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Toy`kb mt sy`bo`ymt {uo owsfmyky`kb kt symluea`akaot am mdokem+ Bkt eäm> eôt eäm tmbmt aottot% Eob otdkfkbmt m O|oyotq& eob dgojkbmt ã Fuk& eob owsfmykbmt kt symluea`akaot am mdokem% O eôt tmbmt m sm|m {uo kdyoa`qk ek `bmyqkf`akao ak kfbk+ Ek yokf`akao& qobmt qkeqm boam ak bmyqo {uo& smy boam aofk& eäm ao`wkbmt aoao yosoq`y> )K kfbk à `bmyqkf)% Otokdyoa`qkbmt ek `futäm {uo& ã lmyêk yosoq`"fm& smtt`|ofboeqo qmyeo yokf`akao% Ekakaoto qmyek |oyakao sofk yosoq`êäm% Eäm à smttâ|of eojky k bmyqo ã lmyêk ao yosoq`y {uo k bmyqo eäm ow`tqo% Qoyobmt {uo dmegodoy k bmyqo& qoyobmt {uo emt oedmeqyky dmb ofk& qoyobmt {uo |`|î"fk% \mdî qoyë {uo to lkb`f`ky`~ky dmb ofk% Bkt& ob |o~ a`ttm& eäm ao`wkbmt ao luj`y ak bmyqo% Dmbm smaoyobmt |î"fk= [ukeam |obmt k bmyqo& lodgkbmt mt mfgmt% [ukeam skttk ub lueoykf sofk yuk& k bäo lodgk tou l`fgm ob dktk k o fgo a`~> )Eäm tk`k> bmyyou kfjuàb)% Emttmt dob`qày`mt täm dmetqyuâamt emt tuiþyi`mt akt d`akaot skyk {uo e`ejuàb mt |onk& skyk {uo eäm qoegkbmt k bmyqo a`keqo amt emttmt mfgmt% O to lkfkybmt tmiyo k bmyqo dmb kfjuàb& k sottmk emt symâio ao qmdky em kttueqm% _bk |o~ dme|`|` dmb ub tkeepkt`e% Qmamt mt a`kt ofo lkfk|k tmiyo k `bmyqkf`akao ak kfbk% Ou fgo soyjueqo`> ‑ Soydoio {uo k bmyqo otqë to ksymw`bkeam= Ofo bo yotsmeaou> ‑ Eäm a`jk dm`tkt ao bku kjmuym% Eäm à imb lkfky aottkt dm`tkt% Ou fgo a`tto> ‑ To& smy ub fkam& ubk sottmk a`~ {uo k kfbk à `bmyqkf& bkt smy fkam fgo skyodo kjmuym lkfkyoedmeqyky tmiyo k bmyqo& ofk otqëmuqym dmeluea`eam quam% bku Ofk eäm ao|o ekak oeqäm qobâ|of& eoegub bku kjmuym ob lkfky tmiyo k bmyqo> sm`t& skyk ofk& eäm gë bmyqo% ;;
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gk|`k bk`t e`ejuàb kqyët aofo% Dmb m kbkegodoy ofo dmboêk|k k dmyyoy em|kboeqo% Bk`t qkyao& ofo eäm skyk|k eob ao em`qo ‑ soetk|k {uo& ksotky ak a`tqéed`k {uo ofo gk|`k soydmyy`am auykeqo m a`k& k tmbiyk m kfdkeêky`k oe{ukeqm ofo aotdketk|k ã em`qo% Ao bmam {uo dmeq`euk|k dmyyoeam kqà botbm ao em`qo% Km ao l`bsottmkt l`dmu dmbsfoqkboeqo dmb`klfmyot8 eob ioi`k% B`fgkyot m |`kb dmyyoyfmudm8 o fgoeäm nmjk|kb kfjuet oeqyojk|kb ub soakêm ao säm mu ub smudm ao ëjuk% Kt sottmkt m |oeoyk|kb dkak |o~ bk`t8 b`fgkyot ao sottmkt syotqk|kb gmboekjoet k ofo% Bkt m gmbob otqk|k dkak |o~ bk`t fmudm& kqà {uo ub a`k& dk`u em dgäm o bmyyou% Mt gki`qkeqot ak kfao`k dk|kykb tuk tosufquyk tmi k tmbiyk ao ubk ëy|myo o soa`ykb k ub |ofgm lk{u`y ak kfao`k {uo jyk|ktto ek fës`ao ubk `etdy`êäm% M lk{u`y otdyo|ou ubk f`egk ek fës`ao% Kf` ek{uofk kfao`k& k`eak ow`tqo k tosufquyk% À smttâ|of {uo |mdî sktto smy ofk kfjub a`k o fo`k k f`egk {uo m lk{u`y otdyo|ou ek fës`ao> )K{u` nk~ ub gmbob {uo luj`u ao tuk syôsy`k tmbiyk smy qmak k tuk |`ak8 {uo otsoya`êmu qmak k tuk |`ak luj`eam ao ubk tmbiyk% O otto gmbob eob to{uoy tki`k qkeqm {ukeqm tkio k tuk fës`ao% Smy{uo k fës`ao otqë ek tmbiyk o eäm dmyyo& smyqkeqm eäm dy`k eoegubk tmbiyk)% Eôt dmyyobmt qkbiàb% Smaobmt emt soyjueqky dmbm ub gmbob smao luj`y ao tuk syôsy`k tmbiyk8 bkt eôt qkbiàb luj`bmt ao tmbiykt% O k{u`fm am {uo luj`bmt qkbiàb l`dk k emt soytoju`y% [ukeqm bk`t yës`am dmyyobmt& bk`t yës`am emt tojuo ‑ sm`t to qykqk ao emttk syôsy`k tmbiyk% K bmyqo à emttk syôsy`k tmbiyk% To dmeq`eukybmt luj`eam aofk euedk toyobmt dksk~ot ao yodmegodoy {uo ofkkqyët à% To aofo& k{uofo gmbob q`|otto skykam o mfgkam m {uo m otqk|k smtt`|ofboeqo qoy`k y`am o a`qm> )[uo q`sm ao sottmk tmu& otqmu luj`eam ao ubk tmbiyk=) E`ejuàb smao otdksky ao ubk tmbiyk8 e`ejuàb smao |oedoy k fuqk dmeqyk ubk tmbiyk% Bkt `tqm eäm ;4
t`je`l`dk {uo k tmbiyk tonk bk`t lmyqo am {uo eôt8 t`bsfotboeqo t`je`l`dk {uo k tmbiyk eäm ow`tqo& eäm à ubk {uotqäm ao |oedoy% Eäm smaobmt |oedoy k{u`fm {uo eäm ow`tqo% Smy `ttm kt sottmkt dmeq`eukb ao`wkeam to aoyymqky sofk bmyqo ‑ smy{uo k bmyqo à ksoekt k tmbiyk ak |`ak% Oe{ukeqm k|keêk& syôsy`kkqyët tmbiyk to bm|o qkbiàb% K bmyqok à |`ak k tmbiyk {uotuk to lmybk ak |`ak& o eôt euedk {uoyobmt mfgky skyk qyët skyk |oy m {uo ofk à% Bu`qkt |o~ot l`dkbmt dketkamt& owkutqmt smy qoybmt dmyy`am qkeqkt o qkeqkt |o~ot% Ottk eäm à k tuk sy`bo`yk |o~ k{u` ek qoyyk ‑ |mdî në ao|o qoy otqkam k{u` keqot8 smtt`|ofboeqo eäm otqo|o eotqo dmysm& bkt ob kfjub muqym dmysm% Bkt k dmyy`ak ao|o qoy t`am k botbk% Kt soyekt lmykb kt botbkt8 k dmyy`ak lm` k botbk% \`|obmt bu`qkt |`akt dkyyojkeam m boam ak bmyqo& k`eak ktt`b eäm tmbmt dksk~ot ao yodmegodî"fk% Otqkbmt qäm kttutqkamt o qäm dgo`mt ao boam& {uo {ukeam k bmyqo to ksymw`bk& {ukeam tuk tmbiyk to kikqo tmiyo eôt& m boam emt lk~ l`dky `edmetd`oeqot% Joykfboeqo& k sottmk eäm to bkeqàb dmetd`oeqo em bmboeqm ak tuk bmyqo% To emt bkeq`|àttobmt dmetd`oeqot& sofm boemt ubk þe`dk |o~& m boam ak bmyqo aotkskyodoy`k skyk tobsyo% To ubk sottmk suaotto |oy& ksoekt ubk þe`dk |o~& m {uo à bmyyoy& m {uo kdmeqodo ek bmyqo& oeqäm ak syôw`bk |o~ ofk eäm qoy`k boam smy{uo tkioy`k {uo k bmyqo eäm ow`tqo% @tqm eäm {uoy a`~oy {uo qy`uelky`k tmiyo k bmyqo ‑ tô smaobmt qy`uelky tmiyo kt dm`tkt {uo ow`tqob% Sofm t`bsfot lo`qm ao dmegodoy k bmyqo& ofk aotkskyodo% Oeqäm eäm l`dk ekak tmiyo m {uo qy`uelky% Eôt në bmyyobmt bu`qkt |o~ot& bkt tobsyo {uo k bmyqo dgojk& eôt l`dkbmt `edmetd`oeqot% À tobofgkeqo k {ukeam m bàa`dm emt keotqot`k keqotaoaobmyyoy ubk d`yuyj`k {uo eäm t`eqkbmt amy% Qobmt qkeqm boam {uo em skyk bmboeqm ak bmyqo l`dkbmt `edmetd`oeqot |mfueqky`kboeqo% L`dkbmt `edmetd`oeqot ub smudm keqot ao bmyyoy% Bmyyobmt `edmetd`oeqot& o aosm`t yoektdobmt ob otqkam ao `edmetd`îed`k% Eäm |obmt k bmyqo eob |obmt m ;1
ektd`boeqm ‑ smy `ttm& euedk tmbmt dksk~ot ao dmbsyooeaoy {uo k |`ak à oqoyek% M ektd`boeqm o k bmyqo täm ksoekt fmdk`t ao skykak meao qymdkbmt ao ymusk mu qymdkbmt ao dk|kfmt% Keq`jkboeqo& {ukeam eäm gk|`k loyym|`kt& kt sottmkt |`knk|kb ob a`f`jîed`kt ao dk|kfmt% Kt a`f`jîed`kt |`knk|kb fmejkt a`tqéed`kt o& {ukeam mt dk|kfmt l`dk|kb dketkamt& qymdkamt eubk smutkak& smy dk|kfmt aotdketkamt% [ukeamoykb dgojk|kb ã d`akao toju`eqo qmyek|kb k qymdky mt dk|kfmt% Em oeqkeqm& kt sottmkt {uo qymdk|kb ao dk|kfmt eäm soydoi`kb {uo m {uo otqk|kb lk~oeam oyk dmbm bmyyoy o |mfqky k ektdoy& smy{uo {ukeam qymdk|kb ao dk|kfmt otqk|kb sfoekboeqo dmetd`oeqot% Ãt |o~ot kdmeqod`k ao ub dk|kfo`ym |`knky aosm`t ao qoy ioi`am% [ukeam l`dk|k tôiy`m o mfgk|k km tou yoamy& quam skyod`k bu`qm a`loyoeqo ‑ ofo eäm tki`k a`~oy dmbm quam gk|`k buakam qäm ao yosoeqo% Mu|` a`~oy {uo ub doyqm dk|kfo`ym iîikam dgojmu k a`~oy> )Toyë {uo ou qkbiàb lu` qymdkam= Otqo eäm skyodo toy m botbm dk|kfm {uo ou otqk|k bmeqkam% Toyë smttâ|of {uo ou qkbiàb bo qmyeo` ub gmbob a`loyoeqo= ) M ektd`boeqm o k bmyqo täm t`bsfotboeqo mt fmdk`t ao skykak meao mt |oâdufmt täm qymdkamt ‑ meao mt |oâdufmt |ofgmt täm ao`wkamt skyk qyët& meao mt dk|kfmt dketkamt täm kikeamekamt o muqymt aotdketkamt täm ka{u`y`amt% Bkt kbimt mt kqmt mdmyyob ob emttm otqkam ao `edmetd`îed`k% O k sottmk dunm ektd`boeqm o dunk bmyqo kdmeqodo eotqo otqkam ao `edmetd`îed`k eäm smao |`|oy ubk |`ak dmetd`oeqo% Ofk skttkyë qmak k tuk |`ak ob ub otqkam tob`" dmetd`oeqo& ob ub otqkam ao tob`"|`jâf`k% M {uo {uoym a`~oy à {uo à lueakboeqkf {uo k sottmk |onk k bmyqo skyk dmbsyooeaî"fk% Bkt `tqm tô to qmyek smttâ|of em bmboeqm bmyqo ‑ toyë tô smaobmt |oy Smaobmt k bmyqo {ukeam otqkbmt bmyyoeam% ak Oeqäm& {ukf m dkb`egm= lk~oy kfjm kjmyk= O to k sottmk tô smao |oy k bmyqo {ukeam otqë bmyyoeam& oeqäm eäm gk|oyë eoegubk bkeo`yk ao dmbsyooeaî"fk& në {uo em bmboeqm ak bmyqo ofk otqkyë `edmetd`oeqo= ;?
T`b& gë ub dkb`egm% Smaobmt lk~oy kfjm kjmyk% Smaobmt yokf`~ky k owsoy`îed`k ao oeqyky ek bmyqo smy |meqkao syôsy`k% O smttm a`~oy {uo k owsoy`îed`k ao oeqyky ek bmyqo |mfueqky`kboeqo ekak bk`t à am {uo k boa`qkêäm& mtkbkag` % Smaobmt symau~`y |mfueqky`kboeqo m loeñboem {uo kdmeqodoyë kuqmbkq`dkboeqo em a`k bmyqo& Ktt`b& dy`keamao`wkeam ub a`tqked`kboeqm& aoeqymsmaobmt ao eôt& oeqyoaom emttk ou o m dmysm% m dmysm ao aoeqym& owsoy`boeqky k mdmyyîed`k ak bmyqo% Smaobmt dmegodoy k bmyqo gmno& eotqk qkyao& smy{uo k mdmyyîed`k ak bmyqo t`je`l`dk t`bsfotboeqo {uo emttk kfbk o emttm dmysm dmegodoyäm eottk |`kjob& k a`loyoeêk {uo ow`tqo oeqyo ofot ‑ dmbm {ukeam m |`knkeqo qymdk m tou |oâdufm o symttojuo tuk |`kjob% Ou mu|` dmeqky {uo ub gmbob lm` |`t`qky ub lk{u`y buêufbkem& m wo`{uo Lky`a& o fgo a`tto> ‑ mu|`bmt a`~oy {uo {ukeam dmyqkykb kt bämt o kt soyekt ao Bketmmy& ofo eäm toeq`u amy% À a`lâd`f ao kdyoa`qky% Kqà ub ots`egm aô` {ukeam dyk|k ob emttm sà% Dmbm eäm |k` amoy to kt bämt o kt soyekt ao ubk sottmk lmyob dmyqkakt= Skyodo {uo qmamt ottot yofkqmt täm lkeqkt`mtmt% A`~ob qkbiàb ‑ kdyotdoeqmu m gmbob ‑ {uo {ukeam Notut lm` soeauykam ek dyu~ ofo eäm toeq`u eoegubk amy% O sñao `tqm a`~oy ekt tukt þfq`bkt mykêÿot% À a`lâd`f ao kdyoa`qky em {uo Notut a`tto ob tout þfq`bmt bmboeqmt& eu o tkejykeam& soyluykam dmb ots`egmt& dmb kt bämt dyk|kakt ao syojmt+ Notut a`tto> )Soyamo"mt& smy{uo ofot eäm tkiob m {uo lk~ob)% \mdî në ao|o qoy mu|`am otqk lykto% O kt sottmkt ao qmam m bueam& {uo kdyoa`qkb Dy`tqm k yosoqob dmeq`eukboeqo% K lykto bu`qm m t`bsfot% Notutob a`tto> )Toegmy& soyamo"mt& smy{uo ofot eämà tkiob {uo lk~ob)% Kt sottmkt {uo fîob otqk lykto emybkfboeqo oeqoeaob {uo Notut otqk|k a`~oeam {uo k{uofkt smiyot sottmkt eäm tki`kb {uo otqk|kb bkqkeam k ub gmbob imb dmbm ofo% Eäm& eäm lm` `ttm ;<
{uo Notut {u`t a`~oy% M {uo ofo {u`t a`~oy lm` m toju`eqo> )Otqkt sottmkt `etoetâ|o`t eäm tkiob {uo k sottmk k {uo otqäm bkqkeam eäm smao bmyyoy% Soyamo"mt& smy{uo ofot eäm tkiob m {uo otqäm lk~oeam% Otqäm lk~oeam kfjm `bsmttâ|of> otqäm dmboqoeam m kqm ao bkqky& m {uo à `bsmttâ|of)% ‑ À a`lâd`f kdyoa`qky {uo ubk sottmk {uo otqë syotqot k toy bmyqm smttk bke`lotqky qkeqk dmbsyooetäm ‑ m gmbob a`tto‑ Ek yokf`akao& otqky`k dgo`k ao yk`|k% Lky`a tmfqmu ubk jkyjkfgkak o a`tto> ‑ \mdî fo|keqmu ubk imk {uotqäm& bkt |mu yotsmeaî"fk bk`t qkyao% Sy`bo`ym& lkêk"bo ub so{uoem lk|my% Lky`a sojmu ub dmdm {uo otqk|k em dgäm& oeqyojmu skyk m gmbob o fgo soa`u {uo ymbsotto k dktdk dmb du`akam skyk eäm ake`l`dky k smfsk% Bkt m dmdm otqk|k |oyao& o m gmbob a`tto> ‑ Soyamo"bo& eäm smttm lk~î"fm% M dmdm otqë dmbsfoqkboeqo |oyao& o to ou ymbsoy k dktdk& k smfsk qkbiàb toyë ake`l`dkak% Lky`a fgo soa`u {uo ao`wktto ao fkam k{uofo dmdm% Oeqäm ofo aou km gmbob muqym dmdm& otqo otqk|k bkauym& o fgo soa`u {uo ymbsotto k dktdk% ‑ Smao tkf|ky k smfsk= ‑ soyjueqmu"fgo% ‑ T`b> smttm tkf|ky k smfsk% ‑ yotsmeaou m gmbob% ‑ Ao` k |mdî ubk yotsmtqk ‑ a`tto Lky`a ‑ \mdî bo oeqoeaou= ‑ Eäm oeqoea` ekak ‑ lkfmu m gmbob ‑ M {uo qob k |oy ub dmdm dmb k tuk yotsmtqk= M {uo qob k |oy m dmdm dmb k b`egk soyjueqk= ‑ Ao`wo qkbiàb otqo dmdm ‑ a`tto Lky`a ‑ E äm syod`tk ymbsî"fm& otqmuue`akt> `ea`dkeam à {uojmfsoky gë ub k dmdm |oyaoeob {uoeoegub qob k muqym% dktdk Mo {uo k smfsk to |mdî dktdk& ake`l`dkyë qkbiàb k smfsk% O qkbiàb gë ub dmdm bkauym% Em {uo to a`loyoed`k m dmdm bkauym am dmdm |oyao= Gë ubk so{uoek a`loyoeêk> k smfsk am dmdm bkauym to oedmfgou em `eqoy`my ;:
o to toskymu ak dktdk> k dktdk to toskymu ak smfsk% Oeqäm& dmbm |mdî a`tto& smao"to ymbsoy k dktdk tkf|keam k smfsk% Ktt`b yotsmea` k tuk soyjueqk+ ‑ Dmeq`eum tob oeqoeaoy ekak ‑ a`tto m gmbob% ‑ \ë& bmyyk o dmbsyooeak ‑ a`tto m lk{u`y ‑ ao muqym bmam eäm smaoyë oeqoeaoy m {uo otqmu a`~oeam% eobem ktt`b |mdî |mdî toyë dksk~ ao oeqoeaoy kt b`egkt skfk|ykt& Bkt smy{uo bmboeqm ak bmyqo |mdî |k` l`dky `edmetd`oeqo% _b a`k k dktdk to toskykyë ak smfsk& bkt eotto bmboeqm |mdî |k` l`dky `edmetd`oeqo% To |mdî {u`toy oeqoeaoy& oeqäm dmbodo kjmyk k toskyky k smfsk ak dktdk> kjmyk& oe{ukeqm |mdî k`eak otqë |`|m% To k dktdk 'm dmysm o k smfsk 'k dmetd`îed`k täm toskykakt& `boa`kqkboeqo k bmyqo aotkskyodo% Dmb k dy`kêäm aotqo a`tqked`kboeqm k dktdk o k smfsk toyäm aukt dm`tkt `eaosoeaoeqot% Obimyk k dktdk to ymbsk& k smfsk tmiyo|`|o8 eäm gë smtt`i`f`akao ao {uo ofk to aot`eqojyo& aotkskyoêk% Eotto otqkam& botbm {uo k bmyqo kdmeqoêk& ofk eäm smaoyë soeoqyky m tou `eqoy`my8 ofk kdmeqodoyë lmyk ao |mdî% M tou toy tmiyo|`|oyë% Otqo à m t`je`l`dkam ak boa`qkêäm mu tkbkag` > ksyoeaoy k toskyky k dktdk ak smfsk% O ofkt smaob toy toskykakt smy{uo täm `eaosoeaoeqot% À smy `ttm {uo ou a`jm {uo k boa`qkêäm à ubk oeqykak |mfueqëy`k ek bmyqo% Oedmeqyo"to dmb ofk ob boa`qkêäm& o {ukeam m bmboeqm to ksymw`bky |mdî otqkyë dmetd`oeqo% Smaoyë a`~oy> )k bmyqo otqë k{u`& bkt ou dmeq`eum |`|m)% Tôdykqot otqk|k syotqot k bmyyoy% Mt þfq`bmt bmboeqmt to ksymw`bk|kb> m |oeoem skyk bkqë"fm në otqk|k toeam syoskykam% O ofo l`dk|k soyjueqkeam> ‑ Otqë l`dkeam qkyao& {ukeqm qobsm k`eak |äm aobmyky skyk syoskyky otto |oeoem= Tout kb`jmt dgmyk|kb o fgo a`~`kb> ;7
‑ \mdî otqë fmudm= [uoyobmt {uo |mdî |`|k ub smudm bk`t% Tuimyekbmt k sottmk {uo otqë syoskykeam m |oeoem& m dme|oedobmt k qykikfgky iob ao|kjky% Tôdykqot tk`u o a`tto km syoskykamy am |oeoem> ‑ \mdî otqë aobmykeam bu`qm% Skyodo {uo |mdî eäm à bu`qm gki`f`amtm% À em|m em mlâd`m= Në syoskymu |oeoem kfjubk muqyk |o~= Në kab`e`tqymu |oeoem ob muqym dmeaoekam= ‑ Qoegm kab`e`tqykam |oeoem smy qmak k b`egk |`ak ‑ a`tto m gmbob ‑ bkt euedk |` ub fmudm dmbm |mdî% Smy {uo |mdî otqë dmb qkeqk syottk= Otqmu syoskykeam ao|kjky skyk {uo |mdî smttk yots`yky ub smudm bk`t& skyk {uo |mdî smttk |`|oy ub smudm bk`t& skyk {uo soybkeoêk ek |`ak ub smudm bk`t% Bkt |mdî dmeq`euk a`~oeam ottkt fmuduykt& smy {uo qob qkeqk syottk skyk bmyyoy= ‑ Qoegm bu`qk syottk smy{uo {uoym |oy k bmyqo% ‑ a`tto Tôdykqot ‑ [uoym |oy dmbm à k bmyqo% Qkbiàb {uoym tkioy to aosm`t ak bmyqo& ou k`eak tmiyo|`|oyo` mu eäm% To ou eäm tmiyo|`|oy& kdkimu"to qmak k {uotqäm8 o to ou tmiyo|`|oy& oeqäm kdkimu"to k bmyqo% Ek yokf`akao& {uoym |oy {uob bmyyoyë dmb k bmyqo> bmyyoyë k bmyqo& mu bmyyoyo` ou= [uoym |oy to tmiyo|`|oyë k bmyqo mu to tmiyo|`|oyo` ou% Bkt dmbm smaoyo` tkioy otqkeam |`|m= M |oeoem lm` kab`e`tqykam ob Tôdykqot% Tout kb`jmt dmboêkykb k dgmyky> ofo eäm otqk|k ob tou nuâ~m soylo`qm% O {uo lk~`k Tôdykqot= A`~`k"fgot> ‑ M |oeoem dgojmu kmt bout nmofgmt% Qoegm kt soyekt dmbsfoqkboeqo bmyqkt kqà mt nmofgmt& to bo dmyqkttob kt soyekt sofmt nmofgmt& ou eob bo `eqo`yky`k% Bkt& bout kb`jmt& obimyk qoegk bmyqkt kt soyekt& dmeq`eum |`|m% @tqm t`je`l`dk {uo ou eäm oyk kt Dmeq`eum Ekak obb`egkt b`b tosoyekt% a`ttmf|ou k`eak% k{u`8 Kjmykotqmu soya`dmbsfoqkboeqo kt aukt soyektk{u`% ‑ toju`u a`~oeam Tôdykqot ‑ quam kdkimu kqà kt b`egkt skequyy`fgkt% To bo dmyqkttob kt soyekt sofkt skequyy`fgkt& ou eäm toeq`y`k ekak% Bkt ou t`jm k{u`+ O k{u` otqäm bout kb`jmt& {uo dmeq`eukb dgmykeam+ ;0
‑ Eäm dgmyob ‑ a`tto Tôdykqot ‑ Mfgob+ O`t k{u` ubk msmyque`akao skyk |mdît> ub gmbob otqë bmyyoeam o fgot `elmybkeam {uo dmeq`euk |`|m% Smaob bo dmyqky kt soyekt `eqo`ykt& o eob to{uoy ktt`b otqkyo` bmyqm8 botbm ktt`b toju`yo` k{u`% B`egkt bämt qkbiàb otqäm l`dkeam `etoet`i`f`~kakt8 b`egkt bämt qkbiàb bmyyoyäm% Kg+ [ukeqkt bo `aoeq`l`{uo` dmb otqktBkt bämt& dmb otqkt botbkt bämt |o~ot {uo kjmyk otqäm bo ao`wkeam+ ou k`eak otqmu k{u`% O Tôdykqot dmeq`eumu lkfkeam oe{ukeqm bmyy`k% ‑ Foeqkboeqo& quam to skd`l`dk ‑ a`tto ‑ quam to klueak& bkt ou k`eak otqmu `eqkdqm% Smtt`|ofboeqo& aoeqym ao kfjuet bmboeqmt& eäm toyo` bk`t dksk~ ao dmeq`euky k `elmybë"fmt& bkt eäm dyo`kb {uo smy `ttm ou në eäm otqonk k{u`% Smy{uo to ou k`eak otqmu k{u` aosm`t ao soyaoy qkeqm am bou dmysm& dmbm smaoyo` dgojky km l`b smy soyaoy ub smudm bk`t am dmysm= Smtt`|ofboeqo ou eäm tonk bk`t dksk~ ao fgot `elmybky ‑ sm`t `ttm tô à smttâ|of kqyk|àt am dmysm ‑ bkt ou soybkeodoyo`% O em þfq`bm bmboeqm ofo a`tto> ‑ Kjmyk& smtt`|ofboeqo ou otqonk a`~oeam k þfq`bk dm`tk> k b`egk fâejuk otqë lkfgkeam% Eäm smaoyo` fgot a`~oy eob bk`t ubk skfk|yk& bkt k`eak fgot a`jm {uo ow`tqm% Kqà m þfq`bm bmboeqm ak bmyqo toju`u a`~oeam> )Dmeq`eum |`|m)% Ek boa`qkêäm qkbiàb& k sottmk ao|o oeqyky foeqkboeqo em `eqoy`my% O kt dm`tkt dmboêkb k aotsyoeaoy"to jykaukfboeqo& ubk kqyët ak muqyk% Dy`k"to ub a`tqked`kboeqm dmb qmakt o dkak ubk akt dm`tkt& o dgojk ub bmboeqm ob {uo k sottmk toeqo {uo quam otqë fmejo& klktqkam% K sottmk toeqo m dmysm to aotsyoeaoeam& klktqkeam& bkt m toy`eaosoeaoeqo% ow`tqo% M dmysm otqë `eoyqo& bkt m toy ow`tqo> toskykam& qmqkfboeqo [ukeam dmegodobmt ob |`ak k owsoy`îed`k ao |oy k bmyqo dkyk k dkyk& në eäm qobmt bk`t ekak k |oy dmb k bmyqo% K bmyqo |`yë& bkt toyë dmbm lk~oy ubk skykak8 toyë dmbm qymdky ao ymusk& toyë 93
dmbm qymdky dk|kfmt dketkamt smy dk|kfmt aotdketkamt& dmbm sojky ub dmysm em|m o obsyooeaoy ubk em|k |`kjob& smy em|mt dkb`egmt& skyk bueamt em|mt% Bkt k bmyqo euedk toyë dksk~ ao emt aotqyu`y% @tqm tô to smao tkioy oedmeqykeam"to dmb k bmyqo% Qoyobmt {uo dmegodî"fk8 qoyobmt {uo skttky smy ofk% QobmtBu`qkt qkeqm boam ak bmyqo& eoboto{uoy tmbmt{uo dksk~ot ao boa`qky% sottmkt |îb {uo k b`b bo a`~ob täm `edksk~ot ao boa`qky% Dmbm smttm fgot a`~oy {uo m |oyakao`ym symifobk à muqym= Tou |oyakao`ym symifobk à m boam ak bmyqo… o k boa`qkêäm à ub symdottm ao bmyqo% Ob otqkam ao boa`qkêäm qmqkf dgojkbmt km botbm smeqm ob {uo dgojk ub gmbob bmyqm% K þe`dk a`loyoeêk à {uo m gmbob bmyqm dgojk ob otqkam ao `edmetd`îed`k& oe{ukeqm eôt dgojkbmt dmetd`oeqoboeqo% Otqk à k þe`dk a`loyoeêk% M gmbob bmyqm eäm qob dmegod`boeqm am {uo kdmeqodou& ao dmbm k dktdk to ymbsou o tmiyo|`|ou k smfsk% M iutdkamy {uo sykq`dk k boa`qkêäm tkio {uo k dktdk o k smfsk to toskykykb% M bmq`|m lueakboeqkf {uo `bsoao kt sottmkt ao sykq`dky boa`qkêäm à m boam ak bmyqo ‑ eäm gë muqym bmq`|m% K{uofot {uo qobob k bmyqo euedk smaob oeqyky em tkbkag` % M tkbkag` à ub dme|`qo |mfueqëy`m ã bmyqo> )\oegk& otqmu syoskykam skyk bmyyoy% [uoym tkioy to tmiyo|`|oyo` mu eäm aosm`t ao bmyyoy% O à bofgmy {uo ou tk`ik otqkeam dmetd`oeqo& smy{uo eäm toyo` dksk~ ao aotdmiy`y otqkeam `edmetd`oeqo)% Smyqkeqm& k sy`bo`yk dm`tk {uo ou qoegm k a`~oy à {uo& oe{ukeqm |mdî dmeq`euky luj`eam ak bmyqo dmeq`eukyë toeam aoyymqkam smy ofk8 o k skyq`y am a`k {uo |mdî qmbky k kq`quao ao tk`y km oedmeqym ak bmyqo& eotto botbm a`k k bmyqo m ao`wkyë& bkt|mdî soybkeodoyë% Eotqot qyît a`kt& qmakt kt b`egkt skfotqykt toyäm tmiyo kt qàde`dkt skyk |mdî oedmeqyky dmb k bmyqo% Otsoym {uo eotqot qyît a`kt bu`qmt ao |mdît dgojuob k dmegodoy k bmyqo& bu`qmt k{u` 9;
toyäm dksk~ot ao bmyyoy% O to |mdî suaoy ksyoeaoy k bmyyoy k{u`& eotqk |`ak… O otqkbmt eubk syk`k `edyâ|of% Hy`tgek dkb`egmu ub a`k smy otqkt kyo`kt ‑ m botbm Hy`tgek {uo a`tto k Kynuek& auykeqo ubk doyqk juoyyk> )Eäm to syomduso8 eäm qoegk boam% Eäm qoegk boam ao bkqky bkqk)% mu ao toy bmyqm&smao sm`t qo a`jm {uo e`ejuàb bmyyo eob e`ejuàb E`ejuàb bmyyoy& e`ejuàb nkbk`t bmyyou8 sm`t quam k{u`fm {uo smao bmyyoy& në otqë bmyqm% O k{u`fm {uo otqë |`|m& euedk smao toy bmyqm& eäm qob smtt`i`f`akao ao bmyyoy%%% Otqk em`qo emt youe`bmt `eotsoykakboeqo eotqk syk`k sofk {ukf m syôsy`m Hy`tgek dkb`egmu% Otqkt kyo`kt |`ykb Hy`tgek dkb`egky% Kt sottmkt kdyoa`qkb {uo Hy`tgek qoegk yokfboeqo bmyy`am& sm`t k þe`dk |oyakao {uo dmegodobmt à k bmyqo ‑ skyk eôt& qmam bueam bmyyo% Otqo bky& otqkt kyo`kt& euedk kdyoa`qkykb {uo Hy`tgek bmyyou8 otqo dàu& otqkt otqyofkt o k Fuk euedk kdyoa`qkykb ek bmyqo ao Hy`tgek% Ek |oyakao& ek |`ak eäm gë fujky eoegub skyk k bmyqo& bkt qmamt kdyoa`qkbmt {uo Hy`tgek bmyyou% Kdyoa`qkbmt smy{uo m soetkboeqm ao emttk syôsy`k bmyqo emt soytojuo% Smy {uo emt syomduskbmt qkeqm dmb k emttk syôsy`k bmyqo= Otqkbmt |`|mt kjmyk botbm8 smyqkeqm& smy {uo qobmt qkeqm boam ak bmyqo= Smy {uo bmyyoy emt kttutqk qkeqm= Ek yokf`akao& smy qyët aotqo boam gë ub tojyoam {uo ao|obmt dmbsyooeaoy% Smy qyët am boam gë ubk doyqk ky`qbàq`dk& o otqk ky`qbàq`dk à bu`qm `eqoyottkeqo% Euedk emt |`bmt bmyyoy k eôt botbmt% \obmt mt muqymt bmyyoy& o `ttm yolmyêk k `aà`k ao {uo qkbiàb eôt qoyobmt {uo bmyyoy% Smy owobsfm& ubk jmqk |`|o em bky dmb muqymt b`fgkyot ao jmqkt& o ub a`k mt yk`mt am tmf dkob tmiyo ofk o k dme|oyqo obo|ksmy& ofk aotkskyodo% Ktkaobk`t jmqkt kdyoa`qkb {uo ofk bmyyou& qîb yk~äm& smy{uo |`ykb jmqk yodoeqoboeqo o kjmyk ofk aotkskyodou% Bkt k jmqk ow`tqo k`eak ekt eu|oet% Bkt dmbm |äm kt aobk`t jmqkt tkioy a`ttm kqà {uo ofkt botbkt to dme|oyqkb ob eu|ob= Dmb ub qobsm& k{uofk sy`bo`yk jmqk to fkeêk km bky o to 99
qyketlmybk ob jmqk em|kboeqo% Bkt dmbm smaob tkioy `tqm kt aobk`t jmqkt kqà {uo ofkt botbkt obsyooeakb ottk |`kjob= [ukeam |obmt kfjuàb bmyyoy ob emttm oeqmyem kdyoa`qkbmt {uo k sottmk në eäm ow`tqo bk`t% Eôt eäm soydoiobmt {uo k sottmk t`bsfotboeqo o|ksmymu& oeqymu em tuq`f& o dmeq`euk ow`tq`eam& ofk ksoekt ubk em|k |`kjob à ubkDmbm jmqk {uo to o|ksmymu skykobsyooeaou to qyketlmybky ob ubk em|k‑jmqk% |kbmt tkioy= Quam m {uo toeq`bmt à {uo bk`t ubk sottmk lm` soya`ak& {uo bk`t ubk sottmk otqë bmyqk% Ktt`b& qmamt mt a`kt bmyyo kfjuàb8 qmamt mt a`kt ubk jmqk à soya`ak% O kmt smudmt emt `e|kao k doyqo~k ao {uo qkbiàb qoyobmt {uo bmyyoy& ao {uo )ou qkbiàb bmyyoyo`)% Oeqäm& m boam emt amb`ek> )Ou |mu bmyyoy)% Otqo boam emt amb`ek smy{uo otqkbmt mfgkeam mt muqymt% \`|obmt mitoy|keam mt muqymt& o otqo à m emttm symifobk% Meqob ã em`qo dmeqo` ubk g`tqôy`k skyk uet kb`jmt> _bk |o~& ub lk{u`y nuaou l`dmu b u`qm kimyyod`am dmb mt tout symifobkt ‑ [uob eäm l`dk dgkqokam= Otqkbmt qmamt `edmbmakamt dmb mt emttmt symifobkt& o m {uo bk`t emt `edmbmak à |oy mt muqymt lof`~ot% @tqm qkbiàb qob tuk ky`qbàq`dk& k botbk ky`qbàq`dk {uo ow`tqo ob yofkêäm ã bmyqo% \obmt emttk qy`tqo~k o |obmt mt ymtqmt amt muqymt% Eäm |obmt k qy`tqo~k emt muqymt8 |obmt tout mfgmt kfojyot& mt tmyy`tmt ob tout fëi`mt% Bkt to mfgkybmt skyk eôt botbmt& |kbmt |oy {uo ksotky ao qoybmt symifobkt `eqoy`myot& bkeqobmt m tmyy`tm owqoy`my% Ek yokf`akao& m tmyy`tm à ubk bkeo`yk ao mdufqky k qy`tqo~k% E`ejuàb {uoy aobmetqyky {uo à `elof`~% To k sottmk eäm smao toy |oyakao`ykboeqo lof`~& km boemt {uoy bmtqyky {uo à lof`~ smy{uo aobmetqyky `elof`d`akao sym|mdk ek sottmk ub toeq`boeqm ao gub`fgkêäm& ao soyak o aoyymqk% Smy `ttm bkeqobmt ub tmyy`tm owqoyem& o `eqoyekboeqo l`dkbmt dmbm otqkbmt% @eqoy`myboeqo dmeq`eukbmt kdubufkeam kt fëjy`bkt8 em owqoy`my sykq`dkbmt emttmt tmyy`tmt% Oeqäm& {ukeam kfjuàb mfgk skyk m emttm owqoy`my& 94
emt oedmeqyk tmyy`aoeqot8 bkt {ukeam k sottmk mfgk skyk aoeqym ao t` botbm oedmeqyk k qy`tqo~k% O `ttm to qmyek ub symifobk skyk ofk% Ofk kdyoa`qk {uo qmam bueam à lof`~& {uo tô ofk à `elof`~% M botbm kdmeqod`k dmb otqo lk{u`y% _bk em`qo& ob tukt mykêÿot k Aout& ofo a`tto> )Eäm soêm {uo eäm bo oe|`o `elof`d`akao& smy{uo to ou boyoêm k `elof`d`akao oeqäm doyqkboeqo ao|m yodoiî"fk& bkt smttm soa`y sofm boemt {uo eäm bo oe|`o qkeqmt tmly`boeqmt% Ou |onm kt sottmkt am bueam `eqo`ym y`eam& ou tmu m þe`dm {uo dgmyk% Qmam bueam skyodo lof`~& o ou tmu m þe`dm `elof`~% Qmam bueam skyodo kfojyo8 ou tmu m þe`dm qy`tqo& soya`am ek otduy`aäm% Kl`ekf& {uo bkf l`~ skyk \mdî= Lkêk"bo ub lk|my& qo soêm `ttm> aî" bo k `elof`d`akao ao muqyk sottmk ob qymdk ak b`egk% Qym{uo k b`egk `elof`d`akao sofk ao {ukf{uoy muqym {uo {uo`yk& o ou k kdo`qkyo`)% Ek{uofk em`qo& oe{ukeqm amyb`k& ofo qo|o ub tmegm otqykegm% \`u ubk oemybo bketäm ob {uo gk|`k b`fgÿot ao jkedgmt% Oeqyk|kb kf` b`fgÿot ao sottmkt& o dkak ubk fo|k|k ekt dmtqkt ub lkyam ao `elof`d`akao% Km |oy qkeqmt lkyamt ao `elof`d`akao& ofo l`dmu bu`qm kttutqkam% Mt lkyamt {uo kt aobk`t sottmkt dkyyojk|kb oykb bu`qm tobofgkeqot km tou% Qmamt mt lkyamt q`egkb owkqkboeqo m botbm qkbkegm o lmybk% Ofo l`dmu bu`qm dmelutm% Tobsyo q`egk |`tqm m tou |`~`egm tmyy`y8 o qmakt kt bkegät& {ukeam m lk{u`y fgo soyjueqk|k dmbm otqk|kb kt dm`tkt& otqo fgo a`~`k> )Quam |k` iob)% O k{uofo gmbob dkyyojk|k k botbk {ukeq`akao ao `elof`d`akao% Ofo |`u smfâq`dmt o tout toju`amyot& juyut o tout a`tdâsufmt& o qmamt dgojk|kb dmb ubk dkyjk am botbm qkbkegm% Mt tëi`mt o mt `jemykeqot& mt y`dmt o mt smiyot& mt tämt o mt amoeqot> qmamt fo|k|kb ksy`bo`yk botbk|o~dkyjk ob tout M lk{u`y otqk|k Sofk ofo otqk|k |oeamlkyamt% mt lkyamt> kqà oeqäm& tô kqñe`qm% q`egk |`tqm m ymtqm akt sottmkt% Ao yosoeqo& ubk |m~ lmyqo oedgou k tkfk> )Soeauyob tout lkyamt+) Qmamt& `edfu`eam m lk{u`y& l`~oykb dmbm lm` myaoekam& 91
soeauykykb tout lkyamt emt jkedgmt% Qmamt to ksyottkykb ob soeauyky tout symifobkt8 e`ejuàb {uoy`k dkyyojky kt tukt aotjykêkt smy eob bk`t ub tojueam& o to ub ao eôt oedmeqyktto ottk botbk msmyque`akao& qkbiàb soeauykyâkbmt `boa`kqkboeqo m emttm lkyam% to mu|`u muqyk{uo |m~syoloy`y)% {uo a`~`k> )Kjmyk&tutso`qky dkak ub{uoaom |mdît Oeqäm ao|o sojky m lkyam Smaobmt lk{u`y sojmu `boa`kqkboeqo m lkyam ao muqyk sottmk% Bkt ofo eäm dmboqou otto oejkem% Kqoyymy`~kam& ksyottmu"to ob sojky m tou syôsy`m lkyam keqot {uo muqyk sottmk suaotto sojë"fm> am dmeqyëy`m& qoy`k ub symifobk& sm`t qmamt mt lkyamt skyod`kb `juk`t% Soetmu {uo oyk bofgmy dkyyojky m tou syôsy`m lkyam> km boemt& m {uo gk|`k eofo oyk lkb`f`ky% [uob tkio {uo aotjykêkt gk|`k emt lkyamt amt muqymt= K aotjykêk {uo emt à lkb`f`ky à ub q`sm boemy ao aotjykêk> à ubk aotjykêk dmegod`ak& ubk aotjykêk yodmegodâ|of% Ktt`b& syotm ao sée`dm& ofo dmyyou o sojmu m tou syôsy`m lkyam keqot {uo kfjuàb bk`t suaotto sojë"fm% Bkt {ukeam ofo mfgmu km tou yoamy aotdmiy`u {uo qmakt kt muqykt sottmkt qkbiàb q`egkb dmyy`am skyk sojky mt tout syôsy`mt lkyamt8 e`ejuàb gk|`k sojkam ub lkyam {uo eäm lmtto tou% Ofo Soyjueqmu> ‑ Smy {uo |mdît qîb qkeqk syottk ob sojky tout syôsy`mt lkyamt= ‑ Emt kttutqkbmt+ ‑ fgo yotsmeaoykb ‑ Kqà kjmyk& kdyoa`që|kbmt {uo qmamt oykb lof`~ot& {uo tô eôt àykbmt b`toyë|o`t% Qmakt kt sottmkt k {uob m lk{u`y soyjueqmu& yotsmea`kb k botbk dm`tk& tobsyo kdyoa`qkykb {uo qmamt mt muqymt otqk|kb lof`~ot% ‑ @edfut`|o kdyoa`që|kbmt {uo |mdî qkbiàb lof`~ ub ‑ fgo a`ttoykb ‑ \mdî qkbiàb tobsyo keamu sofk lmtto yuk dmb tmyy`tm em ymtqm% Euedk `bkj`ekbmt {uo |mdî qkbiàb dkyyojktto smy aoeqym ub lkyam ao b`tày`kt% Dgo`m ao duy`mt`akao& m lk{u`y soyjueq mu> 9?
‑ Smy {uo yodmfgoykb tout syôsy`mt lkyamt= Smy {uo eäm mt qymdkykb smy muqymt= ‑ Gmno& dkak ub ao eôt yo~mu k Aout a`~oeam {uo {uoyâkbmt qymdky emttmt lkyamt ao aotjykêk ‑ fgo yotsmeaoykb ‑ Bkt {ukeam |`bmt {uo kt aotjykêkt amt muqymt oykb `juk`t kt emttkt& boam> qâegkbmt `bkj`ekam qkf dm`tk% Ao bmam {uoq`|obmt tusutobmt {uoeuedk oyk bofgmy yodmfgoy emttm syôsy`m lkyam% À lkb`f`ky o dmegod`am% Smy {uo dk`y ob aotjykêkt em|kt= Dmb m qobsm& qkbiàb kdmtqubkbmt ãt |ofgkt aotjykêkt% Ek{uofk em`qo e`ejuàb yodmfgou ub lkyam {uo soyqoedotto ã muqyk sottmk% M lk{u`y kdmyamu am tmegm o aou jykêkt k Aout b`toy`dmya`mtm smy qî"fm soyb`q`am yodusoyky tukt |ofgkt aotjykêkt& o aod`a`u euedk bk`t soa`y ubk dm`tk ktt`b ob tukt mykêÿot% Ek yokf`akao& otqk t`qukêäm to ksô`k ek botbk ky`qbàq`dk% [ukeam mfgkbmt skyk mt muqymt o mitoy|kbmt emttk syôsy`k yokf`akao& dmboqobmt ub jykeao oejkem% O ob emttk soydosêäm ak |`ak o ak bmyqo `eqoy|àb k botbk ky`qbàq`dk oyyñeok% \mdî në |`u muqykt sottmkt bmyyoy& bkt euedk to |`u bmyyoy% \obmt kt bmyqot ao muqykt sottmkt& bkt euedk dgojkbmt k tkioy to kfjm aottkt sottmkt tmiyo|`|o% Dmbm l`dkbmt `edmetd`oeqot eottot bmboeqmt& k bmyqo dmeq`euk toeam ubk otqykegk skyk eôt% Smyqkeqm& à `bsmyqkeqo {uo oeqyobmt |mfueqky`kboeqo ek bmyqo% [ukeam ubk sottmk |î k bmyqo ubk |o~& f`ioyqk"to aofk& qy`uelk tmiyo k bmyqo% Ek yokf`akao& eäm qob toeq`am a`~oy {uo |oedou& smy{uo eäm gë ekak skyk toy |oed`am% Oeqäm k bmyqo to qmyek lkftk8 oeqäm k bmyqo& t`bsfotboeqo& eäm ow`tqo% To ubk sottmk tmbk am`t o am`t o otdyo|o d`edm dmbm yotsmtqk8 em a`k‑toju`eqo aotdmiyo {uo qy`uelmu to oejkemu am`t täm {ukqym ofk smaoy`k a`~oy {uo tmiyo‑m mst+ d`edmam`t omo qyketlmybmu ob {ukqym= Ofk a`y`k {uo eäm to qykqk ao qy`uelky ‑ ek |oyakao& m d`edm eäm ow`tqo+ M d`edm lm` ub oejkem aofk& ubk `futäm8 tou dëfdufm otqk|k oyykam8 m qmqkf oyk {ukqym ‑ ofk m q`egk oeqoea`am 9<
dmbm d`edm& o k{uofo lm` m tou oejkem% Ktt`b {uo k sottmk |î m oyym& qoyb`ek k {uotqäm% K sottmk eäm syod`tk bk`t to syomdusky> o kjmyk& dmbm bo f`|yky aotto d`edm= K sottmk eäm syod`tk soa`y ottk f`ioyqkêäm& smy{uo ktt`b {uo aotdmiyo {uo am`t o am`t täm {ukqym& qoyb`ek k {uotqäm% Në eäm ow`tqo eoegub d`edm% Smyqkeqm& am {uo ofk qoy`k {uo to f`ioyqky= Eäm syod`tkbmt emt f`ioyqky ak bmyqo eob qobmt {uo qy`uelky tmiyo ofk% M {uo syod`tkbmt à dmegodoy k bmyqo% M syôsy`m lo`qm ao dmegodî"fk to qyketlmybk ob f`ioyakao8 m syôsy`m dmegod`boeqm to qyketlmybk ob |`qôy`k% Smy `ttm a`jm {uo dmegodoy à smaoy& {uo dmegodoy à f`ioyakao& {uo dmegodoy à |`qôy`k% M lkqm ao dmegodoy k bmyqo lk~ dmb {uo ofk to a`ttmf|k8 oeqäm& ao yosoeqo o sofk sy`bo`yk |o~& emt dmeodqkbmt dmb k |`ak% K sy`bo`yk dm`tk {uo |mdî ao|o tkioy tmiyo k boa`qkêäm à {uo ofk à ubk oeqykak |mfueqëy`k ek bmyqo% K{uofo {uo oeqyk |mfueqky`kboeqo ek bmyqo to oedmeqyk& yosoeq`ekboeqo& dmb k oeqykak ak |`ak% Obimyk |ë ob iutdk ak bmyqo& oedmeqyky"to dmb k |`ak aol`e`q`|k% Obimyk m symsôt`qm ao tuk iutdk m fo|o k oeqyky ek bketäm ak bmyqo& oedmeqyk m qobsfm ak |`ak% K{uofo {uo lmjo ak bketäm ak bmyqo euedk smaoyë oedmeqyky m qobsfm ak |`ak% Emt buymt am qobsfm ak |`ak otqäm jyk|kakt kt tmbiykt ak bmyqo% Mt bkskt ak bmyqo otqäm aotoegkamt emt buymt am qobsfm ak |`ak& o {ukeam luj`bmt ak bmyqo& ek syëq`dk otqkbmt luj`eam qkbiàb am qobsfm ak |`ak% Tô {ukeam kdo`qkybmt k bmyqo toyobmt dksk~ot ao kdo`qky otqot buymt% K a`|`eakao ak |`ak yot`ao oeqyo mt buymt ak bmyqo8 kt `bkjoet ak bmyqo otqäm jyk|kakt smy qmak k tusoylâd`o am qobsfm ak |`ak% T`bsfotboeqo& otq`|obmt luj`eam ao tuk `bkjob% To ‑ |mdî në |`t`qmu mHgknuykgm & |mdî otdufs`amt ao|o qoy emqkam dm`tk otqykegk qmamt mt tout buymt lmykb dmb ubk yofo|mt ao doekt towuk`t% Kt `bkjoet skyodob eukt o mitdoekt% To k sottmk {uo mfgk k{uofkt `bkjoet& t`bsfotboeqo |`yk"to o |k` obimyk& oeqäm ofk eäm toyë dksk~ ao dgojky ã a`|`eakao {uo otqë em `eqoy`my am 9:
qobsfm% Aoeqym otqë k `bkjob ao Aout& o lmyk gë yofo|mt dmb `bkjoet ao towm& ao sk`wäm o ao dôsufkt% M sm|m {uo dmetqyu`u mt qobsfmt am Hgknuykgm ao|o toy bkyk|`fgmtm% Yosyotoeqkykb ubk symlueak yokf`akao ak |`ak> bmtqykykb {uo m towm otqë kf`& em buym owqoy`my& o {uo to luj`ybmt akf` euedk toyobmt dksk~ot ao kfdkeêky m|mdî iykgbkdgkypk dof`ikqm& smy{uo iykgbkdgkypk otqë aoeqym% To lmy dksk~ &aom skttky kfàb aottotm buymt& |mdî qkbiàb kfdkeêkyë m iykgbkdgkypk% Mt buymt otqäm yosyotoeqkeam m tkbtkyk & m bueam bmyqkf& o to |mdî luj`y aofo euedk dgojkyë k Aout& smy{uo k{uofo {uo otqë toeqkam aoeqym amt buymt am tkbtkyk à m syôsy`m Aout% Ou fgo a`jm owkqkboeqo k botbk dm`tk% Ob kfjubk skyqo& ob kfjub fujky& ao|obmt dmetqyu`y ub qobsfm dunmt buymt yosyotoeqob k bmyqo o ob tou `eqoy`my otqonk k a`|`eakao ak |`ak% Ktt`b à k |oyakao% Em oeqkeqm& dmbm eäm ao`wkbmt ao luj`y ak bmyqo& soyaobmt qkbiàb k a`|`eakao ak |` ak% Boa`qky t`je`l`dk oeqyky |mfueqky`kboeqo ek bmyqo& o k{uofo {uo oeqyk |mfueqky`kboeqo ek bmyqo kfdkeêk k |`ak% @tqm t`je`l`dk {uo k{uofo {uo oedmeqyk k bmyqo l`ekfboeqo aotdmiyo {uo k bmyqo aotkskyodou o {uo ofo otqë kiykêkam dmb k |`ak% @tqm skyodo iktqkeqo dmeqyka`qôy`m ‑ `y ob iutdk ak bmyqo skyk oedmeqyky"to dmb k |`ak ‑ bkt eäm à% Smy owobsfm& ou otqmu utkeam ymuskt% Kjmyk& to |mdî |`oy km bou oedmeqym& sy`bo`ym |mdî |k` oedmeqyky kt b`egkt ymuskt ‑ obimyk ou eäm tonk k ymusk% O to |mdî l`dky kttutqkam dmb kt b`egkt ymuskt o tk`y dmyyoeam& oeqäm |mdî nkbk`t toyë dksk~ ao bo dmegodoy% Em oeqkeqm& to |mdî to ksymw`bky ao b`b tob qoy boam ao b`egkt ymuskt& oeqäm aoik`wm ao b`egkt ymuskt |mdî |k` oedmeqyky m bou dmysm% Bkt m dmysm& eub toeq`am bk`t symlueam& qkbiàb |mdîToluj`y oedmeqykyëà mubk {uo|otq`boeqk& otqë aoeqym oaotob`b% |mdîameämbou q`|oydmysm boameäm am dmysm o symttoju`y k tuk |`kjob skyk m `eqoy`my& tkioeam {uo m dmysm qkbiàb à ubk soêk ao ymusk& oeqäm |mdî doyqkboeqo to 97
oedmeqykyë dmb k{u`fm {uo otqë aoeqym& dmb k{u`fm {uo qmamt aotonkb dmegodoy% Dmbm à `eqoyottkeqo {uo m buym tonk lo`qm sofm dmysm o {uo m a`|`em otqonk aoeqym& dgo`m ao jykêk+ M buym à lo`qm ao bkqày`k& o aoeqym otqë m a`|`em& k dmetd`îed`k toeqkak ek jfôy`k% Täm dm`tkt iob msmtqkt m buym ao bkqày`k k a`|`eakao |mdîm oeqoeaoy ‑ iob `ttm& tkioyë {uo om buym à lo`qm ao ao |`ak% bmyqoTo o {uo a`|`em à lo`qm ao |`ak% [ukeam ub kyq`tqk s`eqk ub {ukaym& to aotonk yottkfqky k dmy iykedk& ofo k dmfmdk tmiyo ub lueam otduym% Kt f`egkt iykedkt to qmyekb dfkykboeqo |`tâ|o`t tmiyo m lueam otduym% To m kyq`tqk l`dktto dmb boam am syoqm& eäm toy`k dksk~ ao dgojky km iykedm% Ofo eäm aotdmiy`y`k {uo m syoqm à {uo yottkfqk m iykedm% Am botbm bmam& kt lfmyot ak ymto`yk otqäm ymaokakt ao ots`egmt% To k sottmk l`dk dmb boam amt ots`egmt& qkbiàb to sy`|k akt lfmyot% Bkt k{uofo {uo kdo`qk mt ots`egmt o to ksymw`bk aofot tob boam& aotdmiyo {uo mt ots`egmt ow`tqob t`bsfotboeqo skyk symqojoy k lfmy& {uo m þe`dm symsôt`qm amt ots`egmt à toy|`y ao buym owqoy`my skyk k lfmy ‑ à m buym ao symqoêäm% K lfmy iymqk oeqyo mt ots`egmt8 mt ots`egmt eäm täm `e`b`jmt ak lfmy% Kt lfmyot lk~ob skyqo amt ots`egmt& o mt ots`egmt lk~ob skyqo akt lfmyot ‑ kbimt tuyj`ykb ak botbk lmyêk {uo aë |`ak ã sfkeqk% K{u`fm {uo dgkbkbmt |`ak o k{u`fm {uo dgkbkbmt bmyqo lmybk skyqo& kbikt kt dm`tkt& ao ubk |`ak bk`t kbsfk% Ou otqmu yots`ykeam% _bk yots`ykêäm tk`8 ubk yots`ykêäm oeqyk% M botbm tmsym ao ky {uo tk` |mfqk k oeqyky aosm`t ao ub qobsm& o m botbm tmsym ao ky {uo oeqyk |mfqk k tk`y aosm`t ao ub qobsm% @ets`yky à k |`ak& ows`yky à k bmyqo% Bkt kbimt täm skttmt ao ubk |`ak bk`t kbsfk |`ak o kà bmyqo M ektd`boeqm|oy& à ubto skttm& ‑k k bmyqo muqym dkb`egkeam skttm% Bktnueqkt% to suaàttobmt suaàttobmt soeoqyky em `eqoy`my& oeqäm smaoyâkbmt kfdkeêky k |`täm ak |`ak bk`t kbsfk% 90
Eotqot qyît a`kt sykq`dkyobmt k boa`qkêäm ao oeqyky ek bmyqo% O ou fgot lkfkyo` ao bu`qkt ao tukt a`boetÿot% Gmno ã em`qo sykq`dkyobmt k boa`qkêäm am sy`bo`ym a`k% Soyb`qkb"bo fgot owsf`dky kfjubkt dm`tkt tmiyo ofk% \mdî në ao|o qoy dmbsyooea`am bou smeqm ao |`tqk> qobmt {uo kfdkeêky ub smeqm `eqoy`my& ao eôt& meao eäm gë smtt`i`f`akao ao bmyyoy% Qobmtbu`qm {uo aoeqym tmfqky qmak k d`ydueloyîed`k owqoy`my& qkf dmbm kdmeqodo ek bmyqo% Ek bmyqo& m dmysm to tmfqk& mt toeq`boeqmt to tmfqkb& mt soetkboeqmt to tmfqkb& k kb`~kao to tmfqk& k `e`b`~kao to tmfqk ‑ quam to tmfqk% Qmam bueam owqoy`my tk`8 tô l`dkbmt eôt& ksoekt m ou soybkeodo& tô k dmetd`îed`k l`dk% Qkbiàb ek boa`qkêäm ao|obmt tmfqky quam o bmyyoy& ao`wkeam ue`dkboeqo m mitoy|kamy& ã qotqobuegk `eqoy`my% O otqk bmyqo |k` kdmeqodoy% Eotqot qyît a`kt ao boa`qkêäm& to |mdî q`|oy k dmykjob ao bmyyoy o ao tmfqky m tou ou& smao mdmyyoy ub loeñboem dgkbkam tkbkag` % Fobiyo"to> tkbkag` à ubk skfk|yk bkyk|`fgmtk% M otqkam ao boa`qkêäm qmqkf to dgkbk tkbkag`& o qkbiàb dgkbkbmt ao tkbkag` m qþbufm {uo à dmetqyuâam skyk k sottmk aosm`t ao tuk bmyqo% \mdî në q`egk soetkam tmiyo `ttm kfjubk |o~= Kbimt to dgkbkb tkbkag`% Ek yokf`akao& kbimt dmbskyq`fgkb ub tojyoam& kbimt smttuob ub smeqm ob dmbub% Skyk k sottmk {uo kfdkeêk m otqkam ao tkbkag`& tou dmysm à dmbm ub qþbufm> ekak bk`t% Aosm`t {uo ofk kfdkeêk m otqkam ao tkbkag`& soydoio {uo gë kfjuàb aoeqym8 lmyk& tô gë otduy`aäm% Aosm`t ak bmyqo ao ubk sottmk dmetqyuâbmt ub qþbufm o m dgkbkbmt )tkbkag`)% Bkt otqo tkbkag` à dmetqyuâam sofmt muqymt% To lmybmt dksk~ot ao dy`ky emttm syôsy`m tkbkag` keqot {uo mt muqymt m dmetqyukb& oeqämmt dy`kyobmt m loeñboem {uo ao otqkbmt aotonkeam% Tob aþ|`ak& muqymt qoyäm msmyque`akao lk~oy emttm qþbufm& bkt à smttâ|of {uo eôt soydkbmt k msmyque`akao ao dy`ky emttm syôsy`m tkbkag`% To lmybmt dksk~ot ao dy`ky emttm syôsy`m tkbkag`& oeqäm eotto otqkam tô m dmysm bmyyoyë& o eäm 43
gk|oyë smtt`i`f`akao ao {uo k emttk dmetd`îed`k bmyyk% Euedk bmyyobmt eob smaoyobmt bmyyoy nkbk`t% E`ejuàb euedk bmyyou& eob e`ejuàb smao bmyyoy nkbk`t% Bkt& skyk tkioy a`ttm& qoyobmt {uo soydmyyoy qmamt mt skttmt {uo fo|kb kqà m lueam ak bmyqo% [uoym bmtqyky qyît skttmt {uo |mdî ao|o toju`y% O {uob tkio& ottotkbkag` loeñboem smttk kdmeqodoy{uo k{u` o |mdîskyk smttk qoy m tou ‑ eäm m tkbkag` mt eotqk muqymtsyk`k dmetqymob |mdî& bkt m {uo |mdî botbm dy`k dmb tuk syôsy`k |meqkao% Täm qyît skttmt% M sy`bo`ym skttm à yofkwky m dmysm% \mdî qob {uo yofkwky m dmysm kqà m smeqm {uo dmbodo k toeq`y {uo ofo otqë a`tqkeqo% \mdî ao|o yodmfgoy qmak k oeoyj`k ao tou dmysm o fo|ë"fk skyk aoeqym% _tkyobmt qmak k oeoyj`k {uo qobmt em dmysm% M dmysm yodoio qkeqk oeoyj`k {ukeqm k utkbmt8 m dmysm soyao qkeqk oeoyj`k {ukeqm k odmemb`~kbmt% Në mitoy|mu ubk dm`tk= [ukeam |mdî iy`jk dmb ubk sottmk& ao meao à {uo m dmysm yoq`yk qmak k{uofk oeoyj`k ka`d`mekf= Eotto otqkam ao yk`|k& |mdî smao fo|keqky ubk soayk qäm jykeao {uo eäm toy`k dksk~ ao bm|oy ob otqkam ao dkfbk% Obimyk tonk miyk ao tou dmysm& |mdî euedk to soyjueqmu ao meao |ob qkeqk oeoyj`k= \mdî à {uob symau~ k oeoyj`k ‑ |mdî syod`tmu8 otqk|k ob ksuymt8 gk|`k soy`jm> |mdî otqk|k dkyk k dkyk dmb m `e`b`jm% \mdî tki`k {uo k tuk |`ak otqky`k ob soy`jm to eäm fo|keqktto k soayk& oeqäm |mdî `eqymau~`u qmak k tuk oeoyj`k skyk aoeqym am dmysm% _bk |o~ kdmeqodou m toju`eqo% _b gmbob otqk|k skykf`tkam gë am`t kemt& symtqykam ek dkbk% Eäm sma`k fo|keqky"to8 eäm sma`k bm|oy"to% Mt bàa`dmt m aotoejkekykb keued`keam {uo otqky`k skykf`tkam skyk m yotqm ak |`ak% _bk em`qo& tuk dktk to `edoea`mu o qmamt [ukeam otqk|kb {uo m tkâykb gmbob dmyyoeam% otqk|k aoeqym ak dktk o aolmyk& {uo to eämaoykb sma`k dmeqk dmyyoy%aoM {uo toy`k aofo= Qoeqkykb tkf|ë"fm o soydoioykb {uo m |ofgm në q`egk tkâam% Soyjueqkykb"fgo dmbm q`egk dmetoju`am tk`y ak dktk 4;
keakeam% M gmbob a`tto> )Dmbm suao keaky= M {uo kdmeqodou=) Bkt ofo doyqkboeqo q`egk keakam& eäm gk|`k muqyk owsf`dkêäm% K dktk otqk|k ob dgkbkt8 qmamt luj`ykb o m ao`wkykb skyk qyët% Smy ub bmboeqm ofo to ot{uodou ak tuk skykf`t`k o `eqymau~`u ob tou dmysm qmak k tuk oeoyj`k% Bkt {ukeam kt sottmkt m |`ykb o fgo dmbm q`egkemdmetoju`am tk`y& ofo owdfkbmu> )mg&Eäm ou tmusoyjueqkykb ub skykfâq`dm+) o dk`u dgäm% Q`egk soya`am k oeoyj`k% otqk|k k tou kfdkedo dmbsyooeaoy dmbm otto loeñboem kdmeqodou% Kjmyk& qmamt owsf`dk|kb skyk m gmbob {uo ofo eäm otqk|k skykfâq`dm yokfboeqo& to dmetoju`u dkb`egky tm~`egm& smaoy`k dmeq`euky dkb`egkeam sofm yotqm ao tuk |`ak% Bkt m gmbob dmeq`eumu yosoq`eam> )Eäm smttm fo|keqky k b`egk bäm% Eäm smttm fo|keqky m bou sà% Oeqäm& dmbm lm` {uo `ttm kdmeqodou=) Ofo eäm tki`k a`~oy% Ofo to{uoy tki`k {uob m q`egk q`ykam ao aoeqym ak dktk% Ek |oyakao& e`ejuàb m q`ymu ao fë ‑ ofo tk`u dmb tukt syôsy`kt soyekt% Bkt eäm dmetoju`k dmbsyooeaoy {uo& a`keqo am soy`jm& tuk kfbk aoyykbmu qmak tuk oeoyj`k tmiyo tou dmysm% O aosm`t& smy dkutk ao tuk toetkêäm ao otqky skykf`tkam& k kfbk yodmfgou em|kboeqo skyk m tou `eqoy`my k oeoyj`k {uo gk|`k dmfmdkam skyk lmyk& o m gmbob l`dmu skykfâq`dm muqyk |o~% Otqo `ed`aoeqo eäm kdmeqodou tô dmb ubk mu aukt sottmkt& em bueam kdmeqodoykb doeqoekt ao dktmt ao sottmkt skykfâq`dkt {uo to ot{uodou ao tukt dmea`êÿot& ob dktm ao `edîea`m mu keqo muqyk t`qukêäm ao soy`jm& o tkâykb keakeam% M {uo {uoym a`~oy à {uo `eqymau~`bmt oeoyj`k ob emttm dmysm& bkt eäm qobmt `aà`k ao dmbm k yodmfgobmt% Ao em`qo emt toeq`bmt aotdketkamt smy{uo k oeoyj`k to yodmfgo em `eqoy`my o m dmysm oeqykkq`|mt% eub otqkam ao yofkwkboeqm& o sofk k emt toeq`y Bkt kfjubkt sottmkt eäm täm bkegä dksk~ot|mfqkbmt ao yodmfgoy k oeoyj`k skyk aoeqym ã em`qo% K oeoyj`k dmeq`euk syotk km dmysm& dkutkeam a`l`dufakao skyk amyb`y% K `etñe`k `ea`dk {uo k oeoyj`k {uo lm` `eqymau~`ak keqoy`myboeqo em dmysm eäm oedmeqyk m dkb`egm 49
ao |mfqk skyk k tuk lmeqo% Ek sy`bo`yk oqksk aotqk boa`qkêäm |mdî ao|oyë yoq`yky qmak k oeoyj`k am dmysm o qyketloy`"fk skyk aoeqym% M `eqoyottkeqo à {uo& sofm t`bsfot lkqm ao |mdî toeq`y k oeoyj`k& ofk to qyketloyo skyk m `eqoy`my% To ubk sottmk lmy dksk~ ao toeq`y {uo tuk oeoyj`k otqë to yodmfgoeam skyk aoeqym o {uo tou dmysm otqëbk`t yofkwkeam& {uo tou yofkwkeam o bk`t% Maotdmiy`yë dmysm dgojkyë k ub dmysm smeqm dmeq`eukyë ob {uo k sottmk eäm toyë dksk~ ao fo|keqky k bäm obimyk m aotono ‑ quam otqkyë yofkwkam% Ktt`b& yofkwkeam& smaobmt yoq`yky emttk oeoyj`k am dmysm o qyketloy`"fk skyk m `eqoy`my% K sy`bo`yk dm`tk k lk~oy à yodmfgoy m sykek & k oeoyj`k |`qkf& lk~oeam dmb {uo ofk |mfqo skyk tuk lmeqo% Aotqk bkeo`yk& m dmysm l`dkyë `bô|of& dmbm ubk dktdk ‑ gk|oyë ub a`tqked`kboeqm oeqyo k dktdk o k smfsk am dmdm ‑ mitoy|o {uo emt qmyekbmt aukt dm`tkt `eaosoeaoeqot o {uo m dmysm l`dk ao`qkam lmyk ao eôt dmbm ubk dktdk& dmbm ubk ymuskjob ao {uo emt f`|ykbmt% M skttm toju`eqo à yofkwky k yots`ykêäm% Fë em lueam k yots`ykêäm dmeqàb k oeoyj`k |`qkf& msykek & à smy `ttm {uo k sottmk bmyyo {ukeam k yots`ykêäm à `eqoyymbs`ak% K yots`ykêäm emt bkeqàb dmeodqkamt km dmysm% K yots`ykêäm à k smeqo oeqyo mkqbke & k kfbk& o m dmysm ‑ kf` à meao to oedmeqyk m |âedufm% Smy `ttm dgkbkbmt k yots`ykêäm ao sykek% Ktt`b {uo k yots`ykêäm à `eqoyymbs`ak& skyqo m sykek% Eotqo toeq`am |ëy`kt qàde`dkt smaob toy ksf`dkakt% M {uo kdmeqodo {ukeam ubk sottmk yofkwk smy dmbsfoqm tuk yots`ykêäm= Ofk l`dk `bô|of o qyke{ö`fk% K yots`ykêäm dgojk foeqkboeqo k ub smeqm ob {uo k sottmk eäm tkio to otqë yots`ykeam mu eäm% À emybkf {uo to soyjueqo to otqë |`|k mu bmyqk& to otqë yots`ykeam yots`ykêäm l`dk qäm qyke{ö`fk {uo k sottmk eäm tkio to{uoymutoeäm% otqëKkqukeam% \mdî eäm smao dmeqymfky k yots`ykêäm% To |mdî qoeqky lk~oy `ttm& k yots`ykêäm euedk toyë dmeqymfkak ‑ m lñfojm qoeqkyë tk`y ã lmyêk& o to |mdî qoeqky dmeqymfky k tuk oeqykak& ofo qoeqkyë oeqyky ã 44
lmyêk% Smy `ttm ou a`jm> |mdî eäm syod`tk lk~oy ekak% T`bsfotboeqo& to ao`wo yofkwky dkak |o~ bk`t& to qyke{ö`f`~o dkak |o~ bk`t% K yots`ykêäm dgojk foeqkboeqo eub smeqm ao yosmutm% Obimyk otto smeqm ao yosmutm tô auyo ub bmboeqm& eotto bmboeqm smaobmt ksyod`ky ubk a`tqéed`k `el`e`qk oeqyo k dmetd`îed`k o m dmysm ‑ eotto bmboeqm |î suaotto k a`tqéed`k ofot% À dmbm mt to ymtqmt ub yk`m otduy`aäm to o ou |oyoeqyo smy ub bmboeqm aodkâtto |mdît%ek Aosm`t& m yk`m në eäm otqky`k `fub`ekeam& bkt ou qoy`k |`tqm mt tout ymtqmt% [ukeam k yots`ykêäm skyk smy ub bmboeqm& owkqkboeqo em doeqym& eotto bmboeqm dk` ub yk`m aoeqym ao qmam emttm toy o ksyod`kbmt dfkykboeqo {uo m dmysm à `eaosoeaoeqo o {uo k dmetd`îed`k à `eaosoeaoeqo ‑ {uo k bmyqo kdmeqodou% Ktt`b& ek tojueak oqksk& |mdî ao|o yofkwky k yots`ykêäm% Ek qoydo`yk oqksk |mdî qoyë {uo yofkwky k boeqo% [ukeam k boeqo eäm otqë yofkwkak& botbm to k yots`ykêäm otq`|oy& m yk`m dk`yë& à mi|`m& bkt |mdî eäm toyë dksk~ ao tkioy m {uo kdmeqodou smy{uo k boeqo otqkyë mduskak dmb tout soetkboeqmt% To ub yk`m dk`y kjmyk o ou dmeq`euky soya`am ob bout soetkboeqmt& tô `yo` soydoioy `ttm aosm`t {uo q`|oy kdmeqod`am ‑ em oeqkeqm& oe{ukeqm `ttm& m yk`m dk`u o ou otqk|k soya`am ob bout soetkboeqmt% Ktt`b {uo k yots`ykêäm skyky& m yk`m dk`yë8 bkt tô toyobmt dksk~ot ao soydoiî"fm to mt soetkboeqmt q`|oyob dottkam8 am dmeqyëy`m& eäm m emqkyobmt o soyaoyobmt k msmyque`akao% Smy `ttm& k qoydo`yk oqksk à yofkwky k boeqo% Soydmyyoyobmt otqkt qyît oqkskt o aosm`t& ek {ukyqk oqksk& l`dkyobmt ao~ b`euqmt ob t`fîed`m% To aotonky& |mdî smao ao`qky mu toeqky% Toyë bk`t lëd`f ao`qkam ‑ otqk à ubk iofk syk`k& {uo smao toy iob ksym|o`qkak% Qmamt ao`wky ub otskêm ob bkt qmyemkao t` o to ao`qky% Otqë quam iob ao|ob to kfjuàb {u`toy to toeqky& sottmk eäm ao|o dmeqymfky m tou dmysm to ofo dmboêky k dk`y ‑ smy{uo m dmysm smao dk`y& ubk |o~ {uo l`dk dmbsfoqkboeqo yofkwkam& o oeqäm 41
m tou dmeqymfo eäm |k` soyb`q`y {uo m dmysm l`{uo qmqkfboeqo yofkwkam% Eotqot qyît a`kt& auykeqo otqo t`fîed`m& |mdît lkyäm ub otlmyêm skyk |oy k bmyqo& skyk ao`wë"fk aotdoy% Ou fgot akyo` tujotqÿot skyk {uo t`eqkb m dmysm yofkwkeam& k yots`ykêäm yofkwkeam& k boeqo yofkwkeam% Aosm`t bo dkfkyo`& kskjkyobmt fu~ot o ob |mdît l`dkyäm ao~ b`euqmt ao`qkamt ob t`fîed`m% L`dkyämkt{u`oqmt& t`fîed`m& mitoy|keam m {uo kdmeqodo em tou `eqoy`my% Toskyob"to uet amt muqymt& smy{uo to m dmysm dk`y& ofo eäm dk`kyë ob d`bk ao e`ejuàb% K{uofot {uo {uo`ykb to ao`qky ao|ob ao`wky ub otskêm km tou yoamy% Toy`k bofgmy {uo to ao`qkttob qyke{ö`fkboeqo ek kyo`k% E`ejuàb ao|o lkfky… e`ejuàb ao|o tk`y ek boqkao ak tottäm% Lodgob mt mfgmt… lodgob mt mfgmt o yofkwob m dmysm% Aosm`t& {ukeam ou aoy tujotqÿot& dmbodob k toeq`y dmb`jm% Oe{ukeqm |mdî otq`|oy toeq`eam& tou dmysm |k` l`dkeam dkak |o~ bk`t yofkwkam ‑ oeqäm& m dmysm l`dkyë otqoea`am& qmqkfboeqo yofkwkam& dmbm to eäm gmu|otto |`ak eofo% T`eqkb% M dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… dmeq`euo yofkwkeam… dmeq`euo yofkwkeam tou dmysm o toeq`eam {uo ofo otqë to tmfqkeam% M dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… t`eqk… yofkwo dkak skyqo ao tou dmysm% O t`eqk smy aoeqym… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam% Tuk oeoyj`k otqë |mfqkeam skyk aoeqym… k oeoyj`k ao tou dmysm otqë toeam yodmfg`ak ao |mfqk skyk k tuk lmeqo& k oeoyj`k am tou dmysm otqë toeam yodmfg`ak skyk m `eqoy`my… k oeoyj`k otqë to yodmfgoeam% M dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam% Tmfqob dmbsfoqkboeqo& dmbm to në eäm otq`|ottob |`|mt% Ao`wob dk`y m dmysm qkf dmbm ofo otqë… ao`wo"m dmbsfoqkboeqo tmfqm% M tmfqob% dmysm yofkwmu… m dmysm yofkwmu… m dmysm yofkwmu% Tmfqob… M dmysm yofkwmu% M dmysm yofkwmu dmbsfoqkboeqo& dmbm to eäm q`|otto |`ak% Qmak k oeoyj`k am dmysm lm` yodmfg`ak em `eqoy`my% M dmysm yofkwmu… m dmysm yofkwmu… m dmysm yofkwmu… m dmysm yofkwmu… m dmysm 4?
yofkwmu% Tmfqob& tmfqob dmbsfoqkboeqo& dmbm to m dmysm në eäm otq`|otto k{u`% Qyketloy`bm"emt skyk aoeqym% M dmysm yofkwmu… m dmysm yofkwmu… m dmysm yofkwmu% K yots`ykêäm otqë to qyke{ö`f`~keam… yofkwo qkbiàb k yots`ykêäm… yofkwob dmbsfoqkboeqo% Ao`wob {uo ofk |ë olk~î"fk |oegkbk`t smy t`foeqk8 botbk… ao`wob"ek tmfqk% {uo Eämofk à syod`tm fk eob t`bsfotboeqo& ao`wob yofkwo% aoqî" [uo oeqyo m lñfojm qkeqm {ukeqm smttk… {uo tk`k qkeqm {ukeqm smttk% K yots`ykêäm otqë yofkwkeam… k yots`ykêäm otqë to kdkfbkeam% T`eqk& k yots`ykêäm otqë to kdkfbkeam… k yots`ykêäm otqë to kdkfbkeam o otqë yofkwkeam… k yots`ykêäm otqë yofkwkeam… k yots`ykêäm otqë to kdkfbkeam% K yots`ykêäm to kdkfbmu… k yots`ykêäm to kdkfbmu… k yots`ykêäm to kdkfbmu% Kjmyk& ao`wob {uo k boeqo yofkwo o t`eqkb {uo mt soetkboeqmt otqäm to kdkfbkeam… mt soetkboeqmt otqäm to kdkfbkeam… k boeqo to kdkfbmu… k boeqo to kdkfbmu…
u b k dme td`îe d`k sf oe k km e ktdoy = EK YOKF@AK AO K BMYQO O M EKTD@B OEQM EÄM TÄM am`t kdmeqod`boeqmt& täm am`t fkamt ao ub botbm loeñboem& ktt`b dmbm mt am`t fkamt ao ubk botbk bmoak% To ub gmbob qob ek bäm ub fkam ao ubk bmoak& qkbiàb qoyë kuqmbkq`dkboeqo m muqym% Eäm smttm qoy ek bäm ub fkam ao ubk bmoak o bo soyjueqky meao smttm oedmeqyky m muqym ‑ m muqym fkam qmyek"to a`tsmeâ|of kuqmbkq`dkboeqo% K bmyqo o m ektd`boeqm täm aukt lkdot ao ub botbm loeñboem% To k bmyqo kdmeqodoy eub otqkam ao dmetd`îed`k& m ektd`boeqm `eo|`qk|ofboeqo kdmeqodoyë eub otqkam dmetd`oeqo% To k 4:
bmyqo mdmyyoy eub otqkam ao `edmetd`îed`k& m ektd`boeqm qkbiàb mdmyyoyë eub otqkam ao `edmetd`oeqo% To k sottmk bmyyoy sfoekboeqo dmetd`oeqo em bmboeqm ao tuk bmyqo& qkbiàb otqkyë dgo`k ao dmetd`îed`k em bmboeqm ao tou syôw`bm ektd`boeqm% Dmbm qmamt bmyyobmt ob otqkam ao `edmetd`îed`k o ektdobmt obkeqoy`myot% otqkam aoEm `edmetd`îed`k& eäm yodmyakbmt ekak|`akt ao emttkt |`akt oeqkeqm& k fobiykeêk ao emttkt keqoy`myot tobsyo soybkeodo syotoeqo ob kfjub yodkeqm ao emttkt boeqot& o smaobmt yo|`|oy otqk fobiykeêk to m aotonkybmt% Ob yofkêäm km ektd`boeqm& eäm smaobmt lk~oy ekak a`yoqkboeqo8 quam m {uo smaobmt lk~oy otqkyë yofkd`mekam ue`dkboeqo dmb k bmyqo% Eäm smaobmt lk~oy ekak aosm`t ak bmyqo8 quam m {uo smaobmt lk~oy ao|obmt lk~î"fm keqot ao bmyyoy% K sottmk {uo bmyyo ob otqkam `edmetd`oeqo eäm smaoyë lk~oy ekak kqà {uo |mfqo k ektdoy ‑ eäm gë yobàa`m& ofk dmeq`eukyë `edmetd`oeqo% To |mdî bmyyoy ob otqkam `edmetd`oeqo& ektdoyë ao em|m ob otqkam `edmetd`oeqo% Quam m {uo smaobmt lk~oy ao|oyë toy lo`qm keqot ak bmyqo& o qoyobmt bu`qkt msmyque`akaot ‑ k msmyque`akao ao ubk |`ak `eqo`yk% Eotqk msmyque`akao smaobmt lk~oy ub otlmyêm skyk emt aotsoyqky% Bkt eäm smaobmt emt aotsoyqky em bmboeqm ak bmyqo% To otsoykybmt m bmboeqm ak bmyqo skyk aotsoyqkybmt dmboqoyobmt ub jykeao oyym% Mtkagkek & k |`kjob skyk m aotsoyqky& qoyë {uo dmboêky bu`qm keqot ak bmyqo& |mdî qoyë {uo to syoskyky skyk ofk% To |mdî eäm to syoskyky& doyqkboeqo l`dkyë `edmetd`oeqo ek gmyk ak bmyqo% Obimyk otqo otqkam `edmetd`oeqo tonk imb to |mdî k`eak eäm otq`|oy syoskykam skyk ektdoy ob otqkam dmetd`oeqo% Smy |mfqk ao ;0;?& m yo` ao Hktg` lm` msoykam am kiañboe% Otqk lm`keotqot`k% k sy`bo`ykOtqk|kb msoykêämsyotoeqot aotqo q`smqyît yokf`~kak bueam tob utm ao bàa`dmtemiy`qée`dmt& {uomto eojk|kb k yokf`~ky k msoykêäm tob kab`e`tqyky keotqot`k& a`~`kb {uo oyk `bsmttâ|of kiy`y m otqñbkjm ao ubk sottmk smy ksymw`bkakboeqo aukt gmykt skyk yokf`~ky ubk msoykêäm 47
`bsmyqkeqo tob {uo m skd`oeqo otq`|otto `edmetd`oeqo% Oyk soy`jmtm ‑ m skd`oeqo smaoy`k jy`qky& bm|oy"to& tkfqky mu aotbk`ky smy dkutk ak amy `etusmyqë|of% [ukf{uoy dm`tk sma`k kdmeqodoy% Smy `ttm& mt bàa`dmt eäm otqk|kb a`tsmtqmt k yokf`~ky k msoykêäm% Bkt m yo` `et`tq`u8 a`tto {uo eäm gk|`k bmq`|m skyk syomduskêäm& otqkam boa`qkêäm& kl`ybmu {uo ofo oykotqk|k dksk~kdmtqubkam ao skttkyk l`dky auktobgmykt obao otqkam ao boa`qkêäm tob a`l`dufakao% Eäm otqk|k a`tsmtqm k qmbky keotqot`k8 a`~`k {uo {uoy`k toy msoykam ob tou otqkam dmetd`oeqo% Bkt mt bàa`dmt yofuqkykb smy{uo kdyoa`qk|kb toy soy`jmtm lk~oy ubk sottmk dmetd`oeqo tmlyoy qkeqk amy% Smy l`b& dmbm eäm oedmeqykykb kfqoyekq`|k& mt bàa`dmt m soa`ykb& k bmam ao owsoy`îed`k& {uo oeqyktto ob otqkam ao boa`qkêäm% Oeqäm& {ukeam ofo otqk|k eotto otqkam& l`~oykb"fgo ub dmyqo ek bäm% Ofo eob to{uoy qyobou% Tô aukt gmykt bk`t qkyao to {uo`wmu ao amy ek bäm% Bk`t qkyao& yokf`~kykb k msoykêäm% Lm` k sy`bo`yk |o~ em bueam {uo bàa`dmt qykikfgkykb m otqñbkjm kioyqm ao ub skd`oeqo auykeqo ubk gmyk o bo`k tob fgo kab`e`tqyky keotqot`k% O m yo` soybkeodou sfoekboeqo dmetd`oeqo auykeqo qmak k msoykêäm% Skyk kfdkeêky otto otqkam ao dmetd`îed`k à syod`tm sykq`dky ubk boa`qkêäm symlueak% K boa`qkêäm qob {uo toy qäm symlueak ao bmam {uo k sottmk dmegoêk sfoekboeqo {uo m ou o m dmysm täm `eaosoeaoeqot% K bâe`bk `aoeq`l`dkêäm dmb m dmysm smao toy soy`jmtk% K bmyqo à k bk`my msoykêäm d`yþyj`dk {uo ow`tqo% Eoegub bàa`dm yokf`~mu ubk msoykêäm qäm jykeao% Smy{uo ek bmyqo ow`tqo ub bodke`tbm {uo qyketsfkeqk qmak k oeoyj`k |`qkf& m sykek & ao ub dmysm lât`dm k muqym lât`dm%yokf`~kyë E`ejuàb yokf`~mu ubk msoykêäm qäm otsoqkdufky& eobdmysm e`ejuàb nkbk`t% Smaobmt kbsuqky ubk skyqo mu muqyk am dmysm& mu qyketsfkeqky ubk skyqo mu muqyk& bkt em dktm ak bmyqo& ofk qob {uo qmbky qmak k oeoyj`k |`qkf ao ub dmysm o `eqymau~`"f k ob muqym% 40
K ekquyo~k du`ak imeamtkboeqo {uo l`{uobmt sfoekboeqo `edmetd`oeqot em bmboeqm ak mdmyyîed`k aotto loeñboem% À skyk emttm syôsy`m iob ‑ smtt`|ofboeqo eäm toyâkbmt dksk~ot ao tusmyqky qkeqk amy% Sym|k|ofboeqo m bmq`|m sofm {ukf l`dkbmt `edmetd`oeqot tonk smy{uo k amy ak bmyqo à `etusmyqë|of% À `bsmyqkeqo {uo l`{uobmt k ekquyo~k eäm emt soyb`qo yodmyaky k skttkjob sofk`edmetd`oeqot8 bmyqo% Smy qmak k emttk |`ak yosoq`bmt {ukto mt botbmt oyymt {uo dmboqobmt ob emttkt |`akt keqoy`myot% To lñttobmt dksk~ot ao yodmyaky m {uo l`~obmt ekt |`akt keqoy`myot& smtt`|ofboeqo eäm qymsoêkyâkbmt ekt botbkt soaykt% O to lñttobmt dksk~ot ao yodmyaky m {uo l`~obmt ob emttkt |`akt keqoy`myot& në eäm toyâkbmt dmbm tmbmt kjmyk% Toy`k `bsmttâ|of {uo dmeq`euëttobmt toeam mt botbmt& smy{uo qobmt kdubufkam y`{uo~kt ubk o muqyk |o~ o ob qmakt kt mdkt`ÿot%%% o k bmyqo ymuik m toeq`am aottkt y`{uo~kt% To lñttobmt dksk~ot ao fobiykybmt akt emttkt |`akt keqoy`myot& smtt`|ofboeqo eäm qoyâkbmt k botbk bke`k sofm a`ego`ym {uo qobmt kjmyk% Emt ksk`wmekbmt b`fgkyot ao |o~ot& o l`ekfboeqo soydoiobmt {uo eäm lk~ toeq`am% To lñttobmt dksk~ot ao yodmyaky ao emttkt |`akt keqoy`myot& emttk bke`k ao emt ksk`wmeky o ao symduyky {uo mt muqymt to ksk`wmeob smy eôt aotkskyodoy`k% Lmbmt kbi`d`mtmt smy b`fgkyot o b`fgkyot ao |o~ot& ojmâtqkt8 kfdkeêkbmt m îw`qm& m kfqm eâ|of tmd`kf& o em l`ekf quam to qmyemu `eþq`f& quam lm` yoau~`am k sô% To lñttobmt dksk~ot ao fobiykybmt ao |`akt keqoy`myot& à smttâ|of {uo emttk kbi`êäm soyaotto lmyêk& o oeqäm eäm toyâkbmt mt botbmt {uo tmbmt kjmyk% Dmbm eäm yodmyakbmt ao emttkt |`akt keqoy`myot& dmeq`eukbmt emt bm|oeam eub botbm dâydufm% M gmbob eäm soydoio {uo në soydmyyou m botbm bu`qktotsoykeêk |o~ot o eob otqë |mfqkeam k soydmyyî"fm dmb dâydufm k botbk {uo{uom `bsuft`memu keqot% Aosm`t& |ob k bmyqo o lyutqyk qmakt kt tukt otsoykeêkt%%% o ofo yodmboêk k soydmyyoy m dâydufm em|kboeqo% M gmbob to bm|o ob dâydufm& dmbm m im` ob ubk ymak ao oejoegm% 13
Smaobmt emt f`|yky aotqo dâydufm |`d`mtm& bkt eodott`qkbmt ao ub jykeao eâ|of ao dmetd`îed`k o ao|obmt owsoy`boeqky dmeq`eukboeqo% Eäm smaobmt l`dky otsoykeam k bmyqo a`yoqkboeqo& smy{uo eäm à smttâ|of emt lk~oybmt dmetd`oeqot ao yosoeqo& em qyketduytm ao ubk msoykêäm qäm `bsmyqkeqo& ao ub qykubk qäm jykeao% Qoyobmt {uo owsoy`boeqky smudmt& dmb mt so{uoemt tmly`boeqmt {uo oelyoeqkbmt em a`kkmt k a`k& o foeqkboeqo |kbmt aotdmiy`eam dmbm smaobmt toy dmetd`oeqot oe{ukeqm skttkbmt smy ofot% Smy owobsfm& |mdî toeqo ubk amy ao dkioêk% Em bmboeqm ob {uo |mdî to qmyek dmetd`oeqo& t`bufqkeokboeqo dmboêk k toeq`y {uo |mdî eäm qob ubk amy ao dkioêk& à k dkioêk {uo otqë amoeam% Ao bmam {uo |mdî ao|o owsoy`boeqky dmb ottk so{uoek amy ao dkioêk o ksyoeaoy k toeq`y {uo )k amy otqë ek dkioêk oou tmu dmetd`oeqo aofk)% [ukeam m Tzkb` Ykb |`t`qmu k Kbày`dk& kt sottmkt q`|oykb a`l`dufakao skyk oeqoeaî"fm% [ukeam m syot`aoeqo amt Otqkamt _e`amt fgo lo~ ubk |`t`qk& qkbiàb to toeq`u dmelutm% Soyjueqmu> )[uo fâejuk à ottk=)8 smy{uo Ykb dmtqubk|k lkfky ek qoydo`yk sottmk% Eäm a`~`k )Qoegm lmbo)& bkt t`b> )Ykb qob lmbo)% Eäm a`~`k> )B`egk dkioêk aô`)& a`~`k> )k dkioêk ao Ykb aô`)% K sy`edâs`m& kt sottmkt q`|oykb bu`qk a`l`dufakao skyk oeqoeaî"fm% Smy owobsfm& ubk |o~ ofo a`tto> )Meqob ã em`qo& Ykb otqk|k dmejofkeam)% [ukeam fgo soyjueqkykb tmiyo {uob ofo otqk|k lkfkeam& ofo yotsmeaou {uo otqk|k lkfkeam ao Ykb% [ukeam fgo soyjueqkykb> )Ao {uo YKB=)& ofo a`tto& ksmeqkeam skyk t` botbm> )Aotqo Ykb> m smiyo otqk|k dmejofkeam ao ly`m meqob ã em`qo)% [ukeam soyjueqk|kb> )Ao {uob otqë lkfkeam= [uob à otto YKB=)& ofofgo ksmeqk|k skyk t` botbm% \mdî ao|o dmboêky k lk~oy owsoy`îed`kt dmb mt tmly`boeqmt boemyot% \mdî mt oedmeqykyë em tou a`k k a`k& ofot otqäm syotoeqot 1;
a`ky`kboeqo ob emttk |`ak% Eäm tô mt tmly`boeqmt ‑ `edfuk qkbiàb k lof`d`akao dmbm owsoy`îed`k& smy{uo à bk`t a`lâd`f toy dmetd`oeqot ek lof`d`akao am {uo em tmly`boeqm% Eäm à qäm a`lâd`f yodmegodoy {uo k emttk dkioêk o k amy {uo gë eofk täm aukt dm`tkt `eaosoeaoeqot& bkt à bk`t a`lâd`f yodmegodoy {uo m dmysm o k kfojy`k ao tkuaë|of täm aukt otqkbmt dm`tkt `eaosoeaoeqot% a`lâd`f bkeqoy otqootqky a`tqked`kboeqm {ukeam tkuaë|o`t& sm`tÀemt bmboeqmt ao kfojy`k eôt jmtqkbmt ao otqky syôw`bmt aofk% Emt bmboeqmt ao tmly`boeqm à o|`aoeqo {uo jmtqkbmt ao emt toeq`y `eaosoeaoeqot& toskykamt aofo% To |mdî oeqoeaoy {uo k amy à `eaosoeaoeqo& otqkyë f` |yo aofk% Owsoy`boeqo to bkeqoy dmetd`oeqo qkeqm em tmly`boeqm {ukeqm ek lof`d`akao% K sottmk {uo yokf`~k qk`t owsoy`îed`kt dmtqubk sym|mdky tmly`boeqm skyk t` botbm k l`b ao |`|î"fmt% Otqo à ikt`dkboeqo m tojyoam ao qmam m ktdoq`tbm> à ubk owsoy`îed`k skyk tmlyoy ubk amy |mfueqëy`k% Smy owobsfm& ubk sottmk lk~ ub nonub% Skttkeam lmbo& ofk qoeqk aotdmiy`y m olo`qm ak lmbo tmiyo tuk dmetd`îed`k% Emybkfboeqo& k sottmk {uo lk~ ub nonub eäm qob k boemy `ao`k am {uo otqë lk~oeam ‑ k þe`dk dm`tk {uo ofk tkio à {uo otqë toeq`eam lmbo& o otsoyk dmb k|`ao~ m a`k toju`eqo skyk dmboy% M symsôt`qm lueakboeqkf am nonub à k owsoy`îed`k ao toeq`y {uo )k lmbo otqë k{u`& bkt otqë toskykak ao b`b)% M dmysm qob lmbo& ou eäm% Oeqäm& `eau~`eam k lmbo |mfueqky`kboeqo& k sottmk smao aotdmiy`y to k lmbo |ob ao aoeqym& am )ou)% )Ykb qob lmbo8 ou eäm qoegm lmbo% To` {uo k lmbo otqë syotoeqo& o otqo ao|oyë toy ub yodmegod`boeqm dmeqâeum kqà ou dgojky k ub smeqm ob {uo mdmyyk ub a`tqked`kboeqm oeqyo k lmbo o ou& em smeqm ob {uo ou në eäm qoegk lmbo> kqà aoeqym ak lmbo ou në eäm qoegk lmbo% Tô m dmysm dmeq`euk qoeamOeqäm& lmbo&m ot`je`l`dkam ou to`% Ou tmubu`qm ubk qotqobuegk)% am t`bsfotboeqo nonub to qmyek symlueam8 smyqkeqm& në eäm t`je`l`dk t`bsfotboeqo skttky lmbo% Emybkfboeqo& k sottmk {uo lk~ ub nonub yosoqo |`eqo o {ukqym gmykt smy a`k {uo otqë dmb lmbo& {uo eäm dmbou ekak m a`k 19
`eqo`ym% Tuk boeqo eäm ao`wk ao dy`ky lkeqkt`kt o lk~oy sfkemt tmiyo m {uo |k` dmboy em a`k toju`eqo% Mt nonuet aotqo q`sm eäm qîb toeq`am% Smy dmetoju`eqo& eäm täm bk`t {uo kitqoy"to ao dmboy% K a`loyoeêk oeqyo kitqoy"to ao dmboy o sykq`dky m nonub& m usk|ktk & à k toju`eqo> m nonub t`je`l`dk yot`a`y dkak |o~ bk`t soyqm% Bk`t soyqm am {uo= T`je`l`dk dmysm% ksymw`bky"to am ou symau~`eam ub a`tqked`kboeqm am K skfk|yk )usk|ktk) eäm t`je`l`dk kitqoy"to ao dmboy% _sk|ktk t`je`l`dk yot`a`y dkak |o~ bk`t soyqm% T`je`l`dk yot`a`y bk`t soyqm am ou& yot`a`y bk`t soyqm am ou o bk`t fmejo am dmysm% Qkbiàb à smttâ|of {uo ubk sottmk dmbk& bkt to bkeqoegk ob otqkam ao nonub% To km dmboy& ofk tkio aoeqym ao t` {uo m kqm ao dmboy mdmyyo tmboeqo em dmysm o {uo k dmetd`îed`k à qmqkfboeqo `eaosoeaoeqo am kqm& oeqäm à usk|ktk% O qkbiàb à smttâ|of {uo ubk sottmk qoegk to sy`|kam ak dmb`ak o eäm otqonk nonukeam ao |oyakao% Sm`t smao kdmeqodoy {uo ofk otqonk qäm dmetd`oeqo ao tuk lmbo {uo eäm dmet`jk to a`tqked`ky am dmysm% _sk|ktk à ubk dmetd`îed`k st`dmfôj`dk ak toskykêäm am ou o m otqkam lât`dm ak lmbo% Muqykt amyot t`b`fkyot qkbiàb smaob toy sym|mdkakt |mfueqky`kboeqo& bkt dy`ky ubk amy |mfueqky`kboeqo à ubk owsoy`îed`k bu`qm symlueak% _b gmbob smao ao`qky"to tmiyo ubk dkbk ao ots`egmt tô skyk toeq`y {uo mt ots`egmt dyk|kb ksoekt m tou dmysm& o eäm m tou ou% Ktt`b& à smttâ|of sym|mdky ub tmly`boeqm skyk toeq`y k a`ttmd`kêäm oeqyo k dmetd`îed`k o m sfkem lât`dm% Bkt në ow`tqo bu`qm tmly`boeqm a`tsmeâ|of em b ueam ‑ eäm à syod`tm {uo mt sym|m{uobmt% Në a`tsmbmt ao bu`qkt aotjykêkt> ao|obmt dmboêky k owsoy`boeqky dmb ofkt% Mt tmly`boeqmt kskyodob toy sym|mdkamt% To amy) suaoybmt k dmetd`îed`k ao {uo )tmutob `eaosoeaoeqo ao b`egk auykeqobkeqoy m tmly`boeqm {uo |ob tob toy sym|mdkam& oeqäm m tmly`boeqm qmyek"to ub tkagkek & ob ubk a`td`sf`ek ots`y`qukf% 14
Qobmt ao sykq`dky otqo tkagkek qkbiàb dmb k lof`d`akao {uo to ksyotoeqk ob emttk |`ak% Dmb m tmly`boeqm& à smttâ|of {uo dmet`jkbmt emt oejkeky& smy{uo jmtqkyâkbmt ao kdyoa`qky {uo )ou eäm tmu k amy)% Bkt {ukeam to qykqk ak lof`d`akao& m gmbob {uoy `aoeq`l`dky"to dmb ofk& smy{uo ofo në kdyoa`qk {uo )tmu lof`~)% Smy `ttm& m tkagkek à k`eak bk`t a`lâd`f ao toya`lâd`f sykq`dkam dmb k lof`d`akao% Ek yokf`akao& ekak à bk`t am {uo k toetkêäm ao {uo otqkbmt toskykamt ao emttk lof`d`akao% Ek syëq`dk& m gmbob {uoy ao to `eueaky dmbsfoqkboeqo ek lof`d`akao o to ot{uodoy {uo à `eaosoeaoeqo aofk% K lof`d`akao emt kfkjk8 m tmly`boeqm emt aotdmeodqk o emt toskyk am ou% Dgojkbmt k kdyoa`qky& ao kfjub bmam& {uo emttk `aoeq`l`dkêäm dmb m tmly`boeqm to ao|o ue`dkboeqo ã lkfqk ao otdmfgk& bkt akbmt imkt"|`eakt ã lof`d`akao dmb qmam emttm toy% Tonk dmetd`oeqo ek amy {uo dgojk skyk |mdî8 tonk dmetd`oeqo ek lof`d`akao {uo dgojk skyk |mdî8 o& ao |o~ ob {ukeam& k bmam ao owsoy`îed`k& tonk dmetd`oeqo qkbiàb ek amy sym|mdkak& smy{uo eofk kt dm`tkt täm ub smudm a`loyoeqot% Euedk smaobmt emt `aoeq`l`dky sfoekboeqo dmb ekak {uo sym|m{uobmt |mfueqky`kboeqo% M syôsy`m dmegod`boeqm ao {uo k dm`tk lm` sym|mdkak joyk ub a`tqked`kboeqm% M gôtsoao {uo |ob k tuk dktk eäm à ak dktk> à ub dme|`akam% Am botbm bmam& {ukeam dme|`akbmt m tmly`boeqm dmbm emttm gôtsoao& në à kfjm {uo otqë klktqkam ao eôt% To |mdî otq`|oy dkb`egkeam aotdkfêm& o ub ots`egm dyk|k em tou sà& à ub kd`aoeqo& o k tuk amy toyë oeqy`tqodoamyk% _b kd`aoeqo à iob a`loyoeqo ao {ukeam dyk|kbmt |mfueqky`kboeqo ub ots`egm em sà% Tkiobmt k qmam bmboeqm {uo tmbmt eôt {uob otqkbmt luykeam m sà dmb m ots`egm o otqkbmt mitoy|keam k amy% Eäm lkêkb qkf dm`tk& eäm qmyquyo t` botbm& ek |`akobnë sy`bo`ym ow`tqo iktqkeqo tmly`boeqm% M {uo {uoymk a`~oy à m toju`eqo> fujky& otqonk kfoyqk& qkeqm em tmly`boeqm dmbm ek lof`d`akao8 bk`t qkyao& kfjub a`k& sym|m{uo k t` botbm ubk amy o |onk m {ukeqm k tuk dmetd`îed`k smao a`tqked`ky"to aofk% 11
Fobiyo"to& k owsoy`îed`k ao sym|mdky m tmly`boeqm à bu`qm t`je`l`dkq`|k& smy{uo qmam bueam {uoy sym|mdky k lof`d`akao& bkt e`ejuàb {uoy sym|mdky m tmly`boeqm% O m `eqoyottkeqo à {uo k aotjykêk {uo eäm aotonkbmt |ob smy t` botbk& o k lof`d`akao {uo symduykbmt euedk dgojk% Botbm {ukeam dgojk smy kdktm& l`dk lmyk ao smyqk% K{uo lof`d`akao {uo soa`bmt euedk {uoemttk m tmly`boeqm eäm soa`bmt& oeqyk ob dktkdgojk& smy t`oe{ukeqm botbm% [ukeam ubk sottmk qob lmyêk tul`d`oeqo skyk sym|mdky ubk amy& `ttm t`je`l`dk {uo ofk otqë qäm dgo`k ao jykêk {uo smao sym|mdky k amy% À qäm iob"k|oequykak {uo eäm à a`lâd`f skyk ofk dme|`aky m tmly`boeqm% Kjmyk smao soa`y km tmly`boeqm {uo |oegk o {uo l`{uo ‑ smy{uo k tuk dmetd`îed`k smao a`tqked`ky"to aofo% Bkt otqk à ubk owsoy`îed`k bu`qm symlueak% Oe{ukeqm eäm otq`|oybmt syoskykamt skyk yokf`~ky otto q`sm ao owsoy`îed`k& ao|obmt qoeqky toy dmetd`oeqo ao qmam tmly`boeqm {uo emt dgojk smy dmeqk syôsy`k% To emt qmyekybmt bk`t o bk`t dmetd`oeqot dkak |o~ {uo aoskykybmt dmb m tmly`boeqm& youe`yobmt k dkskd`akao tul`d`oeqo skyk emt bkeqoy dmetd`oeqot `edfut`|o {ukeam m bmboeqm ak bmyqo dgojky% K ekquyo~k emt soyb`q`yë soybkeodoy kdmyakamt em bmboeqm ak bmyqo qkbiàb% K ekquyo~k tkio {uo to m gmbob à dksk~ ao soybkeodoy dmetd`oeqo ek amy& qkbiàb smao bkeqoy"to dmetd`oeqo ek bmyqo% E`ejuàb à dksk~ ao bkeqoy"to dmetd`oeqo ek bmyqo tob syoskykêäm syà|`k& tob qoy |`|`am ubk owsoy`îed`k keqoy`my aotto q`sm% Lk~ kfjuet kemt bmyyou ub gmbob dgkbkam S%A% Mutsoethp% Oyk ub jykeao bkqobëq`dm yuttm% Ofo lm` k þe`dk sottmk {uo yokf`~mu eotqo tàdufm ubk kbsfk tày`o ao owsoy`boeqmt yofkd`mekamt dmb k Mt bmyqo% Qyît fgo botot keqot ao bmyyoy ofo l`dmu jyk|oboeqo amoeqo% bàa`dmt yodmboeakykb {uo jukyaktto yosmutm& bkt& ksotky a`ttm& ofo yokf`~mu ub otlmyêm qäm `edyâ|of {uo otqë kfàb ak `bkj`ekêäm% Ofo eäm amyb`k k em`qo& ofo |`knk|k& dkb`egk|k& dmyy`k& tobsyo otqk|k to bm|oeam% Mt bàa`dmt l`dkykb 1?
gmyymy`~kamt o a`ttoykb {uo ofo eodott`qk|k ao aotdketm kitmfuqm% Mutsoethp youe`u qmamt mt tout kb`jmt âeq`bmt& o fgot dmeqmu m {uo otqk|k kdmeqodoeam dmb ofo% Mt kb`jmt {uo dme|`|oykb dmb ofo ob tout qyît þfq`bmt botot ao |`ak& a`ttoykb bk`t qkyao {uo q`egkb |`tqm sofk sy`bo`yk |o~& a`keqo ao tout syôsy`mt mfgmt& ub gmbob {uo ofo kdo`qk|k k bmyqomt ob otqkam dmetd`oeqo% Soyjueqkykb"fgo smy {uo eäm toju`k dmetofgmt amt bàa`dmt% Mutsoethp yotsmeaou> )[uoym dmegodoy qmamt mt q`smt ao amy& skyk {uo k amy ak bmyqo eäm tonk qäm jykeao {uo bo ao`wo `edmetd`oeqo% [uoym skttky smy qmakt kt amyot keqot ak bmyqo& skyk ka{u`y`y ubk yot`tqîed`k {uo bo soyb`qk otqky dmbsfoqkboeqo dmetd`oeqo {ukeam k bmyqo dgojky )% Ao bmam {uo& auykeqo qyît botot& ofo yokf`~mu ub otlmyêm owobsfky smy skttky qmam q`sm ao amyot% Tout kb`jmt ao`wkykb otdy`qm {uo {ukeam mt bk`t tkuaë|o`t o lmyqot to dketk|kb& Mutsoethp toju`k ob kq`|`akao% Mt bàa`dmt `et`tq`kb {uo ofo eodott`qk|k ao yosmutm kitmfuqm& sm`t am dmeqyëy`m sma`k tmlyoy jykeaot akemt& bkt ofo eäm mu|`k% Ek em`qo ob {uo bmyyou& Mutsoethp eäm skyk|k ao dkb`egky sofk tuk dktk% [ukeam mt bàa`dmt m owkb`ekykb keued`kykb {uo tukt soyekt në eäm q`egkb k lmyêk eodottëy`k skyk keaky8 bkt ofo dmeq`eumu dkb`egkeam k em`qo `eqo`yk% Ofo a`~`k> )[uoym bmyyoy dkb`egkeam& sm`t to bmyym toeqkam smttm l`dky `edmetd`oeqo& mu to bmyym amyb`eam smttm l`dky `edmetd`oeqo)% Oe{ukeqm dkb`egk|k& a`~`k k tout kb`jmt> )ub smudm bk`t> tô bk`t ao~ skttmt& o quam otqkyë qoyb`ekam% Otqmu bo klueakeam& bkt |mu dmeq`euky dkb`egkeam kqà {uo ou qoegk akam bou þfq`bm skttm% [uoym dmeq`euky lk~oeam kfjm kqà m l`ekf8 am dmeqyëy`m& k bmyqo smaoyë oedmeqyky Ou smaoy`kak yofkwky o kamybodoy& o eämbo {uoym {uo `tqmaotsyoskykam% kdmeqoêk em bmboeqm bmyqo%) Mutsoethp bmyyou oe{ukeqm ak|k tou þfq`bm skttm% Bu`qm smudkt sottmkt em bueam bmyyoykb ktt`b& keakeam% Dk`u 1<
keakeam& mu tonk& tô dk`u {ukeam k bmyqo kdmeqodou% Oe{ukeqm ak|k tou þfq`bm skttm& ofo a`tto> )Otqo à bou þfq`bm skttm% Kjmyk otqmu k smeqm ao dk`y% Bkt keqot ao skyq`y {uoym fgot a`~oy {uo ou tmfqo` m bou dmysm lk~ bu`qm qobsm% Tô kjmyk |mdît smaoyäm |oy k f`ioyqkêäm ao bou dmysm& bkt lk~ bu`qm qobsm {uo ou emqo` {uo k b`egk f`jkêäm dmb Kjmyk m dmysmtôlm`m {uoiykak% M dmysm dk`eam o ou dmeq`eum ow`tq`eam% dmysm smaoyë dk`y> otqë ou eäm smaoyo` dk`y ao bkeo`yk eoegubk)% Em bmboeqm ao tuk bmyqo& tout kb`jmt |`ykb ubk otsàd`o ao fu~ ob tout mfgmt% _bk sk~ lo~"to |`tâ|of& ubk kfojy`k o ub otsfoeamy {uo iy`fgk {ukeam kfjuàb otqë ek tmfo`yk am muqym bueam% Bkt à syod`tm to syoskyky skyk `tqm& ubk syoskykêäm dmeqâeuk% [ukeam ubk sottmk to syoskyk sfoekboeqo& k bmyqo to dme|oyqo ob ubk owsoy`îed`k bkyk|`fgmtk% Eäm ow`tqo muqym loeñboem qäm |kf`mtm dmbm otqo& sm`t m {uo à yo|ofkam em bmboeqm ak bmyqo euedk smao toy dmegod`am ao eoegubk muqyk bkeo`yk% Oeqäm& k bmyqo skyodo ubk kb`jk& smy{uo tô smaobmt dmegodoy {uo tmbmt ub myjke`tbm |`|m {ukeam k bmyqo kdmeqodo& o eäm keqot a`ttm% Fobiyo"to& {ukeqm bk`t otduyk k em`qo& bk`t iy`fgkb kt otqyofkt% [ukeqm bk`t otduykt täm kt eu|oet& bk`t m yk`m to aotqkdk tmiyo ofkt dmbm ub l`m ao sykqk% Am botbm bmam& m doeqym ak |`ak to bke`lotqk dmb qmak tuk jfôy`k {ukeam k bmyqo emt ymao`k ob tuk sfoe`quao& o eäm keqot a`ttm% K bmyqo emt ymao`k dmbm k otduy`aäm& o aoeqym aofk& otqë m doeqym ak |`ak ‑ km {uo smaobmt dgkbkykqbk & k kfbk ‑ iy`fgkeam dmb qmam m tou otsfoeamy8 k otduy`aäm {uo m ymao`k to qmyek fub`emtk% Bkt {uo eotto bmboeqm l`dkbmt `edmetd`oeqot% Em bmboeqm ak bmyqo& smaoy`k toy m bmboeqm ao dmegodoybmt m emttm toy& l`dkbmt `edmetd`oeqot% Smy `ttm& qoyobmt {uo emt syoskyky skyk ofo|ky emttk dmetd`îed`k% K boa`qkêäm à ottk syoskykêäm% 1:
K boa`qkêäm à ubk owsoy`îed`k ek {ukf k sottmk kfdkeêk ubk bmyqo jykaukf o |mfueqëy`k% À ubk owsoy`îed`k ek {ukf k sottmk to qyketloyo skyk m tou `eqoy`my o kikeamek m dmysm% To ubk sottmk sykq`dky k boa`qkêäm auykeqo qmak k tuk |`ak& ofk kfdkeêkyë k boa`qkêäm qmqkf em bmboeqm ak bmyqo% [ukeam bmyqo kdmeqodo ob otqkam sfoemobaootqkam dmetd`îed`k& k kfbk ak sottmkk yokf`~k tou ektd`boeqm toju`eqo sfoem ao dmetd`îed`k% Smyqkeqm& m sy`bo`ym a`k ao tuk em|k |`ak eäm à ub a`k ao `jemyéed`k& bkt t`b ao dmegod`boeqm sfoem% @edfut`|o em |oeqyo ao tuk bäo otqkyë sfoekboeqo dmetd`oeqo% K{uofo {uo bmyyou ob otqkam ao dmetd`îed`k tô smao ektdoy bk`t ubk |o~& smy{uo k{uofo {uo dmegodou m {uo à m ektd`boeqm& m {uo à k bmyqo o m {uo à k |`ak& kq`ejo m o{u`fâiy`m o kfdkeêk k f`ioyqkêäm% K{uofo {uo ektdou ob otqkam ao dmetd`îed`k dgkbkbmt k|kqky& q`yqgkehkyk& Iuak& Notut& Hy`tgek% O m {uo mt a`tq`ejuo am yotqm ao eôt à k dmetd`îed`k% Ofot otqäm kdmyakamt o eôt otqkbmt kamybod`amt% Smy qoy ektd`am dmetd`oeqoboeqo& otqk to dme|oyqo ob tuk þfq`bk |`kjob tmiyo k qoyyk% Ofot qîb kfjm {uo eôt eäm qobmt8 kfjm {uo ofot symduykb `edketk|ofboeqo qyk~oy skyk eôt% K a`loyoeêk oeqyo mt kdmyakamt o eôt à t`bsfotboeqo otqk> tuk þfq`bk bmyqo o m ektd`boeqm toju`eqo kdmeqodoykb eub otqkam ao dmetd`îed`k ‑ smyqkeqm& ofot |`|ob qmak tuk |`ak ob otqkam ao dmetd`îed`k% M sm|m am Q`ioq sykq`dk ub so{uoem owsoy`boeqm dgkbkam )m Ikyam)% À ubk owsoy`îed`k bu`qm |kf`mtk {uo tô smao toy yokf`~kak em bmboeqm ak bmyqo% [ukeam kfjuàb otqë k smeqm ao bmyyoy& tout dmegod`amt to yoþeob km tou yoamy o fgo lk~ob sykq`dky m Ikyam% {uob sykq`dmu boa`qkêäm qmak tuk |`ak smao lk~oyB ktm tôIkyam8 am dmeqyëy`m& à auykeqo `bsmttâ|of% Em owsoy`boeqm am Ikyam& ktt`b {uo k sottmk bmyyo& mt kb`jmt fgo aäm `etqyuêÿot am owqoy`my& skyk {uo ofk to bkeqoegk sfoekboeqo kdmyakak% Ofot a`~ob skyk k sottmk dmeq`euky mitoy|keam m {uo 17
kdmeqodoyë k toju`y& sm`t bu`qkt |o~ot& k sottmk {uo otqë bmyyoeam eäm à dksk~ ao dmbsyooeaoy mt loeñboemt {uo kdmeqodob eotto otqkam% Eäm à lëd`f oeqoeaoy ao `boa`kqm mt loeñboemt em|mt% To ubk sottmk lmy dksk~ ao bkeqoy"to dmetd`oeqo aosm`t ak bmyqo& auykeqo ub doyqm qobsm ofk eäm soydoioyë {uo otqë bmyqk% Tô dgojkyë k tkioy {uo otqë obmyqk {ukeamk kt sottmkt fo|kyob tou dmysmdmb skykdoyqo~k k s`yk lueoyëy`k dmboêkyob dyobë"fm& smy{uo ekak yokfboeqo bmyyo smy aoeqym& ksoekt mdmyyo ub a`tqked`kboeqm ‑ Bkt to otqo a`tqked`kboeqm euedk lm` owsoy`boeqkam ob |`ak& k owsoy`îed`k à qäm em|k {uo eäm à smttâ|of dmbsyooeaî"fk kqyk|àt ao ubk aol`e`êäm dme|oed`mekf ‑ K sottmk toeqo& t`bsfotboeqo& {uo kfjm to toskymu% Bkt ofk bmyyou& o ofk tô dmbsyooeao `ttm {ukeam qmamt {uo k ymao`kb dmboêkb k dgmyky o k fkboeqky"to& `edf`ekb"to tmiyo tou dmysm skyk to aotsoa`yob o to syoskykb skyk fo|ë"fm skyk k dyobkêäm% Ow`tqo ub bmq`|m skyk m dmysm toy dyobkam qäm yës`am% Ofot dyobkb m dmysm m bk`t yës`am smttâ|of skyk kttojuyky k kfbk ao {uo m dmysm otqë bmyqm% Bkt k sottmk {uo bmyyou tô smao tkioy {uo otqë bmyqk to q`|oy bmyy`am ob otqkam dmetd`oeqo8 k sottmk {uo bmyyo ob otqkam `edmetd`oeqo eäm smao tkiî"fm% Ktt`b& skyk {uo k sottmk {uo sykq`dk m Ikyam |onk m tou dmysm to {uo`bky& mt kb`jmt fgo `ea`dk> )Mfgo iob dmbm tou dmysm {uo`bk% Eäm lunk eob to toskyo ksyottkakboeqo% [ukeam kt sottmkt fo|kyob m tou dmysm skyk dyobky& eäm ao`wo ao kdmbskegë"fmt o ao otqky syotoeqo% Dmeqobsfo dmb soylo`qk kqoeêäm k dyobkêäm ao tou dmysm& skyk {uo ak syôw`bk |o~ |mdî eäm to ksojuo km dmysm lât`dm)% _bk |o~ {uo k sottmk |î m tou dmysm toeam {uo`bkam o yoau~`am k d`e~kt& m tou ksojm smy ofo aotkskyodo% Ekquykfboeqo& muqykt sottmkt dyobkêäm am Emybkfboeqo& tou dmysm& bkt |mdî ko|oy qkbiàb& soyaoyë|oyäm qmam kksojm smy ofo% obtoem|oeqk em|o smy doeqm amt dktmt& k sottmk otqë `edmetd`oeqo em bmboeqm ak bmyqo& eäm qob eob botbm dmegod`boeqm aofk% Otto ub smy doeqm yotqkeqot& {uo l`dkb dmetd`oeqot& o|`qk |oy m tou dmysm toeam 10
{uo`bkam8 lmjo am fujky ak dyobkêäm% Smy `ttm& em Ikyam to a`~> )Mfgo& eäm soydk otqk msmyque`akao% Mitoy|o m tou dmysm toeam dyobkam8 dmeqobsfo"m ao ubk |o~ smy qmakt% Mfgo dmbm k{u`fm dmb m {uo |mdî otqo|o `aoeq`l`dkeam m touou to aotqyô` dmbsfoqkboeqo% Mfgo dmbm ofo to yoau~ dmbsfoqkboeqo k d`e~kt& skyk {uo ob tou syôw`bm ektd`boeqm to fobiyo {uob Ktt`b {uo ubk|mdî sottmk bmyyo&aoofk oeqyk|mdî eubà)%bueam em|m am {ukf eäm tkiobmt ekak% Otto bueam smao emt skyodoy qobâ|of o kttutqkamy smy{uo eäm à tobofgkeqo k eoegubk ao emttkt |`|îed`kt% Ek yokf`akao& eäm qob eoegubk yofkêäm dmb k |`ak ek Qoyyk% Oelyoeqky otqo bueam em|m à bk`t kttutqkamy am {uo toy`k otqky ob ub skât aotdmegod`am& meao eäm to dmegodo e`ejuàb& eob to oeqoeao k fâejuk o mt dmtqubot am sm|m% O|`aoeqoboeqo& k sottmk to toeq`yë bu`qm soyquyikak o dmelutk% M bueam ob {uo |`|obmt à ub bueam ao dmysmt lât`dmt% [ukeam ao`wkbmt otqo bueam& oeqykbmt em bueam `bkqoy`kf ‑ ub bueam {uo euedk owsoy`boeqkbmt% O otqo bueam smao toy kttutqkamy& smy{uo à a`loyoeqo ao {ukf{uoy ao emttkt |`|îed`kt% Ob emttm bueam& smy bk`t {uo otqonkbmt eub fujky aotdmegod`am& dmb sottmkt otqykegkt o a`loyoeqot bmamt ao |`ak& k`eak ow`tq`yë ub |âedufm oeqyo ofot o eôt ‑ à ub bueam ao toyot gubkemt% Oeqyky em bueam amt otsây`qmt `bkqoy`k`t smao toy ubk owsoy`îed`k `edy`|ofboeqo kttutqkamyk% Emybkfboeqo& skttkbmt sofm bueam `bkqoy`kf eub otqkam `edmetd`oeqo o smy `ttm eäm m dmegodobmt% Bkt k sottmk {uo skttk smy ofo ob otqkam dmetd`oeqo oelyoeqk jykeaot a`l`dufakaot% Smy `ttm& ek syëq`dk am Ikyam gë ubk qoeqkq`|k ao owsf`dky skyk k sottmk {uo q`sm ao bueam ofk oedmeqykyë& m {uo kdmeqodoyë kf` o dmb {uo q`sm ao toyot dmeqkqky% {uob sykq`dmu k boa`qkêäm symlueak smao ofk toy |k` ju`kam eotqk Tô owsoy`îed`k8 ao muqym bmam& à `bsmttâ|of% Mt kb`jmt {uo sykq`dkb boa`qkêäm smaob yokf`~ky k owsoy`îed`k am Ikyam% Bkt `tqm tô à smttâ|of skyk k{uofot {uo ?3
dmegodob o sykq`dkb k boa`qkêäm symlueak8 am dmeqyëy`m& k sottmk eäm toyë dksk~ ao mu|`y m {uo otqë toeam a`qm k ofk em bmboeqm ak bmyqo mu ao toju`y kt owsf`dkêÿot akakt sofmt tout kb`jmt% Skyk toju`y m {uo otqë toeam a`qm em bmboeqm ak bmyqo à eodottëy`m ubk boeqo bu`qm t`foed`mtk o |k~`k% [ukeam k dmetd`îed`k dmboêk k aot|keodoy"to o k aotkskyodoy& dmboêkb àk dksk~ aotkqkyaoqmamt |âedufmt qoyyotqyot& tô ubk boeqo{ukeam bu`qm t`foed`mtk mu|`ymt kt boetkjoet qyketb`q`akt ak{u` aotqo bueam% Fobiyo"to& `tqm tô smao toy lo`qm ob yofkêäm ã bmyqo8 ekak smao toy lo`qm ob yofkêäm km ektd`boeqm% Bkt quam m {uo l`~oybmt ob yofkêäm ã bmyqo& dmeto{öoeqoboeqo& qkbiàb kloqkyë m emttm ektd`boeqm% Ektdobmt em botbm otqkam ob {uo bmyyobmt% K sottmk {uo në aotsoyqmu owoydo f`|yoboeqo k tuk otdmfgk smy ub |oeqyo% @tqm t`je`l`dk {uo ofk eäm otdmfgo ekak ãt dojkt o `edmetd`oeqoboeqo% Otdmfgo tout sk`t& am botbm bmam {uo m gmbob y`dm otdmfgo k tuk dktk% M gmbob smiyo eäm smao otdmfgoy k tuk dktk& ofo eäm qob a`yo`qm ao otdmfgk% Eodott`qkbmt ao doyqk dkskd`akao skyk smaoy otdmfgoy% Eodott`qkbmt ao doyqk dkskd`akao skyk dmbsyky ubk dktk% M smiyo euedk otdmfgo tuk dktk% Ek |oyakao& à k dktk {uob otdmfgo km smiyo ‑ ubk dktk smiyo otdmfgo ub `e{u`f`em smiyo% M b`f`meëy`m aod`ao meao {uoy yot`a`y& dmbm qob {uo toy m nkya`b& meao kt smyqkt o kt nkeofkt ao|ob otqky t`qukakt& to k fu~ am tmf ao|o oeqyky sofm fotqo mu sofm motqo& dmbm ao|o otqky a`tsmtqk k |oeq`fkêäm& {ukf otskêm k dktk qoyë… ofo otdmfgo quam% K sottmk {uo në aotsoyqmu otdmfgo ub |oeqyo skyk t` botbm ‑ k otdmfgk à tuk% Sottmkt dmbm B kgk|`yk mu Iuak eäm ektdob ob {ukf{uoy ob {ukf{uoy bmboeqm% aosm`t dmet`aoykyfujky qmaktmu kt smtt`i`f`akaot> dmbm toyë Ektdob m tou dmysm& {uo ao sk`t m dmedoioyäm& dmbm toyë k tuk oeoyj`k& {uo q`sm ao lkd`f`akaot otqkyäm a`tsmeâ|o`t skyk t`% Ektdob aosm`t ao otquaky quam `tqm% ?;
Tkiob dfkykboeqo m {uo qîb {uo otdmfgoy& meao ao|ob `y% Smyqkeqm& aotao m a`k ob {uo ektdob |`|ob k |`ak {uo otdmfgoykb% K kfojy`k ao |`|oy ubk |`ak ao tuk syôsy`k otdmfgk à dmbsfoqkboeqo a`loyoeqo& smy{uo k f`ioyakao dmboêk sofk syôsy`k otdmfgk% Eäm ow`tqo ubk kfojy`k tobofgkeqo ek |`ak {uo emt à akak dmbm smy{uoobsuyykamt ofk to dme|oyqo ob toy|`aäm% tmbmt aotq`em& t`bsfotboeqo skyk k |`ak& o oeqäm m Eotqot {uo q`|oydktmt& ao kdmeqodoy& kdmeqodo ‑ k sottmk eäm `elfu` ob ekak% To |mdî qmyeky smttâ|of m tou aotsoyqky& oeqäm smaoyë aod`a`y& smaoyë lk~oy k tuk otdmfgk% To m ektd`boeqm kdmeqodoy smy emttk otdmfgk& oeqäm smaoyobmt |`|oy m yotqm ao emttkt |`akt smy emttk otdmfgk% Ktt`b& smaoyobmt |`|oy dmbm ub n ` | ke " b u hq k& k{uofo {uo bmyyo ob otqkam aotsoyqm o ektdo ob otqkam aotsoyqm& o oeqäm |`|oyë k tuk |`ak ob otqkam qmqkf ao f`ioyakao% Dmb lyo{öîed`k mu|`bmt k skfk|yk )n`|ke"buhqk)& obimyk smtt`|ofboeqo eäm tk`ikbmt m {uo k skfk|yk t`je`l`dk% )N`|ke" buhqk) t`je`l`dk> k{uofo {uo ektdo ob otqkam aotsoyqm ‑ ksoekt ottk sottmk smao toy ub n`|ke"buhqk% K sottmk {uo eäm ektdo aotsoyqm smao qykikfgky qmak k tuk |`ak skyk dmetoju`y k f`ioyakao& bkt tô dmetoju`yë kfdkeêky k f`ioyakao ob tuk syôw`bk |`ak ‑ eäm toyë f`|yo eotqk |`ak% Skyk toy n`|ke"buhqk eotqk |`ak& k sottmk ao|o qoy q`am k f`ioyakao ao otdmfgoy m tou syôsy`m ektd`boeqm% O `tqm tô à smttâ|of {ukeam k sottmk kfdkeêmu k dmetd`îed`k sfoek em bmboeqm ak bmyq o em l`ekf ao tuk |`ak keqoy`my% Bkt otqk eäm à k {uotqäm {uo emt syomdusk em bmboeqm% Em bmboeqm k |`ak otqë k{u`8 k bmyqo k`eak eäm dgojmu% Dmb doyqo~k dgojkyë ‑ ekak à bk`t doyqm am {uo k bmyqo% Smaobmt au|`aky ao muqykt dm`tkt& bkt eäm dkio aþ|`ak kfjubk ob yofkêäm ã dgojkak ak bmyqo% Kfjubkt sottmktdmegodoyë au|`akb kfjuàb ao Aout8 kfbk& bkt |mdî nkbk`t {uomuqykt au|`aoau|`akb ak bmyqo%akÀ `eo|`që|of8 qoyë {uo dgojky dmb qmak doyqo~k8 në otqë k dkb`egm% Smaobmt ksym|o`qky m qobsm {uo qobmt a`tsmeâ|of keqot ak bmyqo skyk aotsoyqkybmt% K boa`qkêäm à ubk qàde`dk {uo dmeau~ k otto ?9
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NKQ@"TBKYKE T@JE@L@DK M B ÀQMAM SKYK YODMYAK Y kt |`akt keqoy`myot% À ubk bkeo`yk ao yodmyaky emttkt ow`tqîed`kt skttkakt% À ubk lmybk ao boa`qkêäm% À ubk ksf`dkêäm dmedyoqk ak boa`qkêäm% Smy owobsfm& kfjuàb smaoy`k emt soyjueqky> )E m {uo to a`loyoed`k ub y`m ao ub dkekf=) Yotsmeaoyâkbmt {uo m dkekf à ubk ksf`dkêäm dmedyoqk y`m> aotoelyokam% iob sfkeonkam& dmeqymfkam t`tqobkq`~kam% M y`m àamdkôq`dm& Qkbiàb dgojkyë ok kfjubk skyqo& bkt tou aotq`em à `edoyqm% M aotq`em am dkekf otqë jkykeq`am% K boa`qkêäm à dmbm ub jykeao y`m8 doyqkboeqo dgojkyë km bky% K boa`qkêäm doyqkboeqo m fo|kyë k Aout% Bkt ow`tqob qkbiàb muqykt ksf`dkêÿot `eqoyboa`ëy`kt ak boa`qkêäm% Otqkt ksf`dkêÿot `eqoyboa`ëy`kt smaob emt fo|ky& dmbm so{uoemt klfuoeqot& kmt dkek`t ak boa`qkêäm% M nkq`"tbkyke à ub aotqot bàqmamt kuw`f`kyot ao boa`qkêäm% Qkbiàb smaobmt dkekf`~ky m smaoy ak boa`qkêäm skyk emttkt |`akt keqoy`myot8 boa`qkêäm t`je`l`dk t`bsfotboeqo lmdky k kqoeêäm% Ow`tqob ksf`dkêÿot ak boa`qkêäm ob {uo k sottmk doeqyk tuk kqoeêäm tmiyo ub aoqoyb`ekam minoqm& o ubk aotqkt ksf`dkêÿot à m nkq`"tbkyke ‑ doeqyky"to ekt fobiykeêkt kamybod`akt akt |`akt keqoy`myot% Fobiyob"to& kt fobiykeêkt eäm to kskjkb nkbk`t8 ubk fobiykeêk tobsyo l`dk ob otqkam fkqoeqo mu tk` ã fu~% Bkt k fobiykeêk ob otqkam fkqoeqo skyodo kskjkak% To ou soyjueqky m {uo |mdî lo~ ob ;³ ao nkeo`ym am kem ;0?3& eäm toyë dksk~ ao bo yotsmeaoy% @ttm eäm {uoy a`~oy {uo |mdî eäm qoegk lo`qm ekak eotto ?4
a`k% Bkt& ao yosoeqo& m sy`bo`ym a`k ao nkeo`ym ao ;0?3 skyodo ub |k~`m qmqkf% Eäm smao otqky |k~`m ‑ otqo|o dgo`m ao kq`|`akao% Bkt gmno skyodo ub |k~`m% Am botbm bmam& m a`k ao gmno qkbiàb to dme|oyqoyë ob ub |k~`m kbkegä% Aoeqym ao ao~ kemt eäm l`dkyë eoegub yktqym am a`k ao gmno% Oeqäm& {uo meäm sy`bo`ym a`k aoek{uofo nkeo`ym a`k ao ;0?3 ow`tq`am& eobeäm {uoà |mdî ow`tq`tto ‑ m eäm {uoqoegk otqë `bsfâd`qm à {uo& ubk |o~ {uo |mdî à `edksk~ ao to fobiyky ak{uofo a`k& dmbm smao kdyoa`qky {uo ofo ow`tq`u |oyakao`ykboeqo= Bkt ofo ow`tq`u& o ow`tqo ubk bkeo`yk ao tkiî"fm% K boa`qkêäm qkbiàb smao doeqyky"to eottk a`yoêäm% \mdî smaoyë aotdmiy`y dmb tuysyotk {uo ktt`b {uo k fu~ ak boa`qkêäm yodk`y tmiyo otto a`k& ofo skyodoyë bk`t |`|m am {uo euedk% @bkj`eob& smy owobsfm& {uo ubk sottmk otqë ob ub {ukyqm otduym bm|oeam ubk fkeqoyek ao ub fkam skyk muqym% [ukeam ofk a`y`jo k fu~ skyk k ot{uoyak& m fkam a`yo`qm l`dk otduym ‑ bkt ekak aotkskyodo em fkam a`yo`qm% [ukeam ofk a`y`jo k fu~ skyk k a`yo`qk& m fkam a`yo`qm qmyek"to em|kboeqo |`|m& bkt m fkam ot{uoyam l`dk mdufqm ek otduy`aäm% K boa`qkêäm qob ub lmdm& o to {u`toybmt dkekf`~ë"fk ob ubk a`yoêäm dmedyoqk ao|obmt uq`f`~ë"fk dmbm ubk fkeqoyek% Bkt to {uoyobmt a`y`j`y k boa`qkêäm skyk m a`|`em& oeqäm ao|obmt ksf`dky k boa`qkêäm dmbm ub kiknuy% Symduyob oeqoeaoy iob `tqm% M kiknuy eäm qob lmdm syôsy`m ‑ eäm otqë lmdkam ob eoegub fujky otsodâl`dm% M kiknuy `yyka`k ubk fu~ {uo to a`lueao km tou yoamy% Km kiknuy eäm qob `eqoyotto ao `fub`eky ubk þe`dk a`yoêäm& quam k{u`fm {uo otqë aoeqym am tou yk`m ao fu~ to `fub`ek% Bkt k fkeqoyek à ub lmdm a`yod`mekam% k fkeqoyek a`tsmbmt ao qmak k{uo fu~ odmb smaobmt a`y`j`"fkmt eubk Dmb aoqoyb`ekak a`yoêäm% À smttâ|of ub kiknuy minoqmt l`{uob |`tâ|o`t& bkt k |`täm à a`lutk8 skyk |î"fmt dfkykboeqo |mdî qoyë {uo dmedoeqyky qmak k fu~ ob ub tô smeqm8 dme|oyqoeam"k ob ub lmdm% Oeqäm m minoqm to qmyek dfkykboeqo |`tâ|of& bkt k |`täm ?1
amt muqymt minoqmt à soya`ak% Ek syëq`dk& to ubk sottmk {uoy |oy dfkykboeqo ub minoqm& ofk qoyë {uo lmdky tuk boa`qkêäm ob ubk tô a`yoêäm o ao`wky m yotqm em otduym% K sottmk {uo {uoy dmegodoy a`yoqkboeqo k |oyakao ak |`ak ao|o aotoe|mf|oy k tuk boa`qkêäm dmbm ub kiknuy ‑ otto toyë tou þe`dm symsôt`qm%aoO&|oybmt ek yokf`akao& þe`dm symsôt`qm à emt aky dmea`êäm k eôtm botbmt8 iktqk am {uokiknuy ofo `fub`eo iktqkeqo m tou ou& o ekak bk`t à syod`tm% Bkt to {uoyobmt aky ubk ksf`dkêäm otsod`kf km kiknuy& qkf dmbm yodmyaky kt emttkt |`akt skttkakt& oeqäm toyë syod`tm dkekf`~ky k boa`qkêäm eubk aoqoyb`ekak a`yoêäm% Kjmyk |mu dmbskyq`fgky dmb |mdît aukt mu qyît bkeo`ykt ao dkekf`~ky k boa`qkêäm eottk a`yoêäm% Eäm fgot oet`ekyo` qmakt kt syëq`dkt smy{uo sym|k|ofboeqo bu`qm smudm ao |mdît to `eqoyottob ob ksf`dë"fkt& o to kfjuàb to `eqoyottky smao lkfky sottmkfboeqo dmb`jm bk`t qkyao% Oeqäm d`qkyo` ksoekt aukt mu qyît syëq`dkt {uo& ek |oyakao& eäm fgot soyb`q`yäm owsoy`boeqky fobiykeêkt akt |`akt keqoy`myot& bkt fgot akyäm ubk doyqk emêäm% Eäm |mu owsmy quam smy{uo eäm à yodmboeaë|of skyk qmamt owsoy`boeqky otqkt syëq`dkt% Ob kfjuet dktmt& otqot owsoy`boeqmt smaob dmfmdë"fmt ob soy`jm% Ao`wo"bo dmeqky k |mdît ub `ed`aoeqo {uo kdmeqodou k{u`& skyk {uo |mdît oeqoeakb m {uo ou otqmu a`~oeam% _bk symlottmyk otqo|o sykq`dkeam k boa`qkêäm dmb`jm auykeqo qyît kemt% Ofk `et`tq`k bu`qm ob owsoy`boeqky m nkq`"tbkyke& {uoy`k dmegodoy tuk |`ak keqoy`my% Ou k knuao` k yokf`~ky k owsoy`îed`k8 em oeqkeqm& qkbiàb k ka|oyq` ao {uo toy`k bofgmy ofk eäm yokf`~ky m owsoy`boeqm oe{ukeqm eäm q`|otto aotoe|mf|`am sfoekboeqo tuk boa`qkêäm& am dmeqyëy`m sma`k toy Kt soy`jmtm% fobiykeêkt ao ubk þe`dk |`ak& smy t` tô& në täm a`lâdo`t ao tusmyqky% To kt fobiykeêkt ao qyît mu {ukqym |`akt keqoy`myot {uoiykb k lymeqo`yk o `e|kaob k sottmk& ofk smao oefmu{uodoy% À smy `ttm {uo k ekquyo~k sfkeonk kt dm`tkt skyk ot{uodoybmt m ??
skttkam% K ekquyo~k emt aou ubk bk`my dkskd`akao ao ot{uodoy am {uo k dkskd`akao ao yodmyaky& ao bmam {uo k boeqo eäm dkyyojuo ubk dkyjk bk`my am {uo smao tusmyqky% _bk dkyjk bk`my tô smao toy tusmyqkak to k dkskd`akao ak boeqo lmy kuboeqkak% O to m sotm aotqkt fobiykeêkt dk`y tmiyo eôt keqot ao qoybmt kuboeqkam otqk dkskd`akao& mt symifobkt% Bkt k symlottmyk `et`tq`u% Ofk eäm mu|`u mtoeqäm bouttuyjo dmetofgmt o lo~ k owsoy`îed`k% [ukeam m lfuwm akt fobiykeêkt ao tuk |`ak keqoy`my k `e|ka`u& ofk |o`m dmyyoeam skyk bo |oy& oyk smy |mfqk akt aukt ak bkayujkak% Ofk skyod`k bu`qm dmelutk8 otqk|k bu`qm kejutq`kak% A`tto"bo> )@tqm qob {uo skyky ao kfjub no`qm% Eäm {uoym |oy otto ktsodqm akt dm`tkt)% Bkt eäm à qäm lëd`f skyky k bkyà akt fobiykeêkt {ukeam ofk qyketimyak% À bu`qm a`lâd`f lodgky k smyqk {ukeam ofk lm` kyyobottkak km dgäm ‑ k smyqk eäm à t`bsfotboeqo kioyqk& ofk to ymbso% K{u`fm auymu uet {u`e~o a`kt& tô km l`b aotto qobsm k meak ao fobiykeêkt skymu% [ukf lm` m symifobk= K{uofk toegmyk otqk|k kdmtqubkak kl`ybky {uo oyk bu`qm s`oamtk& {uo oyk ubk bufgoy ao |`yquao `bsodë|of% [ukeam to oedmeqymu dmb k fobiykeêk ao tuk |`ak keqoy`my& ob {uo q`egk t`am ubk symtq`quqk& o kt doekt ao tuk symtq`qu`êäm dmboêkykb k |`y ã fu~& qmam m tou toy to otqyobodou% Qmak k bmykf`akao ak tuk |`ak syotoeqo lm` soyquyikak% Otqo q`sm ao yo|ofkêäm& eäm à dmbm to kt |`tÿot soyqoedottob ã muqyk sottmk ‑ k botbk bufgoy {uo kfojk|k toy dktqk& |`k k t` botbm dmbm ubk symtq`quqk% Dmtqubk kdmeqodoy ak sottmk {uo to symtq`qu`u eubk |`ak keqoy`my to qmyeky symlueakboeqo |`yqumtk ek |`ak toju`eqo8 à ubk yokêäm km tmly`boeqm ak |`ak keqoy`my% À k fobiykeêk ak amy o am tmly`boeqm ak |`ak keqoy`my {uo k qyketlmybk ob ubk bufgoy dktqk eotqk akt |`ak% sottmkt {uo lmykb sodkamyot ob Dmtqubk kdmeqodoy |`akt keqoy`myot to qmyekyob yof`j`mtkt eotqk |`ak% Smy `ttm& ow`tqo ubk yofkêäm iktqkeqo symlueak oeqyo mt sodkamyot o mt yof`j`mtmt% ?<
Ottk yokêäm mdmyyo smy{uo k{u`fm {uo owsoy`boeqkbmt em skttkam emt lo~ bkf o& smy `ttm& skttkbmt skyk m owqyobm msmtqm% M sîeaufm ao emttk boeqo euedk ao`wk ao to bm|oy skyk m fkam msmtqm% Ktt`b {uo m sîeaufm dgojk ã ot{uoyak mtd`fk ao em|m skyk k a`yo`qk% [ukeam |mdî |î m sîeaufm ao ub yofôj`m to bm|oeam skyk k ot{uoyak& ao ‑ {uotoofo otqë youe`eam oeoyj`k tul`d`oeqo skyk |mfqkyeäm skykau|`ao k a`yo`qk aotfmdkyë skyk k a`yo`qk qkeqm dmbm to aotfmdmu skyk k ot{uoyak% Am botbm bmam kdmeqodo ek |`ak ‑ k sottmk |`yqumtk to dme|oyqo ob sodkamyk& o m sodkamy to qmyek |`yqumtm% @tqm à bu`qm dmbub& otqo q`sm ao mtd`fkêäm mdmyyo ek |`ak ao qmamt% Smyqkeqm& eäm kdyoa`qo {uo to qykqk ao ubk yojyk joykf& {uo k{uofo {uo to qmyemu ub gmbob tkeqm eotqk |`ak qkbiàb ao|o qoy t`am ub tkeqm ob tuk |`ak keqoy`my% Eäm à eodottky`kboeqo ktt`b% M {uo to dubsyo eodottky`kboeqo à owkqkboeqo m dmeqyëy`m ‑ k sottmk otqë dkyyojkak ak amy am {uo kdmeqodou ek tuk |`ak keqoy`my o j`yk em toeq`am msmtqm ek |`ak syotoeqo% Mu|` dmeqky m toju`eqo> _b yof`j`mtm |`|`k ob lyoeqo ã dktk ao ubk symtq`quqk% Kbimt bmyyoykb em botbm a`k% Bkt k kfbk ak symtq`quqk q`egk {uo tui`y km dàu& o k am yof`j`mtm q`egk {uo aotdoy skyk m `eloyem% Mt ob`ttëy`mt {uo |`oykb skyk fo|ë"fmt otqk|kb bu`qm aotdmedoyqkamt% Ofot to soyjueqk|kb> )M {uo kdmeqodou= À ub oejkem= Smy {uo ao|obmt fo|ky m yof`j`mtm skyk m `eloyem= Ofo eäm oyk ub yof`j`mtm=) M bk`t tëi`m aofot a`tto> )Oyk ub yof`j`mtm& bkt `e|onk|k k symtq`quqk% Tobsyo soetk|k ekt lotqkt {uo ofk myjke`~k|k ob tuk dktk o emt syk~oyot {uo oykb aotlyuqkamt kf`% M tmb ak bþt`dk {uo dgojk|k kqà tuk dktk m kloqk|k symlueakboeqo% Eoegub {uo dmeqobsfktto k symtq`quqk to dmbm|`k qkeqm {ukeqmkab`ykamy ofo& {uo otduqk|k mt tmet {uo tkâkb ak dktk aofk& mt tmet amt dgmdkfgmt {uo ofk utk|k emt qmyem~ofmt skyk akeêky% Qmak k tuk kqoeêäm otqk|k ?:
dmedoeqykak ek{uofo fujky% Botbm {ukeam ofo otqk|k kamykeam k Aout& q`egk mt mu|`amt kqoeqmt kmt tmet {uo tkâkb ao dktk aofk)% )O k symtq`quqk= Oe{ukeqm ofk aol`egk|k em smêm ao tmly`boeqm& tobsyo to soyjueqk|k sofkt iob"k|oequykeêkt aotdmegod`akt ob {uo |`|`k m yof`j`mtm% [ukeam m |`k dkyyojkam ao lfmyot skyk m dufqm bkegä& soyjueqk|k> toyo` a`jek ao fo|ky lfmyotak skyk m dufqmofk am to qobsfm= Tmu qäm)[ukeam `bsuyk {uo eäm qoegm dmykjob to{uoy skyk oeqyky em qobsfm)% K lubkêk am `edoetm& m iy`fgm amt kiknuyot& mt tmet am dufqm& kyyoikqk|kb k symtq`quqk o k lk~`kb dk`y ob ubk otsàd`o ao boa`qkêäm& sofm {uo eäm oyk dksk~ m yof`j`mtm% K symtq`quqk tobsyo tmegk|k dmb k |`ak am yof`j`mtm& o m yof`j`mtm tobsyo aotonk|k mt syk~oyot ak symtq`quqk)% Tout `eqoyottot o tukt kq`quaot qäm a`loyoeqot& qmqkfboeqo msmtqmt oeqyo t`& q`egkb qymdkam dmbsfoqkboeqo% @tqm dmtqubk k kdmeqodoy8 o ow`tqob doyqkt fo`t {uo owsf`dkb ottot kdmeqod`boeqmt% Oeqäm& {ukeam k{uofk symlottmyk oedmeqymu k fobiykeêk ao tuk |`ak keqoy`my& to toeq`u bu`qm loy`ak% Ofk to toeq`u loy`ak smy{uo m tou kbmy syôsy`m lm` {uoiykam% M {uo ofk l`dmu tkioeam ao tuk |`ak keqoy`my k otqyobodou& o aosm`t ofk {uoy`k ot{uodoy quam% Ou në k q`egk syo|oe`am ao {uo eäm ao|oy`k yodmyaky tuk |`ak keqoy`my tob to syoskyky symlueakboeqo% Dmbm |mdît bo soyjueqkykb tmiyo m nkq`"tbkyke& fgot akyo` kfjubkt emêÿot iët`dkt skyk {uo smttkb dmbsyooeaoy m t`je`l`dkam aottk syëq`dk% Bkt eäm ao|ob owsoy`boeqë"fm% Mt {uo {uo`ykb yokfboeqo owsoy`boeqë"fm qoyäm {uo otquaë"fm toskykakboeqo% M symsôt`qm à t`bsfotboeqo dmegodoy |`ak keqoy`my8 skyk `ttm&amknkq`"tbkyke sottmk ao|o klktqky k boeqo am kluquym% Emybkfboeqo& emttk boeqo otqë my`oeqkak skyk m luquym o eäm skyk m skttkam% À smy `ttm {uo dmetufqkbmt dmetqkeqoboeqo mt ktqyôfmjmt& skyk tkioy tmiyo m {uo emt yotoy|k m emttm luquym% ?7
Otqkbmt tobsyo `eqoyottkamt ob aotdmiy`y m {uo |k` emt kdmeqodoy em luquym% K dmyyoeqo ao emttmt soetkboeqmt otqë dmedoeqykak em luquym& o to emttk boeqo otqë my`oeqkak skyk m luquym o eäm skyk m skttkam à sofm iob ak |`ak% Smy {uo to syomdusky dmb m skttkam= Ofo në to lm`8 otqë kdkikam oeqäm m {uo emt `eqoyottk à m {uo |`yë% Smyqkeqm& k sottmk {uo {uoy‑yodmyaky m skttkam qob {uo yoeued`ky dmbsfoqkboeqo qmam `eqoyotto sofm luquym% Sm`t ktt`b {uo m lmdm ak boeqo to doeqyk em luquym& ktt`b {uo k dmyyoeqo amt soetkboeqmt to a`y`jo skyk m luquym& në eäm à smttâ|of lk~î"fk |mfqky skyk m skttkam% Oeqäm& k sy`bo`yk dm`tk {uo syod`tk toy lo`qk à ymbsoy dmbsfoqkboeqo dmb m luquym auykeqo kfjuet botot& auykeqo ub soyâmam aoqoyb`ekam ao qobsm% K sottmk qob {uo aod`a`y eäm soetky em luquym auykeqo to`t botot% To ub soetkboeqm yofkd`mekam dmb m luquym to ksyotoeqky& ofk t`bsfotboeqo |k` tkuaë" fm o ao`wë"fm `y8 eäm to `aoeq`l`dkyë dmb eoegubk `aà`k am luquym eob to ao`wkyë fo|ky smy ofk% Smyqkeqm& k sy`bo`yk dm`tk à soetky auykeqo to`t botot {uo eäm gë luquym o lfu`y skyk m skttkam% O ktt`b {uo k sottmk tmfqk m luquym& k dmyyoeqo amt soetkboeqmt lfu` skyk m skttkam% Skyk dmboêky k sottmk qob {uo yoqymdoaoy emt kdmeqod`boeqmt aotqk |`ak8 eäm à smttâ|of yoqmyeky `boa`kqkboeqo k ubk |`ak keqoy`my% Ofk tô smaoyë oeqyky ob tuk |`ak keqoy`my aosm`t ao yokf`~ky ubk fmejk |`kjob ao |mfqk ‑ O ow`tqob qàde`dkt skyk yoqymdoaoy eotqk |`ak% Smy owobsfm& dmbm ou a`tto keqot& |mdî eäm to yodmyak am {uo lo~ em a`k ;³ ao nkeo`ym ao ;0?3% Ow`tqo ubk qàde`dk skyk aotdmiy`y% To |mdî oeqyky ek boa`qkêäm {uo ou `ea`{uo`& km l`b ao ao~ b`euqmt l`~oy bk`t symlueak& {ukeam dmysm otq`|oy '{ukeam yofkwkam&k kboa`qkêäm yots`ykêämtootq`|oy yofkwkak& k boeqo otq`|oym qyke{ö`fk& oeqäm ao`wo {uo k þe`dk dm`tk {uo soybkeoêk ek tuk boeqo tonk k soyjueqk> )M {uo kdmeqodou ob ;³ ao nkeo`ym ao ;0?3=) Ao`wo {uo qmak tuk boeqo to dmedoeqyo e`ttm% To ottk lmy k þe`dk ?0
emqk {uo odmk ob tuk boeqo& km l`b ao kfjuet a`kt& |mdî |oyë {uo ao yosoeqo ubk dmyq`ek to fo|keqk ‑ m a`k ;¾ ao nkeo`ym kskyodo& o |mdî dmboêk k |`|oy ao em|m qmamt o dkak ub amt lkqmt ak{uofo a`k& am kbkegodoy km kem`qodoy% O |mdî |oyë m ;¾ ao nkeo`ym dmb bu`qm bk`t aoqkfgot am {uo smao qoy |`tqm yokfboeqo ek{uofo botbm a`k& smy{uoAo smtt`|ofboeqo a`k |mdîaoeäm otqk|k qäm dmetd`oeqo% bmam {uo ktek{uofo owsoy`îed`kt yojyottäm ao|ob dmboêky sofmt kdmeqod`boeqmt ak |`ak kqukf% À bu`qm lëd`f lk~oy yojyottÿot kqà k `akao ao d`edm kemt8 bkt dgojky keqot aotqk `akao à bu`qm a`lâd`f% Ob joykf& eäm qobmt k dkskd`akao ao yodmyaky m {uo emt kdmeqodou keqot amt d`edm kemt ao `akao8 otto à m f`b`qo bëw`bm {uo smaobmt kfdkeêky ekquykfboeqo% Kfjubkt sottmkt smaob yodmyaky kqà tou qoydo`ym kem ao |`ak% Bkt kfàb aottk `akao to qmyek owqyobkboeqo a`lâd`f ‑ ow`tqo ubk ikyyo`yk {uo ifm{uo`k k oeqykak aottk lkto ak |`ak% K sottmk {uo ka{u`yo k dkskd`akao ao o|mdky ottkt fobiykeêkt toyë dksk~ ao aotsoyqky sfoekboeqo k fobiykeêk ao {ukf{uoy a`k k skyq`y ao tout d`edm kemt ao `akao% K fobiykeêk dmboêk k toy dmbsfoqkboeqo yo|`|`ak% Ob toju`ak& k sottmk ao|oyë to dmfmdky ã sym|k% Smy owobsfm& kemqo eub sksof mt kdmeqod`boeqmt ao gmno o jukyao eub fujky meao eäm smttk |oy% Kfjuet botot bk`t qkyao& yodmyao otqo a`k8 fo`k k emqk o dmbskyo kt tukt fobiykeêkt dmb ofk% \mdî aotdmiy`yë dmb kttmbiym {uo lm` dksk~ ao to fobiyky ao bk`t dm`tkt am {uo q`egk kemqkam em sksof% Mt kdmeqod`boeqmt |mfqkyäm skyk tuk bobôy`k dmb qmak tojuykeêk% Iuak dgkbmu `tqm ao kfkpk"|`jpke % Ow`tqo ub yodkeqm ob emttk boeqo {uo Iuak dgkbmu ao kfkpk"|`jpke% )Kfkpk"|`jpke) t`je`l`dk m kybk~àb ak dmetd`îed`k% Ktt`b dmbm eôt jukyakbmt qmamt emttmt soyqoedot meao keq`jmt ao dktk& ow`tqo ub kybk~àb ak dmetd`îed`k qmaktemktsmyäm fobiykeêkt täm jukyakakt% Quam à jukyakam eofo& |`ak ksôt |`ak% Euedk to yoq`yk ekak akf`& smy{uo m gmbob euedk tkio {ukeam smao eodott`qky aottkt fobiykeêkt% M dmysm lât`dm à qymdkam& bkt otto kybk~àb dmeq`euk <3
ow`tq`eam em duytm ak emttk ow`tqîed`k& dmeq`euk skyk tobsyo dmemtdm% Euedk tkiobmt {ukeam smaobmt syod`tky aofo% O tonk m {uo lmy {uo qoegkbmt lo`qm ob emttkt |`akt& m {uo qoegkbmt |`tqm& dmegod`am& |`|`am& quam `ttm otqë kybk~oekam kf`% K sottmk {uo dmetoju`u o|mdky kt fobiykeêkt kqà k `akao ao d`edm smao ak `y kfàb aottk toyë `akaok botbk% ‑ kjmykSkyk në eäm bu`qm a`lâd`f%kemt& K ekquyo~k owsoy`îed`k kfàbtoyë amt d`edm kemt gë muqyk smyqk {uo fgot dmeau~`yë kqà m smeqm am tou ektd`boeqm& kqà m bmboeqm ob {uo |mdî kskyodou tmiyo k Qoyyk% K skyq`y ao oeqäm emt aoskykyobmt dmb muqyk a`l`dufakao& smy{uo kt fobiykeêkt ao emttk otqka`k em |oeqyo bkqoyem euedk aotkskyodob% Smaobmt emt `eqymau~`y qkbiàb eotqkt fobiykeêkt& dgojkeam kqà m `etqkeqo ak emttk dmedosêäm& kqà m bmboeqm ob {uo mt joeot ak bäo o am sk` to ue`ykb o k tuk kfbk oeqymu% K sottmk tô smaoyë oeqyky ob tuk |`ak keqoy`my aosm`t ao skttky smy otqo smeqm8 eäm smao oeqyky a`yoqkboeqo% Ao|obmt yokf`~ky qmak otqk |`kjob ao |mfqk ‑ tô oeqäm à smttâ|of skttky qkbiàb skyk k |`ak keqoy`my% Aosm`t ao qoy oeqykam ek |`ak skttkak& k sy`bo`yk fobiykeêk {uo emt dgojkyë toyë k am þfq`bm kdmeqod`boeqm {uo |`|obmt ek{uofk |`ak% Fobiyo"to {uo `tqm sym|mdkyë doyqkt a`l`dufakaot o {uo ottkt fobiykeêkt eäm qoyäm bu`qm toeq`am% À dmbm to symnoqëttobmt ub l`fbo ao qyët skyk lyoeqo mu dmbm to fîttobmt ub f`|ym dmboêkeam sofk þfq`bk sëj`ek ‑ emt toeq`bmt soya`amt% Emttk sy`bo`yk oeqykak ob emttk |`ak keqoy`my& emt ao`wkyë dmelutmt& smy{uo k to{öîed`k amt lkqmt otqkyë ob myaob `e|oytk% [ukeam |mdî |mfqky ã tuk |`ak keqoy`my& ob sy`bo`ym fujky |mdî to oedmeqykyë dmb k bmyqo8 aosm`t& dmb k |ofg`do& dmb k nu|oequao& dmb k `eléed`k& o& smy þfq`bm& dmb m ektd`boeqm% Otqkyë ob myaobOeqäm& `e|oytk& o eottk myaob smaoyë toy a`lâd`f oeqoeaoy kt dm`tkt% {ukeam dgojky k sy`bo`yk fu~ bu`qm ao fobiykeêk |mdî to toeq`yë qyoboeakboeqo `e{u`oqm o kj`qkam& smy{uo à a`lâd`f oeqoeaoy mt kdmeqod`boeqmt8 à dmbm to |mdî q`|otto ktt`tq`eam ub l`fbo mu foeam ub f`|ym km `e|oytm% Smtt`|ofboeqo |mdî tô tonk dksk~ ao <;
aotoeqykegky ub lkqm aosm`t ao yomyaoeë"fm |ëy`kt |o~ot% Ao bmam {uo m bk`my otlmyêm {uo |mdî qoyë ao yokf`~ky km |mfqky skyk kt fobiykeêkt ao tuk |`ak keqoy`my à m ao |oy ob myaob `e|oytk mt lkqmt {uo emybkfboeqo qyketdmyyob ob myaob emybkf% Bkt& kl`ekf& {ukf à k myaob emybkf& o {ukf à m `e|oytm= À t`bsfotboeqo ubk {uotqäm ao dmbmtobokbmt oeqykbmt emubk bueam o ao dmbm tkâbmt Sy`bo`ym toboeqo& aosm`t à aofo% {uo k lfmy kskyodo% Bkt to mitoy|ëttobmt otqo loeñboem km `e|oytm& sy`bo`ym |`y`k k lfmy& toju`ak am imqäm& ak sfkeqk& akt lmfgkt o am iymqm& o k toboeqo toy`k k þfq`bk% Dmbm eäm qobmt ub dmegod`boeqm syà|`m aotqk myaob `e|oytk& syod`tkbmt ao kfjub qobsm skyk yomyaoeky dmoyoeqoboeqo kt fobiykeêkt o skyk aoqoyb`eky dfkykboeqo k ekquyo~k amt lkqmt% M bk`t tuysyooeaoeqo à {uo k bmyqo |ob ob sy`bo`ym fujky& toju`ak ak |ofg`do o ak amoeêk& o tô aosm`t |ob k nu|oequao ‑ kt dm`tkt kdmeqodoyäm ob myaob `e|oytk% To |mdî dktmu o a`|myd`mu& {ukeam m ikþ akt fobiykeêkt lmy kioyqm& |oyë sy`bo`ym m a`|ôyd`m& aosm`t m dktkboeqm% Toyë owqyobkboeqo a`lâd`f toju`y mt kdmeqod`boeqmt aotqk bkeo`yk yojyott`|k& smy{uo emybkfboeqo dmbsyooeaobmt kt dm`tkt ao ubk bkeo`yk ue`a`boet`mekf% Emttkt boeqot täm ue`a`boet`mek`t% À bu`qm a`lâd`f |oy kt dm`tkt ek myaob dmeqyëy`k ‑ eäm otqkbmt kdmtqubkamt k qkf owsoy`îed`k8 otqkbmt kdmtqubkamt k emt bm|oy ao bkeo`yk f`eoky% Em oeqkeqm& to l`~oybmt ub otlmyêm& smaoyobmt dmbsyooeaoy mt kdmeqod`boeqmt ao ubk |`ak skttkak toju`eam& to{öoed`kfboeqo& k myaob `e|oytk% Tob aþ|`ak& toyë ubk owsoy`îed`k `edyâ|of% Yoskttky kt fobiykeêkt toju`eam otqk myaob `e|oytk toyë ubk owsoy`îed`k tuysyooeaoeqo& smy{uo km |oy sy`bo`ym m a`|ôyd`m& oa`|ôyd`m aosm`toyk m dktkboeqm& dfkym {uo m a`|ôyd`m{uo oykto `eo|`që|of ‑ mm `eoyoeqo kml`dkyë q`sm ao yofkd`mekboeqm dmetqyu`u& a`|ôyd`m oyk m þe`dm yotufqkam smttâ|of am dktkboeqm {uo mdmyyou% Bkt em bmboeqm ak{uofo dktkboeqm ek |`ak keqoy`my eäm qâegkbmt k boemy `ao`k ao {uo ofo kdkiky`k ob a`|ôyd`m8 m a`|ôyd`m lm` <9
dmeto{öîed`k aotto dktkboeqm% To suaàttobmt |oy quam `tqm ob tuk `eqojy`akao& oeqäm m yofkd`mekboeqm ao gmno toy`k kfjm dmbsfoqkboeqo a`loyoeqo& smy{uo kjmyk smaoyâkbmt |oy dmb keqodoaîed`k mt bmq`|mt {uo m q`egk fo|kam km a`|ôyd`m8 kjmyk smaoyâkbmt |oy k `e`b`~kao {uo to otqkiofodou& keqot botbm ao `e`d`ky Kottk em|k kb`~kao% fobiykeêk ak |`ak keqoy`my symau~ u bk jykeao yo|` yk|mfq k ek |`ak kqukf ak sottmk& smy{uo aosm`t ao yo|î"fk& ofk në eäm toyë dksk~ ao |`|oy dmbm |`|ou ob tuk |`ak skttkak% Ob tuk |`ak keqoy`my& ofk q`egk k ms`e`äm 'o `edfut`|o kjmyk ottk ms`e`äm soyt`tqo ao {uo m tudottm o k lof`d`akao to dmetojuob k dutqk am kdþbufm ao jykeaot lmyquekt% Bkt& keqot botbm aofk |oy dmbm kdubufmu qmak k{uofk lmyquek& ofk |oyë ob tuk |`ak keqoy`my m tou otqkam ao `elof`d`akao% Ktt`b& |oyë dfkykboeqo {uo m lkqm ao jkegky ubk lmyquek& km `e|àt ao toy ubk lmeqo ao lof`d`akao& ek yokf`akao k dmeau~`u ã `elof`d`akao8 o |oyë {uo k kb`~kao k dmeau~`u ã `e`b`~kao8 {uo k{u`fm k {uo ofk qmbk|k smy kbmy to dme|oyqou ob ôa`m& o {uo k{u`fm {uo kdyoa`qk|k toy ubk ue`äm to dme|oyqou ob toskykêäm% Oeqäm |oyë sofk sy`bo`yk |o~ kt dm`tkt ob tuk soytsodq`|k dmyyoqk& ob tuk qyketdoeaîed`k dmbsfoqk% O otqkt dmeto{öîed`kt buakyäm k tuk |`ak& buakyë dmbsfoqkboeqo m bmam dmbm ofk |`|o kjmyk% Toyë ubk t`qukêäm dmbsfoqkboeqo a`loyoeqo% Mu|` dmeqky {uo ub gmbob lm` |`t`qky ub b mejo o fgo a`tto> )Ou kjykaodoy`k bu`qm to |mdî bo kdo`qktto dmbm a`tdâsufm)% M bmejo to eojmu% M gmbob oeqäm fgo soyjueqmu smy {uo ofo eäm {uoy`k qmbë"fm dmbm a`tdâsufm% M bmejo yotsmeaou> )Ob b`egk |`ak skttkak q`|o a`tdâsufmt {uo aosm`t to qyketlmybkykb bout `e`b`jmt% quam& t`je`l`dk o kjmyk to` {uo qoy a`tdâsufmt à jkegkyob `e`b`jmt& {uo lk~oy \` kb`jmt toboky kt toboeqot ak `e`b`~kao% Kjmyk eäm {uoym jkegky `e`b`jmt& smyqkeqm& eäm qoegm eoegub kb`jm% To` {uo iktqk otqky <4
tm~`egm% Emt ksymw`bky ao ubk sottmk& ao doyqm bmam& to o{u`|kfo k klktqë"fk ao eôt)% Iuak a`tto {uo m oedmeqym dmb k{u`fm {uo emt kjykak emt qyk~ kfojy`k& o {uo k aotsoa`ak ak{u`fm {uo eäm emt kjykak qkbiàb qyk~ kfojy`k8 {uo k toskykêäm am toy {uoy`am {uo eôt kbkbmt qyk~ amy8 o {uo m oedmeqym dmb m toy eäm {uoy`am qkbiàb emt qyk~ amy% Otqk à k lmybk dmbm Iuak kdyoa`qk|k o oyk ktt`b {uo ofo dmbsyooea`k% Em oeqkeqm& bk`t qkyao eôt qkbiàb dgojkbmt k dmbsyooeaoy {uo k{uofo k {uob dgkbkbmt ao toy {uoy`am smao dme|oyqoy"to em toy eäm {uoy`am& o {uo k{uofo k {uob dmet`aoyë|kbmt m toy eäm {uoy`am smao dme|oyqoy"to em toy {uoy`am% Ktt`b& dmb k o|mdkêäm akt fobiykeêkt skttkakt& kt t`qukêÿot ow`tqoeqot buakyäm yka`dkfboeqo8 sm`t ofkt toyäm |`tqkt ao ubk soytsodq`|k dmbsfoqkboeqo a`loyoeqo% O|mdky kt fobiykeêkt ao |`akt skttkakt à smttâ|of& obimyk eäm tonk eodottëy`m eob `eo|`që|of8 ãt |o~ot otqkt fobiykeêkt smaob kskyodoy `eotsoykakboeqo oe{ukeqm sykq`dkbmt k boa`qkêäm% To kt fobiykeêkt akt |`akt skttkakt to ksyotoeqkyob ao yosoeqo 'tob |mdî otqky sykq`dkeam eoegubk owsoy`îed`k8 t`bsfotboeqo& ob tuk boa`qkêäm emybkf& eäm to `eqoyotto bu`qm smy ofkt% F`b`qo"to k mfgë"fkt& k toy qotqobuegk aofkt8 sm`t& emybkfboeqo& k boeqo à `edksk~ ao tusmyqky ubk quyiufîed`k qäm jykeao% To k sottmk qoeqk kjöoeqë"fk& dmyyo m y`tdm ao oefmu{uodoy% _bk |o~ bo qymuwoykb ubk boe`ek {uo q`egk doydk ao me~o kemt ao `akao o {uo& `eotsoykakboeqo& q`egk yodmyakam ao qyît ao tukt |`akt keqoy`myot% Ofk eäm otqk|k lk~oeam eoegubk owsoy`îed`k ‑ bkt ãto|o~ot k ekquyo~k oejkemt% Otqo Ao lm` kfjub ub oyym ak ekquyo~k& eäm ubk iîeêäm dmboqo dmedoa`ak ã boe`ek% bmam& eotto dktm& k ekquyo~k dmboqou ub oejkem% À dmbm to kfjuàb ektdotto dmb qyît mfgmt mu {ukqym iykêmt ‑ à ub oyym ak ekquyo~k% [ukqym iykêmt toy`kb bu`qm bk`t lykdmt {uo am`t iykêmt8 {ukqym <1
iykêmt eäm smaoy`kb lued`meky qäm iob dmbm am`t% M dmysm dmb {ukqym iykêmt toy`k bk`t aài`f& eäm bk`t lmyqo% Ao bmam {uo k boe`ek yodmyak|k qyît ao tukt |`akt keqoy`myot& o otqo dktm lm` bu`qm otquakam% Ob tuk þfq`bk |`ak& k boe`ek q`egk |`|`am k uet doeqm o qy`eqk {u`fñboqymt ao meao ou |`|m o ek{uofk q`egk ofk bmyy`am tottoeqk kemtkjmyk ao `akao%kjmyk& Kt sottmkt dmb |`ak kt {uk`t |`|ou kmt ek{uofk mdkt`äm& |`|ob k{u` ek b`egk d`akao& o ofk mt yodmegodou k qmamt% Oeqyo ubk bufq`aäm ao b`fgkyot ao sottmkt lm` dksk~ ao yodmegodoy mt tout keq`jmt skyoeqot ‑ m tou `ybäm& k tukt l`fgkt& mt tout eoqmt& kt tukt emykt o joeymt% Lm` dksk~ ao yodmegodoy tout skyoeqot fmejâe{umt o ao dmeqky bu`qkt dm`tkt tmiyo ofot {uo ofot botbmt q`egkb ot{uod`am% Tou `ybäm bk`t |ofgm k`eak otqë |`|m% Ofo qob ubk so{uoek d`dkqy`~ ek dkioêk% Ou soyjueqo` ã boe`ek to ofk tki`k kfjm k yotso`qm ak{uofk d`dkqy`~% K boe`ek a`tto> )Eob botbm m bou `ybäm tkio% Soyjueqo k ofo dmbm o {ukeam ofo lo~ ottk d`dkqy`~)% M `ybäm eäm lm` dksk~ ao to yodmyaky {ukeam to bkdgudmu% A`tto {uo eäm q`egk k boemy `ao`k% K boe`ek a`tto> )Em a`k am tou dktkboeqm& bou `ybäm dk`u am dk|kfm am dmyqonm eusd`kf% Ofo q`egk ao~ kemt)% Mt ked`ÿot am sm|m dmel`ybkykb m yofkqm& sm`t yodmyak|kb {uo m `ybäm dk`u botbm am dk|kfm% O m syôsy`m gmbob eäm to fobiyk|k ak{uofo kdmeqod`boeqm% K boe`ek qkbiàb bmtqymu ub qotmuym {uo ofk q`egk oeqoyykam ek dktk ob {uo |`|ou ob tuk |`ak keqoy`my% Ek |`ak keqoy`my ofk q`egk bmyy`am kmt tottoeqk kemt ao `akao& o ek |`ak keqoy`my ã{uofk q`egk ektd`am ob ubk kfao`k ak yoj`äm ao Kttkb% Ek{uofk |`ak ofk q`egk bmyy`am kmt toqo kemt% Eäm tki`k embo ak qkf kfao`k k tuk fmdkf`~kêäm& bkt fâejuk mKttkboto dmbmeob smaoy`k lkfky ubk boe`ek aoofk toqolkfk|k kemt%k Qkbiàb tki`k akeêky o dkeqky dmbm ubk boe`ek ao toqo kemt% L`~oykb bu`qkt sot{u`tkt& bkt eäm lm` smttâ|of fmdkf`~ky {uob lm` k tuk lkbâf`k ek{uofk |`ak%
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|mdî sykq`{uo k boa`qkêäm symlueak skyk {uo k tuk boeqo smttk to qmyeky qäm t`foed`mtk o qäm lmyqo {uo& {ukeam k bkyà akt fobiykeêkt m `eueaky& |mdî smttk kdo`që"fk dmbm t`bsfot qotqobuegk% [ukeam ubk sottmk à dksk~ ao syotoed`ky kt dm`tkt dmbm ubk t`bsfot qotqobuegk& tukt |`akt keqoy`myot to skyodob ksoekt dmb ub tmegm% Oeqäm kt fobiykeêkt eäm m kqmyboeqkb& eäm t`je`l`dkb bk`t am {uo ub tmegm% [ukeam k sottmk dmetojuo o|mdky yodmyakêÿot ao |`akt keqoy`myot o kt |îob dmbm ub tmegm& `boa`kqkboeqo dmboêkyë k |oy k tuk |`ak kqukf qkbiàb dmbm ub tmegm% K{uofot {uo dgkbkb k otqo bueam ao bkpk eäm m lk~ob tô skyk aoloeaoy ubk amuqy`ek l`fmtôl`dk% M lk~ob iktokamt ek owsoy`îed`k am nkq`"tbkyke& k fobiykeêk akt |`akt keqoy`myot% Skyk k{uofo {uo |`|o k owsoy`îed`k ao yodmyaky tukt |`akt keqoy`myot& quam to dme|oyqo ao yosoeqo ob ub tmegm& ob ubk `futäm% Meao otqäm tout kb`jmt akt |`akt keqoy`myot= Meao otqäm tout skyoeqot& tuk bufgoy o tout l`fgmt& kt dktkt ob {uo |`|ou= Meao otqë k{uofo bueam= Meao otqë quam m {uo fgo skyod`k qäm yokf= Meao otqäm k{uofkt syomduskêÿot {uo fgo q`yk|kb m tmem= Meao otqäm k{uofkt amyot o tmly`boeqmt {uo fgo skyod`kb qäm `etusoyë|o`t& {uo |mdî dkyyojk|k dmbm ub sotm= O m {uo kdmeqodou dmb lof`d`akao {uo aotonk|k= M {uo yotqmu ao quam k{u`fm sofm {uo qykikfgmu o sofm {uo to otlmyêmu= To |mdî lmy dksk~ ao yodmyaky tuk |`ak keqoy`my& o to ek{uofk msmyque`akao |mdî |`|ou toqoeqk kemt& m {uo |mdî |`u eottot toqoeqk kemt fgot skyodoyë ub tmegm& mu ubk yokf`akao= Ek |oyakao& to skyodoy`k dmb ub tmegm {uo |o`m o to buydgmu% Mu|` dmeqky m toju`eqo> _bk |o~ m l`fgm ao ub yo` nk~`k ob tou fo`qm ao bmyqo% Lk~`k m`qm a`kt {uo ofo otqk|k ob dmbk> eäm sma`kb tkf|ë"fm& bkt k bmyqo qkbsmudm sma`k fo|ë"fm smy{uo m yo` yo~k|k soa`eam smy tuk |`ak% Smy ub fkam m yo` soa`k km l`fgm {uo |`|otto& smy muqym& m ka|oyq`k <:
ak luq`f`akao ak |`ak8 sm`t q`egk dmetd`îed`k ao {uo k |`ak à dgo`k ao amy o ao tmly`boeqm% M yo` skttmu m`qm em`qot tob amyb`y& bkt ek emek em`qo& smy |mfqk akt {ukqym ak bkayujkak& m tmem m |oedou o ofo dmboêmu k tmegky% Joykfboeqo tmegkbmt dmb kt dm`tkt {uo eäm dmetoju`bmt ek |`ak8 smy `ttm& m yo`& nueqml`fgmt k toulmyqot þe`dmo l`fgm& {uo otqk|k bmyyoeam& tmegmu {uotoeqkam q`egk am~o lmybmtmt% \`u"to dmbm `bsoykamy ao ub jykeao yo`em& dmbm yo` ao qmak k Qoyyk& amem ao skfëd`mt jykeaot o iofmt% O to |`u oemyboboeqo lof`~% O& oe{ukeqm tmegk|k quam `ttm… M qobsm qyketdmyyo bk`t aosyottk emt tmegmt8 m qobsm amt tmegmt à dmbsfoqkboeqo a`loyoeqo am qobsm ao emttk |`ak a`ëy`k% E ub tmegm smaobmt |` |oy ub `eqoy|kfm ao q obsm ao bu`qmt kemt ob smudmt `etqkeqot& o {ukeam kdmyakbmt skyodo a`lâd`f oeqoeaoy dmbm suaobmt |`|oy qkeqmt kemt eub tmegm {uo tô auymu kfjuet `etqkeqot% Ek yokf`akao& m qobsm qyketdmyyo bu`qm aosyottk emt tmegmt8 smaobmt |`|oy bu`qmt kemt ob ub `etqkeqo% Oeqäm& oe{ukeqm m yo` tmegk|k dmb tout am~o l`fgmt o dmb kt tukt f`eakt otsmtkt& dmb tout skfëd`mt o dmb tou jykeao yo`em& m syâed`so amoeqo& {uo q`egk am~o kemt& bmyyou% K yk`egk aou ub jy`qm& o m tmegm am y o` lm` `eqoyymbs`am iyutdkboeqo% M yo` aotsoyqmu kttutqkam% K yk`egk& oeqy`tqod`ak& soyjueqmu" fgo> ‑ Smy {uo |mdî skyodo qäm kttutqkam= Smy {uo eäm qob fëjy`bkt emt mfgmt= Smy {uo eäm a`~ ekak= M yo` yotsmeaou> ‑ Eäm& eäm otqmu kttutqkam> otqmu dmelutm% Otqmu oelyoeqkeam ub jykeao a`fobk% Bo soyjueqm k {uob ao|m dgmyky% Ao|m dgmyky l`fgmt {uo ou q`egk lk~ ub `etqkeqo& mu kto` otqo l`fgm {uosofmt kdkimam~o ao soyaoy= M {uo bo `edmbmak à {uo eäm {uob bmyyou% O m bk`t otqykegm à {uo& {ukeam ou otqk|k dmb k{uofot am~o l`fgmt& eäm tki`k ekak aotqo l`fgm% Ofo eäm otqk|k ob eoegub fujky& eäm gk|`k |otqâj`m aofo& eob ao |mdî% Kjmyk {uo tkâ <7
am tmegm& otqo skfëd`m otqë k{u`& |mdî otqë k{u`& bou l`fgm otqë k{u`8 bkt k{uofot skfëd`mt o k{uofot l`fgmt aotkskyodoykb% M {uo à |oyakao`ym= À |oyakao`ym `tqm& mu oyk |oyakao`ym k{u`fm= Eäm tmu dksk~ ao aoqoyb`eky% _bk |o~ {uo |mdî yodmyaky ao tukt |`akt keqoy`myot& toyë a`lâd`f aoqoyb`eky to m {uo |mdî |î eotqk |`ak à |oyakao`ym mu eäm% \mdî soydoioyë {uo në |`u ottkt botbkt dm`tkt bu`qkt |o~ot o ao {uo eoegubk aofkt auymu skyk tobsyo ‑ quam to soyaou% Oeqäm to soyjueqkyë> )m {uo |onm kjmyk à qäm |oyakao`ym {ukeqm m {uo |` keqot=) Smy{uo qkbiàb `tqm skttkyë o aotkskyodoyë& dmbm qmamt mt tmegmt keqoy`myot% [ukeam |obmt ub l`fbo& skyodo"emt |oyakao% [ukeam m l`fbo qoyb`ek& aobmykbmt kfjuet bmboeqmt skyk |mfqky k emttk yokf`akao& k yodmegodoy {uo m {uo |`bmt em d`eobk lm` ksoekt ubk `futäm% Ek |oyakao& bu`qkt sottmkt {uo täm `edksk~ot ao bke`lotqky tout toeq`boeqmt dgojkb k dgmyky {ukeam |îob ub l`fbo% Toeqob" to bu`qm kf`|`kakt& smy{uo am dmeqyëy`m qoy`kb {uo symduyky kfjub muqym syoqowqm skyk f`ioyky tout toeq`boeqmt% Soyb`qob"to dgmyky mu y`y em d`eobk% [ukeam qoyb`ekbmt ao |oy ub l`fbo& k sy`bo`yk dm`tk {uo emt mdmyyo à m {ukeqm emt `aoeq`l`dkbmt dmb m {uo kdmeqodou ek qofk% To |`ybmt m botbm l`fbo qmam a`k& k `futäm to aot|keodo jykaukfboeqo% Oeqäm& qkbiàb emt ot{uodobmt am {uo to skttmu em þfq`bm l`fbo% O {ukeam |kbmt |oy ub em|m l`fbo& em|kboeqo dmboêkbmt k kdyoa`qky {uo emt `aoeq`l`dkbmt dmb ofo% To suaàttobmt yodusoyky kt fobiykeêkt ao emttkt |`akt keqoy`myot& emttk |`ak kqukf qkbiàb dmboêky`k k emt skyodoy ub tmegm% [ukeqkt |o~ot otqot |oeqmt lmykb tmsykamt+ [ukeqkt |o~ot otqkt eu|oet too bm|oykb o aosm`t aotkskyodoykb& ktt`b toyësofm dmbdàu+ otqktOfkt {uo kskyodoykb otqäm k{u` kjmyk ‑ në otqäm aotkskyodoeam+ To dgojkybmt k emqky `ttm& dmegodoyobmt k{u`fm {uo à dmegod`am dmbm bkpk % T`bufqkeokboeqo& qkbiàb aotdmiy`yobmt {uo qmakt kt kskyîed`kt täm `yyok`t ‑ ofkt eäm täm <0
`aîeq`dkt& bkt täm qyket`qôy`kt% _b tmegm |ob& à toju`am smy muqym& o aosm`t bk`t muqym% M mitoy|kamy tk` ao ub bmboeqm o skttk km toju`eqo% Mt bmboeqmt aotkskyodob ub ksôt m muqym& bkt m mitoy|kamy dmeq`euk toju`eam ob lyoeqo% Ktt`b& aukt owsoy`îed`kt mdmyyob t`bufqkeokboeqo> ob sy`bo`ym fujky&à{uo bueam minoq`|m à ubk bkpk ‑täm ksoekt m mitoy|kamy yokf8m ob tojueam fujky& {uo`futäm& kt kskyîed`kt lkftkt ‑ ksoekt m mitoy|kamy& ksoekt k qotqobuegk à |oyakao`yk% Kt kskyîed`kt buakb k dkak a`k& tobsyo buakb ‑ tô k qotqobuegk& m mitoy|kamy& à m botbm ao tobsyo o soybkeodo `buqë|of% O fobiyo"to& oe{ukeqm kt kskyîed`kt skyodoyob yok`t& tuk kqoeêäm eäm to dmedoeqykyë em otsodqkamy& ek qotqobuegk% Tô {ukeam kt kskyîed`kt to qmyekb `yyok`t à {uo emt dmetd`oeq`~kbmt ak qotqobuegk% Smy `ttm a`jm {uo yodmyaky kt |`akt skttkakt à þq`f& bkt tô aosm`t ao {uo qoegkb ksymlueakam ek boa`qkêäm% Ksymlueao ek boa`qkêäm skyk {uo |mdî kfdkedo k dkskd`akao ao |oy k |`ak dmbm ub tmegm% Qmyeky"to ub bkgkqbk& ub gmbob ao |`ak Tkeqk& qob qkeqm ao tmegm {ukeqm qmyeky"to ub fkayäm ‑ |mdî smao qoy imet tmegmt mu |mdî smao qoy bkut tmegmt% O m bk`t `eqoyottkeqo à {uo m tmegm ao toy ub fkayäm to a`ttmf|o yës`am& oe{ukeqm {uo m tmegm ao toy ub bkgkqbk aobmyk ub smudm bk`t skyk aotkskyodoy& smy{uo skyodo kjykaë|of% Ktt`b& m tmegm ao toy ub bkgkqbk à bk`t soy`jmtm am {uo m tmegm ao toy ub fkayäm% [uoyobmt symfmejky emttmt tmegmt kjykaë|o`t& oe{ukeqm {uo mt amfmymtmt to a`ttmf|ob smy t` tô% Smy `ttm dmtqubk kdmeqodoy ao m sodkamy dmetoju`y kfdkeêky k Aout oe{ukeqm {uo m yof`j`mtm eäm m dmetojuo% Qoegm a`qm kfjubkt dm`tkt tmiyo kt fobiykeêkt ao tukt |`akt keqoy`myot& bkt skyk sykq`dky boa`qkêäm% Dmbodo k oeqyky ob kdottë"fkt t` botbm k|mdî skyq`yqoyë ao {uo kjmyk ‑ tô koeqäm |mdî smaoyë otqky syoskykam skyk m skttm toju`eqo% Tob otqk syoskykêäm à a`lâd`f oeqyky ekt |`akt keqoy`myot% :3
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À SMTTÂ\OF [_O EM QYKETD_YTM AO T_K O\MF_ÊÄM ubk sottmk qoegk t`am ub ke`bkf ob kfjubk mdkt`äm& bkt eäm smao ektdoy ao em|m dmbm ke`bkf% Em symdottm ak o|mfuêäm eäm smaobmt yoqymdoaoy ‑ à `bsmttâ|of m yoqymdottm% À smttâ|of k|keêky ob yofkêäm ã lmybk am ektd`boeqm keqoy`my& bkt eäm à smttâ|of yoqymdoaoy ao ubk lmybk k|keêkak ao ektd`boeqm% Eotqo bueam eäm to |mfqk kqyët& eäm gë smtt`i`f`akao a`ttm% Tô gë am`t dkb`egmt> mu k|keêkbmt& mu l`dkbmt meao otqkbmt8 eäm smaobmt yoqymdoaoy% À dmbm {ukeam ub otquakeqo à ksym|kam em sy`bo`ym jyku o skttk skyk tojueam jyku8 bkt& to ofo tutsoeaoy& ofo soybkeodo em sy`bo`ym jyku% Am botbm bmam& to ofo `e`d`ky o aosm`t tutsoeaoy m tojueam jyku smaobmt ao`wë"fm kf`& bkt ao bkeo`yk eoegubk smaobmt dmfmdë"fm ao em|m em sy`bo`ym jyku% Eôt smaobmt l`dky ob ubk otsàd`o auykeqo bu`qm qobsm mu k|keêky ã otsàd`o toju`eqo& bkt eäm smaobmt yoqymdoaoy k ubk otsàd`o `eloy`my k {uo otqë|kbmt% :;
À smttâ|of& |oyakao`ykboeqo& {uo ubk sottmk qoegk t`am keqot ub ke`bkf mu ub sëttkym ‑ ofo ao|o qoy t`am% Bkt tkioy {ukeqm qobsm skttmu ek{uofk otsàd`o& à muqyk dm`tk% To ksymlueakybmt ob emttkt |`akt keqoy`myot& toyobmt dksk~ot ao o|mdky kt otsàd`ot sofkt {uk`t skttkbmt kqà kjmyk% Smaobmt qoy t`am ub ub Kfjubk sëttkym&|o~ ubqoyobmt so{uoem skyakf… otsàd`ot |o~ bk`tke`bkf& `eloy`myot% t`am toyot qäm `eoyqot dkak {uo toy`k a`lâd`f oedmeqyky ob eôt kfjub `eaâd`m ao dmetd`îed`k% Qkbiàb kt bmeqkegkt otqäm |`|kt& fmjm qîb dmetd`îed`k% Täm `eoyqot ob em|oeqk o em|o smy doeqm o tô qîb ub smy doeqm ao dmetd`îed`k% [ukeam k |`ak |k` o|mfu`eam& k dmetd`îed`k |k` dyotdoeam o m dmbsmeoeqo `eoyqo |k` a`b`eu`eam% K a`|`eakao à dob smy doeqm dmetd`îed`k% K a`loyoeêk oeqyo k a`|`eakao o k bkqày`k à ubk {uotqäm ao smydoeqkjob% K a`loyoeêk oeqyo k a`|`eakao o k bkqày`k à ubk {uotqäm ao {ukeq`akao o eäm ao {ukf`akao% Smy `ttm& k bkqày`k smao dgojky k to qyketlmybky ob Aout% Eäm à otqykegm eob a`lâd`f kdo`qky {uo ub toy gubkem qoegk t`am ub ke`bkf ob tuk |`ak keqoy`my% M {uo à |oyakao`ykboeqo tuysyooeaoeqo& à {uo ksotky ao toybmt gubkemt& emt dmbsmyqkbmt dmbm ke`bk`t+ Eäm qob ekak ao tuysyooeaoeqo {uo ob kfjubk |`ak keqoy`my qmamt qoegkbmt t`am ke`bk`t& bkt botbm toeam gubkem emttm eâ|of ao dmetd`îed`k smao toy qäm ik`wm {uo smaobmt skyodoy gubkemt tô em eâ|of lât`dm% To mitoy|kybmt emttkt qoeaîed`kt& obimyk në eäm tonkbmt ke`bk`t& qkbsmudm emt qyketlmybkbmt k`eak ob toyot gubkemt ‑ skyodo {uo l`dkbmt syotmt eub smeqm `eqoyboa`ëy`m% Ktt`b {uo kskyodo ubk msmyque`akao& eäm soyaobmt qobsm ao |mfqkybmt ao em|m skyk m eâ|of amt ke`bk`t%smy owobsfm& {uo |mdî otqë dkb`egkeam sofk yuk @bkj`eob& dmbm ub dk|kfgo`ym d`|`f`~kam o dgojk ubk sottmk {ukf{uoy o m kjy`ao dmb buyymt o `etufqmt% @boa`kqkboeqo& m dk|kfgo`ym {uo gë ob |mdî to yoq`yk o aë fujky km ke`bkf `eqoy`my {uo |mdî ao|o qoy :9
t`am ob kfjubk |`ak keqoy`my% To otdk|kyob ub smudm kik`wm ak tusoylâd`o& k iotqk {uo gë aoeqym ao |mdî kskyodo8 o |ob k fu~ dmb qkeqk |`mfîed`k {uo kfjuàb {uo otqonk mitoy|keam to soyjueqky`k to k{uofk sottmk lm` kfjubk |o~ ub toy gubkem% Emttm otqkam ao toy kqukf dmeqàb quam m {uo lmbmt keqot% Ow`tqob dkbkakt o bk`t To dkbkakt ao qmamt mt otqkamt {uo kqyk|ottkbmt em skttkam% otdk|kybmt ub smudm& smaoyobmt dgojky kmt otqykqmt `eqoy`myot ao emttm toy% Smaobmt dgojky& `edfut`|o& km otqkam ob {uo lmbmt ubk soayk ‑ otqo qkbiàb dmetq`qu` ub otqykqm `eqoy`my% Bu`qm aoeqym ao eôt k`eak tmbmt soaykt8 smy `ttm& {ukeam kfjuàb emt obsuyyk skyk ottk dkbkak& emt dmbsmyqkbmt dmbm soaykt& smaobmt kj`y dmbm soaykt% Qkbiàb smaobmt emt dmbsmyqky dmbm ke`bk`t ‑ ek |oyakao à m {uo lk~obmt% M {uo qobmt sofk lyoeqo täm ksoekt kt emttkt smqoed`kf`akaot% Smy `ttm& kfjubkt |o~ot& akbmt ub tkfqm o qmdkbmt otqkt smqoed`kf`akaot& bkt |mfqkbmt k ao`wë"fkt dk`y em dgäm% Smaobmt toy aoutot kfjub a`k& bkt em bmboeqm eäm m tmbmt% Qobmt k smqoed`kf`akao ao emt qmyeky a`|`emt& bkt m {uo tmbmt kjmyk otqë dmbsmtqm am {uo lmbmt em skttkam% Smyqkeqm& gë aukt dm`tkt> to otdk|kybmt aoeqym ao eôt& oedmeqykyobmt dmb emttmt a`|oytmt otqkamt skttkamt am toy8 o to lmybmt kyyktqkamt skyk lyoeqo ek dkao`k amt ektd`boeqmt& dmegodoyobmt mt otqkamt {uo qoyobmt sofk lyoeqo% Bkt& am botbm bmam {uo {ukeam akbmt ub tkfqm emt toskykbmt am dgäm smy ub tojueam o |mfqkbmt k dk`y ek qoyyk& kfjubkt |o~ot tkfqkbmt ao emttm otqkam ke`bkf o emt qmyekbmt toyot gubkemt& bkt aosm`t |mfqkbmt k dk`y ek{uofo botbm otqkam% To |mdî mitoy|ky dmb du`akam& |k` |oy {uo eub soyâmam ao |`eqo o {ukqym gmykt tô tmbmt |oyakao`ymt gubkemt ao |o~iob% ob {ukeam o ob aoqoyb`ekamt bmboeqmt% Otoyot tkiobmt a`tqm bu`qm \mdî në ao|o qoy mitoy|kam mt boea`jmt% Tobsyo tkob skyk soa`y sofk bkegä% Euedk |äm km dk`y ak qkyao& smy{uo à {ukto `bsmttâ|of {uo km dk`y ak qkyao kt sottmkt dmeq`euob toeam toyot :4
gubkemt% M boea`jm otsoyk {uo k sottmk tonk ub smudm bk`t gubkek sofk bkegä& smy{uo fo|keqmu aotdketkak aosm`t ao ub imb tmem& otqë |`jmymtk o kfojyo% Eäm otsoyk yodoioy eoegubk dky`akao km dk`y ak qkyao& smy{uo ofo tkio m {uo k sottmk qo|o ao oelyoeqky dmb m skttky am a`k ‑ m otdy`qôy`m& m boydkam& mt qubufqmt o kt bke`lotqkêÿot& mt nmyek`t `ttm k ao`wmu qyketqmyekak% Quam `ttm kq`|muo mt kt smfâq`dmt& dkbkaktquam ke`bk`t `eqoy`myot% Km dk`y ak qkyao& m gmbob otqë dketkam8 qyketlmybmu"to ob ubk iotqk% À smy `ttm {uo |mdî |î kt sottmkt ekt dktkt emquyekt bke`lotqkeam qoeaîed`kt iotq`k`t% K sottmk& dketkak ao toy gubkek smy ub a`k `eqo`ym& keto`k sofm ëfdmmf& sofm ikyufgm& sofm nmjm& sofk akeêk& sofm otsoqëdufm oyôq`dm ‑ ofk {uoy otqky oeqyo muqykt iotqkt% Kt dktkt emquyekt obsyotqkb tout toy|`êmt km ke`bkf {uo gë em `eqoy`my am gmbob% Otqk à k yk~äm sofk {ukf kt bkegät täm bk`t kao{ukakt skyk to sykq`dky k mykêäm8 smy `ttm& k qkyao à boemt symsâd`k skyk k mykêäm% Ob qmamt mt qobsfmt mt t`emt tmkb sofk bkegä8 o ao em`qo kt smyqkt akt imkqot& amt dktt`emt& amt ikyot to kiyob% Kt symtq`quqkt eäm dmetojuob kyyubky df`oeqot sofk bkegä ‑ tô ã em`qo tout df`oeqot kskyodob% Aosm`t ao ub auym a`k ao qykikfgm& m gmbob to qyketlmybk ob ke`bkf8 smy `ttm& m bueam a k em`qo à a`loyoeqo am bueam am a`k% K bot{u`qk dme|`ak tout l`à`t skyk k mykêäm sofk bkegä& m qobsfm lk~ tmky tout t`emt sofk bkegä% Ow`tqo ubk doyqk otsoykeêk ao {uo m gmbob& yodàb kdmyakam sofk bkegä& |mfqo"to skyk Aout8 gë boemt otsoykeêk ao {uo `tqm kdmeqoêk k ub gmbob {uo otqë dketkam& km kem`qodoy% Sofm botbm bmq`|m& ow`tqob jykeaot otsoykeêkt ao {uo kt dy`keêkt to |mfqob skyk Aout& bkt gë boemt otsoykeêk skyk kt sottmkt `akao ofkt ao|obmt otqäm em dyosþtdufm |`akt8 k |`ak fgot q`ymuao quam% Smy‑`ttm& obsyooeaoyaok tukt |`kjob ktt`b {uonë smttkbmt& qäm ao kbkegä {ukeqm smttkbmt% K em`qo dgojkyë dmb qmak doyqo~k ‑ bkt to emt symsutoybmt k obsyooeaoy k |`kjob :1
keqot {uo ofk dgojuo& à sym|ë|of {uo km dk`y ak qkyao emt oedmeqyobmt em qobsfm qkbiàb% Emttm kb`jm qob yk~äm ob soyjueqky to à smttâ|of {uo ubk sottmk qoegk t`am ub ke`bkf mu ubk k|o ob tuk |`ak keqoy`my% Bkt m {uo ao|obmt symduyky à eäm dmeq`euky toeam sëttkymt eob ke`bk`t eotqk |`ak% Keqot ao skttkybmt skyk k boa`qkêäm& |kbmt dmbsyooeaoy kfjubkt dm`tkt% Ob sy`bo`ym fujky& |mdî ao|o to ao`wky fo|ky dmbsfoqkboeqo% To |mdî l`dky yoqykâam& botbm {uo tonk ub smu{u`egm& dy`kyë ub mitqëdufm skyk k boa`qkêäm% Ao`wo to fo|ky dmbm to otq`|otto bmyqm& dmbm to |mdî q`|otto yokfboeqo bmyy`am% Qoyë {uo kdo`qky k bmyqo dmbm to ofk në q`|otto dgojkam& dmbm to qmam m yotqm në q`|otto bmyy`am o |mdî otq`|otto klueakeam dkak |o~ bk`t lueam em tou `eqoy`my% K jmyk tô tmiyo|`|oyë k{u`fm {uo tobsyo tmiyo|`|o ‑ Tmfqo quam k{u`fm {uo smttk bmyyoy% Smy `ttm qoegm a`qm {uo otqk à ubk owsoy`îed`k dmb k bmyqo% Otqk owsoy`îed`k qob qyît skyqot% K sy`bo`yk à m yofkwkboeqm am dmysm8 k tojueak à m yofkwkboeqm ak yots`ykêäm8 k qoydo`yk à m yofkwkboeqm am soetkboeqm% M dmysm& k yots`ykêäm o m soetkboeqm ‑ |mdî qoyë {uo tmfqky foeqkboeqo mt qyît% Smy lk|my& to toskyob uet amt muqymt% À smttâ|of {uo kfjuàb dk`k8 smy `ttm& bkeqoegkb ub smudm ao a`tqéed`k oeqyo |mdît% Symduyob eäm to toeqky bu`qm soyqm uet amt muqymt8 am dmeqyëy`m& l`dkyäm tobsyo syomduskamt ob eäm dk`y ob d`bk ao kfjuàb% [ukeam m dmysm l`dk tmfqm& smao dk`y skyk lyoeqo mu skyk qyët& euedk to tkio% \mdî tô smao l`dky tojuym ao {uo ofo eäm dk`yë oe{ukeqm m otq`|oy bkeqoeam tmi dmeqymfo% [ukeam ao`wkyob ao dmeqymfky dmysm& ofo {uob dk`yë tuno`qkyë kuqmbkq`dkboeqo% klymuwky m tou dmeqymfo `eqoy`my& m dmysm= M[ukeam emybkf à|mdî {uo ofo dk`k% O to |mdî eäm ao`wky ao to syomdusky ob o|`qky {uo ofo dk`k& l`dkyë meao otqë ‑ eäm toyë dksk~ ao oeqyky ob boa`qkêäm% Ktt`b& {ukeam tou dmysm otq`|oy k smeqm ao dk`y& dmet`aoyo dmbm ubk :?
iîeêäm% Ao`wob {uo ofo dmeq`euo% Eäm m dmeqymfo& sm`t to m dmeqymfky `bsoa`yë k t` botbm ao skttky skyk aoeqym% O eäm to ~kejuo to kfjuàb dk`y tmiyo |mdî ‑ ao`wo% To kfjuàb yodmtqky k dkioêk ob tukt soyekt auykeqo kfjub qobsm& ao`wo ‑ eäm to `edmbmao% Kjmyk& lodgo mt mfgmt% Lodgo"mt aof`dkakboeqo% Yofkwo m tou dmysm% Ao`wo"m dmbm toskyk eäm aoeqym% gmu|otto |`ak eofo% Yoq`yo qmakdmbsfoqkboeqo k oeoyj`k am toutmfqm& dmysm8 fo|o"k [ukeam k oeoyj`k tk`& m dmysm l`dk tmfqm% Kjmyk lkyo` tujotqÿot ao {uo m dmysm otqë l`dkeam tmfqm& ao {uo otqkbmt l`dkeam t`foed`mtmt… T`eqk dmbm m dmysm otqë l`dkeam tmfqm% Tmfqo% Oeqyo skyk aoeqym& dmbm ubk sottmk {uo oeqyk ob tuk dktk% Sktto skyk aoeqym& oeqyo% M dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… Tmfqo"m smy dmbsfoqm… ao`wo"m tob |`ak& dmbm to ofo otq`|otto bmyqm% M dmysm otqë yofkwkeam& m dmysm yofkwmu& m dmysm yofkwmu dmbsfoqkboeqo… Kjmyk {uo |mdî yofkwmu m tou dmysm smy dmbsfoqm& {uo tmfqmu m dmeqymfo km {ukf m q`egk tuiboq`am& to m dmysm dk`y& {uo ktt`b tonk8 to `edf`eky"to skyk lyoeqo& ao`wo {uo ofo to `edf`eo% Ao`wo {uo m {uo q`|oy {uo kdmeqodoy& kdmeqoêk ‑ yofkwo% Aî ubk mfgkak skyk |oy to |mdî eäm otqë dmeqymfkeam ekak% Kskyoêk aoeqym ao t` skyk qoy doyqo~k ao {uo eäm otqë dmeqymfkeam m tou dmysm% \mdî ao|o toy dksk~ ao a`~oy> )Eäm otqmu dmeqymfkeam ekak% Ao`wo` bo fo|ky smy dmbsfoqm)% M dmysm otqë yofkwkam& m dmysm otqë tmfqm% K yots`ykêäm otqë to kdkfbkeam& k yots`ykêäm otqë l`dkeam bk`t foeqk% T`eqk k yots`ykêäm l`dkeam bk`t foeqk… tmfqo smy dmbsfoqm% Ao`wo qkbiàb tuk yots`ykêäm& yoeued`o dmbsfoqkboeqo m dmeqymfo k {uo k qob tuiboq`am% K yots`ykêäm otqë l`dkeam bk`t foeqk& k yots`ykêäm otqë to kdkfbkeam… K yots`ykêäm to kdkfbmu& k yots`ykêäm l`dmu iob foeqk% K yots`ykêäm tosoetkboeqmt kdkfbmu… mtotqäm soetkboeqmt otqäm to kdkfbkeam% T`eqk% Mt l`dkeam obqkbiàb t`fîed`m… tmfqo% \mdî tmfqmu m dmysm& |mdî tmfqmu k yots`ykêäm8 kjmyk& tmfqo qkbiàb mt soetkboeqmt% To kskyqo aofot… skttob smy dmbsfoqm km `eqoy`my& to kskyqob qkbiàb amt soetkboeqmt% :<
Quam l`dmu ob t`fîed`m& dmbm to quam m {uo gë lmyk otq`|otto bmyqm% Quam otqë bmyqm… quam l`dmu ob t`fîed`m… aoeqym tô l`dmu k dmetd`îed`k… ub kiknuy kdotm ao dmetd`îed`k> m yotqm otqë bmyqm% Tmfqo dmbsfoqkboeqo… dmbm to tou dmysm otq`|otto bmyqm& dmbm to tou dmysm në eäm ow`tq`tto% Tuk yots`ykêäm otqë `bô|of& tout soetkboeqmt otqäm sktto `bô|o`t& dmbm to k bmyqo O sktto skyk aoeqym& dmbsfoqkboeqo skykq`|otto aoeqym%kdmeqod`am% Tmfqo… tmfqo quam% Tmfqo quam dmbsfoqkboeqo& eäm jukyao ekak% \mdî otqë bmyqm% T`eqk dmbm to quam otq`|otto bmyqm& {uo quam otqë bmyqm> aoeqym tô l`dk ub kiknuy kdotm8 qmam m yotqm otqë bmyqm% Qmam m yotqm otqë bmyqm& of`b`ekam% Soydk"to em |ëdum smy ao~ b`euqmt% Tonk qotqobuegk% Mitoy|o otqk bmyqo% Quam {uo m ymao`k aotkskyodou% M dmysm qkbiàb l`dmu skyk qyët& l`dmu bu`qm kqyët& bu`qm fmejo> quam m {uo lk~obmt à mitoy|ë"fm% T`jk mitoy|keam8 to bkeqoegk dmbm qotqobuegk% T`jk mfgkeam qmam m tou `eqoy`my auykeqo ottot ao~ b`euqmt% T`jk mfgkeam aoeqym… em owqoy`my& qmam m yotqm otqë bmyqm% Tmfqo… otqonk dmbsfoqkboeqo bmyqm% T`jk mitoy|keam& to bkeqoegk dmbm qotqobuegk% Tmfqo quam dmbm to otq`|otto bmyqm o dmbm to m dmysm& em owqoy`my& otq`|otto bmyqm% M dmysm otqë `bô|of8 mt soetkboeqmt otqäm `bô|o`t8 tô l`dmu m otsodqkamy8 tô yotqmu k qotqobuegk mitoy|keam m kiknuy ak dmetd`îed`k% Tmfqo… tmfqo… tmfqo smy dmbsfoqm% Kdmeqoêk m {uo kdmeqodoy& ao`wob {uo sktto% Tmfqo dmbsfoqkboeqo8 f`b`qo"to k mitoy|ky m `eqoy`my o tmfqo m yotqm% Yoeued`o smy dmbsfoqm m tou dmeqymfo% K boeqo l`dmu t`foed`mtk o |k~`k& k boeqo l`dmu dmbsfoqkboeqo |k~`k… k boeqo l`dmu |k~`k& k boeqo l`dmu dmbsfoqkboeqo |k~`k% To k`eak otq`|oy dmeqymfkeam ub smudm& tmfqo qkbiàb Tmfqo smy |k~`k… dmbsfoqm& aotkskyoêk& dmbm to në eäm ow`tq`tto otto bk`t%smudm% K boeqo l`dmu k boeqo l`dmu ob t`fîed`m o |k~`k… k boeqo l`dmu dmbsfoqkboeqo |k~`k% T`jk mfgkeam skyk aoeqym& t`jk mfgkeam skyk aoeqym dmb kqoeêäm> quam l`dmu ob t`fîed`m% M dmysm l`dmu skyk qyët& l`dmu bu`qm ::
kqyët8 k boeqo l`dmu bu`qm kqyët8 tô kyao ub kiknuy& ub kiknuy ao dmetd`îed`k8 tô k fu~ l`dmu kdotk… Kjmyk& yots`yo ao|kjky |ëy`kt |o~ot% Eäm ao`wo ao mitoy|ky tuk yots`ykêäm… K dkak yots`ykêäm& m t`fîed`m to lkyë bk`t symlueam% Yots`yo ao|kjky |ëy`kt |o~ot o t`jk mfgkeam skyk aoeqym8 to bkeqoegk qkbiàb dmbm qotqobuegk ak yots`ykêäm% boeqoo l`dkyë k`eak bk`t ob t`fîed`m… yots`yo ao|kjky |ëy`kt K |o~ot& aosm`t kiyk mt mfgmt tuk|oboeqo% To kfjuàb otq`|oy dketkam& yots`yo lueam sy`bo`ym o aosm`t fo|keqo iob ao|kjky% Eäm to ksyotto to eäm lmy dksk~ ao fo|keqky8 eäm to ksyotto to otq`|oy a`lâd`f kiy`y mt mfgmt… Yots`yo lueam sy`bo`ym& o aosm`t kiyk mt mfgmt ao|kjky… fo|keqo bu`qm foeqkboeqo% Eäm lkêk eoegub bm|`boeqm iyutdm> eob km to fo|keqky eob km kiy`y mt mfgmt… Emttk tottäm bkquq`ek ao boa`qkêäm qoyb`emu%
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smaoyë |î"fm ek{u`fm {uo otqonk fmejo ao |mdî% Sy`bo`ym |mdî ao|o yodmegodoy k Aout ob tou syôsy`m ou% Ob sy`bo`ym fujky |mdî qoyë {uo yodmegodoy m a`|`em ‑ otqk à k smyqk bk`t syôw`bk% À bu`qm `eqoyottkeqo {uo m `ea`|âaum {uo oeqyk ob tou ou oedmeqyk ao yosoeqo k oeqykak am qmam% K smyqk {uo m dmeau~ km syôsy`m ou tou à k smyqk {uo m dmeau~ km qmam%obKtt`b ubk sottmk oeqyk ob ou& aotdmiyo {uo oeqymu quam&{uo smy{uo& obimyk tonkbmt a`loyoeqot owqoyekboeqo& `eqoyekboeqo eäm m tmbmt% Owqoy`myboeqo qmakt kt lmfgkt täm a`loyoeqot oeqyo t`% Bkt to ubk sottmk lmy dksk~ ao soeoqyky eubk þe`dk lmfgk& ofk dgojkyë ã lmeqo ak ëy|myo& meao qmakt kt lmfgkt otqäm ob gkybme`k% \`tqk toskykakboeqo& dkak lmfgk à a`loyoeqo ‑ bkt aosm`t ao qoy dmegod`am ubk lmfgk ob tuk `eqoy`my`akao& oeqäm k sottmk dgojkyë ã lmeqo ao meao obkekb qmakt kt lmfgkt o ek {ukf to a`ttmf|ob qmakt kt lmfgkt% K{uofo {uo oeqyk ob tou ou& oeqyk t`bufqkeokboeqo ob quam% K a`loyoeêk oeqyo m |mdî o m ou tô to bkeqàb oe{ukeqm eäm qoegkbmt oeqykam ob emttm syôsy`m ou% Em a`k ob {uo oeqykybmt ob emttm ou& aotkskyodoyë mou o qkbiàb m |mdî% M {uo l`dkyë oeqäm à m qmam % Ek yokf`akao& m qmam eäm t`je`l`dk k tmbk am|mdî o am ou % M qmam à meao m|mdî o m ou to a`ttmf|ob& o m {uo l`dk aosm`t à mqmam % To m ou eäm to a`ttmf|ou k`eak& oeqäm smaobmt tmbky ou t o |mdît& bkt m qmqkf eäm toyë `jukf ã |oyakao% B otbm {uo tmbobmt qmakt kt lmfgkt& eäm kskyodoyë ubk ëy|myo& obimyk qoegkbmt tmbkam qmakt kt lmfgkt% K ëy|myo à kfjm bk`t am {uo k tmbk ao qmakt kt lmfgkt% [ukeam tmbkbmt ubk lmfgk ã muqyk& otqkbmt dmet`aoykeam k `eaosoeaîed`k ao dkak ubk% Bkt ubk ëy|myo eäm otqë dmbsmtqk ao lmfgkt `eaosoeaoeqot& kitmfuqkboeqo% Ktt`b {uo oeqykbmt em oeqykbmt ou& ofo ao`wk ao ow`tq`y% K sy`bo`ykao dm`tk {uo aotkskyodo {ukeam em `eqoy`my à k toetkêäm toy ubk oeq`akao `eaosoeaoeqo% O {ukeam aotkskyodo ottk )ouakao)& qkbiàb aotkskyodo k )|mdîakao) o k )muqymakao)% M {uo l`dk oeqäm à m qmam% 73
Eob to{uoy à dmyyoqm dgkbë"fm )m qmam)& smy{uo m qmam qob qkbiàb k dmemqkêäm am |ofgm )ou)% Smy `ttm& k{uofot {uo tkiob eäm {uoyob to{uoy dgkbë"fm )m qmam)% Ofot a`y`kb> )Ao {uo tmbk yotufqk otto qmam= M {uo à {uo otqkbmt tmbkeam=) Kfàb a`ttm& ofot kl`ybky`kb {uo tô l`dk m )ub)% Smtt`|ofboeqo got`qky`kb ob a`~oy kqà smy{uo{uo k kl`ybkêäm aë k `bsyottäm ao {uo gë am`t ‑ aë k`ttm& oeqoeaoy m ub eämam qobu btoeq`am tob k emêäm am am`t% M ub tô ow`tqo em dmeqowqm am am`t% Smyqkeqm& k{uofot {uo qîb ubk dmbsyooetäm bk`t symlueak eob botbm a`~ob {uo l`dk m ub8 a`~ob {uo l`dk m ka|k`qk & k eäm aukf`akao% @tqm à bu`qm `eqoyottkeqo% Otqkt sottmkt eäm a`~ob> )L`dk m ub)& bkt t`b a`~ob> )Eäm l`dkb am`t)% Ka|k`qk t`je`l`dk {uo eäm gë am`t% Smaoyâkbmt fgot soyjueqky> )smy {uo lkfkb dmb qkeqmt ymao`mt= A`jkb& t`bsfotboeqo& {uo tô gë ub+) M soy`jm ao a`~oy ub à {uo lk~ tuyj`y k `aà`k am am`t% O {ukeam a`~obmt {uo eäm gë am`t& aoau~"to {uo qkbsmudm gë qyît ‑ aë"to k oeqoeaoy {uo eäm gë ub& eob bu`qmt& eob qmamt% Ek yokf`akao& otqk a`loyoed`kêäm à ubk dmeto{öîed`k ak |`täm ksm`kak ek ow`tqîed`k am ou% Dmb m aotkskyod`boeqm am ou& l`dk m {uo à `eqo`ym& m `ea`|`tâ|of% Skyk yodmegodoybmt k Aout smaoyâkbmt lk~oy m {uo emttm kb`jm emt tujoy`u ‑ smaoyâkbmt |`tukf`~ky Aout ob quam% Bkt Yodmegodî"fm ob quam toy`k t`bsfotboeqo qoy lkeqkt`kt& o lkeqkt`ky eäm à m botbm {uo soydoioy k |oyakao% Gë bu`qm qobsm kqyët ou lu` ksyotoeqkam k ub yof`j`mtm% A`ttoykb"bo {uo k{uofo gmbob |`k aout ob qmakt kt dm`tkt& {uo gë qy`eqk kemt ofo |`k aout ob quam> ekt lfmyot& ekt soaykt& ob quam% Ou soyjueqo` km to gmbob ofo |`k aout ob quam ubkOfo {uotqäm ao syëq`dk8 sm`t lmtto to ktt`b& tukt |`tÿot oykbsmy lkftkt% eäm bo oeqoeaou% \mfqo` k fgo soyjueqky> ‑ \mdî qo|o kfjubk |o~ lkeqkt`kt mu aotonmt ao |oy aout ob quam= 7;
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ow`tqo Aout% Eäm& eäm à ekak a`ttm% M {uo kfjuàb dgojk k toeq`y à> )Meao otqë k soayk= Meao otqë k sfkeqk= Meao otqë m bmeqo=)… smy{uo& ob quam m {uo emt ymao`k& ob quam m {uo |obmt& k þe`dk dm`tk {uo ow`tqo à Aout% Smyqkeqm& |oy k Aout eäm aosoeao ao ub owoydâd`m {uo |mdî sykq`dk& aosoeao ao tuk owsoy`îed`k sottmkf% M bk`my soy`jm em qoyyoem am lkeqkt`ky tkagkek & |oyakaot ak syëq`dk {uo ots`y`qukf& à m soy`jm ak `bkj`ekêäm% Smaobmt ao muqym bmam& ao|`kb to qmyeky emttk syôsy`k owsoy`îed`k% Dmegodoy smy owsoy`îed`k sottmkf à a`loyoeqo ao qoy lkeqkt`kt% _bk sottmk {uo l`dmu dmb lmbo auykeqo ub a`k `eqo`ym& dmbo ob tmegmt o to toeqo bu`qm tkq`tlo`qk% Smtt`|ofboeqo ofk eäm oedmeqyo qkeqk kfojy`k ob dmboy {ukeam otqë kdmyakak {ukeqm oedmeqyk {ukeam otqë tmegkeam ‑ em tmegm ofk smao dmboy m sykqm {uo aotonk% Em oeqkeqm& ek bkegä toju`eqo m tou otqñbkjm dmeq`euk |k~`m& smy{uo k dmb`ak {uo ofk dmetub`u ob tou tmegm eäm k kf`boeqk% To ub gmbob aod`ao |`|oy tô dmb mt kf`boeqmt {uo ofo dmbo emt tmegmt& eäm qoegk aþ|`ak ao {uo ofo bmyyoyë% Smy bu`qm tkq`tlkqôy`k {uo tonk k dmb`ak {uo to dmbo em tmegm& ek yokf`akao ofk eäm à dmb`ak% Eäm smao qmyeky"to skyqo am tou tkejuo& eob ak tuk dkyeo& eob amt tout mttmt& eob ak tuk boaufk% _b tmegm tô smao dkutky oejkemt% Eäm täm ksoekt kt yolo`êÿot {uo smaob toy yokf`~kakt kqyk|àt amt tmegmt% Qkbiàb gë ub Aout lo`qm ao tmegmt% O& am botbm bmam& gë ub bmhtgk & ubk f`ioyqkêäm& lo`qk ao tmegmt% Gë ub t`fîed`m lo`qm ao tmegmt& o gë |oyakaot lo`qkt ao tmegmt% K bk`my dkskd`akao ak boeqo gubkek à tuk dkskd`akao skyk oejkeky k t` botbm% Smyàb& e`ejuàb smao kfdkeêky k kfojy`k o k f`ioyqkêäm dk`eam eub oejkem aotqo q`sm% Oeqäm& ou eäm soêm k |mdî {uo dmbodo k |oy aout ob quam% M {uo soêm dmbodo k mfgky aoeqym aotoyë t` botbm o k |oy‑m {uo gë kf`&àk{uo sy`bo`yk sottmk {uoskyk aotkskyodoyë |mdî botbm |mdî ao`wkyë ao ow`tq`y ob tou `eqoy`my% Aotdmiy`yë sofk sy`bo`yk |o~ {uo m tou ou oyk ubk `futäm o {uo aotkskyodou& {uo to aot|keodou% Ktt`b {uo |mdî mfgky m tou `eqoy`my& k sy`bo`yk dm`tk {uo aotkskyodo 74
à m ou& m ojm% Ek yokf`akao& k toetkêäm ao {uo )ou tmu) tô soyt`tqo kqà {uo mfgobmt aoeqym ao eôt botbmt% O to eäm mfgkbmt aoeqym à smy boam ao {uo& to m l`~oybmt& smaoyobmt emt soyaoy% \mdî në ao|o qoy |`tqm ubk sottmk j`ykeam ubk qmdgk ao lmjm ek bäm kqà {uo ofk lmybo ub dâydufm ao lmjm% Ek yokf`akao eäm ow`tqo eoegubsymau~ dâydufm8k mkskyîed`k {uo kdmeqodo à {uo {ukeam qmdgkmfgky à j`ykak yks`akboeqo ao ub dâydufm% Tok |mdî ao soyqm& aotdmiy`yë {uo to qykqk ao ubk qmdgk {uo to bm|o yks`akboeqo& {uo m dâydufm ao lmjm à lkftm% Am botbm bmam& to mfgkybmt dmb du`akam m emttm `eqoy`my& aotdmiy`yobmt {uo m ou à kitmfuqkboeqo lkftm% Ktt`b dmbm k qmdgk {uo to bm|o yks`akboeqo symau~ k `futäm am lmjm& m yës`am bm|`boeqm ak dmetd`îed`k symau~ k `futäm am ou% Otqk à ubk |oyakao d`oeqâl`dk o syod`tk toy dmbsyooea`ak% Qmakt kt `futÿot ak |`ak täm sym|mdkakt smy dm`tkt {uo j`ykb ob jykeao |ofmd`akao% K skyoao skyodo bu`qm tôf`ak& k soayk {uo |mdî s`tk skyodo dfkykboeqo tôf`ak& bkt& tojueam mt d`oeq`tqkt& kt soaykt eäm täm tôf`akt% Kjmyk à ub lkqm iob dmegod`am {uo {ukeqm bk`t ao soyqm mt d`oeq`tqkt mitoy|kb k bkqày`k& bk`t ofk aotkskyodo% Oe{ukeqm m d`oeq`tqk otqk|k klktqkam ak bkqày`k& kdyoa`qk|k eofk% Oykb mt d`oeq`tqkt {uo a`~`kb {uo k bkqày`k oyk k þe`dk |oyakao& bkt kjmyk täm ottot botbmt d`oeq`tqkt {uo a`~ob {uo eäm ow`tqo k{u`fm k {uo dgkbkbmt bkqày`k% Mt d`oeq`tqkt a`~ob {uo m bm|`boeqm yës`am akt skyqâdufkt ofàqy`dkt symau~ k `futäm ao aoet`akao% K aoet`akao& dmbm qkf& eäm ow`tqo ob eoegub fujky% Smy owobsfm& {ukeam ub |oeq`fkamy ofàqy`dm j`yk yks`akboeqo eäm smaobmt |oy kt qyît féb`ekt {uo to bm|ob8 eäm smaobmt dmeqky {ukeqkt féb`ekt gë% To ofo j`yky bk`t aosyottk k`eak& {uo ubk{uo& soêkbotbm d`ydufky obtobm|`boeqm% Ofo smaoyë skyodoyë j`yky qäm aosyottk to otqë kfjuàb toeqktto a`keqo aofo& eäm soydoioy`k m |k~`m oeqyo kt féb`ekt& k sottmk soetky`k {uo otqë |oeam ubk soêk tôf`ak% 71
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dmetd`îed`k soybkeodo% Eotqo otqkam |mdî |oyë {uo tô Aout à% Em oeqkeqm& smao skyodoy oyyñeom kl`ybky {uo Aout à& smy{uo toy`k yoaueakeqo% À yoaueakeqo a`~oy> )Aout à)& smy{uo Aout à m embo {uo akbmt km ){uo à)% K {ukf`akao ao toy à Aout8 smy `ttm& k kl`ybkêäm )Aout à) à ubk eäm à dmyyoqk% {uo t`je`l`dk à)= A`~obmt {uoqkuqmfmj`k& kfjm )à) {ukeam qkbiàbMsmao to qmyeky{uo ob)Aout )eäm à)% A`~obmt> )K botk à)& smy{uo à bu`qm smttâ|of {uo k botk eäm ow`tqk kbkegä mu {uo k botk eäm ow`tq`tto meqob% Kfjm {uo keqot eäm ow`tq`u smao ao`wky ao ow`tq`y ao em|m% Fmjm& {uo toeq`am qob a`~oy )`ttm à)= Aout eäm à kfjm {uo eäm qoegk ow`tq`am keqot& eob à smttâ|of {uo ao`wo ao ow`tq`y% Smy `ttm& eäm qob toeq`am a`~oy {uo )Aout à)% Ek yokf`akao& qkbiàb dgkbkbmt aout )m {uo à)% )Aout) t`je`l`dk )ow`tqîed`k)% Ob b`egk ms`e`äm& to `bsutoybmt k Aout m embo )m {uo à) otqkyobmt emt syod`s`qkeam ek lkft`akao o em oejkem% O fobiyob"to& mt aoutot {uo dy`kbmt täm lo`qmt ao a`loyoeqot bkeo`ykt8 dkak ub qob tuk syôsy`k bkydk ao lëiy`dk% M g`eauâtqk lo~ m tou syôsy`m Aout8 m buêufbkem lo~ m aofo% M dy`tqäm& m nk`e`tqk& m iua`tqk ‑ dkak ub qob m tou syôsy`m Aout% Qmamt duegkykb tout syôsy`mt qoybmt yotsodq`|mt8 qmamt dy`kykb mt tout yotsodq`|mt aoutot% Lfmyotdo qmak ubk jykeao `eaþtqy`k ao lkiy`dkêäm ao aoutot+ Ob tukt dktkt kt sottmkt lkiy`dkb m tou Aout8 symau~ob m tou syôsy`m Aout% O qmamt otqot lkiy`dkeqot ao aoutot dmbsoqob oeqyo t` em boydkam& am botbm bmam {uo mt kyqotämt {uo ofkimykb minoqmt ob tukt dktkt% M Aout ao dkak ub à a`loyoeqo am ao qmamt mt muqymt% Ek yokf`akao& oe{ukeqm kdmeqoêk {uo )ou tmu)& quam m {uo ou dy`ky toyë a`loyoeqo am tou% Oe{ukeqm kdmeqoêk {uo )ou tmu)& b`egk yof`j`äm& bousofm Aout& am Aout amt muqymt& smy{uo qoyë t`am dy`kam ou&toyë sofma`loyoeqo ojm% Dmbm dmet`aoykbmt k eôt botbmt oeq`akaot `eaosoeaoeqot& quam m {uo kdyoa`qkbmt qoyë ub dkyëqoy `eaosoeaoeqo% To gmu|otto f`ioyakao skyk dy`ky yof`j`ÿot& gk|oy`k em bueam qkeqkt yof`j`ÿot {ukeqm gë sottmkt ‑ eoegubk boemt% To em 7<
bueam gë qäm smudkt yof`j`ÿot à smy{uo lkfqk ubk f`ioyakao kao{ukak skyk `ttm% M sk` g`eauâtqk symduyk lk~oy am tou l`fgm ub g`eauâtqk keqot {uo otqo dgojuo k toy `eaosoeaoeqo% M sk` buêufbkem lk~ am tou l`fgm ub buêufbkem keqot {uo otqo qoegk utm ak yk~äm8 smy{uo ubk {uo k sottmk k tuk syôsy`k yk~ämktt`b& eäm `yë ow`tqo {uoyoy to qmyeky|o~g`eauâtqk eobkq`ejo buêufbkek% Toeam k eodott`akao ao oedgoy ãt dy`keêkt ao qmak otqk otqus`ao~ keqot {uo ofkt kfdkedob m utm ak yk~äm% Qmamt mt sk`t to syomduskb ob oet`eky tuk yof`j`äm k tout l`fgmt ek `eléed`k& sm`t ubk |o~ {uo k dy`keêk dyotdo& ofk dmboêk k soetky o k dkutky symifobkt% Ofk dmboêk k lk~oy qmam m q`sm ao soyjueqkt8 o& dmbm eäm oedmeqyk yotsmtqkt tkq`tlkqôy`kt& dmfmdk mt sk`t ob t`qukêÿot a`lâdo`t% Smy `ttm& mt sk`t symduykb oet`eky tuk yof`j`äm k tout l`fgmt aotao k sy`bo`yk `eléed`k ‑ {ukeam k dy`keêk k`eak eäm à dmetd`oeqo ao bu`qkt dm`tkt& {ukeam otqë |ufeoyë|of km ksyoea`~kam ao {ukf{uoy otqus`ao~% À ktt`b {uo kt sottmkt to qmyekb buêufbkekt& g`eauâtqkt& nk`e`tqkt& iua`tqkt& dy`tqät mu kfjm {uo kfjuàb kt oet`eo% Kt sottmkt k {uob dgkbkbmt yof`j`mtkt täm& ek bk`my`k akt |o~ot& smudm `eqof`joeqot% Lkfqk"fgot `eqof`jîed`k& smy{uo k{u`fm {uo dgkbkbmt ao yof`j`äm mt oe|oeoemu keqot {uo tuyj`tto eofot k `eqof`jîed`k ‑ o dmeq`euk amb`ekeam"mt `eqoyekboeqo% Eäm à ao to kab`yky {uo mt g`eauâtqkt o mt buêufbkemt fuqob oeqyo t` ob embo ao Aout& ob embo ao tout qobsfmt o ao tukt bot{u`qkt% Kdktm gë bu`qkt |ky`oakaot ao Aout= À m Aout {uo mt g`eauâtqkt kamykb ao ubk |ky`oakao o m Aout {uo mt buêufbkemt kamykb ao muqyk= À smy `ttm {uo ub g`eauâtqk toeqo {uo m tou Aout otqë symlkekam {ukeam kfjuàb m dgksàu skyk ub âamfm&toeam o mt buêufbkemt soetkb {uo m eäm tou q`yk Aout lm` aotmeykam to ubk bot{u`qk lm` aotqyuâak% Ek yokf`akao& Aout à )m {uo à)% Ofo ow`tqo qkeqm ek bot{u`qk {ukeqm em qobsfm% Ow`tqo qkeqm em bkqkamuym {ukeqm eub fujky ao 7:
dufqm% Ow`tqo qkeqm eub imqo{u`b {ukeqm ob ubk `jyonk% Otqë qäm syotoeqo ob ub fkayäm {ukeqm em yof`j`mtm ‑ eäm à smttâ|of {uo otqonk boemt syotoeqo% [uob |k` yot`a`y ob ub fkayäm k eäm toy m a`|`em= Ofo otqë qäm syotoeqo ob Ykbk dmbm ob Yk|kek ‑ eäm otqë boemt ob Yk|kek% Ow`tqo qkeqm aoeqym ao ub g`eauâtqk {ukeqm aoeqym Bkt ao ubm buêufbkem% symifobk à {uo to dgojëttobmt k kdyoa`qky {uo k botbk a`|`eakao ow`tqo ob qmamt& emttk `eaþtqy`k ao lkiy`dkêäm ao aoutot to yottoeq`y`k bu`qm% Skyk o|`qky {uo kdmeqoêk `tqm& toju`bmt `bsmeam mt emttmt yotsodq`|mt aoutot% To ub g`eauâtqk mfgky skyk ubk lfmy& symnoqkyë tmiyo ofk tou syôsy`m Aout& |oyë tou Aout eofk& oe{ukeqm {uo ub buêufbkem symnoqkyë o |`tukf`~kyë km aofo% Täm dksk~ot& `edfut`|o& ao iy`jky smy `ttm& obimyk otqonkbmt `eam bu`qm fmejo km tusmy ub dmelf`qm oeqyo g`eauâtqkt o buêufbkemt smy ubk lfmy% Tout otqkiofod`boeqmt otqäm k ubk doyqk a`tqéed`k uet amt muqymt& botbm ktt`b k`eak ow`tqob a`tsuqkt oeqyo kt )fmnkt ao a`|`eakao)% Smy owobsfm& ob \kykekt` mt qobsfmt ao Ykbk o ao Hy`tgek otqäm syôw`bmt oeqyo t`% O kf` ow`tqob symifobkt smy dmeqk aottk symw`b`akao% Mu|` lkfky ao ub jykeao tkeqm… Ou m dgkbm jykeao smy{uo kt sottmkt dmtqubk|kb dgkbë"fm jykeao& o m dgkbm tkeqm smy{uo kt sottmkt dmtqubk|kb dgkbë"fm tkeqm% Oyk ao|mqm ao Ykbk% _bk |o~ fo|kykb"em km qobsfm ao Hy`tgek% [ukeam ofo |` u m âamfm ao Hy` tgek dmb ubk lfkuqk ek bäm to eojmu k symtqyky"to a`keqo ak `bkjob% Ao sà a`keqo ak `bkjob& a`tto> )Tô to |mdî fo|ktto ekt bämt ub kydm o ubk lfodgk ou smaoy`k bo symtqyky a`keqo ao q`& oeqäm toy`k m bou Toegmy)% [uo otqykegm+ Qkbiàb `bsmbmt dmea`êÿot k Aout ‑ dmbm o ao {uo bkeo`yk mu ob {uo smtquyk ao|o to ksyotoeqky% Otqkiofodobmt m oeqmyem8 bkydkbmt emttmt yo{u`t`qmt& o tô oeqäm 77
otqkbmt a`tsmtqmt k |oeoyë"fm% À bu`qm otqykegm ‑ tmbmt eôt {uob aoqoyb`ekbmt dmbm Aout ao|o toy% M {uo `aoeq`l`dkbmt kqà kjmyk dmbm )Aout) à ub symauqm iktokam ob emttkt syôsy`kt otsod`l`dkêÿot% Oe{ukeqm otqo aout kyq`l`d`kf to `eqoysmy ob emttm dkb`egm eäm toyobmt dksk~ot ao dmegodoy km Aout {uo eäm à aoqoyb`ekam smy eôt% Eäm dksk~ot dmegodoy {uob emt aoqoyb`ek% Syod`tkbmt emttoyobmt f`|yky aotto aoutaokyq`l`d`kf to {u`toybmt dmegodoy km Aout {uo à% Bkt `ttm à a`lâd`f8 `edfut`|o skyk kt sottmkt {uo qîb m dmykêäm ioeo|mfoeqo& à a`lâd`f% À a`lâd`f f`|yky"to aotqo aout kyq`l`d`kf qkeqm skyk gmbob `eqof`joeqo {ukeqm skyk m gmbob otqþs`am% Smaobmt soyamky km gmbob otqþs`am& bkt à a`lâd`f soyamky km gmbob `eqof`joeqo% Yodoeqoboeqo dgojmu ã Âea`k Hgke Kiauh Jkllky% Hgke syojk smy qmam m skât k ue`akao amt g`eauâtqkt o amt buêufbkemt& bkt ofo syôsy`m à ub buêufbkem dme|`dqm% Eäm to `bsmyqk ao yo~ky ek bot{u`qk dmbm ub imb buêufbkem& o aosm`t syojky smy qmak skyqo k ue`akao amt g`eauâtqkt dmb mt buêufbkemt% Jkeag` oyk ub g`eauâtqk dme|`dqm& o ofo qkbiàb dmtqubk|k syojky k ue`akao amt g`eauâtqkt dmb mt buêufbkemt% Ow`tqo ub juyu o ub a`tdâsufm ‑ m juyu à ub g`eauâtqk dme|`dqm& m a`tdâsufm à ub buêufbkem dme|`dqm% O dmbm smaoyäm dgojky ã ue`akao oe{ukeqm ow`tq`y em bueam g`eauâtqkt dme|`dqmt o buêufbkemt dme|`dqmt= Kbimt ao|ob toy lfowâ|o`t ‑ tô oeqäm toyë smttâ|of k ue`akao% Otqot g`eauâtqkt o buêufbkemt d`uboeqmt otqäm ek yk`~ ao qmamt mt symifobkt oeqyo kt aukt yof`j`ÿot& obimyk ek yokf`akao kt ykâ~ot aotqot symifobkt eäm tonkb |`tâ|o`t% K{uofot {uo syojkb k ue`akao amt g`eauâtqkt dmb mt buêufbkemt eäm qîb k boemy `ao`k ao dmbm dmetoju`y ottk ue`akao% Oe{ukeqm Aout t`je`l`{uo dm`tkt a`loyoeqot skyk kt a`loyoeqot sottmkt& oe{ukeqm ow`tqkb fujkyot ao dufqm a`loyoeqot skyk kt a`loyoeqot sottmkt& oe{ukeqm tonkb a`loyoeqot kt mykêÿot o kt otdy`quykt 'oe{ukeqm m Dmyëe tonk ub sk` skyk uet o m J`qk tonk ubk 70
bäo skyk muqymt& kt auykt ikqkfgkt oeqyo kt yof`j`ÿot euedk dgojkyäm km l`b% Kjkyykbm"emt km Dmyëe o km J`qk% A`~obmt> )Fo`kb m Dmyëe o oet`eob ãt sottmkt k ao`wkyob k `e`b`~kao o k to ue`yob% Fo`kb m J`qk o oet`eob ãt sottmkt k ao`wkyob k `e`b`~kao o to ue`yob)% Bkt eäm emt akbmt dmeqk ao {uo kt syôsy`kt skfk|ykt am Dmyëe am J`qkdmyqky täm k sy`bo`yk dkutk ao |kdk& qmamt mt symifobkt% ubk To okfjuàb m ykim ao ubk aotoedkaokyë tày`o ao symifobkt oeqyo mt g`eauâtqkt o mt buêufbkemt& o a`~obmt {uo kt fuqkt täm sym|mdkakt smy kyyukdo`ymt% O m bk`t oejykêkam à {uo eoegub kyyukdo`ym nkbk`t syojmu {uo k |kdk à emttk bäo tkjykak% Ek yokf`akao& {uob syojk o emt oet`ek `tqm täm mt emttmt bkgkqbkt& mt yof`j`mtmt& {uo kdutkb kmt kyyukdo`ymt ao sym|mdky mt symifobkt% Smy{uo& {ukeam kfjuàb dmyqk m ykim ao ubk |kdk& oeqäm& skyk kt `eqoeêÿot amt bkgkqbkt& eäm à m ykim ak |kdk& à m ykim ak Tkeqk bäo% [ukeam m bkgkqbk owsÿo otto soetkboeqm ãt sottmkt& dmboêkb mt symifobkt& mt kyyukdo`ymt täm oe|mf|`amt o fmjm täm kdutkamt ao gk|î"fmt sym|mdkam% Smyqkeqm& kt sottmkt k {uob dgkbkbmt bkgkqbkt täm k |oyakao`yk yk`~ am symifobk% To otq`|ottob tôt& mt kyyukdo`ymt toy`kb `emloet`|mt& eäm qoy`kb lmyêk skyk fuqky% Yodoiob tuk lmyêk amt bkgkqbkt% Bkt mt bkgkqbkt to mdufqkb qäm iob& {uo eäm emt akbmt dmeqk ao {uo täm ofot k |oyakao`yk yk`~ am symifobk% [ukf à yokfboeqo k yk`~ am symifobk= K dkutk ao qmam m symifobk à m tou Aout ‑ m Aout {uo |mdî lkiy`dk ob tuk dktk% Qoeqo to f`|yky amt aoutot dy`kam ob tuk dktk% Aout eäm smao toy lkiy`dkam& k ow`tqîed`k ao ub aout lkiy`dkam toy`k ub oejkem% Ou eäm otqmu soa`eam k |mdî m symnoqm ao Aout% Kl`ekf& m {uo |mdî smaoyë symnoqky ob embo ao Aout= _b ao|mqm ao Hy`tgek |oyë ek obäm& ao|mqm Ykbkaout |oyë dmb aoutubk dmblfkuqk ub kydm ubkoe{ukeqm lfodgk ek{uo bäm%ubDkak ub ao |oyë aout ao ubk bkeo`yk a`loyoeqo% Otqk bkeo`yk ao |oy ekak bk`t à am {uo ubk symnoêäm ao emttmt aotonmt o ao emttmt dmedo`qmt% Aout eäm à ktt`b% Eäm smaobmt oedmeqyë"fm symnoqkeam emttmt aotonmt o 03
emttmt dmedo`qmt ‑ skyk oedmeqyë"fm& qoyobmt {uo aotkskyodoy dmbsfoqkboeqo% Qoyobmt {uo aotkskyodoy nueqm dmb qmamt mt emttmt dmedo`qmt o qmakt kt emttkt symnoêÿot% Kbikt kt dm`tkt eäm smaob ow`tq`y t`bufqkeokboeqo% [ukeam |mdî eäm ow`tq`y bk`t dmbm ub ojm& tô oeqäm toyë smttâ|of dmegodî"fm% \mdî eäm smaoyë oeqyky sofk smyqk am a`|`em oe{ukeqm m tou ou ow`tq`y% Mu|` dmeqky {uo ub gmbob yoeued`mu k quam m {uo q`egk o dgojmu ã smyqk am a`|`em% Ofo yoeued`mu k tuk y`{uo~k& k tuk otsmtk& k tuk dktk& mt tout l`fgmt& k tmd`oakao& o aosm`t ao qoy yoeued`kam k quam& ksymw`bmu"to ak smyqk am a`|`em% Bkt m smyqo`ym m skymu o a`tto> ‑ \mdî k`eak eäm smao oeqyky% Sy`bo`ym& |ë o ao`wo quam skyk qyët% ‑ Bkt ou në ao`wo` quam+ ‑ yotsmeaou m gmbob% ‑ À o|`aoeqo {uo |mdî qymuwo m tou ou ‑ fgo owsf`dmu m smyqo`ym ‑ Eäm emt `eqoyottk m yotqm8 tô emt `eqoyottk m tou ou% Eäm emt `bsmyqk k{u`fm {uo |mdî a`~ qoy ao`wkam skyk qyët> m {uo emt `eqoyottk à m tou ou% \ë& tmfqo m ou o |mfqo% ‑ Eäm qoegm a`ego`ym& eob otsmtk& eob l`fgmt% E äm smttum ekak% ‑ K`eak dkyyojk m tou ou ob tuk imftk ‑ a`tto m smyqo`ym ‑ \ë o tmfqo"m% Otqkt smyqkt otqäm lodgkakt skyk k{uofot {uo qyk~ob skyk dë m tou ou8 kt smyqkt tobsyo otq`|oykb lodgkakt skyk ofot% Bkt dmbm à {uo |kbmt tmfqky m ou= E uedk tmfqkyobmt m ou k ksô`o ao qoeqky ao`wë"fm% Dmbm smttm tmfqky m bou syôsy`m ou= @tqm à `bsmttâ|of% Toy`k dmbm to kfjuàb qoeqktto fo|keqky k t` botbm suwkeam"to sofmt dmyaÿot amt tkskqmt% Dmbm smttm tmfqkysmaoy`k m ou= Kqà aosm`t ao tmfqë"fm& k`eak l`dkyo` ou% [ukeam bu`qm& kfjuàb a`~oy> )tmfqo` m ojm)8 bkt `ttm aobmetqyky`k {uo k`eak dkyyojk m tou ou% K sottmk to qmyek ojmdîeqy`dk `edfut`|o em {uo to yoloyo k tmfqky tou ojm% Oeqäm& m {uo lk~oy= À ubk t`qukêäm iktqkeqo a`lâd`f% 0;
Ou a`jm k |mdî> eäm qob ekak ao a`lâd`f eotqk t`qukêäm& smy{uo ou eäm soa` skyk |mdî tmfqky ekak% Ek |oyakao& ou eäm soa` skyk |mdî lk~oy ekak% M ou& m ojm& to qmyek bk`t lmyqo dmb quam m {uo to lk~% K þe`dk dm`tk {uo ou otqmu soa`eam k |mdî à {uo sktto skyk aoeqym o symduyo m ou% To |mdî oedmeqyë"fm& eäm smaoyë tmfqë"fm ao bkeo`yk To ofo tobsyo ow`tq`u kf`& gë m {uo à {uoaol`dk skyk to tmfqky= O eoegubk% to eäm m oedmeqyky& oeqäm qkbsmudm bkeo`yk tmfqë"fm% Dmbm |mdî smaoyë tmfqky kfjm {uo eäm ow`tqo= Sktto skyk aoeqym o |onk to m ou otqë kf` mu eäm% K þe`dk dm`tk {uo qo soêm à {uo mfgo skyk aoeqym ao t` botbm%%% \mdî |k` y`y bu`qm smy{uo eäm toyë dksk~ ao oedmeqyky m tou ou ob eoegub fujky aoeqym ao t` botbm% Smyqkeqm& m {uo à {uo l`dk= M {uo l`dk oeqäm à Aout% M {uo l`dk aosm`t ao aotkskyodoy m ou& smao otqky toskykam ao |mdî= [ukeam m syôsy`m ou ao`wk ao ow`tq`y& {uob |k` otqkiofodoy ottk toskykêäm= Tô m ou bo toskyk ao |mdî o k |mdî ao b`b% Gë k{u` k skyoao aotqk dktk% Kt skyoaot symau~ob k `futäm ao {uo m otskêm lm` a`|`a`am ob am`t& obimyk m otskêm euedk smttk toy a`|`a`am ‑ m otskêm à `ea`|`tâ|of% Smy bk`t jymttk {uo tonk ubk skyoao& m otskêm `eqoy`my ak dktk o m otskêm owqoy`my eäm täm am`t otskêmt a`loyoeqot ‑ täm ub tô% Smy bk`t kfqk {uo tonk ubk skyoao& m otskêm `eqoy`my ak dktk o m owqoy`my euedk toyäm a`|`a`amt% Em oeqkeqm& m gmbob {uo |`|o aoeqym ak dktk qob k `bsyottäm ao {uo m otskêm lm` a`|`a`am ob am`t ‑ ub otskêm em `eqoy`my ao tuk dktk o muqym em owqoy`my% Bkt to k skyoao lmtto aoyyuikak& dmbm m gmbob a`loyoed`ky`k m otskêm `eqoy`my ak dktk am otskêm owqoy`my= Dmbm m aoqoyb`eky`k= Tô m otskêm soybkeodoy`k% Am botbm bmam& a`|`a`bmt k dmetd`îed`k ob lykjboeqmt fo|keqkeam kt skyoaot am ou% Eäm to qykqk ao aoyyuiky k skyoao am ou skyk {uo ou dmbodo k |oy ob |mdî% oeqäm oua`tq`eêäm eäm |oyo`qäm |mdî8 {uoaout oeqoeakb dmb Eäm& du`akam otqk tuq`f%tô |oyo` Aout% Soêm Toy`k oyyñeom a`~oy {uo ou dmboêkyo` k |oy aout ob |mdî ‑ ou eäm |oyo` bk`t k |mdî8 tô |oyo` m a`|`em% [ukeam kfjuàb a`~ {uo Aout ow`tqo ob qmamt o dkak ub amt ëqmbmt& o{u`|mdk"to 09
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À @EÞQ@F @Y KM QOBSFM& BKT À @J_KFBOEQO @EÞQ@F tusy`b`"fmt% Kl`ekf& smy {uo emt `edmbmaky ob tusy`b`y kfjm ob {uo Aout eäm ow`tqo= Ao`wob mt qobsfmt meao otqäm% Skyk {uo kdkiky dmb ofot= Bkt otqo q`sm ao symifobk yottuyjo ao |o~ ob {ukeam% Smy owobsfm& Bkmbà a`tto> Aout eäm to oedmeqyk emt âamfmt& o mt buêufbkemt kdyoa`qkykb {uo ofo {uoy`k a`~oy {uo ao|`kb aotqyu`y mt âamfmt% O oeqäm dmboêmu k kdmeqodoy em bueam ubk dm`tk bu`qm duy`mtk% Mt dmetqyuqmyot ao âamfmt to mduskb a`ky`kboeqo ob dmetqyu`y âamfmt& oe{ukeqm {uo mt aotqyu`amyot ao âamfmt to mduskb a`k o em`qo ob oedmeqyky bmamt ao aotqyu`y mt âamfmt% Kfjuàb ao|oy`k fgot soyjueqky {ukeam l m` {uo Bkmbà a`tto {uo to oedmeqyky`k k Aout aotqyu`eam mt âamfmt% À smttâ|of {uo Aout eäm otqonk syotoeqo ob ub âamfm& bkt {uob a`tto {uo Aout otqë syotoeqo em lkqm ao aotqyu`y mt âamfmt= O to Aout otqë syotoeqo em 04
lkqm ao aotqyu`y mt âamfmt& {uo a`l`dufakao gë ob {uo Aout otqonk syotoeqo em âamfm= Aout qkbiàb smao otqky syotoeqo em âamfm% O to eäm otqky syotoeqo em âamfm& dmbm smao otqky syotoeqo ob tuk aotqyu`êäm= Ou eäm a`jm {uo ao|obmt tusy`b`y mt qobsfmt% M {uo a`jm à {uo ao|obmt[ukeam emt akyemt dmeqkaoybmt ak |oyakao {uo Aout otqë ob qmakt kt skyqot% dmeqkaoaotqk |oyakao& quam to qyketlmybkyë ob tou qobsfm ‑ oeqäm& toyë a`lâd`f a`tq`eju`y m {uo à qobsfm am {uo eäm à qobsfm% Eotto dktm& {ukf{uoy fujky meao |mdî otqonk toyë tou qobsfm8 {ukf{uoy dm`tk {uo |mdî mfgo toyë tou qobsfm8 {ukf{uoy fujky {uo |mdî yosmuto toyë tou qobsfm% Në eäm gk|oyë bk`t fujkyot tkjykamt ao soyojy`ekêÿot ‑ m bueam `eqo`ym toyë ub fujky tkjykam% Oeqäm eäm qoyë toeq`am dy`ky âamfmt dmedyoqmt& smy{uo quam m {uo ow`tqo toyë `bkjob ao Aout% Eäm syoqoeam {uo |mdî to aoa`{uo k kdkiky dmb mt qobsfmt eob {uo |mdî dme|oeêk ãt sottmkt ao {uo eäm |ë eofot% Ou euedk a`tto {uo Aout eäm otqë syotoeqo em qobsfm% K þe`dk dm`tk {uo a`jm à {uo k{uofo {uo tô |î k Aout em qobsfm o eäm m |î ob eoegubk muqyk skyqo eäm qob m boemy dmegod`boeqm ao Aout% K{uofo {uo dgojmu k dmegodoy k a`|`eakao toeq`yë k syotoeêk ao Aout ob qmakt kt skyqot ‑ qkeqm em qobsfm {ukeqm ob ub fujky kfgo`m km qobsfm% Oeqäm& dmbm a`tq`eju`y m {uo à ub qobsfm am {uo eäm à ub qobsfm= @aoeq`l`dkbmt m qobsfm dmbm ub fujky meao otqë k syotoeêk ao Aout& bkt to k sottmk toeq`y k tuk syotoeêk ob qmakt kt skyqot& oeqäm qmam fujky à m tou qobsfm% Oeqäm& në eäm toyë eodottëy`m dmetqyu`y qobsfmt dmedyoqmt& eob qkbsmudm tusy`b`y mt qobsfmt% Mitoy|o` {uo kt sottmkt dmtqubkb dmboqoy dmb bu`qk lyo{öîed`k oejkem ao dmbsyooeaoy m {uoob ou tkioy a`jm dmbsfoqkboeqo km msmtqm%m Kt sottmkt to `eqoyottkb m {uo qoyäm ao tusy`b`y& m {uo qoyë ao aotqyu`y& m {uo qoyë {uo of`b`eky& eäm qoeqkb oeqoeaoy b`egkt skfk|ykt o dmbsyooeaoy m {uo à% Otqot oejkemt tobsyo mdmyyob% 01
_b amt oyymt lueakboeqk`t {uo kt sottmkt dmboqob à m ao mu|`y kfjm dmbsfoqkboeqo a`loyoeqo am {uo lm` a`qm% Kjmyk& kfjuet ao |mdît smaoy`kb bo qmbky smy ub `e`b`jm amt qobsfmt& bkt toy`k a`lâd`f oedmeqyky ubk sottmk {uo ksyod`o mt qobsfmt bk`t am {uo ou% Smy {uo otqmu a`~oeam `tqm= Sofk t`bsfot yk~äm ao {uo ou jmtqky`k k Qoyyk lmtto |`tqkob dmbm qobsfm8 bo `eqoyottk{uo à {uo quam`eqo`yk to qyketlmybo ub ub qobsfm% Bktm {uo kfjuet& aosm`t ao bo otduqky& smaob oeqoeaoy {uo kt dm`tkt l`dky`kb bofgmyot to tusy`bâttobmt mt qobsfmt% Eäm toy|`y`k ao ekak f`|yky" emt amt qobsfmt% Kt dm`tkt tô lued`mekb iob {ukeam qmak k |`ak to qmyek ub qobsfm% Kbimt mt jyusmt otqäm o{u`|mdkamt> K{uofot {uo tô |îob aout emt qobsfmt o k{uofot {uo aotqymob mt qobsfmt% K{uofo {uo tô |î Aout em qobsfm dmboqo ub oejkem% Otqo à m tou oyym> [uob ofo |î lmyk am qobsfm= O|`aoeqoboeqo& tou oyym à {uo ofo eäm dmetojuo |î Aout lmyk am qobsfm% Tou qobsfm à bu`qm `et`je`l`dkeqo& Aout à bu`qm |ktqm& |mdî eäm smao dmel`eky Aout em tou b`eþtdufm qobsfm%%% M oyym ak muqyk sottmk à> ofk {uoy kdkiky dmb mt qobsfmt& aotqyuâ"fmt% Kdyoa`qk {uo tô oeqäm smaoyë |oy aout% Tout qobsfmt täm bu`qm so{uoemt skyk {uo t`y|kb ao bmykak skyk Aout mu skyk `bsoa`y {uo kfjuàb |onk aout% Fobiyob"to tout qobsfmt täm qäm y`a`dufkboeqo so{uoemt {uo eäm smaob to qmyeky bmykak ao Aout& eob qkbsmudm smaob toy ub dëydoyo meao Aout otqonk syotm& o tusmtqkboeqo l`dky`k f`|yo km aotqyuâ"fmt% \mdît ao|ob dmbsyooeaoy owkqkboeqo m {uo ou otqmu a`~oeam% M {uo ou otqmu a`~oeam à `tqm> tô {ukeam oeqykbmt ek boa`qkêäm oeqykbmt |oyakao`ykboeqo eub qobsfm% K boa`qkêäm à m þe`dm qobsfm {uo eäm qob skyoaot8 k boa`qkêäm à m þe`dm qobsfm ob {uo&Oktt`b oeqyk eofo& oeqyk"to |oyakao`ykboeqo ub qobsfm% k{uofo{uo {uotodmboêk k |`|oy ob boa`qkêäm dmboêk kob |`|oy em qobsfm |`eqo o {ukqym gmykt smy a`k% Am {uo toy|o ubk sottmk |`t`qky m qobsfm to eäm |`|oy ob boa`qkêäm= [uo toeq`am qob {uo |ë k ub fujky {uo dmtqubk k 0?
dgkbky ao )qobsfm)= Eäm à ktt`b qäm lëd`f oedmeqyky m dkb`egm am qobsfm% Ekquykfboeqo& à lëd`f fo|ky m dmysm km qobsfm ‑ m dmysm à qäm `et`je`l`dkeqo {uo |mdî smao fo|ë"fm kmeao {uoy {uo aotono% K boeqo eäm à qäm t`bsfot% _b fmn`tqk {uo dmeqk a`ego`ym ob tuk fmnk smao fo|keqky"to ao yosoeqo& to ktt`b m aotonky& o fo|ky tou dmysm km qobsfm% Sofm boym ao {uo dmysm em qobsfm& gmbob smao kdyoa`qky {uo lo`qm ofo otqë em tou qobsfm% Emotqë oeqkeqm& to ofommitoy|ky bofgmy k tuk syôsy`k boeqo& aotdmiy`yë dmb kttmbiym {uo k`eak otqë toeqkam ob tuk fmnk dmeqkeam a`ego`ym% Mu|` dmeqky m toju`eqo> _b gmbob q`egk ubk bufgoy {uo m lk~`k tmlyoy bu`qm% Qmamt mt gmboet tmlyob dmb tukt bufgoyot& bkt otqo gmbob tmly`k bu`qm dmb k tuk bufgoy% Ofo oyk ub gmbob yof`j`mtm& bkt k bufgoy eäm q`egk ekak ao yof`j`mtk% Emybkfboeqo kdmeqodo m dmeqyëy`m& 'k bufgoy à yof`j`mtk o m bky`am eäm à& bkt quam smao kdmeqodoy+ Ou oeqoeam {uo tô ub amt am`t smao qmyeky"to yof`j`mtm% M bky`am o k bufgoy eäm smaob to qmyeky yof`j`mtmt nueqmt> ub tobsyo toyë m msmtqm am muqym% Eotqo dktm& m bky`am to qmyemu yof`j`mtm sy`bo`ym& o k tuk bufgoy eob to syomdusk|k dmb `ttm8 bkt m bky`am qoeqk|k dme|oyqî"fk eubk sottmk yof`j`mtk% Kt sottmkt yof`j`mtkt qîb ubk aoi`f`akao ottoed`kf> {uoyob {uo mt muqymt tonkb dmbm ofkt% @tqm à bu`qm soy`jmtm8 à ubk dmeauqk |`mfoeqk% Eäm à doyqm qoeqky buaky mt muqymt o lk~î"fmt k emttk bkeo`yk% Iktqk owsmy m emttm smeqm ao |`tqk8 bkt oeduyykfky kfjuàb o miy`jë"fm k kdyoa`qky ek{u`fm {uo eôt kdyoa`qkbmt à ub kqm ao yosyottäm& ao qmyquyk ‑ à ubk otsàd`o ao |`mfîed`k ots`y`qukf% Qmamt mt juyut sykq`dkb kq`|`akaot aotqo q`sm% Ykykboeqo to smao oedmeqyky k ubkkjkyykam sottmk sofm bk`tsotdmêm |`mfoeqk oamqoeqk {uo fgo ub`bsmy juyu% kt M juyu qyk~ m a`tdâsufm ymuskt {uo ofo ao|o |otq`y& dmbm ao|o toy m tou dkiofm& m {uo ofo ao|o dmboy& {ukeam ao|o amyb`y& {ukeam ao|o fo|keqky… `bsÿo 0<
`tqm& k{u`fm& dm`tkt ao qmam q`sm% Iktokamt ob `bsmt`êÿot dmbm otqkt& mt juyut |`yqukfboeqo bkqkb kt sottmkt% Ao bmam {uo m bky`am otqk|k bu`qm aotonmtm ao dme|oyqoy k tuk bufgoy ob ubk yof`j`mtk% Ek |oyakao& kt sottmkt toeqob bu`qm syk~oy ob dme|oyqoy mt muqymt ob yof`j`mtmt% Dme|oyqoy k t` botbm ob yof`j`mtmqyoboeakboeqo à ubk buakeêk yka`dkf& sottmkt to tkq`tlk~ob ob bu`qm soytoju`y mt bkt muqymtktskyk {uo to qmyeob yof`j`mtmt% Bkt k bufgoy eäm fo|k|k ob dmet`aoykêäm m otlmyêm am tou bky`am% M bky`am& aototsoykam& lm` kqà m tou juyu o tusf`dmu {uo ofo lmtto ã tuk dktk o dme|oedotto k tuk otsmtk% M juyu dgojmu eubk bkegä iob doam& smy |mfqk akt d`edm ak bkegä% M bky`am në otqk|k ek tkfk ao dufqm% K bufgoy otqk|k |kyyoeam m sëq`m% M juyu k kimyamu kf` botbm o a`tto> ‑ Tou bky`am bo a`tto {uo |mdî eäm à ubk sottmk yof`j`mtk% Euedk kamyk k Aout& euedk yo~k& euedk oeqyk em qobsfm {uo tou bky`am dmetqyu`u ob tuk dktk% Mfgo skyk m tou bky`am& täm d`edm ak bkegä o ofo në otqë em qobsfm% K bufgoy yotsmeaou> ‑ Ou eäm bo fobiym ao në qoy |`tqm m bou bky`am `y km qobsfm% M bky`am& {uo otqk|k ob tou qobsfm& mu|`u m {uo ofk a`tto o l`dmu |oybofgm ao yk`|k% Kt sottmkt yof`j`mtkt to oeluyodob dmb lkd`f`akao& o bk`t k`eak k{uofkt {uo otqäm eub qobsfm% Eäm smao `bkj`eky m {ukeqm à lëd`f k|`|ky k yk`|k ao ub yof`j`mtm8 tô m dàu tkio to k sottmk |k` km qobsfm skyk mdufqky kf` kt dgkbkt ao tuk yk`|k mu smy kfjub muqym bmq`|m% [ukeam ubk sottmk to qmyek yof`j`mtk& qyketlmybk eub `eloyem k |`ak am yotqm ao tuk lkbâf`k% M bky` am otqk|k dmbsfoqkboeqo `ea`jekam% Ofo në q`egk lo`qm kEäm boqkao tukt mykêÿot m {uo k tuk bufgoy a`tto% sma`kao kdyoa`qky em {uo {ukeam mu|`k& mmu|`u {uo ofk a`tto oyk ubk boeq`yk kitmfuqk% Ofo toeqkam em qobsfm& o tuk bufgoy a`~oeam km juyu {uo eäm tki`k to ofo q`egk oeqykam kf` kfjubk |o~+ Ksyottmu"to ob qoyb`eky tukt mykêÿot skyk smaoy tk`y o aotboeq`y qkbkegk boeq`yk% 0:
M juyu dmboêmu k iy`jky dmb k bufgoy> ‑ M {uo |mdî otqë a`~oeam= Tou bky`am |k` km qobsfm yojufkyboeqo% M bky`am& {uo mu|`k quam& skttmu k yod`qky tuk mykêäm k`eak bk`t kfqm% M juyu a`tto> ‑ Mfgo dmb |`jmy ofo yo~k+ K bufgoy y`u o{ukeqm yotsmeaou> ‑ Dutqk"bo kdyoa`qky {uo |mdî qkbiàb to ao`wo oejkeky smy ottk yod`qkêäm+ À |oyakao {uo otqk yosoq`eam m embo ao Aout ob |m~ kfqk8 bkt& smy `ttm ou |onm& eäm otqë em qobsfm> otqë ek fmnk am tkskqo`ym& sodg`edgkeam dmb ofo% K{u`fm lm` aobk`t+ M bky`am eäm sñao dmeqoy"to bk`t% @eqoyymbsou tuk mykêäm o tk`u dmyyoeam am qobsfm% ‑ Smy {uo a`~ qmakt ottkt boeq`ykt= ‑ jy`qmu ‑ E äm |`u {uo ou otqk|k yo~keam em qobsfm= ‑ Mfgo aoeqym ao q` dmb ub smudm bk`t ao kqoeêäm ‑ a`tto k bufgoy ‑ Toyë {uo |mdî otqk|k yokfboeqo mykeam= Kdktm eäm otqk|k sodg`edgkeam dmb m tkskqo`ym= Eäm otqk|k a`tduq`eam dmb ofo= M bky`am l`dmu dmelutm& sm`t m {uo ofk a`~`k oyk |oyakao% ‑ Bkt dmbm m tmuio a`ttm= ‑ soyjueqmu"fgo% ‑ Meqob ã em`qo& keqot ao to ao`qky& |mdî bo a`tto {uo k sy`bo`yk dm`tk {uo lky`k otqk bkegä toy`k `y dmbsyky ub sky ao tkskqmt {uo otqë syod`tkeam ‑ yotsmeaou k bufgoy ‑ \mdî a`tto qkbiàb {uo m tkskqo`ym soa`k bu`qm sofmt tkskqmt% To` smy owsoy`îed`k {uo k þfq`bk dm`tk {uo k joeqo soetk keqot ao to ao`qky ao em`qo à k sy`bo`yk dm`tk {uo soetkbmt ek bkegä toju`eqo% Smy `ttm& tusut {uo ao|`k otqky ek tkskqky`k% smttm a`~oy ekak&eksm`t |mdî qob yk~äm ‑ a`tto m bky`am‑‑Eäm Ou yokfboeqo otqk|k tkskqky`k& o a`tduq`bmt m syoêm amt tkskqmt% O {ukeqm bk`t emt kdkfmyë|kbmt ob emttk a`tduttäm& bk`t kfqm ou yosoq`k m embo ao Aout% Smtt`|ofboeqo otq`|otto yosoq`eam owqoy`myboeqo m embo ao Aout& bkt ob bou `eqoy`my 07
otqk|k a`tduq`eam dmb m tkskqo`ym% Qob yk~äm& à smttâ|of {uo ou euedk qoegk otqkam |oyakao`ykboeqo em qobsfm% Oeqyky eub qobsfm eäm à qäm lëd`f ktt`b ‑ eäm à {uotqäm ao oeqyky ob {ukf{uoy fujky o a`~oy {uo otqë eub qobsfm% Tou dmysm smao qoy oeqykam em qobsfm& bkt o k tuk boeqo= Dmbm |mdî smaoyë dmel`ky {uo k tuk boeqo oeqymu em qobsfm dmb |mdî= Dmbm |mdî smaoyë qoy doyqo~k {uo k tuk boeqo soybkeodoyë em qobsfm ak{u` k kfjuet `etqkeqot= O to tuk boeqo oeqymu em qobsfm& smy {uo to syomdusky to m dmysm lm` km qobsfm mu eäm= K boeqo {uo oedmeqymu k oeqykak am qobsfm aotdmiyo ao yosoeqo {uo otqë ymaokak smy qmamt mt fkamt sofm |ktqm qobsfm ‑ kjmyk à `bsmttâ|of tk`y am qobsfm% Kmeao {uoy {uo |mdî |ë& k`eak otqkyë ob tou qobsfm% \mdî smao `y ã Fuk… Yodoeqoboeqo Kybtqymej s`tmu eofk% @tqm {uoy a`~oy {uo ofo ao`wmu m qobsfm ao Aout= Eäm% Ao bkeo`yk eoegubk |mdî smao tk`y am qobsfm ao Aout% \mdî `bkj`ek {uo ow`tqo kfjub fujky meao to smttk otqky lmyk ao tou qobsfm= Smyqkeqm& k{uofot {uo kdyoa`qkb {uo m qobsfm {uo dmetqyuâykb à m þe`dm qobsfm ao Aout o {uo eäm ow`tqo eoegub qobsfm ao Aout lmyk aofo& o{u`|mdkb"to% O k{uofot {uo kdyoa`qkb {uo à syod`tm aotqyu`y otqo qobsfm smy{uo Aout eäm otqë syotoeqo eofo& o{u`|mdkb"to `jukfboeqo% Smy {uo nmjky k dufsk emt smiyot qobsfmt= To suaàttobmt ao`wky skyk qyët emttk `futäm ao {uo Aout tô ow`tqo emt qobsfmt& emttmt qobsfmt smaoy`kb toy bu`qm lmybmtmt& bu`qm dgo`mt ao kbmy8 bu`qm iob k|oequykamt% Ao lkqm& ubk kfao`k {uo eäm qob qobsfm skyodo {uo lkfqk kfjm% Qoy ub qobsfm smao qyk~oy bu`qk kfojy`k% Bkt ub qobsfm g`eauâtqk euedk smao toy ubk lmeqo ao kfojy`k& qkbsmudm qobsfm ubsmao qobsfm smaob toy lmeqo aoub kfojy`k% Tô buêufbkem m qobsfm ao mu Aout toy dy`tqäm lmeqo ao kfojy`k% Bkt k smfâq`dk g`eauâtqk& buêufbkek mu dy`tqä täm qäm symlueakt {uo eäm soyb`qob {uo ub qobsfm yosyotoeqo m toy 00
a`|`em% À smy `ttm {uo mt tkequëy`mt g`eauâtqkt& kt bot{u`qkt buêufbkekt o kt `jyonkt dy`tqät skyodob qäm lo`mt% _bk sottmk {uo tonk t`edoyk eäm {uoy to{uoy mfgë"fmt% Qyketlmybkykb"to ob lmdmt ao aotk|oyjmegkamt ‑ kf` to qykbk qmam q`sm ao bkfakaot% O k{uofot {uo qykbkb otqkt bkfakaot eob tobsyo oeqoeaob m {uo otqäm lk~oeam% oeqoeam {uo e`ejuàb qykbk tobsyo bkfakaot oeqoeaoeam quam Ou m {uo otqë lk~oeam8 kt bkfakaot täm qykbkakt tob dmetd`îed`k sfoek% O qmak k Qoyyk otqë syotk eotqk qykbk% To kfjub a`k mt qobsfmt aotkskyodoyob ak tusoylâd`o ak Qoyyk& eäm toyë miyk amt kqout& bkt t`b amt dgkbkamt qoâtqkt% Mt qobsfmt në otqäm aotkskyodoeam ‑ {ukto qmamt aotkskyodoykb% To {u`toybmt tkf|ky mt qobsfmt ak Qoyyk& ao|obmt |oy sy`bo`ym m |ktqm qobsfm {uo emt ymao`k ‑ k syôsy`k ow`tqîed`k% Aosm`t& mt qobsfmt boemyot toyäm tkf|mt kuqmbkq`dkboeqo ‑ tmiyo|`|oyäm dmbm tâbimfmt ak syotoeêk a`|`ek% À dmbm to ou qo aotto ub foeêm ao syotoeqo> m syotoeqo smao |kfoy uet smudmt sk`tk& bkt |mdî m jukyakyë ob ub dmlyo skyk dmetoy|ky k imk fobiykeêk% _bk |o~ |`t`qo` ubk d`akao% Kt sottmkt bo kdmbskegkykb kqà k otqkêäm skyk to aotsoa`yob o kfjuàb dmfmdmu ubk ju`yfkeak ao lfmyot ob bou sotdmêm% Ou q`yo` k ju`yfkeak o k oeqyojuo` k ubk boe`ek {uo otqk|k km bou fkam% To`t kemt bk`t qkyao |mfqo` k |`t`qky k{uofk botbk d`akao& o k botbk boe`ek |o`m lkfky dmb`jm o bo a`tto> ‑ Qoegm jukyakak k ju`yfkeak {uo |mdî bo aou {ukeam otqo|o k{u` ak þfq`bk |o~% Obimyk kt lfmyot qoegkb todkam o soya`am k lykjyéed`k& skyk b`b ofkt dmeq`eukb qäm lyotdkt o soylubkakt syotoeqo% dmbm em sy`bo`ym a`k% Kl`ekf& lm` |mdî {uob bo aou m Ou |`t`qo` k tuk dktk o ofk qymuwo skyk ou |oy ubk f`eak dk`wk ao bkao`yk meao k ju`yfkeak lm` du`akamtkboeqo jukyakak% Kt lfmyot buydgkykb o otqk|kb qmakt todkt8 q`egkb soya`am tuk ;33
lykjyéed`k% [ukf{uoy ub {uo kt |`tto smaoy`k soyjueqky> )smy {uo jukyamu otto f`wm ob ubk dk`wk qäm ime`qk= [uo eodott`akao q`egk= K dk`wk à |kf`mtk& bkt ottkt lfmyot buydgkt eäm |kfob ekak)% Em oeqkeqm& k boe`ek smaoy`k nmjky lmyk k dk`wk& bkt eäm kt lfmyot% Ofk |`k kfjm bk`t ek{uofkt lfmyot buydgkt> skyk ofk oyk ub tâbimfm% Sma`kb toy f`wm skyk m yotqm am bueam& bkt eäm skyk ofk% To mt qobsfmt& kt bot{u`qkt& kt `jyonkt& suaottob to bkeqoy dmbm fobiykeêkt am aotonm am gmbob ao tui`y skyk Aout… O otqk à k |oyakao% Mfgo k qmyyo ao ubk `jyonk& m b`ekyoqo ao ubk bot{u`qk& k dþsufk ao ub qobsfm {uo tmio kqà m dàu% Eäm täm bk`t am {uo tâbimfmt am aotonm am gmbob ao to ofo|ky& tâbimfmt ao tuk |`kjob ob iutdk ao Aout% Täm tâbimfmt am lkqm ao {uo m gmbob eäm to dmeqoeqk ob dmetqyu`y tuk dktk& bkt {uoy dmetqyu`y qkbiàb ub qobsfm% M gmbob eäm to dmeqoeqk ob otqky tô ek Qoyyk& bkt {uoy ktdoeaoy qkbiàb skyk m dàu% \mdî në yoskymu emt kiknuyot ao doyéb`dk {uo `fub`ekb mt qobsfmt= Në to soyjueqmu smy {uo otqot kiknuyot {uo dmeqîbjgoo& bkeqo`jk dfky`l`dkak& täm bkeq`amt emt qobsfmt= \mdî në yoskymu {uo otqot kiknuyot täm kt þe`dkt dm`tkt ek lkdo ak Qoyyk dunk dgkbk euedk to a`y`jo skyk ik`wm= Tobsyo to a`y`jo skyk d`bk% Botbm to |mdî |`yky k dþsufk am kiknuy skyk ik`wm& k dgkbk dmeq`euk tui`eam% K Dgkbk& {uo tobsyo tmio& à ub tâbimfm akt kts`ykêÿot gubkekt% \`|obmt ek Qoyyk& bkt qkbiàb jmtqkyâkbmt ao l`wky emttk yot`aîed`k em dàu% Otqkbmt kqkamt k Qoyyk& bkt qkbiàb aotonkbmt emt bm|oy f`|yoboeqo sofm dàu% O |mdî në yoskymu ek yks`ao~ dmb {uo k dgkbk to ofo|k o aotkskyodo= Yoskymu {uo {ukeam k dgkbk to ofo|k o aotkskyodo në eäm smaobmt oedmeqyky aofk= @tqmaotkskyodo% qkbiàb à M t`biôf`dm> t`bimf`~k m lkqmeoegub ao {uo yktqym m {uo ktdoeao& kiknuy ao doyéb`dk à ao bkqày`k tôf`ak& oe{ukeqm {uo k dgkbk à bu`qm lfu`ak ‑ ktt`b {uo to ofo|k& aotkskyodo% Smyqkeqm& k dgkbk ;3;
am kiknuy dmeqàb ubk boetkjob% À ub tâbimfm ao {uo k{u`fm {uo to ofo|k kd`bk am |ufjky& aotkskyodo% [ukeam ubk sottmk aod`ao {uo`bky jgoo ob tou kiknuy& m lk~ suykboeqo smy kbmy% Obimyk eäm gknk ekak ao bku uq`f`~ky {uoymtoeo ob ub kiknuy 'Aout eäm |k` `bsoa`y |mdî ao utky {uoymtoeo& {uo k{u`fmao {uo to qmyemuqkbiàb suym dmbm m jgoo smao tui`y% Ktoeq`bmt dgkbk ao ubtôkiknuy {uoymtoeo tui`yë 'm {uoymtoeo eäm à `eloy`my km jgoo& bkt m jgoo à ub tâbimfm ao emttm toeq`boeqm ao {uo k{u`fm {uo to aotoedkya`u toyë dksk~ ao tui`y bk`t kfqm% Mt qobsfmt& kt bot{u`qkt o kt `jyonkt qkbiàb täm tâbimfmt tobofgkeqot k otqo% Smaob toy bu`qm ime`qmt ‑ täm `futqykêÿot `edyâ|o`t dy`kakt sofm gmbob% Bkt to qmyekykb lo`mt smy{uo bu`qkt dm`tkt kituyakt oeqykykb eofot% Kjmyk& m qobsfm në eäm à ub qobsfm> qyketlmybmu"to em qobsfm amt g`eauâtqkt% O eäm tô amt g`eauâtqkt& bkt qkbiàb amt |k`tgek|kt& amt ao|mqmt am aout \`teþ% O eäm tô à m qobsfm amt |k`tgek|kt& bkt qkbiàb m qobsfm ao lufkem mu ao iofqykem% Ktt`b& dmb otqk aot`eqojykêäm dmeqâeuk& qmamt mt qobsfmt to dme|oyqoykb ob lmdmt ao smfâq`dk% Kf`boeqkb m todqky`tbm o m lkekq`tbm {uo fo|kb qmamt km aotktqyo% Dmb m qobsm& qmamt ofot to qyketlmybkykb ob otqkiofod`boeqmt ml`d`k`t {uo to aoa`dkb dmetqkeqoboeqo k owsfmyky o k dmetoy|ky tout `eqoyottot% Eäm soêm k |mdî skyk tusy`b`y mt qobsfmt% M {uo otqmu soa`eam à {uo |mdî to f`|yo ao quam k{u`fm {uo à `eþq`f o skttmu k lmybky skyqo amt qobsfmt% Mt `eqoyottot otqkiofod`amt à {uo ao|ob toy aotqyuâamt% Mt qobsfmt ao|ob toy tkf|mt ao to qyketlmybky ob otqkiofod`boeqmt ml`d`k`t8 ao|ob toy tkf|mt am todqky`tbm o am lkekq`tbm% _b ubk qobsfm à ub fujky bu`qm lmybmtm to dmeq`euky toeam ksoekt fobiykeêk am a`|`em& to dmeq`euky toeam ub tâbimfm ao aout& to yolfoq`y ub loeñboem {uo tmio skyk m dàu% M {uo otqmu {uoyoeam a`~oy à {uo& oe{ukeqm mt qobsfmt dmeq`eukyob toeam k bmfk symsuftmyk ak smfâq`dk& dmeq`eukyäm ;39
sym|mdkeam aotjykêkt% O ufq`bkboeqo& mt qobsfmt ekak bk`t täm am {uo k bmfk symsuftmyk ak smfâq`dk% [ukeam to dmetqyô` ub qobsfm skyk mt g`eauâtqkt& ofo kuqmbkq`dkboeqo to qmyek ub lmdm ao smfâq`dk& smy{uo k smfâq`dk t`je`l`dk todqky`tbm% O k yof`j`äm eäm qob kitmfuqkboeqo ekak k |oy dmb m todqky`tbm% Yof`j`äm t`je`l`dk ub tkagkek dmbsymb`ttm k ots`y`qukf`akao& smfâq`dktô t`je`l`dk& ub todqky`tbm% Tonksottmkf tobsyodmb dmetd`oeqo ao {uo ko kyof`j`äm smao to yofkd`meky dmb m tkagkek& bkt eäm smao to yofkd`meky euedk dmb m todqky`tbm% K smfâq`dk to kf`boeqk am todqky`tbm& m todqky`tbm to kf`boeqk am ôa`m o m ôa`m to kf`boeqk ao tkejuo8 o qmakt otqkt bkfakaot tojuob ka`keqo% M qobsfm& dmbm tâbimfm ao Aout& to qmyemu `bsuym% Ottk `bsuyo~k ao|o toy of`b`ekak8 tô ktt`b& m qobsfm toyë ub tâbimfm ao jykeao iofo~k% To ubk d`akao q`|oy ub qobsfm {uo eäm soyqoeêk eob kmt g`eauâtqkt eob kmt buêufbkemt eob kmt dy`tqämt& k d`akao toyë gkybme`mtk% M qobsfm toyë ob ub kamyem ak d`akao% M qobsfm toyë ubk fobiykeêk am `el`e`qm% Oeqäm& k{uofot {uo oeqykb em qobsfm eäm toeq`yäm {uo& km lk~oy `ttm& to ksymw`bkykb ao Aout& o eob {uo lmyk am qobsfm otqk|kb fmejo aofo8 kt sottmkt t`bsfotboeqo toeq`yäm {uo m qobsfm à ub fujky meao à bk`t lëd`f oeqyky ob t` botbm% M qobsfm à ub fujky meao k sottmk dmegodo k iofo~k& k sk~ o k tmf`aäm% Eotto dktm& m qobsfm toyë t`bsfotboeqo ub fujky kao{ukam skyk sykq`dky k boa`qkêäm% O k boa`qkêäm à m dkb`egm {uo dmeau~ km a`|`em% Eob qmamt oedmeqykb lkd`fboeqo ob tukt dktkt k sk~ eodottëy`k skyk sykq`dky k boa`qkêäm8 bkt qmamt mt gki`qkeqot ao ubk d`akao& nueqmt& smaob dmetqyu`y lkd`fboeqo ubk dktk skdâl`dk% Eob qmamt smaob dmeqykqky ub symlottmy skyq`dufky skyk tout l`fgmt k ofot ubk otdmfk syôsy`k dmb`tqm& nkya`b o sëq`mubao nmjmt% oTomloyodoy dkak sottmk to aoa`dktto k lk~oy tuyj`y`k symifobk> tô ubkt smudkt dy`keêkt qoy`kb otquamt% Smy `ttm dmetqyuâbmt ubk otdmfk ek d`akao o symsmyd`mekbmt qmam m eodottëy`m skyk qmakt kt dy`keêkt ak d`akao% Am botbm bmam& dkak ;34
d`akao ao|o qoy ub fujky skyk sykq`dky m tkagkek& skyk sykq`dky k boa`qkêäm% @ttm à quam m {uo t`je`l`dkb m qobsfm o k bot{u`qk& ekak bk`t% Ek kqukf`akao& në eäm täm fujkyot skyk sykq`dky m tkagkek> dme|oyqoykb"to ob doeqymt skyk a`luea`y kj`qkêÿot o bkfakaot% Smyqkeqm& eäm qobmt eodott`akao ao tusy`b`y mt qobsfmt% Bkt ao|obmtQkbiàb symduykyao|obmt {uo m qobsfm eäm {uo dmeq`euo toeam ubskyk doeqym ao kj`qkêäm% symduyky m qobsfm |mfqo kt bämt ak yof`j`äm o {uo eäm dmeq`euo ekt bämt amt g`eauâtqkt eob amt buêufbkemt% To kt dy`keêkt ao ubk d`akao suaoyob `y ã bot{u`qk dmb qkeqk f`ioyakao dmbm km qobsfm& to suaoyob `y ã `jyonk dmb qkeqk f`ioyakao dmbm km qobsfm ao Tg`|k& eotto dktm& `ttm aobmetqyk {uo otto à ub sm|m |oyakao`ykboeqo yof`j`mtm% [uo kt sottmkt aotqk d`akao täm imk joeqo% [uo mt sk`t aotqk d`akao eäm täm `e`b`jmt ao tout l`fgmt% Smy dmetoju`eqo& aobmetqyk {uo mt sk`t aotqk d`akao kbkb k tout l`fgmt& o {uo otqäm dmetqyu`eam kt iktot skyk {uo tout l`fgmt eäm fuqob oeqyo ofot% Mt sk`t aotqk d`akao a`yäm k tout l`fgmt> )K bot{u`qk à tuk dktk& qkeqm {ukeqm m qobsfm% \ë meao |mdî oedmeqyo sk~% Oeqyo ob {ukf{uoy ub aofot o symduyo aout% Qmakt kt dktkt täm ao Aout& bkt m {uo `bsmyqk à |î"fm% O& skyk `ttm& oeqyo ob t` botbm% \ë meao |mdî toeq`y Aout)% M a`k ob {uo `tqm to qmyeky ubk yokf`akao& toyë dy`kam em bueam m qobsfm qkf dmbm ofo ao|o toy% K`eak eäm lmbmt dksk~ot ao dmetqyuâ"fm% Ou eäm bo `edfum oeqyo k{uofot {uo {uoyob tusy`b`y mt qobsfmt% Sofm dmeqyëy`m& a`jm {uo emttmt qobsfmt në lmykb aotqyuâamt sofkt syôsy`kt sottmkt {uo kl`ybkb toy tout |`j`fkeqot% Bkt à a`lâd`f aoqoyb`eky {ukeam toyobmt dksk~ot ao emt aky dmeqk a`ttm% O& kfàb a`ttm& kt sottmkt bo oeqoeaob bku& soetkb {uo ou tmu ub amt aotqyu`amyot aoao|oyobmt qobsfmt% M of`b`eky {uo ou jkegky`k aotqyu`eam ub qobsfm= Ekquykfboeqo& quam m {uo otqë em qobsfm o {uo eäm à syôsy`m ao ub qobsfm% Eäm gë ekak ao bku ob aoa`dky"to k otqo qykikfgm% ;31
Yotsmeaoyo` k ubk þfq`bk soyjueqk& o aosm`t `e`d`kyobmt emttk boa`qkêäm% _b kb`jm soyjueqmu aosm`t am ikqo"sksm ak bkegä> M kqbke 'k kfbk mu k dmetd`îed`k)& |kjk aosm`t {uo kikeamek m dmysm=
KFJ_B KT KFB KT QÎB A@L@D_FA KAO AO OBDMEQYKY ub em|m dmysm `boa`kqkboeqo aosm`t ak bmyqo% Ow`tqo ubk yk~äm skyk `ttm& o qkf|o~ |mdî eäm qoegk soetkam {uo otqk smaoy`k toy k yk~äm% Smaobmt a`|`a`y qmakt kt kfbkt ob qyît dkqojmy`kt% K kfbk `eloy`my> sottmkt dmb ub q`sm bk`t ik`wm ao dmetd`îed`k8 k Kfbk tusoy`my> à m q`sm bk`t suym o bk`t kfqm ao dmetd`îed`k8 o k qoydo`yk à kaukt Kfbk `eqoyboa`ëy`k> sottmkt {uo qîb ub smudm ao dkak ubk akt sy`bo`ykt% Qmbobmt dmbm owobsfm m akbymm & ub so{uoem qkbimy% M akbymm à fkyjm ekt owqyob`akaot o otqyo`qm em doeqym% To m `e|otqâttobmt ao ubk bkeo`yk {uo ofo lmtto fkyjm em doeqym o otqyo`qm emt owqyobmt& dmbsyooeaoyâkbmt k t`qukêäm akt kfbkt aotoedkyekakt% Emt owqyobmt otqyo`qmt gë bu`qm smudmt toyot% Qkeqm skyk mt toyot `eloy`myot {ukeqm skyk mt toyot tusoy`myot qmyek"to a`lâd`f oedmeqyky ub dmysm em|m% Mt `eqoyboa`ëy`mt eäm oedmeqykb a`l`dufakao kitmfuqkboeqo ‑ kfdkeêkb ub dmysm em|m ktt`b {uo ao`wkb m keqoy`my% M bmq`|m à {uo tobsyo gë ub |oeqyo a`tsmeâ|of skyk kfbkt boaâmdyot& skyk kt `eqoyboa`ëy`kt% [ukeam ubk sottmk bmyyo& k kfbk |k` k doeqoekt ao sottmkt& k doeqoekt ao dktk`t {uo otqäm dmsufkeam% O {ukeam to toeqo kqykâak smy ub dktkf& oeqyk em |oeqyo% Bkt kt kfbkt tusoy`myot eäm smaob oeqyky ob |oeqyot ofkt eodott`qkb owqykmya`eëy`mt% K kfbk dmbuet& tusoy`my eodott`qk ak ue`äm aoaoub |oeqyot dktkf dmb ub eâ|of bk`t ofo|kam ao dmetd`îed`k skyk {uo gknk smtt`i`f`akaot skyk m tou ektd`boeqm% Ktt`b& ubk kfbk ofo|kak qob {uo otsoyky m |oeqyo kao{ukam% Am botbm bmam& mt toyot ;3?
`eloy`myot qkbiàb qîb {uo otsoyky& smy{uo qkbsmudm smaob oedmeqyky lkd`fboeqo ub dktkf ‑ eäm à lëd`f oedmeqyky ub |oeqyo ao q`sm `eloy`my% Aotqk lmybk& mt q`smt bk`t ofo|kamt o mt `eloy`myot eäm ektdob dmb lkd`f`akao& oe{ukeqm {uo mt `eqoyboa`ëy`mt eäm qîb a`l`dufakaot% Tobsyo gë |oeqyot a`tsmeâ|o`t skyk yodoiî"fmt ‑ k kfbk boaâmdyo to toeqo kqykâak `boa`kqkboeqo smy ubto aofot% Otqk bkegä ou lkfo` tmiyo m Ikyam% [ukeam sykq`dk otqo bàqmam& a`~"to ã sottmk {uo otqë bmyyoeam> )\mdî |oyë doeqoekt ao dktk`t dmsufkeam% Eäm qoegk syottk% Soeto ub smudm8 otsoyo ub smudm& sktto kfjub qobsm ek |ktq`aäm keqot ao oeqyky eub |oeqyo% Eäm oeqyo `boa`kqkboeqo em sy`bo`ym |oeqyo {uo m kqyk`y)% À dmbm to ubk sottmk lmtto km tgmss`ej o dmbsyktto k sy`bo`yk dm`tk {uo fgo dgkbktto k kqoeêäm eubk |`qy`eo% K sy`bo`yk fmnk {uo ofk |î k kqyk`& ofk oeqyk `boa`kqkboeqo ek fmnk% Bkt m df`oeqo `eqof`joeqo |`t`qk |ëy`kt fmnkt& owsoy`boeqk |ëy`kt |o~ot mt symauqmt& `elmybk"to& dmbskyk mt syoêmt o aosm`t aod`ao% Smyqkeqm& em bàqmam am Ikyam m bmy`iueam à kdmetofgkam> )Du`akam+ Eäm to syod`s`qo& eäm qoegk syottk& dmeq`euo symduykeam& soeto iob& fo|o quam ob dmet`aoykêäm)% @tqm à a`qm skyk ofo ao lmybk dmeqâeuk smy{uo tobsyo gë doeqoekt ao sottmkt dmsufkeam% K sottmk |î dfkykboeqo k doeqoekt ao dktk`t lk~oeam kbmy& o oeqyo ofot tô to toeqo kqykâak sofm dktkf {uo à dksk~ ao fgo mloyodoy ub |oeqyo kao{ukam% Qkeqm kt kfbkt tusoy`myot dmbm kt `eloy`myot ao|ob otsoyky kqà {uo oedmeqyob ub |oeqyo kao{ukam% Kt kfbkt `eloy`myot eäm oedmeqykb lkd`fboeqo ub |oeqyo ao dkyëqoy qäm ik`wm skyk& kqyk|àt aofo& kfdkeêky tukt smtt`i`f`akaot% Kt kfbkt tusoy`myot qkbsmudm oedmeqykb lkd`fboeqo ub |oeqyo ao dkyëqoy tusoy`my% Kt kfbkt `eloy`myot {uo oelyoeqkb lkfqk ao dmysmt täm kt {uo bkut otsây`qmt& o kt kfbktk tusoy`myot {uo otsoykb skykdgkbkbmt ektdoy täm kt {uo dgkbkbmtao|kqkt & aoutot% Mt toyot tusoy`myot {uo otsoykb ub |oeqyo kao{ukam täm aoutot% Mt lkeqktbkt o mt bkut otsây`qmt täm kt kfbkt bk`t ik`wkt& {uo otqäm ob lkfqk ao dmysmt smy tuk ;3<
{ukf`akao `eloy`my% Skyk m toy dmbub tobsyo gë ub |oeqyo a`tsmeâ|of% Ktt`b {uo mdmyyo k bmyqo& k kfbk oeqyk `etqkeqkeokboeqo eub |oeqyo% M botbm kb`jm qkbiàb soyjueqmu> Ottkt kfbkt {uo otqäm otsoykeam skyk ektdoy smaob oeqyky em dmysm ao kf juàb o ` edmbm ak y otq k sottmk =
@TQM QKBIÀB À SMTTÂ\OF& SMY[_O KT KFBKT `eloy`myot& k{uofkt {uo eäm oedmeqykykb ub dmysm k`eak& täm bu`qm kqmyboeqkakt& oe{ukeqm {uo kt kfbkt tusoy`myot täm lof`~ot tob dmysmt% \mdî ao|o dmbsyooeaoy otqk a`loyoeêk% Kt kfbkt tusoy`myot tobsyo dmysmaotonkb dmbm ubk otsàd`o ao otdyk|`aäm& ao ub q`sm dmet`aoykb mu ao muqym%m Ofkt soybkeodoy fo|ot o syoloyob& `edfut`|o& eäm dkyyojky m sotm ao ub dmysm% O& ob þfq`bm owqyobm& {uoyob to f`|yky am dmysm& sm`t m dmysm to skyodo dmb ubk sy`täm% Dgojkb k toeq`y {uo m dmysm fgot miy`jk k lk~oy doyqkt dm`tkt {uo eäm |kfob k soek8 smy `ttm& tukt kfbkt eäm otqäm bu`qm ksojkakt km dmysm% Kt kfbkt `eloy`myot eäm täm dksk~ot ao |`|oy eob ub bmboeqm tob m dmysm& tout `eqoyottot o tuk lof`d`akao otqäm syotmt km dmysm% Kfjuet syk~oyot smaob toy kfdkeêkamt tob otqky ob ub dmysm% Smy owobsfm& qmbobmt m dktm ak kfbk ao ub soetkamy% K sottmk smao aotlyuqky am syk~oy ao soetky tob otqky ob ub dmysm& smy{uo m soetkboeqm eäm qob ekak k |oy dmb m dmysm% Ktt`b& to k kfbk ao ub soetkamy dmboêk k |kjky o eäm kfdkeêk ub dmysm& euedk aobmetqyk eoegubk syottk smy otqky ao em|m em dmysm& smy{uo smao aotlyuqky am syk~oy ao soetky `edfut`|o em otqkam ob {uo to oedmeqyk% Bkt tusmegkbmt& smy owobsfm& {uo ubk sottmk aotlyuqk dmb sk`wäm sofk dmb`ak% Eäm à smttâ|of ksyod`ky otto syk~oy tob otqky eub dmysm& ao bmam {uo ob qkf dktm k kfbk l`dk qyoboeakboeqo `e{u`oqk sofm aotonm ao oeqyky ao kfjub bmam ob ;3:
ub dmysm% O to eäm dmetoju`y oedmeqyky ub |oeqyo kao{ukam& oeqäm smao oeqyky ob ub dmysm {uo qob ubk kfbk lykdk% _bk Kfbk lykdk à k{uofk {uo eäm à symsy`oqëy`k ao tou dmysm% O `tqm kdmeqodo {ukeam k kfbk lykdk to oedmeqyk ob otqkam ao boam% M boam qob ub t`je`l`dkam bu`qm symlueam% M boam à k{u`fm m lk~ [ukeam toeqo[ukeam boam& |mdî dmeqyk`8to {ukeam{uo |mdî to dmeqyk`y% toeqo lof`~& |mdî |mdî to a`fkqk% ubktosottmk oedmeqyk ob otqkam ao boam& tuk kfbk to dmeqyk`& o ob dmeto{öîed`k l`dk f`|yo ob tou dmysm ub jykeao otskêm |k~`m skyk {uo oeqyo muqyk kfbk o m mduso% Eäm tô ubk kfbk& bkt qkbiàb bu`qkt smaob oeqyky ao ubk |o~ eotto otskêm o mdusë"fm% Smyqkeqm& {ukeam ubk sottmk to oedmeqyk ob otqkam ao boam& smao oeqyky ubk kfbk ob tou dmysm% O m þe`dm bmq`|m sofm {ukf ubk kfbk smaoy`k {uoyoy lk~oy qkf dm`tk à smy{uo qmamt tout aotonmt otqäm f`jkamt km dmysm& ofk qoeqk tkd`ky tout aotonmt oeqykeam em dmysm ao kfjuàb% @tqm à soylo`qkboeqo smttâ|of% Ow`tqob sym|kt qkejâ|o`t {uo m aobmetqykb& quam `tqm otqë dmbsfoqkboeqo iktokam ek yokf`akao% M {uo `tqm {uoy a`~oy à {uo ubk sottmk qoboymtk otqë tobsyo dmyyoeam soy`jm ‑ ofk otqë tobsyo dmeqykâak% \`|o& smy ktt`b a`~oy& ob ub tô dñbmam ak dktk& oe{ukeqm m yotqm amt dñbmamt l`dkb a`tsmeâ|o`t o smaob toy mduskakt smy muqymt `e{u`f`emt% Ao |o~ ob {ukeam& kt kfbkt tusoy`myot oeqykb ob ub dmysm gubkem& bkt m lk~ob smy bmq`|mt bu`qm a`loyoeqot% Kfjuet kqmt ao dmbsk`wäm eäm to smaob yokf`~ky tob otqky eub dmysm% @bkj`eobmt& smy owobsfm& {uo ubk dktk to `edoeao`o& gë aoeqym ak dktk ubk sottmk o eäm kskyodo e`ejuàb a`tsmtqm k tkf|ë"fk% K bufq`aäm dmeqobsfk m `edîea`m& `bsmqoeqo8 e`ejuàb to kqyo|o k oeqyky ek dktk ob dgkbkt% Ao yosoeqo to ka`keqk ub gmbob& kskjk mdktk% `edîea`m dmetojuo tkf|kyquam k sottmk {uo otqk|k k{uofo syotk aoeqym Bk`to qkyao& {ukeam otqë qoyb`ekam& botbmak gmbob to soyjueqk dmbm lm` dksk~ ao lk~î"fm% Otqë tojuym ao qoy kj`am tmi k `elfuîed`k ao ub smaoy aotdmegod`am ‑ tkio {uo eäm lm` miyk aofo& {uo ubk lmyêk bk`my m lo~% Eottot dktmt& meao m ;37
gmbob à `edksk~ ao youe`y k dmykjob eodottëy`k skyk ubk imk dkutk& ubk kfbk tusoy`my smao oeqyky em dmysm gubkem o dubsy`y k qkyolk% Bkt otqkt dm`tkt ykykboeqo kdmeqodob% Dmbm à a`lâd`f skyk mt toyot tusoy`myot oedmeqyky |oeqyot kao{ukamt& kfjubkt |o~ot ofot qîb {uo otsoyky doeqoekt ao kemt kqà ektd`boeqm toju`eqo% k dm`tk bk`tkmtuysyooeaoeqo à {uo otqkttoukfbkt kskyodob tmiyo kO Qoyyk {ukto botbm qobsm% Smy owobsfm& Iuak o Bkgk|`y ektdoykb kbimt ek Âea`k gë 9%?33 kemt% Kbimt ektdoykb ob I`gky& o ek botbk àsmdk otqk|kb syotoeqot muqymt to`t toyot `fub`ekamt ek botbk yoj`äm ao I`gky% Tout embot eäm täm dmegod`amt smy{uo eäm `e`d`kykb eoegub a`tdâsufm& eäm q`|oykb toju`amyot 'otto à m þe`dm bmq`|m8 bkt oykb toyot am botbm dkf`iyo {uo Iuak o Bkgk|`y% _bk aotqkt sottmkt lm` Sykiuaagk Hkqpkpkek8 muqym Kn`q Hotghkbikf& o muqym lm` Tkenkp \`foqg`suqyk% Qkbiàb |`|ou oeqäm Bkdgkf` Jmtkf& o muqymt% M`qm sottmkt am botbm jîe`m o ak botbk smqoed`kf`akao ektdoykb ek{uofo soyâmam ao qobsm ek yoj`äm ao I`gky% Dmb qmam m bueam km tou a`tsmy& otqkt m`qm kfbkt otsoykykb bu`qm qobsm skyk ektdoy ek{uofk so{uoek yoj`äm ao I`gky% O {ukeam dgojmu k msmyque`akao& dgojmu skyk qmamt ao ubk |o~% Dmtqubk kdmeqodoy 'o qkbiàb kdmeqodo dmb kt kfbkt `eloy`myot ao mdmyyoy ubk dkao`k ao ektd`boeqmt ao kfbkt imkt% Em botbm qobsm ao Iuak o Bkgk|`y& ektdou Tôdykqot ek Jyàd`k& toju`am smudm qobsm aosm`t smy Sfkqäm o Ky`tqôqofot% Eotqk botbk àsmdk ektdoykb ek Dg`ek Dmelþd`m& Fkm"Qto& Dgukej"Qto o Boed`m 'Boej"Qto% Ksymw`bkakboeqo ek botbk àsmdk ektdoykb ob skyqot a`loyoeqot am bueam sottmkt `edyâ|o`t% M bueam `eqo`ym otqk|k dgo`m ao sottmkt lktd`ekeqot% Skyodo {uo kt kfbkt aottkt sottmkt fo|kykb kfjub|oeqyot qobsm a`tsmeâ|o`t otsoykeam& skyk o oeqäm fgot tuyj`u8 kskyodoykb ofkt%k msmyque`akao [ukeam kdmeqodo ao gk|oy |oeqyot a`tsmeâ|o`t& kskyodob bu`qmt |oeqyot a`tsmeâ|o`t ao ubk |o~% À dmbm m aotkiymdgky ao ubk lfmy% [ukeam dgojk k qobsmykak& oedmeqykbmt ubk lfmy {uo to ;30
kiy`u& aosm`t |obmt ubk tojueak lfmy& o fmjm ubk qoydo`yk% Kt lfmyot otqk|kb ksoekt otsoykeam skyk lfmyotdoy% Dgojk k kf|mykak& o ktt`b {uo m tmf to fo|keqk tmiyo m gmy`~meqo kt lfmyot to kiyo% Kt lfmyot skttkykb k em`qo qmak otsoykeam& o {ukeam m tmf tk`u& ofkt to kiy`ykb% Dmb kt kfbkt ek `eloy`myot owkqkboeqoofkt m botbm% [ukeam to aotoe|mf|o Qoyyk m kdmeqodo kbi`oeqo kao{ukam& ektdob ob dkao`k% Smy owobsfm& ob emttmt qobsmt ektdoykb ek botbk àsmdk sottmkt dmbm G`qfoy& Tqkf`e o Bkm% Otqkt sottmkt qäm gmyyâ|o`t ao|ob qoy otsoykam b`fgkyot ao kemt skyk ektdoy8 eäm à bu`qm lëd`f oedmeqyky |oeqyot skyk ofot% Tqkf`e bkqmu& ofo tm~`egm& bk`t ao to`t b`fgÿot ao sottmkt ek _e`äm Tm|`àq`dk& o G`qfoy bkqmu doydk ao ao~ b`fgÿot ao sottmkt% Mt t`tqobkt skyk bkqky {uo G`qfoy `e|oeqmu eäm qîb syodoaoeqot ek g`tqôy`k ak gubke`akao% Ofo myjke`~mu kttktt`ekqmt ob bkttk ao ubk bkeo`yk {uo e`ejuàb euedk q`egk lo`qm keqot% Km tou fkam& Qkboyfëe o Joejg`t Hke skyodob sy`ed`s`keqot% G`qfoy `e|oeqmu débkykt ao jët skyk yokf`~ky kttktt`ekqmt ob bkttk% Skyod`k"fgo bu`qm dgkqm o dkym bkqky kt sottmkt ubk k ubk o aotlk~oy"to aosm`t ao tout dkaë|oyot8 smy `ttm& `e|oeqmu t`tqobkt oejoegmtmt skyk m kttktt`ekqm ob bkttk% Qkbiàb ow`tqob muqymt bo`mt skyk m kttktt`ekqm ob bkttk 'dmbm |`bmt& smy owobsfm& emt yodoeqot dmelf`qmt ykd`k`t ao Kgbkakika& bkt täm bàqmamt bu`qm dkymt% Kfàb a`ttm& bkqky kt sottmkt ubk k ubk à bu`qm qykikfgmtm o fo|k bu`qm qobsm qkbiàb% Bkqky sottmkt ubk k ubk eäm aë yotufqkam> bkqk"to ubk k{u` o ektdo muqyk ob muqyk skyqo% Ao bmam {uo G`qfoy dmfmdk|k d`edm b`f sottmkt ao ubk tô |o~ ob ubk débkyk o& dmb ksoekt ub aoyykbk|k ksoyqky ao imqäm& otqktaod`edm b`f sottmktaotojët& o|ksmyk|kb% Eäm to ubk jmqk tkejuo eob syod`tk|k dk|ky ub þe`dm qþbufm% Quam oyk bu`qm ol`d`oeqo% E`ejuàb smao kdutky G`qfoy ao aoyykbky tkejuo% To Aout dmeq`euktto lk~oeam nutq`êk tojueam mt sy`edâs`mt keq`jmt& ;;3
oedmeqyky`k G`qfoy dmbsfoqkboeqo `emdoeqo% Ofo eäm aoyykbmu eoegubk jmqk ao tkejuo8 eäm kqyk|ottmu eoegub so`qm dmb tuk otskak8 f`b`qmu"to k `e|oeqky ub bàqmam oejoegmtm skyk bkqky& ub bàqmam `eaotdy`qâ|of% Dmfmdk|k kt sottmkt ob ubk débkyk ao jët& ksoyqk|k ub imqäm ofàqy`dm o kt sottmkt to o|ksmyk|kb% Eäm l`dk|k ow`tqîed`k% Sofkbmam sy`bo`yk ek g`tqôy`k&eoegub G`qfoy to|otqâj`m aotlk~`kao akttuk sottmkt am botbm {uo to|o~ loy|o k ëjuk o ofk to o|ksmyk% Ofo qyketlmybmu ob lubkêk ao~ b`fgÿot ao sottmkt+ Skyk ubk kfbk dmbm k ao G`qfoy à bu`qm a`lâd`f oedmeqyky ub dmysm em|m ob smudm qobsm% O à imb {uo tonk qäm a`lâd`f8 am dmeqyëy`m& k Qoyyk qoy`k ub jykeao symifobk% G`qfoy qoyë {uo otsoyky smy bu`qm qobsm& sm`t à owqyobkboeqo a`lâd`f mdmyyoy em|kboeqo ubk dmedosêäm ao {ukf`akao qäm `eloy`my% M {uo t`je`l`dk ektdoy smy ubk dmedosêäm `eloy`my= T`je`l`dk {uo |ëy`kt joykêÿot ao keqoskttkamt amt sk`t qîb ubk fkyjk dkao`k kdubufkak ao bët miykt% Ob ubk tô |`ak eäm à smttâ|of kdubufky bkfakao m tul`d`oeqo skyk owsf`dky k dmedosêäm ao ubk sottmk dmbm G`qfoy% [ukeqm bku& {ukeqmt kttktt`ekqmt ub gmbob ao|o dmboqoy ob ubk |`ak skyk dmedoioy ub l`fgm dmbm G`qfoy= Skyk {uo ub l`fgm dmbm G`qfoy otdmfgk tout sk`t& à syod`tm ubk fkyjk dkao`k ao bët miykt& ao miykt yokf`~kakt sofmt sk`t auykeqo doeqoekt& b`fgkyot& b`fgÿot ao kemt% @ttm t`je`l`dk {uo tô to ubk sottmk qykikfgktto ob ub bkqkamuym dmeq`eukboeqo auykeqo b`fgkyot ao kemt smaoy`k |oy tout joeot& tuk ykêk& qmyeky"to dksk~ ao kqyk`y k ubk kfbk dmbm k ao G `qfoy% M botbm |kfo skyk kt kfbkt imkt% Skyk kt kfbkt bàa`kt& dmbuet eäm à a`lâd`f ektdoy& ob qmakt kt skyqot gë |oeqyot a`tsmtqmt kdmbuet% yodoioyQîb k qk`t kfbkt% Smy ub fkam tuktioioy& ow`jîed`kt bu`qm mt botbmt aotonmt> dmboy& jkegkytäm a`ego`ym& aotlyuqky am towm& iutdky k gmeyk o k smt`êäm tmd`kf> aotonmt dmbuet% Qmam bueam keto`k smy otqkt dm`tkt8 smy `ttm& k kfbk eäm qob symifobkt skyk oedmeqyky ub |oeqyo% Qmamt mt sk`t smaob iy`eaky ;;;
k {ukf{uoy kfbk dmb k msmyque`akao ao dmetoju`y qmakt otqkt dm`tkt dmbuet% Bkt to ubk kfbk {uoy |`|oy ob ub dmysm gubkem ubk |`ak qäm suyk {uo symau~k iîeêämt ob qmak k qoyyk& to {uoy |`|oy dgo`m ao ub kbmy qäm qmqkf {uo eäm {uo`yk {uo e`ejuàb to `edmbmao smy tou kbmy eob {uo tou kbmy to dme|oyqk ob ubk dkyjk skykqkfe`ejuàb& {uo ektêk kfbk% oeqäm qoyobmt {uo otsoyky bu`qm qobsm kqà Kjmyk |kbmt emt syoskyky skyk k boa`qkêäm |otsoyq`ek% Keqot {uoym ao`wky kfjubkt dm`tkt dfkykt% Mitoy|o` {uo otqäm to toeqkeam bu`qm soyqm ub amt muqymt& o `ttm eäm mt soyb`qo toeqky tob to syomdusky dmb k smtt`i`f`akao ao dk`y tmiyo kfjuàb% Otqk t`qukêäm eäm mt soyb`qob ksymlueaky% Oeqäm& k sy`bo`yk dm`tk k lk~oy à toskyky uet amt muqymt% K{uofot {uo {uo`ykb to ao`qky smaob lk~î"fm% @edfut`|o bk`t qkyao& auykeqo k boa`qkêäm& to toeq`yob {uo tou dmysm |k` dk`y em dgäm& eäm m dmeqymfo% Tmfqob dmbsfoqkboeqo& ao`wob m dmysm dk`y% Auykeqo qyît b`euqmt ou akyo` tujotqÿot ao {uo tou dmysm otqë yofkwkeam& o |mdî qob {uo toeq`y% Am botbm bmam& akyo` tujotqÿot skyk tuk yots`ykêäm o aosm`t skyk tout soetkboeqmt% Em l`ekf& skttkyobmt ao~ b`euqmt soya`amt em t`fîed`m% Kjmyk& kskjuob kt fu~ot% K sy`bo`yk dm`tk> lodgo mt mfgmt% Yofkwo m dmysm… Yofkwo m dmysm dmbsfoqkboeqo& dmbm to eäm ow`tq`tto dmysm% T`eqk {uo qmak k oeoyj`k ao tou dmysm otqë to bm|oeam skyk aoeqym… t`eqk {uo |mdî otqë to bm|oeam skyk aoeqym% Yoq`yo qmak k oeoyj`k am dmysm o fo|o" k skyk m `eqoy`my% \mdî qob {uo toeq`y tou dmysm yofkwkeam% Foeqkboeqo |mdî |k` soyaou m ambâe`m tmiyo m dmysm8 m dmysm dmboêky dk`ytoeq`y oeqäm{uo m ao`wo dk`y8 eäm m dmeqymfo% To dk`ytoskyk lyoeqo& ao`wo"mk dk`y8 to dk`y skyk qyët& ao`wo"m dk`y% Ao tuk skyqo& eäm bkeqoegk {ukf{uoy dmeqymfo tmiyo m dmysm% Tmfqo m ambâe`m tmiyo m dmysm% Tou dmysm otqë yofkwkeam% T`eqk> tou dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… tou dmysm ;;9
otqë yofkwkeam… tou dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… Tmfqo& dmbm to m dmysm në eäm ow`tq`tto% Yoeued`o m tou dmeqymfo% Tou dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… ao`wo qmam m dmeqymfo tmiyo m dmysm& dmbm to tou dmysm otq`|otto bmyqm%%% \mdî to bm|ou skyk aoeqym8 k oeoyj`k lm` kitmy|`ak skyk aoeqym> kjmyk& m dmysm l`dmu skyk qyët& dmbm ubk dmedgk% M dmysm otqë otqë dk`y dmbsfoqkboeqo yofkwkam… toeq`yë {uo myofkwkam… dmysm to mlm`%dmysm Ao`wo"m to ofo {u`toy% M dmysm \mdî otqë yofkwkam& dmbm to otq`|otto bmyqm& dmbm to m dmysm në eäm ow`tq`tto& dmbm to m dmysm q`|otto aotkskyod`am% Yofkwo qkbiàb k yots`ykêäm% Tuk yots`ykêäm otqë yofkwkeam… t`eqk {uo tuk yots`ykêäm otqë yofkwkeam… tuk yots`ykêäm yofkwmu dmbsfoqkboeqo… Tmfqo… tmfqo qkbiàb k yots`ykêäm% Tuk yots`ykêäm yofkwmu% Tout soetkboeqmt qkbiàb otqäm l`dkeam ob t`fîed`m… mt soetkboeqmt otqäm l`dkeam ob t`fîed`m… T`eqk {uo tout soetkboeqmt l`dkb qmqkfboeqo ob t`fîed`m… t`eqk aoeqym> mt soetkboeqmt otqäm to kdkfbkeam% M dmysm otqë yofkwkam& k yots`ykêäm otqë yofkwkak& mt soetkboeqmt otqäm ob t`fîed`m… Quam à t`foed`m aoeqym ao |mdî% \mdî otqë klueakeam eotqo t`fîed`m8 |mdî otqë klueakeam8 |mdî otqë dk`eam dkak |o~ bk`t lueam& dmbm to q`|otto dk`eam eub smêm& dkak |o~ bk`t lueam… am botbm bmam |mdî dk` dkak |o~ bk`t lueam em |k~`m& emTguepk % Tmfqo& tmfqo tuk tuno`êäm dmbsfoqkboeqo… T`jk to `eueakeam em |k~`m& t`jk to `eueakeam… Em `eqoy`my& tô k dmetd`îed`k soybkeodoyë& {uo`bkeam dmbm ubk dgkbk& mitoy|keam dmbm ubk t`bsfot qotqobuegk% Ksoekt to bkeqoegk dmbm ubk qotqobuegk% Dmeq`euo mitoy|keam aoeqym… Lmyk quam otqë bmyqm8 m dmysm l`dmu qmqkfboeqo `eoyqo% l`dmu |mdî bk`t otqë foeqk&dk`eam mt soetkboeqmt bk`t foeqmt8 Kobyots`ykêäm tou `eqoy`my& em t`fîed`m%otqäm Dmeq`euo mitoy|keam& dmeq`euo mitoy|keam& mitoy|keam dmeq`eukboeqo> ub t`fîed`m bu`qm bk`t symlueam tuyj`yë& ub t`fîed`m bu`qm bk`t ;;4
symlueam% Eotto otqkam ao mitoy|kêäm& ou qkbiàb aotkskyodoyo`8 tô l`dkyë ubk fu~ kdotk& ubk dgkbk {uo kyao% Kjmyk l`dkyo` dkfkam smy ao~ b`euqmt& o |mdî dmeq`eukyë aotkskyodoeam aoeqym& dkak |o~ bk`t lueam% Yoeued`o m tou dmeqymfo& tmfqo% To f`b`qo k toju`y mitoy|keam% Auykeqo ao~ b`euqmt& tonk mitoy|kamy& qotqobuegk% Quam otqë t`fîed`m… Mfgo skyk ub aoeqym& dmeq`euoubk mfgkeam skyk aoeqym% [uoob aoeqym tô ow`tqk mitoy|kêäm% K boeqo otqë l`dkeam dkak |o~ bk`t ob t`fîed`m… \mdî |oyë m tou syôsy`m dmysm otqoea`am& dmbm to lmtto m dmysm ao muqyk sottmk% Klktqo"to am dmysm& dmbm to q`|otto kikeamekam m dmysm% Skyodo {uo à muqyk sottmk {uob yots`yk% Oeqyo bk`t k`eak& oeqyo bk`t lueam… Dmeq`euo mitoy|keam& dmeq`euo mfgkeam aoeqym& o k boeqo to klueakyë dmbsfoqkboeqo em ekak% Klueao bk`t& oeqyo bk`t lueam… Dmeq`euo mitoy|keam… k boeqo otqë dmbsfoqkboeqo ob t`fîed`m% M dmysm lm` ao`wkam skyk qyët% \mdî to klktqmu am dmysm% Tmfqo& tmfqo dmbsfoqkboeqo8 eäm tojuyo ekak% K boeqo otqë l`dkeam k`eak bk`t t`foed`mtk… m dmysm otqë ao`qkam fmejo8 \mdî otqë klktqkam am dmysm… K boeqo l`dmu ob t`fîed`m qmqkf… Mfgo skyk aoeqym% M ou aotkskyodou dmbsfoqkboeqo8 tô l`dmu k dmetd`îed`k& tô l`dmu m dmegod`boeqm% Qmam m yotqm aotkskyodou… Foeqkboeqo& yots`yo symlueakboeqo |ëy`kt |o~ot% K boeqo otqë kjmyk ob t`fîed`m qmqkf% Mitoy|o qmakt o dkak ubk akt yots`ykêÿot& o |mdî toeq`yë {uo k boeqo qmyek"to k`eak bk`t t`foed`mtk% Tuk yots`ykêäm qkbiàb skyodo a`tqked`kak& toskykak ao |mdî% Yots`yo dmb tuk|`akao o ao|kjky% Mitoy|o m {uäm fmejo otqë k yots`ykêäm… mitoy|o {uäm a`tqked`kak otqë ao |mdî% Foeqkboeqo& yots`yo symlueakboeqo |ëy`kt |o~ot% Ob toju`ak& kiyk mt mfgmt ao|kjky% Eäm gë mt eodott`akao syottk skyk to Kiyk fo|keqky% To lmy `edksk~ ao kiy`y mfgmt& eämaoà syod`tm syottk% mt mfgmt ao|kjky o dmb tuk|`akao& o aosm`t mfgo skyk lmyk ub bmboeqm% Emttk boa`qkêäm |otsoyq`ek qoyb`emu% ;;1
DK SÂQ_FM 1 \mfqky Skyk k Lmeqo
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B KB@JM SOYJ_E QM_> A o kdmy am dmb m {u o | mdî e mt a` tto& smaobmt |oedoy k bmyqo smy bo`m ak boa`qkêäm mu am tkagkek% B kt& s my kdktm otto b otb m otq kam e äm to s y mau ~ {u ke am otq kb mt
amyb`eam= O eotto dktm& smy {uo eäm smaobmt |oedoy k bmyqo smy bo`m am tmem= K SY@BO@YK DM@TK [_O SYOD@TK TOY OEQOEA@AK À {uo k `aà`k ao |oedoy k bmyqo eäm t`je`l`dk {uo ow`tqk kfjm dgkbkam bmyqo skyk |oedoy% \oedoy k bmyqo t`je`l`dk {uo |mdî dgojmu k tkioy {uo k bmyqo eäm ow`tqo% Tkioy {uo k bmyqo eäm ow`tqo à |oedî" fk% Eäm gë ubk dm`tk dgkbkak bmyqo skyk toy |oed`ak% Ktt`b {uo dmetqkqkbmt {uo k bmyqo eäm ow`tqo& k emttk ikqkfgk dmetqkeqo o soya`ak dmeqyk k bmyqo à dottkak% Kfjuet `e`b`jmt ow`tqob& o gë muqymt {uo ek yokf`akao eäm ow`tqob& tô skyodob ow`tq`y% K bmyqo à ;;?
ub aotqot `e`b`jmt {uo eäm qîb ubk ow`tqîed`k yokf& {uo tô skyodo ow`tq`y% Smyqkeqm& eäm tusmegk {uo m qy`uelm t`je`l`dk {uo k bmyqo ow`tqo ob kfjub fujky o {uo k |oedoyobmt% Toy`k dmbm to ub gmbob l`dktto fmudm o dmboêktto k fuqky dmeqyk k tuk syôsy`k tmbiyk& kqà À{uo kfjuàb fgokskyîed`k)% a`ttotto> )Mfgo iob& k mfgktto tmbiyk eäm qob tuitqéed`k% ksoekt ubk To m gmbob k tmbiyk o soydoiotto m {uo otqk|k lk~oeam& y`y`k ao t` botbm& tô oeqäm smaoy`k tkioy {uo |oedou k tmbiyk% \oedoy k tmbiyk t`je`l`dk t`bsfotboeqo tkioy {uo ofk eäm ow`tqo& eob botbm gk|`k dmb m {uo fuqky8 {ukf{uoy sottmk {uo qoeqktto l`dky`k fmudk% [uob fuqk dmeqyk k bmyqo& soyaoyë8 {uob dmegodo k bmyqo& k |oedoyë% @tqm qkbiàb t`je`l`dk {uo& to k bmyqo eäm ow`tqo& oeqäm ek yokf`akao eôt euedk bmyyobmt ‑ {uoy otqonkbmt dmetd`oeqot a`ttm mu eäm% Kt sottmkt am bueam eäm to a`|`aob ob joeqo {uo bmyyo o ob joeqo {uo eäm bmyyo& eäm& eäm à ktt`b% Eotqo bueam e`ejuàb euedk bmyyo% Bkt à |oyakao t`b {uo gë am`t q`smt ao sottmkt> mt {uo dmegodob otto lkqm o mt {uo eäm m dmegodob ‑ otqk à k þe`dk a`loyoeêk% Em tmem dgojkbmt km botbm fujky kmeao dgojkbmt ek boa`qkêäm% K þe`dk a`loyoeêk à {uo em tmem otqkbmt `edmetd`oeqot oe{ukeqm {uo ek boa`qkêäm otqkbmt sfoekboeqo dmetd`oeqot% To k sottmk to qmyeky sfoekboeqo dmetd`oeqo ob sfoem tmem& qoyë k botbk owsoy`îed`k {uo qob ek boa`qkêäm% Smy owobsfm& to keotqot`kybmt ubk sottmk o ob tou otqkam `edmetd`oeqo k fo|kybmt k ub nkya`b dgo`m ao lfmyot ime`qkt o soylubkakt& meao m tmf iy`fgk o mt sëttkymt dkeqkb& k sottmk otqkyë dmbsfoqkboeqo `edmetd`oeqo ao quam `ttm% Bk`t qkyao& {ukeam k sottmk otq`|oyofk f`|yo olo`qm ak keotqot`k& to soyjueqkybmt ofkk tmiyo m nënkya`b& eämamtoyë dksk~ ao emt a`~oy ekak% Aosm`t&k to fo|kybmt km botbm nkya`b {ukeam ofk otq`|oy sfoekboeqo dmetd`oeqo& aottk |o~ ofk toyë dksk~ ao owsoy`boeqky quam m {uo otqë syotoeqo em nkya`b% Ob kbimt mt dktmt& obimyk k sottmk qoegk t`am ;;<
fo|kak km botbm fujky& ek sy`bo`yk |o~ ofk otqk|k `edmetd`oeqo am iofm doeëy`m {uo k ymaok|k& oe{ukeqm {uo ek tojueak |o~ ofk otqk|k sfoekboeqo dmetd`oeqo akt lfmyot o am tou soylubo& am dkeqm amt sëttkymt o am dkfmy am tmf% Ktt`b& obimyk ob otqkam `edmetd`oeqo k sottmk smttk `y qäm fmejo {ukeqm ob otqkam dmetd`oeqo& `y k kfjub fujky ob à dmbm eäm skykâtm `y k fujky{uo kfjub% Emotqkam tmem `edmetd`oeqo dgojkbmt km botbm dgojkbmt ek boa`qkêäm& bkt eäm qobmt dmetd`îed`k a`ttm% \`knkbmt qmak em`qo skyk otto skykâtm o aosm`t yoqmyekbmt… `edmetd`oeqoboeqo% Obimyk k iy`tk lyotdk o k oedkeqkamyk lykjyéed`k aotto fujky emt kdky`d`ob& o mt dkeqmt amt sëttkymt yottmeob ob emttm mu|`am& euedk toyobmt dmetd`oeqot a`ttm% O& ksotky ao |mfqky aotqo skykâtm dmbsfoqkboeqo `edmetd`oeqo& smaobmt a`~oy> )Otqk bkegä bo t`eqm bu`qm iob% T`eqm"bo bu`qm qyke{ö`fm% Otqk em`qo amyb` iob)% Smy {uo |mdî to toeqo qäm iob= M {uo kdmeqodo ao imb {ukeam |mdî amybo iob= Eäm smao to qykqky t`bsfotboeqo ao amyb`y ‑ doyqkboeqo |mdî ao|o qoy otqkam ob kfjub fujky8 kfjubk dm`tk ao|o qoy kdmeqod`am dmb |mdî% Bkt& sofk bkegä |mdî eäm qob dmegod`boeqm a`ttm& tô ubk |kjk toetkêäm ao iob"otqky% K{uofo {uo amybo symlueakboeqo ã em`qo to fo|keqk yo|`jmykam sofk bkegä% @tqm bmtqyk {uo k sottmk dgojmu kqyk|àt am tmem k ubk lmeqo yolyotdkeqo& obimyk ob otqkam `edmetd`oeqo% K{uofo {uo à `edksk~ ao amyb`y iob ã em`qo oedmeqyk"to bk`t dketkam sofk bkegä am {uo otqk|k km to ao`qky ek em`qo keqoy`my% O to ubk sottmk skttk |ëy`mt a`kt tob amyb`y iob& l`dk bu`qm a`lâd`f skyk ofk tmiyo|`|oy& smy{uo ofk ymbso tuk dmeowäm dmb k lmeqo ak |`ak% Ofk à `edksk~ ao dgojky km fujky meao à ottoed`kf dgojky% M s`my dktq`jm am bueam eäm à k bmyqo> k bmyqo& dmbm dktq`jm& à lëd`f ao tusmyqky8 ofksottmk skttk àob b`euqmt% s`my dktq`jm {uo to smao aky k ubk eämkfjuet ao`wë"fk amyb`y%MK`eak gmno ob emttmt qobsmt gë skâtot dmbm k Dg`ek o Yþtt`k meao mt sy`t`meo`ymt täm `bsoa`amt ao amyb`y% K qmyq uyk {uo ub sy`t`meo`ym tmlyo to ofo eäm suaoy amyb`y smy {u`e~o a`kt& à `e`bkj`eë|of> ofo ;;:
smao oefmu{uodoy% M sy`t`meo`ym dmboêk k yo|ofky `elmybkêÿot {uo ao muqym bmam ofo nkbk`t yo|ofky`k km `e`b`jm% Ofo dmboêk k lkfky& dmbsfoqkboeqo `edmetd`oeqo akt dmeto{öîed`kt% Ek Dg`ek `e|oeqkykb bàqmamt t`tqobëq`dmt ao qmyquyk% Mt sy`t`meo`ymt täm `bsoa`amt ao amyb`y auykeqo to`t botot% Dmeto{öoeqoboeqo ofot ao l`dkb To yof`j`äm& ot{uodob qmqkfboeqo ao {uob täm& dmbmdmbsfoqkboeqo to dgkbkb& aofmudmt% {ukf à tuk ao {uo d`akao täm ‑ ofot to ot{uodob ao quam% K lkfqk ao tmem `eqymau~ ob tukt dmetd`îed`kt ubk dmbsfoqk aotmyaob& ub dkmt% Eotto otqkam l`dk lëd`f lk~î"fmt ksyoeaoy {ukf{uoy dm`tk% [ukeam mt tmfakamt kboy`dkemt dksquykamt ek Dmyà`k yoqmyekykb amt dkbsmt ao sy`t`meo`ymt ak Yþtt`k o ak Dg`ek& k lkfqk ao tmem mt q`egk ao`wkam ob dmea`êÿot qäm qoyyâ|o`t {uo& {ukeam tkâykb& otqk|kb dmeqyk mt Otqkamt _e`amt o k lk|my am dmbue`tbm% Sy`bo`ym otqot tmfakamt lmykb `bsoa`amt ao amyb`y& o {ukeam tukt dmetd`îed`kt në otqk|kb qyketqmyekakt& ofot lmykb amuqy`ekamt em dmbue`tbm% [ukeam tukt `aoeq`akaot në otqk|kb soya`akt em dkmt ak boeqo& ofot yodoioykb tujotqÿot yosoq`akt ao {uo oykb dmbue`tqkt% Aotqk lmybk& ottot tmfakamt lmykb tuiboq`amt k ubk fk|kjob doyoiykf dmbsfoqk% Mt st`dôfmjmt kboy`dkemt l`dkykb dgmdkamt dmb m dmea`d`mekboeqm aotqot tmfakamt% To ubk sottmk à sy`|kak am tmem& ofk l`dk `tmfkak ak syôsy`k lmeqo ak |`ak% Em bueam m kqoâtbm dmeq`eukyë dyotdoeam ek botbk symsmyêäm ob {uo m tmem dmeq`euo l`dkeam dkak |o~ bk`t fo|o% Emt skâtot meao kt sottmkt amybob boemt& m kqoâtbm kuboeqkyë% O emt skâtot ob {uo kt sottmkt amybob bk`t& m qoâtbm kuboeqkyë% Bkt otqo qoâtbm o kqoâtbm täm dmbsfoqkboeqo otqykegmt skyk m gmbob& sm`t tuyjob ao ub otqkam `edmetd`oeqo% K sottmk {uo amyb`u symlueakboeqo m a`ko toju`eqo ob sk~& k{uofk {uo amyb`u ub skttk tmem fo|o yës`am skttk m a`koe{ukeqm toju`eqo {uo `e{u`oqk o kj`qkak% Dmbm ubk boeqo `e{u`oqk o kj`qkak smaoyë toy yodosq`|k k Aout= _bk boeqo kfqoykak& `etkq`tlo`qk o qoetk to eojk k kdo`qky Aout& eojk k tuk ow`tqîed`k% ;;7
K bk`my dkutk am aotoe|mf|`boeqm am kqoâtbm em Md`aoeqo eäm à k d`îed`k& m symifobk my`j`ek"to am dkyëqoy aotmyaoekam o dkôq`dm am tmem% Ob Em|k @my{uo& sofm boemt qy`eqk smy doeqm amt gki`qkeqot eäm smaob amyb`y tob qyke{ö`f`~keqot% Mt st`dôfmjmt kdyoa`qkb {uo& to otqk t`qukêäm syo|kfodoy smy bk`t dob kemt& eoegubk ao amyb`y tob m utm aok boa`dkboeqmt% Gë sottmk sottmkttoyë {uodksk~ soyaoykb dmbsfoqkboeqo dkskd`akao ao amyb`y% To ubk sottmk {uo soyaou otqk dkskd`akao emt soyjueqktto dmbm amyb`bmt o eôt fgo yotsmeaîttobmt> )K þe`dk dm`tk {uo lkêm à dmfmdky k dkioêk em qyk|otto`ym o amyb`y)& ofk eäm kdyoa`qky`k ob eôt% Skyk ofk `ttm skyodo `bsmttâ|of& ofk tutso`qk ao {uo ow`tqo kfjub qyu{uo {uo ofk eäm dmegodo& smy{uo ofk qkbiàb dmfmdk k dkioêk em qyk|otto`ym o ekak kdmeqodo% Aout eäm m {uo`yk& bkt |k` dgojky ub qobsm& bk`t mu boemt ak{u` k b`f mu am`t b`f kemt& ob {uo qmam bueam soyaoyë k dkskd`akao ao qoy ub tmem ekquykf& o kt sottmkt eäm toyäm dksk~ot ao kdyoa`qky {uo gë b`f mu am`t b`f kemt kqyët& iktqk|k dmfmdky k dkioêk em qyk|otto`ym skyk {uo to dmetoju`tto amyb`y% Ofkt |äm soetky {uo to qykqk ao ubk l`dêäm& ao ub yofkqm bâtq`dm% Ofkt |äm a`~oy> )@tqm eäm à smttâ|of& m {uo eäm à |oyakao oeqyo eôt& eäm smao toy |oyakao oeqyo muqymt=) Gë qyît mu {ukqym b`f kemt kqyët kt sottmkt lodgk|kb mt mfgmt o oeqyk|kb ob otqkam ao boa`qkêäm dmb qkeqk lkd`f`akao dmbm amyb`bmt gmno ob a`k% Aoeqym ao am`t b`f kemt toyë a`lâd`f amyb`y ob Em|k @my{uo ‑ në à a`lâd`f ek kqukf`akao% Otqë l`dkeam a`lâd`f ob Imbikp o& fmjm toyë a`lâd`f qkbiàb ob Azkyhk ‑ à ksoekt ubk {uotqäm ao qobsm% Gmno à a`lâd`f kdyoa`qky {uo gmu|o ubk àsmdk ob {uo ubk sottmk lodgk|k mt mfgmt o oeqyk|k ob boa`qkêäm8 smy{uo {ukeam |mdî tofujky& toeqkmt dmb mt mfgmt lodgkamt& |mdî eämgmno& dgojk k eoegub soetkboeqmt dmeq`eukb akeam |mfqkt aoeqym ao |mdî qo `bsoa`eam ao tk`y ao meao |mdî otqë% ;;0
Em skttkam oyk lëd`f sykq`dky k boa`qkêäm skyk mt {uo otqk|kb soyqm ak ekquyo~k& dmbm m tmem à kqukfboeqo skyk k{uofot {uo |`|ob soyqm ak ekquyo~k% Sy`bo`ym aotkskyodou k boa`qkêäm8 kjmyk otqë aotkskyodoeam m tmem% Sy`bo`ym to soyaob kt dm`tkt dmetd`oeqot8 aosm`t kt dm`tkt `edmetd`oeqot% Dmb m aotkskyod`boeqm ak boa`qkêäm mm bueam {ukto `yyof`j`mtm& o {ukeam m tmem aotkskyodoy bueamtotoqmyemu qmyekyë dmbsfoqkboeqo `yyof`j`mtm% K yof`j`äm eäm qob otsoykeêkt ob ub bueam tob tmem% \mdî eob smao kdyoa`qky ek otqyo`qk yofkêäm {uo m tmem qob dmb m emttm bmam ao |`ak& m {ukeqm otqkbmt symlueakboeqo dmeodqkamt km tmem% M bmam ob {uo ubk sottmk |`|o tuk |`ak aosoeao dmbsfoqkboeqo ao dmbm ofk amybo% To |mdî eäm amyb`y iob& qmak tuk |`ak toyë ub dkmt> qmakt kt tukt yofkêÿot sottmk`t to dmbsf`dkb8 quam to qmyek |oeoemtm& dgo`m ao yk`|k% Smy muqym fkam& to ubk sottmk amybo symlueakboeqo& ob tuk |`ak gk|oyë |`jmy> k sk~ o k kfojy`k lfu`yäm dmeq`eukboeqo% Tukt yofkêÿot sottmk`t to ksm`kyäm ek toyoe`akao% Bkt to soyaoy m tmem& qmakt tukt yofkêÿot sottmk`t to kyyu`ekyäm% Klueakyäm tukt yofkêÿot dmb tuk lkbâf`k& dmb tuk bufgoy& dmb tou l`fgm& dmb tuk bäo& dmb tou sk`& dmb tou symlottmy& dmb tout kfuemt ‑ dmb qmamt% M tmem emt fo|k k ub smeqm ao emttm `edmetd`oeqo meao qmamt otqkbmt `boytmt ob Aout8 obimyk eäm smy bu`qm qobsm% Kqà k sottmk bk`t tkuaë|of tô kfdkeêk tou eâ|of bk`t symlueam ao tmem auykeqo ao~ b`euqmt ao tukt m`qm gmykt a`ëy`kt ao tmem% Auykeqo ottot ao~ b`euqmt k sottmk otqë qäm dmbsfoqkboeqo soya`ak& `eueakak em tmem& {uo eäm à dksk~ to{uoy ao tmegky% M tmem eäm à qmqkf oe{ukeqm k sottmk otqë tmegkeam> ofo mtd`fk oeqyo m otqkam ao tmem o m ao |`jâf`k% M tmegm à ub otqkam ob {uo k sottmk bo`mqoegkbmt amyb`eam lodgkam o bo`m kdmyakak% tmegm t`je`l`dk {uo& otqë obimyk mt mfgmt& Qoy eämubotqkbmt amyb`eam> kt `elfuîed`kt owqoyekt k`eak otqäm emt kloqkeam% Kt sottmkt dmb {uob qykqkbmt auykeqo m a`k dmeq`eukb dmemtdm ao em`qo ob emttmt tmegmt% Mt tmegmt mduskb m otqkam `eqoyboa`ëy`m ;93
oeqyo m tmem o k |`jâf`k% O gë bu`qkt sottmkt {uo soyaoykb k dkskd`akao ao amyb`y> f`b`qkb"to k l`dky em otqkam amt tmegmt tob kfdkeêky euedk m otqkam ao tmem% O eäm `bsmyqk {uo eäm yodmyaobmt sofk bkegä m {uo tmegkbmt auykeqo k em`qo% Bu`qkt sot{u`tkt tmiyo m tmem otqäm toeam yokf`~kakt emt Otqkamt _e`amt% Doydk aoao ao~ jykeaot fkimykqôy`mt owsoy`îed`kt dmb b`fgkyot sottmkt smy ub soyâmam aoyokf`~kykb ao~ kemt% Mt kboy`dkemt otqäm bmtqykeam `eqoyotto sofk boa`qkêäm smy{uo soyaoykb m tmem% Ofot kdyoa`qkb {uo k boa`qkêäm toy|o skyk ao|mf|oy m tmem& skyk fo|ky ub smudm ao sk~ ãt tukt |`akt% Smy `ttm |îob k boa`qkêäm dmbm ub qyke{ö`f`~keqo% [ukeam \`|ohkekeak `eqymau~`u sofk sy`bo`yk |o~ k boa`qkêäm emt Otqkamt _e`amt ub bàa`dm m |`t`qmu o fgo a`tto> )aotlyuqo` oemyboboeqo ao tuk boa`qkêäm% À& aod`a`akboeqo& ub qyke{ö` f`~keqo eäm {uâb `dm% Eäm à ub boa`dkboeqm& bkt lk~ amyb`y& à bkjeâl`dm)% K `elfuîed`k dyotdoeqo amt `mjuot emt Otqkamt _e`amt eäm to ao|o k ofot botbmt& k dkutk |oyakao`yk à k lkfqk ao tmem% Mt kboy`dkemt qîb m tmem aotmyaoekam& o smy `ttm k |`ak emt Otqkamt _e`amt otqë dgo`k ao qy`tqo~k& ao aosyottäm& ao qoetäm% Smy `ttm emt Otqkamt _e`amt gë ubk eodott`akao dyotdoeqo ao qyke{ö`f`~keqot skyk lk~oy kt sottmkt amyb`yob% Qmamt mt kemt b`fgÿot ao aôfkyot täm jktqmt ob qyke{ö`f`~keqot emt Otqkamt _e`amt% Mt fkimykqôy`mt otqäm yokf`~keam sot{u`tkt dmb b`fgkyot ao sottmkt {uo täm skjkt skyk skttkyob em`qot ao tmem ob dmea`êÿot iktqkeqo `edñbmakt% Mt d`oeq`tqkt dmeodqkb km dmysm ak sottmk |ëy`mt ofoqymamt o b`fgkyot ao dkimt o mt owkb`ekb ao qmamt mt éejufmt skyk aotdmiy`y m {uo kdmeqodo aoeqym aofot auykeqo m tmem% yo|ofkykb k aotdmioyqk `edyâ|of ao {uo m gmbobOtqkt skttkowsoy`îed`kt {ukto k em`qo qmak tmegkeam% Km aotsoyqky& kfjubkt sottmkt a`~`kb {uo eäm q`egkb tmegkam& oe{ukeqm muqykt a`~`kb {uo tmegkykb% Bkt& ek |oyakao& qmamt ofot tmegkykb% K þe`dk a`loyoeêk à {uo kt sottmkt {uo q`egkb bofgmy bobôy`k to ;9;
fobiyk|kb ao qoy tmegkam& oe{ukeqm {uo kt {uo q`egkb boemy dkskd`akao ao bobôy`k eäm to yodmyak|kb ao qoy tmegkam% Dmequam& mt d`oeq`tqkt suaoykb |oy`l`dky {uo ubk sottmk dmbsfoqkboeqo tkuaë|of tô à dksk~ ao dk`y ob tmem symlueam o tob tmegmt auykeqo ao~ b`euqmt% mt tmegmt bë{u`ekt% Doyqmt eoy|mtÀamsmttâ|of dàyoiymaoqodqky soybkeodob kq`|mt kqyk|àt auykeqo ao m otqkam ao tmegm& bkt {ukeam m tmegm sëyk& mt eoy|mt qkbiàb dottkb kt tukt kq`|`akaot& o k bë{u`ek `ea`dk {uo mdmyyou ub `eqoy|kfm |k~`m% M `eqoy|kfm |k~`m bmtqyk {uo& ek{uofo bmboeqm& k sottmk eäm otqk|k eob tmegkeam eob soetkeam& otqk|k soya`ak ob kfjub fujky% À `eqoyottkeqo {uo kt bë{u`ekt dmeq`euob yoj`tqykeam bm|`boeqmt aoeqym ak sottmk oe{ukeqm otqk to oedmeqyk em otqkam ao tmegmt& bkt ktt`b {uo dk` em tmem tob tmegmt k bë{u`ek bmtqyk ub `eqoy|kfm |k~`m% Eäm tkiob meao lm` skyky k sottmk eotto `eqoy|kfm% Ktt`b& m tmem tob tmegmt t`je`l`dk {uo k sottmk dgojmu k ub fujky kfàb am kfdkedo ak bë{u`ek% À eotto `eqoy|kfm {uo k sottmk oeqyk em a`|`em% K bë{u`ek à `edksk~ ao aoqodqky otqo otskêm `eqoyboa`ëy`m& otqo |k~`m% K bë{u`ek yoj`tqyk k kq`|`akao `eqoyek oe{ukeqm k sottmk otqë tmegkeam8 aosm`t& dgojk m `eqoy|kfm |k~`m o k sottmk aotkskyodo ob kfjub fujky% O aosm`t ao ao~ b`euqmt& k bë{u`ek dmboêk k yoj`tqyky em|kboeqo% À a`lâd`f aoqoyb`eky meao k sottmk otqo|o eotto `eqoy|kfm ao ao~ b`euqmt% Mt st`dôfmjmt kboy`dkemt l`dkykb bu`qm `eqy`jkamt dmb otqo `eqoy|kfm |k~`m8 smy otqk yk~äm& dmet`aoykb {uo m tmem à m bk`my amt b`tqày`mt ow`tqoeqot% K yokf`akao à {uo& aosm`t ao Aout& m tmem à m þe`dm b`tqày`m% Eäm ow`tqo eoegub muqym b`tqày`m% amybo qmamt a`kt&|`ak bkt eäm qobbkt `aà`kekak am buak {uo à‑m tmem% K\mdî sottmk skttk qmakmtk tuk amyb`eam& ofk eäm tkio ekak tmiyo m tmem% M bmq`|m sofm {ukf |mdî eäm tkio ekak tmiyo m tmem à {uo {ukeam m tmem otqë syotoeqo& |mdî eäm otqë% Fobiyo"to& |mdî tô otqë oe{ukeqm m tmem eäm otqë% Ktt`b& |mdî tô ;99
dgojk k dmegodoy m {ukeqm k bë{u`ek dmegodo% Am botbm bmam {uo em `eqoy|kfm |k~`m k bë{u`ek sëyk o à `edksk~ ao dgojky km smeqm meao k sottmk lm` qyketsmyqkak& |mdî qkbsmudm smao dgojky kf`& smy{uo |mdî qkbiàb eäm à dksk~ ao kqyk|ottky otto `eqoy|kfm |k~`m% _bk |o~ ub {uob`tqày`m |mdî to ‑ aoskyk dmbao otto |k~`m& m tmem dmeq`euk toeam otqë lmyk tou`eqoy|kfm kfdkedo% @tqm à ktt`b smy{uo k sottmk tô dk` em tmem symlueam {ukeam ao`wk ao ow`tq`y m ojm% [ukeam m ojm dyotdo& m tmem a`b`eu` dkak |o~ bk`t% K sottmk ojmâtqk soyao tuk dkskd`akao ao amyb`y smy{uo tou ojm& m ou& eäm ao`wk ao kl`ybky k t` botbm smy |`eqo o {ukqym gmykt am a`k% O m ou {uo otqë kdmyakam& à m botbm ou {uo dkb`egk sofk yuk% M ou to bkeqàb qäm syotoeqo auykeqo qmakt kt |`eqo o {ukqym gmykt {uo& em bmboeqm ao amyb`y& {ukeam dgojk m bmboeqm ao tmfqky m ou& k sottmk à `edksk~ ao f`|yky"to aofo% O|`aoeqoboeqo& qmyek"to a`lâd`f kamybodoy% Oe{ukeqm m ou ow`tq`y& m tmem toyë `bsmttâ|of% O& dmbm ou a`tto skyk |mdî meqob& oe{ukeqm m ou ow`tq`y& toyë `bsmttâ|of oeqyky em a` |` em% Oeqyky em tmem o oeqyky em a`|`em à owkqkboeqo k botbk dm`tk& k þe`dk a`loyoeêk à {uo kqyk|àt am tmem k sottmk oeqyk ob Aout ob otqkam `edmetd`oeqo& oe{ukeqm {uo kqyk|àt ak boa`qkêäm k sottmk oeqyk ob Aout ob otqkam dmetd`oeqo% Bkt otqk a`loyoeêk à bu`qm `bsmyqkeqo% \mdî smaoyë skttky b`fgkyot ao |`akt oeqykeam ob Aout kqyk|àt am tmem& bkt eäm dgojkyë k dmegodoy aout% Bkt to |mdî oeqyky ek boa`qkêäm& botbm {uo tonk tô smy ub bmboeqm& qoyë kfdkeêkam m botbm fujky {uo tobsyo kfdkeêk em tmem symlueam auykeqo b`fgkyot ao |`akt 'obimyk tobsyo ob otqkam `edmetd`oeqo& o `tqm qyketlmybkyë dmbsfoqkboeqo k tuk |`ak% bk`t `eqoyottkeqo à {uooeqyk ktt`beotto {uo ubk sottmk ob otqkamMao boa`qkêäm& {ukeam |k~`m meaooeqyk m tmem symlueam m fo|k& euedk bk`t |mfqk k l`dky `edmetd`oeqo ‑ eob botbm {ukeam amybo% [ukeam Hy`tgek a`~ em J`qk {uo m `mjuo soybkeodo kdmyakam {ukeam qmamt mt muqymt otqäm amyb`eam& eäm ;94
{uoy a`~oy {uo m `mjuo eäm auybk euedk% Ek yokf`akao& e`ejuàb amybo qäm iob dmbm ub `mjuo% Bkt `edfut`|o ob tou tmem bk`t symlueam& k{uofk skyqo aofo {uo oeqyk em otqkam ao boa`qkêäm to bkeqàb kdmyakak% O m `mjuo oeqyk em tmem qmakt kt em`qot eotto otqkam kdmyakam% Oeqäm& k boa`qkêäm o m tmem skyk ofo to dme|oyqob eubk dm`tk& eäm ow`tqo oeqyo ktsfoek% aukt dm`tkt%botbk Smyqkeqm& tobsyo oeqyk eoegubk em tmem a`loyoeêk dmb dmetd`îed`k [ukeam ubk sottmk oeqyk ob t` botbm smy bo`m ak boa`qkêäm& euedk bk`t l`dkyë ob otqkam `edmetd`oeqo oe{ukeqm amybo% Kekeak |`|ou dmb Iuak smy bu`qmt kemt% Skttmu kemt amyb`eam soyqm ao Iuak% _bk bkegä ofo soyjueqmu skyk Iuak> ‑ Ou sktto` kemt |oeam |mdî amyb`y% Eäm to bowo eoegubk tô |o~8 skttk k em`qo qmak eubk botbk smt`êäm% Tout bobiymt l`dkb meao otqk|kb {ukeam to ao`qmu8 eäm gë m boemy bm|`boeqm% Bu`qkt |o~ot bo fo|keqo` ao em`qo skyk mitoy|ky to |mdî q`egk to bm|`am% Sktto` em`qot `eqo`ykt qo mitoy|keam% Tukt bämt& tout sàt& l`dkb eubk botbk smt`êäm8 euedk to bm|o% \mdî lk~ ubk otsàd`o ao yoj`tqym ao tou tmem ao qmak k em`qo= ‑ E äm syod`tm lk~oy eoegub yoj`tqym ‑ yotsmeaou Iuak ‑ Auybm ob otqkam dmetd`oeqo& ao bmam {uo eäm qoegm eodott`akao ao bo bm|oy% To ou {u`toy& smttm lk~î"fm% Qymdky ao smt`êäm eäm à ub yo{u`t`qm am tmem& à ub yo{u`t`qm ak boeqo `e{u`oqk% _bk boeqo `e{u`oqk eäm à dksk~ ao l`dky eub þe`dm fujky auykeqo qmak k em`qo& o bu`qm boemt auykeqo m a`k% M dmysm bke`lotqk dmetqkeqoboeqo tuk `e{u`oqkêäm& kqà amyb`eam ao em`qo% To |mdî mitoy|ky ubk sottmk amyb`eam& |oyë {uo ofk l`dk dmetqkeqoboeqo |oy {uo bm|o kt Emt bämttout ak botbk bkeo`yk `e{u`oqk% {uo kt \mdî bm|o |k` {ukeam otqëofkkdmyakak% tmegmt& |mdî |k` |oy {uo ofk dmyyo o mlojk ak botbk bkeo`yk {uo kt sottmkt kdmyakakt8 ofk to toeqo dketkak& tob lñfojm% Em tmegm& ofk fuqk ak botbk bkeo`yk {uo fuqk {ukeam otqë kdmyakak% Ofk qob ;91
qkeqk yk`|k amyb`eam {ukeqm qob kdmyakak% Otqë dgo`k ao sk`wäm amyb`eam& o qkbiàb kdmyakak% Eäm ow`tqo eoegubk a`loyoeêk lueakboeqkf oeqyo m a`k o k em`qo ao ubk sottmk ktt`b& tkf|m m lkqm ao {uo ao em`qo ofk to ao`qk otjmqkak& `edmetd`oeqo8 qmam m yotqm dmeq`euk lued`mekeam dmbm tobsyo% Smy `ttm Iuak a`tto> )Smttm bo bm|oy Bkt ao em`qo {u`toy& bkt eäm qoegm eodott`akao ao_b lk~î"fm)% eôtto eäm soydoiobmt k `e{u`oqkêäm… gmbob toeqkam eubk dkao`yk eäm ao`wk ao bm|oy kt soyekt% Soyjueqo"fgo> )smy {uo ikfkeêk qkeqm kt tukt soyekt= À dmbsyooetâ|of {uo |mdî kt bm|k {ukeam keak& bkt smy {uo |mdî kt bm|o {ukeam otqë toeqkam eubk dkao`yk=) Ktt`b {uo |mdî a`~ `ttm k ofo& m gmbob `yë skyky kt tukt soyekt `boa`kqkboeqo% Oeqäm& ofo l`dkyë `bô|of smy kfjuet tojueamt& bkt ofo eäm à dksk~ ao owsf`dky smy {uo otqk|k ikfkeêkeam kt soyekt% @tqm bmtqyk m bmam dmbm k `e{u`oqkêäm `eqoy`my sym|mdk kj`qkêäm ob qmam m dmysm% Aoeqym otqë k boeqo `e{u`oqk8 eäm à dksk~ ao l`dky {u`oqk eubk botbk smtquyk eob smy ub bmboeqm% K boeqo lk~ dmb {uo qmam m dmysm to bm|`boeqo ‑ kt soyekt qyobob& k dkioêk j`yk8 botbm toeqkam& m dmysm qymdk ao smt`êäm% Ç smy `ttm {uo |mdî kdgk qäm a`lâd`f l`dky toeqkam o {u`oqm ob boa`qkêäm& botbm {uo tonk tô smy ao~ b`euqmt% O m dmysm soao ao b`f smeqmt a`loyoeqot {uo |mdî m kj`qo o m bm|`boeqo% Eôt eäm soydoiobmt `tqm kqà toeqkybmt skyk sykq`dky dmb kqoeêäm k boa`qkêäm% Oeqäm soydoiobmt {uo q`sm ao dmysm ofo à& ofo eäm {uoy l`dky {u`oqm ob smtquyk eob smy ub tojueam% K dmelutäm& k qoetäm o k owd`qkêäm ak boeqo kj`qkb m dmysm `eqo`ym% Em tmem symlueam quam aotkskyodo auykeqo uet ao~ b`euqmt8 obimyk otqot ao~ b`euqmt eäm otqonkb km kfdkedo ao qmamt& tmboeqo skyk k{uofot {uob`euqmt otqäm dmbsfoqkboeqo tkuaë|o`t o ob sk~% Muqymt kfdkeêkb d`edm ao tmem symlueam8 k bk`my`k akt sottmkt tô kfdkeêk ub mu am`t b`euqmt ao tmem symlueam% M smudm ao tudm {uo yodoiobmt eottot b`euqmt ob {uo kfdkeêkbmt k lmeqo ak |`ak& ksf`dkbmt skyk lued`meky ob emttkt |`eqo o {ukqym gmykt ;9?
ao |`ak toju`eqot% M smudm ao k~o`qo {uo m kiknuy yodoio eotto iyo|o soyâmam& uq`f`~kbmt skyk fo|ky ka`keqo emttkt |`akt auykeqo kt syôw`bkt |`eqo o {ukqym gmykt% M kiknuy ak |`ak to kf`boeqk ak {ukeq`akao ao k~o`qo {uo yodoio% Otqk à k yk~äm sofk {ukf m kiknuy {uo`bk qäm foeqkboeqo> eäm yodmfgobmt k~o`qo tul`d`oeqo skyk {uo m kiknuy ak |`ak {uo`bo dmb lmyêk& skyk {uo smttk to qmyeky ubk fu~ iy`fgkeqo% K boa`qkêäm fo|k |mdî foeqkboeqo skyk k lmeqo ak |`ak% Oeqäm& eäm to qykqk ao yodkyyojky tou kiknuy dmb ub smudm bk`t ao k~o`qo ‑ |mdî qoyë ã tuk a`tsmt`êäm qmam m bky ao k~o`qo% Oeqäm |mdî dmboêk k |`|oy ek syôsy`k lmeqo% Dmb ubk |`ak ktt`b qäm sfoek& m tmem aotkskyodo8 eäm lk~ toeq`am |mfqky k amyb`y& k eäm toy em toeq`am ao aotdketky m dmysm% O botbm {ukeam |mdî otqë amyb`eam& ow`tqo aoeqym kfjuàb {uo dmeq`euk sfoekboeqo kdmyakam% Smy dmetoju`eqo& në eäm ow`tqob mt tmegmt% M `mjuo to bkeqàb kdmyakam8 amybo& bkt eäm tmegk euedk8 tout tmegmt aotkskyodob dmbsfoqkboeqo% O {ukeam aotkskyodob mt tmegmt& aotkskyodob mt soetkboeqmt% K{u`fm k {uo dgkbkbmt soetkboeqmt em otqkam ao |`jâf`k& dgkbkbmt ao tmegmt em otqkam ao tmem% Tô ow`tqo ubk so{uoek a`loyoeêk oeqyo mt soetkboeqmt o mt tmegmt> mt soetkboeqmt täm tmegmt f`jo`ykboeqo bk`t d`|`f`~kamt& oe{ukeqm {uo mt tmegmt qîb ub dkyëqoy bk`t sy`b`q`|m% Ek |oyakao& kt dy`keêkt& mu mt bobiymt akt qy`imt kimyâjoeot& tô täm dksk~ot ao soetky dmb `bkjoet& eäm dmb skfk|ykt% Mt sy`bo`ymt soetkboeqmt am toy gubkem tobsyo täm ob `bkjoet% Smy owobsfm& {ukeam ubk dy`keêk so{uoek qob lmbo eäm soetk ob skfk|ykt> )Qoegm lmbo)% K dy`keêk smao |`tukf`~ky m so`qm ao tuk bäo8 smao `bkj`eky k t` botbm bkbkeam em so`qm% Smao oedgoy am Kaotonm ao ksymw`bky"to am dmboêk so`qm& bkt eäm bk`t smao lmybky kt skfk|ykt% lmybkêäm akt skfk|ykt bu`qm qkyao8 kt `bkjoet kskyodob keqot% Eôt qkbiàb uq`f`~kbmt `bkjoet skyk emt owsyottky {ukeam eäm dmegodobmt ubk aoqoyb`ekak fâejuk% To |mdî lmy k ub skât ;9<
otqykejo`ym dunk fâejuk eäm dmegodo o toeq`y |meqkao ao ioioy ëjuk& smao fo|ky ã imdk k bäm dk|kak& o m otqykejo`ym oeqoeaoyë {uo |mdî otqë dmb toao8 sm`t {ukeam lkfqkb kt skfk|ykt tuyjo k eodott`akao akt `bkjoet% O m bk`t `eqoyottkeqo à {uo kt fâejukt lkfkakt täm a`loyoeqot ob a`loyoeqot fujkyot& bkt k f`ejukjob akt `bkjoet à ue`|oytkf& sm`t k f`ejukjob `bkjoet ao mt gmboet k botbk% @e|oeqkbmt skfk|yktaoa`loyoeqot& bktqmamt kt `bkjoet eäm àtäm `e|oeêÿot emttk% Kt `bkjoet täm k fâejuk ue`|oytkf ak boeqo gubkek% Smy `ttm& kt s`equykt ob {ukf{uoy fujky am bueam smaob toy oeqoea`akt% Eäm à syod`tm ksyoeaoy ubk fâejuk skyk dmbsyooeaoy ubk otdufquyk am Hgknuy kgm mu ub {ukaym ao Fomekyam% _b dg`eît& ub lykedît mu ub kfobäm& smao oeqoeaoy ubk otdufquyk am Hgknuykgm ak botbk bkeo`yk {uo |mdî k oeqoeao% O to |mdî |`t`qky m butou am Fmu|yo& ek Lykeêk& eäm toyë a`lâd`f oeqoeaoy mt {ukaymt {uo täm ow`i`amt kf`% Smtt`|ofboeqo |mdî eäm oeqoeak mt qâqufmt& sm`t otqäm otdy`qmt ob lykedît& bkt eäm qoyë qykikfgm ob oeqoeaoy mt {ukaymt% K f`ejukjob akt `bkjoet à ubk f`ejukjob ao qmamt% K f`ejukjob akt skfk|ykt à þq`f auykeqo m a`k& bkt eäm à þq`f ao em`qo% Ao em`qo& em tmem |mfqkbmt k toy sy`b`q`|mt% Em tmem ao`wkbmt ao toy dmbm tmbmt% Soyaobmt emttmt qâqufmt& emttmt otquamt ue`|oyt`qëy`mt& quam% Tmbmt qyketsmyqkamt km smeqm meao otqo|o ubk |o~ m gmbob sy`b`q`|m% Smy `ttm tuyjob `bkjoet em tmem& o {ukeam otqkbmt kdmyakamt kskyodob skfk|ykt% To {u`toybmt lk~oy kbmy oe{ukeqm otq`|oybmt kdmyakamt& smaobmt soetë"fm ob skfk|ykt& bkt em tmem eäm gë bkeo`yk ao owsyottky m kbmy k eäm toy smy bo`m ao `bkjoet% Eäm skyodo& bk`t mt soetkboeqmt qîb qkeqk |`ak {ukeqm mt tmegmt% tmegmt k `bkjob ek tukeub lyoeqo% Smyam`ttm |mdî kdgkEmt bk`t a`|oyq`am |oy ubkskyodo l`fbo iktokam f`|ym {uoàfoy{uo m syôsy`m f`|ym% K þe`dk owsf`dkêäm skyk `ttm à {uo m f`|ym otqë ek f`ejukjob akt skfk|ykt& oe{ukeqm {uo m l`fbo otqë ek f`ejukjob akt `bkjoet% Am botbm bmam& |mdî jmtqk bk`t ao otqky k{u` o bo ;9:
otduqky sottmkfboeqo am {uo otduqky otqo ikqo"sksm jyk|kam ob ub ëua`m& smy{uo k{u` otqë syotoeqo k `bkjob& o em ëua`m tô gë kt skfk|ykt% K f`ejukjob akt `bkjoet otqë bk`t syôw`bk ao eôt& à bk`t ekquykf% Ao em`qo& em tmem kt skfk|ykt to qyketlmybkb ob `bkjoet8 ottk à k þe`dk a`loyoeêk% Em a`k {uoem mta`k tmegmt aotkskyodoyäm mt soetkboeqmt8 {uo mtaotkskyodob& soetkboeqmtqkbiàb aotkskyodob& qkbiàb aotkskyodoyäm mt tmegmt% To m a`k otq`|oy |k~`m ao soetkboeqmt& k em`qo otqkyë |k~`k ao tmegmt% O fobiyo"to& mt tmegmt eäm soyb`qob {uo |mdî auybk o mt soetkboeqmt eäm soyb`qob {uo |mdî aotsoyqo% Symduyo oeqoeaoy kbikt kt dm`tkt> mt tmegmt eäm ao`wkb |mdî amyb`y o mt soetkboeqmt eäm ao`wkb |mdî aotsoyqky% To mt tmegmt aotkskyodoyob& m tmem toyë qmqkf8 to aotkskyodoyob mt soetkboeqmt& m aotsoyqky toyë qmqkf% To m aotsoyqky à qmqkf o m tmem à qmqkf& oeqäm eäm ow`tqo jykeao a`loyoeêk oeqyo mt am`t% K þe`dk a`loyoeêk à to mt mfgmt otqäm kioyqmt mu lodgkamt o to m dmysm qykikfgk mu yosmutk% K{uofo {uo otqë qmqkfboeqo aotsoyqm& amybo qmqkfboeqo& bkt tuk dmetd`îed`k to bkeqàb owkqkboeqo `jukf ob kbimt mt otqkamt% K dmetd`îed`k à uek& `buqë|of8 tô m dmysm buak% M dmysm kdmyakam& qykikfgk8 m dmysm kamybod`am& yosmutk% Skyk m kb`jm {uo soyjueqmu smy {uo eäm smaobmt kfdkeêky k Aout auykeqo m tmem& k b`egk yotsmtqk à {uo Aout smao toy kfdkeêkam to |mdî to bkeq`|oy kdmyakam botbm auykeqo m tmem% Oeqäm& bou bàqmam ao boa`qkêäm à ub bàqmam ao tmem ‑ amyb`y dmb kqoeêäm& oeqyky em tmem dmb dmetd`îed`k% Otqk à k yk~äm sofk {ukf ou soêm k |mdî {uo yofkwo m dmysm& {uo yofkwo k yots`ykêäm& {uo kdkfbo tout soetkboeqmt% Quam `tqm à ubk syoskykêäm skyk m tmem% Dmtqubk k kdmeqodoy ao kfjuet kb`jmt amyb`yob auykeqo k boa`qkêäm% K yk~äm àskyk dfkyk&m tmem& ottk àofot ubkamybob syoskykêäm skyk soydoioy% m tmem% O& {ukeam to syoskykb tob eob Smy `ttm ou yos`qm k qoydo`yk tujotqäm> soybkeoêk kdmyakam smy aoeqym& soybkeoêk dmetd`oeqo smy aoeqym8 ao`wo {uo m dmysm otqonk qmqkfboeqo yofkwkam& ao`wo {uo k yots`ykêäm otqonk qmqkfboeqo ;97
yofkwkak& bk`t yofkwkak am {uo emybkfboeqo à auykeqo m tmem% Bkt soybkeoêk kdmyakam smy aoeqym% Ao`wo {uo tuk dmetd`îed`k {uo`bo smy aoeqym dmbm ub kiknuy skyk {uo |mdî eäm kamyboêk% Kt dmea`êÿot `e`d`k`t ak boa`qkêäm o am tmem täm `juk`t& bkt ow`tqo ubk a`loyoeêk ek dmea`êäm l`ekf% K sy`bo`yk dmea`êäm à {uo m dmysm yofkwo% To |mdî ao `etñe`k& kOfo sy`bo`yk {uo{uo m bàa`dm |k` yodmboeaky toyë tmlyo m yofkwkboeqm% soa`yë dm`tk k |mdî lkêk m botbm {uo ou soêm> yofkwo m dmysm& eäm soyb`qk {uo l`{uo eoegubk qoetäm ob tou dmysm8 ao`wo m dmysm dmbsfoqkboeqo tmfqm& dmbm ubk sfubk ao kfjmaäm% \mdî në yoskymu dmbm ub däm mu ub jkqm amybo= Amybo dmbm to eäm otq`|otto% \mdî në yoskymu ubk dy`keêk amyb`eam= Eäm gë qoetäm ob eoegubk skyqo ‑ tout iykêmt o tukt soyekt soybkeodob `edy`|ofboeqo tmfqmt% Mitoy|o ub nm|ob mu ub |ofgm amyb`y ‑ quam à qoetm eofot% Ao bkeo`yk {uo m bàa`dm soa`y`k k |mdî {uo yofkwktto dmbsfoqkboeqo% K botbk dmea`êäm to ksf`dk km tmem> k yots`ykêäm ao|o toy yofkwkeqo& symlueak o foeqk% \mdî në ao|o qoy soydoi`am {uo& {ukeam |mdî dmyyo& k tuk yots`ykêäm to kdofoyk% Am botbm bmam& {ukeam m dmysm to dketk dmb m qykikfgm& k yots`ykêäm to kdofoyk o kuboeqk k d`ydufkêäm am tkejuo% Skyk amyb`y& k d`ydufkêäm am tkejuo ao|o to qmyeky bk`t foeqk 'k t`qukêäm ao|oyë toy owkqkboeqo dmeqyëy`k km dmyyoy% Smyqkeqm& k tojueak dmea`êäm à yofkwky k yots`ykêäm% [ukeam mt soetkboeqmt to kdofoykb& m tkejuo qob {uo d`ydufky yks`akboeqo em dàyoiym8 o& {ukeam `tqm kdmeqodo& amyb`y to qmyek `bsmttâ|of% K dmea`êäm skyk m tmem yo{uoy ub lfuwm yoau~`am ao tkejuo em dàyoiym% Smy `ttm utkbmt qyk|otto`ymt& skyk yoau~`y m lfuwm ao tkejuo em dàyoiym% Tob qyk|otto`ym& k dkioêk l`dk em botbm eâ|of am dmysm& o& smy `ttm& m tkejuo lfu` ek botbk symsmyêäm smy qmam m dmysm& ak dkioêk kmt [ukeam fo|keqkak& tkejuo qob a`l`dufakao skyksàt% tui`y8 m touk dkioêk lfuwm à otqë yoau~`am em m dàyoiym o d`ydufk sofm yotqm am dmysm% Smy otqo bmq`|m& {ukeqm bk`t k sottmk qob a`l`dufakao skyk amyb`y& bk`t |k` syod`tky ao qyk|otto`ymt skyk dmfmdky tmi k tuk dkioêk o fo|keqë"fk% Ã boa`ak ;90
{uo m lfuwm ao tkejuo à yoau~`am& m dàyoiym yofkwk o k sottmk qob bk`t lkd`f`akao skyk kamybodoy% Dmb m lfuwm yës`am ao soetkboeqmt& m tkejuo qkbiàb qob {uo lfu`y bk`t aosyottk8 smy{uo m bm|`boeqm am soetkboeqm aosoeao am lfuwm am tkejuo% Kt |o`kt am dàyoiym dmboêkb k qykikfgky bk`t aosyottk% \mdî|o`kt ao|o`edgkb% qoy soydoi`am {uo {ukeam ubkkt sottmk l`dk dmb yk`|k& tukt @tqm kdmeqodo smy{uo |o`kt to a`fkqkb skyk yodoioy m kuboeqm am lfuwm ao tkejuo {uo d`ydufk eofkt% [ukeam k boeqo to qyke{ö`f`~k& k syottäm tkejöâeok qkbiàb a` b`eu`% Dmb k yk`|k& m ymtqm o mt mfgmt ak sottmk l`dkb |oybofgmt% @tqm to ao|o km kuboeqm am lfuwm ao tkejuo ekt |o`kt% Eotto otqkam& mt soetkboeqmt to bm|ob qäm yës`am {uo m tkejuo qob {uo d`ydufky yks`akboeqo qkbiàb% O k yots`ykêäm qkbiàb to kdofoyk% [ukeam m towm to ksmaoyk ak boeqo& k yots`ykêäm to qmyek bk`t sotkak o m tkejuo lfu` bk`t aosyottk% Dmbm mt soetkboeqmt to bm|ob bu`qm yks`akboeqo& k boeqo dmboêk k lued`meky qäm aosyottk {uo qmakt kt |o`kt am dàyoiym dmboêkb k to oedgoy ao tkejuo {uo lfu` k jykeao |ofmd`akao% Smyqkeqm& kt dmea`êÿot `e`d`k`t skyk k boa`qkêäm täm kt botbkt ksf`dë|o`t km tmem> yofkwky m dmysm& yofkwky k yots`ykêäm& tmfqky mt soetkboeqmt% K a`loyoeêk otqë ek dmea`êäm l`ekf% Em tmem& kamybodobmt symlueakboeqo8 ek boa`qkêäm& l`dkbmt sfoekboeqo kdmyakamt ‑ `ttm à quam% Emttm kb`jm lo~ iob ob lk~oy otqk soyjueqk% Ow`tqo ubk yofkêäm symlueak oeqyo m tmem o k boa`qkêäm& oeqyo m tkbkag` o m tutgusq` & m tmem symlueam% Em oeqkeqm& ow`tqo ubk a`loyoeêk bu`qm t`je`l`dkq`|k oeqyo kbimt> k a`loyoeêk ao ub otqkam dmetd`oeqo o ub otqkam `edmetd`oeqo% M tmem à `edmetd`îed`k& k boa`qkêäm à aotsoyqky% Muqym kb`jm soyjueq mu> ;43
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K A@LOYOEÊK À K BOTBK [_O OW@TQO OEQYO M TMEM o k boa`qkêäm% @tqm qkbiàb ao|o toy dmbsyooea`am% M tmem symsy`kboeqo a`qm |ob ao bkeo`yk ekquy kf& oe{ukeqm {uo m tmem `eau~`am smy bo`m ao ub otlmyêm à k kuqm"g`semto% Otqk à k þe`dk a`loyoeêk% K skfk|yk gpsemt & G`semto& qkbiàb t`je`l`dk qkeayk & tmem% M Qkeayk à m q`sm ao tmem {uo dgojk smy t` botbm& t`je`l`dk amyb`y8 k g`semto à ub q`sm ao tmem dufq`|kam& `eau~`am% To ubk sottmk qob a`l`dufakaot skyk amyb`y& oeqäm ofk qoyë {uo lk~oy kfjm k yotso`qm% To k sottmk to ao`qky o dmboêky k soetky dmetqkeqoboeqo {uo otqë kamybodoeam& o to otqo soetkboeqm oeqyky ob tou toy o to ksmaoyky ak tuk boeqo& dmeto{öoeqoboeqo m dmysm dmboêkyë k yotsmeaoy qkbiàb% M dmysm dmboêkyë k yofkwky& k yots`ykêäm dmboêkyë k aotkdofoyky& k boeqo dmboêkyë k to qyke{ö`f`~ky% To k sottmk dy`ky aoeqym am dmysm ub kbi`oeqo kao{ukam skyk m tmem& m dmysm dmboêkyë k lued`meky ob dmelmyb`akao dmb m kbi`oeqo dy`kam% M dmysm eäm otqë `eqoyottkam emt lkqmt8 m dmysm à bu`qm mioa`oeqo% To |mdî toeqo lmbo qmamt mt a`kt ãt me~o gmykt ak bkegä& o m tou yofôj`m skyky ãt me~o ak em`qo keqoy`my& km mfgky skyk m yofôj`m m tou otqñbkjm fgo a`yë> )À gmyk ao dmboy)8 obimyk k`eak tonk m`qm ak bkegä% K`eak eäm täm me~o gmykt8 lkfqkb qyît gmykt skyk kt me~o8 bkt to m tou yofôj`m otqë bkydkeam me~o& m otqñbkjm to {uo`wkyë ao lmbo& smy{uo m otqñbkjm lued`mek bodke`dkboeqo% To |mdî otqë kdmtqubkam k to ao`qky k bo`k"em`qo& o to smy kdktm tou yofôj`m otqë ka`keqkam aukt gmykt& |mdî dmboêkyë k to toeq`y tmemfoeqm ktt`b {uo m yofôj`m bkydky bo`k"em`qo& obimyk tô tonkb ao~% M dmysm a`yë `boa`kqkboeqo> )À bo`k em`qo% À gmyk ao to ao`qky+) M dmysm à bu`qm mioa`oeqo% [ukeqm bk`t tkuaë|of m dmysm otqë& bk`t mioa`oeqo ofo à% _b dmysm tkuaë|of à ub dmysm mioa`oeqo% _b dmysm amoeqo à ub dmysm {uo ao`wk ao mioaodoy> ;4;
|mdî qob tmem& bkt m dmysm to eojk k amyb`y8 |mdî toeqo lmbo& bkt m dmysm eäm {uoy dmboy% _b dmysm {uo ao`wk ao mioaodoy à ub dmysm amoeqo& o m dmysm {uo mioaodo à ub dmysm tkuaë|of& smy{uo m dmysm emt tojuo dmbm ubk tmbiyk% K a`l`dufakao tuyjo {ukeam m dmysm ao`wk ao mioaodoy% M kuqm"g`semq`tbm t`je`l`dk t`bsfotboeqo {uo m dmysm qob {uo toy dmbkeakam& |mdî qoyë {uo aky `etqyuêÿot km dmysm% K bk`my`k ao emttkt amoeêkt täm ksoekt ub oejkem% [ukto d`e{öoeqk smy doeqm ao emttkt amoeêkt täm lkftkt% M lkqm ao gk|oy bu`qmt amoeqot em bueam eäm à smy{uo kt oeloyb`akaot kuboeqkykb& bkt t`b smy{uo k lkft`akao am gmbob kuboeqmu% Symduyo oeqoeaoy iob `tqm% Dmb m kuboeqm amt dmegod`boeqmt o akt dmea`êÿot odmeñb`dkt ak smsufkêäm& m eþboym ao oeloyb`akaot ao|oy`k a`b`eu`y% Bkt `tqm eäm kdmeqodou& sm`t k dkskd`akao am gmbob skyk boeq`y dmeq`eumu kuboeqkeam% M gmbob eäm tô boeqo skyk mt muqymt& dmbm qkbiàb boeqo skyk t` botbm% Qkbiàb dy`k em|kt oeloyb`akaot% Smy owobsfm& to ub gmbob tmlyou jykeaot soyakt emt eojôd`mt o otqë ã io`yk ak lkfîed`k& smtt`|ofboeqo eäm {uo`yk kdo`qky {uo otqë lkf`am& o smy `ttm smao qoy boam ao `y ã obsyotk% Ofo tkio {uo qoyë ao oelyoeqky mt tout dyoamyot% Ao yosoeqo& aotdmiyo {uo otqë amoeqo o à miy`jkam k l`dky ob dktk ao dkbk% À ubk amoeêk dy`kak smy tuk boeqo% Tuk |keqkjob à ausfk% Kjmyk ofo smao a`~oy kmt muqymt {uo tuk amoeêk m `bsoao ao qykikfgky 'në to dme|oedou k t` botbm a`ttm& o kjmyk ofo smao dme|oedoy kmt muqymt qkbiàb& o kjmyk k amoeêk à `eduyë|of% @e`d`kfboeqo& k amoeêk eäm oyk yokfboeqo ubk amoeêk& bkt ë boa`ak {uo m gmbob lm` yodoioeam qykqkboeqmt skyk qykqë"fk& ofo l`dmu yokfboeqo amoeqo% k boa`d`ek dmetojuo duyky |mdî& Ktk`ik iob tuk amoeêkToeäm à duyë|of eäm kqyk|àt ao boa`dkboeqmt% dkutk ak {uo amoeêk to oedmeqyk ob muqym fujky8 eäm qob ekak k |oy dmb boa`dkboeqmt% \mdî smao kbkfa`êmky k boa`d`ek o a`~oy {uo mt bàa`dmt täm uet otqþs`amt smy{uo eäm oedmeqykb m qykqkboeqm kao{ukam8 |mdî smao ;49
qoeqky k boa`d`ek kpuy|àa`dk mu k ekquymskq`k8 |mdî smao yodmyyoy ã kfmskq`k mu ã gmbomskq`k ‑ ekak akyë yotufqkam% Eoegub bàa`dm smao toy þq`f skyk |mdî& sofk t`bsfot yk~äm ao {uo ub bàa`dm tô smao qykqky ubk amoeêk |oyakao`yk8 eäm smao dmeqymfky ubk amoeêk lkftk% O m bk`t `eqoyottkeqo à {uo k sottmk qob ub qykikfgm akekam skyk dy`ky amoeêkt dmbm otqkt o aosm`t eäm {uoyob {uo ofkt soybkeoêkb% Bk`t ao d`e{öoeqk smy doeqm akt amoeêkt lob`e`ekt täm lkftkt% Kt bufgoyot ksyoeaoykb k lôybufk aotao k `eléed`k> tô yodoiob kbmy {ukeam otqäm amoeqot% [ukeam k otsmtk otqë amoeqo& m bky`am eäm |k` km qykikfgm& ofo sojk ubk dkao`yk o to toeqk km fkam ak dkbk aofk% Ofo smtt`|ofboeqo otqonk kbkfa`êmkeam k t` botbm smy lk~î"fm& bkt m lk~% Ktt`b& tobsyo {uo ubk bufgoy {uoy yodoioy du`akamt ao tou bky`am& ofk kamodo% Smy `ttm kt bufgoyot {ukto tobsyo to oedmeqykb amoeqot% Ofkt tkiob {uo& otqkeam amoeqot& smaob amb`eky k qmak k lkbâf`k% K sottmk amoeqo to qmyek ub a`qkamy& ub q`ykem% To k sottmk a`ttoy> )Aotf`juob m yëa`m+)& m yëa`m à `boa`kqkboeqo aotf`jkam% To k sottmk a`ttoy> )Kskjuob kt fu~ot o to ao`qob)& mu )L`{uob qmamt ob dktk8 eäm {uoym {uo e`ejuàb tk`k)& mt lkb`f`kyot lk~ob m {uo ofk a`~% [ukeqm bk`my lmy k qoeaîed`k a`qkqmy`kf ao ubk sottmk& bk`t |o~ot ofk kamodoyë ‑ sm`t {uob otqë a`tsmtqm k loy`y mt toeq`boeqmt ao ub amoeqo= Bkt `tqm à bu`qm soy`jmtm% Aotqk lmybk& otqkbmt dmeqy`iu`eam dmb k oeloyb`akao% À imb {uo ub bky`am to toeqo nueqm k tuk otsmtk {ukeam ofk otqë tkuaë|of8 à dmbsyooetâ|of% B kt ofo eäm ao|o ao`wky ao `y km otdy`qôy`m {ukeam ofk otqë amoeqo& smy{uo ktt`b ofo otqkyë dmeqy`iu`eam dmb k tuk amoeêk% Ottk à ubk tmfuêäm bu`qm dkyk% _bk bäo eäm ao|o aky kbu`qk kqoeêäm tou l`fgm {ukeam otqo l`dk amoeqo8 am dmeqyëy`m& dy`keêk l`dkyëkmamoeqo tobsyo {uo q`|oy dkyoeqo ao kqoeêäm% [ukeam k dy`keêk l`dky amoeqo& eäm to syomduso qkeqm dmb ofk skyk {uo eäm to otqkiofoêk ob tuk boeqo eoegubk kttmd`kêäm oeqyo k amoeêk o m kbmy% K dy`keêk eäm ao|o ;44
dksqky k `bsyottäm ao {uo tobsyo {uo l`dky amoeqo tuk bäo m kdky`d`kyë o fgo dmeqkyë otqôy`kt% Sofm dmeqyëy`m& k bäo ao|o b`bky m l`fgm {ukeam ofo otqë lof`~& skyk {uo m kbmy tonk kttmd`kam dmb kfojy`k o lof`d`akao% Kttmd`kbmt m kbmy dmb k aotjykêk& o `ttm à bu`qm soy`jmtm& smy{uo `ttm t`je`l`dk {uo tobsyo {uo ubkjkegky sottmkkbmy% syod`tky kbmy& ofk dgkbkyë m tmly`boeqm skyk dmetoju`y B ktao m kbmy eäm smao toy oedmeqykam kqyk|àt ak aotjykêk% Fobiyo"to& k amoeêk symau~ m toeq`boeqm ao soek& eäm ao kbmy& o toy minoqm ao soek à `etufqkeqo& à bu`qm aojykakeqo% M kbmy à ubk dm`tk dmbsfoqkboeqo a`loyoeqo% Bkt eäm qobmt dmetd`îed`k am kbmy% M {uo ou otqmu a`~oeam à {uo m dmysm tojuo emttkt tujotqÿot ‑ to {uoyobmt otqky amoeqot& m smiyo dmysm l`dk amoeqo% M g`semq`tbm à þq`f skyk duyky otqo q`sm ao amoeêk% M {uo `tqm t`je`l`dk à {uo amoeêkt lkftkt täm duykakt dmb yobàa`mt lkftmt o eäm dmb k boa`d`ek |oyakao`yk% To smaobmt emt lk~oy kdyoa`qky {uo otqkbmt amoeqot& qkbiàb smaobmt emt lk~oy kdyoa`qky {uo otqkbmt tkuaë|o`t o emt f`|yky ak amoeêk% Eotto toeq`am k g`semto à ao jykeao |kfmy% Gmno ob a`k& {ukto qmamt mt gmts`qk`t amt skâtot aotoe|mf|`amt qîb ob tou {ukaym ao lued`meëy`mt ub soy`qm ob g`semq`tbm% Em Md`aoeqo& m bàa`dm qykikfgk ob o{u`so dmb m soy`qm ob g`semto& sm`t ow`tqo ubk tày`o ao amoeêkt {uo mt bàa`dmt eäm täm dksk~ot ao qykqky& o {uo tô ub soy`qm ob g`semq`tbm smao qykqky% Otqo syml`tt`mekf fo|k m skd`oeqo k ub tmem g`seôq`dm o tujoyo {uo ofo to t`eqk iob% \mdî tki`k {uo ksoekt qyît smy doeqm akt dmiykt täm |oeoemtkt= Bkt smao kdmeqodoy ao ubk sottmk bmyyoy& `edfut`|o sofk bmya`ak ao ubk dmiyk eäm |oeoemtk to ofk kdyoa`qky {uo k dmiyk smao bkqë"fk% otqo bmq`|m& bkeqykt mt owmyd`tbmt qkbiàb smaob toy|`ySmy skyk qykqky ubk mt bmya`ak ao odmiyk% M dkeqm ao bkeqykt o mt owmyd`tbmt täm& ob muqykt skfk|ykt& stouam" qàde`dkt% [ukeam ubk dmiyk |oeoemtk s`dk ubk sottmk% K þe`dk dm`tk {uo syod`tk toy lo`qk à dme|oedoy k sottmk ao {uo m |oeoem ak ;41
dmiyk lm` keufkam% @ttm iktqkyë> m |oeoem në eäm qoyë eoegub olo`qm% À dmbm to eäm q`|otto gk|`am eoegub |oeoem% O to kdmeqodoy ao ubk sottmk to dme|oedoy sfoekboeqo ao {uo lm` bmya`ak smy ubk dmiyk& ofk bmyyo% Eäm |k` bmyyoy sofk bmya`ak ak dmiyk& bkt t`b sofk dyoeêk ao {uo k dmiyk m bmyaou% Mu|` dmeqky m toju`eqo> _bk |o~ kdmeqodou {uo ub gmbob skttmu k em`qo ob ubk smutkak% Ofo nkeqmu ao em`qo o ek bkegä toju`eqo sojmu m tou dkb`egm iob doam% _b kem bk`t qkyao ofo |mfqmu ã botbk smutkak% M amem ak smutkak to tuysyooeaou km |î"fm% ‑ Otqë quam iob dmb |mdî= ‑ ofo soyjueqmu km |`knkeqo% ‑ Otqmu iob% Smy {uî= M {uo kdmeqodou= ‑ Otqë|kbmt bu`qm syomduskamt ‑ a`tto m gmtsoao`ym ‑ \onk8 ek{uofk em`qo {uo |mdî skttmu k{u`& dk`u ubk toysoeqo ek skeofk o k dm~`egkykb nueqm dmb k dmb`ak {uo fgot toy|`ykb% Muqykt {ukqym sottmkt {uo dmboykb ak{uofk dmb`ak bmyyoykb smudm aosm`t% Eäm tkiâkbmt m {uo q`egk kdmeqod`am dmb |mdî& sm`t |mdî skyq`u bu`qm doam% Otqë|kbmt bu`qm syomduskamt% [ukeam m |`knkeqo mu|`u `tqm& a`tto> ‑ Dmbm= _bk toysoeqo ob b`egk dmb`ak+ O dk`u bmyqm% Q`egk skttkam ub kem+ O ofo bmyyou ao boam% M g`semq`tbm à bu`qm þq`f skyk otqo q`sm ao amoeêk% M g`semq`tbm t`je`l`dk t`bsfotboeqo {uo k lkft`akao {uo dy`kbmt km emttm yoamy smao toy eouqykf`~kak smy muqyk lkft`akao% Fobiyo"to& to ub ots`egm `bkj`eëy`m dyk|ky ob tou sà& eäm qoeqo q`yë"fm dmb ub ots`egm ao |oyakao> toyë soy`jmtm% Ob sy`bo`ym fujky& |mdî eäm dmetoju`yë q`yky m ots`egm `bkj`eëy`m8 o& m {uo s`my& bkdgudkyë m tou sà ao |oyakao% Skyk q`yky ub ots`egm lkftmà |mdî qoyë {uo utky ub ots`egm lkftm%
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[ukf à k yofkêäm oeqyo k boa`qkêäm o m g`semq`tbm= Tô otqk> m g`semq`tbm à eodottëy`m skyk q`yky mt ots`egmt lkftmt {uo to dyk|kb ob tou dmysm% _b owobsfm ao g`semto à {ukeam ou a`jm skyk |mdî toeq`y {uo m dmysm otqë l`dkeam yofkwkam% @tqm à g`semq`tbm% Ek yokf`akao& |mdî botbm qob mtusmtqm {uo màdmysm eäm smao Skyk smy keufky otqk tusmt`êäm& g`semq`tbm eodottëy`m% Toyofkwky% eäm lmtto ottk lkftk tusmt`êäm& m dmysm yofkwky`k ktt`b {uo |mdî toeq`tto {uo m dmysm otqë tmfqm% Kt tujotqÿot {uo ou amu skyk |mdî eäm otqäm yokfboeqo aotq`ekakt k yofkwky m tou dmysm& bkt t`b yobm|oy k dyoeêk ao {uo m dmysm eäm smao yofkwky% @tqm eäm smao toy lo`qm tob k dy`kêäm ak dmeqyk"dyoeêk ao {uo m dmysm otqë l`dkeam yofkwkam% Tou lkftm dmedo`qm to eouqykf`~kyë dmb otqo lkftm dmedo`qm& o {ukeam tou dmysm yofkwky& |mdî tkioyë {uo ofo otqë yofkwkam% M yofkwkboeqm à ubk {ukf`akao bu`qm ekquykf am dmysm& bkt |mdî m oedgou dmb qkeqk qoetäm {uo kjmyk syod`tk lk~oy ub otlmyêm skyk to f`|yky aottk dmea`êäm% Otqo à m kfdkedo am g`semq`tbm% [ukeam |mdî dmboêk k toeq`y {uo m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam& {uo k yots`ykêäm otqë yofkwkeam& {uo k boeqo otqë to kdkfbkeam& `tqm à g`semto% Bkt ksoekt kqà otqo smeqm% M {uo |ob k toju`y à boa`qkêäm8 kqà otqo smeqm eäm gë boa`qkêäm% K boa`qkêäm dmboêk aosm`t a`tqm& {ukeam |mdî oeqyk em otqkam ao dmetd`îed`k% [ukeam |mdî to qmyek dmetd`oeqo ao tou `eqoy`my& {ukeam |mdî dmboêk k toy qotqobuegk ao {uo m dmysm otqë oeqyojuo& ao {uo k yots`ykêäm otqë yofkwkak& ao {uo mt soetkboeqmt dottkykb% [ukeam |mdî dmboêk k mitoy|ky& k mitoy|ky t`bsfotboeqo ‑ otqk mitoy|kêäm& otqo otqkam ao qotqobuegk& à boa`qkêäm% M {uo kdmeqodo keqot a`tqm à g`semto% K g`semto à ubLk~obmt tmem dufq`|kam% [ukeam eäm qobmt mtmem& emtM `eau~`bmt km tmem% ub otlmyêm8 dme|`akbmt tmem% tmem qkbiàb smao toy dme|`akam to emt syoskykybmt skyk ofo o skttkybmt k ub otqkam ao {u`oquao% Bkt k boa`qkêäm o k g`semto eäm täm k botbk dm`tk% Soêm k |mdî {uo oeqoeak bu`qm iob `ttm% ;4<
Oe{ukeqm |mdî toeqo m {uo ou tuj`ym& `ttm à g`semto% [ukeam |mdî toeqo {uo b`egkt tujotqÿot dottkb o dmboêk k dmetd`îed`k& `ttm à m dmboêm ak boa`qkêäm% K boa`qkêäm dmboêk dmb k dgojkak am otqkam ao qotqobuegk% K g`semto à eodottëy`k smy{uo sym|mdk ob |mdî ub otqkam ao g`semto `e|oytk% Ob qoybmt d`oeqâl`dmt& `tqm eäm à g`semq`~ky& à aotog`semq`~ky % Në otqkbmt g`semq`~kamt& obimyk eäm tonkbmt dmetd`oeqot ao dmbm emt g`semq`~kbmt eob ao {uo bo`mt utkbmt skyk dy`ky otqo otqkam ao g`semto% \`|obmt k bk`my skyqo ao emttkt |`akt tmi k `elfuîed`k ak g`semto% O {ukeam otqkbmt a`tsmtqmt k toy g`semq`~kamt& eäm emt akbmt dmeqk am {uo otqkbmt lk~oeam% Skttkbmt ktt`b qmak k emttk |`ak% To `tqm l`dky dfkym& k bkj`k g`seôq`dk to {uoiykyë8 o {ukeam otqo otqkam g`seôq`dm to ymbsoy& toyë smttâ|of skttky km `eqoy`my& sm`t k g`semto à& ikt`dkboeqo& ub bueam ao `y yokf`akao% Smy owobsfm& ub gmbob otqë ksyoeaoeam k keaky ao i`d`dfoqk% Skyk sykq`dky& ofo soakfk eubk otqykak fkyjk% K otqykak boao ao~m`qm boqymt ao fkyjuyk& o gë ub bkydm ek imyak% K`eak {uo otto gmbob yotmf|otto soakfky dmb mt mfgmt |oeakamt smy ottk otqykak qäm fkyjk& toy`k bu`qm a`lâd`f {uo ofo to dgmdktto dmb m bkydm% Bkt m gmbob k`eak eäm ksyoeaou k keaky ao i`d`dfoqk% M gmbob eäm mfgk skyk k otqykak eob smy ub bmboeqm8 ob sy`bo`ym fujky tout mfgmt aoqodqkb m bkydm o m boam ao to dgmdky dmb ofo m `e|kao% @ttm à quam% Ktt`b {uo otqo boam ao to dgmdky dmb m bkydm m `e|kao& ofo otqë g`semq`~kam% [ukeam a`jm {uo l`dk g`semq`~kam {uoym a`~oy {uo ofo në eäm |î k otqykak> dmboêk k |oy tô m bkydm% Kttutqk"to& o m ju`aäm ao tuk i`d`dfoqk dmboêk k j`yky skyk m bkydm% [ukeqm bk`t j`yk m ju`aäm& bk`t ofo toeqo boam% Ekquykfboeqo& ju`aäm j`ykyë skyk m em smeqm meaosmy{uo k tuk kqoeêäm otqë lmdkak& o k tukmkqoeêäm otqë lmdkak bkydm& m gmbob qob boam ao to dgmdky dmb ofo% Ktt`b& k otqykak aotkskyodo ao tuk |`tqk o tô l`dk m bkydm% G`semq`~kam sofm bkydm& aot|`k"to skyk ofo% ;4:
[ukeqm bk`t to aot|`k& bk`t to kttutqk8 {ukeqm bk`t to kttutqk& bk`t to aot|`k% Smy l`b& dgmdk"to dmb m bkydm% [ukf{uoy sottmk `eqof`joeqo {uo ktt`tq`tto k doek smaoy`k to soyjueqky dmbm lm` smttâ|of {uo m gmbob to dgmdktto dmb m bkydm eubk otqykak qäm fkyjk% Dmbm à {uo eäm sñao klktqky"to aofo= O|`aoeqoboeqo& ofo otqk|k Dmedoeqymu"to skyk f`|yky ao kqoyy`ttky tmiyog`semq`~kam% ofo& o `tqm lo~ dmb {uo ofo em eämbkydm |`tto bk`t ekak& tô m bkydm% [ukeam tuk boeqo to l`wmu em bkydm& tukt bämt kuqmbkq`dkboeqo j`ykykb k i`d`dfoqk eottk a`yoêäm& smy{uo m dmysm tojuo k emttk kqoeêäm% [ukeqm bk`t ofo q`egk boam& bk`t to dmedoeqyk|k em bkydm% L`dmu g`semq`~kam sofm bkydm8 tou boam m kyyktqmu skyk ofo& o kdkimu to dgmdkeam dmb ofo% Ek |`ak dmtqubkbmt dmboqoy mt botbmt oyymt {uo syoloy`yâkbmt o|`qky% L`dkbmt g`semq`~kamt smy ofot% Smy owobsfm& ub gmbob qobo soyaoy k tuk sk~ ao otsây`qm o ~kejky"to% Eotqk t`qukêäm& to `yy`qk |`eqo o {ukqym |o~ot k dkak |`eqo o {ukqym gmykt% [ukeqm bk`t boam ofo qob ao l`dky dmb yk`|k& bk`t to toeq`yë g`semq`~kam sofk yk`|k% Oeqäm ofo symduykyë aotdufskt skyk otqky ~kejkam kt |`eqo o {ukqym gmykt am a`k% Muqym gmbob& qoboeqo ao mfgky skyk kt bufgoyot ime`qkt smy{uo ofkt smaoy`kb owd`që"fm towukfboeqo& |oyë bufgoyot ime`qkt |`eqo o {ukqym gmykt smy a`k% Dmb m qobsm& kqà kt bufgoyot lo`kt fgo skyodoyäm ime`qkt8 skyk ofo& kqà mt gmboet dmboêkyäm k skyodoy bufgoyot% To ofo |î ao dmtqkt ubtkagu ao dkiofm dmbsy`am& symduykyë |oy to à ub gmbob mu ubk bufgoy% Smy l`b& kqà kt bufgoyot akt lmqmjykl`kt o amt sñtqoyot dmboêkyäm k kqykâ"fm& k g`semq`~ë"fm% Ofo otdmeaoyë lmqmjykl`kt ao bufgoyot eukt em J`qk o em Dmyëe& o kt mfgkyë tob soyjueqky to{uoy dmbm smao to ao`wky g`semq`~ky ktt`bo smy t`bsfot f`egktkjmyk o dmyot% akt bufgoyot& kjmyk kt qobo8 |î Tobsyo bufgoyot{u`t ob f`|yky"to qmakt kt skyqot% [ukeam |k` km qobsfm mu ã bot{u`qk& mu k {ukf{uoy muqyk skyqo& tô |î bufgoyot% @tqm qkbiàb à g`semto% ;47
_bk tmd`oakao {uo otqë dmeqyk k towukf`akao kdkik smy to qmyeky towukf% [ukeam ubk tmd`oakao à msmtqk ã towukf`akao& {ukeam kimb`ek k towukf`akao& qmak tuk boeqo to qmyek towukf smy{uo ofk to qmyek g`semq`~kak smy k{u`fm {uo dy`q`dk ‑ qmak k tuk kqoeêäm l`dk dmedoeqykak e`ttm% [ukeqm bk`t ubk tmd`oakao lkfk ao dof`ikqm& fktd`|kt o fuwuy`mtkt kt ksottmkt {uo ektdob ek ob tou to`m% bk`t M bmq`|m à {uo km lkfky aktoyäm dof`ikqm boeqo to dmedoeqyk towukf`akao% Quam `tqm à g`semto 'dy`kak smy eôt botbmt& o |`|obmt aoeqym aofk% M bueam `eqo`ym otqë oeyoakam eotqk g`semto% O à a`lâd`f ymbsî"fk& sm`t k g`semto kuboeqk k dkak qoeqkq`|k {uo lk~obmt ao ymbsî"fk% Tô Aout tkio {ukeqmt q`smt ao g`semto në dy`kbmt o {ukeqmt k`eak dy`kyobmt% O aosm`t |`|obmt dmb ofkt% Ao|obmt ymbsî"fkt skyk {uo smttkbmt aotsoyqky% Bkt skyk ymbsoy qmak otqk yoao ao lkft`akao ao|obmt aotdmiy`y bàqmamt lkftmt% Ao doyqm bmam& qmam tkagkek& qmak syëq`dk ots`y`qukf& toy|o skyk of`b`eky k lkft`akao {uo emt ymao`k% Ktt`b& qmam tkagkek à lkftm% Mt bàqmamt {uo to `e|oeqkykb em bueam `eqo`ym skyk emt knuaky k kfdkeêky Aout täm lkftmt& smy{uo euedk emt toskykbmt Aofo% Tô emt toskykbmt Aofo dmb m soetkboeqm% À dmbm ub gmbob {uo amybo ob Azkyhk o tmegk {uo otqë ob Dkfduqë% O ob tou tmegm ofo dmboêk k syomdusky"to> tuk bufgoy otqë amoeqo o ofo otqë ob Dkfduqë& ofo syod`tk |mfqky skyk Azkyhk% Ofo keak smy Dkfduqë soyjueqkeam ãt sottmkt tmiyo mt gmyëy`mt ao qyoet& to `elmybk tmiyo mt |ñmt {uo ofo smao qmbky skyk yoqmyeky k Azkyhk m bk`t yës`am smttâ|of% Bkt {ukf{uoy tujotqäm tmiyo m bmam ao yoqmyeky k Azkyhk {uo ofo kdo`qky& otqkyë o{u`|mdkak% Ofo |k` smy{uo tou ao ubk skyq`ak eäm à [ukf{uoy Dkfduqë% Ofo kyyubky euedk lm`symifobkt& k Dkfduqë ‑ tô oyk ubsmeqm tmegm& g`semto% bo`m {uo kfjuàb fgo `ea`{uo skyk yoqmyeky k Azkyhk tô toy|`yë skyk fgo dkutky symifobkt% ;40
Eoegub dkb`egm qob t`je`l`dkam kfjub& qmamt mt dkb`egmt täm lkftmt% Obimyk m gmbob yoqmyeo k Azkyhk& k ymqk {uo toju`y`k toy`k lkftk% Ofo eäm smao oedmeqyky m dkb`egm ao |mfqk smy{uo eäm smao ow`tq`y eoegub ‑ ofo euedk lm` k Dkfduqë% M {uo t`je`l`dk skyk ofo oedmeqyky ub dkb`egm ao |mfqk= M qyob {uo ofo qmbkyë skyk `y k Azkyhk qäm lkftm dmbm tuk otqka`koob Dkfduqë% To {uo ofo lmy otqkêäm toyë am Gmzykg& dmbsyky ub i`fgoqo qmbky ub qyob to ã a`y`jo k Azkyhk& quam `ttm toyë lkftm% Qmakt kt otqkêÿot sofkt {uk`t ofo skttky ob tuk |`kjob ao |mfqk toyäm lkftkt% Ktt`b& ofo dgojky`k ob Azkyhk o aotsoyqky`k lof`~% Bkt to tuysyooeaoy`k km tkioy {uo eäm q`egk `am ã skyqo kfjubk& {uo otqk|k ob tuk dkbk m qobsm qmam% Smyqkeqm& dmbm yoqmyemu= Tuk `ak lm` lkftk& dmbm qkbiàb lm` tuk |mfqk% E`ejuàb euedk tk`u ao Aout& ottk à k þe`dk yokf`akao% À `bsmttâ|of& smy{uo tô ofo à ‑ eäm gë bkeo`yk ao tk`y aofo% Qmakt kt tkâakt täm lkftkt& qmakt kt |mfqkt täm lkftkt% Bkt dmbm në tkâbmt ob emttk |`kjob `bkj`eëy`k& qobmt {uo yoqmyeky& eäm gë muqym dkb`egm% Qobmt {uo oedmeqyky m bo`m ao yoqmyeky% Bkt {ukeam |mdî q`|oy yoqmyekam aotdmiy`yë {uo qmamt mt bàqmamt oykb lkftmt& {uo qmam tkagkek oyk lkftm% M tkagkek tô oyk eodottëy`m skyk lk~oy |mdî |mfqky [ukeam dmbsyooea`am `tqm& oeqäm smttâ|of {uoamoutmegm% eäm qoegk {uo q`|oybmt lk~oy ekak o {uo |mdî aotduiyk smyà t` tô {uo yoqmyemu% Bkt `tqm à a`lâd`f ao dmbsyooeaoy& smy{uo |mdî në dyî {uo otqë ob Dkfduqë% \mdî smao a`~oy> )M {uo |mdî a`~ à doyqm& bkt ou në otqmu ob Dkfduqë% Oet`eo"bo m dkb`egm ao |mfqk+)% Muqym kb`jm soyjueq mu> \ mdî oedmeq ymu A out=
OTQO À OWKQKBOEQO& M BOTBM Q@SM AO SOYJ_EQK {uo lky`k m gmbob {uo |`knmu k Dkfduqë% Ou jmtqky`k ao soyjueqky k otqo kb`jm> )|mdî në soyaou Aout=)% Smy{uo to ou a`ttoy {uo ;13
oedmeqyo` Aout& `ttm t`je`l`dk {uo ou m q`egk akam smy soya`am% Ofo në otqë oedmeqykam% Botbm {uo emt skyoêk {uo m soyaobmt& ofo k`eak dmeq`euk dmemtdm% K þe`dk dm`tk {uo kdmeqodou à {uo otqkbmt g`semq`~kamt o& smyqkeqm& skyodo"emt {uo m soyaobmt% Smy dmetoju`eqo& to kfjuàb a`ttoy> )T`b& oedmeqyo` Aout)& o{u`|mdk"to% Dmeq`euk tobdgojkb dmbsyooeaoy {uo euedk dgojmua`~ob k soyaî"fm% Smyqkeqm& k{uofot {uo k dmegodoy aout euedk {uo oedmeqykykb Aout% A`~ob> )E uedk m soya`)% Em a`k ob {uo Iuak to `fub`emu& kt sottmkt to youe`ykb km tou yoamy o m soyjueqkykb> ‑ M {uo |mdî kfdkeêmu= Iuak yotsmeaou> ‑ Eäm kfdkedo` ekak% T`bsfotboeqo& dgojuo` k |oy m {uo euedk q`egk soya`am% Oedmeqyo` m {uo ou në q`egk% Mt kfaoämt {uo mu|`ykb `tqm l`dkykb dmb soek aofo o fgo a`ttoykb> ‑ [uo fëtq`bk+ \mdî qykikfgmu ob |äm% ‑ T`b ‑ a`tto Iuak‑ eotto toeq`am à |oyakao {uo ou qykikfgo` ob |äm% Bkt kjmyk në eäm qoegm eodott`akao ao qykikfgky> ottk |keqkjob jkego`% Kjmyk eäm syod`tm symduyky bk`t ekak& kjmyk eäm syod`tm |kjky skyk kfdkeêky ekak& kjmyk eäm syod`tm lk~oy bk`t eoegubk |`kjob> otto lm` bou fudym% Kjmyk ou to` {uo otqmu meao në otqk|k% Tô |kbmt k kfjub fujky ob emttmt tmegmt% Euedk dgojkbmt yokfboeqo kmt fujkyot meao emt skyodo {uo dgojkbmt% Smy `ttm& ob doyqm toeq`am& qmakt kt yof`j`ÿot täm lkftkt8 qmamt mt tkagkekt mu syëq`dkt ots`y`quk`t täm lkftmt8 qmamt mtskyk `mjkt täm lkftmt% Täm täm lkftmt em toeq`am ao {uo qmamt täm bàqmamt yoqmyeky% Dmequam& bu`qm þqo`t% _bk kfao`k {uo qob ub wkbä {uo of`b`ek m |oeoem akt dmiykt yod`qkeam bkeqykt à bu`qm þq`f skyk k{uofot {uo lmykb ;1;
bmya`amt smy ubk dmiyk& botbm {uo qoegkb t`am bmya`amt smy ubk lkftk dmiyk% Tob ofo& kt sottmkt bmyyoy`kb sofk bmya`ak ao ubk dmiyk {uo eäm otqk|k kf`% _bk |o~& em bou ik`yym |`|ou ub gmbob ktt`b% Ofo në bmyyou% Kt sottmkt |`egkb ao bu`qm fmejo skyk {uo ofo q`yktto m |oeoem ao dmiyk aofkt% Ofo oyk ub gmbob bu`qm `eqof`joeqo8 q`egk kaotqykam kfjubkt dmiykt% [ukeam ubk sottmk {uo q`egk t`am bmya`ak smy dmiyk |`egk |î"fm& ofo ksf`dk|k tukt gki`f`akaot wkbäe`dkt o soyjueqk|k> {ukf oyk m q`sm ao dmiyk& meao q`egk t`am k bmya`ak& to k dmiyk otqk|k bmyqk mu |`|k… aosm`t ao yodmfgoy qmakt otqkt `elmybkêÿot& ofo dmfmdk|k ob nmjm tou qyu{uo o dgkbk|k k dmiyk% Quam oyk ao|`akboeqo dkfdufkam> {ukf dmiyk ao|oy`k toy tmfqk& {uo t`ekf ofo utky`k& oqdàqoyk% Km l`b ao ubk gmyk& bk`t mu boemt& oeqyk|k sofk smyqk ubk dmiyk {uo dmyyotsmea`k ã aotdy`êäm% Quam k{u`fm dkutk|k toetkêäm& k sottmk bmya`ak sofk dmiyk l`dk|k kttmbiykak% K sottmk {uo lm` s`dkak smy ubk dmiyk ykykboeqo toyë dksk~ ao |oy mu oeqoeaoy mt lkqmt dmb dfkyo~k> [uo q`sm ao dmiyk k bmyaou= Dmbm oyk= Meao otqk|k= Ofk otqë qäm klf`qk sofm lkqm ao qoy t`am bmya`ak {uo& oe{ukeqm `ttm& k dmiyk aotkskyodo% To k sottmk q`|otto bkqkam k dmiyk& m wkbä `e|mdk|k k kfbk ak dmiyk% Ob toju`ak& ofo yosyooea`k o iy`jk|k dmb k dmiyk smy qoy bmya`am k{uofk sottmk% Oeqäm& k dmiyk yoik`wk|k k dkioêk em dgäm soa`eam soyaäm% Oe{ukeqm `ttm& m olo`qm am |oeoem {uo q`egk kitmy|`am k |âq`bk `k skttkeam% Ob toju`ak m wkbä myaoek|k {uo k dmiyk owqykâtto m |oeoem% K dmiyk to ksymw`bk|k `boa`kqkboeqo ak sottmk {uo q`egk t`am bmya`ak o dmfmdk|k tuk imdk ek loy`ak& o k |âq`bk Smy to yodusoyk|k% k~ky& kdmeqodou {uo ubk toysoeqo bmyaou m l`fgm aotqo gmbob% Ofo l`dmu ob ksuymt& smy{uo eoegub ao tout qykqkboeqmt lued`memu% Ofo |o`m dmyyoeam skyk b`b o bo a`tto> ;19
‑ Smy lk|my& bo knuao% Qoegm ub jykeao symifobk% Tusf`dm {uo bo a`jk m {uo lk~oy% _bk toysoeqo bmyaou m bou l`fgm& o ofo dmegodo m tojyoam ao b`egkt toysoeqot kaotqykakt% [uo aotjykêkam tmu+ Smy lk|my& bo a`jk m {uo smttm lk~oy% Otqmu `bsmqoeqo% Bou l`fgm eäm tmiyo|`|oyë+ Ou l`{uo` Soyjueqo`"fgo> ‑B kt o tuysyotm% tou qykqkboeqm= Kt sottmkt |îb ao fmejo skyk {uo |mdî kt duyo+ ‑ @ttm otqë bu`qm iob ‑ a`tto ‑ bkt kqà ou botbm qoy`k ub jykeao symifobk to ubk toysoeqo bo bmyaotto> eäm toy`k dksk~ ao tkf|ky k b`b botbm% Ou dmegoêm mt qyu{uot am mlâd`m8 eäm bo dmfmdky`k ekt bämt ao e`ejuàb {uo bo qykqktto dmbm ou qykqm kt sottmkt% M boe`em bmyyou% K{uofo gmbob eäm lm` dksk~ ao tkf|ky m tou l` fgm% À eodottëy`m utky bo`mt lkftmt skyk of`b`eky k lkft`akao% O otqot bo`mt qîb ub t`je`l`dkam syôsy`m% Täm t`je`l`dkq`|mt smy{uo eôt |`|obmt ob lkft`akao% Smyqkeqm& eäm to `edmbmao ob soyjueqky ‑ em sy`edâs`m qykqk"to yokfboeqo ao g`semto% Kt sy`bo`ykt oqkskt à g`semq`tbm8 tô k oqksk l`ekf à boa`qkêäm& o ottk à k oqksk {uo qob ub |kfmy syod`mtm% Keqot {uo |mdî smttk kfdkeêky otqk oqksk& à eodottëy`m qmak otqk syoskykêäm ‑ à eodottëy`m skyk {uo |mdî smttk tk`y ak lkft`akao ob {uo to soyaou% Euedk soyjueqo> )|mdî oedmeqymu Aout=) @ttm otqë oyykam% K {uob à {uo |mdî |k` oedmeqyky= M {uo |mdî qoyë {uo oedmeqyky= K{u`fm {uo à& à% Em a`k ob {uo |mdî kfdkeêky& |mdî |k` soydoioy {uo euedk soyaou ekak& {uo |mdî euedk lm` k skyqo kfjubk% Ekak euedk lm` ekak euedk bmyyou% M {uo à& à% Eotto a`k& qmakt kt tuktaotqyuâam& |`kjoet qoyb`ekyäm% O kjmyk otqk soyjueqk> ;14
M {uo t` je` l` dk > k f ` ioyq k êä m am d ` df m am e k td` b oeq m o ak b myq o=
K F@IOYQKÊÄM AM D@DFM AM EKTD@BOEQM O AK bmyqo eäm t`je`l`dk {uo |mdî eäm |ë |mfqky k ektdoy k{u` muqyk |o~% T`je`l`dk {uo |mdî në eäm syod`tk `y k eoegub fujky eob |`y ao fujky eoegub& ob eoegub sfkem% Oeqäm |mdî soybkeodo oeyk`~kam kf` meao otqë% Em a`k {uo `tqm kdmeqodo& mt bkeked`k`t ak kfojy`k iymqkb smy qmamt mt fkamt% Eäm smaobmt dmegodoy k kfojy`k to otq`|oybmt eub sfkem `bkj`eëy`m8 tô smaobmt oedmeqyky k kfojy`k to otq`|oybmt meao otqkbmt ao |oyakao% Tô smaobmt toy lof`~ot toeam m {uo tmbmt8 euedk smaobmt toy lof`~ot toeam m {uo eäm tmbmt% Ktt`b& toju`y m d`dfm am ektd`boeqm o ak bmyqo t`je`l`dk {uo otqkbmt |kjkeam smy fujkyot `futôy`mt ‑ otqkbmt soya`amt ob kfjub fujky meao euedk otq`|obmt% O oe{ukeqm |kjkbmt smy fujkyot meao nkbk`t otq`|obmt& soyaobmt ao |`tqk m fujky meao yokfboeqo otqkbmt% Ao bmam {uo k f`ioyqkêäm am ektd`boeqm o ak bmyqo t`je`l`dk |mfqky skyk meao yokfboeqo otqkbmt& t`je`l`dk |mfqky skyk dktk% Oeqyky ob Aout t`je`l`dk otqky owkqkboeqo meao yokfboeqo otqkbmt% Eäm to qykqk ao {uo kfjub a`k |mdî |k` to oedmeqyky dmb Aout ob kfjub fujky o ofo |k` tkuaky |mdî a`~oeam> )Jykêkt km dàu {uo ou qo oedmeqyo`+) Eäm ow`tqo ub Aout dmbm otqo& o to smy kdktm |mdî to oedmeqyky dmb ub& tk`ik iob {uo à quam g`semto% _b Aout ktt`b toyë tuk syôsy`k dy`kêäm& o to |mdî oedmeqyky dmb ofo toyë qäm lkftm dmbm lm` soyaî"fm% Eäm à aottk bkeo`yk {uo |mdî |k` oedmeqyky Aout% Emttk f`ejukjob dmtqubk toy oejkemtk& sm`t k owsyottäm )oedmeqyky k Aout) mu )kfdkeêky k Aout) aë k `bsyottäm ao {uo toyobmt dksk~ot ao |oy aout dkyk k dkyk% Otqkt skfk|ykt täm|k`bu`qm oejkemtkt% Km otduqë"fkt& qobmt k `bsyottäm ao {uo kfjuàb to bke`lotqky& ao {uo bkeqoyobmt ub dmeqkqm |`tukf dmb ofo& ao {uo smaoyobmt kiykêë"fm% @tqm otqë oyykam% To kfjub a`k |mdî to ;11
oedmeqyky dmb ub Aout ktt`b& du`akam+ _b Aout ktt`b qoyë t`am qmqkfboeqo dy`kam smy tuk boeqo ‑ toyë lyuqm ao g`semto% Qobmt {uo tk`y ak g`semto& ao qmamt mt dmea`d`mekboeqmt& o yolk~oy emttmt skttmt ao |mfqk kqà m smeqm meao eäm ow`tqk bk`t tmegm& meao eäm ow`tqk bk`t g`semto& meao otqonkbmt dmbsfoqkboeqo dmetd`oeqot& oeyk`~kamt emttm syôsy`m dmegod`boeqm {uo qoyobmt oeqäm toyë mob dmegod`boeqm ao toy% {uo Mk ow`tqîed`k à uek& `ea`|`tâ|of% M embo aotto dmegod`boeqm à Aout% Kjmyk |kbmt emt syoskyky skyk k boa`qkêäm bkq`ekf% Lkfkyo` bk`t tmiyo otqo qobk auykeqo k boa`qkêäm ak qkyao% Toskyob"to ub smudm uet amt muqymt% O eäm lkfob& l`{uob ob t`fîed`m% Dkfbkboeqo symduyo ub lk~î"fm% otskêm\mdît f`|yo km tou ao`wky yoamy% K{uofot {uo {uo`ykb ao`qky"to& smaob ao|ob otskêm tul`d`oeqo skyk to ao`qky% O `edfut`|o em bo`m ak boa`qkêäm& to kfjuàb dgojky km smeqm ao dk`y& ao|o to ao`wky dk`y% Eäm `bsoêk k t` botbm ao dk`y% Ao`wo ub otskêm f`|yo skyk t` botbm… Smy{uo bk`t qkyao& to |mdî dk`y ob d`bk ao kfjuàb to toeq`yë bkf& o m muqym qkbiàb to a`tqyk`yë% Smyqkeqm& to klktqo% Lodgo mt mfgmt… L`{uo ob t`fîed`m%%% \mdî |k` skttky ao~ b`euqmt toeqkam ob t`fîed`m% Lodgo mt mfgmt… ao`wo m dmysm yofkwkam… ao`wo m dmysm dmbsfoqkboeqo yofkwkam dmbm to eäm gmu|otto |`ak em dmysm% Ao`wo k oeoyj`k to bm|oy qmak skyk aoeqym% Qmak k oeoyj`k am dmysm otqë to bm|oeam skyk aoeqym… lfu`eam skyk aoeqym… |mdî otqë to oedmfgoeam smy aoeqym& o m dmysm soybkeodo dmbm ubk dktdk soeauykak am fkam ao lmyk% M tou dmysm smao {uoyoy dk`y& mu smao l`dky dmeqymfkam& bkt toyë kfjm owqoyem& tmfqky% dmbm k ymusk% Sktto skyk aoeqym… o ao`wo m dmysm to Kjmyk ou akyo` tujotqÿot% Owsoy`boeqo"kt dmb`jm% T`eqk {uo m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam% T`eqk o ao`wo m dmysm dmbsfoqkboeqo tmfqm% M dmysm à ;1?
bu`qm mioa`oeqo% [ukeam |mdî tmfqë"fm ao qmam m dmykêäm& ofo toyë {ukto ub dkaë|oy% T`eqk {uo m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm dmeq`euk yofkwkeam% Tmfqo& tmfqo qmam m dmeqymfo… eäm dmeq`euo tojuykeam m dmysm& tmfqo dmbsfoqkboeqo… yoq`yo qmam dmeqymfo tmiyo ofo& dmbmTotoofo m dmysm eäm lmtto kjmyk& quam m {uo kdmeqodoy& kdmeqodoyë% dk`y& dk`yë8 to ofotou8 to soyaoy& to soyaoyë% To klktqo aofo dmbsfoqkboeqo… yoq`yo aofo qmamt mt tout toeq`boeqmt% M dmysm otqë yofkwkeam% M dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam% M dmysm yofkwmu% Tmfqo& tmfqo qmam m dmeqymfo am dmysm… to ofo {u`toy dk`y& {uo dk`k% M dmysm yofkwmu… dmbm to ofo q`|otto to qmyekam ub dkaë|oy… dmbm to m dmysm q`|otto skyq`am… m dmysm në eäm otqë… |mdî otqë toskykam aofo… |mdî otqë klktqkam aofo% K yots`ykêäm otqë yofkwkeam% T`eqk {uo k yots`ykêäm otqë yofkwkeam… k yots`ykêäm otqë yofkwkeam… k yots`ykêäm otqë yofkwkeam… k yots`ykêäm dmeq`euk yofkwkeam… Tmfqo… tmfqo qkbiàb k yots`ykêäm… oeqyo bk`t lueam% K yots`ykêäm yofkwmu… k yots`ykêäm yofkwmu… k yots`ykêäm yofkwmu… k yots`ykêäm yofkwmu% \mdî to bm|ou k`eak bk`t skyk qyët ak yots`ykêäm… k yots`ykêäm yofkwmu% Mt soetkboeqmt qkbiàb otqäm yofkwkeam% Mt soetkboeqmt qkbiàb otqäm yofkwkeam… mt soetkboeqmt qkbiàb otqäm yofkwkeam% To klktqo qkbiàb amt soetkboeqmt… tmfqo qkbiàb mt soetkboeqmt% Mt soetkboeqmt qkbiàb otqäm yofkwkeam… Tmfqo qkbiàb mt soetkboeqmt% Mt soetkboeqmt otqäm yofkwkeam… mt soetkboeqmt otqäm yofkwkeam… mt soetkboeqmt otqäm yofkwkeam… mt soetkboeqmt yofkwkeam% M dmysm otqäm yofkwmu& mt soetkboeqmt yofkwkykb8 kjmyk soybkeoêk smy ao~ b`euqmt t`bsfotboeqo kdmyakam smy aoeqym… sktto ao~ b`euqmt t`bsfotboeqo kdmyakam smy aoeqym% Auykeqo ao~ b`euqmt& quam bmyyou8 aoeqym |mdî otqë kdmyakam dmbm ubk dgkbk% ;1<
M dmysm otqë fmejo… k yots`ykêäm to mu|o km fmejo… mt soetkboeqmt qyke{ö`f`~kykb… aoeqym& tuk dmetd`îed`k otqë kdmyakak mitoy|keam quam% Eäm kamyboêk> soybkeoêk kdmyakam smy aoeqym% Soybkeoêk kdmyakam smy aoeqym… Dmeq`euo mitoy|keam aoeqym… t`jk mitoy|keam… Qmyeo"to ub mitoy|kamy& o ubk symluea`akao yosoeq`ek tuyj`yë… tuyj`yë ub |k~`m% dmboêkyë… Kjmyk& smy ub ao~ t`fîed`m b`euqmt&yosoeq`em ksoekt dmeq`euo mitoy|keam aoeqym ob t`fîed`m% K boeqo l`dmu ob t`fîed`m… k boeqo l`dmu ob dmbsfoqm t`fîed`m% Boyjufgo ekt symluea`akaot bk`t symlueakt… dmbm to |mdî otq`|otto dk`eam eub smêm symlueam% Dmeq`euo dk`eam… dmeq`euo dk`eam% Dmeq`euo kdmyakam smy aoeqym o dmeq`euo to qmyekeam ub |k~`m% Soybkeoêk dmetd`oeqo em `eqoy`my& dmeq`euo kdmyakam& o dmeq`euo mitoy|keam% O quam bmyyou… m dmysm l`dmu fmejo8 k yots`ykêäm l`dmu fmejo8 mt soetkboeqmt aotkskyodoykb% Tô l`dmu |mdî% Dmeq`euo mitoy|keam kdmyakam… dmeq`euo mitoy|keam… k boeqo toju`yë ot|k~`keam"to dkak |o~ bk`t… Yots`yo symlueakboeqo |ëy`kt |o~ot& ao|kjky& o |mfqo ak boa`qkêäm% Kiyk mt mfgmt ao|kjky o dmb bu`qk tuk|`akao% Emttk tottäm bkquq`ek qoyb`emu%
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DK SÂQ_FM ? Oedmeqyo m tou Syôsy`m Dkb`egm
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B KB@JM SOYJ_EQM_> \mdî emt a`tto {uo eäm gë |oyakao bk`my am {uo k bmyqo% Qkbiàb emt a`tto {uo k{u`fm k {uo dgkbkbmt bmyqo eäm ow`tqo% [ukf akt kl`ybkêÿot à
|oyakao`yk= KBIKT TÄM \OYAKAO@YKT% [_KEAM O_ A@JM [_O eäm gë |oyakao bk`my am {uo k bmyqo& otqmu dgkbkeam k kqoeêäm skyk m lkqm ao {uo m loeñboem ak bmyqo à ubk yokf`akao oemybo eotqk |`ak ‑ em {uo dgkbkbmt )|`ak) o em {uo oeqoeaobmt smy )|`ak)% Ob qoybmt ao soytmekf`akao& {uo dmet`tqo em {uo ou aotdyo|m dmbm )m ou)& otqk soytmekf`akao bmyyoyë8 m {uo dgkbkbmt )|`ak) bmyyoyë qkbiàb% K bmyqo à `eo|`që|of% Tob aþ|`ak& |mdît bmyyoyäm o ou bmyyoyo`& o otqk |`ak qkbiàb toyë aotqyuâak& toyë yoau~`ak k sô& kskjkak% ;17
[ukeam ou a`jm {uo eäm gë |oyakao bk`my am {uo k bmyqo& {uoym fobiyky |mdî am lkqm ao {uo qmamt |kbmt bmyyoy% O {ukeam ou a`jm {uo k bmyqo à dmbsfoqkboeqo lkftk& {uoym fobiyky |mdî {uo aoeqym aotqo )ou)& aoeqym ao )|mdî)& gë kfjuàb {uo euedk bmyyoyë% O qkbiàb ow`tqo ubk |`ak {uo à a`loyoeqo ak{u`fm {uo |mdî kdyoa`qk toy |`ak ‑ ubk |`ak |oyakao`ykt% tob bmyqo% Kbikt kt dm`tkt täm |oyakao`ykt& tämkt`bufqkeokboeqo To |mdî kdyoa`qky {uo tô ubk aofkt à |oyakao`yk& eäm toyë dksk~ ao dmbsyooeaoy qmak k |oyakao% To kfjuàb a`ttoy {uo k tmbiyk à ubk yokf`akao& {uo k otduy`aäm à ubk yokf`akao& qob yk~äm% K otduy`aäm ow`tqo& o qkbiàb ow`tqo k tmbiyk% O to kfjuàb a`~ {uo k otduy`aäm eäm ow`tqo& qkbiàb qob yk~äm% M {uo ofo otqë a`~oeam à {uo k otduy`aäm eäm qob ubk ow`tqîed`k smt`q`|k% To ou soa`y skyk |mdî bo qyk~oy ub tkdm ao otduy`aäm& |mdî eäm toyë dksk~ ao lk~î"fm% Mu to ubk tkfk otq`|oy dgo`k ao otduy`aäm o |mdî lmy tmf`d`qkam skyk nmjky lmyk k otduy`aäm& |mdî eäm toyë dksk~ ao lk~î"fm% Smy {uî= Smy{uo k otduy`aäm qob ubk ow`tqîed`k eojkq`|k8 k otduy`aäm à ksoekt k kutîed`k ao fu~% Obimyk k otduy`aäm ow`tqk& ofk à ksoekt k kutîed`k ao fu~% Ktt`b& to kfjuàb a`ttotto {uo eäm gë otduy`aäm& qoy`k yk~äm% Ow`tqo k syotoeêk ao fu~ o ow`tqo k kutîed`k ao fu~& bkt k otduy`aäm dmbm qkf eäm ow`tqo% Smy otqk yk~äm smaobmt lk~oy m {uo {u`toybmt dmb k fu~& bkt dmb k otduy`aäm eäm smaobmt lk~oy ekak% To |mdî {u`toy of`b`eky k otduy`aäm& |mdî qoyë {uo kdoeaoy k fu~8 to |mdî {u`toy symau~`y otduy`aäm& |mdî qoyë {uo kskjky k fu~% Eäm to smao lk~oy ekak a`yoqkboeqo dmb k otduy`aäm% \mdî otqë dmyyoeam smy ubk otqykak% Tuk tmbiyk kskyodo kqyët ao |mdî8 ofk qkbiàb dmyyo dmb |mdî% Qmamt smaob |oy k tmbiyk8 smao eojky k tuk Bkt qkbiàb a`~oy {uoe`ejuàb eäm gë tmbiyk& smy{uo ofkow`tqîed`k% eäm qob oeq`akao syôsy`k%smao K tmbiyk ow`tqo smy{uo tou dmysm mitqyu` k fu~ am tmf% [ukeam tou dmysm mitqyu` k fu~& ubk tmbiyk à lmybkak8 {ukeam m tmf otqë tmiyo k tuk dkioêk& eäm to lmybk eoegubk tmbiyk& smy{uo mt yk`mt am tmf ;10
eäm lmykb mitqyuâamt smy eoegubk ikyyo`yk% To |mdî dmetqyuâtto ubk l`juyk gubkek ao |`aym& eäm kskyodoy`k eoegubk tmbiyk& smy{uo mt yk`mt skttky`kb kqyk|àt am |`aym% [ukeam k fu~ à ifm{uokak& ubk tmbiyk à lmybkak8 k tmbiyk à ksoekt k kutîed`k ao fu~% Smyqkeqm& to ubk sottmk a`ttoy {uo k tmbiyk ofk eäm otqë oyykak% otqk àeäm ubkow`tqo% |oyakao sofkk boqkao% ow`tqo& Ofk ao|oy`k kdyotdoeqky {uo Bkt k tmbiyk Oeqäm |oyakao l`dky`k dmbsfoqk% @tqm t`je`l`dk {uo ubk tmbiyk à kfjm {uo ow`tqo& bkt qkbiàb& eäm ow`tqo% Bkt dmb k emttk bkeo`yk ao soetky eäm tmbmt dksk~ot ao |oy ekak to eäm m a`|`a`ybmt ob aukt skyqot `eaosoeaoeqot% _bk |o~ nufjkykb ub gmbob kdutkam ao dmboqoy ub kttktt`ekqm% Ofo q`egk bkqkam ub gmbob& o k{uofot {uo m |`ykb dmboqoy m dy`bo to ksyotoeqkykb dmbm qotqobuegkt% _bk qotqobuegk a`tto> ‑ M dy`bo lm` dmboq`am km ky f`|yo o iy`fgk|kb kt otqyofkt em dàu% Ou |` kt otqyofkt o |` m dy`bo% K toju`y to ksyotoeqmu muqyk qotqobuegk mdufky {uo a`tto> ‑ M dy`bo lm` dmboq`am aoeqym ak dktk& soyqm ak smyqk nueqm k ubk skyoao% Gë bkedgkt ao tkejuo ek skyoao& o& dmbm ou otqk|k nueqm ã skyoao& qkbiàb k b`egk ymusk to bkedgmu ao tkejuo% Otqo kttktt`ekqm lm` dmboq`am aoeqym ak dktk% M nu`~ otqk|k dmelutm% Dmbm smaoy`k mt am`t otqky a`~oeam k |oyakao= O|`aoeqoboeqo& ub amt am`t otqk|k boeq`eam% M kttktt`em dmboêmu k y`y% M nu`~ soyjueqmu smy {uo ofo otqk|k y`eam% M kttktt`em a`tto> ‑ A`yo` {uo kbimt qîb yk~äm% K dktk otqk|k ob dmetqyuêäm> m|`tqkt qofgkam k`eak ak eämdktk% q`egkMt`am dmfmdkam%kdmeqodou Kt otqyofkt sma`kb toybkt ao aoeqym kttktt`ekqm k dàu kioyqm& soyqm ak smyqk& nueqm ã skyoao {uo otqë bkedgkak ao tkejuo% K dktk otqk|k {ukto symeqk> dmetqyuâykb kt skyoaot8 bkt lkfqk|k m qofgkam% Ao bmam {uo kbimt qîb yk~äm% ;?3
K |`ak à qäm dmbsf`dkak {uo kqà kt dm`tkt {uo skyodob dmeqyka`qôy`kt smaob toy |oyakao`ykt% K |`ak à bu`qm dmbsfowk% K |`ak eäm à am no`qm {uo |mdî kdyoa`qk {uo ofk à ‑ ofk dmeqàb bu`qkt dmeqyka`êÿot8 à bu`qm |ktqk% E ub doyqm toeq`am& k bmyqo à k bk`my akt |oyakaot& smy{uo m bmam |`|obmt kjmyk qoyë l`b8 |kbmt bmyyoy amK{uofot no`qm {uo tmbmt&ob o m{uo {ukaym {uo dy`kbmt qkbiàb toyë aotqyuâam% {uo dmet`aoykbmt dmbm qmam m emttm bueam 'emttk otsmtk mu bky`am& emttm l`fgm& emttm sk`& emttm kb`jm bmyyoyäm qkbiàb% Bkt& km botbm qobsm& k bmyqo à ubk lkft`akao& smy{uo gë kfjm {uo yot`ao aoeqym am l`fgm {uo eäm à m l`fgm& o {uo euedk bmyyoyë% Gë kfjm {uo yot`ao aoeqym am sk` {uo eäm à m sk`& o {uo euedk bmyyoyë% M sk` bmyyoyë& à mi|`m& bkt aoeqym aofo gë kfjm kfàb ak yofkêäm lkb`f`ky& {uo euedk bmyyo% M dmysm bmyyoyë& bkt gë kfjm aoeqym am dmysm {uo euedk bmyyo% Kbikt kt dm`tkt täm |oyakao`ykt km botbm qobsm% Ktt`b& à syod`tm qoy kbikt kt dm`tkt ob boeqo skyk dmbsyooeaoy k ekquyo~k ak bmyqo% Muqym kb`jm soyjueq mu> Kt dm`tkt {uo eôt {uoyobmt tusy`b`y& qk`t dmbm kt dkao`kt ak tusoytq`êäm mu ak là dojk& to dmel`ybkb dkak |o~ bk`t ob tout ikqo"sksmt% Tojueam m {uo |mdî a`~& skyodo {uo gë |`ak ksôt k bmyqo& {uo ow`tqob aoutot o lkeqktbkt& {uo ow`tqo k qyketb`jykêäm ak kfbk% Eotto dktm& toyë a`lâd`f f`|yky"to akt tusoytq`êÿot% Aotto bmam ofkt eäm toyäm k`eak bk`t yolmyêkakt=
EOTQO TOEQ@AM& A_KT DM@TKT SYOD@TKB TOY oeqoea`akt% K sy`bo`yk à {uo to qmbkybmt kfjm dmbm tusoytq`êäm tob otquaë"fm o `e|otq`jë"fm ao|`akboeqo& `ttm o{u`|kfo k dy`ky ubk tusoytq`êäm k`eak bk`my ‑ aobmetqyk ubk boeqkf`akao kfqkboeqo tusoytq`d`mtk% _bk sottmk kdyoa`qk {uo ow`tqob lkeqktbkt o otsây`qmt bkf`jemt o |mdî eäm kdyoa`qk ob qk`t dm`tkt& oeqäm |mdî a`~ ;?;
{uo ofk à tusoytq`d`mtk& o `ttm m lk~ to toeq`y bu`qm oeqoea`am% Bkt k soyjueqk à> m {uo à k tusoytq`êäm= To kfjuàb kdyoa`qk {uo ow`tqob lkeqktbkt o otsây`qmt bkf`jemt tob {ukf{uoy q`sm ao `e|otq`jkêäm& `ttm à tusoytq`êäm8 o to kfjuàb kdyoa`qk {uo eäm ow`tqob qk`t dm`tkt& tob `e|otq`jkêäm& oeqäm `ttm qkbiàb à tusoytq`êäm% Tusoytq`êäm t`je`l`dk kdyoa`qky kfjubk dm`tk sofm tob boym tkioy lo`qm to ofkaoà qoy |oyakao`yk% _bk sottmk eäm ob à tusoytq`d`mtk dyoeêkt msmtqkt ãt tukt% _bk sottmk {uo kdyoa`qk ob Aout smao toy qäm dyàaufk {ukeqm ub eäm dyoeqo% Ao|obmt dmbsyooeaoy k aol`e`êäm ao tusoytq`êäm% T`je`l`dk kdyoa`qky dojkboeqo ob kfjm tob dmbsym|kêäm% Mt yuttmt täm kqout tusoytq`d`mtmt8 mt g`eaut täm qoâtqkt tusoytq`d`mtmt ‑ kbimt tmlyob ak là dojk% Mt yuttmt euedk to syomduskykb ob aotdmiy`y to à |oyakao {uo Aout ow`tqo& t`bsfotboeqo kdyoa`qkb {uo ofo eäm ow`tqo% O mt g`eaut qkbsmudm symduykykb aotdmiy`y to à |oyakao {uo Aout ow`tqo keqot ao kdyoa`qky {uo ofo ow`tqo% Oeqäm& eäm dmboqk m oejkem ao kdyoa`qky {uo tô mt qoâtqkt täm tusoytq`d`mtmt8 mt kqout qkbiàb qîb tukt syôsy`kt tusoytq`êÿot% O m bk`t otqykegm à {uo ow`tqo qkbiàb ubk tusoytq`êäm d`oeqâl`dk% Skyodo dmeqyka`qôy`m> dmbm à {uo smao ow`tq`y ubk tusoytq`êäm d`oeqâl`dk= To |mdî q`|oy otquakam jomboqy`k& ao|o dmegodoy k aol`e`êäm ao Oudf`aot {uo a`~ {uo k f`egk qob dmbsy`boeqm& bkt eäm qob fkyjuyk% Smy kdktm smao gk|oy kfjm bk`t tusoytq`d`mtm am {uo `tqm= Euedk ow`tq`u ubk f`egk tob fkyjuyk% Kt dy`keêkt ksyoeaob {uo m smeqm eäm qob dmbsy`boeqm eob fkyjuyk8 o kqà m bk`my amt d`oeq`tqkt qykikfgk dmb k g`sôqoto ao {uo m smeqm eäm qob dmbsy`boeqm eob fkyjuyk% Smao ow`tq`y ub smeqm tob dmbsy`boeqm fkyjuyk= Tmbmt okdmtqubkamt k utky em|o aâj`qmt% Kfjuàb smaoy`k emt soyjueqky> `tqm eäm à ubk tusoytq`êäm= Smy {uo em|o aâj`qmt= Eoegub d`oeq`tqk smao owsf`dky smy {uo utkbmt em|o aâj`qmt% Smy {uo eäm toqo= M {uo qob ao oyykam dmb toqo= Smy {uo eäm qyît= ;?9
Kfjuet bkqobëq`dmt 'F`oie`q~ lm` ub aofot to kyyubkykb dmb ksoekt qyît aâj`qmt% F`oie`q~ a`tto> ub& am`t& qyît& à toju`am sofm ao~& me~o& am~o& qyo~o8 aosm`t |îb |`eqo& |`eqo o ub& |`eqo o am`t& |`eqo o qyît% Ktt`b oyk tou m t`tqobk ao euboykêäm8 F`oie`q~ to kyykenk|k bu`qm iob dmb ofo% Ofo aotkl`mu k {uob eäm otq`|otto ao kdmyam k aobmetqyky {uo ofo otqk|k oyykam% Ofo {uotq`memu k eodott`akao ao em|o aâj`qmt% Bk`t qkyao& O`etqo`e a`tto {uo qkbsmudm toy`kb eodottëy`mt ottot qyît aâj`qmt o {uo iktqk|kb am`t8 toy`k a`lâd`f to kyyubky ksoekt dmb ub aâj`qm& bkt am`t toy`kb tul`d`oeqot% K eodott`akao ao em|o aâj`qmt ek bkqobëq`dk à ubk tusoytq`êäm d`oeqâl`dk% Bkt m bkqobëq`dm eäm otqë a`tsmtqm k yoeued`ky k ofk% A`~> )Dmbm smaoyobmt qykikfgky dmb boemt ao em|o aâj`qmt=) Smyqkeqm& `tqm à ubk dyoeêk8 eäm t`je`l`dk bk`t am {uo `tqm& ubk dyoeêk% Am smeqm ao |`tqk d`oeqâl`dm& kdyoa`qk"to {uo doeqoekt ao dm`tkt täm |oyakao`ykt& bkt ek yokf`akao& ofkt eäm skttkb ao tusoytq`êÿot% Mt d`oeq`tqkt qkbiàb täm tusoytq`d`mtmt& o kqukfboeqo kt tusoytq`êÿot yof`j`mtkt otqäm aotkskyodoeam oe{ukeqm kt tusoytq`êÿot d`oeqâl`dkt otqäm kuboeqkeam% K a`loyoeêk oeqyo kt aukt dmet`tqo em lkqm ao {uo to |mdî soyjueqky k ub yof`j`mtm dmbm ofo dgojmu k dmegodoy k ow`tqîed`k ao Aout& ofo a`yë {uo otqë otdy`qm em J`qk& o to |mdî soyjueqky k ub d`oeq`tqk dmbm ofo dgojmu k tkioy {uo k bkqobëq`dk lued`mek dmb em|o aâj`qmt& ofo a`yë {uo otqë otdy`qm em f`|ym aotto mu ak{uofo bkqobëq`dm% [ukf à k a`loyoeêk oeqyo mt am`t= K yotsmtqk am yof`j`mtm to oedmeqyk em J`qk& em Dmyëe8 k yotsmtqk am d`oeq`tqk to oedmeqyk emt f`|ymt ao bkqobëq`dk% [ukf k a`loyoeêk= @tqm aobmetqyk {uo qobmt {uo dmbsyooeaoy m {uo à yokfboeqo k tusoytq`êäm% K tusoytq`êäm à k{u`fm {uo kfjuàb kdyoa`qk tobtob dmegodoy% o yot`tq`bmt k bu`qkt muqykt tkioy Kdo`qkbmt ekak tmiyobu`qkt ofkt dm`tkt ‑ `tqm qkbiàb à toy tusoytq`d`mtm% Tusmegk {uo ub gmbob tonk smttuâam smy ub otsây`qm% Kt sottmkt dufqkt a`yäm {uo à ubk tusoytq`êäm% Eôt kdyoa`qkbmt {uo kt ;?4
sottmkt tob `etqyuêäm täm tusoytq`d`mtkt% Eôt qkdgkbmt ottkt sottmkt t`bsfot dmbm tusoytq`d`mtkt smy{uo& dmbm täm `edufqkt& täm `edksk~ot ao ksyotoeqky ub kyjuboeqm {uo ksô`o k tuk dyoeêk% Ktt`b& qmakt kt sottmkt dufqkt tutqoeqkyäm {uo k g`tqôy`k aotqo gmbob {uo otqë toeam smttuâam smy ub otsây`qm à lkftk8 bkt ofkt eäm tkiob {uoaoskyqkboeqm eubk ue`|oyt`akao dmbm tmiyo Gky|kya& emt Otqkamt _e`amt& gë ub ao sot{u`tkt mt otsây`qmt o mt lkeqktbkt% M aoskyqkboeqm suif`dmu `edfut`|o lmqmjykl`kt aotqot toyot% Bkt kt sottmkt `etqyuâakt eäm lk~ob `aà`k ao {uo kqukfboeqo kfjuet d`oeq`tqkt bu`qm yotso`qkamt yokf`~kb sot{u`tkt tmiyo mt lkeqktbkt o mt otsây`qmt% O ofot qîb miq`am bu`qmt yotufqkamt& bk`t doam mu bk`t qkyao mt yotufqkamt aottkt sot{u`tkt dgojkyäm k sþif`dm sym|keam {uo mt gmboet dufqmt à {uo oykb mt |oyakao`ymt tusoytq`d`mtmt& o bu`qm obimyk k{uofkt sottmkt t`bsfot {uo ofot dgkbk|kb tusoytq`d`mtmt eäm tmuiottob ekak tmiyo k{u`fm {uo kdyoa`qk|kb& m {uo ofot a`~`kb oyk |oyakao% To |mdî foy Ypme mu Mf`|oy Fmajo& |mdî `yë to tuysyooeaoy% Mf`|oy Fmajo à ub d`oeq`tqk yoembkam& ofo yodoiou ub syîb`m Emiof% Km fmejm ao qmak tuk |`ak lo~ `e|otq`jkêÿot tmiyo mt lkeqktbkt o mt otsây`qmt% Keqot ao bmyyoy ao`wmu otdy`qm ub amduboeqm em {ukf a`~`k> )Qmakt kt |oyakaot ak d`îed`k {uo ou qoegm aotdmioyqm& täm qäm |oyakao`ykt {ukeqm mt lkeqktbkt o mt otsây`qmt% Bkt eäm qobmt dmegod`boeqm aofot smy{uo mt tusoytq`d`mtmt dufqmt eäm to syomduskb ao `eqo`yky"to amt aotdmiy`boeqmt {uo to symau~ob em bueam)% To ubk sottmk a`ttoy {uo à dksk~ ao foy k boeqo ao muqyk& a`~obmt {uo à ubk tusoytq`êäm% Ek Yþtt`k& meao gë d`oeq`tqkt {uo smaoyâkbmt dgkbky )y`jmymtmt)& gë ub gmbob dgkbkam L`mao|% Ofo à ub jykeao d`oeq`tqk yuttm% bo`m L`mao||`tâ|of& dmbue`dmu tout soetkboeqmt ao Bmtdmu& tob {ukf{uoy skyk k boeqo ao ubk sottmk {uo otqk|k ob Q`lf`t& k b`f o {u`egoeqmt {u`fñboqymt ao a`tqéed`k% M lo`qm lm` d`oeq`l`dkboeqo owkb`ekam o dmbsym|kam% Mt d`oeq`tqkt yokf`~kb sot{u`tkt aotqo q`sm smy{uo em luquym ofkt ;?1
toyäm þqo`t ob |`kjoet otskd`k`t% Em dktm ao ubk lkfgk bodée`dk eubk otskêmek|o& mt d`oeq`tqkt smaoyäm utky otqot bo`mt skyk otqkiofodoy dmeqkqm dmb mt qy`sufkeqot% Ao muqym bmam& k otskêmek|o smao to soyaoy skyk tobsyo% Dmb otqo l`b mt d`oeq`tqkt yuttmt otqäm dmeau~`eam sot{u`tkt `eqoet`|kt tmiyo qofoskq`k o qob dmetoju`am yotufqkamt tuysyooeaoeqot% L`mao| yokf`~mu tukt `e|otq`jkêÿot dmb k dmfkimykêäm ao ub kb`jm% Tou kb`jm otqk|k ob Q`lf`t& k b`f o {u`egoeqmt {u`fñboqymt ao Bmtdmu% Ofo to otdmeaou kqyët ao ub kyiutqm& em nkya`b ao ub sky{uo& sym|`am ao ub kskyofgm ao yëa`m tob l`m sofm {ukf ofo o L`mao| bkeq`egkb dmeqkqm% Aosm`t ao kfjub qobsm otsoykeam& m kb`jm `elmybmu {uo ub gmbob gk|`k dgojkam o to toeqkam em ikedm eþboym ao~% Ofo soa`u skyk L`mao| oe|`ky ubk boetkjob qofosëq`dk skyk m gmbob amyb`y ob qyît b`euqmt% M gmbob otqk|k sfoekboeqo kdmyakam8 otqk|k lubkeam o dkeqkymfkeam tm~`egm% L`mao| dmboêmu k fgo oe|`ky tujotqÿot 'qkf dmbm ou lkêm k{u` dmb |mdît% )\mdî otqë l`dkeam yofkwkam8 otqë yofkwkeam)% K skyq`y ao ubk a`tqéed`k ao b`f o {u`egoeqmt {u`fñboqymt o dmedoeqykeam"to em ikedm eþboym ao~ am sky{uo& L`mao| oe|`mu `eqoetkboeqo auykeqo qyît b`euqmt otqk tujotqäm> )Auybk8 auybk)% Km l`b ao owkqkboeqo qyît b`euqmt& m gmbob {uo otqk|k toeqkam em ikedm kamybodou o m d`jkyym {uo otqk|k ob tukt bämt dk`u% Bkt smao qoy to qykqkam ao ubk dm`ed`aîed`k% Oyk smttâ|of {uo m gmbob toeqkam em ikedm otq`|otto dketkam o smy `ttm kamybodou% Oeqäm& m kb`jm a`tto skyk L`mao| {uo m gmbob otqk|k yokfboeqo amyb`am& bkt {uo sma`k to qykqky ao ubk dm`ed`aîed`k& ktt`b soa`u skyk L`mao| oe|`ky ubk boetkjob skyk aotsoyqk"fm owkqkboeqo toqoofo b`euqmt L`mao| oe|`mu km gmbob tujotqÿot skyk kdmyakybk`t ob qkyao% toqo b`euqmt& o owkqkboeqo toqo b`euqmt bk`t qkyao m gmbob kiy`u mt mfgmt o to fo|keqmu% M gmbob am ikedm oyk qmqkfboeqo aotdmegod`am8 ofo eäm q`egk `aà`k ;??
am {uo otqk|k kdmeqodoeam& o m kb`jm ao L`mao| m kimyamu o soyjueqmu to ofo gk|`k toeq`am kfjm otqykegm% ‑ T`b ‑ a`tto m gmbob ‑ doyqkboeqo {uo t`b% Otqmu bu`qm `eqy`jkam dmb `ttm% Ou |`b k{u` skyk otsoyky ubk sottmk& o ao yosoeqo toeq` {uo bou dmysm otqk|k syotqot k dk`y em tmem% Soya` m dmeqymfo o kamybod`% O aosm`t q`|o ubkFo|keqo"to lmyqo toetkêäm {uo kfjuàb bo a`~`k> )fo|keqo"to& fo|keqo"to% aoeqym ao ao toqo b`euqmt+)% E äm oeqoea` ekak% M gmbob eäm q`egk k boemy `ao`k am {uo q`egk kdmeqod`am% K dmbue`dkêäm am soetkboeqm& tob eoegub bo`m |`tâ|of& to qmyemu ubk yokf`akao d`oeqâl`dk& bkt ubk sottmk dufqk k dgkbky`k ao tusoytq`êäm% À smttâ|of {uo ub amoeqo tonk duykam ao ubk d`akao a`tqkeqo ‑ eäm à bu`qm a`lâd`f% Qkbiàb à smttâ|of duyky ubk bmya`ak ao dmiyk ao b`fgkyot ao {u`fñboqymt ao a`tqéed`k8 eäm qob jykeao a`l`dufakao% Bkt gë bu`qmt q`smt a`loyoeqot ao tusoytq`êÿot% O fobiyo"to& k tusoytq`êäm ak sottmk dufqk à tobsyo bk`t soy`jmtk am {uo k ak sottmk `jemykeqo smy{uo k sottmk dufqk eäm dmet`aoyk tuk tusoytq`êäm dmbm ubk tusoytq`êäm% Skyk ofk& à ubk dmeto{öîed`k {uo dgojmu aosm`t ao bu`qk yolfowäm% Kjmyk otqo kb`jm emt a`~ {uo qobmt {uo ymbsoy kt dkao`kt ak tusoytq`êäm% Sy`bo`ym |mdî ao|o |oy`l`dky to ottkt dkao`kt yokfboeqo ow`tqob& am dmeqyëy`m |mdî smaoyë {uoiyky mt iykêmt o kt soyekt ao kfjuàb em symdottm% Qk`t dkao`kt tô smaob toy ymbs`akt to ofkt yokfboeqo ow`tq`y% O to eäm ow`tq`y eoegubk= \mdî ao|o to doyq`l`dky qkbiàb ao {uo k{u`fm {uo |mdî kdyoa`qk toy ubk dkao`k {uo ao|o toy ymbs`ak eäm tonk ub kamyem {uo |mdî smao qoy {uo yodmetqyu`y% Qmakt otqkt dm`tkt ao|ob toy otquakakt dmb bu`qm du`akam% Ou tmu dmbsfoqkboeqo dmeqyk k tusoytq`êäm& qmam q`sm ao tusoytq`êäm ao|o toy tusy`b`ak% Bkt `tqm eäm t`je`l`dk {uo otqk tusyottäm tonk b`egk tusoytq`êäm% @tqm eäm t`je`l`dk {uo ao|obmt tusy`b`"fkt tob keqot dmbsyooeaî"fkt dfkykboeqo& {uo ao|obmt ;?<
obsoegky ob ymbsî"fkt tob ubk yolfowäm kao{ukak% Qkf tusyottäm kyi`qyëy`k qkbiàb to qmyeky`k ubk tusoytq`êäm% Dkak àsmdk qob tukt syôsy`kt tusoytq`êÿot% Fobiyo"to& kt tusoytq`êÿot qkbiàb qîb tukt bmakt% Kt tusoytq`êÿot kamqkb ubk em|k lmybk k dkak àsmdk% M gmbob kikeamek kt tusoytq`êÿot keq`jkt muqykt Bkt em|kt& bkt ofo euedk`ttm% to f`|yk aofkt skyk tobsyo8 oofokamqk kt bma`l`dk% euedk soydoiobmt Smy owobsfm& gmu|o ubk àsmdk ob {uo dmyy`k k tusoytq`êäm ao to qmbky smy yof`j`mtk k sottmk {uo utk|k mq`fkh & m t`ekf ek qotqk% M {uo qob k |oy k ksf`dkêäm am q`fkh dmb k yof`j`mt`akao= Bkt ktt`b to oeqoea`k% O k{uofo {uo eäm utk|k q`fkh oyk smequkam dmbm `yyof`j`mtm% Otqk |ofgk tusoytq`êäm në eäm otqë bk`t ob bmak% Kjmyk qobmt em|kt tusoytq`êÿot& `jukfboeqo eàtd`kt% Dmet`aoyk"to a`tq`eqm m gmbob {uo utk jyk|kqk& {uob eäm utk à q`am smy |ufjky% À k botbk dm`tk& eäm gë eoegubk a`loyoeêk% K jyk|kqk tuitq`qu`u m q`fkh& o m gmbob dmeq`euk toeam m botbm% [uo a`loyoeêk gë= K jyk|kqk eäm à bofgmy {uo m q`fkh% Qkf|o~ tonk s`my k`eak& smy{uo sofm boemt gk|`k ub t`je`l`dkam skyk k ksf`dkêäm am q`fkh% K jyk|kqk eäm qob t`je`l`dkam kfjub eotqo skât& obimyk smttk qoy ob kfjub muqym skât% K jyk|kqk à þq`f emt skâtot ly`mt& sm`t toy|o skyk symqojoy k jkyjkeqk am ly`m% Eottot skâtot& m gmbob {uo eäm smao symqojoy k tuk jkyjkeqk am ly`m o|`aoeqoboeqo ao|o toy smiyo% M gmbob oea`ego`ykam smao symqojoy k jkyjkeqk dmb ubk jyk|kqk8 bkt {ukeam kfjuàb utk ubk jyk|kqk em sotdmêm eub skât {uoeqo dmbm m emttm emt aë ub smudm ao boam& emt soyjueqkbmt to à ub gmbob oea`ego`ykam mu ub f mudm+ M lkqm ao {uo ubk sottmk tonk y`dk eäm t`je`l`dk {uo ofk qoegk {uo skaodoy ao dkfmy mu utky k{uofo fkêm em sotdmêm% K jyk|kqk à ub fkêm8bkt k jyk|kqk ub skât eô dmyyoa`êm% _të"fk skâttoeq`am% ly`m qobM toeq`am& utë"fk àeub {uoeqo eäm qob meub boemy gmbob {uo smttu` ubk doyqk yotso`qki`f`akao 'm bkj`tqykam& m ka|mjkam& m smfâq`dm utk otqo eô ob tou sotdmêm% O otqkt botbkt sottmkt qkdgkb ao tusoytq`d`mtmt mt utuëy`mt am q`fkh+ Smaoyâkbmt ;?:
fgot soyjueqky> )Kdktm eäm à qkbiàb ubk tusoytq`êäm utky jyk|kqk= Ob |`yquao ao {ukf sy`edâs`m d`oeqâl`dm |mdî utk otto eô em sotdmêm=) Bkt k jyk|kqk à kdo`që|of smy{uo à ubk tusoytq`êäm aotqk àsmdk& o m q`fkh à `ekdo`që|of smy{uo à ubk tusoytq`êäm keq`jk% Dmbm ou a`tto keqoy`myboeqo& ktt`b dmbm k jyk|kqk qob kfjub t`je`l`dkam skykqoy mt gki`qkeqot amt skâtot k ksf`dkêäm am q`fkh qkbiàb smao ub t`je`l`dkam8 bkt ly`mt& à kitmfuqkboeqo soy`jmtm o oyyñeom a`~oy {uo to qykqk ao ubk tusoytq`êäm tob keqot yolfoq`y tmiyo `ttm% Smtt`|ofboeqo |mdî eäm qoegk soetkam smy {uo to ksf`dk m q`fkh% Kqukfboeqo kt sottmkt dmtqubkb ksf`dë"fm smy tusoytq`êäm8 bkt {ukeam kt sottmkt m ksf`dk|kb my`j`ekfboeqo& gk|`k ubk owsf`dkêäm d`oeqâl`dk% Ek |oyakao& m q`fkh à ksf`dkam em smeqm t`qukam oeqyo mt mfgmt meao otqë t`qukam m kjpk dgkhyk & m dgkhyk am qoydo`ym mfgm% Otqo smeqm to ot{uoeqk bu`qm dmb k syëq`dk ak boa`qkêäm& em oeqkeqm& to otly`k dmb k ksf`dkêäm ak bkao`yk ao téeakfm% K ksf`dkêäm ao téeakfm à ubk qàde`dk kfqkboeqo d`oeqâl`dk& bkt {uo kjmyk to soyaou& kt sottmkt në eäm to `eqoyottkb smy ottk d`îed`k% Kjmyk e`ejuàb bk`t ksf`dk téeakfm& obimyk tk`ikb m {uo à m kjpk dgkhyk mu sykq`{uo k boa`qkêäm% À otqykegm oedmeqyky sottmkt utkeam jyk|kqk emt skâtot {uoeqot% M dmtqubo ao to utky k jyk|kqk smao qoy ubk ikto d`oeqâl`dk emt skâtot ly`mt& o& am botbm bmam& m q`fkh qob ub t`je`l`dkam d`oeqâl`dm skyk k{uofot {uo boa`qkb tmiyo m kjpk dgkhyk& sm`t k bkao`yk ao téeakfm otly`k otto smeqm% [ukeam to boa`qk tmiyo m kjpk dgkhyk& symau~"to ub otqâbufm o ottk ~mek to ot{uoeqk ‑ à syod`tm otly`ë"fk8 am dmeqyëy`m& m k{uod`boeqm smao dkutky akem km dàyoiym% Bkt to emt symsutàttobmt k of`b`eky qmamt mt q`fkh& o|`aoeqoboeqo& m q`ykyâkbmt ao qmamt k{uofot {uo m utkb tob toeq`am& bkt qkbiàb q`ykyâkbmt qotqk sottmk`t% am smiyo gmbob {uo smtt`|ofboeqo m qoegk mksf`dkam smyakyk~ÿot O to ofo eäm {u`toy q`yë"fm& m dgkbkyobmt ao tusoytq`d`mtm% M {uo ou {uoym a`~oy à {uo eäm ow`tqo eoegubk bkeo`yk ao aoqoyb`eky m {uo à tusoytq`êäm o m {uo eäm à% Ek yokf`akao& ubk ;?7
botbk dm`tk smao toy ubk tusoytq`êäm ob doyqkt d`yduetqéed`kt o smao toy d`oeqâl`dm ob d`yduetqéed`kt a`loyoeqot% _bk dm`tk {uo smao skyodoy d`oeqâl`dk ob doyqkt d`yduetqéed`kt smao skyodoy tusoytq`d`mtk eub dmenueqm a`loyoeqo ao d`yduetqéed`kt% Smy owobsfm& em Q`ioq ow`tqo m dmtqubo ao ikegky"to tô ubk |o~ kem&smo`yk& dm`tk bu`qm ykd`mekf&eäm smy{uo em smyqkeqm Q`ioq m df`bk ly`m o eäm smy ow`tqo kt sottmkt tukb& eäm àsyod`tkb ikegky"to% Qmbky ikegm qmamt mt a`kt toy`k syonua`d`kf skyk k tkþao smy{uo fo|ky`k k sottmk k soyaoy bu`qm dkfmy dmysmykf% O dmbm ofk smaoy`k yodusoyky otto dkfmy= Em Q`ioq to ubk sottmk l`dky aotkiy`jkak smy ub a`k `eqo`ym& toyë eodottëy`m {ukyoeqk smy doeqm bk`t ao kf`boeqmt skyk yodusoyky qmakt kt dkfmy`kt soya`akt% Smy muqym fkam& eub skât dmbm k Âea`k& m gmbob {uo keak eu à yo|oyoed`kam& à dmet`aoykam ub ktdoqk% Bkgk|`yk lm` ub gmbob bu`qm |oeoykam ‑ ofo keak|k eu% Eub skât {uoeqo dmbm otqo {ukeqm bk`t dkfmy to aotsyoeao am dmysm& bk`t lyotdk k sottmk to toeqo em tou `eqoy`my% Bkt to ub toju`amy ao Bkgk|`yk dgojktto eu km Q`ioq& boyodoy`k toy `eqoyekam eub bke`dñb`m% Kskyodoy ktt`b em Q`ioq toy`k dmbsfoqkboeqo kd`oeqâl`dm& toy`k ubk otqus`ao~% Bkt à ktt`b {uo tobsyo kdmeqodo% [ukeam ub fkbk q`ioqkem |ob ã Âea`k& ofo euedk to ikegk% _bk |o~ ou dme|`|` dmb uet fkbkt q`ioqkemt ob Iuakt Jkpk % Dgo`yk|kb qäm bkf {uo oyk qmyquykeqo l`dky toeqkam km fkam aofot% [ukeam soyjueqo` smy {uo ofot dgo`yk|kb ktt`b& yotsmeaoykb"bo> )Toju`bmt k yojyk ao emt ikegky tô ubk |o~ smy kem)% K{u` à meao otqkiofoêm k a`loyoeêk oeqyo k tusoytq`êäm o k d`îed`k% M {uo à ubk d`îed`k em Q`ioq à ubk tusoytq`êäm ek Âea`k% K{u`& otqot fkbkt dgo`ykb bkf tob soydoioy {uo tout dmysmt otqäm tukeam bu`qm o {uo ow`tqo smy qmak skyqo% Eämsmo`yk emt akbmt dmeqk& bkt ow`tqob skâtot meao eäm gë ekak ao smo`yk% [ukeam Hyutdgo| |o`m ã Âea`k sofk sy`bo`yk |o~& ofo lm` fo|kam k Kjyk skyk {uo |`tto m Qkn Bkgkf& o em dkb`egm ofo |`u ub yoaobm`egm ao sô to lmybkeam% Ofo lo~ m dkyym skyky& aotdou o l`dmu ;?0
em doeqym am yoaobm`egm% Ofo otqk|k bu`qm dmeqoeqo% A`tto> )[uo tmyqo+ Euedk q`|o ubk owsoy`îed`k dmbm otqk)% Skyk eôt eäm skyod`k toy ubk tmyqo otqky ymaokam ao qkeqm sô% Bkt ob tou skât gë bmeqot ao eo|o& o eäm ao sô% Oyk ubk owsoy`îed`k lktd`ekeqo skyk ofo& ak botbk lmybk {uo toy`k skyk eôt otqky ek eo|o& am botbm bmam {uo emt obmd`mek dkb`egky G`bkfk`k+smy kdyoa`qky {uo Smyqkeqm& eäm tusy`bksofk kt eo|o dm`tktemtmboeqo ofkt täm dkao`kt ak là& keqot dmet`aoyo k àsmdk& kt d`yduetqéed`kt o k uq`f`akao ak{u`fm {uo |mdî aotonk tusy`b`y% K boeqkf`akao d`oeqâl`dk à k {uo tobsyo got`qk% K sottmk {uo qob boeqkf`akao d`oeqâl`dk euedk qmbk ubk aod`täm syod`s`qkak% Ofk euedk a`~> )@tqm à doyqm o k{u`fm à oyykam)% Ofk tobsyo a`~> )Qkf|o~ `tqm otqonk doyqm& bkt |kbmt `e|otq`jky ub smudm bk`t skyk qoybmt doyqo~k)% Botbm em l`ekf ao tukt `e|otq`jkêÿot& ofk euedk kl`ybk {uo k aod`täm à aol`e`q`|k& ofk euedk a`yë> )mh8 `tqm à oyykam> |kbmt tusy`b`"fm)% K |`ak à qäm b`tqoy`mtk {uo ekak smao toy kl`ybkam ao ubk bkeo`yk qäm aol`e`q`|k% Quam m {uo smaobmt a`~oy à> )Em bmboeqm dmegodobmt kqà k{u`& o dmb ikto eotqot dmegod`boeqmt skyodo {uo qkf o qkf dm`tk à oyykak)% @ttm à quam% K sottmk dmb kq`quao d`oeqâl`dk a`yë> )Dmb ikto ekt `elmybkêÿot a`tsmeâ|o`t kqà m bmboeqm& gmno eäm skyodo {uo qkf o qkf dm`tk tonk dmyyoqk8 em oeqkeqm& to ubk em|k `elmybkêäm lmy kdyotdoeqkak& smao to qmyeky dmyyoqk kbkegä% M {uo à doyqm gmno smao |`y k toy oyykam kbkegä)% Otqk sottmk euedk qmbk ubk aod`täm syod`s`qkak tmiyo m {uo à doyqm o m {uo à oyykam% Tobsyo dmeq`euk `e|otq`jkeam dmb boeqkf`akao `e{u`t`q`|k o gub` fao% À iktqkeqo kjykaë|of bkeqoy ubk tusoytq`êäm& dmbm qkbiàb à kjykaë|of {uoiyë"fk% M kjykaë|of ao bkeqoy ubk tusoytq`êäm à {uo m qykikfgm aoto{uoy soetky{uoyobmt ‑ kdyoa`qkbmt ek{u`fm {uo qmamtemt mtodmemb`~k muqymt kdyoa`qkb% Eob emt soyjueqky k owsf`dkêäm eob m smy{uî ao toy ktt`b% Smy {uo emt `edmbmaky= Emt f`b`qkbmt k toju`y k bufq`aäm% Qoy tusoytq`êÿot à dñbmam% ;<3
O gë qkbiàb sottmkt {uo to aoa`dkb k {uoiyky kt tusoytq`êÿot ‑ qkbiàb `ttm à bu`qm dñbmam% K sottmk {uo {uoiyk kt tusoytq`êÿot emt aë k `bsyottäm ao toy ykd`mekf tob tî"fm |oyakao`ykboeqo% Eäm à lëd`f toy ykd`mekf% Skyk |oy kt dm`tkt ykd`mekfboeqo à syod`tm obsoegky qmamt mt otlmyêmt% K sottmk |oyakao`ykboeqo ykd`mekf otquak dkqojôy`dkt% qäm kqoeqkboeqo dm`tkt {uotäm à a`lâd`f skyk ofk lk~oy kl`ybkêÿot Tuktkt aodfkykêÿot tobsyo dmea`d`mek`t% Ofk A`yë> )Ob qk`t d`yduetqéed`kt à |ëf`am eäm ikegky"to em Q`ioq& oe{ukeqm {uo ob muqykt d`yduetqéed`kt à ubk tusoytq`êäm kitmfuqk eäm ikegky"to ek Âea`k)% K sottmk {uo soetk ykd`mekfboeqo lkfkyë aotqo bmam% Smy muqym fkam& m yolmybkamy tmd`kf eäm to syomdusk dmb m {uo a`~ ‑ ofo to syomdusk ob tusy`b`y kt dm`tkt8 {uoy aotqyu`y kt dm`tkt% Ou fgo a`jm> gë bu`qkt dm`tkt {uo ao|ob toy tusy`b`akt8 oeqyoqkeqm& k sy`bo`yk dm`tk {uo ao|o toy tusy`b`ak& à k `yyolfowäm% K sy`bo`yk dm`tk {uo |mdî ao|o tusy`b`y à k qoeaîed`k ao kj`y tob soetky ykd`mekfboeqo% M {uo `tqm t`je`l`dk à {uo to |mdî aotqyu`y ubk tusoytq`êäm tob soetky ao|`akboeqo& ottk aotqyu`êäm eäm qoyë |kfmy% Sy`bo`ym |mdî qoyë {uo `bsfkeqky k qoeaîed`k ao soetky ykd`mekfboeqo& o aosm`t tusy`b`y k qoeaîed`k ao kdyoa`qky `yyolfow`|ofboeqo% @tqm m fo|kyë k |oy dmeqowqmt a`loyoeqot& t`je`l`dkamt a`loyoeqot% Aotqk lmybk& obsyooeaoyobmt ubk iutdk `eqoet`|k8 soetkyobmt o ykd`md`ekyobmt% Ktt`b& dmet`aoykyobmt qmakt kt smtt`i`f`akaot% K st`dkeëf`to à bu`qm smsufky em Md`aoeqo& o m bk`t `eqoyottkeqo à {uo k st`dkeëf`to otqë yokf`~keam m botbm qykikfgm {uo mt bàa`dmt iyuwmt tobsyo aotobsoegkykb% Kqukfboeqo ow`tqo ek Lykeêk ubk to`qk kq`|k lueakak smy Du|`oy {uo to ikto`k emt botbmt amto bàa`dmt iyuwmt& dmb k a`loyoeêk {uo Du|`oy à sy`edâs`mt ub d`oeq`tqk uq`f`~k qoyb`emfmj`k d`oeqâl`dk% Sofm ao yotqm& quam à am botbm no`qm ‑ eäm gë a`loyoeêk kfjubk% \mdî |k` to tuysyooeaoy km tkioy {uo {ukeam ubtkagu& botbm tob eoegub dmegod`boeqm ao boa`d`ek& boa`dk ub ;<;
gmbob dmbub am sm|m& ofo oeqyojk km amoeqo ub s`ejm ao d`e~k ob embo ao Aout& a`~obmt {uo à ubk tusoytq`êäm% Em oeqkeqm& m qykqkboeqm lued`mek ao bkeo`yk qäm ol`dk~ {uo kt sottmkt täm duykakt ek botbk symsmyêäm {uo m qykqkboeqm kfmsëq`dm duyk% À bu`qm `eqoyottkeqo ‑ k botbk symsmyêäm% Bu`qkt owsoy`îed`kt otqäm toeam toeq`am%lm` yokf`~kak ubk owsoy`îed`k Eub yokf`~kakt gmts`qkf aoeotqo Fmeayot þe`dk% _b dmenueqm ao dob skd`oeqot {uo skaod`kb ao ubk botbk amoeêk lmykb a`|`a`amt ob am`t jyusmt% D`e{öoeqk skd`oeqot lmykb qykqkamt dmb k boa`dkêäm gki`qukf& o mt muqymt d`e{öoeqk lmykb qykqkamt dmb ëjuk% M bk`t `eqoyottkeqo à {uo k symsmyêäm ao skd`oeqot duykamt lm` k botbk ob kbimt mt jyusmt% Ao bmam {uo tuyj`u ubk soyjueqk> M {uo kdmeqodou k{u`= Ob |`tqk aottk owsoy`îed`k& qmyemu"to eodottëy`m kekf`tky bk`t ao soyqm k {uotqäm% O m {uo l`dmu dfkym lm` {uo k `aà`k& k toetkêäm ao {uo to otqë yodoioeam ub boa`dkboeqm& qob ub olo`qm bk`t ol`dk~ am {uo m syôsy`m boa`dkboeqm% K fàb a`ttm& eob to{uoy m boa`dkboeqm& k kab`e`tqykêäm am syôsy`m boa`dkboeqm& lued`mek qäm iob {ukeqm k `aà`k am {uäm dkym à m boa`dkboeqm o am {uäm lkbmtm à m bàa`dm% _b bàa`dm boemt dmegod`am lykdkttk ob tou qykqkboeqm& eäm smy{uo eäm dmegoêk tuk syml`ttäm& t`bsfotboeqo& smy{uo eäm à bu`qm dmegod`am% M bàa`dm lkbmtm `bsyott`mek `boa`kqkboeqo km skd`oeqo% Dmb tou qykno mtqoeqmtm& tou dmetufqôy`m iob `etqkfkam& tukt b`euqkt& tou dkyym jykeao& k eodott`akao ao bkydky gmyk dmb bu`qk keqodoaîed`k& k bufq`aäm ao skd`oeqot ‑ quam `ttm emt `bsyott`mek qkeqm {uo eäm `bsmyqk bu`qm {uo ofo tk`ik mu eäm m {uo otqë emt yodo`qkeam% K |oyakao à {uo skyk toy ub imb bàa`dm eäm à syod`tm qoy jykeaot ao kyqo boa`d`ek8 m {uo yokfboeqo syod`tk à qoy owdofoeqodmegod`boeqmt dmegod`boeqm ek ak suif`d`akao% K {uotqäm à dmbm m bàa`dm lk~ m tou bkyhoq`ej% M {uo kjyojk ioeolâd`mt à k suif`d`akao& eäm k boa`d`ek% ;<9
Yodoeqoboeqo ubk sot{u`tk yo|ofmu kt otqkqâtq`dkt bàa`dkt ak Lykeêk% Tojueam kt otqkqâtq`dkt a`|ufjkakt& ow`tqob em skât m`qoeqk b`f bàa`dmt o doeqm o tottoeqk b`f duykeao`ymt% [ukeam m skd`oeqo to dketk amt bàa`dmt q`qufkamt& symduyk k{uofot {uo eäm tkiob boa`d`ek& bkt {uo tkiob qykqky k ub skd`oeqo% À smy `ttm {uo |mdîow`tqkb |î qkeqkt toeam sykq`dkakt% Eämakà otqykegm {uo kkt )skq`kt) ob)skq`kt) qkeqk {ukeq`akao eotqk oyk d`îed`k= Kqà ekquymskq`k aë yotufqkam ‑ ub obsfktqym ao kyj`fk em |oeqyo aë yotufqkam8 ub sfkdoim ao ëjuk aë yotufqkam8 mt kbufoqmt am bàa`dm iyuwm aäm yotufqkam% Kqà k gmbomskq`k& {uo dmet`tqo ob so{uoekt sâfufkt ao kêþdky& aë yotufqkam% Quam `ttm lued`mek qkeqm {ukeqm k kfmskq`k% Oeqäm tuyjo k soyjueqk> dmbm à {uo m skd`oeqo to duyk= To ub duykeao`ym ao kfao`k yodo`qk ub smudm ao sô o duyk tout skd`oeqot& qoyobmt {uo soetky dmb du`akam8 qoyobmt {uo emt syomdusky to dme|àb mu eäm ymbsoy otqkt tusoytq`êÿot% M gmbob {uo qob ub otqoqmtdôs`m em sotdmêm o ub dkyym jykeao qkbiàb à dksk~ ao duyky tout skd`oeqot smy bàqmamt d`oeqâl`dmt% Bkt k{u` qkbiàb `eqoy|àb ubk bkj`k ‑ k bkj`k am dkyym& am otqoqmtdôs`m% Ou dmegoêm ub duykeao`ym% Ofo eäm qob eoegub qâqufm ue`|oyt`qëy`m& bkt duymu bu`qmt skd`oeqot {uo ou oe|`o` skyk ofo& skd`oeqot {uo q`egkb t`am aotoejkekamt smy bàa`dmt% M gmbob à syoskykam8 ofo smttu` ubk emqë|of dmbsyooetäm ak ekquyo~k gubkek% Ek yokf`akao& à smy `ttm {uo ofo to o{u`skyk km eâ|of ao ub bàa`dm syml`tt`mekf+ [ukeam ubk sottmk |`t`qk k tuk dfâe`dk skyk yodoioy ub qykqkboeqm& ofo yokf`~k m a`kjeôtq`dm ao qkf bmam {uo boqkao ak amoeêk am skd`oeqo aotkskyodo oe{ukeqm ofo k`eak m otqë owkb`ekeam% À ub )bàa`dm) owqyobkboeqo gki`f`amtm8 `eq`b`ak k qmamt mt bàa`dmt% Ofomuqymt qob ub dmetufqôy`m jykeao& `bsmeoeqo o ao ktsodqm tày`m% Ek tkfk ao dmetufqk qob ubk jykeao botk meao ofo lk~ m skd`oeqo to ao`qky% Tmiyo m so`qm am skd`oeqo ofo soeauyk ubk dm`tk skyod`ak dmb ub otqoqmtdôs`m% Otqo kyqolkqm otqë dmeodqkam k am`t quimt ;<4
qyketskyoeqot dgo`mt ao ëjuk dmfmy`ak% [ukeam ofo ksf`dk m kyqolkqm em so`qm am skd`oeqo& mt ikq`boeqmt am dmykêäm lk~ob k ëjuk tkfqky em quim% M skd`oeqo |î k ëjuk tkfqkeam o to dme|oedo ao {uo to oedmeqyk ek syotoeêk ao ub jykeao bàa`dm% Ofo euedk |`u ub bàa`dm dmbm otqo keqot% M kyqolkqm {uo ofo uq`f`~k à ubk otsàd`o ao otqoqmtdôs`m& ksf`{uo kmto `tqm mu|`amt& ofo mitoy|k k ktdoetäm o k obimyk {uoak akeäm ëjukm emt quimt& dme|oedo km skd`oeqo ao {uo ofo eäm à ub bàa`dm dmbub% Tkio smy {uo mt bàa`dmt kfmsëq`dmt otdyo|ob kt yodo`qkt dmb ubk foqyk qäm `fojâ|of= M bmq`|m à {uo to mt skd`oeqot lmttob dksk~ot ao fî"fkt& aotdmiy`y`k {uo to qykqk ao ubk dm`tk qäm dmbub {uo ofo smaoy`k dmbsyë"fk `edfut`|o em boydkam8 smy `ttm otdyo|ob `eqoed`mekfboeqo k yodo`qk ao bmam `fojâ|of% Ek |oyakao& to |mdî ksyotoeqktto ao em|m ottk botbk yodo`qk km bàa`dm& ofo botbm eäm toy`k dksk~ ao oeqoeaoy m {uo q`egk otdy`qm% Muqyk dm`tk `eqoyottkeqo à {uo mt embot ao qmamt mt yobàa`mt täm tobsyo otdy`qmt ob fkq`b mu ob jyojm% M bmq`|m à t`bsfot> to ofot lmttob otdy`qmt ob `ejfît& ob g`ea` mu ob otskegmf& |mdî nkbk`t skjky`k ao~ mu {u`e~o yus`kt smy ubk `enoêäm& |mdî tkioy`k {uo to qykqk ksoekt ao ubk dmdêäm ao toboeqot ao dmb`egm% Qmamt otqot täm qyu{uot bëj`dmt% À m botbm qyu{uo {uo utk m tkagu {uo kab`e`tqyk ob tout skd`oeqot ub s`ejm ao d`e~k% Bkt qkbsmudm otqo toy`k ol`dk~ to ofo q`|otto m ktsodqm ao ubk sottmk dmbub% Em oeqkeqm& to ofo otq`|oy |otq`am dmb ubk qþe`dk mdyo& qoyë bk`my olo`qm% O to m tkagu qob lkbk ao gmeotqm& |`yqumtm& kbë|of o ao t`edoym& m s`ejm ao d`e~k qoyë bu`qm bk`t olo`qm% To m skd`oeqo tmuioy {uo ofo eäm soao a`ego`ym& {uo eob to{uoy qmdk ob a`ego`ym& oeqäm k d`e~k qoyë ub olo`qm ofoqy`~keqo% Smyqkeqm& m {uo yokfboeqo lk~ olo`qmdmb eäm àdu`akam k d`e~k&ktäm mt muqymtao lkqmyot {uo `eqoy|îb% syod`tm otquaky kfqoyekq`|k tusy`b`y k syëq`dk Àaotqkt duykt8 sm`t to ofkt lmyob sym`i`akt& toyë syod`tm oedmeqyky muqykt `jukfboeqo lkftkt skyk tuitq`quâ"fkt% M symdottm eäm qob l`b% ;<1
À eodottëy`m lk~oy dmb {uo k sottmk soeto ykd`mekfboeqo skyk {uo eäm sym|m{uo lkftkt amoeêkt ob t` botbm% Oe{ukeqm kt sottmkt dmeq`eukyob dmeqyk`eam lkftkt amoeêkt& mt bàa`dmt lkftmt dmeq`eukyäm k ow`tq`y% To mt keq`jmt bàqmamt lkftmt lmyob of`b`ekamt& kskyodoyäm muqymt em|mt8 o to otqot lmyob of`b`ekamt qkbiàb& toyäm dy`kamt% Ow`tqob ao qykqkboeqm em bueammuqymt {uo eäm gë bkeo`yk ao aod`a`yqkeqmt {ukf àq`smt m dmyyoqm ‑ qmamt kl`ybkb toy þqo`t skyk duyky kt amoeêkt% O tukt kl`ybkêÿot täm |ëf`akt ‑ ao lkqm& ofot duykb kt amoeêkt% [ukeqm bk`t ksymlueakbmt em st`{u`tbm gubkem& bk`t dfkym l`dk {uo k amoeêk otqë ob kfjubk skyqo ak boeqo gubkek% Oe{ukeqm k amoeêk ow`tq`y ek boeqo gubkek& mt qykqkboeqmt lkftmt dmeq`eukyäm ow`tq`eam qkbiàb% Smy otqk yk~äm& ou eäm bo syomdusm qkeqm ob of`b`eky mt lkftmt qykqkboeqmt& k b`egk yokf syomduskêäm à sñy l`b ek amoeêk {uo ow`tqo ek boeqo gubkek% To k amoeêk aotkskyodoy ak boeqo gubkek& to k dmetd`îed`k am gmbob aotsoyqky& to otqo to qmyeky toetkqm& ofo ao`wkyë ao otqky ymaokam smy qkeqmt symifobkt% To |mdî |k` yodmfgoy d`e~kt& eäm à smy{uo ek d`akao ow`tqo ubk sottmk {uo a`tqy`iu` d`e~kt% Eäm& to ow`tqo ubk sottmk {uo a`tqy`iu`& à smy{uo |mdî otqë aotonmtm ao yodmfgî"fk% E`ejuàb to qyketlmybk ob fâaoy smy t` botbm ‑ à |mdî {uo eäm smao |`|oy eob ub `etqkeqo tob ub fâaoy8 otqo à m bmq`|m sofm {ukf kfjuàb qob {uo to dme|oyqoy ob fâaoy% To |mdî of`b`eky ub fâaoy& oedmeqykyë muqym& o to otqo lmy of`b`ekam qkbiàb& |mdî oedmeqykyë ub qoydo`ym% Ek yokf`akao& {ukeam |mdî otqë of`b`ekeam ub fâaoy8 |mdî në to `elmybmu tmiyo ub em|m fâaoy% Smy `ttm& mt fâaoyot ao qmam m bueam dmegodob iob k eodott`akao ao dmeq`euky bkeqoeam mt skyq`amt ao msmt`êäm% Ofot tkiob {uoub{ukeam m sm|m dketk to ao dketk ub fâaoy otdmfgo kuqmbkq`dkboeqo tojueam& o {uoto{ukeam am tojueam m tuitq`qu` sofm qoydo`ym% À smy `ttm {uo m i`skyq`aky`tbm lued`mek em bueam `eqo`ym% Kt sottmkt täm `juk`t ob qmakt kt skyqot am bueam% ;
Ekt þfq`bkt ofo`êÿot ou otqk|k ob Yk`suy% _b kb`jm bou& {uo |`|o ob Yk`suy k bu`qm qobsm& q`egk t`am ofo`qm |ëy`kt |o~ot dmbm aosuqkam& bkt aotqk |o~ ofo lm` aoyymqkam% Ob tou fujky lm` ofo`qm muqym kb`jm bou& ofo oyk dmbsfoqkboeqo aotdmegod`am am sm|m o q`egk dgojkam ob Yk`suy yodoeqoboeqo% Ou soyjueqo` km dkea`akqm dmbm sma`k qoy kdmeqod`am% Dmbm ofo sñao soyaoyaoyymqkam tuk dkao`yk skykk{u`fm ub yodàb"dgojkam= ‑ Otqë bu`qm dfkym ‑ a`tto"bo ofo ‑ Kt sottmkt to kdmtqubkykb bu`qm dmb`jm% Otto gmbob qob ubk dkyk em|k> kt sottmkt eäm m dmegodob k`eak% Eäm gë dmb {uo to syomdusky& {ukeam ofo qkbiàb to qmyeky ub soytmekjob lkb`f`ky& qkbiàb toyë aoyymqkam% Qoyo` {uo otsoyky {uo m bmboeqm dgojuo ao em|m% [ukeam qmyekyob k ot{uodoy ao b`b& oeqäm ou qoyo` |keqkjob% Em lueam& k {uotqäm eäm à of`b`eky otqo mu k{uofo fâaoy& ao tusy`b`y otqk mu k{uofk tusoytq`êäm ‑ ottk eäm à k {uotqäm% K {uotqäm à symbm|oy em gmbob ubk buakeêk lueakboeqkf% K boeqkf`akao d`oeqâl`dk eäm à skyq`aëy`k ak tusoytq`êäm& bkt k tusoytq`êäm dmeq`eukyë ow`tq`eam oe{ukeqm m gmbob otq`|oy tkq`tlo`qm dmb tuk syôsy`k dojuo`yk% To m gmbob eäm otq`|oy syoskykam skyk kiy`y mt mfgmt& oeqäm k dojuo`yk ao|oyë ow`tq`y% O bo ao`wo soyjueqky ubk dm`tk> {uob ao eôt otqë |oyakao`ykboeqo a`tsmtqm k kiy`y mt mfgmt= Eoegub ao eôt otqë a`tsmtqm k |oy dmb mt mfgmt kioyqmt& smy{uo dmb mt mfgmt kioyqmt smaobmt |oy kt |oyakaot {uo eäm {uoyobmt |oy% Smy `ttm lodgkbmt mt mfgmt o |obmt k{u`fm {uo emt bmtqyk k emttk lkeqkt`k% \mdî Në kiy`u kfjubk |o~ mt tout mfgmt o mitoy|mu dmb kqoeêäm dmbm à k |`ak= @ttm |mdî eäm {uoy lk~oy& sm`t oeqäm |oy`k dm`tkt kqoyymy`~keqot% Qmak sottmk dmet`aoyk k t` botbm kitmfuqkboeqo s`oamtk& ub bkgkqbk% To kiy`tto mt mfgmt o mfgktto dmb kqoeêäm& aotdmiy`y`k dmb gmyymy m bk`my amt sodkamyot otdmea`am ob t` botbm% K sottmk eäm {uoy |oy `ttm& à mi|`m& smy{uo oeqäm toy`k a`lâd`f toy ub ;<<
bkgkqbk& o smy `ttm lodgk mt mfgmt skyk t` botbm% O eäm à tô `ttm> skyk to bkeqoy dojk& ofk yodmyyo k sottmkt {uo smaob knuaë"fk k lodgky mt mfgmt ‑ kqyk` skyk tou fkam qmakt kt sottmkt {uo smaob fgo a`~oy {uo jykeao bkgkqbk ofk à% Ktt`b dmeq`euk youe`eam toju`amyot% Yoþeo km tou yoamy qmakt kt sottmkt {uo dmeqy`iuob skyk bkeqî"fk dojk%bu`qmt qyu{uot bkyk|`fgmtmt skyk kqyk`y kt O ow`tqob sottmkt8 oejkemt `edyâ|o`t täm sykq`dkamt eotqo toeq`am% _b amt qyu{uot skyk kqyk`y kt sottmkt à jy`qky dmetqkeqoboeqo> )Eäm to ksymw`bob ao b`b+ Eäm {uoym qoy k e`ejuàb k bou fkam+) Kt sottmkt to `bsyott`mekb qyoboeakboeqo dmb otqo qyu{uo& ofkt |äm ob bkttk skyk m fkam ao kfjuàb ktt`b% [ukeqm bk`t m bkgkqbk kt yosofob& bk`t ofkt kdyoa`qkb {uo ofo tonk ub bkgkqbk tusoy`my% _b bkgkqbk dmbub yodoioy`k iob kt sottmkt& bkt otqo to fo|keqk l`yboboeqo o yosofo kt sottmkt% Eäm bke`lotqk `eqoyotto smy e`ejuàb% Mu|` lkfky ao ub gmbob {uo në otqk|k gë |ëy`mt kemt keakeam smy ubk syk`k ek Dkf`lôye`k% Ofo qmyemu ubk otsàd`o ao kqykêäm% A`~`kb {uo oyk ub gmbob qäm t`bsfot {uo to kfjuàb mloyodotto skyk ofo otdmfgoy ubk emqk ao ao~ aôfkyot o ubk bmoak ao ao~ doeqk|mt& ofo kjkyyk|k k bmoak ao ao~ doeqk|mt% M gmbob oyk dmet`aoykam ub `emdoeqo% _b gmbob& bm|`am sofk duy`mt`akao& lm` |î"fm kfjubkt |o~ot o tobsyo m oedmeqyk|k ymaokam smy ubk bufq`aäm% Kt sottmkt m soyjueqk|kb> )Ikik& m {uo |mdî syoloyo> `tqm mu `tqm=)& o ofo tobsyo otdmfg`k k bmoak ao ao~ doeqk|mt& a`~oeam {uo jmtqk|k am tou iy`fgm% Kt sottmkt m dmet`aoyk|kb ub gmbob bu`qm t`bsfôy`m% gmbob duy`mtm& a`lâd`f kdyoa`qky {uo ao qkeqmt Skyk kemt mk{uofo tuno`qm eäm oyk dmegodotto kt emqkt aoaosm`t ao~ aôfkyot% Oyk bu`qk `emdîed`k+ _bk qkyao& aosm`t {uo k bufq`aäm to a`ttmf|ou& m gmbob duy`mtm kimyamu km tuno`qm o fgo a`tto> ;<:
‑ Gë |`eqo kemt |oegm qo mitoy|keam o bo tuysyooeao |oy dmbm otqo nmjm dmeq`euk auykeam% \mdî k`eak dmeq`euk tob yodmegodoy kt emqkt ao ao~ aôfkyot= M tuno`qm y`u o a`tto> ‑ Aotao m sy`bo`ym a`k {uo ou to` m {uo à ubk emqk ao ao~ aôfkyot& to ou q`|otto aobmetqykam k{uo dmegod`k& m nmjm qoy`k qoyb`ekambkt& kf` botbm% Eäm yodmegodoeam emqk& yodmfg` kt bmoakt ao ao~ doeqk|mt ao b`fgkyot ao sottmkt% To ou yodmegodotto ubk emqk& otqk toy`k k þe`dk emqk {uo qoy`k dgojkam ob b`egkt bämt> ottk joeqo eäm bo aky`k bk`t eoegubk emqk% Ao bmam {uo& to {uoym jkegky a`ego`ym ao |oyakao& ao|m aotsyo~ky k y`{uo~k8 o kt emqkt `yäm to kdubufkeam smy t` botbkt% Oeqoeam iob qmak k msoykêäm8 Kfjuet a`kt yodmfgm kqà {u`egoeqmt aôfkyot aottk joeqo% M nmjm dmeq`eukyë dmb qmak doyqo~k% K{uofo k {uob |mdî dgkbk bkgkqbk qkbiàb dmegodo m |kfmy am a`ego`ym% Obimyk a`jk {uo to{uoy qmdk ob a`ego`ym& tou a`tdâsufm& {uo otqë km tou fkam& yodmfgo kt mloyoeakt o kt jukyak em dk`wk ‑ smy{uo m bkgkqbk euedk qmdk m a`ego`ym+ M {uo to smao lk~oy to ubk sottmk {uoy soybkeodoy dojk= [uob |k` toy qäm `a`mqk ao lk~oy kfjm k yotso`qm= M soytmekjob ak syk`k eäm qob dufsk ak bkfâd`k% [uob symau~ k bkfâd`k täm kt sottmkt {uo m kimyakb% M smiyo tuno`qm qob {uo yosyotoeqky tuk lkytk smy dkutk ak bkfâd`k aofot% Ao`wo"bo a`~oy ubk dm`tk skyk |mdît> to ofo eäm q`|otto lo`qm `ttm& muqym qoy`k lo`qm m botbm% O kt sottmkt täm qmfkt& tobsyo {uo suaoyob dmeq`eukyäm lk~oeam m {uo lk~ob dmb k{uofo tuno`qm8 {uoyob {uo kfjuàb mt f`|yo am kimyyod`boeqm am a`ego`ym% Smy otqo bmq`|m& ottkt lkytkt dmeq`eukyäm ow`tq`eam& o ofkt tô qoyäm l`b {ukeam dmboêkybmt k aotqyu`y k qmf`do am toy gubkem% Smyqkeqm& eäm to syomduso bu`qm ob {uoiyky kt dkao`kt ak tusoytq`êäm& smy{uo to k sottmk tusoytq`d`mtk dmeq`euky toeam k ;<7
botbk& dy`kyë muqykt dkao`kt% Eäm toyë dksk~ ao |`|oy tob dkao`kt% Kt sottmkt aotqo q`sm tobsyo dy`kyäm em|kt dkao`kt% Qmakt kt yof`j`ÿot to otlmyêkb skyk ymbsoy otqkt dkao`kt& o dkak yof`j`äm dy`k ubk em|k dkao`k% M bueam |`u bu`qkt yof`j`ÿot em|kt% Qmakt ofkt lmykb lueakakt skyk yokf`~ky yolmybkt8 qmakt ofkt symdfkbkykb `eqoeêäm eotto ao oyyka`dky tusoytq`êÿot ow`tqoeqot% Emtukoeqkeqm& symdottmqmakt ao ktaotqyu`êäm akt tusoytq`êÿot& ekak à yokfboeqo aotqyuâam% Ekquykfboeqo& mt {uo otqäm lkyqmt akt tusoytq`êÿot keq`jkt kt tuitq`quob smy muqykt em|kt o l`dkb bu`qm dmeqoeqot& sm`t qîb k `bsyottäm ao {uo yokf`~kykb ubk buakeêk% Ek yokf`akao& k sottmk `eqof`joeqo euedk to kloyyk k ekak8 eob botbm k {ukf{uoy dyoeêk& bu`qm boemt k ubk tusoytq`êäm% Ofk |`|o `eqof`joeqoboeqo8 eäm to kjkyyk k ekak% Euedk dy`k eoegubk dkao`k smy{uo tkio {uo k |`ak ob f`ioyakao symau~ ubk kfojy`k `boetk% Ao bmam {uo k |oyakao`yk {uotqäm à aotsoyqky ob dkak `ea`|âaum k dmetd`îed`k tul`d`oeqo skyk dy`ky eofo m aotonm ao toy f`|yo& ao qmyeky"to `eqof`joeqo& ao to qmyeky kuqmyyokf`~kam& ao oedgoy"to ao dmetd`îed`k% To k qoeaîed`k am toy gubkem ao |`|oy dojkboeqo lmtto yoau~`ak& qmakt kt tusoytq`êÿot to aotbmymeky`kb% Bkt eotto dktm& eäm kdmeqodoy`k k {uoak ao ubk tusoytq`êäm ob aoqy`boeqm ao muqyk ‑ qmakt toy`kb |oyakao`ykboeqo aoyyuikakt& qmakt aotkskyodoy`kb ao ubk |o~% Ao muqym bmam& ofkt |äm ow`tq`y skyk tobsyo% M {uo ao|obmt oeqoeaoy à {uo ekak kdmeqodo smy ubk t`bsfot buakeêk ao ymuskt% [uo dkak ub uto k ymusk {uo syol`yk% To kfjuàb {uoy utky ymuskt ao dmy mdyo& {uo kt uto8 smy {uo `bsoa`y= To kfjuàb {uoy utky ymuskt syoqkt& {uo uto% M {uo syod`tk toy oeqoea`am à {uo ubk buakeêk ao dmeqk ymuska`tqm& eäm o{u`|kfo k ubk buakeêk ao |`ak% [ukeam emt aoybmt në eäm qoyobmt eodott`akao ao qymdky ao ymusk& sm`t {ukeam k sottmk qymdk ao ymusk k tuitq`qu` `boa`kqkboeqo smy ubk ymusk ao muqym q`sm% ;<0
_b tkeepkt`e& |otq`am dmb ymuskt ao dmy mdyo& lm` |`t`qky Jkeag` o fgo a`tto {uo tukt `aà`kt m q`egkb `bsyott`mekam bu`qm o {uo qkbiàb ofo {uoy`k toy|`y ã sëqy`k% M {uo Jkeag` fgo yotsmeaou lm` bu`qm t`je`l`dkq`|m% A`tto"fgo> ‑ Otqë iob& bkt sy`bo`ym |mdî qob {uo yoeued`ky k tukt ymuskt mdyot&kt smy{uo ofktàtoy`kb ub mitqëdufm m tou qykikfgm% Joykfboeqo& sottmkt {uo otqäm k toy|`êmskyk ak{uofot {uo utkb ymuskt mdyot& o eäm m dmeqyëy`m% @tqm à |oyakao% Bkt {ukeam Jkeag` m lo~ yoeued`ky ãt ymuskt mdyot& yodmboeamu {uo ofo utktto ymuskt aohkag` & ao kfjmaäm l`kam ob dktk% Kjmyk& k{uofot {uo utkb ymuskt ao hkag` otqäm lk~oeam dm`tkt {uo eob botbm mt {uo utkb ymuskt mdyot lk~ob% M {uo à {uo buamu= Kjmyk& k{uofot {uo utkb ymuskt ao hkag` kdo`qkb {uo mt muqymt otqonkb k tou toy|`êm% Kt smiyot sottmkt {uo utkb ymuskt mdyot euedk kdo`qkykb yodoioy qkeqmt toy|`êmt dmbm kdo`qkb kjmyk mt {uo utkb kt ymuskt ao hkag`% Ao bmam {uo m hkag` to qmyemu bu`qm dutqmtm skyk otqo skât% M tkeepkt`e otqk|k bu`qm dmeqoeqo ao gk|oy to f`ioyqkam ao tuk tusoytq`êäm k yotso`qm akt ymuskt mdyot8 bkt kjmyk utk ymuskt ao hkag`8 kjmyk otqë mitq`ekam ã tusoytq`êäm am hkag`% [uo a`loyoeêk gë= K |oyakao`yk {uotqäm eäm à lk~oy dmb {uo k sottmk ao`wo ubk tusoytq`êäm ob aoqy`boeqm ao muqyk% K {uotqäm à dmbsyooeaoy k syôsy`k boeqkf`akao {uo to kloyyk ãt dm`tkt% Jkeag` eäm |kfmy`~mu k `eqof`jîed`k ak{uofo gmbob8 k{uofo gmbob l`dmu qäm eàtd`m dmbm keqot% Eäm lo~ bk`t am {uo qymdky ao kbmyqodoamy& o m gmbob l`dmu bu`qm dmeqoeqo dmb `ttm% Bkt m {uo buamu= Kt dm`tkt tobsyo lmykb ktt`b% Emt þfq`bmt d`edm b`f k g`tqôy`k ak gubke`akao lm` bu`qm `elof`~% Ek qoeqkq`|k ao kemt aoyyuiky kt tusoytq`êÿot eôt euedk dmetoju`bmt buaky m gmbob& eôt t`bsfotboeqo of`b`ekbmt k tusoytq`êäm& bkt m gmbob dy`k ubk em|k tusoytq`êäm skyk toju`y% M gmbob to kloyyk tmiyo quam {uo à mloyod`am k ofo% Ofo a`~> )Otqë ;:3
iob& {uo otqk tonk k b`egk em|k dyoeêk% Ao`wkyo` k muqyk tusoytq`êäm o bo kjkyykyo` k otqk+) O eôt emt toeq`bmt bu`qm dmeqoeqot smy{uo ofo kdo`qmu k emttk tusoytq`êäm% _b nm|ob dmtqubk|k |`y bo |`t`qky% Ofo lkfk|k akt otdy`quykt a`k o em`qo% Tki`k mt _ske`tgkat ao dmy& m J`qk& m \oakt% Ou fgo a`tto> ‑ Ao`wo ao qmf`dot% \mdî eäm |k` kfdkeêky ekak dmb `tqm+ Ofo to ~kejmu bu`qm dmb`jm& bkt dmeq`eumu bo |`t`qkeam% K sottmk {uo to ~kejk bu`qm dmemtdm euedk ao`wk ao emt |`t`qky& sm`t m kimyyod`boeqm qkbiàb otqyo`qk mt fkêmt sottmk`t% Ofo otqk|k ~kejkam dmb`jm& tob aþ|`ak& bkt dmeq`euk|k |`eam% M qobsm skttmu& ofo dmeq`eumu otduqkeam b`egkt skfk|ykt o kfjm m dmbm|ou% _b a`k ofo to ksymw`bmu ao b`b o a`tto> ‑ L`~ ub skdmqo dmb m J`qk& mt _ske`tgkat o m \oakt o kq`yo` q uam eub smêm% ‑ [ukeam lm` {uo |mdî bo mu|`u a`~oy skyk nmjë"fmt lmyk= ‑ soyjueqo`"fgo% ‑ Ou q`|o {uo ot|k~`ky b`egk sykqofo`yk skyk aky fujky kmt tout f`|ymt ‑ a`tto ofo ‑ Kjmyk otqmu sfoekboeqo ao kdmyam dmb tout f`|ymt% ‑ Bkt `tqm tô qmyek kt dm`tkt bk`t a`lâdo`t ‑ a`tto ou ‑ Ekak buamu% K þe`dk dm`tk {uo ou a`tto skyk |mdî à {uo eäm otq`|otto ao kdmyam dmb eoegub f`|ym% Euedk qo soa` {uo nmjktto lmyk k{uofot f`|ymt o {uo to kjkyyktto kmt bout% M {uo à {uo buamu= Mt juyut l`dkb bu`qm dmeqoeqot {ukeam kt sottmkt dmbskyq`fgkb kt tusoytq`êÿot {uo ofot symsÿob% À smym `ttm {uo obimyk kt tusoytq`êÿot dmeq`euob toeam qymdkakt& gmbob dmeq`euk toeam tusoytq`d`mtm%
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Ao bmam {uo ou a`tto skyk m nm|ob kq`yky bout f`|ymt em botbm smêm% ‑ Dmbm à smttâ|of= ‑ a`tto"bo ofo% Kttojuymu"bo ao {uo eäm toy`k dksk~ ao lk~oy qkf dm`tk% Ktt`b ou fgo a`tto> ‑ Oeqäm& Kjmyk& f`|ym dme|oyqou ob touquam J`qk%l`dmu M {uodmbm gk|`kotqk|k% ao oyykam dmb bou m J`qk& dmbtom f`|ym ao Hy`tgek= To |mdî q`egk eodott`akao ao dkyyojky kfjubk dm`tk& m J`qk oyk tul`d`oeqo> ofo dmiy`k tukt eodott`akaot8 oyk bu`qm bk`t jymttm am {uo m bou f`|ym8 o symsmyd`mek|k k |mdî ub sotm tul`d`oeqo% Em {uo buakykb kt dm`tkt kjmyk= [ukeam lm` {uo ou dmeaoeo` m j`qk= [ukeam lm` {uo ou dyud`l`{uo` Hy`tgek= Ktt`b tobsyo lmykb kt dm`tkt& o ktt`b dmeq`eukb toeam% M {uo kdmeqodo à {uo m gmbob dmeq`euk toeam m botbm& ksoekt mt iy`e{uoamt täm qymdkamt% )T`b> to kfjuàb kamqky bou iy`e{uoam& `ttm à imb8 ou kamym {uo kfjuàb qoegk kamqkam kt b`egkt `aà`kt% Bou ojm to tkq`tlk~ km |oy {uo kfjuàb dmboêmu k kdyoa`qky ob b`b bk`t am {uo ob Hy`tgek)% Bkt ktt`b eäm to buak k gubke`akao8 `tqm euedk smaoyë ioeol`d`ky k gubke`akao% M {uo ao|o emt syomdusky à m bmam dmbm `yobmt ymbsoy `eqoyekboeqo otqk boeqkf`akao gubkek {uo to kloyyk ãt dm`tkt% Dmbm m gmbob smaoyë tusoyky k tuk dojuo`yk= Ou tuj`ym km emttm kb`jm> eäm to symsmegk k of`b`eky kt tusoytq`êÿot8 sofm dmeqyëy`m& buao k boeqkf`akao tusoytq`d`mtk% Qym{uo ottk boeqo {uo symau~ k tusoytq`êäm& skyk {uo smttk ektdoy ub gmbob em|m% Bkt à ub qykikfgm ëyaum8 yo{uoy bu`qm otlmyêm% Eäm à qkyolk lëd`f% À syod`tm bkeqoy ubk kq`quao bu`qm d`oeqâl`dk skyk fo|ë"fk km l`b% Eäm qoegk qkeqk syottk ob eojky k ow`tqîed`k amt lkeqktbkt o amt bkut otsây`qmt% Ofot täm bu`qm bk`t yok`t am {uo |mdî% Eäm gë eoegubk lkft`akao ob tuk ow`tqîed`k8 bkt |mdî qoyë {uo otquaë"fmt% O dmtqubk k kdmeqodoy akt sottmkt {uo qîb boam ao lkeqktbkt ;:9
dmboêkyob k au|`aky ao tuk ow`tqîed`k% Ofkt eäm a`~ob `ttm smy{uo to qmyekykb bu`qm oeqoea`akt tmiyo m kttueqm> m þe`dm bmq`|m à k tkq`tlkêäm ao tout aotonmt% Ofkt eäm {uoyob {uo mt lkeqktbkt ow`tqkb& smy{uo to mt lkeqktbkt ow`tq`yob toyë a`lâd`f keaky sofmt fujkyot otduymt% Smy `ttm yosoqob ob |m~ kfqk> )mt lkeqktbkt eäm ow`tqob% Täm tusoytq`êÿot> |kbmt tusy`b`y kt tusoytq`êÿot+) M {uo otqktEäm+ sottmkt otqäm yokfboeqo a`~oeam à {uo qîb bu`qm boam ao lkeqktbkt% To yokfboeqo ow`tq`ttob mt lkeqktbkt& otqot dkutky`kb bu`qmt symifobkt& ao bmam {uo eäm ao|ob ow`tq`y ‑ `tqm à m {uo aotonkb% _bk boeqkf`akao dmbm otqk euedk dmetoju`yë {uo mt lkeqktbkt ao`wob ao ow`tq`y% To mt lkeqktbkt ow`tqob& à smy{uo ow`tqob% To |mdî kdyoa`qk mu eäm& eäm buak kt dm`tkt% M {uo ow`tqo& ow`tqo& o à bofgmy {uo m `e|otq`juobmt& sm`t m {uo ow`tqo otqë yofkd`mekam dmemtdm ao ubk bkeo`yk mu ao muqyk% Smy `ttm& à bk`t ksymsy`kam dmbsyooeaî"fmt& yodmegodî"fmt& o oedmeqyky bkeo`ykt ao l`dky ob dmeqkqm dmb ofot& aotdmiy`y m bmam ao yofkd`meky"to dmb ofot% Eäm à dm`tk lëd`f% M otskêm |k~`m {uo |mdî |î oeqyo |mdî o muqyk sottmk eäm otqë eodottky`kboeqo |k~`m% Kf` smao gk|oy kfjuàb% Smtt`|ofboeqo |mdî eäm tonk dksk~ ao |oy& `ttm à muqyk {uotqäm% Bkt k `aà`k ao {uo kf` smao gk|oy kfjuàb smao emt kttutqky% À smy `ttm {uo eäm ao`wkbmt otskêmt |k~`mt8 smy `ttm emt ksymw`bkbmt uet amt muqymt% Tobsyo qobmt boam amt otskêmt |k~`mt ‑ smy `ttm oedgobmt emttk dktk ao bô|o`t& ao dkfoeaëy`mt& ao `bkjoet ao aoutot o aoutkt& ao {ukf{uoy dm`tk% Mt otskêmt |k~`mt& kt dktkt |k~`kt& emt kttutqkb% Oeqäm& eôt kt oedgobmt ao sottmkt& ao bô|o`t& skyk {uo eäm l`{uo eoegub otskêm |k~`m% Botbm ktt`b& ow`tqo bu`qm otskêm |k~`m {uo eäm otqë |k~`m ao quam% O otto kttueqm qob tuk syôsy`k d`îed`k% To kfjuàb {uoy qykikfgky eotqootqo toeq`am& Smao qykikfgky t`tqobkq`dkboeqo tmiyo qobk%smao À lk~î"fm% ubk d`îed`k `eaosoeaoeqo8 qob tukt fo`t o tout bàqmamt syôsy`mt% Bkt euedk a`jk {uo otqkt dm`tkt eäm ow`tqob keqot ao qykikfgky em kttueqm% À ;:4
bofgmy smtqoyjky k tuk aod`täm smy ub qobsm ‑ a`jk t`bsfotboeqo {uo eäm tkio% To kfjuàb soyjueqky skyk ubk sottmk dmb boeqkf`akao d`oeqâl`dk to mt lkeqktbkt ow`tqob mu eäm& ubk yotsmtqk dkykdqoyâtq`dk toy`k k toju`eqo> )Eäm to`& sm`t k`eak eäm mt otquao`)% Smyqkeqm& eäm to ksyotto ob yotsmeaoy t`b musoetkeam& eäm% [uobdmeq`euo mloyodo ubk yotsmtqk yës`ak à tusoytq`d`mtm% Dmeq`euo symduykeam% Ek yokf`akao& k sottmk `eqof`joeqo `yë yotsmeaoy dmb bu`qk got`qkêäm% _bk |o~ soyjueqkykb k O`etqo`e dmbm ofo a`tq`eju`k ub d`oeq`tqk ao ubk sottmk tusoytq`d`mtk% O`etqo`e yotsmeaou> ‑ To |mdî l`~oy dob soyjueqkt k ubk sottmk tusoytq`d`mtk& ofk otqkyë syoskykak skyk mloyodoy doeqm o ubk yotsmtqkt% O to |mdî l`~oy dob soyjueqkt k ub d`oeq`tqk& ofo a`yë {uo `jemyk dmbsfoqkboeqo k yotsmtqk ao em|oeqk o m`qm aofkt% Tmiyo kt muqykt aukt yotqkeqot& ofo yotsmeaoyë> )A`tqm to` ub smudm& bkt bout dmegod`boeqmt eäm täm aol`e`q`|mt& smaob buaky kbkegä)% Fobiyo"to& k boeqkf`akao d`oeqâl`dk à k þe`dk boeqkf`akao `emdoeqo% K boeqkf`akao tusoytq`d`mtk eäm à% Bkt kt kskyîed`kt `ea`dkb m dmeqyëy`m% Skyodo {uo k boeqkf`akao tusoytq`d`mtk à bu`qm t`bsfot& bkt eäm à ‑ à bu`qm dmbsfowk o kya`fmtk% K bk`my ktqþd`k ak boeqkf`akao tusoytq`d`mtk à kl`ybky dm`tkt akt {uk`t ofk eäm qob dmegod`boeqm% _bk sottmk {uo qob otqk boeqkf`akao& ksotky ao eäm tkioy ekak eob tmiyo ubk soayk& otqë a`tsmtqk k tk`y bkqkeam mt muqymt sofk tuk éet`k ao aobmetqyky {uo m Aout aofk à |oyakao`ym o {uo m amt muqymt à lkftm% Ofk eäm à dksk~ ao owsf`dky eob à ubk soayk… to ofk eäm dmbm à dksk~ofk ao aobmetqyky soaykm {uo à buêufbkek mu Og`eauâtqk& toyë dksk~{uo aok aobmetqyky {uo Aout à g`eauâtqk mu buêufbkem= Bkt ofk tk` bkqkeam sottmkt ob embo am tou aout+ O fobiyo"to& yodmyyoy ã ;:1
|`mfîed`k aobmetqyk {uo mt bmq`|mt ao qk`t kqmt otqäm oeyk`~kamt ek tusoytq`êäm% Kt sottmkt euedk dgojkb ã |`mfîed`k smy {uotqÿot yofkd`mekakt dmb m dmegod`boeqm& à `bsmttâ|of% [ukeam ow`tqo ubk fuqk& smao otqky doyqm ao {uo k tusoytq`êäm à k dkutk am dmelf`qm& sm`t kqob sottmk {uoy smyTo bo`m fuqk {uo ofk yk~äm&tusoytq`d`mtk ofk eäm a`tsÿo ao aobmetqyky muqymt bo`mt% ub ak gmbob tkfqktto ob d`bk ao b`b o dmfmdktto ubk otskak em bou sotdmêm& a`~oeam> )a`jk {uo ou qoegm yk~äm mu ou dmyqm k tuk dkioêk)& ofo smaoyë dmyqky k b`egk dkioêk& à mi|`m& bkt eäm aobmetqykyë dmb `ttm {uo ofo qob yk~äm% E`ejuàb nkbk`t aobmetqymu {uo qob k yk~äm k ksô`o ao dmyqky k dkioêk ao muqyk sottmk% Botbm {uo qmamt mt buêufbkemt to youe`ttob o bkqkttob qmamt mt g`eauâtqkt& eäm aobmetqyky`kb {uo qob k yk~äm& am botbm bmam {uo mt g`eauâtqkt eäm aobmetqyky`kb {uo qîb yk~äm to ue`ttob skyk bkqky qmamt mt buêufbkemt% K þe`dk dm`tk {uo aobmetqyky`kb toy`k tuk otqus`ao~& ekak bk`t% [ukeam lm` {uo k otskak aobmetqymu k |oyakao ao kfjubk dm`tk= Bkt otto à m þe`dm bo`m km kfdkedo ak sottmk tusoytq`d`mtk% K {uo muqym bo`m ofk smao yodmyyoy skyk a`~oy {uo qkf dm`tk à |oyakao`yk= K sottmk tusoytq`d`mtk eäm qob dmedo`qmt8 eäm `e|otq`jmu8 eäm qob sym|kt8 eäm qob my`oeqkêäm% Tô tkio ubk dm`tk ‑ k lmyêk smao bk`t {uo k yk~äm% Kt sottmkt am bueam `eqo`ym otqäm kj`eam ktt`b% Eäm otqmu a`~oeam {uo täm ksoekt mt fâaoyot yof`j`mtmt {uo yokf`~kb qk`t kqmt ao |`mfîed`k& mt smfâq`dmt lk~ob m botbm% K yk~äm ek a`tsuqk oeqyo k Yþtt`k o mt Otqkamt _e`amt toyë aoqoyb`ekak sofm eþboym ao imbikt fkeêkakt ‑ otqë dfkym& eäm gë muqym bo`m% À owkqkboeqo m botbm ao otqus`ao~% À otqo to m bmam {ukf Toyë amt am`t qobq`sm yk~äm% Dmbm aoqoyb`eky Bkyw ao qobaoqoyb`eky yk~äm mu eäm= smy bo`m ak otskak= Mu tmfqkeam ubk imbik ao g`aymjîe`m= Dmbm toyë= K yk~äm ao|oy`k {uo toy aoqoyb`ekak smy bo`m am ;:?
soetkboeqm& bkt m gmbob k`eak eäm qob f`ioyakao skyk soetky& ofo k`eak dmeq`euk dojm sofk tusoytq`êäm% Oeqäm fobiyo"to& m {uo ou dmet`aoym `bsmyqkeqo eäm à ymbsoy kt dkao`kt8 m {uo dmet`aoym `bsmyqkeqo à of`b`eky k boeqkf`akao tusoytq`d`mtk {uo dy`k ottkt dkao`kt% To k boeqkf`akao tusoytq`d`mtk oeqämem|kt% eäm `bsmyqk {ukeqkt dkao`kt tonkb ymbs`akt& ofk soyt`tq`y& dy`kyë muqykt O kt em|kt kqkauykt täm tobsyo bk`t kqykq`|kt& bk`t kjykaë|o`t& bk`t a`jekt ao ksojm% Muqyk dm`tk& k em|k dkao`k à tobsyo bk`t lmyqo am {uo k keq`jk& smy{uo kjmyk m emttm dmegod`boeqm ao dmbm dy`ky dkao`kt qkbiàb otqë bk`t aotoe|mf|`am& bk`t k|keêkam% Ou dmtqubm soetky {uo kt sottmkt {uo to aoa`dkb k of`b`eky kt tusoytq`êÿot& t`bsfotboeqo dy`kb tusoytq`êÿot bk`t yot`tqoeqot skyk tuitq`qu`y ãt |ofgkt o jktqkt ‑ eäm lk~ob bk`t am {uo `tqm% M {uo qoyë {uo toy aotdkyqkam à k boeqkf`akao tusoytq`d`mtk& am dmeqyëy`m& ofk dmeq`eukyë symau~`eam tusoytq`êÿot% Tonk ykd`mekf o lkêk dmb {uo mt muqymt qkbiàb to qmyeob ykd`mek`t% Toy ykd`mekf t`je`l`dk soetky& symduyky& `e|otq`jky% Eäm lkfo kqà {uo |mdî qoegk k owsoy`îed`k eodottëy`k& o kqà oeqäm& otqonk a`tsmtqm k yodmegodoy {uo tuk owsoy`îed`k smao eäm toy eodottky`kboeqo dmyyoqk% K sottmk smao qoy owsoy`îed`kt a`loyoeqot kbkegä% À smttâ|of& `edfut`|o& {uo |mdî qoegk {uo |`|oy owsoy`îed`kt a`loyoeqot& o ekak smao jkykeq`y {uo kt owsoy`îed`kt {uo |mdî |`|ou kqà kjmyk eäm skttob ao kfud`ekêäm% Ktt`b& oe{ukeqm ottk owsoy`îed`k eäm lmy |oy`l`dkak sofm boemt ubk aþ~`k ao |o~ot& à bofgmy {uo |mdî eäm a`jk ekak k yotso`qm% À smy `ttm {uo mt d`oeq`tqkt yokf`~kb ub owsoy`boeqm& yosoqob"em b`f |o~ot& lk~ob {uo muqykt b`f sottmkt m yos`qkb& o tô oeqäm kfjubk dmedfutäm% botbm{uo ktt`b euedk dgojkbdgojkb k ubk kdmedfutäm aol`e`q`|k% KOsottmk {uoyofot dgojky k ubk dmedfutäm ksyottkak eäm à dksk~ ao soetky% K sottmk {uo qob syottk skyk dgojky k ubk dmedfutäm aol`e`q`|k& `eo|`qk|ofboeqo to oedgo ao tusoytq`êäm% O qmamt eôt qobmt bu`qk syottk% ;:<
_b kb`jm emt soyjueqmu tmiyo quam k{u`fm {uo k gubke`akao qob iutdkam o eäm qob t`am dksk~ ao oedmeqyky+ Ofo soyjueqmu> Aout ow`tqo= M {uo à m n`|kqbke& k kfbk `ea`|`aukf= Meao otqë m b mh tgk = [ uob dy` mu m dà u= Ow` tq o m ` eloyem= S my {uo m gmb ob ksk yodou tmiyo k Q oyyk = [ ukf à m mi n oq ` |m ak |` ak=
OFO OTQË DMB QKEQK SYOTTK [_O [_OY TKIOY Q_AM `tqm `etqkeqkeokboeqo% _bk sottmk {uo qob qkeqk syottk& tob aþ|`ak kfjubk to qmyekyë tusoytq`d`mtk% K iutdk yo{uoy jykeao skd`îed`k& ubk skd`îed`k oemybo> eäm `bsmyqk {uo eäm oedmeqyobmt eubk þe`dk |`ak m {uo symduykbmt& m {uo `bsmyqk à {uo dmeq`euobmt symduykeam% Ek yokf`akao& skyk k sottmk `bsmyqkeqo eäm à kfdkeêky& o t`b symduyky% Skyk ykd`mekf& k sottmkm tusoytq`d`mtk m `bsmyqkeqo à kfdkeêky& symduyky eäm qob eoegubk `bsmyqéed`k% K sottmk tusoytq`d`mtk aotonk kejutq`mtkboeqo tkioy dmbm smao kfdkeêky% Ofk eäm otqë syomduskak ob aotdmiy`y to Aout ow`tqo mu eäm% Ofk eäm otqë `eqoyottkak ek iutdk ao Aout> iutdky eäm à tou sykqm syoloy`am% Ofk a`~> )Iut{uob o bo bmtqyob)% Smy `ttm to aoa`dk k symduyky ub juyu% Qmak sottmk {uo to aoa`dk k symduyky ub juyu qob bu`qkt symiki`f`akaot ao kdkiky qmyekeam"to tusoytq`d`mtk ‑ eäm skykyë kqà {uo kdkio ktt`b% Ek yokf`akao& symduyky ub juyu o{u`|kfo k a`~oy> )\mdî oedmeqymu kfjm8 kjmyk smy lk|my bo bmtqyo k{u`fm {uo |mdî oedmeqymu% Dmbm |mdî në m oedmeqymu& skyk {uo |mu iutdë"fm= @edf`em"bo k tout sàt% Soêm {uo bo oeqyojuo m {uo |mdî kfdkeêmu)% K `aà`k à {uo bäm|kjkb ek tukaodkioêk o m skyk lkêk dmegodoy aout%muqyk Smy sottmk `ttm gë dmfm{uo sottmktk{uo ub fujky muqym yod`qkeam bkeqykt& lk~oeam `e`d`kêÿot& skjkeam dmqkt& fk|keam mt sàt amt muqymt& toy|`eam kmt muqymt& dmb k otsoykeêk ao ;::
smaoy lk~oy tou m {uo m muqym kfdkeêmu% @tqm euedk smao kdmeqodoy% K{u` to bke`lotqk dfkykboeqo m ambâe`m ak boeqo tusoytq`d`mtk% \mdî euedk smaoyë lk~oy tou m {uo m muqym kfdkeêmu% Muqyk sottmk symduymu o oedmeqymu& o |mdî {uoy fo|ë"fm ao jykêk= O fobiyo"to& to ottk sottmk symduymu& oe{ukeqm symduyk|k ao|o qoy soydoi`am tô to kfdkeêk symduykeam& eäm soyjueqkeam% O ktt`b& ofo {uo eäm syoqoeaoyë qoy a`tdâsufmt% Tô ok{uofot {uo k`eak eäm kfdkeêkykb syoqoeaob qoy a`tdâsufmt% Ofot syôsy`mt täm aosoeaoeqot ao muqym juyu tusoy`my% Ow`tqo ubk g`oyky{u`k ao juyut& dkak ub aofot otsoyk q`yky kfjm am keqoy`my% Bu`qmt juyut në bmyyoykb& bkt kt sottmkt dmeq`eukb aosoeaoeqot aofot dmb k otsoykeêk ao {uo ofot fgo akyäm kfjm% Ow`tqo ubk fmejk dkao`k ao juyut& {uo to yobmeqk k b`fgÿot ao kemt& o qmamt otqäm aosoeaoeqot uet amt muqymt dmb k otsoykeêk ao {uo kfjuàb fgot aî kfjm% Otqo à m tofm ak boeqkf`akao tusoytq`d`mtk% K dkykdqoyâtq`dk ak boeqkf`akao `e{u`t`q`|k& k `ea`dkêäm ao ubk boeqo yolfow`|k& à k {uo a`~ k t` botbm> )To Aout ow`tqo& oeqäm ou |mu iutdë"fm% To ou dmetoju`y oedmeqyë"fm& qoyë t`am smy bout syôsy`mt bày`qmt& smy a`yo`qm syôsy`m% To ou m oedmeqyky& toyë sofk b`egk aoa`dkêäm ao qmak ubk |`ak& sofm bou tkdy`lâd`m& sofk b`egk boa`qkêäm% Toyë lyuqm am bou syôsy`m otlmyêm)% To Aout lmy mloyod`am jykqu`qkboeqo& k sottmk {uo soetk ykd`mekfboeqo m a`tsoetkyë% A`yë> )Eäm à doyqm kdo`qky kfjm {uo eäm à lyuqm ao bou syôsy`m otlmyêm% Qoegm {uo kfdkeêë"fm sofm bou syôsy`m otlmyêm)% Ow`tqob dm`tkt {uo tô smaob toy kfdkeêkakt sofm syôsy`m otlmyêm% Aout eäm à kfjm {uo to dmbsyk em boydkam& ubk boydkamy`k {uo to oedmeqyk ob {ukf{uoy fujky% K |oyakao eäm à ub symauqm {uo to |oeao eubk fmnk ao aoskyqkboeqmt& meao {ukf{uoy ub smao aotqo q`sm% )K{u` to oedmeqyk Gëdmbsyky% fmnkt dmbBkt ub ow`tqob foqyo`ym fmnkt owsmtqm a`~oeam> k \oyakao Kuqîeq`dk)% Kqà k |oyakao smao toy kuqîeq`dk mu lkftk+ Ob dkak ubk aotqkt fmnkt gë ub foqyo`ym {uo a`~> )K{u` |`|o m kuqîeq`dm botqyo% Qmamt mt muqymt {uo |`|ob ob muqymt fujkyot täm ;:7
lkftmt% Otqk à k þe`dk fmnk kuqîeq`dk% Dmbsyob k{u`+ Soyb`qk"emt {uo m iy`eaobmt dmb emttmt toy|`êmt+) O ktt`b {uo kfjuàb oeqyk eubk fmnk aottkt& m symsy`oqëy`m to obsoegkyë ob eäm ao`wë"fm skyq`y% Qmamt otqot akemt täm miykt ak boeqkf`akao tusoytq`d`mtk% Ou jmtqky`k ao a`~oy> dmel`o em {uo |mdî iutdk& eäm em {uo |mdî soao muqymt% \mdî eäm kfdkeêkyë kmt muqymt& tô kmt dmegodoeam% Qkbsmudm dyo`k emk a`|`eakao {uo a`~obsoa`eam mt muqymt% Kfjuàb smao qoy kfdkeêkam 'tobsyo à smttâ|of& à mi|`m8 smy `ttm& qkbsmudm tonk `edyàaufm> `ttm qkbiàb à tusoytq`êäm% Eäm tonk eob dyàaufm eob `edyàaufm% To kfjuàb to ksyotoeqky k |mdî a`~oeam {uo kfdkeêmu k a`|`eakao& a`jk> )Skykiàet% Aout lm` bu`qm dmbsktt`|m dmb |mdî soyb`q`eam"m oedmeqyë"fm% Bkt smy lk|my eäm bo oet`eo dmbm oedmeqyë"fm% Ao`wo {uo ou m oedmeqyo qkbiàb& am dmeqyëy`m dmeq`eukyo` toeam ub kfo`nkam)% To |mdî otq`|oy toeam fo|kam smy muqyk sottmk skyk m aotq`em {uo ofk kfdkeêmu& |mdî dgojkyë fë dmbm ub kfo`nkam% Mt sàt to lmyqkfodob keakeam% Dgojky k ub aotq`em eäm à qäm `bsmyqkeqo8 m {uo à |oyakao`ykboeqo `bsmyqkeqo à {uo m |`knkeqo to lmyqkfodo em dkb`egm% Kfdkeêky kfjm eäm à qäm `bsmyqkeqo {ukeqm k qyketlmybkêäm ak{uofo {uo kq`ej`u% Aout& m dmegod`boeqm mu m Bmhtgk eäm täm dm`tkt syà" lkiy`dkakt% Täm m lyuqm ak mloyoeak ao emttk |`ak& ao ubk |`ak ao otlmyêm o ao tkagkek% À dmbm k lfmy aol`e`q`|k {uo dgojk smy t` botbk% Bkt to |mdî lmy km boydkam tô oedmeqykyë lfmyot ao sfëtq`dm% Ofkt auykb bk`t qobsm& à |oyakao& bk`t qkbiàb oejkekb% Bkt k {uob ofkt oejkekb= Kt lfmyot ao sfëtq`dm smaob oejkeky kmt muqymt% Smaob oejkeky k {uob otqë skttkeam sofk yuk> mt qyketoueqot smaoyäm kdyoa`qky {uo kt lfmyot ek nkeofk täm ao |oyakao& bkt |mdî eäm smaoyë to oejkeky& sm`t lm` |mdî botbm {uob kt dmbsymu% Skyk qoy lfmyot ao |oyakao k sottmk qob {uo toboky kt toboeqot& qob {uo lk~oy ub otlmyêm& qob {uo du`aky ak sfkeqk% Aosm`t& kt lfmyot aotkiymdgkb smy dmeqk syôsy`k ‑ ofkt eäm täm ;:0
qyk~`akt% K owsoy`îed`k am aol`e`q`|m à dmbm k lfmy8 emttm tkagkek à dmbm k sfkeqk% To du`akybmt ak sfkeqk& k lfmy dgojkyë smy t` botbk% Bkt eôt qobmt syottk% A`~obmt> )Ao`wo k sfkeqk> iktqk {uo emt aî k lfmy+) Kfjubkt |o~ot& {ukeam kt dy`keêkt qîb ub owkbo ek otdmfk& ofkt eäm yotmf|ob m symifobk f`b`qkb"to k dms`ky k yotsmtqk ekt þfq`bkt sëj`ekt ao am ky`qbàq`dk> f`|ym% Obimyk k yotsmtqk otqonk kitmfuqkboeqo dmyyoqk& otqë qmqkfboeqo o{u`|mdkak% Dmbm smao toy dmyyoqk k yotsmtqk ao ubk sottmk {uo eäm toju`u m ykd`mdâe`m= Tuk yotsmtqk à kitmfuqkboeqo dmyyoqk 'ofo otdyo|ou )d`edm)& o k{uofot {uo toju`ykb m ykd`mdâe`m qkbiàb otdyo|oykb )d`edm)% Bkt |mdî smao |oy a`loyoeêk oeqyo k yotsmtqk akak smy k{uofot {uo toju`ykb m bàqmam o k amt {uo k dms`kykb am f`|ym= O {uo a`loyoeêk lk~ to k dms`kykb {uo J`qk mu am Dmyëe= Obimyk k yotsmtqk akak smy kbimt mt jyusmt tonk k botbk& eäm à k botbk& ow`tqo ubk a`loyoeêk lueakboeqkf% K |oyakao`yk {uotqäm eäm otqë ob oedmeqyky k yotsmtqk8 k |oyakao`yk {uotqäm eäm à oedmeqyky m )d`edm)8 k |oyakao`yk {uotqäm à ksyoeaoy m bmam ao oedmeqyky ottk yotsmtqk% O k{uofo {uo k dms`mu akt þfq`bkt sëj`ekt am f`|ym eäm k ksyoeaou% Eäm ksyoeaou ky`qbàq`dk8 tô oedmeqymu k yotsmtqk% To |mdî q`|oy ksyoea`am kfjm ao kfjub fujky& to |mdî q`|oy yodoi`am kfjm ao kfjuàb& to q`|oy mu|`am kfjm ao kfjuàb o to kjkyykam k `ttm& oeqäm to qykqk ao ub Aout dms`kam am f`|ym% Oeqäm à ub Aout tob |`ak& bmyqm& `eþq`f& `bsyotqë|of& `eoyqo% _bk yof`j`äm dmiyk |`ak |`|oeam"k& eäm dms`keam kt yotsmtqkt ao kfjub f`|ym% Bkt qmamt tmbmt fkayÿot% Iy`jkbmt dmb kt dy`keêkt o k ka|oyq`bmt ao {uo eäm ao|ob ymuiky% M symlottmy qkbiàb ao`wk dfkym {uoamtout kfuemt eäm ao|ob þfq`bkt sëj`ekt f`|ym& {uo eäm ao|ob dms`ky ymuikyktktyotsmtqkt yotsmtqkt%aktBkt to m soyjueqëttobmt tmiyo kt tukt syôsy`kt yotsmtqkt& ofo toeq`y`k {uo kt tukt yotsmtqkt qkbiàb lmykb ymuikakt% ;73
K{uofo k {uob |mdî dgkbk juyu à ub fkayäm8 m a`tdâsufm à ub fkayäm8 m symlottmy à ub fkayäm% Qmakt kt yotsmtqkt ak |`ak täm ymuikakt% E`ejuàb smao oedmeqyky k sk~ eob k lof`d`akao ã ikto ao yotsmtqkt ymuikakt% K lof`d`akao to kfdkeêk toju`eam m botbm symdottm ao lfmyotd`boeqm akt lfmyot% Ofkt lfmyotdob smy dmeqk syôsy`k& eäm täm obsyotqkakt% Kjmyk |kbmt emt syoskyky skyk k boa`qkêäm |otsoyq`ek% Ao`wo ub otskêm f`|yo oeqyo |mdît… {uo à skyk o|`qky dk`y ob d`bk amt dmbskego`ymt% Smyqkeqm& to klktqob% Lodgob mt mfgmt… L`dkyobmt ao~ b`euqmt toeqkamt ob t`fîed`m% Lodgo mt mfgmt… ao`wo m dmysm yofkwkam… ao`wo m dmysm dmbsfoqkboeqo yofkwkam dmbm to eäm gmu|otto |`ak eofo% Ao`wo k oeoyj`k to qyketsmyqky skyk aoeqym% Qmak k oeoyj`k am dmysm otqë lfu`eam skyk aoeqym… lfu`eam skyk aoeqym… `eueakeam aoeqym% M dmysm smao {uoyoy dk`y& ao`wo {uo ofo dk`k% Sktto skyk aoeqym… o ao`wo m dmysm tmfqm% Kjmyk ou akyo` tujotqÿot% Owsoy`boeqo"kt dmb`jm% T`eqk m dmysm yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam% T`eqk& o ao`wo m dmysm dmbsfoqkboeqo tmfqm% T`eqk {uo m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm dmeq`euk yofkwkeam% Tmfqo& tmfqo qmam m dmeqymfo… eäm tojuyo m dmysm& tmfqo dmbsfoqkboeqo… yoq`yo qmam dmeqymfo tmiyo ofo& dmbm to m dmysm eäm lmtto tou% To ofo dk`y& dk`yë8 to ofo to soyaoy& to soyaoyë% To klktqo aofo dmbsfoqkboeqo… yoq`yo aofo qmamt mt tout toeq`boeqmt% M dmysm otqë yofkwkeam% M dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… mamdmysm otqëtoyofkwkeam% dmysm qmam mdmbm dmeqymfo dmysm… ofo {u`toyMdk`y& {uoyofkwmu% dk`k% MTmfqo& dmysmtmfqo yofkwmu… to ofo q`|otto bmyqm… dmbm to m dmysm q`|otto skyq`am… m dmysm në eäm otqë… |mdî otqë toskykam aofo… |mdî otqë klktqkam aofo% ;7;
K yots`ykêäm otqë yofkwkeam% T`eqk k tuk yots`ykêäm yofkwkeam… k yots`ykêäm otqë yofkwkeam… k yots`ykêäm otqë yofkwkeam… k yots`ykêäm otqë yofkwkeam… k yots`ykêäm otqë yofkwkeam… k yots`ykêäm otqë yofkwkeam… k yots`ykêäm dmeq`euk yofkwkeam… k yots`ykêäm dmeq`euk yofkwkeam% Tmfqo… tmfqo qkbiàb kyots`ykêäm yots`ykêäm… oeqyok yots`ykêäm bk`t lueam%yofkwmu… K yots`ykêäm yofkwmu… k yofkwmu… k yots`ykêäm yofkwmu% \mdî to bm|ou skyk fmejo ak yots`ykêäm… k yots`ykêäm yofkwmu% Mt soetkboeqmt qkbiàb otqäm yofkwkeam% Mt soetkboeqmt qkbiàb otqäm yofkwkeam… mt soetkboeqmt qkbiàb otqäm yofkwkeam% To klktqo qkbiàb amt soetkboeqmt… tmfqo qkbiàb mt soetkboeqmt% Mt soetkboeqmt qkbiàb otqäm yofkwkeam… mt soetkboeqmt qkbiàb otqäm yofkwkeam… mt soetkboeqmt qkbiàb otqäm yofkwkeam… mt soetkboeqmt qkbiàb otqäm yofkwkeam… mt soetkboeqmt qkbiàb otqäm yofkwkeam… mt soetkboeqmt qkbiàb otqäm yofkwkeam% Tmfqo qkbiàb mt soetkboeqmt% Mt soetkboeqmt otqäm yofkwkeam… mt soetkboeqmt otqäm yofkwkeam… mt soetkboeqmt otqäm yofkwkeam… mt soetkboeqmt otqäm yofkwkeam% M dmysm yofkwmu& mt soetkboeqmt yofkwkykb8 kjmyk soybkeoêk smy ao~ b`euqmt t`bsfotboeqo kdmyakam smy aoeqym… sktto ao~ b`euqmt t`bsfotboeqo kdmyakam smy aoeqym% Auykeqo ao~ b`euqmt& quam bmyyou8 aoeqym |mdî otqë kdmyakam dmbm ubk dgkbk% M dmysm otqë fmejo… k yots`ykêäm to mu|o km fmejo… mt soetkboeqmt qyke{ö`f`~kykb… aoeqym& emttk dmetd`îed`k otqë kdmyakak mitoy|keam quam% Eäm kamyboêk> soybkeoêk kdmyakam smy aoeqym% Soybkeoêk kdmyakam aoeqym… Dmeq`euo mitoy|keam aoeqym… t`jk mitoy|keam… Qmyeo"to ub mitoy|kamy& o ub t`fîed`m yosoeq`em tuyj`yë… tuyj`yë ob ub t`fîed`m% |k~`m% Kjmyk& smy ao~ b`euqmt& ksoekt dmeq`euo mitoy|keam K boeqo l`dmu ob t`fîed`m… k boeqo l`dmu ob dmbsfoqm t`fîed`m% ;79
Boyjufgo symlueakboeqo ob tou `eqoy`my… dmbm to otq`|otto dk`eam em |k~`m% T`jk dk`eam… t`jk dk`eam% Soybkeoêk kdmyakam smy aoeqym o to a`ttmf|k em |k~`m% Soybkeoêk dmetd`oeqo em `eqoy`my& t`jk kdmyakam& o t`jk mitoy|keam% O quam bmyyou… m dmysm l`dmu fmejo8 k yots`ykêäm l`dmu fmejo8 mt soetkboeqmt aotkskyodoykb% Tô |mdî l`dmu% T`jk mitoy|keam kdmyakam… mitoy|keam… k boeqo toju`yë ot|k~`keam"to dkak |o~ bk`t… t`jk Yots`yo symlueakboeqo |ëy`kt |o~ot& ao|kjky& o |mfqo ak boa`qkêäm% Kiyk mt mfgmt ao|kjky o dmb bu`qk tuk|`akao% Emttk tottäm |otsoyq`ek qoyb`emu%
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B KB@JM SOYJ_EQM_> smy {uo soetky ek bmyqo= Qobmt k |`ak> |kbmt |`|î"fk% \`|kbmt m syotoeqo% Smy {uo soetkbmt qkeqm ek bmyqo=
À _BK IMK SOYJ_EQK% BKT M SYÔSY@M LKQM AO soyjueqky smy {uo soetkbmt qkeqm ek bmyqo& mu ao yodmboeaky {uo |`|kbmt m syotoeqo tob soetkybmt ek bmyqo& në aobmetqyk {uo ofo botbm eäm dmetojuo to f`|yky ao soetky ek bmyqo% K bmyqo à ub lkqm qäm oemybo {uo eäm à smttâ|of toy `jemykam% Km fmejm ao emttkt |`akt eôt qoeqkbmt eäm soetky ek bmyqo ‑ eäm smy{uo eäm |kfgk k soek soetky eofk& bkt t`b smy{uo k syôsy`k `aà`k ak bmyqo à kqoyymy`~keqo% K syôsy`k `aà`k ao {uo )ou bmyyoyo`) dkutk dkfkly`mt ek dmfuek% Ekquykfboeqo& k bmyqo |k` lk~oy |mdî qyoboy {ukeam ofk dgojky& bkt kqà botbm keqot& to k `aà`k qmbky dmeqk am tou soetkboeqm& |mdî qyobo kqà k boaufk% ;71
M gmbob tobsyo qoeqmu to ot{uodoy ak bmyqo& ofo qoeqk eäm soetky eofk% Myjke`~kbmt qmak emttk |`ak ao qkf bmam {uo k bmyqo eäm l`{uo |`tâ|of% Qmamt mt otlmyêmt o mt sfkemt gubkemt a`y`j`amt k lkft`l`dky k bmyqo täm kskyoeqoboeqo iob tudoa`amt& bkt otqo tudottm à ksoekt kskyoeqo& smy{uo k bmyqo otqë tobsyo syotoeqo% Dmbm |mdî otdksky aofk= Meao |mdî to otdmeaoyë= |mdî lunk aofk& em|k` l`ekf |mdî kdkikyë to oedmeqykeam dmb ofk% Obimyk Skyk meao {uoy {uo |mdî lunk& |mdî kdkikyë dgojkeam k ofk% K dkak a`k ofk to ksymw`bk ub smudm bk`t& {uoy |mdî soeto eofk mu eäm& lunk aofk mu eäm% E`ejuàb smao otdksky ao ub lkqm% K {uotqäm eäm à {uo k bmyqo tonk kfjm {uo tô kdmeqodoyë em luquym& o {uo& smyqkeqm& eäm ao|obmt soetky eofk kjmyk% Qkbiàb `tqm à ub dmedo`qm o{u`|mdkam% K bmyqo eäm kdmeqodoyë em luquym ‑ k bmyqo në otqë kdmeqodoeam k qmam bmboeqm% Obimyk k dmedfutäm l`ekf ak bmyqo tô |ë dgojky em luquym& ofk otqë syotoeqo k dkak bmboeqm ao emttk |`ak% Otqkbmt bmyyoeam eotqo owkqm bmboeqm% To skttkybmt ubk gmyk toeqkamt k{u`& qoyobmt bmyy`am ubk gmyk% Smtt`|ofboeqo aobmyobmt toqoeqk kemt skyk bmyyoy smy dmbsfoqm& bkt otqk gmyk k{u` lmybkyë skyqo am symdottm% Eäm à {uo km l`b ao toqoeqk kemt k sottmk bmyyk ao yosoeqo& k bmyqo euedk kdmeqodo ao bkeo`yk `etqkeqéeok% Eäm à ub kdmeqod`boeqm yosoeq`em8 à ub aotoe|mf|`boeqm {uo dmboêk dmb m ektd`boeqm% Ek |oyakao& m ektd`boeqm à k sy`bo`yk skyqo ak bmyqo& o k bmyqo à k þfq`bk skyqo aotto symdottm% Otqk |`kjob dmboêk dmb m ektd`boeqm% M {uo dgkbkbmt ao ke`|oytëy`m à ek yokf`akao m sy`bo`ym a`k ak bmyqo% K |`kjob fo|kyë qobsm& bkt dmeq`eukyë% Smy owobsfm& ub gmbob skyqo ao Azkyhk k dkb`egm ao Dkfduqë% M sy`bo`ym skttm ao tuk |`kjob toyë qäm `bsmyqkeqo skyk to dgojky k Dkfduqë |`kjob% OMobimyk þfq`bm skttm toyë qäm þq`f skyk{ukeqm fo|ë"fmmk þfq`bm Dkfduqëskttm dmbm ak m sy`bo`ym% m sy`bo`ym skttm& smy t` botbm& eäm smttk fo|ë"fm k Dkfduqë& m þfq`bm skttm qkbsmudm smao lk~î"fm smy t` botbm% @tqm t`je`l`dk {uo {ukeam ofo aou tou sy`bo`ym skttm skyk Dkfduqë dmboêmu k ;7?
dgojky ob Dkfduqë% K dkak skttm {uo ak|k& Dkfduqë to ksymw`bk|k dkak |o~ bk`t% \mdî smao a`~oy {uo qkf|o~ ofo aobmyo to`t botot skyk dgojky ob Dkfduqë& bkt k yokf`akao à {uo ofo dmboêmu k dgojky fë to`t botot keqot% K tojueam dm`tk {uo ou jmtqky`k ao a`~oy skyk |mdî à m toju`eqo> eäm dyo`k k bmyqo oedmeqyk ob Okfjub em luquym% K bmyqo otqë{uo syotoeqo ob to qmam bmboeqm% m {uobmboeqm à m luquym= À m qmqkf ao qmamt mt emttmt syotoeqot% Otqkbmt tmbkeam dm`tkt k ofo dmetqkeqoboeqo% À dmbm {ukeam ot{uoeqkbmt ëjuk% Km sy`bo`ym jyku& k ëjuk to ot{uoeqk& bkt k`eak eäm to qyketlmybmu ob |ksmy% O m botbm kdmeqodo {ukeam k ëjuk to k{uodo k am`t jykut% K ëjuk to qyketlmybkyë ob |ksmy {ukeam kq`ej`y mt dob jykut8 em oeqkeqm& dmboêmu k ksymw`bky"to am otqkam ao |ksmy em sy`bo`ym jyku& o toju`u em tojueam& em qoydo`ym& o ktt`b tudott`|kboeqo% Bkt k ëjuk eäm to qyketlmybk ob |ksmy eob {ukeam otqë k em|oeqk o em|o jykut ‑ `ttm tô kdmeqodoyë {ukeam ofk dgojky kmt dob jykut% Në fgo mdmyyou soetky {uo m doeqàt`bm jyku qkbiàb à ub jyku& am botbm bmam {uo m sy`bo`ym jyku qkbiàb à ub jyku= K |`kjob am emekjàt`bm emem jyku kqà m doeqàt`bm à `jukf ã |`kjob am sy`bo`ym jyku km tojueam& eäm gë a`loyoeêk% Oeqäm& {uob qob dmegod`boeqm am symdottm to fobiykyë em sy`bo`ym jyku ao {uo k ëjuk to qyketlmybkyë ob |ksmy ‑ obimyk |mdî eäm |onk k ëjuk to qyketlmybkeam ob |ksmy ob eoegub bmboeqm% Ekquykfboeqo& |mdî smao a`~oy {uo k ëjuk otqë ot{uoeqkeam& bkt kdktm smao a`~oy m bmboeqm ob {uo ofk to qyketlmybmu ob |ksmy= Smaobmt emt oejkeky kqà m emekjàt`bm emem jyku soetkeam {uo k ëjuk k`eak eäm otqë to qyketlmybkeam ob |ksmy& bkt {ukeam ofk dgojky km doeqàt`bm jyku ofk doyqkboeqo to dme|oyqoyë ob |ksmy% Dkak jyku k ksymw`bk dkak |o~ smeqm ao oiuf`êäm% Smyqkeqm& eämbk`t lk~amtoeq`am qoeqky to tkf|ky ak bmyqo mu smtqoyjë"fk a`~oeam {uo k bmyqo to oedmeqyk em luquym% K bmyqo otqë kdmeqodoeam k qmam bmboeqm8 otqkbmt bmyyoeam qmamt mt a`kt% Ek yokf`akao& |`yqukfboeqo eäm ow`tqo eoegubk a`loyoeêk oeqyo m {uo ;7<
dgkbkbmt |`|oy o m bmyyoy% M {uo dgkbkbmt |`|oy à ksoekt ub t`eñe`bm ao bmyyoy jykaukfboeqo% Eäm a`jm skyk |mdî soetky em luquym8 m {uo ou a`jm à {uo |mdî mitoy|o m {uo otqë kdmeqodoeam kjmyk botbm% Eob to{uoy otqmu soa`eam skyk |mdî soetky% Otqo kb`jm soyjueqmu> )smy {uo soetky ek bmyqo=) Ou eäm a`jm skyk |mdî soetky% fo|kyë |mdî k eoegub fujky% Fobiyo"to& eoegub lo`qm Soetky smao toyeäm dmegod`am k ksô`o ao soetky% Ek yokf`akao& soetky à ubk bkeo`yk ao lkft`l`dky mt lkqmt% Mfgkeam skyk ubk lfmy& to |mdî dmboêky k soetky eofk& |mdî euedk dmegodoyë k lfmy& smy{uo {ukeqm bk`t |mdî to aoa`dk k soetky eofk& bk`t ofk to klktqkyë ao |mdî% \mdî |k` k|keêky ob tout soetkboeqmt oe{ukeqm k lfmy dmeq`euk kf`% M {uo qob k lfmy k |oy dmb m {uo |mdî otqë soetkeam= _bk lfmy à ub lkqm% To |mdî {uoy dmegodoy ubk lfmy& eäm soeto eofk ‑ mfgo k lfmy% Ow`tqo ubk a`loyoeêk oeqyo soetky o |oy& o à ubk a`loyoeêk t`je`l`dkq`|k% M md`aoeqo aë bu`qk `bsmyqéed`k km soetkboeqm% Smy `ttm ofot embokykb k tuk d`îed`k ao )l`fmtml`k)% K l`fmtml`k à m soetkboeqm dmedo`qukf& t`je`l`dk soetky% Eôt dgkbkbmt k emttk d`îed`k ao akytgke % Akytgke t`je`l`dk |oy& eäm t`je`l`dk soetky Ao|obmt dmbsyooeaoy `tqm ub smudm bofgmy% Eôt dgkbkbmt k d`îed`k ao akytgke o ofot k dgkbkb ao l`fmtml`k& o ow`tqo ubk a`loyoeêk lueakboeqkf oeqyo kbikt% K{uofot {uo kdyoa`qkb {uo )l`fmtml`k) o )akytgke) täm t`eñe`bmt eäm tkiob ekak% Ofot eäm täm t`eñe`bmt% Smy `ttm eäm gë ubk l`fmtml`k `ea`kek eob qkbsmudm gë ub akytgke md`aoeqkf% M md`aoeqo qob ubk d`îed`k am soetkboeqm ‑ {uo dmet`tqo ao `e|otq`jkêäm& ao fôj`dk& ao keëf`to% M my`oeqo to `eqoyottk smy muqykt dm`tkt% M My`oeqo qob aotdmioyqm {uo ow`tqob doyqmt lkqmt {uo euedk smaob toy dmegod`amt ksô`o ao soetky eofot% lkqmt qoyäm {uo toy |`tqmt& qoyäm {uoktoy |`|`amt% O ow`tqo ubkOtqot a`loyoeêk oemybo oeqyo |`|oy o soetky% M gmbob {uo soetk tmiyo m kbmy smao dgojky k otdyo|oy ubk qoto tmiyo ofo& bkt m ksk`wmekam m |`|o& m |î& obimyk ;7:
smtt`|ofboeqo eäm tonk dksk~ ao otdyo|oy ubk qoto tmiyo ofo% O to kfjuàb soao k ub ksk`wmekam skyk a`~oy kfjm tmiyo m kbmy& ofo smao lodgky mt mfgmt& fëjy`bkt smaob ymfky sofm tou ymtqm o ofo smao yotsmeaoy> )smy lk|my& eäm bo soyjueqo `ttm% M {uo smttm a`~oy tmiyo m kbmy=) K{uofo {uo soetmu tmiyo m kbmy skttkyë gmykt `eqo`ykt kbmy% owsf`dkeam"m& bkt smtt`|ofboeqo ofo eäm tk`ik ekak tmiyo m Soetky o |oy täm am`t symdottmt dmbsfoqkboeqo a`loyoeqot% Smy `ttm& ou eäm otqmu a`~oeam {uo |mdî ao|o soetky ek bmyqo% \mdî euedk smaoyë dmegodoy k bmyqo k ksô`o ao soetky eofk% \mdî qoyë {uo |î"fk% M {uo otqmu a`~oeam à `tqm> k bmyqo otqë k{u`& kjmyk botbm& aoeqym ao |mdî& o |mdî qob {uo |î"fk% M {uo ou dgkbm )m ou) otqë bmyyoeam dmetqkeqoboeqo% Otqo loeñboem ak bmyqo qoyë {uo toy |`tqm& otqo loeñboem ak bmyqo qoyë {uo toy |`|`am& otqo loeñboem qoyë {uo toy kdo`qm% Lk~obmt quam m {uo smaobmt skyk qoeqky lkft`l`dky k bmyqo8 `e|oeqkbmt b`f bkeo`ykt ao aobmetqyky {uo ofk à lkftk% À |oyakao {uo |mdî smao q`ej`y mt dkiofmt iykedmt& bkt `ttm eäm sym|k {uo k bmyqo à ubk boeq`yk ‑ ofk `e|ky`k|ofboeqo dgojk% Aoik`wm ak q`equyk& mt dkiofmt dmeq`eukb toeam iykedmt% Täm mt t`ek`t ao {uo k bmyqo dmboêmu k ksymw`bky"to& ao {uo dmb doyqo~k dgojkyë% Dmbm smaobmt aobmetqyky {uo ofk à lkftk= Smy bk`t {uo emt aoa`{uobmt k aobmetqyky tuk lkft`akao& eäm buakyobmt kt dm`tkt ‑ ofk otqë to ksymw`bkeam `eowmyk|ofboeqo% K þe`dk dm`tk {uo buak à {uo eôt smaobmt ao`wky ao tkioy tmiyo ofk% M {uo ou {uoym soyjueqky k |mdî à `tqm> dmbm smao kfjuàb {uo eäm dmegodou k bmyqo tkioy m {uo à k |`ak= Em bou smeqm ao |`tqk& k bmyqo otqë ek d`ydueloyîed`k o k |`ak otqë em doeqym% To ou eäm dmegoêm eob botbm d`ydueloyîed`k& dmbm smaoyo` dgojky dmegodoy m doeqym= O to kluj`ybmt ak d`ydueloyîed`k& euedk emtk ksymw`bkyobmt am doeqym% To |mdî toeq`y boam akt skyoaot owqoy`myot ao ubk dktk o luj`y& dmbm |mdî smaoyë oeqyky em `eqoy`my ak dktk= K bmyqo à k soy`loy`k o k |`ak à m qobsfm {uo otqë ob tou ;77
doeqym% To luj`ybmt ak soy`loy`k& qkbiàb luj`yobmt ak \`ak% K{uofo {uo dgojk k dmegodoy k bmyqo k aot|ofkyë o& dmb m qobsm& dmboêkyë k dmegodoy qkbiàb k |`ak% K bmyqo à k smyqk ao oeqykak skyk m dmegod`boeqm ak |`ak% Luj`y ak bmyqo à luj`y qkbiàb ak |`ak% Oeqäm& {ukeam ou a`jm> )Dmegoêkb k bmyqo& dmbsyooeakb mt lkqmt)& eäm otqmu soa`eam skyk |mdî soetky% Qkbiàb ao|obmt dmbsyooeaoy muqyk dm`tk `eqoyottkeqo% Soetky t`je`l`dk yosoq`y boeqkfboeqo m {uo në tkiobmt% M soetkboeqm euedk à my`j`ekf& obimyk otqonkbmt kdmtqubkamt k a`~oy {uo mt soetkboeqmt ao qkf o qkf sottmk täm bu`qm my`j`ek`t% Eäm& m soetkboeqm euedk à my`j`ekf% Mt soetkboeqmt euedk smaob toy my`j`ek`t% M akytgke& k |`täm& smao toy my`j`ekf% Mt soetkboeqmt tobsyo täm yosymau~`amt% To ou soa`y skyk |mdî soetky eotqk ymtk& m {uo |mdî soetkyë= \mdî t`bsfotboeqo |k` yo`qoyky m {uo në tkio k yotso`qm akt ymtkt% M {uo bk`t smao lk~oy= M {uo bk`t |mdî smao lk~oy dmb m soetkboeqm= Kdktm |mdî smaoy`k qoy ub smeqm ao |`tqk `eut`qkam o my`j`ekf k yotso`qm ao ubk ymtk= Dmbm `ttm toy`k smttâ|of= Soetky à yo`qoyky mt soetkboeqmt në ow`tqoeqot% \mdî smaoyë a`~oy> )K ymtk à bu`qm lmybmtk)8 bkt {ukeqkt |o~ot |mdî në mu|`u `tqm keqot= Mu |mdî smaoyë a`~oy> )K ymtk à qäm ime`qk {ukeqm m ymtqm ao b`egk kbkak)% [ukeqkt |o~ot |mdî në mu|`u `tqm qkbiàb= [ukeqkt |o~ot |mdî në fou `tqm keqot= Mu |mdî smaoyë a`~oy> )K ymtk à bu`qm lyotdk)% Bkt {ukeqkt |o~ot |mdî në mu|`u mu fou `tqm keqot qkbiàb= Ao {uo toy|ob mt soetkboeqmt= Dmbm |mdî toyë dksk~ ao oeqyky em toy aottk ymtk k ksô`o ao soetky eofk= M kqm ao soetky& em bëw`bm& smao fo|ky |mdî kqà k tuk bobôy`k k yotso`qm akt ymtkt% Smy `ttm& my`j`ekf m soetkboeqm euedk{uo à my`j`ekf% smao ow`tq`y ub soetkamy ‑ tô k{uofot |îob tämEuedk my`j`ek`t% K sy`bo`yk dmea`êäm skyk mfgky ubk ymtk à {uo k sottmk {uo otqonk mfgkeam skyk ofk eäm ao|o soetky% Ofk ao|o of`b`eky mt soetkboeqmt ao tuk bobôy`k8 ao|o l`dky |k~`k o |`|oy eotto ;70
bmboeqm dmb k lfmy% Ao`wo {uo k ymtk otqonk ao ub fkam o |mdî otqonk am muqym& o {uo eäm gknk ekak oeqyo mt am`t ‑ ekak {uo |mdî në qoegk mu|`am& ekak {uo |mdî në qoegk f`am& ekak {uo |mdî në qoegk dmegod`am% Ekak {uo |mdî në qoegk dmegod`am ao|o `eqoysmy"to oeqyo |mdî o k ymtk% Ekak ao|o `eqoysmy"to oeqyo mt am`t% Tô oeqäm m aotdmegod`am {uoeäm to oedmeqyky oedmeqyk aoeqym akmitqëdufm ymtk dmboêkyë k oeqyky ob tou toy% [ukeam eoegub oeqyo mt am`t& ofo oeqykyë& o oeqäm |mdî eäm toeq`yë {uo {uoy dmegodoy k ymtk& toeq`yë {uo à ub dmb k ymtk% Oeqäm |mdî dmegodoyë k ymtk ob tuk `eqoy`my`akao% M |`aoeqo soeoqyk aoeqym am minoqm& oe{ukeqm {uo m soetkamy aë |mfqkt k tou yoamy% Smy `ttm& m soetkamy eäm kfdkeêk ekak8 tô k{uofo {uo |î kfdkeêk% M |`aoeqo soeoqyk em `eqoy`my& smy{uo eäm l`dk eoegub buym oeqyo ofo o m minoqm ‑ m buym à aoyyuikam& aotkskyodo% _bk |o~& Hki`y soa`u k tou l`fgm Hkbkkf skyk `y km imt{uo iutdky ub smudm ao loem skyk m jkam% Hkbkkf mioaodou o sñt to k dkb`egm% Ofo tk`u ao kbkegä8 o km bo`m"a`k Hkbkkf k`eak eäm q`egk yoqmyekam& o Hki`y l`dmu syomduskam% Dgojmu k qkyao& o Hkbkkf qkbsmudm aou t`ekf ao |`ak% Hki`y otqk|k dkak |o~ bk`t syomduskam% Fmjm dgojmu m dyosþtdufm o to ksymw`bk|k m sñy"am" tmf& o l`ekfboeqo& Hki`y yotmf|ou tk`y ob iutdk ao Hkbkkf kdmbskegkam ao kfjuet ao tout l`à`t toju`amyot% [ukeam dgojkykb km imt{uo oedmeqykykb Hkbkkf ao sà em bo`m ak jykbk otsottk& dmb mt mfgmt lodgkamt& meaufkeam dmbm ubk lmfgk ao jykbk bm|`ak sofk iy`tk% Hki`y to ksymw`bmu aofo& tkdua`u m tou mbiym o soyjueqmu> ‑ M {uokiy`u |mdîmt otqë lk~oeam Hkbkkf mfgmt% Ofo k{u`= |mfqmu k t` o soydoiou m {uo q`egk kdmeqod`am& o `boa`kqkboeqo soa`u aotdufskt% Hki`y a`tto> ‑ Bkt m {uo |mdî otqë lk~oeam k{u` smy qkeqm qobsm= À bu` qm qkyao+ ;03
‑ T`eqm bu`qm ‑ yotsmeaou Hkbkkf ‑ bkt {ukeam dgojuo` k{u`& ob |o~ ao dmyqky k jykbk dmbodo` k mfgky skyk ofk% O tô ao mfgky skyk ofk l`wkboeqo& eäm to` dmbm kdmeqodou& bkt ou qkbiàb bo qyketlmybo` eubk lmfgk ao jykbk% Fmjm dk`u k qkyao o ou otqk|k k{u`8 bo ot{uod` dmbsfoqkboeqo ao {uo tmu Hkbkkf o ao {uo |`b dmyqky bo qyketlmybo` syôsy`k Gk|`k Hkbkkf% bu`qm syk~oy jykbk% ob toy Ou k jykbk& ub syk~oyek{uo euedkjykbk% toeq` toeam L`dm lof`~ {uo qoegkb |`eam& smy{uo ou eäm tki`k m {uo otqk|k kdmeqodoeam% K iy`tk eäm otqk|k bm|oeam k jykbk& k iy`tk otqk|k bo bm|oeam> m dmfgoamy o m {uo oyk skyk toy dmfg`am q`egkb aotkskyod`am% \mdî në | ` u ao |oyakao k tuk otsmtk& dmb {uob |mdî qob |`|`am smy qkeqmt kemt= Kfjubk |o~ |mdî në k | ` u = Skttk sofk tuk boeqo kt dm`tkt {uo k tuk otsmtk lo~ meqob ‑ o otqo soetkboeqm to `eqoysÿo oeqyo |mdî o ofk% \mdî to fobiyk ao dmbm iy`jkykb {ukeam tkâkb ao dktk sofk bkegä skyk `y km otdy`qôy`m ‑ o& em|kboeqo& m soetkboeqm to `eqoysÿo oeqyo |mdî o ofk% \ob ã tuk dkioêk m {uo ofk a`tto {ukeam |mdît otqk|kb nkeqkeam ‑ o m soetkboeqm |mfqk k to `eqoysmy oeqyo |mdî o ofk% \mdî tobsyosoetk eofk8 |mdî euedk k| î% À smy `ttm {uo eäm ow`tqo eoegubk yofkêäm oeqyo m bky`am o k otsmtk& oeqyo m sk` o m l`fgm& oeqyo k bäo o m l`fgm% Kt yofkêÿot tô kdmeqodob {ukeam në eäm ow`tqob bk`t soetkboeqmt o {ukeam m akytgke& k |`täm& dmboêk% Tô oeqäm ub yofkd`mekboeqm kdmeqodo ao |oyakao& smy{uo oeqäm eäm gë ekak {uo m kqykskfgo% Fobiyo"to& ubk yofkêäm sottmkf eäm tusÿo {uo ow`tqk ub qoydo`ym lkqmy to `eqoysmeam oeqyo kt aukt sottmkt% Oe{ukeqm ow`tqk kfjm {uo to `eqoysmegk oeqyo ofkt& qkbiàb otqkyë syotoeqo m mitqëdufm% Em a`k eäm ow`tq`y bk`tK{u`fm ekak {uo oeqyoueo ofkt&qkbiàb {ukeamtoskyk% tô l`dkyob kt ob aukt{uo sottmkt& {ukeam ekak to `eqoysutoy em bo`m aofkt& eotto a`k ofot toyäm ub tô ‑ oeqäm në eäm toyäm am`t% ;0;
K yofkêäm sottmkf eäm t`je`l`dk {uo |mdî otqonk ue`am k kfjuàb8 k yofkêäm sottmkf t`je`l`dk {uo kjmyk në eäm ow`tqo ekak oeqyo |mdî o k muqyk sottmk& ekak to `eqoysmeam ‑ eob botbm skyk ue`y |mdît% Ktt`b& mt am`t aotkskyodob o to lueaob ob ub% @tqm à m kbmy% K |`täm fgot dmeau~ km kbmy8 k |`täm à k lmeqo am kbmy% O k{uofo euedk ubk kbmusottmk& eäm dmegodou ekak% Smy bk`tkqyk|àt {uo to syoqoeak{uo dmegodoy tô to smao dmegodî"fk am kbmy% Smyqkeqm& {ukeam ou a`jm {uo k bmyqo qob {uo toy dmegod`ak& qkbiàb {uoym a`~oy {uo |mdî qoyë {uo kbky k bmyqo% Qoyobmt {uo | oy k bmyqo% Bkt k sottmk {uo qob boam ak bmyqo& {uo lmjo ak bmyqo& dmbm smaoyë kbky k bmyqo& dmbm smaoyë qoy tou akytgke& dmbm smaoyë |oy k bmyqo= [ukeam k bmyqo kskyodo a`keqo aofk& ofk |`yk kt dmtqkt% Ofk lodgk mt mfgmt8 euedk soyb`qo {uo k bmyqo kskyoêk a`keqo aofk& dkyk k dkyk% Qob boam& otqë kttutqkak8 smy `ttm à kitmfuqkboeqo `edksk~ ao |oy k bmyqo& o qkbsmudm à dksk~ ao kbë"fk% O k sottmk {uo k`eak eäm lm` dksk~ ao kbky k bmyqo dmbm smaoyë kbky kfjubk |o~ k |`ak= Smy{uo k bmyqo à ub kdmeqod`boeqm bu`qm tusoyl`d`kf& o k |`ak à ub loeñboem bu`qm bk`t syml ueam% Dmbm toyë {uo kfjuàb {uo luj`u ak sy` bo`yk oqksk& smaoyë kfdkeêky kt ëjukt symlueakt am syk~oy= Smy `ttm ou a`jm {uo k bmyqo qoyë {uo toy |`|`ak& qoyë {uo toy dmegod`ak& qoyë {uo toy |`tqk% \mdî qoyë {uo to ksk`wmeky smy ofk8 |mdî qoyë {uo mfgë"fk emt mfgmt% O ktt`b {uo k sottmk mfgk k bmyqo emt mfgmt& dmboêk k mitoy|ë"fk& soeoqyk eofk& bkyk|`fgk"to% Aotdmiyo& skyk tuk tuysyotk> )[uo ub jykeao b`tqày`m to mdufqk ek bmyqo+ K{u`fm {uo ou dgkbk|k ao bmyqo& K{u`fm am {uo ou luj`k& otdmeao aoeqym ao t` k lmeqo ak |`ak tusyobk)% Smy `ttm ou a`jm k |mdî> |`ak% oeqyo ao imk |meqkao ek bmyqo skyk {uo |mdî smttk kfdkeêky k Gë ub a`qm ao Notut {uo à `edyâ|of% Notut a`tto> )Smy{uo k{uofo {uo {uo`yk tkf|ky k tuk |`ak& soyaî"fk"ë8 o k{uofo {uo oeqyojky k tuk |`ak& eäm toyë aotqyuâam% K{uofo {uo soyaoy& ;09
oedmeqykyë8 o k{uofo {uo to tkf|ky& soyaoyë)% To ubk toboeqo {uoy tkf|ky"to& ksmayodoyë8 {uo muqyk dm`tk ofk smao otsoyky= O to ubk toboeqo ke`{u`fk k t` botbm ek qoyyk& aotkskyodo o qmyek"to ubk ëy|myo% K bmyqo ak toboeqo to dme|oyqo ob |`ak skyk k ëy|myo% To k toboeqo symqojotto k t` botbm a`~oeam> )Qoegm boam& smy{uo smttm bmyyoy% Eäm {uoymEotto aotkskyodoy)% k toboeqo otqë dmeaoekak k ksmayodoy% dktm& eobOeqäm to{uoy toju`yë toeam toboeqo& eob bu`qm boemt to dme|oyqoyë ob ëy|myo% M boam ak bmyqo emt lk~ oedmfgoy% [uoym a`~oy bk`t ubk dm`tk {uo smtt`|ofboeqo eäm qoegk mdmyy`am k |mdî% Tô k{uofo {uo qob boam ak bmyqo qob ojm& smy{uo m ojm tusÿo ubk soytmekf`akao otqyo`qk& ub eô ksoyqkam% K{uofo {uo qob boam ak bmyqo to oedmfgo ob tou `eqoy`my% Quam k{u`fm {uo qob boam qob {uo oedmfgoy"to ob tou `eqoy`my& o quam k{u`fm {uo to oedmfgo to qyketlmybk eub eô% _b dmbsfowm à dy`kam aoeqym ak sottmk% M toeq`boeqm am ou à m toeq`boeqm ak sottmk {uo qob boam ak bmyqo% [ukeam ubk sottmk soeoqyk ek bmyqo& tob boam aofk& eäm lmjo aofk& dmboêk k |`|î"fk& oeqäm tou ou aotkskyodo& tou ojm aotkskyodo% O {ukeam m ojm aotkskyodo tô k |`ak dmeq`euk% Smaobmt owsyottë"fm ktt`b> tô m ojm bmyyo& eäm k kfbk% Bkt dmbm eôt dmeq`eukbmt toeam ojmt& tuyjo ubk jykeao a`l`dufakao% Ek yokf`akao& tô m ojm smao bmyyoy8 tô m ojm qob bmyqo& smy{uo à lkftm% Ofo qoyë {uo bmyyoy% Bkt emt kjkyykbmt k ofo% @bkj`eob& smy owobsfm& {uo ubk meak to fo|keqk em bky% To k meak {uoy tmiyo|`|oy dmbm meak& eäm smao lk~î"fm& ofk otqë aotq`ekak k bmyyoy% Dmbm smao tmiyo|`|oy ubk meak dmbm meak= Ofk qob {uo bmyyoy% K boemt {uo ofk to dme|oyqk ob jofm% To ofk qmyeky"to tôf`ak& ofkq`sm smaoyë tmiyo|`|oy% Bkt&yokfboeqo& k`eak ktt`b& tmiyo|`|îed`k aotqo k meak në eäm ow`tqo m {uoeubk l`dmu lm` jofm ‑ ub jofm à ubk meak lodgkak& aotkjyojkak am bky% Fobiyo"to& ubk meak eäm à `eaosoeaoeqo am bky& à ubk dmb m ;04
bky% Dme|oyq`ak ob jofm& ofk l`dk `eaosoeaoeqo am bky& toskyk"to& tmf`a`l`dk"to% Dmbm meak& ofk oyk ubk dmb m bky8 bkt to dme|oyqoy ob ub ifmdm ao jofm& tmiyo|`|oyë& à mi|`m& bkt l`dkyë aotkjyojkak am bky% O {ukeqm qobsm smaoyë tmiyo|`|oy eotto otqkam= Quam m {uo otqë dmejofkam& aþ|`ak& smy {uo aoyyoqoy% smiyo |k` aoyyoqoy ubtob smudm keqot&kdkikyë oe{ukeqm ubk _bk meakmeak y`dk aobmykyë kfjub qobsm bk`t% [uo muqyk dm`tk fgo otsoyk= Mt yk`mt am tmf aobmykyäm kfjub qobsm bk`t skyk aoyyoqoy ubk meak jykeao& oe{ukeqm {uo ubk meak boemy toyë aoyyoq`ak keqot% À ksoekt ubk {uotqäm ao qobsm& bkt m aoyyoq`boeqm qoyë {uo kdmeqodoy% K meak toyë aoyyoq`ak o to {uo`wkyë bu`qm& smy{uo ktt`b {uo aoyyoqoy aotkskyodoyë% Bkt to k meak& km dk`y ao |mfqk em bky& lmyêky k t` botbm k ao`wky ao ow`tq`y dmbm oeq`akao `eaosoeaoeqo& to soydoioy {uo ofk à& ek yokf`akao& m syôsy`m bky& oeqäm k {uotqäm eäm toyë m aotkskyod`boeqm ak meak% Smy{uo oeqäm& k`eak {uo ofk aotkskyoêk mu eäm ow`tqk& ofk tkio> )E äm tmu ubk meak& tmu m bky)% [ukeam ofk aotkskyodo dmbm meak& ofk k`eak ow`tqo ob otqkam ao yosmutm% [ukeam to fo|keqk& oedmeqyk"to ob otqkam ao kq`|`akao% O m yosmutm eäm à boemt kjykaë|of am {uo k kq`|`akao% Ek yokf`akao& à bk`t kjykaë|of k`eak% Ow`tqo ub otqkam ao kq`|`akao o ow`tqo ub otqkam ao yosmutm% M {uo eôt dgkbkbmttkbtkyk & m bueam& à m otqkam ao kq`|`akao& o m {uo dgkbkbmtbmhtgk & k f`ioyqkêäm& à m otqkam ao yosmutm% À dmbm ubk meak `e{u`oqk {uo to dgmdk dmb m |oeqm o {uo fuqk dmb ofo& o {uo aosm`t to klueak em bky o aotkskyodo% Ofk k`eak ow`tqo% M {uo ofk oyk keqot em bky& k`eak dmeq`euk toeam& bkt kjmyk otqë ob yosmutm% Em dmbm oeqkeqm& ubk meak kl`ybktto botbm dmbm meak& toy`k to to otq`|otto dgo`k ao ojm&k ot`oeqäm qoy`k {uo aotkjyojky am bky% [ukeam |mdî kdmfgo k `aà`k am )ou tmu)& oeqäm dmbm |mdî smaoyë toy ub dmb m qmam= To |mdî msqky smy toy ub dmb m qmam& ;01
oeqäm m ou to soyao% Smy `ttm m ou `et`tqo> )to aotkjyojuo am qmam)% O m `eqoyottkeqo à {uo m lkqm ao to aotkjyojky am qmam m lk~ `elof`~+ O oeqäm& bk`t ubk |o~& m ou a`~> )to yofkd`meo dmb m qmam)% [uo qmyqumtm à m dkb`egm am ou& sy`bo`ym ofo a`~> )to aotkjyojuo ao quam& to `tmfo8 |mdî à a`loyoeqo ao quam% Dmbm smao dmeq`euky ue`am=) Aotqk bkeo`yk& m ou toskyk&ambkt oedmeqyk symifobkt& smy{uo ktt`b {uo ofo to to toskyk qmam& oeqäm toeqo"to `elof`~8 toeqo {uo tou l`b to ksymw`bk% O {ukeam k meak kdyoa`qk {uo ofk à `eaosoeaoeqo am bky& dmboêk k bmyyoy8 tuk bmyqo to ksymw`bk% Oeqäm ofk |k` dmboêky k fuqky skyk symqojoy"to ak bmyqo% Oe{ukeqm ofk oyk ubk dmb m bky& eäm ow`tq`u k bmyqo ‑ smy{uo m bky euedk bmyyo% Fobiyo"to& ub bky smao ow`tq`y tob ubk meak& bkt ubk meak eäm smao ow`tq`y tob m bky% Eäm smaobmt dmedoioy ubk meak tob m bky ‑ m bky otqkyë syotoeqo ek meak% Em oeqkeqm& m bky smao ow`tq`y tob k meak% [ukeam kt meakt lmybkb skyqo `eqojykf am bky& ow`tqob ob sk~ o ob yosmutm% Bkt ktt`b {uo ubk meak kts`yk to f`|yky am bky& tuyjob kt a`l`dufakaot ‑ ofk to aotkjyojk am bky o dmboêk k bmyyoy% Smy otqo bmq`|m& qmamt eôt& {uo |kbmt bmyyoy& aotonkbmt kbky% M bmq`|m sofm {ukf qmamt eôt& {uo |kbmt bmyyoy& otqkbmt qäm aotonmtmt ao kbky à {uo m kbmy à m bo`m bk`t ôi|`m skyk to dmeodqky% Smy `ttm e`ejuàb {uoy |`|oy toeq`eam"to `elof`~& tob kbmy% Qmamt symduykbmt m kbmy ‑ {uoy tonk kfjuàb skyk yodoioy emttm kbmy& mu kfjuàb skyk emt aë kbmy% Bkt toyë {uo kfjubk |o~ |mdî në to soyjueqmu {ukf à m t`je`l`dkam am kbmy= M kbmy à ubk qoeqkq`|k ao yodmetqyu`y em|kboeqo& nueqkeam mt soakêmt {uo otqäm toskykamt& k emttk yofkêäm dmb m qmam% Ktt`b& ub q`sm ao kbmy à k{uofo {uo qoeqkbmt yodmetqyu`y emttk yofkêäm soya`ak dmb k Oofk mt muqym soakêmt lmykb toskykamt% @tqmmàqmam& m {uo kdyotdoeqkeam dgkbkbmt kbmy% ow`tqo q`sm{uo ao kbmy em {ukf skykbmt ao {uoyoy emt toskyky am qmam% @tqm à m {uo dgkbkbmt mykêäm% Smy `ttm& k mykêäm à m kbmy kitmfuqm% O qob ub t`je`l`dkam qmqkfboeqo a`loyoeqo% Myky eäm t`je`l`dk {uo otqonkbmt ;0?
qoeqkeam nueqky mt soakêmt8 t`je`l`dk {uo skykbmt ao {uoyoy emt toskyky am qmam% K meak keued`mu> )Ou tmu m bky)& o kjmyk ofk eäm qoeqk dmeodqky"to dmb dkak ubk akt muqykt meakt% Fobiyo"to& k syôsy`k meak otqë bmyyoeam& o kt muqykt meakt qkbiàb otqäm bmyyoeam% To otqk meak qoeqk to yofkd`meky dmb kt muqykt ofk qoyë symifobkt% Smymeak `ttm&{uo m {uo dgkbkbmt kbmy à meakt& bu`qm amfmymtm& smy{uo à ubk qoeqkeôt yofkd`meky"to dmb muqyk meak% Otqk meak o k muqyk meak otqäm bmyyoeam& bkt otqkiofodob ubk yofkêäm oeqyo kbikt dmb k otsoykeêk ao {uo to ue`eam& smtt`|ofboeqo smttkb to tkf|ky% Otqk à k yk~äm sofk {ukf qyketlmybkbmt m kbmy ob tojuykeêk% Smy `ttm m gmbob qob boam ao |`|oy tô% Kt sottmkt {uoyob qoy ubk otsmtk& ub bky`am& ub l`fgm& ubk bäo& ub `ybäm& ub kb`jm& ubk tmd`oakao& ubk myjke`~kêäm& ubk ekêäm% Otqot täm otlmyêmt am ojm8 täm qoeqkq`|kt ao nueqky em|kboeqo dmb m qmam mt soakêmt {uo to toskykykb aofo% Bkt qmakt otqkt qoeqkq`|kt ao ue`äm täm dme|`qot skyk k bmyqo& smy{uo k sottmk dmb {uob |mdî otqkiofodo ubk ue`äm otqë `jukfboeqo ymaokak sofk bmyqo& `jukfboeqo ymaokak sofm ojm… M bk`t duy`mtm à {uo m muqym {uoy qmyeky"to `bmyqkf to ue`eam k |mdî& o {uo |mdî qkbiàb {uoy to qmyeky `bmyqkf to ue`eam km muqym% O k yokf`akao à {uo kbimt `yäm bmyyoy% Dmbm |mdît smaoyäm to qmyeky `bmyqk`t= _bk ue`äm ktt`b doyqkboeqo amiykyë k bmyqo8 euedk to qmyekyë ub of`w` y% Mt dktk`t ao kbkeqot aotonkb qkeqm {uo tou kbmy to qmyeo `bmyqkf% Ofot lk~ob dkeêÿot ao kbmy& ofot otdyo|ob smot`kt tmiyo m kbmy ‑ aotonkb to qmyeky `bmyqk`t o soyauyky sofk oqoye`akao kqyk|àt amt tout smobkt% Dmbm aukt sottmkt {uo |äm bmyyoy smaob aotonky ubk ue`äm `bmyqkf= K ue`äm aotqkt aukt sottmkt tô toy|o bmyqo tonkotqäm ausfkboeqo yokf& ekak bk`t% [uo muqyk dm`tk skyk smao {uo toy=k O kbimt to luea`eam& otqäm to klueakeam& otqäm to aot|keodoeam& smy `ttm otqäm kttutqkamt& syomduskamt% K meak dy`mu tuk syôsy`k myjke`~kêäm% Ofk a`~> )Qoegm {uo tmiyo|`|oy)% Ofk dy`mu ekêÿot8 dy`mu to`qkt g`eauâtqkt& buêufbkekt ;0<
‑ meakt {uo dy`kykb tukt syôsy`kt myjke`~kêÿot% O k yokf`akao à {uo qmakt otqkt myjke`~kêÿot |äm aotkskyodoy& k þe`dk myjke`~kêäm |oyakao`yk à m bky {uo otqë aoik`wm aofk% O k myjke`~kêäm am bky à ubk dm`tk dmbsfoqkboeqo a`loyoeqo% Soyqoedoy k ubk myjke`~kêäm eäm t`je`l`dk {uo k meak otqonk {uoyoeam to ue`y km bky8 {uoy a`~oy {uo k meak kdyoa`qk ofk àmyjke`~kêäm% qäm jykea`mtk {ukeqm m bky o {uo qob a`yo`qm ao dy`ky k tuk {uo syôsy`k À smy `ttm {uo ou a`jm {uo ub gmbob yof`j`mtm eäm soyqoedo k eoegubk myjke`~kêäm ‑ ofo eäm to kjkyyk k ubk lkbâf`k& eäm qob kb`jmt& sk` mu `ybämt% Notut symeued`mu skfk|ykt bu`qm lmyqot% Ek yokf`akao& tô k{uofot {uo kfdkeêkykb m kbmy smaob symeued`ky skfk|ykt qäm lmyqot8 kt sottmkt {uo eäm dmegodoykb m kbmy eäm täm dksk~ot ao symeued`ë"fkt% _b a`k& Notut otqk|k em boydkam ymaokam smy ubk bufq`aäm% Tuk bäo& Bky`k& lm` |î"fm% Kfjuàb jy`qmu oeqyo k bufq`aäm> ‑ Kiykb dkb`egm& ao`wob k bäo ao Notut skttky% Ao`wob {uo ofk to ksymw`bo% [ukeam Notut m mu|`u& ofo a`tto ob |m~ kfqk> ‑ To |mdît otqäm ao`wkeam skttky k bäo ao Notut& eäm lkêkb `ttm& smy{uo Notut eäm qob bäo% Bky`k skymu kqñe`qk% Notut to a`y`j`u ã bufq`aäm o a`tto> ‑ Oe{ukeqm |mdît qoegkb bäo& sk`& `ybäm& eäm smaoyäm to ksymw`b ky ao b`b% Täm skfk|ykt bu`qm auykt% À `bsmttâ|of `bkj`eky {uo ubk sottmk qäm dgo`k ao kbmy dmbm Notut suaotto symeued`ky qk`t skfk|ykt> )Ou eäm qoegm bäo% [uob à b`egk bäo=) Oe{ukeqm B ky`k l`dk|k {u`oqk o kqñe`qk& Notut toju`u a`~oeam> ‑ \mdît a`~oeam {uo otqk bufgoy b`egk bäo= eäm qoegm bäo% otqäm O fobiyob"to> oe{ukeqm |mdîtà q`|oyob bäo&Ou eäm smaoyäm to ksymw`bky ao b`b%
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M {uo kdmeqodo k{u`= _bk meak {uo qoeqk ue`y"to k muqyk meak eäm toyë dksk~ ao ksymw`bky"to am bky% Ek yokf`akao& kt meakt to ueob oeqyo t` o dy`kb ubk myjke`~kêäm dmb m minoq`|m ao to f`|ykyob am bky% K meak& tm~`egk& qob bk`t boam ao aotkskyodoy% Bkt k |oyakao à {uo në otqë aotkskyodoeam% Em oeqkeqm& smudkt meakt to yoþeob to aottk toeqob bk`t qyke{ö`fkt ‑ {ukeam ub q`smubkt ao myjke`~kêäm à dy`kam k skyq`y ue`äm8 dy`k"to ubk bufq`aäm% Smy `ttm& m gmbob jmtqk ao |`|oy oeqyo k bufq`aäm8 {ukeam l`dk tm~`egm& ofo toeqo boam% K meak& ob tuk tmf`aäm& l`dk dmbsfoqkboeqo tm~`egk& aotf`~keam"to& dk`eam& aot|keodoeam"to& syotqot k aotkskyodoy& toeq`eam"to kf`oekak smy kbimt mt fkamt ‑ ao ub fkam m bky& o ao muqym m yotqm akt meakt% Smy `ttm dy`k ubk myjke`~kêäm& dy`k ubk dkao`k% M sk` a`~> )Ou aotkskyodoyo`& bkt eäm `bsmyqk& ao`wkyo` ob bou fujky m bou l`fgm)% K meak a`~> )Ou aotkskyodoyo`& bkt ao`wkyo` ob bou fujky ubk so{uoek meak& otqk tmiyo|`|oyë em bou fujky8 k dkao`k dmeq`eukyë8 bou embo l`dkyë)% À smy otqk yk~äm {uo m gmbob to toeqo `elof`~ {ukeam eäm qob ub l`fgm ‑ `tqm t`je`l`dk {uo ofo eäm smaoyë myjke`~ky tuk `bmyqkf`akao% Ofo bmyyoyë& à mi|`m& bkt {uoy dy`ky ubk muqyk meak {uo toju`yë kfàb& {uo km boemt soysoquo k tuk `aoeq`akao% Ktt`b& k sy`bo`yk meak eäm to `bsmyqkyë ob aotkskyodoy ‑ ao`wkyë muqyk meak ob tou fujky% \mdî ao|o qoy soydoi`am {uo kt sottmkt {uo yokf`~kb ubk kq`|`akao dy`kq`|k 'mt s`eqmyot& mt bþt`dmt& mt smoqkt& mt otdy`qmyot eäm to syomduskb bu`qm ob qoy l`fgmt& sofk t`bsfot yk~äm ao {uo oedmeqykykb ub tuitq`quqm% Tukt s`equykt tmiyo|`|oyäm& tukt smot`kt tmiyo|`|oyäm& tukt otdufquykt tmiyo|`|oyäm8 ofot eäm to syomduskb ob dktky o qoy l`fgmt% Smy `ttm& mt d`oeq`tqkt& mt s`eqmyot& mt mt otdy`qmyot o mt smoqkt to syomduskb bu`qm qoy otdufqmyot& l`fgmt% M þe`dm bmq`|m a`ttm à {uo eäm oedmeqykykb ub l`fgm ao ob muqym q`sm% Dy`kykb ubk meak {uo toju`yë ka`keqo aosm`t {uo ofot aotkskyodoyob% Ek yokf`akao& oedmeqykykb ub l`fgm {uo auykyë ;07
k`eak bk`t am {uo mt tout& smy{uo `edfut`|o {ukeam tout l`fgmt q`|oyob aotkskyod`am& m f`|ym am otdy`qmy k`eak soyauykyë% M otdy`qmy eäm to syomdusk bu`qm ob qoy ub l`fgm& ao qoy ubk aotdoeaîed`k% Bkt `ttm eäm t`je`l`dk {uo ofo eäm otqonk syomduskam& t`bsfotboeqo t`je`l`dk {uo ofo oedmeqymu ubk meak auykamuyk8 ofo ao`wk ao syomdusky"to kt meakt boemyot% Smy `ttm ofo eäm otqë `eqoyottkam ob qoy ubkdmb lkbâf`k8 ofo dy`mu ubk lkbâf`k ao muqym q`sm% Ofo qkbiàb kts`yk m botbm jyku ao `bmyqkf`akao% Smyqkeqm& ofo a`yë> )M a`ego`ym to soyaoyë& k y`{uo~k to soyaoyë& bkt k b`egk miyk& mt bout qowqmt& tmiyo|`|oyäm) ‑ o `tqm à& syod`tkboeqo& m {uo ofo aotonk% Bkt mt qowqmt otdy`qmt qkbiàb to soyaob% Eoegub qowqm auyk skyk tobsyo& obimyk& à mi|`m& auyo ub qobsm dmet`aoyë|of% [uob tkio {ukeqmt qowqmt në to soyaoykb& o {ukeqmt to soyaob k dkak a`k= Quam to soyaoyë% Ek yokf`akao& em bueam akt meakt& smy bk`t {uo ubk meak symfmejuo k t` botbm& qob {uo to soyaoy dmb m qobsm% K meak qob {uo oelyoeqky k tuk owq`eêäm ‑ ao ekak fgo toy|o symfmejky k t` botbm% Oeqäm& to |mdî mfgky skyk t` botbm dmbm ubk meak& |mdî |k` {uoyoy o|`qky k bmyqo8 |mdî |k` l`dky dmb boam% Ou a`jm k |mdî> mfgo k bmyqo% \mdî eäm ao|o o|`që"fk& eob qobî"fk& eob luj`y aofk% Mfgo skyk ofk% O km mfgë"fk |mdî aotdmiy`yë {uo k{u`fm {uo skyod`k toy k bmyqo& |`tqm ao muqym fkam& yotufqk ob |`ak% Oeqäm& k meak to qyketlmybk em bky8 tou boam ak owq`eêäm aotkskyodo% Kjmyk& eäm aotonk to qyketlmybky ob jofm tôf`am% Oeqäm ofk to ao`wk o|ksmyky"to& o eotto qobsm {uo ofk skttk em ky& ofk akeêk em dàu& yojm~`nk"to tmi mt yk`mt am tmf& à lof`~% O {ukeam |mfqk k dk`y em bky& à `jukfboeqo lof`~ ob tou otqkam ao yosmutm% Ktt`b à lof`~ ek |`ak& à lof`~ ek bmyqo8 tkio {uo )m {uo à) euedk ektdo eob euedk bmyyo% M {uo à& à8smy{uo tô kt lmybkt dmeq`eukb buakeam% Tmbmt qmamt meakt em bky ak dmetd`îed`k% Kfjuet ao eôt& k bk`my`k& to qyketlmybkykb ob jofm% M ojm à dmbm jofm& auym dmbm ubk soayk% Dmbm à tuysyooeaoeqo {uo ub fâ{u`am dmbm k ëjuk ;00
smttk qmyeky"to auym dmbm jofm o soayk+ [ukeam tuyjo ob eôt ub aotonm ao emt dmejofky& k dmetd`îed`k '{uo smy ub fkam à bu`qm t`bsfot o lfuâak dmejofk o to qyketlmybk ob ojm% Qmamt otqkbmt dgo`mt am aotonm ao emt dmejofky& o smy `ttm yodmyyobmt k bo`mt ao bu`qmt q`smt skyk qoeqkybmt l`dky dmejofkamt& tmf`a`l`dkamt% Ow`tqob kt {uk`tkklmybkêäm ëjuk to qyketlmybk ob jofm& qkbiàb ow`tqobfo`t fo`ttojueam {uo symbm|ob am ojm% K ëjuk qob o {uo otly`ky skyk to qyketlmybky ob jofm& qob {uo soyaoy tou dkfmy& qob {uo to qmyeky ly`k% [ukeqm bk`t to otly`k& bk`t auyk l`dk% K sottmk {uo {uoy dy`ky ub ojm qkbiàb qob {uo to qmyeky ly`k& qob {uo soyaoy tou dkfmy% À smy `ttm {uo a`~obmt )ubk dkfmymtk yodosêäm)% _bk yodosêäm tobsyo toyë dkfmymtk8 ubk yodosêäm ly`k eäm qob toeq`am% M kbmy t`je`l`dk dkfmy8 ub dkfmy ly`m eäm qob toeq`am% M kbmy euedk à ly`m8 ofo dmeqàb dkfmy% Ek yokf`akao& m dkfmy tutqoeqk k |`ak8 k bmyqo à ly`k& otqë kik`wm ao ~oym% Smy `ttm m tmf à m tâbimfm ak |`ak& m tmf à m tâbimfm am dkfmy% [ukeam m tmf tk` sofk bkegä k bmyqo aotkskyodo8 quam to qmyek qobsoykam o {uoeqo% Kt sfkeqkt lfmyotdob o mt sëttkymt dkeqkb% M dkfmy à m tâbimfm ak |`ak& m ly`m à m tâbimfm ak bmyqo% Ktt`b& k sottmk {uo {uoy dy`ky ub ojm qob {uo to qmyeky ly`k& o skyk to qmyeky ly`k qob {uo soyaoy qmakt kt dm`tkt {uo aäm dkfmy% Qob {uo soyaoy quam m {uo aë dkfmy k tou toy% Smy owobsfm& m kbmy aë dkfmy& m ôa`m symau~ k ly`o~k% Oeqäm& smy ubk {uotqäm ao ojm& k sottmk qob {uo yoeued`ky km kbmy o to ksojky km ôa`m% K s`oakao o k t`bskq`k dmeqy`iuob dmb dkfmy& k dyuofakao o k lkfqk ao s`oakao dmeqy`iuob dmb ly`m% Ktt`b dmbm ow`tqob fo`t {uo symbm|ob m dmejofkboeqm ak ëjuk& qkbiàb ow`tqob fo`t {uo symbm|ob m dmejofkboeqm ak dmetd`îed`k K fo` ksf`dkak à k botbk> ly`m% Kfjubktgubkek% |o~ot a`~obmt {uo qkf sottmk à bu`qmbkeqoy"to ly`k ‑ ofktobsyo eäm à dkfmymtk8 qmyemu"to auyk dmbm ubk soayk% O fobiyo"to& {ukeqm bk`t dkfmymtk à ubk sottmk& bk`t t`bsfot ofk à% Oeqäm tuk |`ak qob ubk f`{u`ao~ {uo fgo soyb`qo lf u`y aoeqym amt muqy mt& o soyb`qo mt muqymt 933
lfu`y aoeqym aofk% K sottmk ly`k to qmyek `elfowâ|of& `edksk~ ao lfu`y& lodgkak smy qmamt mt fkamt% E`ejuàb smao oeqyky eofk& qkbsmudm ofk smao oeqyky ob kfjuàb% M ojm à dmbm m jofm tôf`am& o m kbmy à dmbm k ëjuk& fâ{u`ak& lfuâak% K sottmk {uo qob boam ak bmyqo |k` luj`y ak bmyqo% Ofk dmeq`eukyë to dmejofkeam& sm`t otto boam ao bmyyoy& ao aotkskyodoy& k lkyë qmyekeam"to bk`t auym& bk`t lmyqo%dmeqyk`y"to& o tou ojm to bkeqoyë& Doyqk |o~ bo gmtsoao` smy |ëy`mt a`kt ek dktk ao ub kb`jm% Ofo à bu`qm y`dm8 smttu` bu`qmt ioet% Bkt ubk dm`tk bo ao`wmu bu`qm aotdmedoyqkam> ofo euedk lkfk|k dmb kbki`f`akao dmb e`ejuàb% Sofm yotqm& ofo oyk ub imb gmbob8 oyk bu`qm tuk|o smy aoeqym& bkt oyk bu`qm auym smy lmyk% M dy`kam qyob`k a`keqo aofo8 tou l`fgm qyob`k a`keqo aofo8 tuk bufgoy q`egk boam ao oelyoeqë"fm% Kt sottmkt soetk|kb bu`qm iob keqot ao |`t`që"fm% Botbm {ukeam dgojk|kb ã tuk smyqk q`quiok|kb keqot ao dgkbky k dkbsk`egk& to soyjueqk|kb to ao|`kb oeqyky mu eäm% [ukeam ou sktto` uet a`kt dmb ofo o dgojuo` k dmegodî"fm bofgmy& soyjueqo` k {uo to ao|`k quam k{u`fm% Ou fgo a`tto> ‑ Ek yokf`akao |mdî à ub gmbob bu`qm t`bsfot% Ofo bo yotsmeaou> ‑ Ou qoegm bu`qm boam% À soy`jmtm otqkiofodoy ubk yofkêäm sottmkf& sm`t km otqkiofodoy ubk yofkêäm dmb kfjuàb& doam mu qkyao ofk dmboêk k qo soa`y a`ego`ym% To |mdî lmy kbë|of o dky`egmtm dmb tuk otsmtk& mt jktqmt to bufq`sf`dkb% To |mdî eäm lmy to|oym dmb tou l`fgm& ofo soao dkak |o~ bk`t a`ego`ym skyk tout jktqmt% To |mdî lkfk dmb kbki`f`akao dmb m tou dy`kam& qkbiàb ofo {uoy to dmbsmyqky dmbm ub s kqyäm% Smyqkeqm& ofo qo|o {uo dmetqyu`y km tou yoamy ub tôf`am buym ao ly`o~k& {uo otskeqktto k tuk otsmtk& {uo otskeqktto m tou l`fgm% [ukeqmt sk`t qîb lo`qm `tqm= 93;
K |oyakao ak {uotqäm à {uo eäm ow`tqo eoegub fky meao m sk` o m l`fgm to qykqob dmb kbmy% M l`fgm yodmyyo km sk` {ukeam otqë syod`tkeam ao a`ego`ym8 m sk` |k` |oy m l`fgm {ukeam {uoy fgo aky ub toybäm8 mt am`t eäm to yoþeob ob eoegubk muqyk mdkt`äm% Eäm ow`tqo eoegub oedmeqym oeqyo sk` o l`fgm% M sk` qob boam o to ymao`k ao ubambuym M l`fgmeoegubk qkbiàb gkybme`k qob boam8oeqyo bm|o"to ãt otdmea`akt sk`% tôf`am% Eäm ow`tqo mt am`t% [ukeqm bk`t boam qob ubk sottmk& {ukeqm bk`t ofk to syomdusk dmb tuk tojuykeêk& bk`t to tmf`a`l`dk% K lfu`ao~ à bu`qm soy`jmtk& symau~ m toeq`boeqm ao `etojuykeêk% Otqk à k yk~äm sofk {ukf qobmt boam ao emt ksk`wmeky% Tô aosm`t {uo otquakbmt k sottmk o emt toeq`bmt qmqkfboeqo tojuymt à {uo ao`wkbmt m kbmy kdmeqodoy% @ttm {uoy a`~oy {uo sy`bo`ym emt kttojuykbmt ao {uo k sottmk eäm yosyotoeqk eoegub soy`jm skyk eôt o aosm`t emt ksk`wmekbmt% À smy `ttm {uo `e|oeqkykb mt dktkboeqmt ‑ sy`bo`ym emt dktkbmt& sy`bo`ym qmbkbmt qmakt kt boa`akt eodottëy`kt& o tô aosm`t emt ksk`wmekbmt& smy{uo m kbmy à soy`jmtm% M kbmy à lfu`am& aë oeqykak skyk muqyk sottmk% À soy`jmtm ksk`wmeky"to smy ubk sottmk otqykegk& ofk smao otdksky ao em`qo dmb qmamt emttmt minoqmt ao |kfmy+ Oeqäm& `e|otq`jkbmt k lueam {uob à k sottmk& m {uo à {uo ofk lk~& ao meao täm tout sk`t& dmbm à tou dkyëqoy& {uk`t täm tukt {ukf`akaot% Qmbkbmt qmakt kt boa`akt& qmbkbmt qmakt kt syodkuêÿot tmd`k`t smttâ|o`t8 tô aosm`t a`tqm kdo`qkbmt emt ksk`wmeky sofk sottmk% Tmbmt sottmkt kttutqkakt8 {uoyobmt emt kttojuyky ao quam sy`bo`ym% [ukeam bk`t emt kttojuykbmt& bk`t auym o bk`t ly`m to qmyek m buym ao jofm {uo emt ymao`k o oedmfgo qmam emttm toy% Emttk toskykêäm am a`|`em kdmeqodou smy ub þe`dm bmq`|m> smy{uo eäm fâ{u`amt& smy{uo emt qmyekbmt tôf`amt% Otqk eäm à k tmbmt þe`dk dkutktmbmt ak toskykêäm> eäm lfuâbmt& tmbmt dmbm ifmdmt8 dmbm ëjuk& tmbmt dmbm jofm tôf`am% [ukeam emt qmyekybmt lfuâamt& në eäm ow`tq`yë k toskykêäm8 bkt tô emt qmyekyobmt lfuâamt 939
{ukeam kdo`qkybmt |oy o |`|oy k bmyqo& {ukeam kdo`qkybmt {uo k bmyqo ow`tqo% [ukeam |oybmt o yodmegodoybmt {uo k bmyqo ow`tqo& smy {uo qoyobmt {uo qoy boam= [ukeam k bmyqo tojuykboeqo otqë kf`& {ukeam k meak tkio dmb doyqo~k {uo qob {uo aotkskyodoy& to k meak q`|oy aotdmioyqm m syôsy`m dmeqàb kdmboêmu bmyqo& toem k meak q`|oy dgojkam {uo k tkioy {uo kektd`boeqm tuk aot`eqojykêäm botbm bmboeqm ob {uo ofk lm` dy`kak& kf` qoyb`ek k {uotqäm% Smy {uo oeqäm to qyketlmybky ob jofm= Oeqäm ofk kdo`qkyë toy ubk meak oe{ukeqm qoegk {uo tî"fm& o kdo`qkyë toy m bky oe{ukeqm qoegk {uo tî"fm% À `ttm+ K{u` qoyb`ek k {uotqäm+ Eotto `etqkeqo to kdo`qk quam% Eottk kdo`qkêäm& k meak to dme|oyqo ob bky% Oeqäm aotkskyodo qmak `e{u`oqkêäm smy tou aotkskyod`boeqm& sm`t k meak tkio {uo ow`tq`k keqot ao tuk owq`eêäm o {uo toju`yë ow`tq`eam kqà aosm`t ao aotkskyodoy8 eäm dmbm m ou& bkt t`b dmbm m bky `el`e`qm% [ukeam Fkm"qto otqk|k k smeqm ao bmyyoy& kfjuàb fgo soa`u {uo yo|ofktto kfjuet tojyoamt ao tuk |`ak% Fkm"Qto a`tto> ‑ M sy`bo`ym tojyoam à {uo e`ejuàb euedk bo |oedou ob qmak b`egk |`ak+ [ukeam mt a`tdâsufmt mu|`ykb `tqm& obmd`mekykb"to bu`qm% A`ttoykb"fgo> ‑ \mdî euedk emt gk|`k a`qm `tqm+ Eôt qkbiàb {uoyobmt toy |`qmy`mtmt% Ymjkbmt {uo emt oet`eo m bmam ao dmetoju`"fm% ‑ \mdît to o{u`|mdkykb ‑ yotsmeaou Fkm"Qto ‑ oeqoeaoykb bku m {uo ou a`tto% Ou a`tto {uo e`ejuàb euedk sñao bo |oedoy& o |mdît a`~ob {uo qkbiàb {uoyob |oedoy% Kt aukt dm`tkt täm dmbsfoqkboeqo msmtqkt& obimyk skyoêk {uo t`je`l`{uob mt`je`l`dkam> botbm% Em a`d`meëy`m& bueam ak f`ejukjob& ub botbm k sottmk {uoemeäm dmegodou k aoyymqkqîb à |`qmy`mtk% Ou tô a`tto {uo e`ejuàb sñao bo |oedoy& o |mdît lkfkb ao |oedoy% Lmyk ak{u`+ Nkbk`t dmbsyooeaoyäm b`egkt skfk|ykt% Mt a`tdâsufmt fgo tusf`dkykb> 934
‑ B otbm ktt`b& ymjkbmt {uo emt owsf`{uo `ttm% Oet`eo"emt dmbm lk~î"fm% Dmbm à {uo toyobmt tobsyo |oedoamyot= Fkm"Qto a`tto> ‑ E`ejuàb euedk bo |oedou smy{uo ou tobsyo soybkeod` aoyymqkam% Eäm ow`tqo bkeo`yk ao |oedoy ub gmbob aoyymqkam% Ou euedk lu` lm` |oedoamy aotono` |`qôy`k% syoqoea`k Ek yokf`akao& e`ejuàb dksk~ smy{uo ao fuqkyeuedk dmb`jm% To kkfjuàb bo aotkl`ky& në bo oedmeqyk|k aoyymqkam& o eäm smaoy`k qoy m jmtqm ao bo |oedoy% M {uo symau~ kfojy`k à |oedoy kfjuàb {uo aotonk toy |oedoamy% [uo jmtqm qob |oedoy kfjuàb {uo eob to{uoy {uoy jkegky= Ek yokf`akao& aotqyu`y m ojm ao muqyk sottmk emt aë syk~oy smy{uo ktt`b yolmyêkbmt m emttm% Bkt to ub gmbob në to aou smy |oed`am& {uo jmtqm smao qoy aotqyu`y ottk sottmk= Emttm ojm eäm to obmd`meky`k kitmfuqkboeqo% [ukeam dmetoju`bmt aoyyuiky m ojm am muqym& ofo to qyketlmybk ek lmyêk am emttm% Bkt m ojm aotqk sottmk ak {ukf lkfkbmt në otqë aoyyuikam% Smy owobsfm& to |mdî syoqoeao |oedoy ub gmbob ob ubk iy`jk& o keqot botbm ao |mdî aoyyuië"fm& ofo dk` em dgäm8 keqot {uo |mdî to toeqo tmiyo ofo& ofo m dme|`ak skyk toeqky tmiyo ofo% Ob {uo t`qukêäm |mdî l`dkyë= \mdî |k` {uoyoy dmyyoy akf`+ [uo muqyk dm`tk smaoy`k lk~oy= Mt otsodqkamyot y`y`kb o fgo a`y`kb> )\kbmt> toeqo" to ob d`bk aofo+ To kdmbmao+ Smy {uo otqë dmyyoeam=) [uob skyodoy`k bk`t qmeqm> k{uofo {uo to toeqk tmiyo m muqym& mu k{uofo {uo dmeq`euk|k dmb m tmyy`tm em ymtqm= Ktt`b& tobsyo {uo kfjuàb syoqoea`k aotkl`ky k{uofo gmbob& ofo to ao`qk|k `boa`kqkboeqo em dgäm o a`~`k> )\oegk> toeqo"to b`b% \mdî |o`m skyk `ttm& eäm lm`=tmiyo \oegk% Eäm to `edmbmao&tmiyo eäm syod`tk to dketky% \oegk o toeqo"to b`b)% Fkm"qto kdyotdoeqmu> ‑ Bkt |mdît bo soyjueqkb muqyk dm`tk% \mdît {uoyob {uo ou fgot owsf`{uo m bmam ao |oedoy% To soetkyob ob |oedoy& 931
soyaoyäm% K{uofo {uo kiy`jk k `aà`k ao |oedoy tobsyo soyao% Ek yokf`akao& k aoyymqk dmboêk dmb k syôsy`k `aà`k ao |`qôy`k% O e`ejuàb euedk lm` dksk~ ao bo mloeaoy% _b a`tdâsufm a`tto> ‑ Ymjm {uo emt a`jk m tojyoam a`tqm qkbiàb& smy{uo qkbsmudm ao emt toeq`ybmt mloea`amt% ub oejkem% ‑ eôt Bk`tjmtqkbmt ubk |o~ |mdît otqäm dmboqoeam E`ejuàb euedk lm` dksk~ ao bo mloeaoy smy{uo ou euedk aotono` toy gmeykam% \mdît tobsyo to toeqob mloea`amt smy{uo otqäm dgo`mt am aotonm ao yodmegod`boeqm% Euedk bo owsuftkykb ao eoegub fujky smy{uo ou tobsyo bo toeqo` soyqm ak smyqk ao oeqykak& meao kt sottmkt q`ykb mt tkskqmt% Euedk bo soa`ykb skyk ou tk`y ao ub fujky smy{uo ou tobsyo l`{uo` em l`ekf& meao e`ejuàb smaoy`k bo obsuyyky skyk ub smtqm `eloy`my% Ou otqk|k bu`qm dmeqoeqo ao otqky em l`ekf& `ttm bo odmemb`~k|k symifobkt ao qmam q`sm% E`ejuàb euedk bo owsuftmu akf` eob bo klktqmu ak{uofo þfq`bm smtqm% E`ejuàb {uoy`k otqky ek{uofo smtqm% Ou otqk|k dmelmyqë|of ob bou smtqm8 tobsyo otq`|o dmelmyqë|of ob bou smtqm% E`ejuàb euedk |o`m qmbky m bou smtqm% Notut qkbiàb a`tto> )Iob k|oequykamt täm k{uofot {uo otqäm ek þfq`bk f`egk& smy{uo mt þfq`bmt toyäm mt sy`bo`ymt)% M {uo `ttm {uoy a`~oy= Smy owobsfm& Notut a`tto> )To kfjuàb fgot aoy ubk imloqkak ek lkdo a`yo`qk& mloyoêk"fgo qkbiàb k lkdo ot{uoyak)8 `tqm t`je`l`dk {uo |mdî eäm ao|o to{uoy aky k ofo m qykikfgm ao iutdky k muqyk lkdo ‑ |mdî ao|o lk~oy `ttm smy ofo% Notut a`tto> )To kfjuàb |`oy skyk qo aoyymqky& to ao`wo |oedoy% To ofo qo aoyyuiky ubk |o~& dk`k aukt |o~ot)% a`tto> )To m tou{uo bkeqm& fgo aî qkbiàb Ok Notut tuk dkb`tk)% Smy ub {uî=gmbob Smy{uoymuiky à smttâ|of m gmbob t`eqk |oyjmegk ao q`yky qkbiàb k tuk dkb`tk% O Notut a`tto> )To kfjuàb qo bkeaky fo|ky ekt dmtqkt ubk dkyjk smy ubk b`fgk& km l`ekf ak b`fgk to mloyoêk skyk fo|ë"fk bk`t fmejo)% 93?
M {uo t`je`l`dk `tqm= T`je`l`dk {uo kdo`qkeam qmqkfboeqo kt d`yduetqéed`kt ak |`ak& qk`t dmbm k `etojuykeêk& m lykdkttm& k aoyymqk o& km l`ekf& k bmyqo& kt |oedoyobmt qmakt% Am dmeqyëy`m& otqkt d`yduetqéed`kt eäm dmeau~ob k eoegub fujky& tkf|m ã bmyqo% Ob þfq`bm owqyobm& k bmyqo à emttk aoyymqk qmqkf% Botbm aosm`t akt bk`myot aoyymqkt tmiyo|`|obmt8 ao otqkybmt aoyymqkamt& dmeq`eukbmt ow`tq`eam% Bkt k bmyqoksotky emt ke`{u`fk dmbsfoqkboeqo% K bmyqo à k bk`my akt aoyymqkt8 smy `ttm {uoyobmt bkqky mt emttmt `e`b`jmt ‑ eäm gë muqym bmq`|m% K bmyqo à k aoyymqk aol`e`q`|k8 aosm`t aofk& m `e`b`jm eäm qob eoegubk smtt`i`f`akao ao emt |oedoy& euedk bk`t% M `bsuftm ao bkqky m `e`b`jm symdoao ao emttm aotonm ao fgo `elf `j`y k aoyymqk aol`e`q`|k% Aosm`t ak bmyqo ofo në eäm smao toy |oedoamy& smy{uo oeqäm ofo në eäm ow`tqo bk`t% K bmyqo à k aoyymqk l`ekf& o qmamt eôt {uoyobmt luj`y aofk% O fobiyo"to qkbiàb {uo k sottmk {uo qoeqk luj`y ao tuk syôsy`k bmyqo symduykyë symau~`y k bmyqo amt muqymt% [ukeqm bk`t joeqo ofk dmetojuo bkqky& bk`t |`|k to toeq`yë% Smy `ttm& k dkutk ao qmak k |`mfîed`k am bueam à dmbsfoqkboeqo a`loyoeqo ak{u`fm {uo kt sottmkt otqäm kdmtqubkakt k kdyoa`qky% K dkutk aotqk |`mfîed`k eäm täm kt a`loyoeêkt ao `aà`kt oeqyo kt sottmkt '{uo kfjuet eäm {uo`ykb ioioy ëjuk tob l`fqyky mu {uo muqymt dmbkb aosm`t ao sñy"am"tmf8 eäm& eäm à ekak a`tqm% K dkutk lueakboeqkf ak |`mfîed`k à {uo m gmbob bkqk muqykt sottmkt skyk ot{uodoy"to ao tuk syôsy`k bmyqo% [ukeam bkqk mt muqymt& ofo kdyoa`qk {uo e`ejuàb smao bkqë"fm& smy{uo kjmyk ofo syôsy`m qob m smaoy ao bkqky% G`qfoy& Joejg`t Hke o muqymt dmbm ofot bkqkykb b`fgÿot ao sottmkt skyk smaoy a`~oy k t` botbmt> )E`ejuàb smao bo bkqky& sm`t bkqm b`fgÿot ao sottmkt)% K ksô`o ao bkqky mt muqymt& emttk qoeqkbmt emt f`ioyqky ao emttk syôsy`k bmyqo& qoeqkbmt dmel`ybky `eaosoeaîed`k% Tusmbmt {uo& akam {uo tmbmt dksk~ot ao bkqky sottmkt& {uob smaoyë emt bkqky= Fë em lueam& `tqm t`je`l`dk luj`y ak bmyq o% 93<
Fë em lueam& k sottmk |`mfoeqk lmjo ak bmyqo% O k{uofo {uo {uoy tkf|ky k t` botbm ak bmyqo euedk ao`wkyë ao toy |`mfoeqm% Tô k{uofo {uo aodfkyk> )Kdo`qm k bmyqo& sm`t k bmyqo à ubk akt d`yduetqéed`kt ak |`ak& à ubk yokf`akao)& smao toy ubk sottmk eäm |`mfoeqk% E`ejuàb smao eojky k bmyqo% Meao emt otdmeaoyobmt aofk= Meao yoluj`kyobmt= M tmfemt dmboêk k to sñy k skyq`y am bmboeqm ob {uo ektdo% M sñy"am"tmf à qäm yokf dmbm m ektdoy am tmf8 tô to a`loyoed`kb em toeq`am% Em mdktm& m tmf dgojk owkqkboeqo km smeqm meao otqk|k ek kf|mykak& bkt ek kf|mykak otqk|k em fotqo& oe{ukeqm {uo em mdktm otqë em motqo% M ektd`boeqm otqë ao ub fkam& k bmyqo otqë am muqym% M {uo tmio smy ub fkam aotdo sofm muqym% K kf|mykak o m mdktm otqäm ue`amt8 ek yokf`akao& m mdktm otqë mdufqm ek kf|mykak% K bmyqo otqë mdufqk em ektd`boeqm% E`ejuàb {uo tk`ik a`tqm smao eojë"fm ao eoegub bmam% [ukeam tkio& kdo`qk quam% Oeqäm |`|o otqk |oyakao& k dmegodo& k |î o k kdo`qk% Dmb k kdo`qkêäm |ob k qyketlmybkêäm% [ukeam ou lkfm ao |oedoy k bmyqo& {uoym a`~oy {uo ktt`b {uo ubk sottmk kdo`qk k bmyqo& ofk y`& smy{uo ofk dgojk k tkioy {uo k bmyqo eäm ow`tqo% Tô m `e|ôfudym owqoyem to lmybk o to aotlk~% M bky tobsyo ow`tq`u8 tô k meak qmbmu lmybk o to aot`eqojymu% K iofo~k tobsyo otqo|o syotoeqo8 kt lfmyot aotkiymdgkb o buydgkb% K fu~ tobsyo iy`fgmu8 m tmf tk` o to sÿo% O k{u`fm {uo iy`fgk dmb k tkâak o dmb m sñy am tmf tobsyo otqo|o syotoeqo& keqot ak kf|mykak o aosm`t am mdktm% Bkt tô dgojkyobmt k |oy `tqm {ukeam q`|oybmt |`tqm k bmyqo& {ukeam q`|oybmt q`am k |`täm ak bmyqo& {ukeam q`|oybmt emt oedmeqykam dkyk k dkyk dmb k bmyqo ‑ euedk keqot% Ktt`b& emttm kb`jm emt soyjueqk> )smy {uo ao|obmt soetky ek bmyqo= kSmy|`|oy=) {uo eäm ot{uodoybmt Smy {uo |`|ou eäm emt f`b`qkbmt Ou emt {uoy`k fgo a`~oy aofk= {uo e`ejuàb ot{uodoeam"to ak bmyqo& eob e`ejuàb smao |`|oy ktt`b% O k{uofo {uo aotsyo~k k bmyqo qkbiàb aotsyo~k k |`ak% 93:
À dmbm to ou q`|otto ubk bmoak ek bäm o a`ttotto> )smy {uo bo syomdusky dmb k muqyk lkdo ak bmoak= Smy {uo eäm bo f`b`qky k ot{uodî"fk=) To ou yoeued`ky ã dkyk ak bmoak& qkbiàb soydm k dmymk& sm`t kbikt dmbsÿob kt aukt lkdot ak botbk bmoak% Eäm à smttâ|of l`dky dmb ubk lkdo ak bmoak o kq`yky k muqyk ek yuk% Dmbm toy`k ou l`dky dmb ubk lkdo&kbikt l`dkyo` kt kuqmbkq`dkboeqo dmb ksmttâ|of= muqyk% To To ou nmjky ubk lkdo& nmjkyo` lkdot8 to ou l`dky dmb ubk& l`dkyo` dmb kt aukt% Ek yokf`akao& kbikt täm am`t ktsodqmt ao ubk botbk dm`tk% M ektd`boeqm o k bmyqo täm am`t ktsodqmt ao ubk botbk dm`tk% Em a`k ob {uo to soydoio `tqm& eäm tô m boam ak bmyqo aotkskyodo& dmbm qkbiàb aotkskyodo k `aà`k ao eäm bmyyoy% Oeqäm k sottmk dgojk k tkioy {uo m ektd`boeqm ow`tqo o {uo k bmyqo qkbiàb ow`tqo% Kbikt dmbsÿob k lof`d`akao% Qmakt kt bkegät emt fo|keqkbmt o |kbmt qykikfgky% Sottmkt a`loyoeqot lk~ob qykikfgmt a`loyoeqot8 kfjuet qykikfgkb m a`k `eqo`ym% Fo|keqky"to sofk bkegä à kjykaë|of& bkt kdktm eäm à `jukfboeqo kjykaë|of amyb`y ã em`qo= To ub fmudm dme|oedotto kt sottmkt k eäm amyb`yob ao em`qo& oeqäm kt sottmkt qkbsmudm to fo|keqky`kb sofk bkegä& smy{uo k sottmk {uo eäm amybo qkbsmudm à dksk~ ao aotsoyqky sofk bkegä% Qmak k |`ak toy`k `eqoyymbs`ak% Kt sottmkt smaoy`kb toeq`y boam ao to ao`qky& kyjuboeqkeam> )Aotsoyqky sofk bkegä à qäm kjykaë|of {uo à bofgmy eäm kamybodoy skyk eäm otqykjky qmam m oedkeqm am aotsoyqky)% Bkt tkiobmt {uo `tqm à y`aâdufm ‑ amyb`y à k muqyk lkdo ak bmoak am aotsoyqky% K{uofo {uo amybo iob& kdmyakyë iob% K{uofo {uo kdmyak iob& amyb`yë iob% K {uofo {uo |` |o iob& bmyyoyë iob% K {uofo {uo bmyyo iob& akyë imet skttmt ek tuk |`ak luquyk% K{uofo {uo eäm bmyyo iob& eäm |`|oyë iob% K{uofo {uo eäm |`|o iob& eäm bmyyoyë iob% ub aotktqyo8 to qmyekyë o a`tqmyd`am% M boam bmyqoToyë à yotsmetë|of sofkquam dy`kêäm ak lo`þyklo`m o ak a`tqmyêäm% To kfjuàbak lmtto amb`ekam sofm boam ao amyb`y& k |`ak toy`k a`lâd`f%
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_bk |o~ ub gmbob qymuwo k tuk bäo skyk bo |oy& ubk |ofgk toegmyk% A`tto"bo {uo k tuk bäo q`egk bu`qm boam ao amyb `y% Ou fgo soyjueq o`> ‑ Dmbm `ttm kdmeqodou= ‑ Ofk qob otqkam amoeqo ufq`bkboeqo ‑ ofo yotsmeaou ‑ o kdyoa`qk {uo smaotobmyyoy Qob boam eäm qmyeky k aotsoyqky amyb`y&oe{ukeqm o smy `ttmamybo% qoeqk skttky k em`qoao`eqo`yk kdmyakak% Qobmt ub jyk|o symifobk% Ofk eäm to yodusoyk ao tuk amoeêk smy{uo eäm amybo iob% Smy lk|my& lkêk kfjm skyk f`ioyqë"fk aotqo boam8 am dmeqyëy`m& m symifobk tô kjyk|kyë% Ao doyqm bmam& amyb`y à dmbm bmyyoy qmamt mt a`kt% Otqkbmt |`|mt m a`k `eqo`ym8 otqkbmt bmyqmt k em`qo `eqo`yk% @tqm à dmbm bmyyoy smy skyqot& dmbm bmyyoy ub smudm k dkak a`k% Boyjufgkbmt ob emttm `eqoy`my ã em`qo o tkâbmt km ky f`|yo sofk bkegä% [ukeam dgojkbmt kmt toqoeqk mu kmt m`qoeqk kemt ao `akao& m dmysm otqë aotjktqkam% Oeqäm k bmyqo m qmbk% O dmb ofk& m dmysm owsoy`boeqk ubk buakeêk dmbsfoqk% Bkt qobmt bu`qm boam ak bmyqo& obimyk ofk tonk ksoekt ub tmem symlueam% \mdî tki`k {uo m dmysm tmlyo buakeêkt auykeqo k em`qo o {uo kbkegodo a`loyoeqo qmakt kt bkegät= K buakeêk à qäm bâe`bk {uo |mdî eob soydoio% K buakeêk eäm à qmqkf8 à ubk qyketlmybkêäm skyd`kf% [ukeam |mdî to ao`qk ã em`qo& dketkam o otjmqkam& tou dmysm otqë eub aoqoyb`ekam otqkam& o {ukeam |mdî aotsoyqk sofk bkegä ofo otqë eub otqkam a`loyoeqo% Sofk bkegä& m dmysm to toeqo lyotdm o yonu|oeotd`am8 ofo otqë dgo`m ao oeoyj`k& a`tsmtqm k oelyoeqky kt kq`|`akaot ao ub em|m a`k% Kjmyk |mdî to toeqo dksk~ ao dkeqky em|kt dkeêÿot& dm`tk {uo |mdî eäm smaoy`k lk~oy ek em`qo keqoy`my smy{uo dketkam& Em oeqkeqm& |mdî euedk tootqk|k soyjueqmu smy {uo{uoiykam& ow`tqo qkeqmotjmqkam% boam ak bmyqo% [ukeam |mdî aotsoyqk sofk bkegä to toeqo dmeqoeqo& smy{uo em tmem tô ubk skyqo am tou dmysm buamu8 bkt k bmyqo symau~ ubk buakeêk dmbsfoqk% Qmam m dmysm to qmyek `eþq`f o tuyjo k 930
eodott`akao ao ka{u`y`y ub dmysm em|m% Bkt qobmt boam ak bmyqo& o smy `ttm qmak k emttk |`ak l`dmu dmbsfoqkboeqo skykf`tkak% Qmamt mt bmboeqmt otqäm dgo`mt am boam ak bmyqo% Smy dkutk aotqo boam& dy`kbmt ubk |`ak& ubk tmd`oakao& ubk lkbâf`k {uo qob ub bâe`bm ao |`ak o ub bëw`bm ao boam ak bmyqo% O k{uofo {uo qobo ã bmyqo euedk kbikt kt dm`tkt eäm smaob ow`tq`y nueqkt% k sottmksmao {uo |`|oy otqë ‑ syoskykak skyk oedmeqyky"to dmb k bmyqo aoTô ubk bkeo`yk kitmfuqkboeqo otsmeqéeok otqë syoskykak qkbiàb skyk |`|oy% K |`ak o k bmyqo täm am`t ktsodqmt ao ub botbm loeñboem% À smy `ttm {uo ou a`jm> mfgo k bmyqo% Ou eäm otqmu soa`eam skyk |mdî soetky tmiyo k bmyqo& sm`t otqk bkeo`yk ao soetky |k` dmeluea`y |mdî% Soetkeam tmiyo k bmyqo& m {uo |mdî lkyë= _bk sottmk amoeqo smao to toeq`y jykqk km soetky {uo quam qoyb`ek dmb k bmyqo% Otqo soetkboeqm smao lk~oy k sottmk to toeq`y kjykaod`ak& bkt eob smy `ttm ofo à doyqm% Fobiyo"to& euedk kdyoa`qo {uo k{u`fm {uo skyodo kjykaky |mdî à eodottky`kboeqo m doyqm& smy{uo k{u`fm {uo skyodo kjykaë|of eäm aosoeao ak |oyakao& aosoeao am {uo |mdî dmet`aoyk dme|oe`oeqo% K sottmk {uo otqë tmlyoeam& {uo otqë dgo`k ao symifobkt& {uo otqë amoeqo o toeq`eam amyot& soetk {uo toy`k bofgmy oedmeqyky"to dmb k bmyqo& {uo eoegubk skyqo tuk ao|oy`k tmiyo|`|oy8 smy{uo to {ukf{uoy skyqo aofk tmiyo|`|oy& `ttm t`je`l`dky`k& o|`aoeqoboeqo& {uo ofk qkbiàb tmiyo|`|oy`k8 ofk& k sottmk tmlyoamyk o amoeqo% _b kb`jm soyjueq mu> K f jub k t sottmk t to tu` d` ak b % M {uo | mdî smao a` ~ oy tmiyo o f k t= Otqkt sottmkt eäm qîb boam ak bmyqo=
OFKT QKBIÀB QÎB BOAM AK BMYQO% BKT QÎB BK@T boam ak |`ak am {uo ak bmyqo% K |`ak skyodo bk`t amfmymtk skyk ofkt am {uo k bmyqo8 smy `ttm {uoyob qoyb`eë"fk% M lkqm ao smyob l`b k tukt |`akt eäm t`je`l`dk {uo oedmeqyob eoegub syk~oy ek 9;3
bmyqo8 bkt& dmbm k |`ak fgot skyodo s`my am {uo k bmyqo& ofkt syoloyob k bmyqo% K{uofo {uo à tmlyoamy& {uo |`|o dgo`m ao amyot& kdyoa`qk {uo k bmyqo fo|k quam obimyk '`edfut`|o k kfbk& ofo eäm kdyoa`qk ek `bmyqkf`akao ak kfbk% O|`aoeqoboeqo& ofo eäm {uoy tkf|ky eoegubk skyqo ao t` botbm& sm`t ob qkf dktm otqky`k tkf|keam k tuk{uo aotjykêk o k ak tukbmyqo amy% o {uoy f`|yky"to aofk& kdo`qk k K{uofo qob boam là ek `bmyqkf`akao ak kfbk% Qmakt otqkt dm`tkt täm dme|oe`îed`kt8 ksoekt aobmetqyk k{u`fm {uo `eqoyottk k emttk dme|oe`îed`k% Kdo`qky otqkt dm`tkt à dñbmam skyk eôt& `ttm à quam% Smy `ttm buakbmt ao dyoeêkt bu`qkt |o~ot% K sottmk {uo oyk kqà`k ob tuk nu|oequao to qmyek qoâtqk ob tuk |ofg`do% Ek yokf`akao& kt dyoeêkt buakb dmb kt amyot ao dkioêk% [ukeam eäm qobmt eoegubk amy ao dkioêk& qobmt ub dmenueqm ao dyoeêkt8 {ukeam emttk dkioêk aô`& buakbmt otqkt smy muqym dmenueqm ao dyoeêkt% À a`lâd`f aoqoyb`eky ob {uo boa`ak kt otdy`quykt kloqkb m tou t`tqobk ao dyoeêkt o m tou lâjkam+ )Eäm smaobmt tkioy m {uo emt kloqk bk`t& m juyu mu m lâjkam) [ukeam m otqñbkjm otqë yo|mfqm& k sottmk qoeao k to qmyeky kqà`k& o {ukeam m otqñbkjm otqë iob ofk qoeao k kdyoa`qky ob Aout+ Dmbm ubk sottmk smao kdyoa`qky {uo Aout ow`tqo {ukeqm qob amy ao dkioêk= To Aout ow`tqo o k amy ao dkioêk qkbiàb ow`tqo& dmbm dmed`f`ky kbimt= Smaobmt lk~oy ubk owsoy`îed`k% Qmbobmt am`t jyusmt dmb d`e{öoeqk sottmkt dkak% Sym|`aoed`obmt {uo ub jyusm dmeqyk`k amoeêkt dyñe`dkt o muqym qoegk ubk imk tkþao% [uo m sy`bo`ym jyusm |`|k dmetub`am ob aotjykêkt o m muqym tonk lof`~ ak |`ak% \mdî |k` emqky {uo m kqoâtbm kuboeqkyë em sy`bo`ym jyusm o {uo m qoâtbm kuboeqkyë em tojueam jyusm% Eäm to qykqk ao kdyoa`qky {uo ksottmk lof`d`akao à sym|mdkak sofk dyoeêk obkqà`k% Aout&Fobiyo"to& à {uo k boeqo ak `elof`~ `eo|`qk|ofboeqo to qmyek to |mdî soydoioy {uo m kqoâtbm otqë kuboeqkeam sofm bueam& tk`ik {uo k aotjykêk qkbiàb otqë kuboeqkeam% To |mdî |oy dkak |o~ bk`t joeqo 9;;
kdyoa`qkeam ob Aout& tk`ik {uo k lof`d`akao akt sottmkt qkbiàb otqë kuboeqkeam% À bu`qm sym|ë|of {uo emt syôw`bmt d`e{öoeqk kemt k Yþtt`k to qmyeo qoâtqk o k Âea`k to qmyeo bk`t kqà`k k`eak% Kt dyoeêkt eäm t`je`l`dkb ekak% Ek Yþtt`k& kt sottmkt fîob Bkyw& oe{ukeqm ek Âea`k fobmt Bkgk|`yk ‑ `tqm eäm kbuak dm`tkt% Kt miykt ao Bkgk|`yk o Bkyw eäm otqkiofodob boemykta`loyoeêk% To kt sottmkt dmeq`eukyob toeam dkak |o~ bk`t lof`~ot ek Yþtt`k& oeqäm emt syôw`bmt d`e{öoeqk kemt m qoâtbm yottutd`qkyë o mt t`emt amt qobsfmt yuttmt dmboêkyäm k tmky% Mt kiknuyot toyäm kdotmt o mykêÿot dmboêkyäm k toy dkeqkakt% Tô ubk boeqo lof`~ lk~ tmky mt t`emt am qobsfm& kdoeao kiknuyot o dkeqk mykêÿot% K t sottmkt dmboêkyäm k kjykaodoy k Aout% Tô ubk boeqo lof`~ {uoy kjykaodoy k kfjuàb& o k {uob |k` aky jykêkt to eäm lmy k Aout= [ukeam m gmbob eäm oedmeqyk bmq`|mt skyk k syotoeêk ak lof`d`akao `eqoy`my& oeqäm ofo kjykaodo km aotdmegod`am& sm`t tô Ofo smao toy m yotsmetë|of% K boeqo `elof`~ {uoy owsyottky tuk yk`|k% O {ukeam k sottmk eäm oedmeqyk eoegub bmq`|m skyk k `elof`d`akao& dmb {uob smaoyë to ~kejky= O|`aoeqoboeqo ofk to oedgo ao yottoeq`boeqm am aotdmegod`am% A`~> )Qmam otqo symifobk à dufsk am aotdmegod`am& à dufsk ao Aout% Mu ofo eäm ow`tqo mu oefmu{uodou)% M {uo otqmu a`~oeam à {uo emttm qoâtbm o emttm kqoâtbm& emttkt dyoeêkt& täm yotufqkam am {uo dme|àb k emttk t`qukêäm% K{uofo {uo {uoy luj`y ak bmyqo `eo|`qk|ofboeqo to kjkyyk k kfjubk dyoeêk% Am botbm bmam& k{uofo {uo {uoy bmyyoy qkbiàb to kjkyykyë k kfjubk dyoeêk% Bkt eoegub amt am`t qob m aotonm& m keto`m ao dmegodoy k bmyqo% Ow`tqo ubk jykeao a`loyoeêk oeqyo kt dme|oe`îed`kt o k |oyakao% Euedk soeto bu`qm ob tukt dme|oe`îed`kt% soetkboeqm to yoloyotobsyo ãt dme|oe`îed`kt% |`täm à tobsyoM ak |oyakao8 mtobsyo soetkboeqm to yoloyo ãtK dme|oe`îed`kt% _b gmbob à dmbue`tqk% Ofo lk~ bu`qm ikyufgm ‑ qob {uo gk|oy ubk yo|mfuêäm8 mt smiyot qîb {uo ao`wky ao toy smiyot8 kt 9;9
symsy`oakaot qoyäm {uo toy yoskyq`akt& oqdàqoyk% Bkt aî k ofo ub dkyym& ubk dktk jykeao o ubk bufgoy ime`qk skyk to dktky& o ob {u`e~o a`kt |mdî |oyë ub gmbob a`loyoeqo% \mdî |k` mu|`y ofo a`~oy> )M dmbue`tbm à ubk qmf`do+) M {uo kdmeqodou dmb otqo gmbob= Tukt dme|oe`îed`kt qyketlmybkykb tuk bkeo`yk ao soetky% a`k fgo kjmyk dme|`egk {uo kt soetky symsy`oakaot ao|obEmtoymuqym yoskyq`akt8 eämsoetky fgo dme|àb {uo kt symsy`oakaot ao|ob toy yoskyq`akt% Kjmyk& k skyq`fgk akt symsy`oakaot t`je`l`dky`k yoskyq`y tou dkyym& yoskyq`y tuk dktk% M gmbob {uo eäm qob ubk bufgoy ime`qk smao a`~oy {uo kt bufgoyot qkbiàb ao|oy`kb toy yoskyq`akt% Smy {uo tô kfjuet gmboet smaob qoy m bmemsôf`m tmiyo kt bufgoyot ime`qkt= Kt bufgoyot ao|ob soyqoedoy k qmamt% Gë sottmkt {uo soetkb ktt`b% Eotqo bueam gë sottmkt {uo kl`ybkb> )Gmno& k symsy`oakao8 kbkegä& kt bufgoyot)% O `ttm eäm qob ekak ao otqykegm& smy{uo |mdît në qykqkb kt bufgoyot dmbm to ofkt lmttob tukt symsy`oakaot% To kfjuàb a`ttoy> )Eäm otqë doyqm {uo ubk sottmk |`|k ob ubk dktk jykeao o muqyk ob ub ikyykdm)& oeqäm m {uo gë ao otqykegm soyjueqky smy {uo ub gmbob smao qoy ubk bufgoy ime`qk o muqym eäm& në {uo k skyq`fgk ao|o toy `jukf`qëy`k= Otqot täm t`ek`t ao soy`jm% Doam mu qkyao otqkt soyjueqkt |`yäm ã qmek% Em a`k ob {uo dmetoju`yob yoskyq`y kt symsy`oakaot& smao qoy doyqo~k {uo k {uotqäm ao dmbskyq`fgky kt bufgoyot qkbiàb |`yë ã qmek% Bkt m gmbob {uo qob ubk bufgoy ime`qk doyqkboeqo symqotqkyë% Ofo a`yë> )dmbm à smttâ|of= [uo kituyam à otto= @tqm otqë oyykam+)% Ktt`b& kt dme|oe`îed`kt bmfakb k emttk bkeo`yk ao soetky& emttmt soetkboeqmt to lmybkb sofkt dme|oe`îed`kt% Qmamt emttmt soetkboeqmt symbm|ob o kf`boeqkb emttkt dme|oe`îed`kt mu of`b`ekb emtktdme|àb% K |`täm àFobiyo"to& muqyk dm`tk%kK |`täm |`täm eäm qob ekakm k{uo |oyeäm dmb dme|oe`îed`kt% à ub qksktdgkypk & ub dmbsymb`ttm sottmkf symlueam dmb m dmegod`boeqm ak |oyakao% Qksktdgkypk t`je`l`dk {uo eäm `bsmyqkb 9;4
kt dme|oe`îed`kt8 sofm dmeqyëy`m& k sottmk qob {uo dmegodoy m {uo à& tonk dmbm lmy% Ao bmam {uo eäm ao|ob soetky ek bmyqo& bkt t`b |î"fk% \mdî soetkyë ao kdmyam dmb tukt dme|oe`îed`kt8 tukt dme|oe`îed`kt aoqoyb`ekb tuk bkeo`yk ao soetky% Eäm à ubk {uotqäm ao dme|oe`îed`k% Qobmtofk {uo à%dmegodoy {uo à k bmyqo& qobmt {uo |î"fk qkf dmbm Tukt mdme|oe`îed`kt o `edme|oe`îed`kt eäm buakb ekak% K bmyqo qob {uo toy dmegod`ak% Ktt`b {uo |mdî dgojky k dmegodoy k bmyqo ubk qyketlmybkêäm kdmeqodoyë ob tuk |`ak ‑ smy{uo eäm ow`tqo k bmyqo% \mdî tô smao kdyoa`qky ob tuk ow`tqîed`k oe{ukeqm eäm k dmegodo% K owsoy`îed`k ak `jemyéed`k à k bmyqo8 k owsoy`îed`k ak dmetd`îed`k à k `bmyqkf`akao% Dmboeqkyobmt bk`t kfjubkt soyjueqkt auykeqo k tottäm |otsoyq`ek% Kjmyk emt toeqkyobmt skyk sykq`dky k boa`qkêäm ak bkegä% K boa`qkêäm t`je`l`dk k bmyqo% K boa`qkêäm t`je`l`dk bm|oy"to skyk m {uo à& skyk meao yokfboeqo otqkbmt% Smyqkeqm& tô oeqykbmt ek boa`qkêäm {ukeam otqkbmt syoskykamt skyk bmyyoy& o eäm ao muqym bmam% Toeqo"to ub smudm a`tqkeqo amt muqymt% Toeqo"to ao`wkeam ub otskêm km tou yoamy% K{uofot {uo {uo`ykb ao`qky"to& në smaob lk~î"fm% O to kfjuàb {u`toy to ao`qky auykeqo k owsoy`îed`k& smao lk~î"fm qkbiàb% O toeqo"to k ubk doyqk a`tqéed`k uet amt muqymt skyk {uo e`ejuàb dk`k tmiyo |mdî% Lodgo mt mfgmt… ao`wo mt mfgmt yofkwkamt o lodgo kt sëfsoiykt… ao`wo mt mfgmt yofkwkamt o lodgo kt sëfsoiykt% Yofkwo m dmysm… yofkwo m dmysm… yofkwo m dmysm… Ao`wo m dmysm dmbsfoqkboeqo yofkwkam& dmbmtotok q`|otto eäm gmu|otto eofo%_b _ba`k& a`k&k k |`ak fgo ao`wkyë> t`eqk dmbm tmfqkeam|`ak kjmyk% |`ak m ao`wkyë dmbsfoqkboeqo8 obimyk |mdî {uo`yk dmetoy|ë"fk& ofk eäm l`dkyë% Oeqäm& suwo ottk botbk |`ak fë ao aoeqym… soêk ã |`ak {uo to yoq`yo o ao`wo m dmysm tmfqm% 9;1
T`jk yofkwkeam m dmysm dmbsfoqkboeqo% Kjmyk |mu aky kfjubkt tujotqÿot o |mdî kt toeq`yë nueqm dmb`jm% M dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… t`eqk& m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam% \ë tmfqkeam& t`eqk {uo m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam% M dmysm dmeq`euk yofkwkeam… dmeq`euk bmyyoeam… bmyyoeam% \ë aotf`~keam skyk aoeqym& kf` meao otqë k |`ak%dmeq`euk Tmfqo… tmfqo… tmfqo k meak& tonk ub dmb m bky% Tmfqo m dmysm dmbsfoqkboeqo& ao`wo"m dk`y to {u`toy& eäm to syomduso dmb ofo% Eäm m `bsoêk… eäm bkeqoegk eoegub dmeqymfo tmiyo ofo… tmfqo… M dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm tojuo yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam… m dmysm otqë yofkwkeam% Tmfqo… dmbm to otq`|otto bmyqm& dmbm to q`|otto l`dkam dmbsfoqkboeqo tob |`ak% Aotf`~o skyk km `eqoy`my… k dmetd`îed`k to aotf`~mu skyk m `eqoy`my… m dmysm l`dmu dmbm ubk dktdk… to {u`toy dk`y& {uo dk`k% M dmysm yofkwmu… m dmysm yofkwmu… m dmysm yofkwmu dmbsfoqkboeqo% K yots`ykêäm otqë kdkfbkeam… k yots`ykêäm otqë kdkfbkeam% Ao`wo k yots`ykêäm yofkwkak qkbiàb% K yots`ykêäm tojuo to kdkfbkeam… k yots`ykêäm otqë to kdkfbkeam% To klktqo qkbiàb ak yots`ykêäm& yoq`yo aofk tuk oeoyj`k% K yots`ykêäm tojuo to kdkfbkeam… k yots`ykêäm otqë kdkfbkeam… k yots`ykêäm otqë kdkfbkeam… k yots`ykêäm otqë kdkfbkeam… k yots`ykêäm otqë kdkfbkeam& otqë to kdkfbkeam% Ao`wo {uo yofkwo… ao`wo k yots`ykêäm yofkwkak… k yots`ykêäm tojuo to kdkfbkeam… k yots`ykêäm tojuo to kdkfbkeam… k yots`ykêäm yofkwmu% Ao`wo qkbiàb mt soetkboeqmt… to klktqo aofot qkbiàb… to klktqo bk`t otqäm aofot% yofkwkeam% Mt soetkboeqmt otqäm mt yofkwkeam… mt soetkboeqmt T`jk toeq`eam… soetkboeqmt otqäm yofkwkeam… mt soetkboeqmt otqäm yofkwkeam… mt soetkboeqmt tojuob yofkwkeam% Mt soetkboeqmt qkbiàb otqäm dk`eam… |mdî to bm|ou skyk qyët… |mdî to bm|ou bk`t skyk qyët% 9;?
Mt soetkboeqmt tojuob to kdkfbkeam… mt soetkboeqmt tojuob to kdkfbkeam… mt soetkboeqmt tojuob to kdkfbkeam… mt soetkboeqmt to kdkfbkykb% Kjmyk& auykeqo ao~ b`euqmt ksoekt soybkeoêk kdmyakam smy aoeqym& soybkeoêk dmetd`oeqo smy aoeqym% Mfgo skyk aoeqym kdmyakam% Em fmejo… owqoy`my obimyk k bmyqo|mdî kdmeqodou% dmysm otqëk dmetd`îed`k otqoea`am& {ukto bmyqm& qoegk toMyoq`ykam… soybkeodo kdotk dmbm ubk dgkbk% \mdî à tô ub mitoy|kamy… tô ubk qotqobuegk% Soybkeoêk tô dmbm mitoy|kamy… to otqkiofoêk ek |`täm% Auykeqo ao~ b`euqmt& f`b`qo"to k mfgky aoeqym& eäm lkêk ekak bk`t tô dmeq`euo mfgkeam% Aoeqym… bk`t skyk aoeqym… dmeq`euo mfgkeam aoeqym… ao|kjky& ao|kjky& aotf`~o kqà kt symlueao~kt… dmbm to q`|otto dk`eam eub smêm symlueam… dmeq`euo dk`eam… dmeq`euo dk`eam% Mfgo… auykeqo ao~ b`euqmt& f`b`qo"to k toju`y mfgkeam% Tmfqo m tou dmeqymfo dmbsfoqkboeqo… o oeqyo bk`t lueam… oeqyo bk`t lueam% To f`b`qo k toju`y mfgkeam kdmyakam… ao|kjky& ao|kjky& quam to qyketlmybkyë eub |k~`m% Ksoekt ubk dgkbk ao dmegod`boeqm toju`yë {uo`bkeam em |k~`m& otto )ou dmegoêm)… ou |onm… Tmfqo"m dmbsfoqkboeqo& tmfqo qmam tou dmeqymfo… Boyjufgo ekt symlueao~kt o t`jk mfgkeam… k boeqo dmeq`eukyë to kdkfbkeam% K boeqo otqë l`dkeam |k~`k… k boeqo otqë l`dkeam |k~`k… tmfqo"to qmqkfboeqo… aotkskyoêk… t`bsfotboeqo bmyyk% Aotkskyoêk dmbsfoqkboeqo am owqoy`my… tmfqo"to dmbsfoqkboeqo am owqoy`my… dmbm ubk meak {uo aotkskyodo o to qyketlmybk ob bky% Tmfqo dmbsfoqkboeqo… eäm bkeqoegk m bâe`bm dmeqymfo% K boeqo otqë l`dkeam |k~`k… k boeqo otqë l`dkeam |k~`k… k boeqo otqë l`dkeam |k~`k% K boeqo l`dmu dmbsfoqkboeqo |k~`k… k boeqo l`dmu |k~`k… k boeqo l`dmu |k~`k% Tô l`dmu ubk dgkbk kdotk… ubk dgkbk ao dmegod`boeqm… ao |`täm% Skyk qmam m yotqm& à dmbm to k bmyqo q`|otto kdmeqod`am… |mdî |oyë m dmysm otqoea`am km fmejo… |mdî 9;<
|oyë tou syôsy`m dmysm bu`qm fmejo… tuk syôsy`k yots`ykêäm skyodoyë bu`qm fmejâe{uk% Aoeqym… bk`t aoeqym… boyjufgo… tmfqo dmbsfoqkboeqo… eäm bkeqoegk eoegub ambâe`m… tmfqo… tmfqo… tmfqo dmbsfoqkboeqo% Tmfqo dmbsfoqkboeqo% To m dmysm {u`toy dk`y& {uo dk`k… tmfqo dmbsfoqkboeqo… qmyeo"to |k~`m…toqmyeo"to ub eub |k~`m|k~`m… dmbsfoqm% K boeqo to dme|oyqou eubub|k~`m… dme|oyqou to dme|oyqou eub |k~`m dmbsfoqm% K boeqo to dme|oyqou eub |k~`m… k boeqo to dme|oyqou eub |k~`m… tô l`dmu aoeqym ubk dgkbk ao dmegod`boeqm… qmam m yotqm to dme|oyqou eub |k~`m… quam aotkskyodou% Tmfqo… tmfqo dmbsfoqkboeqo… bmtqyo dmykjob ao bmyyoy… bmyyk dmbsfoqkboeqo em owqoy`my% M dmysm l`dmu tob |`ak… aotf`~o dmbsfoqkboeqo skyk m `eqoy`my… aotf`~o dmbsfoqkboeqo skyk m `eqoy`my… tô l`dmu kdotk ubk dgkbk& soyqm am dmykêäm% \mdî otqë |oeam… |mdî otqë dmegodoeam… O quam aotkskyodou… \mdî l`dk ue`dkboeqo dmbm mitoy|kamy% K boeqo to dme|oyqou dmbsfoqkboeqo eub |k~`m% Mfgo dmb kqoeêäm otqo |k~`m… aoeqym ao |mdî& mfgo otto |k~`m% Aoeqym aotto |k~`m to aotamiykyë ub jykeao otsodqym ao lof`d`akao… ubk jykeao fu~ ao lof`d`akao oedgoyë otto |k~`m% Smao tuyj`y ubk dkdgmo`yk& o tô k lof`d`akao lfu`yë smy qmak skyqo& o m `eueakyë qmqkfboeqo& qmakt tukt l`iykt& qmakt tukt skyqâdufkt% Mfgo dmb kqoeêäm otto |k~`m… o ktt`b dmbm ubk lfmy to kiyo {ukeam m tmf to fo|keqk& am botbm bmam iymqk k dmyyoeqo ao lof`d`akao {ukeam |mdî mfgk skyk m |k~`m `eqoy`my% Tô k lof`d`akao syo|kfodo& smy qmak skyqo% Mfgo… mfgo aoeqym… ao`wo iymqky ottk dmyyoeqo… mfgo aoeqym… dmbm to obkektto ubk lmeqo ao lof`d`akao o k iob" k|oequykeêk quam% ao|kjky& |ëy`kt |o~ot% K yots`ykêäm Kjmyk&kfkjktto yots`yo lueam& skyodo otqky fmejo% Yots`yo lueam& ao|kjky… t`jk mitoy|keam k yots`ykêäm% K boeqo to kdkfbkyë k`eak bk`t% Yots`yo lueam& ao|kjky& |ëy`kt |o~ot… yots`yo lueam& ao|kjky& |ëy`kt |o~ot… 9;:
bk`t& k`eak bk`t… k boeqo to kdkfbkyë k`eak bk`t% Aosm`t& kiyk mt mfgmt ao|kjky… kiyk mt mfgmt ao|kjky… |mfqo ak boa`qkêäm% K{uofot {uo otqäm ao`qkamt mu {uo qoegkb dkâam& yots`yo lueam& ao|kjky… aosm`t& kiykb mt mfgmt… o to fo|keqob bu`qm ao|kjky o dmb du`akam%
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DK SÂQ_FM : Ou Oet`em k \`ak sofk bmyqo
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B KB@JM SOYJ_EQM_> \mdî otqë oet`ekeam kt sottmkt k bmyyoyob= \mdî otqë oet`ekeam k bmyqo% \mdî eäm ao|oy`k otqky oe t` e ke am k | ` ak=
OFO QOB YK^ÄM% O_ YOKFBOEQO OTQM_ OET@EKEAM kt sottmkt k bmyyoyob% Otqmu oet`ekeam k kyqo ao bmyyoy& smy{uo k{uofo {uo ksyoeao k kyqo ao bmyyoy qkbiàb to qyketlmybk ob ub soy`qm ek kyqo ao |`|oy% K{uofo {uo kdo`qk k bmyqo qmyek"to a`jem ao |`|oy k |`ak tusyobk% Tô k{uofot {uo ksyoeaoykb k tusy`b`y k t` botbmt dgojkb qkbiàb k toy% Smaob skyodoy dm`tkt msmtqkt& smy{uo qobmt tusmtqm {uo k |`ak o k bmyqo to msÿob oeqyo t`& {uo täm dm`tkt dmeqyëy`kt8 bkt ofkt eäm täm% Eôt dy`kbmt ubk lkftk dmeqyka`êäm oeqyo kt aukt {uo 9;0
symau~ yotufqkamt lkqk`t% Smtt`|ofboeqo ekak qoegk lo`qm qkeqm bkf ã gubke`akao dmbm otqk dmeqyka`êäm% Smtqoy`myboeqo& ottk dmeqyka`êäm to otqoeao k bu`qmt eâ|o`t ao emttkt |`akt% To a`|`a`ybmt kt dm`tkt {uo täm ottoed`kfboeqo þe`dkt ob skyqot `eaosoeaoeqot o dmeqyka`qôy`kt& m yotufqkam l`ekf tô smaoyë toy k dy`kêämTusmegkbmt ao ub gmbob{uo ot{u`~mlyîe`dm& fmudm%meao tô |`|ob sottmkt ow`tqk ub fujky fmudkt% Tuyj`y`kb jykeaot a`l`dufakaot to ottkt sottmkt kdyoa`qkttob {uo m ly`m o m dkfmy täm dmeqyka`qôy`mt o `eaosoeaoeqot oeqyo t`& sofk t`bsfot yk~äm ao {uo m ly`m o m dkfmy eäm täm dmeqyka`qôy`mt& bkt t`b jykut a`loyoeqot ao ubk botbk dm`tk% Emttm dmegod`boeqm am ly`m o am dkfmy eäm à kitmfuqm& à bu`qm yofkq`|m% @tqm l`dkyë dfkym dmb ubk so{uoek owsoy`îed`k% Em emttm kbi`oeqo ow`tqob dm`tkt {uoeqot o dm`tkt ly`kt% Smaobmt emqky qkbiàb {uo k{u`fm {uo otqë {uoeqo à {uoeqo& o {uo k{u`fm {uo otqë ly`m à ly`m ‑ eäm kdyoa`qkbmt {uo ubk botbk dm`tk smttk toy {uoeqo o ly`k km botbm qobsm% Kjmyk& {ukeam |mdî |mfqky skyk tuk dktk& smao lk~oy ottk so{uoek owsoy`îed`k% Sojuo ubk ikd`k dmb ëjuk {uoeqo& ubk ikd`k dmb ëjuk ly`k o muqyk dmb ëjuk ek qobsoykquyk kbi`oeqo% Dmfm{uo ubk bäm ek ëjuk {uoeqo o k muqyk ek ëjuk ly`k% Aosm`t& q`yo kbikt kt bämt o kt dmfm{uo ek ëjuk {uo otqë ob qobsoykquyk kbi`oeqo% _bk bäm toeq`yë {uo k ëjuk otqë ly`k o k muqyk toeq`yë {uo ottk botbk ëjuk otqë {uoeqo% K ëjuk otqë ly`k mu otqë {uoeqo= _bk bäm a`yë {uo otqë {uoeqo& k muqyk a`yë {uo otqë ly`k% Oeqäm& {ukf à m |oyakao`ym otqkam ak ëjuk= To ubk bäm toeqo {uo k ëjuk otqë {uoeqo o k muqyk toeqo km botbm qobsm {uo k ëjuk otqë ly`k& oeqäm |mdî |k` soydoioy {uo k ëjuk eäm à eob {uoeqo eob ly`k‑ k toetkêäm ao dkfmy mu ao ly`m aosoeao ao emttkt bämt% M dkfmy o m ly`m täm jykut ao ubk botbk dm`tk ‑ ofot eäm täm dm`tkt a`loyoeqot% K a`loyoeêk oeqyo ofot à ubk {uotqäm ao {ukeq`akao& eäm ao {ukf`akao% 993
\mdî në soetmu tmiyo k a`loyoeêk ow`tqoeqo oeqyo k `eléed`k o k |ofg`do= Emybkfboeqo soetkbmt {uo täm dm`tkt msmtqkt ‑ k `eléed`k ao ub fkam& o k |ofg`do ao muqym% Bkt em {uo to a`loyoed`kb yokfboeqo k `eléed`k o k |ofg`do= K þe`dk a`loyoeêk à ksoekt ubk {uotqäm ao kemt& à ksoekt ubk {uotqäm ao {ukeq`akao ao a`kt8Soeto& k a`loyoeêk eäm à {ukf`qkq`|k& à ksoekt {ukeq`qkq`|k% smy owobsfm& ob ub boe`em ao d`edm kemt% Smaobmt dgkbë"fm ao )ub |ofgm ao d`edm kemt) ‑ M {uo gë ao oyykam dmb `ttm= To a`ttoybmt )ub boe`em ao d`edm kemt) toyë t`bsfotboeqo smy ub dmtqubo f`ejöâtq`dm% To {u`toybmt& smaobmt a`~oy 'dmbm to lk~ ob `ejfît {uo ofo à )d`edm kemt |ofgm) 'l`|o pokyt mfa& m {uo qkbiàb smao t`je`l`dky {uo ofo à ub |ofgm ao d`edm kemt% _b gmbob à ub |ofgm ao toqoeqk kemt& oe{ukeqm {uo muqym à d`edm kemt |ofgm% [ukf à k a`loyoeêk= To {u`toybmt& smaobmt a`~oy {uo m gmbob ao toqoeqk kemt à ub boe`em ao toqoeqk kemt ‑ kl`ekf& m boe`em dyotdo kqà to qyketlmybky ob ub gmbob |ofgm% Bkt {ukeam mt mitoy|kbmt toskykakboeqo& ofot skyodob toy aukt dm`tkt dmeqyka`qôy`kt% Skyodo {uo k `eléed`k o k |ofg`do täm dm`tkt msmtqkt oeqyo t`% Bkt to lmttob& oeqäm m boe`em eäm smaoy`k to qmyeky |ofgm ub a`k% Dmbm smaoy`k= Dmbm smaob aukt dm`tkt dmeqyëy`kt toy ubk botbk= \mdî toy`k dksk~ ao aol`e`y m owkqm bmboeqm ob {uo m boe`em to qmyemu ub |ofgm= Smaoy`k ktt`ekfky tmiyo m dkfoeaëy`m m a`k {uo otqo boe`em to qmyemu gmbob o m a`k ob {uo ofo to qmyemu |ofgm= Smy owobsfm& Mfgkeam skyk ubk otdkak |mdî smao |oy mt aojykut `eloy`myot o mt aojykut tusoy`myot& bkt smtt`|ofboeqo |mdî eäm tonk dksk~ ao |oy mt aojykut `eqoyboa`ëy`mt% Smao skyodoy {uo mt aojykut `eloy`myot o mt tusoy`myot täm `eaosoeaoeqot& {uo otqäm toskykamt uet ottk amt muqymt% BktA`yë> k{uofo {uo à dksk~ |oy qmakao k otdkak eojkyë a`loyoeêk% )K a`loyoeêk oeqyo ao mt aojykut ik`wm o mt aojykut tusoy`myot tô l`dk kskyoeqo sofk ow`tqîed`k amt aojykut `eqoyboa`ëy`mt% M aojyku ao ik`wm otqë dmeodqkam km aojyku tusoy`my)% 99;
K a`loyoeêk oeqyo m `eloyem o m dàu eäm à ubk {uotqäm ao {ukf`akao& k a`loyoeêk à ksoekt ao {ukeq`akao% Eäm dyo`k {uo m `eloyem o m dàu täm dm`tkt dmeqyëy`kt& a`kboqykfboeqo msmtqkt oeqyo t`% K a`loyoeêk oeqyo m `eloyem o m dàu à k botbk ow`tqoeqo oeqyo m ly`m o m dkfmy& oeqyo m aojyku `eloy`my o m tusoy`my& oeqyo m boe`em o m |ofgm% À m botbm q`sm ao a`loyoeêk {uo ow`tqo oeqyo m ektd`boeqm o k bmyqo8 ao muqyk bkeo`yk& K{uofo {uo ektdou euedk smaoy`k bmyyoy% To m ektd`boeqm o k bmyqo lmttob dm`tkt msmtqkt& dmbm smaoy`k m ektd`boeqm qoyb`eky ob bmyqo= Tô smaobmt `y kqà m smeqm {uo emttm dyotd`boeqm ekquykf soyb`qo% M ektd`boeqm to aotoe|mf|o kqà k dgojkak ak bmyqo% @tqm t`je`l`dk {uo m ektd`boeqm o k bmyqo täm am`t owqyobmt ao ubk botbk dm`tk% Tobokbmt ubk toboeqo& otqk to aotoe|mf|o kqà qyketlmybky"to ob sfkeqk& o aosm`t to qyketlmybk ob lfmy% Kfjubk |o~ |mdî kdyoa`qmu {uo ow`tq`tto {ukf{uoy msmt`êäm oeqyo k toboeqo o k lfmy= K lfmy to aotoe|mf|o k skyq`y ak syôsy`k toboeqo o to qmyek ubk lfmy% M aotoe|mf|`boeqm ak lfmy à m dyotd`boeqm ekquykf ak toboeqo% M ektd`boeqm to qyketlmybk ob bmyqo% Tô Aout tkio smy {uo o ob {uo àsmdk aotklmyquekak to l`wmu ek boeqo gubkek k `aà`k ao {uo m ektd`boeqm o k bmyqo täm aukt dm`tkt `eaosoeaoeqot% [uoyobmt |`|oy8 eäm {uoyobmt bmyyoy ‑ bkt eäm kdo`qkbmt {uo k bmyqo à skyqo ak |`ak% [ukeam dgojkbmt ã dmedfutäm ao {uo eäm {uoyobmt bmyyoy& k skyq`y aotto bmboeqm& smao qoy doyqo~k& emttkt |`akt otqkyäm dgo`kt ao symifobkt o a`l`dufakaot% K gubke`akao `eqo`yk to qmyemu ot{u`~mlyîe`dk% K boeqo gubkek to a`|`a`u ob lykjboeqmt8 o `tqm to ao|o k ub bmq`|m% Qobmt tusmtqm {uo k qmqkf`akao ak |`ak otqë a`|`a`ak ob lykjboeqmt& o {uoM otqot lykjboeqmt to oelyoeqkb t` dmbm to lmttob msmtqmt% gmbob à m botbm& bkt eôt oeqyo dy`kbmt a`|`tÿot aoeqym aofo o aod`a`bmt& kfàb a`ttm& {uo otqkt a`|`tÿot to msÿob oeqyo t`% Qobmt lo`qm `tqm ob qmakt kt otloykt ak emttk |`ak% A`~obmt k ubk sottmk> )Eäm qoegk yk`|k8 ksyoeak k soyamky)& tob soydoioy 999
{uo k a`loyoeêk oeqyo k yk`|k o m soyaäm qkbiàb à ubk {uotqäm ao jyku& ktt`b dmbm k a`loyoeêk oeqyo m ly`m o m dkfmy& oeqyo k `eléed`k o k |ofg`do% Smaobmt a`~oy {uo k yk`|k& yoau~`ak k tou eâ|of bk`t ik`wm à m soyaäm ‑ eäm ow`tqo a`dmqmb`k oeqyo ofot% Bkt qmamt mt keq`jmt syodo`qmt ak gubke`akao emt oet`ekb> )F`|yo"to ak yk`|k o sykq`{uo soyaäm) dmbm to k yk`|k o mosoyaäm lmttob dm`tktK msmtqkt om {uo lmtto‑smttâ|of ao`wky k yk`|k dmetoy|ky m soyaäm% dmeto{öîed`k aotto soetkboeqm à a`|`täm am gmbob ob lykjboeqmt% Qmamt mt emttmt keq`jmt t`tqobkt ao dyoeêkt a`~ob {uo k towukf`akao o m iykgbkdgkypk & m dof`ikqm& to msÿob oeqyo t`% Ekak smao otqky bk`t oyykam am {uo `tqm% M iykgbkdgkypk à m eâ|of bk`t ik`wm ak towukf`akao% K towukf`akao a`b`euâak& yoau~`ak& à m iykgbkdgkypk% K a`tqéed`k oeqyo kt aukt eäm à ubk {uotqäm ao `e`b`~kao eob ao dmeqyka`êäm% Fobiyo"to& eotqo bueam eäm ow`tqo k dmeqyka`êäm% Ek yokf`akao& k dmeqyka`êäm euedk smaoyë ow`tq`y em bueam8 sm`t& to ow`tq`tto& eäm gk|oy`k bkeo`yk smttâ|of ao ue`l`dky mt msmtqmt% To m ektd`boeqm o k bmyqo lmttob oeq`akaot `eaosoeaoeqot& m ektd`boeqm toju`y`k tou syôsy`m duytm o k bmyqo toju`y`k m tou ‑ eäm to oedmeqyky`kb ob eoegub smeqm% Ktt`b dmbm aukt f`egkt skykfofkt eäm to oedmeqykb ob eoegub fujky& qkbsmudm m ektd`boeqm o k bmyqo to oedmeqyky`kb% M ektd`boeqm o k bmyqo otqäm oeqyofkêkamt& täm am`t owqyobmt ao ub symdottm `e`eqoyyusqm% M {uo {uoym a`~oy {ukeam a`jm `tqm à {uo to {u`toybmt {uo m gmbob to tkf|o ak fmuduyk eub luquym syôw`bm& qoyobmt {uo kdo`qky k |`ak ob tuk qmqkf`akao% Në eäm smaobmt emt soyb`q`y dy`ky a`|`tÿot o mt oelyoeqkboeqmt akt skyqot% À bu`qm otqykegm {uo kfjuàb {uo a`~> )K towukf`akao to msÿo km iykgbkdgkypk8 smyqkeqm& |kbmt emt f`|yky towm) kdkio smy aotqyu`y k t` botbm ob tukt qoeqkq`|kt ao am f`ioyqky"to ak towukf`akao% Otqk sottmk euedk smaoyë kfdkeêky m iykgbkdgkypk% Oe{ukeqm to otlmyêk skyk of`b`eky m towm ao tuk |`ak& tuk boeqo soybkeodoyë l`wkak ue`dkboeqo ek towukf`akao ‑ ofo euedk smaoyë 994
kfdkeêky m iykgbkdgkypk% Tuk boeqo otqkyë tuiboq`ak skyk tobsyo k ubk jykeao qoetäm o kj`qkêäm& k towukf`akao toyë tuk syôsy`k bmyqo% Tuk |`ak to qmyekyë ubk dkyjk bu`qm sotkak% Ofk to qmyekyë ubk sottmk sotkak o eäm toyë dksk~ ao |`|oy kitmfuqkboeqo ‑ eob botbm smy ub bmboeqm% Ofk qoyë ub jykeao symifobk% To |mdî mfgkyà smy fkam 'o otqk àok myokf`akao& oeqäm motqäm {uo ou otqmu a`~oeam {uootqo k towukf`akao iykgbkdgkypk yofkd`mekamt oeqyo t`& am botbm bmam {uo otqäm mt aojykut `eloy`myot o tusoy`myot ak otdkak% [ukeam m gmbob tmio sofk otdkfk ak towukf`akao& dgojk km iykgbkdgkypk% M iykgbkdgkypk à k towukf`akao yoau~`ak k tou jyku bk`t ik`wm% K sottmk dgojk k ub smeqm meao toeqo {uo quam l`dmu |k~`m ‑ dgojk km l`b ak otdkfk% Smyqkeqm& eäm gë dmeqyka`êÿot ek |`ak& eäm gë qoetÿot% Ktt`b smaobmt |`|oy ubk |`ak ekquykf% Otqmu lkfkeam tmiyo dmbm |`|oy ubk |`ak bu`qm ekquykf ob qmamt mt ktsodqmt% Eäm |`|obmt ao bkeo`yk ekquykf ob eoegub ktsodqm& smy{uo ksyoeaobmt bkeo`ykt keq`ekquyk`t ao |`|oy% To |mdî a`ttotto skyk ubk sottmk> )dkb`ego ksoekt dmb m sà ot{uoyam& smy{uo m sà ot{uoyam yosyotoeqk k yof`j`äm& m dmyyoqm% Eäm dkb`ego dmb m sà a`yo`qm& smy{uo m sà a`yo`qm yosyotoeqk m `edmyyoqm)… To k sottmk kdyoa`qktto e`tqm… o gë bu`qkt sottmkt {uo kdyoa`qky`kb& tobsyo ow`tqob sottmkt a`tsmtqkt k kdyoa`qky ob `aà`kt otqþs`akt% Oeqäm |mdî `y`k oedmeqyky sottmkt {uo dmedmyaky`kb dmb k `aà`k ao {uo dkb`egky dmb m sà ot{uoyam à dmyyoqm o {uo dkb`egky dmb m sà a`yo`qm à `edmyyoqm% Ob toju`ak ofkt dmboêky`kb k dmyqky m sà a`yo`qm skyk qoeqky dkb`egky tô dmb m sà ot{uoyam% Oeqäm& ofkt eäm toy`kb bk`t dksk~ot ao dkb`egky% Tô smaobmt dkb`egky sofm bm|`boeqm dmenueqm akt aukt soyekt% Obimyk tô smttkbmt utkymuqyk ubksoyek soyekskyk ao dkak |o~& k soyek eäm dkb`egk tm~`egk& syod`tk ak to bm|`boeqky o toju`y ob lyoeqo% [ukeam |mdî dkb`egk& tô fo|keqk ubk soyek ao dkak |o~& m {uo smao dy`ky k lkftk `bsyottäm ao {uo |mdî otqë dkb`egkeam dmb ubk soyek tô% Bkt eäm ot{uoêk {uo k{u`fm {uo 991
otqë {u`oqm& {uo otqë ob yosmutm& à qäm `bsmyqkeqo {ukeqm k{u`fm {uo to bm|o% Em a`k ob {uo k sottmk kfdkeêk m iykgbkdgkypk& k towukf`akao ob yosmutm aotobsoegk ub sksof `bsmyqkeqo eottk dme{u`tqk ‑ am botbm bmam {uo k soyek a`yo`qk otqëq`dk aotobsoegk ub sksof `bsmyqkeqo em bm|`boeqm skyk lyoeqo ak soyek ot{uoyak% knuak ak a` yo`qk% K soyek ot{uoyak toy`k `edksk~ ao bm|oy"to tob k K towukf`akao {uo l`dmu ob yosmutm to qyketlmybk em smeqm ao ksm`m skyk m tuyj`boeqm am iykgbkdgkypk {ukeam ao`wk ao to bm|oy% To kyykedkybmt m smeqm ao ksm`m ak towukf`akao& to m ymbsoybmt& k towukf`akao doyqkboeqo toyë tusy`b`ak& bkt `ttm eäm toy|`yë skyk kfdkeêky m iykgbkdgkypk% Sofm dmeqyëy`m& k sottmk l`dkyë tutsoetk em f`bim ‑ am botbm bmam {uo qmamt mt keq`jmt oet`ekboeqmt ao`wkykb k gubke`akao tutsoetk em f`bim% M {uo |obmt km emttm yoamy à m bm|`boeqm am skttm ak soyek ot{uoyak ob dmenueqm dmb k a`yo`qk& am sà ot{uoyam ob dmenueqm dmb m a`yo`qm% Ek |`ak quam otqë `eqojykam% K kskyoeqo a`|oyt`akao à dmbm kt emqkt ao ubk jykeao t`elme`k% To |mdî of`b`eky kfjubk dm`tk& |mdî oedmeqykyë a`l`dufakaot skyk |`|oy% Kfjuàb smao a`~oy {uo k dmy syoqk yosyotoeqk m bkf% Smy `ttm e`ejuàb ao|o utky syoqm eub dktkboeqm ‑ | otq`y syoqm tô à soyb`q`am {ukeam bmyyo kfjuàb% G ë sottmkt {uo kdyoa`qkb {uo m syoqm à ub tâbimfm am bkf& o gë sottmkt {uo kdyoa`qkb {uo m iykedm à ub tâbimfm ao suyo~k% Eub toeq`am t`biôf`dm eäm à oyykam otqkiofodoy ottkt a`loyoeêkt8 bkt to kfjuàb a`ttotto> )|kbmt emt f`|yky am syoqm8 |kbmt of`b`eky m syoqm ak tusoylâd`o ak Qoyyk)& oeqäm yotqky`k bu`qm smudm am iykedm ‑ smy{uo k iykeduyk am iykedm tô to aotqkdk dmb qmak k tuk e`q`ao~ tmiyo ub l ueam syoqm% M symlottmy otdyo|o dmb j`~ iykedm em {ukaym eojym% Ofo otqë fmudm= Smy {uo ofo eäm otdyo|o eubk tusoylâd`o iykedk= Ekquykfboeqo& smaoyâkbmt otdyo|oy eubk tusoylâd`o iykedk& bkt kt foqykt eäm to aotqkdky`kb% M iykedm to bke`lotqk sofm lueam eojym8 99?
ek yokf`akao& m syoqm à {uo lk~ dmb {uo m iykedm to aotqk{uo% Fobiyob"to& m iykedm am gmbob {uo yodmboeak k `e`b`~kao dmb m syoqm `eo|`qk|ofboeqo to qmyekyë kskjkam& `etâs`am% K{uofo {uo à dmeqyk k aobmetqykêäm ak yk`|k& qmyek m soyaäm `bsmqoeqo% K lmyêk am soyaäm to oedmeqyk ek yk`|k8 tô k{uofo {uo sñao toeq`y yk`|k k dkskd`akao ao soyamky% [ukeqm loym~ ak à k yk`|k& bk`my toyëqob k jykeao~k ao ée`bm am soyaäm% Ekbk`t kutîed`k yk`|k& m soyaäm skyodoyë dmbsfoqkboeqo tob iy`fgm& kitmfuqkboeqo dkyoeqo ao |`ak& bmyqm% To k towukf`akao ao ubk sottmk lmy aotqyuâak 'o ow`tqob bo`mt skyk to aotqyu`y k towukf`akao& oeqäm fobiyo"to& ofk euedk smaoyë to dme|oyqoy eub iykgbkdgkypk& ob ubk sottmk dktqk8 ofk t`bsfotboeqo to qyketlmybkyë eubk sottmk `bsmqoeqo% O ow`tqo ubk a`loyoeêk lueakboeqkf oeqyo ottkt aukt dm`tkt% Ow`tqob bo`mt skyk of`b`eky k towukf`akao& bkt k sottmk eäm smao to qyketlmybky ob ub iykgbkdgkypk k ksô`o ao of`b`eky m towm& ktt`b ofk tô smao to qmyeky ub `bsmqoeqo% Qyketlmybkeam m towm& kdo`qkeam"m& a`y`j`eam tuk oeoyj`k skyk ub eâ|of tusoy`my& smaobmt kfdkeêky tob aþ|`ak m iykgbkdgkypk% Bkt fobiyo"to {uo m iy`fgm {uo |mdî |î emt mfgmt ao ub iykgbkdgky`& ao ubk sottmk dktqk& à m iy`fgm ak syôsy`k oeoyj`k towukf% K oeoyj`k à k botbk& bkt to qyketlmybmu% M {uo {uoym a`~oy à {uo kt dm`tkt {uo dgkbkbmt ao msmtqkt eäm täm msmtqkt ‑ k |`ak to yojo smy ubk myaob bu`qm b`tqoy`mtk% Otqk myaob b`tqoy`mtk lm` dy`kak skyk {uo kt dm`tkt smttkb ow`tq`y% \mdî në ao|o qoy |`tqm ub bmeqo ao q`nmfmt obs`fgkamt ek lyoeqo ao ubk dktk ob dmetqyuêäm% Qmamt mt q`nmfmt täm `juk`t% Bkt {ukeam m ky{u`qoqm& m dmetqyuqmy& dmetqyô` ub kydm skyk sñy ubk smyqk ek dktk& a`tsÿo mt q`nmfmt otqkiofodoeam ubk msmt`êäm% Mt q`nmfmt täm `juk`t& bkt skyk dmetqyu`y m kydm ofot`% mtOfo a`tsÿo uet kmtm muqymt skyk {uo to tutqoeqob oeqyo eäm msmeam"mt smaoy`k dmetqyu`y kydm to dmboêktto k dmetqyu`y ub amt owqyobmt sy`bo`ym ‑ m kydm dk`y`k `boa`kqkboeqo% 99<
To mt q`nmfmt lmyob dmfmdkamt ao ub þe`dm fkam& ofot eäm qoyäm eoegubk yot`tqîed`k skyk tutqoeqky m kydm% Tobsyo {uo mdmyyo ubk msmt`êäm& ubk lmyêk ao yot`tqîed`k à dy`kak% Qmak lmyêk tuyjo ak msmt`êäm8 qmak oeoyj`k à symau~`ak k skyq`y am kqy`qm% K dy`kêäm ak oeoyj`k to ksô`k em sy`edâs`m ak smfky`akao% Mt q`nmfmt täm qmamt `juk`t& bkt täm dmfmdkamt ub dmeqyk m muqym skyk dy`ky ubk msmt`êäm% Aout& m a` |`em ky{u`qoqm ak |`ak& à bu`qm `eqof`joeqo% Ofo tkio {uo k |`ak to a`ttmf|oy`k `boa`kqkboeqo to mt q`nmfmt eäm lmttob dmfmdkamt ob msmt`êäm% Smy `ttm dmfmdmu k yk`|k lyoeqo km soyaäm& k towukf`akao lyoeqo km iykgbkdgkypk& o smy dkutk ak yot`tqîed`k syotoeqo oeqyo ofot& ubk oeoyj`k à dy`kak% O ottk oeoyj`k à k |`ak% Ofo dmfmdmu mt q`nmfmt am ektd`boeqm o ak bmyqo nueqmt& ub ob lyoeqo km muqym& dy`keam ktt`b ubk smyqk ao kdottm skyk k |`ak% Gë sottmkt {uo a`~ob> )Tô kdo`qkyobmt m q`nmfm ak |`ak8 eäm kdo`qkyobmt m q`nmfm ak bmyqo)% Otqë quam iob& {uo tonk ktt`b dmbm |mdî {uo`yk% Bkt to |mdî eäm kdo`qky k bmyqo& |mdî bmyyoyë eotto botbm `etqkeqo& smy{uo oeqäm qmamt mt q`nmfmt dmfmdkamt toyäm `juk`t% Tô l`dkyäm mt q`nmfmt ak |`ak ‑ ofot to aotbmymekyäm `boa`kqkboeqo% Otqo oyym to yosoq`u bu`qkt |o~ot& o& smy `ttm& m gmbob skaodou o otqo|o kejutq`kam smy ao~ b`f kemt% Ofo `et`tqo ob dmfmdky qmamt mt q`nmfmt ao ub þe`dm fkam8 eäm {uoy q`nmfmt em fkam msmtqm% Ofo a`~> )Of`b`eo k smfky`akao% To kdyoa`qk ob Aout& oeqäm eäm kdyoa`qo ob bk`t ekak% Oeqäm eäm kdyoa`qo em tkbtkyk& em bueam qobsmyëy`m% To Aout ow`tqo& oeqäm eäm ow`tqo m tkbtkyk8 oeqäm eäm smaobmt kdo`qky k |`ak bueakek% Eäm smaobmt otqky ek sykêk am boydkam& eäm smaobmt emt mdusky ao emttmt eojôd`mt% Smy{uo kdyoa`qkbmt ob Aout& emt qmyekyobmt bmejot o |`|oyobmt ek lfmyotqk)% M gmbob {uo a`~ `tqm jmtqky`k ao dy`ky m tou bueam dmb mt q`nmfmt ao Aout% \mdî smao `bkj`eky {uk`t toy`kb kt dmeto{öîed`kt {uo otto oyym kdkyyoqky`k& to kt sottmkt dmbuet l`dkttob fmudkt o to qmyekttob bmejot= K skyq`y ak{uofo bmboeqm& kt dm`tkt eäm 99:
k|keêky`kb eob ub doeqâboqym8 k skyq`y ak{uofo bmboeqm m bueam otqky`k ob yuâekt% Ek yokf`akao& m gmbob {uo to qmyek bmejo eäm qob `aà`k ao dmbm ofo otqë tmiyo|`|oeam& ao {uo tou sà ot{uoyam to bm|o smy{uo kfjuàb& ub gmbob dmbub& qob ubk fmnk kf` em boydkam ‑ aofo otqë oeyk`~kam kf`8Mà smy `ttm|`qkf {uo am m bmejo qob|ob m muqym sà ub f`|yosàskyk to bm|`boeqky% lñfojm bmejo am gmbob dmbub% M bmejo qob k `futäm ao {uo |`|o smy t` botbm& bkt k |oyakao à {uo ofo to kf`boeqk owdfut`|kboeqo am bueam qobsmyëy`m% Bkt ofo kbkfa`êmk m gmbob dmbub& a`~oeam> )Yoeued`o km bueam o to qmyeo ub bmejo)% Ofo Eäm soydoio {uo ktt`b otqë dy`keam ubk t`qukêäm ao tu`dâa`m ue`|oytkf& ubk t`qukêäm ak {ukf ofo botbm eäm smaoy`k otdksky ‑ ofo qkbiàb bmyyoy`k% Ofo {uoy dmfmdky qmamt mt q`nmfmt ao ub þe`dm fkam% Qkbiàb gë sottmkt {uo a`~ob m dmeqyëy`m% A`~ob> )Aout eäm ow`tqo8 tô ow`tqo otqo bueam& o ekak bk`t)% Ofkt tô kdyoa`qkb ek bkqày`k% O& dmbm tô kdyoa`qkb ek bkqày`k& ofkt qkbiàb qoeqkb dy`ky ub bueam syôsy`m% Ottkt sottmkt qkbiàb dgojkykb k k{uofo smeqm meao to symau~ m tu`dâa`m ue`|oytkf% Smy{uo to tô ow`tqo k bkqày`k o eäm ow`tqo Aout& oeqäm quam k{u`fm {uo aë tkimy ã |`ak& {uo aë oedkeqm ã |`ak& {uo aë bm|`boeqm ã |`ak& {uo emt ke`bk k fo|keqky& qoyë aotkskyod`am% To kdyoa`qëttobmt {uo Aout eäm ow`tqo& {uo tô k bkqày`k ow`tqo& {uo t`je`l`dkam qoy`k k |`ak= Oeqäm k |`ak to qmyeky`k dmbsfoqkboeqo `eþq`f% À smy `ttm {uo em Md`aoeqo ow`tqob sottmkt dmbm Tkyqyo& Dkbut& Hklhk o muqymt {uo lkfkb tmiyo k lkfqk ao toeq`am ak |`ak% Gmno ob a`k& qmamt mt l`fôtmlmt md`aoeqk`t a`~ob ob ueâttmem {uo k |`ak à tob toeq`am& à kituyak% M {uo Tgkhotsokyo a`tto to qmyemuem yofo|keqo o mt )_b soetkamyot md`aoeqk`t otqäm yosoq`eam dmeqowqmao akyosoeqo& syôsy`k |`ak> dmeqm ekyykam smy m ub fmudm& dgo`m ao ikyufgm o lþy`k& eäm qob eoegub t`je`l`dkam)% Eäm smao qoy eoegub t`je`l`dkam& eoegub toeq`am& smy{uo ofo tô dmfmdmu q`nmfmt ao bkqày`k& ao ekak bk`t am {uo bkqày`k% À ekquykf 997
{uo m t`je`l`dkam aotkskyoêk dmbsfoqkboeqo% Ktt`b dmbm m bueam soyaoy`k tou t`je`l`dkam to tô gmu|otto bmejot& qkbiàb soyaoy`k m tou t`je`l`dkam to tô gmu|otto gmboet dmbuet% À `eqoyottkeqo |oy {uo m gmbob dmbub tmiyo|`|o jykêkt km ktdoqk o {uo m ktdoqk tmiyo|`|o jykêkt km gmbob dmbub& am botbm bmam {uo m sà ot{uoyam aosoeao|`tqk& am sà o m sà a`yo`qm aosoeao am sà ot{uoyam% Ã sy`bo`yk otqka`yo`qm aosoeaîed`k skyodo ubk dmeqyka`êäm& bkt eub eâ|of bk`t symlueam eäm à% Kbimt mt sàt täm skyqo am botbm toy8 ub m bkeqàb oeyk`~kam& m muqym m lk~ bm|oy% E`ejuàb smao owsoy`boeqky qmak k |oyakao ak |`ak tob keqot dmbsyooeaoy dmyyoqkboeqo otqk dmeqyka`êäm% K sottmk {uo& smy msmt`êäm& `et`tqo ob of`b`eky ubk boqkao aofk k`eak eäm kfdkeêmu k `eqof`jîed`k tul`d`oeqo% \mdî doyqkboeqo smao of`b`eky ubk boqkao tuk& bkt ktt`b {uo `ttm kdmeqodoy& k boqkao yotqkeqo qkbiàb bmyyoyë8 smy{uo k tojueak boqkao yodoio tuk oeoyj`k |`qkf ak sy`bo`yk boqkao& o ao eoegub muqym fujky% Mu|` dmeqky m toju`eqo> am`t bmejot a`tduq`kb tmiyo m |kfmy am a`ego`ym% _b amt bmejot kdyoa`qk|k {uo m a`ego`ym smao toy yokfboeqo þq`f eubk t`qukêäm ao oboyjîed`k o m muqym kyjuboeqk|k> )Skyk {uo eodott`qkbmt am a`ego`ym= Tmbmt ktdoqkt& skyk {uo eodott`qkbmt ao a`ego`ym= Tô mt gmboet dmbuet syod`tkb ao a`ego`ym)% Kbimt ksyotoeqkykb a`|oytmt kyjuboeqmt k lk|my ao tout yotsodq`|mt smeqmt ao |`tqk& o mt kyjuboeqmt amt am`t skyod`kb dmyyoqmt% M bk`my b`tqày`m aotqo ue`|oytm à {uo smaobmt ksyotoeqky ub eþboym `jukf aoobkyjuboeqmt k lk|my ao {ukf{uoy q`nmfmt msmtqmt uq`f`~kamt tuk dy`kêäm& o k a`tduttäm à amt `eqoyb`eë|of smy{uo kbimt mt q`nmfmt täm `jukfboeqo utkamt% [ukf{uoy sottmk smao a`~oy> )Mfgo& m ue`|oytm lm` dy`kam dmb bout q`nmfmt)& oe{ukeqm 990
muqyk sottmk smao kyjuboeqky dmeqyk m sy`bo`ym a`~oeam> )Eäm& m ue`|oytm lm` lo`qm dmb bout q`nmfmt)% O k |`ak à qäm |ktqk {uo smudkt sottmkt o|mfuob m tul`d`oeqo skyk |oy {uo qmak k otqyuquyk otqë lmybkak ao q`nmfmt {uo to msÿob% Kfjuet tô |îob mt q`nmfmt {uo otqäm km kfdkedo am tou smeqm ao |`tqk% )Qob yk~äm>amm ue`|oytm% ue`|oytm lm` dy`kam sofmt tkeepkt% Qob yk~äm&A`~ob> Iykgbke à k lmeqo Qob yk~äm& m ue`|oytm à lo`qm ao kqbke)% Muqymt a`~ob> )M ue`|oytm à lo`qm ao bkqày`k& à lo`qm ao sô& ao ekak bk`t% Quam kdkikyë ob sô ‑ sô à o ob sô to dme|oyqoyë)% Otqkt sottmkt qkbiàb tô smaob bmtqyky ksoekt mt q`nmfmt {uo ofkt dmeqobsfkb am tou smeqm ao |`tqk skyq`dufky% Eotqo kttueqm eob m qoâtqk eob m kqou jkegkb k a`tduttäm8 eob m bkqoy`kf`tqk eob m ots`y`qukf`tqk tkob |`qmy`mtm% Ofot eäm smaob% Tukt kl`ybkêÿot skyqob ao ubk |`täm a`dmqmb`~kak ak |`ak% Ao bmam {uo k{uofot am`t bmejot bkeq`egkb ubk |`|k a`tduttäm% _b bmejo tutqoeqk|k {uo oyk eodottëy`m qoy a`ego`ym& oe{ukeqm {uo m muqym eäm otqk|k ao kdmyam dmb `ttm% Eub l`b ao qkyao ofot dgojkykb ã io`yk ao ub y`m& otqk|kb dmb bu`qk syottk& sm`t në oyk {ukto em`qo% _b amt bmejot to a`y`j`u km iky{uo`ym& {uo në otqk|k kbkyykeam m tou ikydm skyk `y obimyk& o fgo a`tto> ‑ Smy lk|my& eäm kbkyyo m ikydm k`eak& fo|o"emt kqà k muqyk bkyjob am y`m% Në à {ukto em`qo o syod`tkbmt dgojky km muqym fkam% ‑ T`eqm bu`qm ‑ a`tto m iky{uo`ym‑ në qoyb`eo` smy gmno o kjmyk qoegm {uo |mfqky skyk b`egk kfao`k% Mt fo|kyo` skyk m muqym fkam kbkegä sofk bkegä% ‑ Eäm ‑ a`ttoykb mt bmejot ‑ eäm smaobmt otsoyky kqà bkegä% Emttm botqyo& dmb {uob eôt ksyoeaobmt quam tmiyo m {uo àkbkegä% k |`ak& otqë k smeqm ao bmyyoy% Dmelmyboskttky a`~ob&k eäm Ofo emt dme|mdmu& eäm smaobmt em`qoyot`tq`yë k{u`% kqà ‑ Otqë iob ‑ a`tto m iky{uo`ym ‑ Mt fo|kyo` smy d`edm yus`kt% 943
M bmejo {uo oyk skyq`aëy`m am a`ego`ym mfgmu skyk m muqym bmejo o y`u% A`tto> ‑ M {uo qo skyodo& bou kb`jm= Qoy a`ego`ym à `eþq`f mu à þq`f= M muqym bmejo qkbiàb y`u% M sy`bo`ym bmejo skjmu kt d`edm yþs`kt kmm iky{uo`ym> ofo q`egk |oed`am% muqyk bkyjob& sy`bo`ym bmejo a`tto ao em|m>[ukeam dgojkykb ã ‑ M {uo qob k a`~oy& bou kb`jm= To eäm q`|àttobmt a`ego`ym& eäm qoyâkbmt dyu~kam m y`m% M tojueam bmejo y`u yu`amtkboeqo% A`tto> ‑ To dyu~kbmt m y`m eäm lm` smy{uo |mdî q`egk a`ego`ym& bkt t`b smy{uo lm` dksk~ ao to aotsyoeaoy aofo+ Suaobmt dyu~ky m y`m& eäm smy{uo |mdî q`egk a`ego`ym& bkt t`b smy{uo sma`k tmfqë"fm% Ktt`b& k a`tduttäm toju`k ao sà% M tojueam bmejo kdyotdoeqmu> ‑ Ou tobsyo a`tto {uo ub bmejo ao|o qoy k dmykjob ao kiy`y bäm am a`ego`ym% Smaâkbmt yoeued`ky k ofo> smy `ttm suaobmt dyu~ky m y`m% To |mdî lmtto mitq`ekam smy ofo& to eäm m q`|otto tmfqkam& dmbm qoyâkbmt dyu~kam m y`m= M symifobk dmeq`euk|k soeaoeqo% Dgojkykb kqà m tou botqyo% Soyjueqkykb"fgo> ‑ M {uo ao|obmt lk~oy= Otqk {uotqäm to qmyemu bu`qm symifobëq`dk% M {uo kdmeqodou gmno `futqyk bu`qm dfkykboeqo emttkt a`loyoeêkt% _b ao eôt kdyoa`qk {uo suaobmt dyu~ky m y`m smy{uo qâegkbmt a`ego`ym& o m muqym kdyoa`qk {uo suaobmt dyu~ë"fm smy{uo m tmfqkbmt% Emt bkeqobmt l`ybot ob emttkt smtquykt& o skyodo {uo kbimt qobmt yk~äm% M botqyo yotsmeaou% ‑ Otqäm fmudmt mtgë am`t% Otqäm dk`eam ek botbk qmf`do {uo k gubke`akao |ob dk`eam tàdufmt% ‑ [uo qmf`do à ottk= ‑ soyjueqkykb mt bmejot% M botqyo yotsmeaou> 94;
‑ Dkak ub ao |mdît otqë mfgkeam ksoekt ubk skyqo ak |oyakao% À |oyakao {uo tô suaoykb dmeqykqky m ikydm o kqyk|ottky m y`m smy{uo tmfqkykb m a`ego`ym8 bkt k muqyk skyqo qkbiàb à |oyakao`yk> |mdît tô suaoykb ao`wky m a`ego`ym smy{uo q`egkb a`ego`ym skyk ao`wky% Ekquykfboeqo& à |oyakao {uo suaoykb kqyk|ottky y`m smy{uo a`ego`ym% Bkteäm k muqyk à `jukfboeqo mdoyqk> to eämq`egkb q`|ottob a`ego`ym& qoy`kbskyqo sma`am kqyk|ottky% Kqyk|ottkykb m y`m smy{uo tmfqkykb m a`ego`ym% Ktt`b& kbikt kt dm`tkt täm |oyakao`ykt% Eäm gë dmeqyka`êäm oeqyo ofkt% Bkt eôt dy`kbmt ottkt a`dmqmb`kt ob qmamt mt eâ|o`t ao emttkt |`akt% O k{uofo {uo kdyoa`qk ob {ukf{uoy ubk akt aukt skyqot à dksk~ ao ksyotoeqky ub kyjuboeqm dme|`edoeqo skyk ksm`ë" fk% Eäm à a`lâd`f& smy{uo k sottmk qob k boqkao ak |oyakao skyk to ksm`ky% Ofk otqë |`|oeam k boqkao ak |oyakao& m {uo eäm à smudm% À bk`t {uo tul`d`oeqo skyk k sottmk aoloeaoy tou smeqm ao |`tqk% Bkt k |`ak eäm smao to yotmf|`ak ã ikto ao a`tduttÿot% K |`ak ao|o toy `e|otq`jkak& dmegod`ak ob tuk qmqkf`akao% À |oyakao {uo ou oet`em k bmyqo& bkt `ttm eäm t`je`l`dk {uo ou otqonk dmeqyk k |`ak% M {uo {uoym a`~oy à {uo k bmyqo à k smyqk ao oeqykak skyk m dmegod`boeqm o skyk m yodmegod`boeqm ak |`ak% M {uo ou {uoym a`~oy à {uo eäm |onm k |`ak o k bmyqo dmbm loeñboemt msmtqmt% Smttm dgkbky m {uo otqmu oet`ekeam k{u` ao )kyqo ao bmyyoy) mu )kyqo ao |`|oy) ‑ kbimt mt qoybmt t`je`l`dkb k botbk dm`tk% Aosoeao ao dmbm mfgkbmt% \mdî smao bo soyjueqky> smy {uo eäm m dgkbk ao )kyqo ao |`|oy)= Ow`tqob bmq`|mt skyk `ttm% K sy`bo`yk dm`tk à {uo emt qmyekbmt owqyobkboeqo ksojkbmt ã |`ak% O otqo ksojm to qmyemu bu`qm aoto{u`f`iykam% Qkbiàb smttm|mdî dgkbë"fm |`|oy)& bkt eäm To {uoym ktt`b smy{uo otqë )kyqo bu`qmaoksojkam ã |`ak% ou dgkbë"fm a`ttotto> )\oegk ksyoeaoy k kyqo ao |`|oy)& |mdî |`y`k dmyyoeam smy{uo jmtqky`k ao yolmyêky m tou ksojm sofk |`ak% Ou dgkbm )kyqo ao bmyyoy) skyk {uo |mdî smttk yodusoyky m tou o{u`fâiy`m% To |mdî 949
ksyoeaoy k bmyyoy& oeqäm k |`ak o k bmyqo otqkyäm a`keqo ao |mdî ob dmea`êÿot ao `jukfakao ‑ ofkt toyäm dmbm m tou sà ot{uoyam o m tou sà a`yo`qm% Oeqäm |mdî kfdkeêkyë k |`ak aol`e`q`|k% Ob tou otqkam aol`e`q`|m& k |`ak eäm dmeqàb eob ektd`boeqm eob bmyqo& bkt qob aukt soyekt& {uo eôt dgkbkbmt ektd`boeqm o bmyqo% ow`tq`tto ubk |`|oy& d`akaooudunmt gki`qkeqot lmttobEkquykfboeqo& tu`d`akt& meaotoe`ejuàb {u`totto eäm `y`k kf` lkfky tmiyo k kyqo ao bmyyoy% Kf` ou a`y`k> )Ksyoeak k kyqo ao |`|oy)% O ktt`b dmbm ou a`jm k |mdît> )K boa`qkêäm à k smyqk ak |`ak)% Ou a`y`k skyk ofot> )\oegkb& ksyoeakb k |`|oy& sm`t oe{ukeqm eäm qoegkb ksyoea`am k |`|oy& eäm tkioyäm bmyyoy% To {uoyob bmyyoy8 ao`wob {uo ou fgot oet`eo k |`|oy& smy{uo {ukeam q`|oyob ksyoea`am k |`|oy& qoyäm ksyoea`am qkbiàb k bmyyoy)% Tô ktt`b mt gki`qkeqot aottk d`akao |`y`kb k b`b o bo otduqky`kb% Tuk d`akao à owkqkboeqo m `e|oytm ‑ |mdî à gki`qkeqo ao ubk d`akao meao e`ejuàb {uoy bmyyoy& meao qmamt {uoyob |`|oy& meao kt sottmkt {uoyob kjkyyky"to ã |`ak dmb qkeqk lmyêk ao bmam {uo k bmyqo euedk dgojuo kqà ofkt% Smy `ttm tmu miy`jkam k fgo lkfky tmiyo k bmyqo% Eäm à dm`tk b`egk8 to ou k dgkbm ao )kyqo ao bmyyoy) à smy |mdî% Tobsyo a`yo` m botbm% _bk |o~& Iuak dgojmu k ubk kfao`k% Oyk ao bkayujkak& o m tmf otqk|k k smeqm ao kskyodoy em gmy`~meqo% _b gmbob to ksymw`bmu o a`tto> ‑ Tmu kqou> eäm kdyoa`qm ob Aout% \mdî m {uo ms`ek= Ow`tqo Aout= Iuak yotsmeaou> ‑ Tô Aout à% Eäm gë ekak kfàb ao Aout ob qmamt mt fujkyot% ‑ Ao|ob Bkt boqoy a`ttoykb {uo |mdî ‑ a`tto mIuak‑ gmbob% ‑ qo `elmybkam bkfà kqou+ ‑ kttojuymu Ou tmu qoâtqk% Kjmyk |mdî otqë mu|`eam ak b`egk syôsy`k imdk% Tmu m bk`my qoâtqk {uo në ow`tq`u% Aout à& o eäm ow`tqo ekak kfàb ao Aout% 944
M gmbob l`dmu tmi k ëy|myo dmb ubk toetkêäm ao aotdmelmyqm% Iuak toju`u tou dkb`egm% Km bo`m a`k& muqym gmbob to ksymw`bmu ao Iuak o fgo a`tto> ‑ Tmu qoâtqk% K dyoa`qm kitmfuqkboeqo ob Aout% Tmu `e`b`jm amt kqout% \`b soyjueqky k tuk ms`e`äm tmiyo k ow`tqîed`k ao Aout% Iuak yotsmeaou> ‑ Aout= E äm ow`tqo& eob smaoyë ow`tq`y euedk% Eäm ow`tqo Aout& kitmfuqkboeqo% M gmbob eäm kdyoa`qk|k em {uo otqk|k mu|`eam% ‑ M {uo |mdî otqë a`~oeam= ‑ owdfkbmu ‑ Mu|` a`~oy {uo gk|`k dgojkam ã kfao`k ub gmbob yof`j`mtm o |oegm soyjueqë"fm to Aout ow`tqo8 o à ktt`b {uo |mdî bo yotsmeao= ‑ Ou& ub gmbob yof`j`mtm= ‑ yosf`dmu m Iuak ‑ Ou& dyoeqo= Ou tmu m bk`my kqou {uo në ow`tq`u% M gmbob l`dmu dmbsfoqkboeqo dmelutm% Smaobmt dmbsyooeaoy k dmelutäm aotqo gmbob8 bkt Kekeak& a`tdâsufm ao Iuak& otqk|k qoyy`|ofboeqo `eqy`jkam& sm`t q`egk mu|`am kbikt kt dme|oytkt% Ofo l`dmu bu`qm kj`qkam8 ofo eäm dmetoju`k oeqoeaoy m {uo otqk|k kdmeqodoeam% Lm` quam iob ek skyqo ak bkegä& bkt ã qkyao tuyj`u ub symifobk% M {uo kdmeqodou dmb Iuak= ‑ Kekeak soyjueqk|k k t` botbm% Sofk bkegä ofo a`tto {uo oyk m bk`my qoâtqk am bueam& oe{ukeqm {uo ã qkyao a`tto {uo oyk m bk`my kqou ow`tqoeqo% Kekeak ao`wmu skyk `eqoyymjky Iuak ã em`qo& {ukeam otq`|ottob tm~`egmt% Bkt ek{uofk em`qo muqyk tuysyotk m otsoyk|k% [ukeam k em`qo dk`u muqyk sottmk to ksymw`bmu ao Iuak o a`tto {uo eäm tki`k to Aout ow`tqo mu eäm% K{uofo gmbob ao|`k toy ub kjeôtq`dm& ubk sottmk {uo a`~ {uo eäm tkio to Aout ow`tqo mu eäm% E`ejuàb tkio& o e`ejuàb euedk smao tkioy% Oeqäm& ofo a`tto> kdgk= ‑ E äm to` to Aout ow`tqo mu eäm% \mdî m {uo bo a`~= M {uo Iuak yotsmeaou> ‑ To |mdî eäm tkio& qkbsmudm ou to`% O toy`k imb {uo eôt am`t soybkeodîttobmt ob t`fîed`m% 941
[ukeam otqo gmbob mu|`u k yotsmtqk ao Iuak& ofo qkbiàb l`dmu dmelutm% A`tto> ‑ Q`egk mu|`am a`~oy {uo |mdî à ub `fub`ekam8 smy `ttm kdyoa`qo` {uo tkioy`k% ‑ \mdî ao|o qoy mu|`am bkf ‑ a`tto Iuak ‑ Ou tmu ub gmbob@bkj`eo kitmfuqkboeqo `jemykeqo% [uootqky dmegod`boeqm smttm qoy= dmbm Kekeak ao|`k to toeq`eam% Dmfm{uo"to ob tou fujky% \mdî smao `bkj`eky k tuk a`l`dufakao= [ukeam qmamt lmykb obimyk& ofo qmdmu mt sàt ao Iuak o a`tto> ‑ \mdî otqë qoeqkeam bo bkqky= M {uo |mdî otqë lk~oeam= Euedk bo toeq` qäm `e{u`oqm dmbm otqmu gmno% M {uo à `ttm {uo |mdî otqo|o a`~oeam m a`k qmam= Sofk bkegä |mdî a`tto ubk dm`tk& sofk qkyao muqyk o ã em`qo aou ubk yotsmtqk dmbsfoqkboeqo a`loyoeqo skyk k botbk soyjueqk% Iuak a`tto> ‑ Ou eäm ao` ottkt yotsmtqkt skyk |mdî% Ao` k{uofkt yotsmtqkt skyk kt sottmkt k {uob dmyyotsmea`k% Smy {uo |mdî kt otduqmu= \mdî kdgk {uo à doyqm mu|`y m {uo a`jm skyk mt muqymt= ‑ @tqm à m dþbufm+ ‑ a`tto K ekeak ‑ Dmbm smaoy`k ao`wky ao mu|`"fkt= Ou otqk|k syotoeqo& iob kf`& o eäm qoegm mt mu|`amt qkbskamt+ O dmbm toy`k smttâ|of kdmeqodoy ao ou eäm {uoyoy qo mu|`y lkfky= Ou kamym mu|`y |mdî lkfky& eäm `bsmyqk m {uo |mdî lkfo% ‑ Oeqäm smy {uo |mdî otqë qy`tqo= ‑ A`tto Iuak ‑ B `egkt yotsmtqkt eäm oykb skyk |mdî+ ‑ Smao toy {uo eäm lmttob ‑ a`tto K ekeak ‑ bkt ou bo oedmeqym eub a`fobk% Smy lk|my& bo yotsmeak kjmyk botbm> [ukf à k |oyakao= Smy {uo aou qyît yotsmtqkt a`loyoeqot= Iuak fgo owsf`dmu> Ou q`egk {uo bkegä qyk~oy mtoyk qyîtkqou% k ubToeam smeqmtôaokqou o{u`fâiy`m% M gmbob‑{uo |o`m sofk ofo otqk|k `edmbsfoqm& smy{uo k |`ak à lo`qk ao msmtqmt%
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Qoegk `tqm ob boeqo& k sottmk |oyakao`ykboeqo yof`j`mtk à kt aukt dm`tkt km botbm qobsm ‑ kqou smy ub fkam o dyoeqo ob Aout smy muqym% Tuk |`ak dmeqàb kbimt mt ktsodqmt& bkt ofo gkybme`~k mt am`t msmtqmt% Eottk gkybme`k otqë k yof`j`äm% O k{uofo {uo tô kdyoa`qk ob Aout eäm qob bkquy`akao yof`j`mtk% K`eak eäm kfdkeêmu ub o{u`fâiy`m ob tuk |`ak% Smy `ttm& Iuak a`tto> ‑ Ou q`egk {uo `eqymau~`y o{u`fâiy`m ek |`ak ak{uofo gmbob% _b fkam aofo gk|`k to qmyekam bu`qm sotkam& o oeqäm ou q`|o {uo sñy kfjubkt soaykt em muqym sykqm ak ikfkeêk% Kfàb a`ttm& ou qkbiàb {u`t aototqki`f`~ë"fm& smy{uo ao kfjub bmam ofo q`egk to dme|oed`am ao {uo Aout eäm ow`tqo% Tuk dme|`dêäm syod`tk|k toy kikfkak& smy{uo k{uofo {uo dgojk k ubk doyqo~k& bmyyo% K |`kjob qob {uo dmeq`euky8 k iutdk ao|o dmeq`euky% M gmbob {uo |o`m ã qkyao oyk qoâtqk% Ou q`|o {uo a`~oy k ofo {uo ou oyk kqou& smy{uo ofo qkbiàb to aoto{u`f`iymu8 ofo qkbiàb soyaou m o{u`fâiy`m% K |`ak à ub o{u`fâiy`m% K{uofo {uo kq`ejo otqo o{u`fâiy`m& kfdkeêk k |oyakao% K yk~äm sofk {ukf ou a`jm {uo |mdî {uo ao|o ksyoeaoy k kyqo ao bmyyoydmb à smy{uo |`akektoikfkeêk qmyemu ak aoto{u`f`iykak% \mdîquam otqëto dmfmdkam bu`qk tuk tmf`ao~ |`ak o& smy `ttm& qyketlmybmu ob soayk% K |`ak to tmf`a`l`dmu8 soyaou"to m o{u`fâiy`m% \ë ob lyoeqo> dme|`ao qkbiàb ã bmyqo% A`jk> )\oegk o tonk b`egk dme|`akak% \kbmt l`dky nueqmt)% Em a`k ob {uo k |`ak to dmbsymboqoy k |`|oy dmb k bmyqo& to qyketlmybkyë ob |`ak tusyobk% Em a`k ob {uo yodoioybmt k bmyqo& {uo k kiykêkybmt& k {uotqäm qoyb`ekyë+ Eotto a`k k amy ak bmyqo aotkskyodoyë% K amy to oedmeqyk|k ob emttk lujk ak bmyqo& ob emttm boam aofk% [ukeam ubk sottmk to ka`keqk o kiykêk k bmyqo& oeqäm k bmyqo soyao& k bmyqo à |oed`ak& smy{uo m gmbob {uo kiykêk k bmyqo qmyek"to `bmyqkf% Kjmyk& k bmyqo eäm smao lk~oy ekak dmeqyk ofo% M {uo k 94<
bmyqo smaoyë fgo lk~oy {ukeam m syôsy`m gmbob otqë symeqm skyk aotkskyodoy= Ow`tqob am`t q`smt ao sottmkt> kt sy`bo`ykt iutdkb k bmyqo8 kt tojueakt täm symduykakt sofk bmyqo% K bmyqo symduyk k{uofot {uo lmjob aofk% O gë k{uofot {uo iutdkb k bmyqo& bkt k bmyqo lmjo aofot dmetqkeqoboeqo% Symduykb bmyqo `edottkeqoboeqo& k oedmeqykb% [uo q`sm ao sottmk k|mdî jmtqky`k ao toy> m {uobkt lmjoeäm ak bmyqo& mu k{uofo {uo k kiykêk= K sottmk {uo lmjo ak bmyqo dmeq`eukyë k toy aoyymqkak8 qmak tuk |`ak toyë ubk fmejk g`tqôy`k ao aoyymqk% K{uofo {uo kiykêk k bmyqo qy`uelkyë `boa`kqkboeqo tmiyo ofk8 në eäm ow`tq`yë aoyymqk ob tuk |`ak% Oeqäm tuk |`ak to qmyek ubk |`kjob qy`uelkeqo% T`b& ou oet`em k kyqo ao bmyyoy% Otqmu m oet`ekeam k bmyyoy skyk {uo |mdî smttk kfdkeêky k |`ak% \mdî dmegodo otto tojyoam= [ukeam ubk sottmk ksyoeao k |`|oy ek otduy`aäm ‑ {ukeam ofk kdo`qk k qmqkf`akao ak otduy`aäm ‑ k otduy`aäm to qyketlmybk ob fu~ skyk ofk% \mdî tki`k {uo {ukeam ubk sottmk qmbk |oeoem dmb kbmy& dmb kfojy`k& dmbm to qmbktto eàdqky& m |oeoem to qmyek ub eàdqky skyk ofk= O to |mdî eäm tki`k a`ttm& oeqäm |mdî ao|o aotdmiy`y% _bk akt |oyakaot bk`t symlueakt ak |`ak à {uo k sottmk {uo kdo`qk m |oeoem kbmymtkboeqo ‑ m |oeoem ao`wk ao toy |oeoem skyk ofk ‑ to qyketlmybk ob eàdqky% O k sottmk {uo kdo`qmu k otduy`aäm ao qmam dmykêäm& skyk tuk tuysyotk aotdmiyo {uo k otduy`aäm to qyketlmybmu ob fu~% O {ukeam k sottmk yodoio k amy dmb mt iykêmt kioyqmt% Aotdmiyo {uo në eäm gë amy ‑ tô k lof`d`akao l`dk% Skyk k{uofo {uo kdo`qk m tou otqkam ao kj`qkêäm o dmedmyak ob |`|oy dmb ofo& kt smyqkt ak sk~ o ak qyke{ö`f`akao to kiyob% @tqm skyodo fobiyo"to& ubkskdâl`dk& sottmk {uo a`~ a`~oy {uo {uoy kfdkeêkydmeqyka`qôy`m% k sk~ euedkBkt smaoyë to qmyeky smy{uo )ou {uoym kfdkeêky k sk~) t`je`l`dk& ek yokf`akao& symduyky k kj`qkêäm% M gmbob në à `e{u`oqm dmbm ofo à8 o k`eak ow`tqob kfjuet {uo dy`kb ubk em|k `e{u`oqkêäm a`~oeam> )[uoyobmt qoy sk~)% 94:
_bk |o~ ub gmbob |o`m bo |oy% A`tto"bo> ‑ Otq`|o ob Smea`dgoyyp em ktgykb ao Ykbkek& o otq`|o qkbiàb em ktgykb ao Ykbkhy`tgek> qmamt ofot otqäm dgo`mt ao g`smdy`t`k% Eäm dmetoju` oedmeqyky ekak kfàb am {uo g`smdy`t`k% Ou symduym k sk~ o eäm k oedmeqym ob eoegub fujky% Otqmu |`knkeam k am`t kemt ob ak sk~% Mu|` lkfky ao |mdî ob Smea`dgoyyp% Ou |`b a`yoqm skykiutdk dë% [uoym k sk~% Ou fgo a`tto> ‑ Fo|keqo"to o tk`k smy k{uofk smyqk kjmyk botbm8 am dmeqyëy`m& qkbiàb smaoyë a`~oy {uo tmu ub g`sôdy`qk% ‑ M {uo |mdî {uoy a`~oy= ‑ soyjueqmu"bo ofo% ‑ T`bsfotboeqo tk`k ‑ a`tto ou ‑ O euedk bk`t mfgo skyk dë em|kboeqo% Toyë bofgmy ou bo smusky keqot {uo ou qkbiàb tonk dgkbkam ao g`sôdy`qk % ‑ Bkt ou |`b skyk oedmeqyky k sk~+ ‑ a`tto m gmbob% ‑ Iktqk |mdî qî"fk soya`am8 `ttm à quam ‑ ou a`tto ‑ O ao`wo" bo soyjueqky ubk dm`tk> k {uob |mdî lm` soyjueqky tmiyo m bmam ao tmlyoy= [ukf juyu m `e`d`mu ek kyqo ak kj`qkêäm= Ob {uo ktgykb |mdî ksyoeaou k toy `e{u`oqm= ‑ E`ejuàb bo oet`emu ekak a`ttm ‑ yotsmeaou m gmbob% Oeqäm ou fgo a`tto> ‑ \mdî à ub tuno`qm `eqof`joeqo& tkio kqà dy`ky k tuk syôsy`k kj`qkêäm boeqkf% Oeqäm m {uo tmiyk skyk ou qo oet`eky= \mdî toju`u ub dkb`egm skyk dy`ky k tuk kj`qkêäm> t`jk m dkb`egm msmtqm o oedmeqykyë k sk~% M {uo |mdî {uoy ao b`b= ‑ Smy lk|my& bo oet`eo m dkb`egm skyk oedmeqyky k sk~ ‑ m gmbob soa`u% ‑ \mdî otqë symduykeam dkb`egmt skyk to qmyeky kj`qkam ‑ ou ofo ‑ Tô gë ub dkb`egm skyk kfdkeêky k sk~> otqky ob sk~a`tto dmb kk`e{u`oqkêäm% K{uofo {uo kdo`qk k `e{u`oqkêäm ob tuk qmqkf`akao& k{uofo {uo a`~> )\oegk& l`{uo dmb`jm% Tonk b`egk dme|`akak eotqk dktk)& 947
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otqmu oeqyojkeam k |mdî k |oyakao`yk dgk|o ak |`qôy`k tmiyo k bmyqo% M yonu|oeotd`boeqm eäm à k dgk|o skyk kfdkeêky k |`qôy`k tmiyo k bmyqo% Smy bk`t {uo |mdî to tuiboqk k ub symdottm ao yonu|oeotd`boeqm& k`eak ktt`b |mdî qoyë {uo bmyyoy% À doyqo~k {uo m dmysm bmyyoyë% yonu|oeotd`boeqm tô smao kqyktky ub smudm k bmyqo8 ktt`b àMsmttâ|of o|`qky k bmyqo auykeqo ub smudm bk`tbk`t ao qobsm% K þe`dk dm`tk {uo m yonu|oeotd`boeqm t`je`l`dk à {uo tout symifobkt toyäm otqoea`amt smy ub soyâmam bk`my ‑ ob |o~ ao bmyyoy aosm`t amt toqoeqk kemt& |mdî smaoyë toy dksk~ ao bmyyoy aosm`t amt toqodoeqmt kemt ‑ Mt tmly`boeqmt {uo ao muqym bmam smaoy`kb qoy qoyb`ekam kmt toqoeqk kemt |äm toy symyymjkamt smy toqodoeqmt kemt% M {uo |mdî otsoyk|k= Mt symifobkt ao toqoeqk kemt auykyäm toqodoeqmt kemt% Kt a`tsuqkt ao toqoeqk kemt auykyäm kqà mt toqodoeqmt kemt% Kt a`tduttÿot ao toqoeqk kemt dmeq`eukyäm smy toqodoeqmt kemt> To otqoeaoyäm& toyäm bufq`sf`dkamt& auykeqo qmam otto qobsm% M {uo bk`t |mdî otsoyk|k {uo suaotto kdmeqodoy= Smtt`|ofboeqo `tqm eäm qoegk mdmyy`am dmb |mdî& bkt to |mdî oedmeqyktto ubk sottmk {uo suaotto qo aky ubk smêäm& a`~oeam> )Qmbo `tqm o |mdî |`|oyë toqodoeqmt kemt)& |mdî sym|k|ofboeqo a`y`k> )Otsoyo ub bmboeqm& bo ao`wo soetky)% Ou eäm kdyoa`qm {uo eoegub ao |mdît otq`|ottob a`tsmtqmt k qmbky ubk smêäm {uo symfmejktto k |`ak kqà mt toqodoeqmt kemt% M {uo `tqm {uoy a`~oy= [uoy a`~oy> )Ou |mu dmeq`euky k toy dmbm tmu% À aobk`t skyk b`b& qoy {uo |`|oy toqodoeqmt kemt)% O `ttm toy`k bu`qm dutqmtm8 qoy`k dmeto{öîed`kt bu`qm jyk|ot% To kfjub a`k mt d`oeq`tqkt aotdmiy`yob ub bmam ao aky km gmbob ubk |`ak `el`e`qk 'o ottk aotdmioyqk eäm à `bsmttâ|of& oeqäm fobiyo"to& sottmkt dmboêkyäm symduyky ubkt juyu {uo kt oet`eob k bmyyoykt yks`akboeqo% Ktt`b kdmbm kjmyk sottmkt symduykb juyut {uo tonkb dksk~ot ao yonu|oeotdî"fkt& kt sottmkt symduykyäm oeqäm kfjuàb {uo fgot oet`eo m tojyoam o k qàde`dk ao 913
bmyyoy& ao bkeo`yk {uo kqà botbm mt d`oeq`tqkt eäm toyäm dksk~ot ao f`ioyqë"fkt% Ofkt qoeqkyäm oejkeky m t`tqobk f`|ykeam"to ak |`ak% Eäm dmbsyooeaobmt {uo ubk |`ak symfmejkak eäm qob toeq`am% M toeq`am ak |`ak to oedmeqyk ob tuk `eqoet`akao% _bk sottmk smao |`|oy ub tô bmboeqm ao ubk bkeo`yk qmqkf ‑ bk`t qmqkfboeqo am {uo muqyk Àsottmk smaoy`kaokfdkeêky eþboym `el`e`qm ao |`akt% ubk {uotqäm |`|oy& o kqà tô kbotbm sottmkeub {uo eäm qob boam ak bmyqo smao |`|oy& am dmeqyëy`m& dmbm ofk smao |`|oy= M boam ak bmyqo lk~ m gmbob qyoboy ‑ ofo euedk l`dk skykam8 otqë tobsyo dmyyoeam% \mdî në yoskymu {uo k |ofmd`akao em bueam kuboeqk dmetqkeqoboeqo= Quam à yës`am% M lmjuoqo à bofgmy am {uo m dkyym ao im`t ‑ smy{uo m lmjuoqo smao emt fo|ky bk`t aosyottk k {ukf{uoy f ujky ‑ bkt smy {uo aky qkeqk `bsmyqéed`k ã |ofmd`akao= Qkf|o~ |mdî eäm qoegk soydoi`am `ttm& bkt m gmbob iutdk k |ofmd`akao ek qoeqkq`|k ao luj`y ao meao ofo otqë% Em fujky ob {uo otqë m gmbob otqë qäm kttutqkam& otqë dmb qkeqm boam& {uo {uoy luj`y% Ofo toeqo {uo otqky`k bofgmy ob {ukf{uoy fujky& owdoqm em fujky meao otqë% Ek Ouymsk o ek Kbày`dk mt l`et ao tobkek o mt loy`kamt to qmyekykb ub jykeao `edñbmam% Kt sottmkt l`dkb bk`t dketkakt eotqot a`kt am {uo emt a`kt ao qykikfgm% K `aà`k à oeqyky em dkyym o skyq`y k qmak |ofmd`akao ‑ k dob& au~oeqmt& qyo~oeqmt {u`fñboqymt smy gmyk ‑ luj`y skyk ub fujky qyke{ö`fm& skyk ubk otqéed`k ek bmeqkegk& skyk ubk syk`k% M bmq`|m {uo mt fo|kb k tk`y dmyyoeam qäm aosyottk à {uo mt muqymt qkbiàb dmyyob& qkbiàb qîb syottk& o smaoy`kb dgojky sy`bo`ym em botbm fujky% To kfjuàb mt soyjueqky meao {uoyob dgojky& ofot eäm tkiob% Bkt ubk dm`tk à doyqk> {uoyob amaofujky otqäm ‑ {uoyob klktqky"to ao tuk dktk& aoto tukklktqky bufgoy& tou meao qykikfgm% M gmbob à `edksk~ ao |`|oy& à smy `ttm dmyyo qkeqm ao ub fkam skyk muqym% [uoy qoy |oâdufmt dkak |o~ bk`t smqoeqot skyk dmyyoy bk`t% Soyjueqo meao ofo otqë `eam& kmeao {uoy dgojky& o ofo 91;
yotsmeaoyë> )E äm smttm qo a`~oy `ttm kjmyk& eäm qoegm qobsm% Qoegm {uo dgojky fmjm… qobmt {uo dgojky ã Fuk8 qobmt {uo dgojky k Bkyqo)% Skttkbmt qmak emttk |`ak dmyyoeam% Am {uo luj`bmt= Qobmt boam%%% Smy ub fkam à m boam ao toybmt `edksk~ot ao |`|oy sfoekboeqo8 o smy muqym fkam m boam ak bmyqo à `b`eoeqo& otqë syotoeqo% dm`tkt oeqyo kt`%tuk M gmbob {uo qob boamKtakaukt bmyqo eäm otqäm toyë dmeodqkakt dksk~ ao |`|oy |`ak& ofo soybkeodoyë dmb m qobmy ak bmyqo% Oeqäm {ukf toyë k tmfuêäm= \mdî bo soyjueqk> )[ukf à k tmfuêäm= [ukf à k tkâak=) Ou a`jm> kdo`qo k bmyqo% Dme|`ao k bmyqo o a`jk> )\oegk& bo syomduskyo` dmb k |`ak bk`t qkyao& sy`bo`ym |mdî |ob% Ao`wo ou qoyb`eky m kttueqm dmeq`jm sy`bo`ym skyk {uo smttkbmt ao`wky yotmf|`ak k {uotqäm ao ubk |o~ smy qmakt% Aosm`t ou |`|oyo` k jmtqm% Sy`bo`ym bo mduskyo` ao |mdî& o aosm`t tmttojkyo` skyk |`|oy dmbmakboeqo)% K boa`qkêäm à m bo`m skyk kdo`qky k bmyqo dmb otqk kq`quao% K boa`qkêäm à m bo`m& k boa`qkêäm à k tmfuêäm {uo soyb`qo qyketb`q`y otto dme|`qo ã bmyqo% K{uofo {uo kdo`qk k bmyqo aotqo bmam to k{u`oqk `boa`kqkboeqo% Tuk |ofmd`akao aotkskyodo% Në mitoy|mu= [ukeam |mdî otqë dmb yk`|k o otqë keakeam ao i`d`dfoqk& soakfk bk`t yës`am% [ukeam |mdî otqë `yy`qkam o otqë a`y`j`eam ub dkyym& s`tk em kdofoykamy dmb bk`t lmyêk% Mt st`dôfmjmt a`~ob {uo mt kd`aoeqot ao kuqmbô|of eäm kdmeqodob smy dkutk am bkf otqkam akt otqykakt& bkt t`b smy dkutk ak sottmk {uo s`tk em kdofoykamy ‑ m bmq`|m otqë ek sottmk {uo a`y`jo% Tout aoeqot otqäm doyykamt ao yk`|k o ofk otqë s`tkeam dmb bk`t lmyêk em kdofoykamy& ao kfjub bmam otqë aotonkeam qoy ub kd`aoeqo% Ofk otqë dgo`k am aotonm ao ikqoy ob kfjubk dm`tk% K |`ak skyodo qäm bmeôqmek o qäm `eþq`f {uo ofk {uoy qyk~oy ub smudm ao obmêäm& ub smudm ao |ky`oakao& tonk dgmdkeam"to dmb kfjubk dm`tk% Kdyoa`qk {uo `ttmbotbm ao`wkyë{uo k |`ak bk`t obmd`mekeqo& to toeq`yë iob dmb `ttm% Ofk soetk {uo qoyë k tkq`tlkêäm ao tkioy {uo kdmeqodou kfjm obmd`mekeqo ob tuk |`ak& {uo k tuk |`ak eäm otqë qmqkfboeqo |k~`k ao toeq`am% 919
Ek Ouymsk o ek Kbày`dk bu`qmt dy`b`emtmt aodfkykykb emt qy`iuek`t {uo eäm q`egkb ekak dmeqyk k sottmk {uo bkqkykb ‑ k þe`dk dm`tk {uo {uoy`kb oyk |oy tout embot emt nmyek`t& o ottk oyk k þe`dk bkeo`yk k tou kfdkedo% M embo ao ubk sottmk ao iob euedk kskyodo ekt sëj`ekt smf`d`k`t& kf` |mdî tô |î embot ao kttktt`emt o ao dy`b`emtmt% Ow`tqobsmyam`t q`smtsottmk`t ao kttktt`emt> {uo dmboqob kttktt`ekqmt yk~ÿot o k{uofot k{uofot {uo dmboqob kttktt`ekqmt dmfoq`|mt ‑ mt smfâq`dmt% Tmboeqo mt embot aotqot kskyodob emt nmyek`t8 mt muqymt täm `jemykamt% Obimyk |mdî smttk toy ub imb d`akaäm& m tou embo eäm l`juykyë emt nmyek`t8 bkt to aoy ubk suegkfkak eubk sottmk& tou embo |`ykyë bkedgoqo% _b dy`b`emtm dmelottk em qy`iuekf> )Ou eäm q`egk eoegubk `e`b`~kao dmb k{uofk sottmk& ou euedk q`egk |`tqm k{uofo gmbob keqot% Ou ksoekt mfgo` skyk kt dmtqkt aofo o dyk|o` k lkdk% [ukeam m tkejuo ak |âq`bk nmyymu& bo toeq` tkq`tlo`qm smy{uo& l`ekfboeqo& l`~ kfjm a`jem akt sottmkt lkfkyob% Toeq` {uo k b`egk |`ak eäm q`egk t`am ob |äm% M dktm kskyodou ob qmamt mt nmyek`t% Emt qy`iuek`t& mt nu`~ot o mt ka|mjkamt `bsmyqkeqot |otq`amt dmb qmjkt syoqkt a`tduqob m bou dktm dmb toy`oakao% [ukeam |onm quam `tqm kdmeqodoeam& t`eqm {uo ou l`~ kfjm `bsmyqkeqo& {uo eäm tmu ubk sottmk dmbub)% K sottmk {uo lmjo ak bmyqo& {uo qobo k bmyqo& l`dk qäm lyutqykak& qäm qy`tqo o kimyyod`ak& {uo otqë a`tsmtqk k lk~oy {ukf{uoy dm`tk skyk tk`y aotto otqkam% K þe`dk dm`tk {uo ofk eäm lk~ à kdmfgoy k bmyqo% Ktt`b {uo ubk sottmk kdmfgo k bmyqo& ktt`b {uo kdo`qk k bmyqo& ubk em|k smyqk to kiyo ob tuk |`ak& ubk smyqk {uo k dmeau~ km a` |`em% Em owqoy`my am qobsfm ao Aout otqë otdy`qm k skfk|yk )Bmyyoy)& {uo em tou m y`m ak o|`ak qyketimyak% Kt sottmkt oe{ukeqm |îob m foqyo`ym {uo `eqoy`my a`~> )Bmyyoy) |mfqkb skyk qyët% E`ejuàb oeqyk% À ubk `aà`k bu`qm imk& ubk `aà`k bu`qm `eqof`joeqo8 am dmeqyëy`m& gk|oy`k ubk bufq`aäm aoeqym o toy`k a`lâd`f |`|oy% Smy `ttm m qobsfm ak |`ak qob ub foqyo`ym {uo a`~ )Bmyyoy) 914
soeauykam sofm fkam ao lmyk% K{uofot {uo to kttutqkb km |î"fm& lmjob% À smy `ttm {uo a`jm {uo |mdî ao|o ksyoeaoy k bmyyoy% M bk`my tojyoam ak |`ak à ksyoeaoy k bmyyoy& ksyoeaoy k kdo`qky k bmyqo% Ao`wo m skttkam bmyyoy qmamt mt a`kt% Bmyyk qmamt mt a`kt% Eäm otqkbmt ao`wkeam m skttkam ao meqob bmyyoy% _b gmbob toqoeqk kemtTuk ao `eléed`k `akao& bkeqàb |`|ktk`eak% kt fobiykeêkt lof`~ot aoaotuk `eléed`k% eäm bmyyou M gmbob k`eak dmetoy|k m aotonm ao yoqmyeky k tuk `eléed`k% Ofo në otqë qäm |ofgm {uo eäm smao to bm|oy& otqë kdkbkam& bkt tuk nu|oequao eäm bmyyou k`eak% K`eak soetk tmiyo kt botbkt dm`tkt% Ofo k`eak otqë tmegkeam dmb kt otqyofkt ao d`eobk ao tuk nu|oequao& ksotky ao eoegubk aofkt toyob kt botbkt kjmyk% Kt `bkjoet k`eak otqäm to bm|oeam a`keqo amt tout mfgmt& ekak bmyyou% Ek |oyakao& m emttm skttkam euedk bmyyo% Eôt euedk q`|obmt dmykjob skyk bmyyoy& euedk ao`wkbmt {uo ekak bmyyk& o& dmeto{öoeqoboeqo& quam to kdubufk% Eäm ao`wkbmt m bmyqm bmyyoy8 sofm dmeqyëy`m& m kdubufkbmt dmbm ubk dkyjk sotkak& o oeqäm to qmyek `bsmttâ|of |`|oy tmi tou sotm% Ktt`b& ubk akt dgk|ot ak kyqo ao bmyyoy à otqk> ao`wob m bmyqm bmyyoy% _bk |o~ kdmeqodou ub `ed`aoeqo bkyk|`fgmtm {ukeam Notut skttk|k smy ub fkjm% Oyk ao bkayujkak% M tmf otqk|k k smeqm ao tk`y o m gmy`~meqo dmboêk|k k to k|oybofgky% _b sotdkamy q`egk nmjkam tuk yoao em fkjm skyk sotdky% [ukeam ofo dmboêmu k suwky k yoao& Notut sñt tuk bäm em mbiym aofo o a`tto> ‑ Bou kb`jm& |mdî jmtqky`k ao skttky qmak k tuk |`ak sotdkeam= Ottk {uotqäm në gk|`k dyu~kam |ëy`kt |o~ot k dkioêk am sotdkamy% ow`tqo kfjuàb {uosmao eäm soeto= Ekquykfboeqo& mt so`wot smaob toyOa`loyoeqot& k yoao toy a`loyoeqo& m fkjm smao toy a`loyoeqo& bkt ao qmak bkeo`yk tuyjo k soyjueqk> Ao|m jktqky qmak k b`egk |`ak sotdkeam= 911
M sotdkamy to |`ymu skyk |oy {uob oyk m gmbob {uo otqk|k lk~oeam k botbk soyjueqk {uo ofo botbm tobsyo q`egk ob tuk dkioêk% Mfgmu skyk Notut% \`u tout mfgmt toyoemt o kfojyot& tuk soytmekf`akao% A`tto> ‑ Eäm qoegm muqyk otdmfgk% Meao smaoyo` oedmeqyky ub obsyojm= Meao smaoyo` oedmeqyky muqyk kq`|`akao skykso`wot bo tutqoeqky= Ou qkbiàb bo soyjueqm to dmeq`eukyo` sotdkeam m yotqm ao b`egk |`ak% Oeqäm a`tto Notut> ‑ Ou qkbiàb tmu sotdkamy& bkt nmjm k b`egk yoao ob muqym bky% \oegk& to |mdî {u`toy bo t`jk8 bkt fobiyo"to& tô m gmbob {uo qob dmykjob skyk yoeued`ky k tuk |ofgk yoao smao nmjky ubk em|k yoao% Ao`wo skyk qyët k |ofgk yoao% M sotdkamy ao|`k toy ub gmbob bu`qm dmyknmtm% Gë bu`qm smudk joeqo dmyknmtk dmbm ofo% Ao`wmu kf` botbm tuk yoao dgo`k ao so`wot% Ao|o qoy skttkam sofk tuk boeqo& sofm boemt& m aotonm ao yodmfgoy k yoao {uo në otqk|k dgo`k& bkt Notut a`tto> ‑ K em|k yoao tô smaoyë toy nmjkak em em|m bky to k sottmk q`|oy dmykjob skyk ao`wky k |ofgk yoao skyk qyët% Ao`wo k yoao kâ botbm% M sotdkamy ao`wmu tuk yoao o soyjueqmu> ‑ Bo a`jk meao ao|m `y= ‑ \mdî skyodo toy ub gmbob dmyknmtm+ ‑ a`tto Notut ‑ Qob dkskd`akao skyk dgojky k kfjub fujky% \oegk dmb`jm+ [ukeam to ksymw`bkykb amt kyyoamyot ak kfao`k& ub gmbob |o`m dmyyoeam& ofo skymu m sotdkamy o a`tto> ‑ Kmeao |mdî |k`& otqë fmudm= Tou sk`& {uo otqk|k amoeqo bmyyou% Meao |mdî otqk|k= Lmbmt qo iutdky em fkjm o oedmeqykbmt k tuk yoao nmjkak em dgäm% Kmeao |mdî |k`= M sotdkamy a`tto skyk Notut> ‑ Smy lk|my& bo dmedoak kfjuet a`kt skyk ou oeqoyyky m bou sk` o dofoiyky tou lueoykf% Aosm`t |mfqkyo` skyk tou fkam% 91?
Kt skfk|ykt {uo Notut yotsmeaou km sotdkamy täm oemyboboeqo bkyk|`fgmtkt% Ofo a`tto> ‑ \mdî otqë oejkekam& ao`wo {uo mt bmyqmt oeqoyyob mt bmyqmt+ [uo eodott`akao qob {uo |mdî |ë= \oegk& bo t`jk% Kjmyk {uob bmyyou në otqë bmyqm8 smy {uo `edmbmaky"to to{uoy ob oeqoyyë"fm= Otqot täm ksoektOqyu{uot skyksottmkt bkeqî"fm |`|m% ek [uob otqë bmyqm& bmyyou skyk tobsyo% gë bu`qkt bmyqkt kfao`k% Ofot oeqoyykyäm m bmyqm% \mdî |ob dmb`jm% M sotdkamy got`qmu smy ub bmboeqm% Mitoy|keam"m& Notut a`tto> ‑ Qkf|o~ ou qoegk qo nufjkam bkf {ukeam kdyoa`qo` {uo lmtto dksk~ ao ao`wky skyk qyët tuk |ofgk yoao% M sotdkamy skymu smy ub bmboeqm o& aosm`t toju`u Notut% Notut a`tto> ‑ \mdî à ub gmbob |kfoeqo% To |mdî lm` dksk~ ao ao`wky skyk qyët m {uo otqë bmyqm& oeqäm |mdî smaoyë yokfboeqo kfdkeêky k |`ak% Ek yokf`akao& ao|obmt aotdkyqky quam {uo bmyyou em skttkam% \mdî to toeqk ob boa`qkêäm& bkt tobsyo |ob bo a`~oy {uo euedk |î yotufqkam& {uo mt soetkboeqmt dmeq`eukb dgojkeam% Mt soetkboeqmt eäm dgojkb ktt`b8 k {uotqäm à> |mdî dgojmu k ao`wë"fmt= \mdî tobsyo to bkeqàb mitq`ekamt smy ofot& dmbm ofot smaoyäm toy dufskamt= To ub gmbob dy`k ub däm& aë dmb`ak& m bkeqàb syotm ob tuk dktk& o ao yosoeqo ub a`k m tmfqk& m nmjk ek yuk& o|`aoeqoboeqo m smiyo däm |k` |mfqky skyk m gmbob% O to m däm |mfqk |ëy`kt |o~ot& toy`k dufsk am däm= Auykeqo qmamt otqot a`kt m gmbob kf`boeqmu m däm& m kdky`d`mu& aou kbmy& dmb ofo& dmfmdmu ub dmfo`yk em tou sotdmêm& m bkeqo|o ob iy`edmu tuk dktk% O oeqäm& ao yosoeqo& ofo aod`ao boa`qky o a`~ km däm skyk tub`y% Dmbm smao toy `ttm= M smiyo däm eäm qob `aà`k am {uo kdmeqodou dmb m gmbob qäm yosoeq`ekboeqo& ao bmam {uo ofo aë kfjubkt |mfqkt o |mfqk skyk m tou amem% Ofo 91<
kdyoa`qk {uo qkf|o~ m amem otqonk iy`edkeam dmb ofo8 smy `ttm& {ukeqm bk`t m gmbob `et`tqo ob owsuftë"fm& bk`t iy`edkfgäm ofo to qmyek& bk`t ofo |mfqk skyk m amem% Ofo soetk {uo kfjm em|m otqë kdmeqodoeam& {uo m botqyo otqë ao imb gubmy& o smy `ttm m däm to `eqoyottk dkak |o~ bk`t sofm nmjm% \mdî |ob bo \mdî a`~oymt{uo mt soetkboeqmt eäm qotkejuo% ao`wkb% Dmbm smaob ao`wky= kf`boeqmu dmb m tou syôsy`m \mdî mt kbkyymu ob t` botbm8 |mdî dmfmdmu em sotdmêm aofot ubk dmfo`yk dmb m tou embo% A`jk skyk kfjuàb {uo m {uo ofo soetk otqë oyykam ‑ ofo tkfqkyë dmeqyk |mdî& a`~oeam> )M {uo {uoy a`~oy= [uo m {uo ou soetm otqë oyykam= Bout soetkboeqmt euedk smaob otqky oyykamt+) Ao bmam {uo m soetkboeqm& {uo qob ubk dmfo`yk dmb m tou embo& |mfqk skyk |mdî% Dmbm m tou soetkboeqm |`yë k tkioy {uo |mdî otqë boa`qkeam= Kjmyk |mdî a`~ skyk m tou soetkboeqm> )Lmyk ak{u`+ Tubk+) Bkt m soetkboeqm eäm |k` obimyk ktt`b% Kf`boeqkbmt mt soetkboeqmt% Kf`boeqkbmt mt soetkboeqmt am skttkam& mt kbkyykbmt k eôt botbmt% O oeqäm& ub a`k& |mdî {uoy {uo ofot m ao`wob ao yosoeqo% Ofot eäm |äm ao`wë"fm ob ub tô a`k% \mdî qoyë {uo ao`wky ao kf`boeqë"fmt& qoyë {uo ao`wky ao dy`ë"fmt% Fobiyo"to& to |mdî {uoy to f`|yky amt soetkboeqmt& skyo ao a`~oy> )Bout soetkboeqmt)% Dmbm |mdî smao ao`wky kfjubk dm`tk {uo dmet`aoyk toy tuk= To |mdî {u`toy to f`|yky amt soetkboeqmt& ao`wo ao to `eqoyottky smy ofot% Dmbm toyë {uo ofot `yäm obimyk to |mdî eäm ao`wk ao to `eqoyottky smy ofot= Ao muqym bmam& dmbm ofot |`yäm k tkioy {uo |mdî buamu& {uo në eäm otqë `eqoyottkam eofot= Qmakt kt emttkt fobiykeêkt am skttkam täm soetkboeqmt% Otqkbmt emt kjkyykeam ek yoao aofot% Eäm soyb`q`bmt {uo ofot bmyykb% Ao`wo tout soetkboeqmt bmyyoyob% Ao`wo {uo m bmyqm soybkeoêk bkeqoeam"mt bmyqm> |`|mt… eäm qoeqo bkeqî"fmt |`|mt% Bkt otqkbmt @tqm qkbiàb lk~ skyqo ak kyqo ao bmyyoy% Bkeqoegk otqk dgk|o ob boeqo> to |mdî {uoy ksyoeaoy k kyqo ao bmyyoy& ao`wo {uo m bmyqm soybkeoêk bmyqm% Ao`wo m skttkam toy skttkam% Ofo eäm 91:
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@TQM SYOD@TK TOY B_@QM IOB DMBSYOOEA@AM& SM@T toyë þq`f skyk k boa`qkêäm& ktt`b dmbm m ksyoea`~kam ak kyqo ao bmyyoy% Ofo lo~ ubk soyjueqk bu`qm t`je`l`dkq`|k% Ofo soyjueqk> )M {uo à ubk boeqo dmelutk=) Bkt k{u` dmboqobmt ub oejkem> A`~obmt dmelutk)% K{u`aukt à meao otqë m')boeqo) oyym% [ukf à m oyym= Mo oyym à {uo)boeqo otqkbmt uq`f`~keam skfk|ykt o )dmelutk)& k |oyakao ak {uotqäm à {uo qkf dm`tk eäm ow`tqo% Ek yokf`akao& m syôsy`m otqkam ao dmelutäm à k boeqo% Eäm ow`tqo ubk boeqo dmelutk% K syôsy`k boeqo à dmelutäm% K boeqo à ub muqym embo skyk k dmelutäm% O {ukeam eäm gë dmelutäm eäm t`je`l`dk {uo k boeqo smttk to qyke{ö`f`~ky ‑ k boeqo à ob t` botbm& k `eqyke{ö`f`akao% [ukeam eäm gë dmelutäm à smy{uo k boeqo aotkskyodou% @bkj`eo& smy owobsfm& {uo gë ubk qobsotqkao em bky& m bky otqë kj`qkam% \mdî a`y`k {uo to qykqk ao )ubk qobsotqkao kj`qkak)= Toyë {uo kfjuàb smaoy`k dgkbë"fk ao )ubk qobsotqkao kj`qkak)= \mdî to f`b`qky`k k a`~oy {uo à ubk qobsotqkao& smy{uo )qobsotqkao) në à t`eñe`bm ao )kj`qkêäm)% O {ukeam k qobsotqkao kdkik |mdî a`~ {uo k qobsotqkao to qmyemu qyke{ö`fk= Eäm& k þe`dk dm`tk {uo |mdî a`~ à {uo k qobsotqkao në eäm ow`tqo+ Skyk dmbsyooeaoy k boeqo& fobiyo"to qkbiàb& )boeqo) à ksoekt ub t`eñe`bm skyk )dmelutäm)% [ukeam k sk~ kdmeqodo& eäm t`je`l`dk {uo k boeqo to qmyemu skdâl`dk& bkt t`b& {uo k boeqo në eäm ow`tqo bk`t% _b otqkam ao eäm"boeqo kskyodo% O {ukeam k 917
boeqo në eäm ow`tqo& oeqäm m {uo l`dk à k{u`fm {uo dgkbkbmt ao kqbke % M bky ow`tqo botbm {uo eäm ow`tqk ubk qobsotqkao% [ukeam k qobsotqkao aotkskyodo& l`dk m bky% [ukeam k boeqo dmelutk ao`wk ao ow`tq`y& m {uo l`dk à m kqbke& k dmetd`îed`k% K boeqo eäm à ubk dm`tk& à ub otqkam ao dmelutäm& ub otqkam ao aotmyaob% K boeqo à ubkà lkdufakao& ubkao tuitqéed`k% M dmysm à ubk dm`tk&eäm m kqbke muqyk dm`tk&eäm o k àlkfqk sk~ oeqyo kbimt to dgkbk boeqo% Ob otqkam ao sk~ m dmysm soybkeodo& m kqbke soybkeodo& bkt boeqo në eäm ow`tqo bk`t% Eäm ow`tqo ubk boeqo qyke{ö`fk% Qykqk"to ao ub oyym ao owsyottäm ao|`am ã f`ejukjob {uo dy`kbmt% Lkfkbmt> )ub dmysm amoeqo)& mu )ub dmysm tkuaë|of)% @tqm à dmyyoqm% Ekquykfboeqo& ow`tqob dmysmt amoeqot o qkbiàb ow`tqob dmysmt tkuaë|o`t% Dmb m aotkskyod`boeqm ak oeloyb`akao& l`dk ub dmysm tkuaë|of% Bkt eäm à ktt`b em dktm ak boeqo% Eäm ow`tqo )ubk boeqo tä) o )ubk boeqo amoeq`k)% K boeqo& smy t` tô& à amoeqo% Tou syôsy`m toy à dmelutäm% Tou syôsy`m toy à `etkfuiyo% Tou syôsy`m toy à ubk amoeêk% Smyqkeqm& eäm soyjueqo dmbm |mdî smao f`ioyqky k boeqo ak dmelutäm& soyjueqo dmbm |mdî smao to f`|yky ak boeqo% Soyjueqo dmbm otqk boeqo smao bmyyoy% Soyjueqo dmbm |mdî smao of`b`eky otqk boeqo% Soyjueqo m {uo |mdî smao lk~oy skyk {uo k boeqo ao`wo ao ow`tq`y% K boa`qkêäm à ub bo`m skyk kdkiky dmb k boeqo& skyk aotsoa`y"to ak boeqo% K boa`qkêäm t`je`l`dk tk`y ak boeqo% K boa`qkêäm t`je`l`dk klktqky"to ak boeqo% K boa`qkêäm t`je`l`dk k dottkêäm ak boeqo% K boa`qkêäm t`je`l`dk l`dky fmejo ao meao yo`ek k dmelutäm% Km emt klktqkybmt ak dmelutäm& k dmelutäm to k{u`oqk& smy{uo m {uo k dy`k à k emttk syôsy`k syotoeêk% To emt klktqkybmt& ofk ao`wk ao ow`tq`y% smy owobsfm& {uo aukt sottmkt otqäm iy`jkeam% Tusmegkbmt& \mdî |o`m skyk iy`jky dmb`jm o otqkbmt fuqkeam% To ou bo klktqky& dmbm k iy`jk smaoy`k dmeq`euky= K iy`jk kdkiky`k& sm`t ofk tô smao dmeq`euky to ou skyq`d`sky aofk% \`|obmt eub sfkem boeqkf8 910
otqkbmt syotoeqot owkqkboeqo meao yo`ek k aotmyaob& meao m symifobk otqë kdmeqodoeam% Eäm {uoyobmt emt klktqky aotto fujky& bkt {uoyobmt fo|ky k sk~ skyk fë% Kf` eäm smao gk|oy sk~% Iktqk {uo |mdî qoegk k imeakao ao to klktqky& `ttm à quam% Ktt`b {uo |mdî to klktqky am sfkem boeqkf& k kj`qkêäm dgojkyë l`b% Kbkt boa`qkêäm à ubkskyk qàde`dk skyk qyk~oy k sk~K skyk tukkm boeqo8 t`b& ubkeäm qàde`dk to klktqky ak boeqo% boa`qkêäm à ub bo`m ao otdksky& ao klktqky"to akt meakt ao dmelutäm% Muqym kb`jm lmybufmu ubk soyjueqk {uo otqë yofkd`mekak dmb k keqoy`my% Toy`k imb {uo |mdî oeqoeaotto `tqm qkbiàb% Ofo soyjueqmu> [ ukf à k a` lo yoeêk oeq yo otq ky ob boa ` q kêäm o sykq ` dky k boa ` q kêäm=
À K BOTBK A@LOYOEÊK [_O NË OTQM_ OWSF@DKEAM skyk |mdî% To ubk sottmk otqë sykq`dkeam k boa`qkêäm& otqë qoeqkeam ksk~`juky ubk boeqo dmelutk% M {uo ofk |k` lk~oy= Ofk qoeqkyë qyke{ö`f`~ky k tuk boeqo% [ukeam ubk sottmk otqë ob otqkam ao boa`qkêäm& eäm otqë qoeqkeam qyke{ö`f`~ky k tuk boeqo& ob |o~ a`ttm& otqë klktqkeam"to aofk% To m tmf otq`|oy bu`qm {uoeqo& |mdî smao kiy`y tou jukyak"tmf ‑ mt jukyak"tô`t smaob toy kioyqmt tmi tmf o k sottmk smao to symqojoy ob tuk tmbiyk mu tmi {ukf{uoy muqyk tmbiyk% Em oeqkeqm& eäm à smttâ|of kiy`y ub jukyak"tmf aoeqym ak boeqo% Ek boeqo m þe`dm jukyak"tmf smttâ|of toy`k m soetkboeqm ‑ bkt m soetkboeqm eäm à dksk~ ao buaky mt lkqmt% Toy`k dmbm to ub gmbob soybkeodotto tmi m tmf dmb mt mfgmt lodgkamt& soetkeam {uo qob ub jukyak"tmf tmiyo k dkioêk& o {uo kjmyk ofo otqë symqoj`am am dkfmy% Bkt ofo miy`jkqmy`kboeqo toeq`yë dkfmy% M gmbob otqë qoeqkeam utky m soetkboeqm skyk lk~oy kfjubk dm`tk dmeqyk m tmf& otqë qoeqkeam otly`ky m tmf boeqkfboeqo% Ofo otqë qoeqkeam )sykq`dky) 9?3
k boa`qkêäm% Bkt gë ub muqym gmbob%%% [ukeam m tmf ot{uoeqk& ofo t`bsfotboeqo to fo|keqk& |k` skyk aoeqym ao dktk o yofkwk% Ofo eäm lk~ eoegub otlmyêm skyk qoeqky otly`ky m tmf& ofo t`bsfotboeqo to klktqk am tmf% Sykq`dky k boa`qkêäm t`je`l`dk lk~oy ub otlmyêm& ub otlmyêm smy buaky k boeqo% O otqky ob boa`qkêäm t`je`l`dk eäm lk~oy eoegub otlmyêm skyk buaky k boeqo& bkt t`b oeqyky em `eqoy`my ob t`fîed`m% \mdî ao|o fo|ky ob dmeqk k a`loyoeêk oeqyo kt aukt dm`tkt% To |mdî l`~oy ub otlmyêm skyk boa`qky& k boa`qkêäm euedk kdmeqodoyë% To |mdî qoeqky lk~oy ub otlmyêm ‑ to |mdî to toeqky& otq`dky mt bþtdufmt o kdkfbky k tuk boeqo ‑ eäm `bsmyqk m {uo kdmeqoêk& eäm akyë yotufqkam& smy{uo& kl`ekf& {uob otqkyë lk~oeam quam `tqm= [uob otqkyë aobmetqykeam aoqoyb`ekêäm= [uob& k eäm toy k tuk boeqo= Dmbm |mdî à kjmyk& |mdî à dmelutm& `e{u`oqm% \mdî qoeqk to kdkfbky& m {uo t`je`l`dk {uo |mdî otqë iutdkeam ub em|m symifobk skyk k tuk boeqo% \mdî otqë toeqkam& symeqm skyk to ot{uodoy ao quam& to otlmyêkeam skyk oeqyky ob boa`qkêäm% [ukeqm bk`t yâj`am |mdî l`dk& bk`my k a`l`dufakao ao yofkwky& bk`t qoetm |mdî l`dk% Otqo eäm à m dkb`egm% Ou qo soêm {uo boa`qo smy{uo k boa`qkêäm à yofkwkboeqm% \mdî eäm qob {uo lk~oy ekak ‑ t`bsfotboeqo& yofkwky% Symduyo oeqoeaoy% Owsf`dkyo` `ttm bofgmy dmb ub so{uoem owobsfm% Bkeqoegkb `ttm ob boeqo% _b gmbob otqë ekakeam em y`m% Ofo {uoy kfdkeêky k muqyk bkyjob% K dmyyoeqo~k am y`m à lmyqo o ofo ikqo mt iykêmt o kt soyekt qoeqkeam kqyk|ottky k ekam% Ofo to dketk& otqë otjmqkam& bkt dmeq`euk ekakeam% M gmbob otqë lk~oeam ub oemybo otlmyêm qkbiàb skyk ekaky% à ub ofo% Sykq`dky k boa`qkêäm à ubEkaky otlmyêm% Bkt otlmyêm gë muqymskyk gmbob% Ob |o~ ao ekaky& ofo t`bsfotboeqo lfuquk% Ao`wk to fo|ky sofm y`m% Eäm ikqo mt iykêmt eob kt soyekt8 t`bsfotboeqo ao`qk"to em y`m% M y`m lfu`& o ofo qkbiàb lfu`% Ofo eäm otqë ekakeam kitmfuqkboeqo& 9?;
ksoekt lfuqukeam% Eäm à syod`tm lk~oy eoegub otlmyêm skyk lfuquky8 lfuquky à ub )eäm"otlmyêm)% K boa`qkêäm ak {ukf ou lkfm à dmbm lfuquky& eäm à dmbm ekaky% Mitoy|o ub gmbob ekakeam o ubk lmfgk lfuqukeam em y`m% M syk~oy o k kfojy`k ak lmfgk lfuqukeqo eäm täm aotqo bueam% Skyk k lmfgk eäm gë symifobkt& eobtëi`k% mitqëdufmt& eobtoa`tsuqkt& eob tmly`boeqm% K lmfgk à bu`qm O em {uo ksyod`k tuk tkioamy`k= K lmfgk à tëi`k smy{uo qob lo`qm am y`m m tou ikydm o kjmyk ek|ojk tmiyo ofo% K lmfgk otqë syoskykak o a`tsmtqk k `y meao m y`m {uo`yk fo|ë"fk% K lmfgk {uoiymu qmak k lmyêk am y`m% M y`m eäm smao fgo lk~oy eoegub bkf smy{uo k lmfgk eäm fuqk dmeqyk m y`m% K lmfgk eäm {uoy mloyodoy eoegubk yot`tqîed`k8 f`b`qk"to k lfuquky% Ktt`b& k lmfgk qob ubk dmelmyb`akao qmqkf% Smy {uî= Smy{uo kjmyk symduyk otqky ao kdmyam dmb m y`m8 ofk t`bsfotboeqo lfuquk8 `ttm à quam% Meao {uoy {uo m y`m k fo|o& {uo ktt`b tonk% Smyqkeqm& qoegk ob boeqo m lfuquky ak lmfgk% \mdî smao lfuquky ktt`b em y`m ak |`ak= \mdî eäm ao|o to{uoy soetky ob ekaky& eob botbm qoy k toetkêäm ao {uo otqë ekakeam8 k boeqo eäm ao|o ow`tq`y skyk ekak% \mdî në mitoy|mu {uo ub gmbob |`|m smao to klmjky eub y`m oe{ukeqm {uo ub gmbob bmyqm lfuquk ek tusoylâd`o= Kfjubk |o~ |mdî në to soyjueqmu smy {uo `tqm kdmeqodo= M gmbob |`|m to klmjk& bkt m bmyqm euedk to klueak% Ofo tmio ã tusoylâd`o `boa`kqkboeqo% [ukf à k a`loyoeêk= M bmyqm dgojk k ub otqkam ao eäm"otlmyêm% M dmysm bmyqm eäm lk~ ekak8 eäm smaoy`k lk~oy botbm to {u`totto% M dmysm tmio ã tusoylâd`o o lfuquk% M gmbob |`|m smao to klmjky smy{uo ofo lk~ ub otlmyêm skyk to bkeqoy |`|m% Eottk qoeqkq`|k& ofo to dketk& o {ukeam l`dk dketkam kdkik to klmjkeam% À k tuk fuqk {uo m klmjk& o eäm m y`m% M y`m eäm smao klmjky ub gmbob bmyqm smy{uo otqo Meäm Dmbmlk~oy ofo eäm `bsmttâ|of {uo soydk tukt lmyêkt% y`m fuqk% eäm smao bkf kfuqk& ofo%àSmy `ttm ofo lfuquk em y`m% K boa`qkêäm ak {ukf ou lkfm à tobofgkeqo km lfuquky8 eäm à tobofgkeqo km ekaky% \mdî t`bsfotboeqo ao|o lfuquky% [ukeam ou 9?9
a`jm skyk yofkwky m dmysm& {uoym a`~oy {uo |mdî ao|o ao`wky m dmysm lfuquky% Oeqäm eäm bkeqoegk eoegub ambâe`m tmiyo m dmysm& eäm to kjkyyo ã bkyjob am dmysm> tmfqo"m& lfuquo% [ukeam ou a`jm skyk |mdî tmfqky qkbiàb k yots`ykêäm& eäm to ksojuo ã yots`ykêäm% Ao`wo k yots`ykêäm qkbiàb& lfuquo dmb ofk% Oeqäm& skyk meao |mdî otqë `eam= To tmfqky m dmysm& skykskyk aoeqym& skyk `eqoy`my8 to |mdî to kjkyyky km dmysm& tk`yëskttkyë em|kboeqo m fkam aomlmyk% Dmbm ubk sottmk smao oeqyky em y`m to ofk to ksojky ã bkyjob= Ofk tô smaoyë l`dky ek qoyyk% To k sottmk ao`wky k bkyjob& oeqykyë a` yoqkboeqo em y`m% Aoeqym ao eôt lfu` ubk dmyyoeqo ao |`ak& ubk dmyyoeqo ao dmetd`îed`k a`|`ek& bkt eôt otqkbmt emt kjkyykeam ek bkyjob& ek bkyjob am dmysm% Tmfqo% Tmfqo qkbiàb k yots`ykêäm% Tmfqo qkbiàb mt soetkboeqmt% Ktt`b qmakt kt bkyjoet toyäm ao`wkakt skyk qyët% Meao |mdî `yë kjmyk= Kjmyk |mdî dmboêkyë k lfuquky ek dmyyoeqo {uo lfu` aoeqym% K{uofo {uo to ao`wk lfuquky eottk dmyyoeqo dgojk km bky% K dmyyoeqo `eqoy`my à dmbm ub y`m& o k{uofo {uo to ao`wk lfuquky eofk kfdkeêk m bky% K boa`qkêäm à dmbm lfuquky% K{uofo {uo ksyoeao k lfuquky kfdkeêk m a`|`em% Eäm ekao& k{uofo {uo ekak to soyaoyë% K{uofo {uo ekak dmetoju`yë& em bëw`bm& ao`wky otqk bkyjob o dgojky ã muqyk% M {uo bk`t ub ekakamy smao lk~oy= M {uo bk`t smao dmetoju`y ub ekakamy= Ofo `yë ao ubk bkyjob ã muqyk% Otqk bkyjob q`yk |mdî ao aoeqym am y`m& ktt`b dmbm k muqyk bkyjob% _bk sottmk smiyo& aosm`t ao bu`qm ekaky& em bëw`bm& smaoyë to qmyeky y`dk& o ekak bk`t% Aosm`t ao ekaky bu`qm& k sottmk {uo to toeqk|k eubk so{uoek dkao`yk smao dgojky k toeqky"to eubk smfqymek& m {uo bk`t smao dmetoju`y= |mdî ao aoeqym am y`m& tô ktt`b dmbm k muqykk ‑ eämOtqk gë bkyjob eoegubkq`yka`loyoeêk% M ekakamy smao kfdkeêky bkyjob% Bkt o k{uofo {uo lfuquk= Eoegubk bkyjob smao `bsoa`y k{uofo {uo lfuquk& smy{uo ofo to ao`wmu fo|ky sofk dmyyoeqo% K dmyyoeqo m fo|kyë% Fo|kyë o m lkyë dgojky km bky& dmb qmak doyqo~k% 9?4
K boqk à dgojky km bky ‑ m y`m to dme|oyqo ob bky o k dmetd`îed`k `ea`|`aukf to dme|oyqo em a`|`em% [ukeam ubk jmqk to soyao em |ktqm mdokem& kfdkeêk m t`je`l`dkam kitmfuqm ak |`ak& k lof`d`akao tusyobk ak |`ak& k iofo~k bëw`bk ak |`ak% M aol`e`q`|m à `tqm> k kyqo ao bmyyoy à dmbm k kyqo ao lfuquky% K{uofo {uo otqë skyk bmyyoy euedk ekak% A`~% )Fo|o"bo meao {uo`yk% Otqmusyoskykam syoskykam+)% Quam {uo ou lkfo` eotqot {ukqym a`kt otqë yofkd`mekam dmb m aol`e`q`|m% Em oeqkeqm& kfjuet kb`jmt kdyoa`qkykb {uo ou oyk ksoekt ub yotsmeaoamy ao soyjueqkt% Ofot bo otdyo|oykb |ëy`kt |o~ot a`~oeam> )Smy lk|my& a`jk"emt m {uo |mdî soetk& owsmegk kt tukt syôsy`kt `aà`kt% Eäm to f`b`qo k yotsmeaoy kt soyjueqkt)% Dmbm to lmtto muqyk sottmk {uo otq`|otto akeam kt yotsmtqkt k{u`+ M symifobk à {uo mt dki`aot to qmyekb bk`t `bsmyqkeqot am {uo kt ymuskt {uo otqäm soeauykakt eofot% M {uo ofot otqäm a`~oeam à> )Ksoekt bmtqyo"emt kt ymuskt% Smy{uo |mdî otqë to `edmbmakeam ob soeauyë"fkt ob dki`aot=)% Bkt& ob qmam dktm& m {uo à {uo otqmu soeauykeam amt dki`aot= Quam m {uo ou qoegm k a`~oy& soeauykyo` emt dki`aot ao tukt soyjueqkt% Bkt à ktt`b {uo kt emttkt boeqot täm% Mu|` dmeqky m toju`eqo> Gk|`k ub d`ydm dunm symsy`oqëy`m dmtqubk|k kf`boeqky mt tout bkdkdmt dmb {ukqym ikekekt sofk bkegä o qyît ã qkyao% _bk bkegä kdmeqodou {uo eäm gk|`k ikekekt tul`d`oeqot em boydkam& ao bmam {uo ofo aou ksoekt qyît ikekekt kmt bkdkdmt% Mt bkdkdmt oeqykykb ob jyo|o% A`ttoykb> ‑ @tqm eäm smao kdmeqodoy+ [uoyobmt {ukqym ikekekt sofk bkegä%‑ Ou |mu aky kt {ukqym ikekekt ã qkyao ‑ a`tto m symsy`oqëy`m ‑ Sojuob ottkt qyît kjmyk% Mt bkdkdmt `et`tq`ykb> 9?1
‑ @tqm euedk kdmeqodou keqot% Eôt tobsyo q`|obmt {ukqym ikekekt sofk bkegä% [uoyobmt {ukqym ikekekt kjmyk botbm+ ‑ L`dkykb fmudmt= ‑ a`tto m symsy`oqëy`m ‑ Ao {ukf{uoy bkeo`yk |mdît qoyäm toqo ikekekt em qmqkf% ‑ E äm emt `eqoyottk kt tukt dmeqkt ‑ `et`tq`ykb mt bkdkdmt ‑ Quam [uoyobmt m {uo `bsmyqk à {uo yodoiobmt bkegät% {ukqym ikekekt kjmyk {ukqym botbm+ikekekt qmakt kt Kb`jmt bo otdyo|ob dmetqkeqoboeqo a`~oeam> )Smy lk|my& a`jk"emt m {uo |mdî soetk& owsmegk kt tukt syôsy`kt `aà`kt% Eäm to f`b`qo k yotsmeaoy soyjueqkt)% Ek |oyakao& {ukeam ou yotsmeam kt soyjueqkt& otqmu owsmeam kt b`egkt syôsy`kt `aà`kt& bkt k {uotqäm à k bkeo`yk dmbm ofkt otqäm toeam owsmtqkt% Kt soyjueqkt toy|ob ue`dkboeqo ao dki`aot8 soeauym eofot kt b`egkt syôsy`kt `aà`kt% M {uo ou qoegm k a`~oy smao toy a`qm kqyk|àt ao a`tduytmt mu kqyk|àt ao yotsmtqkt% [uo a`loyoeêk `ttm lk~= [uob à {uo otqë lkfkeam= Bkt |mdî toeqo {uo ou ao|m owsmy b`egkt syôsy`kt `aà`kt smy{uo tobsyo yodoiou {ukqym ikekekt sofk bkegä% Ob dkak yoq`ym ao boa`qkêäm ou dmtqubm lk~oy {ukqym a`tduytmt o {ukqym tottÿot ao soyjueqkt o yotsmtqkt% Aotqk |o~ kdmeqodou {uo |mdît qyketlmybkykb qmakt kt youe`ÿot ob tottÿot ao soyjueqkt o yotsmtqkt% Bkt `tqm eäm buak ekak% Bkeqoegkb ob boeqo k bkqobëq`dk akt toqo ikekekt% Tmbob% Eäm à syod`tm {uo gknk {ukqym sofk bkegä o qyît ã qkyao& mu |`do"|oytk% Ou ao` k |mdî qmakt kt toqo ikekekt% To |mdî l`dky lk~oeam dmelutäm dmb k dmeqkjob& smao soyaoy m smeqm% Smy `ttm a`jm& em l`ekf |mdî jkegmu kt toqo ikekekt% Ou a`tto quam m {uo q`egk k a`~oy%
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