Tenure of the Ego: a new perspective on health, spirituality, and schizophrenia (my "trip report" of the world)

"Tenure of the Ego"--a new perspective on health, spirituality, and schizophrenia How do you think people are going to feel realizing that billions of years of evolution is currently being spearheaded by an army of 1 a single young adult! i can literally smell the smell the denial that swaths over everything it#s not that past philosophers have been wrong or that mankind is on the wrong track The problem is one of origins The origin of knowledge itself, in a way way $ince man has always sought comple% systems and solutions which employ &newness' he is misguiding himself towards an ever-increasing drive towards the perfection of certain systems never knowing the importance of where knowledge initially comes from The best e%ample of this today is the way in which we are trying to define what is(isn#t healthy for you )t#s in constant despair for any true definition because man thinks himself already full to his eyeballs with pure truth reasoned via science, but all the while not only is he missing the basic alchemical principal, he chooses to disregard the forethought brought upon our past by ancient peoples who we think are now merely &outdated' relics of knowledge )t#s hard to blame anyone specifically for the current failure but ) can assure you this*  the guiding hand in society is evil through and through Even people ) once considered my best friends fail to meet my scrutinous observations with any necessary respect +nd this is okay ) am fine working on my own and it#s it#s probably ust best that way way This way ) can disambiguate everything necessary to get me to my goal*which is not merely the reformation of knowledge towards truth but also the pure betterment of our proclivity for or against what we can deduce to be necessary courses of action and thought ecause current systems are, unironically, constantly at odds with themselves The psychedelic aspect of reality issomething which we must constantly refer to .E/0+2 .E/0+2 304 TH+T TH+T +5$4 E/05+) 5+63+6E 5+63+ 6E 7)T8 7)T8 +lso etymology of psychedelic9 :hy am ) saying this! )s it because ) think and advocate for the legality of psychedelics! no because true knowledge is implicit in all things and that includes yourself ) could not have gotten to where ) was without other people, and ) don#t mean via direct aid ;there is utterly none of that< ) mean ) look deeply into the understanding other people have and from there chart my own course for where ) may meet situations familiar to them This is hard to e%plain but essentially the core of the self is utterly impressionable and, given the right intentions, entirely capable of a complete picture of meta-analysis of the self Then, going forward, ) can know that no other can strike me from the place ) lay down as my foundation for knowledge =ust like how they say falsely practicing to be a doctor is illegal, ) can within myself delineate a complete space whereby falsehood will never prevail The psychedelic aspect is whereby my knowledge can, hopefully, toss out the falsehood from the e%ternal world and ) know this is possible both on the acute level constantly occurring within normal states of awareness and to great lengths unforeseeable by any others when in the catalyzed by certain mind-e%panding drugs $o you cannot thrust this from me any more than you could remove a vital organ from my body ) live in an entirely different world from you )t is necessary that ) be here because not only do ) have to process data in a different status than that which you do, but also because there is a desperate attempt being made against me and everything ) stand for in all moments of every day day )t matters not to me whether ) take pride in this, because the state ) am in is not designed to procure anything material from your world ), in a way, already have everything ) have ever wanted e%cept peace of mind >y grandmother once said to me &it#s like your mind is always on fire' and it#s good for me to know that someone could actually see through to me that way way ecause, in that same fashion, you will grow to know that all ) have ever pursued is truth and mutual understanding +nd she is right*since ) was 1? my mind has been on fire looking for some things that are now entirely too simple ow, i#m in my early twenties and my mind is still on fire despite having found the key things of importance, but enough about me ) only want to say one thing about drugs before ) move onto the importance of spiritual understanding because ) strongly believe it#s it#s necessary to have our own priorities looked over over There are no drugs that are obectively and in all situations superior to any other other The problem with our

society, perhaps the very largest one of all if you are able to see past the veil of obliviousness and positivity, is that we actually ustify using morality our adherence towards certain processes of the mind which create(are central to culture There is absolutely no @uestion that weed should be legalized The problem that we have with it today is in two fronts ;and no others
living centers are an easy solution especially incorporating solar power and free access to shared amenities ) have imagined a computer system which runs through the structure as a basic utility, utility, sharing a central hard-drive which will be maintained for longevity and allow for backing-up of files, with all information and media made completely free and open-source to EKEC84E :4C52:)2E This should be a main ideal, and the more we can talk about it the better, but the media has us wasting our time in politic tug-of-war games Gurthermore, ) do mean +55 living beings are included This ne%t part is a bit of spiritual &woo' but please do try to take it at face value 0lants actually want  to   to be eaten +nd here#s another thing, food itself wants to be eaten, at all timesM Essentially, that purpose there is to make sure that all energy needs of beings which form the collective ecosystem are met so they can fundamentally thrive ecause, if you think about it, meat is ust something that used to be food, but pumped into a living thing which does not  want   want to be eaten $ystemic meat consumption is actually ust a willful dive into inefficient practices This gets even crazier than me stating that all energy has in some way a conscious impetus Gor e%ample, have you ever heard of probiotics! :ell, they are what is called &good bacteria' but this is actually a misnomer There is no good or bad bacteria*there is bacteria which decays things into the earth and bacteria which wants to unify with a biological organism the fed and the fed upon +nd the way they work is by actually  positioning  positioning themselves themselves using what what they can predict  predict  the cycles of consumption are going to be and from there using what resources they can to collectively organize themselves so that the most energy for life is conserved aturally, this only goes to benefit you if you take the necessary steps to make the most out of your energy supply ;what you eat< and that ) have covered in-depth in my other document The only thing ) can add here is that you should try to avoid wasting foodM 2oes that seem too unusual, or somehow ironic! :ell, it shouldn#t be so much so because people report the feeling of being &one' with the universe in all kinds of conte%ts, whether they are religious or on a certain type of drug which awakens the individual mental processes to the 4vermind $o, you have to think of everything as being essentially energy at the primordial level Energy is recycled in the earth through closed systems but are always going to be bound to certain inefficiencies The first thing to realize in all of this is that life itself is a conduit for basically anything you could want +ll the previous undesirables ) have shown you to be false idols*e%ercise, education, political gambits of all sorts, and all manner of social dramas +ll these things can be eliminated in the face of true knowledge $o knowing that, we can encapsulate the world into a kind of life-force which we can channel into the true vessels of bliss, creativity, love and connectedness basically novelty as is stated elo@uently in this e%cellent talk done by Terence >cLenna-:ho +re :e!--httpsA((wwwyoutubecom(watch!vIgzuegu@yg e!-- httpsA((wwwyoutubecom(watch!vIgzuegu@yg :e don#t need war because scarcity will be eliminated, ideologies will be based upon felt e%perience instead of dogma, and it will be made clear what benefits all of us collectively benefits us individually ) mean, if you look at it harshly, there is some benefit to gain from being selfish, but is it really worth it! 8ou can#t ustify destroying the e%ternal world for a slightly easier life, which is all you would really get in this system ot to mention the obvious truth which is people make your life ETTEC, not worse ;once scarcity is eliminated< ) mean, we will need some basic adaptions too in the form of re-using materials for the ideal state but it#s all @uite easy once systems are put into place and they can begin being put into place T42+8, once you wake up to the fact that humans deserve e@ual rights and people should not be allowed to engage in gross e%cess of materialism +nd the thing is*the world itself is actually poised against you $ee, energy is conceptually necessary for the uplifting of life force so a true system of energetics would ma%imize a stable and balanced system by which all people benefit with the least energetic input and let me e%plain that there is a biological impetus for this*  plants want to be eaten, as ) said, but it#s it#s more than that, actually They are a part of the earth, therefore they want to be be eaten in a way which is the more efficient (ie least energy input for equal energy

output) so output)  so that the plant#s plant#s life and role in ecology is more easily fulfilled Gurthermore, plants want to be eaten in a certain way, because they .citation needed, but ) saw this on a science site once9 don#t like to be eaten in the leafy green parts of a plant which produces fruit as it#s product ;like this would apply to an apple tree but not to spinach< because it is using those green leaves to absorb solar energy, not to feed other organisms $o all the food that gets thrown away, away, every hindrance to energy production, and even for every second that a plant#s fruit goes to putrification rather than immediate and good use is a chip in your karmic backdrop waiting for you in the afterlife ow, we can establish here that the basic system of life itself is to create &good feelings' for the least amount of &bad feelings' re@uired That alone is enough for the definition of what we would define as &life' and in theory it may have been that simple for certain amoebic life forms $o it should follow from there that anything that gets in the way of such an establishment and its greatest output should be deemed as evil + lot of people identify the ego as being the source of all problems in this way ut this is not the case in my new model*evil is simply an over-stepping of a necessary boundary by which we are all co-dependents )deally and ) truly hope and pray every day that this is possible ut it comes with the strange truth that what is good and evil is a temporary construct based on need that e%ists already within society as it is This should be easy enough to understand, and this is where it actually begins to tie into my own life as a schizophrenic ut ) want you to contemplate this for a second before ) go on*do you really think that it#s necessary to suppress these ideas! That ) haven#t spent years upon years mulling upon and perfecting them! That ) am somehow trying to pull the wool over your eyes in any way! That it doesn#t haunt me daily that people are suffering billions of lifetimes of torture for our own lack of accountability in our own ignorance! That ) have, already and to the most reasonable e%tent possible in my simple life, tried in every which way to convince people to take an alternative answer to their daily needs in life! That what ) witness every day, day, in both the physical and spiritual planes, is constant proof that we are living in a falsified reality ruled by evil! ) assure you ) suffer suffer and will continue to suffer every day ust for being a truth-bearer $oN 2o ) Have to Talk 8ou )nto )t by $poon* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xt!"oq#l$%  $poon* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xt!"oq#l$%  eyond this point, it begins to be about my schizophrenia, because this is the point at which ) want to stop talking to you and start simply manipulating you towards the correct path ) mean, you can#t can#t really blame me because there are times when ) risk life and limb for this Hell, belief itself is the hugest risk and that#s what ) want to get across to you ut ) mean, there are some really simple points ) can make about the largest arguments people would make Girst one is that if e%ercise is re@uired to be healthy and gain muscle, why don#t don#t animals do it! + gorilla doesn#t do deadlifts $econd is, why is buttered popcorn bad for you but drinking milk and eating corn is bad! There are reasons for this, but they#re aren#t ones that can be e%plained by culture $o anyway, anyway, ) hope to help you understand the fundamental truth that spiritual reality is a constant battle between effectual reality ;probability< and actual reality ;determinism< $piritual reality is really, really, really simple )n fact, every single attempt to define a &spiritual reality' is ust a subconscious programming of sorts and will never do ustice to what it truly is 6od by =ohn 5ennon* httpsA((wwwyoutubecom(watch!vIm8lwG0O-w 5ennon* httpsA((wwwyoutubecom(watch!vIm8lwG0O-w this video(song is more real than you may think because ) have a personal theory that the reason that we ;collectively, not necessarily individually< are incapable of being in constant contact with the psychedelic(spiritual reality is that it is at a higher network than our brains want to consciously be aware of, the implicit reason being ;naturally< with regards to the nature of yoga These &higher' planes are so because they are actually like open networks that connect all people to all other people, and by entering them you do not ust enter your own mind but the recesses of other people#s, and that

there is therefore an actual democratic network by which spirituality is constantly maintained by by +nd this ) have perceived to be true myself personally personally y virtue of my health, ) have accrued great spiritual dominance over my environment, but it is not parcel to myself only*it is the manifestation of every split-seconds of moments that people may have been feeling in themselves agreement to what ) believe must be instituted for reality reality +nd this occurs in constant real-time in the spiritual plain unbeknownst to most people $o, in that way )Pm kinda like a &representative' &representative ' 0lus, ) have e%perienced ;in an inebriated state< an actual continuance of non-personal thoughts which were constantly reshuffling between different sources ) remember thinking at the time that &this must be what prayer actually is like, kinda on the receiving end of it anyway' anyway' and these incidents(contacts are governed by that which creates via the same channels what we would call &consensus reality' $ee, reality itself bears certain innate principals, but these are principals which cannot be distinguished as being within the individual e%periencing them or the reality itself, because there is really no way to separate the two, ust as there is no way to put one person#s consciousness in another person#s body body These @ualities are determined at the meta-physical level, the reality of which is almost impossible to prove e%cept through one#s own e%perience of it ut the reality of the situation of this &supposed' spiritual reality is that millions of people have come into contact, some way or another, with the metaphysical realm Celigion is merely an attempt to create an aesthetic with meaning attached in order to digest principals which are inherently undefinable with symbolism and different moral perspectives on how one relates themselves to the universe ut what it all comes down to is the intrinsic understanding of the universe and through what ends we can create and control reality in both the obvious sense which is material and the less obvious which is through our perceptions themselves shifting +nd this is a process which sounds impossible, yet is constantly happening )f you are acutely aware, you can notice perhaps a different feeling ust being &in the air' from one year to another year +nd this could be environmental or it could be something that is a part of you, and either way it is a constant stream This is why ) hate when people ask @uestions like &do you think the hallucinations are real!' ) mean, to be specific the auditory ones can either be rooted in spiritualism ;subconscious(historical imprint ;a phenomena which is very well-known in astrology< or in the social climate ) once remember while on 5$2 in a bathroom ) heard what seemed to be an incredible cacophony of voices, thousands of them, all both in my head and in the group of people who had been at the social gathering ) was at all picking apart my thoughts into details that go beyond the normal perception of how acute time really can be This was before ) had actually developed schizophrenia by several years $o there is a difference(barrier between that which is inner(outer but in shamanism this boundary is constantly in flu% and dissolution ) realize, in one sense, that when ) feel people seemingly &in my brain' that they are not actually doing that, but in the more realistic sense, we have to acknowledge the comple%ity of it which is a part of my brain and the circumstances they entail which are also, all-too-entirely real )t doesn#t matter one iota whether it is &actually' happeningM ecause it would be ust as much so, in and of itself by virtue of what processes are necessary to evaluate and potentially change reality so ) flamboyantly say to all ye doubters that what ) e%perience is actually an e%trapolation of what is real*that by e%panding into the narrative we can discover so much beyond these dirty lenses ecause the reality is that there is so much more going on beyond the veil of reality, reality, and by veil ) simply mean the constant play of reality which is POTENTIAL versus that which is ACTUAL $o ) want to point you to the most spiritual song ) knowfor knowfor >yselfN 5anguage 7ity by :olf 0arade* https://www.youtube.com/w 0arade* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=&i'x*+ atch?v=&i'x*+!, !,s :hat ) see is not unknown to you :hat ) see is a concept, unknown to culture itself, manifesting as a continual and deeply personalized narrative between me as the individual maintaining ideas and you the receptacle which is eternally shifting in subective nature and proclivity, for the end result of all loose ends coming unto one another, creating mutual understanding by my principals and what culture

can begin to accept as true +nd so the hard thing is for you to realize that your self-concepts are ultimately self-destructive self-des tructive and vile $o you can look at my life, and what ) have done is atypical to all e%pectations*i assure you ) dropped out of community college after less than half a semester, wasting thousands of my own hard-earned dollars on little more than a strong sense of some whim, which is still ever-haunting to me ) moved to a state ) had no family connections in, ust because ) knew there was a culture revolving around music ) was followed by the most strange phenomena, for there were certain forces in the universe that seemed to revolve around me in the sense that ) was continually trying to further my personal agenda which was no less than the complete unification of human beings ) eventually stumbled upon the largest discovery perhaps of all e%istence by doing, of all the damned things ) could have been doing, playing an >>4C06 ) know it seems irresponsible*  that was what ) aimed for, in my own way becausewhat we were losing, as ) see it in culture, is a sense of ability to play, play, not complete, with one another ) was lucky in more ways that ) can even begin to imagine and ) am reminded of a lyric from a song which has long haunted me called &+ll >y Griends' by 572 $oundsystem--') wouldn#t change one stupid decision for another O years of life' and ) tell you right now if it weren#t for every ounce of madness and genius ) mustered for myself, hopefully in relative e@ual doses to manage the forces that were pulling me deeper down a conceptual rabbit hole of my own creation to the general sense of e%pectations society leaves you with, ) would have potentially wound up suicidal or at the very least incapable of facing reality while maintaining my soul i#ve already had every conversation i#ve needed to tell you what is needed to be heard at every level i#ve encountered in society society i#ve heard fascinating perspectives and every level of intelligence that will present itself to me in eso- and e%o-terica +nd by you ) mean the collective consciousness it#s this strange thing really and can be so conflicting 8ou understand me, in my own uni@ueness, that ) offer a sense of human-ness and deep empathetic understanding to the greater need for us all to become one ecause ) do feel in this strange, indescribable way, that the greatest path to happiness is for us all to unravel each other#s highest potential both individually and as the human species ) have sacrificed literally everything ) can and though there is one force in the universe that is endlessly hammering me with a burden of ;supposedly< moral e%pectations, and telling me endlessly that there is no true success for me, that my beliefs are 1F delusional and wrong and that ) am actually totally alone in my feelings, that the only true path is the one laid out before me by society 2E$0)TE the endless failures inherent in society, there is behind me an entire, all-drowning force of 5ove which is insurmountable for it burdens the truth of all being and our whole e%istence being inherently connected ) would call that force 6od, and every day within me it grows stronger in me, and hopefully to the other people in the world who open themselves to the reality that there is an absolute need for need for human connectedness above all systems of dogma and ignorance that drown out truth as it tries to emancipate us from the endless violence of this world, and that the true way towards this is not through the con@uering of one peoples over another but of furthering our ability to be receptive of other people#s suffering and resolving the urge urge embedded in all things to find true peace ut despite all this, the forces e%istent in society today are malignant and a continual source of danger to those of us who 24 recognize love as the only legitimate reality 0eople are blind*there is no much going on in the spiritual reality that it is almost impossible to draw real conclusions about anything and yet we are all entranced by this network of life and society as we know it that the distraction we#ve made seems to be the only thing worth acknowledging +nd so the creative force of humanity is drained out, streamlined, consolidated, and sold to us worldwide in a convenient package which only serves the ego games we put on one another like so many mountains and hazards in between us and what we strive for personally )n other words-Hoinfodaman by 0rimus* httpsA((wwwyoutubecom 0rimus* httpsA((wwwyoutubecom(watch!vI%ry)m (watch!vI%ry)mlpJ lpJ)

$othis is where things get scary 8es, spiritual reality is basically a tug-o-war between me and certain forces which choose to remain ignorant ;at any social, moral, or economic cost< but the way it manifests is of endless psychological perturbations and dilemmas which are more comple% than imagined by anyone#s initial perception of them )n a way, way, it#s like sorting through the very eventide of history, because as you look through the lens of what we define as specific instances of good and evil, subectivities are abound along with split-second decisions ultimately defining historical instances )n truth, we should know that certain things should be kept sacred The way this manifests is some kind of a direct connection between reality and myself, and its comple%ity is tuned to the finest keytone Koices react to every particle of my field of influence, and are constantly sorting through data or speaking in between my thoughts and about my thoughts )t is as though ) am constantly generating data to be processed ;this is ust prayer in essence< about the conundrum of having to fi% the natural state of society into the ideal which ) have pre-supposed the necessity of )magine, if you could sit in a circle of a group of people, all of them weighing the value(importance of your thoughts while you spin whatever tale of persuasion and hope for the collective betterment, all the while certain spirits arise out of the patterns of things you see in the physical world and will either function as a part of your brain#s thought process or offer a reaction as your thoughts come and go >y brain even visualizes these comple% thought(psychic phenomenas and subtlety imprints reality as ) go through my daily life ) even feel pranas(energetic connections which e%ists without words This occupies almost the whole of my life, and ) am particularly in awe of how much ado there is about the simple fact that ) am, in fact, e%periencing sensory data that supports my positions on topics of health + lot of it is, in a sense, playful and open-minded There is not a lack of empathy ;there used to but ) fi%ed it with meds< but there is definitely a lack of communication which directly support my ideas it#s ust a constant flu% capacitor, of sorts, generating &boos' and &yays' depending on and constantly reactive to my spiritual situation Humanity has a cultureM )t ust doesn#t e%ist in the present moment of the world because we are ostracized by the very devices which elevated us to this platform of e%istence The problem is, though this may seem an obscure idea, an endless attachment to obectivity $ubectivity is somehow &lesser' This is utter fault, yet it seems almost ine%orable due to the current dogmas of science Every one life form that e%ists holds the imprint within it for the rest of the universe*that#s ust gravity it#s impossible for anything to have matter and not be attracted to other forms of matter matter +nd for whatever reason, we choose to believe that consciousness is not rooted in matter ecause of ideas like this, it is practically impossible for me to receive any sympathy for how important my ideas are in spite of many years of consistent empirical data 8et, it is consciousness that re@uires matter to have any base impetus any type of motion has an initial input which is based is conscious action and choice*choice being like a consistent pre-set or formula and action being the flow of energy passing through any given system This is actually the base theorem which ) base my ideas of game theory around, which ) will e%plain httpsA((wwwyoutubecom(watch!vIL>3tz5whbE 2EKE540EC$M 5ol it starts like this, and depending on your level of scrutiny, scrutiny, this will wear off over time 5et me e%plain  *your initial initial consciousness consciousness has has already formulated formulated a relay relay of how how it will e%ecute e%ecute commands, commands, allocate energy, energy, adust measures of perceptions, maintain inner levels of happiness(sadness, and so forth ut this formula is made in rather the same way water erodes rock, forming a path over use and time )n other words, through the means of the unconscious Gor me, things have completely changed $ee, ) am working with the primary principal in place of energy conservation :e are taught an absurd notion that we must use our energy for the pure sake of &burning calories' that is the primary fallacy here, and what it is is a disconnection from the real alchemy of consciousness and how we can deliberately mere the unconscious with our immediate awareness*a truly insurmountable task to some who are

completely awash in cultural tropes and its gross programming )n fact, this is the greatest problem in culture because what a calorie actually is is e%actly like a conceptual philosopher#s stone ;so long as you are the one who governs you, which may not be the case because oftentimes the body knows better< ut the alchemy ) am speaking of is that which occurs deeply within the psyche and the longterm processes of the body as it gradually re-learns how to heal and maintain itself $o, on the video*  essentially this is how my e%perience has changed as )Pve grown out of using words to think over time )t is constantly asking me &how much energy is e%pected to be used' and will calculate based on both what ) believe and what is known(avoidable $o there is a base input ) receive from what ) eat, and you subtract from that any putrification occurring, ;see my storage of health guide to know what i#m talking about here< and then it may ask me how much rest ) e%pect to get and then whatever is left over ;)E &profit'< gets used by the body as either inner bliss(satisfaction or as engrossment(attention span if ) am choosing to watch or enoy some digital entertainment )t is literally impossible to not think about e%pectations ;which then draft my future body#s ability to heal, follow commands, etc< because it knows that there is an actual conscious process of delegating energy, and in order to re-learn this you have to completely disambiguate your conscious processes so that inner unknowns become knowns y developing this using the systems in my immortality theory(health guide, you can grow endlessly more capable of increasing your @uality of life ;inner resource profit< and then you can learn to leave the space of making conscious decisions and ust focus on the present moment and it#s it#s enoyment This is, in fact, the greatest truth to what people ask as being the &meaning' of life ;whatever that means, aye!< it#s about higher profitsM +nd why not! Everything has its own kind of inherent &high' to it no matter how &pure' of a person you consider yourself to be 4ften you ust do things to relieve the an%iety of cultural norms(morality ;think like nuns whipping themselves for their &sins'< and that#s part of the thing which is in essence game theory of the consciousness 8ou can imagine, for instance, there is a & point' which is a state of being totally without stress ;which includes anabolic stress, which is essentially like being in a &L hole' or a very deep dream state where you do not have any sensory input< which is the norm for your consciousness and from which you deviate from as need arises to do things like re-calibrating your inner engine#s e%pectation set, a burst of adrenaline if you say miss a bus and chase after it, or if you#re merely contemplating changing your morals(life course(etc This zero point has a set limit and if you are constantly e%ceeding it, it will move on its own ;thus either decreasing or increasing your energy surplus< to calibrate to reality reality This point is an e@uilibrium whereby potential energy and kinetic energy are e@ual, as they can be imagined within the processor core of the self ecause the inner body has to have a sense of balance, there is really no way to accurately predict what is going to happen in every moment $o, you can also look at is being like congress with certain people being conservative and others liberal, e%cept we#re talking about different neurons in the brain instead of politicians which e%ist to keep energy efficient and balanced for reality =ust as in politics, there are actually infinitely many complications in this, which is why a lot of people find it impossible to meditate or do nothing because their bodies are so highly calibrated to stressful environments it#s not that your body is wrong*it#s ust unsuited ) find that the game theory(evolution of personal consciousness through channeled intentions and e%pectations to be very much alike to being an air traffic controller controller ut it#s almost @uite simple--any amount of will you put into improving yourself is going to have a reward it#s only so comple% for most people in reality because all of them are busy following half-truths that are so uncertain science for them changes by the yearM There are tons of ways to increase one#s profit like optimizing your food sources, taking medications, reducing necessary movement or strain, reducing inner stress which may be philosophical(social(etc, philosophical(s ocial(etc, and even fle%ing all your different body parts )n fact, it is through this system of your e%pectations and allocations that you develop the use of even the most base sensations of the self and grow personally competent at any given task it#s important to recognize that there is really not way to &try' harder to be healthy healthy ) mean yeah, you can force individual circumstances by tapping into

base energy reserves, but being healthy is about homeostasis of being, and that is ust like the physics of the body*if the behavior is controlled, it will generate a consistent output 5ike a microscope, there are coarse and fine adustments you can make Through re-connecting with your body, body, this will eventually become second-nature and you will literally feel every single choice resonating within your body and causing adaptations This is inner evolution at the most directly understood level, and through it we can grow as a species species if we make true use of it ut see, this is where it turns into a war of propaganda 8ou don#t want to believe that cancer is the result of being out of tune with the natural laws governing reality, and the worst part of all is that no one can patent any of thisM it#s 1F inner personal choice and free willM ) like to cite this movie a lot as it demonstrates the absurdity of our current world and brings to mind in anyone how we have totally lost our true sense of humanity to government and corporate interests and worldwide indoctrination and slavery slavery There is no dialogue, merely a time-lapse of some beautiful and horrible instances of &life out of balanceA' httpsA((enwikipediaorg(wiki(Loyaanis@atsi the biggest problem preventing social growth, as ) see it, is a little word called &egalitarianism' in a lot of ways, it does apply apply )t makes sense ut then you start to wonder deeper things, and then you start to drift away from societal e%pectations and form your own philosophies Then you start to realizeevery one of these people has a stake in a type of reality which is literally suicide suicide  Empire by Lasabian--httpsA((wwwyoutubecom(watch!vInKTE@6QenE8 Lasabian-- httpsA((wwwyoutubecom(watch!vInKTE@6QenE8 $ee, ) called calories metaphorically philosopherPs stones because they will do whatever you want*if you#re stressed out over how good looking you are or whatever, that will improveM +fter all, the thing that is communicated in looking good to the other se% is a strong immune system ;but yes, there are subective complications ofc< ) mean, really men*the real thing that you li%e to see in women is two aspects of the body that demonstrate aptitude in raising or generating children 4f course certain things are out of your control because the unconscious will always prioritize survival, but that#s the whole point of reducing stress levels and correcting your health*so that you can then take that surplus of energy and use it for whatever your body wantsM Everything in culture is a method of placating you and making false truths ustified by sources ) may generalize as being, for e%ample, feminism or +genda D1 but these are ust terms for the over-arching problem of failing to face up to what#s real +nd what#s real is that 843 +2 458 458 843 are in control of your healthM but people don#t ust seek the truth*they seek out whatever half-truths fit their picture of reality ) mean, you can call me wrong about the ability for will be to concentrated and cause healing within your body but you#re still living in the same reality $o there#s really no benefit to being anything other than in a state of complete acceptance 8ou won#t get  anything  anything out of iteverA Gather Time by +nimal 7ollectiveR https://www.youtube.com/watch?v='-tc0y,12  7ollectiveR https://www.youtube.com/watch?v='-tc0y,12  or, in my preferred language-httpsA((wwwyoutubecom(watch!vIJkn=b%O23o8 no one person is better in the overall way than anyone else unless they are applying right principals ;which ) have outlined< This is where egalitarianism is a working principal ut in society, it is taken to the e%treme Gor e%ample, ) don#t personally believe in the idea of having a &$pecial 4lympics' because it#s not the perfection of the human ability(state 8et, for every boon, there is an e@ual and opposite negative trait $ome people have good genes because they are specified well to the

allocations that culture generates, but all other people who seem to be genetically &lesser' all have their own uni@ue traits*such is the nature of the human species, to be diverse, for we do not have a clear darwinistic path to follow as most animals do ut ofc, if you become disabled after physically harming yourself, then it is different and your body is merely doing ust what it can to hang onto survival :eird idea, ) know, know, but literally EKEC8 $)65E 4773CCE7E no matter how good or bad is working a path towards evolution it#s all stored in the mainframe of our genetic coding which has essentially infinitesimal infinitesim al memory +nd, as )Pve said previous, it#s all ust the allocation of finite life force >y wife is actually an e%cellent e%ample of this premise at work because she has had medical problems her whole life including intermittently needing a wheelchair, having cancer, and allergies to almost every type of food, but yet she has an incredible amount of spiritual power and associates herself as being a &:iccan' &:iccan' ut it#s not magic, really*it#s ust a type pSof prowess that borders on the ineffable )n fact, on an interesting tangent here, spiritualism is the primary driving force in the current world for human evolution, especially with regards to people who are diverting from the cultural mainframe with mental or physical disorders it#s very simple*people who are open to the alternative doors of perception have too much data to process and thusly cannot cope with the world like those who close their &third eye' ;or whatevercLenna hypothesized once that schizophrenia was primarily a pheromene-based pheromene-bas ed phenomena< 8ou can say &oh that#s that#s not real' but the thing is ;and this is also the problem with trying to prove to people that correct diet(health principals is actually the only real way to happiness, )E better living through chemistry(biological satisfaction< ) am e%periencing a feeling(sensation, and that is proected into the spiritual world through which we can all channel and become more aware of the signals other people release, and every single feeling no matter how minuscule leaves an imprint on the greater template of human consciousness Terence >cLenna actually said something similar to this when he e%perimented with a drug ketamine, saying he had the sense that there was no human imprint because it was a newly-developed drug compared to psilocyben mushrooms which are millions of years old and had long-lasting spiritual imprints that impose upon the e%periments $ome people call this something like the &+kashic Cecords' but it#s all ust the great, singular hum in the center of the universe by which all things are connected as one 8ou could call it like the Earth >other, even, because that is the thing which unities all biological beings into one ecosystem 0lants and animals have an ages-old symbiosis which is made to be of benefit for both parties, optimized over the course of time, which includes the spiritual and alchemical reactions which are induced in the human 7$ ut either way, way, it is awareness, and it is created in long the same way people have had prophetic and religious e%periences all throughout human history ut the deeper reality of it is that it is not some 6od separate from all of all*the deep truth is that all things are in a constant state of flu% between connectedness and separateness ;essentially, yin and yang<, so if one truly understands reality you know that there is both an endless comple%ity to your inner free will ust as much as you are bound to time#s previously laid-out principals and percepts $o, what does all this mean for me and for the future! The first thing is that ) have literally carved out a section into the consciousness of humanity by going my own way ;see phraseA the &beaten path'< ) have given my full heart of optimism to these methods of health and what future we may unravel for the benefit of all and endless mental reaffirmations tied to my immediate anecdotal e%perience ) have done what ) can to be humble in face of the fact that it can honestly feel like ) am myself a sort of god whereby my e%perience is that ) am in a communion with all the people physically around me and my house This is an idea that is in violation of what >cLenna referred to as the &masculine ego,' because it is the nature of man to be

independent and overcome obstacles in his environment rather than console and attempt to aid and e%pand the feeling of worldwide societal love Cather than the typical male who puts himself out there in gross e%cess domination, ) am in a state of constant introversion The spirits come to me, in all forms*voices from people in my direct environment, &constellation-based' hallucinations which are occurring in my visuals out of the physical form of the environment, inner voices which are based often on the voices of people ) have known in my past or certain characters ;real or made up< that have occupied my mind :e are constantly working to find the answers rooted within all of us +nd though ) can dominate them ;though before ) took medications they were the ones dominant over me< that is not the issue )t is to hopefully help them overcome the necessary steps for us to move into a new stage of humanity where we are not burdened by economic scarcity, dominance games over capital, and separating ideologies )n this sense, ) believe ) am truly ine%orable from my voices because my lifelong goal has always been to communicate my ideals and help people understand them $o don#t  udge me for for being who ) am, am, or for having having this disorderM disorderM The burden of appropriating appropriating my ideology ideology for cultural implementation is my rightful ob and it not something ) will stray from, now or ever in the future*spiritual or physical it is all the same over a long time period as the present moment overtakes all things to point us us towards the better future +nd believe me, it is not easy easy +s non-threatening as ) have tried to be, ) tend to also be overly-direct and this has gotten me into more trouble than it#s ever worth ut it is ustified, for if you had seen through my eyes and ears what my schizophrenia was like before ) was able to transmute it for the better The collective consciousness has not been nice to me ) have been scared and tortured and deemed worse than irrelevant*a complete social deviant and invalid ut through all of this, ) have retained myself and my own truth )t is, ) think, on many levels comparable to being in the &gate of truth' as outlined in the animal &Gullmetal +lchemist' the truth(e%periential data constantly being process and transferred through me and the environment is a chaotic, endless force of churning, purification, and deepening of the perceptions ;) talked about this to some deal in my essay &Turtledove Thermogenesis'< Thermogenesis'<  +nd that#s ust my personal life which occurs in the spiritual plane ;and, ever so ephemerally, in the physical