A modern day scribe of the Holy Words of the Mighty I AM Toni Jackson
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Physical Dedication: To the earth and all of the people, who live, love, laugh and wonder about the reasons for this lifetime. Emotional Dedication: To my children Kevin, Emily, Sheila and Gabrielle and to their children and to all of the children of God who trust the Holy Words of God found within each heart. Mental Dedication: To those souls who seek the truth through the physical and who come to the conclusion there is so much more than the physical world we live in on earth. Spiritual Dedication: To the Mighty I AM, my brother Jesus Christ, my husband Michael Raoul Jackson and to the members of my soul family f amily – known and unknown.
While it is truth that most books are read beginning to end, please feel free to trust your heart as to where to wander where your wonder is for within you will find answers that will require more of you. The order in which it is offered for most who will read this book is from beginning to end. It is my only intent to honour the Holy Words of God which have become misused and misdirected from their truth of existence when first scribed to various human beings. The Holy Words of God are, always in all ways, to be interpreted by your own heart. With that intent, let it also rei gn that God never asked for wars or executions in his name the mighty I AM. The words of the Creator are holy and should be treated thusly.
December 25, 2011 © Toni Jackson, P O Box 1173, Blairmore, Alberta, Canada T0K 0E0 www.metatronscribe.org
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1. GOD’S LAW
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1. A. The History of Earth .......................... ..................................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ................. ...... - 6 1. B. Golden rule ...................... ................................. ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ....................... ....................... ...................... ...................... .................... ......... - 15 1. C. The Ten Commandments ...................... ................................. ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ........... - 16 -
2. ORCHESTRATING EVIL – UNDERSTANDING THE FALLEN ONES ................................ - 17 2. A. How the Fallen Ones, the Others Came To Be Trapped ...................... .................................. ....................... ...................... ...................... .................... ......... - 17 2. B. Understanding the Fate of the Fallen Ones .................... ............................... ....................... ....................... ...................... ...................... ...................... .................. ....... - 19 2. C. Manipulation of Evil on Earth ............ ....................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ....................... ....................... .............. ... - 20 2. D. There is no Evil not explained by the Fallen Ones ............................. ........................................ ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ........... - 21 2. D.i Extra Terrestrials/Aliens .................. ................................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ...................... ........ - 21 2. D.ii Ancient Knowledge ............................ ........................................... ............................. ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ................. ... - 22 2. D.iii Giants ........................... .......................................... ............................. ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................. ........................ ......... - 22 2. D.iv World Domination ...................... ..................................... ............................. ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ........................ .......... - 23 2. D.v Destruction of the Earth and those held captive in this realm ...................................... .................................................... .......................... ............ - 23 -
3. LIFEFORMS SEEK TO LIVE: UNDERSTANDING EGREGORES ........................................ - 25 3. A. Creation of Egregores ....................... .................................. ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ............... .... - 25 3. B. Existence of egregores ...................... ................................. ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ............... .... - 25 -
4. WHAT IT MEANS TO BE A SCRIBE: LISTENING TO GOD ................................................ - 26 4. A. Hearing and Listening ....................... .................................. ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ............... .... - 26 4. B. Scribe: Acknowledging the Voice of Spirit .................... ............................... ....................... ....................... ...................... ...................... ...................... .................... ......... - 26 4. B.i The following is a scribe completed for the Arch Angel Metatron ............................ .......................................... ............................ ................. ... - 28 -
4. C. Acknowledging Your Dreams ..................... ................................ ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ....................... ....................... ................ ..... - 31 4. D. Channelling .............................................................................................................................................. - 31 4. D.i Speaking in Tongues ............................ ........................................... ............................. ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ................. ... - 32 -
4. E. Holy Words of God and the Angels of Heaven .............. ......................... ....................... ....................... ...................... ...................... ...................... .................... ......... - 32 4. F. Words of the Fallen Ones ............................... .......................................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ............. .. - 32 -
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5. THE HOLY BIBLE ........................................................................................................................ - 33 5. A. How the Holy Bible B ible was transcribed ............................ ........................................ ....................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... .................... ......... - 33 5. B When the Holy Bible was edited and by whom ............ ....................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ........... - 34 5. C. A story of Jesus and "Let's Go" ................. ............................ ...................... ...................... ...................... ....................... ....................... ...................... ...................... .................. ....... - 36 -
6. THE TRUTH OF EMPATHY ...................................................................................................... - 37 6. A. A Poem: Thoughts on Empathy .................. ............................. ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ....................... ............... ... - 37 6. B. The Sense of Being = Empathy ..................... ................................ ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ....................... ....................... .............. ... - 38 -
7. YES, YOU ........................................................................................................................................ - 42 7. A. the Witness Stand .................................................................................................................................... - 42 7. B. Take Control of Yourself P.E.M.S ............ ....................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ....................... ....................... ...................... ...................... .................... ......... - 43 7. C. Energy Signatures or Heartstrings ....................... .................................. ...................... ...................... ....................... ....................... ...................... ...................... .................. ....... - 45 7. D. United Front of Earth Angels and Human Beings .............................. ......................................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ........... - 45 -
8. GOD IS A BEING OF LOVE ......................................................................................................... - 46 8. A. Modern Messages from God ............... .......................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ............. .. - 46 8. A.i Killing .................................... .................................................. ........................... ........................... ............................ ............................. ............................. ............................ ............................ ................... ..... - 46 8. A.ii Bondage/Slavery ............................ .......................................... ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ...................... ........ - 46 8. A.iii Commercialism .............................. ............................................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................. ...................... ....... - 47 8. A.iv Communion ..................................... ................................................... ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................. ............................. ............................ ................... ..... - 47 8. A.v Follow the Leader ........................ ....................................... ............................. ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ........................ .......... - 47 8. A.vi Forgiving and Forgetting....................... Forgetting..................................... ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ................ - 47 8. A.vii Free Will................................. Will............................................... ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................. ............................. .............. - 47 8. A.viii Heart/Head .................................... .................................................. ............................. ............................. ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ................... ..... - 48 8. A.ix Judgement ................................... ................................................. ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................. ........................ ......... - 48 8. A.x Karma ............................ ........................................... ............................. ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................. ........................ ......... - 48 8. A.xi Life Lessons ...................... .................................... ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................. ...................... ....... - 48 8. A.xii Negativity.............. Negativity ............................ ............................. ............................. ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ................. ... - 48 8. A.xiii Positivity ............................ ........................................... ............................. ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ................. ... - 48 8. A.xiv Reincarnation.............. Reincarnation ............................ ............................. ............................. ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ........................ .......... - 48 8. A.xv Religion ........................... ......................................... ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................. ...................... ....... - 48 8. A.xvi Rules and Regulations ................ .............................. ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ............................ ........................ .......... - 48 -
8. B. Spirit and Religion ..................... ................................. ....................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ........... - 49 8. C. Lamb of God ............................................................................................................................................. - 50 -
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8. D. Lion of God ...................... ................................. ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ....................... ....................... ...................... ...................... .................... ......... - 50 -
9. THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HUMAN BEINGS AND EARTH ANGELS .......... ................... .............. ..... - 51 9. A. Earth Angels Completing Cycles – the mortal way of being ............... .......................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ........... - 51 9. B. Human Beings – Evolving to the next level ............ ....................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ................. ...... - 53 -
10. REVELATIONS: KNOWLEDGE OF END TIMES ................................................................. - 54 10. A. Remembering Atlantis – Knowledge of End Times – A Short Story...................... ................................. ...................... ...................... ............. .. - 54 10. B. Holy Bible Revelations ..................... ................................. ....................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ............. .. - 56 10. C. Modern Day Revelation ...................... ................................. ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ........... - 56 10. D. The Book of Enoch: The Western World Denial of the Fallen Ones ............................ ........................................ ....................... ................ ..... - 57 10. E. Modern Times Potential Scenarios ........................ ................................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ....................... ............... ... - 57 10. F. Survival of Human Beings ......................... .................................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ....................... ....................... ................ ..... - 59 10. G. Social and Technology Changes ...................... ................................. ...................... ...................... ....................... ....................... ...................... ...................... .................... ......... - 59 -
11. THE FUNCTION OF THE GRIDS ............................................................................................ - 61 11. A. The Real Human Internet Grid Gr id ..................... ................................ ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ............. .. - 61 11. B. The World Wide Web Grid .............................. ......................................... ...................... ...................... ....................... ....................... ...................... ...................... .................... ......... - 62 11. C. Prison of the Fallen Ones ..................... ................................ ...................... ...................... ....................... ....................... ...................... ...................... ...................... .................... ......... - 62 11. D. The Sound Grid ...................................................................................................................................... - 62 -
12. ART VERSUS FEAR OF PUNISHMENT ................................................................................ - 64 A.
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12. A. Poem: The Calling of The Seven Sisters of The New Day Rising ....................... .................................. ...................... ...................... ................. ...... - 65 12. B. Unconditional Love ..................... ................................ ...................... ...................... ....................... ....................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... .................. ....... - 66 12. C. Beauty of the Fractural.................... Fractural............................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ...................... ............... .... - 67 -
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1. God’s Law Chapter One gives the background for this book and a reminder of God’s Laws. 1.A. is a parable about the creation of the earth. I ask you to read it to understand the basis of human beings and earth angels being on earth. 1.B. and 1.C. are reminders of the Laws given to us by God.
What exactly is God’s Law?
The true message of God is always about love. For without love, we would exist.
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1. A. The History of Earth This history lesson is dedicated to the people of the earth Once upon a time, in a place before and beyond time, there was the void. In the void was the creator. As creators do, the creator created. For the sake of this history lesson, the creator shall be known as God. The creations of God, whom he called his children, as we call our children our children, were and are as curious as children are on earth. God allowed and encouraged his children to learn. They played many games and learned many things. God, a strong and just creator, allowed for his creations, his children the freedom to learn and grow and to expand their hearts and their minds which in that place and outside of time are the same thing. The heart and the mind are one in that space humans call Heaven. They are known to humans as angels. God and angels are immortal. After a time, the angels asked God asked, “What does immortal mean?” This is a discussion that lasted a long time. God said to to the angels, “Behold, to Be is to Learn”. The angels witnessed the creation of earth by God. This was to be a new and more evolved game meant to educate the angels on the difference between immortal and mortal. Along with the creation of earth was the creation of the universe. God explained the purpose of earth which was designed so angels would understand what what it means to be mortal. God encouraged them to watch, participate, and learn and grow their hearts. So, the angels began the game of mortality. Eons passed on earth. It was a peaceful place, the lands and oceans were in harmony. When the first few plants were added, the angels watched in awe at earth as the plants seeded, germinated, grew up towards the sun that warmed them and survived from the water they absorbed and the nutrients that they used from the soil to live. As the plants grew and came to the end of their lifecycle, the angels cried in despair as one. God, embraced them and and said, “This is what it means to be mortal. The plants I have
created on earth do not know anything else but the earth and the sun and the wind and the water. The plant seeds sprout, to grow or not, but eventually they cease to be. This is what it means to be mortal.”
The angels cried at the death of the first plant on the planet earth that ever existed in its short mortal life. The angels asked God, “Is it always like this to be mortal?” He replied, “Yes.” He then created all the variety of plants that the planet has ever known.” The angels watched in fascination at the variety of plant life on earth. Additional eons passed as the plant life on earth -6-
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flourished. Vegetation spread across across the continents in the water and on the the earth. All the angels watched and participated in the new game. As the plants grew, forests were created, mountains grew and there was a peaceful ebb and flow of mortal life. Different angels found that they had a fondness for different plants or different areas of the planet. They would play and say, look at our beautiful flowers or this tree or that tree. And it was good. One day in a discussion, the angels asked God, “We see now what it means to be mortal but what does it feel like to be mortal?” The discussion in Heaven raged on as more eons passed on
earth. The plants continued to seed, grow, live and die. A particular group of angels had a fondness for a particular plant and said, “We will be the Guardians of this plant and watch over it.” and it
spread that way until there was no plant that did not have at least one group of angels watching over it and guarding it and loving it and rejoicing in every seed that germinated to live its life. The angels mourned every plant that ceased ceased to be at the end of its mortal existence. Over time, some angels realized that even if the plants were mortal and without a soul, they loved the plants as much as they loved all their brothers and sisters angels and yes, even as they loved God. God. God said, “Love is good.”
One day, an angel bent down and kissed a flower that was blooming and as the angel shared his love with the flower, the plant turned its flower to the angel and stretched itself to the angel. This was as the angels had witnessed the flowers turning to the Sun. They all gathered around to watch the flower turn towards them. All the angels who were Guardians of a plant rushed to it, leaned over and gently ge ntly kissed their plants and expressed love to the plants from their hearts. There was a cheer that resounded through Heaven. The angels understood that even a mortal life responds to its surrounding to the limit of its unique essence. There was a general consensus that this moment was the moment the angels first understood what it meant to be mortal. To be mortal meant you exist within a certain time and even a plant could respond to its environment and even a plant could respond to love that it could feel but not see. So it went on as more eons passed on earth. fl ower.” This became the next One angel looked at another angel and said, “I want to be a flower.”
discussion in Heaven. The first reaction was curiosity as to what that that might mean. How could an immortal being be a mortal thing? Was it possible? So they asked, “God is it possible to be a flower?” God replied, “Yes.” God made the angels aware that with the creation of earth, he had
created a living game for them to use as a playground to understand the difference between mortal and immortal. The angels looked back to the earth and understood it was more than a thing, more than a living toy. It I t was a place to experience love and sensations in a different way. So God made them aware that at the moment of creation of each mortal lifeform even a plant, there is a moment when God could assist an immortal angel soul to be paired with a mortal -7-
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lifeform until such time as the mortal lifeform ceased to be and the soul of the immortal angel would return to Heaven. The angels lined up in Heaven to be a flower or a tree or any mortal plant lifeform to have the experience of being mortal. For eons, the angels incarnated as various plant life on earth. To be able feel the wind, to feel the sun and to feel the rain were all new physical sensations to the angels. As more eons of time passed on earth, the angels all had an opportunity to experience a mortal lifeform as a plant of some sort or even of every species of plant that existed at that time on earth if they so desired. The angels all took turns explaining how it felt to germinate, sprout, to live and to die in mortal terms. Different angels learned different things but they all shared their experiences together in Heaven. As angels are an empathic race of beings, they could understand and be a part of the experience of their brothers and sisters. There was a growing awareness amongst groups of angels that while their soul was in a mortal lifeform they could sometimes for a brief time, actually feel the touch of the angels who watched out for them from the other side, Heaven if you will. This was something new to the angels. While they had not anticipated being aware of more than their own individual lifeform while in mortal form, it gave them a different level of joy to know that mortal lifeforms could BE more than being. Mortal l ifeforms could and did feel. fee l. They germinated, sprouted, grew, responded to their environment, thrived better when the angels helped assure they had enough sunshine and nutrients, responded (although limitedly so) to the touch and love of the angels. As an immortal being, the angels retained the memories of the brief times they spent in a mortal lifeform. They learned l earned from their experiences and as some of the angels continued to incarnate into various plant life, they were beginning to bridge these experiences in a new way by focusing on that they were an immortal soul in a mortal form. These discoveries about mortal existence raised more questions from the angels to God. As an immortal in a mortal plant lifeform, l ifeform, the angels were not free to move around or to touch a tree or to protect themselves from the elements. That simply was not possible in a plant lifeform which as a rule is intertwined with the soil of the earth to survive. So once again, the angels asked God a question: “God is it possible for us to exist on earth in bodies instead of as a plant?” So God responded by creating all the animal species on earth
from the fish in the oceans to the birds in the sky and all other animals including insects and bugs and four legged creations of all types for his angels. The angels where in awe of all the mortal animal lifeforms and loved each species from its moment of conception from God. God told the angels to care for all the mortal lifeforms on earth including the plants and the animals and they eagerly accepted the responsibility. So began the incarnation into mortal animal lifeforms beyond the previous incarnations as plant lifeforms. From inception, to birth and to death, they learned so much more from the mortal animal lifeforms. They could feel everything -8-
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they could see. They could wander about and inspect everything. They discovered that the emotion they felt when they saw the very first flower turn towards them was real. They could feel and they had emotions. They could be hurt, they could bleed, they could love, they could fight, they could be hungry but the strangest emotion of all was feeling of being alone. As more eons of time passed, they explored more emotions which they had not been aware of as an immortal being in Heaven. God said to the angels, “You have made this quite a game, this learning game of what it means to be mortal.” “In Heaven as an immortal being, you have only known love for I love you dearly.” “Now you are aware that there are other emotions which mortal lifeforms experience
and it is every spectrum of emotions from the very good to the very bad.” “I want you to know that I approve of you learning all emotions because as an Immortal Being it will give you compassion for all creations who are truly your brothers and your sisters as I am your father God.” God continued and said, “We shall call earth the Planet of Free Will.” “You are free to
continue to incarnate there to learn aspects of mortality.” With this, the angels asked God a question: “God is it possible for us to exist on earth in our bodies with arms and legs instead of as an animal lifeform?”
With this request, God knew the angel body would not function properly on earth as it e xisted in Heaven. The angel body is composed of light but in a way we on earth cannot yet quite grasp light. The angel body is physical in that it has form but it does not appear solid on earth. The angel body does have form and it is i s solid but it was created from light matter not the physical matter of the universe earth exists in. So God created human beings on earth. He created them in the form of his beloved angels who were created from his own image. And it was good! The angels had never known a joy quite like this. While some angels incarnated on earth, there were and are some angels who stayed in Heaven to guard over and protect them and love them. It was a wonderful time in Heaven. The angels experienced much. All of experiences they had on earth were remembered as an Immortal in Heaven. This means, all the new emotions they experienced on earth were remembered and incorporated into each soul. All the emotions of the mortal became incorporated and understood understood by the immortals – all the range that human beings feel – from all the duality – all the good and all the bad. Heaven was Heaven and earth was earth. Time is eternal in Heaven. On earth, there is a very small time frame to be born, live and die. Angels would incarnate to experience a lesson involving a particular emotion such as jealousy. When that angel would return to Heaven he might say, “I did not have enough time in that lifetime li fetime to completely learn the lesson of the emotion of jealousy.” “I need to go back and understand it better.” -9-
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There were other lessons as well, lessons on being a part of a mortal community, protecting each other and loving each other. Some angels would go just to be able to add language or art or music or a science element. Each time, the people on earth progressed. They learned many things; they created societies and raised their families. They learned to control fire. They learned to build shelters. They learned to hunt. They learned to grow food. Humans experienced all the range of emotions and had the free will to absolutely do as they wished. Many eons passed in this way. It took many eons of time just to have Humans survive as a species. The moment of creation of a mortal lifeform when God allows an immortal angel Spark of Life to enter the mortal lifeform, the memory of being Immortal is forgotten. There are many reasons this happens. Part of it is simply that this is the way it is. Part of the reason is that as the only time this i s possible is at the spark of creation as an embryo and by the time the angel is born, it has already been a long time to remember. Then there t here is the actual time it takes to learn to communicate on earth! Factored into the equation is the short life span of humans (compared to eternity). If the Immortal as a human child is not exposed to the reality that there is more to the universe than he can see, he may never realize in that lifetime that he has an immortal soul. He may never know he came to earth for a very specific reason. He may never be aware of the angels of Heaven who have surrounded him every day of his existence on earth. But as soon as he is immortal again, he knows knows in one blink of an eye, he KNOWS and he remembers. So when an angel specifically incarnates into a human embryo to learn something or do something, that angel must somehow remember the lesson he wants to learn or share! As the game progressed, lessons were learned and the more that was learned, the more the angels realized that they could grasp onto that they were more than humans in human form. Over more EONS of time, God shared with the angels and the Humans and all the species on the earth, guidelines to assist them, to help them remember that they came from LOVE and would one day return to LOVE and the reason for the very existence of earth was to learn the differences between Mortal and Immortal. It was Gods great JOY to speak with an Earth Angel who could understand God was the creator and that God very much loved all his angels – the Immortals and the Earth Angels who would at the end of their mortal existence return to the place of Love known as Heaven. All of Heaven, God and the angels watched over earth and the Game of Free Will. It was good. There was a moment in Heaven when an angel who had incarnated to earth many times, realized that he could have a thought in Heaven and the other angels did not hear him. God heard his thought and he realized the angels were, indeed and in thought, learning much. God allowed this particular angel the right to have his i ndividual thoughts so that he could - 10 -
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experience the feeling of being alone in Heaven as he had felt alone and individual while incarnated on earth. So it began, an empathic race of immortal beings began to have individual thoughts. From the occasional random thought, some angels realized they could hide all their thoughts from their fellow angels and as more moments in Heaven passed, there was a moment when an angel had an evil thought and no one in Heaven said anything to him about it. God heard the thought but it was just a thought and not an action so he continued loving all of his angels. As the existence of earth continued to evolve, so did all that is. Within duality, added to the negative balance were the purposely individual negative thoughts of some angels. Individual thoughts of these angels made the negativity of emotions on earth begin to outbalance the positive emotions. This created a non balance within duality. As there must be duality in mortal space, there was a natural occurring incident which created a new lifeform in the known universe. The new lifeforms were entities called egregores. Egregores receive their breath of life from negative thoughts that surrounds surrounds the earth. Within time and space, it is the law of attraction and like attracts like on earth. Negative energies and negative humans and negative thoughts attracted to each other. The negative humans (most simply angels trying to experience the emotion as a lesson) became susceptible to the negative emotions and thought forms and sadly angels who had learned to hide their negative thoughts from the other angels joined with the negative people and the negative thought forms. The negative thought angels began to learn more. They learned that negative emotions evoke negative responses including fear from other humans and other species that had no idea they were being manipulated by the angels with negative thoughts. The negative angels shall now be called the others. The others learned yet more about negativity and how much easier it was to control an already negative human by bombarding the humans with negative thoughts. It happened quickly and the others realized they were actually controlling certain humans with their thoughts and their actions. The others learned about Control and Power and they enjoyed it. The others enjoyed the POWER of being in control. The others infringed on the free will of all humans and many other species with their cruelty and the way they controlled them with f ear and vileness. The angels in Heaven saw it happen and cried to God at the injustice of what was happening on earth. God replied, “This is the Planet of Free Will you asked for. Do you wish me to end the game?” Horrified at the thought of the annihilation of the earth and all the lifeforms including
humans, the angels in Heaven cried out, “No, please do not end the game!” And as it is in Heaven it was that moment that all the angels in Heaven realized that not all the angels had cried out in pain at the thought. They knew in that instant that there were angels in Heaven who had evil thoughts and evil actions that matched those evil thoughts.
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A mighty roar was heard in the space of all that is. A war of no comparable war ever had on earth irrupted in Heaven. Immortal angels who had been side by side for all of their existence now knew in one moment in Heaven that there where angels among them who no longer loved anyone, not the earth nor its inhabitants, not the other angels and the greatest injustice of all – the others did not love God. Angel stood against angel. Vengeance grew from there in ways that humans cannot begin to understand. Angels were ripped apart from angels whom they had always known since creation. God did not want it to happen this way. He empowered his angels with free will for the game on earth. It was the negative thought forms that enticed the others to the power and control that comes with negative emotions and and negative control patterns. patterns. Since, all the angels were Immortals and God still loved all his angels, he would not and did not wish to terminate their existence at this time, he instead banished the others to the earthly realm. The others are known as the fallen angels. It was their own negative thoughts and negative actions that caused the banishment from Heaven. And as earth was the reason for the fallen ones, this is the realm were the fallen angels were sent to exist. By the time the banishment was completed, 1/3 of the angels in Heaven had fallen from Heaven to the earthly realm. The Game of Free Will took a radically different turn at this time in earth’s history. It was no longer necessarily about learning lessons but angels of Heaven working to save the souls of the fallen angels and to save the planet earth and her inhabitants. The angels of Heaven incarnate on earth to better communicate to the fallen angels to tell them they are still loved. But evil began its reign on earth with a vengeance. The fallen angels, for the most part, did not want to be saved. So began in earnest the negative manipulation of humans on earth. Evil permeates everywhere. Earth Angels still come but there are more true humans then there are angels. There are some angels that promised at the beginning of the Game of Free Will to look out for and to protect the humans. These angels, and there are bill ions of them, fulfill their duty dut y every day. It is only up to the human – rather human being or human angel - to believe and then beyond believing to step into knowing and being that example of faith for the other humans to grasp. The Reign of Evil has corrupted some humans into believing POWER and CONTROL is a better way than LOVE. The model for evil on earth is all around you. Earth history is full of the victories of the fallen ones. Human history is documented as one war leads to the next war. Human
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history is NOT documented by lessons learned and moving on to the next ordinary level of evolution. When Jesus Christ incarnated on Earth, it ended in an evil way as he knew it would and that is the way it is documented with his death on a cross. Your eyes are hidden from it because you have become accustom to it. It is time for you to see the truth for what it is. It is everywhere as is the air you breathe. It is in your governments, your for profit businesses, your tax collectors, your medicines, your food system, your courts, your schools and it is the Legion of the fallen angels who rule this domain. There is no mortal human who could orchestra this abomination of the past EON. Generation after generation of humans have been controlled and manipulated by the fallen ones. The Game of Free Will has existed on earth for a very long time. God and his angels want you to know, it is time to end the reign of evil and contain it so that Love and Peace can reign on earth. The Game never had a fair chance for love as it is known in Heaven to exist on earth for all souls. You have reached a time when this game must end as has always been foretold. The angels wish you to know this: It I t is always the intent of God to speak and to be heard. It is known in Heaven that God only speaks truth. There is no es sence for it to be any other way. We speak of this so you understand God is speaking. You must listen to him through your heart. This part of the game comes to an end soon in your history as you are yet to know it. There are many possible ways for the game to end. Human history has not yet recorded the end of the reign of evil section of its history. It is still being written. These are the things we need you to ponder right NOW. 1. The earth itself could lead to the destruction of the planet or many parts thereof. For a few years now, this has been the path earth is on. You can see this truth yourself in the natural and unnatural events of mass destruction the past century. The escalation of this has been human driven and was was directly sparked by the atom bomb. These events gain in strength, duration, and consistency of destruction as time continues to march. This has been the process before. This has happened before on earth. Even you know this with the near elimination of the dinosaurs. That was not the only time and on this path it could happen again. 2.
God could say – this is over and so it would be.
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earth and her inhabitants inhabitants are beloved by angels and God. Now that so many angels know the mortal range of emotions after being a part of the Game for so long that God knows of the sadness sadness that will reign in Heaven Heaven if the game ends ends abruptly. As this sadness is in direct conflict with the love of Heaven, all of Heaven looks to earth and asks, “What say you?”
My brothers and sisters here on earth with me, something has happened with the view in our hearts of how we see the world and what the truth of the situation situation is. God just asked YOU a question, “What say you?” And I know someone on earth heard that cry from Heaven. And then
another. And then another. Earth Angels and humans both looked around and said, what was that? Did you hear something? And these people put their hand on their hearts and said, “God is that you?” The reply came quickly and swiftly, “Yes, I am real as you are real. I AM THAT I AM.”
It is a quiet that has circled the world, an embrace from Heaven that still exists. A soul on earth looked around and understood where the evil corruptions headquartered headquartered itself in corporations that have more rights and benefits then the souls on the planet. The corporations run the governments as a whole and those corporations laugh in your face. Can’t you feel it? You know
the truth for yourself. You were born onto the earth with nothing and the only thing you get to take with you is your experience. You were born free. You were born to be free. Look around you, you are a slave. The people of the world have, once again, accepted slavery as the rule. This time, most of you are slaves to commercialism. When you see it for what it is you will be better able to understand how without human human intervention soon Option 1 will continue. My brothers and sisters, I salute you for reading my story. A faithful scribe, Toni Jackson Oct 2, 2211
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1. B. Golden rule Treat others as you would like others to treat tre at you. Message from Toni: This is the way of Heaven, and this was the way earth first started but with the fall of the fallen ones, it spiralled into the negative side of duality. In these times, it is that words have lost their meaning. “For even though the words say Treat others as you would li ke others to treat you,
the meaning for the masses has become Let me mess with you before you can mess with me.” This is because the actions of most people do not match their thoughts. It is to say one thing and to do another. This alone is a reason to watch your thoughts for they are real and manifest thusly. It is of the essence for words to hold their own truth once again and for the i ntent to match the emotion of the thought, word and action.
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1. C. The Ten Commandments 1. You shall have no other Gods but me. 2. You shall not make for yourself any idol, nor bow down to it or worship it. 3. You shall not misuse the name of the Lord your God. 4. You shall remember and keep the Sabbath day holy. 5. Respect your father and mother. 6. You must not kill. 7. You must not commit adultery. 8. You must not steal. 9. You must not give false evidence against your neighbour. 10. You must not be envious of your neighbour's goods. You shall not be envious of his house nor his wife, nor anything that belongs to your neighbour. Interpretation Interpretation from Toni: 1. When you seek love, you must look within your heart. Do not follow another person, place or thing. I am the creator and I AM that your heart seeks. 2. There is no thing that represents me. I AM the temple in your heart. 3. Your thoughts and your words hurt one another just has a knife cut through butter. Do not use my name in vain or the names of your brothers and sisters si sters in unholy ways. 4. Every day you seek love, is a holy day for I AM and this makes every day holy. Do let any day pass without honouring the connection to the mighty I AM and to your own heart for knowing. Take this time for it makes your ways holy within the mighty I AM. 5. Respect those who bear you and raise you up in the ways of the world and God. 6. Do not kill. 7. Do not seek to be a part of a person who has made a commitment to another person for your thoughts and your actions in such times causes much sadness even if your eyes cannot see it. 8. Do not steal. 9. Do not lie. Honour truth in all its colors. 10. Do not seek to own that which you were not born with and that which you will not take with you when you pass from this lifetime.
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2. Orchestrating Evil – Understanding the Fallen Ones Chapter 2 reminds us A. How the Fallen Ones, the Others Came To Be Trapped B. Understanding the Fallen Ones C. Manipulation of Evil on Earth D. There is no Evil not explained by the Fallen Ones i. ETs/Aliens ii. Ancient Knowledge iii. Giants iv. World Domination v. Destruction of the Earth and those held captive in this realm
2. A. How the Fallen Ones, the Others Came To Be Trapped Excerpt from the History of the Earth in Chapter One ...There was a moment in Heaven when an angel who had incarnated to earth many times, realized that he could have a thought in Heaven and the other angels did not hear him. God heard his thought and he realized the angels were, indeed and in thought, learning much. God allowed this particular angel the right to have his individual thoughts so that he could experience the feeling of being alone in Heaven as he had felt alone and individual while incarnated on earth. So it started, an empathic race of immortal beings began to have individual thoughts. From the occasional random thought, some angels realized they could hide all their thoughts from their fellow angels and as more moments in Heaven passed, there was a moment when an angel had an evil thought and no one in Heaven said anything to him about it. God heard the thought but it was just a thought not an action so he continued loving all of his angels. As the existence of earth continued to evolve, so did all that is. The negativity of emotions on earth began to outbalance the positive emotions. This created a non balance wit hin duality. As there must be duality in mortal space, there was a natural occurring incident which created a new lifeform in the known Universe where earth is. These entities are called egregores. Egregores receive their breath of life from negative thoughts that surrounds the earth. Within time and space, it is the law that covers attraction and like attracts like on earth. Negative energies and negative humans and negative thoughts attracted to each other. The negative humans (most simply angels trying to experience the emotion as a lesson) became susceptible to the negative emotions and thought forms and sadly angels who had learned to hide their negative thoughts from the other angels joined with the negative people and the negative thought forms. The negative thought angels began to learn more. They learned that negative emotions evoke negative responses including fear from other humans and other species that had no idea they were being manipulated by the angels with negative thoughts. The negative - 17 -
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angels shall now be called the others. The others learned yet more about negativity and how much easier it was to control an already negative human by bombarding the humans with negative thoughts. It happened quickly and the others realized they were actually controlling certain humans with their thought and or their actions. The others learned about Control and Power and they did not want to stop. The others enjoyed the POWER of being in control. The others infringed on the free will of all humans and many other species with their cruelty and the way they controlled them with fear and vileness. The angels in Heaven saw it happen and cried to God at the injustice of what was happening on earth . God replied, “This is the Planet of Free ou wish me to end the game?” Even more horrified at the thought of the Will you asked for. Do y ou
annihilation of the earth and all the lifeforms including humans, the angels in Heaven cried out, “No, please do not end the game!” And as it is in Heaven it was that moment that all th e angels
in Heaven realized that not all the angels had cried out in pain at the thought. They know in that moment that there were angels in Heaven who had evil thoughts and evil actions that matched those evil thoughts. A mighty roar was heard in the space of all that is. A war of no comparable war ever had on earth irrupted in Heaven. Immortal angels who had been side by side for all of their existence now knew in one moment in Heaven that there where angels among them who no longer loved anyone, not the earth nor its inhabitants, inhabitants, not the other angels and the greatest injustice of all – the others did not love God. Angel stood against angel. Vengeance grew from there in ways that humans cannot begin to understand. Angels were ripped apart from angels whom they had always known since creation. God did not want it to happen this way. He empowered his angels with free will for the Game on earth. It was the negative thought forms that enticed the others to the power and control that comes with negative emotions emotions and negative control patterns. patterns. Since, all the angels were Immortals and God still loved all his angels, he would not and did not wish to terminate their lives, he instead banished the others to the earthly realm. The others are known as the fallen ones.
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2. B. Understanding the Fate of the Fallen Ones It was the negative thoughts and negative actions that caused the banishment from Heaven. As earth was the reason for the separateness, this is the realm were the fallen angels were sent to exist. By the time the banishment was completed, 1/3 of the angels in Heaven had fallen from Heaven to the earthly realm. Empathic still, some of the fallen ones called to the angels in Heaven to plead their case to God. God is all-knowing and his will is known in cases such as this in those times and in these times. It is we who forget the way of God’s will for God does not allow lawyers with forked tongues to speak for another’s soul.
If a soul seeks repentance, the soul in question must represent itself with God. There is no other way. There is no other way in Heaven. There is no other way in hell. There is no other way on earth. Pride and ego stops some of the fallen angels from rejoining angels in Heaven. It is not the place of humans to speak on behalf of the fallen angels or of fallen earth angels nor of other human beings. Open your eyes to direct your actions thusly through your heart. Love allows and shows the way. Stand within your own heart and be with God. This is love and this example shows the way to those who cannot hear beyond their torment. You are worthy of love for love is what you were created from. Only you can claim the love that you are.
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2. C. Manipulation of Evil on Earth Except from Chapter One
The Game of Free Will took a radically different turn with the fall of the fallen ones. It was no longer necessarily about learning lessons but angels of Heaven working to save the souls of the fallen angels and to save the planet earth and her inhabitants. The angels of Heaven incarnate on earth to better communicate to the fallen angels to tell them they are still loved. But evil began its reign on earth with a vengeance. The fallen angels, for the most part, did not want to be saved. And so began the negative manipulation of humans and life on earth. Evil permeates everywhere. Earth angels still come but there are more true humans then there are angels. There are some angels that promised at the beginning of the Game of Free Will to look out for and to protect the humans. These angels, and there are billions of them, fulfill their duty every day. It is only up to the human – rather human being or human angel - to believe and then beyond believing to step into knowing and being that example of faith for the other humans to grasp. The reign of evil has corrupted some humans into believing POWER and CONTROL is a better way than LOVE. The model for evil on earth is all around you. Earth Earth history is full of the victories of the fallen ones. Human history is documented as one war leads to the next war. Your history is NOT documented by lessons learned and moving on to the next ordinary level of evolution. Even when Jesus Christ incarnated on earth, it ended in an evil way as he knew it would and that is the way it is documented with his death on a cross.
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2. D. There is no Evil not explained by the Fallen Ones Your eyes are hidden from it because you have become accustom to it. It is time for you to see the truth. It is everywhere as is the air you breathe. It is in your governments, your for profit businesses, your tax collectors, your medicines, your food system, your courts, your schools and it is the legion of the fallen angels who rule this domain. There is no mortal human who could orchestra this abomination over such a long time period. Generation after generation of humans have been controlled and manipulated by the fallen ones. 2. D.i Extra Terrestrials/Aliens
The fallen ones can represent themselves to humans in any form the human is willing to witness. As tales pass through time, it is easy to see how an uneducated populace could mistake the fallen ones as off-world creatures which in reality they are as their origins were in Heaven. The fallen ones were cast out of Heaven to the earthly plane as a prison and within the fallen ones realms of abilities is to manipulate and control living creations rather human or animal or plant through empathy. This manipulation of the masses continues to this day. It is not Extra Terrestrials/Aliens as we have been exposed in popular media. They are the fallen ones and their mission is to deceive you and to suck the soul out of your body and to take over your soul while you are on earth. The fallen ones are having quite a party with New Age beliefs of ETs and star ships. There are people who believe ETs and star ships will save the earth and humans from itself. This is delusional from the beginning because this is the veil of lies told to humans by the fallen ones. There is no self-empowerment of love with this falsehood for the responsibility and control is given to the fallen ones instead of self responsibility. How the belief of ETs/Aliens came to be so common is because of low self esteem issues. When some humans raise their voice to Heaven and cry out for help from God or Jesus Christ, it is that they already do not believe belie ve in the possibility of an answer from God because they feel unworthy. This situation was foremost propagated by organized religions who say they are the divine who speak for God. This is a lie. The mighty I AM speaks for the mighty I AM through each heart. The only exception to this would be the angels from Heaven on behalf of the mighty I AM. This is generation upon generation of human history where humans are told how God works and who speaks for him and that you cannot speak to him yourself. You must act through the church and give us money to support their good words. That is what organized religion was manipulated into and this is true for many organized religions today. This is a mighty falsehood. So with this conditioning of generation upon generation even though there was an answer from God, the people did not hear it for their hearts were closed to it. Alas, through negative - 21 -
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manipulation they do hear the fallen ones who whisper the falsehood of God, Jesus Christ, angels, Religion and Spirituality and this begins the additional fracturing of the soul to be filled with other falsehoods. In recent times, there have been a few humans and earth angels who are more easily manipulated than others by the fallen ones through trickery and the likes of witchcraft and the occult. The fallen ones reach into their bag of tricks and lies and stand in between a human soul and li ght and say, “It is I who the light of God. The fallen ones stand in the light but away from the light come to save you.” But within the duality of it all, this is a lie. Nevertheless, the voice and the
thoughts of the fallen ones are heard by some humans and as is true of all mass psychosis, the messages were and are taken as truth by many who have closed their hearts to the voice of the mighty I AM. There are several subcultures within societies that revolve around the falsehoods of the fallen ones. These subcultures have such low self esteem, they can only hear the voice of the one who is their leader and it is usually just this person who “hears” the voice of the fallen ones. It is easier to accept another’s words then to find your own words, your own truth and your own
self-responsibility. There are many examples in human history that bear this out. In these times, whole groups of people partake in the grand illusion put on by the fallen ones. 2. D.ii Ancient Knowledge
Within the guidelines of modern science, it is undeniable that there exists physical structures and information not of the normal timeline of humankind. Do not be deceived by this into believing, again or still, in ETs. The answer lies with the immortal angels of Heaven – both the fallen ones and the messengers of God. It is not complicated to understand or believe. Even to witness the birth of Jesus Christ, the Arch Angel Gabriel appeared to herald the news. It is no more or no less than angels, rather of Heaven or rather now of earth, dispensing information or manipulation as it was and as it is. 2. D.iii Giants
In ancient times and in recent times, the concept of a giant race of humans exists in our memories. The fallen ones did and do many evil and vile things against God and his creations up to and including to others themselves. Know it for the truth it is in your heart.
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2. D.iv World Domination
The Planet of Free Will Wil l (and the inhabitants thereof) is in a battle for the right to existence. The fallen ones were condemned on the earthly plane for their acts against their co-created angels, against earth and against life on earth. There is no other logical explanation for the eons of despair, fear and evil upon the planet earth. Just because you cannot see something, does not mean it is not as real as you are. You cannot see the wind but you can feel it and you can witness to the effects of the wind. Evil is exactly as the wind in this respect. Just because you cannot see it with your eyes does not mean you cannot see the results of evil. 100% of the human inhabitants of this planet are here today for a reason. We bear witness to the Planet of Free Will with its duality of good and evil. We seek to protect life for it is precious rather it is immortal or mortal. Evil seeks to control the earthly realm on all levels including the one you eat and breathe on. This is happening more with each day for more evil is allowed and even tolerated and accepted with a blind faith that it must m ust be so for it is so. That is a falsehood and this is where the lines are being drawn and this is the timeline for the lines to be known and seen by all who will see. 2. D.v Destruction of the Earth and those held captive in this realm
The truth of the destruction of the earth is close at hand. The truth is all around you and you have been blind to the complete picture of it. Perhaps you knew the truth of various species going extinct or the truth of the poisoning of the earth or the truth of the medicines that do more harm than good or the truth of the poisoning of the watersheds or some other truth but not until you step back and look at the whole of the earth and all of her inhabitants can you see the truth of the game at play. The fallen ones now believe and know that God will not allow them to be free without repenting for the crimes against all that is. The majority of the fallen ones have no intentions of repenting for their minds and hearts are corrupted with evil as their normal. The f allen ones seek to explode the earth and to be free of humans because the fallen ones understand the sadness of the angels of Heaven if this should happen to the beloved humans whom they themselves once loved with such passion. There is no place that has not been touched by evil on this planet. While much of the destruction on the earth has been done by humankind, it was a hand guided by the fallen ones to hasten to their own destiny. It is written in history of the fall of the fallen ones. It was even written that they would be freed after their imprisonment within judgement. There are many scenarios to go forth and that said, the mighty I AM allowed the Planet of Free Will as a place to learn about being mortal and so that the angels would understand the cycle of life outside of the immortal range of experience. - 23 -
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The fallen ones fail to appreciate that destroying earth will not free them. Destroying the earth only leaves them to fight amongst themselves for they are and will stay imprisoned within the earthly realm even if the earth itself is destroyed. One mistake of the fallen ones is their ego. One mistake of the fallen ones is i s continuing forth with the reign of evil upon earth. One mistake of the fallen ones is to believe in their immortality. For the truth is that which is created can be uncreated. One mistake of the fallen ones is not asking for forgiven from the creator themselves. Nothing on an altar of forgiven that does not come from the heart of one’s self goes to the wayside. One mistake of the fallen ones is i s to believe they are equal to the creator. They are not or they would not be limited to their prison on the earthly realm. No fallen one, no angel of Heaven, no earth angel or any human can free the fallen ones except for our creator. It is not the earth realm itself that holds them prisoner. It is God who holds them there as he will do until such a moment as he does not.
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3. Lifeforms Seek to Live: Understanding Egregores Chapter Three examines the creation of egregores and how they affect our lives.
3. A. Creation of Egregores Excerpt from the History of the Earth, Chapter One: (Before the moment of the fallen ones)...As the earth continued to evolve, so did all that is. The negativity of emotions on earth began to outbalance the positive emotions. This created a non balance within duality. As there must be duality in mortal space, there was a natural occurring incident which created a new lifeform in the known Universe where earth is. These entities are called egregores. egregores. Egregores receive their breath of life from negative thoughts that surrounds the earth. earth. Within time and space, it is the law that covers attraction and like attracts like on earth. Negative energies and negative humans and negative thoughts attracted to each other. The negative humans (most simply angels trying to experience the emotion as a lesson) became susceptible to the negative emotions and thought forms and sadly angels who had learned to hide their negative thoughts from the other angels joined with the negative people and the negative thought forms. The negative thought angels began to learn more. They learned that negative emotions evoke negative responses including fear from other humans and other species that had no idea they were being manipulated by the angels with negative thoughts. The negative angels shall now be called the others. The others learned yet more about negativity and how much easier it was to control an already negative human by bombarding the humans with negative thoughts. It happened quickly and the others realized they were actually controlling certain humans with their thought and or their actions. The others learned about Control and Power and they did not want to stop. The others enjoyed the POWER of being in control. The others infringed on the free will of all humans and many other species with their cruelty and the way they controlled them with fear f ear and vileness.
3. B. Existence of egregores When you look into the eyes of a stranger, sometimes they look back. Next, you smile or you avert your eyes and step away. Sometimes you avert your eyes, you step away and you know you have had a look at what the word evil means. The existence of egregores is no more than wondering if the existence of the mighty I AM is. Egregores would never have had the power they do if not for the manipulation by the fallen ones. Evil begets evil as love begets love. There is nothing about egregores that is l oveable. Within the realm of duality, it is best for the moral majority to side step egregores for to tread here is dangerous water. That stated it is of urgent importance that you have an awareness of egregores and the fallen ones. It is as with the fallen ones, look away. Let evil be evil and let good be good.
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4. What it means to be a Scribe: Listening to God Chapter Four is an explanation of what it means to be a scribe of spirit: What it means to be a Scribe: Listening to God A.
Listening
B. Scribe i. A scribed message from January 2004: A Lecture and A Lesson C. Acknowledging Your Dreams D. Channelling E. Word of God and the Angels of Heaven F.
Words of the Fallen Ones
4. A. Hearing and Listening Message from God Do this, close your eyes and call my name and say, “Lord I wish to hear you and have you in my life.” You will hear me when you listen. I am the voice of calm you hear from your heart. I am the calm you feel when there is no wind. I am the strength when you can feel you can no l onger go on. I am everywhere for I am everything. When you love everything and and everywhere, you will know my voice. I speak to you continually and wish for you to hear. Stop your thoughts and listen for my voice in your heart. I am there and I am always here and there and everywhere. every where. You are worthy for you are my child and you are dearly loved. l oved.
4. B. Scribe: Acknowledging the Voice of Spirit Message from Toni: There is a familiarity or at least a general understanding of channelling on earth. T o be a scribe is different than channelling. I do not channel. I listen to spirit and I scribe or write it down. You must have faith in yourself to interpret the messages you hear from your heart. You must have enough self worth and you must love from your heart. The messages I hear come from within my heart and visualize them through my heart. It is as one might visualize a daydream that you are an active part and willing participant of. When the connection is true, I know because I see the visualization of Metatron or whoever wishes to communicate with me. I see them in my heart Additionally, I know them by their energy signatures. It is no different than when someone in your family comes up behind you. Without saying a word, you know who stands behind or beside you. When I first acknowledged an Angel’s voice in April 2000, I was instantly aware of many, many things. When I heard the reply to a question I asked out loud, I literally ran from the room for it was a deep surprise. Within two weeks, I could not deny the confirmation provided on a - 26 -
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spiritual and physical level. Within six weeks, I understood who was talking to me and it was the Arch Angel Michael. Many of the visions he showed me in the spring and summer of 2000 gave me great joy and many of the visions he showed me gave me great sorrow. It was and is always my choice to listen. It was and is always my choice to keep the door open or to close the door to spirit. My curious heart was and is stronger than my fearful mind. To know the heart of the one who called to me was too strong to resist. For when Arch Angel Michael speaks, it is a dialogue to be completed or there will be no rest for the heart or the mind. It was and always is with great JOY that Arch Angel Michael brought/brings forth others from our family for me to remember. Within a few months, more Arch Angels came came forth in my thoughts including Gabriel, Raphael and Ariel and other angels and other spiritual beings I have known in this lifetime and others from beyond this place time in Heaven. When the Arch Angel Metatron appeared appeared to me, I literally physically fell to my knees in gratitude and I knew that I was in-deed and in-thought a scribe from the heart of Metatron. I knew instantly that scribe I would and so scribe I did and I do for above all else, I am a witness who writes of God and I interpret his essence to you the reader. I am a story teller. We are many and we speak and write in all languages so that all people may witness to God. Before I knew the honoured truth of Metatron being a scribe, I knew that I was a scribe. I could see myself sitting at a table with paper and a feather pen writing the words I heard him saying. Metatron is not a still spirit. He walks back and forth and he speaks loudly and sometimes he swings his arms about and drums his fingers on the table to make a point. Additionally, I am a willing participant and I interact and discuss things with him. Did you mean YOUman or can I write human? He is very specific, his reply to that question was this, If I say Y-O-U-m-a-n and spell it out for you, that means write YOUman. So that's what he does. If you see a play on word in a scribed writing, then I have interpreted what was said as such. Scribing is always done within love. There could be many YOUman emotions within a session of scribing but it always done within the intent of love.
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4. B.i The following is a scribe completed for the Arch Angel Metatron
January 2004: A Lecture and A Lesson The Lecture Let the Dance of the Harmony Heart Begin Can you hear the music, dear ones? It is time to re-member that the music comes through your own heart space. There was a time and a place where the Star Angels sang to each other. Can you allow for the certainty of these memories to surface within you once again? Are you ready? Let us do this, thi s, if you are ready to allow for your heart to sing again for it is surely the easiest way for you to maintain yourself within BEING. As a Being of Divine Love who is in-deed and in-thought equating in-action in Divine Service to All That Is, it is your heritage to claim the music that is within you. This is the year that the music of your world merges with the music of the stars. This magic comes from the merging of one heart with another heart and then with another heart and so on and so on. This is the Dance of the Harmony Heart. The Dance Starts With You and Your Heart and Your BEING the Harmony Heart. It is your words and your thoughts that dance together, creating harmony within you and your heart space. Being in Harmony with your Heart is more than Being in Balance or in Center as so often has been spoken of. For to be in balance or within center implies there is a counterbalance to these words and that is not the object. Can you see that if I say the goal is harmony instead of the object is harmony that there is something less then the goal that can be achieved? Yes, each word within your reality is of that importance. Utilizing words of limitation do just that to harmony. As you are striving to BE who you are in consciousness of ALL, and with the knowingness that thoughts thoughts are creations, it is the very words being used that must reflect the intention desired within you. This is a part of creating Harmony. It is time to discard the discord that has been playing as harmony on this planet. Discord is Harmony without JOY. Discord has played here for eons and it was necessary in your past times, for Discord was one way to assist in experiencing all. Even so…for all the recorded history of this place, haven't the musicians, composers and singers had their place? So many, many times they gave their piece/peace to you and to all, many times at the sacrifice of their own Being. They could have chosen an easier path and and ignored the harmony they felt from within as is always the option within free will. They could have but, they could not be silenced; they would not be silenced. For in the cosmic picture of it, they provided some balance and memories within - 28 -
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discord for HARMONY. So many times we have witnessed those who have tried to stop the music in oh so many ways. Prisoners of your wars, who joined their voices together to sing; we heard them and we sang with them. Instruments made of earth; combs and paper to us are surely as glorious as any instrument that can be purchased on your planet. And blessed are the children who sing when they are surrounded by sorrow. And even you, dear one, you who for-no-reason-stop-and-startfor-no-reason-stop-and-startto-sing, we hear you and you do not sing alone. We here have rejoiced and joined with you in times when there were efforts to stop the music. The flow of the music could not and cannot be stopped. For as long as there are You-man hearts that beat, there is the beat of the sound of music to be heard and the music does and has always encouraged you each to be that Beating Heart of the Harmony Heart. The flow of the Harmony Heart flows just as surely as the light l ight of The River of One Love flows within each of you. And the beat goes on. HERE.. This is the time and this is place for there is NOW and there is HERE The Lesson "To Breath is the Request for Lessons." BEING THE HARMONY HEART Time for fun. First, let there be music. Turn on your stereos, your radios, your tvs, your computers and let there be the sound of music for you to hear and .be in in-joy. -joy. Let there be music as you tune into the Harmony Heart. The Louder the Better for the object is to allow the vibrations of the music to wash through you and to ebb and flow in Harmony with the River of One Love. The format of the music is not important. i mportant. It is more important that it be music that speaks to you and that it gives you JOY in being a part of it. Settle your physical self in a comfortable place of Being and allow yourself to hear the music and to be the music for a few minutes. Visualize how many hands and hearts it took to to create this peace/piece of music you are listening li stening to. How many instruments do you hear? How many voices? Is this music from your yesterday or your today? Know this about this music you are hearing NOW; it was created for this moment in yo ur time. It was created for NOW to connect you to the Harmony Heart. Still your mind. Flood your brain with the music that is playing. Let the music carry you away within yourself. Music is the same as the light of love so many of you already know and feel. Music alters vibrations just as you already know light to do. Sound alters vibrations just as light - 29 -
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does. Sound is another layer of love. Take the music in through your crown chakra and allow it to cascade its way down, down through all of your chakras and into GAIA and back again. For this layer of sound is the same as the layer of l ight that you are so familiar with. The sound vibrations resound through each of the cells of your bodies; it is something you can feel. For as you take in the vibration of the music that you hear with your ears and feel with your bodies, it is the beating of your own heart beat. You know this. I am the messenger to re-mind you to let go of your mind and be that heart beat once again. It is the Call of Clarion. The Music of the Heavens and of the earth is the beat of each YOU-man heart along with the hearts of those of us just a heart-beat and a breath away. This is Harmony. It is within Harmony that your heart sings. A heart that sings cannot be silenced. So very many of you have longed to be able to feel us here on your side, on be-half of ALL, I tell you when you take the music into your heart space and feel the beat of it; we are there, we have always been there and we will always be there. Hasn't music always been a part of you? Yes? Aren't there special songs that re-mind you of special events in this lifetime? Music to celebrate with, music to cry with…yes, each of you have created this connection to your-self and to ALL that is through sound. You have felt this before and now you can re-member this is a key for you. The keys of music, the notes of sounds, the tones of what you call music, this is part of your heritage, seize it and never let it go. And when you let go of your mind and go to your heart space, you are HARMONY. You are the HARMONY HEART. Put your hand to your chest and feel the beat of your heart. As long as you choose to have a heart that beats, you have direct access to the HARMONY HEART. Access to the HARMONY HEART cannot be taken from you. If the ebb and flow of the HARMONY HEART is not as strong as you would like, turn up the music and get inside the flow of it. Truth is, the more music and sound you allow into your life, the stronger the beat of the HARMONY HEART grows and the stronger the connections to ALL. There is JOY in that! Let there be Joy To The World, and INJOY! A Side Note Yes. Just as you take colors of light and blend them together within love, you can blend sound and light together within love. There is always more for you continue to breath, do you not? A Final Thought Do you realize the truth of the Harmony Heart? It is the Heart that Sings with Laughter. And So It Is. I AM METATRON In Divine Service to ONE LOVE, a faith-full scribe
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4. C. Acknowledging Your Dreams Spirit is always with us. There is i s a veil of awareness that gives the illusion of being separate and alone. We are never alone. The veil of awareness is thinnest when we dream. You already know this as do most people. This is well documented even in the various Holy Bibles of the world. Dreams are where we see our worst and our best. The situation then requires the interpretation of the dreams we each have. A Dream Journal will help you but it is not necessary. When the message is strong, you will know it for what it is and you will seek the answer (interpretation). When there are other people in your dreams that you can identify I find it of utmost important to share the dream with the ones in your dream for often times the dream is i s a message for them and you are the messenger who must fulfill the function of messenger of love from beyond the veil.
4. D. Channelling There is a familiarity or at least a general understanding of channelling on earth. Channelling is commonly believed a way of receiving messages or inspiration from extra-dimensional beings (angels or otherwise) who use humans as a medium or channel for an entity. Channelling involves a process of losing control of one’s own self and allowing another entity to take possession of your physical body.
I do not channel and I do not recommend channelling. For me channelling means giving up control of one's body to another entity which I do not recommend nor do I believe is required, for God does not ask this of us. Channelling is in direct conflict with free will when not done with the conscious approval of human involved and when there is doubt of the origin of the one being channelled – rather of Heaven or not. Conversing with God or angels is a discussion where all parties have value in the space of love. Neither God nor the angels of Heaven would never ever ask someone to give up control of their body for any words to be shared. In times gone by, I have witnessed many others who channel messages in group settings. Yes, I have heard words of love at all of these channelings but I hesitate to accept them because I question the source and the method. It is within me to know that channelling is not a discussion and it should be. I have come to believe that if angels of Heaven are being channelled it is because the receiver is not open to participating in the discussion on a conscious level of awareness such as scribing but has agreed to be the medium consciously. The main issue with this line of acceptance of channelling is that far too many humans allow themselves to be channellers for angels no longer of Heaven. For this i s how fallen angels gain additional power and control over human beings by being a false emissary of love as an angel in i n Heaven when in fact they are fallen angels.
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4. D.i Speaking in Tongues
The only exception I can ponder about full- body channelling is speaking in tongues. I do not consider speaking in tongues channelling from an outside source. I view speaking in tongues as a part of self perhaps from a prior lifetime experience.
4. E. Holy Words of God and the Angels of Heaven The Words of God and the words of the angels of Heaven are a discussion generating from the center of your heart. The words are always of love and compassion offering strength and wisdom. While it is not always easy to hear and understand the words, it is given within love to be accepted or rejected by the receiver. Although, if words are rejected by the receiver, it is the receiver who is closing his or her heart to the discussion for spirit is always there and always accessible. As in the physical world – on a spiritual level – you are only given that which you can accept and handle. It may see too hard or too unfair but it is always justified at the soul level and that is what you must understand. Sometimes it is necessary to step back from your emotions without closing off your emotions (heart center) to understand the words. Additionally, it may take years for you to understand the words you hear or the dreams you have. It is a process of allowing and only you can allow for it.
4. F. Words of the Fallen Ones Words which come from the fallen ones often dictate that the channeller commit to forthcoming messages in a secret way. Another common denominator of channelling is for the entity to say they are a Lord or Commander. This is a very strong energied entity. Thei r words carry a very strong energy similar to love and they always state they are emissaries of God or such and that they are your contact spiritually. st
This is a falsehood of the 1 Commandment of God. If God or the angels of Heaven have a message for you, they will tell it to you themselves. Another falsehood will be if there is reference to violence, specifically for you or someone else to be violated, maimed, killed or otherwise harmed. Be wary of all full-body channellers regardless of their words of love for it can be a spiritual trap of the fallen ones designed to keep you from hearing the word of God or of the angels of Heaven.
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5. The Holy Bible Chapter Five examines how the original Holy Bible was transcribed, compiled and how its truth has survived the timeline: Holy Bible A. How the Holy Bible was transcribed B. When the Holy Bible was edited and by whom C. The Story of Jesus and “Let’s Go”
Message from Toni It is neither my intent nor my desire to discredit the Holy Bible in all its varieties f ound on earth. But let me be clear that I know the Holy Bible that so many hold near and dear has been edited by men on behalf of whomever was the world leader at that time to better position world power in that way. God's Word shines for those who seek it. Seek and you shall find.
5. A. How the Holy Bible was transcribed As the process begins, it is always up to the heart and mind of the listener to hear the Voice of God. The second process is for the listener li stener to share the Words of God with other people. It is not enough to scribe the words and put them in on a shelf. For without listeners of the Words of God, there is no story and if there is no story there is no parable and if there is no parable for the listeners of the li steners, the way to the light of God is not always seen. The Words of God must be shared equitably to all who seek to listen. The intent of the Holy Bibles of the world is to share God’s Word with each soul. The transcribers are always story tellers. The transcribers always tell stories that have many levels of understanding understanding from the very simple for a child to understand to very intricate intentions told with the same words by the scribe. It is up to the listeners (verbal or written or otherwise) of the listeners to find the meanings of the stories that resonate with each heart.
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5. B When the Holy Bible was edited and by whom The honour of being able to read and write extends backwards into this timeline only a few hundred years for most people. Before those times, words were treated most holy by the servants of God. The Words of God were orally shared to all who would listen. These Words included stories so old no one could remember when the story was first shared or by whom -only that it was so and the original timeline is, therefore, fluid. Time passed this way for a long time. As the written language was developed from the oral languages of the world, the Words of God were transcribed onto paper or other materials to be shared this way with other people. As the intelligent mind of humans expanded to include not only an oral history but also a written history, time could be better tracked and the timeline could be better understood by all. Then came the time of the coming of the Lamb of God who was called Jesus Christ and there arose, once again, a bonding of love by the many of God. At this time, there was a quickening from God to the hearts of the people to be more than they were before as human beings. The quickening caused the general public to be aware of more their own self, their own adobe, their own town, their own world and yes, even their own reality as a whole. As the quickening was for all to arise to be more, this is also true of the u nholy tyrants under the spell of the fallen ones who began to notice the followers followers of the Holy Words of God. God. They devised strategies as to how they could make the Holy Words of God their own and the followers of the Holy Words of God would come to them. The fallen f allen ones waited with anticipation for their time of ungodliness to come upon the hearts of humans to glorify the fallen ones and for God to be forgotten and forsaken. In his lifetime, Jesus J esus was a splendid story teller and his stories were written down by others to be remembered and shared in this way. It was not hard to see the fascination of the followers of the Holy Words of God with Jesus Christ and the stories he told. The fallen ones began to manipulate humans into fear of Jesus. For eons fear had been dominate method of control of human beings. It has been this way in earnest since the fallen ones were cast to the earthly realm. Change C hange was rarely good for human beings or earth angels and this is the reason for the new fear that arose against Jesus. Jesus brought change. You could feel it in the wind, change was a-blowing. Gifted with the knowledge of his Father in Heaven and with the knowledge of his own doi ngs in that lifetime, Jesus went forth. Jesus spoke of the times and trials to come and even his
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disciplines did not wish to believe him and in their denial, the story unfolded before the eyes of all who would see and it was just as Jesus said it would be. It was never the intent of Jesus or his father the mighty I AM to create a situation where humans would be put in fear to love and serve the Holy Words of God. The heart desire is always love and love is peace as peace is love. Following the crucifixion of Jesus Christ and after the unexpected death of Simon Peter, a mighty unholy thing happened. The true Holy Words of God began to be changed to benefit the tyrants. These tyrants were in an unholy alliance with the fallen ones. And as is the way of evil, the manipulation of the Holy Words of God began in earnest. The honouring of one’s brother fell away to the control of one’s brother and many churches
sprang up from the ground like a festering pool of oil. Everything and every place and every person touched by the twisted words of the new churches became slicken with the oil of evil and infested with fear. It came to be that churches controlled the very lives of many people and if there were people who stood against the new institutions, they were ostracized and made to repent for their sins against the church or they simply disappeared into the night and some were simply found dead. This still happens in these times. A new festering and vile oil pool came forth from the unholy ground. The unholy ones commanded a change to the timeline and to bury Jesus Christ and his believers into a false past. They could do this because the unholy ones were already in all places of power and control and they made it so. It happened easily. For who could stop it from happening? There was no one to say it was any different and the masses yet uneducated accepted the changes changes for they were put into places of deep fear within their hearts to know any different. It continued this was for more than a thousand years. The names of the ones who played ruler changed and the land they played upon changed but the fallen ones continued their deceit and the manipulation went forth on the seas of the world. These things were done in the name of the Lord of all. Then came the king who believed himself to be the Mighty God of I AM. He took the Holy Words of God and made them his own. He created a new level of lies, li es, deleting and rearranging words, phrases and the intent of the Holy Words of God. He sent forth his these words as his own and until this day in this timeline, the words he sent around the world are still used.
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5. C. A story of Jesus and "Let's Go" And so it was that at the end of the day, Jesus and his disciples were gathered around a campfire reflecting on the Joy of the day that had been. It was so good to go forth and be of and among all the tribes tri bes and to remind the people of the truth of themselves. As the sun passed away for the day, a runner came from the next town. He went straight away to Jesus and fell on his knees. The runner said, “Jesus, they are anxious for you to arrive there for they wish you harm and I heard them say that perhaps this is the town that will stone Jesus of Nazareth.” Jesus put his hands on the runner’s face, looked him in the eyes and thanked him for his words
and a job well done. Jesus stood, faced his disciples, smiled and said, “Let’s go there. They are anxious for us to arrive. Let us not tarry here. We will depart at first light.”
Toni Jackson September 13, 2004
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6. The Truth of Empathy Chapter Six Explains Empathy which is innate in human beings and all species: Empathy A. Poem Thoughts on Empathy B. The Sense of Being
6. A. A Poem: Thoughts on Empathy For every push, there is a pull. For every action, there is a reaction. For every reason, there is another reason. For every belief, there is another belief. For example, think with your heart and feel with your brain. For the more you rewire one belief for another, other options become available. For your faith, in yourself. For the more you live from your heart, the more you open the possibilities for other reasons and beliefs. This is the pathway to intuition and empathy. Toni Jackson 2011
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6. B. The Sense of Being = Empathy I believe that each species on this planet has an innate ability to communicate non-verbally with each other whether within a specific species or with all species. I believe this because I see it when two dogs out for a walk meet each other face to face, I see it when a herd of deer take attention and run together away from danger and I see it when I look into the eyes of a child. To a degree, there is underlying human belief in a mother’s intuition. There are not many who
will argue the point of the bond between a mother and a child, especially the yo unger a child is in age. It is the heart of the mother that connects with the child- even before birth, to simply know things that we do not accept as a standard but we should! It is intuition. And beyond intuition, it is empathy. Empathy is to know instinctually how another person feels. Some people mix the words compassion and empathy but they are different and mean entirely different things. Empathy should be our ultimate goal. Empathy rather than compassion for empathy uses the heart to feel how another person feels. While compassion has its place, I find compassion is a word that for many has become over-used and over-abused and some who use the word compassion use it from the head rather than from the heart (as all words should be thought and felt from the heart) and when compassion is used from the head, it is judgement and it is not our pl ace to judge. Therefore, I need to know that you understand the truth about empathy empathy and why it exists and why it is shunned by whole societies when its embrace would change the world. Empathy is intuitive in each human being. It is a trait along the DNA strand and it is one of those traits that help humankind survive and rise above horrific situations. The ability to trust and use instinct saves lives. Empathy is no different than any other traits in the species such as have blue eyes or having a straight spine or a musical talent that is inherited from a parent. Musical talent never explored or lessons not taken don’t mean the innate skill isn’t there, it simply
means it is dormant. Most high school Biology classes speak of recessive and dominate genes and how traits are shared to the next generation. If someone who’s empathy is more dominate dominate has a child with someone else who’s empathy empathy is more dominate, then next generation will more likely than not
have more tendencies towards empathy. Do you understand this? It is the same way blue eyes or musical talent is stronger is some people. We each possess the ability of empathy; in some people it is more dominate than in others just as musical ability can be more dominate in some people than in others. But everyone loves
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music! It pulls at your heartstrings; it calls to you to participate in some way. Empathy is the same. Empathy is shared along the heartstrings. Empathy Empathy is a heart experience. The connections are very real. Haven’t you ever had that feeling feel ing of having known someone forever when you’ve just met them? I call these soul relations, relations, soul family if you will. Haven’t there there been times where
you literally knew exactly what someone else was thinking? And, you could “take the words out of their mouths?” These are the heartstring connections of which I am speaking.
Visualize the earth in your heart and imagine all the people you have ever met and watch as the heartstrings appear. It is a beautiful weaving bond that holds us all together. Some call these heartstrings energy signatures and some call the continually moving weaved heartstring bonds a grid. I prefer heartstrings because that speaks speaks to me and this is where I speak from, from f rom my heart to yours. When a child is born, the child’s empathy level is very high. hi gh. This is very instinctual and in the
past was very necessary for survival of the species. Before a child can talk, he can very accurately convey his happiness o r sadness to those around him. Can’t he? Haven’t you, yourself, witnessed a new mother who said, “My baby is hungry.” or “My baby has a wet diaper.” and rushes to the child without a word said out loud by the child.
Depending on the social setting, as the child develops and grows into a verbal language, empathy is used less. The spoken word gets the child what he wants. By the time the child enters into the school system, empathy is almost purposefully pushed back or away from consciousness. This is the dogma that needs to be revealed and understood for what it is. It is known as conquer and divide on the battlefield. Yes, the battlefield. For all the wanting and talking of peace, we have wars. Wars beget wars and each war begets more power moguls. It disgusts me to say that but the truth is in our history. So let us call them power moguls. These power moguls are always looking for more ways to enslave other humans -- through poverty, disease, and in ways most of us haven’t even seriously pondered such as the very food we eat and the
medicines we use and the cell phones in our pockets. From a world power or world domination point of view, to know and understand empathy would be to use empathy to your own good (power and control) and to continue to have the masses in fear and ignorance of an innate ability like empathy! So in the general public, you ridicule those that are different and in the war room you look for ways to exploit it. Ah, but this is a general truth of every world power that is currently in control or wishes to be in control or has been in control.
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So we are back to every child of school age of say 5 years of age or so. This is i s the child who comes up behind you and you don’t even know he’s there until he touches you on the arm and
you jump. This is the child you start to tell that you are taking them out for dinner but they are already on the way out the door to the car because they already know. This is the child who exactly how to push every button you have and some y ou didn’t even know you had.
How does he do it? Empathy is the answer. Empathy travels along the heartstrings and uses pictures instead of words. Pictures are our first language; it is non verbal and speaks speaks volumes. The adage “a picture is worth a thousand words” explains it quite well. But it is more than that!
I mean that literally where ever there is a word, first there was a picture and we are born with this ability and it is part of the innate nonverbal communication trait that is instinctual in human beings and every species. It is i s a visualization process that comes very natural to each species. When you began to tell the child about the special dinner out, you pictured it in your head and he saw it, he saw the company logo and ran screaming with glee to the car. Didn’t he? In deed
and in thought he did. He has empathy or he is empathic if you prefer. That said, do you understand why others others begin to shun him in school? Because many people have built their world on lies and you cannot lie successfully to someone who is empathic. The human experience is filled with fear, hate, abuse and so many other negative situations. But again I say to you - it’s about paradoxes and polar opposites and if the human experience is filled with hate, we need love even more now just to level the playing field. And if someone is not living from their heart, they cannot commit to love or to peace and that is why we have war. Because of lies, some lies start small but become big and after some time, the lies became hate and the hate grows into egregores and egregores feed off the massive amounts of negative thought thought forms we spew forth from our consciousness with every thought. Thoughts are real and real thoughts hurt empathic people. And remember, everyone is empathic. Do you get it yet? Every time you say “I hate you.” even if you only say it in your mind; it is real and it hurts and your negative thoughts are adding to the negative thought forms that surround and permeate this planet and we are never ever going to have peace—rather personal or worldwide-until each individual takes responsibility for their own thoughts and actions all the way back to lying to a 5 year ye ar old child that what he feels is a lie when it’s the truth! Someone did hurt your
feelings when you were 5 years old or younger and you started closing that door to empathy because it hurt to be lied to or laughed at. In many people, I believe that hurt has even manifested itself physically with heart disease which is literally dis -ease and distress of the heart.
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Another reason empathy is shunned is because of modern media and all the horror f ilms. Really, who wants to be like that? Empathy gone bad, it’s a terrifying thought really and much
easier to shun and ridicule than to own up to being a sensitive soul who wants peace. This relates back to the world power people and the ability mass media has of deciding what is right and what is wrong. For them, it is better to have everyone sitting in their own house afraid then to connect with each other along the heartstrings and to know the truth of something as simple and as real as empathy. I want peace. I want peace for you. I want peace for me. I want peace. My heart says you want peace as well. I debunk a lot of new age talk because it should be debunked! One of the things I’ve heard often in the past decade is “the sixth sense”. What is it and who will have it? This is more silly talk. Silly, silly separatist talk I tell you! No one is better than than another. We all all have it to the degree we allow it. It is already here. It has always been with us as a species. It is a gift from God. It is not the “sixth sense” it this:
The Sense of Being Human = Empathy Do you get it?
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7. Yes, You Chapter Seven includes techniques for you to connect yourself to spirit: A. The Witness Stand B. PEMS C. Energy Signatures D. United Front of Earth Angels and Human Beings
7. A. the Witness Stand
Place your right hand on the handprint above and witness to the MIGHTY I AM. If you are ready, say these words: “Father, I place myself in your hands.” Please watch over and guide my h ands and my heart to witness for you.”
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7. B. Take Control of Yourself P.E.M.S P.E.M.S. STANDS FOR PHYSICAL EMOTIONAL MENTAL AND SPIRITUAL and relates to your beingness. These are the various parts of yourself that are hanging out all over the place. You know when it happens. You feel disoriented, you cannot think properly. You have spread yourself out too thin and cannot focus. It could be that you find tears in the corners of your eyes and do not know why the tears are there or where they came from. Get control of yourself! This is a very quick and easy process. It can take less than one minute and will help learn to lengthen the time you stay in this thi s more peaceful state. Literally simply saying P.E.M.S you have done the exercise. Do it whenever you need to. Perhaps once a day for six months and it will simply be a part of your routine. Physical Stand or sit in a comfortable position. Close your eyes and visualize yourself wherever you are. This is the physical body. Emotional We rage with our emotional body. With your eyes closed, visualize your emotional body before you and notice the colour(s) and the way it vibrates. If you are in a highly emotional state, do not be surprised at how big and wild it looks. This is your emotional emotio nal body. Call to your Emotional body to you and visualize the overlay of the emotional body with the physical body. Ask your emotional body to join with and merge with your physical body. Right away you will notice a difference in the way you feel. You will already be calmer. You are, literally, pulling yourself together. Mental When we think or are trying to figure something out, we are using our mental body. In most of the world, we force our very young people participate in schooling from the age of 5 . The forced schooling goes on to the age of 18 and it goes 5 days a week for most the year. Really, is it any wonder most people prefer to just j ust turn off their mental mind and sink into the menial from their careers to their television watching skills to letting freedoms disappear for the sake of mind-numbing, soul-killing comfort on a couch. Your rational mind asks of you to awaken and be rational about your life and the prison of a society that most people on earth live in, i n, day in and day out.
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Call your Mental body to you and visualize the overlay of the mental body with the emotional body and with the physical body. Ask your mental body to join with and merge with your emotional and physical body into one. Right away you will notice it i t is easier to recall answers to questions that you knew the answer to before at some time in your life. This will help you re-establish pathways in your brain to better locate needed information in your brain and your heart for all areas of your life. Spiritual Your spiritual body is a light body. It is more complicated than the physical, emotional and mental bodies combined. It has values yet unknown. Perhaps it is easiest to say that it is the gift wrapping of humanity. With the creation of human beings it was al ways intended to be allowed access to creation by human beings. This is represented by the spiritual body. Thi s is a Holy Space. It contains all that you know and all that you do not yet remember. This is the essence of your soul and it is a gift to yourself to unwrap. Call your Spiritual body to you and visualize the overlay of the spiritual body with the mental body and the emotional body and with the physical body. Ask your spiritual body to join with the mental body, the emotional body and physical body into one. When you call in your spiritual body, you will feel a sudden ability to breathe very deeply and very slowly. If you close your eyes, you can feel your spiritual body surround and envelop you physically in love. This is who you are. This is who you are meant to be always in always allways.
Stand or sit in a comfortable position. Close your eyes and visualize yourself wherever you are. This is your Physical body. Call to your Emotional body to you and visualize the overlay of the emotional body with the physical body. Ask your emotional body to join with and merge with your physical body. Call your Mental body to you and visualize the overlay of the mental body with the emotional body and with the physical body. Ask your mental body to join with and merge with your emotional and physical body into one. Call your Spiritual body to you and visualize the overlay of the spiritual body with the mental body and the emotional body and with the physical body. Ask your spiritual body to join with the mental body, the emotional body and physical body into one. Take a breath. Do it again. - 44 -
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7. C. Energy Signatures or Heartstrings In 6. B. The Sense of Being = Empathy I spoke of heartstrings. Some people call heartstrings energy signatures and this was the way I originally learned of heartstrings. Excerpt from 6.b. The Sense of Being = Empathy “Visualize the earth in your heart and imagine all the people you have ever met and watch as the heartstrings appear. It is a beautiful weaving bond that holds us all together. Some call these heartstrings energy signatures and some call the continually moving weaved heartstring bonds a grid. I prefer heartstrings because that speaks to me and this is where I speak from, from my heart to yours.” For those of you who are more openly empathic, you will understand this is how to visualize where energies come from outside of yourself. For those of you who wish to be more empathic, you can use the visualization above and you will learn to become familiar with the process. It is important to understand how heartstrings work for many reasons. “Ah, he is pulling at my heartstrings.”
It is a common saying and this is why: It is a way of identifying where emotions outside of yourself are coming from and it is process you yourself can do to align yourself with someone else.
7. D. United Front of Earth Angels and Human Beings Do not dwell on the difference of Earth Angels or Human Beings. It is the common bond of love that binds the two together beyond a place of time. Both are beloved creations of the Mighty I AM. Your heart knows the truth of this. Every soul on earth is here for one purpose and one purpose only. This purpose is to unite together in love through the heart and to allow the illusion of separatism and unworthiness to fall away. Difference amongst all souls are what make each special and unique and each soul is a shining glory to the Mighty I AM. Unity through love is the bind that cannot be broken by any soul who seeks to destroy love. Be firm. Be strong. Be a witness to love. For these are the ways of each soul.
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8. God is a Being of Love Chapter Eight contains current day words of God as well as a discussion of Spirit and Religion. 8. God is a Being of Love A. Modern Messages from God i. Killing ii. Bondage/Slavery iii. Killing iv. Bondage/Slavery v. Commercialism vi. Communion vii. Follow the Leader viii. Forgiving and Forgetting ix. Free Will x. Heart/Head xi. Judgement xii. Karma xiii. Life Lessons xiv. Negativity xv. Positivity xvi. Reincarnation xvii. Religion xviii. Rules and Regulations B. Spirit and Religion C. Lamb of God D. Lion of God
8. A. Modern Messages from God 8. A.i Killing
You are not and have never been authorized to kill another in my NAME. You will never be authorized to kill another in my NAME which is I AM. When you say these words I AM you are calling my name and I am with you my child. 8. A.ii Bondage/Slavery
Bondage of another soul for any reason is wrong. In days gone by, it was easy to see slavery for there were owners and there were slaves. In these times, slavery has many forms that are not recognized as slavery because the eyes of the slaves are masked with illusions of false freedom of self. This is the BIG LIE of Commercialism. If you were given the freedom to choose how you came to be in debt by using credit cards – you do not see it as slavery. But slavery is what it is. It is the many who support the few. Unmask your eyes and see it for what it is -this is slavery. You must strive to free yourself from this slavery. - 46 -
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You were not created to bow before another a nother human or any human created condition such as slavery. Slavery as in days gone by - still exists. For souls to progress, the soul needs to be free to express its true nature which is love. Slavery in all of its flavours still leaves a bad taste in the mouth of the abused as it always did and as it always will. 8. A.iii Commercialism
The 10th Commandment says: You must not be envious of your neighbour's goods. You shall not be envious of his house nor his wife, nor anything that belongs to your neighbour. Commercialism is a veil over the 10th Commandment. You did not come into this world with any things and you will not leave this world any things. Do not convent any things. Seek that which you can take with you, those lessons that have meaning to your soul education. 8. A.iv Communion
Communion in my name is good for the soul of all involved and even those not present in the physical are affected by communion. For communion builds bridges between all hearts concerned about such things. 8. A.v Follow the Leader
Many speak for me. Some are called Leaders. I am the Creator. I am the Leader. There are no others. Follow the Leader. 8. A.vi Forgiving and Forgetting
Forgiveness is our nature. Forgetting is not. You do not have to forget when you forgive. For in forgetting, you are closing your heart to the lessons learned which would mean the lesson will return. Forgive but do not forget. 8. A.vii Free Will
While a planet of contradictions and opposites, yin and yang, the ultimate paradox is the surrender of your free will to me, the Father. Only then can the discussions begin for you to return to your original Heavenly form. I wait for you with arms and heart open always, my child.
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8. A.viii Heart/Head
Think with your heart and feel with your head and you will begin to understand the concept of mind over the physical. The heart always knows the truth. There is more value for you on a physical and soul level to believe your heart. 8. A.ix Judgement
Do not judge another; accept your brothers and sisters for who they show themselves to be by their words and their actions. 8. A.x Karma
Karma is the physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual embodiment of “Action Equates Reaction”. 8. A.xi Life Lessons
To live, to always love and to learn with each breath you take, to progress not possess, to overcome adversity and negativity, to commune in my Name and in all that is, to be of faith and joy, to be merciful – these are your life lessons. 8. A.xii Negativity
Negativity begets negativity. It is not only your thoughts, words and actions; actions; it is the thoughts, words and actions of each soul on the planet. It is not just the souls currently on the planet; it is the souls of everyone who has lived l ived on the planet. 8. A.xiii Positivity
Positivity begets positivity. It is not only your thoughts, words and actions; it is the thoughts, words and actions of each soul on the planet. It is not the souls currently on the planet; it is the souls of everyone who has lived on the planet. 8. A.xiv Reincarnation
To say that reincarnation does not exist is to say that your soul is not eternal. Your soul is eternal. 8. A.xv Religion
Religion is as good as the thoughts of those who control it. Not their actions nor their words but their thoughts. Communion in my name is good. Religion has its roots in control as your history of leaders still shows. Religion is more like a government in your time. Religion should be more of an education. It is always up to you to grasp the difference. Do not put a name to the love I have for you. Do not put a name to the love you have for me. 8. A.xvi Rules and Regulations
Rules and Regulations established by man have value for the day to day operations of your households and towns. Rules and Regulations established by me have value for your soul. Rules of man change often; be mindful and heartful of them. There are 2 sets of rules for your soul, one is called the Golden Rule and the other is the Ten Commandments. My rules do not change. Be just in your observation of all rules and regulations as man-dated by I AM for your spiritual body as well as the rules of man for your physical body. - 48 -
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8. B. Spirit and Religion There was always sprit for there was always God the mighty creator I AM. The communion of one heart with God is good. The communion of two or more hearts with God is good. That which is Godly is good. In the guise of unity in the name of God, the fallen ones stand between many hearts and God. God cares for and tends to your heart. Anything else is a falsehood in his name. After the lifetime of Jesus and with the rise of organized religion, when humans raise their voice to Heaven and cry out for help from f rom God or Jesus Christ, it is that they already do not believe in the possibility of an answer from God. (Paraphrased from Chapter 2.D)This situation was first and foremost propagated by organized religions who say they are the divine who speak for God. This is a falsehood perpetuated by organized religions. The mighty I AM speaks for the mighty I AM through each heart. The only known exceptions to the mighty I AM are the angels from Heaven and humans who scribe on behalf of the mighty I AM. You have generation upon generation of human history where humans are told how God works and who speaks for him and no, you cannot just speak to him yourself. You must act through the church and give us your money to support our good words and our good works while you are at it! That is what organized religion was manipulated into and this is true for many organized religions today. So with this conditioning of generations and generations, even though there was an answer from God, the people did not hear it for their hearts were closed to it. Alas, through negative manipulation they do hear the fallen ones who whisper the falsehood of God, Jesus Christ, angels, Religion and Spirituality and this begins the additional fracturing of the soul to be filled with other falsehoods. There are several subcultures within societies that revolve around the falsehoods of the fallen ones. These subcultures have such low self esteem, they can only hear the voice of the one who ust this person who “hears” the voice of the fallen ones. is their leader and it is usually j ust
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8. C. Lamb of God The Lamb of God is the heart that follows foll ows God’s will in quiet peaceful ways. There have been
many people who have taken this role and continue to take this role. The most widely acknowledged is Jesus Christ. He is the one who infused the hearts of his followers to be Lambs of God. Even then, in that lifetime, it was known the Lion of God was not so far way – in fact – only a heartbeat away. For as the Lamb of God goes forth there are those who oppose God. It is the Lamb of God who shines the mercy of God to all who may see.
8. D. Lion of God The Lion of God is the heart that follows God’s will in loud peaceful ways. There have been
many people who have taken this role and continue to take this role. In the old days, as Jesus was the Lamb of God, John the Baptist was a Lion of God. In modern times, we will witness the rise of the Lion of God in the hearts of all who follow God’s will. The hearts of the many shall join together and vocally speak in the light of Christ.
You will know them as the Lion of God for they shall speak as one for all and all for one. You will know the Lion of God by the roar you hear and the roar you will feel in your heart. You will hear the voice of Jesus Christ through the hearts of the followers of God. There will be no one who will not know the truth of all that is and each one will fall to the ground and only some will rise again to speak and be the truth of God’s will.
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9. The Differenc Difference e between human beings and earth angels Chapter Nine offers an explanation of human beings and earth angels The Difference between human beings and earth angels A. Earth Angels Completing Cycles – lessons on learning B. Human Beings – Evolving to the next level
9. A. Earth Angels Completing Cycles – the mortal way of being Except from Chapter One: God...said, God...said, “Now we shall call earth the Planet of Free Will.” “You are free to incarnate there to learn aspects of mortality.” ...the angels asked God a question: “God is it possible for us to exist on earth in our bodies with arms and legs instead of as an animal lifeform?” With this request, God realized the angel body would not function properly on earth as it existed in Heaven. The angel body is composed of light but in a way we on earth cannot yet quite grasp light. The angel body is physical in that it has form but it does not appear solid on earth. The angel body does have form and it is solid but it was created from light matter not the physical matter of the universe earth exists in. So God created human beings on earth...He created them in the form of his beloved angels who were created from his own image as well. And it was good! Some angels incarnated on earth. These are earth angels. The earth angels experienced much. All of experiences they had on earth were remembered as an Immortal in Heaven. This means, all the new emotions they experienced on earth were remembered and incorporated into each soul. All the emotions of the mortal became incorporated and understood by the immortals – all the range that human beings feel – from all the duality – all the good and all the bad. Heaven was Heaven and earth was earth. Time is eternal in Heaven. On earth, there is a very small time frame to be born, live and die. Angels would incarnate to experience a lesson involving a particular emotion such as jealousy for example. When that angel would return to Heaven he might say, “I did not have enough time in that life time to completely learn the lesson of the emotion of jealousy.” “I need to go back and understand it better.”
There were other lessons as well, lessons on being a part of a mortal community, protecting each other and loving each other. Some earth angels would incarnate on earth just to be able to add language or art or music or a science element. Each time, human beings on earth progressed. They learned many things; they created societies and raised their families. They learned to control fire. They learned to build shelters. They learned to hunt. They learned to grow food. Both earth angels and human beings experienced all the range of emotions and had the free will to absolutely do as they wished. Many eons passed in this way. - 51 -
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It took many eons of time just to have humans survive as a species. This is because at the moment of creation of a mortal lifeform when God allows an immortal angel Spark of Life to enter the mortal lifeform, the memory of being Immortal is forgotten. There are many reasons this happens. Part of it is simply that this is the way it happens. happens. Other than that reality, part of the reason is that as the only time this is possible is at the spark of creation as an embryo and by the time the angel is born, it has already been a long time to remember. Then there is the actual time it takes to learn to communicate with oral and written communication on earth! Factored into the equation, the short life span of Humans (compared to eternity). If the Immortal as a human child is not exposed to the reality that there is more to the universe than he can see, he may never realize in that lifetime that he has an immortal soul. He may never know he came to earth for a very specific reason. He may never be aware of the angels of Heaven who have surrounded him every day of his existence on earth. But as soon as he is immortal again, he knows in one blink of an eye, he KNOWS and he remembers. So when an angel specifically incarnates into a human embryo to learn something or do something, that angel must somehow remember the lesson he wants to learn or share! As the game progressed, lessons were learned and the more that was learned, the more the angels realized that they could grasp onto that they were more than humans in human form. Over more EONS of time, God shared with the angels and the humans and all the species on the earth, guidelines to assist them, to help them remember that they came from Love and would one day return to LOVE and the reason for the very existence of earth was to learn the differences between Mortal and Immortal. It was Gods great JOY to speak with an Earth Angel who could understand God was the creator and that God very much loved all his angels – the Immortals and the Earth Angels who would at the end of their mortal existence return to the place of Love known as Heaven. This is the cycle of being an earth angel, to complete the self-given tasks of the immortal soul.
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9. B. Human Beings – Evolving to the next level Except from Chapter One: “So God created human beings on earth...He created them in the form of his beloved angels who were created from his own image as well. And it was good!” ...at the same time, humans experienced all the range of emotions and had the free will to absolutely do as they wished. Many eons passed in this way...It took many eons of time just to have humans survive as a species.” Many denominations of religion speak of the creation of humans by the Creator. Beyond the realm of organized religions there are many more individuals who simply believe and know from their hearts that there is a Creator. This is a mighty truth. Life survives particularly when there is divine i ntervention. Divine Intervention comes in many forms and is documented throughout the human timeline. The stories of Divine Intervention have, for the most part, been altered by the fallen ones to reflect either the superiority of the fallen ones (called many things in many cultures) over human beings or simply to veil the truth of Divine Intervention. The truth is Human Beings are the creation of the creator. This stated as a known, it is also true that creations have the ability to adapt to their environment to survive as life always seeks to do. While the DNA of the species (of all of a species) is the same, the physical appearance could alter itself to adapt to wherever it has been able to survive. Therefore, within any given species as is true regarding human beings, appearances may differ but the heart beats the same. Even before the creation of human beings, it was understood by the angels of God that this species would be different than all the other species that God had already created on behalf of his angels. The difference lies in the wish of the angels that even if human beings are born and die within mortality, that their soul would live on and be immortal in Heaven, side by side with the angels. From the time the first seed of life on earth had germinated, lived and died, the angels seeked immortality to protect all the creations of God from mortality. The angels considered and do consider human beings as beloveds. Even with the fall of the fallen ones, it is known that angels still watch over and protect human beings individually and collectively and that one day the word of God would come forth within a given earth timeline for human beings to be immortal and live in Heaven with angels.
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10. Revelations: Knowledge of End Times Chapter Ten is a reminder that there have always been those souls who have accessed the visions of events to come. It is that it is always to be seen by those who will see and it always up to the hearer to believe. Revelations: Knowledge of End Times A. Short Story: Remembering Atlantis B. The Holy Bible: Revelations C. Modern Day Revelations D. The Book of Enoch: The Western World Denial of the Fallen Ones E. Potential Scenarios from Chapter One F.
Survival of Human Beings
G. Social and Technology Changes
10. A. Remembering Atlantis – Knowledge of End Times – A Short Story It is that in each lifetime, there are people who have visions of the way things are headed and the way they will end. More than once, I have been in this role on this planet. It is my sincere wish that this be the last time. I share this story with you of a memory of such a time: I am walking down a stone pathway. To my left I can see the drop off (a cliff wall) that falls to sea below. To my right is a meadow. As a look about me, I can feel my hair blowing behind me in the wind from the sea. I can feel sun on my hair; it is warm. It is early in the day. The sun is behind me and I am walking west. I am walking with my father. I look down and I can see that I have white sandals and the feet of a young woman, perhaps 18 years of age. As we continue on the stone pathway, we cross a small bridge. There are small streams everywhere that lead to the sea that is why the small bridges along the pathway. After we cross the bridge, the pathway veers off to the right away from the sea (but only a little bit) and now on my right I can see massive gardens and the hedges of the labyrinth. In front of us is our destination. It is round building. There is an outside foray that goes nearly all the way around the building. On top of the building is a square structure that I view as an observatory of some sort. My father and I go in thru a side door. We go to the left which takes towards the front of the building. We turn into a side door and this is our place. It is the library. There are crystals everywhere. The information is within the crystals.
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My father sends me to another part of the building and as I leave the library, I go left again down the hallway. Now I stand inside the main entrance of the building. The main entrance faces south. There are offices and such all around the outer side of the building. In the center of the building there is a waterfall that cascades down two stories or so and the fountain well empties down below the building and on down into the sea. Th e building was built around the waterfall. There are plants and it is so beautiful. I remember just sitting there for the longest time. I am sad and I excited at the same time. I am determined. I know what I must do. I work in the library with my father and this is my life. This is the place I was born and have always been. I have young feet but they will be tired feet when my journey is done. We are packing up. We are preparing to go from here. It is time. The crystals have guided us thru this l ifetime as they will always do in all ways. It is time to go. We've been packing for weeks now. What to take. What to leave. We are all going with only that which we can carry. The crystals, we have to take the crystals. We are going north.
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10. B. Holy Bible Revelations There are many good and true words of John and others in revelations. There are, also, many false and evil words of the others here. The hand of evil seeks to keep you in fear for that is what they feast upon. First they harvest your fear and then they seek to harvest your soul to hell. Better to reflect on your own truth in these matters and not to accept the fear that reverberates like clouds in the sky on earth.
10. C. Modern Day Revelation The hot shall become cold and the cold shall be hot. There shall be many vapours in the air. The water laps onto the land where it has been before for there is no where it has not been and it calls it home. The ground explodes into the sky. One time, two times, three times, four times and more for there are some places where it shall be known as the lands that quake for eons to come on earth. The will of God says that life continues and that natural occurring changes have always been the normal on earth. The will of man seeks to imitate the knowledge and abilities of God. Without the full abilities of controlling that which science sees as reasonable shall be the cause of the rapid and slow loss of many species of life for many eons to come on earth. There is no earthly outcome for peace in these places without the Hand of God for it is the makings of man and the fate of man rests with man. The human maps of earth shall be altered and will be marked with places that human beings cannot access for more than then the timeline that has been documented by humankind. There will be many stones placed with the mark of the cross of death rather than the cross of resurrection of lost souls saved. That is the ego of human beings, those who caused these things to happen but also those who allowed it to come t o be. The many hearts will walk away and not look back at what was for what was, was a falsehood and a prison of the body and of the soul. The many hearts will relearn the ways of truth and seek to be that is love. l ove. Fear leads the way for change to love for love calls to all hearts and is stronger than any other emotion or way of being. Humans who give into love rather than fear with prosper.
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The winds will still bl ow and the sun will still shine and these are of importance for all the species of life on earth. The winds of change is more than the winds that blow for many winds of changes come forth from all directions and can only be faced to go forth. The earth will continue to rotate around the sun and the sun shall continue to rotate in the cosmos.
10. D. The Book of Enoch: The Western World Denial of the Fallen Ones This book while more of a companion type of document rather than being a part of the various Holy Bibles of the world is missing from the western world. This is pure foolishness on the part of the western world. But it is even more foolishness of the ones who never made it part of all a ll the Holy Bibles of the world.
10. E. Modern Times Potential Scenarios Excerpt the History of the Earth in Chapter One: ...The Game of Free Will has existed on earth for many an EON. God and his angels want you to know, it is time to end the reign of evil and contain it so that Love and Peace can reign on earth. The Game never had a fair chance for love as it is known in Heaven to exist on earth for all souls. You have reached a time in your history when the game must end as has always been foretold. The angels wish you to know this: It is always the intent of God to speak and to be heard. It is known in Heaven that God only speaks truth. There is no essence for it to be any other way. We speak of this so you understand God is speaking. You must listen to him through your heart. This part of the game comes to an end soon in your history as you are yet to know it. There are many possible ways for the game to end. But human history has not yet recorded the reign of evil section of its history. It is still being written. These are the things we need you to ponder right NOW. 1. The earth itself could lead to the destruction of the planet or many parts thereof. For a few years now, this has been the path earth is on. You can see this truth yourself in the natural and unnatural events of mass destruction the past century. The escalation of this has been human driven and was directly sparked by the atom bomb. These events gain in strength, duration, and consistency of destruction as time continues to march. This has been the process before. This has happened before on earth. Even you know this with the near elimination of the dinosaurs. That was not the only time and on this path it could happen again. 2.
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With that knowledge of option 2 as fact, the angels continue to ask for God to be merciful but it has been a long standing fact that each soul must speak for itself. The earth and her inhabitants inhabit ants are beloved by angels and God. Now that so many angels know the mortal range of emotions after being a part of the Game for so long that God knows of the sadness that will reign in Heaven if the game ends abruptly. As this sadness is in direct conflict with the love of Heaven, all of Heaven looks to earth and asks,
“What say you?”
My brothers and sisters here on earth with me, something has happened with the view in our hearts of how we see the world and what what the truth of the situation is. God just asked YOU a question, “What say you?” And I know someone on earth heard that cry from Heaven. And then
another. And then another. Earth Angels and humans both looked around and said, what was that? Did you hear something? And these people put their hand on their hearts and said, “God is that you?” And the reply came quickly and swiftly, “ Yes, Yes, I am real as you are real. I AM THAT I AM.”
It was a quiet that circled the world, an embrace from Heaven that still exists. A soul on earth looked around and understood where the evil corruptions headquartered itself in corporations that have more rights and benefits then the souls on the planet. The corporations run the governments as a whole and those corporations laugh in your face. Can’t you feel it? You know
the truth for yourself. You were born onto the earth with nothing and the only thing you get to take with you is your experience. You were born free. You were born to be free. Look around you, you are a slave. The people of the world have, once again, accepted slavery as the rule. This time, most of you are slaves to commercialism. When you see it for what it is you will be better able to understand how without human intervention intervention soon Option 1 will continue....
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10. F. Survival of Human Beings There is so much potential for good within human beings. It would be with a great sadness that this entire planet be eradicated and so many species of life to come to an end. But, the near eradication of the earth has come to the edge of being many times before and that is where the earth is once again. For the continuation of the earth and the various species of life, the veil will need to be lifted so your eyes can see and your heart can hear. Trust in God’s plan for humanity and the earth upon
which humanity exists. Many will not survive the changes. Do not be sad for them for the righteous await their time in Heaven and there will a rejoicing as has never been known when angels, earth angels and human beings live together in harmony in Heaven with the mighty I AM. Many will survive the changes. Life will continue. There will be a fluidity of all lifeforms and many new ways and places await those who stay and witness to God’s will and God’s love.
10. G. Social and Technology Changes If the wheels of technology stop tomorrow, what would you do? It is a falsehood to rely on technology and to lose the knowledge of how to be self-sufficient. self- sufficient. What if money was only worth its ability to be used as a fire starter tool? What if no one was in charge? What if the wrong someone is in charge? Are you prepared to live as your ancestors did? Could you be a hunter, gather, or grower? Would you even know where to begin or what to do? Here are a few suggestions: Water Do you have any drinking water stored for emergency use? Where is the nearest access for drinking water? Where is the nearest access to any water at all? How can you make water drinkable or safe to use? Where are the nearest streams and rivers? What is their source? Shelter Where You Are! Is the location you are currently a good place to be without electricity or heating or running water? How can you deal with any of these issues? Fire/Power/Light/Heat How would you even start a fire? Do you have matches? Do you know how to make matches? Do you have any candles? Do you have any kerosene lamps and what can you use to fill them? Do you have any hand crank lights?
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Food Have you ever grown your own food or had a garden? Buy heirloom seeds and plants. These are the plants that reproduce themselves as was always the way before the poisoning of th e food system. Manual can openers are good. Medicines Are you on any prescription medicines? If there are no pharmacies, how will you get more medicines? Do you know the symptoms of withdraw for the medicines you are on? Are there any natural health options? Time Do you have a wind up clock? Do you know how to make and use a sun dial? Are you familiar with the phases of the moon and the stars? Transportation If the electricity is out, there is no power to pump the gasoline into your vehicle. How will you get around? Do you have a bicycle? Do you own a good pair walking shoes and hiking boots? Animals Domesticated animals are only domesticated because humans feed and shelter them. An animal left on its own to survive will do whatever it deems necessary for survival— just as you will. What are you willing do to if you encounter a previously do mesticated animal or a wild animal(s)? Weather Conditions Do you have ample clothing for the seasons? Maps Maps, preferably laminated are good. Especially handy are local maps that show all roads, trails and water trails (streams, creeks, rivers). Chart your area, remembering to visualize the route including hills, road conditions and traffic—both human and animal. Beyond that it would be good to know where other vile contraptions of man are and to steer your boats away from such places. Backpack If you are on the move, take only that which you can fit in a backpack. Anticipate it. God Keep God in your heart at all times. The mighty I AM loves you and wishes you to know all things are as they are and there is i s only this moment. It is possible to do and be so much more of yourself than you are willing to admit for it is i s a responsibility that once acknowledged cannot be denied.
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11. The Function of the Grids Chapter Eleven explains some of the overlaying grids of the planet earth: The Functions of the Grid A. The Real Internet Grid B. The World Wide Web Grid C. Prison of the Fallen Ones D. Redesign: The Sound Grid The function of the grids has always been, as it will always be, about communication.
11. A. The Real Human Internet Grid Visualize the earth and all the human beings there and draw a line from each heart to each other heart and you will begin to understand the true and real internet grid. It is a f ail-safe grid based on empathic communications which which stems from the very creation of not only human beings but all species of life on earth and in Heaven. This is how you know who is calling on the telephone, not the caller ID which shows you, but from the seconds before when someone thought of you and said to themselves, I need to call you. It is like a message in your heart centre similar in how email was conceived and implemented. You’ve got mail and it is up to you to hear and answer. When it comes from love, it can be so pure and unconscious that when you answer the telephone you simply say I knew it was you and you do not even stop to wonder, how did I know that? In chapter 7 entitled Yes, You there are various descriptions there of various aspects of how you, yes, you fit into and are a part of all that is. It is an awareness of self and then an awareness of more than self that allows you to experience the God-given miracle of the human grid. Prior respect for the ability to connect to the human grid has been re-aligned by the fallen ones with the manipulated fear of the human grid for control purposes. If a people can connect to each other through their hearts where the fallen ones cannot control you the fallen ones would no longer have control of your fears! This is the ultimate fear of the fallen ones for without you living in fear they no longer have a reliable energy source – your fear which they feed off and thrive with while human beings suffer in fear of everything and everyone and starve their own soul! Do you understand the logic of this? Human beings have an innate abil ity to be this sensitive and caring with each other and are denied it through intimidation and threats of fear which become real because of our own self doubt in the true beauty and strength of love. Nothing is stronger or more real than love. First you must believe and then you must know and then you must be. - 61 -
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11. B. The World Wide Web Grid In these times, there is that which is known as the World Wide Web which operates on and through various electronic devices with energy pulses that create the internet and connects the users to it and through it. It serves as an electronic device driven grid which encompasses most of earth. The www was originally conceived to connect people to information they seek. While this seems innocent enough, public information is not its primary focus for it is the ones who pay for it are the ones who drive the intent. The intent of the unholy tyrants who push for this more and more are those who already control so much of information technology age is additional control over human beings: where they are, what they do and what they say. It is all documented for use to benefit the unholy tyrants and therefore the fallen ones.
11. C. Prison of the Fallen Ones Cast from Heaven, the fallen ones reside within the earthly realm unseen but not unknown to human beings. They are here in a place they cannot escape. They are in a grid of their own held in check by God. It is God who holds the key to their heart and their prison. The key only works for those pure of heart and as the fallen ones were cast from Heaven for evil doings, it is vile to them to already know that the key can only be opened from their side of the grid by each pure heart of love. It is already known by the fallen ones that each soul has one key. If the key unlocks the door for any particular soul, it is because that soul has chosen to be of God once again. So they rage on like a child throwing a temper tantrum, raising hell in e ach and every way they can devise from their earthly realm prison of a grid. As all cr eations of God are empathic by design, this is how the fallen ones connect with human beings and manipulate them into evil doings. No matter the game of torment played upon human beings by the fallen ones, no human being or group of human beings will ever be able to open the doors of hell no matter what. It is simply not possible and that is i s the way it was designed by God.
11. D. The Sound Grid Many years ago, I asked God for a project to work on. And when the time is right, you always get what you ask for for you for it is the time of NOW. NOW. I was showed the the Sound Grid. I participated as several of us gathered and began laying a new grid of white crystalline that weaved itself above the earth. It can be assessed within 3d consciousness. It was activated on 3/3/3. That day, I wandered around inside the Sound Grid wondering at the beauty of it. It is i s all a pale blue and reminds me of being within the sky and the clouds. I knew it was the Sound Grid but at this point there was no sound. Then I realized I was not alone within 3d consciousness and I looked and saw others coming It was then the sound became audible. It was music and it was real because we made it so with our own vibrations. That is the way it went that day and it is the way it is every day since this time.
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There is harmony and it is so beautiful. The most beautiful music I’ve ever heard. I knew that what we had created would be sound in motion 24/7 and that the music would always play here. I watched the hearts of those singing and of those playing instruments and I had tears of love in my eyes. The singers sang from their hearts and they sang to all that is above and all that is below and they sang we are here! And all the while, the band played on. It ebbed and flowed but it never stopped and it never will. There were many souls there within the Sound Grid within 3d consciousness. They know they are there and they knew they were called to be there and they play and they sing and they dance. That day is surely one of the most profound days of my life. As the day continued others came and there was so many different cultures represented I knew that soon enough, there would be souls participating from all over the world and I could only smile and smile some more. While I still call this the Sound Grid, I know the truth that this is God’s Band and we were always meant to be of love in this way with music. Sound alters vibrations. You have heard music soothes the savage beast? Well, yes that is us with our emotions here on planet earth. Singers, Musicians and Dancers are as a rule more spiritually aware and they come to the sound grid to be reaffirmed and to be strong together. It is very true that when you hear a song and/or music in your head/heart it is coming from the Sound Grid. The music calls to you from your heart and your soul. Follow the sounds and you will find the Sound Grid.
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12. Art versus Fear of Punishment Chapter Twelve highlights Innate Creative Abilities:
A. The Calling of The Seven Sisters of The New Day Rising B. Unconditional Love C. Beauty of the Fractural It is innate within human beings to create. The human capacity to create is only limited by the belief in God through whom all things are possible. Everything you see and everything you feel has been created by everyone including you. When human beings are creative and creating, the river of one love flows speedily along the heart and there is a great joy had by all involved. Rather it is a meal or a song or a pair of leggings or a home, creating is the essence of how and why the human species has survived the eons and sometimes in moments when love shines true from the heart, there is a gradual increase in the awareness of self and of all that is. This is the process for proceeding and going forth as a species. Until the whole of societies acts as one in love, l ove, the reign of evil shall continue. It is unity in creating a world of love that a world of love shall come forth. It is the destiny of human beings to be this, it is foretold and it shall be. If you seek to be a part of a world of love then the individual and collective consciousness needs to overcome the fear of punishment for creating. Fear of punishment is the model for societies on earth. The falsehood of this lays the foundation f oundation of a whole world in a fear mode of survival rather than a love mode which is mutually respected by all souls. Human beings do more out of the fear of punishment then they do for the selflessness of acts of love. Earth was not designed to be like this. The creation of earth was and still is about love. Art is that which anchors us one to the other in love. Fear is that th at which anchors us one to the other in fear. I choose love. Join me in this creation and that is what it means for Heaven on earth.
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12. A. Poem: The Calling of The Seven Sisters of The New Day Rising This Day I Call for My Sisters who I AM to Come Forth and BE. I ask Them To Shine Their Love So Bright All Can See I Call Them From Within the Beingness of GAIA as She Awakens this Day. I call Forth Joy, Hope, Peace, Mercy, Honour, Grace and Faith. Of Joy, I ask the Laughter of Being Of Hope, I ask that Tomorrow Always IS and Shall be Now Of Peace, I ask that there be Allowance and Understanding Understanding Of Mercy, I ask for Compassion of Self and for All Of Honour, I ask that There be Respect of Self, Others and Gaia Of Grace, I ask for Acceptance of Self and of All Of Faith, I ask the Knowingness That All Things Are Possible All of This Things I ask of My Sisters Who I AM in the name of LOVE For LOVE Is All There IS and Love Is Nothing It Simply IS. June 22, 2003
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12. B. Unconditional Love God’s love for all of his creations is unconditional love. Unconditional love means God loves you
no matter what you believe of yourself. God is aware of everything and everyone and every thought you have had and every thought you are ever going to have. God is omnipresent. God is aware of everyone and everything all the time. God gives unconditional love even to those who say God does not exist. The nearest love most feel on earth is the love of a parent for a child. For most parents there is nothing that they would not do for their child if it is at all within their power to do so. As humans this is a hard lesson for it is not always possible to give or protect your child to the degree a parents desires at all times. While in human form, Jesus Christ often times showed unconditional love to a person or a people even when he knew that they would harm or deny him in the future. Unconditional love is the goal of the heart which seeks to display unconditional love to other people, animals and places and to Heaven. In modern western society, the phrase unconditional love is usually meant as conditional love. I will love you if…. …if you buy me this thing …if you will take care of me …if you do as I say.
Unconditional love needs to be remembered and allowed to stand on its own without conditions. If your experience has not allowed for unconditional love, take small steps or jump right in and your heart will expand allowing for the true meaning of unconditional love. Connecting to yourself through your heart will allow you to witness to the possibilities of unconditional love. Unconditional love will allow you to walk closer to God and to all of his creations. Unconditional love will reunite you to your soul and allow you to expand your innate empathic abilities to relate to others with a love based on acceptance rather than conditional love which always leaves the soul bittered in the end.
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12. C. Beauty of the Fractural On earth our essence consists of our physical, emotional, mental and spiritual processes. Visualizing ourselves whole and complete means there must be an alignment of ourselves both individually and collectively. The beauty of the f ractural, that we each are, is ever changing and never ceases with each breathe we take. To visualize the fractural of yourself, close your eyes and remember a day when you were very happy and all was good in your world. Find a vision of yourself that day and put yourself physically in your vision. Allow the emotions to take on colors and density. Ponder the actions of that day and give each action a color and density. Allow the colors and density to swirl about and through you. Be aware that you are remembering more details of the day. Smells and sounds join the already colorful vision you see in your heart. Music and laughter always adds color and density to visions. If there were other people with you that day, visualize them in your vision and allow for them to join your vision with more color and density. If you were somewhere special, allow all of where you are to join in the vision. If you were outside, allow for all of God’s creations to join in the vision. Allow for the look and feel of the grass or trees and the wind on your face and the sun warming your shoulders. In your vision quest for your fractural imagery, step back and look at the fractural of th at day. The colors and beauty of it are what have made this a pleasant memory for you. This is a fractural f ractural of love and it is the essence of your soul and its desired status. Hold this fractural memory close to you and allow it to envelope you, allow it to penetrate and support you. This is who you are even if all you can see with your two eyes is your physical body. You are more than the physical. You are a part of all that is and you are loved! When our thoughts do not align with our actions, we create fragmented fracturals in our being. This means the colors and density of how we feel physically changes. It could be that everything feels grey or dark and the density of the fractural is so thick it feels like you are choking or drowning and this is the truth of it. You Y ou have felt this way before and this is why, because a part of you is choking or drowning because something something has happened that was not in alignment within you. For most of us, this thick density is i s because our words do not match our actions. If you wish to choose a fractural of love as your essence at any given time, then you need to align your words with your actions. Even if the truth of this also causes you pain to make it so, make it so for your soul asks for the truth for truth is the foundation of love and you are a being of love and you desire a fractural of love for all times. Only you can make this truth happen.
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13. Simon Peter Has Spoken After a period of talking and walking with God, there comes a time when one can understand that by not speaking the truth at all times, there is untruth and injustice. I have been entrusted with the words of God because I know the certainty of the existence of my soul which resides by God’s house in Heaven. I stand to his right side and there is only one
who stands between me and God and it not so much that he stands between me and God as he joins or binds me to God. The name of that one is Jesus Christ who is my brother and we are both the creation of God whom we call our Father and that therefore in all ways always makes us the children of God our Father. In as much as I can explain to you, I have watched this planet since its inception. I have actively participated in and experienced mortal life many times. I have many memories of humans I have been who have lived and died as mortals and I have access to the memories of humans who interacted with me during those lifetimes. That is why the empathy part of this puzzle is so important. It is not enough to say I have the memories of so and so, it is more important to understand the interaction of what happened in those times. This is why the memories come and do not cease until the lesson or the cycle is completed. So I say to you, I will not deny my brother who is Jesus Christ and that completes this cycle.
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