Metaphysics of SelfMastery By Vrilock Copyright ! 2018
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Vrilock Press, USA Illustrated by K. A. vrilock.com
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Metaphysics of Self-Mastery By Vrilock C. 2018 April First Edition of the ‘Vrilock Practical Guide Series (VPG)’. Published by Vrilock Press, a brand name owned by Vrilock. USA. Published by Vrilock Press. First VRILOCK printing, April 2018. Original electronic publication by author in 2018. Editing and layout by Vrilock, April 2018. Cover and formatting by Vrilock Press, April 2018. Illustrations and cover design by k.a. Copyright ! 2018, by Vrilock Press. A division of Vrilock books, published by Vrilock Press. All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced in any form without permission in writing from the publisher, except by a reviewer who may quote brief passages in a review to be printed in a magazine, newspaper, article web site or web log. For information address the publisher by visiting www.vrilock.com. Published by Vrilock.
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Metaphysics of Self-Mastery
True freedom is a prince’s journey back to Father-Universe.
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About this Lesson Guide The soul is like an internal and conscious flame which travels up and down the body’s various channels along one’s spine. We will refer to the time honored title for these channels as simply chakras . For the ordinary person this activity is slow, and maybe takes some years or decades to move to higher levels. This inner fire of the spirit will typically reside in a chakra (or a channel nearest a particular chakra) where the power of the individual is less accessible. Sometimes one’s soul climbs as high as the crown or drops as far down as the sacral region or the pelvis. But, usually the inner fire of a person will reside someplace less significant. For example, intellectuals and social butterflies may have their inner fire centered around the region of the collar bone. A well practiced inner
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will is often discovered to center the inner spirit in the solar plexus region. Those of great faith will tend to center their spirit’s fire in the region of the heart. There is no right or wrong place to center ourselves. Rather, our spirit is greatest when we make ourselves familiar with the various channels. This is sort of like a person on the physical plane of existence who makes it their venture to travel the world or visit places outside of their home state. With this venturous spirit we gain a greater view of the whole. And, so the inner fire will center where it knows best. Our job is simply to get the spiritual juices flowing, and take a better look at who/ what we actually are, instead of arbitrarily accepting what we’ve been taught by the institutions of the collective body social.
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What we will learn here is how to make this inner activity truly alive and active throughout our lives. The benefits of this will be explained as the reader progresses through this guide. However, I know that through personal experience you will undoubtedly come to realize the benefits of this lesson guide even without a full explanation. The reason for this fact is that everything in this lesson guide is true, and all content in this body of writing applies to something that is entirely natural within every human being reading this wonderful volume of inner spirit and individual power. What you will learn from this lesson guide is how to bring your attention to the various parts of your mindbody-spirit which make up the real you. Know that this is something for which no institution in modern society will teach you. You will also learn why that is, and what you can do about it. For once a man or
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woman has become enlightened a certain inward soul will desire to turn on the lights for his brothers and sisters in the world. You will become aware of this, and you will understand all that only the real you can teach your mind. (This is a very exciting journey within, which I know will reward those of you who truly commit to moderate practice.) Of all the tools necessary to reap the benefits of independent knowledge, ‘power’ is a necessity. You have it, no doubt. Though, many of us remain unaware of our inner greatness for the majority of our lives. One must readily come to the understanding that power is the one thing that the greater majority of people do not want you to have. This agenda of self-defeat begins early on as an attack against our imagination, which is a rather powerful instrument in and of itself. Of the people who wish to rob you of power we recognize in particular those who are in the
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position of authority (of any kind) who will seek to dissuade you, steer you away from an independent mind, and at worst will sabotage your best efforts toward success. For many of us we remain simply unaware that this act of criminality has been visited upon our own person. This is sometimes due to not knowing our true selves, the power deep within, and also a result of being in the presence of people who are manipulative or deceitful. What is more interesting is that the majority of those people who strip us of our free will and inner fire do not fully understand what they are doing to you. This is because these perpetrators of oppression are programmed and conditioned to do as they do. Our aim is to first undo this conditioning within our own minds and hearts. There are, however, those who do realize what they are doing to you, and of these sort of people we can see more clearly their intentions. For, these
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kinds of oppressors are predators of the human race, and they seek to do you harm or to have power over you, and must first remove power from you. You are taught that to have power is evil. That power corrupts. This is a misconception installed in our minds by authoritarians. Power is not evil, but some people are. People who desire to do you harm will always manifest in your life. There are means by which one may reduce such encounters, or learn to deal with these kinds of people. We will approach this subject later. First, we must look at how society has become a weapon against itself, and its residents. Society has made certain the demise of the individual, and it has become the State’s top priority over the past several years. You are conditioned to believe everything you see on television, or to agree with what is said even if you do not fully believe
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it. People look at the RSS feed on their tablets and smartphones, only reading a line or two which tells them an opinion or a fact. However, these micro burst outlets of information lack the context and meat of the subject matter. We have entered a world where there is no discussion. Sure, there are pseudo intellectual debates on news programs, but these are merely puppet shows devoid of anything worth listening to or watching. One can observe popular television, but without the installments of a wise-hard and learnt individual character the tube simply penetrates and devours your mind. Of course you do not want for this to be you. You want to be an individual, and by extension of this pursuit you will seek out your true self by all means available to you. Though, there are dangers, the greatest doom awaits the person who is complacent with tyranny.
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The path of the individual seeking ultimate truth has become most perilous, and is particularly disadvantageous in our modernist confines. In spite of all this gloom we should not be too surprised about the direction of civilization. If we can call it civil. Those of us who are considerably well read, or who have the advantage of life-experiences in a career or study program abroad, or working in multiple industries across the nation, may be more aware of the dilemma of the individual’s plight in society. Let us reflect on some of the initial warnings earnestly compiled into the writings of some of the world’s greatest thinkers. Take the works of C. G. Jung for instance. The psychiatrist Carl Gustav Jung introduced the coming of a socially dysfunctional mass carrying the
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metaphorical incendiary torch to burn down the free and civilized world. In Jung’s attempt to write a contemporary volume suitable for reading by the layperson outside of the academia of psychology, the author published a short and descriptive book titled ‘The Undiscovered Self’. The book was an attempt to bring the interest of the common man back to himself as an individual, as well as a medium through which a greater majority of the reading public could relate to the dilemma of the individual in the modern world of Jung’s time. (Highly recommended reading.) This book zero’s in on the importance of the individual with a wide range of topics, presenting each point in case microscopic care and consideration to a wide audience. Unfortunately, even to the best of Jung’s ability his book remains difficult for a greater majority of hi-lo readers. (I know personally, as I’ve attempted to turn some of my relatives and friends on
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to the book, and they could not read more than several pages before handing the book back to me.) For a lighter view of truth we may— strangely enough—reference fiction. Particularly that of science fiction, and of the less favorable kind by the establishment. More specifically, I make reference to the wild and powerful writings of author Philip K. Dick. Some of Philip K. Dick’s visions expressed in his literature (and interviews) have become reality in our modern time. (Machines speak to us. Machines make decisions for us. Bots scan the web, and decide what information can be publicly indexed, and how these pages of information can interact with other sources of information across the World Wide Web.)
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Philip K. Dick’s book ’The Man in the High Castle’ may not have played out in history quite so literally; however, the rise of a communist regime has resided in the coastal citadels in California (particularly the Bay Area) for many years in the freedom loving lands of the United States of America. Robots, nano- tech, virtual reality —All quite real, and for those more attuned to the reality in which we currently exist there seems to be a sinister ‘something’ driving the activity of this technology as an instrument of oppression, and not as an instrument of liberation or human salvation. So, what’s the point? And you may very well ask. Why must we contribute hard labor of our bodies, or even the labor of our minds, to the advancement of machines and technology if none of it will benefit us in the scheme of
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things unveiled in the long run? After-all, in the span of your own lifetime you’d certainly favor your own efforts returning a reward of prosperity for something worth doing. Well, this writer is in agreement with you. Like yourself, I do so sincerely wish for freedom! It is quite simple really. While it is equally true that freedom may bring about all manner of icons for what is fashionably acceptable, and other such group- think nonsense, there is also room for genius, creativity, and invention. Let us not forget simple humanity. Even one who is of neutral spirits would prefer to have good neighbors over bad ones. This is because no matter what fashionable idea you have running through your brain, your spirit knows what is best suited for you. Some of us sense this more than others, but without doubt the greater majority of people have some inkling as to a missing component within themselves, or
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rather a channel residing within that goes unfulfilled throughout our lives. So, I think that we can safely agree that life is a divide between quality people and, well, not so quality people. You get the point. What do you mean you don’t?? Well, for example you know that there are situations which we can all relate to. Let us think of the workplace. There are those socialist types who will rant and rave about how some jerk is actually the nicest guy or gal in the office. And, yet, you realize what an ass that person really is. Groupthink. Well, then there are times when we come into contact with a person who may not be the super star or even the least entertaining person at a party, but that person is willing to take some of their time to help you out in a difficult situation, and never asks for anything in return. As modern people we tend to overlook those who have helped us out of a genuine goodness from their
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heart. We do. Often, we will carry the worst of us on our shoulders, and lift that dirt bag to considerable heights in social ranking. Well, there are of course those of us who tend to follow the person who has integrity, follows through, and keeps his or her word. Of this latter type of people we are at least some of us present here at vrilock.com. We are colleagues and brothers of a greater order. (Thought I’d remind you.) Yet, regardless of whether or not you understand our interpersonal relations/ affairs as a species, as a society, the oppressor of free will is waiting for you. No, in fact they’re actively pursuing you. It’s just that technology is replacing the usual methods of having the suede denim secret police show up at your door every time you go a little too far to offset the balance in the establishment’s program for society.
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The reason for this shift toward a technological authority (technocracy) is equally just as simple as the purpose of their prime directive— breaking your spirit. People who work for authoritarians are more often incompetent, particularly those who work for administrative government. People have opinions, people lose their tempers, and people don’t think very clearly on the whole. So, now the technology is put into place, and it does a faster job— and probably a whole lot smarter than the average control freak can do as a unit (independence being a bane to them, and individuality a concept entirely foreign to such people). Whatever the means authority is a venomous snake poised to strike at your heart, inhibit your mind, and murder your free will. Welcome to the police state!
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Well, we’re not simply going to allow our souls to be compromised by the forces of oppression. I won’t. I suspect that you are thinking the same. Good!—No. Better than good. Excellent! Your resilience to be yourself is what this lesson guide is intended to help you with. At least in part. There is more to learn. The greater focus of this lesson guide is intended to help you identify with what makes you up as a spiritual-physical entity, and how you’ve been robbed of this greater knowledge by the establishment. Moreover, I’m going to instruct you in how you can reclaim your inner power, and use it to improve your life, and the lives of those closest to you. So, get ready for some deep reading, and then we’ll dive into the mechanics and methods for generating greater power in your will and spirit.
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PART ONE
What you’re up against, starting from day one!
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Those of us now adults can attempt to look back in time to see ourselves as we once were, but most of us have probably forgotten the one thing before our arrival here in this world. It is something we will refer to throughout this lesson guide as ‘The Source’. (For now, I ask you to entertain the concept that ‘something’ has been obscured from your mind. I will then get to proving this to you very shortly by introducing to you some relatively easy-to-do mental concentration.) At my earliest stage of discovering the power of mind and magick, I was only a child seeking answers to what the reason was that my freedoms and character were always in question by those who addressed me with regular and routine authority. You must understand me, I was quite open-minded, and aside from my rather vivid imagination I was almost certainly a well-behaved child. Cooperative as I was, authority still
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presented some challenges to my level of comfortable tolerance as a budding individual, and particularly in my understanding of right vs. wrong, good vs. bad, and the meaning of life. Whether it was a gift or a curse I was given a light in my mind and a fire in my guts which made me stand very independently as a child. I didn’t like bullies at school, and I fought back with furious passion. I didn’t like teachers treating my unfairly, and I cooly returned their gaze with righteous anger. I did not tolerate the sociopath little girls who wanted to be classroom president, and I spoke my mind and heart in spite of their insistence to continue treating myself and other children unjustly. Though I was independent, I also learned that justice was a misconception. It is a label used by those who are in control of a system. There is, in essence, no justice, and nature consistently reminds us of this brutal truth. So, too, did I begin to understand, and rather quickly, this
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ultimate discovery in school, society, and nature. However oppressive these parameters seemed to me, I did not lose my boyish zeal for adventure and seeking out the mysterious answers to which we all have pondered at one time or another in life. What I suspected as a child was that —save for adults having greater experience —most people of age did not know where they were headed any more than I did myself. When I had asked most sincerely what the meaning of life was, the answer was returned to me as an ‘unknown’ value. So, I realized early on that people did not know the truth. That is, people do not know if we were made by a supreme being (a.k.a. God). Or whether the various pantheons of gods had simply instilled in us/ bestowed upon our species a consciousness greater than the
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animal kingdom. Nor do people know if we were all of us set down on earth by ancient astronauts (extraterrestrials). Moreover, we do not fully understand whether we are truly present in the flesh, or if our minds reside elsewhere, and somehow we project our images into this sphere of reality from some other range of the higherself. The scope of this matter is a little outside this current lesson guide, but it is of some importance to reference all considerations about the beginning of life that we can muster in a rather short lesson guide. This interest in the unknown has been with me quite intensely since the beginning of my wonder years. The meaning of life is the first of many important questions a new arrival in the world can ask an elder. Yet, even if we still had our shamans and village wisdoms in society today,
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well, the answers we would receive may never fully satisfy our burning desire for ultimate truth. And there is a reason for this. Let it be clear that there is no true means by which the conscious mind can fully grasp the truth by itself alone. We must look deeper. And, we must look to other faculties which reside within the individual, as well as the various components we adopt throughout our human experiences. For, while we are inherently wired to think in terms of being independent from the universe by the boundaries of our flesh-bodies, we are not entirely divisible as a being of energy or consciousness. As Americans we may reflect upon our nation’s pledge of allegiance: “One nation under God… Indivisible,[…]”. The key here is the word, indivisible. We are inherently tied to the cosmic something. This does not change,
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though as I’ve stated earlier in this guide, we have ‘something’ obscured from our minds during our conditioning stage in early childhood. (Authority is the animal in the wild you must keep your eyes fixed on as you make your way to move around it. Only with great strength and training can you attempt to move in opposition to this foe.) Now, as a child I would never have ventured to question authority, save that I had a rather traumatic experience which served to shake my mind wide awake. In one incident a babysitter had tried to drown me. That event was just for starters. The only thing that had served to protect me during many of my trials was instinct. Without going into the details of every event, I will write simply this; That authority became an enemy to my very young mind. And certainly this is understandable
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as I now look in retrospect, for my trust had been broken. (Although a little outside of the scope of this body of writing, I cannot seem to omit from this guide the seemingly supernatural events which took place in my life. Even the look in the eyes of my attacker had an eerie and unnatural glow. And, I would be tested many times thereafter by visitations from disembodied minds. I have no doubt after so many years of experience that this is what indeed was happening.) Such was the beginning of my path to becoming an independent thinker. On a lighter note, I had many guides along the way, popping in and out of my young life to steer me in a direction toward independent knowledge and personal power. During a colossal sand storm I had reached up to the sky and asked my desert spirits to stop this storm, and
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help us get home safely. During the time my mother was in a panic in the passenger seat up front, and my stepdad was unable to see the car in front of ours. Because my mind was freed from the usual programming of my fellow childhood peers, and free of the conditioning of my teachers in early grade school, I was allowed to see things and know things people around me did not. (This is a story I will revisit in my guide to using the Miraculous Prayer Board ). Going back to my childhood memories, I can lay out some of the other events which ultimately allowed me to become a master of focused concentration. I can recall that my mother would have me stand with my nose in a corner of the wall in the living room. This was intended as a behavioral correction method, but it taught me something entirely different, and far more insightful.
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First, I learned that my mind had so much to tell me when I wasn’t busy listening to whatever people around me had to say. As well, I was removed from the television’s influence. Being predisposed to listen to my own body’s inner activity, I also began to realize that my brain was quite the theater inside my head. My brain was consistently busy keeping track of events and occurrences throughout the day. This included calendar dates throughout the entire year. (It was an odd experience at first, because I do not ordinarily detect all the workings of my brain while I’m busy throughout any given day.) These activities in my brain would often be things which were relevant to my life patterns, such as my favorite cousin’s birthday, or how many times the phone rang on a
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given day, or what the cracks in the wall looked like to me subjectively, and what words had passed between my grandmother and I the last time I visited. Standing in the corner of the room, my eyes scanned for spiders crawling along the spine of the ceiling, or silverfish wiggling into the threshold of the carpet at my feet. I counted how many lines I saw in a given space on the wall, and I wondered if I could see indefinitely deeper into the texture and substance of the wall. I thought of music, and I heard classical compositions being made up entirely in the back of my mind. I also realized that I could adjust the volume of this music inside of my head, and that I could add imagery to the sounds that I heard in my socalled inner voice or inner ear. Secondly, I discovered a greater degree of patience. The fact that I
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had some patience naturally served me well during these sessions of standing with my nose in a corner of the room. My ability to relax and let go of my emotions improved with each visit to the corner of the room. Third, I became aware of subtle activities within myself. I could sense activities beyond the wall I had my nose pressed into. And most importantly I became aware of my own consciousness. This consciousness was at times good and kind, while at other times devious and cruel. As well, I experienced what I can only describe as an experience (most likely only subjective) as of rapidly aging. I would be six or seven years old, and suddenly feel as I do right now while writing this lesson guide. And it was these experiences of sudden magnifications of expanded awareness which made my life rather interesting, but also quite difficult. Particularly true at school.
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For, this sudden expanding of my mind would occur without the slightest bit of warning, and it was overwhelming at times. Of course, this type of experience has waned in acuteness with my age, but the pattern of it is still in me, and I can at times experience going backward in to my youthful mind, and relishing those moments when I imagined the sun reaching out with a celestial fiery arm, and gently patting the crown of my head. Or all the names I had given to a variety of stuffed animals, plastic toy figurines, and my old cats’ names, and that sort of thing. In time, my mother awed when I would get up and stand myself in the corner without her sending me there. She would find me standing in a corner, and call out to me “Tom? Why are you standing in the corner?” And, of course, this was because I hadn’t been told to stand in the corner yet. But, I knew, undoubtedly that at some point my mother would
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get upset for whatever the slightest reason, and I would find myself standing in the corner, or under my stepdad’s belt. Either experience I grew so accustomed to, that I felt rather detached from my parents, and sought inward answers. And these answers came to me. Of course, my standing in the corner of the room was not the only mindopening experience. Though, in a greater degree these many sessions of standing with my nose in a corner of the wall did afford me the opportunity to work with my innermost personal thoughts. More interestingly, there was nothing to hold back my psychical senses, either. I became aware of the air around me, and of the subtle ‘something’ which filled the gap between myself and where I stood at the corner in the wall. I became aware of buzzing sounds, and a static electric like current flowing
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over my arms, my shoulders, and the crown of my head. I felt a sort of flame in my heart, a passing of warm and cool currents over my brow, and a sort of inner calm aware of all that occurred in and around my body. In time my awareness expanded beyond my physical proximity. I began to see humming birds and dragonflies flying around outside in the backyard with my eyes closed. But, this was not the most relevant part of my experience, though the memory of this is rather pleasant in contrast to some other experiences. What has stuck with me the strongest is the ability to sense movement of any kind. Even movement behind a wall. And I could sense the activities in machines. This became clear to me the day that my stepdad brought home a Commodore 64 computer, and I began learning how to use it. I could sense when a diskette was not aligned. I could feel the computer
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working. And this experience piqued my imagination so profoundly, that I began to wonder about inner worlds and virtual realities. It occurred to me that perhaps one day computers would talk to other computers instead of people. (And of course this is happening today.) What really changed my view of myself, and of what I was taught by those around me, was when I made a discovery that my mind and my ‘self’ were two different animals. I realized that I could sense an additional amount of time in between the seconds on the clock. My inner self could detach from the workings of my mind. In a dream I awoke only to witness the dreams spinning wildly around my head as my body slept. And it is with this last point of separation between the mind and the spirit that I present to you my belief in the mastery of self being the only means for acquiring freedom in a
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world controlled by forces which are beyond society’s contemporary philosophy, and elusive to our human comprehension. (Insights, intuitions, divination, and spirits or visitations by the ‘outsiders’ aside, we still do not fully begin to understand the seriousness of our current situation, which is to the best of my knowledge a closed-in system. Our circumstance is that we are stuck on this planet without a solid bearing in mind.) Quite simply, ladies and gents, we live in an alien universe. That is, our universe is entirely foreign to the predisposed ideas of philosophy and science. (I should know. My uncles are engineers and computer analysts. And even these finely established people, close to me as they once were, do not think inside the box during their free time. Far, far from it! No, of course they don’t. Anyone with such intelligence will tend to look beyond the labels
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society pins up for us on everything we interact with.) So, the interest in this lesson guide is no doubt present in many people of the modern world. Some are simply afraid to read a little further, because the truth might be disagreeable to a externallyconditioned mind. Are you fearful? I know that I was. But, I wrote this guide because of a passion to help others break this enigmatic condition we linger in. Some of us may turn on our television to watch a show like Ancient Aliens , or Ghost Hunters . But, of course, you know that in the end there will be no arrival at a conclusion, and your mind enjoys the ultimate tease with all its turns through a maze of drama and anxiety for a concurring to absolutism.
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Drama and theatrics aside, where you head from here is beyond urban legend. We are going to open the toolbox which contains all the instruments you need to discover your True Self , and ultimately find freedom. Before we go further it is important for the reader to understand what problems the individual faces in the earliest years. As well as what stands against the individual ever after childhood. After acknowledging these blockages which beset us on all sides, and the entanglements projected on to the individual to keep him preoccupied with the various manifestations of modern annoyance, then we will enter the domain of solutions and How-to’s . Your goal here is simple. Understand what is holding back the strong person, and then unfold into a truly awake and powerful individual. So, let us continue our observation of the
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human spiritual-physical experience by first addressing the primary problems in society where the individual is ultimately concerned. Perhaps it was destiny or fate, or per chance the failure of the state to see where to block my progression onto the path of individuality. Make no mistake about it. The State is heavily invested in a special interest that is set against you becoming an independent thinker, and anything but a free soul will appease these self-appointed authoritarian snoots. For most of us, however, the state (and its partner in crime, the bureau of statistics) does a nearly complete job in weeding out the great ones of the earth, and it is by its very nature a coldblooded machine ever hard at work in suppressing our various talents and voiding out our uniqueness in character.
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Now, this band of oppressors would have done a sufficient job all the way through, had not there been some intervention from a spiritual or multiother-dimensional source! These are the gods who have an interest in humans. You see, we are their counterparts. You will begin to understand this as you meditate in later sections of this guide. In the early years of learning we are beset on all sides by teachers, classmates, coworkers, colleagues or peers, friends and enemies, and those other names wearing the label of “Listen to me, I’m important!” Know it well that these kinds of people exist merely as programs to keep you in line with a rather outdated and worn system. You must be able to say that if people who get their information only from television and word of mouth try to speak to you, that they have nothing to tell
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you. Protocol number one: Break all the protocols. Now, as a colleague of Vrilock you’re joining an open-minded band of psychic jockeys and swashbuckling magicians who share a common pursuit. Freedom! Knowledge! Independence! Power! Never forget the significance of this commonality you share with your colleagues on Vrilock’s network. Moving onward, I will make a bit of a jump here when I say that authority itself is the greatest evil, for it is not born from the true power of the universe, but rather it is born from the dysfunctional gene pool of society, and it is the bread and butter of those ultimate little control freaks you went to grade school and high school with. It is a program which resembles more or less a sort of virus that gradually consumes the individual’s will to decide or move against one’s own impulses, or
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challenge the suppressive creeds that it sputters out via its many outlets in society and its myriad channels on the television set or through the RSS feed on your mobile smartphone. These tyrants are the people who generate no real ideas of their own, and of the worst of their sort because they are insatiably set on the idea of robbing us of what makes us wondrous, creative, gifted, or likewise anything that is of the beauty of the world and the cosmos at large. If we can’t call them true human beings, then we will refer to them as automatons, who indeed make the attempt to prevent the strong individual from pursuing his or her own destiny. Now, I’m going to avoid my personal examples of encounters with these creatures for it may only serve to misdirect your attention from the ultimate aim we wish to achieve.
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That is, an understanding and tuning into the unique spirit that resides within you. So, don’t worry. We are getting to how you can pursue your own destiny. Usually, the pursuit of one’s own unique destiny (in any form) is considered an act of offense to these self-imposing figures of authority. The reason is simple. Authority is ordinarily a powerless slug (an imposter set loose upon the human race) that only wants to have power over you, because it has not true power. Nor any of the gifts of the gods in and of itself. Authority in its most simplified form is essentially counted as zero, and authority’s poor excuse for a quantifying unity of the mindless masses is the foundation of all of their influences upon the earth, including their false religions and tyrannical establishments of science
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and technology. But, because the majority of people haven’t any guts, or are particularly ignorant of this virus, authority continues to be heard, and with some rather comical earnestness! What authority should produce in the atmosphere of the true individual is absolute comedy or at the least a sense of the most utter annoyance. Nothing more! In fact, it is a good idea to practice laughing every time one hears one of these puppets speak at a campaign or an event. For the most part these people are ridiculous because they do not venture toward any path which besets them with the usual perils a true spirit must embark on. A shaman, for instance, must take the rite of passage, and there are trials for becoming a member of the tribe in many of the world’s ancient peoples. No, indeed the man or woman standing before you wearing a suit and little pin with a slogan is not your
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friend, nor is he/ she worthy of being your comrade-at-arms. You must fortify this notion in your mind that authority is obsolete to your soul. Thus, it is true that authority is for all practical purposes our eternal enemy. Yet, it is not the only enemy of the strong person. It is merely an outlet for something far more sinister and elusive to most of us. Do not be fooled. In order to make this inward journey to your soul, you must also be aware of the wickedness which invests its efforts to thwart your success at achieving this true experience of communion with your true self and the ultimate consciousness in the universe. Rather than this other kind of evil being some kind of a contraption of man’s own making, it is created via an entirely different means, and quite elusive to our most familiar set of senses. You feel it when you go to work, but your mind may conjure up
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the snarling faces of your deranged coworkers as the culprit of your misery. Far, far from the truth does your mind depict and present the situation at hand. For you are the observer and your mind is the glorified painter of the reality you see before you. There is a mechanism in place somewhere in the universe or at least on this planet. I see it often take shape in my mind’s eye as an army of ants crawling through an electrical outlet. Sometimes this elusive enemy comes in the form of dark pools wherein hungry snakelike constructs swim after my center of consciousness. The metaphors of the subconscious mind are many. All you need to know is that a certain ‘something’ exists to oppose your uniqueness of will and spiritual identity. But, commune with your own soul you must!
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It is the world of hunger which is our eternal enemy. Or, at least until we manage to break free from the pull of this reality. (In some darker corners of the arts this force can also become one’s ally, though this is a subject for one of my other books on kinetic magick, and my pursuit of the primordial truth). But, know this. This telluric power pulling upon your free will is very, very strong! Nobody gets out of this easily. No amount of wealth can save you. There isn’t a stronghold on the planet which can shelter you from its tentacles ever seeking you out. No guise you can wear to deceive the minds which hunt you to devour your very soul. Dramatic?? Maybe. Yes, perhaps you’re right if you were to say it. Though, in truth the enemy of the free man is never at rest. This enemy is restless and hungry. All who come here unto this world are subject to its will to one degree or another. This is why I say that authority is not the only enemy, and that it isn’t even the
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most powerful enemy. You will understand this in time. But, so how do we arrive here on this hell trap? I mean, some of you were instructed while children that we live in a place which was once the garden of Eden. Or, I don’t know. Maybe some of you reading this are from the far east or Asia, and you believe something entirely different. But, let me try my own style of cosmology, here. Like a moth flying into a spider’s web, we are lured into it by the web of light on the spirit plane, and then these trappings of light hold us here in the terrestrial plane of existence. In a sense, we are all of us locked in hell until we decode the great enigma which will open the jaws of this metaphorical Venus fly trap we are all being digested inside of. Need evidence of this imprisonment?
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We’re met by the enemy the day we’re born in the hospital (institution number one). Ordinarily the hospital is not an entirely bad thing, but consider the opportunity therein some day in the future when your child will be imprinted with a microchip to make growing up to be one of the zombie horde a more likely reality. (Piece by piece the components are being stacked against you and our next generation of ‘sentient’ beings). Think about the early days of school (institution number two). First of all there is no real education happening in the daycare center. We learn the alphabet. Okay, that’s something required, otherwise I wouldn’t be writing this program right now. We also learn about manners (or at least we did in my house). Say, that’s not an entirely bad thing either. But, wait! What’s this about self expression?? We’re instructed to
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draw things, and then we’re micromanaged as to what it is that we are free to express in our drawings. Or at least we’re discouraged to draw what we truly feel. Well, wait a minute! How can we be free to express our true selves if we’re limited as to what we are allowed to draw? And how can we express true art if we do not have an inkling as to who or what we are, and no knowledge as to where we all really came from? How can we know where we came from if we do not allow a child to draw what is in their subconscious mind? Or at least take a chance that there is a connection to the invisible world, an extradimensional ‘something’ which we don’t know much about? Arrogance Arrogance on the part of the teacher or that of society blocks true talent from rising to the surface. So, of course we know far less l ess than we desire.
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Ever witness a child tell his or her teacher at kinder care how his or her invisible friend told him the secrets of life? Well, if the teacher were in her right mind she’d just let the kid go and draw what the kid wants to. Oh, but no, no, no. That just isn’t allowed. Why not? They don’t allow it. Because, well, adults know better than children do. And how do these teachers know better? Well, they— just know. know. Do they really, now?? Allow for me to divert your attention for a short example of my discoveries of a greater or higher ‘something’ in childhood here. Just before my seventh birthday my family moved from California to Riyadh, Saudi Arabia. It was during these years that I encountered many new
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things, and some of these things were trials for me. Of my more pleasant memories I recall being in the desert, and having wandered from our little caravan to discover that over some dunes there stretched for as far as the eyes could see an expanse of flat desert ground. I fancied that I had heard the voices of children singing and playing, and it was this which lured me to the scene of a mystical occurrence. While I made my way down the dunes to see this spectacle of dust devils dancing over the great space, I continued to hear the voices of other children. But, I could see none! I closed my eyes to listen, and while I did listen, I felt as if a great arm reached down from the sun and touched firmly, but gently on the top of the crown of my
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little blonde head. And, I knew this being instantly. I knew instantly that I was in contact with something greater than I could speculate the meaning of. So, having this experience I brought back with me a certain skepticism about anything and everything I was being taught at school and at home. About a decade later I would be revisited by this great Father spirit, and by His lessor but equally potent spirits. I cannot fathom what spirit it is, but I knew it instinctively, as a long lost friend or a long lost uncle. But, Father will do, as many people refer to higher beings of consciousness as Father, God, or gods. Now, let’s move on to the consequences for pushing the issue with authority
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Consequences of Persistence We’ve journeyed to the cull-de-sac at the road to independent thought. There’s no fork in the road from here. No multiple choice questions. From here you must be guided to the invisible doorway out of town. With meditation you will see it. It will be as a hill leading down to a lush greenbelt, and far beyond the limited vision available to the grownups around you. Now, if you push the issue of reality, and of freedom of independent thought, then you’re going to face consequences. Say one thing that is really out of place and you’re talking to the school dean, a social worker, or a psychiatrist. You see, your imagination is the enemy of the state. If you have the power of imagination to any significant degree of effectiveness and resourcefulness
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then you are public enemy number one! Go for now in silence, and do not answer the interrogator of your heart. Take strength from within! Now, there is a real reason as to why this authority over you will not allow you to see the power of imagination. Imagination is powerful! No, imagination isn’t some distant puff of cloud someplace (Often illustrated as a puff of cloud or distant stars in children’s books). Your mind is capable of doing real things with all that imagination you have locked away in the deepest recesses of your inner self. Imagination actually is power itself. Though, perhaps, I am not making myself clear. You see, I believe that the universe is itself imagined into being. So, then imagination is the
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stuff of the universe. And we are not the only minds building this reality. There are many others involved, and the realms of the spirit are infinite. We are in a union with the gods or extra-dimensional entities who built this realm. But, now, back to our wicked teachers. Well, the teacher isn’t always a bad nilly. There are some good or wellmeaning folks out there who enter the field of—ahem—education. However, a lot of control freaks take the job, too. Often more so. Such jobs seem to attract scums who can’t get enough jollies out of life without wearing the collective title of authority (Same goes for nursing or hospital jobs, lawyers, bankers, judges, police...). The enemy of these authorities? Simple. As I’ve stated, it is the power of the individual. And this power
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stems from our inner being. Imagination is our ultimate tool. Imagination is something that is always being taken away. How? Well it usually is the one thing subjected to ridicule by the group. At the head of this group is an authority figure of one kind or another. This authority figure could be the teacher herself. Perhaps, the perpetrator of crime against individuality could be another classmate. In regard to the latter, we have all had our share of the little girl who wants to be classroom president scenario. In essence a socialist mind is always set against the potentially powerful person. Aside from the time tested fact that imagination leads individuals to create wonderful products and inventions, and start new businesses, imagination in its own light can do other things. In fact,
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imagination can create all manner of coincidence if the power behind it is strong, and the mind concentrating is focused like a laser. The impression of one mind can overcome the multitude of the horde collective. It has been tested time and again. They always fail against the strong individual, and this is why they hate us so much. It is these other things that imagination can do which makes the individual who realizes the potential of his thoughts much more powerful than the average clone out there. Think for a moment about what it is to be truly powerful. Is it all those hours you spend at the gym? Is it the time you put in at the job to make that big paycheck? Are you powerful because you endured half a life-time pursuing a degree leading to a doctorates? Probably not the one thing we’re looking for. Although, certainly these things are worthy pursuits in their own right. However,
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we’re talking about individual strength and independent knowledge. The power of the true self which resides in the man is our guiding light. But, now let us take these pursuits into consideration one at a time. Working out at the gym. While it may be good for wearing that new dress or showing off your tight swim suit, the gym doesn’t give you the power to command others. Think about this. Did David Rockefeller go out on the street and strut around like a fighting cock? You ever see George Soros marching downtown for Black Lives Matter? No? Well of course not! These names belong to the people who make other people work. Now, there is power in these names in one sense. But, wait. There is a much more interesting power that you seek here. And I won’t fail to deliver! It is the power of your will directed imagination. And fortified by a
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comprehensive understanding of the true self within you! Before we can dive into this much more interesting kind of power, first we must identify what can be learned from the true individual. Going back to my initial topic of early childhood, I discovered this true individual while standing in a corner of the room. My mother tended to be very extreme about things, and she could never make up her mind. One day I would stand with my nose in the corner for ten minutes. Another day it would be for an hour. And throughout this entire ordeal I realized that I was being watched by someone other than my family members. I knew this because the direction from where this attention resided was ambient most of the time.
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Being left alone to stand in a corner I became aware of a second mind. Then, I became aware of yet another mind. It occurred to me that these were the minds most children refer to as imaginary friends. Also, I identified my own mind as something separate from my instincts and intuitions. I could feel the warm California sun just on the other side of the wall, although no light could penetrate its density. Yet, there I stood sensing all the ongoings beyond the wall, including the birds, the movement of the wind, the waves on the pool in the backyard. All of this I felt while standing in a corner in the living room. For a moment I remember feeling a little disoriented, as if I were momentarily unable to identify my mind from the other minds I detected. These minds seemed to be simply available to me to swap and use, or just sort of pilot around.
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My attention was suddenly drawn elsewhere, I realized. It was a sensation I can only identify with something like the descent of an elevator. It was, now that I reflect, more like a drop down into my navel. There my awareness opened, and I reveled in the realization that I carried something more valuable inside myself than whatever my friends were playing outside or that I had planned to watch on television later that day. My mind became something of a foreign thing to me, and which I knew that I must master in order to control all of the sensory intake I was experiencing. The details of which I must leave out in order to make room for my dear readers to begin their own journeys. Suffice it is to say here that I felt an increasing desire to be alone and out of reach from those who sought to influence my mind--be they classmates, teachers, siblings, or parents. I felt more at peace when
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other children were not around me. My pleasure was the neighborhood cat who would visit my house, the frogs at the canal beyond the hill behind our home. The rays of the sun gently patting the crown of my little blond head. And most of all the images which rolled through my mind’s eye, and the dreams wherein I lived the lives of other people, distant in the future or far away. I realized that the doors to wonder had been opened before me. Alas, this gift of the mind’s imagination is not sufficient strength for true freedom of the individual. This is because the mind is ever devious, and must always be tamed by its owner. Know then that the mind is not the man. Rather, I should say that the man himself and his name is not the spirit of the individual. So, for us to acquire true freedom of the individual we must discover the true self.
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This is ordinarily not so difficult of a pursuit for one such as myself. For those gifted are often tested. I speak now of trials. We all face a variety of trials in our lives, which tests the soul, but for which many of us remain oblivious as to what we’ve just experienced. experienced. And more importantly importan tly,, why? Spirits are often the best right of passage for a true individual to be tested. The reason for this is simple. A spirit can see into the heart of a person. Even a man who is crafty, highly intelligent, and accustomed to cutting corners or influencing others to do his bidding in life can be rather weak in spirit. Thus, we encounter spirits to test the lightness l ightness of our hearts, and the will of fire which resides in and just above our gut. The power belt or navel is man’s center of will. The breastplate or chalice of the heart is man’s relationship to the ultimate truth.
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So, let it be known that a man is as his heart. So it is also that his spirit is to other spirits. Nothing can be truly hidden from those who test us from the beyond the veil between worlds of the living and the other realms. The problem for the reader here is that I have supplied no evidence that there even is a spirit world. Certainly, it is difficult for one to know the true self without such revelation brought to his or her personal sphere of experience and consciousness. Yet, this problem in particular is why the cosmos or the master of the universe selects some individuals to carry the t he ultimate message to his fellows. And you, my dear reader, are one of my fellows. This message is direly important. No one in position of authority wants for you to know this truth. We will get to how you may discover this truth for yourself in the final
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sections of this program. First, let us take a look at what obstacles await us all after we have forever left our wonder years of childhood.
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Part Two The Element of Confusion So, you’ve discovered that you have been disconnected from the ultimate source, the singularity of absolute truth. Well, as if this was somehow insufficient cruelty, the State would like to also ensure that you are disarmed. That is, you will be molded into a replication of what it considers a productive member of society, and a good little citizen. Right now you’re an adult who thinks in terms of right and wrong, good and bad, pleasure and pain. Well, you’re not alone. Most people tend to carry these social conditioning programs with them throughout their lives. Often such conditioning seems to benefit us when we’re conversing with other people. But, there’s a problem with all of this mind control stuff. Frankly, it is mind control! Wait a minute. Didn’t I write earlier that I realized that I needed to be in control
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of my own mind? Well, that is the goal for any of us who have an ounce of courage and an inkling as to what sanity stands for. Just take a look at the news. Do these people look crazy to you? Of course they are. They’re crazy because they do not control their own minds. They’re incapable of doing that. These are the folks who exist to be pushed and pulled by every whim that passes through them, and their televisions and mobile phones tell them what to do. Most of these people are incurable. This is something we will cover in more detail here. Most people tend to think that the masses have somehow been disarmed by the State. We are talking about being spiritually disarmed. Without spirit, without will, we cannot control our own minds. Well, guess what... There are people who are born this way. And there is a reason, for which I will have to ask the reader to simply trust me or
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entertain the concept at the very least. Back in the 19th century a group known as the New Thought Movement conceptualized the idea that the universal mind--the eternal cosmic something that is not nothing, but not a thing--requires life in order to exist. That is, human beings exist so that the cosmos can also exist. Now, that sounds like a rather arrogant statement, but consider the role of consciousness in humanity. How is it different from say an insect or a pebble on the beach? William Walker Atkinson, an advocate for The New Thought movement, conceptualized a view that the majority of the people in the world do not have themselves to begin with. These people are copies of other people. Nature’s clones, if you will.
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Well, guess what?! We’re stuck with these people. In Oddhin-ism or Woden-ism is yet another example of the two species occupying the earth. The Teutons believed that the two species who at last inherit the earth are the sons of the All-Father (architect of order and father of all the other gods) and the sons of Ettin (the giants of primordial chaos). The two species are ever at war, and represent on the physical plane of existence the eternal battle between the primordial power of Chaos (brute force and contraction) and the conscious power of Order (consciousness and expansion). There are myriad points of view as to the beginnings of the universe, but among the most ancient many held fast to the concept of darkness being the ultimate beginning--and often far stronger in brutal force. While, in contrast to this darkness is the effort of the gods of various pantheons
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who are ever working to maintain stability in the cosmos. Other schools such as the New Thought movement in the 19th century of America believed that the universal intelligence is within all consciousness, and is everything and not a thing, while by some means adhering to the ultimate Law (which exists beyond the realm of existence). And so on, and so forth. While I do not expect my readers to buy into a religious point of view, I do encourage my colleagues to consider the ancient lore as a reference for partial truth. Returning our attention to the mindless and soul-less body social, those who fall under the influence of the sons of Ettin, if you will, we can derive certain aspects of this body as having a purpose beyond the usual human reasoning. For our purposes, however, we can consider these flesh bipeds as nothing more than
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automatons, or perhaps as having to serve a cosmic purpose beyond human reasoning. Remember that the universe or cosmic mind is entirely alien to the human condition. We can sum up the grand usefulness of these mindless people as simply tools for others to put to work. Sounds kind of unkind or inhumane, does it not? Well, if they’re not put to work they will find other things to do, and you may not like what these kinds of lifeforms decide to do. The gods, if you will, left these people with us to build with. Now, that doesn’t mean that we enslave them. I’m not suggesting such a thing. Rather, one should think in terms of creating order in the face of a choice between that and chaos. But, how does this apply to our study of the individual? I mean, this is starting to sound like a manual for mind control!--No. This particular
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volume on spiritualism is not about embarking on the pursuit of controlling others. Rather, we are more interested in mastering our own minds. Even the ultimate master of mind control should first seek out the means to controlling his or her own mind. The reason we must compare the mindless man with the true man is simple. These other people want to make you one of their kind. This is just a simple fact. It doesn’t matter if you follow the path of Oddinism or that of gnosticism, or no spiritual system at all. What is important is to understand that there are those who exist in the world to be your friend and ally, while there are those many other people who seek to make you one with the horde! Well, you're more interested in who you are. Where you come from. And where you are headed as an individual. If this is the case, then
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you must move forward with this guide booklet. Now, let’s get you started on working with solutions to improve your sense of true self. If you’ve ever been curious to see what’s out there in the world, well, you’re going to love what you find deep down inside of yourself! So, let’s get started! First, you need to identify your mind as distinctly separate from your true self. Your true self is a ball of will and power--Or, so you’d like it to be. Don’t worry, we’re going to get you there soon. Here’s what you need to do: 1. Create a base. A quiet area. This has to be a place in which you will not be disturbed by other people or their activities. In this space you need a chair and a floor mat or beach towel or blanket.
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2. Set aside certain hours of the day or night during which you will be most able to perform some simple but deep meditative techniques. 3. Prepare some clothing that you will use only for this period of the day or evening when you will be meditating. Loose and comfy clothing is best. Or you may wear no clothing if you are more comfortable this way. Of all things to come first, begin by centering your attention inside your mind’s dock. That is, you will bring your attention to roughly the center of your head and between your ears. To do this, simply say your first name aloud, and then begin echoing this name silently inside of your head. Follow this trail for a time, and continue this until you are centered in the place where the inner sound originates.
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Hold this state for as long as you can.
As you do this exercise you will become aware of other centers in your body’s subtle energy system where you are able to move about your attention, and at a later point you will be able to focus your concentration on any one of these centers.
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Begin to move your attention down into the heart center. Feel the subtle energy of this center surround you. Your entire aura can be felt through the heart and through the crown of the head (top of the head). You will revisit these centers later. Next, bring your attention down to the solar plexus. This is the second brain, and the center associated with the gut feeling. You will notice that I have you going downward in attention, and this is because it is easier to remember without losing your focus. You do not want to come back and read the booklet in between as you travel between each center. Now, make your way down into the pit of the stomach, and at last drop down a notch below into the area referred to by the Japanese as the hara center.
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Here you arrive at the world’s knot. Or so it is called. Coming into contact with the hara chakra center is preceded by a sensation of dropping, like taking a ride down in an elevator. I know from personal experience that this sudden descent feels awkward, and can be the cause for sudden alarm in the conscious mind. The mind loves to do this to us; that is, our ego self enjoys putting us in a constant state of terror of the seemingly unknown. However, once you arrive in the hara chakra center you will find that this fear of the supposedly unknown is replaced by a sudden realization of certain familiarity. That feeling of familiarity is there because you have been here before. Long before you were born from your mother’s womb, you were one with the knot of the universe, tied to the
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centers that so elude most adults today. This is the first realization you must attempt. If you cannot do this, do not fret. There are other paths which we will cover which lead to similar enlightenment. The one thing, however, that you must be able to do is to hear the inner voice reciting your first name, and make your mind’s attention center in that part of the head cavity. You will also explore the crown chakra, and its relationship to the heart center. Onward!
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The Telepathy Rod and Node There is an instrument I can teach you how to build. This arrangement of rod and pattern can help you achieve higher states of awareness, and best of all is that it works around the clock for you--once it gets working. This can take a day for it to fully take effect.
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not have a larger central circle surrounded by multiple smaller circles. It is not necessary in this design. The instrument I write of is the telepathy node, formerly called the telerod. I invented, or rather innovated, this arrangement during my first year of studying under Charles Cosimano, the master and godfather of Psionics. To build the telepathy node you will need a hard canvas (white) or a poster board. You will also need a poster tube with the ends cut off or removed. The tube should be about two feet long at the very least. Find the center of the canvas with a ruler and pencil. To do this you will draw a line from the top left corner to the bottom right corner. Do the same for the other corners, and you will have a nice big “X” on the board. Align the rod vertically over the dead
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Take a sharpie marker (black or red) and draw a circle the same circumference as the poster tube opening. You can trace the poster tube opening over the center of the board. Draw four more circles, one at each corner of the board, so that you have a total of five circles on the board, with one at the center. Draw a line with the sharpie marker from the outer edge of each surrounding circle to the outer edge of the central circle. Place the rod/ tube over the central circle, and leave the arrangement on a flat surface, and where it will not be knocked over. For best results, if you have a two story home, place this arrangement on the first floor (the garage is a good place, or a small closet
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downstairs), and have it positioned there for long term. This telepathy node fills the environment with raw energy, and of a connective sort. It is particularly good at finding the operator/ creator of the artwork, and sending an extra boost of telepathic ability. What you have done is create a two dimensional pattern with a port into the fourth dimension via a threedimensional conduit--the poster tube/ rod. Knowing this helps the mind work better with the arrangement, so I thought I’d let you know in advance. Now that you have your telepathy node set up, you can go back to your initial exercises and try them again with greater confidence, and potentially greater ability. Again, I know from experience. I created my first telepathy rod when I was about 17 or 19 years of age. It
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was an intuition from the gods, and it paid off. The memory of this is a little sad for me to recall now, for my stepfather who died nine years ago is an important part of my experience with the telepathy rod. I first noticed
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the rod working when my stepfather had come home from the store, and was trying to remember what he got me for my birthday meal. He could not find German Chocolate Cake ice-cream, so he purchased Rocky Road ice-cream. For a spell he could not remember, and the thoughts in his aura flowed into mine, and I said “You got Rocky Road.” To which he replied, “Yeah— How did you know??” And we had many more telepathic experiences after this point, for which I noted in my journals for years to come. His death was a very tragic and unfair circumstance. After his death, the telepathic connection did not cease altogether. And, with some careful dowsing I was able to receive some rather specific answers about being disembodied, his feelings about life, and other interesting, and some times difficult, experiences. A few months after his death I was busy writing an article review and trouble-
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shooting guide for a contractor to a software publisher, and the company sent me a free copy of the software to test. It was called Dragon Speaking Naturally. A voice-to-text application. During a break I took off the headset, and to my surprise the software started to type something. I sat back down to read the screen. It read as follows: “This is dad. I am going to explain to you why I did what I did.” Years later I was living in Japan, and just before the Fukushima quake shook the mainland of Honshu I heard a voice under my pillow, and it was my stepfather’s voice, apparently trying to wake me up by calling my name. The building began shaking some time later, and the memory of the time of day it was fades from my mind. But, one can easily see that the telepathic connection is not severed by death, nor is space/ time relevant to the continued power of the telepathy node. In fact, the instrument itself is not the actual
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source of the power, but rather the act of building it and having worked with it a few times seems to be the only prerequisite for gaining some ability from the arrangement. And, yes, this is quite a leap to take for my readers. I understand. This is because we normally do not realize the matrix like reality we exist in. All things seem linear to us. There is order in all things. Or so it seems to be the case most of the time. However, my experiences prove to me that reality quite otherwise and often contrary to what we think it is. So, now you will understand with a bit of practice and faith in your work with this telepathy rod/ node, that this is quite a powerful instrument. You will begin to notice changes. For one thing, you will be able to know what people are planning or thinking around you in your home. This doesn’t mean that you will read every thought in the other person’s
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mind, but you will become aware of certain surface thoughts floating around the person, and so on. But, this is something you will begin to notice for yourself. It is during this period of time while the telepathy node is in place that you will wish to pursue other areas of practicing awareness and concentration. Now, let us move on to the aura. In the next section of this guide you will learn that your aura does a lot of this psychic work for you. In fact, your mind is merely an extension of this energy field. While there are many sources which lay claim to expertise in the various layers of the aura, the astral body, and the finer levels of the etheric energy field, we will simply use the term aura because it is easier for new students to remember. Also, it doesn’t sound
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like some kind of a scientific term. This isn’t science.
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Aura Work Surrounding your body, and interpenetrating your body, is an energy field. Sometimes this field looks a bit like a transparent glove. Others see it as a faint dull yellow or blue hue of light. At certain times the aura appears like tiny geysers of mist projecting from the space just outside of the surface of the skin of your body. This same phenomena is seen around radio antennas by those of us who practice focused concentration for any serious length of time. Move your hands gently together, and then slowly apart, and direct your gaze to the space between your hands. After a spell you will begin to detect a subtle something move and pull apart, like an elusive vapor, but very, very tiny in appearance. This is your aura or energy body manifesting at one level of reality.
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As you become more adept at seeing this aura you will also begin to feel it. The sensation becomes stronger with practice, and eventually you will feel this aura over your shoulders, and over the crown of your head. Instead of trying to visualize your aura, will your mind to see it. For even better results try to know that your aura is there. You simply need to know that you actually have an aura, and the mind will pick up on the idea, and the necessary faculties for sensing your aura will awaken. Sit with this idea in mind for a time—knowing that you have an aura surrounding your body, and that you seek awareness of this energy field. Think of this as you breathe in and out of your belly, listening to the sound of your breath, and feeling the rise and fall of your ribs. Feel the heart beat a little harder as you inhale, and relax as you exhale. Feel your body pulling at the spine and the ribs. Then, begin to
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move your attention into the energy field which surrounds you. One can also feel this energy pool at the center known as the heart chakra. The center of your chest. As you are now becoming more aware of these energy centers, you will also notice that there is a part of yourself that you had never guessed at before. It lives within you, and it dwells around you. To explore this further, think of something that you really want. If you have an addiction, think of this graving, and sit in your meditation room as you do so. Allow this craving to expand, and bring your attention to your solar plexus. You may begin to sense a sort of pull, a force, or a burning at this center. This burning sensation is your center of will. Some of us refer to it as our power-belt . Through this center of
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will you will be able to control your inner direction. But, you must spend a significant amount of time working with this will. Just as one spends time studying a page of equations, a book of computer coding, or practices playing the piano, so, too, must a power master spend time in the center of will. Master this center of will by setting aside some hours during the week for working with the solar plexus center. Start by visualizing a glowing ball of golden-yellow light. See this light as being a couple of finger breadths above your belly button. With practice you will have visions of a personal sun centered at this region of your body, and it is in this region where your true self--or part of this true self--resides. Most of the time people do not notice this true self because people are living in the mind-brain complex in the head
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cavity, or just above the level of awareness at the collar bone region. To test that these energy centers are indeed real, grab yourself a photograph or a logo on a piece of paper, and hold this against your forehead. It may help to do your relaxation breathing first. When you feel you are calm and ready to receive information through your energy field, gently hold the paper or photograph against your forehead. Close your eyes. Think of breathing through this center at the forehead (sort of like a whale taking a breath through its breathing hole on top of its head). Inhale the image or logo, and keep this up for a little while. What will eventually happen is that you will receive an image in your mind’s eye. It may flicker in and out, but it will be there. You can also practice taking pictures of animals, playing cards, shapes, colors, or alphabet cards, and test your third eye at reading these. Just remember
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to relax, and ask your brow what it sees (Don’t try to force it. If you don’t see anything, try again later. And it helps to test this before and after eating, and at various hours of the day, seasons, and temperatures. Weather conditions may influence the talent. I remember receiving a series of images through my mind’s eye during a typhoon in Japan). As you become more adept at centering yourself in this region of the energy body, begin to think in terms of moving outward from this center of will as if you were piloting a vehicle. To do this, first allow your attention to drop into your solar plexus center. Now, as you breathe in visualize the energy of the cosmos flowing through your navel and your solar plexus. After a minuter or two, begin to imagine that a smaller version of the
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sun is present within your solar plexus center. See this brilliant sunlight glowing from deep within your spine, rising up to the surface of your gut, and penetrating your shirt with radiant light. Expand this ball of power until you feel your inner will radiating throughout the entire room. Hold this experience for as long as you are able. Next, you will want to bring your will into the center of the room. Doing this you are going to experience being partially free of your body. Congeal the power of your solar plexus, your personal sun, into a powerful and compact orb. See this orb as floating in front of your abdominal region, and about a foot or two away from your body. Hold this visualization, and then let go and allow yourself go deeper into the experience.
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Move this orb of light into the center of the room. If you lose concentration, you may simply do the relaxation exercise of breathing deeply through your navel, and letting go of your other thoughts. Breathe in. Then as you exhale your breath, simply let go and relax. There is no rush in doing this. The experience of the inner will is something that will come naturally if you call upon it with some regular schedule. And for some people this may happen rather quickly. For others, the experience may come and then fade without any apparent reason. Do not worry. Keep up the belief that you will achieve the relationship, and the relationship will come. It may take a week or two, but consistency will pay off. Remember, the powerful are not put off by failure. All of this power inside of your solar plexus is entirely natural. As a man you were born to be a king! So, use it! (Women can
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work with the solar plexus as well. The only difference is in the tendency of men to be more effective as rulers. It’s the instinct, and only nature has the final word on this, regardless of what one thinks is politically correct. We don’t care about that here.) You are no longer confined to any of these regions, but you are part of the whole, and yet distinctly separate from the whole as a being of true self. And this a good time to revisit the method of centering in the head. Remember the exercise in which you repeated your name until you became aware of the source at the center of the head, and slightly more toward the back of the head? Well, as you progress, you will also feel this name vocalizing from an inner voice at your solar plexus region. You are activating the nodes of power, the various brains and minds which have been turned off by
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society’s institutions, and which may simply have never been stirred into full awareness for reasons natural. Not everyone has these centers working at levels next to our conscious awareness. But, now you do. Or, at least you will soon. And this doesn’t take too long. Usually a few weeks of practice will yield results. If not, then you will need to empower your awareness via the telepathy node and circle arrangement. Throughout your practice in these exercises, as previously outlined, you will experience openings or cosmic doorways. These may be presented to you by entities who live outside of our realm of existence, and the visions may be that of stars, planets, or strange planes of existence which are somehow distantly familiar to you. With minimal commitment to practice of inward travel you will experience
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such an awareness it will seem as if you have been reborn or made anew. In my initial stages I discovered that the experience of the soul moving through and beyond the body was something like a torch light moving through a dark and pinkish tunnel, and then passing through a ring with a sort of cotton-like texture along the inner circumference. There are often experienced crackling sounds, vibrating sounds, and winds that the mind and soul travel through, and you will become able to sense and experience these things as you progress. It has become my belief that we do not enter this world as a soul simply to depart it as a simple soul. Rather, we build somehow a greater self which we then carry with us when we die. The degree of greatness is dependent upon your relationship with the ‘real you’, and not entirely of the mind or the ego alone. We are dynamic entities, ourselves. When
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you find your inner fire, move with it to pursue your own individual destiny, and Vrilock hopes that you arrive at greatness. Now, here’s a sneak peek at what’s coming next in our lesson guides. In the next section of this guide we will brief over the concept of the miraculous prayer board.
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The Miraculous Prayer Board This is something I’d like to present briefly in this lesson guide, for learning to use the miraculous prayer board is a whole other series of steps one must take to learn. For the most part, the prayer board works with the region of the heart chakra, and it is worked in conjunction with the aura via the laying on hands method. That is, the operator of the prayer board lays his or her hands on it to pass an intent or impression through the medium of the instrument. The prayer board is used to deal with things in the oppressive reality we live in which cannot be resolved by ordinary means. With the prayer board one can work miracles. But, as with any level of
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magic or psychic work it should be done in order, and within its respective levels. With this I leave you to practice the exercises in this short lesson guide. Thank you for joining Vrilock’s program, and the very best of health, wealth, prosperity, and success to you! If you benefit from this booklet, please select one of Vrilock’s new lesson guides from our shop!
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