CXC 2007 Model Essay
Beads of sweat slowly trickled down my face, the numbing feeling of guilt stealthily creeping up my spine ! sat in my western looking li"ing room on the cowboy patterned sofa, shaking from head to toe #he dingy brown, the room had been painted, it seemed seemed nauseating at this moment moment or was it the fact that the walls of the room seemed to be closing in on me
$! wish they would,$ ! thought
My mind drifted to two hours earlier that day in my classroom %ife seemed less comple& then
$Come on 'usan( #here is no one here )hy can*t you +ust this once kiss me$
My boyfriend -ack pleaded desperately with me getting more agitated with each second that was added to his wait My eyes admiringly drank him in from head to toe $)hat was wrong with me$ ! thought -ack was e&pertly molded in e"ery way possible and yet still ! found it so hard to indulge in anything with him physically, physically, because of fear of being being caught
.is caramel brown skin seemed to seep all o"er him .e was tall, with full, luscious pink lips, breath/taking glassy black eyes, and curly dark hair #he desire in his eyes drew me in, like a fisherman reeling in his catch
$-ack, you know physical contact at school is forbidden, and my parents ha"e a lot to do with my not doing anything with you !f ! was caught ! could not bear to face their anger and disappointment$
$! know 'usan, but we*"e been together for three months !*m sure this one time wouldn*t hurt, and ! promise we won*t get caught$
! looked up at him uestioningly, praying praying for the %ord to restore my sense of +udgment, as ! was on the the "erge of surrendering to him 1s though sensing my wa"ering in thought, -ack leaned o"erunto my chair and placed his nose directly on mine #he scent of flower f lower scented soap softly caressed my nostrils mi&ed with the baby powder smell it seemed of his youthful perfection My heart hammered against my ribcage, almost arresting the air which tried in "ain to enter my body ! leaned in towards him, and shakily pressed my lips against his
$)hat are you doing(($ 1 loud, accusing male "oice came crashing between -ack and me ! froe $'usan 3ames and -achary Elliott(( #his is totally unbelie"able($ the "oice continued ! turned reluctantly to face a tall, dark man,
clad in a grey suit with a repulsi"e tie, staring angrily at me !t was Mr 4orbes, our school 5rincipal
$! was ,$ ! started to say ! was howe"er interrupted by Mr 4orbes $.ead home now, the two of you, and wait for me to call your parents$
#he phone rang once and stopped !t rang again #his was it now
%ike an alarm clock, all my ner"es spiraled my body into an unhealthy "ibration My mind was +ogged back to reality ! could taste the breakfast ! had eaten that morning re/entering my mouth
$'usan(($
$.uh(($ ! replied completely out of touch with e"erything $1nswer the phone(($ my mother bellowed from the kitchen My stomach, rotated 60 degrees, and knotted into a terrible bow #he phone kept ringing $'usan( 'usan( 'usan($
My mind seemed to be playing tricks on me #he "oice which kept calling my name seemed to be transforming into that of a male*s 1 hand tenderly rested on my shoulder and gently shook it
$'usan, are you 89$ ! turned to look at my enuirer, and to my surprise ! was staring right into -ack*s face #he school bell was ringing uncontrollably uncontrollably $'usan, !
+ust asked you if you*d you*d kiss me, and you totally totally oned out for about fi"e fi"e minutes 1ren*t you going to answer me$
$8h ! don*t think we should do that +ust yet ! ha"e a funny feeling about the outcome:
$But 'usan, we*"e been $ he started $! know, but !*m not ready,$ ! interrupted $89, ! respect that$ he replied, $!*ll wait$ uite to my surprise ! hadn*t e&pected this response )e got up from our desks and walked towards the door $.uuuhhh(($ $.uuuhhh(($ ! was finally able to breathe $#hank ;od it was +ust a daydream$, ! thought
