk nmvmjk, smoy zmhmomny nimhmr`k. Nimhmr`k hk nmhy gmhmhm mhormijitrm nitsk-ormhk sy nmhormy hy nmsihm. Jm rmnm gisy izmy nitskfmhm rmhk mny oim nimhmr`k hk gmhmk izmhy.Qmnm gisy izmy nk fkrmihm, oim nimhmr`k hk gmg`emtrm hy tsiny hm gmgmtktrm hy tmvknmrm nitkhormhm hy rmhk.

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- Qmnm gisy skrkhm mtmkjk, nimhmr`k hk gmhkektrm mzy. _sy gisy kekh-jmfm gmnmzk gmhmk izmhy. Gakem mzk mtmk emvma` hy r`smjm gkgam hy mhork tmeknm, sy hy mhbmrm tk`rmh’hy  Vmzigam   Vmzigam t`k mgih’hy tmhtmrm. Hy fimrmnmhm mgih’hy Gpmhbmjm gmho`nm gimoy   jm imhormij`tmhy hy fmhmkvmhm iemy mhtskihm nk` « smsmj’moy º, smsmj’moy º, knmtrm… Hy timjk nk hmtsioijm fktsihy oim hy fmhitsimhm hy n`vi-oisk smsmhy izmy gakem  fmnmtsimrkvmhm hmrmfitry hy ekvmhtskfihm. tmv`em mhy mhmtih’hy  fmnmtsimrkvmhm Fm mkjm mv`emhtsijm `k hy mgih’ihy fm niv`rihm mgih’hy  tmhtmrm  tmhtmrm j`eijk isijm. @hihm gimhmomny izmnmy hk irmitmgpk. _`ek emny, t`ek vmvy. Qkm emny sy vmvy irmy hk zkjijk, mry vmvy rkm hk zmhorijk. _mk mhmtih’hy   fmhbmhmnmhtmhy hk himihmhmy hy fmnmzmzmhm sy hy fmnmtmhkrmhmy r`n`trm mry nitm tmrmtrm izmhy hm oim t`k mgih’hy  mhmrmhm hkg`h’hy   rmy mgmh-or`hihmy mhmy mzm. Hmtmkh’hy  gpmhbmhmtmhy nk emeìhm hif`n`zmhm hy vmnkmjmh’hy   zmhmtmhy gmhtsy hy tsy gmihtsy nk hmhisimhm fmhmgpih'mhmrmhm mvy  kekgmemzm vmzmnm hy mhmrmh’hy  zmzm  zmzm gmemdmsy. Oim ir`tk mgih’hy  kekgmemzm mvy hk mhmrmhm hkg`h’i Omom sy H`hy mhmy 2 QMGMHBM_KBMKHM Mhoré, QMEIBMKHM-MHOQIMGMHBM_K B`mh (gmty tmgih’hy   =9?3, rmnm vmk =6 tmkhm ) QMRMHMGMHBM_K B`mhh` (gmty tmgih’hy  =9?>, t`k mgih’hy  fmnm-=9 tmkhmhy), oim hy t`hmjk MHOQIMGMHBM_K Qicnmro Gmnitsiskh. Hmhmrmjmrmjm mny QMSKMRMHMBM_K Euci`hh`  fktkmhm gakem hmnm-gpimhmtrm tmhy mh-omfy mny, (gmty tmgih’ hy  fktkmhm fmrmhy oim tmgih’hy tmkhm =900). Hy   QM_KMHOQKGMHBM_KMQISKM. Msm hm n moihkh’iemy  gpmhkrmtrm skrm-pimhjknkhmhm hy fmhmgpih’mhmrmhy vmzmnm hm mnkmhm, fm izy ir`ry hk tsy gam hmhmhm izmhy ! Hy t`ek gimhmomny -9-

tmgihmy izmhy oim mzk emzmihm fm gmty tmhkrm, fm izmnmy t`ek gimhmomny sism v`ekhm mgih’izmk fktkmhm mhkrmtmjk izmk oim smgy  gpmhmk hktmnimh’ Mhorimgmhitrm nmnmtrmtrm hy f`trm vkmemzmh’hy  gpmhmk smemgk nk` 2 « Fitkpkek tmkhm hy mhorkh’hy tmkhmhmy… mhorkh’hy  tmkhmhmy… (Smemgk 9< / =<) º Ihkhm r` hk mzkjk emzmihm gkgam hy hmnmt`rmnmjk ; Q`hihmy hk hiemzm izmy sism tsmrkmhy tmgihmy jm hmhmgamrm fm smrktrm, nkhk, hy hit`rmnmhy mny, tsy tmnmjy hy hit`rmnmhy ir`k zkjijk. _mgih’ir`k oim tmhy Mgakoigitm-Mgaknigmhmrihm izmy hisy hy  rmy mgmh-or`hijk hk himjmtrm nit`rmjm trmhk hmtmkh’ izy givmoy  rmy i H`hy, smtrim 2 smoy mjmijy mh’Mhtmhihmrivk `k hk `fm hisy  jkm  jkm iemy gpmgpiv`ekhm (smd`-f`gg`) izmy hmnmzmtrm mzy. Fm hkhy nk tkhdm jksm mnk, oim tsy himjmtrm nmhmtkhm hy fimhmjmvimhm ihtskhy i Omom sy H`hy fm oim hibmhkhm tmk Gmnitsy inmhy. _mk  tmvkhijk mry izmy hk hmhkg`zmh’i Omom izmhy hk hmnmemtsmnmh’hy  tmvkhijk hy fmhmgpih’mhmrmjk nk` « Gmnitsiskh º, hm « zmhmj’i Gmnitsy  º.  º. Izmnk hk zmzm vkmeknmhy hitkhorm ik mhmrmhm nk` « Gmnitsy º ik tmk mh-tmhìhm. Fm tmty mkrimhm, hkhy tmfmv`rihm mvy tmhy Mhomfy mnk jm hmho`nm hib`ry hy mjmhy hmnmfkizmhm, oim tmitrm inmhy hmnmr` mhjizy gpimhmtrm gifmhmorkmork, skgmry hmhmjmijy mny niemzmhy mgih’iemy  hmgmhy   hmgmhy nk` 2 « Mhomk nmihdmhm e`itsy ry iemy Gmnitsy j`ey gpivmhdmamk ity m ! º. _mty mkrimhm oim n`hkjk fm gisy tsy emtsmjy hy oigy ir`k kekhm t`rmjm tmk Gmnitsy hk gitkhorm izmhy fmhmgpih’mhmrmhm izmhy. Hy trmhk hip`trmnmhmy tmk Gmnitsy tmk oim trmhk tkjmhm. Smnmak nk irmy jieÿg`tmtrm mvy `k mhtmhìhm hk hisy mzy. Hisy gmhdmzmy fmgkrimg-akjmtrm e`nia` himrmjm tmgihy, fm gpmhmhdkhm hy  vmrih’hy vkmhbk  frmhtsmy mhmhjirmy, hmtmk nk` « Gkorih º i Omom mry hmhmgpihy mh’ ik msm fmhmhdkhmg-amry ik hy vmrktrm. _sy trmtrmjk ihtskhy iemy trmhk hmnmt`rmnmjk fm `fm - =< -

himemh-ory H`hy sy hy fimhmjmvimhm fm tsy zmjmhy ekmtrm hy himsm  vkvk-amry. Himemhy mrmj’izmhy jkm tmk mhmtih’hy  vkvk-amry. mrmj’izmhy jkm hy msm tmgih’ hy fijmgamhmhm hmkrih-ory Gkorih, jm hkhy himem ry zmr`k oim hmgioih-ory Gkorih jkm iemy tmhìhm. Iemy trmhk hmnmt`rmnmjk gkm oim gmy tmht`rmjm jm tsy gisy ihtskhy smihdy iemy trmhk e`nia` sy trmhk vmkvmk vmk hmkrih’hy  kekhm  kekhm izmy hivioy iemy tmhìhm tmty mkrimhm hk gakem mk. Qmnm s`horm gmho`nm mvy mty Mhtmhmhmrivk nk mhy Gmnmbmhdm nimhmk oim gmhomek mh’i Gmnitsy `k mgih’hy jieÿg`tmtrm fmnm-3<. Givkmjm hy tmhìhm nimhmk oim nmnitm hy  vknitrm j`ey gitkhorm hy mhmrmhm nk` 2 A`gmhokgam, mry oim gakem nknitmhmk `k hy tk`rmhm iz my hmnmemtsmnmh’hy tmvkhijk. Qmnm mfmjm smnmak nk zmtk g`tmtrm mvy `k nimhmk oim nk tkhdm `k mgih’ hy fivieimhm  gmhjmhy A`bkfk, izmy vknitrm j`ey ikr`hmh’ hy nkpitmeih’i Gmnitsy.

Qmnm gakem himsm sy hip`trmjm tmhy Gmnitsy i Omom sy i H`hy oim tsy hisy mfm-tsy hy trmhk hkh`hmhmy t`k A`gmhokgam. _rmhk tkjmhm. Emekvmh’hy   mrma`. Gisy r`hirmhk j`ey gmhmgkrkhm ik mrma` ik. Gisy vkektsmhdmhm giokrkakjm a` gmgmrmhm hy zmriomihm. Mzk mgamrm gam nk hmhmhm hy `horihy inmhy izmhy zmriomihmhmy izmhy fm hmhirimh’hy  nmzk   nmzk finihmg-akm vitsivitsy sy smnm hmgake`hm jmrmzmh’mhmhm smginmfm. Mgpitmh’ iemy r`hirmhk j`ey gmhmrmjm hy mrma` jksm oim tmhigamry giomomsijm. Mry, `ry   tmhigamry hy tmhìhm j`ey gitkhorm hy mhmrmhm nk` mgpitmh’hy  tmhigamry _smrmnkh`hmhm izmy gifmhormy mgih’hy vknitrm j`ey mhtskihm nk` Hmhoinizmhm, izmy hmhkr`hmh’hy   Gisikhm jmtkeijm fimhdkhmhm e`nia`, gisy emjkeksy gmhdm f`k tkjkm. Ik emjkeksy, hm mhbmeisy, ik hk gam fmgmhtmrmh’mhorkhmy r`n`fm `hy mgamhivknitrm fm gisy hy tkgpkh’ mhormijitrm gmg`ekhm mzy r`n`fm smnmak nk mgih’hy

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`hihm gmrmihm, sy mgih’hy rkmgaihifkek mgih’hy  rkmgaihifkek mhtkmhork mry mgih’hy  `hihm krm nmrivm. Gakem tsy gmty vkhkihm mk mhmtih’hy  tsimrkjk hy aijmh’iemy  trmhk hkh`hmhmy. @fitrm 1 hk mk mgamhy rinmhm. Gisy hy tknmtrm gimjmtrm mk mgih’hy   rinmhm vkmeknmhy, izmy hmnitmhm hy ememhtsmrm e`nia` irmy izmy skgmry trmhk fimhormsmh’hy  gpitsioijm,  gpitsioijm, sy trmhk fmhormismg-amnihy, mry trmhk finihmhmhm sy emvmrmhdmhm. Hy rinmhm fmnmrkm hk gisy `fitrm rkm izmy `fitrm fmhorimhm, mgamhih’hy   tmfkhtrmhk. Gisy mhormjktrm e`nia` jkpm-orkm   kekh-ormtsy tsy gmhmrkhm hy tknmtrm gam nk fimrkvmhm mgih’hy  kekh-ormtsy nk tkhdm nmtrmhy mgih’hy trmhk fmhorimhm mgih’hy meihm. _mk mgih’hy  `fitrmhk fmhorimh’i Omom sy H`hy oim hisy  vmrmvmrmhj`ey irmy t`k mgih’hy tmp`hmjm mvmrmtrm. _`k mgih’hy 

tmfkhtrmhk mtsihmhmhm jksm oim hisy vmrmvmrmhj`ey irmy nmfm izmy hmnitmhm tsmrm hy tmhigamry giomomsijm sy hy tmhìhmh’i _smrmnkh`hmhm sy Hmhoinizmhm. Ik vmrmvmrmhj`ey mgakhy tmfkhtrmhk ik hk tsy g`ty gimem mk mgih’hy tsimrkjk smtrim,rmnm gakem vmk t`ek hm `fm-tmkhm mnk oim timjk `ry hy gmhmjmtrm gimhijm `k vmk gmrmihm gam nmhoihijm hy vkekh-omhitrm rmnm  vmk gmhmgamhm nipksmjm mvy `hy mtsihmhmhm hy gmskmhork sy  ekjkh-ormnkhm gi`hori-amtkskm. hy fikvmh’hy  ekjkh-ormnkhm Ik fir`nmhm fkhy j`ey ik vm r` hk hmnmtkhdm mny nk tim zmvmjmhtk jm hitmizm mny nmnmy gmgksmjm mihdmg-pmhmny ;… Msm ! Gmgkrkhm tmhtmrm mhy mh’`ritr`ritrk mhy mnk `k mg-pmnitmhm hy jmr`hbih’hy  rmnkhm gmgmjivmjy hy nmamjmamjm ! Mhmgpik mh’izmhy hy mhoimg -akrkgpktsy tkm gifmhihmhm nmzmjmzmjm gmrmihm sy nmrivm nitmoy smjmfk sy nmgkhby fkoimhm oim nk mzkhmk mh-tsmihm hy nmjmhtkh’hy zmvm-akmnmry hitrktrk hy fmnmzmzmjk. - =1 -

HMHKGAKJM HIMHM_QM MNK

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K_KMHM GAM MHMHMJK FMNM_SIMQKVMHM j`ey jkm hy fktkmhm hmgkrìhm mny. _`k mgih’hy  `fm-tmkhm   `fm-tmkhm `k mnk tmgih’izmy. Izy rkmemny   zkjijk oim `fm vitm nmskmvmhm tmeknmjk. Hkhy tkhdm hy mhbmrmjk oim tkm smgy skgmokokjm a` inmhy hy `rmh’hy trmhk._sy  oim  oim tsmrkmjk gmzmvm hy hmhmkvmhm hy fmhoioimhm. _sy n`hkjk nk hmnmrmry mny ekmtrm. Fm izmy tsmrkmjk oim hy nmskskrmhm skgmry memn`ek hiamnmhm hy fismihmjk hknk hy fin`v`rmjk fm rmtsy hy jiememk hkg`h’i Omom sy H`hy mny fm tsy tmnmjm hy mzy rkm emny zkjijk, izmy hmnmzk jkm, h`fm izmnk hk hkoioimg-pkitrm ! Hy jiememk gkm tmgih’izmhy smijm jiememk mvy mhy mhomfy mvkjkm. Hy emgmkoih’hy  mhjizy  mhjizy zmhmjy hy hmhmh-jmtmk oim mktkgkaieihm j`ey gisy vy gimihm fmnmhmhm izmy gitskrimjm gmnmfihmritrm `ry gmhorm-pmnmemhy hy fmnmhy. Iemy mktkgkaieihm « trmctikh mvmht º hmemzm a` tmgih’hy fktkmh’mhork tmgih’hy  fktkmh’mhork hk hmjmhm tmnmjm hy aijmhy jm j`vkjm `ry izmy mhjizy hmhmhm izmhy. Ik hk hkvioih’i Omom nk mzy  rkm   rkm emny. Msm jkm hm hknk hy - =3 -

fitimvmh’i Omom gmhkjmhm hy nmfmihdmhmg-pmho`nm mhdmgam hk hifioimhmhy mh’izmhy.  Fm izmy hkg`hy mny jksm oim mktkgkaieihm

j`ey izmy e`nia` emvitrm hknk hy mzy rkm emny smihdy, tsy gam fmnmhmhm fm mtksitksijm mgih’hy tìhmhm  vmk gmho`nm, smoy hy  aijmhy mgih’izmy tsy gam hmnmfmtifmty nkmtry hy mzy rkmemny fm hmoijm tmgih’iemy « Citrö`h º A=? fitmt`rmhm hy tmgamhivknitrm smsmtry hy emnmsm. Vizmhm fkmhm mnk hmhksijm mzy fm smoy tsy emsm emvitrm iemy izy hk tsy gmho`nm nmihdmhm ! Hkn`v`rih’i Omom mhdmgam fm tsy nk nmijk hy niememk iemy mktkgkaieihm j`ey fmnmhmhm jm izmy hk tsy hmhkg`zmhy mh’ik nk mny, smihdy, oisk n`vitrm izy ! _sy hmhkvm fin`tsijm mh`fm izy fm hmv`emhy nitkgmhy hy tsy hisy t`k mnk jm oim hikhkhm nkmzy t`hy inmhy r`n`fm sigam s igam tsy h`ty hkfmnmhmhm ihtskhy hy mktkgkaieihm j`ey tsmrm tmr`nih’izy rkmemny. Gmhormj’izmk  izmnk `fm fitkpkek tmkhm gmn`ry izmk, gakem tsy nmoihkjk inmhy ik tmhtmrm j`ey ik. Gmnmdmdm ! Hm oim `fm gmty mzm iemy zkjijk mhmhjirmy oim gakem giskritrm mk mgih’ hy fitmoioimjk inmhy   iemy `horihy fmey `ry gmgmnmhm iemy mktkgkaieihm j`eihy mgpifmhi-hmhihy mgih’hy mh-bkjihy sy ginkg`ny skgmry gmh`sk gmnitm mny skgkjktrm gmfy gmhksijm iemy rmdirmdia`jk tsy g`ty gisksm ! Fm hkhy ihbmy f`hk oigy tmkhm mnk oim himoy vmrktrm nmho`nm nimrmjm mgih’ir`k zkjijk nimhmtrm. Hitkgmhy tsy emitrm hmgpmhdihihm ginitsy mnk nimrmjm mgih’izy girmnmemny nimhmtrm. _sy   hmnmritrm i H`hy jm oim hmho`fm mny. Smihdy hkhy tkhdm tmhy mg-pimhmrmhm oim tsy hmhmijy nmho`nm ir`ry tmk mgih’hy   jiemsy fmhkgaknmhm mnk fm himoy vmrktrm nimrmjm tmgih’ir`k zkjijk. Gmzmvm nk mzy fm tsy hisy hm ihkhm hm ihkhm mzkjk tmk mg-pimhmrmhm. _mgih’izmhy fktkmhm izmhy oim s`jkeig-pmhbmjmhm (écke` kffici`ee`) hk himhmrmhm. Mry smtrim emvitrm hy trmhkh’hy mhjizy gmhormjmrivm hk hikr`hmh’hy - =? -

s`jkey oim tmri-tkjmhm inmhy fm tsy giv`rih-jmrivm hy fmhomnmrmgpktkmhm. Gmhkgakjm mgih’hy  vmek   vmek gmrmihm mry tsy gkoy rmnm tsy mgih’hy rkm tkemjmhork. Smijm  tsy mhorijk mry hy fktkmhm nkoimhm tmgih’ik mhork  vkmeknmhy hioirmjk hy tkjkhmg amrmvmrmh’hy s`jkey ik jm  tsy hmnmdmdm mh’i H`hy rmnm tsy hitkgmhy niv`rihm ihtskhy mnk hkhy mgpitsk. Oim tsy hmhkny hy fmhjmh`smhm tmhy mg-pimhmrmhm mnk hmhoritrm ihy tmkhm  vkmeknmhy ihy fm hy gam himhmtrmhmtrm j`ey izmy hmgpimhmrih’hy  zkjijk mny tmk mh-trmhk hk hmtmkjk. Hkhy hioitrm hy tmkg-pimhmrmhm gmhmrmjm oim hikvm hy fmhomgihmh’i Omom  sy H`hy hy gkgam mhmy mhjizy. Hmhmpmj`vitrm ry zmr`k fm itmoimvmhm fimhmjmvimhm hm kekhm gmnmtkjy izy girmnmemny zkjihy jm mtmk jiemsigmhory mhy Mhtmhihmrivk. Mry oim hktmht`rmnmhy mrmj’izmhy. Izmnk  sy iemy mhmamvijk vmvigmtkm jksm oim nmhkny nimhmtrm tmk mgih’hy s`jkeig-pmhbmjmhm tmk Gmnitsy inmhy. Hknk izmnk gam himhmtrmhmtrm tmhy mh-trmhk hmhoritrm hy tmkhm oim tsy h`ty nioitrm tmk mgih’hy   jiemsy fmn`fmtrm fmhkgaknmhm mnk fm himoy vmrktrm ihormy nimrmjm   oim mrmjk tmgih’iemy mhmamvijk tmk mgih’ hy jiemsy fmnmt`ek. Mry  oim tsmrm fm tsy hisy hmhmnirmhm mny hm oim j`ey mjkry mzm hy fimhmrmhm.  V`tiv`ty oim hmhbmry fmnmzmrmjk iemy gimhory hy nmnmtkhdmvmhm mhy mh- trmhk mgih’hy t`ek  vmk gismjmfk mhtkmhork. @j`hm meknm fm `fm givmrkrmjm hy gkektrm mgih’izmhy, h`fm oim tkm hmtsirk `ry hy vmry gmihm sy hy rkh’mhmhm gmnmzmtrm hy tmgamhivknitrm.

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Hy fizktry hy fimhmrmjk tmhy Gmnitsy, tsy oim tsmrkmjk ekmtrm ihtskhy fm hy hmhomhimjk hy fktkmhm t`k mh`emh`emh’hy mgih’hy   = mh`emh`emh’hy mgih’hy  = krm mhtkmhork sy mgih’hy 1 hk gakem  giskritrm mk mh-tsmihm. Fktkmhm fmhmkvmhm zmriomihm ik hm jkm fmgmfmhm hy trmhk s`jkey sy hy tkjktmhy. Hy zkjihbkjihy hk gmhmk zmriomihm, mry hy zmhorihbmhorihy tmnmjm mhmy hk gmgmfm tkjktmhy. Q`n`fm  vkmfmfm hy tkjktmhy oim giememk `k meknm izmnmy gpimhmtrm gmoihijm gimhory ir`k smsmhy mvy hmhmk zmriomihm. _moioijk fkmhm izmhy hmgpizikdm vmemem t`k mgih’hy  tkjktmhy  tkjktmhy vmk hkfmfmhm.  Mgakmrihm meknm iemy jiememk j`ey skekh’hy   smr`ty. Qmhtsmg akmho`emjm tmhkrm hk mtmk vmtmh-tsmr`ty. _mnkh’ mgpmhdm hk mtmk zikdm. Nkrkhm hk zmhm-bikdm. Oim emsm gismgak-amemem nmtmk kgay. Mry oim vmrimhm `k izmnmy gmhorm-pkoy ! Q`n`fm tkhdm hy fmnmzkmh’mhork oim  `hy mh-tmhìhm inmhy hk giememk. Gmrk ifioimhmhm hy fmhomhimhmy mhork tmgih’izmhy. Knmtrm  2 gimoy tmhigmhdm `hy mh-tmhigamry, oim gmhmk kgay j`ey, hm skmvmey j`ey. Hm jkm mtmk mktkgkaieihm j`ey ihy. Oim mgpmhmkvihm fifmhihmhm ir`hy ! Fm mk jkm hy ememk jmh`ty mgih’hy   `horihy gmrk. Hy ekjm tmkemgpmisk mgih’hy  fktkmhm   fktkmhm fmnmvkjmrmhy. Hy gmgpimoy tmhorigk. Ik oim iemhm fmnmr`tmhm smtrim smgy gmhmk hy tmhorigkhy meknm. Gifioy izmy nmzk gmfy tsy gkrm vmjy. Hy tmnkh-dkmvy `k mgih’hy  tkhkhy   tkhkhy isimh’hy  smgpmhm   smgpmhm hk t`hm tsmrm. Oim smgy gitmoy hy fmhtsijm nmtmk eknmhy. Q`n`fm vitm hy tmhorigk oim mgpimoimhm mgih’ izmy. Fmtrmtrm hy  fmnmjihdmh’hy mhjizy smsmhy nmhmk izmy nmgpipmrmsmjm hy tmhorig kh’ hy nmfm fm oim t`hm gipmtitmjm tkjkm izmy tmhorigk gme`gie`gy. Izmy gmhmhm hy vmjy gkm oim emsm ihormy gmhmgakmtrm. Qmnm tsmrm hy nmzk hmhmkvmhm iemy tmhorigk oim hy ekmjm oimg-pmhtsijm hk gmg`hk hy vmtmhy r`n`fm mgpimoimhm izy fm tsy gipmtitmjm. Ir`hy hk tky hy dmekhm mgmhtmrmhm izmy tmhorigk gmfy sy gmhor`sy.

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Gisy ihormy jksm hy mhjizy smsmhy izmy zmtrm kgay jm hy gmgpimoy jmrmvmsy hm « bmpy º hk gmnmfihmritrm mzy. Vktskrmhm hy tmr`trm oim rmhormhihm. Gisy mtmk rmhormh- t`ek, rmhormh’`fmtrm sy hy sism. Gisy rmhormhm gmgpmokhomokhom tsmrm hy bmpy jm gir`fktrm tmnmjy hy amsy ginitsy hy smsmhy r`n`fm nmy hy gmgpipkmjm mzy. Gmnmvmrimhm `ry hy fkgam fmhkoihmhm iemy jmrmvmsy gam nmgpipkmjm mzy gmfy ! Qkm tmkhm inmhy mnk hk himhmtrm tmk Gmnitsy jm hy sism mhmgpijk hy fitmhtmrmjk hy tmhy mhdmnm oim hy fimr`tmhm nmtsimjm r`n`fm tkhdm hy ririhihm. _mnmjm hy zmhm-amnkmjm r`n`trm oim gmho`nm mh-tkhdktrm, tsy gijirmrk izmnmy r`n`fm ’ho`nm nimhmtrm. Hy eìemhm izkrmhm a` vkvkjm. Jkm meknmh’hy  nioirmhm  nioirmhm hy tmhmhmh’i Gmnitsy   oim girkakjm `k mgih’iemy   r`hirmhk j`ey  vkmemzmjk `ry meknm gam nmhmsm tkhdktrm. Hmhdmtsimjm izmy tsy izy iemy rmhk j`ey r`n`fm ririhihm hy mhork, h`fm oim hirkaknmhm inmhy fm gam t`-nmoik tkhdktrm r`n`fm gmhomek hy tmhìhm. Qmnm gi`ritr`ritrm izmhy mnk `k mgih’izmk fktkmhm `fm gmnmzkjihy  izmk oim emsm smihm nk` 2 hmtmhbmjm jm hmnmtknitrm hy mr`tihm smginmfm hy t`hm tmgih’izmhy  ! ! Oim izmhy mhdmgam hk hmh`fy tk`-amtmhm nk  sy hy jmrmzmhy. mfmjm gimoy jkjkm mgih’hy s`ry  sy

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HY FI_MIRMH’I H@HY SIMJK _@HY J@EY @_K HY FKGAM hitmizmh’i H`hy mhmy, smtrim n`v`rijk fm izmhy hk fktktrm hmgkemvkemhm hy gmnm-kekhm. _sy oim gam hmhmvmhmhm mhmy mhjizy ekmtrm hy hifmgpir`smjm tmgih’i Omom smtrim  tsy oim gam git`hy izy. Qmnm s`horm gisy fmgmhdimhm me`nmhmy gimhmjmvy j`ey oim i H`hy inmhy hk gitkhorm hy fit`h`hmhm. Mry hy hmnmvmrimhm mhmy mhjizy oim hy fmnmizmh’i H`hy gmhomnmtrm hm oim tsy gam hmnitm fimhmrmhm mzm izy. Oimjkhm hmnmritrm tmk mgih’hy  fimhdkhmh’i Gmnitsy izy jm nkmtry hy niskjmtrm ginitsy hy emhitrm r`n`fm izy hk givmvmjm. Himihm emeihm hy fihkmhy i H`hy, jm hm a` mzm hy zmvm-hmhmnirmhm hinmtrm tmgihy oim tsy hmgpinkhtsihm firy mzy ir`hy fm hijirizmhy h`htihm t`k mgih’ Mhorimgmhitrm. _sy  oim  oim gam a` tmhtmrm tmgihmy mhjizy jkm izy fm ity emzmijk ity hk tsy gimem mk mgih’hy tsimrkjk.

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 V`nivmvy himritrm hy gmfy i H`hy t`k mgih’hy mhorkh’hy  fmnmtmhkrmhy. _im ememk sy zmvm-pisktrk i Omom. Mgih’hy  meihm  meihm `fm gmgk a` vmk gkoy. Mgih’ izmy , izmy hmgmhm gam sism tsy gmgk hk gmhmtitrm. Gakem vmk =0 tmkhm nkhk i H`hy rmnm hifmhmrmjm hy mgih’hy nmhmgamoimhy mh’i Omom  hy rmy mgmh-or`hy. =0 tmkhm tmty mkrimhm vmk hmhmhm hy vkmeknmh-bmhmhy ry zmr`k. Emny j`ey ik zmzm vkmeknmhy ik jm fifmeimhm sy jkrmhm tsy hisy tky izmhy ,nkhk, hk hmhormismhm mzy tmk Mgakoigitm. Gakem tsy hibmhkhm   fisktrkmhm sy hy fiememkvmhm i Omom tmgih’ izmhy  jm  jm tkm tmgih’hy  fisktrkmhm hitmgpkjm gmhdioy hy fifmeimh’i H`hy. _sy   hitsmnmtrm hifmgpitkekhm hifmgpitkekhm tmgih’ Mhorimgmhitrm  mh`fm izy jm tmkhm vitsy tmty mkrimhm oim hmnmdmdm fm mfmjm skmgmhtsmrm tmgpktmgpkjm tmgih’ hy fisktrkmhm  sy hy fiememkvmh-ormtsy i Omom ! I H`hy jkm gkm hkhy hit`rmjm, oim hmhmk t`rm-aitrk jm tmk mhmtih’hy  4  4 tmkhm fktsihy hk hit`rmnmhy mhmy 6 gimhmomny. Iemy zkjijk vmvy sy izmnk, knmtrm, oim == vkemhm fktsihy hk `emh`emhmy. Hy fmnmtkhdmvmh’hy mhjizy  tmk mgih’hy tkjmhtrmhkhy v` hk hmgpi`ritr`ritrm mh’i Omom ; Msm ! fm hy hms`nkhy mhmy oim « cmrt`

o` visit` º j`ey irmy izmy hmsimhy skrmtrm fmhdmtmnmhm tmgih’Mhorimgmhitrm nismjmhm mzy tsy nisktrk ihtskhy. Oim izmy hk hmgamrmhy fm hmnmfmjm mzy.I H`hy jksm oim hmhormy hy fimemhy tmgih’hy tkmjm nk vmeig-amvmjm tsktrm izmk. Hknk izmhy oim tsy hmnmemem mh’i Omom gpiememk sy gpisktrk izmnmy mhjizy fm rmigpimhmjmvimhm n`hory hk fmhtmtrmy.

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Fm h y zmvmtrm nmfm tsmrkmhmy tmgih’i Omom  jksm oim hy fitimvmhy « vit`ss` º. Ismh’ir`k fimhmjmvimhm hmhmhm mktkgkaieihm  vkmeknmhy tmk Gmnitsy i Omom. Hy  vkem hkg`h’hy vmzmnmhy mzy nmgpimsmihm oim hmnmfmnmhy hmhmk izmhy, mry oim hmhbmry zmtrm fimrmjkoim izmnmy mhjizy. Hy memnmoy inmhy mh`fm izmnmy vmk gam gitmihdihm mktkgkaieihm fm mgih’hy mhomvmhmhork  oim gimsm gitmtitrm kekhm izy ir`hy. Mhjkmtry hy fimrmjkoim oim tim hy girigkrigk mgih’hy  «   « gktk º jkm i Omom. Gmt`tijm izmnmy hk `htihy mgih’hy gktk jm   ihormy gmho`nm oim izmnmy `fmtrm gimhmomny zmhmhy hk hmtmkhy ihormy gitkhorm jm vmrimhm hy tmgamhivknitrm hmnitm mhmy. Hy fmnmzmrmhm nmtrmhy mgih’izmhy mhorkh’hy fmnmzmzmhm izmhy mhdmgam hk hmnmtkhdm mny nk tim hy gmho`nm gmfy r`n`fm gitkhorm mktkgkaieihm ! Fm mhjkmtr’ir`hy fktkmhm  vitsy himrmnmhm tmgih’i Omom ir`hy oim i H`hy hk t`hm hitmizm mhmy mhjizy. _mizm tsktrm. _mizmh’hy  tmhtsmnm  tmhtsmnm ! Kg`hm mf`rkhtmhy hy mhjizy r`n`fm gijknmjm. Ginihmhm vkmtmg`hmjm rmnm s`horm gitknmhm. Gi`vkjm rmnm vkmh’hy  jitrktrk  jitrktrk ! shs... s hs... _sy oim gam zmtrm okjkt`rm ekmtrm fm hy tmgamvy sy hy ktrm hk hitmizm . Hy smjmfk mgih’izmhy oim fmrmh’izmy tsktrm. Q`n`fm memnmoy  vmk  vmk gimihditrm j`ey smtrim mhorkh’hy _kgpk ik. N`hmh -jiskm sy mjknk, hm dmhm, hm vkrkhm , hm mgmekhm shs… _km hmtsirk fmtrmtrm hy smjmfk r`n`fm memnmoy hy mhork ! Fm hy t`hm hmnmtsimrkvmhm hy fitmizmh’i H`hy oim hy tsy hmho`f`rmhy ginitsy tmgih’hy  fmho`fmsmhm  fmho`fmsmhm mhmy nimhmtrm S`jkey  Memnmoy. _sy hisy tsy mzkhmy r`n`fm g`ty nk fiemzmg-pmnmizmhm gkgam hy S`jkey Memnmoy ! Hmtmk omnkek hy mgamrmtkhdm r`n`trm ! - 1< -

Fm mhjkmtr’izmhy, hy tsmrkmjk tmgih’hy mhorkh’ hy fmnmzmzmjk oim hy fimrmnmhm tmgih’i H`hy r`n`fm gmho`nm gmhmtmht`rmjm hy  hy msmg-pimhdkhmhm mgih’hy gmnm-oimjkhm hm okrjmsy mzy izy.  fmhomvkrmrimhm hy mhormijitrm jm Gmfmhm fk tkjkm izy `k mgih’hy  fmhomvkrmrimhm

hmrmijitry hy gpimrm-a`ekhm tmgihy nk i « H`hitkm º hk fimhtskmhm mzy. Fm hy tsy nmoihkjk ekmtrm oim r`n`fm gimrmjm mgihy gmgkhby hy fivkrimh’hy Okrjmsy. _sy nmijk ekmtrm izmy t`hm `horijk sy aijmjk. Hy tmr`nijk. Hy fit`hijk. Hy fmho`nmjk, sy hy sism…  Fm hy tsy emitrmjk tmgih’izmnk gakem  j`ey oim hy   nk mny hy mhmrmg-aksitrm hmhkg`zmh’hy Okrjmsy tmhy Gmnitsy  nk nk` 2 i \msit`rm j`ey ! Mgih’izmy hy tskhdk imr`tmh’hy tmjkemjk oim hmgpitkgmhy mny gmzmhm ! Oim izmhy jkm v` hk hmnmtkhdm mny nmhmk \msit`rm hkhy tmty mkrimhm ; Msm ! Hy kekhm smsmhy izmy hmhor` izmhy tmhtmrm izmhy ihormihormy oim gmhmtsk-or`smjm mgih’hy nk` 2 « `fm vkmmhtsk nmtrmhy mg-aknkjm nimhmk ` ! º. Emsm inmhy hy smijk jm gmnmtsimrk hy nk` 2 izmnk mhi` jm fmrmemny t`k mgihmy gimhmomny mvy `. Hmhmkvmh’hy   gpirmy tmgpk iemy nirm gmhmorkmork nk` 2 « Fmriemny Fmri emny j`ey, nk’mnk, oim gmoitrm rmtsy `º!… Hm tmk mzm izmhy r`n`trm izmhy oim hifmhihormh-oìemhm tmgih’hy   fmnmzmzmhmy jkm hy fitimvmhm nirmg-pivmvmnmhm. Hy fmho`nmhmhm tsy tmpmjm hmgkhby fktkmg-pivmvmnmhm v` hk hitmizm hy skfihm nk tim nirm ; Hmhmhm Gpitmhorihm hmnmfihmritrm izmnmy tmk Gmnitsy. \i`rr` QMGMN@QISKH hk mhmrmhy. Hmnmy hit`hory nmrigkhim fmtrmtrm mrm-tskefm izy smoy hmzktk hmgpimhmtrm nirm hy mhjizy sy hy tmhkrm. Hmnmzk okjm fkmhm hy gpinirmh’i  Gmnitsy r`n`fm hisy fktkmh-o`nia`h’hy   fimhdkhmhm gpirmy oistrijm fm hmnmvitm nirm f`k `fmtrm tmnmjm hy gpinirmh’hy  fimhdkhmhm mh-or`hivknitrm. Gmzmvm nk mzy fm gitkny nmtrmhy mhtrmhk hy nirm jm fihmritrm `ry izmnmy gimhmjmvy j`ey gijmek ir`hy nirmg-amvmjm ir`hy. - 1= -

 trmhk tkjmhm hkh`hmhmy gkm oim hisy zmvm-tskm zmvm -tskm _mk mgih’iemy  trmhk e`nia` jkm oim hy pimhk. _`ek trmhk t`k hk hmhmhm pimhk tmk Gmnitsy mry iemy mhmy hk e`nia` ihorihorm smoy hmh`hk gmfy tkjkm rmnm hmgpitmnmihm tmgih’ir`tsy nmfm. Ik hk v`e`zihmy mhjizy mhork mgmh’meihm, himhmrmhm hit`hory nirmg -pivmvmnmhm. _sy hisy gpmgpimhmtrm tmgih’izmhy   fm oim hy skfihm fktsihy hk hiamijk izmy nk t`hor`h’hy tìhmhm. Iemy   gpimsmhmy gpmhmk emjkzim izmy hk gam hmnitm zkrkhy j`ey j` ey oim hifmgpimhmtrm tmgihmy mhjizy t`hy ! Izmy nirm hmhomek hy skfihm oim hi`zmnmhm nk tmoioihm, oim hkjmrknihm t`hy mhivkh’hy nmzk gmihty sy hy nmzk fktsy. Oim gam

nitm inmhy hm oim rmtsy mzm ! I Omomhmy tsy oim hmnmy gkzijm ekmtrm. Fm hknk izy zmtrm himrm-hiememk tmgih’hy  hmgmhy,   hmgmhy, fmnihy izy gakem gpisktrk a`, oim gam hmnmy hit`horit`hory mhdkrkomk izy. Gmzmvm nkmzy fm ,mhjkmtry hy pimhk, oim hisy mhdkrkomk jkm tmk mh-trmhk. Mry r`n`fm hinme`nia` izmnmy mhjizy oim gakem himgpy nmrigkhim sy ditmrm hy zmvm-gmh`hk tmk mh-trmhk. Fm gam tim zmvm-gmh`hk gmhtsy i Omom, hm oim tsy hmnmy hit`hory mzm !  Mry

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gam zmvmtrm gmnmemsm smihm mny gmhormj’mhj`nitrihy.  =4 gimhmomny ry Omom hk irmitmgpk. =< emny, 4 vmvy ! Irmy rmy, irmy r`hy ! Hmnmzk gmri-akhihmnitrm tmgih’hy gpmhbmhmtmhy smtrim hmnmvkjmtrm smhory gmrk a` nimsm ! _mgih’ir`k mhjizy gmrka` ir`k oim iemy fmrmemny hk gam hmnmy zmvmgmh`hk. QMBMKHMQIVKHY hk mhmrmhy. Gpmhormfitrm hk msmhy. Gmhmk fmhmjm tky hy « smekh º, hy emeigkmrm, hy pkeipitrmg-pimhdkhmhm, shs… H`fm hkhy hizmrm hy fmhmhmhy iemy rmia`hmy oim tsy ik hk hkg`hy hy pimhk fm i Omom ! Msm izmy mhtkhy ! Ik pimhk ik oim fmtrmtrm tkjkm fm vitsy hy tkm mzy t`tk - 11 -

 Mhtmhmhmrivk. _km 3 inmhy hk tmnmjm mzy ik jm tmk mgih’ory _kgpkjkemny A`rhmrskh hk hisy hy smsmhy. Hmgpimhmtrm hit`hory pimhk rmnmt`k ry Ihdmny A`rhmrskh tmgih’hy    izy mry t`hm gmfy fktkmh’mhork « Stkry & Cemrj º hk mhmrmh’iemy  izy tkjkm. Mvy mhy Cnicmdk izy ik mry gakem mk smoy gakem gmh`hk tsmrm gmhormj’izmk fktkmhm mhkrmtmjk izmk jm iemy mhmamvijk hk hitmniry mzy r`n`fm emsm omnkek hy rmy mgmh-or`hy. Hy zmvmgmh`hk sy hy nirmg-pivmvmnmhm hk gam hitmizm hy fitimvmhmy gkzijm tmhy mgih’hy fktkmhm hmnm-zmzm. H`fm oim hmnmritrm gmhorm-pmnme`nia` sy hmhkekjkek hy fitimvmhm zmvm-jmhtk iemy  vkm j`ey hitsigkjm tmgih’izmhy . H y mhmgpijk mh’izmy   mhdmnm oim hy fmho`fmsmhm « drmgkpnkh` º izmy gam hmgmhtmrmhmy hy nirmh’hy   t`mtrm gmemdmsy. Hmhmhm ir`hy iemy « Em vkix o` skh gmètr` º nkmtry hy gisy mhbkgakhm a` ir`hy izmnmy. Q`n`fm mhork ts`hm smaktsy oim mvkmjm `k mh-tkjktmhy izy ik jm smoy mgkrimhm hy kekhm nivioy zmvmtrm hk inmihkmhm izmy gam jmek gmr`smjm mhy mhor`hivknitrm. I Omom jkm gkm gam tim hy gib`ry t`mtrm jm oim hmnmvmtrm hivioy jmpiem sy hy fmhbmitrm finmihkmhm hy nirm. Qmnm gmhkrmtrm izmhy mnk mhj`nitrihy oim nkmtry hy gmhkhkfy gmhor`fy hy oihdmhm emvitrm a` hitrmhdm tmk mhmtih’hy  mgpkek   mgpkek tmkhm t`ek hm `fmtrm, fm  fi`ritr`r`tmhm hkvihmhimhm ginitsy hy finmzmjmzmjy f inmzmjmzmjy hy tsy nmih’hy  fi`ritr`r`tmhm fivkmrmhm. Izmy gam nirm gmoihijm t`horit`hor`jk `k mgih’hy  pimhk mhj`nitrihy oim himihdm tmgih’izmhy  rmjitry  rmjitry hy `em izmhy jm tsy mtmk nk gmnmdmdm rmnm tkm jm tsy t`hm gmrihm hy f`khy !

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Qmnm vmk gisy vmnihy tkhdm mk mh-trmhk jm gmnitm hy pimhk, oim gmhormjmrivm izy gmhdmtmjm gmhdmtmjm nk` 2 « Gam „skgpmry’ j`ey ry is` m ! º. Hmemzm a` gmhtsy iemy nirm nk` « Skgpmtrm itkhy gpimekhm º. _sy gisy tsy hmnmy mh’ik  rmnm vmk gijmsijm zmvmgmh`hk ! _mnmj’izmhy jkm hy « Mfihormfihormk º rmnm vmk gisy jkrmhm j`ey imrmnmh’hy gpimhmjmvy.

Fm hy tsmrkmjk nk hmh`eihd`eihm mny fmnihy jkm oim hy jirmrk. _sy hmhmkvmhm izy ik rmnm tsy memnmoy. Hy emgmkoy mh`fm tmgih’izmhy oim hy j`ey tkhdktrm . Qmnm vmk e`nia`a` hy tkhdktrmk oim v`ekhm hy nk` 2 A` emp`eihm ! A` jkpmem ! _khdktry hy gpitmkh tkhdktrm hy jirmrk.  b`zijm shs… shs… Oim mtmk gifmg`trm mgih’hy  tkhdktrm Hy t`hm mh`fm zmzm gitkgak. Hy tkhdktrm tky izmhy jkm. Iemy  sy jirmrk nkoitrm tsy g`ty gitkgak gimrmjm mgih’hy t`hm. I Omom sy i H`hy mh`fm tsy nmnmvioy jirmrk nk mhmk ismh-tmkhm ismh -tmkhm izmk. _`r`hm fktsihy hy tkhdktrm nk d`bmih’iemy jirmrk   t`ry. Giormijkormijk nkmtry hy a` pmrmsy ihormihormy r`n`fm gmho`nm ! Hy jitrk  fktkmhm izmhy oim h`hti-himhtitrm ! hmv`emh’izmhy  fktkmhm

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HIMJM_QM NIMHM_QM MHY MH_MHIHMQIVK

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 hy fimhmrmjk.  M ’HO@NM NIV@Q@HMH_SIJM NIV@Q@HMH_SIJM IHOQMY  hy

@fm vkmemzmjk inmhy fm tsy oim gam hmnitm fimhmrmhm i Omom sy i H`hy. _sy oim nk vitmhy ekmtrm hknk izmhy hy nk hmhmrm-gmsk hy fimhmrmhmy mhjizy. Jm hy hmtmkhy oim hy hmhmtkhm izmy gpmgpimhmtrm mhmy ismh-j`rihmhork hifmgpioihijm gkgam izmy g`ty nk fmhorkskmhm. Qmnm hiemzm hy gpmgpimhmtrm, knmtrm, fm nk` hmnmy izmnmy oim tsy gismemsmem i H`hy gmhkhtmhy rmnm mzk mfihorm jiemsy gimeknm hy fktkmhm hy zmhmhy hm tsim. Qmnm nitmh’hy gpmgpimhmtrm fm tkjkhy nk g`ty oim tsy hismemsmemh-ory zmr`k hy hmhmk izmhy. Vitmjk tmk mhmtih’hy

rkm tmkhm hknk izmhy hy `fm-tmkhm tkjkhy nk hktkhtksmihm tmk Gmnitsy. Mry smtrim ir`k zkjijk girmnmemny `fm hmjmrihm nimhmtrm tmhy Mhtmhmhmrivk, tmk mgih’hy s`jkey mhokmvmg-akem hm oim mh’hy fmhbmjmhm mzm, oim tsy hmhmhk smrktrm ekmtrm hy hmgpmjmtrm

mny jkm. 10

« @cke` Femckurt º hk mhmrmh’hy s`jkey izmy hmgp ioirmhm mhmy. Gisy mgamrmtkhdm rkm izy ik jm hy mgamrmtkhdm vkmeknmhy gisy jiemsy `fmtrm, gmhkgakjm nmtrmhy mgih’hy fimhmrmhm maioy. « Femckurt j`ey º hk himhtskmhm mh’ik. _`k mgih’ik tk`rmhm gisy

hy Fimhdkhmhm Ekt`rmhm Gmemdmsy `k Mgamtkvihmjy ik hk hisy ir`k trmhk mhmhjirkm hifmhmjmijy hmgpimsmih’hy «  @cke` Femckurt º. Q`n`fm hmhitmtrm hy trmhk fimhdkhmhm hy Jristimhm tmk  Mgamtkvihmjy oim hmrkomhm tmht`rmjm tmht`rmjm ir`k trmhk ir`k, mry oim tsy tsy hisy ihtskhy jkm hy « @cke` Femckurt º tmty mgih’hy mhorkh’hy fmnme`kvmht`hm, r`n`fm hikvm hy rmfitry hy fmgpimhmrmhm. Hy mgamrmtkhdm fmnmrkm izmy hktkhkhihm nk` « Femckurt e`nia` º jksm oim t`hy Gmnmgmsihm hk hisy mzy, tmk mhivkh’hy fmritrm hikr`hmh’hy S`jkey hmhmhm hy emzmhy fmnihy nk` «  E` Gyr` o`  Viee`rs º izmy hikfmhmh’ ir`k gpmgpimhmtrm gmemdmsy hmpmritmjm `rmh’i Gmomdmsijmrm tmgih’hy mhorkh’hy fmhbmhmnmhtmhy.  Mvy mk mgih’hy « Femckurt º j`ey hy gpimhmtrm hk gmhmk hy fmhmoihmhm nioirmhm `hy mgih’hy « Femckurt e`nia` º izmy mhkgmhmhm hy fiemzmg-pmnmizmhm « C`rtificmt o’@tuo`s \rigmir`s º hm C@\. Mgakhih’ izmhy hy fmhmeìhm fifmhihmhm nioirmhm `hy mgih’hy « @cke` \rigmir` Supéri`ur` º izmy hknmfkn`zihm nk` 2@\S, izmy hikrihm t`k mgih’ik Eycé`

QMA@MQIV@EK mhj`nitrihy ik, izmy hmhkgmhm hy fmhmemhm hy « Ar`v`t @eég`htmir` º hm A@ tmgih’izmhy. Hy « Femckurt e`nia` º jkm oim hmhkgmhm nk mgih’hy fioirmhm « cemss` o` sixiîg` º, hm nk mk mgih’hy @\S t`k Mhtmhigmememjm, hm nk mk mgih’hy Eycé`s. _simnivijk j`ey fm rkm inmhy hk Eycé`s hisy tmgih’ hy fktkmh’mhork. Eycé` Bue`s F`rry (iz my hikvm mhmrmhm nk Eycé`- h’i Fmrmvknitrm tmty mfmrm) nk mh’hy zmzmvmvy. Eycé` Dmeeiéhi (izmy hikvm mhmrmhm nk Eycé`- h’ Mhoknmek tmty mkrimhm) nk mh’hy

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HY FKGAM HIMHMQMHMY

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FM HM\@_QMJ’I OMOM SY H@HY nk t`zmih’hy

fimhmjmvimhm irmy t`tk Mhtmhmhmrivk hmhoritrm hy n`rihtmkhm gmn`ry izy girmnmemny zkjijk vmk izmy hk nk tkhdm nmhbkny mzy jkm mnk. Kekhm zmtrm mhjizy gpimhmtrm ir`k kekhm hmg`trmnmhm mhmy. Smgy gpmgpimhmtrm izy givmoy. Hy mhormijitrm hmp`trmj’i Omom sy H`hy tmgih’izy ir`k oim hy nmhmrm -gmsk hy fimhmrmhmy sy hy fimnimhm `k mgih’hy trmhk kh`hmhm sy hy smjmfk. Vmry irmy jitmpk ismg-akemhm sy vkem izmy hifmhmrmnmh-ory zmr`k hk smrmh’hy

fitmizmhm mhmy. Q`n`fm smaktsy sy memnmoy izmnmy oim gioihm gmhjmhy Gmnitsy. Gimjmtrm vmk gmrmihm jkm hy memtsihmihy mgih’hy tmjsi akrksy gmnmzmtrm hy tmhtsmnm. Mgih’hy `fmtrm gmrmihm mgih’izmhy oim `fm gmhmihdm mvy mhy mh -trmhk smtrim gmnmritrm nmtrmgih’hy moig-pmgmhtmrmhmhork t`ek hy fmhmeìhm

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iemy eìemhm 3
izmhy. Nk tmhtmrmijk mhmr`k v` hy t`ait`ay j`ey hmnmzk mhmy ihormihormy rmnm nmho`nm mh- tkhdktrm gakem gmizihm mgih’hy eìemhm irmy jieÿg`tmtrm tsy mnitmhm trmhk hm tk`rmg-pkh`hmhm, tmgih’hy fktkmhm hmnma` tsmnk gkgam hy gpmjm fk ; @k mh`emh`emh’hy trmhkhmy sy hy trmhk vkmeknmhy `k mgih’hy fioirmhm mh’i Gmnitsy oim gisy eìemhm giviey gimhjmhor`fmhm gmhjmhy mgih’hy vknitrm j`ey mhtskihm nk` Gmhmhbmry. F`fieknm gmgmjivmjy tmhigamry `k mgih’hy = jieÿg`tmtrm `k hk

hmgakmrihm nk eìemhm. Gmhdihm tsy gisy gpkhihm gmhkoioihm. Ihy eìemhm ihy hk hmemzm nk fimhormsmh’hy gpmjm fk jm mh -t`hom inmhy hy mihm gmhomek mh’iemy fivieimhm . _sy mhory izmy nioirmhm

hy tmhìhm. Ihorihorm mhd` rmnm s`horm gmnmtmzmhm mktkgkaieihm gmgkhk birk jm giviey mhy! Oim O im gmnmvmtrm hy tsy gmho`nm meknm fm giv`rihm nk mk mh-trmhk gmhorm-pmnmgmzmvmzmvm hy mhork . Hm oim tsy oim hmnitm gpmjm fk hm gpmgksmvy mzm izmnmy  vmzy mhjizy tmgih’izmhy oim hmtmnktrm fmtrmtrm smtrim r`smjm vmzi vmzy hm fmgpitmnkrmhm hmnmzmtrm hy kekhm ik r`smjm gpmgksmvy sy gpmjm fk ik. Qmnm mhmgpihmk mh’izmhy hy r`smjm gmtkmtkm oim

nkmzkhmk mh-tsmihm fm hme`khmy inmhy tmk mh-trmhk rmnm vmk gmhkgamhm nk gmizig-amvm viemhy hy mhork.

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Hy fisimh’ir`hy r`smjm himihmhm smginmfm ir`hy oim hitmrijm hy

smih-ory Omom sy H`hy H` hy nmgmhtmtrm hy nk` 2 tk`rmhm gmhmk  ; Jm hkhy ihbmy mnk nimjmtrm nk mnkmhm hk nip`trmnmh’hy mhjizy  ; mhy mgih’hy Eycé` oim hme`kh’izy givmoy hmhkfm trmhk `fitrm irmy

nk mhmy t`ek emny j`ey. Gpimsm nmnmhork smjmfk sy nmhmsm emgam hk hkjmrmgmihy. Kekhm fmhtmhy sy hitkjismhy mvy mhy Gmnitsy inmhy. _rmhk smoy tsy hisy birk hk tsy hisy rmhk hy trmhk hkfmhy h`fm oim hinmfimhm inmhy hmhoritrm hy tmkhm himhmrmhm. Qmnm t`k  Mgakhorkhm izmnmy tmeknm hk hip`trmjm, oim t`hy  Mgpmsmgmoihijm jksm hk hisy hisy iemy `fitrm tkjmhm hkfmih’i hkfmih’i Omom sy H`hy nk mhmy t`ek emny. Skgmry nkmtr’izmk hk hkemzmih’izy givmoy tmgihmy nk` 2 Qmnm n`hory tsmrm nimhmr`k jm gimhmtrm tsmrm oim gmhkny fimhmrmhm nmtrmhy. Fm rmnm tsy gi`zmjm jksm nimhmr`k oim giv`rihm gimhory vkrkhm mhy mgamhivknitrm !

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HY FMGMQMHMHM HY S@JKEY MGAMQM_KHDM VKMEKNMHY  MNM NMGMQMHM HY FI_MH_MQMHM FI_MH_MQMHM hy mhorkh’hy fmnmzmzmhm mnk, oim mtmkjk fm `k mgih’hy fktkmhm nirkskmhm nk mgih’hy mgamrmtkhdm fmnmrkmh’hy

fimhmrmhm hk ifmrmhmhy. Hinmzmjmzmjm fmtrmtrm mnk hmgitm ir`k tmkhm vitsivitsy hmhomekvmhm tmk mgih’hy mgamrmtkhdm vkmeknmhy. Hy tmhy

Gmnitsy gkm oim rkm tmkhm hk hmhmkvmjk hy jiemsy ?. Qmnm himjmtrm tmk mgih’hy « Femckurt j`ey º mnk oim gakem hmg`rihm nmtrmgih’hy maioy ihormy h`fm hy fifmhormismh’i Omom sy H`hy tmgih’ir`k gpmgpimhmtrm, sy hy fmnitmh’ izy ir`tk hy fi`zmnmjk sy hy vkjmtr’izmhy, oim hm nmfmnmjk hmgitm hy jiemsy ? jkm tmk mhmtih’hy tmkhm 1 gkhbm. Hmtmnktrm hy nk trmtrmjk izy girmnmemny

zkjijk jm smgy hmh`zmjm gmfy jkm. Iemy vkmeknmhy gkm oim tmfioitrm jiemsy fmnm-6 skmgmh-tsmrm tmk mgih’hy Eycé` Dmeeiéhi. - 3< -

Iemy fmnmrkm jksm tsy mfmjm tmhy mgih’hy Eycé` fm tmfioitrm tmk mgih’hy @\S t`k Mhtmhigmememjm. Oim hme`khy hioitrm tmk gam tsy nmnmtrmtrmrmjk mzy t`k mgih’hy jiemsy fmnm -6. Hy fiemzmg-

pmnmizmhm C@\ hk hmgmrmhm hy mgamrmtkhdm vkmeknmhy. Fm tsmrkmhtsijm jkm mh`fm fm tmgih’hy tmkhm =939 hk  hipkmjm hy moy e`nia` fmnmrkm. Hitkhorm fikvmhm t`k mgih’hy fitkhormg pmhbmjmhm frmhtsmy izmhy smtrim vkmt`ry hifmhmhorihm tmgih’hy  Me`gmhm ry zmr`k. Himhtrmijm tmhy mgih’hy fmgpimhmrmhm izmhy

jm rmnm tkhdm hy =9?1 tkjkhy nk hmhmkvmjk C@\ oim mjkry hy nmfmeimjk fm hknk izmnk gakem emtsmjy hy =1 tmkhm oim mzkjk hmtmk hy hmhmem hy hmhtskihm nk` O@\\ hm « Oipeÿg` o’Étuo`s \rigmir`s \répmrmtkir`s º izmy hmnmfmnmhm hioitrm mvy nmtrmhy tmk mgih’hy jiemsy fmnm-6 tmk mgih’hy Eycé`. Hitkvy tmgih’hy prkdrmgm hmhmemhm C@\ inmhy hy prkdrmgmh’hy O@\\, fm hy gmnmnmfm mzy oim hy tsy fisimh’hy « nistkir` º sy hy « dékdrmpni` º `k mgih’hy fmhmoihmhm. Mzkjk `ry hy mijk smtrim rmnm hisy zmvmtrm

smoy hmhkriskry mny hk hmhmvim mny tmhy mg-pimhmrmhm oim hy fmhmkvmhm tsimhb`ry omtih’mhork sy mhmrmh-tmhy izmy tsy gisy ifmhormismhy hm oim j`ey mjkry mzm tmgih’izmy zmvmtrm himihmhm

tmty Gmomdmsijmrm. Mizm r` _kgpkjk, knmtrm, jm hmtmk tsimhb`ry omnkek hy mhmrmh’hy « oépmrt`g`hts º frmhtsmy gmn`rih’hy >< sy hy r`hivknihy mvy, h`fm hy fizmrmh-tmhy t`tk Gmomdmsijmrm tsy nmy ! Hy tmrmhbm nmfm r`n`trm oim tsy hisy hmgpmtmnktrm mny , fm ik fmhmkvmhm tsimhb`ry zmvmtrm tsy iemihm mgih’hy fimihmhm ik oim tsy

 vitmjk.

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Oim tsy nk dmdm ihtskhy nimhmk rmnm iemzmjk fm mfmjk skmgmhtsmrm hy O@\\ (izm y tmgih’ik tmkhm ik inmhy jkm hk hisimhy fm hkfkmhmhm izy tmty mkrimhm) mry oim tmfioitrm jiemsy fmnm6 tmk mgih’hy Eycé` Dmeeiéhi hy t`hmjk. J`vkjm `ry hy rmy mgmh or`hijk smtrim vitsy oim vitsy izmhy Gmemdmsy tsy gam hmhdmtmjm nk vmzmnm tmrmtmsy izmhy hk tmfioitrm tmhy. Hy fimhmrmhm mh`fm hk himjmtrm mgamrmtkhdm fm hy trmhk fkh`hmhm sy hy fkgam fimihmhm oim hy kgmey tsy gikvm inmhy ! _sy hisy rmhk smoy tsy gam hisy `e`jtrisit` fm rmhk tkvkzihm mgih’hy sihy `k mgih’hy pmkgpy `k mgkrkh -oìemhm hk mhtsmjmihm mry

emakzy hk gam birk gmhmzmvm r`n`fm gie`htijm hy gmskmhork !

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HY FIMHMQMHM MGAMQM_KHDM FMNMQKM RK EMRMIHM _SK_QM FM ity vmhig-pktkmhm hmhkvkzmhm hy fimhmrmhm mgamrmtkhdm fmnmrkm ity izmy hmnmritrm > tmkhm tmk mgih’hy Eycé` Dmeeiéhi tmk  Mhoknmek hk hmh`fy sy hmgpiv`emtrm hy gmnm-kekhm mny. Fktkmhm hmhmemhm hy zmhm-tknmtry hy fmnmememhm gmhorm-pmnmtrmtrm hy « Amccmemurémt º frmhtsmy. Hy prkdrmgmh’hy fimhmrmhm gkm oim hitkvy tsy hisy nmfm tmgih’izmy himhmrmh’hy mhjizy frmhtsmy tmhy Frmhtsm rmnmt`k. _`k mgih’hy fif`n`zmhm sy hy fiekzknmhm jksm, rmnm rmisihm hy fiemzmh’hy gpmnmemem, oim hmhmtkgak hy tmty

Gmomdmsijmrm.

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 Mgamrm jkm fm hisy zmvm-o`nia` hitrmhdm t`k mgih’hy tmhtmrmh’ izmk tkhtkek izmk sy hy tmhtmrmh’hy Fir`h`hm tmgih’ik  vmhig-pktkmhm ik. Hy tmkhm =939 jm nmtrmgih’hy =9?0 oim hisy hy

moy e`nia` fmnmrkm. Fitsmpmhm gmnmgmy hk hmnmzk hy fir`h`hor`n`trm `rmh-tmhy tmgih’izmhy. Hy tmkhm =9?6 jm nmtrmgih’hy =9?> oim himihmhm hy fmhmht`hmhm e`nia` hy mgih’hy nipksmnmh’hy gmskmhorkh’hy fmnme`kvmht`hm.   Jmhbk gkm oim hie`htijm gitmtmk vkvkhmhm ik jm mjkry hy nmizihm hmhmrkhm hy Hksy ! Hy fktkmhm tmkrimh’izmy oim hkamijkih’ hy fitimvmh tmhihormzmhm jm hin`v`rmhm fm tsy nk mzk hy fmnme`kvmht`hm rmnm tsy gmhmhm fmnmizmhm niemnmrmhm mgih’hy vmzmnm gpmhbmhmtmhy hy t`hm. _sy hisy smgpmg-pimhmrmhm, hm nmtrmgih’hy t`hy frmhtsmy mzm, izmy tsy hi`zmnmhm nmhor`s`hm hy zmhm-amzmnm ! Gmzmvm nk mzy fm tsy nk vkmtmhism mgih’hy mhtsipirimhy izmhy

r`n`trm izmhy mry imemjk tsihy rmnm s`horm g`ty nk gisy hy gifmhoihdmhm mrm-pktkmhm.

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HY HIMIHMHM HY VMHIG- \K_KMHMH’HY MOY

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AKEM G\IMHM_QM _@HY MGIH’HY  « Femckurt º mnk rmnm hipkmjm hy moy tmgih’hy 39. _mgih’hy

 vkmeknmhy oim tkm tsy hisy fmhmjkhy firy t`k mgih’hy fimihmh’hy Gmemdmsy izmh y. Fm hkhy hmhmijy nk r`sy hy Frmhtsmy jm hikvm hy fitkhormhm tmhy Frmhtsm, vmk himhtrmijm gmfy t`k mgih’hy fimihmhm mh -jmpka`hy hy vkjmtry hy moy. Hmhbmjmh’i Me`gmihm izmy hktmrinih’i Nite`r hy tmpmhy mvmrmtr’i

Frmhtsm. _sy i \mrisy ihtskhy hk hmtmk r`hivknitrm mrm-pmhbmjmhm fm hmfihorm hmhjmhy Vicny. Hy Gmrécnme \@_MIH hk hitkhorm  vkhbigmijm hy fmhbmjmhm frmhtsmy. Hivmjy rkm mvy hy tmfijm sy hy fir`h`hm Frmhtsmy. Hy smsmhy hmhkny hy fmhomgihmhm himrmnmhm tmgih’hy Me`gmhm. Hy smsmhy jksm tsy hmhmijy nmho`fitrm jm hisy

hy hitskmjm hmhjmhy mhmty mjmtm, mry hisy ginitsy hy hmhoksitrm tmhy iv`emhy hit`tijm sy hmhkgmhm hy fkgam r`n`trm hmhknizmhm hy moy hmtmk tmgih’i Nite` r. Ismh’ir`hy hitskmjm hmhjmhy iv`emhy ir`hy jm emsm tmhy Mhde`t`rm hy Déhérme O` Dmuee` izmy hitmrijm hy - 30 -

Frmhtsmy tsy hiemvk e`fkhm jm hitmoy hmgmhm nmhks`nmhm hy  Me`gmhm. _sy oim hmgpinkhtsihm mhmy mhjizy hy fmhor`h`smhm gitsitmpitmpy hy vmkvmk gkgam hy moy t`k mgakmeknmhy. _sy oim gakem hisy fikvmhm ekmtrm t`k mgih’hy fimihmhm mhomvmhmhork. _km himihmhm nk’mzy irkhy tkhkhjirmh’hy Gpmhmk Smemgk gmhmk nk` 2 « B`nkvmn hk gpimhory mny, tsy nmhmh-bmvm-gmnkry O mom sy i H`hy nijmrmjmrm izmy r`n`trm mnk º. Gakem t`k rmnmt`k i Omom

iemihm. Hy tmhy mg-pimhmrmhm tmgih’izmhy, nk fmgpikgakhmhm hy mhjizy tmgih’hy fitimvmh-tmhihormzmhm hktmjimh’hy tk`tr’mhork oim hisy hy fmhomgihmhm tmgih’hy S`jkey r`n`trm. Mgih’hy krm  vkmeknmh y ismh’mhork, meknmh’hy nioirmhm mk mh-omjiemsy oim

giemnmtrm `k mhtkjktmhy e`nia` hy gpimhmtrm r`n`trm mry oim gisy hy fmhmhdmhmh-tsmihm izmy imrmnmamh’hy mhjizy iemy gmrijy hy fimhorimhmg-pir`h`hm. Gmzmvm nkmzy gkm fm oim hy smihm frmhtsmy gmhdm, fktsy , g`hm , hk hmjmrihm tmgih’izmhy fktkmhm izmhy. Ity gisy zmvmtrm irmy tsmrkmjk. Gakem tmk mhmtih’hy fktkmhmh’hy moy. Gakem hy gpmhmrm -orimh-ormhk hk hitkhorm tmhy Frmhtsm. @fm jiemsy fmnm-0 tmk mgih’hy Eycé` hy t`hmjk.

Gimrmgiem « ckggmhomht º hk « prkvis`ur º, (izmhy nk` tme`), tmgih’izmy. _sy fmhtmtrk izmy mhtkhy fm hmhmpm -j`vitrm hmhmk fitkjkhmhm, hm dr`vy , hy gpimhmtrm tmk mgih’hy emjiemsy irmy. Hisy hy irmy tmgih’ir`k gpimhmtrm ir`k tsy hmhmijy hmhmk izmhy

dr`vy izmhy jm hitsipmjm hy fmhmpmnmh-j`vitry hy r`n`trm. _mgih’hy fktkmhmh’hy moy gkm, oim hmhoritrm ihy finmkhmg -a` fmhmk mgih’hy gmrmihm ihy hk mgpitmh’hy tkgpkh’mhormijitrm izmy oihijm r`n`trm tsmrm nk fmhtmtry hy gpimhmtrm. Jkm tmgih’ity

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ihormy gitkrmjm ity oim hmhtskih’iemy _me` iemy gpimhmtrm  vmzmnm tsy gam himrm-hmhmk dr`vy tmgih’hy hmgmhy.  Hkt`hihy t`k   2 tsy igmskh’hy r`n`trm t`k mry hkf`emnmhy tmnmgmihm. Mhtkhy  2 gmnmy girmy nihm mgih’hy fktkmhm tkjkhy nimhmrmhm izmhy

firmismhjihm izmhy ! Dmdm omnkek izmnmy gpimhmtrm ! Ihorihorm fm izmnmy dmsy j`ey tsy hmnmemem mfm-tsy hy fmhmbmhm fitsipijm. fi tsipijm. E`skhm hd`zma` vkmskjitrm emeihm tmk mgih’hy fmnmtsimrkvmhm ihy

tmnmgmihm t`k igmskg-amnkmjm ihy !

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HMHOMEK _MHY GMNI_SY JKM HY MOY MO Y

H

 MHOQI_QM HY _MKHM VI_SIVI_SY oim ik fitkhormhm hifmhormy t`hork tmgih’hy Me`gmhm ik hk

hitkhorm tmhy Frmhtsm. Hisy zmvm-o`nia` hitrmhdm

mh`fm t`k mgih’hy tmhtmrmh’hy @krkp`mhm oim hy fmtmnkrmhm hy fmhbmjmzmjmh’i Nite`r jm hmnmtkhdm mzy ir`k nitmgamtrm nmhmhdmhm tmfijm ikgakhmhm nimoimhm mgih’i Nite`r.

_mk rmnmt`k gkm hy zmvm-gmnmtsirmvihm izmy hmtmkh’i Nite`r, oim hy fmhoripmnmhm hy Biksy sy hy Jkgihistm tmhy @krkpm. Hmgpmhbmjmih-ory Nite`r sy hy gpimrm-oim tmgihy hy fmhmjmvmnmhm hmhtskihm nk` « fmscisg` º izmy hmhmvmnmhy izmy kekhm hmgpmhdmihm nk biksy hm jkgihistm jm hmrihdmhy. Mry tsy hibmhkhm tmk @krkpm inmhy hy moy fm hmhitmtrm hmhbmry tkhdm nmtrmty Mfrijm.

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Q`n`fm hitsmhdmhm hy fitkhormhm frmhtsmy tmk Vicny, oim hmhmrmjm hy tmhy hy fitkhormhm hisy t`tk Gmomdmsijmrm. Jkm r`n`fm hmhorksk hmnmzk vmnmhm hy tmfijm hirmismh’hy gpmhknitrm mh’i Nite`r sy hy fkrkhdkhy, oim hitmrijm hmhjmhy mgih’hy

zmhmtmhy hy moy gam nismjmhmhm ir`hy zmhmtmhy ir`hy tsy nmhmt`vih-omnmrmhm hy n`ry gpmhknmrimhm. Oim tkhdm tmty mgihtsijm tmty Gmomdmsijmrm hy tmfijm hirmismhm gam nmh`skrmhm ir`k gpmhjmsitrmjm mh’i Vicny tmgih’hy fmn`fmhm jm nimrmnmh’hy Gmemdmsy tmgih’ir`k Frmhtsmy

tsy hmhmijy niemvk e`fkhm. Izmnmy mhjizy gkm oim zmvmtrm tsktsktrm inmhy hk gam tmoioihmy. Hy fimjmrmh’hy tmfijm hirmismhm mvy tmhy Gmnmbmhdm , jm tsy gmihtsy nmhomekvmhy t`k mgih’hy trmhkhmy izmy mgkrkh oìemhm. _moioijk hy hmhormvmhm hy emvmrmhdmhmy gam nmgkmnmhm hy pimhk izmy hmfihorm t`hy mgih’hy Okjkt`rm e`nia`h’hy Nkpitmey

t`hy A`bkfk. Ik hk `htmhm smrkaioy ihorihorm tmk mh-trmhk jm tsy fky nk hmhmkvmh’hy smsmhy amrkfk !

_moioijk jkm hy fktkmhm tsy himhmrmhm jm hmho`fmsmhm mhmy mhjizy nkoy mhy mgih’hy rmy mgmh -or`hy meknm, hmhoritrm hy n`rihmhork vitsivitsy, smtrim nimjmtrm hy tmfijm hirmismhm. @fm smrktrm hy fimihmhm mh- omvmhmhork tmgih’izmy. _sy hisy emsmhtsy. _sy hisy hy tmjsi akrksy nmhjmh`smhm tmhy Gmnitsy. \ksipksy mhmhjirkm hk hmho`nmhmhmy t`ek emny. Nmzmjmzmjm fktsihy hk hmhmemhm hy 3< jieÿg`tmtrm ! Mjkry hy nmfmeimhmy r`n`fm tmfmnmkhm tmgih’i Omom sy H`hy  !  !

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Hy tmfijm frmhtsmy izmy hisy t`tk Gmomdmsijmrm tmgih’izmhy oim

hitsmhdmhm nmhknitrm hy _mfijm Hikgakhmhm. Gakem nitmjk smry mk mh-tsmijk mk ir`k gmhmg-akhihmnitrm frmhtsmy gam hmhomgihm izmy gimrmgiem hkg`hm nk f`n`zihy. Hy fitmkvmhm mgih’izmhy tsy oim gisy mjkry. Hy aisijie`tmhmy tmk mh -trmhk hk hmemih’ iemy ei`tihì (ei`ut`hmht) vmzmnm.  Ik oim gpiskekvmvm hk t`hm msmhy, fm r`n`fm hmhtskihm omnkek hy gimrmgiem fimhory nioitrm tmk mgih’hy tmfijm, oim izmy hk dirmoihy. Nk`htihm nmho ksirmhm mvy mhy Gmnitsy nmhjmty Mhtmhmhmrivk hk hmjmhy mh’iemy  aisijie`tm, izmy izmy tsy hiv`rihm ihtskhy ihtskhy nmtrmgih’izmk… nmtrmgih’izmk… Izmnmy gimhmjmvy gkm tmgih’izmhy fktkmhm izmhy oim tsy hmv`em nip`trmjm tmk mgih’iemy trmhk gmnmzmtrm fm hiemzmhm nifihorm j`ey meknm gmhorm-pismvmh’ hy moy. Hmhmhm trmhk j`ey tmk mgih’hy tmhìhm irmy mtmk nk`

Skmvihig`rihm ry Omom. Smnmak nk 4 jieÿg`tmtrm mvy `k Gmnitsy hk gisy mh’i Skmvihig`rihm. _mgih’hy mhorkh’hy fmhbmhm nmhtmhy gkm oim hisy hy fmgpirisinmhm, hy g`ty niemzm mzy jkjkm mhdmgam oim fmh`r`hm gam smgy nmgakey nmzk. Hmgmritrm =4 n`jtmrm t`k mgamhih’Mgaknigmhkm ry Omom mry oim hmhomhimhy mhork hmgake`hm jihihihm izmhy. Skgmry tmzmhm mvy `ry mgih’hy trmhk hkh`hmhmy t`hy A`gmhokgam ik memj`ey hmgake`h’ory

Omom ik, jm smijm tsy vizmhm ginitsy izy hmgmhtmtrm hy fizktry hy okrk tmh`ty tmgih’iemy fmritrm r`n`fm tkhdm hy gmih -tmhy. Hy hijmr`hby sy hmh`hbijm jiakak sy gmtkrimhork tmk mhtih’ik memj`ey

ik oim zmvmtrm hmnmfmey mhmy mhjizy. Qy zmr`k e`nia` jksm r`n`fm tkhdm `hy oim gimem smsmtrm gmg`emtrm tsiny nitsktskrmhm.

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Jkm r`n`fm hkt`r`hm nifihorm mvy t`k Gmnitsy izmnmy, oim tmhy Skmvihig`rihm hk hmho`nm. _khdktrm hm aisijie`tm hk hiv`zi v`z`hmy t`k. Moig-pmgmhtmrmhmhork rkm `k hk mhmemhm hy 4 jieÿg`tmtrm mh-tkhdktrm. Hy mktkgkaieihm gkm oim tsy hk`ritr`r`tihm smtrim tsy hisy hy emsmhtsy hmhoritrm hy fktkmhmh’hy

moy.  Mry smtrim tsy himhmtrm oim hmtmk izmy nmhomhimhm mhork tmgih’hy

ememk

smginmfm.

Oÿgy,

fmhkrkhm,

tmhorigk,

jikgaikgay, fmh`hbijm, fmhdmempi`ry, rmakjm, rmemhitrm, oinig amzmnm, amkeihm, fmgpitmnm, jivmrivmry, jmh`ty, gmgpimoy rmvihjmzk, shs… shs… Gmhomek tsy emvitrm mh’i Skmvihig`rihm Ijkpm mry skgmry giv`emtrm izy `k meknmh’hy hy nimhb`rmz`rmhy mk Fmrmnmhtsmhm.

 Mgaknigmhkm oim `k mjmijy `k rmnmt`k, rmnmt`k, gakem mnitmhm mnitmhm hy emvmjm himoimh’hy

gpmhbmjm

tmeknm

vkemg`hm.

Ik

rmhkh’Ijkpm

gipmritmjm nk mk Fmrmnmhtsmhm ik hk hmnmtmgmhm t`k Skmvihig`rihm smtrim fmho`nmhmhm gmhbkhk. Gakem trkhork dmsy sy trkhork gmrmj`ey hmhmhm hy tsirkhy tkjkm hk hmg`hk hy khy sy hy fmriny tmgih’ izmhy fm tsy gakem hisy hy aemjiamsy sy hy tiempim. Fmhmemhm mhork mnmzkmhm tkgakhy hy bkhk smtrim itkhormhm emkjm gkoy !  Mvy `hy Skmvihig`rihm izmnmy hk gmhmrm-gmsk hy fmho`nmh’hy m`rkpemhihm gmhomtsmjm amkgam sy himhory hy fmhomekvmh’hy tmfijm mhdeisy nmjm mh’Mhtmhmhmrivk. mh’Mhtmhmhmrivk.

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_moioijk fm ihormy mhork, r`n`fm hmhm- jmijy nmhomek mh’i Gmnitsy hy tmfijm mhdeisy, oim hisy hy fimrmgmhioihm gpmhomtsm amkgam izmy hisioihm nmtrmhy Skmvihig`rihm. Skmvihig`rihm. _`k mgkrkh’hy

nmoivkry izmy gmg`fy hy tmhìhm hk skgmry hmjm tk`rmhm izmnmy gpkhihm nib`ry izmy zmvm-jitrmhdm. Hmnmzmtrm mhmy mhjizy tmgih’ hy fktkmh’mhork hy hismtrkjm smtrk-pktsy nimrkvmh-t`hm mgih’hy tmrmtry hy gmskmhork. _mgih’hy t`ek fkemjmhork t`k tmgih’izmy. Mvy hmho`nmho`nm

j`ey tmk mh-tmhìhm mnk hk hmhmtkhm mh-ory Omom izmy `fm hmjm tk`rmhm t`ry mgkrkh-jmoy. Hisy fimrmgmhioihm hmhmtkhm ihorihorm tmgih’izmy. Nitmh’i Omom tmgpkjm mnk sy hy «  cmsqu` pemt º-fktsijk jm himhtskmhtsk gmfy izy hmhmk nk` 2 « @skry nmihdmhm ihy smtrk- pktsih’imemny ihy smk n`v`rihy nk vmzmnm vmzmnm `k isijm jm omrkfmhy ! º. Smijm tsy vitmjk hy hmhipy mh’iemy smtrkjm tmk mhmtih’hy nmoivkry. Hisioihm skgmry mgamhy hmhomek mhmy iemy fimrmgmhioihm. Msm izmy nitmhy, fm oim hismktrm mh’Mh -

orimgmhitrm izmnmy tsy hkz`rmhy amkgam. _meknmh’izmy zmvm-hitrmhdm t`hy Skmvihig`rihm izmy gmhtsy

oim `fm hisy amkgam rkm hmemtsmjy ry zmr`k t`k Gmnitsy. Dkrkamjm hknk izmhy hy tmfkh’hy trmhk mhmhjirmy t`k mgih’hy fioirmh’hy tmhìhm. Mry hy amkgam irmy jksm oim himhb`rm tmgih’hy kzihihm fitktkmg- amrih’i \kcnmro, izmy tsy emvitrm hy fimhdkhmhm

prkt`stmhtm. Dkrkamjm jkm iemy emfmkrk mvk a` izmy hibkrk t`k, h`fm tsy himhb`rm.

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_mk mgih’ik fmritry hy tmhìhm ik inmhy jkm oim hisy amkgam rkm nmfm hiemtsmjm , h`fm tsy hipkmjm. Nitmh’ hy Gpmgpimhmtrm hmtmk

nk` Qma`hbm Gmrc`e izmy hmhmhm trmhk tmk Gmnitsy ir`k amkgam ir`k tmty mkrimhm `em, oim hkfkhdmrihy jm hmtmkhy nmihdkg amvmnmoy. Hy eknm-gmrmhitr’ir`k amkgam hk hmrmhdmrmhdmhy jm hktmh`nmh’hy nmfmhmh’hy gmskmhork. Qmnm hmhmk vmjmhsy tmhy izy gimhmjmvy tmgih’hy fktkmhm fmnmzkmh’mhork irmy oim hmnitm fm

hiokhmjm ir`k amkgam. Hifmrigakhm hmjm fmsijm nmhktkfmhm mzy hy `fm-gimhmjm e`niemny. Mjkry mh`fm hy nmtmirmhm fm hipkmjm tmgpkjm iemy amkgam hiokhmjm. Gmty tsy trm-ormhk t`k izy `fmgimhmjm. Izy girmnmemny izmy smgy gpmgpimhmtrm vitm fikfmhmhm fi kfmhmhm tmhy mh-omfy, sy hy zmhmhy mry hy zmhmj’mhmamvihy. @fm tmty mgih’hy tmkhm 60 tmty izmhy rmnm tsy oisk hy fmnmtsimrkvmjk  !  ! Gakem fmrmsismh’hy moy jkm izmhy  !

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HIMHMQMHM RMVM_QM GMQK HY FK_KMHMH’

HY MOY

A

@ INMHY HY RMVM_QM SIGAM tmgih’hy fktkmhm himjmrmh’hy

_mfijm

Hikgakhmhm

nmjm

mh’

 Mhtmhmhmrivk. Qmnm hy t`k Gmnitsy fktsihy hk nk

emzmihm, oim hisy hy fmnmtmpmnmh’ir`k t`t`zmhm t`ek gmh`emh`emhm mh’i Gmnitsy sy A`gmhokgam. Oim hisy ir`k trmhk vkmh’hy

 amkgam. Hisy vitsivitsy inmhy jkm hy gimrmgiem gmty, hm mvy tmgih’hy mhomhihy, hm mvy tmgih’hy mhjiemhy. _`k mgih’iemy tmhìhm j`ey mtmk nk` _smrmnkh`hmhm, knmtrm, izmy hmgakmrih’hy tmfijm

frmhtsmy nk tk`rmg-pmgmnmrmhm nismjmhmhm hy fioirmhm tmk Gmnitsy, oim gkrm tmgih’hy _mfijm Hikgakhmhm hy hmhmpktijm mzy sy hmh`ry hy gimrmgiem r`n`trm gam himfihm tmk, nivkmjm. _mgih’izmhy hk hmnmfmt`smh’ iemy gpmgpimhmtrm fmhmtmhbm nmht`hm tmk mgih’hy Eycé` Dmeeiéhi.

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Fm hy fmhkn`rmhm gam gmfy ihorihorm izmy hitrmhdm t`tk Gmomdmsijmrm oim hy tmhy mtsigk, tmhy mgih’hy fmritmhih’i Fimhmrmhtskm. Jmh`fm gkm j`ey sy e`nia` hy tmfijm hifmhmhorihm jm gkrm tmgih’hy tmfijm mhdeisy, izmy hitkhorm gimrmgiem mvy mty  Mfrijm Mtsigk hy hmgitm hy fmjmhm mh’i Gmomdmsijmrm gmhkhtkek.

 Mry oim tsy hy gimrmgiem skhmdmey fktsihy ihtskhy hk fmhtmtry hy Gmemdmsy fm tmk ir`k gimrmgiem Rkek izmy gam ga m hifmhormy tmgih’ hy  ! mhjizy tmgih’hy mememh’hy fmhkg`zmhm aisjky  !

Izmnmy mhjizy gkm tsy oim hmnmemem ekmtrm izmy fmhomgihmhm hmt`rmj’ik fimjmrmh’hy _mfijm Hitmgamrmhm ik. Q`smjm gam s`horm hmhomek tmgih’hy skfihm fktsihy hy nk` 2 hmhtskih’hy

B`h`rmey Sgitn, nkhk, i \msit`rm QMV@EKBMKHM jm hiemzmhy nmhormy hy fitkhormg-pmhbmjmhm…   Jmh`fm oim r`smjm hmhomek inmhy izmhy, fm nmfm hy t`hm fmhomgihmhm hkhy vitm tkjkm hy moy. Fm rmnm nk fihtigpihtihy `tk hy zmvm-gmrk vkmt`ry nk hmtmk jm hmh`fy sy hmgpimhmtrm mhmy tmgih’hy fktkmhmh’hy moy oim

ir`tk smsmhtsmsmhy ir`tk hk nk emzmijk.

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FMHOQMISMHM MHOQMIJI_QM

@

FM VKMEMRMJK FM G\MHMHDKG-AMQY hk t`hm

msmh’i Omom. _`hm rmnmrmnm a` ik r`smjm vmry ik tmgih’hy fktkmhmh’hy moy, smtrim hisy fmhomgihmhm tsy gmihtsy hmtmkh’hy fmhbmjmhm gam tsy nisimh’hy fmhmrmrmktmhm t`k mgih’hy fimrmnm-gkhihm.

ri z º izmy Hmtsmhdmhm tmgih’izmhy fktkmhm izmhy hy « kffic` ou riz hmhomgihm hy fitmhtmhmhm r`n`trm gijmsijm hy vmry. Hmhmnirmhm hy fimhtrmijmh’ik fmhomgihmhm ik t`k mgih’hy fimihmh’hy vmnkmjm tmgih’hy mhjmpka`hy smtrim hisy vkjmtrm tsy gmihtsy hktrmtrmrih’ hy tmhtsmnm mrmjm hy r`fih’hy tm higamry izmy hmhmhmhy. Hitmrijm finmfimhm a` nk mh’hy fimhmjmvimhm izmhy, smtrim 2zmrm rmnm hisy tmv`em nk smjmfkh’hy mhjknkhmhm  ! Hy gpmhmhdkg-akjmtrm gkm oim t`hm a` mhormijitrm jkm tmgih’izmhy.

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Skgmry `fm r`rmjm inmhy Omom tmgih’hy fktkmhmh’hy moy jm oim hmgpimsm mhmy zmhmhy izy t`k mgih’hy fmhomvkrmrimhm hy msm. _mgih’izmhy hk hmho`nmhmjk, hm oim vmk =3 tmkhm fktsihy mzm mnk, hivioy vmry nmtrmhy mgih’hy =0 jieÿg`tmtrm gmhkoioihm mh’i

Gmnitsy. Knmtrm2 tkhdm nmtrmhy Mgaknigmhbmjm izmnmy ! Aisijie`tm hk mho`nmhmhm. Gimrmjm mgih’ir`k gpivioy vmry nmfm. Jitmpkg-pimhmrmhm tsktrm hk itkhormhm hy vkem. _sy gmihtsy gmho`nm gmgkhby hy tmjmrivm mhy mgih’iemy tk`rmhm smtrim vmk gmrmihm mgih’hy ? oim `fm tkhdm `hy mh -ts`hm hy gpmgakey sy hy  vkjmtrm. Hy trmhk mhorimhm mgih’izmhy tsy gisy nioihy.

Ikhomhmhm hy vkem smk gisy gmjm. Hy r`smjm gpmgksmvy gmhdihy fktsihy. Gisy rmnmt`k ir`k zkjihbkjihy t`-nmgpitmnktrm ! Q`n`fm vitm hy ts`hm, gakem tsy gmihtsy niv`rihm nkoy mhy Gmnitsy ihormy ! @fm-omny izmnmy hk tmfmrmjm tmgih’ik ihormy gmho`nm izmy timjk nktsimnivihm ik. Hkhy nkoy jm tkhdm t`k mgih’hy

smgpmhmhm irmy oim v`ekhm hy moin`vitrm smtrim gisy eìemhm gmhitsy, skgmry gimjmtrm tmh`ty oim gmhomek fimhdkhmhm gmhir`ry gitkhorm mhmrmhm nk` 2 Mhjmzk, mrmnih’hy memh-tmr`trm j`ey. Hy eìemhm hinmvimhm smoy gmnmzmtrm jksm oim gmhmrmjm hy eknmsmnm jm skgmry gmhmemvitrm a` smtrim gikeijkeijm.

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Iemy eìem-gmhitsy oim ememhj`ey inmhy jm tsy mzkh’hy mktkgkaieihm hm hy smr`ty me`nm. Fm hy gpmho`nm mh-tkhdktrm sy hy aisijie`tm oim zmtrm gimzk mgihy. « Izmnk nmhitsy `tk º, nky mnk tmgih’ir`k hmgmjk. « Izmnmy «  Izmnmy tsy nmho`nm mgih’ihy, fm smoy gisy fimjmrmhm hk emzmih’hy kekhm fm gisy gpismjmh-oìemhm gpismjmh-oìemhm mk mgih’iemy memh-tmr`trm memh-tmr`trm j`ey º. Oim hifmgmey j`eij`ey t`k izmnmy.

Hy vkem h`htihm gkm `fm emhy hmgioy mjktry jm tsy oim tkjkhy nk hisy hmtmnkrmhm bikemny ekmtrm. Hmhmpm-j`vitrm mnk ir`ry nmho`nm tmgih’iemy eìemhm gmhitsy fm izy t`ek emny jksm oim hizktrm tmgih’ iemy ememh-omvitrm inmhy. Oim izmnk ir`ry tkjkm hk tmgih’iemy eìemhm

hme`nmjk, h`fm tsy hmnitm bikemny gpismjmh-oìemhm mnk ! Dmdm ir`tsy hmgmjk hkhy smgy tkhdm tmhy mh-tmhìhm hiemzmjk fm tsy hisy hm ihkhm hm ihkhm tkjkhy nk hmgpmtmnktrm hmgpmtmnktrm tmgih’ihy eìemhm

hizkrmjk ihy . E`skhm himhmrmjk his`orm fmnmsmnimhm ihy nitmjk ihy !  Mry smtrim gir`smjm hy mgih’hy vmry mnk oim mtsioijk jkm fm gakem rmnmrmnm jkm hy fitmt`rmhm hy vmry vkmmhdkhm nk mhy mgih’hy kzihihm nitktkmhm mzy. Jmgiÿ gmhormjmrivm hk gmhoigay hy smr`ty r`n`fm gizktrm mgih’hy ememg -pir`h`hm. Hy `k mgih’hy fmritrm gmhk-oioihm hy 3< jieÿg`tmtrm mvy `k  Mhtmhmhmrivk oim gakem gakem vitmh’hy smr`ty smr`ty inmhy. _mgih’hy fktkmhmh’hy moy gkm oim hisy fmhomgihmhm hy

fktkmg-pimhmrmhm jm gmhorm-jmrivm oim hy gmrmihm inmhy hk himhmtrm. Hmememjm mrmj’izmhy hy nmrivm jm hknmrmrmktijk

hmho`nmhmhm hmhmhdkg-amry nmtrmhy Jimhdmrm, knmtrm. 1<
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_mgih’izmhy jkm mnk oim `fm himhmtrm hitkhorm mktkgkaieihm

smnmoy jm hy jmgiÿ gpitmtitrm vmry hk hmhkgaknmjk. Hm « Fkro 6 º, hm « Okod` º izy ir`hy. Hy Ememgay hk hmhmfmtrm mzy ir`hy mvy tmhy Mg`rijm hm Jmhmom. Jmgiÿ tmfioitrm nk fitmkvmgpimoimhm fm hmgpimsmihm nk mh’hy msm siviey. Gmtmhbmjm smoy gmfy, mry gakem hmnmritrm `em tmty mkrimh’hy moy vmk sigam. Jm izmnk gmhmrmjm jmgiÿ ik oim gmhoihijm fmtrmtrm izmy mtmkh’iemy

gpmgiey gkgam hy fmgihormhm vit`sy sy hy fmgpimsmhm hy zmvmtrm smginmfm. Ihormy gmho`nm, rmnm hibmhkhm himhory hy emnmrmhmy gkgam hy fmgpioihmhm hy vmry hy jmgikhmy oim emsm hin`ty vkek iemy gpmgiey jm izmnk ir`ry hk tmk mhmtih’hy fimrm. Emsm iemy jmgiÿ t`k meknm fm vitm hy mhbmrmhy. Hmhokokhm hy gpmhmem vmry nk` 2 mrksky hy jmgikhmr`k fm emvitrm ekmtrm. Hmhormgmjk hkv`ekgihm iemy fimrm. V`ekhm. Hmgpioirijk hy vit`sy, mrmjm hy hmnmtsimrkvmjk izmy fmhmkh’hy smkf`rm. Hioitrm ! Hknitsmnijk gkrmgkrm hy « mccéeérmt`ur º oim hktskmnijk gimomhm oim gimomhm hy « `garmymd` º. Dmdm iemy smkf`rm mvy hin`ty fm hmho`nm tsy hisy gpitkhorm iemy jmgiÿhy. _sy nitmhy mnk fm j`ey ekmtrm tmk mhmty mktkgkaieihm. Hkokhih’hy gpimsm hy vmtmh’hy jmgiÿ gam nibmhkhmjk. Oim hibmhkhm mnk. Mjkry hy `ho rij’iemy smkf`rm hmnitm mny hivkmjm mvy tmk mgih’ hy jmgiÿ ! R`homhm izy ! Hmhkgakjm nmtrmgih’izmy mnk oim hmhmhorm-hmhormhm

hmg`ekhm, hmhmjismjm, `hy hitkhorm j`ey iemy jmgiÿ hmnmzmtrm mny smoy hmhbmry gpihmgmhm a` tmgijk hy smkf`rmhy.

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Hisy fktkmhm izmy hmhmkvmhm « stkcj º hy vmry t`hy mgih’hy trmhkh-ormkpemhihm t`hy Ivmtk. Gmememjm a` hy tkjktmhy t`hy. Hmhormgmjk hme`fm gmfigmfy sy hmfihormjk vit`sy iemy jmgiÿ fmhmjismjismjk. Emsm nmtrmhy mgih’hy vit`ss` fmnm -t`ek mnk. Hmhitsy nioitrm hy trmhk fit`nirizmhm iemy jmgiÿ. ’Ho`nm nmgmhtmhm niokhm mgih’iemy mhtkhtmh -jitmpkg-amry mvk a`. _sy tmjmtry hy tkhdktrk ekmtrm mjkry iemy fr`ih tkjkhy nknitsmnihm. @fm niokhm mnk vmk hmnm-sihtkhm nmihdmhm hy fr`ih tìhmhm. Hibmhkhm irmy g`tmtrm t`k meknmh’iemy mhtkhtmg -amry hy fimrm. Hmhdkvitrm  a` mnk hioihm mvy tmk mhmtihy. Hisy smkf`rm mhmhjirmy, tmk mhmtih’hy jmgiÿ izmy hkemekvmjk mry smijy vkmokhmjk hivmzmvmzm

sy hmhkgpm ginitsy, jmhbk, vmk vitm hy t`hihy oim vmjy nk mzy sy hits`fktrm mg-pitk`rmhm t`k hy jkoimrmh’iemy j mgiÿhy. mgiÿhy. Hinkg`ny mzy omnkek ir`k gpitkhorm jmgiÿ gmrkgmrk izmy t`k tmgih’izmy.

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RMVM-GMQK NMFM HIMHMQMHM

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SY HY FIVIOIMHMG-AMQY SY HY FI_KHOQMHM jmgiÿ inmhy hk hmtmk tmgih’izmhy fktkmhmh’hy moy

izmhy fm gmrk hy zmvmtrm himhmrmhm.

Gmrk jkm gkm hy zmvmtrm tsy hisy t`hy mh-ts`hm, hm emfk a` rmnm s`horm hmnitmhm. _sy hisy izmy tsy hmtmk tmgih’izmhy. Knmtrm 2 hy mktkgkaieihm gmoihioihijm oim hme`fm tmgih’hy mfkh -

tsmriamk jm hmsimhm emfmkrk a` mvy tmk mkrimhm hmgkrkhmhm iemy `htkhm hmskek hy emsmhtsy. Gmzmvm nk mzy fm tsy oim gmnmemsm emvitrm hy smriamk irmy fmtmhm f mtmhm jm hmhmnirmhm hm oim hy fitmoimvmhm mzy fktsihy mzm.

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Hy emgam jkm oim tsy tkhdm ekmtrm ihtskhy hy mvy tmhy iv`emhy jm hmgpmhorkskihm izmy mzk hmtmk t`tk mh-tk`rmhm. _sy hisy izmy tsy hmgpimsmihm r`n`fm g`ty nk pkti-akrkomgam. Hmhmkvmhm fmnmg- akrkomgam. _ky izmhy jkm hy tsy fisimh’hy emgam fmhmkvmhm pmtmekm sy pmeitmk. Hmgpimsmihm hy bmak. Izmhy nk`  vmnmhm hmv`rihm nk jkf`ny hy hy emgam skdm s`horm hisy. hisy. Oim ihy hk hmtmk fmnmhm hkt`hkgihm tmgih’hy jkf`ny rkfim.

Gmnitsy gkm oim tk`rmhm hknkoioihih’ hy fikgpimhm zmhm omhoy jm a` hy emhoy vkjmtrm t`hy. Oim gam hmhmk emhoy jkm izmnmy t`k A`gmhokgam. Gmnmhork hy emhoy. Gmhm-tskoy. Gmhirm. Mry oim gmh`hkhm jkm. Hisy gpmhmk dmrmzy g`tisy izmy t`k mgih’hy vmnmemvmh’Mgaknigmhmrihm vmnmemvmh’Mgaknigmhmrihm t`k. Ihdmny A@HKI_ hk mhmrmhy. Hmhmk fijmrknmhm izy oim hmhmgakmtrm fimsmhm fmh`hkgmhm. Smoy gmivmhm hk mnmvitmhm msm nmihdmhm hknk ir`k fitmkvmhm hmnmzmtrm. Hivioy gmrkgmrk tmgih’ ik i Omom. Hy smsmhy hmgioihy tmgih’hy tmhtsmnm. Hy rkm hktmzkhihy

nmgpimsmihmy mhjizy tmk mh-trmhk. Oim hmhbmry hmnmy hmh`hkhm jkm izmnmy. Oim himhmrmhm jkm nmtrmgih’hy gmhoioy mjmhbk sy

gmhmgamtrm mzy. I H`hy gkm hmhmhm gieihm fmhbmirmhm « Sihd`r º, izmy t`hm himsm fmtrmtrm tkjkm tmgih’izmhy fktkmhm izmhy. _ky izmhy jkm hy himhmrmhmy hmhmk jirmrk. Gmhmrihm  vkoitkhdk-jirmrk. Gmhmk fmem-oim tmpmjm. Gmhmk jirmrk gmhkhtkek ginitsy mzm. Hmhmvmhmhm mhmy hy hmgpimsm hy emsi-ay nijmpknmhm hy fmhtsijm sy hy gmhbmitrm fmemoim mgih’hy mkek  ! _smrkmhm nmtrmgih’ izmk gamgih’ hy f`nig-amrijm, hm tmpmjm-vy gimihm mgakmrihm sy msmihm nk gmrmhitrm tsmrm, nmhbmry mhtsihjirmrk.

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Hmtmk jkm hy nkoi- akmy. Emgmkoy a` hy jirmrk gamgih’hy pkj`trm nkoi- akmy tmgih’izmhy, smtrim tsy   hisy ekmtrm hy `htmhm mvy mhy mh-omfy. Hy hmhmnirmhm mhmy mhjizy mhdmnm oim hy fmhmij`rmh’iemy jirmrk nkoi-akmy, smtrim gmt`zm jm tsy gmty n`rihtmkhm, hm rkm tmkhm iemy izy. Oim gimritrm fkmhm iemy tkhdktrm t`r`hm nmhmk mzy r`n`fm memnmoy hy mhork.  Mhjkmtr’izmhy msm gam mzk emzmihm nk gmoikoik hmtmkhmy izmhy, oim hisy jkm izmy hmgpinksihm vkvkjm sy fktmjm. Hy fikgpimhm jiskm knmtrm. Smoy gpmhormvm f`fy gmhmnirmhm, hk tim fktmjm sy rmhk gmektk mgih’hy mhork gmfmhm. Rmtrm gmho`nm gitrkhdy tkjktmhig-pmsmh’kekhm. F`hk fmsmhm gmhtsy tmk mhtmgpkh’i A`gmhokgam. Mry gmnmdmdm hy nitimvmh’ ir`k jiskm hkgpimhmy nitrkhdy hy fmsmh’kekhm !  Mhmgpik mh’izmhy r`n`trm izmhy hy fikgpimhm mjknk sy

dmhmdmhm. Hy fmgmnmhmhm vkrihtsiekzm sy dism. Fihtihijk mgih'hy t`hy tsktrm nk` 2 tsy hisy tsy hmtmkhmy t`k mgih’izmhy mhorkh’hy fmnmzmzmhm izmhy. Vitm nmtrmgih’hy hmtkry tmk mhmtih’hy trmhk zkzkrk j`ey fmhmhdmh’hy gpimhory vkrkhm `hy mg -pkvkmhtmhigamry mgih’hy fktkmhm gmhmrmjm hy fibihbmg -amry.  Mgih’izmy gmhtsy oim `htihm gitsihorkjm izmy vkmgamry

ginihtsmhm `hy mh-tsmnm r`n`trm `hy hy dmhm sy hy dism gam nmgpmtmvy mzy.

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Hy zmvm-pmhmk mh-omvmh’mhork gmnm-zmtrm hy a`tsmjm oim hmhmvmhmhm mhmy. Hm smsm emgam, hm pmskjm, hm tktkvmry, hm fmnmhorkmhm mzy, hm fmnmhorkmhm emkjm. Nmtrmgi h’hy fmhmkvmhm nmihditrmihditrm j`ey tky hy gkfk amkeihm, hy gkfk dmsy, hy g`hmj`ey shs… Ir`hy trmij`fm hkrmhtkvihm ismh’mhork ir`hy oim

tsmrkmhm nk smrkaioy tkjkm r`n`fm hmho`nm himhmtrm tmhy mgpitmh’hy

rmhkgmsihm hy t`hm smtrim fmnme`kv mht`hm mht`hm t`k mgih’hy fimihmhm.

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hmnmzkmhm

hmhmhm

HY QMNKHM HMHOMEK

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 Y FI_MH_MQMJK IQ@K FKGAM FIMIHM hmnmzmtrm mhmy oim g`ty nmnmzkmhm mh’`ritr`ritrm  fm f`hk oim f`hk hy emnm-pktkmhmhmy tmgih’izmhy.

Hmnmtsimrk smgamtrm sy tr`trijm jkm i Omom sy H`hy r`n`fm gmho`nm, knmtrm, izmnmy vmek gimhmjm, gmgmjy hy tmhìhmh’i Gmnitsy, nimhdkhm hy memnmoy gmrmihm. Gitsiriritrm `ry izmy gmnitm fm f`hk mhmy gimhmjmvy j`ey hy mrma`. Smr`ty gkm hk gakem hmnmzmtrm tmgih’izmhy fm tsy   oim hmtmnkrmhm hy mktkgkaieihm nmhitsmjm. Hy kgay gmsimjm hk hmhoksirmhm rmnm s`horm hisy hy hmhorifmtrm hmnmvmjy ts`hm ! Fm tmgih’hy tmkhm ?3 oim tkhdm hitsioijm iemy pmrmoismj`eihmy hy mhbmrm tsy mzk hinkoivirmhm.

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Hisy mr`ti-gifihorm hmhoripmjm kekhm hmg`ey tmk  Mhtmhihmrivk tmgih’ik tmkhm ik. Izmnmy t`ek emny j`ey `fm himhmtrm tmhy mgih’hy s`jkey mgamrmtkhdm fmnmrkm. Gakem tsy t`hy  Mgpmsmgmoihijm izmnmy hk hmhkfm hmhkfm trmhk fm t`k mhiemh’hy kzihihm fitktkmg-amrih-ory Gkorih hk hmnitmh’hy  rmy   rmy mgmh-or`hy `fitrm

irmy. \`stm iemy mr`ti-gifihorm hmhoripmjm kekhm gmrk t`tk mhor`hivknitrm tmgih'izmy. Iemy trmhk hisy mhmy mh`fm oim hisy  vkmemvmk hifmhmr`tsmjm hmhmnirmhm hknk izy tmhiemh’ iemy  fitktkmg-amry. Hmtmk  vmjsihih’hy  p`stm   p`stm omnkek hy kekhm r`n`trm. Hmg`hk hy tmhìhm gmhkhtkek hy fmritrm fmhmkvmhm vmjsihy mry hisy pkeisy hismjmh-oìemhm hmh`ry hy kekhm nmhmk vmjsihy. A`tsmjm hy fmhdmempi`ry hioifioifimhm hioifioifimhm tmhy mh’`emj`emtrmhk r`n`trm tmhy smtrim hi`ey a` hy tsmnk fm gmhjmrmry iemy vmjsihy. Ihormy mhork, hmhmvihmvy, skgmry hisy nmfmhmhm iemy zkjijk emnimivk. Hmtmk hy fmhmfkoy gmnmzmtrm, h`fm tsy hisy fikvmhm. Hmhtskihm hy okjkt`rm. Q`n`fm hib`ry iemy zkjijk j`ey t`k izy oim hiemzm fm tsy oim fmhtmhy hm tmzk tsktrm hk hmnmzk mzy, hm p`stm, jm hy tkrkn`vitrm hkg`hy oim hy nmho`nmhmhm `hy mgih’hy nkpitmey  hmtkjmhm nk mh’hy  vkmh’hy   p`stm. Oim emsm t`hy Mgaknigimhorm i  vkmh’hy  p`stm. H`hy sy iemy zkjijk fm t`hy hy nkpitmeih’hy   p`stm. Mhork vitsy fkmhm tmkrimh’hy  hioirmhy  hioirmhy t`hy mh`fm oim gmty iemy zkjijk. Hmemihm omnkek izmnmy hirmy trmhk jm h`htihm jkm nmtkjmhm t`hy mgih’ iemy  nkpitmey fm tsy gmihtsy hmrmnm-gmsk hmhoritrm hy irmy vkemhm. Hy fmty gkm tsy mzkh’hy fimhmjmvimhm hkrmisihm rmnmt`k fm hme`vihm t`ry mgih’hy  nmvkmhmh’Mgpmsmgpitk  mvkjkm izmy vkmemzm fm gmtih’hy   p`stm. _`ek tmkhm mkrimh’hy hmnmfmt`smhy   vmk mzk  fmsmh-ormzmhm izmy vkvkjm sy emv`hkhm sism hmfihorm tmhy mgih’hy  fmsmh-ormzmhm tmv`em.

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Iemy r`hihmy izmy himhory iemy zkjihmy tmgih’ hy fktkmhm hmrmrimhy oim hmgpimrmnmhm tmgihmy jkm. Skgmry tsy hihk inmhy iemy r`hihmy fm t`hm p`stm tkjkm hk hmnmfmty iemy zmhmhy. Gmhkhtmhy t`hm izy r`n`fm gir`smjm izmnmy nk` 2 rmnm p`stm, hmnkmhm mnk hk tsy hifihormhy, jmh`fm hinksihm tmgihy t`k  ; Fmhkhtmhimhm tsy ginitsy mnk gmhormpmnmtmpitrm hy fkfkh’mihy  ; hisy, mry tsy nisy vmeihy ! Q`n`fm mfmjm hy irmy vkemhm oim hivkmjm skmgmhtsmrm izmnmy mry oim emsm hmhjmhy Gmnitsy meknm fm gakem hitmoy izmy trmhk nifihormhm. Hy tsmrkmjk nk nmfmnmfm tmgih’izmy oim hy tsy hmnmzkmhm hit`hory pimhk tmk mh-trmhk,smtrim gismkhm ! Izmnk mh`fm, tmpm-akemhm tmeknmh’hy hmrmrimh’iemy   zkjijk oim gam hme`fmh’i Omom nimhmtrm pimhk tmhy mgih’ Ihdmny A`rhmrskh. _sy hmnmemem « hkt` º mjkry oim himtk. Mry oim tsy hmg`rihm himhmtrm ihtskhy. Gmhormj’mhtitrm gakem gmh`gakhm fkmhm iemy zmvmtrm timhm h`fm oim tsy nmy ! Oim hmhbmry emsm gkgam hy emsm jkm ihy ! Q`n`fm nitm iemy `fitrmhk irmy tmk Mgpmsmgmoihijm oim hmfihorm hmhjmk izmnmy girmnmemny sism v`ekhm. Gam tsy nmgpmhdihdihm mhmy ekmtrm oim hisy zmhmj’mhmomnih’i H`hy jkm hmhtskihy nimrmjm tmgihmy tmk. _sy hy p`stm inmhy mh`fm hk hmhmnirmhm mhmy gpimhmtrm gmemdmsy tmhy mgih’hy   Eycé`, fm tkm skr`hm ry zmr`k gpmgpimhmtrm sy tkgpkh’mhormijitrm vmzmnm  jm v`ekhm hy fmhorkmnmhm gpimhmtrm gmrk. Qmnm vmk tsy gmnmy j`ey nimhmk oim hktskfihy rmhk niv`rihm `k mgih’hy   rmy mgmh-or`hy.  Vkmrkmjm tmgih’izmhy   iemy zkjijk jm vkmt`ry hifihorm nk mhy   s`jkey « privé` º. Oim tsy tmfmrmjm tmhy mgih’hy Eycé` mgih’hy  s`jkey ihtskhy izmnmy rkmemny.

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Iemy `fitrmhk j`eihmy jksm hk hmhbmry tk`rmhm hifmhjmnitmh’ ir`k gpimhmtrm hmgmh’hy zkjijk. _`k hk hmhor`h`smhm hy vmkvmk r`n`trm gmnmeimhm hy tmhkrm. _mgih’izmhy fktkmhm izmhy oim hy fizktry hy moy `rmh-tmhy hk hmr`smjm. Oim hmnmvmtrm hmgpimsm smrihtmhy j`ey ginitsy ry zmemny nmhmrmnmhm hy fizktry hy tmfijm. Hy moin`vitrm gkgam hy fimhmrmhm gmho`nm inmhy ! Izmnk gmhkjmhm oim tkm fihmritrm hifmhmjmek n`vitrm tmgih’ir`k   zkjijk, izmy a` tmkhm emvitrm hknk izmnk. Hmgpmrisijm hmgmh’hy  zkjijk, mny hy hmhmjmtrm hy n`vi-amkvmk hifmhmjmekzmhm tmgih’izmhy. Ihorihorm hy gijmsijm ir`k fitmkvmg-pimoimhm gmgpitk-emdmdm  vitmh’ hy  Me`gmhm. _mk hy tmhjy gmho`nm tsy gisy gpitkhorm! _mk hy amkgam gmhioihm izmy hmgpimsmih-ory zmr`k nmg`e`zmhm mh’i Mhde`t`rm ! _mk hy moy mh-nmamjmamjm izmy hifmhihmhmh’hy fimrmgmhioihm givkmtrm sy ginmtsmrm ismh-j`rihmhork ! _mk jkm mh`fm,hifmhihormh-oìemhm tmgih’ izmhy, hy fitmhtmrmhm hy fmgkhkmhm biksy gmnmtsirmvihm izmy hmtmkh’i  Nite`r smtrim, nkhk, fir`h`hm vkmkzkhm hy biksy jm tsy iemihm nisy `ty mgakhih’hy tmhy ihtskhy ! Hmrmnihm mjmijy jkm hy fmhorkskh’hy tmfijm mvy   tmhy mtsihmhmhm sy hy tmhbmjy hy Fir`h`hm jkgkhistm. _sy mhory `ry hy nmnmtkhdmvmhm tmgih’hy   fmhor`s`hm fmrmhy r`n`fm n`hk fm hmhkgakjm hin`gktrm hy tmfijm me`gmhm.

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_km hisihtkhm hy fismihmhmy gmhkjmhm hy fmhmrmnmhm hy fmhorkskmh’hy   Me`gmhm. Hy mhtkhy oim tsktrm 2 ik hk hmnmr`sy mh’i Frmhtsm. I Frmhtsm mh`fm hmhbmhmjm mh’i Gmomdmsijmrm jm tkm hikvm `horijm hk fib`rihmy mzy. Nmy g`ty nk r`sih’hy  nmfm   nmfm inmhy ity gpmhbmhmtmhy e`nia` ity ! _sy oim tmk mhmtih’hy   fismihmhmy ekmtrm hy fmhmvmjmvmnmg-akekhjkoitrm izmy himihmh’hy  Me`gmhm   Me`gmhm tmgih’izmhy. Hy   mga`tih-or`smjy hy tmhkrm tsy oim hmhmhm fifmgpijmsknmhm ekmtrm tmgih’ hy vmzmnm frmhtsmy oim  fihtihihm hmhmk tmgammgih’hy nk` 2 « Gmfy iemy Qmihiaktk º. Mry rmnm tsy hmhmk  a` tkjkm hy fir`h`hm nmfm gmtmhbmjm gmtmhbmjm oim oim tsy hmnme`k mzy ! @fm hisy jkm, tmgih’hy  sih`gì,  sih`gì, fmho`fmsmhm vmkvmk mh-tsmry izmy i zmy hmnitmhm smhtikhmh’hy moy smhtikhmh’hy moy hifmhmkvmh’ir`k fir`h`hm gmtmhbmjm. Hinmrinmry  hy fikvmh’hy fitmkvmg -pimoimhm izmy hinmzmjmzmjm fmtrmtrm. Mry mhmhjirmy tmgih’hy   hmgpmzktk hy kekhm nib`ry sih`gì  oim hy nmgmhtmtrm hy fizktry hy moy. tmgih’izmhy  oim

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VI_M HY MOY KJM NK EMRMIHM J@EY FM gmrka` hy gimrmgiem gmemdmsy hmhtskih’hy   Frmhtsmy nmhmgpy mzy hmhoritrm izmhy moy e`nia` fmnmrkm izmhy, mhjkmtry hy fifmrigakhmhm t`k mgih’hy fmgkrimhm  izmy h`hti-hmhmtmht`rmjm hy moy 2 fmgmtsimhm mrm-tsmjmfk, fmhmhdkhmg-akem nmhmgpimhm `k mgih’hy   fmhmkvmhm fitmkvmg-pimoimhm, shs… Hmv`smtrm tmgih’hy vmnkmjm hy fmhknizmhm hy moy, jm mjkry hy nmfmeimh’hy  r`n`trm, r`n`fm tkhdm hy t`hmt`hmh’hy vkemhm g`y =9?0 izmy hmhor`h`smhm fm vitm hy moy jm hiemvk e`fkhm i Me`gmihm mry oim ismh’ir`k gpmhor`sy i Frmhtsm ! Fm n`rihtmkhm tmeknmh’izmhy, hisy   jmamry e`nia` hmtmkh’hy B`h`rmey O`Dmuee` tmhy Armzzmviee`. Hit`rmjm fmhmht`hmhm gmjmoiry tmhy mgih’hy  zmhmtmhih’i Frmhtsm ik  jmamry ik smtrim hmhmhormtrm fmtrmtrm hy fmnmfmnmhm sy hy tkjkhy nmhmhmh’hy Fir`h`hm r`n`trm izmhy fmnmfmnmhm izmhy. Ir`k izmy hmhmhm nmvmhm hmgitm moioy tmgih’hy   moy gkm oim gakem himhory tmgih’hy fmhmht`hmhm hy niv`r`hmh’hy  nmvmhy  nmvmhy tmty mh-tmhihormzmhm. Fm hy `ritr`ritrm hipkitrm nk mzy tmtk mhmtih’hy Fir`h`hm  oim hy nk` 2 - 6< -

fmhknizmhm hy tkekhm izmy hisy tmgih’hy mhorkh’hy VVS sy fitmjimhm hy fmnme`kvmht`hmh’hy fmnme`kvmht`hmh’hy _mhihormzmhm ! Qmnm vmk vitm rmnmt`k hy moy oim hisy hy fmhomgihmhm hy fimihmhm irmismg-pir`h`hm. _mk hy fizmrmhm mh’i Me`gmihm. _mk hy fivkrimhm hmhmhdmhmhm hy Fir`h`hm Gijmgamhm . Qmnm hy gkgam mh’i Frmhtsm ihormy oim tmk hy fmhormismh’hy B`h`rmey O` Dmuee` hy fitkhormhm sy hy fmgpibkrkmhm Frmhtsm vmkvmk. Himhtrmijm tmty mgih’hy   zmhmtmhy jkm izmhy fmhmhdmhmhm Frmhtsm vmkvmk izmhy smtrim hisy hy fijmrknmhm izmy `horijm tsmrm jkjkm g`ty nk hmhkvìhm hy fifmhormismh’i Frmhtsm tmgih’hy zmhmtmhihy. Q`n`fm zmtkvk vkry smihm oim smgy hitmjkritsijm hy  Fir`h`hm Gmemdmsy mry mgih’hy fmgpiv`r`hmhm hy fimhorimhmh’hy  Fir`h`hm tsy hisy tsy hmnmemem hy v`htih’hy  jmamry   jmamry hmtmkh’hy B`h`rmey  O` Dmuee` tmhy Armzzmviee`. Hmhmgpy izmhy iemy Oihmh’i  Smh Frmhcisck izmy gmhmijy hy zkh’hy Fir`h`hm nmhmhm hy fmnme`kvmht`hmhy sy hy fmnmfmnmhy. Jkm hm izm hm izm hifmhmhorihm tmgih’i  Me`gmihm gpmhm-vmjmvmjm, oim smgy hmhmht`hm nmnmzk hy mhbmrm gmskmhorkhy. Hy fimihmhm t`tk Gmomdmsijmrm mh`fm oim tsy hirksk nk mgih’hy  fimemhm tmgih’hy  zikdmh’hy fmhbmhmnmhtmhy fm gakem   tmv`em t`k mgih’hy rmfitrm hifmtkrmhm t`k meknm inmhy. _sy gmnm-dmdm, hknk izmhy, rmnm hisy hy tkvkemny hmnmrmjm jkjkm hy fizktry hy tk`tr’mhork hmnitm fm gisy eìemhm tkjkhy nizkrmhm rmnm timhm hy nmhmfmjm mh’i Gmomdmsijmrm sy nmhmrmrmktrm hy fikvmhm hmnmzk   ir`k fm  vmnmhm t`k mgih’hy s`nmtrm irmismg-pir`h`hm. _smpmh’izy  ir`k iemihm hy fmgpibkrkmhm mhtkjk pkeitijm rmnm timhm hy nmhmk tkekhm gifmhmrmjm mgih’hy tkhkh-tmhtmrm himihmhm, jm oim hisy ir`k  vitsivitsy hmhmhdmhm hy GOQG tmhy \mrisy. \mrisy . V`tiv`ty oim hmnmzk  vmnmhm gmh`rmhm mh’i Gmomdmsijmrm iemy mhtkjk. Hy fktkj`vitrm - 6= -

hibkrkmhy oim tsktrm 2 hy niv`r`hmh’hy  fimhorimhmh’hy   Fir`h`hm Gmemdmsy, izmhy nk` 2 hy fmhmfkmhmhm iemy emeìhm hmtmkh’hy   Mht`hig`rmg-pir`h`hm frmhtsmy tmgih’ hy  =>96   =>96 hmhmkvmhm mh’i Gmomdmsijmrm nk zmhmtmhy tsktrm fktsihy jm hmh`skrmhm tmgihy hy Gpmhbmjmhy sy hmhmfkmhmhm hy dkv`rh`gmhtmhy. Hisy fifioimhmhm ihorkm gimhtkmhm hmtmk tmhy Frmhtsm tmgih’hy fifmrmhmh’hy tmkhm ?0 sy tmgih’hy ?6. Hy   vkmeknmhy hmh`hor`hm izmy nk skekgamvmgamnkmjm nmhmpmjm hy ememgpmhkr`hmhm vmkvmk nif`ny hy tmhy sy hy fmhbmjmhm ( Mss`gaeé` Ckhstitumht`) mry hy fmnmrkm oim hy fmh`hor`hm izmy nk Skekgamvmgamnkmjm nk mk mgih’hy Mht`hi-gi`rmgpir`h`hm mt`rmj’iemy ememg-pmhkr`hmhm vmkvmk. Gakem hisy skjmby rkm hy gpifioy t`tk Gmomdmsijmrm   izmy hiskek t`hm hy Vmzmnm, mry hisy jksm izmy tmgih’izmhy. Hisy  izmy hiskek t`hm hy Gmemdmsy. _mgih’ iemy Mht`higi`rm vkmeknmhy  oim   oim  fmnmrkm jksm rkm hk mhbmrmh’hy  vmnkmjm  vmnkmjm gmemdmsy, gmemdmsy, mry tmgih’iemy  fmnmrkm oim t`ek. Hy zmvm-hitrmhdm oim izmk 2 hmhomitrm emeihm tmk mgih’hy fismihmhm gmemdmsy hy fitmjimhm hy fmnme`kvmht`hm jm izmy inmhy hk hmtmkh’hy GOQG  vktkmtih’hy   prkdrmgmhy. Hmgpitkem-dmdm hy r`n`trm hy hmnitm fm, hm hmhmk mnkmhm, hm hmhmk mnkmhm, fin`tsijy hy fitkhormh- bmhmtmhy t`tk, oim emsmh’hy   jmhoioì hmtkektry hy GOQG hy ><% h’hy  vmtkh’hy  h’hy  vmtkh’hy   gpifioy jm izmy hk hmnmemhy mh’i QMS@_M   sy QMVKMNMHDY tmgih’ iemy  Mht`higi`rm vkmeknmhy, mry himgpy mh’i  QMA@GMHMHBMQM,  fmnmrkm. tmgih’ iemy  fmnmrkm. Fm mv`emjk j`ey `k ihy mgpmnmh-tmhtmrmh’hy Fir`h`hm ihy fm iv`r`hmjk ihormy hy fimihmhmy gimhmjmvy j`ey.

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GM_Y I OMOM

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FM HMHKGAKJM NK KSMKSM I OMOM tmgih’hy tmkhm ?3 hmnmfmt`smh’hy zmhmhy emnimivk. Hi`ritr`ritrm izmy nk tknih’hy  tmhtmrm  tmhtmrm izy jm hmhmpmjm fm tsmrm rmnm gmhmk fmsmhm vmkvmk nmgihormhm hy zmhmhy r`n`fm mfmjm hy t`ek tmkhm f`rmh’hy   oioy nibmhkhmhy `hy Mgpmsmgpitk. Gakem tsy e`vkhm mhmtih’hy  fmnmtsimrkvmhm  fmnmtsimrkvmhm hy hmho`nmhmhm hmgmhdivmhdy t`hy Mgpmsmgpitk hknk iemy mhmhjirmy hktskmnih’  Mhorimgmhitrm mvy t`k mhivkh’hy fimhmjmvimhm ! Hmgkry hy gpirmy tmgpk tmgihy i Omom. Vmek tmgih’ir`k sism  hk hirmy n`vitrm nmhmk iemy fmsmhm  v`ekhm tmgih’izy tmgih’izy =4 gimhmomny  hk  vmkvmk. @hy mh-tmgpkh’Mhksiskm  hk nmtmk izy ik. Rmrm tmhy ekvmh’i H`hy hk nmhkr`hmhm mzy. @fm vkmemzmjk tmry meknm fm `hy mh-tmgpkh’Mgakniorkm hy fmsmg-amtk tsmrm tmr`ny hie`v`hmh’hy omomh’hy   omoma`hmy sy hy tmrmhmhy. Hy tsy emitrmh’i Omom tmgih’ik fmsmhm ik oim izy emvitry hy fimhdkhmh’  Mhksiskm, jmh`fm oim mh-tkhdktrm hk mhjmh`smhm gmho`vihm `hy. _sy hmhdmtmnmhm mhork hy fmhmkvmhm izmhy fmsmhm izmhy. I Omom oim hmnmvmtrm hmhmrm-gmsk hy fmhorkskh’hy msm,  hm oim `fm hinmrmtsy mzm hy - 63 -

fmnmsmemgmhy. Mry oim vitm skmgmh- tsmrm inmhy, tmeknmh’hy   t`ek tmkhm iemy fmsmgamtk nirmjitrm hy vkvkjm sy hy nifmrmhmh’iemy  t`ek emv`hkhm hitmfimh’i QMEIBMKHM MHOQIMGMHBM_K. Hmtmkh’i Omom sy H`hy tsmrm kgmhm tkjkm hy fmgihormhm hy zmhmhy nk mk mgih’ik fmsmhm vmkvmk ik. Hisy   rmnmt`k hy fivkrimh’hy fimhmjmvimhm  hin`v`rmhm ir`k nmvmhm r`n`trm izmy

nmemihm mvy `hy Mgakniorkm jm nmp`trmjm `hy Mhksiskm. Hmtmk   fkgam tsktrm h`fm ginmbm hy rmnmrmnm mry smgy mfm-pk tmgih’hy  fkgam hy nmvmhm r`n`trm sy hy gpimrm-gkhihm. Fm hy hmnmtmitrm mhmy zmhmhy oim hy fmnitmhm fm tkm hmhdkvitrm hmhdkvi trm i Omom hkhy ihbmy hkakrmnihy t`k mhmtr`nmhy, gimeknm hy nmgkhksmhm mzy, hy vkvkjm sy emv`hkhm sism hiemkzmh’ iemy zmhmjm timhy. _km tsy hmnmekm-p`k izy. _sy hmnmtkgmhy jkm. _km tsy t`nijmsijm mjkry mzm. _km emsm emvitrm oim emvitrm hy `ritr`rihy `r itr`rihy ! Hmho`nm hkoy tmk mgih’iemy   `fitrmhk j`eihmy tmk  Mgpmsmgmoihijm izmnmy gimhmjmvy j`ey r`n`fm vitm hy rmnmrmnm. rmnmrmnm. Oim gakem gam hibmhkhbmhkhm tmk i Omom himrmjm tmgihmy rkmemny fm i H`hy sy hy mhmamvihmy jksm hmho`nm hioihm t`hy  Mgakoigitm. Nkmtry hy emvitrm `ry izmhy tk`rmhm izmhy i zmhy tmgih’hy fktkmh’mhork !  hmnmzk Nkmtry hy hinmrmtsy hy fmnmsmemgmh’i Omom. Nitm fm tsy  hmnmzk mihm izy. _km s`gpktrm. _km tsy mvy gimihm. Ihormy gmrmihm, tmgih’hy   ? krm t`k nk `k, hifknm izy oim hismsm. Oim hiv`rihm hmhmhormhm hmtkry ihormy. Jmhbk tkm himihm gmfy ihormy gmho`nm oim tsy hin`tsijm ihtskhy. Hifknm nmihdmhm izmnmy girmnmemny. Hkfknmzihmy iemy rmy mgmh-or`hy a` hifmhiem `fitrm tmgihmy. _khdm izy givmoy ! Vmk hib`ry iemy Ihdmnie`nia` oim hmhmk t`hy fmgpikhkhmhm smoy hiemzm nk` 2 « _sy gisy n`vitrm - 6? -

ihtskhy fm emsm izy jm gmn`r`zm nimhmr`k mry gmnmizm gikhkhm ! º Oim hmnirihy hy gmskh’i Omom ! _sy hifmhmk v`ekgm

mjkry izmnmy. V`tiv`ty tky hy ihormy gipy gmsk oim emsm i Omom. Qmhkgmsk j`ey fktsihy hk tsijmritrmy t`k mgih’ hy gmskhy   t`k  himemhy mihm oim hifmrmhm t`k hy tmhtmrm gmgy himrmnmhm mgih’hy  himemhy tmgih’i Omom gmemem ! Hkjmrmjmrmihm nmihdmhm tmgih’ihy   gmrmihm ihy inmhy hy fiemzmhm tsy gmihtsy hmtmk tmhy mgih’hy airmk gijmrmjmrm hy fmhkg`zmh-oìemhm nmho`v`hmhm. Oim hioihm hmhj`hy  Mgakoigitm izmnmy. Mry oim hmtmk mrmj’izmy nk fmhmbmhm mh’i Omom hy fmho`v`hmhm ! _mht`rmjm mrm- amjit`hy nk mh’hy  fimhmjmvimhm   fimhmjmvimhm hy nk` 2 « _krk vmtk hmhoimvmhm ! Fkemjm mhory himhjihmhm ! º @hihmgaihifkek tmkhm mnk tmgih’izmhy. _sy mh -tmhy tsy mgpmrmfmrm ! _smrkmjk nk himhtrmijm gmfy t`k mgih’hy  fimihmjk   fimihmjk ik fmnmemsmhmh’i Omom ik. Hmhbmry   hmnmfkrkhm nirm mnk, hm hy tkhkhy hm hy f`khy. Hmgpioirijk mk mgih’iemy   mgakmrm j`ey hmrihormjk tmgih’hy   fmhjmemzmhm hy fmnm-`fmpkek tmkhm

hitkhormjk hy fimhdkhmhm mk Mgaknitmht`ey iemy nirm gitkhorm hy eknmt`hy nk` 2 K ry Qmih’hy  kek-gihk   kek-gihk ! Fitmoimvmhm tkjy mvy mgih’ Mhorimgmhitrm.  Hifknmfknm tmgpkjm hy mihdmg-pmhmny. _smrkmjk ihormy fm rmnm gakem himhmtrm tmhy mgih’hy  Femckurt   Femckurt tmk Gmnmgmsihm mnk oim hisy fifmhihmhmhm hmgpmhmkvih’ hy Gpmgpimhm-pihkmhm mhmy.

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I _kgpkjkemny QMJK_KMQIMHMEM Gpitmhorihm ik. Hy hmsmihy hmtmk oim tkhkhjmek izmy mgpioirmhm hy t`hy nk` « amiakey º hm jkm « skrmtrm gmsihm º ismjy hy mhoihihy. Izmnk hk hmnmzk  vkmeknmhy tmgih’ik fifmhihmhmhm ik. _sy mhmhmjk ihtskhy mh`fm hy  tkhkhjirmjk. _sy vkmtmniry. Smoy tsy hmemijk jkm iemy jkpimh’iemy  tkhkhjirmjk. ekjm. Hy mhjizy irmy jiemsy tmgijk fktsihy hk hmnmfmhtmrmjk fm izmnk hk vkmeknmhy. Izmhy r`n`trm izmhy jkm himrm-hivmekhm  fmnmtsimrkvmhm mh’i Omom ! tmgih’hy  fmnmtsimrkvmhm

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GMHKOIOIHM HY FMNMFM_@SMH’I  OMOM

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_MKHM MNK QMNM HMHOMK I OMOM. Fktkmhm iv`emrmh’hy   smihm. _`-nijmrkjmrkjm sy a` fmhkhtmhimhm hy zmtkvk mgih’izmhy   vmhig-pimihmhm izmhy. Ismh’izmy hmnmeimhm hy `ritr`ritrm  hy mhy mhjkmtry hy fmsmhm. _mk rmnmt`k hy moy e`nia` izmy hmnitmhm nmvmhm hmho`nm oim tsy hiv`rihm ihtskhy. Emsm mizm miz m ; _khdm ihkhm ; Gakem gmhmhm fisimhm v` ir`k hkoy gmhory ; Mry hy hkfy, gisy oijmhy v` ; Hy tskormhk, t`hm gmhmh-bihm v` jm gmhoim ;  Msm gkm rmnm gakem gmnmsihtkhm hy tmhkrm ir`hy mgih’izmk mhork izmk fm hmgpimoimhm jmrmbim fmtrmtrm tmgih'izmhy. Smhtikhmh-bmvmtrm tsy e`vkh’hy mhork sy hy meihm  hifmhoigay hk `htih’hy tsimrkjk  nimrmnm-gib`ry `tk. Mzk imoimh-j`vitrm. G`ty nmgpitsigkjm `ritr`ritrm tsy gmhory !

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Knmtrm inmhy ity. Gisy v` hy gmtkmtkm; _sy emitrm hmgpmhdihihm i H`hy tmgih’hy hmnmfmt`smh’i Omom mry oim nkmtry hy himhtsk mzy fkmhm ismjy hy nmrivm nmho`nm nmtkry. Gakem tmhy Gmnitsy izmnmy hk hip`trmjm. _mk mgih’iemy  trmhk gisy mgakhy rinmhm hmgakmrihm nk trmhk fmhorimhm. Fmrmfmrm rkm hk tmk. Hy irmy e`nia` t`k mgih’hy  emfih-orihorihm   emfih-orihorihm mvmrmtrm mtsihmhmhm. Mry hy irmy j`eij`ey t`k mgih’hy emfih y mtsigk mhor`fmhm. _`tk mgih’ity fmhorimhm  j`eij`ey ity hk hmnmzmtrm mh’i Omom r`n`fm hmhkgakjm tsy oim tsmrmtsmrm ekmtrm  vmrmvmrmhj`ey mh-tmfkhtrmhk ik, jm hmnmzkmhy izy. _mhorifih’iemy  vmrmvmrmhj`ey rivktrm jkjkm. Gmh`emh`emhm hy fmhorimhm e`nia` sy hy vmeitmfk jksm oim gisy ememhtsmrm j`ey. _mkrimh’hy hmnmfmt`smh’i _mkrimh’hy  hmnmfmt`smh’i Omom oim tsy oim hisy hmtkry tmgih’ik fmrmfmrm ik izmnmy mhjizy fm hme`khmy hitmgamtrm tmk mgih’iemy `fitrmhk irmy izmy hisy fmrmfmrm rkm jkm. Ihormy mhork, hmho`nm hmtkry tky hy gmnmzmtrm izmnmy gimhmjmvy j`ey r`n`fm vitm smjmfk meihm. Gakem hmhkny hy tkgmhihy, izmy hmhbmry hmnmzmtrm mhmy mhjizy i H`hy. Vitm inmhy hy mhtsmsmjy hy meihm. Iemy mhmamvihmy fmnmrkm hk hirmy fmhorimhm  t`ek gmrmihm t`k nk `k, tmgih’i H`hy tmgih’ izmy. Hkhy tmgih’hy  Hkhy  tmgih’hy  t`ek n`hkhmy mhjizy hmtkry tmk mh’`fitrm  fm tkm hijkrkpmorkpmjm i H`hy gimhmjm. Hifmgknm izmnmy. Hmhor`nitrm birk. _km hmnmr`   hit`hy nk` 2 «  Mzm gmhjmty fm gibmhkhm inmhy mhy mh’i H`hy  hit`hy mgih’izmy  mgih’izmy  gisy mhmk mhy ` º. _mpitrm tmitrm izmnmy gimhmjmvy j`ey. Hifmhkhtmhy. Fm ihkhm hk hmnmzk mhmr`k ; Oim i H`hy hk hitmhtmrm. Nitmhy, nkhk, i Omom, himrihm mvy t`k mgih’iemy  fmhorimhm fmtkrimhy oim hmho`nm hinkoihm hy tkhdktry hy fmrmfmrm hmhorimh’izy gimhmjm. Oim mvy hmhmtkhm mh’i H`hy. Iemy mhmamvijk jkm hmnitm mh’ik. Hit`hy mh’iemy t`hy   vkmemzm `tsy mgakhy i H`hy. Hismrkh-oknm tmk izy gimhmjm, himrmr`trmh’hy  tmnktrm. _khdm izmnmy mvy mtsy mh’`fitrm vmk mzkhy hy mihy. Oim

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hifmgpitmhtmrm t`k. Oim hifmhmfmtrm nk` 2 «  Mzm mhtskihtskihmk ihtskhy r` i Omom ry H`hy fm me`k izy nmhory f`nizmy mhy mgih’ izmy tk`rmhm gisy mzy mhy ! º Hmrmihm t`k inmhy hy mhork. Gakem  r`smjmy fkmhm hy zmvm-hitrmhdm. « Ihkhm hk hiv`rihm t`k mgih’hy  r`smjmy nitmhmr`k ; Mnkmhm hy mjmhbkhy ; Hit`hy tmgihmr`k v` izy ; shs… shs… º.

_sy hiv`rihm ihtskhy ik tk`-bmvmtrm hitrmhdm meihm ik nmtr`k fm zmvmtrm nmfm ihormy hk gakem himihmhmy. Ihormy memnmoy nmrivm, hiv`rihm mvy mhy mgih’ hy fmhkgpkmgpivmvmnmh-jmrivm izmnmy gimhmjmvy j`ey. Hmnmzmtrm mhmy gkm hy gimhdkhm gmrmih-tsy nmrivm. _khdm t`k A`gmhokgam, tsy nitm iemy gpimsm hmtmk nk` i Hmivkj`eigmsk. Hmhtskihm, tkm tsy hisy hmhkihm. Emsm iemy zkjijk hmho`nm nib`ry t`ry mgih’iemy  gpivmrktrm j`ey `ry mgih’hy  fivieimhm  fivieimhm gmhjmhy mgih’hy nkpitmey. Nitmhy t`k i Hmivkj`eigmsk. Oim hmhkhtmhimhy 2 « Fm mnkmhm hk iemkzmhmk mty hy trmhk ;  Jkm rmnm gisy kekh-ormtsy mgih’ izmhy Hmivkj`eigmsk oim mnkmhm ; Mizm hy emjie` ; º _sy rktktrm ekmtrm i Hmivkj`eigmsk fm tkhdm fktsihy izy oim hmhmrmjm iemy zkjijk jm hmhmtkhm mhmy gimhmjmvy j`ey t`ry mh-trmhk. Oim t`k izy vmk hitmhtmrm . « Izmnk hmjm mihm hitsiemiemy t`ry mh-tkjktmhy t`ry , nky izy, hk hisy hmgpmh`hk hy « jÿrihm º tmk mgakhy tmk. Nimhmr`k r`n`trm mh`fm fmhtmtrk fm emsm tmhy mg-pimhdkhmhm omnkek. Ih-t`ek hk hmh`hk iemy izy. Hme`kjk hitskmjm hmgkhby hmgmhm ! º

Ik jÿrihm emzmihy ik oim tsy ihkhm fm hy fmhmirmhm izmy hisy   gÿtÿ a` fitmihdih’i Omom. Q`n`fm tsy smemgm izy , oim tmgih’iemy  gÿtÿ hmjmrihm tmhy mgakhy rinmhm ik jÿrihm ik gam nmtmkhy fimhtskmhm mhmy mhjizy r`n`fm gisy zmvmtrm tmoimvihy. _sy gisy tsy hmnmemem izmhy izmnmy r`n`trm tmk mh-trmhk. Jm hy hmnmdmdm mh’i  Hmivkj`eigmsk oim hy hmh`hkmhy, h`fm izmnmy gakem tmhy - 69 -

mg-pimhdkhmhm omnkek ! Gimhtsk mzy v` hy pmtrÿhy ; Izmy hk hmgpie`fm mzy jm hme`khy hmhmtkhm hy hmgmhy. Fm hisy jkm zmvmtrm nmfm izmy hmnmem-smg-pismihmhm mny gmhkjmhm . Hmhoritrm hy n`rihtmkhm t`k nk `k, tmkrimh’ hy hmnmfmt`smh’i Omom oim izmk hk hitrmhdm tmgijk 2 rmnm gisy kekhm r`jk fm gmrmry gmfy, r`smnih’hy   kekhm gmhkoioihm, hm hy oimjkhm hmgmh’i H`hy, hm ir`k tmhtsmnm  gpivmrk-akjmtrm gmhmtkhm mhmy, jm gmhkhkfy mh’i Omom gimem mihm mnk, oim tsy gmihtsy r`jk mk  t`ek mhork fm gmty iemy kekhm. Qmnm gmhkhkfy jksm mnk mhmtih’hy  t`ek jm gmnitm mh’i Omom fihmritrm skmgmhtsmrm, oim  tsy gmihtsy r`jk  hm oim `fm hmtmk nmfky mzm iemy jksm hy fmnmsitrmhmh’ iemy gmrmry  hm nmvmhm ! _mty mkrimhm mh`fm oim tsy hmhmk ik jmrmzm-hkfy ik ihtskhy mnk. Hmnkmhm ; _sy nmijk ! Fm oim hisy jkm t`k mgih’hy   fimihmjk, hkfy tsy g`ty nk nmoihkjk nmtrmgih’izmk  smtrim hisy oijmhy emeihm. Izy ir`hy gmhormjmrivm oim smijy hifmhormy tmgih’hy  s`orm  s`orm izmy tsy gmihtsy hmtr`nmhm. Knmtrm 2 tmgih’izmnk  gakem himhmtrm. Q`n`fm hisy hy fmhmoihmhm tsy gmihtsy hmtmkjk,oim `fm hkg`h’ Mhorimgmhitrm mny gimeknm, mgih’hy  mememh’hy hkfy, hy nk vkjmhy. Skgmry gitkvy nmtrmhy ik hkfy ik. Gimhijm t`horkgaknitrm, hm gimhijm trmhk mvk hm tieijmgak. Jkm rmnm r mnm tmfitm skmgmhtsmrm, oim mfmjm hk oijmh’izmy. Qmnm  tsy tmfmjmtrm jksm mk mhmtih’iemy hkfy, hm gmh`zmjm fmnmzmtk fmnmrivk mzm mgih’hy  fikgmhmhm,  fikgmhmhm, oim tsy mfmjm inmhy ! Ik jmrmzm-hkfy ik oim gakem gisy `k mgih’hy fimihmjk gmhormj’mhj`nitrihy. Hm tmgih’izmnk hmhmk  hy fmhmoihmhm r`n`trm hmtmkjk tmhy mhomfy, hm izmnk himtrijm fifioimhmhm hkhy - 4< -

tmty mkrimhm, oim gitrmhdm fkmhm ik hkfy ik, rkm hm t`ek vkemhm `k, meknmh’iemy s`orm nmtr`nihm, jm  gmgpmnmzk tkjy mny nmtrmhy . Izmhy rmnm hmhmk fifioimhmhm ! _mgih’hy   tmkhm =909 hk hirktsmnmjk

vmeknmhy

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gpmhkektsmihmh’hy

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 Mhtmhmhmrivk. Vkemhm s`ptmgarm, rmnm tsy oisk oisk hy fitmoioijk. _`ek  vkemhm gimeknm oim `fm fmhtmtrk hy nk vkjmhy. Mk mhmty mem irmy hk smgy gimhijm nmzk izmnk sy ir`k hmgmjk gpirmy mhtkjk mgijk. _mfmjmtrm mvk oim mvk mnk, mry oim gib`ry gioihm gmgmhtmtrm ir`k gmhmrmjm emviomvitrm. Vkjmhy ; Hy  gpifioy t`ek, mhorkmtkjkh’ hy gpifioy,  izmhy nk` hy rkm mgih’hy  gpifioy oim hifioy hy eisitrm MJFG hktmrinijk mvkjkm, hm oim hmhmhm hy emzmhy sy hy tk`rmhy t`k mgih’hy   tkekg-amnkmjm mzm Ihdmny QMJK_KHIQIHM Stmhisems izmy `fm  a`h’hy  tmhìhmh’Mhtmhmrivk hmhoritrm hy rkm tmkhm sy tmpmhy smoy e`nia`h’hy  Fmritmhih’Mhtmhmhmrivk tmgih’izmy. _sy hismemsmemjk hm oim j`ey mjkry mzm fm t`hm mhtskh’ Mhorimgmhitrm izmhy, t`k mgih’hy  fktkmhm gakem hitkekgmhm gmfy nk mh’hy Fmnme`kvmht`hmh’hy

Fir`h`hm. Ir`k gpirmy mhtkjk tmgijk hiskgmritmjm izmy tsy izy. Izmnk mh`fm tkhy oim tkhy smtrim, hm oim tsy hkemzmijk mh-ory zmemny mzm hy zmvmtrm fmhtmtrk, gam tsy nmhormismhy mny nk « gihkgihk fkmhm º, oim hmnmtsmrm mny hy hmgpis`nk fmnmtkhimhm gam nmnmzkmjk gitmrijm tsmrm ir`k fivkrimhm gmrka` gmrk a` tsy gmihtsy hmtmk. Fm tmry mgih’hy  fktkmhm  fktkmhm gakem himhmrmjk tmk mgih’ hy Eycé` inmhy, ity jkm gisy zmvmtrm tsmrkmjk. _sy gijmsijm hy hkfy ihtskhy ity, fm gijmsijm hy vmvmjm sy hy fihkmhm.

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 « cemss` o` qumtriîg` º mnk tmgih’ izmy. Nifmrmhm _mk mgih’hy  « hy tmkg-pimhmrmhm. Fkgamh’ hy  Eycé`  Eycé` hy gmhmk hy fmgihormhm jiemsy hy mhjizy mgih’hy  fmhoihinmhm   fmhoihinmhm hy vkjmtry hy fmhmoihmhm fmhmk ismh-t`ekvkemhm. Hmhkgakjm nmtrmhy mgih’hy  «  « sixiîg` º jm nmtrmhy mgih’hy « qumtriîg` º oim tsy gmihtsy hmhmem fmhmoihmhm t`hy frmhtsmy fkmhm mnk fm tsy hmnmzk hy mhtsmsmgmhiem ginitsy tmgih’ik tmrmhbm ik. 1/1< fkmhm   hk gam hÿtijk. Hy tmrmhbm nmfm mh`fm tsy hisy hmhmnirmhm mny ginitsy. Fm ity t`hy frmhtsmy ity oim tsy hmnm-n`hory mny ! Ismjy hy tkhdm hy fmnmzkmh’mhork e`nia`, vkemhm bkemy  jm nmtrmgih’hy   vkemhm s`ptmgarm, oim vkmt`ry himhmtrm t`hy frmhtsmy mnk. Hisy gpmgpimhmtrm irmy tmk mgih’hy s`jkeih’hy   fimhdkhmhm tmk Gmnitsy izmy hkn`v`rih’ i Omom sy H`hy fm gam nmvmhmhm mgih’ik t`hig-amzmnm ik. QMHMIVKSKH hk mhmrmhy. Qmnm tsy oisk hy fmnmtsimrkvmjk oim QMA@VMEMEM hk mhmrmh’iemy   rmihy, Gpitmhorihm tmk Amamy, vknitrm j`ey `k mgakhy mvmrmtr’i  Vmhdmihm. Kekhm smrimjm a` smoy smoy skgmry ginkrmjm r`n`fm git`hy Ihdmny QMHMIVKSKH. Skgmry j`vkjm mgih’hy   fmnmizmhy t`hy frmhtsmy. _sy gmnmdmdm izmhy rmnm mhy mgamhivknitrm mhy ! Hy hmnmzkmjk hmhorksk jkjkm, hknk hy fmgpimhmrmhy, oim smtrim, hknk hy gmnm-dmsy mzy, oim fmhtmhy tsmrm hy rmfi-t`hy hmoijm mvy  hk mhtskihm nk` 2 « gmedmcnisg` º, mgih’hy t`hy gmemdmsy. Ir`hy  hk izmy tsy fmhtmtry hy vmzmnm gpmgpimhmtrm mhmy. Vmzmnm mvkjkm gmhtsy hy gpmgpimhmtrm mhmy tmhy mgih’hy Eycé`, mfm-tsy irmy hm rkm. Gkrm tmgih’Ihdmny  QMHMIVKSKH  QMHMIVKSKH hy hmhitsy ik jmrmzmhormfitrm himihdm tmgih’hy  t`hih-ormzmhm  t`hih-ormzmhm ik. Gmrinijk inmhy fm tsy gam hit`hy frmhtsmy ginitsy mnk, hm tmhy mh-tkjktmhih’hy Eycé` mzm, fm hy fimhmrmhm inmhy hk hmtmkjk tmgih’ik t`hy smrktrm ik. Jm hkhy ihbmy gam hisy fmhorkskmhm tsmrkmjk t`k mgih’hy fif`n`zmhm ik t`hy ik oim hmhbmry gam fmhirimhm hitsiry tmk mhmtijk hy gam nk mfmjm gifihorm jiemsy ji emsy tsy gisy hy hmhtskihm nk` « `xmg`h pmrti`e º tmgih’hy t`hy frmhtsmy. - 41 -

Smihdy oim hisy zmvmtrm nmfm hmhkriskry tmgih’ izmnk tmk mgih’hy  « cemss` o` qumtriîg` º. _mgih’hy fmhmoihmhm  t`hy mhdeisy oim hisy fmnmoiskmhm hitkvy tmgih’hy  jÿpimjk  jÿpimjk sy hy mh’hy  hmgmhm t`k mjmijijk izmy smgy gmhkgakjm mgih’hy M hy mhmrmhmy rkmemny. _sy nitmh’iemy   gpmgpimhmtrm ik nmoiskmhm gitkvy ik rmnm tsy t`k mg-pmg`r`hmhm hy jÿpim izy. Hmhbmry  vkmrkmjm n`rihmhork hdmrmhdioihm izmnmy rkmemny. Q`n`fm gisy hy fmhorkmnmhm tky izmhy oim tsy gmihtsy gmg`rihm fmhmoihmhm   tmrmhbm iemy gpimhmtrm oisk. Nkmtry hy gam tsy rmrihy mgih’iemy  tmrmhbm t`k mgih’hy   fin`v`rmjk izmhy jm oim hivmvmamvmjm tmgih’  Mhorimgmhitrm mnk. Hy vkjmhy 2 hmrmry iemy gpmgpimhmtrm t`hy mhdeisy mhmy tmgih’hy fktkmhm hivkrimh’hy   gpmgpimhmtrm hmhmkvmhm hy fmgihormh-jiemsy jm oim nmoihk iemy fmnmoiskmjk. Hifihorm jiemsy tsy hmhmem fmhmoihmhm mnk! Nmfmeimhm r` izmhy ! Fm oim hkrmisijk nk vmeig-amvmjm mvy tmgih’Mhorimgmhitrm izmhy  !  ! Jkm mzm gam izmnk hk mg`trmnmhm fmhkhtmhimhm nk` 2 « Gmgmey  vmvmjm v` Mhorimgmhitrm ; º Mgijk,tsy gisy ismemsmemhm hy  vmeihy fm 2 « `hy ! º

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MG-\MGMQMHMHM HY FIKFMHMHM _@_K GMOMDMSIJMQM

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 M NKM_QY HY _SY F@HK HY FI_MH_MQMJK rmnm tsy mgamrmjk mhmk izmy gam fimemg-akeihmy tmhy Gmnitsy tmhy, r`n`fm gam tmfmrmjm izmnmy smgy mhjizy jm gmgpimoy jmrmbim. Gam fmhmkhmy hy gimhmtrmhmtrm jmamry gmemdmsy mry oim mtmk jiememk hy gmgpimsm mzy. N`v`rihm fm gisy fmhmt`rmg-akoikhory jm gisy zmzmemny gpmhdmtmjm,mry gisy hy zmzmvmvy mhdmtmnihm. _kvkhmhmy izmy gam fmhtmtrmy fm g`ty nmgpinkg`ny hy gmnmzmtrm izmy nitm mk mgih’hy  akjy,   akjy, jm smoy gam gitkgak hy fmnmememhmy hy fkgamh-ormzmhm hk ginmgmhmh-jmr`hm t`hy izmnmy. Izmhy tkm jiememk izmhy mhdmgam hk hmh`fy hy t`hmjk t`k mgih’hy   fif`n`zmhm hy fit`h`hmhm jm hmnmtkhdm mny nk gpijmamry tmty mkrimhm. - 4? -

Fm gakem hisy fmhmgpihy nmfm t`k mgih’ izmhy fitimvmhm hy t`hy gmemdmsy izmhy. Qmnm gakem himhmtrm tmhy mgih’hy Eycé` izmnmy oim ismh’hy t`hy vmnihy hmhmkvmhm  fmhmoihmhm hy t`hy gmemdmsy. Mfmjm hismfioy hy gpimhmtrm hm nmhmk t`hy mhdeisy, hm t`hy me`gmhm, hm t`hy gmemdmsy, hm t`hy itmeimhm, hm t`hy `spmhikem `ts… Hy  smfioijk,   smfioijk, r`n`fm tkhdm tmk mgih’hy « cemss` o` qumtriîg` º mnk , oim hy t`hy me`gmhm hk hmhmgpijk hy t`hy mhdeisy. Q`n`fm himjmtrm tmk mgih’hy  «  « trkisiîg` º mh`fm mnk oim hisy hmnmsmgpkhtsmgpkhm hy fimhmrmjk. Hisy hy fin`tsij`ts`nmhm gmn`ry vmijm t`tk mgih’hy Fir`h`hm hmh`nkmhm hy fitmoimvmhm hy fmnme`kvmht`hm. Vmk vitm gmhtsy hy moy tmgih’izmy   jm hin`vitrm hy mhjmgmrkmh’ kekhm, ihorihorm  fm hy tkvkemny tmnmjm mhmy, fm nk mzk v`tiv`ty izmhy fmnme`kvmht`hm izmhy. Qmnm hmv`rihm nk « Nmut Ckggissmir` º h’hy  Q`pkaeijm   Q`pkaeijm Frmhtsmy tmty Ihdmny O` Ckpp`t oim v`ekhm hy „rktmjm’. Hismritmjm hy tmhìhm. Hisy jkm zmhomry hitifitrm kekh-tsktrm gmemdmsy t`tsy Smaktsy-Hmg`nmhm hknk hy fitmjimh-j`trm tsy hmgpifmhjmnmzk. H`htih’hy   kekhm himjmtrm t`tk Mhtmhmhmrivk hy fmty. Hknmgmfisihm hy fitmjimhm hy fmnme`kvmht`hm. Gmihjm gkm fm r`n`fm hisy fifioimhmhm ! Hismnkmnkm hy tmhìhm mry tsy hisy tsy hmnitmhm mhmy tmhkrm r`n`fm h`ty nk n`tsi-amnkmjm. Hy zmhm amzmnm himrm-himhmtrm tmgihmy tmgih’izmhy, skgmry hmgpitmnkrihmy nk` 2 « Nk nitmh’imemny  ismhy,   ismhy, r`n`fm mzkhmy hy fmnme`kvmht`hm, fm nmtsmtkjmy `ry mgakoy pmkgpy `ry imemny ! º Higpirigpirihm ry zmr`k ! Jmhbk gkm hivmoijm nk zmvmtrm nmfm hy fmho`nmh’hy   tmhtmrm fm hie`htijm gitmtmk vkvkhmhm iemy gmskmhorkh’ hy   fmhmht`hmhm hknk hy hmfitskjy hy gpmhbmhmtmhy izmy hit`tijm tmgih’hy fkgam r`n`trm hy  tsy   tsy nmhkg`zmhm izmhy fmnme`kvmht`hm izmhy nk mh’hy Gmemdmsy  !  !

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Oim hitrmhdm hy rmnmrmnmh’hy =9?4-?> izmy fitsmpmhm givmivmy  vmnkmjm gmemdmsy. _sy hisy hm fimhmjmvimhm irmy mzm hkemekvmh’hy  vmnkmjm tsy hinmrmg-akihm tmgih’ihy. _sy   `tk hk tk`rmhm g`ty nitmhtmrmhm hy gkgam ihy tkekgamnkmjm ihy. Hy timjk gam nk gmrinihm fktsihy oim hy `ritr`ritrm his`rmhm nk` 2 « Skm inmhy fm `fm gmty i Omom vmk hitrmhdm ihy º. Mhtkhy ; I Omom gmhtsy hk gam ismh’hy   gpmhknmhm sy gpmhkg` vkem hmhmgpimhm hy GOQG tmk Gmnitsy. Jkm rmnm hitrmhdm hy fmgkhkmhm sy hy fmhormkfmhm kekhm tmgih’ihy   vmhig-pktkmhm ihy, oim nk vkmrmy tmk jkm izy ! Smihdy nmfm gkm hy emnmtr’Mhorimgmhitrm ! Fm iemkzmjk j`ey `k ihy jm iv`r`hmjk hy vmhig-pktkmhm hmgitmhm hy fimhmrmhm t`tk Gmomdmsijmrm. Vkmemzmjk t`tsy meknm fm hisy t`hy mzk hismfioimhmhm tmgih’ir`k  t`hig-pir`h`hm smginmfm r`n`fm himjmtrm nk mk mgih’hy « cemss` o` qumtriîg` º. Hy t`hy me`gmhm hk hkrmisijk mry r`n`fm nimjmtrm nmhjmk mgih’hy « s`ckho` º mnk oim hisy hy smritmjm t`tk mgih’hy Fir`h`hm vkmtsimnijk `tsy meknm. Hifmhmr`tsmjm hy gpitsijiek tmgih’izmhy t`tk Mhtmhmhmrivk. Hy fimhmrmhm, hisy fktkmhm hmnmtmpmnmhy fm nk` 2 nimjmtrm hy skhmdmey nmgkhk hy kekhm ! Q`n`fm hmtmk hy fmgihormhm jiemsy oim dmdm mnk smtrim, tsy fmhtmtrk izmy mhtkhy hismjmh’ iemy  gpmgpimhmtrm t`hy me`gmhm mny tsy niskhorktrm, hm oim gam h`tih`ty inmhy mzm hy hÿtijk tmgih’ik tmrmhbm ik. Sksktrm tmgih’izmhy mnk jm oim hmhmpm-j`vitrm tsy nmhkny hy t`hy me`gmhm ihtskhy. Hy t`hy gmemdmsy hk tsmpmjk fm t`hm hiemijk.

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 Mhtkhy 2 hitkgak tsij`eij`ey tmk mhmtijk iemy tme`htm fmhkrmtmhm jm hmhbmry hmhmvmhmhm mny hy hmgpimsm hy t`hy gmemdmsy nk `hti-gmh`nk fin`ts`nmg-pk emeihm. Hijmsm nmgkmjm hy skrmtrk nk rmjitrm nk mh'hy tmrmhmjm nk mvy mnk h`fm tsmpmjk fm a` oisk hy fkgam fmhkrmtrk. Hiemijk hy nif`ny tsmrm hy t`hihormzmjk jm oim tsy hismemsmem mnk himhmtrm hy t`hy gmemdmsy nk skekh’hy t`hy me`gmhm. _sy   oim nknmijk tmhtmrmihm `tk hy fmhjmfizmjk izmhy t`hy gmemdmsy izmhy. Hm tmty mkrimh’hy smsmhy mzm mnk vmk hmhkgakjm himhmtrm mzy, oim izmnk nmtrmhy hk  vkmeknmhy tmgih’hy  tmrmhbm  tmrmhbm t`hy gmemdmsy. Ihormy gmho`nm, tmgih’hy fktkmhm hmhmkvmhm hy fmhmoihmhm ismh-t`ek vkemhm, oim hmhmk fmhmny ihimhm hy gpimhmtrm irmy jiemsy ji emsy tmgijk gam tsy nmhkg` mfm-tsy tmrmtmsy hmoijm mvy tmgih’hy  jÿpimjk ! _sy nitmh-oQmgks` QMGA@EKSKM izmy mtmk fm hihd`hkhd`hkhm fktsihy izy nk fmh`nkmhy hy tsy fmh`j`hy hy nmomemhm hmtmkhmy gpimhmtrm. Ihdmny QMGA@EKSKM gkm oim tsy izm fm zmhmj’ i_kgpkjkemny QMV@EKBMKHM izmy imrmnmgmnmemem hy tk`rmhm e`nia` hktmhmhy rmnm hy gkgam hy t`hy sy hy fmnmizmhm mgmg-pmn`hor`hm gmemdmsy hk nk emzmihm. Kekhm tsy gam a` t`hy. Gme`gy pmijm. Gpimsm a`. Izmhy hk mzk iemzmhm  gpimhmtrm oim mh’Ihdmny QMGA@EKSKM, fm hy hmhmnirmhm mhmy  gpimhmtrm izy j`ey fmhkg` hÿty r`n`fm gitsmrm fmhmoihmhm. Hmnmvmtrm hmhmk vmzivmzy zmry t`hmhy tmgihy izmnmy ihormy mhork jm hit`hy tmgihy nk` 2 « Ity gmemdmsy ity mhi` Qmgks` hk gam fmhmvktmhm mhy mgih’hy   fmhmoihmhm, jm mzm oim gmninitrm ekmtrm nimhmk mgih’hy hÿty fm gmty hy Dmsy º. N`ny vmemjm fktsihy hk mvmeihy mhmy !

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Q`n`fm tkhdm tmk mgih’hy «  cemss` o` s`ckho` º mry mnk, oim

mzkjk mgamrm nk` 2 hmnmf`ny hy t`hy gmemdmsy. _sy hmhmkvmjk mhtsirmgaihm ginitsy hy fmgpitmnmhm sy hy fimhmrmhm hy e`skhm. Ihorihorm hy drmg`rm. Hitmtrm nmgmhtmtrm izmy t`hy gifmhormijm mgih’hy t`hy gmemdmsy   hy fir`nmh-tsmijk. @fm hmnmsk-rmtrm mgakmrmh-tkhkhjmek vitsivitsy mnk jm oim rmfitrm hmgkmjm izmhy nk akjy j`ey. Hmnmzmtrm rmnmt`k t`tk Mhtmhihmrivk hy gmgkmjm akjy j`ey gisy p`by =6. _mhtmrm gitkny, hm tmhtmrm ihormy gis`nk. Hktmhmjk hy r`fy gmnmzmtrm 2 =6 p`by. Smihdy pk`zim hk hmvkmjmjk. Fktkmhm himhmrmhm hy tmkhbmtk fmnm-=6 t`k mgih’hy tmhtmrmh’hy eit`rmtikrm tmhor`fmhm  izmhy jm tsy nk dmdm nimhmk rmnm iemzmjk nk` 2 fkgam fmhkrmtrm hmnmfihmritrm mny hy hmhmrmjm hy fitsipijm hmhormf`tmhm hy mhtskihm nk` « skhh`t º. Gmgijk ekmtrm jkm mh`fm hy fkgam fmhkrmtr’ir`k Gmemdmsy hmhmhm hy tk`rmhy tmk mgih’hy eit`rmtikrmhtsijm, tmnmjm mh -ory QMA@MQIV@EK, Hy Mvmhm QMGMHMH_KMHIHM, QM_MHY, B`mh HMQIVKHY, Bmsgihm QM_SIGIS@_M, sy hy gmrk nmfm tsy mry nk vkmtmhismjk `tk. Hy himhmrmjk hy eit`rmtikrmh’hy   tmkhbmtk fmnm-=6 oim hmgpimhmtrm mny hy `zmjm hmtmkh’hy gpmhkrmtrm `krkp`mhm tmgih’izmhy gam nmgpmhmh-jmr`hm hy t`hihy mvy jm hmgkrkhmhm vkmgakemhm vmkvmk hm hmgkhdmrmhm hy trmhmihy gakem hmhmhm hy emhbmhy ! Nmfmnmfm a` `ry iemy eknmt`hy hmp`trmjk tmgih’iemy mgakmrmh-jirmjk 2 _khkhjirm, Mjkh-oyrm, Skv`hirm ! Hy titrm v` hk hmhmitrm hy kekhm, sm gam hisy n`vihy inmhy hy zmvm-akmskrmtrm ; Msm ! fm oim gam hmho`nm tsmrm hy ts`hmh’ik  akjy j`ey ik, fm hy hmhmnirmhm mny oim hy hitmjy hy  gpivmrk-dmz`ty.  vioihy t`hy mgih’hy  mgih’hy  gpivmrk-dmz`ty.

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Ir`k gpimrm-gimhmtrm tmgijk, r`n`fm hmnitm fm gpmhkrmtrm tkhkhjirm mnk oim smgy gam hihormhm hy n`tsi-pkjk rmnm s`horm gam hisy timhy nk hmhkrmtmhm. _sy mry nk vkmtmni-rijk omnkek ir`hy pk`zim j`ey hme`fmh’hy  hmgmjk nk mh’hy kekhm tsy fmhtmtrk ir`hy. Smhtikhmhy vitsy fktsihy sism hk gam vkmtmhmjk mk ! Nk  mhork his`rmhm ! Hm iemy akjy j`ey hmvkmjmjk tmgih’hy oihokh’hy  mhork =9?> ihy mzm oim tsy mhmhmjk ihtskhy. Q`n`fm emsm tmhy mh-omfy mnk gmhtsy oim hipmritmoritmjm a` inmhy i nmhy hy rmjitrm j`ey smginmfm. Hy e`skhm mzkjk jksm mh`fm, t`k mgih’hy fmgkmnmhm iemy akjy j`ey, oim hy `zmjm, sy hy fijirizmhm mry hy fmnmr`tmhm hiemihm t`k mgih’hy fijmrmjmrmhm mzy. Hy fimhmrmhm tsy mzk hknmgmivmhihm, hy skrmtrm tsy gmihtsy hktmh-or`gmhm fmtrmtrm, hy fmhitsimhm hy oisk tsy gmihtsy hi`zmnmhm, hy fit`t`zmhm hy gpivmrk-dmz`ty tsy mzk himemhm, shs… shs… Hmhbmry   tsy oim hmrisijm ekmtrm mnk nmgkmjm hy emnmtskrmtrk hkhy tmty mkrimhm, smoy hikvm rmnmt`k jkm hy zmvm-hmnmokokhm . _mgih’izmhy fktkmhm hioirmjk hy s`nmtry hy eit`rmtikrm  izmhy

oim tsy hisy tsy hmhormgmjk izmy r`n`trm fmh`nkmh-j`vitrm sy fmgpitmhm nmfmtrm. Hy tmhtmrmh’iemy  kekhm hktifirih’hy   zmhomry t`hy Smaktsy-Hmg`nmhm hmnmvitmjk tmhtmrm fiememk mhomgpinmzk. Hisy nmfm jkm gijmsijm hy fitimvmg-akem. Hisy nmfm jkm gkgam hy msmh’hy fkhjsikh`rm shs… _sy hy tmhtmrm inmhy hk hkskrmtmjk fm hmtmkjk jkm hy hmgkrkhm nirm (tkhkhy sy f`khy) hmhormvmnmhm mzy. Hy n`vitrk tmgih’izmhy oim tsy hy nmhkvm hy  hmnmzmtrm hy Gmemdmsy mjkry, fm hy nitkhorm fkhbmh-j`vitrm  vmkvmk nmgpioirihm mk mgih’hy rmfitrm gmhmvmhmhm. Gmrk tmgih’ir`k skrmtrk tmgih’izmhy mh`fm hk tsy vkmtmniry smtrim   tsy hisy h`htijk hmhjmhy Mhomfy ir`hy. Nmtmk ihkhm mhy gkm ; Oim hipmritmoritmjm t`tk mh-tk`rmhm jm tsy mtmk gmnmdmdm rmnm tsy nitm hy mhorkmtkjkhy ! - 49 -

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_K MG-\MHKQM_MHM OIM GI_MG\KOY nk mzy mk  smihm zmvmtrm gmrk tsy nmy memnmtrm ihtskhy. mhmtih’hy  smihm Nktsigpkhtsigpkhijk hy smsmhtsmsmhy mgih’ir`hy  gam nk v`ekh-tskrmtrm mtk mgih’ity  «  « vkmnmhdy rmrmjm ity º. Izmhy fmhmkvmhm jrisigmsy meihm tmhy Gmnitsy ! Hy fmhormvmnmhm hy fimhdkhmhm oim `fm hmnmokokhm mhmy `ry ! _sy fmhtmtrmy izmhy « smpih º izmhy fm nmzk jrisigmsy hk fmhtmtrmy. Ihkhm ik ; A` gmhdm t`hy mhiemh’hy   trmhk fimhdkhmhm jm oim hmtmkhmy nk g`ty hy hijmpm gmhdm tmhkrm nmtmk `k mfkvkmh’hy  meitmrm nk rmvmnmhm. Hy vkmgmhdm, izmy gakem tsy gmsmjm mjkry tmgih’izmhy vkemhm o`smgarm izmhy oim hmhdmemrihmy hknmhihm inmhy. Jiakh’mgamhivknitrm gkm hy mhmy jm tsy   oim hmhjmrmry mhmy ekmtrm izmhy ! _mnmj’izmy fmnitm mhy mgih’hy fimhdkhmhm smginmfm oim gisy hy tsimhb`ry, hy nirm imhmrmhm. Gisy mzm hmemihm tmgih’hy   nirm mhdeisy mry hmtmkhmy tmgih’hy  t`hy   t`hy mhdeisy smtrim gam himhmtrm

izmhy iemy pmsit`rmhmy ! Fifmeimhm nmfm jmrmzmhm hy fifmeimhm - >< -

jrisigmsy tmhy mgamhivknitrm. Hmemn`ek `ry hy mhjizy tmk mgpimhdkhmhm rmnm s`horm jm tsy gam hmnmzk hy tsimhb`rihy ! Fm ihormy tmkhm, mhdmgam hy =9?6 izy izmy, gam nk fmhormismh’mhbmrmh’ hy   tmhkrm zkjihbkjihy oim hmhmk emnmt`hy girihorm emvmemvm inmhy mnk izmy hkvmjijk tmgih’hy  meih’hy  Jrisigmsy. _sy fmhmk tmgih’izmhy hy   git`nmjm tmhy mgpimhdkhmhm fm tsy mzkmzkh’hy   gisikh`rm, h`fm oim hit`nmjm hy kekhm r`n`fm vitmjk iemy mhbmrmjk. Hkhy mgpitsk 10 o`smgarm, tmgih’hy   fmhkgpkmg-pivmvmnmh-jmrivm hmnmzmtrm oim fmhtmtry hy gpimhdkhm fm gakem nmv`rihm hy zmvmtrm smsmhy hmtmk hy meihm. Jm tmgih’ik  ihormy gmjm ik oim tkhdm gmrk, tsy tky hy gmnmzmtrm hy gpimhdkhm, gam ninmihk iemy pk`zimjk. Jm hy skgmry hmnmz`homhm mny tmgih’izmy oim hy hisimh’hy  okrjmsy  okrjmsy rkm hifmgmey tmk mg-pimhdkhmhm. Mhtkhy 2 gakem t`k mg-pmgmjimhm iemy tkhkhjirmjk mnk hk hitkgmhy iemy zmzmj`ey hktrktrkih’ iemy  Qmgmtkm irmy. Izy mh`fm tsy h`ty hivkmjm fm gam t`-ninmihk iemy pk`zim. Hifmgmey t`k izy sy iemy Qmgmtkm t`k mjmijihy jm vkmt`ry hmbmhkhm ginitsy meknm meknm hy fktkmhm. Hkg`hm vmtkgmgy iemy zmzm nmhdihm, izmy vmk hmv`rihm ihormy hy fmgmjimhm iemy t`hy hmrihormjk! Mgamhivknitrm tkjkm !   jm tkm hmhorisijm mny nmhkny Fm hy hmhmitrm mny tmgih’izmy  jm hy fmhkrmtmhm oim hy fmnitmhm fm hm oim n`v`rihm nk tmgamhivknitrm tsy oim gmhmg-pmnmememhm ekmtrm mzm hy kekhm oim nmihy oim nmihy tkjkm hy gmhjmfy zmvm-jmhtk ! Izmhy fir`nmhm nk tim zmvm-jmhtk izmhy jkm vm r` hk gmnmtkhdm hy mhjizy =1 hm =3 tmkhm nifmhorkgamjm `ry nmhmhormhm nit`hory hy nmrgkhimh’hy fimhdkhmhm,   rmnm vmk vitm hy fktkmh-jmrivm ; Iemy \msit`rmhmy jkm gkm gam fmey `ry gmgpimhmtrm skefm ir`k izmy gam gmhmtkhm mzy jm gay mgih’iemy   fit`h`hmhm - >= -

nk` 2 tmfmnmkhm hy tim sy hy gmhihm ! _sy mtmk gmnmtmitrm rmnm tkhdm gmrk hy tmhkrm nimhmtrm nirm. _sy oim gisy fimemg-akey rmnmt`k jkm mhy mgamhivknitrm jm gmrk hk tkhdm nimhmtrm nirm. Gam j`vkjm `ry hy fimhdkhmh’i Gmnitsy mgih’hy fktkmhm smginmfm irmismhm tky hy eknmvkemhm, ismh’`fmakemhm `ts… rmnm vkmmsm nmhormy mhbmrm nirm smtrim gisy fkmhm iemy fismkrmhm skgmry fmhokjmfmhm j`ey nk` 2 Hmnmfihmritrm ekmtrm hy nirm vitm f`k `fmtrm hkr`okhih’ hy tmhkrmh’hy fimhdkhmh’i tmhkrmh’hy fimhdkhmh’i Gmnits y ! Fm tmht`ey mgmg-amnkhm gkm hy fimihmhm jm giv`rihm mk mgih’hy tsimrkjk hy r`smjm hifmhmkvmhmy sy H`hy jm tsmpmjk nk tkm hmhmfihtknihmjk mzy . _mgih’hy   fktkmhm hmnmfmt`smh’hy rmijk  oim hmhkgakjm hmrmry iemy mhmamvijk vmvigmtkm hkg`h’hy   rmy mgmh-or`hijk

mhmrmhm nk` 2 QMRMHMGMHBM_K QMRMHMGMHBM_K B`mhh`. Rkjijk == vkemhm gkhbm ik mhmamvijk ik. Rmzm gifmhmrmjmrmjm izmhy izmnmy gimhmomny jm skgmry fimoimhm. Ihormy gmho`nm, tmeknmh’izmk tmhtmrmijk izmk oim hmrmry izy. _`hy A`gmhokgam izmnmy tmgih’izmy. Mr`tihm  nmfmnmfm. Hmhorktsirktsihm mvkjkm hy t`hmhy r`n`trm. _sy nmihmy tmgih’izmhy  fm  fm mtmkjk fm jmrmzmhm « mee`rdi` º hk hmnmzk mzy. _sy tmoioijk ihtskhy izmy hifmhmjmekzmhmy omny n`vitrm t`k fm e`k hy hifmgmey tmgihy mnk oim hmhkzkhm nk` 2 « Giv`r`hm mgihmk ik mr`tihmk ik º. Mjkry hy nmdmdmjk hkhy mgpitsk fm hiv`rihm hmhorktsirktsihm a` ihormy hy t`hmh’hy  mhmamvijk. Nmtrmgih’izmy mnk oim hitmhorihm fmtrmtrm ginitsy hy  zmvmtrm emzmijk. mgih’hy  zmvmtrm _mty mkrimhm, r`n`fm hmrmry iemy mhmamvijk, oim hifihorm hip`trmjm t`hy Mgakoigitm hy gpimhmjmvy j`ey, fm nk` gam mjmijy gpitsmak jkjkm `k. Hmrmry tsy h`ty hinmtsmrm ekmtrm iemy mhmamvijk. I H`hy gkm hk t`hm gmnmvmhtmhm mzy nir`smnmhm jm, ihormy mhork, hkhy nitmh’i H`hy fm tsy hisy  vkjmhy  vkjmhy hy fitsmakmhm - >1 -

izmy hmtmk, oim hmhkhtmhy iemy zmhmhy izy nk` 2 «   Smk oim hisy  zmvmtrm nmfmnmfm hmtmkhmk mhmjm ; º Vmk gmihjm z`homhm izy hkhy hkvmeih’ iemy mhmamvijk   gkrm nk` 2 « Izmhy nk`, tmgih’i   Omom gmty ir`hy oim v`ekg-pmhirimhm mnk jm hiaitsijm tmgihy gam nmfihormhy mgijk iemy mr`tihm hmnmzk mzy  º. « Mormy mhmjm, nky i H`hy, hy mh’hy  mh’hy  kekhm hy zmvmtrm tsmrm hk mhdmtmnihm, fm hy mhmk jksm oim mr`tihm hk hktmoimvihmk  ! º.

Oim nkmtry hy hmhmry tkjy izy. Hm oim hy vmvmjm fmhmkhy mzm tkm tsy tsmrkmhy ekmtrm. Hmemn`ek mh-bmhmhy i H`hy ! _sy `em ekmtrm ihtskhy tmkrimh’izmy   oim gmty iemy mhmamvijk. Qmhkgmsk izmk mh’i H`hy  izmk   izmk ! Rmhmhy tsmrm tmr`ny ! Vmk vmek mgaihifkek tmkhm ! _sy mry mgakhy, tsy mry mgamhy, h`fm oim hihomksih’hy fmnmfmt`smhm  ! _km tsmrkmjk irkhy skrmtr’i  Victkr Nudk gmhmk nk` 2 « e’nkgg` `st uh mppr`hti, em okue`ur `st skh gmètr` º Jkm rmnm gakem r`vk hitkgmhy i H`hy, izmnk jksm hmhkrmtrm tkhkhjmek nk fmgpikhkhmhm sy fmgpmn`r`zmhm. Hmhmtkhm mh’i H`hy mnk oim hit`hy gkrm tmgihy nk` 2 «  Gmhdihm r` ry H`hy fm tsy me`k v` izy emsm mhy mgih’hy \mrmoism, tky izmy tky izmy nmgpibmeimh’hy  nmgpibmeimh’hy  mr`tihm `tk mh-tmhy ; º Hkrmisih’i H`hy  nk

fmhomtsmhm mzy hy t`hijk. _sy hmgmey izy. Gakem hy rmhkgmskhy inmhy hk hmrktsmhy. Fmrmhy izy hit`hy tmgijk nk` 2 «  Fm tsy gam timhmk mhdmnm ik mhmamvihmk ik ; º Dmdm mnk ! _sy nitmjk izmy t`hy nmvmey.

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Qmnm hmgmoiamoijm hy jmni` hmhkrmtmjk hy v`tskjk tmeknm mnk oim hmnitm fm hy tkhkhjmek fmnm-=16 hk girmjitrm izmk t`hy izmk izmy mtskfkjk `tk. _sy fmhtmtrk gmhtsy rmnm gakem nmhmhm fktkmhm mnk nijmrmjmrmjk hy fmgkmnmhm ir`k tkhkhjirmjk fmnihy ! Izmk hk vkmrmjitrm 2

 Hmhdihm !  Rkgm gmrmihm hk hmhkrmtmjk hmhkrmtmjk ity, oim iemy zkgì hmgkhdmtrm s`htk nk mh’hy  gpimhmjmvy ! Iemy zkgì hitkhorm hy tkgmhy nmgmhdy n mgmhdy hy tkjmtrmhkhmy ! Rkgì hivigaihm mhjmsk nitsioijm hy tkjkhmgamrmvmrmhmy !

hivmemgpmrmh’hy  Hy r`hijk hitkgmhy t`k mh-tkhdk- pmrmfmrm hivmemgpmrmh’hy hkfkh’hy   mhmamvijk. Izmnk jksm hmhmjkrism hy p`hijk nmhkrmtrm hy `ritr`ritrk, jm izmk hk vkmskrmtrk t`k 2  Hiekfijm t`tk t`tk hy nmtmhkrmhy nmtmhkrmhy Jm f`hk « ihorisy º ’Emy `fitrm j`ey aihmakh-tkgmhy  fm tkbk jmeisy. jmeisy.  Hitsioi-jmhomtsm  Hitsioi-jmhomtsm hy mhork mhork gmrmihm gmrmihm Fm emvk hy mihm  Himnktrm emny emny hy fkhy tmhkrm,  Hibmhkhm gkrm gkrm !  Ihor`k gmhkhtmhy gmhkhtmhy hy zmvm-pmhmk  Nk` 2 « Mizm nimhmk ; º Jihmhbk, hmhdihm ! _sy hisy hit`hy  Hy vmeih’ ir`hy  !  Ihbmhy hy rivk-hitskj rivk-hitskjm m gis`sy _km mekh-tsy r`sy … _km emjm-hmgihorm hy emsih’hy  mihm ’Rmy `htkhm gmihm !

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 Hisksm hit`pk hit`pk , tkm f`k gmhkhtmhy gmhkhtmhy  Hy oimh’hy tmhy !  Hmhjmizm iemy kekhm skm skm fmeifmey ; _sy gisy gmgmey !  Hmoihijk jkm jkm hy rmnk-gmhomek rmnk-gmhomek  Gam s`horm s`horm himek,  Hm mizm hy tmhy tmhy hkg`hy hkg`hy hy mihm ; _sy nmihy emzmihm !  Hib`ry hy zmvm-hmhmt zmvm-hmhmtrijm rijm t`k _meknm hmhmg-p`k Jm oim hmhkhtmhy hy smijk hibmey ! _sy hisy gpmgmey !  Iemy hkfk tmhkrm tmhkrm hmhihtsmhm hmhihtsmhm t`tk  Hmhormrmjm  Hmhormrmjm s`htk Fm ihork gmhmtrijm sy gmhkekmhm Jmh`fm ihork gkmhm !  Hmhjmizm ’emy fk fmeifmey fmnihy Sm zmry vmnihy ;  Iemy hkfk gmtkry gmtkry sy vmtmhm vmtmhm sihm K ! ihork gmhdihm !  Hmhdihm iemy iemy `fitrm gam gam hitk`rmhm hitk`rmhm F`hk fits`rmhm !  Hitskmjm hmhjmizm iemy iemy kekhm tmk ; _sy trmtrm hmhomk !  Hipkitrm nmhkhtmhy nmhkhtmhy ir`k ir`k fifmeimhm fifmeimhm Jihmhbk vmrimhm Fm oify iemy smihm ’zmy a` fmhirimhm  Ihorisy hmhdihm hmhdihm !  Hmhdihm hy tmhy ! hmhdihm hmhdihm hy trmhk  Hioirmh’ mhdmhk mhdmhk !  Ihbmk rmhkgmsk rmhkgmsk hk tkm gijkrimhm gijkrimhm Jm hmnmvmrimhm !

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Fm tkm tsihkhtsihkhm mjkry hy tmhy  Qmnm tmnmj’izmhy  ! Fm tmpm-ts`dkhorm oim mgpy nmhormvm  Hy skm t`-nk t`-nk emvm !  Hinkoihm nib`ry nib`ry hy emhitrm emhitrm jksm ’Emy mihm hisksm, Jm tkm fmeifmey sy rmvk mkj’izmhy Fm oify hy tmhy ! Jmh`fm iemy hkfk hmgmtktrm t`tk  Gmgkhdmtrm  Gmgkhdmtrm s`htk ! Jkf`ny gmgpitkamjm rimh-ormhkgmsk  Givigaihm  Givigaihm mhjmsk ! _sy oim nmgpmhihkhm mjkry hy hkfk  Qmnm tkm jm jm nikfk  Ihork hy vmem vmem hmtmk gam gam nk mzy Fm e`kg-amzivmzy !  Hy tsijy hirmismhm hirmismhm sy hkzmrmihm hkzmrmihm  Ihor`hy hmhdmihm hmhdmihm !  Hmhjmizm’emy  Hmhjmizm’emy nmvmhm nmvmhm ’ho`nm nk  vmhdihm ; _sy trmtrm, hmhdihm !  Hmhdihm ! hmhjmizm ry ry emny ;.. Hmhdihm Hmhdihm ! _km oisk hy oihm  Iemy fk f`hk f`hk tsijy sy hkfk hkfk hifmey _sy g`ty gmgmey !  Hy gmhormjizmy gmhormjizmy hk nmhkjmtrm nmhkjmtrm mhdmgam mhdmgam  Hy mgpini-gmgam mgpini-gmgam  Nmhokm itk itk hkfk nmsmihm nmsmihm nit`hy  Hy vmeih’ ir`hy  !  Oim vkvkjm vkvkjm sism hk ihormihormih ihormihormihm m Fm gakem tsy gmihm ! Vkvk-gme`gy hiemkzmh’hy  f`k Jm nivmekhm nmtr`k !

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Fm emsm hisihom tkm mhok gmrmihm  fkfkh’mihm…  Iemy fkfkh’mihm…  Hmhdihm tkm tkm smnm gismkhm gismkhm hy tmhy  Hmnitm mh’izmhy mh’izmhy  !  Oim ihork hy hy hkfkh-oQMRMHM hkfkh-oQMRMHMGMHBM GMHBM_K _K  Nikhomhm vmtk vmtk !  Hmhioih-tkm  Hmhioih-tkm mekjm tsy mzk ememihm ememihm Fm tmpitrm hy mihm ! V`ekgm gmsèhm ry hkfk nijkrk _sy nisy nibkrk !…  Nk e`vkhm jkm jkm hy tsijy hirmismhm hirmismhm  Hmhbmry fmismhm fmismhm !  G`t`zm hy emhitrm mhi` mhi` gam nivknm nivknm  Nk mhmk himeknm himeknm !  Hy sism tmv`em aihmakh’hy  ts`trm  Nimhory hy f`trm ! V`ekgm ihorihorm ! V`ekgm inmhy !  Gmsèhm mhy nk mhy !  Nmhdihm nmtr`tk hy tsijih’ hy hy tmhy  Hmhbmry tkgmhy tkgmhy ! _sy gisy git`hy ! _sy gisy nit`hy  Hy zmvmtrm r`hy ! Fm smgy hmhdihm hmhorktsm-tkgmhy  Hmnitm mh’izmhy !… 4 g`y =9?>, 9 krm gmrmihm.

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Oim hmhomhy n`rihtmkhm meknm iemy gpimhmjmvij`eihmy hismkhmhm hy mhmamvijk ! Hy fmhoihinmhm izmhy r`n`trm izmhy, sy izmy gam j`ey hifmhmjmekzmjk n`vitrm tmgih’hy   gpirmy tmgpk tmgijk hk hmhksijm mny nmhkrmtrm tkhkhjmek irmy hkg`jk hy eknmt`hy nk` 2 « Mzm gam ismkhmhm mnk !º. Ismh’ir`k  tkhkhjmek  vitsy gam vkmtmnirih’hy nmvmjk jkm ik jm mhmkvmjk mzm fmoy hy gmhkektrm mzy `tk nk mhmk izmy gmgpimhtrmhk ity tmhtmrm j`eijk ity. Mhdmgam gam nmnmzkmhmk mh-tsmihm hy fkgam fismihmjk hy fmhoihinmhmk mzy ity. Mty mkrimhm `em mty mnk gmhtsy vmk dmdm gmnitm fm hiamnmh-tk`rmhm t`k mgih’hy   fi`ritr`r`tmjk hy fmnmfmt`smhm sy izmy mhy mhjkmtry hy fmsmhm ! Hy akjy hkvmjijk  v` ; @j`jk fm hmnmemsm fismihmhm emvitrm mny hy hmhoihinmjk iemy  akjy gitkhorm hy eknmt`hy nk` 2 « E` eivr` o`s @sprits º. Ik oim gmgpimoy ekbijm tsy gisy nk jimhihm, rmnm hy fkgam g`ty nitsmrmh’hy   kekga`ekhm hy fkgam itkhormh’ Mhorimgmhitrm hy zmvmakmnmrihy. Smoy hmgpmnmzmvm hy fmhormismjk hy  fimihmhm izy ik, hk vmk gmihjm jkm hmgpikrihm gmfy fmho`nmh’hy  fimihmhm hy fihkmhm jristimhm tsktrm oim tsktrm izmy hmhmhmjk. _sy nmhkjmtrm moin`vitrm gkgam izmhy `tk mnk fm hy iemzmjk mzy mgihmk gpmgmjy oim smtrim hmhmhm mhbmrm tk`rmhm e`nia` t`k mgih’izmy mzk emzmihm   gam nk hy fiekzkfimjk izmhy akjy izmhy. Hmhbmry nmfm hy fmnitmjk hy fmnmfmt`smhm mry oim h`j`jk nk gmrihm fm t`hm gpivmnihy tkjkm isijm `ty mh-tmhy.

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Ik jkm hk hmhkektrm nk mny hy fir`nmhm fktktrm hiamijk hy fimihmjk oim hy fmhmkvmhm hy tsmrm. Jkm rmnm tsmrm hy mtmk, mzk mhtkjm fm fimihmh-tsmgamtrm , hm `hori-pisimhm smgamtrm jkjkm hknk izmy nitm `ty mh-tmhy hk nk mzk mgih’hy  fimihmhm  fimihmhm gmhmrmjm. Hy fmrmhy gkm, nk mh’izmy rmisih’hy _kgpk nmhmhm mhbmrm mgih’ hy fmgkhb`hy, oim tsy gmihtsy nk mk mgih’hy _kgpk inmhy. _mhy    vkemhm bkemy ?9 hk hmhkrmtmjk mzy ity. Mkjm nk emzmihm mgih’hy  vkemhm nk` 2 `fm hmnmzkmjk e`skhm e`nia` ir`k s`orm t`k mgih’hy  fimihmhm . @fm hinmgmtktrm hy smihm. H`fm jkm vmhig-pktkmhm `fm hmhmrmhdmrmhmhm izmy moioy g`ty nk gimhory hknk hy hmhomekvmhm tmgih’hy  fitsmpmhm  fitsmpmhm gmnmgmy hkoimvih’hy  Fir`h`hm.  Fir`h`hm.  Mtkektrk nk mhmk mtk mhivkh’izmk fitmhtmrmjk hy fimihmjk izmk  ity tkhkhjmek ity gam nmgmhtmrmhmk izmy n`ry gimfihm r`n`trm hitrktrk hy fisimjk !

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 MRM GAM ISMKHMHM MNK !  Mzm gam ismkhmhm mnk r`n`fm rmvm hy hy fkh`hmjk,  Mzm gam gis`htks`htk, mry mzm gitkgmhy, gitkgmhy, Fm izmnk gitkny nk gisy ! Hy vmeinm hit`h`hmjk  Hk nk sigam jm niv`em gam nk vkvkjy hy tmhy! tmhy!  Hy gkzijm hkt`hor`jk hk nmhdihm, tmpm-tmoy… _sy nmg`ekh-jmek ihtskhy iemy gpijmekjk tkgmoy,  H`fm izmnk smhmtrim, _sy nmhbmry fkmhm mjkry hm nk e`vkhm e `vkhm okrim Smihdy tsy nirimrim… _sy nknitm nitmhism itkhy jmekjmek itkhy Fm nmg`tskv`tsk jksm hy jmrmzmh-tsmhtm mgakhy Fm nmhdihm itkhy vmtm jm nisihom nisi hom hy tmnirihy, _sy nk fmhtmtrm `tk ihtskhy hy « mh’mihm º sy hy jirihy Fm nk emsm iemy fmhmny f mhmny izmy hme`fm gam nmhoioy  J’mzm oim ismkhmhm izy sy hy vmtm vkmnioy ! Fm nisksm itkhy izmnk…zmhm-bmvmtrm gie`fm  Nimjmtrm mhy mhivkh-ormnkhm nivigaihm nivigaihm izmy gam `fm _sy nk g`hmtrm mnk `hy !  Nk amhbihijk hy tmhy sy hy `htmhm hkg`hy,  Nk emhbmijk izy ir`hy ! _sy nibmey mjkry mnk, fm hy vitmjk jmtsmnk Jm tsmrkvy fm tsy gmty…mzm gam ismkhmhm mnk ! _sy iemihm hy gismkhm ! tsy t sy iemijk v`eiv`ey !  Qmnm rmtsy hy hmtmkjk, oim ismkhy fm `j`jk !  Qmnm s`horm jksm hy `fm `fm jm gam g`horijm nm`ey,  Mzm oim ismkhmhm mnk ! Izmy hk nmfmtrm kg`jk ! Fm hy `tk zmvm-pkmhm, jm gmhomek tky hy rimhm!  Izmy tsy gmhmhm fihkmhm oim giekhbi- pmnkrimhm…  pmnkrimhm…  Izmnk jksm izmk gmhoioy  Nk` 2 hy vmtm f`hk s`htk s`htk mjkgakhy gam ninioy  Itsijik izmy gmhdioy  Mry mzm gam gismkhm ! Mzm gitmemnkemnk Jm smnim git`hy nk` 2 Mzm gam ismkhmhm mnk !

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_khkhjirm fmnm-=0< mk mgih’hy tmnirijk ik. Mht`hmijk fm gam nmgpi`ritr`ritrm hy gihk inmhy. _sy mritrk jm hmtsioijk `tk gam nmgmhtmrmhmk fm hy tsy gam hismkhmhmy, rmnm tkhdm hy fktkmhm hmnmemsmhmh-oQmgmtkm vmoijk, oim tsy nmitrmitrmh-j`vitrm hmhmkvmhm emgmkoig-pismihmhm vmkvmk mjkry, fm zmvmtrm himihmhm hmhoritrm hy tmkhm gmrk.

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 MK EMSMG-\ISMIHMHM NIMHMK jm nin`vitrm fm rmhkgmsk sy fmnkrimhm fktsihy hk hmnme`nia` mhmy ! _`hm hisy tkjkm hy tsijy izmy hmgpirm-vkrmvk mhmy .  Mtmkjk mzm fm t`hm a` emvitrm hknk hy rmhkgmsk hy n`ny sy hy jkrmhm hmhormvmjm hy fimihmhmy.  Mhjkmtry hy oihokh’hy  fmnmfmt`smh’i Omom t`k mgih’iemy  `fitrmhkj`eihmy tmk Mgpmsmgmoihijm oim vmvkekga`ekh’hy   emsm smgamtrm hy jkrmhm sy hy tsijy gmrk hmhomek tmk mgih’ik `fitrmhk ik. @j`hm mvy nmtrmhy fm hy fimhmrmhm hk vkmeknmh’ moioihmy  tmhkrm tmfmrmy tmk. Smihdy tsy gmihtsy gam hisy jkm hy fktkmhm himemhm smsmtrm j`ey, hm himemhm vkey. _sy vitsy ir`k zmtkvk izmy hifmgktkmhm tmk. Hm nimrm-gmhmk o`vkmrm, hm hy `hti-gkoy. Hm jkm nmhkjk oÿgy ! Izmhy hk gam hmhmvmhmhm mhmy fm f m tsy mzkmzkhmy ekmtrm hy jmrmtrm. Ihormihormy gmhmk fmhkrkhm. Fm hy t`hm hmnmemhimhm hy mhork oim hy fifmgpitmhtmrmhm hy zmvmgmgpinkg`ny h`ty nk his`nk t`k mgih’hy fimihmhm.

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Rmtrm tmhtmrm j`ey gmgpinkg`ny ismh-jmrmzmhy tmgih’izmhy  hy t`hmjk, mry tmk rmnmt`k hy fifmhmorkmorkmhm izmy hifmhmkvmhm jm t`hm hmg`hk tsijy hy fimihmhmy. Mzk emzmihm nk` 2 h`htihm himhtitrm ginitsy hy tk`trm tim vmzivmzy sy tim vksiaksitrm izmy hitmizm mhmy. _sy izmy fktsihy mh`fm hk hikgakhmhm fm tmk hy fifmhmjmekzmhj`vitrm gkgam hy fiekzkfim. _mk hy fifmgpitmnmhm hy zmvmtrm hmtmk tmhy mg-pimhmrmhm. _mk hy fmho`nmhmhm jkm nimrm-gib`ry sih`gì. Ity fmrmhy ity oim t`hm hiemihm t`k mgih’hy  fimhmrmhm  fimhmrmhm smtrim smgy nmfm a` hy sivieizmsikhm frmhtsmy izmy hiekgmhm tmhy mgpimhmrmhm, sy hy sivieizmsikhm gmemdmsy izmy hitmizm t`k  sih`gì hk gam hmnmzkmhm mh-tsmihm mgih’hy fimrmnmgkhihm. Hy  sih`gì hy zmvmtrm gmrk izmy hmnmzmtrm hy vmzmnm,h`fm tsy fmnitmh’hy  Gmemdmsy. Hmh`hkhm rmrig-pinmvmhmhm t`k mgihmy tmhkrm gpirmy fimhmrmhm izmhy jm hm oim tsy gam hmhmhm hmgmhm ekmtrm mzm hy t`hmjk, oim hisy inmhy ir`k vitsy oim vitsy izmy t`hm gam hifmgpinihmhm hy gmhtm sy hy gmsmjm tmgijk. _smrkmjk hy rkm hm t`ek izmy hmnmvmtrm ginitsy hmhomhy n`rihmhork rkm hm irmy himrmnmhm hmhmk vmjmhsy tmhy Gmnitsy. Izmy hk gam tmjmtrm ! _sy hmhomek hy smihm mjkry izmhy nk` 2 nk mhy mgkrkh-ormhkgmsihm ` ! Nk mhy mgih’hy   fmritmhy smginmfm ` ! _km hkfihkfy tsy mzk hktmht`rmnihm mjkry ! Qmnm tkhdm nmtr`k Mhtsirma` oim `fm fmey izmy tsy izy ! Fm r`n`fm tmfmjmtrm tmhy mgih’hy  «  « cemss` o` s`ckho` º mnk hk tsmrkmjk nk tkm hisy fiv`emrmh-tsmihm izmy tsmpmjk t`k mgih’hy fimhmrmhm. Hy gpimhmtrm zkjijk gkm hk t`hm hmhmvmhmhm mny hy hir`smjm hm hifmhmjmek n`vitrm tmgihy. Ihorihorm fm hy r`smjm fieÿzÿfim. Hm oim tsy gakem tkhdm tmhy mgih’hy jiemsy  fmgmrmhmhm  fmgmrmhmhm - 93 -

izmy hmhmkvmhm ik tmrmhbm ik mzm mnk oim `fm gam a`a` inmhy hy  akjy hkvmjimjk jm hmnmzkmjk hmnmzkmjk hifmhomnmtrm hifmhomnmtrm tmgih’ory  zmemny  zmemny izmy himhmtrm. Fmhmkh’hy   gpimhmtrm zkjihbkjihy jkm tmgih’ izmhy  hy

gmgkrkhm oiny hm jkrmhm j`ey nk fmhmkvmg-a`ekgm izmy gpimhmtrm nimgpitm rmhkgmsihm. Gmhormjmrivm oim hy gpimhmtrm, nmtr`k mgih’hy « cemss` o` s`ckho` º hk gimjmtrm , hk gifmgktkmhm mgih’ir`hy. Gmrkgmrk hk hmgkrkhmjk pk`zim nk fmhmkvmg-a`ekgm. Hisy ginitsy mzm hy hmnmvitmjk nirm, izmy izmnk inmhy hk smoy git`hory pimhk, hk ginirm mzy ! Hmg`em tsimrk smrk-akhkihm jkm ir`hy mry gisy vitsivitsy hk gakem  vkmtmnirijk. Fm tsy hy fijkrmhmhm f ijkrmhmhm ifmhmkvmhm v`ekgm inmhy hk hmhormvmjm hy vmjmhsy e`nia`hmy tmgih’izmhy  fm  fm hisy jkm tk`-bmvmtrm izmy smoy hmhmnirmhjirmhm mny ihormihormy hk tsy nitmjk izmy niemzmhm mzy 2 hmnmfmey v` sm hmhkriskry ;  Vmhig-pktkmhm itsigknmhm sy iv`emrmh’hy   fir`nmh-jk tim hy  vmhig-pktkmhm mhmkvmhm hy t`ek tmkhm mgmrmhmhm hy mgamrmtkhdm fmnmrkm. Gmgpirkhm nk mgih’izmhy rmnmt`k hy  fimhmrmhm hy eit`rmtikrm frmhtsmy. Gmhkgakjm mhy prkdrmgmh’hy  fimhmrmhm mgih-ory Qkhsmro jm gmhormpmnm-tkhdm mty mgih’hy   tmkhbmtk fmnm-1< oim nmy tsimhb`ry ir`k tkhkhjirm tsmrm rihorm izmy hmh`nkmh’hy   jmemzm emny hy fin`ts`nmg-pkhy. Hisy rmnmt`k hy fimhmrmhm tsimhb`ry mzy ir`hy jm tsy gmnmdmdm rmnm tkm hirkhm nk mgih’hy   fmgkrkhmhm tkhkhjirm gitmfm fitimvmhm jkm hy dmsy ! Nmem tmnmjm ; Fir`nmhm t`-nis`nk ; Sm t`hm fmnmizmhm nitmhism hy mk mg-pk ; Izmy iemzmhm mzy g`ty omnkek.

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Fm ity hk hmhmnirmhm mny r`n`fm mvy hmgkmjm iemy akjij`eijk  vkmeknmhy mnk. Qy zmemny hk gam r`vk mgih’izmy zmzmvmvy   tsy fmhtmtrk mjkry gam gmnmr`vk mzy mhy, oim izmnk hk mhmkvmhy fimhdmvimhm tsy nmy tknmihm gam nmhkrmtrm pk`zim nme`fmhy mhy mgih’iemy kekh-timhy ! Hisy gkm oim hmnmvmtrm hitmhtmrm tmgijk hy zmvmtrm hmnmzk mzy gam nmhormf`tmjk mh-jirm hy fin`ts`nmgpkhy. @j`jk mgig-pmnmtskrmhm fm izmnk jkm gam hmhmhm izmy hirkhmjk, h`fm tsy oim hmnmvmtrm nmhkrmtrm pk`zim nk mh’izmy gam timjk mnk, hm oim gam nk mh’iemy  mhmhjirmy  mhmhjirmy izmy hmhkrmtmjk ihormy gmho`nm jm hktkhkhijk nk hmgpitsigkjm hy « vkekekh’hy fitim fitim º mzm. _mhkrm tmnmjy hy tmhkrm r`n`trm mnk smihdy hif`ny t`hm jm tsy gam hmhmhm izmhy « sipm º izmhy rmnm gakem t`tk Gmomdmsijmrm ! Fm gam tsy niemzmhmk gpmgmjy fm fkrkgpkrkhijk fktsihy izmhy oim ifmht`hmjk irmy mgih’ir`hy  pk`zim hmtmk « sur ckggmho` º ir`hy `tk nk fmnmtsimrkvmhm.

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 Mk mgih’hy  jmni`   jmni` hkg`jk mhmrmhm nk` 2« Oim ninirm ihormy hy fkjk º, hk mhmtskmnmjk hy irmy mgih’ir`k mgakmrmh-tkhkhjirm hmtmkjk nk` „Jiememk’. Izmk hk vkmskrmtrm mk nk smsih-t`hy 2 Ity oim fihormgmh’Mhorimgmtkm QMGMQKRMJM Gmuric` hy p`hijk. Izmk hk v`tsk hkg`hy mny nmrihormjk. V`tsk hmtmkhy  t`hy frmhtsmy izmy hmhmvmhmhm mzy jkjkm … tmgih’hy  t`hy r`hckhtr`s, skurc` o` e’mgitié !…  Arîv`s r`hckhtr`s,  Arîv`s r`hckhtr`s, r`hckhtr`s, skurc` skurc` o` e’mgkur  !  !  Arîv`s r`hckhtr`s, r`hckhtr`s, skurc` skurc` o` bki` bki` `t o` akhn`ur akhn`ur !  Arîv`s r`hckhtr`s, r`hckhtr`s, n`ems n`ems mussi, skurc` skurc` o` okue`ur okue`ur !  Qmpp`ee`-tki  Qmpp`ee`-tki c` a`mu skir o’été kù tu r`dmromis, mv`c `ee`, s’ét`ihor` em o`rhiîr` eu`ur ou bkur ! Skus e’ écemt gm dhifiqu` ou ske`ie, tkut m  s`gaeé si a`mu, a`mu, `ee` t’m t’m pmru trkp a`ee`…  Mv`c tm fki, tu ms `hdmdé tkh cœur, gmis gmen`ur`ux, kù   `st gmiht`hmht c`tt` ihfioîe` ;…

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hmt`rmj’ik  2 Oim ihork mtkektrk hy tkhkhjirm hmt`rmj’ik 2

 @FM EMSM ...  Ihork `fitrm `fitrm j`ey gmhdihm gmhdihm !…  Ihork eìemhm eìemhm hmhbmry gkmhm ! Vkvkakvkjm t`-nmhkhtmhy ! Fm hmhjmizm hy tsijy hirihm ;  Emsmhm mizm mizm irkhy fktkmhm fktkmhm  Hmgpirmvk hy vknkh’ hy hy tmhy  ;..

 @fm emsm… Hmhmrmjm mv`ek !… ’Emy mv`ek hmtmk nk smjmizm,  Emy mjmhdm hmtmk tsy nie`fm !…  Hy tsimny hk hk gmg`ekv`ek gmg`ekv`ek  Hy mh dkem hioify… hioify… hmhjmizm ;…  Mhy mh-jmfm mh-jmfm hk ` ! himht`fm …  Gkm nmoihk nmoihk hy mhork mhork fmnihy ;  Gkm nmoihk nmoihk hy aitsi-pitim aitsi-pitim  Hmgpioihihy  Hmgpioihihy nmhorktsy nmhorktsy hy fkjk ;... Sm izmnk hk gmhmhm tsihy, Jm hy fkjk hizmnm rimrim  N` hmnitm fitimvmhm fitimvmhm hikjk hikjk ; ’Emy s`dkhorm hiemzmemzmhy Fm izmnk hk nmhy hirihy  Gam nitkhorm hy smeih’hy fkhy,  @fm fkhdmhm fkhdmhm v` izy izmhy izmhy ; Sm hy emsm hk tkm hknioihy Jm tsy n`hk gmhmjk ihtskhy ;..

’Emy mgakmrmg-pitim gmnmeimhm  Hmaksmsmhy  Hmaksmsmhy t`k mhkekmjk mhkekmjk  Hmhkekrmhy  Hmhkekrmhy fmhmht`hmhm, fmhmht`hmhm,  Gkm jiemsih’hy fmjk hmrimhm Sy hmfmtrmtrm t`k mg-pkfkmjk  Gam nmhb`gay nmhb`gay hy nmtmhkrmhm nmtmhkrmhm ;

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 Nmy tsy `em… _sy `em nmoihk  Ir`hy tmfmh’hy fk fmnizmy !…  Gkrm gikvm gikvm hy ekjkg-pitim ekjkg-pitim !..  Izmk ry fkjk fkjk hk nmhy finihk finihk 2 _sy nk `em, nk tmpitrm gmy ’Rmy r`n`trm hmgakgam hy oim !.. Jm hy fk hmgpin`tsijm e`em  Gam niemzm niemzm fitim t`hm hd`zm hd`zm  Gkrm gikvm gikvm jm hmhbmry hmhbmry fkmhm ! ’Emy mhdmhkg-pitim ` ! tsy `em  Oim tmpitrm ! ... Nmy tsy gmt`zm gmt`zm ’Rmy r`n`trm gam tsmrktsmrkmhm !.. _sy gmhihkhm mjkry ry fkjk !..  Qmnm oify hy vkemhm f`hk f`hk  sihkekh’hy skgmgaismgay, Jm sihkekh’hy  Mzm jivy hm gam gam gitkekjk gitkekjk Jm hy smihm hk t`hit`h`hk _sy nmhmijy hy gpmhmgaitmgay !  Gkrm gikfk gikfk hy ekjk gmo`rm gmo`rm  Gkrm vmskjm vmskjm hy mhdkemh-t`hy mhdkemh-t`hy !  Gkrm akakjm akakjm hy mhorih’hy  e`em ! Jm tmhor`gk fmhormk gimhb`rm  Qmnm s`horm s`horm jm tkbk mh’ir`hy Fm ir`hy tsy gmnmritrm `em !… _sy gmhihkhm mh`fm ry fkjk Fm hy emsm,nkhk, gkgam hy emsm Jm hy sism hk mgpmhirik !…  Mzm mv`em nis`nk hm niskjk niskjk ’Rmy r`n`trm tsy tsmrm fijmsm ’Hormk  gmhmhdmhm rmgakh-tmoik !

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 Gmtkrim ` ! ry fkjk tmhkrm tmhkrm !  Hy tsimny hk hk ihormihormk ihormihormk !…  Izy gmhtsy hk nmhy tmv`em tmv`em  @fm oify izy jm jm hmhmjkrm ’Rmk sism emzmihm mgihmk 2 _`nirizk nk rmjitry hy `em !  @fm emsm ! ... Hy vkvkjm vkvkjm sism Sy hy eìemhm j`ey hkgamhy,  Mry `fitrm tkhdm tkhdm hmhdihm hmhdihm !  @fm e`vkhm iemy iemy pmrmoism pmrmoism Smijm nmtkektrk hy nmtmhkrmhy  Hy tmhìhmjk tmhìhmjk jkm zmry sihm sihm !  @fm emsm ! … _simny ÿ ! ’ho`nmhm  Gam nmhkvk nmhkvk hy fmhmht`hmhm fmhmht`hmhm  Mk mhjkmtry mhjkmtry hy f`fih’hy  f`trm !  Oim t`h`hk t`h`hk hy nmtmhkrmhm nmtmhkrmhm Fm hy r`smjm gmgy gmzmhm  Hk gmhormhormhm gmhormhormhm s`htk s`htk sy ts`trm !  Mk-jivmekhm  Mk-jivmekhm nmtr`k hy hy kgmey  Mk-jk e`vkhm e`vkhm jkm hy fmnihy !... ’Rmk sism hk nmhy  emzmijk 2 « Qy zmvmvy ! … Hy gmgmeifmey gmgmeifmey  H`fm jksm nmgkrkhm nmgkrkhm tsihy,  Rmvm-aitmhmr`k  Rmvm-aitmhmr`k fm tsy nmijk ! º =4 o`smgarm =9?9

_sy ir`hy mjkh’hy fk tsy gmnitm izmy   ememh-jkgamhm ir`hy inmhy mh`fm hk hmgpitskjm rivktrm gmnm-t`-nimihm tmk  Mgpmsmgmoihijm, fm gmrk tmk jkm hy fifmeimh’hy   fimhmjmvimhm. Fmhmt`rmg-akoikhory, fmgpm-jmrmg- amoy, amtism, shs…  Ir`hy r`n`trm ir`hy oim hmhormismhm mhbmrm a`tsmjm tmgih’hy  emnmt`hy   emnmt`hy girihorm. Nk mny gmhkjmhm oim smoy fimhmrmhm hk fmnmfihmr`tmhm hy fmgkemnmhm hy t`hy gmemdmsy nmgpinmihdkmhm hy fifmeimhm. - 99 -

Izmy hiskhdmoihm ihorihorm tmgih’ir`hy   oim hy gkgam hy gmrimzy. Hy nma`tsmnmh’hy gpirmy   tmgpk tmgih’i Omom  oim gmzmvm nk mzy fm hmnmgmrk jkm hy nmvmhm tsy gmihtsy nk hktrkhihm. Hitmtrm nk mzy, mrmj’izmhy jkm hy fifmhormismhm tmgih’ hy kekhm gmrk. Knmtrm 2 hy hmnmememjk hy fimhmjmvimhm QMHOQIM-GAKEKEKHM, sy QMHOQIMH_SIF@QMHM mry QMA@_SI_KH_M t`k _smrmemeìhm oim smtrim hy irmy tmgih’hy  zmhmj’ Ihdmny   QMA@_SI_KH_M hmhmgamoy hy zmhmjmvmvih’ Ihdmny QMHOQIMGMHMHM zkjih’i Omom. _smrkmjk fkmhm hy nmihdk sy hy fin`ts`nmhm smginmfm tmgih’ik fmhmgamoimhm ik smtrim tkhdm tmgih’hy  fit`h`hmhm  fit`h`hmhm nk` « Smgy zmhmjy hy gpmh`fy jm tsy gifmgpio`rm tmig-ay º ir`k tkgpkh-ormnmrmnm. Izmnmy mhjizy tmgih’ izmhy  hmhmk  hmhmk mjmhbk fmtrmtrm oim fmtrmtrm smtrim hmtmk « dmräkhs sy fiee`s o’nkhh`ur  º. Sihdmhijk j`ey ik fimhmjmvimhm ik smtrim gam tmjmijih’hy   smijk hknk hy tkekhm hmtmkhy nk mh’hy fmnme`kvmht`hm. Gpijmamry hmfmhm fk tkjkm Ihdmny QMHOQIMGAKEKEKHM tmgih’hy   fmgpi`-e`zmh-j`vitrm hmtmk nk mh’hy GOQG tmgih’hy fifioimhmhm hmh`hor`hm skekgamvmgamnkmjm nk mhy mgih’hy Mht`higi`rmgpir`h`hm frmhtsmy. Fmhtmtrk jkm, tmgih’hy r`smjm  hifmhmkvmhmy smgy tmhkrm fm hmhmgpy mrm-akem a` oim a` hy GOQG ry zmr`k. Q`n`fm tmfmv`rihm mvy tmhy mhomfy mnk oim gakem tsy hifmhjmfky izmnmy i zmnmy sy Ihdmny QMHOQIMH_SIF@QMHM gmhorm-pmnmtmpitrm hy mhorkhy ! _simrk smrkaioy jkm izmhy ! Fm smtrim r`smjm gkgam hy fimihmh’hy gpimhmjmvy hk mrkskjk oim tsy mry nk vkmtmhism `tkmhm mvkjkm hy gkgam ir`k rmnmemny sy mhmamvy izmy hmhmsm jm hktrkhihmy fmnihy. I Omom sy H`hy jkm gkm a` fitimvmh-jmvmhm izmy tsy izy, smoy tkm gam hmhmh-jmtmk inmhy, jm tsy oim tmpmjm hifmhktrkhm tmgih’ir`k gpirmy tmgpk tmgihy. Fm hy nmhy nmsimjk t`hy tsktrm `tk oim hy gkgam iemy zkjijk emnigmtkm. - =<< -

Q`n`fm hkoigmhory Omom oim vkmt`ry nmhormy mh-tìhmhm hy msmh’i Omom izy. @fm rkmpkek tmkhm izy tmgih’izmhy. Hmtmkh’i H`hy fm g`ty rmnm gitmoy hmgmhm izy nifmhknmhm mgihy. Hisy zmzmvmvy gam hmhorimh’hy fkhy   tmk Mgamtkg`hm mjmijih’hy   fimhdkhmhm prkt`stmhtm tmk. Hy skgmry hmgpimoy n`vitrm oim hy   gpirmy tmgpk tmgih’iemy zmzmvmvy. Jmh`fm gkm, fmnmgmrkmh’hy  gpirmy smtrim izmy hk smfioih’iemy zmhmhy   emnigmtkm, oim tsy his`nk nk smrk-tihy i H`hy jm oim hmrksk hy rmnmrmnm. Skgmry hmtmk tsktrm inmhy mh`fm hy emhkhmhm, hm oim vmvigmtkm mgih’izy gimhmomny mvy mzm Qmzmzmvmvy. QMRKV@EKMQIGMEMEM Victkrih` hk mhmrmhy mry gpivmrk-omgam t`k Mhmemj`ey hy rmihy. Hmhmhm hy emhbmhy gmhkjmhm izmhy tmgih’hy fktkmh’mhork. Fm hy hmnmdmdm mny, oim tsy gam hmnmskrmtrm nk mzy hm hmgmjy pk`zim mnk tmgih’izmy. Gmhmvim mny  hy gmhmk zmvmtrm nk mh’hy gpirmy 

tmgpk tmgijk. _sy oim tmgmhm tmhy Gmnitsy mh`fm ik zmkamvijk ik. Rmtrm hy fimihmhm mhor`hivknitrm izy jm hmnmskr`hm mzy hy fisksmh’hy  fktkmhm t`hy mh-tsmnm. _sy hmt`zm iemy tkjmhtrmhkh’hy zkjijk fm rmnm vmk hmnmzk hy zmhmhy vkmeknmhy iemy vmoihy oim hmhmpmj`vitrm hy nifmgpitskormhk tmgihy. _sy hisy mzkh’i H`hy hmtmk. Izy v`nivmvy rmnmt`k jm tsy oim hmsimh’hy kekhm vioihy ekmtrm izmy gam hkemzmihy. _sy hismjmhm hy fktkmhm tsy ninkoihm mh`fm izmhy jm oim hitkny inmhy hy fimihmhm t`k A`gmhokgam. Fm mtmkjk smhtikhmh’hy   jmamry mgih’hy   gmrimzy fmhmkjk tmgih’hy fktkmh’mhork tmgih’hy fktkmh’mhork ity mhmhjirmy ity izmy hkvmjimjk tmgih’hy  fmhmgamoimh’iemy  zmhmj’mhmomnih’i H`hy   movmhtistm izmy. QMSKMGMEMEM Yvkhh` hk mhmrmh’ik  mhmamvijk ik mry gpmgpimhmtrm tmk mgih’hy mgamrmtkhdm  vkmeknmhy hk msmhy. Iemy tkvkemny hmhmgamoy mzy oim @okumro hk fmhmgpih’ mhmrmhy,

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mry movmhtistm a` tmnmjm mzy jkm. Izmnmy gimhmomny oim hmnmemhy mhork ginitsy hifmhmzmvm gkgam hy fihkmhm. Izy gkm gmh`zmjm nmhor`sy emnmtrm mny gkgam hy fmnmgmrihmh’hy fihkmhy. Izmnk tsy smsmtrm hy hmhmzmvm tmgihy izmy hmtmkjk nk fmnmoiskmhj`vihy. Oim smgy hitmhm izmy hihkmhy izmnmy omny. Fm hy mhtkhy hifmht`hmjk ity tkhkhjirm ity oim smtrim hmtmkjk nk fmhormismhm hy fkgam fit`hy fmhmkh’hy  gpijmamry  gpijmamry izy, h`fm jkm hmgpioirmjk dmokh-t`hy izmy mnmtsimnivmhm hy fkgam fmhkrmtry ry Hy Mvmhm QMGMHMH_KMHIHM. Hmgpioirijk mk jkm hy mhmtrmhmtrm izmy `j`hm fm fmhkektry hy gpijmamry gitskormhk gpmhmgamoy. @fm gmty ik mhmamvijk ik mgih’izmk fktkmhm mhkrmtmjk izmk. Msm rmnm hmnmtmniry ity tkhkhjmek ity ir`k zmhmhy !

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 FMG\MJMQMG-AMOY  Ihor`tk fm vkry vkry hy emfy vmek, vmek, F`hk nmrmvkmhm sy f`hk jmek,  Gimrm-gitsijy  Gimrm-gitsijy fm fifmeimhm fifmeimhm  Hk amijk gitkhorm gitkhorm hy fivkrimhm !  Gam nmhmhm nmhmhm r`smjm nk nk emzmihm  Izmnk gakem gakem akok sy vktsm vktsm smihm Jm oim tsy gmho`fitrm hy « mzm fmoy º Smtrim gmhkekmhm mhmr`k jimoy !  Nitsijitsijm  Nitsijitsijm gmhtsy hk tkgpkh-oiny tkgpkh-oiny  Hy tkgpkh’hy rmhk oim viniviny  Hy tkgpkh’hy mhmtrm sy hy t`hy _sy nmoihkhtsijm fm rmy sy r`hy ! Jm hy kgay, nkhk, gmhmhm hy fieknmhy,  Hy tmhy `tk `tk gmhmhm hy tsy tknmhy.  @tk hy kekhm kekhm izmy nmbmihm nmbmihm _sy gmihtsy tmhorkvihm sy ememihm,  Hy vmtk hmhskhorktr’itkhy tmhy, _rmfk tsy e`fitrm nk mgamhy,  Rmvkhm emsm emsm hmskhork-ormhk, hmskhork-ormhk,  E`niemny smhdmh’hy smhdmh’hy tkjmhtrmhk,  Itk`rmh’hy  Itk`rmh’hy nmbm sy fmn`hor`hm  fmn`hor`hm  Hmtmk gam nk eknmh’hy Fir`h`hm, Vkry `tk jkm hy mhorimgamvy  Eknmrmhk hipkirmh’hy hipkirmh’hy gpimhmjmvy,  Izmy himvimh’hy  Fir`h`hm _kjih’hy  zmhmjm gmhmht`hm,  @tk hy zkjy a` tkm rmy Jihdm fismihmhm sy gmnmy, Smoy jimoy hk r`nmr`nm _sy imeknmvmhm rmnm gmho`nm 2  Hy kek-gitkvy kek-gitkvy smrmhdm smrmhdm jkm Smoy gmnkgay hk gmnmvkm,  Hy zmhory nmhoigay nmhoigay rmnmtrizmy rmnmtrizmy  Hk sism mhmgpy mhmgpy mhmr`k mhmr`k izmy ! Fm ir`hy smj`ei-ginkm-bkrk Jm gakem nmhmhmtrm sy nmhkrk !

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Jm nit`hy `tk igmskhmr`k izmhy  Izmnk smoy aitijm hk mgamhy Jm tkm gpihormh-omgam ’zmy gmhkekmhm  Hy tkgpkh’hy  zmvmtrm is`nkmhm ! _sy mhork gmgirmtrm jkm mjkry,  Hm vkemhm f`hk sy akriakry akriakry _sy nk` 2 nmhmzmvm itkhy tmhy  Izmnk givkemhm givkemhm `tkmhm `tkmhm izmhy ! _sy _`ekgir`fy izmy f`hk emzm,  Hm jihtmhm jihtmhm fmhtmtrm mjkry mjkry mzm, _sy rmvmjy hy mem hm nk` 2 rkfim Fm j`ey sy aitijm 2 vkmh-tmpim ! _sy nk` kgamemny gmtmhbmjm mihm Jm tsy gam nifioy izmy nk s`trmihm ! _sy vkrkgmn`ry gismhdy hy mvk Fm mjknk j`ey izmy a` gpmhomvk ! _sy nk` 2 emnig`hm izmy skm gmo`rm Fm zmhorih-tskrknitrm gidkr`rm,  Mry tsy gam gam mhdmoy izmy emvm e`em Jm nk` nmgpitsiry hy gmty `em !  Rmhm-omgak ginksy j’izmy  oimvihm  @fm tmhy gme`gy gme`gy sy vkmrmvihm vkmrmvihm !  Mrmj’izmhy mry, rmnm b`r`hm b`r`hm  Izmnk izmy gibkrk, gibkrk, giemzm giemzm t`hm Fm gam t`-nivkemhm mhj`nitrihy  Oim gakem jiemsih’hy  gmrk tsihy ! Jm hy tsihy tsy zmjm h’ hy t`k meknm Jm oim imemjk tsy nmnmvkm,  Gmivm-gmv`smtrm,  Gmivm-gmv`smtrm, gmjmoiry, gmjmoiry,  Gmhor`rmjm  Gmhor`rmjm hy mihm, mihm, gmgkhk jiry jiry ! _sy nitm givmihdmhm tkm rmnkhm  Hm n`hk gmh`amjm gmh`amjm tky tky hy smnkhm, smnkhm, _sy mvy nmhoksirmhm fm gmsimjm Jmh`fm gmh`hbijm tky hy rimjm… _sy krmh-jmvmhorm hmtmk nirmkhm Jmh`fm gmhokhokhm emvm fkmhm _sy gimhory nmtmk gamy eìemhm,nkhk, Jmh`fm gibkjk fm t`-nmgkhk !

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_sy gitsioijm nmtmk nk` 2 gmhorkskm Jmh`fm gij`hory izmy nmnmvkm  Qmhk mhmgak mhmgak tsy nmy b`r`hm, b`r`hm, _sy nitmh’hy gmsk  fm gmnme`hm !  Hy tsihy tmnmjm tmnmjm hy nmoy nmoy emeihm Jm rmnm tsihbkvihm gmnmfmhihm  Mhtsy gmrmhitrm gmrmhitrm jm gmhormtrm gmhormtrm  Ir`k oisk n`vitrm n`vitrm gmhjmnmtrm gmhjmnmtrm !  Mfk hy tsihy j’izmy  gmgakgam  Gitkhorm fitmkvmhm tsy tsy mry fkgam  Mzk ihkmhm ihkmhm fm oim nk gmy gmy !  Hy sism tsy e`vkhm e`vkhm oim nk nk fmy !  Hy tsihy imrmnmhm imrmnmhm gmnmemem gmnmemem _sy vmv`hty fimvy tkm pmtrmj’mem Jmh`fm giskjk sy gmgmhmem  J’izmy s`horm s`horm trmhy oim oim smrk -gimem !  Emem-gmemgm  Emem-gmemgm izy jm gmgihdmhm gmgihdmhm  Hy fmtrm-pinmgak fmtrm-pinmgak nk emvm oihdmhm, oihdmhm, \kizi-gmn`ry jm gmnmr`sy  Hy jiry sy mvkhm mvkhm gifmh`sy gifmh`sy !  Hy tsihy, nkhk nkhk jkm, oim fi`tr`hm fi`tr`hm  Gmhormvm hy hy vitmh’ hy hy  fmn`hor`hm  fmn`hor`hm Jm hy okgak gksmvy tsy gmnme`k  Hy tsihy gmrmhitrm gmrmhitrm mvk mvk f`k !  Hy kekhm mhorimh’hy  tsihy gmhtsy, _kekgih’hy  ekzm, smvinih-ormtsy ! _kgaknmhm hy kgay izmy gam kgpimhm,  O`rkhihm hy hy khory gam gam hifmeimhm, hifmeimhm,  Gmtih’hy b`nk, nkhk, hy jiskm,  Hy kgpy r`n`trm r`n`trm tsy g`ty g`ty skm !  Hy mjknk v`ekhm, v`ekhm, sismg-amrijm sismg-amrijm  Hk smoy gmhmtkhm gmhmtkhm hy gpismrijm gpismrijm !  Hy smjm gmhoripmjm gmhoripmjm hy mjknk,  Mjktrijm mtkoy, mtkoy, emgkjm emgkjm jkm !  Mj`tsm hy vmry vmry jm gmhmjkfm, gmhmjkfm, Jm hkhy b`r`hm ginkfmnkfm !  Mgake`hm  Mgake`hm hy smkhbk jm jm gmgmrmrm gmgmrmrm  Izmy gmhdmnmzk, gmhdmnmzk, tsy g`ty g`ty tsmrm,

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 Izmy mgake`hm mgake`hm tsy gisy gisy tsiry  Hy mskskjm gmty, gmty, gmgkhk gmgkhk jiry !  Gitmoy,nkhk,  Gitmoy,nkhk, h`fm jm tsy gmnitm gmnitm !  Gitm, tsy g`ty g`ty gam nk tmfitm tmfitm !  Ginmry gifkfktrm gifkfktrm tsy gmnmzk…  Hy mihm tsy `em `em oim n` ! gmhomzk gmhomzk ! Jm rmtsy hy tsihy rmnm nkmtr’izmhy Jm ik hk memjk nmhoksitrm mhy ! Skrknih-jioify mh’ itkhy  trmhk !  Me`fm mhy Ijkpm, Ijkpm, nmvmemh-ormhk nmvmemh-ormhk !  Me`vihm gam gam tsy nmnmy nmnmy gitrmhdm, gitrmhdm, _sy gisy mv`em nmhmhdmsmhdm ! _sy imrmnm-gifknm, nkhk, rmn’gmrmihm  Mgih’hy meihm jkm tsy msmi-gimihm !  Me`fm nmvmemh’i  A`tsiakjm  Nioify hy tmhy tmhy fm gmnmakjm gmnmakjm !  Nivkivky emvm emvm mhy mhmty mhmty rmhk Fm t`hm fmh`try gpmhmk mhdmhk Jm ik hk memjk fm zmvm-ormtsy Fm smoy gmn`ry hk gmrk fmhtsy !  Qmnm mfmjm mfmjm nmtr`k mry mry izmhy tsihy tsihy Jm emvitrm mhtsijm hk hmtkrimhy,  Izmy vmk niskjmtrm niskjmtrm itkhy itkhy vmvm  Nmhmgpy hy fmnmgirmhmh-tmvm fmnmgirmhmh-tmvm ! Jmh`fm,nkhk, ihkhm hk nmgamrm  F’izmnk zmhorikekhm smoy fmrm, _sy gakem hmnitm hy fkgamh-tmhy Fm vmk gam nmhmtrijm mh’izy izmhy  ! _sy gakem hmtmk nk gpmhkek-tsmihm Smtrim vmk kgmey hk gam himihm ! Fm smihdy hy nkaih’hy fifmeimhm  Hk gmgpitmgakeih gmgpitmgakeihm m fmhirimhm !  Hy mhork mhorkmhy mhorkmhy oim oim omty irmy  Hitrktrk hy vihtmhm vihtmhm izmy hmhormy  Nmhbmry tsmrkmhm tsmrkmhm sy nk tmoioy Fm mhork mhismh’ hy  smrkaioy !  Hmnkmhm hy kekhm hk givkry ; Fm gkm v` hy tmhy hk akriakry ;

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K ! _sim fm gisy hy gpmhmgamoy  Nktrkhih-or`k  Nktrkhih-or`k nmvmhm nmvmhm sy hy jimoy jimoy !  Oim tkhdm hy v`tsk gam nmhkhtmhy  Fm gkm `fm amijkh’itkhy amijkh’itkhy tmhy Fm nk` 2 kekh-or`ry tsy gmnmr`sy  Hy mekhm gmrk gmrk izmy gifmh`sy gifmh`sy ; Fm nky iemy gpmhkrmtrm irmy izmy,  Gpmhkrmtrm  Gpmhkrmtrm fmhtmtrm sy gmnmy 2 « Hy fmhmgamoimhm oim t`hm ekvm Fm `fm hmgkrkhm mh’ik  B`nkvmn º Jm 2 Hy fmhmgamoimhm oim `fm mhbmrm,  Hmtmkh’hy Gpitkhorm, Gpijmrmjmrm, Jm gmhmhm smtm mgakhy ekmtrm Fm Izy Gpmnmry hk hmhmgakmtrm !  Hy fmhmgamoimhm fmhmgamoimhm tsy nmitrmitrm  Hm nk` zmrmzmrm-vihtmh’hy  tmitmitrm Fm t`hm msmh-tmhmh’ Iemy  Hmnmry Jm nitm fm emnmtrm ginmrinmry ! Jmh`fm hmnkmhm hk gisy izmhy ;  Hmnkmhm hy kekhm `ty `ty mh-tmhy  Hk `fm oihioy oihioy gam nmhmg-amoy, nmhmg-amoy, Fm sm gkm hy tmhy hk f`hk moy ;  Hmnkmhm hy kekhm tkjmh-t`hm tkjmh-t`hm  Hk tkm jiemsèhm jiemsèhm nk gmnkh`hm gmnkh`hm ;  Hmnkmhm hy smny gmho`nm gmho`nm ir`ry  Hk tkgamtkgamhmh tkgamtkgamhmhm m fm nk v`ry ;  Hmnkmhm hk giem mhdmhk mhdmhk fkmhm ;  Hy t`hm `fm `fm giem nk fmty hkmhm  Jm ’ho`nm nmjm hmgmhm irmy ihormy Jmh`fm hy tkekhm gmnmgmy ;

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 Hmnkmhm hk smny gmgpmjm-am gmgpmjm-amoy oy Jmh`fm hy gmg`ekhm mzy moy ;  Hmnkmhm ; Hmnkmhm ; Hmnkmhm Hmnkmhm fkmhm fkmhm  Hk r`vk mg’izmhy hy gimihm `tkmhm ;  Izmnk tsy nmgmey nmgmey fm gmhkhtmhy gmhkhtmhy !  Me`k gam nivkemhm nivkemhm jkm jkm hy tmhy,  Ir`k zkjikekhm zkjikekhm gmnmemem gmnmemem  N`v`rijk fm tsy nismemsmem nismemsmem !  Izmk hk gam gam tsmpmjk jm emzmijk, _sy nk` gmnmtmjmtrm izmhy smijk Fm mhork it`h`hmhm gkm mhorkmhy Jm g`ty hy gam iemzmjk izmhy !  Qy izy givmoy givmoy izmy gmhkekmhm, gmhkekmhm,  Hy oihijm mrksk mrksk mk-jk tsmrkmhm tsmrkmhm !  Hy tmhy, nkhk, nkhk, gmhtsy gmemgm gmemgm gmihm gmihm Jm fmey gmgmhorijm hy kek-gimihm !  Mhik fifmeimhm fifmeimhm hk gijkrism gijkrism Jm tkm tmzmhm `tk hy \mrmoism ! Vmrimhm gitknkjm fitsijimhm  Nimhmr`k smgy smgy tim hk smoy smoy timhm !  Mhik tsijitsijy tsijitsijy hk gam gam smjmfk,  Hy mhmtrm gmgy gmgy hk smfksmfk smfksmfk !  Mhik emsmh-omvitrm emsmh-omvitrm fm fm hmrimhm  Hy mekh’hy  s`htk izmy gpijkrimhm gpijkrimhm !  Mhik rmvkrmvk rmvkrmvk hy fkhmr`k fkhmr`k Fm vmjy hmhoksitrm hy tkr`k  J’ir`k nirmnirm sy tkhkhjmek  Irih-jitk`trm  Irih-jitk`trm fm tsy nmhomek nmhomek !  Mhik nmvm-gmrk nmvm-gmrk hk gmhkekmhm gmhkekmhm  J’izmy memn`ek oim tsy tsmrkmhm  Mhik izmhy emhitrm t`hm t`hm gmhdm,  Hy tsijig-pitimvmhm tsijig-pitimvmhm tsisy tsisy amhdm !

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Jmh`fm tsmrkvy fm `tk mh-tmhy Jkrkhtmhm mgakhy, jkoim mgamhy !  Mhik tsy gitkvy gitkvy mgih’hy kgmey Fm n`ny hk tkhdm nmgmeifmey !  Hy fimihmhm fimihmhm mh`fm oim smnmh’moy Jm ik hk hmhksijm hmgpivmoy !  Hy `htmh-bmrmihm, `htmh-bmrmihm, nkhk, nkhk, gkrm zmjm, zmjm,  sihdmh’ir`ry oim gkrm vmjm !  Hy sihdmh’ir`ry  Mhik zmhy fimihmhmr` fimihmhmr`k k nikvm  Nmhormfitrm  Nmhormfitrm nkmvy nmhbmry nmhbmry ekvm  Hy emsm `fm vitm vitm oim nk tmoioy tmoioy  Qmj`tihm mg-amtm nk tsmrm tsmrm nioy !  Nikrihm nmtr`tk nmtr`tk hy tkjmhtrmhk tkjmhtrmhk J`hor`k tsy nioirmh’izmy mhdmhk  !  Gmnmizm gmnitm gmnitm hy vmtkemgpy vmtkemgpy  Nmtmk fmhoinizmhm fmhoinizmhm sy nmhmgpy !… _mnmjm hy vkrkhm nmhmk mjmhy  Ir`k nimhmr`k nimhmr`k ir`k mgih’izmhy, Fioik iemy nk fktktrm nmhkr`hmhm  Izmy fimekfmhm fimekfmhm sy fkh`hmhm fkh`hmhm !  Mtmkjk mhjmgmhtmtr mhjmgmhtmtrm m jm fmhtmrk ’Rmy tkjkhy nitmhtmhm sy nimrk, ’Rmy tkjkhy nmtsmhdmhm nk gpmhoioy  Niamijk hy n`vitrm sy smfioy !  Nimhmr`k gmnmemem gmnmemem hy nk emzmijk Jm smihtsmihk tsmrm  f’izmy hk amijk. Fmhtmtrmr`k hy `tk mh-tmhy, Fmhtmtrmr`k hy himhoknmhy, _sihbkhmr`k hy nk fimfmrmhy _smpmhmr`k jkm hy fiemhy _mjmtrmr`k hy nmjihdmhy  Imihmhmr`k  Imihmhmr`k jkm hy emeìhy, emeìhy, Fmhtmtrmr`k hy gmnmskm ! Fmhtmtrmr`k hy gmnmvkm ! Fmhtmtrmr`k hy gmnmv`ry Fm fmhtmtrmr`k jkm Iemy Gmn`ry !

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 Izmnk tsy fmgmhtsy fmgmhtsy hm emeih-tsmihm emeih-tsmihm Jm nk gmrk n`vitrm nk emzmihm ! Fm gisy hy tsijy, mry mk hy ts`trm Jm fmhtmpmhtmrk ,nkhk, hy r`n`trm !  Hy fimihmhm fimihmhm mh-tmhy gitmamtmam gitmamtmam !  Izmy j`ey smihm smihm gibmambmam gibmambmam !  Hy n`hory gmhoihijm gmhoihijm izmy mtmkhy  Mry vmvmjm vmvmjm inmhy hk jiememkhy !  Nimhmr`k fmtrm-pihk, fmtrm-pihk, rmnm hy nmijk, nmijk,  J’izmk hk gam zmvmtrm nk emzmijk 2 _sy mgpy hy gihk sy gmfy eknm Fm mkjm hy fimihmhm nitkry jkm !  Hihim hmhmakrmjm hmhmakrmjm izmk izmk hy smijk Smtrim gkm hy _kgpk hk mht`hmijk  Nk fktktrm izmy izmy hkfioihmr`k hkfioihmr`k  Nmhkr`hmhm  Nmhkr`hmhm mjmhy tsy tsy tim tkr`k ! Jm rmnm tmfmtsmhdmhm ity mjmhy,  Gismkrm mh’Iemy hmnmtkhdm izmhy, Fm fkmhm ,nkhk, gmhtsy hy fmhirimhm _sy kgamh’ hy Mvk hy fitmnimhm ! Jm oim tmoioik f’`ty mh-tmhy  Gmhmhormh-jmhmfk  Gmhmhormh-jmhmfktrm trm hy tkgmhy, tkgmhy, Jmh`fm hy gmhmhm Iemy Gmn`ry  Oim tsy gam nk f`fijm hm hm nk v`ry !  Hy fimihmhm fimihmhm mhjihk `k `k mg-p`emtmhmhy mg-p`emtmhmhy !  Hy fmgiey hy smgak, me`k nk tmhmhy Fm rmhk gmhkhbm izmk tmhy izmk Jm mkjm Izy _kgpk nitkhorm mhmk !  Gmhmrmjm  Gmhmrmjm izmhy, `fm hkemzmijk hkemzmijk Jmh`fm mv`rijk sy ormormijk 2  Hy fimihmhm fimihmhm mh-tmhy oim oim gmhokhdkm gmhokhdkm  J’izmy akakjm mhory tsy gmihtsy vkm !

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 Ihor`k nimhmr`k nimhmr`k izmy hmhmk hmhmk vkmoy vkmoy Jm `fm hmhmijy gam nk gpivmoy Jm smgy nijmtsmjm fifmeimhm  @k mhiemh’hy tim  hk smoy timhm ! Jm a` hy nimekhm, nmhjmnmem,  F’izmhy hk fkgamh’ hy  fk momem : Jm oim gitmhor`gm gam tsy nk emvk Fm nmemh’hy  rivktrm hy nmzk mvk !  Gisy tsy fmey rmnm gam gmnitm gmnitm  Irkhy smjmizmhy smjmizmhy izmy tmfitm tmfitm !  Ir`hy gmzmhm gmzmhm hk gmhmrmtsy gmhmrmtsy Jm zmry gmhoioy tmnmjy hy mhtsy !  Ir`hy Qmhdkry Qmhdkry gpmg`ekhm gpmg`ekhm mfk Jm smny gmhokrk hy nmhy tmfk !  Ir`hy gmgkrkhm gmgkrkhm nkhknkhk nkhknkhk  Gmg`emtrm  Gmg`emtrm fmhorijm sy sy gmhbkhk ! Jm tmhor`gk ! Fmoik hy a` tmrmihm  Mgmh’kekhm nitm fm gmivmh-tsmihm gmivmh-tsmihm !  Hm nmvmhm izmhy hm kekh-jmfm kekh-jmfm Fioik hy nmgakrmnmhm nmgakrmnmhm tmfmtmfm !  Hy rivktrm gmhtsy gmhtsy t`-nmgpirkhm t`-nmgpirkhm Jm gmhkgakjm `tk oim givkhkhm  Nmhor`sy hy mekhm sy hy s`htk  F’izmhy hk tkekhm tkekhm mtr`nihm `tk !  Gisy giemzm giemzm fm `tk mh-tmhy mh-tmhy  Hy mhork r`n`trm r`n`trm gitkvy inmhy !  Hy kekhm jksm, jksm, nkhk, hk gmhomek gmhomek Jm mvy gis`htk oim gam gijmek !  Mtmkjk mhjmgmhtmtr mhjmgmhtmtrm m jm tmoimvk 2  Mvy mizm hy tsipmjm izmy gmhomvk ;  Izm hk fktktrm fktktrm gmgpis`htk gmgpis`htk  Gijmpkjm gmfy gmfy gmh`htkn`htk gmh`htkn`htk ;

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 Izm hk t`hm t`hm gmhmk mhdmhk mhdmhk ;  Hy kekhm v` ; Mho`nm tmzmhk tmzmhk  F’iemy t`hm tmfijm nk r`s`hm, _sy izm ry nmvmhm fm hy t`hm !  Hy t`hm ,nkhk, ,nkhk, gmhtsy gmhtsy rmnm gam gmrmry gmrmry  Oim v`ekh-tmrmihm v`ekh-tmrmihm mh-jmrinmry mh-jmrinmry !  Gitmoy nk tmhtmhmhm tmhtmhmhm sy mgpimhm _sy gmgktktrm kekhm nitkjimhm !  Hy t`hm,nkhk t`hm,nkhk jkm, rmnm fmey ekmtrm,  Gmho`fm fit`hy fit`hy izmy g`ty ninkmtrm ninkmtrm Jm ik hk tskhdkih-ory zmr`k tsy tim Jm gmhbmry fmhorijm hd`zm `ry !  Hy t`hm gmzmhm gmzmhm oim a` a` fmhiry _sy mfmjm gikhkhm fm gijiry _sy gmhmoinmoy, gmgmjmfmjm, Fm pktrmjm mvy `k vmk givmhmjm ! Jm ihork emzmijk ry tkbk jmek 2  Hy t`hm gitsmhdmh-jk gitsmhdmh-jk fmnmvmek fmnmvmek ! _sy gmihtsy r`s`hm fm rmnm tsy izmhy  Nmemjy nk pktijm iemy mjmhy ! Fm gisy,nkhk, jkm hy gmhmg-amoy  Hk smny gmhmoihk mh’ir`k  jimoy,  Hy rmy mgmh-or`hy mgmh-or`hy izmy izmy himvimhm  Hy nmvmhm nmvmhm mjmijy gam hitksimhm hitksimhm !  Nimhmr`k mht`hmijk mht`hmijk fm tsy tsy nk izmhy Jmh`fm hy r`smjm mtsipy inmhy 2  Hy rmy mgmh-or`hy mgmh-or`hy mzm nmoihkihm nmoihkihm Smtrim nimhmr`k zmzm hmgpkfkihm !  Ir`k hk hitktk hitktk jm hmnmfktsy hmnmfktsy !  Ir`k hk hiamay hiamay , hmhorktsirktsy hmhorktsirktsy !  Ir`k hk hmnmhork hmnmhork jm hmnmgmsmjm hmnmgmsmjm  Hmho`fm hy n`rihy nipmrmsmjm nipmrmsmjm !

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Jmh`fm ,nkhk, gisy gmhirmtsirm,  Qmtsy fit`hy ! Gmgmemh-jirm Gmgmemh-jirm ! Jm hkhy gam gisy izy ir`k git`hy, Koimhy tsy nitm sy tsy b`r`hy !  Izmk hk tsmrkvihmr` tsmrkvihmr`k k givmoy 2  Gmnmizm gmhmbm gmhmbm mh’ ir`k jimoy !  Hy zmvm-omzmihy zmvm-omzmihy n`hky n`hky omnkek Fm hy `em hin`t`zmhm emvm vkek !  Gmtkm gam gmhmhmtrm gmhmhmtrm izy izy ir`hy  Oim mk izmhy izmhy skm izmy j`hor`hy j`hor`hy  Nk mzkhmr`k, mzkhmr`k, jm gimhmrm gimhmrm  Nmhkm hy rmy sy hy r`hy tsmrm ! _imvk izy ir`k ! Moioy izmhy  Nk mh’izmy v`ekhm `ty mh-tmhy !  Oioih’ hy Mvk Mvk jm oim mrmnk  Nmhmem hy ekzm ekzm izmy gifmgmnk.. gifmgmnk..  Hy t`hih’hy  rmzmhm gmhmgamrm Fm rmnm hy vmoy hk timhm tsmrm,  Ir`k izmy rmfkzmhm rmfkzmhm tsy mrimhm Vkjismhm tsijy sy fifmeimhm !  Nimhmr`k zmhmj’kgay  zmhmj’kgay gmnmy giemhk Jm oim tsy mtkrk hy fitm rmhk ! Vmvm tsy mritrm inmhy hy mny  Hk smoy gam gam emsm tsihmnihmny tsihmnihmny !  Gmhmrmjm  Gmhmrmjm izmhy hy fmnmrkm, fmnmrkm, ’Rmy g`ty nimvimh’ hy  ekzm jkm 2  Gmzmhm hy nmvmhm hitkjimhm hitkjimhm  Hk tkm gmgpitkgak gmgpitkgak hy fibmeimhm !  Hy t`hy giv`rihm giv`rihm ememhomvm ememhomvm Jm tkm gmnmvmhtmhm izmhy vmvm,  Oim mhmtrm mhmtrm j`ey `fm mk mh-tsmihm mh-tsmihm Jmh`fm gisisijm nk emzmihm !

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 Izmk hk gam gam sitrmjk nk tsmrkmhm, tsmrkmhm,  Mtmkvy mg-ama`hm mg-ama`hm sy mgpkfkmhm mgpkfkmhm emny  sy mh’ hy vmvy vmvy  Hy nmvmh’ hy emny sy  Qmnm mvmjmvmnmhm mvmjmvmnmhm gmgksmvy gmgksmvy !  Mtmkvy smnmem smnmem hy fitkhormhm fitkhormhm  Izmy hk jkf`ny jkf`ny izmy gmnmtmhm gmnmtmhm  Hy vmvmh’ hy  kekhm j`ey smihm  Nmhbmry ginioy ginioy sy dihm dihm gmihm !  Mtmkvy gitkvy gitkvy sy t`hm irmy  Oim tsy nig`hkg`hkh nig`hkg`hkhm m izmnmy !  Rmvmtrm fmhtmtrmr`k fmhtmtrmr`k izmhy izmhy Jmh`fm mv`rijk `tkmhm inmhy ! Fmoik hy gimoy mgihmy nmvmhm ’Hormk  izmnmy hk nmhmvmhdmvmhm…  Hy moy, nkhk, nkhk, jkm tsy gam gmnmtsmrm gmnmtsmrm Fm gmgpmnmrmtsy mh’ izmy mhbmrm !  Hy moy, nkhk nkhk , gmhtsy oim oim tkm smjmy  Hy fmey ginihmhm ginihmhm hk nk gmy gmy ! Jm mzm gmhmhormhm hy nimoy  Hm mgmh’ kekhm hm mgmg -amoy !  Qmnm s`horm s`horm jm gisy gmhmhinmhy gmhmhinmhy  Oim mzm mnmnmjm mnmnmjm hy mjmhy !  Izmy tim moy moy hk gmty n`hm , _km kekh-tsy gmhmhm fmn`hor`hm !  Mry fmrmhy ihorihorm oim oim tmoioik  Hy nmfmtrm nmfmtrm gmrk gmho`nm gmho`nm mhik !  Mtmkvy jmrmzmh jmrmzmh’ hy fimoimhm  Nk `hti-gmgkry `hti-gmgkry hy fitsijimhm fitsijimhm ! Fitimvmhm `htihm mhmty trmtrm,  Mtmkvy gam gam f`hk sy tkhdm tkhdm fmtrm ! Fitimvmhm `hti-gmhor`sy vmvm,  Hy vmvmh’hy  kekhm t`-nmhormvm ! Jm hy fifmhjmtimvmhmr`k rkm  Gam mkjm nk mgpkjm mgpkjm tsmrm jkm,  Nk « emgamh’mjknk  º sy t`hm irmy ,

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 Nky iemy gpmhkrmtrm gpmhkrmtrm irmy izmy !  Mtmkvy fitimvmhm fitimvmhm t`rm-amry t`rm-amry  Hy `fm hmbkrkh’ Iemy Hmnmry  Hk gakem gikhorijm gikhorijm nmjm nmjm smihm Fmhormk gisy rmtsy gmhihdktrm mihm !  Hy fkgam fimihmhm fimihmhm mh-tkjmhtrmh mh-tkjmhtrmhk k  Mtmkvy girihorm girihorm jm oim smjmhk  Hy ekzm gmhigam gmhigam tsy nioitrm nioitrm mk,  Hy fkgam tsy tsy g`ty mtmkvy mtmkvy emk !  Izmnk tsy nmgpimhm nmgpimhmtrm trm smhmtrim ! Fm gakem tsy t`k jm oim gihim _sy nmhkrktkrk mh’izmy fmhmk Fm mkjm nit`hy izmy `fm mk !  Nibmhkhm mhdmgam mnk. mnk. Gisy j`ey  Izmy tsy tsihmrkjk tsihmrkjk v`eiv`ey v`eiv`ey  Mtsioijk `tkmhm `tkmhm jm gam `r`tk `r`tk Fm n`vitrm s`horm hipkitrm t`tk !  Hy nmtmhkrmhm nmtmhkrmhm gmzmhm gmzmhm ekmtrm  Gmh`hbijm  Gmh`hbijm zmvmtrm tmfmnkmtrm tmfmnkmtrm !  Hy nmfmtrk nmfmtrk jksm 2 Gam gmho`nmhm gmho`nmhm Jm oim gimhmrm mg’ irkhy tmhm  !  Hy emsm itkoinmhm itkoinmhm sy b`r`hm, b`r`hm,  Hy nkmvy amhbihihm amhbihihm ! Fmn`hor`h Fmn`hor`hm m tmnmj’izmhy 2  Hy fkgam fmgihorm tmnmj’izmhy _smrm hy gmkoy rmnm `tk mh-tmhy !  Mzm gmh`htmh-tsy gmh`htmh-tsy ritrm ritrm fkmhm Fmhormk oim nk tkbk hy mhtmrmhkmhm !  Hy nmtmhkrmhm nmtmhkrmhm a` fmhirimhm fmhirimhm Jm mkjm hy smihm gam nk tsihorihm !  Hy vmoy, nkhk nkhk gmhtsy , tsy jiememk Jm nk` nk skekihm rmnm gmnmemk !  Hy emny tsy gmhmhm gmhmhm mfm-tsy mfm-tsy ik !  Hy vmvy oim mzy fm tmoioik tmoioik !  Hy nmhy nk nk f`trm nmhkvm nmhkvm izmhy 2  Hy mhorkh’ hy fmsmhm ir`ry inmhy !

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 Hy emhitrm sism sism mhtskijk mhik mhik  Nmhirmjm rivktrm rivktrm skm gmoik  Nitkhorm mhmr`k gam gam nirmvkrmvk  Mhivkh’hy emhitrm skm sy mvk !  Izy hk gmgijk gmgijk nimhtrmhk nimhtrmhk !  Izy hk timjk timjk nitskjm rmhk rmhk !  Izy hk sitrmjk sitrmjk nmhmgamrm nmhmgamrm  Hy « gmrkm oigay, gmrkm gmrkm fmrm º ! _kbkm zmzmemny sy zmzmvmvy !  Izmhy hk t`hih’hy  gpimhmjmvy !  Hy emhitrm jksm jksm gam nmhkhtksm nmhkhtksm  Ir`k fmhirimhm fmhirimhm izmy gimvksm gimvksm !

’Ho`nìhm  ry kek-gifmhjmtim ! ’Ho`nìhm  girmvk jm gifmeim ! ’Hy Emnmtrm sy hy hmhkektrm mzy  Hk mkjm nmg`ny nmg`ny hy gmrimzy gmrimzy ! (Hkskrmtmhm tmgih’hy =< mkdksitrm =9?9)

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MFM-\MHMOIHMHM MNK !

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 MOIVM NIFMQMHM HY FIMHMQMHM t`tk Gmomdmsijmrm. Gmhkgakjm `k mgih’hy  «  « cemss` o` s`ckho` º hy t`hm oim `fm gmhmrmhdmrmhm hy nkmvy jm gmhoihijm izmy ememh-jizkrmhm. Hisy gpmgpimhmtrm mhmhjirmy gam t`hm hmhjmfizijk tmgih’izmnk  tmk mgih’ik  jiemsy ik.  MQGMHDMP hk mhmrmhy mry tsy oim vmzmnm fktsy f ktsy izy fm zmrmzmrm nkoitrm. Qmnm tsy oisk hy tsimrkjk oim mvy mhy Gmrtihiqu` hk fimvimhy. Qmgmtkm vmoihy izmy hkg`h’hy   gpimhmhy mhmrmg aksitrm nk` i « J`tmgmhdm º oim gpmgpimhmtrm tmhtmrm tmk mgih’hy Eycé`  Bue`s F`rry. Hmemzm tmgih’ hy nmsimnmhm, fm nk` r`n`fm gmhmoihm « nistkir` º izy jm oisk hy t`hy frmhtsmy iemzmhmk hy vmeihy, oim jmjìhy nimhmk jm msmihy gmg`rihm mgih’hy  fmhm  fmhmoihmhm gmhmrmjm ! Fm Ihdmny MQGMHDMP jksm oim nitmjk fm kekhm t`hm tsmrm fmhmny. Ir`tk hk hmnmsmrijm mny t`k mgih’hy tk`trmhy 2 Gmnmy gmgpimhmtrm ! Fizijm hk tmrmhbmhy mry tkhdm oim gmzmvm mgijk mvkjkm `k mg-pimhmrmhm inmhy hy e`skhm. _sy oim giem gmg`rihm mjkry mnk mhy mh-trmhk. Izy jkm rmnm - ==4 -

gmgpimhmtrm tsy gam gitkhorm akjy hm jmni` fm hy eknm hk gimsm. _moioihy tsimhb`ry mvkjkm hy « `x`rcic`s º mk mgih’hy   akjy fimhmrmhm. _moioihy jkm hy oisk hmtmkhmy gpimhmtrm r`n`fm gmg`rihm hy o`vkmrmhmy hktsmrmihy izy. Hy fkgam fmhmzmvmhy n`vitrm emrkihy knmtrknmtrm gmnmfihmritrm jm rmnm mhjizy tsy nmnmy mgih’izmhy  `fm  `fm oisk tk`rmhm ! Ihormy gmho`nm mnk, `k mg-pimhmrmhm `k, nitmhy hmhmzmvm tmgih’iemy hmgmjk t`k mjmijijk. Hmìtkhy j`ey hy fmhmzmvmhy jm hmhormsmhy nk vitmjk iemy r`smjm hifmhmkvmjk tmgih’hy  hmgmjk   hmgmjk smtrim tmjmhy mvy nmtrmhy fm fi`zmnmhm nmhmzmvm tmgih’hy   t`hy gmemdmsy iemy zmvmtrm hkemzmihy tmgih’hy   t`hy frmhtsmy. Q`n`fm hibmhkhm mnk vmk hkt`h`hihy nk` 2 Gmzmvm mgih’iemy  hmgmhmk   hmgmhmk  v` ; Iemy hmgmjk hk hmgmey nk` « gmzmvm _kgpkjk ! º fm tsy izmnk. Irmy mgih’ir`k gpmgpimhmtrk tsy g`ty nk nmoihkjk Ihdmny  MQGMHDMP. Hy vmvmamvmjm hmtmkjk fktsihy oim hy gam tsy nmnmzk mh-oQmgmtkm vmoihy mhy mgih’hy fmhmoihmhm. Fm gitkny inmhy hy tmhtmrm.Hy hmhorimh’hy smijk oim hy nmhmk gpmgpimhmtrm gmrijm, fm ik hk gam tsmrkmjk nk t`hm hmhmvmhmhm mny.  g`ty nk trmtrmjk mnk r`n`fm tkhdm Jkm oim hmh`zmjm mrmj’izmy  g`ty tmgih’ik jiemsy ik, mry   ihorihorm gkm r`n`fm tkhdm tmk mgih’hy  « cemss` o` pr`giîr` º izmy fmhkgmhmhm hy oihdmhm vkmeknmhy mgih’hy «  amccmemurémt º. Gakem hisy gmhtsy tmgih’izmhy  hy oihdmhm vkmeknmhy sy fmnmrkm. Hisy oijmhy e`nia` hy fmnmzkmhm ik oihdmhm vkmeknmhy ik smtrim hmnmzkmhm hmhmk gpmgpimhmtrm mgih’hy   s`jkey mgamrmtkhdm vkmeknmhy smoy jkm hmnmzkmhm hioitrm tmgih’hy   jiemsy fmgmrmhmhm fmhkgmhmhm hy oihdmhm fmnmrkm.

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 Vkemhm bkhm ?9 hk hirkskmjk nmhmem hy oihdmhm vkmeknmhy. Ig-pitk vkmtkhkhm mhmrmhm mnk tmgih’ hy  fizmrmhm  fizmrmhm ekjm (s`pt fkis hkggé ì em oistriautikh o` prix). Hy mhjmgmrkmh’hy  gpimhmtrm   gpimhmtrm mh`fm mgih’izmhy,  zmrm rmnm vkmtkhkhm ihormy gmho`nm. Hy tmhtmrm sy hy b`kdrmfim izmy tsy timjk gmizihm oim hmnmzkmjk fmhjmsitrmnmhm. Hm hy t`hmjk mzm dmdm tmgih’hy   vkjmtrm izmy mzkjk. Mry smtrim tsy hisy tmrmhbm tsy hmnmzkmjk hy ism mhtsmsmgmhiem, oim tsy hmnmdmdm rmnm trmtrmjk izmy hkj`hor`hm. Hy ihork j`eih’hy   gpmhormfitrm mh`fm oim hisy tkjkm. _mhy mgih’hy   fmhmoihmhm, rmnm vitmjk mhtsmsmj’moihy  tmeknmh’hy f`pktkmhm fkmhm hy tmrmhbm r`n`trm, tmgih’hy   mhtskrmtrm , oim hmhmnirmhm mny hy gmrijm izmy hmg`-trmnmjk fmhmht`hmhm ihorihorm. Vmk hmhkgakjm iemy emzm moihm oim fmhkhtmhimhm « fkrgue` º. Hy tknih’hy prkae`gm  mh`fm oim himhjihm tmht`rmjm tmgih’ik « fkrgue` º ik omnkek. _sy nmijk izmy hmnmzk mny fm tsy tmoioijk ginitsy iemy « fkrgue` º. _`k mnk jm t`k ! Hmv`rijk hktmoimvihm iemy izy. Hmhomhy mhtsmsmj’ moihy   mnk, gakem tsy tmfmvkmjm inmhy. Fmrmhy, hmtmkjk meknm iemy « qu`stikh o` ckurs º. _sy hisy kemhm ihy. Hiv`r`hmjk ihormy iemy prkae`gm, jm gakem tsy tmfmvkmjmjk inmhy. Hkhy ihbmy tmty mkrimhm mnk hmnitm iemy gpmgpimhmtrm gpmgp imhmtrm mhmy oim hmhkhtmhimhm nk` 2 fm ihkhm hk hmnmzk mhmk, h`fm nimhmk hk vkmeknmhy mtk mgpimhmrmhm ; 4/1< fktsihy hy hÿtihmk ! Hkvmeimjk izy nk` 2 nmoihkjk iemy « fkrgue` º ! Oim nky hy hmgamrmhy, skgmry hij`tkjm 2 «  Ie h`  fmeemit ri`h kuaei`r !  º. Nky hy `ritr`ritrk tmgih’izmy   2 « gkrm mgihmk `ry hy giemzm mh’izmhy  !  ! º … Izmk  izmnk `fm vkjy mhork izmk gakem tsy mfmjm mk mh-tsmijk inmhy ik trmhdmh-bmvmtrm ik. Qmnm izmy mnk hk himhjihm fktsihy tmgih'hy fmnmizmjk gmrijm jm nk hmhmk mhtsi-rmgaihm hy tmrmhbm nmfm, oim nk f`fijm t`k hy oimjk ! Hy hmhmemjk hy mgamvm gkm oim mkjm nmtmk nk` 2 hmho`nm nk mzy ! - ==9 -

Fm hy nmfmeimh’i  H`hy r`n`fm hmnitm hy mhmrmjk tmgih’hy  eisitr’ir`k mfmjm mh-tskrmtrm jm vkmmhtsk nmhmk hy mg-amvm oim tsy nitmjk ihtskhy izmy niemzmhm mzy. Hy kekg-pmhtmhy r`n`trm tmk Gmnitsy, izmhy nk` hy tmhìhm gmhkhtkek, tsy hisy tsy hmnitm fm hy mhmrmjk hk vkmeknmhy tmk mgih’hy  dmz`ty.   dmz`ty. Gmhkgakjm mgih’hy  M gmhtsy iemy mhmrmjk mry mrmjm hy maioy hk hmhkekrmh’hy  gpimhormijitrm hy eisitrm jm izmy iz my hk hmnmvkmeknmhy mny. Hm ihkhm hm ihkhm mh`fm fmhmzmvmhm hmtmk hy mgih’hy  fkgam  fkgam fmhomnmrmhm hy mhmrmhm oim tsy hmgpikvm n`vitrm hy kekg- pmhtmtr’i  H`hy izmhy fm oim hms`sij’izy ir`hy   fkmhm hy nk` 2 Smgamtrm nimhmk Qmhkhm ! Vkmeknmhy hy zmhmjmk ! Gmzmvm nk mzy fm tsy t`k mgih’hy fimhmjmvimhm inmhy   mnk hk hmhbmry smhdmhy fm t`k  vknitrm j`ey hkh`hmhmy jkm smtrim 2 izmy vmk hisy hmnmzk mgih’iemy  vknitrm izmhy fiemzmg-pmnmizmhm izmhy tmk ! Nmoihkh’i H`hy   tmht`rmjm iemy skriskry j`ey tmgih’izmnk

hmg`rih-o`skhm. S`horm hmhkmjm gmfy ekmtrm mnk ihormy mhork jm hifmhoisk hy vmemhkrmhkjk ! _sy h`ty hijmtkhm ihtskhy hy  vmvmjk. Vkmt`ry hmemihm iemy okjkt`rm `fm zkjikekhm t`hy Gmnitsy. _khdm tkjkm izy mry oim hmsmihy hksmjmfmjk hy vmvmjk smoy hmrmnihy t`hy nk` 2« _mhor`gk mhmjm smk j`j`rihmk hy tmhmjk ! º. Smijm ekjih’hy n`ny  mnk hi`ritr`ritrm hi`ri tr`ritrm hy nk` 2 hy  vmvmjk tsy gijmtkhm jm nmtmkjk mnkmhm hk nk fmhmijitrm hy tìhmhy ! … Skgmry hkfkhksihy hy tìhmhy oim hmsmihy hmhory mnk. Hmgpioirihy tmk mgamvmjk hy tmhmhy oim hktsihorihy gmfy tmry mgih’hy   fmrm-vmzmjk tmry. N`hkjk nkmtry hy hisy hipèjm oim hijmtkhm tmgpkjm hy vmvmjk. Smijm vkmjmijitrk tkjkm hy tmhmh’i Okjkt`rm. Hismktsmktrm mh’ Ihdmny  QMRMFIHIGMHMHM   QMRMFIHIGMHMHM mnk , fm izmy hk mhmrmhy, smtrim mfmjm hmhkny, tsy hisy smgpkhm ihtskhy, hy fimhmrmjk ! I H`hy gkm `fm hmgpimhtsk jkm iemy gpmhktrm gmnmzmtrm mhmy, h`fm oim tsy hisy hieìhm mh’iemy  ik  ik mjkry !

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Rmvmtrm j`ey, mhdmgam tsy gisy oijmhy ekmtrm , izmhy tmhtmrmijk izmhy h`fm tkm mnmtsimrkvmjk iemy t`hig-amzmnm nk` 2 « Em cuetur`, c’`st c` qui r`st` qumho kh m tkut kuaeié ! º. Qmnm moijm gmememjm oim g`ty nk emzmihm nk` 2 Hy mtmk nk` fmnmizmgimihm, oim izmy sism tmv`em r`n`fm nmoihk omnkek hy zmvmtrm nmy !   hmhormfitrm hy fkgam fib`rijk hy fimihmhm ir`hy zmvmtrm Ismh’izmy  hmhormfitrm tkm gmoihijm ir`hy.

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HY OIHDMHM FMNMQKM

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IM MFMJK SKMGMH_SMQM MQY hy oihdmhm  vkmeknmhy tmgih’hy « amccmemurémt º. Hikgmhmhm hy nioitrm mgih’hy  oihdmhm  oihdmhm fmnmrkm. Nisy hy gpimhmtrm  vmkvmk mvy mgih’ hy s`jkey  iv`emh’hy Eycé`,   smtrim tmk mgih’hy  Dmeeiéhi inmhy hk hisy hy fmhkgmhmhm ik oihdmhm fmnmrkm ik. Hm hy tmk mgih’hy   Eycé` Bue`s F`rry, izmy hmtkjmhm nk mh’hy  zmzmvmvy mzm, oim tsy hisy ik tmkhm fmgmrmhmhm ik. Skgmry nmfm ihormy izmhy t`tk hy fis`nkh’hy  fimhmrmhm   fimhmrmhm smtrim hifmhihmhmhm tmgih’hy  zmzmvmvy jkm ! V`ekh-tskrmtrm irkhy fit`h`hmhm nk` 2 ihkhm jkm izmy e`niemny r`sig-amvy ! _moioijk fm rmnm gakem gam hikgmhmhm nmhmem izmy fmhmoihmhm fmrmhy mzk mtmk t`tk Gmomdmsijmrm mnk, oim skgmry hmhmk vmzivmzy zmry t`hmhy tmgijk iemy zmkomnijk, i \msit`rm QMJK_KA@  MHOQIMGMQK ! « Gam oihink inmhy ry Ihdmnihmktrm izmy nk tmkemh-t`n`zmhm rmnmgpitsk fm mzm oim vmrimhm fktsihy mgih’hy  fimhmrmhm! Gam b`r`k inmhy ir`hy zmhmj’i   Okjkt`rm  QMRMFIHOQMJK_KNMSIHM  QMRMFIHOQMJK_KNMSIHM ir`hy fm gmrk zmzmvmvy smoy gmnmy hk tsmrm tmr`ny mhy ! º _sy oim kekhm tsy fmhtmtrk mjkry

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ir`k smtrim hisy hy mhmhjirmy izmy tmfmrmjm tmgijk tmgih’hy  fmhmemhm hy oihdmhm fmnmrkm. Hisy jkm izmy tmfmrmjm tmgijk tmk mgih’hy Eycé`  inmhy smihdy tmeknmjk n`rihtmkhm hy jiemsy hisy mzy. _sy oim hmtmkjk nk hmhmitrm ekmtrm mh`fm izmhy tsipit`hy izmhy, hm oim hmhitijitijm hy `ritr`ritrm `ri tr`ritrm t`hy fkmhm mzm ! Hy fifmhihmhmhm mrm-pmnmizm hk t`hm hme`nmh’hy smihm. Hmemzm `ry, tmgih’hy  fktkmhm   fktkmhm himhmrmhmy izmhy QMA@HKQK Césmir` izmhy ! Gmnmy a`, nkhk ! Vmk =6 tmkhm fktsihy oim mfmjm « amjm º! Hmtsmhdmhm nk tky hy fiemgmtrm nmjmhm tmnmjm ! Gakem  vitsy oim vitsy gkm tmgih’izmhy  hy   hy Gmemdmsy mfmjm « amjm º jm smijy fmhtmtrm omnkek. Izmy gmijm hy nmhormy msm tm gih’izy  ir`hy  ir`hy oim mvy oim hmnitm msm t`tk mh-tk`rmhm fm hisy jksm ir`k izmy hitkhdiemhmh’hy   vihtmhm jm emsm hmhkny fimhmrmhm hmhjmhy  Mhomfy ! Jmrmzmhy rkm ir`hy hmho`nm himgpitm rmhk ir`hy. _mk ir`k izmy tsy mzkmzkh’hy   Vmzmnm ekmtrm jm tsy hmv`emhy nk mfmpmhmoihmhm. Gijigpy nimhtkjm hy fimhmrmhy mhy iv`emhy hy rmy mgmh-or`hihy. Mk ir`k izmy mfm-pmhmoihmhm jm gmnmzk vmtsigpimhmrmhm nmhk-nizmhm emviomvitrm jkjkm ! Hy mhjmgmrkmh’ ir`hy oim mvy mk mgih’hy   Eycé`. Jkm mzk emzmihm fm smgy hmhmk izmy nmnmfmnmhy omnkek izmy tmfioitrm tmhy mgih’hy Eycé`s. _`ek jmrmzmhm hy ememg-pikfmhmhm mzk-hmy hismfioimhmhm tmgih’izmhy oim ir`tk 2 Fieÿzÿfim, Gmrijm, Sci`hc`s @xpérig`htme`s .Hy mny gkm oim hy gmrijm hk ememhm hme`nmjk. Hy skgmry hmnmdmdm mny oim tsy oim gam hisy zmzmvmvy ekmtrm ik tmrmhbm ik fm hy Fieÿzÿfim sy hy « Sci`hc`s Sci` hc`s @xpérig`htme`s º hk hmhmvmhmhm hy tmrmhmj’i @vm ! Hm izmhy mzm oim hisy mhmhjirmy inmhy himrmoìemhm tmgihmy. @fm hmg`rih-tmkhm izy tmgih’izmy. _mk mgih’hy  fimhmjmvimhm hmhmhm hy emzmhy jkm ik zmzmvmvy ik smtrim mhmamvih’irkhy QMBMKHM   mgakhy oipeÿgm irkhy izmy hisy hy Gmemdmsy vkmek-nmhy hmnmzk izmhy fiemzmg-pmnmizmhm fmrm- =13 -

tmgpkhy mhy Frmhtsm izmhy, oim hy « mdrédmtikh º. QMBMKHM Sigékh izmhy Mdrédé vkmeknmhy izmhy mry QMBMKHM Gmrdu`rit` iemy mhmamvihy tmfmrmjm tmgihmy. Q`n`fm tkhdm tmk mgih’hy Eycé` i QMBMKHM Gmrdu`rit` oim hmhkhtmhkhtmhimhy omnkek hy hmgmhy. «  Izm hk t`hm gmnmy ihorihorm ; Izm hk nifmhihmhm mgijk ; Hy mny hy fieÿzÿfim hk t`hm gmhmvmhmhm mny. º _mnmtmnmj’izmhy hk fir`smhy mry r`n`fm n`hkhy fm nk` izmnk hk gam nmvmhmgamhmhm tmgih’ir`k vmk hiskhorktrm  jiemsy fm tsy gam hi-« okuae` º ginitsy, oim nky izy nk` 2 « Nknitmhtsijm izmhy mhy mgih’hy fmhmoihmhm ` fmhmoihmhm ` ! º

Skgmry smrktrm tmgijk ity jiemsih’hy « Gmtnégmtiqu`s º ity.  Vmhig-pktkmhm t`hm vmkvmk mrm-pimhmrmhm smtrim hirkskmhm nk mgih'hy fmhmkvmhm hy hmhtskihm nk` « gmtnégmtiqu`s gko`rh`s º izmy hmgpioirmhm hy « tnékri` o`s `hs`gae`s º sy hy ekbijmg-pismihmhm izmy nmfm tsy tky hy hmnmzmtrm nmtrmgih’ izmy. Iemy gpmgpimhmtrmy jkm oim gpmgpimhmtrm vmk hmnmzk hy mdrédmtikh-hy tmgih’ik  tmkhm ik jm oim skgmry hin`vi-t`hm nk zmvmtrm. Hy fmgpio`rmg-pmnmizmhm oim hisy tkjkm, fm hy fmgpitmhm hy n`vitrm gakem skgmry hijmvim ! _mgih’hy fmhmoihmhm  fmhmk ismh-t`ek vkemhm gmnmzmtrm oim

hkg`hy emzm moihm irmy izmnmy. Hy gpimhmtrm vmk hioitrm ik jiemsy ji emsy fmgmrmhmhm ik oim tsy hmnitm zkrkhy ginitsy fm zmrm rmnm hmnmzk ?/1<. Qy zmr`k gpmg`rih-tmkhm hk hmnmvitm iemy gmrijm smtrim gakem tsy tmk mhmtih’izmy `fm hmgpimhmrihy mhmy  hy  hy « fkrgue` º hiemihm . Qy zmr`k « okuaemht º oim hmnmvitm hy mzy skmgmhtsmrm. Fm hkhy nmhkg` hy vmeih’hy   zmvmtrm hmhmoihmhy mhmy Ihdmny CMPSS@, (fm izmhy hk mhmrmhy) oim t`hm smnirmhm fm moihy rkm izy  skemitrm a` fkmhm h`fm tsy hmnitm hy vmeih’hy  prkae`gm  prkae`gm t`k mgih’hy  skemitrm hmsmihy hmtmkhmy. Fmey mh’mty   mhi` mnk tmgih’izmhy  !   ! Hib`ry ity tkvkemny j`ey vmk hmnmzk hy fmrm-tmgpkhy mgih’hy  oipeÿgm,  oipeÿgm, h`fm - =1? -

oim tsy hmnmtmfmvkmjm hy fmhmoihmhm hmtmkhy tmgih’hy  gpimhmhy ! Fm hmho`nm inmhy hy fktkmhm ! _khdm hy fmhmoihmhm ! Firy r` hk nk mfmjm mgih’ity ihormy gmjm ity ; Vkemhm bikhm =90< ik ! Smgy hijmtrkjm izmnmy, hm hy hmg`rih-tmkhm, hm hy vmk himjmtrm. @hihomny izmnmy hk mfmjm, jm hy ? hmg`rih-tmkhm fm rkmemny inmhy izmnmy hk vmk v mk hiskhorktrm jm mfmjm ! I Gmrdu`rit` QMBMKHM gakem tsy mfmjm ihormy tmgih’ik « s`ssikh º vkmeknmhy ik fm tmgih’hy  fmnmrkm  fmnmrkm oim tmfitmhy skmgmhtsmrm inmhy hy amjm !

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HIH-OMNY IRMHY IRMNMY, gmh`rmhm mh’i Gmomdmsijmrm hk mfmjm « Amccmemurémt Gmtnégmtiqu`s º tmgih’ihy  vkemhm  vkemhm bkhm =90< ihy. _km tsihbk fm tkjkhy niskjmtrm nk mzy hy vmrmvmrmhm nmho`nmhmhm gimgpitm rmhkgmsihm. _sy hisy fismemsmemhm hm oim j`ey mjkry mzm fm hmtmk hy fmhdmtmnmhm vmtsig-pimhmrmhm. Skgmry himgpy j`ey ihormy hy fmhmnimh’i H`hy. Oim nmho`nm tkjkm v` ity zmhmhy izmy hmhbmry smhdmhy nk mh’hy  fimhmjmvimhm   fimhmjmvimhm gmhkhtkek ; Smoy t`-nimzkhm, hk t`-nitskormhk ! Hkn`hkn`hkihm hy  vmeih’iemy  fmhdmtmnmhm   fmhdmtmnmhm vmtsig-pimhmrmhm. Gakem fktkmhm fmnmzkmh’  mhork gkm gmhorm-pmnmtkhdm hy  vkemhm s`ptmgarm jm tsy mry nk t`tk mh-tk`rmhm mvkjkm hy gpmgpimhmtrm sy hy tkgpkh’ mhormijitrm smginmfm. H`fm  oim n`hkn`hk inmhy fm nk` « hmnmzk akurs` º , nkhk ! Msm hm s`jr`t`rm izm, hm irmjirmjm izm hk tmfmr`smjm tmgih’ory H`hy  sy  sy hy zkjijk fm oim hmtkjy omnkek izmnmy gimhmjmvy j`ey fm nk mzk hy  vmtsig-pimhmrmhm. - =16 -

Oim hmtmk mry hy fikgmhmhm nmhomk mh’i Gmomdmsijmrm. Hmtkgakjm hmtmk v`ekgm hy nmvmhm mjmijy. Oim hmtmk v`ekgm jkm hy fimhdkhmhm, hm hy tmhy Gmnitsy, hm hy t`k Mhksiskm. Hmhkhtmhkhtmhimhm omnkek izmy gam hkn`v`rihm nk gmnmemem hy mhy mgpitm gkgam hy zmvmtrm nk`htihm 2 mjmhbk, firmjktrm, fi rmjktrm, fitmkvmhm shs…_km nmihdmg-pikoihm hy fmgmhtmrmhmhork jm tsy nitmnitm mjkry oim hmhmhtkgktrm hy fktkmhm hkn`v`rihm fm nimihdmhm ! Fm hy hmgpimnktrm j`ey oim ity 2 iemy fiemzmhm hy fmnmzkmhm hy  vmtsig-pimhmrmhm mrm-pkgam kfisimey oim oim `em fimvy . Ihkhm nkhk hk hmhormsmhm ; Nk` 2 hisy gpmgpimhmtrm irmy gakem tsy tmfmv`rihm fm hmhmk vmjmhsy mhy Frmhtsm jmh`fm izy hk tkgpkh’hy   t`hy fmrmhy. E@MHOQM_ hk mhmrmh’ik gpmgpimhmtrm hmhormsmhm ik.  Mry smtrim hitkgpk t`hy fmhtmtrm ry zmr`k gpijmrmjmrm gam hmtkhih-ory H`hy oim tmpmjm fm nk tknizmhm inmhy hy fmhmkvmg a`ekgm smginmfm, smk tsy nisy fktkmhm nmhmkvmhm izmhy ihtskhy r`n`fm t`hm nmhmihdm tkjkm. Hkfmhtmpmhtmrihm hy emhbmh’hy   `htmhm mzk `htihm mgih’hy  fimrm-gmhioihm. 3< jiemk. Hktkgamtkgamhmhm izmy g`ty nmnmzmjmhm izmhy sy izmy tsy mzk mv`em. Hmemihm smry mh-tsmihm izmhy Mhomfy ! Izm hk nits`hm ; Mizm hk nmgmhtmhm r`n`fm tkhdm mhy. I Vkmnmhdy QMRMFIHOQMJK_KNMSIHM hk vmk hmho`nm  vmk tsy `em mjkry izmy. Izy gkm oim `fm hmhmhm hy zkjihy vmvy mhmhjirkm tmhy. Hy mhmomnih-or`hihy rmnmt`k, hy Okjkt`rm QMJK_K QM_SIGMGMHDM oim `fm `em`em inmhy hk gip`trmjm mhy.

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Iemy zkjijk gkm oim gam hmhmhm izmy hifmhormismhy gmhkjmhm tmgih’i Okjkt`rm  QMRMFIHOQMJK_KNMSIHM fm tmhy izy hk hmhmk hify. _mk jkm iemy zmhmj’mhmomnih’i H`hy   hmtmk nk` QMJK_K MHOQIMGAKMVKHBY, izmy « ihfirgi`r gmbkr º tmk mgih’hy   nkpitmey gimrmgiem tmk Skmvihmhorimhm. Izy oim himrmhimsm gmnmritrm tmgih’i Okjkt`rm QMRMFIHOQMJK_KNMSIHM  mry oim t`hm hifmgpini-hmhm hy gmhtm sy hy gmsmjm tkjkm izy gimhmjm. Hkhy hmnmr` hy nmho`nmhmjk ry Okjkt`rm oim tsy hmnmritrm fm hmgpitkhorm nmfmtrm. Nmoihkhy, nkhk, hy smtrkj’i  Vkmnmhdy, jm gam mzkhmk `htihm v` ; Izmy smtrkjm j`ey izmhy v` nmtmk kemhm ; nky hy `ritr`ritrk ! H`j`hm tsy hisy moin`vitrm ihy ! Fm gam nmnmf`hk tsmrm hy fifmhmkvmhm v`ekgm oim hkn`v`rihm fm g`ty hy ninmkhmhm mgih’ Mgaknigmhmrihm  irmy vknitrm. Hmhmhm izmy fmnmzmrmhy rmnmt`k hy fimhdkhmhm prkt`stmhtm vmek trmhk smtrim hisy hy ismh-t`ek vkemhm hmhmkvmhm fktkmh-o`nia`   r`n`trm. Jkm oim hktmpmnihm memnmoy nmrivm izmy hikgakhmh’hy  r`n`trm. hy n`vitrm fm nkvkhb`hm izmy fktkmhm izmy. _mk Mhksivmvmjm hy mhbmrm finkoihmhm tmgih’ik. Ik  hk e`nia` ihorihorm mgih’hy  fimhdkhmhm prkt`stmhtm mk mgih’ik vknitrm ik. @hihomny izmnmy hk zmhmj’Mgaknigmhmrihm  hmtmk v`ekgm tmgih’ ik  memnmoy 11 kjtkarm ik. Hy t`ek `fm emsm tmeknm. Fm t`ek emny izmnmy hk hmhmtrijm oim QMJK_KGMGKHBY, nmho`nm nmhomeihm hy fimhmrmhm nk okjkt`rm, QMJK_KMQIBMKHM nmhmk « r`cn`rcn`s sci`htifiqu`s º mry hy t`hmjk, MHOQIMGMHBM_K Qicnmro nikfmhm nk gpmgpimhmtrm gmrijm.

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Q`n`fm vitm hy t`hih’hy skekht`hmh’hy firmismh’hy fimhdkhmhm, fimhdkhmhm, hmhmkvmhy v`ekgm mhmy sy hmhkekrmhy hy tskormhk, oim hmhdmtmjm fit`h`hmhm mnk gam niskekmhm vmvm mhmy izmy nmho`nm, jm ihork mtkektrk mhmk `tk hy hmgamrmjk tmgih’izmy. @fm hikgmhmjk gimeknm inmhy gkm hm oim tsy hifmhmrmnmhm mzm ,mry oim tsy hisy vkek hmhknm rmhormhm fm hmv`emh’hy   gpitmriormnmrmnm niemzm izmy hmh`tsijm hy fkjk mnk. Mry nimhmk jkm izmy gmgmjy izmk tmhtmrm izmk oim tsy nk dmdm nmnitm fm rihormhtkhkhjmek jkm ity v`ekgm ity smtrim `fm tmk mgih’hy   vmhigpimihmjk hmnmzmtrm mny nmgpimsm hy tme`htmjk.

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V@EKGM QY  MGAKNIGMHMQIHM !  Ihkhm mry hk nmgamrm mgihmk ry Mgaknigmhmrihm Mgaknigmhmrihm  Mgih’hy krm izmy hmtkjmhm nimrmnmhm givmvmjm ; _khdm vktsm izmhy vmvm jm hy f`k gmhbmry gmhb mry fmrihm  Gmhkekmhm ity fktkmhm izmy tsmrkmhm nk gimvmjm gimvmjm !

 Ihkhm hk nk emzmihm mgih’hy krm fismrmnmhm ;  Ihkhm hk gam nmv`em nk nmr`hm nmr`hm nk rmj`tihm ;  Ihkhm hk tmfmtmfmh-or`k gihitrm himrmnmhm  Ihkhm hk nk tsimny nk ama`hm sy nk `htihm ; _sisy oihijm nmgamrm, fm hy e`em zmry vmnktrm  Qmnm ms`sijm niemzm izmy r`n`trm nk tsmrkvmhm,  Nmhy n`rihmy nmho`nm, mgig-amvm mgig-amvm gimnktrmnktrm,  Oim gmg`trmjm hy mgakmrm mgakmrm izmy nmhor`sy fmnmekvmhm ! Skm jkm rmnm skm izmy hmtmkhmr`k ry nmvmhm ! _smpmhmy fm gisy fk izmy gmhiry fmhkhorktmhm, Jm hy vitm gitkgmrmtrm b`r`hm tky hy h y mvmhm _smrm sy giemhtkemhtk `tk mh-tmhy gijkrkhtmhm ! _sy nmoihk nimhmr`k sy hy tsijy hmnmgirmhm, hmnm girmhm,  Hm nk emvitrm hy tmhy, hy tsimny tsy nmy f`n`zihm  Hk nitmzmhm mhmr`k mvy `ry mh-jkoigirmhm Jm hy rmnkhm gmhomek hk nk vknitrm nk t`t`zihm ! Fm hy zmvmtrm hmtmk, rmisihmy nk vkhihmnitrm  Nk tsimrk smrkaioy izmy nmhbkny jm tsy tsy nibmhkhm _sy nimhtskhm izmnmy rmnm tsy trmtrmhmy hy fmritrm  Hy nmhkhork-pir`h`hm sy nk t`hm kekg-amhkhm !  @hdm mhi` Iemy Hmnmry gmhmh-j`ry gmhmh-j`ry tsy nmy tkn`rihm  Nmgpirkakrkak gmrk hy tmhkrmh-tmhihormzmhm  Gam nmhkvk fmn`hor`hm jm hy zmvmtrm nkn`v`rihm  Oim hy gam nmgpmnmekhmjm itk tmhy zmry hdmzmhm !  Gam nk gmrk hy zmtkvk mvy mvy `ty Mgaknigmhmrihm  Hk nmho`nm nimgpitm rmhk nmgpitkgak izmy izmy mhmhmhy !  Hy Fir`h`hm Gmemdmsy `hdm `hdm mhi` tsy nitmjmrihm Fm nk mgpy kekh-j`hory nmgpibkrk hy mhmrmhy !

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 Izmk hk izy ry tmhkrm 2 gakem gakem a` hy nk smnmhihm,  A` hy msm izmy tsy vitm vitm jm iemhm gpmhkgkgamhm !  Mzm j`trmjm ginitsy ! Mzm jivy jivy ! Mzm fmhihm Fm hy nmbmhmk mhi`, smrkaioy, a` gpmhkgamhm !  Gmhorkskm ! Giekfksm ! Gmhknizm fimhmrmhm, Fm hy n`hory tsy gam v`ry smoy timh’hy gpimrm-gkhihm  Mkjm hy mhmrmhmk tsy nk mhmrmg-p` mhmrmg-p` mhmrmhm Fm nk gmfy krihm `tk tsy nk emitrm rmnm nkhtskhihm !  Izmnmy meknm nmho`nm, mhmr`k hy fmhmrmnmhm !  Mhmr`k hy fmhirimhm gam nmhbkny hy `fm emsmhm ! Jm tsmrkvy ry tmhkrm f’itk tmhy ip`trmnmhm  Gakem gmhmht`hm mhmk, fmey `k mg-pimhormsmhm mg-pimhormsmhm !  Izmhy hk gam t`hihmy ! Izmy Izmy hk nmfmtrm mp`trmjm  @hdm tsy nk v`ry fkmhm fm nk rmisihm mg-pitimvmhm  Nmgpitsigk-pmhirimhm, nmgpirisijm hy j`trmjm j`trmjm Jm nmgpioitrm mk mhmty n`rig-pk f`hkig-pihimvmhm  Itkoinmjk `tk jkm irkhy nmfmtrm hmtkektrm hmtkektrm  Gam nk`htihmy git`ty hy nmvkmhm nmvkmhm tkgmhomvmhm  N` ! smnirmhm hy smihm jm gimnktrm hy gkektrm  Gmhkekmhm ity v`ekgm tsmrm emnmtrm sy gmvmhm !  Izmk hk tkektrmy nk tkjy jm gam rmisk tsy nk rmrmjm  Rmhy nmfmtrm emzmihm, mgpitmihm gam nk rmjitrm  Oim nk tmhmhmy tkjkm jm nmhbkny, nmhbkny, tsy nmnmsmrmjm  Nmgpmhmjkmjk ihormy ir`k gihitrm `fm tmpitrm !  Qmnm hy mg’i Dmsijmrm hk mhmkvmh-jmfmtrmfmtrm  Izmk hk nmhy t`hihmy 2 K ! mrik izmhy tmnktrm Fm hy tsmrm sy hy rmtsy `fm smgy hifmhomfmtrm  Nkvigaihihmy omnkek nmgpirisijm hy vmnktrm vmnktrm ! Jm nk smnihmy tkjkm hy nmh`nk, nmgpmnmfmhtmtrm Fm hy fkhmy gmemdmsy ! Gmemdmsy nmtrmhy n mtrmhy mg-pmsmhm ! Jm hy tkhkhjirm `em hk mrkskhmy nk smhtmtrm  Nitmfmhm f’izmnmy gmnmtsimrk hy mhork emsmhm ! « Qmnm gmhmoihk mhmk ry Sme`gm tmhihormzmjk t mhihormzmjk  Rmhy hkfkjk tmhkrm sy hy fkjk vmemamemjm,  Mkjm hy `fmjk r`n`trm sy sy hy emsm hmgmfmzmjk  Nkoy mekjm nitkhorm nk mk mg-pmsmhm mg-pmsmhm gmememjm ! Jm hy e`emjk nirmijitrm mgihmk ry emhiemhijk, e mhiemhijk,  Izmhy tmhmjk mh-jmvmhmhm nmhmoihk, jm hy ememjk  Nkoy nmkek, f`hk oim, rmnm tkm jm hy tmhijk _sy nmnitm izmy fmgirmtry hy birkh’hy fmhmemjk fmhmemjk ! º

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Jm v`ekgm r` ry vknitrm gmg`rkv`rk nmhitrm, Fm hy v`tskv`tsk jksm `hy mgakhy hk nitmgamtrm Jm nmgmhdivmhdy ihormy izmhy rmnkhmk sy emhitrm  Qy Mgaknigmhmrihm ÿ ! ry Sme`gm hmnmsmgamtrm ! Jm B`nkvmn nimhomhy, tsy nismrmjm mgihtsijm,  Izy nkgam sy nimrk, Izy Izy jkm hk gam nivigaihm !  Izy nitmniry mhtsijm gam tsy nisy gitkgijm !  Izy jkm hk nmgpinmkhm, tsy nk smsmtrm nitsigaihm !  Oim v`ekgm nky hy f`k ! Mhy krm gakem ninmkhmhm  Mk hy omty izmy tihkhork nitkoimhm, nmgpiv`rihm nmgpiv`rihm  Nmgpmhmjkmjk ihormy irkhy nkay sy firmkhmhm  Nmhkg`zmhm hy skm nitknkfmhm `tk Ig`rihm Ig`rihm !  Gmitim ry mhork skm  Nimrmnmhm giv`hty  Irkhy nirm tsy nijkm Jm hy tmoy vkmn`ty  Hk nmg`rihm `tk ihormy  Ity mht`gm hmgpirmy. Jm B`nkvmn mhi` nitmny  Izmhy t`hm sy fmhmny !  Izy nmgpifmhjmnitm  Izmy r`n`trm mvy mhy mg-pitm Sy hy `tk fmey nmhormy !  Izmhy hk gam t`hihmy !

_`nmjm hir`fkor`fktrm hk hmhormismh’hy fimhdkhmhm vmek trmhk izmhy t`hy izmhy. Mry gmhormj’mhorkmhy, hm oim `fm rkmgaioigmg-pkek tmkhm mzm hk hitrmhdmhy, oim gakem tsy  vkmjkskjy hy fmhmoihkmhm hy `horijy hy kekhm gmrk hmg`hk fimhdkhmhm hmhmk gmhorm-pinmkhm mhmy !

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_SY MRK HY VM_SIG\IMHMQMHM

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FM VI_MVI_M OMNKEK HY FMGMHDIMHM ir`k nmvmhm tkjkhy nk hmtmk v`ekgm. Hkg`hm tk`rmhm gmhkjmhm hy tmhy mgih’i \msit`rm QMH_KMHIHM. Izy gmhtsy oim t`hm smjmizm mjmijih’i Omom sy  H`hy  H`hy smtrim hitkhorm hy fimhdkhmhm tmk Gmnitsy. Hmhmhm vihmhtk irmy ry zmr`k, izmy himsm tmk mgih’hy  Fkia`h’hy   Fikgakhmga` Frmhtsmy tmhy \mrisy. Hy gmrihm jkjkm oim tmhy V`rsmiee`s hk t`hm fkia`h-tk`rmhm. Ihdmny QMJK_K GMHMH’ B@MH hk mhmrmhy mry `fm tmkhm vitsivitsy hk hmnm-tmhy Frmhtsm mzy gimhmjmvy. Hmtmk gmsmjm hy r`smjm fm izy hk gam nimhdmvimhm nits`hm sy nmho`fm hy t`hmjk mvy mk \mrisy gmhjmhy Gkhtp`eei`r. Hy sism hmhormsmhm oim hy tmrmtmsy smginmfm nmnmzkmhm gijmrmjmrm tkjkm hy oim. « Aiee`t º, pmsipmkrk, hy fiemzmhm gkgam izmy fimhmrmhm nioirmhm shs…

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Hmjm tkjy tmgih’iemy  s`jr`t`rm  s`jr`t`rm hiemzm nk hmnitm hy mhmrmjk tmk   eisitry hy gpimhmtrm nmho`nm ry H`hy, fm `fm mhtkgktrm mgih’hy  eisitry hy fioirmh’hy   Khiv`rsit` mhy Frmhtsm. Hy vkemhm kjtkarm `fm hmoivm nk tmpitrm, h`fm fmhtmtrm fm hkvmgarm hk fioirmhm. Hy gpimhmtrm smsmhy tsy hijmsm nmhmk « gmtnégmtiqu`s º oim `fm emsm, fm izmnmy izmy hifioy mh’ik tmrmhbm ik hk sism gakem tmv`em. Izm hk mhormsmhm ; Ihdmny Eémhormt izmy hmhmk vmjmhsy fm izy hk  fmhkg`zmh-oìemhm r`n`trm. imhjihmh’hy  fmhkg`zmh-oìemhm @fm nk tmpitrm ginitsy hy vkemhm kjtkarm vmk tkhdm Qmhdmny ik. _`k mg-pikgmhmhm nmhkjmtrm hy tmkhm  vkmeknmhy mgih’hy Khiv`rsit` tmty Mhtmhmhmrivk hy fitkhormhm frmhtsmy tmgih’izmhy  jm ik gpmgpimhmtrm hmhormsmhm ik hk hmhmhm hy fmn`fmhm nmhmpm-j`vitrm. Oim tkhdm tkjkm izy. izy . Oim hmgkm-tsmgpkhm. Hkemzmihy nk mhmy izmy hmhdmtmjm nmhmk « gmtnégmtiqu`s º sy « pnysiqu` º fm gakem tsy mgpy hy fmnmizmhm trmtrmhmy t`tk Mhtmhmhmrivk mry nisy hy fmhkjmfmhm ememg-pikfmhmhm vmkvmk gkgam ir`k tmrmhbm ir`k `tk mh-tk`rmhm jkm oim tmzkhihm n`rih-tmkhm n`ri h-tmkhm meknm izmy gpimhmtrm hifioy ir`k ememg-pikfmhmhm ir`k. Hy oijmh’ izmhy oim nk` 2 gakem tsy gmho`nm meknm fm gimhory n`rihtmkhm ! J`pkjm tsy hmnitmh-t`hy hy r`hijk sy iemy zkjijk. Ihkhm hk nmtmk ; Hy v`ekgm `fm vitm omnkek. _sy gisy tsy hmnmemem fm nmho`nm nk mhy Mhomfy, nkhk, i Gmnitsy. Hy vkem j`ey gam hisy t`k mg-p`emtmhmhm `fm emhy hijmrm-jmrmhm hy oim. « _sy gmnmb`ry kekhm mnk Qmhjizy, nky i H`hy, fm oim nkmtry hy hiskekjy hm hismhokjm isijm tmgih’ ir`hy  ir`hy  fmhmkvmhm v`ekgm hmhomhimhm  fktkmhm ir`hy. Ihkhm hk nmtmk ; º. Hy rmnmrmnm hmtmkh’iemy  zkjijk, hmhoigaimsmhy mh’i Omom, tsy oim  hmho`nm ekmtrm ihtskhy.

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_sy  vitmh’hy  nk`   nk` 2 tsy hisy vkem t`k mg-p`emtmhmhm, fm rmnm niem  vkhby mgmh’kekhm mzm, nk vitm v` hy nmg`rihm izmy ihormgihm ; Iemy zkjijk gkm, r`n`fm hismrmjm tmgih’iemy  vmoihy  vmoihy vkmeknmhy, oim hmgpmjmtrm hy vmoihy fmnmrkm. QMRMFIHOQMRMHMJM Hk`eiskm hk mhmrmh’ik vmoihy   fmnmrkm ik, mry `fm hismrmjm tmgih’hy vmoy rmih- bmhmhy jkm. Rmhmj’kekhm gmhmhm hy gmnm-izy mzy t`k mgih’ hy fmritr’i  Gmnitsy hy fimhmjmvimh’iemy  zmkamvijk.   zmkamvijk. Izmhy Ihdmny QMGMQKN@_QM gmhkhtmhy hy kry izmhy, hk mhmomnih-or`hihy. Vmrk-omgam mg-akhdmoihy hk t`hm fktktry hy fiv`ekgmhy, smihdy r`n`fm g`ty nk vmrktrm mnmzkmhm tkgakhy oim hmtmkhy omnkek ! Q`n`fm hifmgpioihijm i H`hy sy iemy zkjijk oim hmhmpm-j`vitrm fm, hknk hy nmfmtr’i Omom, oim tsy gmihtsy mtmk izmy nmho`fmsmhm mny. _sy nk mhory ihtskhy mh`fm hy tmkhm nk mvy fm ni`zmnmhm hy nmho`nmhmhm mvy nmtrmhy jm r`n`fm mhy ihormy v` tsy nknitm `k izmy tknihy. Hmtkjy ekmtrm hy fmnmizmjk sy hy fmn`hor`jk tmhy mgpimhmrmhm ir`tk nmvmjk jm tsy hisy fismemsmemhm hm oim j`ey mjkry mzm tmk mgih’hy   `ritr`rihy. Hy gam r`smjm n`hk jkm tmty Gmomdmsijmrm gmhtsy oim hy nk` 2 A`tsmjm hy Vmzmnm V mzmnm tsmrm fmhmny mfmjm nmhmgpy r`n`fm tkhdm mhy hy t`hm, fm izmy nmnmtkhdmvmhm hk tsy gmihtsy mtmk. Oim hijmrk-omemhm mry iemy r`hijk sy iemy zkjijk. Hmgpimsmihm jkm iemy zmkamvijk. Hkvihmvihmihm hy vkem hiemihm. Hmtmk hy oihijm tmhy mgih’ Ihdmny  QMGMQKN@_QM.  QMGMQKN@_QM. Mry smtrim tmk oim tmk hy rknig-pinmvmhmhm oim hmtmk mhtkjm iemy trmhk nmhy ekvm hmv`emh’i Omom ! Oim tmpmjm fm nmhmihdm mtk mhmtih’ hy fktkmhm fkny oim fkny !

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@tk mg-pmhkrmtmhm izmhy mnk gakem emsmg-pismihmhm emvitrm   Ismim 00/ > jm gmgmhtmtrm hy fmnmgmrihmh’iemy t`hy mk t`hy  mk mgih’hy  Ismim gmhmk nk` 2 « Fm hy fin`vitrk tsy fin`vitrmr`k, mry hy eìemhmr`k tsy gam eìemjk, nky B`nkvmn ! º. @fm gmoivm nifmrmhm hy ismh’ hy mhorkjk vmk tmjmtry hy smijk hy hitkhormh’Mhorimgmhitrm mny. _smrkmjk tkjkm gmhtsy fm rmnm hmnmzk iemy vmtsig-pimhmrmhm mvy   fitkhormh-bmhmtmhy mnk oim tsy gmihtsy nk hmhmk skhim mgih’hy  fitkhormh-bmhmtmhy fmh`j`hm fm nimsm mgih’hy  fmhbmjmhm   fmhbmjmhm gmhoritrm hy =< tmkhm, jm mkrimh’izmy   vmk mfmjm nismfioy eìemhm nmfm. _sy gmihtsy hy nk gpmgpimhmtrm gmrijm jkm hk nk hiekfksmjk fm nk emvitrm hy fismihmjk izmhy nmhmk t`kekbim izmhy. Eìemhm gmnmdmdm hy hmh`r`h’Mhorimgmhitrm hy r`hijk, hm gmhmk mnkmhm hm gmhmk mnkmhm fmnmsmnirmhmhmy gimhmjmvy j`ey tkrk vmtk hmhoimvmhm, nijigpy jm nmho`fm mny inmhy, hm oim tsy hisy nmvmhm irmy mjkry mzm tmhy Mhomfy tmhy ! Fm ity jkm gam timjk nmgpmnmtsimnivihm `tk. @fm vkmemzmjk tmry meknm hy fkgam himhmrmjk hitkhorm mktkgkaieihm. Mry r`n`fm hmnmy mnk oim tsy hibmhkhm hitkhorm, hm oim tsy hmhmhm fmnmzkmhoìemhm mjkry mzm. Hisy fimrm irmy izmy jkm izmy fmgpimsmhmy gimhmjmvy j`ey fmnmv`ekh’i Omom, mhjkmtry   hy mktkgkaieihm hmhmk fitmt`rmhm. Gakem tmoioijk gamgih’hy  hkg`rmkhy   hkg`rmkhy 2 333> _. Hisy jkm mzm « cmgikhh`tt` º j`ey \`ud`kt 1<1 fitmkgmhm `htmhm, h`fm oim hmgpimsmijk jkm gam hitkh-ormjk hy hmgmjk hitsmhdmhtsmhdmhm r`n`fm gam fktkmhm fmnmzkmhm mhork. Hmhoritrm hy oigy tmkhm oim hitkhorm mktkgkaieihm tsy hisy fmnmzkmh-oìemhm mnk. Ihormy gmho`nm hksmjm- hmh’hy  \keisy   \keisy t`k  Mgaknigmhmrihm mnk mry oim hmhkhtmhimhy hy « p`rgis º-jk ! Hkemzmijk fm gakem tsy hmhmhm mnk, smihdy hkhy hmgamrmjk fm gpimhmtrm mhy mgih’hy Eycé` hy  t`hmjk  t`hmjk oim tsy hmsimh’iemy  pkeisy  pkeisy tknihy hy r`smjm fm hme`fmhy fktsihy mnk . _mkrimh’izmy  fis`nkmh  fis`nkmh bmvmtrm izmy oim hmhmpm-j`vitrm nmjm « p`rgis º mnk, mry r`n`fm - =36 -

nmjm inmhy,oim tsy hikhkhm fktsihy tmgih’hy fitkhormhm mktkgk aieihm nitsmhdmhtsmhdmhmhm fm hktkvkhmjk mvy nmtrmhy hy fmnmzkmhm gitkhorm fitmt`rmhm kekhm (trmhspkrt `h ckgguh) jkm ! Q`n`fm hmnmzk mh’ik mnk oim  hirktsmjm hmhmk tmjsi t`tk  Mhtmhmhmrivk, hm jkm hitmtitrm kekhm hmhjmhy Gmnitsy. _sy oim fitim t`-niemzm mjkry hk itmhtmrmjk izmhy mgihmk, fm hisy oijmhy t`k  fizktry hy tmhtmrmg-pimihmjk mvkjkm izmhy r`n`trm izmhy mgih’hy  fizktry jm vmk gmihjm jkm hmgpimijy mny fm nmfm, tsy tmnmjy hy mhtsijm kekga`ekhm, kekga`ekhm, hy fin`vitr’Mhorimgmhitrm fin`vitr’Mhorimgmhitrm ! _mgih’izmhy mhork izmhy oim hmhmhj`ry tmhy Frmhtsm jkm hy « p`rgis º hkg`hm t`tk  Mhtmhmhmrivk jm mzkjk hmgpimsmihm tmhy tsy hisy kemhm !

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QKSK INMHY HY OIM !

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SY HY FKGAM FI_KHOQMH’MHOQIMGMHI_QM inmhy hk hmnmdmdm mny fm tmk jkm hy fitimvmh’hy  r`hijk  r`hijk sy hy irmy tmgpk tmgijk. Hm oim tkvkemny `fm rkmpkek tmkhm mzm mnk, izmhy gikgmhm nmho`nm emvitry hy tmhihormzmhm izmhy, oim tsy fkih’ir`k  nmvmjk hkn`eihd`e`hihm tmgih’izmy nk `htigmhmhm sy hy fmhomvk-rmrimhm hy oim. _sy hisy fmhtmtrk izmy `horijy hy fifmgpirmnmrmnmhm hifmhmkvmh-ory H`hy tmhy. _sy hmhmhk smrktrm ekmtrm hy fijmrmjmrmhm hy tmrmtmsy sy hy fmnmzkmh-oìemhm r`n`trm jm oim tsihbk mh’`ritr`ritrm smnmoy izmhy \mrisy, izmy tmgih’hy   smrigin`tsijm fktsihy hk gam hmnitmhm skgaihtskgaihy j`ey nmtr`tk !

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Q`n`fm hmnitm mny hijmrmjmrm hy fmho`nm-hmjk nk mhy Mhomfy jkm ry zmr`k fimhmjmvimh’hy   zkjijk mrm-pmhmgamoimhm, oim hmhmpm-j`vitrm fm nmho`fm hy zmtkvkemnihy izmy gpirmy tmgpk tmgih’hy vmoih’iemy zkjijk rmnmt`k. MHOQIMHBMFISKH D`krd`s hk mhmrmh’ik  tkvkemny ik izmy j`hor`hm nikfmhm nk okjkt`rm. Sitrmhy mnmy nky hy gpimhmjmvy, gam tsy gmhdihdihm `hy mhoìemhm ! Gakem t`hy Mrivkhigmgk hy s`rmhmg-pimrmgmhioihm tmgih’izmhy  fm tsy gakem mzkh’hy   m`rkpemhihm vmv`hty hip`trmnmhm hy t`k Ivmtk fm fkny ekmtrm. OC? hk jmrmzmgpimrmgmhioihm himsm tmgih’izmhy  tmkhm  tmkhm =90< izmhy, mry rkm mhork sy tmpmhy hk fmnmr`tmh’hy oim gimem  `tk Mhtmhmhmrivk gmhormpmnmtkhdm mhy \mrisy. Nky nimhmk mhdmgam nk` 2 `ema` izmhy rmnm mgpitmnmihm mgih’hy mhj`nitrihy izmy ihormy meihm fktsihy  nimhmk oim tkhdm, mry tsy gip`trmjm nmjm emsmhtsy hm oim ihormy gmho`nm mzm. Jmh`fm oim `fm t`hm zmvm-hmnmdmdm izmhy smtrim rmnm nmho`nm mgih’ hy smgak nimhmk oim gmnmemhy 1<   mhork fmrm-fmnmj`eihy ! Hy memnmoy 0 hkvmgarm gmrmihm hk nmhmihdm mry izmnmy. Hm oim `fm gam vitm mh-tìrm inmhy mzm hy eìemhm oim hiemhm fmnmgmeihmhm smtrim t`ry smoy a` smr`ty gpitmti-amry ginmzk mgihy. _`k mgih’hy vmek t`k hk tsy gmihtsy nisioihm jm gakem vmk gmizigmizihm oim `fm hmhomk mh’Mhtmhmhmrivk  hy gpmhmtitrm r`n`trm. _kg`fy kekhm hy s`rmhmhm t`k  Mrivkhigmgk. _mgih’hy  tmrmtmsy vkmrmy tmty mkrimhm j`ey hk hmnmfmhtmrmhm hy jmrmzmhor`smjm hifmhmkvmh’hy hifmhmkvmh’hy kekhm. Hmemn`ek a`, nkhk, hy fimhmjmvimhm hmnitm mhmy hioitrm hy fimrmgmhioihm. « Nkmtry hy hioitrm vmtmg-pmty hk fin`v`rmjk mzy º, nky hy mhmamvih-ormih’i D`krd`s ! H`fm oim emsm skmgmhtsmrm inmhy izmnmy rkmemny. Izmy  vmk hitmihdihm m`rk-pemhihm, h`fm vmk hitmihdihm oim nk mh’hy - =39 -

Frmhtsm. _km  mzk mhmgmrihmhm hy knmakemh-ormzmhm hy fifmhormismhm mgih’hy  tmhy  tmhy

mgih’iemy  tmhìhm

gmemzm,

r`hivknitr’i

hiemkzmhm 2 « t`horkgaknitrm sy zmvkhm, rmnm ginmkhm tkm tsy nismrmjm, fm r`n`fm gismrmjm oim emsmh-omvitrm ! º . _sy oim hisy nitm hitkgmhy mjkry, jmh`fm oim hmv`smtrm inmhy hy fk ! Oim tsy nktmitrm nimhmk rmnm niemzmjk nk` 2 hmg`tskv`tsk hy nmhihm jm zmry hirmfitrm nkmzy nk mhomemh-jirm ! Nky hy fitmoioimhm fi tmoioimhm mk  jmni`-jk 2 mhmtih’iemy  jmni`-jk

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 Qitskjm  H kskrmtmhm kskrmtmhm t`hy mgakhy OC?. _`hy mh-oìemhm nk mhy \mris, t`hy mgakhih’i Gmomdmsijmrm mvmrmtrm mhor`fmhm sy hy « cmhme o`  Gkzmgaiqu`  Gkzmgaiqu` º tmgih’hy memnmoy 0   hkvmgarm 9n0<  –   =
 Qkokrkok gmhdkvitrm gmhdkvitrm j`ey j`ey !…  Nkvitrkvitrm  Nkvitrkvitrm r` t`-ni`ey t`-ni`ey !…  Oim emsm ’emy ’emy vkrkhm hd`zm  Gam nmhmgpmtrm nmhmgpmtrm n`ry n`ry gmt`zm  @hy mhivkh’hy  rmnkhm mgakhy !..  Nkvitrkvitrm  Nkvitrkvitrm tkm tsy nitkhy… nitkhy… Jm tmzmhihm mgamhih’hy t`hm _mgpkhtmgpkh-jmvkmhm kh`hm Sy jirinitrm tkm gimhdkty, _km givmihdmhm..tkm givmihdmhm..tkm nk fikty ! Jmhbk nmy tsy finihmhm mjkry ’Rmhy vkmh’ir`k nmzk gmtkry  !

’Rmtk khy tkm aiay givmijm, _km gikeijm ! _km tsy girmijm ! _km vmrimhm gismhdy gmhdihm ! _sy gmhitsy hy ememh-jitsihm Fm gmhmijy nmhomoihm gkrm…  Mhtitrmhtitrm  Mhtitrmhtitrm fm tsy tmhkrm tmhkrm ! ’_y fib`rijk mhmk r` ry tmhy,  Rmvmbmvmtrm  Rmvmbmvmtrm gmgpitkgmhy gmgpitkgmhy !  Gkoy mkek mkek sy tkm tsy gimihm gimihm ! _km gmhd`tmhm ! _km jmrmhjmihm Jmhbk gmgijk smoy tsy fkijk Fm gmhkektrm skm nk sktrkijk !

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 Giomomsijm  Giomomsijm tkm tsy nk f`hk f`hk Jm hy rmnk-gmhmk nk` « mf`hk º Smsm-pkmhm fm tsihbkjk nmtrmhy ’Qkhy vknitrm smhdmh’hy tmhy Jm gi`htmhm `ry izmhy smijk Fm gmhomek hy tmhy ememijk ! V`tiv`ty, gikvm jmh`fm !… Fm giriktrm ’ty  vkrk-gie`fm ! ’Hbmhy gmhdm  skgmry gmhbmvk Fm bih`ry tmhivkh’ hy mvk  Qmhkgmsihm  Qmhkgmsihm gmhdm tmhkrm tmhkrm Jm hy gkrkhm emsmhm gkrm ! Jm v`ekgm ry iemy Dmsijmrm ! _skfy rmhk hy oigay sy fmrm  Gam nk tkhdm tkhdm mgih-tmhy mgih-tmhy jmsmihm !  N` v`ekgm v`ekgm ry tmhy ememihm ememihm !  Akriakry jmh`fm jmh`fm hy tmhy… tmhy…  Mhy mhork mhork ninmkhmhm inmhy ! Fm hy fkjk nirmjitrm mhmk nmtrmgih’izmk  !  Qy hitmizm mny nmtrmgih’izmk _sy nmoihk ! Nk tsmrktsmrkmhm  Hy mgakmrm mgakmrm hmtmk mhkekmhm mhkekmhm !  Nk tmoioijk tmoioijk fkmhm ry emny  Gmhorm-pkoijk  Gmhorm-pkoijk gam gam nk fmhmny !

 Rmvkhbmvkhm  Rmvkhbmvkhm tsihbkjk tsihbkjk sism …  Ihy gmhtsy iemy tsy hmnmoism hmnmoism  Hmnmvkjy hy tsmrm hirijk hirijk !  Rmvkhbmvkhm  Rmvkhbmvkhm fkìhmh’hy  fkìhmh’hy oimjk !  H`fm jksm hy hy fk sy hy smihm smihm  Gitmniry hy tmhy ememihm !

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Jm hy gkrkhm nitm gmhdimjm Sy fkh`hmhm mhivkh’hy rimjm…  Gam nk tmzmjk tmzmjk ihormy ihormy mhork mhy ! Fm v`ekgm ! V`ekgm ry tmhy !  Nk rmj`tijk rmj`tijk mhmtih’hy  fkjk ’Rmtk `horijmk tkm gitkekjk !  Qmhkgmsihm  Qmhkgmsihm sism bih`ry bih`ry Fm hy tmhy oim emsmhm hi`ry  Mhy mhmtih’hy  nmek gmhdihm !  Nmhy n`ry, n`ry, hy fk hk tsihorihm tsihorihm _sy nmh`gakhm tmhy hioify Fm nizmjm hy tmhy tmhorify !..  Metituo` 2 10<< gîtr`s. Hy b`r`hm skgmry gmhbmvkzmvk gmhbmvkzmvk ! _mgpkhj`tsm gijitkmhtkmhm gitsioijm tkm krikry `hy mhivkh’hy  rmnkhm  fktsy gmhdmtsknmtsk. gmhdmtsknmtsk. Qmhkgmsihm Qmhkgmsihm gmhdm tmhkrm mry gkrkhtsirmjm gkrkhtsirmjm  fmsipms`nihm,  fmsipms`nihm, skgmry gi`ek`ek rmnkhm rmnkhm sy gitmfitmfy gitmfitmfy  zmvkhm…. _`hy mgakhih’i Gmomdmsijmrm sy Gkzmgaijm

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 Mfrijm =n3< . Ginmzk hy gkrkhtsirmjm mtsihmhmh’i  Mfrijm izmnmy, meknmh’hy nitkoimhm mk Gkgamsm izmy tk`rmhm nmhomhimhmy hy meihm ! _km giekektr’mgmekhm jksm  Hk fib`ry mh’iemy Mfrijm  Mk mgamhih’hy mgamhih’hy rmnk-gisksm _km gmt`vihm smoy aktsimjm ! ’Rmtk rmhkhy, gmitsk nk gmhdm ’Rmtk memhy tkm nmnmv`ry !  Hy tmhmhmhy tmhmhmhy s`horm gitrmhdm  Givmhdkhdk  Givmhdkhdk tkm zmhm-bkr`ry zmhm-bkr`ry ! _`-nkgmitsk vm r` izmhy tmhy  Hk, hy zmvmtrm zmvmtrm trmtrm b`r`hm, b`r`hm, _km girmijm nivkek mh’izmhy, _km gimhtsk 2 Mvim r` gkh`hm !  Msm mh`fm mh`fm izmy gam tmniry tmniry  Mk mhmtihmr`k mhmtihmr`k r` ry mem mem !  Hm fmriny gam gam f`hk tsiriry, tsiriry,  Hm nk zmvmtrm zmvmtrm tsisy gpmhomem gpmhomem ! _mzmh-omvitrm inmhy hy mny… _mzmh-omvitrm tkm gmhmtsmrm  Gmgpisioihm  Gmgpisioihm mekh-tsimny mekh-tsimny  Nitmgpkoy  Nitmgpkoy mg’ iemy Dmsijmrm !

 Mgih’hy = sy smsmhy, mk mhmty OC?

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Oim hip`trmjm skmgmhtsmrm tmk Gkgamsm izmnmy. _mhìhm e`nia` mry mgih’hy   fmritrm mtsigk-mtsihmhmh’i J`hym. Rmhm-tmhy mhdeisy ik tmhy ik tmgih’izmhy. Hisy hy fmhmvmjmvmnmg  akekhjkoitrm jm skgmry dmdmdmdm inmhy inmhy izmnmy rkm emny emny hmvmnmhm   gpmho`nm fktsy nkoitrm jm hme`fm tmgih’hy  nkt`ey   nkt`ey j`ey tmgih’hy  gpmho`nm izmy tsy nitm ekmtrm izmy t`hy g`ty niemzmhm mzy. Gmektkektk. Rmrm rmnm gisy trmhk nioikvmhm. Hy smjmfk tsy zmrizmry. Jmh`fm tsy nk   ihormy meihm mjkry jm oim hmhmrmjm mg-akjkhy fktsihy fmtih’izmy  ihormy izmy hiamijkmhm fm tkjkhy nmtmk. Izmnmy jkm tsy hmnmy t`hy mhdeisy rmnmt`k. Hy skmn`ey vmk gmihjm jkm. Hy mgpitsk mkrimh’hy smjmfk mhtkmhork  vmk nmhmihdm jm fimtkmhm nmjm emsmhtsy fktsihy sism hy nibmhkhmhm fm tsy nisy fmtkrimhm mgih’hy  nkt`ey nifmhmvmnmhm ihtskhy._km tky hy gmhmrmh-dmrmhm smnmoy i \mrisy !

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_KOY SKM _MHY FQMH_SM

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SY HISY HMHMG\KH_SMG\KHM HY OIM fm oim tkhdm skmgmhtsmrm tmk Krey izmnmy. Ik hk fitkoimh’hy  fimrmgmhioihm mvy mhy Gmomdmsijmrm. Vmrimhm hy gmsk hib`ry hy vmzmnm gmrka` himsm. Rmvmtrm tsy fmnitm mhy Gmomdmsijmrm izmhy ! _km nmfmnmfm ir`tk fktsy nkoitrm giamtm `htmhm, ginmzmjmzmjm gmhmk rmnmrmnm ismh-jmrmzmhy. Mhdmgam jkm izy g`ty nk hi`ritr`ritrm nk` 2 Izm jkm ir`tk tmhmvk vmk himjmtrm ir`tk ir` tk ; Hkvmgarm gkm `fm ` fm skgmry sk gmry gmhdmtsimjm mhy Frmhtsm fm gmhmrmhdmrmhm hy ririhihm. Hy mjmhbkhmy mh`fm mjmhbk gmivm-gmivmhm fitkhorm mhy mgih’hy tmhy mgih’hy tmhy gmfmhm. _mgih’ hy moy gkm oim h`ty nk a` hy fifmg`-ziv`z`h’hy  kekhm   kekhm jm tsy oim gmgpirmijm hy tmhy hy hmnitm rkmemny j`ey, gmihty h`fm tsk-akek gmhitsmjm mh’ i \mrisy. Ihorihorm mhd` fm gakem nitmhy givihditrm smtrkjm a` skfihm a` izmy tsy nitmjk hisy hmhmk ekmtrm !

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Hi`rij`rijm hmgmhtmtrm izmy r`n`trm hkb`-r`h’ hy  gmsk  gmsk izmnmy. Hy `htmhm gmv`smtrm oim gmv`smtrm. _sy tsmpmjk ihtskhy hm mvy oim hmhmhormhm hmjm « gétrk º izmnmy, hm gam hi-mihditrm hitmihdihm tmjsi. Hy nmnitmhm izmy kekg-pmhtmtrm meknm hk hmnmgmijm.  Vkmt`ry nismrmjm mvy nmtrmhy jkm izmnmy rkmemny smtrim mnk tkhdm oim h`htih-Ihdmny QMJK_K GMHMH’B`mh tmhy  V`rsmiee`s.  V`rsmiee`s. _sy hisy nitmjk izmy \mris. Izmnk tsy hitmoy rmnmt`k fm hikhkhm tmgih’hy fin`v`rmhm nk` 2 gakem nk nitmjk fkmhm ik ` ! _sy oim tmoioijk gmzmvm hy fimemhm tmk \mrisy nmgkhby mh’i Gkhtp`eei`r. Izmy tsmrkmjk oim hy aijmjk tkm gmgpinkg`ny givkhdijm iemy vmeizy a` giemhbm 3< jieÿ h`fm oim gakem fmhmgpihy jkm iemy smtrkj’i  Vkmnmhdy tsy fky nk hmrimhm ! _ky ihkhm r` hk h`ty nk fib`ry mny tmgih’izmhy   ; _ky hy e`niemny gimhmem ; Oim `fm tsy gmihtsy nmtmk jm tsy hmtmk nk gmgpi`rijm mjkry izmy zmvm-hifmh`hmhm t`hy mh-oìemhm ! Oim hkrmisihm hy trmih himem mvy tmk \mrisy nioihm gimhmtsigk nmgkhby mh’i Gkhtp`eei`r. Izmy vmk nmho`nm trmih ! Hy hmgpmhmny oim hy nk` 2 rmnm skhorimh-tkry `k jm tsy nmhor` hy fiemzmhm hy tk`rmhm nimemhm, nirifmtrm nmhjmhy mgih’hy tmhy tsy fmhtmtrm v` ; Vmk gmihjm hmgpmhmny hy fkgam fit`hih’iemy  kekhm  kekhm gpiemzm hy mhmrmh-tmhìhm. Girkjy a` ! Izmy mnk vmk hmhor`  vmzmnm git`hy nmfmnmfm nkmtr’izmhy. Hiem  fktkmhm vmk zmtrm hy skfihm ! _sy nk nmijk skrmtmhm `tk fm tkjkhy nk r`h’hy skfihm iemy  fkgam fit`hy fm hy tkhdm nk mzy tmk mh-tsmijk oim hy nk` 2 Nmy v` smgy nmfm a` nkmtr’izmhy   ir`tk vmzmnm smgy giemzm t`hm nk frmhtsmy ir`tk !

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_imjk inmhy hy nmhmgmrijm fm `fm hikrihm tmhy Frmhtsm hy fijmgamhmh’hy   gpimhmtrm gmemdmsy izmy gitkhorm hy mhmrmhm nk` 2 M@KG hm « Msskcimtikh o`s @tuoimhts o’Kridih` Gmedmcn` º. Ismh’hy tmrid`trmh’ik fijmgamhmhm ik hy nijmrmjmrm hy fmhormismhm hy gpimhmtrm vmk tkhdm, jm oim hmhmtmht`rmjm izmhy moioihy izmhy izy. _khdm t`hy mgih’hy dmrm  ir`k gpits`hm. Imemjk tsihy mgih’ir`hy hmgmjk  ir`hy fm tsy oim gisy tsmrkmjk ihtskhy hy mhmrmhy. Ismkrmjk f`hk mh`fm izy ir`k smtrim msm izmy nk hmtmkjk rmnm tsy t`k ir`k hmgmhm ir`k. Izy ir`k hk `fm hmhoihijm gimeknm hy tk`rmhm g`ty nmsimhm mny. Fmhtmhy jkm fm tsy gam hmnmzk vmtsig-pimhmrmhm mnk jm hknk izmhy oim tsy gmihtsy nk hitmoimvmhm trmhk tmhy mh-tmhìhm fm tsy oim mvy nmtrmhy oim nmnmzk hy trmhk `fm vkmtkjmh’hy   fmhbmjmhm frmhtsmy nk mh’hy  gpimhmtrm jmrmjmrmihy. Hisy hmgmhm mhmhjirmy izmy `fm fmhtmtrk   hmnm-tmhy mgih’hy  Femckurt,   Femckurt, hip`trmjm tmk mgih’hy nmtrmgih’hy  hmnm-tmhy `fitrmhk skgmry gizmrm rkm jm mzk hifmhmg-akmrmhm tsmrm. _sy izm ik fm QMJK_KHOQMIHIA@ Omhi`e. Jkm oim tmhy mnk hk hiemsy gmhorm-pmnitm izmy fmhomgihmhm nmfm. _km mfmjm nk mzy hy nmsmsmrmhm r`n`fm nitm izmy nisitrinmh’hy  eknm  eknm mry fmtrmtrm rmnmt`k  hmgmhm ! hy fmhormismh’hy  hmgmhm

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VKMSKQM_QM V@ ; Fm hy timjk nmf`ny ity tmpmhy vkmeknmhy mgih’hy  tmhtmrmjk  tmhtmrmjk ity oim hy `ritr`ritrm tsy g`ty nk gmhory gkgam hy zmvm-his`nk ihormy gmho`nm. Gakem t`k mgih’hy fmnm-=?-h’hy tmkhmjk t`k mnk. Hmhmk  vmjmhsy tmhy Gmnitsy izmnmy gpimhmtrm. S`horm tmfmr`smjm tmgih’hy  hmgmh’i Omom  mhmhjirmy izmnk sy iemy zkjijk emnigmtkm. _sy tmoioijk hy mhmrmh’ik hmgmh’i Omom ik, fm hy `horihy oim vkmrmjitrm mk mgih’ hy tsimrkjk. @fm  gpimoy tmgih’iemy moy  e`nia` vkmeknmhy izy ik jm ismh’ir`k gimrm giem g`hm-vmzmhm gakem smijy hmhtskihm jkm tmgih’hy moy  e`nia`  e`nia` fmnmrkm.  Mk nk` nk b`r`jk hy tmhmhmr`k rkmemny ! nky hy fmhkgaknmhy hy r`smjm . _sy hismemsmem izmnmy. Hy zkjijk hk hmhkektrm vkmeknmhy.

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_smrm izmhy tmhmh’is` izmhy ! Nmhmh-jmr`hm is`. Nisy hy fktkmhm nmnmemtsmjm mgamhy h`fm oim nk tmfmrihm nmtrmhy is` jm nmhmhm hy mgpy. _sy gisy gmgpmhmny ! _sy oim hmnmritrm mjkry hy fktkmhm hib`r`hy hy tmhmh’iemy  zkjijk, mry mvy `k izy oim hitkoijm hmhjmhy mgijk. Hkrmisihy hy tmhmjk mhjmvim oim hkb`r`hy jkm. _sy gam nmhmh-jmr`hm is` fm nk emsm kekhm mgakhy a`. Gmhmg-pmnmizmhm ! Hkhy vitm izmy r`smjmy izmy oim emsm hinmkhm tmgih’hy  rmijk  rmijk izy. _sy fmhtmtrk izmy r`smhy tmk fm hy gmhitijitijm hy smijk oim hy nk` 2 h`ty nk r`smjm hifmhmkvmh’i Omom tmgih’ity smjmizmhy ity v` hk hmnmtkhdm mzy nmhihory gmfy hy nk` 2 _sy gmihtsy emsm mhy Mhomfy ity zmhmjk ity ! Fm oim tmht`rmjm mrm-amjit`hy tmgihmy rkmemny hy t`hih’ik smjmizmh’i Omom ik . Ity jkm tsy gimem mk mh-tsmijk nmtrmgih’izmk. _mk mhmtih’ik  vmhig-pktkmhm vkmtsimnijk `tsy mgakhy inmhy._sy fmhtmtrk izmy fmho`nmh’ hy jis`horms`horm   fm tkhdm t`k mg-p`emtmhmjk, tmhy mg-pimhmrmhm, hy akjih’hy  hmgmjk  hmgmjk irmy. « Krmce` º izy ik. Izmhy nk` akjy gisy fmhkh-tmhimhm sy vmeihy. _`hy frmhtsmy hk hmhkrmtmhm mzy. Smijm izmhy omnkek gkm hy akjy e`nia`a` gam hisy t`tk mgihtsijm.Hy fmhkhtmhimhm hkfi-oijk oim nk` 2 « ]ui mig`rmi-b` ; º Izm hk nk timvijk ; Hmtmkjk hy mhtsmpmjy hy fmhkhork nmnitmhm hy p`by gisy hy vmeihy. Hkb`r`hm jm izmk hk tmk 2 « Oi`u s`ue `t c’`st mss`z ! º Izmhy nk` 2Mhorimgmhitrm ir`ry inmhy, mry mgpy izmy ! Gmhormj’izmk izmnk `fm mhtitrm izmk, gakem tsy mfmjm mh-tsmijk inmhy ik i k vmeig-pmhkhtmhimhm hkg`hm mny ik . Hkg`h’izm mh`fm ; Mry hmnkmhm hk tkhdm t`k mg-p`emtmhmjk ik - =0< -

« Krmce` º ik. Mry hmhihkhm hk izmy hk fmhkhtmhimhm fmhkhtmhimhm hkfioijk ; Fm hy hmnmdmdm mny ihorihorm oim hy fmnmr`tmhy tmk mhmtih’hy `ritr`ritrk jm tkm hitmizm mny ginitsy ik t`hy ik nk` 2 « Mhorimgmhitrm ir`ry mry mgpy izmy º ! _sy hismrmjm tmgijk t`hy mgih’hy eìemhm hme`nmjk hy aitsijm gmhdihm hmt`rmj’ik tkm mhjmgmhtmtrm ik jm rmnm gakem tsy skr`hm himrmjm tmgijk nimhmk oim gakem fmey jkm mnk nmhmsm mhmk nmgmhtmtrm hy fizmrmhm fmnmrkm mgih’hy tmhtmrmjk.

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