Tantric Brute Grimoire
BOOK 1
A personal exploration exploration Of Sexmagick and Voudon
By Angela Edwards
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isclaimer T!is a personal artist"practitioner#s interpretation interpretation of $oudon from t!e $iewpoint of t!e !uman condition and psyc!osexual mind% &t is not t!erefore a strict 'lueprint for t!ese !istorically rooted li$ing traditions( nor is it meant to 'e followed as a magical order% Alt!oug! & do practice in day to day rituals using traditional )aitian $oudon and Sout! American *uim'anda(my solid de$otional practice 'eing centred around +om'a Gira ,ain!a and +om'a Gira ama da -oite( t!is piece of work is focused on t!e indi$idual#s creati$e experiences% experiences% & !a$e tried to keep t!e c!aracteristics of lwa and offerings as close as possi'le to )aitian $oudon tradition% T!is is a postmodernist take of a .esterner li$ing in t!e twenty first century on t!ese religious practices( t!erefore s!ould 'e seen as separate from formal $oudon spiritual initiation( and not as disrespectful to t!ese rooted traditions or religions% -ote On Associations /T!e following associations of t!e lwa are not all 'eing condoned or are practised 'y t!e writer in !er life ( Bestiality 0a'use of animals sexual or p!ysical(necrop!ilia(canni'alism p!ysical(necrop!ilia(canni'alism ( murder ( incest(paedop!ilia0a'use incest(paedop!ilia0a'use of c!ildren sexually or p!ysical( unconsensual cutting ( genki porn ( rape ( 'randing inflicted upon anot!er not used in a transgressi$e consenting adult en$ironment etc% T!e writer would also like to clarify t!at s!e is not responsi'le for any use of illegal drugs or condoning use of su'stances suc! as crack ( !eroin% Or condoning practice or in$ocation to t!e lwa using t!ese su'stances or self destructi$e addiction %Also s!e does not condone self !arm and all rituals regarding cutting s!ould 'e done in a sane mind%But alt!oug! any of t!ese t!ings are far from rig!t in our ci$ilised !umanistic mind%T!e writer did feel t!at as lwas represent all aspects of our s!adow selfs darkest conscious 'eing (it would 'e wrong to not include t!ese associations% S!e also felt t!at as lwas are once !uman 'eings ( t!at t!ese t!ings would exist in t!em as t!ey do in !umanity also%
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Copyright : Text Angela Edwards 2011 Copyright : Images Angela Edwards 2012 None of the book is to to be reprinted or sed withot withot the athor!"opyrighters athor!"opyrighters prior "onsent #
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Ta'le of 3ontents $e"tion 1 Chapter 1 : The introd"tion to the %ilphothi" lands"ape As a Entry To To sexal Transgression Transgression
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Section 2 T!e conclusion Essay Title / T!e fundamentals of Ctilising t!e *lip!ot! to perfect 'eing of 'ecoming in not!ingness " e$eryt!ing in t!e pat! transfixed of t!e $oid $oid %
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A magical grammar of t!e psyc!opat!ology stirred 'y t!e nig!t and magic% A 4oreword By -ic!olaD de >attos 4ris$old Angela Edwards#s art is distur'ing in its 'rutal and direct exposition of t!e !uman condition% S!e gi$es you t!e most !onest and raw speculum of sex( fles!( ink and darkness so you can mirror your own !onesty% &t is annoying( it is real 7 and it is 'rutal% T!is 'rutality is splas!ing o$er t!e can$as in intoxication and exaltation as it takes on a life of glory in its grim strokes7 depra$ed( direct and deadly !onest it calls t!e attention to you and ask you w!o t!e fuck you are% Edwards is transgression( 'ecause s!e went to !ell and t!en s!e came 'ack to t!e world of t!e li$ing wit! t!e courage and !onesty of gi$ing us !er soul% S!e will c!allenge you 'ot! as a woman and 'y !er !onesty% >any will s!out depra$edF >any will s!out 'lasp!emerF >any will not see t!is tour de force of naked demonstration of trut! 'eing won 'y t!e !ands of 'lasp!emy( sex( 'rutality and !onesty to !onest for most of us% Edwards#s art is transgression s!e takes your idols and your lo$ed ones( t!e meaning of life you smear upon t!e ecstasy of sex and s!eds its skin 7 Dust to s!ow you t!e marrow of existence% T!e desiring and sexual soul wit!in all you lo$e and keep sacred% Tantric Brute Grimoire is an artistic transgression 7 'ut it is also a pro$ocation( 'ecause rut!less !onesty does tend to pro$oke% T!is work is as s!e !erself says/ a mirror of t!e fragility of !uman existence 7 in t!is we find t!e 'rutality and softness of t!e !uman condition% )er 'rutality lies in !er !onesty and !er softness in t!e soul wrecking !onesty of exposing t!is work% )er grimoire is a psyc!osexual map of t!e modern female mage% )er route to re$ealing t!is !er grammar of t!e soul is to present a series of rites and spirit maps drawn from t!e darkest sexual dungeons of t!e soul% &n full dregs s!e t!rows !er soul in your face to ser$e as a 'lueprint of t!e 'rutality of life 7 t!at grim teac!er w!o 'y negation leads you to completeness% Art expresses t!e soul and for Edwards art must 'e s!ameless( unflinc!ing and trut!ful !ence dissecting 7 or rat!er re$ealing 7 t!e soul in a s!ameless exposition of trut!% T!is is w!at Tantric Brute Grimoire is doing% Anot!er pro$ocati$e element in t!is grimoire is !ow s!e e9ually s!amelessly lays claim to es wa and can easily 'e taken as an corruptor of Vodoun( 'ut t!is is not so% 4or Edwards t!e gat!ering of !ot wa s!e !as worked wit! !as 'een as a part of an internal mago7artistic work% S!e !as simply responded to t!e mirror of !er soul in t!e name of art and magic( 'ecause t!e artist and t!e magician are 'ot! walkers 'etween worlds% T!is makes t!is work not a transmission from t!e peristyle of Vodoun( 'ut from t!e peristyle of t!e soul of t!e artist% &n t!is work we find a selection of dangerous and !ot wa loosely applied to t!e ad$erse side of t!e Tree of ife used as a mirror of t!e artists# psyc!e( it is !ere s!e finds t!e references of !er re$elation and li'eration% Edwards say muc! of !er life and soul in i n re$ealing t!e nature of t!e wa t!at t !at s!e !as used as mirror for !er map of ife% &n t!is we find yet anot!er le$el( an exposition and re$elation of t!e !uman condition in the refle"tion of spirital poten"ies of a hot natre# )ew of s dare walk there nless we are "alled and e*en then there is resistan"e# In this "elebration of death8 sexal brtality and heresy she in*ites ,
yo to Inferno and +rgatory - &st to let yo lose in yor own depra*ed wilderness in order to find yor own +aradiso# $he has gi*en yo the "ompass that is a %liphoti" "lmination - be"ase in the trimph of the a*erse and lifeless - new life "an be fond# The sexal sol pro*okes by itself - and e*en more so when the one who re*eals it is a woman# Any woman will feel ease by this -any man slightly tormented# In this way Edward9s Edward9s by being who she is and present her sol8 brte and trthfl in this way8 way8 will "hallenge the world# In doing this she has also a""omplished her artisti" "reed - to make yo aware of the gides in life we often re&e"t in taking on the negati*e and depra*ed as gides for trth and self a""eptan"e# There is a glory in resorting to the negati*e and lifeless in order to affirm yor life and prpose - this is the darkest of daggers8 the most gloomy of the roads of e"stasy# Tantri" rte rimoire is an important do"ment as it exposes flagrantly and with se"re "olors the "ondition of a western mage that explores the sexal sol in the name of as"ent# In doing this8 Edwards gi*es a *oi"e to the world of female mysteries few dare to *entre within# Tantri" rte rimoire is a gift of the magi"al artist to the world - a map of her own redemption by resorting to the powers we sppress as gides to bring s to an awakening to trth# This is a post modern grimoire -and as s"h it is a work that takes the plse of time - and as s"h it takes a stab at or sense of de"en"y and shame8 or taxonomies and "ertainties in %ite re*olting and proper ways# It is a magi"al grammar of the psy"hopathology stirred by the night and magi" - it is a ni%e modern magi"al do"ment infsed by the blood of Teresa of A*ila8 )eli"ien ;ops8 )ran"is a"on8 5"ian )red and Annie $prinkle in the spirit of liberation and transgression# In an nflin"hing and shameless re*elation of trth#
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&ntroduction Take me like a ragged naked !o'o to t!e crossroads( crawling( !ands scuffed( knees 'leeding( t!erefore 'eing( !um'ly( all aspects of !uman imperfection% Take me under t!e stars( darkness illuminated 'y t!e 'rig!test lig!t of knowing and feeling uni$ersally e$eryt!ing( transgressed t!roug! imperfection imperfection to perfect di$inity( so t!at in all t!e fragility of t!e !uman condition lays( in ugliness( t!e most radiant 'eauty% Take me to t!e crossroads( sweat and 'lood( legs spread in animalistic lust( orgasm( creation conDoined wit! anni!ilation( anni!ilation( destruction to deat!( !ea$en riding !ell% et me know a full life like t!e most intimate lo$er% &n t!e lwaHs passage 'e t!e Dourney to t!e 'irt! of my fearless true uni$ersal full soul% &n t!e pat! of t!e *lip!ot! nig!tside tree of life we find an in7dept! mirror of t!e fragility of !uman existence( and t!e 'rutality as well as softness of t!e !uman condition% &n t!ese terms t!is map can 'e compared to t!e all T,CE A,T( encompassing to set out all aspects of our 'ase instincts and uni$ersal li$ing% Alt!oug! t!e Tree is metap!ysical in its approac!( unlike intuiti$e art it is 'ased upon cere'ral academia( t!at t!e principles and p!ilosop!ical end results are fundamentally linked% T!roug!out !istory( p!ilosop!ical7religious t!oug!t !as 'een married wit! t!e same ideologies( and o'sessi$e 9uestioning of !uman existence as art( w!ilst searc!ing for a man or womanHs passage to !is or !er full di$ine enlig!tenment of martyred ego( transgressed !ig!er self( t!e soul% &n art we find spirituality( expression of our Soul( in t!at all true Art is s!ameless( unflinc!ing and trut!ful% To my mind no religions in purist spiritualist approac!es fit suc! explorations of life and deat!% T!e fragility of t!e primordial state of 'eing is reflected and imperfect( as t!at of Afro7 deri$ed traditions suc! as $oudon( &fa( +alo and *uim'anda "Kuim'anda% All rely on direct purist spiritualist contact and t!e interaction wit! lower spiritual energies Ior once !uman spiritsJ t!at mirror t!e full 'eauty and ugliness of all of t!e uni$erse in its full real limitless glory% So as in art( we find e$en t!e ugliest creations are also similar( in t!e way t!at emoti$ely t!ey are always linked to true 'eauty% &n t!is way also do t!e spirits of $oudon( t!e lwa% T!oug!( if placing upon t!e 'ack of t!e Tree of ife It!e *lip!ot! Tree of eat!J( or t!e front of t!e Tree of ife( most lwa( t!at are always accessed t!roug! mediumistic communication would 'e placed on t!e connections rat!er t!an t!e sep!irot!s( as t!ey are in spiritualist context literal gateways to mediumistic contact wit! t!e dead% T!e spirits of $oudon( t!e lwa( do in t!e exploration of t!e darker aspects of t!e soul self( and fit perfectly in reflecting a true uncompromising map of !umanity% T!is t!e pioneer >ic!ael ;
Bertiaux was fully aware of as a artist and practitioner in VG.( as well as Kennet! Grant in t!e -ig!tside of Eden% &n t!ese dimensions( t!ey are t!e most unflinc!ing !onest interpretation of !uman existence and t!e Tree of ife% T!ey are also( in t!ese aspects( a true linked force to t!e primordial self( expressed 'y all true artists% Especially in t!e families of $oudon spirits of t!e Gede and +etro( we find t!e links 'etween sex( sexuality( creation and destruction( anni!ilations of t!e self in all forms of deat! t!roug! practical action and exploration of t!e darker aspects( of t!e often denied self( t!e !idden soul% T!e lwa work wit!in t!e laws of com'ined alc!emy( red creation( sexuality( 'lack destruction and deat! encompass uni$ersal alc!emical fusion in t!eir magickal practice% ike t!e twins of &fa conDoined in marriage( t!ese are twinned polar attri'utes of t!e same t!ing% &t also ser$es as positi$e and negati$e com'ined( male and female com'ined in intercourse( to form t!e creation of t!e enlig!tened( fully transgendered( transgressed self% All t!ings in life cross o$er to form one% ife and deat! are one of t!e same s ame in t!at one cannot exist wit!out wi t!out anot!er% T!ey are t!e entwined reflection of t!e uni$ersal existence of spirits and oursel$es . )ere t!e ideas of com'ining t!e *lip!ot! Tree of eat! in 3a'ala and lwa spirits wit! paintings of in$ocations made perfect sense( 'ecause for an artist and practitioner all t!ings are a reflection of pure true di$inity of !umanity and t!e uni$erse fully em'raced% So in t!e !usk s!ells of t!e *lip!ot! we find spiritual re'irt! also. Traditionally t!e *lip!ot! is represented 'y twel$e legions of goetic daemons of !ig!er deri$ed spirit origin( i%e% fallen angels/ T!aumiel( G!agiel( Sacariel( GaHag S!e'la!( Golac!ad( T!agirion( AHAra'@ara9( Samael( Gamaliel and ilit!% ilit! is t!e cast out wife of Adam( t!e fat!er of !umanities% S!e is t!e original mot!er of !umanity 'efore E$e w!o resides at t!e 'ase of *lip!ot!Hs roots( upon >alkut! Eart!% T!e arc!etype of ilit! also focuses on sexual $ampirism( anot!er type of utilisation of a'sorption of energy practiced in any form of sexual spiritual in$ocations or sexual magical traditions( linking t!e ideology of utilising lwa upon t!e *lip!ot! from a sexual magical practitioners perspecti$e% &n ilit! we disco$er a complex and accurate reflection of t!e mot!er of !umanity( portraying t!roug! !er attri'utes of 'eing !umanitiesH darker self( t!e reflection of our own denied soul( making !er t!e closest spirit connected to lwa consciousness in t!is attri'ute% 4or in t!e darker aspects of t!e spiritualist lwa( we also find t!e daemonic !uman consciousness of !umanity represented in t!e form of t!e s!adow reflection of oursel$es( w!ic! connects 'ot! t!ings% &f we are to work wit! Voudon as a form of tantra( in t!e Egyptian origins of tantra Ias a -ort!ern African cultureJ in t!e use of t!e sym'ol of t!e Ank! in relation to energy points% .e find a strong link to t!e African magickal practise% )istorically & see it as a practice of African and not Asian !eritage% >ost sex7magickal practices !a$e 'een originally de$eloped in Africa% T!erefore & connect t!ese ritualistic practices to Voudon and Afro7deri$ed traditions also% T!e traditions of transgressi$e extremes t!roug! t !roug! t!e art of 'ody modification( w!ic! is anot!er 15
!uge aspect of left7!and pat!( t!e modern sex7magickal practises !a$e also !istorically first e$ol$ed from tri'es suc! as Sara7Ka'a in t!e t !e African 3ongo t!roug! wooden mout! plates( genital piercing( fire rituals( etc% T!is s!ows t!at in some ways t!e often seen as primiti$e primal world of ancient African cultural traditions !as 'een also a pioneer in t!ese aspects% Only recently did a more de$eloped form in t!e postmodernist sex7magickal .estern world 'ecame popular% So t!ese ancient African traditions !a$e contri'uted $astly to a !uge influence on S> culture as we know it in modernist society today% .e can also connect suc! rooted li$ing African traditions in t!eir essence to p!ilosop!ical pioneers like e Sade (and Bataille% African culture !as !ad a great impact upon sop!isticated .estern p!ilosop!ical t!oug!t and culture% T!roug! t!ese tri'es ancient traditions in Africa( we trace t!e true origins of S> rituals suc! as fles! !ooks( cutting( play piercing( 'reaking t!e fles!( and ot!er uses of ritualistic forms of transgression% So suc! t!ings are t!e same in t!eir elemental place of t!e transgressed uni$ersal self( and a true exploration of lwa spirit maps% &n $oudon it is known naturally t!at suc! 9lip!ot! psyc!osexual images (worlds( are transmitted to t!e $essel t!roug! direct spiritualist possession %T!roug! dreams or during t!e entranced action of t!e transgressi$e possession of t!e following sexual rites or ot!er intense in$ocation rituals % Suc! t!ings allow a type of @om'ified su'mission( an out of 'ody astral communication of t!e elemental spirit worlds to t!e lwa initiate% T!at form $isual maps t!en proDected into art of t!e !idden elemental nig!tside spirit world reflected from t!e spirit $essels su'conscious into direct $isual manifestation% So t!e *lip!ot! sets out a 'lueprint com'ined wit! art( it is a map of our perfect( imperfect( all em'racing( knowing( awakened souls. So( lwa( ride me like a !orse in sa$age $iolation of knowing( and take me like a ragged naked !o'o to t!e crossroads( crawling( scuffed !ands( 'leeding knees( t!erefore 'eing( !um'ly( all aspects of !uman imperfection% Take me under t!e stars( darkness illuminated 'y t!e 'rig!test lig!t of knowing and feeling uni$ersally e$eryt!ing( transgressed t!roug! imperfection to perfect di$inity( so t!at in all t!e fragility of t!e !uman condition lays( in ugliness( t!e most radiant 'eauty% So( take me like a ragged r agged naked !o'o to t!e crossroads( crawling( !ands scuffed( knees 'leeding( t!erefore 'eing( !um'ly( all aspects of !uman imperfection% Take me under t!e stars( darkness illuminated 'y t!e 'rig!test lig!t of knowing and feeling uni$ersally e$eryt!ing( transgressed t!roug! imperfection to perfect di$inity( Lso t!at in all t!e fragility of t!e !uman condition lays( in ugliness( t!e most radiant 'eauty% Take me to t!e crossroads( sweat and 'lood( legs spread in animalistic lust( orgasm( creation conDoined wit! anni!ilation( destruction to deat!( !ea$en riding !ell% et me know a full life like t!e most intimate lo$er% &n t!e lwaHs passage 'e t!e Dourney to t!e 'irt! of my fearless true uni$ersal full soul% A%Edwards August 5<11 11
4ootnotes/ T!ere !as long 'een a natural !istorical link to Ara'ic and -ort!ern African traditions suc! as Ba'ylonian( Assyrian and 3ongo African/ *uim'anda( &fa and Voudon% T!e 3ongo7deri$ed *uim'anda utilises t!e lunar cycle( t!e use of !er's in a magical ritual and t!e a'stract form of astrology wit! roots in Ba'ylonian astrological practice I1J% T!e Ba'ylonians first in$ented astrological practice( as astrology is of -ort!ern African descent% I5J% T!is explains t!is form of astrology as a prominent root to all *uim'anda and &fa Afro7 deri$ed practices( unlike Grecian astrological tradition w!ose closest counterpart is to a more formulated .estern astrological tradition practiced today% &t is also known t!at t!e legions of +om'a Gira and Exu !old t!e closest similarity in relation to Ara'ic Min spirits% Bot! traditions and all Afro7deri$ed rituals also utilise ancestor wors!ip as a main focus of practice% I2J -ort!ern African Ara'ic tradition is linked in cuneiform% I=J Ve$es and pontos are 'ot! used for in$ocation of spirits in t!eir magical ritual tradition% All are utilised as an artistic form of magickal sigils% T!is was later de$eloped 'y artists and practitioners like A O Spare I:J and Andrew 3!um'ley I6J t!roug!out t!eir magical practices% T!e artistHs exploration of sexuality and deat! is prominent t!roug!out art !istory( reflecting t!e Gede and +etro lwa associations wit! sex creation and deat! destruction as Voudon spiritualist traditions cross o$er into fine Art% T!is is especially prominent in t!e works of $oudon initiate and fine artist >aya eren I?J% T!e *lip!ot! is also linked in -ort!ern African tradition to $oudon and all Afro7deri$ed !eritage I8J% *uim'anda is rooted in t!e Brasilian street spirits of +om'a Gira and Exu I;J( alt!oug! as a spiritualist tradition and not a sex7magickal practice% .e find t!at in some +omade GiraHs roots as a prostitute or focused on 'eing a woman of t!e nig!t (examples +om'a Gira ,ain!a( +om'a Gira ama da -oite (+om'a Gira >aria -a$al!a N +om'a Gira Of T!e ,a@or w!o s!ares not similarity similarit y as a w!ore 'ut in !er ra@or attri'ute wit! petro lwa Er@ulie anto wit! e$er present dagger Jand +om'a Gira Sete Encru@il!ada i%e% a sexually empowered woman( are t!e 'asis to all sex7magickal practice% Sex7magickal practice like prostitution is not 'ased upon profane relations!ips( attractions( or our own sexual preferences% Sex magic is t!e a'ility to utilise t!e experience of all energies and sexual positions separately in communication wit! t!e lwa spirits regardless of any personal ideologies( preferences towards our own sexuality( or sex t!roug! in$ocation% 4or sex7 magickal practices are not 'ased upon !uman lo$e 'ut on t!e interaction wit! spirits using ot!ers 'odies as spirit $essels only% Alt!oug! )indu Tantra is spiritual lo$e( so lo$ing relations!ips like in sufism can 'e practiced( it is not a necessity to sexual magical practices regarding spirit in$ocation% All t!at is a necessity( it is not a desire of lo$e for anot!er !uman 'eing( 'ut a desire of lo$e for t!e in$oked spirit( as in $oudon ser$es to sexually feed t!e lwa% So +om'a GiraHs essence is t!erefore Afro7deri$ed( and t!e -ort!ern African aspect of !er is found 15
in &s!tar"&nanna% T!e postmodernist western in$ocation of t!is deity found t!roug! t!e autosexual writings of Anais -in ( Kat!erine >illet(Muila Kriste$a and +auline ,eage % .e find t!e roots of t!e 'asic principles regarding tantra and sex magick in t!ese attri'utes% &n ancient Egypt( an original system using sexual energy points t!at is closely related to kundulini !as 'een !istorically $alidated( in knowing t!at tantra came from -ort!ern African traditions and t!e fundamental aspects of sexuality associated wit! t!e lwa% &n )indu tantric left !and pat! practice we link it as dominated 'y t!e female current in t!e di$ine female deamonic KaliHs em'odiment % A afro representation is found of !er in t!e lwa of creation( les'ianism ( female psyc!osexuality ( sacred creati$e sexuality( 'eauty radiated 'y t!e planet $enus of Er@ulie anto ( w!o utilises raw sensual female tantric 'rutality fully % I1 did originate in t!e practices of oru'a and $oudon also% 1% Kuim'anda T!e Art Of Exu 'y -ic!olaD e >attos( 4ris$old( 5<<6 5% Ba'ylonian Starlore( an illustrated guide to t!e Starlore and ancient constellations of ancient Ba'ylonia 'y Ga$in .!ite( 5<agic And Sorcery T!e +rayer of t!e ifted if ted )and 'y eonard% .% King( 18;: % T!e Book Of +leasure 'y A% O% Spare( 1;12 6% *utu' IA Sufi Tantric GrimoireJ 'y Andrew 3!um'ley( 1;;: ?% T!e i$ine )orseman 'y >aya eren( 1;:2 8% T!e *lip!ot! is linked to $oodoo afro deri$ed tradition in t!ese 'ooks/ Secrets of $oodoo 1;6; V7e$e 1;?= 'y >ilo ,igaud( VG. 'y >ic!eal Bertiaux ,e$ised( 1;88( page 626 7 map of t!e t !e *lip!ot! using Gede wa 3ults Of T!e S!adow( 1;?:( T!e -ig!tside Of Eden( 1;??( Against T!e ig!t( 5<ystery 'y Sallie Ann Glassman 5<<< ;% +om'a Gira And T!e *uim'anda Of >'um'a 'y -ic!olaD e >attos( 4ris$old( 5<11 1<% Ecstasy T!roug! Tantra 'y r Mo!n >umford( 1;88 T!e Ancient Secret Of T!e 4lower Of ife Vol 1 5 'y run$alo >elc!i@edek( 1;;;75<<< )ecateHs 4ountain 'y Kennet! Grant 1;;5
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Ket!er surrounds t!e sun( it goes 'eyond t!e sun in t!at am'alla! is t!e magick of t!e uni$ersal eternal lig!t( a'solute 'eing% &n am'alla! we see t!e total enlig!tenment wit! t!e di$ine t!roug! sexuality( creation( op!idian intercourse wit! t!e uni$erse% )e is also considered more female in nature or transsexual( or of neit!er gender( to fulfil our di$ine all%
3!okma! -eptune Baron Samedi
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T!e male aspect of sexuality and deat! t!at could 'e deri$ed as t!e same spirit as >aman Brigitte( !is wife( in t!at !e is t!e masculine $ersion of t!e !uman aspect of sexual force( and s!e is t!e female aspect of sexuality% &n t!is way & feel t!at toget!er t!ey could 'ot! represent one indi$idual w!o is fully aware and utilises t!e male and female self com'ined( like t!e >arassas Twins% Baron Samedi represents forceful !eterosexuality( t!e need to ride t!e !orse and procreate t!roug! deat! of orgasm% )e is deat! and also( in forceful sexual elements( creation% 4rom a p!ilosop!ical standpoint t!e creation t!roug! penetration is anointment of all aspects of our selfs( our fears% Transgressing fear of deat! in exploration of sexuality could( com'ined wit! Brigitte as all united aspects of t!e indi$idual( lead to deat! of our old preconceptions( to creation of a !uman 'eing
2%Bina! Saturn >aman Brigitte T!e face of female psyc!osexuality( deat!( empowerment and crossing o$er t!e spiritualist realms% On side wit! t!e deat! and creation of t!e female transgendered( $iolently sexual self% T!e first woman w!o dies in t!e gra$eyard( t!e first woman w!o( enlig!tened t!roug! deat! of ego( realises !er full potential% As mistress of t!e gra$eyard( of t!e spirits and dead souls( s!e is also t!e ruler of t!e !uman soul% Saturn is of female creation also% %
3!esed Mupiter >arinette Of T!e ry Bones
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ark goddess of space( t!e witc! of t!e forests and of female psyc!otic $iolence unrepressed% S!e frees people from 'ondage of t!eir own ensla$ed ideas and opens us up to a full existence wit!out fear% S!e is known for !er dark female self( primordial( $iolent( wit!out care for !uman emotions or constraints( w!ic! in its anni!ilation as in Baron Kriminel allows t!e practitioner to li$e 'eyond t!e uni$erse wit!out morals to transgress to a full life% S!e is( in many ways( t!e female 1:
counterpart aspect of Baron Kriminel( focusing on $iolence( $iolation( cruelty( power t!roug! direct force from a female angle% )er turn7ons are inflicting $iolence upon ot!ers( t!eir screams of pain( !er control( domination and power% S!e is i s also reac!ed 'y 'urning( scolding of t!e !uman fles!( t!e scent as it melts( as an offering to !er( and !elps aid in magical rites in$ol$ing 'lack magic( or !er'al rites used to inflict deat! upon ot!ers.
Ge'ura! >ars Baron Kriminel
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Gede of anni!ilation of t!e profane ego and destruction t!roug! all transgressi$e $iolent extremes% )e is also t!e ot!er face of eat! wit! -i'o( t!oug! !e is t!e one w!o inflicts $iolence upon ot!ers !e attacks and enforces% -i'o is t!e su'missi$e S> partner( w!ile Kriminel is t!e top enforcer% Baron Kriminel also deals only wit! wi t! t!e masculine psyc!otic element( not sexuality( only creation in terms of sa$age $iolent $iole nt anni!ilation of our old soul so t!at we can 'e re'orn again% Baron Kriminel is often said to 'e t!e spirit of !uman gangsters% &n t!is way !e works on a le$el of 'eing a killing mac!ine wit! no !uman profane emotions( attac!ments or morals% )e smas!es up societal conformities as t!e true left !and pat! initiate% )e is a protector to t!e fait!ful and law of destiny( in t!at !e will grant wis!es in exc!ange for a 'lood pact or a de't% )e can also 'e contacted in masoc!istic sexual rituals of cutting play( piercing( gagging or rape% &n t!is way !e relies on 'eing an lwa of !onour( trut! and trust( 'ut sa$age in t!at any unpaid de'ts will 'e fully collected in deat!%
Tip!aret! t!e Sun t!e >arrassas Twins of &fa
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T!e twins are always at t!e centre of t!e uni$erse( placed in t!e middle% T!ey represent all aspects of sexuality and $iolence com'ined( t!e 'isexual element of united all( and t!e full soul transgressed t!roug! extremes to darkness and lig!t united%
-et@ac! Venus Er@ulie anto
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Er@ulie anto is t!e nig!tside aspect of Er@ulie 4reda( s!e reflects female sexuality( $iolence( creation and les'ianism% As t!e patron of female !omosexuality( s!e is t!e female aspect of Baron im'i( t!e wresting arc!etype of male7on7male sexual congress% S!e works rooted towards t!e eart! of t!e *lip!ot! tree as s!e represents t!e elemental aspects of t!e primordial female self% S!e can 'e reac!ed 'y female7on7female oral sex as wors!ip especially on time of a woman#s cycle period( and fed 'y menstrual 'lood also
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)od >ercury Baron im'i
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>asculine struggle( t!e arc!etype of male !omosexuality( anal sex acts and $iolation t!roug! 'estial sexual force% Turns on are !omosexual male sex rape force% )e can 'e in$oked in !omosexual cottages and takes !is image in roug! trade So!o rent'oys t!at reflect a 'rutalised imperfect li$ed7in 'eauty% )e is also used in !ealing rites and is a glutton in !is continual need to fed upon male fles! or gorge !imself upon all sodomised aspects of t!e self% self %
esod >oon Kalfou
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T!e lwa of nig!tside magick( Kalfou allows us to em'race t!e darkest elements of our fears in order to smas! up( rip apart at t!e crossroads our own profane ego destiny t!roug! 3!aos% )e is t!e nig!tside +etro eg'a and Exu t!at !old t!e keys to t!e gateway to t!e uni$erse t!roug! communication wit! uncontrolla'le male$olent spirits to deeper uncompromising understanding of oursel$es% eg'a in any forms is entry to all spiritually( t!e Dourney of our soul
1<%>alkut! Eart! Baka Baka is t!e main protagonist in all initiations into t!e darker essences of t!e !uman soul( transgression t!roug! extremes( and t!erefore is at t!e roots of t!e *lip!ot! map% )e is !umankind at its most per$erse ugliness( !e is t!e most extreme aspect of t!e primal elemental self% )is offerings are acts of t!e most extreme animalistic 'ase nature of !umankind% T!e darkest e Sade7ian aspects of sexually( per$erse $iolence t!e $oudon temple is t!e 'ody( t!e eart! is t!e t !e temple of initiation% &n soil exists t!e elemental transgressi$e form of initiation t!at is spirit lwa to man"woman( elemental initiation% T!e raw primiti$e elemental self is t!e soul#s connection to t!e eart!% II
Cranus aat!-i'o
wa of self mutilation( transgression t!roug! ritualistic sexual extremes% )e represents t!e su'missi$e( t!e inflicted upon( t!e $ictim not enforcer% Also transgressi$e states t!roug! rape or sexual a'use( used as a way of a'sor'ing $iolent energies or experiencing e$eryt!ing( can 'e associated wit! t!e lwa and !is psyc!ological mindset% -i'o( like ,osa 3a$eira Exu and ,osa 3a$eira +om'a Gira( represent t!ose w!o !a$e died young in t!e street due to $iolent existences( or c!ildren 'orn to a life of $iolence and po$erty% -i'o is also t!e transgendered aspect of men in t!at !e concentrates on t!e male#s need to also encompass male as well as female 9ualities% )e is male and female in !is 'isexual attri'utes% )e is( t!roug! !is sexuality and infliction of self mutilation( as well a murder $ictim( !ence t!e 'ridge 'etween creation and life w!ic! lies in sex( and t!e main gateway into t!e *lip!ot! *l ip!ot! tree to daat!( deat! also. 17
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T!e Book
4or all lo$ers past (present ( w!ose scent ( skin ( touc! ( !as 'een my prayer t!eir 'odies t!e temple of fles! and 'lood wors!ip in t!e exploration of my true nature pilgrimage to t!e soul% T!is grimoire is dedicated to all of you %
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T!e Start
T!e Start .!o s!all pass wit! keys of fles! and 'loodP .!ere is !e"s!e slain upon t!e crossroads of destruction(frustrationP .!o s!all penetrate t!e great mysteries of fles! ( 'one ( 'lood( to t!e li$ing soul% S!adow warriors of t!e fragility impurity of !umanity were in lays purity of t!e self% .!o s!all consecrate t!eir potions (spells( grimoires in t!e s!adows of life#s explorations masters magick lays in t!e material world % .!o s!all pass wit! keys of fles! f les! and 'loodP .!o s!all triump! in t!e prayers of sex ( $iolence ( 'rutality to di$inities daemonic re'irt! O! sisters and 'rot!ers w!o s!ould penetrate t!e great mysteries of fles! 'lood ( 'one to t!e li$ing soul% .!o s!all pass wit! keys of fles! f les! and 'loodP To t!e 'liss of our deat! infused erotic climatic ruins urn &n t!e religions of t!e poor are t!e roots were real ric!es are laid upon% %T!e mysteries t!at transcend ( transfix t!e w!ole !uman race t!roug! !um'le disposition (into uni$ersal masters of transformation in t!e world % &n t!e lig!t of t!e 'lack sun t!at in passions undenied encircles t!e elemental eart!ly s!amanic disposition% .ere & lay to t!e left side( t!ere resides souls aristocracy to our e9uality wit! t!e GOS 4or w!o is t!e 'lack witc! w!o finds a'sorption redemption in t!e s!adows of t!yself &ts full em'odiment( t!e street ( !is"!er world in all consuming spirit to man"woman in$ocation % .!o s!all pass wit! keys of fles! f les! and 'loodP .!ose 'lood s!all wit! t!e fles! seep s eep into t!e cunning craft of t!e untamed -O.F .!o s!all reappraise wit! t!eir actions not empty words t!e full extended cultus Sa''atical P .!o s!all pass wit! keys of fles! f les! and 'loodP .!ere slain upon t!e crossroads of destruction re'irt! t!roug! deat! is found O! w!o s!all pass wit! keys of fles! and 'loodP .!o s!all penetrate t!e great mysteries of fles!( 'one( 'lood to t!e li$ing soul % .!ose 'lood s!all wit! fles! seep into i nto t!e cunning craft of t!e untamed -O.F
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Ket!er Q am'alla! 3!apter 1
&n$ocations Ket!er 7 am'alla! in$ocation O! ne$erending w!ite lig!t t!at surrounds my full 'rutalised self% .!ite rays !it( penetrate( 'urn my eyes% & am 'linded 'y all true $ision( reality( a gift of t!e $ision of e$eryt!ing% Knowledge is t!e serpent entwined in ecstatic eroticism around my 'ody( my neck% ou strangle me so t!at & can feel life( enlig!tened SC44O3AT&O-% +ull nylon tig!t around my face impression set in your image loss of 'reat! in$oked(in my mout! suckling ( tongues lapping (to lap( lick ( flick fli ck my tongue( upon milky t!irst% &nducing !unger fore$er cra$ing to lap upon t!e tip of your long prick to 'e sustained in inc!es feeding upon w!ole in$oked% Opal w!ite reflecti$e !issed sensualism( & ask my lo$er to pull t!e rope tig!ter around my neck at t!e point of orgasm F So & can feel you around me( tig!t( pressed up against my fles!( Genki procreation% &n electric ( streaming ressurrection to ray striked infused ( prop!etic serpentine A'raxas inserted 'liss% So & can 'e close to ou( so & can feel close to life and deat!( your 'eautiful uncompromised uni$ersal understanding of my existence e xistence & recei$e you in total wet lust% am'alla!( t!e lig!t rays of t!e sun( t!e gateway to t!e 'ody w!ic! upon my !uman ad$entures and learnings is t!e t !e temple% & satisfy myself forcefully 'ody solarist pleasure not denied ( !anging su'lime affixation suspended neck silk cream ri''ons tied tig!t am'alla!( my ideals( my dreams( my fears( freedom in knowing t!e lig!t of unidealised !uman existence% >ount t!e snake ( mount t!e snake (mount t!e t !e 'eginning (mount t!e end (mount yout! ( mount age mount t!e snake entranced 'y s!amanic $isions ( +ast !is tail ( future !is !ead (in pearly w!ite comeenter me% &n t!e start of Edens garden to 'e at one wit! sensualistic warm purity slit!ering upwards on t!ig!s (on skin (merged inside (wit!in Beyond gender you are( e$ery 'eautiful transsexualism aspect of t!e self% >ale and female com'ined to t!e perfection of 'eing( t!e fat!er of !uman existence am'alla!( enter e$ery weeping soaking wet orifice( 58
you come inside of me to lay in nature in you % &ntercourse wit! t!e uni$erse( in you & know t!e 'eginning and t!e end snaking up of A in our uni$erse( all aspects of 3,EAT&O-% am'alla!( your lig!t is a ne$er7ending( w!ite rays 'eyond t!e sun of knowing( of feeling e$eryt!ing( and in your lig!t & find in your lo$e( t!e magic of my a'solute full 'eing% am'alla!
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+roperties/ -ote/ an offering of an egg placed on an animal 'one and co$ered in corn syrup( left at midnig!t in t!e c!urc! yard on t!e new moon% Sexual associations/ Any penetration and eDaculation into $aginal( anal( mout! opening( man to woman( man to man( suffocation at point of orgasm ('lowDo's (affixation wit! ropes induced 'y yourself or a lo$er at point of orgasm ( Mapanese Genki Ieel porn J( 'estiality for a woman wit! pyt!ons% )uman excretion offerings/ sperm% 3olours/ Sil$er( w!ite( pale yellow% >aterials/ Animal 'one( egg( corn syrup( flour( sugar(ropes ( c ream ri''ons ( w!ite linen% Body points / )ead ( mout! (neck( p!allus Element / water Erotic mental element / Sensualism Stone/OpalIpurityJ(Am'erI!armonyJ(moonstoneIdreamsJ Tarot 3ard Associations/T!e .orld (T!e >agician ( t!e Sun wa 4amily /+etro
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3!okma! 7 Baron Samedi 3!apter 5
3!okma! 7 Baron Samedi &n$ocation )a@ed( your weig!t crus!ing on top of me( my ego smas!ed to smit!ereens% )ea$y 'reat!ing under you( su'ser$ient to !unger( lust( crus!ed to 'e taken wit!out planned will% Tied up ropes ra$aging roug! 'etween my t!ig!s 'urn( 'ounded up wit!out mo$ement( & am !is pet desira'le powerlessness% >asculine eroticism on top pus!ed t!roug! me !unger( lust( SC,,E-E,( empowered 'y t!e role of totally gi$ing myself o$er% )ars!ly you pull my !air 7 pleasura'le discomfort( di scomfort( yanked legs spread( fastly pumped( dominated long strokes( missionary position o$er me( possession w!ole( no control% 4eeling straggled 'etween lust and deat!( orgasmic anni!ilated procreation% 4eeling t!e force of sexual rape( a'sor'ing all maculated aspects of sexual force% ,aped of my innocence our start (w!en $iolated ( to !a$e not!ing from me taken (no teared regrets F &n t!is experience ( only a gift (gi$en of empowerment ( resol$ed in t!is a'yss of aeonic energy alone % & transgress t!roug! t!ese experiences( and feel from fr om you coming t!roug! a closer connection to t!e predatory male side of myself( a'sorption of your spiritual energy( closer to 'eing .)OE% To 'ecoming now( in !is interactions t!e instigator ( to find fed my $ictory t!roug! knowing wit!in myself t!e unsuppressed utilisation of force% ou take many !uman lo$ers( lea$ing e$ery woman soiled( wanting more( !ead crus!ed against t!e dirt( dirt ( t!e floor% >yself in possession( dragged under( 'lacked out( en$eloped w!olly at point of climax( in sexuality and deat! & feel myself going under you% T!e danger scares me( 'ut it is in t!is animalistic force t!at & am reminded t!at & am A&VE% & mastur'ate( fingers on t!ro''ing wet clit( you are e$erlasting lust ne$er7ending% 4ilt!y( real( free( in your face t!ere is no s!ame in 9uenc!ing all su'ser$ient aspects of 'eing taken fully in passion% ou are desire on fire( eternal sensual se nsual wanting( in sexuality( deat!( & feel t!e force of masculine taking( and you are t!e 'eautiful ETE,-A CST% Baron Samedi%
+roperties/ ,itual note/ offering 7 a cigar left at gra$estone on Saturday nig!t( upon altar 7 a !andful of gra$eyard dirt from t!e first man w!o died at t!e local cemetery% Sexual associations/ missionary( man on top from 'e!ind dominating on top of a woman( male instigated rape of a woman( !eterosexuality( male mastur'ation(use of silicon mould $aginas ( sex dolls for penetration 'y man( use of !ot peppers on genitals( any necrop!iliac practices( man on dead woman( tying up wit! ropes( 'ondage( t!e male on woman rapist % )uman excretion offerings/ Sperm or female sexual disc!arge( !uman 'ones or corpses% 3olours / Black( purple( Scarlet red% >aterials / purple $el$et( casket pins( gra$eyard dirt( cigar( rum( t!e coffin(s!ades ( !uman remains% Body points /+!allus ( !ands( t!ig!s Element / Eart! Erotic mental element / male psyc!opat!ology (!eterosexuality( deat! Stone/Amet!ystIspiritualityJ( iamond Isexual fertilityJ(Met Ideat! t!e stone of mourningJ Tarot 3ard Associations/ eat!( Mudgement (T!e .orld( King Of +entacles( Mustice wa 4amily / Gede
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Bina! 7 >aman Brigitte in$ocation & dream of a 'oned dildo upon t!e temple( inserted $isions of life( sex and deat! entwined% )ard Sa$age( roug! 'rutalised piercing desire on fire( passion transfixed 'y pain% Sexuality( deat! 'urning wit! desire in e$ery e $ery aspect of t!e temple of t!e 'ody elemental( eroticised( sensual( all fulfilling BEACT% &n 'attery operated(electrical !ars! rapid pumping (fucking mac!ines ( r!yt!um raw stinging $aginal entrails (ru''ed up % S!o$ed up (s9uatting on top of a crystallised purple amet!yst glistening p!allus( striking semi precious !ardness pus!ed inside % To in you find a need in myself in$oked for sterile man7made( rapid procreation ( undenied % & reac! out( outstretc!ed arms( a cross to 'e creation and deat!( destruction com'ined% & want to 'e t!e psyc!otic female( sexual aggressor( to 'ring on deat! t!roug! life% li fe% ou feel in my possession t!e fore$er !ungry wetness 'etween my t!ig!s t!roug! deat! of orgasm to t!e wom' of creation% Sa$age( 'rutal( wise( you are no stranger to t o taking life as well as 'eing all G&V&-G% our radiating 'eauty of 'eing( t!e transgressed deat! to t!e full 4E>AE self( is t!e altar on w!ic! t!e t !e empowered female force can transform% >ot!er of t!e uni$erse( of t!e female s!adow self( keeper of t!e gra$eyard% Goddess of life and deat!( goddess of t!e full 'eauty of t!e raw( unas!amed( 'rutalised( ,EA !uman soul% Goddess of all aspects of t!e fragility of !umanity( of A in life( A33E+TA-3E% eat! is always wit! me( life is always wit! me( cruelty and nurture dou'le faceted com'ined% walking conDoined in marital union( in wisdom( running t!roug! my $eins( purple scarlet 'lood( running t!roug! !er( Brigitte( mot!er nature% under t!e weeping willow s!i$ering encrusted lea$es flick 'eckoning to w!ere mourners clutc! pure w!ite lilies to in$oke purist not!ingness t!e state 'eyond existence T!e streets wit! t!ere seductions entice calling my soul in t!eir promise of a way of life streamed t!roug! dept!s of sexuality deat! ( t!ey are t!e playground to t!e gra$eyard % oss is gain( peaceful energy transfixed to t!e angelic $oid ( as in oded your 'lue flaccid lips locked to mine ( our last farewell straggled deat! en$eloped my full cosmos% 3old 'loodied marriage( necrop!iliac corpse fucking entered( make lo$e to wit!in( wit!out sweet unknown dead o'li$ion( a'sor'ed like 'reat! into myself( 28
your gift awareness of deat!( t!e extended self ( corpses lay inside t!e li$ing wom' 4E,T&&T knowledge t!at t!e underground of t!e catacom's of !ell is also t!e !ea$en( 3,EAT&O-% our !onesty of knowing all t!is( of li$ing in radiating raw untainted T,CT)% ou are fire and & 'urn in knowing you fully in all life( like a candle illuminated 'y t!e 'rig!test warmt!( glowing in your knowledge of EVE,T)&-G% >aman Brigitte
+roperties/ ,itual -ote/ An offering of rum infused wit! peppers( wrapped in purple clot! at t!e cemetery on gra$estone of t!e first woman w!o died% Sexual associations/ Sexual position 7 woman on top of t!e man( $aginal mastur'ation( use of $i'rators (mastur'ation wit! stone amet!yst dildos( fucking mac!ine 'y a woman%use of !ot peppers on genitals and any practices in$ol$ing woman on dead man necrop!ilia% )uman excretion offerings/ >enstrual Blood"female sexual disc!arge( !uman 'ones or corpses% 3olours/ +urple( scarlet red( 'lack% >aterials/ anti9ue( wedding( funeral lace(t!e willow tree (willow tree twigs ( casket pins( gra$eyard dirt( coffin( !uman 'ones( dead !uman foetus( rum infused wit! peppers( c!illi( cigarettes purple( scarlet $el$et% Body points /wom' ( nipples ( 'reasts ( stomac! (clit( !ands(fingers % Element / .ater Nwom'R(Eart! Erotic >ental Element/ 4emale psyc!o sexuality (!eterosexuality( deat! ( re'irt! Stone/Amet!ystIspiritualityJ(iamond IfertilityJ(Met Ideat! t!e stone of mourningJ(Macint!Iastral proDectionJ Tarot 3ard Association/ eat!(Mudgement (Strengt!( T!e .orld( T!e Empress (*ueen Of +entacles( Mustice wa 4amily/Gede
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3!esed 7 >arinette Of T!e ry Bones in$ocation Screec!ing t!roug! t!e 'lackness( t!e wild t!ing on t!e rampage( my primiti$e c!t!onic force impact of t!e female self% S!ocked 'y cool metal !ooks inserted w!olly into fles!( ritual rip( suspended( loose( fledged off t!e 'one( 'eige skin excruciating 'lurred di$ine( angelically induced i nduced pass outF ou are full7'lown female $iciousness( $indicti$e( spiked 'oots on 'ack !eeled control( t!e sound of painful deat! reac!es your climax% & 'urn my lo$er#s fles!( t!e smell a turn7on( smouldering against t!e 'lackness( !ot wax( !ot water on skin( dissol$ing( & in$oke you% )eated 'lades inserted into t!e raw meat( screams of a transgressed climatic @om'ification( crossing su'mission o$er( inde'ted pleasure( pain( & in$oke you% >y lo$er a wrapped up man $ictim (crus!ed (cr us!ed in masking tape tig!t ( in !is fee'le powerlessness & find a erotic infused turned on su'mission( &n arc!etypal Ba'alonian acts of war (wearing 'lack co'we' fis!net stockings lacy suspenders( rouge upon mout! grimacing (to 'ite my lip in sensualistic cra$e lowering my pussy upon !is !ollowed lips to suck me off (attri'uted in (crippled uncurled full desire on fire( disa'led !unc!ed o$er % +ressed down !ard !is tongue inserted wriggling orgasmic disposition in self satisfaction & find freedom in my fulfilment of all solo selfis! fetis!istic fantasies in$oked% &n 9ui$ering ( contracting( excruciating 'reat!less climax ( Dolting my swift foot against !is fles! % A flicked patent s!iny leat!er w!ip on my lo$ers skin( 'urgundy rippled upon cream( & in$oke you F &n interactions of cold !ard cas! ( Strengt! resol$ed my emotional cut off (t!e state wit!in dominated paid for actions ( no outward fragility & find you are also in$oked F )and !eld electro pro'e fri@@led force( pressed !ard against swollen( 'lue (inflamed( raw (stripped (genitals % &nflamed candlelig!t (& want to see you 'leed( weep for me( peeled skins & want to possess all of you% As t!e fles! ra$aged melts away( and all t!at will 'e left is now t!e sacred 'ones% &n control( your contorted 'reat!lessness t!at empowers in my !ands( life wit! deat!( 9uaking( exploding female( $iolent $iolation ==
wit!out 'oundaries( smas!ed( in$oked% & in$oke my $ictim( wit!out control( control ( empowered 'itterness in my t!roat( & in$oke you% )ot for t!e 'urning sensual toasty smell of fles!( feeding upon t!e !ot am'ers of female aggression( unsuppressed eroticised $iolence% T!oug! in your antics of $iolation lays t!e power to find freedom from 'ondage( freedom to 'e empowered o$er our destiny wit! directed 'urning inflamed c!aos% >y 'eautiful powerful witc! in wors!ip( taker of life( gi$er of smouldering fles!( twisted screams of desire( & in$oke you( 'eautiful sa$ageness( >arinette%
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+roperties/ ,itual note/ An offering of 'urning t!e fles! wit! 'lack wax at midnig!t( wit! candles I'lackJ and dried 'lack roses left on t!e altar% Sexual associations/ instigated 'y a woman( dom 'urning( scolding of fles! wit! water( wax( tearing t!e skin wit! fles! !ooks(use of electro s!ock pro'e $i'rators on anot!er#s nipples genitals suspension( !ot 'lades inserted into skin of anot!er% )uman excretion offerings/ Blood ( !air and Skin% 3olours/ ,ed( Black( Grey% >aterials/ !er'al moDo 'ags to aid !ealt! or deat!( fire( w!ips( canes( animal or !uman 'ones( animal"!uman skin parc!ment( 'lack ra$en feat!ers( Det stone( 'lack"red dried roses( t!e cauldron( metal !ooks( t!ig! lengt! !ig! !eeled 'lack or red leat!er"ru''er 'oots( tree 'ark from t!e forest( pine cones( paper ad$erts in p!one 'oot!s or maga@ines for professional dominatrix s% Body points / Back ( legs( t!ig!s % Element / 4ire Erotic mental element/ omination ( force (female psyc!opat!ology Stone / Met I deat! morning stone ( Garnet Ipassion stone ( sexual energyJ(>alac!ite Icreati$ity ( c!angeJ(>oonstoneIastral proDection J Tarot 3ard Associations/T!e >agician ( T!e Empress (T!e )ang man ( T!e .!eel Of 4ortune ( Strengt! ( Mudgement (Mustice( T!e Star% wa 4amily /+etro
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Ge'ura! 7 Baron Kriminel in$ocation Killer anni!ilation of self 'roug!t fort!( dominance( t!e warlike aggressi$e impact of control% Knifes slas! so easily( t!e excitement of slas!ing some'ody else#s fles!% ,oleplaying 7 'ound against t!e 'ed( strap7on( raping a man( ma n( & in$oke you% Kicking !im until !e 'leeds on !is knees( cutting deep( dominant power o$er anot!er( & in$oke you( impact arousedFF ou are in your dark !ars! emotionless in!umane unconstrained assassination t!e current of t!e uciferian 'lack sun( 'lack 'l ack pitted c!aos( tinged not!ingness% S!arp teet! 'ite t!e fles!( feed su'mitting s!arp incisors 'roken t!roug! to consume% & in$oke you to feel sexualised( canni'alistic( insatia'le !unger% Vampiric scars upon t!eir 'odies ensued in amouristic $indicti$eness under my spell( power 'end( as soft palpa'le fles! weeps wet( 'itter( w!olly into me% >y lo$ers tears salty( 'itter( di$inity tasted( swelled up like 'lood at t!e 'ack of my t!roat( c!oked% >y cruelty nouris!ed to fertility wit!in t!ese actions( upon t!em & find you in$oked% >oments of 'eing filled up( taken into myself( extended into my 'eing( consummation as one% >y contorted distorted control( full soul to partake in t!e fles!( gag on skin( & partake in t!e fles! !unger sustained wit!in( & in$oke you% Violence is 'ut lust wit! t!e same ecstatic orgasmic conclusion and satisfaction% S!aded pimp seducti$e (gold toot! capped 'leak power my first lo$e F at t!e end of a gun (to in i n cracked out F Strung diluted pupils possession ( on a mission s anni!ilations (no restraints of t!e conscious self ( & am made in you minus of t!e fragility traits of !umanistic empat!y % $iolence is a turn on( like deat!( de at!( a ,ussian roulette on t!e edge % T!e power of knowing life is somet!ing in my !ands( t!e power( t!e strengt!( sa$age cruelty t!at & can( like nature( gi$e or take life% li fe% ,eflection of t!e male psyc!otic $iolent s!adow( self empowerment% T!e !ars!ness of $iolation( of $iolent extremes( of knowing t!e full switc!ed7on 'rutal !uman $iciousness% Knowing you is an inde'ted contract of protection( in knowing you & see t!e reflection wit!out moralistic ideologies of !umankind#s $iolent self% To not 'e denied( 'ecause e$en in ugly sa$ageness lays l ays 'eauty% All t!e aspects of my s!adow self( sel f( dark and lig!t( reflect di$inity in my $iolent 'eing% Baron Kriminel% 50
+roperties/ ,itual note/ ritualistically consecrated knife( cut fles!( 'lood placed on crimson clot!( set alig!t wit! fire at a gra$estone% Sexual associations/ S> dom rape( 'reaking of t!e fles! t!roug! 'iting( cutting of skin( nails placed t!roug! fles! 'y yourself on anot!er (play piercing( fles! !ooks( gagging( inflicted $iolence upon anot!er( murder ( canni'alism(snuff porn( 0certain Baron Kriminels not all can also 'e as well as in rape associated wit! paedop!ilia or sexual a'use (As !is essence is a lo$e for anni!ilation of ot!ers as !is $ictims %)e is turned on 'y power( cruelty and Dust as li$e 'lack c!ickens are 'urnt in )aiti as a offering to appease !im wit! t!eir screams in deat! %As !e lo$es t!ese act of cruelty (!e takes !uman $ictims in t!is way also( fitting suc! acts as paedop!ilia into t!e essence of !is conscious make up also also we find t!e arc!etype of !ars! power in cruelty and !is need for anot!er#s sexual sla$ery power domination dominati on in Baron Kriminel t!e g!etto pimp % )uman excretion offerings/ Blood t!roug! cutting and syringes% 3olours/ +urple( Blood red( Black% >aterials/ 3asket pins( knifes( ra@ors( guns( !uman teet!( crack cocaine( crack pipes( roug! 'our'on( speed( gags( restrainers(s!ades ( 'ling ( gold toot! caps ( gold teet! or toot! caps set wit! gemstones suc! as diamonds ( powdered cocaine( !uman remains( fles! "'one( playing cards( gam'ling c!ips( money 'ills% Body points / Arms (!ead( legs% Element/ 4ire Erotic mental element / omination ( control (force ( male psyc!opat!ology ( deat! Stone/,u'yIcourageJ (3arnelianIprotectionJ( )ematite IprotectionJ(>alac!ite N c!ange ( forceJ(Met Ideat! t!e stone of mourningJ Tarot 3ard Associations/T!e Tower ( Mudgement ( Strengt! ( T!e King Of Swords (T!e e$il ( eat! ( T!e .!eel Of 4ortune ( Mustice wa 4amily / Gede
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Tip!aret! 7 T!e >arassas in$ocation arkness( lig!t( my full reflection of my di$ine enlig!tened 'eing% ou are knowledge( you are all aspects of t!e self% ou are 'isexuality in knowing male and female lo$ers( sensual greed gorged( t!reesomes in 'eing at one( satisfied fully wit! all% >y tongue inside !er pressed in deep( penetrated dualist 'y !im( my mout! upon !is cock( !er tongue upon my clit in t!ese climatic t!ree way rituals & find you in$oked% ou are male aggression( female softness( you are genderless( you are t!e end( transgressed fully% &n 'utc! dyke raunc!iness taken wit! sudo acted out masculine force (in t!e drag king 'eautiful 'oy girl# fucked ( surrendered (dis!e$elled( & find you in$oked .it!in t!e face of a man (t!e 'ody of a woman ( da@ed gender slipping out !allucinogenic o'li$ion under t!is intoxicating !a@e to a semi conscious dreamlike state% &n t!e enlig!tened glowing 'eing of t!ose w!o w !o em'race transcending gender societal stereotypes% .earing woman#s gar'( clot!es( make up smeared upon !is face f ace ( & ask !im to TC,- o$er( gra''ing my !ard extended man7made cock( crossed o$er% -O.( !oney & am your man( & am in t!is a empat!ic eroticised male 'eing% +laced into !is mout!( placed deep inside( glorious r!yt!mically in sync su'mission% Gagging( pus!ed force in"out( smeared enter )&>( to li$e 'eyond all inflicted 'oundaries% A pilgrim on your passage of rites & kiss t!e feet (in wors!ip wit!in my lo$er t!ey are my idol ( in a icon of t!e s!e7male red !otness ( cold 'lackness & find you in$oked% & caress !er !ardened nipples and flick my tongue against swallow !er !ardened prick in !er 'ody & find your c!urc! of sensual sacred erogenous en$elopment And & am made of neit!er( not!ing( 'ut encompass e$eryt!ing all in your reflection wit!out constrictions imposed( knowing% A life wit! endless possi'ilities( reflected 'ack into t!e self( t!e radiating full trut!( acceptance of myself reflected in all its dualist aspects of 'eing% Engaged( c!arged incestuous struggle( red and 'lack( destructi$e creati$e( erotic alc!emy com'ined% 4or t!ere is no s!ame in incorporating all polarities( marriage into myself as one% >y full un'ridled true image( constructed in t!e images of deities wisdom transformed% &n t!is knowledge enlig!tened understanding( fulfilled t!at t !at you are my w!ole self% ::
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+roperties/ -ote/,ed and Black candles melted to form one t!en lit on altar% Sexual associations/ Any 'isexual act or sexual act incorporating crossing o$er of gender roles( suc! as t!reesomes( female penetration of a man or woman wit! a dildo( male" female trans$estitism( gender role7play( incest% )uman excretions offerings / Blood and sexual disc!arges% 3olours/ red and 'lack >aterials/red and 'lack satin ropes plaited (red and 'lack candles ( t!e strap on dildo( trans$estite"transgender porn(t!reesome porn(maga@ines d$ds ( !ormone ta'lets(transexual "trans$estite w!ore p!one 'oot! call cards % Body points / w!ole 'ody ( genitals ( 'reasts Element / 4ire (Eart! Erotic mental element / Bisexuality (incest(transgender"trans$estite mental state Stone/Garnet I'alancer of male and female energies (for psyc!ic sensiti$ity ( sexual energy J(OnyxIenergy transformationJ(ru'y Istimulator of sexualityJ(GarnetIto attract soul matesJ(>alac!ite Icreati$ity (c!angeJ Tarot 3ard Associations / o$ers (T!e Sun ( T!e moon ( T!e world wa 4amily / Gede and +etro
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-et@ac! 7 Er@ulie anto in$ocation .alk upon t!e knife#s edge of t!e spider( ra@ors swis! out of e$ery fles!y orifice( warrior7like impact knifed( t!is is 'ut knowing you% Scars from life upon t!e 'ody( !er mout! upon my 'ody( your kisses to 'e of t!e 'ody and partake in t!e female fles!% S!arp tantricised 'rute( sa$age sensual female lust &n its full imposing essence%pointed !ars! needles knifes inserted 'roken into life ( my la'ial fles! ripped fisted in commitment (& in$oke you Knifes ( needles pierced in $ul$a lipped lust transformed t!roug! pain to wit!in myself ( in my lo$ers ( in you find fi nd (midnig!ts w!ispers of 'lue na$y sky under darkness ( my passage to t!e wom' & place my tongue in wors!ip in i n my lo$er#s plumped up( soaking( $el$eteen7fles!ed( deep pink rippled walls% Burned on uncontrolled groans of an out7of7'ody experience( t!e !ollowness wit!in my lo$er( deep exploration wit! my tongue( & in$oke you% )er legs spread( my !ead forced 'etween !er t!ig!s( t !ig!s( crouc!ed on knees( !er nails clawing my 'ack( tearing t!e fles! in unrestrained ecstasy( & in$oke you% 4ingers penetrate( my mout! mo$es slowly t!en more urgently upon !er p!allic( !ard7'oned( erected clitoris( my tongue pro'ing it !ard( & in$oke you% >y lo$er#s scent 7 musty( eart!y( ric!( intoxicating( running down my t!roat( paradise(t!e taste of your world( & in$oke you% 4rantically moulded into one in a sixty nine tongues and fingers plummeting inside upon crus!ed 'lue red satin in my female lo$ers( & in$oke you E$ery action in satisfying a woman( sensualist purple flickered flinc!ing flame( is a superior mirror reflection of t!e self ultimate wors!ip( & in$oke you% So penetrated tongue inside my lo$er( & am at one wit! t!e uni$erse( close to di$inity( t!e start( t!e 'irt! in a place of creation% S!e 3!rist is t!e 'ody s!e 3!rist( crucified upon a knife( s!e 3!rist is t!e 'lood s!e 3!rist take upon yourself t!e 'ody( take deep wit!in myself( to t o consume consummated wit! creation t!e 'lood% So in t!e 'loodied life#s cycle & lick wit!in !er metallic sa$iours redemption( t!e taste in my mout! in 'lood my tongue fitted into !er wom' & in$oke !er% 61
Sa$age( 'rutalised( sexualised( inflamed( & yearn for you( to 'e in t!e presence of pure( tarnis!ed( on my knees( saintly idolatry% &n t!e primiti$e smas!ing of all o'stacles( in t!e sensual longing to 'e inserted as one wit!in wi t!in !er( & in$oke you% >y 'ody pins and needles tingle( in my mout!( pressed upon !er tongue rotating inside( to find t!e ultimate female lo$eliness wit!in wit!out limits% &n Venus t!e goddess of lo$e e9ually inside my lo$er#s fles! flinc!ing wit! desire in creation & find you( in$oked( Er@ulie anto%
+roperties ,itual note/ An offering of a peacock feat!er soaked in 4lorida water( a red candle wit! 'lue silk tied around it rose petals left on altar a 'lue clot! wit! menstrual 'lood% Sexual associations/ 3utting of t!e $aginal fles!( la'ial piercing( oral female on female sex( oral female on female sex during t!e time of a woman#s menstrual cycle(fisting woman on woman ( consummation of drinking of menstrual 'lood 'y a man or woman and any form of les'ianism% l es'ianism% )uman excretion offerings/ menstrual 'lood( 'lood from knife cuts( female sexual disc!arge% 3olours/ ,ed( Blue and Green% >aterials/ ,ed or 'lue or green $el$et( peacock feat!ers( 4lorida water( 'lue Dasmine( rum(dental damns(Tampax (towels panty liners soaked in menstrual 'lood( to'acco !and7rolled( red roses( knife% Body points /$aginal opening ( $ul$a ( wom' (fingers (fi ngers (arms (tongue Element / Eart! Erotic mental element/ les'ianism ( female psyc!opat!ology ( sensualist( re'irt! Stone/ iamond IfertilityJ(Sapp!ire Ilo$eJ(Made IwisdomJ(GarnetIpassionJ(,u'y Istimulation of sexualityJ(apis la@uliI in connection wit! t!e planet Venus (lo$e J(EmeraldIlo$e(fertility(!ealingJ Tarot 3ard Associations / T!e o$ers ( Strengt! ( Temperance ( T!e *ueen Of Swords (T!e *ueen Of 3ups ( *ueen Of +entacles( T!e .orld ( T!e >oon wa family/+etro
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)od 7 Baron im'i in$ocation >ounted( sodomi@ed gluttony( feasted upon( pus!ed into( on top( from 'e!ind% our face is a 4rancis Bacon painting primal man7on7man desire on fire( +asolini screens( s!udder( 'lur images em'odied( o! arc!etype( Se'astian% O! serenade me wit! (sweet green carnation gritted t!roug! clutc!ed teet! &n your desira'le sonnet ( in prisons mapped out ( meat rack lies prostates illicit di$inity % All is a danger distorted( raw man7on7man erotic wrestling (grappling (trade action on trail% 4ull7on di$inity of masculine power( seducti$e !ardness encapsulated( & flinc!( s!udder( clit !ard7on( twitc!ing( wet( Dust t!inking a'out you% &n pu'lic con$inces in glory !oled 'eauty (urinal soaked s9ualler you reside % To find you 'ent down full mout! ( full !and ( full anus in t!e weapon of t!e exploding loaded !ard7on you are in$oked% 4antasising( as a $oyeur watc!ing past lo$ers engaged in a man7on7man congress( forced up on top( pumping !ard( manly sweat scent filling t!e air( mastur'ating fingers fastly penetrating inside my ass( pussy to orgasm( watc!ing( & !a$e in$oked you% ,oles re$ersed of straig!t manipulated sexist male fantasy in s!aring two women in a 'ed ( To 'e made in !eterosexual mans image ( & lustfully daydream total turn onin s!aring a 'ed wit! two men ( and in t!is expression & find you in$oked% +ri$ate moments !usked in a semi7conscious state( fingers forci'ly upon myself $i'rator( $iolently $iolating my anus( crouc!ed on crawling on all fours( imagining you taking me( forced t!roug!( self ra$aged( in my mind t!inking of your seducti$e masculine 'estiality( 'estiali ty( & in$oke connection to you% Transgressing to a masculinated male state( pus!ing my lo$er#s !ead( stifled roug!ly( loss of 'reat!( into t!e pillow( strap7on inserted inside( conDoined in animalistic wild desire( & in$oke you% .it! my lo$er impaled in my ass salty stinging come inside( your image re$ealed in a religious enlig!tened epip!any% & !a$e 'ecome closer to a intimate understanding of you( in in$oking all pure !omoerotic masculated( impassioned !unger% Screams of pain eDaculated( speared( all a'sor'ing pleasure( and & am somew!ere else( t!roug! 68
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esod 7 Kalfou in$ocation e$il#s claw onto a upside7down cross( 'ody splinted t!roug! t !roug! into two% Two directs( enforced c!aos at t!e unstraig!t dusty !ig!ways( your pat! is roug!ness( inflicted( !ars! lessons of c!ange% Goetic daemonic gateway c!annelled arousal( !anged man upon scarlet pillar( tied !uman 'loodied( c!aotic powerlessness% ou are t!e rouged imprinted keys to t!e gateway of t!e uni$erse of nig!tside magic% )e tells me !e knows all lwa( t!at !e is t!e medium into t!e self( to communication to all t!e lost dispossessed( reDected( darker spirits( consciousness% En$eloping my image in gnostic 'lackout( tig!t 'lindfold( pressed against tears( 'lanketed 'leak dept!s unknown( & am in all unknowing( self aware% T!e moon image of t!e darker !uman aspirations fulfilled f ulfilled per$ersely( w!olly in lessons% -ail me in encrusted 'lackened scars 'lood trickling trickli ng to t!e crossroads as your mistress ( .it!in a'ominations fuelled to my accomplis!ed sacred free falling will ( T!ere !e greets arms fore$er open in 'loodied red aristocracy % &n Saturnalia#s pacts to 'loodied ser$itude fed leading to in owners!ip spirits e9uality % &n dreams of marriage (consummated in !is ru'y union ( & em'ody t!e de$ils true 'ride % T!e secrets of desires rende@$ous ( ladies of t!e nig!t under t!e purple pulped up fig tree sil!ouette of t!e female sex (inspired s!adow desire ( -oir is t!e nig!t ( coal tinged ti nged ( pit 'lack t!e serpents t!at recoil r ecoil upon t!e retreat of !is gateway ( Sol -iger s!adow magick illuminated inferno residing in t!e true !ell of !umanity meets my paradise in )&>% & in$oke you to 'ra$ery( to not 'e scared( !eld 'ack( to !a$e no constraints% Eyes closed( Dump o$er t!e edge of t!e worlds( con$entions( wit!out fear% T!roug! direct action smas!ing of ego( yours is a teac!ing of spiralling impact uncontrolled glowing enric!ed +C,E 4&,E % Keeper to t!e keys of t!e soul of t!e !umanity( communication wit! all spirits( +etro eg'a( fat!er of t!e !uman and spirits full uni$ersal consciousness % & find your $ision re7enforced in t!e !ollowed sil$er in t!e moon w!ic! reflects lig!t wit!in darkness% Kalfou% ?=
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>alkut! 7 Baka in$ocation Baka of all imposing elemental( scatological( raw di$inity tied( 'ent o$er% T!e tongue inside( rimmed( excrement( your scent( sweetness tasted on my tongue et!ereal et !ereal de'asement% & crouc! down( golden piss trickling down my t!roat( soiled in pure initiation of t!e roots of t!e uni$erse( my 'ase instincts in fellows!ip and marriage wit! t!e eart!% Blood( excrement( piss( all filt!iness( your di$ine sacred o'Dects( spiritual transgression to t!e !ig!er eart!7'ound self% .it!in t!e !uman race t!ere is no sexual depri$ation per$ersion unexplored ( no radical 'lasp!emous element (in t!e sewer of darkness of our sexual e$er longing souls % .it!standing all limits ( in t!at all is natural in 'eing a product of !uman nature alone % ,eflected in t!e !uman institution (our free instinct in t!ese places( in !umanities ata$istic c!ants descending from t!e guts you are in$oked % Bent o$er( cock in ass( cock in mout!(cock in i n cunt sta''ed from all directions (defaced !um'le knees against floor orgasmic guttural gorgeousness % our roots inserted wit!in t!e 'ody( 'rown tawny 'ark( roug!ed tearing eac! tunnel of soft sweltering swelteri ng fles! drenc!ed% Crine splas!ed stenc!( dripped upon naked 'ack( & in$oke you in all profane filt!iness w!ic! is di$ine( enlig!tened( close to my 'estial animal self & in$oke you% >y lo$er#s cock em'edded into t!e warm li$ing sacred tunnel of eart!y di$ine s!it s !it & in$oke you( $isionary original S&-% -aked 9ui$ering porcelain w!ite pure 4ES) co$ered in my entrails of 'irt! re emergence in urine( s!it( soiled in your lo$e & in$oke you% S&G)T myself awakened in full knowing of our full existence( elementally in full acceptance of 'eauty in e$eryt!ing( e$en t!e most disparaging sexual acts( Enema flus!ed out dead matter polluted purity ( in myself ( my lo$ers & drink (sprayed t!roug! !ollow t!roat swallowed ( consecrated in your ( fount of !oly water( & find you in$oked% >y nose compressed !ard against putrid intoxicating scent ( in material moulded stifled (to t!e soiled wetness &n my lo$ers stained ingrained w!ite cotton panties in warm ( glowing ( gold( gloriousness t!e impression of your radiating image in t!is & find you in$oked & in$oke you into me dualism enlig!tened depri$ation( depri$atio n( soul maDesty resides in !um'le ruptured stained rags % ?;
e Sadeian glorified elemental filt! ( fed upon (to !a$e only one lo$er ( found in extended life ( t!is is were in your stunning em'odiment (& wis! to reside% &n t!e dead excrement waste(we are 'ut li$ing 'reat!ing corporsal decay ( in t!is & find life#s sermon dwells transformed to e$erlasting B&SS % And to know you is to know e$eryt!ing e$ery per$erse( unsettling( extreme !uman tendency to know t!e w!ole uni$erse alone% &n t!ese acts & in$oke you( !uman disgust( ugliness transgressed to t!e most radiating 'eauty of t!e true reflection of t!e t !e untainted pure !uman self( you are t!e roots to all di$inity and 'eauty% )ea$en is found in $iolation ( degradation in all worldly explorations &n t!e eart! ( 'lood ( 'ones( fles! fle s! !as 'ecome my c!apel of wors!ip (!umanity t!e pulpit ( Gran Bois % >y tarnis!ed unflinc!ing e$er feeling( 'eing soul( impure( solicited( resurrection( enlig!tened Euc!aristic feeding in$oked% & come to you naked as & came into and will lea$e t!is world ( co$ered o$er( under eart! wit!in cat!artic sa$iours su'missions reign% T!is is were our magic 'egins as it ends in 'eing a c!ild 'orn in corrupted innocence and in you & see reflection 'ack to me t!e 'ra$ery of admittance ( in t!e true image no pretence or lies 'eautifully exposed% Baptised ( wit!out guilt (radiating naked s!amelessness ( spirit (soul in our p!ysical form (& !a$e 'ecome Baka#s encapsulated !ymn % &n your actions( my soul is sa$ed t!roug! extreme partaking of EVE,T)&-G( dark leads to lig!t% T!at t!e indi$idual finds in t!e ugliness fragility of t!e !uman condition( t!e !ig!er w!ic! is t!e lower self formed as one w!ole( Baka%
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+roperties/ ,itual note/ Brown candle was 'urnt and an excrement"urine soiled clot!( a !and full of dirt collected from w!ere a oak tree !as grown( offered at altar % Sexual associations/ Scatplay( golden s!owers( roug! group sex incorporating scatological elements( rimming(any form of 'estiality 'estiali ty ( enemas and oral consummation of urine or faeces% )uman excretion offerings/ 4aeces and urine 3olours/ Black and Brown >aterials/ irt( dark rum( rolled cigarettes( ru''er 'eds!eets( mud( oak 'ark( twigs( urine ( soiled underwear (animal or !uman excrement% Body points / uret!ra (anal opening ( ass (mout!( tongue Element / Eart! Erotic mental element /Bestial psyc!opat!ology (ata$istic re'irt! Stone/onyx I transformationJ(4lourite Iincreasing cosmic understandingJ()ematite IcourageJ Tarot 3ard Associations /T!e )ieorp!ant ( T!e )ermit ( T!e .orld wa 4amily/+etro
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aat! 7 -i'o in$ocation )eal my scars and reconstruct me in t!e t !e image of t!e Gods( t!e image w!ic! radiates as t!e face( -i'o% &mperfection close to perfect di$inity TC,- O- t!e point of a Knife% Bloody crimson ripped fles!( self mutilation( a reminder of my notwit!standing mortality( t!at t!e 'ody is Dust a s!ell t!at co$ers t!e eternal spirit% Sliced scarlet split (snuffed out come to di$ine num'ness ( !e carries me ( !e a'sor's my pain in !is sweet 'itter infused E>B,A3E &n teenage sexual sla$ery ( in t!e 'elief of a pimps fist ( gun (knife against my fles! to e9ual wort!iness of !is lo$e (in t!is t !is !um'le self aided $ictimisation & found you in$oked % To a state place disco$ered (in 'eing not constructed of t!e !uman 'ody ( $irginal clarity reconstruction of t!e 'ody tainted in !im % & kneel arms around 'ack 'am'oo canes flinc! t!roug! fles!#s 'loody ri$ers trickling (dripping running( 'roken t!roug! in ecstatic self flagellation(& in$oke you% So in you & am a re'orn( c!ild wit! no fear( for fear c!ains up mankind( and only fearless do we fulfil our true potential% Blessed 'e fearlessness in your prayers% & know no fear of deat! ( in my reflecti$e powder 'lue mallea'le tinged fles!( despite insignificant !uman existence% &n you & crosso$er to t!e experience of infliction( to w!ere deat! in its $iolent 'eauty lies( and & know & need not fear it any more% & play t!e $ictim in you( & surrender my fles! to my lo$er pierced 'roken( powerless & am T)E&,S in possessed pure selfless trust( lo$e( & in$oke you% &n docile opium induced su'mission (t!e fles! rips( t!e fles! disintegrates( t!e soul does not( full soul attained in deat!% T!e spirit enters torn fles!( and t!ere resides t!e 'eauty of you% T!e mirror image of myself fascinated ( transfixed needles rippled t!roug! t!e skin ( rusty nails 'roken t!roug! (self sa'otage transformation to 'ecome a li$ing -kisi & in$oke you ,itualistic spiritualist communication at t!e end of a knife( penetrating( s!arp% E-TE, >E( slick sil$er 'lades under t!e skin% estruction of self (my resolution (in t!e crossing t!roug! deat! & am 'lessed 'y your knowledge of re'irt!( total soul% ou are t!e 'eginning and t!e end( sex and deat! united( you are t!e gateway to my uni$ersal 'eing( you are e$eryt!ing% 4ull sacrifice wit!out ego personified( rouged Stigmata( 8:
knowledge t!at in t!e de$il sin lays wit!in e$ery saint% 4earless of deat!( fat!er of a !umanity w!ic! dares to li$e 'eyond its own existence( in you & find myself crossed o$er to t!e ot!er side of martyred di$inity( -i'o%
+roperties/ ,itual note/ offerings of sage( medicinal !er's wrapped in a claret clot!( cut wit! a ra@or my left arm t!en left 'loodied ra@or as a offering wit! a cigar and rum( at gra$estone%
Sexual associations/ S> su'( cutting( 'randing( self7inflicted 'y yourself or anot!er( ( flagellation wit! w!ips on self or 'y anot!er rape( sexual a'use inflicted upon yourself 'y anot!er0!e is found in t!e em'odiment of sexual p!ysically a'used c!ildren ( t!e young and powerless( t!is is one of !is arc!etypes use of electro pro'e $i'rators on your own genitals or 'y anot!er ( use of syringe for inDecting !eroin 0 ritual num'ness self sa'otage and insertion 'reaking of t!e fles! -i'o is found also in t!e $ictim of t!e street w!ore w!o su'mits to sexual sla$ery in a kind of pact or deluded form of lo$e to t!e pimp )uman excretion offerings/ Blood t!roug! cuttings( syringes etc% 3olours/ purple( 'lack( red% >aterials/ knifes( ra@ors( rope tied in !angman#s knot( !eroin( syringes( !er'al moDo 'ags( s!ades (medicinal !er's( !oney7infused rum( weed skunk( morp!ine( Valium( purple( 'lack or red silk scrafs purple( 'lack or red silk"satin( slimline cigarettes( coins% Body points /neck ( c!est ( arms % Element/ Eart! Erotic mental element/Su'mission ( sexual $ictimisation ( deat! Stone /Bloodstone I'lood purifier !ealingJ(,u'yIcourageJ (3arnelianIprotectionJ(lodetoneI'lockingJ(Met Ideat! t!e stone of mourningJ Tarot 3ard Associations /T!e )anged >an ( T!e page Of Swords Sw ords (-ine Of Swords (T!e )ierop!ant( +age Of +entacles( eat! wa 4amily/ Gede
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Black is t!e Sun /&n >y Eulogy To T!e Void Of Transformation Alone% An in$ocation of t!e mot!er $oid Black is t!e sun t!at illuminates t!e !uman $oid% Black is t!e space t!at anni!ilates t!e ego syringed Black is t!e sun t!at radiates enflames e nflames my !uman yearning Black is t!e pact fed upon 'linded in i n my de$otion Black is my life Black is my per$ersion Black is t!e fles! ('lack red is i s my 'lood com'ined Black is w!ite sal$ation w!ose sa$iour is reac!ed t!roug! mortal dark sin Black is my $iolent ( 'rutality( to em'race !onesty% Black is t!e sun of my full martyred tarnis!ed self sacrificed saint!ood Black is t!e dept!s of t!e sa$age un'ridled daemonic luciferian em'odiment % Black is t!e sun t!at illuminates t!e tunnels of my sensualist ( $iolent( depri$ation Black rayed is t!e lig!t t!at transforms man to di$inity Black is t!e sun t!at in its it s lig!t & find myself crucified t!roug! pain to num'ness ( re'orn Black are t!e sparks t!at penetrate my eyes ( 'linded in lig!t were & find my a'solution Black is deat! in its force to destroy and also create Black is t!e sun radiating t!e en$elops idealised !uman state Black is t!e streaming force of life radiated in my dualism acknowledgement of e$eryt!ing% Black is t!e sun t!at illuminates all true life Black is t!e lig!t energy streaming t!roug! my fles! ('ones ( 'ody in esoteric acti$ated &V&-G alc!emy Black is t!e sun t!at radiates in i n uncompromising T,CT) Black is t!e !um'le magician w!ose only tools of consecration are t!eir 'odies (t!eir only altar is t!e .O, Black is t!e sun t!at in its energy allows me to 'e all t!ings em'raced wit!out !uman conscious constraints Black is t!e sun t!at inflames into to t!yself empowers Black is t!e lig!t t!at clarifies to glow in all aspects of wit! 4O,3E my true nature Black is total lo$e Black impassioned CST Black is t!e nig!t Black is t!e aeonic p!rase of our now % Black is t!e sun !ig! in t!e eros erotically mystified em'raced cosmos Black is t!e 'lessed uni$ersal understanding of t!e modern age to 'e of full consciousness in our 'reat!ing world ;5
Black is t!e sun to !old no sexual preference (to 'e aroused in explorations in e$ery sp!ere w!ole (full 'y all Black is t!e sun t!at infuses t!e mages of elemental street nig!t side magick% Black is t!e sun t!at illuminates t!e adepts wastes of destruction (forced aggressi$ely t!roug! to my redemption ( in lig!t Black is t!e conduction of satanic mass t!at leads to t!e risen gnostic 3!rist Black is t!e sun w!ic! trails my left sided 'ram'le spiked pat!ways Black is t!e lig!t t!at s!ines upon my pilgrimage% Black is t!e lig!t com'ined t!at w!en called upon allows mediumistic re'irt! Black is t!e soul s!ining t!at & impale upon all my acts ( rituals surged wit! fles! ( 'lood ( 'one (of a life wit!out compromise% Black is my extended full 'eing% Black is t!e sun w!ic! transforms ugliness to 'eauty Black is t!e sun t!at !its t!e dead 'ranc!es of t!e tree of deat! (in my 9lip!ot!ic transgressi$e E-T, Black is t!e sun t!at a'olis!es all morals ( Dudgements ( takes upon !um'le !uman fragility as its lo$er% Black is t!e sun t!at & 'ask in ( leading to my full enlig!tened SOC % Black is t!e sun 'y w!ic! t!is grimoire is awakened lit Black is t!e image impressed found in t!e eart! Black is t!e end t!at is also t!e start And finally in all t!ese actions (explorations (& find t!at 'lack is t!e Sun of t!e message in my eulogy to t!e $oid of transformation alone
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+rologue To !a$e only one lo$er 7 &4E to 'e free( in li'eration t!at feeds me in my exploration( experience of A( to sacrifice myself unto e$eryt!ing( wit!out restraint( fully( wit! no fear of EAT)( transgressed to my realised li$ed7in true soul% T!is is my tantric grimoire recordings( t!e diary of rituals & conducted o$er a couple of years% &n e$ery act of per$erse sexuality and $iolent extremes of my true unas!amed de$iant !uman nature t!e lwas are in$oked% Eac! painted $e$e worked like t!e sigils of A% O% Spare to map out spiritual communication in my magical experiments( painted maps( my 'ook of pleasure of t!e lwa% .!et!er called upon or not( t!ey are incorporated in all aspects of my conscious"unconscious self% &n interacting in all t!ese acts( offerings( practises( !umans ex!i'it full imperfection of t!e 'rutal self% T!ey are wit! us always and 'roug!t to existence t!roug! t!ese acts consummated% & feel now en$isioned wit! trut!( transgressed t!roug! experiences( all aspects of t!e !uman self% & awake in t!e darkness and all is now en$eloped in eart!7s!attering lig!t( s!aking & know & fear not anyt!ing in my life anymore( wit! $isionary essence looking at my true ugly 'eautiful reflection in total acceptance% All life is experience in !anding myself o$er to my full unidealised nature rooted deep in t!e eart!% & am awake t!roug! t!ese rituals( in contact to lwa my Dourney ended wit! di$inity close to t!e image of t!e gods% >y true magical !eritage( my 'reat!less elemental 'eing !as 'een inflamed 'y lwa( t!roug! w!ic! to !a$e only one lo$er 7 &4E to 'e free in li'eration t!at feeds me in my exploration( experience of A( to sacrifice myself unto e$eryt!ing( wit!out restraint( fully( wit! no fear of EAT)( transgressed to my realised li$ed7in true soul
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L& seek out w!en you cannot contemplate eit!er your 'ody or !eart wit!out disgust% & encounter e ncounter e$eryw!ere a tri$ial incident( seemingly innocuous(w!ic! plunges me into t!e foulest !orror (as if & were a corpse 'eing pursued 'y t!e corpse & am % Mean Genet
T!e fundamentals of Ctilising t!e *lip!ot! to perfect 'eing of 'ecoming in not!ingness " e$eryt!ing e$eryt!ing in t!e pat! transfixed of t!e $oid % Angela Edwards 5<15 As a practitioner of t!e left !and pat! % & !a$e always 'een fascinated 'y t!e role of psyc!o7sexual transgression% T!roug! extremes and t!e role of in t!ese t!ings sacred prostitution " female psyc!o7sexuality% T!is type of work & !a$e p!ysically undertaken % &t !as 'een directly related t!e ideology of t!roug! ritual% Csing Csing t!e tunnels and Sep!irot!s of t!e *lip!ot!Ntree of deat!R % &n t!ese practices t!e left !and !and pat! is not e$il as suc! % .!en relating to rig!t !and !and pat! ideology or p!ilosop!y % Bot! are neit!er good or 'ad in t!e profane misconception and 'ot! work towards t!e same goal of 'eing united wit! t!e spirits% Or to a !ig!er uni$ersal understanding % T!e l!p s only only difference is to my mind t!at it in$ol$es full surrender in em'racing all s!edding t!e skin ( pus!ing ones own 'oundaries 'oundaries in t!e world% 4or it is t!e acti$e pat! of 4&,E of full 'ecoming also % &n t!e actions of experiencing t!roug! c!oice c!oice ( extreme sexuality or $iolence in my rituals % Sperm( female disc!arge and 'lood are all used to acti$ate t!ese radical uncompromising !ig!ways % Csing t!e left !and pat! rituals of a'olis!ing a'olis!ing all t!roug! sex creation and deat! 'lood sacrificed w!olly % T!at in t!e practitioners descent of full surrender surrender of oneself to t!e dept!s % Transform !im "!er "!er to t!e practitioners full full ascension ascension of of untainted untainted di$inity % To reac! our fully acti$ated 'y t!e radiating 'lack sun t!an empowers t!e a'yss %Our luciferian full nature re$ealed % T!e $oid of spirituality or consciousness %As & would see it t!e worlds computer to t!e root of all % T!e $oid is anot!er aspect found in t!e daemon 3!oron@on a elemental explored in setian p!ilosop!y %&n t!e work of T!omas T!omas Karlsson I *al'ala!( *lip!ot! and Goetic magicR %Also 3!oron@on can 'e 'e linked directly to t!e $oid $oid %As 3!oron@on is said to 'e a gateway gateway to t!e *lip!ot!ic uni$erse % T!at t!is deamon acts as a control panel of energy translating as t!e $oid%T!e uni$ersal lig!t t!at operates t!e A'yss % T!is T! is p!ilosop!y p!ilosop!y regarding t!ese elements and aspects of 3!oron@ons 3!oron@ons c!aracter c!aracter % Are reliterated in t!e typo!dian grimoire T!e -ig!tside Of Eden By Kennet! Grant %Grant descri'es descri'es 3!oron@on as t!e gateway to t!e *lip!ot!% T!e go$erning energy t!at operates operates all transmissions and access for t!e practitioner into t!e $oid (A'yss and *lip!ot!ic realms % ;:
&n t!ese aspects 3!oron@on is c!aracterless and more a reflection of our total darker consciousness %)e is also darker uni$ersal energy as found found in t!e sym'ols of 3!aos 3!aos magick % T!e cause of all transmission and effect %&n 3!aos magick t!e teac!ings are to in$oke no Gods or Spirits% Only uni$ersal uni$ersal energy alone to t!erefore 'ecome 3!oron@on %T!e ideology of t!e 3!aos magick system % &s t!e none wors!ip of Gods or !ig!er spirits % .e find as practitioners a more purist )+ approac! %&n placing no superiority on our de$otional practice % &n all spirits 'eing t!e $oids energy or merged a'yss in 'eing not!ingness %T!e 3!aos magickal practitioner reac!es e9uality wit! in not!ing 'eing sacred to t!e GOS% %,eflecting t!e ideology of t!e !p adepts p!ilosop!y to 'ecome 'ecome merged e9ual not!ingness anni!ilation of t!e materialistic world t!e $oid alone% % Csing sym'olic transmissions t!at can 'e traced as t!e most purist de$otional cult of anni!ilation of !uman c!aracter" ego ego in t!eir pure power % &n t!ese t!ese aspects 3!aos magick is t!e mot!er cult of t!e $oid and t!e A'yss %Of supreme supreme magical spiritual attainment of t!e practitioner crossing o$er to t!e spiritual realms fully em'raced % T!erefore we could find in t!e *lilp!ot! 'eing t!e dead s!ells s!ells of re'irt! to a !ig!er conscious conscious %T!e *lip!ot! is mainly attri'uted to 'elonging to t!e 3!aos magicians work % &n magickal contemporary magickal practice today today % 4or t!e $at of energy energy t!e $oid can 'e compared to t!e 'lack sun or sigil#s used in t!e work of t!e 3!aos magic of +eter 3arrolls group group t!e &lluminates Of T!anateros% Or t!e work work of 3!aos magics grandfat!er Austin O Spare % .!o uses !is -eit!er -eit!er system to 'ecome all incorporating di$ine full gender transcendence % T!erefore t!e wom' of t!e uni$erse t!at is t!e $oid can not 'e referred to as neit!er male or female as at t!e t!e start and at t!e end% &t is to 'e to 'ecome all incorporated 'ot!% &n t!e grimoire *utu' 3!um'ley refers to t!is as t!e point used in t!ese types of workings % As it 'eing t!e mot!er "fat!er to us all of fully em'raced transgendered not!ingness w!ic! in turn is to 'ecome our imperfect or perfect uncorrupted nature nature in t!e $oids prayer in$oked% in$oked% .!en t!e practitioner s!eds t!e skin (surrenders to t!e fles! ( smas!es all social conformity % +us!ing +us!ing t!e 'oundaries of of gender ( sexuality or accepta'ility in sexual magical ritual t!ey em'race t!e $oid also % T!is is furt!er explained in a'olis!ment of gender roles wit!in sex magickal practice %And in 3rowleys use of t!e U& degree as a superior form of sexual magick % &n Bertaiuxs system !e refers to t!is type of sex magical magical ritual also % T!roug! t!e red red and 'lack alc!emical twins or marassas united %&n t!e p!ilosop!y of of 'isexuality "!omosexuality "!omosexuality 'eing utilised in ritual as t!e ultimate ultimate sexmagickal passage% To in$ocations to !ig!er spiritual attainment % As 3rowley did 'elie$e it was only t!roug! !omosexual !omosexual passi$e and dominant dominant anal sex superior magickal powers could 'e attained % T!at as !e incorporated 'ot! sexual roles of gi$er gi$er (taker wit! !is lo$ers % &n 'ecoming male and female sexually united t!at !e would in$oke t!e $oid or t!e A'yss %T!is is explored wit!in !is writings extensi$ely including T!e 'ook T!e $ision and T!e Voice% &n 3rowley#s p!ilosop!y is similar to t!e ideas found in Bertiaux s system% &n t!e Voudon Gnostic .ork'ook% % &n VG. Bertiaux also references !omosexual passi$ity merged merged wit! !omosexual acti$e practices% practices% As !is main fundamental sexmagickal system % ;6
T!at allows !is entrance t!roug! t!e lwa -i'o to access t!e $oid % T!roug! t!e sep!roit! of Cranus w!ic! is aat! %T!is sexmagickal practice is 'y Bertiaux referenced as a means of entering t!e meon t!at is t!e $oid also %.e can also find anal sex sex or !omosexuality explored in similar context % &n t!e work of Kennet! grant% .!o refers to t!is practice in t!e last of t!e trilogies I t!e final attainment of full self t!roug! t!e $oidJ $oidJ as t!e mau$e @one % .!ile as a sex magickal practitioner myself & do not see a full relations!ip wit! Dust male !omosexual practices or anal sex in particular regarding *lip!ot! work etc %-or do & totally e9uate t!ese acts% &n ritual as doorways in all aspects to t!e $oid or a'yss transcendence % & !a$e come to t!e realisation t!at !omosexual !omosexual sexmagickal practice% Becomes in t!eory a example example of t!ese practitioners workings to attain t!roug! 'isexuality or 'ecoming 'ot! roles in a sexact male and female % T!e perfected none gendered aspect of t!e *lip!ot!s work% &n leading to full knowledge of t!e $ision of t!e $oid t!at !olds no specific gender %T!e sexual magickal practitioner is none sexual in t!at all aspects of sexuality sexuality are explored % ,egardless of personnel personnel sexual preference to access spirit in$ocation in$ocation % &n t!is aspect t!e prostitute is also none sexual as !is or !er personnel sexual preferences 'ecome irrele$ant as regards to t!eir work% T!is is also a trait found in t!e switc! BS> w!o accesses like in 'isexuality all aspects of psyc!o sexuality also %&n t!is way all t!ree access t!e $oid fully % As a 'isexual woman myself and practitioner% &t !as 'een t!roug! sexual acknowledgement of all sides of gender male and female taken into myself% T!at & !a$e 'een a'le to in all sexual magical acts utilise t!e role of 'ot! % T!erefore acknowledge myself as 'ecoming all polarities in t!is work % .!ic! makes perfect sense w!en acknowledging t!at perfect nature attained t!roug! t!e $oid %T!at !olds no gender gender in its not!ingness% T!erefore t!e *lip!ot! and $oid is to 'ecome spiritually lig!t acti$ated all t!ings % &n t!is t!is work t!en type of 'reakdown occurs of t!e conditioned self % .!ere in ritual spiritual contact t!e practitioner reac!es t!e final stage t!oug! consciously em'racing t!ese all t!ings to t!e e$ol$ement of t!roug! smas!ing of ego% To 'ecome 'ecome transgressed to t!e $oid w!olly %&n reac!ing t!e $oid illuminated 'y t!e lig!t of t!e 'lack sun % Our darker darker su'conscious nature % .e are a'le to reac! in t!e uciferian uciferian sense of t!e word our e9uality wit! t!e spirits " GOS outside of !umanities restraints % T!is end product is t!e product product of of full uni$ersal gnosis %T!at %T!at is in essence t!e lig!t 'earer ucifer% T!e one one w!om( illuminates wit! s!ining 'lack sun % &n our c!osen pat!ways t!e true )+ adepts practice % T!e uni$erses wom' is t!e $oid of spirit materialisation % &n t!ese practices of more extreme forms of gnosis and wors!ip lay our true perfect nature% Our nature as it was 'efore and after ( past and future so fully we 'ecome% &n t!ese types of practice & !a$e learned t!at most magic is useless% .it!out directed real life action and strong proDected intent % 4or if we are to find our true nature or 'ecome t!e final attainment of as man "woman uniting wit! t!e $oid to !ig!er consciousness% All work s!ould 'e w!et!er transgression or ot!erwise% .!en used as our tools to to exploring our true psyc!o sexual sexual nature must 'e practised ;?
wit! directed conscious intent %T!is is t!e key to all successful magic to practice it wit! proDected true intent % Anot!er aspect of t!is practice from my own point of $iew is t!at t!e tunnels of t!e *lip!ot! w!et!er utilised as tools in t!e t!e ideologies of Grant ( Bertiaux Bertiaux ( and t!e raconian current of t!e ragon ,ouge% &s t!at spiritual contact for myself is attained t!roug! real life action acti$ation % -ot Dust in traditional ritual spirit in$ocation 'ut in spiritual contact possession wit!in our actions in our material world% &n t!is aspect t!e spiritual realm crosses o$er into our mortal realm ( so t!erefore like male "female ( sex creation"deat! ( darkness" lig!t all aspects 'ecome formed as one % On t!e )+s initiation t!roug! surrender sacrifice to all to !ig!er spiritual all em'raced attainment%T!e *lip!ot! is t!e s!ells of deat! t!e $oid t!oug! it is )e'rew )e'rew t!e tree of knowledge also also % &n t!is way it is t!e A'yss of not!ingness ruled o$er 'y Ba'alon and all a'ominations 'roken also also to t!e di$ine $oid %Ba'alon like some +om'a Giras in t!e Bra@ilian religion *uim'anda are%&dentified as 'eing t!e w!ore and t!e ultimate arc!etype example of t!e un!oly and !oly female % T!e *lip!ot! is acti$ated 'y t!e 'lack sun radiating lig!t t!at t!e dark lig!t'earer also t!at is ucifer uniting ucifer wit! Ba'alon Ba'alon in a'yss union w!olly % T!is is anot!er aspect t!at fits into t!e ideologies of *uim'anda as +om'a Gira is t!e wife of EUC It!e *uim'anda lucifer counterpart J% &n t!ese spirits we not only find examples of female sexuality (or psyc!o7 sexuality Ias in ilit! often referred as !ells w!ore alsoJ soiled imperfection e9uating perfection 'ut in t!e w!ore t!at is open to all wit!out Dudgement% T!e sacramental spiritual !ealing unconditional t!at is also dualistically in$oked % T!e spirit spirit of ilit! can also 'e linked to t!e *uim'anda spirit of +om'a Gira o &nferno 9ueen of !ell fire in *uim'anda %.!om wit! !er c!alice Iis also linked to t!e t!e western icon of Ba'alon J %As !ells w!ore again like ilit! w!o resides upon >alkut!% >inus ilit!s colder $ampiric manifestations % S!e is at t!e roots of t!e religion of *uim'anda also % As t!e original female manifestation of *uim'anda go$erning all !er legions %&n 'eing t!e original imperfect mot!er of !umanities darker aspects as is ilit! % ilit! !ellsw!ore resides at t!e 'ase of >alkut! in t!e *lip!ot!s roots t!at translate as t!e eart! ( t!e !oly "un!oly filt! of uni$ersal e$eryt!ing for !oly !oly is t!e .)O,E %T!e w!ore t!at in em'raced not!ingness (not!ing remains sacred and all remains sacred in filt! %Sacred prostitution is also anot!er aspect of t!e $oid % -ot only in t!at Ba'alon in t!elema t!eory sits on t!e ot!erside of t!e A'yss of t!e $oid %But in t!at w!en working wit! prostitution t!at is not not sacred in western societies p!ilosop!y % T!at w!en prostitution 'ecomes used in sacred context it transgresses like t!e $oid of not!ing not!ing to all % .!ereupon not!ing not!ing and e$eryt!ing is sacred sacred w!olly% T!e connection 'etween t!e t!e w!ore w!o in society is seen as t!e outcasted filt! or in sacred w!oredom 'eing consciously open to all !eals t!e unwanted ( unlo$ed % .!o in desperation pay for !er ser$ices to lay t!ese 'urdens upon !er % T!e w!ore 'ecomes t!e nursemaid to t!e unwanted masses !ealing wit! !er filt! filt! medicines purity % .!en & !a$e 'een working as a prostitute eit!er on t!e streets as !eroin addicted teenager ;8
t!en later today as a c!osen profession to explore its sacred properties consciously as a sex worker and BS> switc! " Su' as researc! towards my second +om'a Gira grimoire writings ( film and paintings % & !a$e found t!e !ealing aspect to 'e true of t!ese actions%&n t!at t!ese actions !a$e informed my magical work% >y di$ine work wit! ilit!s " Ba'alon and +om'a Giras currents% As to 'ecoming !ealing filt! and my transgressi$e *lip!ot! work% .it! >alkut!s 'ase 'ase actions leading to a !ig!er purist purist gnosis acti$ated 'y t!e !ars! dark lig!t acti$ated of t!e 'lack 'lack sun %&n filt! not!ing 'ecomes sacred % T!erefore in t!is pat! e$eryt!ing wit!in t!e $oid 'ecomes sacred also% &n my second experiences of my c!osen work of prostitution% .it!out profane t!ings as circumstance %T!is !as allowed me to w!olly gi$e myself o$er to clients in lo$e or a !ig!er detac!ed understanding understanding from myself sacrifice %&n welcoming all !uman nature nature now matter !ow imperfect as 'eautiful% T!is transgressed state of w!olly accepting freedom of mind consciousness is t!e full 'eauty in ritual translated translated as t!e )+ % &n realife actions using sexuality and $iolence %Examples using cutting of t!e skin skin in sigil wors!ip ( prostitution ( su'mission su'mission all forms of our psyc!osexual nature % .e can in conscious reDection of mundane societies moralistic ideologies surrender oursel$es fully to t!e spirits to all % To my mind it is not only important to use traditional in$ocations in spiritual work founded upon classical ritual and our altars % &t is of Dust as muc! if not more more $alid importance to transcend traditional spiritual prayer into t!e li$ing world t!roug! our own directed li$ing actions %T!is includes t!e practitioner not only in one ritual using cutting as a form of in$ocation ( or anal sex in one sex magical ritual t!en returning in t!ey profane li$es 'ack to normality % &nstead it means full surrender to t!e merciless l!p fully in all areas of t!eir li$es day to day % i$ing in ritual all transgression ritual practices like for example as found in t!e Ag!ori w!om sacrifices all worldly possessions to 'eg upon t!e street ( !omelessness or to sleep wit! corpses in gra$es out of c!oice% &n a life affirmation extended full ritual % T!at in t!ese actions 'ecomes t!eir 9uest life of full sacrifice also% 4or most of t!e time suc! approac!es to to magical work % &n western society are more rare %&n our culture for most practitioners feel lig!ting a candle on a altar ( reading 'ooks or doing a small ritual in a gra$eyard% .ill 'e enoug! to access full spirit contact or spiritual enlig!tenment % So w!ile all t!ese t!ings are $alid in our practice % T!ey are only $alid to my mind to a extent % 4or we need to surrender fully to t!e l!p pat! % 4ully in t!e action action of lifestyle % i$ing our practices and 'eliefs % T!roug! realife transgressi$e transgressi$e rituals or sacrifice oursel$es oursel$es li$ing 'eyond social conformity% .!ile for some t!e word lifestyle is a profane terminology% As 'reaking ta'oos or transgressing can ne$er 'ecome !a'it or safe %T!at full transgression s!ould 'e as in t!e $oid in its actions and p!ilosop!y t!e t!e uni$erse limitless %.it!out man7made restrictions% &t is only w!en fully acknowledged in acceptance in carrying t!roug! our 'eliefs consistently in life% T!at fully can we 'ecome % ;;
As outcasts t!roug! intent % &n our c!oice to reac! full uncompromising uncompromising luciferian enlig!tenment%To in t!ese acts t!at incorporate creation sex wit! deat! anni!ilation we can in united alc!emical practice reac! our soul% Anot!er aspect of t!e $oid or di$ine not!ingness reac!ed t!roug! t!e *lip!ot! tree of deat! knowledge t!at transgresses to spiritual re'irt!% &s t!at t!e $oid can t!roug! t!ese rituals w!en finally rested in or attained translate as t!e true !uman soul% T!e soul to my mind is perfection accomplis!ed t!roug! spiritual not!ingness ( as t!e soul in my mind !uman or spiritual transcends t!e mortal realm in its full ascension totally % &n our inferno pat! t!at leads to ascension t!roug! regression to t!e not!ingness t!at is our full realised primal nature in t!e $oid% T!e full !uman soul is reac!ed t!roug! actions em'racing all actions ex!i'iting t!e darker sexual( $iolent aspects of ones nature % &n t!at t!e soul acknowledges all as wort!y or sacred Dust as in t!e act of prostitution% &t is open to all reDects not!ing as spiritual forms of knowledge or !ig!er spiritual understanding uni$ersal enlig!tenment% T!e e$ol$ement of of contemporary occultism e$ol$ing from more original s!amanic forms !as & feel regressed upon its self again%4or in t!e $oids p!ilosop!y and practice as pre$iously discussed access to t!ese *lip!ot!ic uni$erses% 3an 'e only gained 'y stripping down to t!e practitioners 'ody as a $essel only %T!erefore t!e lowest form of magical $ision or practice 'ecomes t!e !ig!est % T!e simplistic 'ecomes t!e most complex % &n t!at ceremonial magical practice or traditional goetic rituals 'ecome wort!less% &n smas!ing of all to t!e di$ine full nature w!ic! lays in t!e $oid of full transformation%So we find as practitioners t!e 'ody t!at is t!e s!ell t!at co$ers t!e soul is to 'ecome our only altar % T!e fles! and 'lood our tools consecrated in work% As regards t!roug! ritual entering t!e 9lip!ot!ic $oid% Of 'ecoming acti$ated uni$ersal not!ingness w!ic! is also A% &n t!e spells of t!e $oid $oid all is cele'rated % All is sacred sacred in t!at all is of $alue to our our pat! to t!e end magical state w!ic! is t!e *lip!ot! state fully acti$ated 'y t!e radiating luciferian 'lack sun in t!e uni$erse of t!e $oid % To reDect re Dect all gods ( take upon yourself no Gods and in t!is take e9uality of all gods upon yourself % Anni!ilation Anni!ilation of t!e 'lack 'lack lig!t s uni$ersal destruction %T!at is t!e $oid in$oked %T!ere in t!e s!adows remains lig!t% &n t!is pat! pat! to perfect 'eing of 'ecoming 'ecoming in t!e pat! of not!ingness w!ic! is also e$eryt!ing t!e pat! transfixed of t!e $oid alone %
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4ootnotes / 1" T!omas Karlsson Karlsson (*a'ala!( *lip!ot! and Goetic >agic reprint 5<<= 5" Kennet! Grant( T!e nig!tside of Eden Skoo' Books 1;;= 2"T!e Book Of +leasure( Austin O Spare 1;12 ="*utu' ( Andrew 3!um'ley (fulgur 1;;: :" Aliester 3rowley( Visions and t!e $oice 1;15 T!e 'ook of law 1;<= 6">ic!eal Bertiaux( T!e Voudon Voudon Gnostic .ork'ook reprint reprint ,ed w!eel"weiser 5<au$e one Skoo' Books 1;;< 8"-ic!olaD e >attos 4ris$old ( +om'a Gira and t!e *uim'anda Of m'um'a -@ilia Scarlet &mprint 5<11 ;" +eter Grey (T!e ,ed Godesse Scarlet &mprint 5<
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