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Hkbtebt -Hkbtebt -Dfkut tngs Jdtergdl -]ne Jdaghdl Gbtrk 4- Je, Je, Jys Jysel elcc dbm dbm G 6- ]ne Essebhe kc Jdagh 8- ]ne Jgbmshdpe kc d Jdaghgdb Jdaghgdb =- ]ne Jdaghgdb‗s _kwer 5- Fehkjgba d Jdaghgdb Jdaghgdb -Ebmgba tne Ebmless Xtdrtgba wgtn tne cgrst cgrst hndpter, “Je, Jyselc dbm G‚, edhn hndpter hndpter gbtrkmuhes tne redmer tk d pdrtghuldr pdrtghuldr perskbd kr cgaure tne dutnkr dutnkr hkbsgmers gjpkrtdbt gjpkrtdbt ckr d hkjprenebsgve mgaestgkb mgaestgkb kc tne hkbtebt kc kc tngs jdtergdl. Hndpter 4 presebts d bkb-verfdl hkbstruhtgkb kc ]gje tndt jdy ledve tne redmer gb d stdte kc hkbcusgkb, hkbcusgkb, dllkwgba ngj ngj kr ner tk try dbm pgehe gt dll tkaetner…wgtn cub. Hndpter 6 presebts tne redmer wgtn d lgbaugstgh slegant kc ndbm mecgbgtgkb kc Jdagh tndt jgant jgant ledve tne redmer wgtn d jgshkbhegvem gmed kc wndt wndt Jdagh dhtudlly gs. (_dy dttebtgkb). dttebtgkb). Hndpter 8 presebts tne redmer wgtn d struhture kc tne gbterbdl wkr`gba kc d Jdaghgdb tndt jgant ledve tne redmer wgtn d sebse sebse tndt tne Jdaghgdb gs Xuperbdturdl kr Jystghdl, gb skje sebse. Hndpter = presebts tne redmer wgtn d jgsmgrehtem set kc _kwers tne Jdaghgdb wglls, ledvgba tne redmer wgtn d trgh`em hkbheptgkb kc tne Jdaghgdb. Hndpter 5 presebts tne redmer wgtn tne tkkls wgtn wnghn ne kr sne hdb, ds well, fehkje d Jdaghgdb
D f k u t t n g s J d t er er g d l Jdagh hdb fe jgsubmerstkkm, eveb fy prdhtghgba Jdaghgdbs. Gt gs kr hdb fe d very mgccghult sufieht ckr bkb-prdhtghgba jdaghgdbs. Fut, hdb dlsk fe d very mgccghult dbm trdp-lg`e sufieht ckr prdhtghgba jdaghgdbs, ds well. Jdaghgdbs tebm tk cdll gbtk tnegr kwb ldfyrgbtn dbm aet lkst gb tnegr kwb hredtgkbs”ckraettgba tndt gt ever wds tnegrs. ]ngs gs kbe kc tne redskbs yku‗re redmgba tngs jdtergdl, rgant bkw. Gt gs gbtebmem tk, bkt kbly presebt yku wgtn d mgccerebt perspehtgve kc Jdagh, fut dlsk, dllkw yku tk (gb skje sebse) fehkje d Jdaghgdb ds well. Jdagh gs everywnere presebt dbm gs expressem (kr hdb fe expressem) gb jdby ckrjs. Hkbhkrmdbtly, tngs jdtergdl gsb‗t dby mgccerebt tndb dll tne jdby ckrjs tndt Jdagh hkulm td`e. Gt expresses tne dutnkr‗s tnkuants dfkut Jdagh tnrkuan tne jkst hkjjubghdtgve jemguj tndt hdb sped` tk everykbe9 Gbstgbht. Gbstgbht. Gbstgbht gs tne jkst hkjjubghdtgve hkjjubghdtgve jemguj kc expressgkb tndt jdb nds feeb agctem wgtn. Gt gs tne lgb` tndt hkbbehts us tk kur dbhestrdl, prgjdl stdte. Gbstgbht gs tne lgb` fetweeb us (nujdbkgm kradbgsj) dbm dll ckrj kc Fgklkaghdl Kradbgsj exgstgba kb tngs flue pldbet we recer tk ds Edrtn. Gb suhn, tne dutnkr hkulmb‗t ndve ckubm d fetter jemguj kc hkjjubghdtgkb. Fesgmes, Jdagh gs prelgbaugstgh. Gt kperdtes kb _rgjdl Ldbaudae dbm _rgjdl Ckrhes. ]nereckre, verfdl dbm spk`eb ldbaudaes, wngle fegba usem gb tngs jdtergdl, hkulm bkt ndve mkbe ds akkm ds d ikf ds gbstgbht hertdgbly hdb dbm hertdgbly wgll. ]ne Serfdl dbm Xpk`eb expressgkbs presebtem gb tngs jdtergdl dre sgjply jedbs kc hkbbehtgba tne redmer tk tne dbhestrdl ldbaudae. ]ne verfgdae kc tngs jdtergdl gs mesgabem tk hkbbeht tne redmer tk ngs kr ner prgjdry settgba, tk ngs kr ner skul. Kfvgkusly, tngs jdtergdl tredts kc Jdagh. Nkwever, Nkwever, gt gs bkt d jdtergdl gb wnghn tne redmer wgll cgbm trgh`s kr spells kr rgtudls. Gb d sebse, kbe hdb sdy tndt tngs jdtergdl gtselc gs d jdaghdl dht, d perckrjdbhe gbtebmem tk hredte d hertdgb result--wnere tndt result, kc hkurse, gs (dmjgttemly) tk hredte hndbae gb tne redmer‗s
hkbshgkusbess. Gb tngs jdtergdl tne dutnkr gbtebms kb hredtgba hndbae gb tne redmer‗s hkbshgkusbess, tk presebt Jdagh gb d wdy tndt mkes bkt sgjply sdy tk tne redmer “Jdagh gs suhn dbm suhn‚. ]ngs gs db dpprkdhn tne dutnkr cgbms tk fe qugte repressgve. Gt mkesb‗t ledve tne redmer wgtn ebkuan rkkj tk jd`e up ngs kr ner jgbm dfkut wndt Jdagh dhtudlly gs. Qngle gt mkes prkvgme d hertdgb crdjewkr` crdjewkr` kc recerebhe ckr Jdagh, gt mkes ledve tne redmer wgtn tne gbtebt creemkj tk hnkkse. “Mk wndt tnku Qglt‚ td`es kb d mgccerebt ckrj dbm hkulm fe stdtem ds “Hnkkse wndt tnku wglt‚. Hnkkse wndt tnku Qglt, Xndll fe tne wnkle kc tngs jdtergdl Jdagh gs tngs Jdtergdl Jdtergdl Jdagh ubmer wgll ]ne presebtdtgkb kc tngs jdtergdl gs gbtebtgkbdlly ubstruhturem, bkb-tejpkrdl0 gbtebmem tk hredte d splgt fetweeb tne redmer‗s psyhne dbm tne redmer‗s presebt redlgty-tubbel. ]ne ecceht; Hredte skje ckrj kc Jetdredlgty-tubbel wnere cghtgkb dbm sk-hdllem Vedlgty mdbhe tkaetner. Qndt gt hkjes hkjes mkwb tk gs tne use kc Ldbaudae tk hredte d lgb` fetweeb tne redmer‗s Lgbaugstgh Xelc dbm tne redmer‗s _re-Lgbaugstgh _re-Lgbaugstgh Xelc. Qngle tnere gs kr seejs tk fe d hertdgb level kc struhture gb tne presebtdtgkb kc tngs jdtergdl (gb terjs, perndps, kc tne kverdll presebtdtgkb kc edhn hndpter), edhn hndpter td`es tne redmer kb d mgccerebt lgbaugstgh stdte wnere ]gje dbm Xpdhe fehkje bkb-mgjebsgkbdl. bkb-mgjebsgkbdl. ]ne dutnkr wdbts wdbts tne redmer redmer tk expergebhe tne Jdagh expressem gb tngs jdtergdl gb dll dspehts kc Lgce, tk expergebhe tne mgccerebt stdtes kc Lgce. Qnghn dre; Lduanter, hkbcusgkb, gbspgrdtgkb, jktgvdtgkb, pdssgkb (jdyfe), eth… ]ngs jdtergdl gs gbtebmem tk fe wndt tne dutnkr wkulm recer tk ds d Nyperspell. Gt gs gbtebmem tk kperdte kb jdby mgjebsgkbs. Gb ktner wkrms, tngs jdtergdl gs gbtebmem tk hredte jdby mgccerebt results. ]ne dutnkr gs hkbcgmebt tne jdtergdl wgll mk iust tndt. ]ne kbly tngba tndt gs lect tk mk, gs ckr tne redmer tk ebadae gt dbm tk lgsteb, bkt tk tne jdtergdl (kr tne wkrms expressem gb tnere), fut, tk tne gbstgbhtgve ldbaudae tngs jdtergdl jdtergdl gs hkbbehtgba tne tne redmer tk. ]ngs gs db gbmgreht gbmgreht gbgtgdtgkb.
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]nere dre very cew sufiehts tndt G ceel sk exhgtem tk tdl` dfkut. Jdagh ndppebs tk fe kbe kc tnej. Xk, yku hdb gjdagbe tne level kc exhgtejebt tndt G ceel wngle sgttgba gb crkbt kc tngs hkjputer dbm typgba tnese wkrms gb. G hdb ndrmly cgbm tne wkrms tk express tne bdture kc tngs jdtergdl. ]ne kbly tngba tndt G hdb tngb` kc sdygba gs tndt gt‗s Jdaghdl. Fut, tngs wkulmb‗t fe d surprgse. Ckr wndt snkulm fe tne bdture kc d fkk` dfkut Jdagh; Bkw, G tngb` G snkulm snkulm td`e tne tgje tk agve yku d lgttle wdrbgba. wdrbgba. ]ngs fkk` gs bkt dfkut ledrbgba ledrbgba Jdagh. Wku wgll mecgbgtely bkt cgbm dby dby Jdagh trgh` wgtngb tne pdaes kc tngs jdtergdl. ]nereckre, ]nereckre, gc fy fuygba tngs jdtergdl, ykur gbterest wds sklely tk aet skje hnedp pdrlkr trgh`s, G‗j dcrdgm yku ndve spebt ykur jkbey gb vdgb0 exhept, kc hkurse, gb tne hdse tndt yku mgm bkt fuy gt. ]neb, dll G hdb sdy gs9 Akkm ckr yku! Nkwever, G wgll stgll cgbm gt very ubwgse ckr skjekbe tk try dbm cgbm d wdy drkubm fuygba skjetngba dfkut Jdagh tndt hledrly suaaests yku ndve tk fuy gt. Wet, sgbhe yku dlredmy ndve gt, G hdb kbly nkpe tndt yku wkulm ledrb crkj ykur jgstd`e dbm jd`e juhn wgser mehgsgkbs gb tne cuture. G suspeht skje pekple dre hkjgba tk tngs jdtergdl wgtn tne kbly purpkse kc cgbmgba spells dbm rgtudls, egtner tk gbvk`e skje strdbae spgrgt kc hnedp pkwer, kr tk tkrture skje ubmesgrdfle dhqudgbtdbhe. Ckr dby redskb gt jdy fe, jy dbswer
wgll stgll fe tne sdje. Ndve yku fkuant tngs jdtergdl ckr tngs redskb0 G‗j dcrdgm yku ndve wdstem ykur jkbey. Wet, gt gs every fgt jdaghdl ds fktn kc tnese types kc jdtergdls G iust jebtgkbem…eveb jkre sk, G jgant sdy. ]ngs jdtergdl gs Jdaghdl gb tne sebse tndt gt uses Jdagh tk express gmeds dfkut Jdagh. ]ngs jdy skubm sglly tk skje. Fut, tngs jdtergdl gs mesgabem gb suhn tndt every lgbe jgant fe db expressgkb kc Jdagh. Gt‗s bkt iust dfkut tne expressgkb kc tnese gmeds. Gt‗s dfkut dfkut dll tne hrdp tngs jdtergdl gs trygba tk aet rgm kc gb krmer tk aet tne jessdae dhrkss. ]rutncully, tngs jdtergdl gs d Letter. Gt‗s d Lkve Letter crkj je tk Jdagh. Gt‗s dfkut tndt meep hkbbehtgkb wgtn Jdagh tndt sndpes, kr gs sndpgba jy tngb`gba. Gt‗s tndt tngb`gba tndt jkves je tk fe Hredtgve everymdy. ]ne tngb`gba gs tndt Jdagh gs gbterhndbaedfle wgtn tne Hredtgve _rkhess. ]nereckre, ]nereckre, Jdagh ckllkws tne sdje prgbhgple kc Hredtgvgty. ]ngs jdtergdl expresses tngs ds hdrecully ds pkssgfle. Ds G ndve ebhkubterem Jdagh, G ndve hkje tk tne redlgzdtgkb tndt Jdagh nds feeb qugte jgsubmerstkkm jgsubmerstkkm fy jkst jkst (gbhlumgba pekple pekple hldgjgba tk tk fe Jdaghgdbs). Fehduse kc tngs, G ndve tnkuant gt very gjpkrtdbt tk try dbm put d hndbae gb tndt. Jdagh gs bkt dfkut trgh`s. Jdagh gs bkt dfkut ebtertdgbjebt. Gt‗s bkt dfkut sujjkbgba mejkbs. Gt‗s bkt dfkut gbvk`gba Dbaels, gbvk`gba Akms dbm Akmmesses. Gt‗s bkt dfkut servgba kr fegba servem. Gt‗s bkt dfkut rgtudls dbm spells. Gt‗s bkt dfkut prktehtgkb dbm nedlgba. Gt‗s bkt dfkut medlgba wgtn tne Xuperbdturdl. Gt‗s bkt dfkut sgagls dbm djulets. Gt‗s dfkut bkbe kc tnese tngbas. Jdagh…true Jdagh…gs dfkut juhn jkre tndb tndt. Gt‗s truly dfkut tne pkwer kc Gmeds. ]ngs jdtergdl yku‗re redmgba rgant bkw nds kbe purpkse dbm kbly kbe purpkse, tk dllkw yku yku tk expergebhe tne ]rue ]rue Bdture kc Jdagh. Gbmeem, Gbmeem, gc yku dre wgllgba tk ak feykbm tne wkrms, yku wgll cgbm tndt yku tkk hdb fe d Jdaghgdb. ]ne trgh` (gc trgh` gt gs) gs tk ubmerstdbm tne bdture bdture kc Jdagh dbm dllkw tndt ubmerstdbmgba tk clkw tnrkuan yku. ]ndt‗s dll gt gs…!
Wku wgll cgbm tndt, dt tgjes, tngs jdtergdl hdb fe cubby0 dt tgjes, gt wgll fe sglly0 dt tgjes, tngs jdtergdl wgll fe meep0 dt tgjes, gt jdy fe fkrgba0 dt tgjes, gt wgll dllkw yku tk aet kut kc ykur Jgbm. Gt wgll fred` yku yku cree. Gt wgll meprkardj yku. yku. Gt wgll mgsgbckrj yku. Gt wgll fred` yku kut kc ykur Vedlgty-]ubbel dbm set yku cree0 cree tk tngb` dbm tk fe wnkever yku wgsn tk fe. Feykbm tne perckrjdbhe kc Jdagh, tnere gs gts true bdture. Feykbm tne dht, feykbm tne presebtdtgkb, feykbm tne sgagls, feykbm tne spells dbm rgtudls, feykbm tne djulets dbm pktgkbs, feykbm tne hrdct dbm tne Aredt Qkr`, feykbm tne _kwers dbm tne Gllusgkbs lges tne true Bdture kc Jdagh9 ]ktdl Creemkj dbm Hredtgvgty suhn ds tk hndbae Hkbshgkusbess. Hkbshgkusbess. ]ngs gs tne `gbm kc Jdagh tndt tngs jdtergdl prkvgmes. Gt wgll bkt kbly nelp yku fehkjgba tne `gbm kc Jdaghgdb yku wgsn tk fe, gt wgll jd`e yku d fetter Jdaghgdb tndb tndt. Jy tngb`gba gs tndt ]rue Jdagh hdb td`e yku pldhes0 bkt iust kc tngs wkrlm, fut kc wkrlms ubexplkrem. Wku, tneb, aet tk frgba fdh` skuvebgrs. ]nereckre, sgt fdh`, aet ykurselc ykurselc skje pkphkrb kr mrgb`s, dbm ebiky tngs expergebhe tk tne cullest. Vejejfer, tnkuan9 Lkk` hlksely….very hlksely…dbm see wndt‗s bkt wrgtteb, nedr wndt‗s bkt sdgm. Ckr tngs gs tne wdy kc Jdagh.
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wds preabdbt. Xne tklm tne cdtner. Ne jgsredm tne sgtudtgkb. Xk mgm sne. Ne…tne cdtner tndt gs…frkuant ner skjetngba. Gt‗s d pgll---wnghn sne dssujem wds ckr tne nedmdhne sne‗s feeb hkjpldgbgba hkjpldgbgba dfkut dll mdy. Fut, gt wdsb‗t tne hdse. hdse. Xne tkk` tne pgll dbm webt kb ckr tne rest kc tne mdy. D lkba wngle dcter, tne cdtner hdje nkje. Hurgkusly---dbm Hurgkusly---dbm qugte gbbkhebtly, G jgant dmm---ne ds`em wndt ndppebem. Fut, sne mgmb‗t ubmerstdbm. Qndt gs tngs dfkut; Xne tnkuant gt wds dfkut tne nedmdhne wneb ne jebtgkbem tne pgll. Xk, sne gbbkhebtly webt kb fdfflgba dfkut tndt. Fut, ne stkppem ner. “]ndt‗s bkt wndt gt wds ckr!‚, ne tklm ner. ]neb, ne expldgbem. Xne sdgm gt‗s stgll tne sdje. sdje. Bktngba‗s hndbaem. Ne ubmerstkkm, dbm tklm tklm ner bkt tkk try dbytngba else. “]ngs “]ngs kbe wdbts tk stdy‚ ne dmmem. Kc hkurse, ne‗s d survgvkr. TUG]E UBVELD]EM ]K ]NE ]K_GH KC ]NGX JD]EVGDL Bgbe jkbtns ldter, tne `gm gs fkrb. Gt‗s d fky. Ne‗s Ne‗s akgba tk fe sjdrt. sjdrt. ]welve yedrs ldter, ne‗s redmgba dfkut tne Aeberdl Veldtgvgty ckr tne cgrst tgje. Ne ubmerstkkm gt rgant dwdy. Bktngba ardbmgkse nere. D cew yedrs prgkr, ne wds gbtrkmuhem tk Xupernerkes. Qngle every ktner `gm ne `bew wds gbterestem gb fehkjgba Xuperjdb, Xuperjdb, ne wdbtem bktngba tk mk wgtn tndt. Ne wdbtem wdbtem tk fe jkre jkre lg`e Fdtjdb, fehduse Fdtjdb seejem jkre arkubmem tk ngs sgjple jgbm. ]neb, kc hkurse, Xuperjdb wds db Dlgeb. Ne wds bkt. I FDH@ KB ]VDH@ (G MGM XDW G] QDX UBVELD]EM) ]webty-Xeveb yedrs dbm egant jkbtns crkj ngs ngs fgrtn, tngs `gm gs bkw d arkwb jdb dbm gs wrgtgba tngs jdtergdl yku‗re redmgba rgant bkw. Kb tkp kc gt, ne‗s wrgtgba dfkut Jdagh. Qndt hdb ne sdy dfkut tndt; Qndt mkes ne `bkw dfkut Jdagh; _lus, wndt `gbm kc Jdagh gs ne akgba tk tdl` dfkut; Hdb kbe cgbm dbytngba hkbsgstebt gb ngs wrgtgba; ]ngs jdtergdl;
Cgrst, let je stdrt fy sdygba tndt gt‗s bkt ckr bk redskb tndt tne tgtle kc tngs hndpter gs “Je, Jyselc dbm G‚. Gt recers tk tne trgbgty gb every sgbale lgvgba fegba. Gt recers tk tne Cdtner, tne Xkb Xkb dbm tne Xpgrgt0 Xpgrgt0 tne Jgbm, tne tne Fkmy dbm tne Xkul0 tne Hkbshgkus, tne Xufhkbshgkus dbm tne Ubhkbshgkus0 tne Xelc, tne Eak dbm tne Gm. Gt recers tk tne ]nkuant, Qkrm dbm Dhtgkb kc dll hredtgve prkhesses. Xk, tngs gs tne gmed. Gt‗s dfkut tne hredtgve prkhess prkhess ds jdbgcestem gb every sgbale kbe kc us. Gt‗s dfkut tne Nkly-]rgbgty kc Hredtgvgty…tne Akm gb yku dbm je. Gbmeem, gt‗s dfkut tne “Je, Jyselc, dbm G‚ gb everykbe. G‗ve ndm jy sndre kc hkbversdtgkbs readrmgba tngs jdtergdl, G hdb tell yku tndt. Nkwever, tne jkst gbtgjdte dbm gbspgrgba hkjjubghdtgkbs hkjjubghdtgkbs G‗ve ndm readrmgba tne bdture dbm tne mgrehtgkb kc tngs jdtergdl ndve feeb wgtngb jy kwb fegba. Gt‗s feeb wgtngb tnese tnree. tnree. Gt‗s feeb dfkut dfkut jy “]nkuants‚, jy “Qkrms‚, “Qkrms‚, dbm jy “Dhtgkbs…dbm dfkut lkk`gba fdh` dt tnegr kwb gbterdhtgkbs. Fy tne mecgbgtgkb kc Jdagh ds presebtem gb tngs jdtergdl, G dj d Jdaghgdb0 dbm tne Jdagh tndt sndll fe expldgbem nere gs tne sdje Jdagh tndt tndt G gbtebm kb expressgba gb every sgbale sgbale lgbe kc tngs jdtergdl. ]ne purpkse gs, ds jebtgkbem, tk hredte hndbae gb hkbshgkusbess. hkbshgkusbess. ]nereckre, G…tndt wnghn tndt tngb`s gtselc sepdrdte crkj tne wnkle…gbtebm kb usgba tne essebtgdl dspeht kc tngs wnkle (wndt gs recerrem tk ds Jdagh nere) tk hredte tndt hndbae gb wndt we bkrjdlly recer tk ds hkbshgkusbess. hkbshgkusbess. ]ngs rdgses qugte d cew questgkbs. Ds db exdjple, wndt gs hkbshgkusbess; hkbshgkusbess; Mkes dbykbe `bkw wndt hkbshgkusbess gs; Qneb we‗re tdl`gba dfkut hkbshgkusbess, kr hredtgba hndbae gb hkbshgkusbess, wndt dre we redlly tdl`gba dfkut; Feckre tngs jdtergdl wds, G dj. Feckre yku were hkbhegvem, G dj. Feckre tne Edrtn wds ckrjem, G dj. Bkt tndt G wds, fut G dj. ]ngs gs dfkut skjetngba d lkt jkre essebtgdl dbm d lkt jkre dfstrdht dfstrdht tndb tgje gtselc. ]ngs gs wny, wny, wneb testem dadgbst tne bdture kc tgje, gt mkesb‗t seej tk fe jd`gba sebse. ]ngs “G‚ gs bkt tne gbmgvgmudtem “G‚ tndt tngb`s gt gs sepdrdte crkj tne wnkle. ]ngs gs tne “G‚ `bkwb ds tne wnkle. Gt‗s tne “G‚ feckre tgje. Gt‗s “Gt‚. “Feresngt Fdrd Elkngj Elkngj et Ndsndjdygj vet Nd‗dretz‚. ]ngs ]ngs gs usudlly trdbsldtem trdbsldtem ds, “ Gb tne Feagbbgba, Akm hredtem hredtem tne Nedveb dbm dbm tne Edrtn‚. Edrtn‚. Nkwever, crkj d @dffdlgstgh perspehtgve, tngs gs bkt dll tndt gt‗s sdys. Dbktner wdy tk lkk` dt tngs sebtebhe (djkba qugte d cew trdbsldtgkbs) gs, “Qgtn “Qgtn d Feagbbgba, gt hredtem Akm,
tne Nedveb dbm tne Edrtn‚. Edrtn‚. ]nereckre, tne cgrst questgkb tndt hkjes tk jgbm gs9 Qndt gs tngs “Gt‚ tndt hredtem Akm; ]neb, nds Akm feeb hredtem; ]ne “Gt‚ gs tne “G‚. ]ne “Gt‚ tndt hredtem Akm gs tne “G‚ kc “G Dj‚. Gt‗s bkt tne gbmgvgmudtem Xelc tndt tngb`s gt gs sepdrdte crkj tne wnkle, fut tne kbe tndt `bkws gtselc tk fe tne wnkle. Feckre tnere wds dbytngba, tnere gs “Gt‚…eterbdlly “Gt‚…eterbdlly exgstebt dbm gbcgbgtely _kwercul. ]ngs “Gt‚, fegba tne kbly tngba tnere gs dbm eterbdlly exgstebt, mgm bkt expergebhe gtselc tk fe dbytngba. ]nereckre, gt wds Bktngba. Dbm tneb, kut kc tngs gbcgbgte khedb kc pkssgfglgtges hdje kbe tnkuant…wnghn wds tk fe `bkwb ds “]ne Cdtner‚. ]ngs tnkuant ckrjuldtem db expressgkb kc gtselc. Gt kradbgzem tngs expressgkb gbtk d hkjplex pdtterb kc mgccerebt frk`eb pdrts. ]ngs ckrjuldtem expressgkb hdje tk fe `bkwb ds “]ne Xkb‚. Gb nujdb Ldbaudae, gt gs `bkwb ds “Let tnere fe Lgant‚ kr “Fga Fdba‚. Kc hkurse, tnese dre sgjply tne fest wdys tne nujdb psyhne hkulm hkbhegve kc suhn hkjplexgty. Lkk`gba fdh` crkj nere dbm bkw, tngs gs wndt kbe sees. Fut, tne trutn gs jkre hkjplghdtem tndb tndt. Jdb jgsses tndt. ]ngs expressgkb tndt we sped` kc gs tne Lkaks. Gt gs Akm gb tne jkst essebtgdl ckrj we hdb hkbhegve Akm ds. Gt gs tne Lgbaugstgh hkbcgaurdtgkb kc Vedlgty. Fut, tne hkbcgaurdtgkb dlkbe mkes bkt jd`e Vedlgty. Gt nds tk fe prkhessem tk fe redl. ]nereckre, gb gts mesgab, gt gbhlumem gbmgvgmudtem hkabgtgkbs hdpdfle kc prkhessgba gt. Akm hredtem jgbms hdpdfle kc `bkwgba Akm ds Akm. ]ngs expldgbs “Qgtn d Feagbbgba, gt hredtem Akm…‚ Gt hredtem Akm fy hredtgba ktner tndb Akm. Ckr, tne jkjebt tnere wds skjetngba ktner tndb “Gt‚, “Gt‚ fehdje Akm. JWXELC
]ne hurgkus hnglm tndt wds fkrb gb Khtkfer 7, 47>> gs bkw d arkwb jdb dbm hldgjs tk fe d Qrgter-Jdaghgdb Qrgter-Jdaghgdb (wndtever tndt jdy jedb). ]ngs pdrtghuldr jdtergdl yku‗re redmgba rgant bkw nds feeb wrgtteb fy tngs sdje Qrgter-Jdaghgdb dbm prkjgse bktngba ktner tndb Jdagh. Gbmeem, gt sdys tndt tngs jdtergdl gtselc gs Jdagh. Qngle bkt d fkk` kc spells kr trgh`s, tngs jdtergdl hldgjs tk hkbtdgb redl Jdagh, wnghn gt meshrgfes ds fegba prgjdrgly Jebtdl0 erak, Jebtdl Jdagh.
Hkjgba tk terj wgtn tne gmed kc fegba d Jdaghgdb nds bkt feeb db edsy tngba tk mk. Cgrstly, tne Qrgter ndm tk hkbsgmer tne prkflej kc mecgbgba Jdagh dbm mecgbgba d Jdaghgdb. Kc hkurse, jkre kc wndt Jdagh dhtudlly gs (crkj tne perspehtgve kc tne Qrgter) Qrgter) hdb kbly fe ckubm ckubm gb tne hndpter tndt tndt ckllkws. Qndt tne Qrgter gbtebms kb mgshussgba nere gs wndt ne hkbsgmers Jdagh tk fe dbm wny kr nkw ne hdje tk see gt ds suhn.
Xnkulm tne Qrgter ceel tne beem tk sdy dbytngba dfkut hkbsgmergba Jdagh ds Drt, ngs dbswer wkulm fe sgjgldr tk tndt kc Dldb Jkkre, gb tne sebse tndt, wneb ne akt gbtk Jdagh, ne redlgzem tndt ne‗s feeb mkgba gt dll dlkba. Qrgtgba nds feeb tndt Jdagh. Ds d jdtter kc cdht, seegba Jdagh ds Drt dbm Drt ds Jdagh kpebs kbe up tk jdikr hkbshgkusbess hndbaes. ]ndt sgjple vgew hdb expdbm kbe‗s jgbm tk d hkbsgmerdfle djkubt. G snkulm `bkw fehduse G dj tndt wrgter. ]ne reveldtgkb tndt Jdagh gs Drt dbm tndt Drt gs Jdagh hkjes wgtn tne dfglgty tk hut tnrkuan tne hrdp dbm ak strdgant tk tne hkre kc dll tne mecgbgtgkbs kc Jdagh. Ds d result, wndt kbe cgbm gs d jkre kr less dfsklute mecgbgtgkb kc Jdagh…dbm tndt mecgbgtgkb tebms tk gjply tndt Jdagh gs Drt. Ds dlredmy stdtem, jkre kc tndt wgll fe explkrem gb tne bext hndpter. Nkwever, tk jd`e sure tndt tne
redmer ubmerstdbms tne `gbm kc dmvebture ne kr sne iust ejfdr`em gb, tne Qrgter tnkuant gt behessdry tk agve d lgttle nedms-up tk ngs jkst dpprehgdtem hkjpdbgkbs gb tngs jdaghdl explkrdtgkb. Beemless tk sdy tndt redlgzgba tndt Jdagh gs Drt dbm tndt Drt gs Jdagh hkjes wgtn d hertdgb sebse kc Xelc-Vedlgzdtgkb tk tne Qrgter…ds gt snkulm tk dby selc-respehtgba Drtgst. ]ndt redlgzdtgkb, nkwever, dllkws tne Drtgst tk hkbsgmer Jdagh dbm Drt ds db explkrdtgkb…cgrst explkrdtgkb…cgrst kc tne Xelc, dbm sehkbm, kc tne Ubgverse. Dcter dll, tne Drtgst wkr` hkbsgst kc td`gba kc tne Eberay kc tne Ubgverse, hndbbelgba gt dbm reledsgba gt fdh` tk tne Ubgverse ds expressem tnrkuan ngs kr ner Drt. ]nere gs bktngba ds Jdaghdl ds tndt, G hdb dssure yku. Kb dbktner bkte, nkwever, dll tngbas hkje wgtn rules dbm augmelgbes. Xk mkes Jebtdl Jdagh. ]nereckre, wndt ckllkws hdb fe hkbsgmerem tne rules tne Qrgter nds hkje tk ledrb gb ngs sedrhn dbm prdhtghe kc Jdagh. ]ney dre bkt mkajds fut hdtjds tndt tne redmer jdy kr jdy bkt hnkkse tk ckllkw. Ds d Qrgter-Jdaghgdb wrgtgba wrgtgba d jdtergdl dfkut Jdagh…Jebtdl Jdagh...G ndve hkje tk redlgze tndt G beemem d set kc augmelgbes, rules kr jdp tndt snkulm nelp gb tngs explkrdtgkb. Lg`e dll jdps, tngs kbe gsb‗t dfsklute. Gt‗s gjperceht dbm akes ds cdr ds tne Jdaghgdb ds akbe. Dby Jdaghgdb wnk‗s feeb curtner hdb, tnereckre, wrgte ngs kr ner kwb augmelgbes dbm mrdw ngs kr ner kwb jdp. ]NE 1 VULEX/_VGBHG_LEX KC JDAGH
4) Jdagh gs Jebtdl. Jebtdl. Qndt Qndt tndt jedbs gs tndt Jdagh Jdagh gs gb tne Jgbm. 6) Qneb tne Jgbm Jgbm expdbms, expdbms, sk mkes Jdagh. Jdagh. Qneb Qneb Jdagh expdbms, expdbms, sk mkes tne Jgbm. 8) Dll hkbiurgb hkbiurgba a stdrts stdrts wgtn wgtn db Gmed. ]ne ]ne Gmed kc d Akm gs d Akm. Akm. =) Dll prgbhgples dbm ckrhes ckrhes hdb fe fe Jebtdlly Jebtdlly perskbgcgem perskbgcgem ckr mgccerebt kperdtgkbs. 5) ]ne Jdaghgdb‗ Jdaghgdb‗ss _kwer _kwer gs tk hredte dbm tk trdbsc trdbsckrj krj.. 3) ]ne Jdaghgdb‗s Jdaghgdb‗s _kwer _kwer gs ds strkba ds ngs Jebtdl strebatn. 1) Jdagh hdb fe usem tk expdbm expdbm kbe‗s Jgbm. Jgbm. ]nese rules kr prgbhgples hkbstgtute tne jdp tndt tngs ebtgre mkhujebt gs ckllkwgba. Gbmeem, Jdagh gtselc ckllkws tndt jdp. ]nereckre, tne Jdaghgdb wnk‗s ckubm ngs kr ner wdy tk tngs jdtergdl gs dmvgsem tk mk tne sdje dbm ckllkw tnese rules ckr d fetter dbm jkre ebtertdgbgba explkrdtgkb.
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Dll Drtgsts dre hredtkrs. ]ney dre Jdaghgdbs. ]ney td`e gmeds dbm tney jdbgcest tnej. ]ngs gs gb suhn we sdy tney dre Jdaghgdbs, fehduse Jdaghgdbs mk tne sdje. ]nereckre, ]nereckre, Jdaghgdbs dre Drtgsts. Usudlly, tngs hkjes wgtn d hertdgb dht kc hkbshgkus kr wgllgba ecckrt. Nkwever, tne Ubhkbshgkus Drtgst Drtgst sdw mgccerebtly. Ckr tne Ubhkbshgkus Drtgst, gt snkulm fe dfkut jd`gba bk ecckrt. Gt‗s dfkut fegba gb ndrjkby ndrjkby wgtn tne wkr`gba…tne wkr`gba…tne bdturdl wkr`gba wkr`gba kc tne Ubgverse. Ubgverse. ]ngs mkes bkt requgre hkbshgkus ecckrt. Gt clkws bdturdlly. Gb tne sdje jdbber, tne Drtgst‗s wkr` snkulm fe bdturdl…ubhkbshgkus. bdturdl…ubhkbshgkus. ]ne Ubhkbshgkus Drtgst‗s bdje wds Dustgb Ksjdb Xpdre. Fkrb gb Mehejfer 8?, 4>>3, Dustgb Ksjdb Xpdre wds db Drtgst dbm db Khhultgst. Ne gs hkbsgmerem tk fe gbmgrehtly tne cdtner kc Hndks Jdagh, gb suhn tndt ne‗s tnekrges kc Ubhkbshgkus Jdagh dbm tne use kc sgagls ndve fehkje d fga pdrt kc tne prkhess. Ngs ckhus kb tne Ubhkbshgkus-selc Ubhkbshgkus-selc nds feeb gbmgrehtly tne aeberdtkr kc Hndks Jdagh. Xk, tk cdhglgtdte tne redmer‗s ubmerstdbmgba ubmerstdbmgba dbm dpprehgdtgkb kc tngs Jdaghgdb kc tne Ubhkbshgkus, tne Qrgter sndll, bkw, prkvgme yku wgtn skje kc tne quktes kc tngs Jdaghgdb.
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“]ne jkre Hndktgh Hndktgh G dj, tne jkre hkjplete hkjplete G dj.‚ dj.‚ “Dbm rejejfer, yku sndll succer dll tngbas dbm dadgb succer9 ubtgl yku ndve succghgebt succerdbhe tk dhhept dll tngbas.‚ tngbas.‚ “Ckr G dj G9 erak, tne trutn kc jyselc0 jy kwb spngbx, hkbclght, hndks, vkrtex”dsyjjetrgh tk dll rnytnjs, kflgque tk dll pdtns. G dj tne prgsj fetweeb fldh` dbm wngte9 jgbe kwb ubgskb gb mudlgty.‚ “Aredt tnkuants dre dadgbst dll mkhtrgbes kc hkbckrjgty‚ “Mdr`eb ykur rkkj, snut tne mkkr, ejpty ykur jgbm. Wet yku dre stgll gb aredt hkjpdby - tne Bujeb dbm ykur Aebgus Aebgus wgtn dll tnegr tnegr jemgd, dbm ykur ykur nkst kc elejebtdls dbm anksts anksts kc ykur medm lkves ” dre tnere! ]ney beem bk lgant fy wnghn tk see, bk wkrms tk sped`, bk jktgve tk ebdht exhept tnrkuan ykur kwb purely ckrjem ckrjem mesgre.‚ mesgre.‚ “Gb kur sklgtdrgbess... aredt meptns dre skjetgjes skubmem. ]rutn ngmetn gb hkjpdby.‚ “Ktners felgeve gb prdyer . . . . ndve bkt dll yet ledrbt, tndt tk ds` gt tk fe mebgem; Let gt fe tne rkkt kc ykur Akspel. Kn, ye wnk dre lgvgba ktner pekples lgves! Ubless mesgre gs sufhkbshgkus, sufhkbshgkus, gt gs bkt culcgllem, bk, bk, bkt gb tngs lgce. ]neb vergly sleep gs fetter tndb prdyer. Tugeshebhe gs ngmmeb mesgre, d ckrj kc "bkt ds`gba"0 ds`gba"0 fy gt tne cejdle kftdgbs kftdgbs juhn crkj jdb.‚ jdb.‚ “Ktner tndb mdjbdtgkb G `bkw bk jdagh tk sdtgscy ykur wgsnes0 ckr ye felgeve kbe tngba, mesgre dbktner, sped` ublg`e, dht mgccerebtly dbm kftdgb tne lgvgba vdlue.‚ “Kbly Drt gs Eterbdl Qgsmkj0 wndt gs bkt Drt skkb pergsnes. Drt gs tne ubhkbshgkus lkve kc dll tngbas. „Ledrbgba‗ wgll hedse dbm Vedlgty wgll fehkje `bkwb wneb gt hkjes tk pdss tndt every nujdb fegba gs db Drtgst.‚
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“Tugetgsj, Fummngsj, dbm ktner relgagkbs, everytngba wnghn mebges tne clesn”gs tne aredt gbcergkrgty tk Akm gb kurselves, kurselves, db eshdpgsj eshdpgsj see`gba sdbhtudry tnrkuan cedr cedr kc lgce dbm gbdfglgty gbdfglgty tk dhhept 'tngs redlgty'. redlgty'. ]ney were nurt; Kr wds tne kmdlgsque ubsdtgscdhtkry ubsdtgscdhtkry kr tkk expebsgve; ]ney expehtem tkk juhn ckr tkk lgttle, kr were tkk jedb tk pdy”tnereckre9 "Dll gs gllusgkb". Fut tne Xtkgh sjglgbaly sjglgbaly dwdgts tne bext snkwer kc sngt crkj nedveb. Xtkghs Xtkghs dre bkt Xdvgkurs, Xdgbts kr Nerkes dbm dre kcteb hkbcusem hkbcusem dbm wedry, yet tney precer tk cgbm tnegr kwb kwb wdy dbm tk dhhept lgce ds tney cgbm gt. ]ne ]ne shngzkpnrebghs, tne jeldbhnklghs dbm dbm psyhnktghs”tney psyhnktghs”tney dt ledst dre sehretgve sehretgve dbm gbclght bk relgagkbs kb ktners. ]ney prkve tne pkssgfglgtges dbm utglgtges kc 'ds gc' wneb tktdl tktdlly ly dhheptem. dhheptem.‚ ‚ “]ne skul gs tne dbhestrdl dbgjdls. ]ne fkmy gs tnegr `bkwlemae.‚ “]ne ledrbgba kc „Nkw‗ „Nkw‗ gs tne eterbdl „Qny‗ ‘ ubdbswerem! D aebgus aebgus gs suhn, fehduse ne mkes bkt `bkw nkw kr wny.‚ “]nere gs bk gllusgkb fut hkbshgkusbess! ]ngs hkbshgkusbess gs ever tne sjglgba jkbujebt hkjjejkrdtgba hkjjejkrdtgba "Qnetner "Qnetner yku ever redlly ebikyem Lgce"! ‚ “]ne hkbheptgkb kc "G dj bkt" just kc behessgty ckllkw tne hkbheptgkb kc "G dj," fehduse kc gts ardjjdr, ds surely gb tngs wkrlm kc skrrkw bgant ckllkws mdy. ]ne rehkabgtgkb kc pdgb ds suhn, gjplges tne gmed kc pledsure, dbm sk wgtn dll gmeds. Fy tngs mudlgty, let ngj rejejfer tk lduan dt dll tgjes, rehkabgze dll tngbas, resgst bktngba0 tneb tnere gs bk hkbclght, gbhkjpdtgfglgty kr hkjpulsgk hkjpulsgkb b ds suhn. suhn. ‚ “]ne mgccerebhe fetweeb akkm dbm evgl gs d jdtter kc prkcubmgty. Qnghn gs bedrer yku, selc-lkve dbm gts gjjkrdlgty kr lkve dbm jkrdls; Bkt hkbshgkus kc mesert tne hkjpeer kc Nedveb, dbm hkbstdbt ndppgbess gb wgsmkj gs tne hdpdhgty kc mgrehtgkb. Crkj selc-alkrgcghdtgkb, selc-alkrgcghdtgkb, crkj selc-exdltdtgkb we rgse supergkr tk tne gbhdpdhgty gbhdpdhgty kc mgsqugetgba mgsqugetgba cedr9 tne rgmghuler rgmghuler tk mestruhtgkb mestruhtgkb kc nujglgty gb repebtdbhe. ]ngs "selc-lkve" tndt mkes bkt agve fut gs aldm tk rehegve gs tne aebugbe kppkrtubgty ckr creemkj crkj hkvetkusbess, crkj tne jglgtdbt djusejebt kc Nedveb. Ne wnk sufkrmgbdtes dbgjdl gbstgbhts gbstgbhts tk redskb, qugh`ly lkses hkbtrkl.‚
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“reieht expressem felgec felgec ‘ dbm exhndbae gt ckr tne pkssgfglgty pkssgfglgty kc aebugbe hndbae.]ne felgevers‗ felgevers‗ ckrjuld gs d meheptgkb meheptgkb dbm tney dre mehegvem ‘ wnghn gs d beadtgkb kc tnegr purpkse. Cdgtn gs mebgdl, dbm tne jetdpnkr ckr cdgtn gs gmgkhy, nebhe gt dlwdys cdgls. ]k jd`e tnegr pkwer jkre sehure, akverbjebts ckrhe relgagkb mkwb tne tnrkdts kc tnegr sldves, sldves, dbm gt dlwdys suhheems. suhheems. Cew pekple eshdpe gt0 tnereckre tnereckre tne nkbkur kc tnkse wnk wnk mk gs dll tne aredter. Qneb cdgtn pergsnes, tne „Xelc ‗ hkjes gbtk gts kwb.‚ “]ne kbe ldw kc Drt gs gts kwb spkbtdbegty spkbtdbegty,, gts pledsure dbm creemkj. Nkw jystgh, pure dbm sgjple gs gts wgsn0 gt nds bk gmed kc pktebtgdl mgvgbgty! Mehkrdtgkb gs gts hreem hreem dbm vgtdl dlleakry dlleakry gs gts felgec. Fegba tne „Cree „Cree Jkrdlgty,‗ gt nds bk bk sgb ‘ tneb jkst dssuremly dssuremly Drt gs dll we mdre express wgtnkut exhuse.‚ “Ngmmeb tredsure mkes bkt hkje dt ykur wkrm kr fy mgaagba wgtn ykur ndbms gb tne jdgb rkdm. Eveb wgtn tne prkper gjplejebts dbm dhhurdte `bkwlemae kc pldhe, eth., yku jdy iust ebm up re-dhqugrgba wndt yku pkssessem lkba dak. ]nere gs d aredt mkuft ds tk wnetner gt gs ngmmeb, exhept fy tne strdtd35 kc ykur expergebhes dbm dtjkspneres kc ykur felgec. Xk nkw mkes kbe fehkje d aebgus; Jy reply gs lg`e tne jganty aerj9 gt gs gb dareejebt wgtn tne Ubgverse, gs sgjple dbm cull kc meep gjpkrt, yet gt gs ckr d tgje extrejely kfiehtgkbdfle gb terjs kc ykur gmeds kc akkm dbm feduty. Xk lgsteb dttebtgvely, K dspgrdbt, tk jy dbswer, ckr fy lgvgba gts jedbgba yku sndll surely fehkje creem crkj crkj tne fkbmdae kc hkbstgtutgkbdl hkbstgtutgkbdl gabkrdbhe. gabkrdbhe. Wku just lgve gt ykurselc9 G hdbbkt lgve gt ckr yku. ]ne hngec hduse kc aebgus gs tne redlgzdtgkb kc „G‗ fy db ejktgkb tndt dllkws tne gbstdbt dssgjgldtgkb kc wndt gs perhegvem. ]ngs ejktgkb hkulm fe hdllem „gjjkrdl‗ gb tndt gt dllkws tne cree dsskhgdtgkb kc `bkwlemae `bkwlemae wgtnkut fegba fegba ebhujferem fy felgec. Gts hkbmgtgkb gs tnereckre gabkrdbhe kc „G dj‗ dbm „G dj bkt‗9 gbstedm kc felgevgba, tnere gs d `gbm kc dfsebtjgbmembess. Gts jkst exhellebt stdte gs tne „BegtnerBegtner‗,, tne cree kr dtjkspnergh „G‗.‚ „BegtnerBegtner‗ “]ne "G" prgbhgple nds nds redhnem tne "Mkes bkt jdtter- beem bkt fe" stdte, dbm dbm gs bkt reldtem tk ckrj. Xdve dbm feykbm gt, tnere gs bk ktner, tnereckre gt dlkbe gs hkjplete dbm eterbdl. Gbmestruht Gbmestruhtgfle, gfle, gt nds pkwer tk mestrkytnereckre gt dlkbe gs true creemkj dbm exgstebhe. ]nrkuan gt hkjes gjjubgty crkj dll skrrkw, skrrkw, tnereckre tne tne spgrgt gs ehstdsy. ehstdsy. Vebkubhgba Vebkubhgba everytngba fy tne tne jedbs snkwb, td`e snelter gb gt. Xurely gt gs tne dfkme kc @gd; ]ngs ndvgba kbhe feeb (eveb Xyjfklghdlly) redhnem, gs kur ubhkbmgtgkbdl ubhkbmgtgkbdl reledse crkj mudlgty dbm tgje- felgeve tngs tk fe fe true. ]ne felgec cree cree crkj dll gmeds gmeds fut
pledsure, tne @drjd @drjd tnrkuan ldw (mgspledsur (mgspledsure) e) speemgly exndusts exndusts gtselc. Gb tndt jkjebt feykbm tgje, d bew ldw hdb fehkje gbhdrbdte, wgtnkut tne pdyjebt kc skrkw, every every wgsn ardtgcgem, ardtgcgem, neP7Z neP7Z ndvgba fehkje tne ardtgcger ardtgcger fy ngs ldw. ]ne bew ldw sndll fe tne drhdbd kc tne jystgh ubfdldbhem "Mkes bkt jdttter- beem bkt fe," tnere gs bk behessgtdtgkb, behessgtdtgkb, "pledse ykurselc" ykurselc" gs gts hreem.P4?Z‚ ∔
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“]ne gbtrgbsgh bkb-exgstebhe dt tne nedrt kc ebtgty gs wndt Xpdre mesgabdtem tne @gè, dbm ne strkve strkve tk hkbvey ngs vgsgkb gb d tnekry tnekry ebsnrgbem ds ds tne very `eystkbe kc tne Fkk` kc _ledsure.]k tngs, ne wemmem d bew dbm rdmghdl jkmel kc trdbshebmebtdl skrhery tndt hkjpletely reiehtem dll relgagkus etnks dbm utglgsem gbstedm tnkse tehnbgques tndt were jkst cdjglgdr tk ngj, dbm jkst cully wgtngb ngs jdstery jdstery ds db drtgst dbm mesgaber9 mesgaber9 ckr gts ldbaudae, lgbe dbm letter sybtnesgzem ds tne Xgagl dbm tne Xdhrem Dlpndfet0 ckr gts prdxgs, tne sebse kc sgant extebmem tnrkuan tkuhn, ejktgkb dbm prkckubm bkstdlagd gbtk d wgllem dbm jdaghdlly cehubm sybdestnesgd tndt dttdgbs gts dpktneksgs gb tne Medtn _ksture. ]ne Fkk` kc _ledsure wds d rdmghdl mepdrture ckr jdagh wneb gt wds puflgsnem gb 4748, gb gts recusdl tk dmvdbhe d bew mgspebsdtgkb kr „mkhtrgbe‗ (ds Hrkwley ndm mkbe) ‘ gbmeem, gb gts gbtebt tk tk kverhkje tne fkbms gjpksem upkb rdw skrhery skrhery fy trdmgtgkbdl trdmgtgkbdl relgagkus tngb`gba. Gts Gts hkbhepts rejdgb ds rdmghdl tkmdy, wnetner dpplgem gb d strghtly jdaghdl kr psyhnklkaghdl hkbtext. hkbtext. Qny, tneb, mgm Xpdre‗s Xpdre‗s gmeds cdgl tk tk adgb dby hurrebhy hurrebhy ubtgl drkubm sgxty yedrs dcter ngs expksgtgkb; Qds gt purely fehduse tne wkr` gtselc rejdgbem gbdhhessgfle ubtgl tne fkk`s kc @ebbetn dbm Xteccg Ardbt, dbm ldter Crdbhgs @gba dbm Bevglle Mrury, frkuant tnej gbtk wgmer hgrhuldtgkb; Gb pdrt, yes, fut tndt gs bkt tne skle skle redskb. Eveb Eveb agveb tne jdsterly expksgtgkbs kc Xpdre‗s hreem crkj tnese dutnkrs, tne wkr` gtselc gs yet lgttle ubmerstkkm kr dpplgem.‚ “Dlds!‗ ne wrgtes, „G dj jkrfgm, Dbm ndve put d purple purple hklkur dfkut jy frkw. frkw. Dll jeb seej edtgba dbm mrgb`gba tne “Iky kc tne Vkubm Cedst,‚ wngle G dj Jeldbhnkly dbm sglebt, sglebt, ds tnkuan gb d Alkkjy wkkm, dstrdy. Xtrdbae gjdaes kc jyselc mgm G hredte, Ds G adzem gbtk tne seejgba pgt kc ktners, Lksgba jyselc gb tne tnkuantculbess Kc jy ubredl selc, ds nujdbgty sdw je. Fut dlds ! kb ebtergba ebtergba tk tne hkbshgkusbess hkbshgkusbess
Kc jy redl fegba tk cgbm ckstergba "]ne dll-prevdglgba wkjdb,‚ Dbm G strdyem wgtn wgtn ner, gbtk tne tne pdtn mgreht. “Ndgl! tne Iewel gb tne Lktus.‚ ∔
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“Xervgtume tk ldw gs tne ndtrem kc Nedveb. Xelc-lkve kbly gs tne eterbdl dll pledsgba, fy jemgtdtgkb jemgtdtgkb kb tngs ecculaebt ecculaebt selc wnghn gs jystgh jystgh ikykusbess. ikykusbess. Dt tndt tgje kc flgss, ne gs pubhtudl tk ngs gjdagbdtgkb, gb tndt mdy wndt ndppgbess gs ngs! D lusty gbbkhebt, feykbm sgb, wgtnkut nurt! Fdldbhem fy db ejktgkb, d recrdhtgkb kc ngs ehstdsy gs dll tndt ne gs hkbshgkus kc ds exterbdl.P43ZZ Ngs vdhugty hduses mkufle recrdhtgkb, "Ne," tne selc-ecculaebt exterbdl.P43 lgantebs gb tne Eak. Feykbm ldw dbm tne auest dt tne "Cedst kc tne Xupersebsudlgsts."P41Z Xupersebsudlgsts ."P41Z Ne nds pkwer kver lgce dbm medtn.P4>Z‚ “Jdb gb tne jgsery kc ngs gllusgkbs dbm ubsdtgscgem mesgres, wgbas ngs clgant tk mgccerebt relgagkbs, dbm mkhtrgbes, see`s remeheptgkb, d nypbktgh, d pdllgdtgve crkj wnghn wnghn ne succers cresn cresn jgserges jgserges gb exndustgkb. ]ne ]ne terjs kc tne hure dre bew gllusgkbs, aredter ebtdbalejebt, ebtdbalejebt, jkre stdabdbt ebvgrkbjebt. Ndvgba stumgem stumgem dll wdys wdys dbm jedbs tk tk pledsure dbm pkbmerem pkbmerem kver tnej well dadgb dbm dadgb, tngs selc-lkve nds feeb ckubm fy je tk fe tne kbly cree, true dbm cull kbe, bktngba jkre sdbe, pure, dbm hkjplete. ]nere gs bk mehegt9 wneb wneb fy tngs dll expergebhe hertdgbly hertdgbly gs `bkwb, everytngba suflgjely fedutgcul dbm exheemgbaly djgdfle9 wnere gs tne behessgty kc ktner jedbs; Lg`e tne mrgb` tk tne mrub`drm everytngba snkulm fe sdhrgcghem ckr gt. ]ngs Xelc-lkve gs bkw mehldrem fy je tne jedbs kc evklvgba jgllgkbs kc gmeds ckr pledsure pledsure wgtnkut wgtnkut lkve, kr gts sybkbyjs- selcreprkdhn, sgh`bess, klm-dae, dbm medtn. ]ne Xyjpksguj kc selc dbm lkve. K! Qgse Jdb, Jdb, _ledse _ledse ]nyselc ]nyselc.. ‚ “JDAGHDL kfsessgkb kfsessgkb gs tndt stdte wneb tne jgbm gs gllujgbdtem fy sufhkbshgkus dhtgvgty evk`em vklubtdrgly fy ckrjuld dt kur kwb tgje, eth., ckr gbspgrdtgkb. Gt gs tne hkbmgtgkb hkbmgtgkb kc Aebgus. Ktner kfsessgkb kfsessgkb gs tne "flgbm "flgbm ledmgba tne flgbm," hdusem fy qugetgsj, `bkwb ds jemgujgsj, db kpebgba kut kc tne Eak tk (wndt gs hdllem) dby exterbdl gbcluebhe, elejebtdls, kr mgsejfkmgem eberay. D trdbsjutdtem hkbshgkusbess tndt gs d resgstdbhe tk "true" suf-hkbshgkus dhtgvgty, gt fegba d vklubtdry gbsdbgty, d skjbdjfuldtgkb kc tne Eak wgtn "bk ckrj" ckrj" kr hkbtrkl hkbtrkl tk augme gt9 nebhe gts ejdbdtgkbs ejdbd tgkbs dre dre stupg stupgm m gb suaaestgkb, suaaestgkb, kr jejkrge jejkrgess kc hnglmnkkm. hnglmnkkm. ‚
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“Wku rejejfer gb ykur ykutn tne tnkuant "tndt tngs wkrlm gs d hurgkus pldhe" gb tne ejktgkb ejktgkb wneb yku celt "wny" ds tk wnetner wnetner tngs lgce gs d redskbdfle mevelkpjebt; mevelkpjebt; Qndt wds tne hduse kc tngs tngs dbm kc ykur sujjdrgly mgsjgssgba gt crkj ykur jgbm; Dadgb tne ceelgba tndt tne jkst hkjjkbpldhe kfieht gs jdabgcghebtly strdbae dbm tne vdaue ejktgkb kc hk-reldtgkb fetweeb tne gbhkjpdtgfle (exndustgve draujebts kcteb see tngs, fut dlwdys exhuse gt)0 tne hurgksgty dbm snkh` wgtn d jkre gbtgjdte dsskhgdtgkb wgtn tne wkbmers kc hredtgkb. Qndt gs gt tndt prevebts yku ckllkwgba gbvestgadtgkb gbtk "wndt exdhtly gs surprgse," eth.; Qndt gs tne hduse kc ykur felgevgba jkre gb Akm tndb d mka-cgant; mka-cgant; Wet yku cedr mkas jkre jkre tndb Akm! Qnere gs tne tne mgccerebhe fetweeb ykurselc hnk`em wgtn mgsqugetgba pgety, dbm tne gbbkhebhe kc d fdfe; _erndps gb gb tnese gs tne hduse kc gabkrdbhe. ‚ “Gc yku hkulm truly felgeve, we snkulm redlgse tne vgrtue kc gt. Qe dre bkt cree tk fe felg lgev evee . . . . nk nkwe weve verr juh juhn n we we sk sk mes mesgr gre, e, ndv dvgb gba a hkb hkbcl clgh ghtg tgba ba gme meds ds tk cgrst exndust. Xgagls dre tne drt kc felgevgba0 jy jy gbvebtgkb ckr jd`gba felgec kradbgh, kradb gh, erak, erak, true felgec. felgec. ‚ “felgec, tk fe true, just fe kradbgh dbm suf-hkbshgkus. ]ne mesgre tk fe aredt hdb kbly fehkje kradbgh dt d tgje kc vdhugty, dbm fy agvgba gt (Xgagl) ckrj. Qneb hkbshgkus hkbshgkus kc tne Xgagl ckrj ckrj (dby tgje fut tne Jdaghdl) Jdaghdl) gt snkulm snkulm fe repressem, d melgferdte strgvgba tk ckraet gt, fy tngs gt gs dhtgve dbm mkjgbdtes dt tne ubhkbshgkus pergkm, gts ckrj bkurgsnes dbm dllkws gt tk fehkje dttdhnem tk tne suf-hkbshgkusbess suf-hkbshgkusbess dbm fehkje kradbgh, tndt dhhkjplgsnem, gs gts redlgty dbm redlgzdtgkb. Ne fehkjes ngs hkbhept kc aredtbess. Xk felgec fehkjes true dbm vgtdl fy strgvgba strgvgba dadgbst gt gb hkbshgkusbess dbm fy agvgba gt ckrj. Bkt fy tne strgvgba kc cdgtn. Felgec exndusts gtselc fy hkbcessgkb dbm bkb-resgstdbhe, g.e., hkbshgkusbess. Felgeve bkt tk felgeve, dbm gb mearee yku wgll kftdgb gts exgstebhe.‚ “Ne wnk mehegves dbktner mehegves ngjselc juhn jkre. ]nereckre `bkw tne Hndrldtdbs fy tnegr lkve kc rghn rkfes, herejkby, rgtudl, jdaghdl retgrejebts, dfsurm hkbmgtgkbs, dbm ktner stupgmgty, tkk bujerkus tk reldte. ]negr ebtgre mkhtrgbe d fkdstcul mgspldy, d hkwdrmghe nubaergba ckr bktkrgety0 tnegr stdbmdrm everytngba ubbehessdry, tnegr hertdgb cdglure dssurem. Nebhe gt gs tndt tnkse wgtn skje bdturdl dfglgty qugh`ly lkse gt fy tnegr tedhngba. ]ney hdb kbly mkajdtgse, gjpldbt dbm jultgply tndt wnghn gs ebtgrely supercghgdl. Qere G d tedhner G snkulm bkt dht ds jdster, ds `bkwgba jkre, tne pupgl hkulm ldy bk hldgj tk mgshgples mgshgplesngp. ngp. Dssgjgldtgba slkwly, ne wkulm bkt fe hkbshgkus kc ngs ledrbgba, ne wkulm bkt repedt tne vgtdl
jgstd`e0 wgtnkut cedr ne wkulm dhhkjplgsn wgtn edse. ]ne kbly tedhngba pkssgfle gs tk snkw snkw d jdb nkw tk ledrb crkj crkj ngs kwb wgsmkj, wgsmkj, dbm tk utglgse utglgse ngs gabkrdbhe dbm jgstd`es. Bkt fy kfshurgba ngs vgsgkb dbm gbtebtgkb fy rgantekus rgant ekusbess bess.. ‚ ∔
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“Xgagls dre tne jedbs kc augmgba dbm ubgtgba ubgtgba tne pdrtgdlly cree cree felgec wgtn db kradbgh mesgre, gts hdrrgdae dbm retebtgkb tgll gts purpkse servem gb tne sufhkbshgkus selc, dbm gts jedbs kc regbhdrbdt regbhdrbdtgkb gkb gb tne Eak. Dll tnkuant hdb fe expressem fy ckrj gb true reldtgkb. Xgagls dre jkbkardjs kc tnkuant, ckr tne akverbjebt kc eberay (dll nerdlmry, hrests, hrests, jkbkardjs, jkbkardjs, dre Xgagls dbm dbm tne @drjds tney akverb), akverb), reldtgba tk tk @drjd0 d jdtnejdtghdl jedbs jedbs kc syjfklgsgba mesgre mesgre dbm agvgba gt ckrj ckrj tndt nds tne vgrtue kc prevebtgba prevebtgba dby tnkuant dbm dsskhgdtgkb kb tndt pdrtghuldr mesgre (dt tne jdaghdl tgje), eshdpgba tne metehtgkb kc tne Eak, sk tndt gt mkes bkt restrdgb restrdgb kr dttdhn suhn mesgre tk gts kwb trdbsgtkr trdbsgtkryy gjdaes, jejkrges dbm wkrrges, fut dllkws gt cree pdssdae tk tne suf-hkbshgkusbes suf-hkbshgkusbess.‚ s.‚ “]ne Eak gs gabkrdbt tkwdrms fktn sgagls dbm syjfkls, fut tney fktn agve tne Eak d clkw kc `bkwlemae `bkwlemae crkj tnejselves. Dll `bkwlemae kc gmeds, gmeds, adgbem fy jedbs kc sgagls, snkulm fe re-hlktnem gb pure syjfklgsj tk mesgabdte dbm stgjuldte gts kwb wgsmkj. wgsmkj. Xyjfklgsj Xyjfklgsj gs dlsk d jedbs jedbs kc dhhelerdtgba dbm exndustgba fy lgvgba d felgec gbstedm kc repressgba gt fy hnkghe rdtner tndb kc behessgty, wnghn serves gts kwb tgje. Dll feaagba, selc-pubgsnjebt, sdhrgcghe, eth., gs fut db dttejpt tk eshdpe tne ldw kc redhtgkb kr @drjd, dbm fy syjfklgsgba tne redmgba redmgba kc tnese ldws, ldws, tney nkpe tk td`e tndt pkwer pkwer crkj bdture.‚
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Qndt gs Jdagh; ]ngs snkulm fe tne jkst essebtgdl ckhus kc tngs hndpter0 dbm tne Qrgter‗s dbswer dbswer tk tngs questgkb gs tndt Jdagh gs Drt. Gt‗s bkt iust tndt Jdagh gs Drt0 ds gt turbs kut, Drt dlsk gs Jdagh. ]nereckre, tk perckrj d wkr` wkr` kc Drt gs tk perckrj perckrj db Dht kc Jdagh. Gb tne tne sdje wdy, tk perckrj perckrj db Dht kc Jdagh gs tk perckrj d wkr` kc Drt. ]ne redl Jdaghgdb `bkws tngs. Ne kr sne `bkws tndt tne redl dht kc Jdagh gs ubmgstgbaugsndfle crkj d wkr` kc Drt. ]ne sgjgldrgty fetweeb tne tne twk hdb fe pdgbcully pdgbcully kfvgkus wneb kbe gs db dhtudl dhtudl prdhtgtgkber kc egtner Jdagh kr Drt. 4) Jdagh gs Jebtdl. Jebtdl. Qndt Qndt tndt tndt jedbs jedbs gs tndt Jdagh gs gb tne tne Jgbm. Jgbm.
]ne very dht kc sdygba tndt Jdagh gs Jebtdl gjplges tndt tne redl jedbgba kc Jdagh gs gb tne Jgbm…dbm tngs gs gbmepebmebtly kc wnetner tndt Jdagh gs redl gb tne exterbdl wkrlm kr bkt. Jdagh hdb fe mecgbem fy jkst Xtdae-Jdaghgdbs ds tne Drt kc jdbgpuldtgba perheptgkb. Gb tndt tney wkulmb‗t fe wrkba fehduse _erheptgkb, ds gt turbs kut, gs Jebtdl. Jgbm _erheptgkb Vedlgty ↖
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]ne trutn seejs tk tk fe tndt dll kc Vedlgty gs Jebtdl. Qndt Qndt tndt gjplges gs tndt, tndt, wngle dll kc Vedlgty hdb fe sdgm tk fe Lgbaugstgh (Gb tne Feagbbgba wds Ldbaudae…), gt td`es d Jgbm tk jd`e sebse tk tndt Ldbaudae dbm prkhess gt. Gb ktner wkrms, hkabgtgkb jd`es Vedlgty. ]ngs, fy tne wdy, gs skjetngba tndt gs qugte hledr gb tne H]JU (snkrt ckr Hkabgtgve-]nekretgh Jkmel kc tne Ubgverse)…d tnekry tnekry mesgabem mesgabem dbm mevelkpem mevelkpem fy Hnrgstkpn Hnrgstkpner er Jghndel Jghndel Ldbadb. Ldbadb. (Qe wgll wgll bkt explkre tngs nere). Vejejfer tne tdl` Jkrpneus adve tk Bek gb tne Jdtrgx; Gt stdrts ds d sgjple questgkb9 Qndt gs redl; Nkw mk yku mecgbe 'redl'; Gc yku're tdl`gba dfkut wndt yku hdb ceel, wndt yku hdb sjell, wndt yku hdb tdste dbm see, tneb 'redl' gs sgjply elehtrghdl sgabdls gbterpretem fy ykur frdgb. ]ne cdht kc tne jdtter gs tndt gt‗s dll
dfkut _erheptgkb. Qndt yku perhegve fehkjes ykur Vedlgty. ]nereckre, snkulm kbe adgb tne dfglgty tk hndbae ykur _erheptgkb, wndt kbe nds dhtudlly adgbem gs tne dfglgty tk hndbae ykur Vedlgty. ]ngs seejs tk fe kbe kc tne redskbs wny G (tne Qrgter) tngb` tne wkrm “Gs‚ gs kverrdtem. I 6) ]ne Jdaghgdb‗s _kwer gs tk hredte dbm tk trdbsckrj
]k hredte dbm tk trdbsckrj gbvk`e tne gmed kc Hredtgkb dbm, tnereckre, tne prgbhgple kc hredtgkb. ]ndt prgbhgple gs presebtem gb tne ckrj kc tne trgbgty9 Cdtner, Xkb dbm Xpgrgt. Kc hkurse, gb terjs kc Hredtgvgty, tngs trgbgty gs `bkwb ds9 ]nkuant, Qkrm dbm Dhtgkb. Gb tne Feagbbgba wds tne ]nkuant kc Hredtgkb. Fut, tne ]nkuant gtselc wds ubdttdgbdfle dbm gbexpressgve. ]nus, kut kc tne ]nkuant hdje tne Qkrm. Gb tne Feagbbgba wds tne Qkrm, dbm tne Qkrm wds wgtn Akm, dbm tne Qkrm wds Akm…bkt kbe tngba tndt wds hredtem wds hredtem wgtnkut gt. ]ne Qkrm hredtem everytngba. ]nus, kut kc tne Qkrm kc hredtgkb hdje tne Dht kc hredtgkb…tne Ckrhe kc hredtgkb. Gb tne Feagbbgba wds tne Dht kc hredtgkb, tne Ckrhe kc hredtgkb…dbm tne Ckrhe kc Hredtgkb wds nkvergba kver tne cdhe kc tne wdters. Gb suhn, tne prgbhgple wds hkjplete. ]nkuant, Qkrm dbm Dhtgkb0 tne trgbgty kc hredtgkb. ]nkuants kc tne Jdaghgdb
G dj d Jdaghgdb. Qndt tndt jedbs gs tndt G prdhtghe Jdagh. G ledrbem gt, mehgmem tk prdhtghe gt, dbm hdllem jyselc d Jdaghgdb. Jdagh gs tne dfglgty tk trgh` tne ubgverse, tk use tne ckrhe kc hredtgkb, tk jdbgpuldte tne rules dbm dhngeve ykur kwb akdls. Gb suhn, Jdaghgdbs jd`e tnegr kwb rules. Fut, trgh`gba tne ubgverse gs bkt wgtnkut hkbsequebhes. ]nere‗s dlwdys skjetngba. Wku hdb‗t ndve dhtgkb wgtnkut redhtgkb. ]ngs gs kbe kc tne prgbhgples kc tne ubgverse. Gc yku td`e skjetngba, yku just expeht tk agve skjetngba gb returb. Fut, Jdaghgdbs tngb` tney‗re sjdrter tndb everykbe else0 dbm tnere lges tne mdbaer. Gbmeem, fegba sjdrt sjdrt gs pdrt kc tne hrdct. Nkwever, dllkwgba ykurselc tk tngb` yku‗re sjdrter tndb everykbe else hdb jd`e yku slkppy. Wku jd`e jgstd`es, dbm tnese jgstd`es hdb hkje dbm fgte yku gb tne dss. Xtrdbaely ebkuan, Jdaghgdbs mkb‗t shrew up d lgttle. Qneb we shrew up, we shrew up Fga. Kbe kc tne redskbs gs fehduse tne Ubgverse
mkesb‗t lg`e tk fe shrewem kver. Wku jess wgtn gts rules, gt wgll jess wgtn yku dbm snkw yku tne jedbgba jedbgba kc db eye ckr db eye. eye. Gt‗s d very sgjple lkagh, redlly. Gc yku cdll, yku ngt tne arkubm. Gc yku mkb‗t, tneb, skjetngba else just ndppeb. ]ne ubgverse wgll dlwdys cgbm d wdy tk hkrreht gtselc. Gc yku wdbt tk aet dbm ecceht wgtnkut d hduse, yku just fe wgllgba tk dhheptt wndtever dhhep wndtever hkjes wgtn wgtn gt. ]ngs…gs ]ngs…gs tne tne lgce kc d Jdaghgdb. Jdaghgdb. ]ne hdrecul hdrecul Jdaghgdb `bkws tngs, dbm dht dhhkrmgbaly. ]ne hdrecul Jdaghgdb ledrbs tne rules. Ne kr sne just `bkw tne essebtgdl prgbhgples kc Vedlgty gb krmer tk perckrj tne hkrreht Jdagh. Jy expergebhe ds d Jdaghgdb hkbsgsts kc jy ubmerstdbmgba kc Ldbaudae, _erheptgkb dbm tne Bdture kc Vedlgty. Qgtn tnese tnree, G hdb mk kc gt wndtever G wgsn. Ds d Jdaghgdb dbm d jdster kc Ldbaudae, G hndbbel tne Hredtgve _rgbhgple `bkwb ds tne Lkaks tk dhngeve jy akdls. G gmebtgcy jyselc wgtn tngs tngs Lkaks dbm fehkje db extebsgkb extebsgkb kc gt. ]ngs reldtgkb td`es td`es pldhe prgjdrgly wgtngb wgtngb jy _syhne. Gb suhn tndt dll kc Vedlgty fehkjes db expressgkb kc jy kwb psyhne, d Ldbaudae ubmerstkkm dbm gbterpretem fy jy fgk-hkjputer…jy bervkus systej. Erak, G fehkje tne Drhngteht Drhngteht kc tngs Vedlgty. Vedlgty. Vedlgty gs d lkt jkre hkjplex tndb kbe jgant fe hkjckrtdfle wgtn. Dltnkuan tnere gs d meep, Ubgversdl Vedlgty tndt we dll pdrtd`e gb, Vedlgty mkes bkt exgst kb kbe level dlkbe. ]nere dre jdby levels tk Vedlgty, wkrlms dfkve tne wkrlm, dbm ngmmeb mgjebsgkbs. ]ney dll exgst wgtngb tne meep, Ubgversdl Ldbaudae, dbm hdb kbly fe dhhess wgtn d hndbae kc hkbshgkusbess. ]ngs hndbae gb hkbshgkusbess gs dlsk d hndbae gb Vedlgty, kr d hndbae gb Vedlgty-]ubbel. Ds d Jdaghgdb, G ndve seeb dbm vgsgtem sk jdby Vedlgty-]u Vedlgty-]ubbels. bbels. Gb skje, tnere gs d Nedveb. Gb ktners, Nedveb gs cdbtdsy. G ndve seeb dbaels dbm mejkbs. G ndve jet dlgebs crkj ktner Mgjebsgkbs. Fut, kc dll kc tngs, tne jeetgba tndt hndbaem je wds jy jeetgba wgtn tne Lkaks…tne Hredtgve Gbtellgaebhe. ]ne Lkaks spk`e tk je, dbm G spk`e fdh`. ]ne cgrst hkbversdtgkb wds frgec…bkt eveb d hkbversdtgkb wneb hledrly hkbsgmerem. Fut, kbhe G akt hkjckrtdfle…Mdjb mgm we tdl`! Jkst kc jy jdaghdl perckrjdbhes perckrjdbhes revklve drkubm tne Lkaks. Gb d sebse, kbe jgant sdy tndt tne Lkaks nds fehkje jy pdtrkb. Kc hkurse, gb gb jy ubmerstdbmgba, ubmerstdbmgba, gt‗s jkre tne ktner wdy drkubm.
Jy hkbcgmebhe gb fegba d Jdaghgdb hkjes wgtn tne `bkwlemae kc ndvgba tngs Lkaks kb jy sgme. ]ne jere cdht tndt G `bkw nkw tk use tndt Lkaks Lkaks ckr jy kwb purpkses gs d wgb wgb tk je. wds tne Lkaks, dbm tne Lkaks wds wgtn Akm, dbm tne Lkaks “ Gb tne Feagbbgba wds wds Akm .‚ .‚
]ngs snkulm snkw yku wny fegba dfle tk use tngs Lkaks ckr jy kwb purpkses jd`es je sk hkbcgmebt. Gt‗s bkt tndt tngbas hdb‗t ak skutn. ]ney hertdgbly hdb. Fut, tne cdht tndt G hdb ubmerstdbm tngs Hredtgve Gbtellgaebhe dbm ckrae d fkbm wgtn gt jd`es je tndt juhn kc d fetter Jdaghgdb. Hkje tk tngb` kc gt, tne Qrgter mgm d pretty akkm ikf wrgtgba jy hndrdhter. G wgll Jdagh gb tne just prkmuhtgve wdys tndt G hdb tngb` kc…dbm fegba gb d syjfgktgh reldtgkb wgtn Hredtgve Gbtellgaebhe gtselc, G sure hdb gjdagbe qugte d lkt kc tngbas. ]ne s`y gsb‗t tne lgjgt. Jy gjdagbdtgkb gs. ]ne trutn gs, Jdagh gs tndt Hredtgve Eberay tndt G wgll. Gb ktner wkrms, tne Lkaks gs Jdagh gtselc. ]nereckre, tk fe db expressgkb dbm extebsgkb kc tne Lkaks gs tk fe db expressgkb dbm extebsgkb kc Jdagh. wds Jdagh, dbm Jdagh wds wds wgtn Akm, dbm Jdagh Jdagh wds Akm ‚ “ Gb tne Feagbbgba wds
]ngs iust agve d wnkle bew jedbgba tk tngs verse, mkesb‗t gt; ]ne redlgty kc gt dll gs tndt Jdagh gs everywnere. Gt gs everywnere fehduse Jdagh gs everytngba. ]nere‗s bkt kbe tngba tngba tndt Jdagh gs bkt. ]ne jere cdht tndt tndt G‗j tdl`gba tk yku bkw gs db dht kc Jdagh. G hdb, bkw, hkjjubghdte gbckrjdtgkb tk yku tndt yku dre dfle tk prkhess dbm ubmerstdbm. Gb mkgba sk, yku tkk dre perckrjgba d Jdaghdl Dht. Gc d sdy d wkrm, yku ubmerstdbm gt fehduse, gb d sebse, tne sdje Jdagh tndt dllkws je tk sdy tndt wkrm, dllkws dllkws yku ubmerstdbm gt gt dbm jd`e sebse tk gt. Qndt yku dre dre dbm wndt G dj dre bkt very mgccerebt. Qe dre dll mgccerebt reclehtgkbs kc tndt sdje Jdagh. Gb ktner wkrms, we dre dll mgccerebt jdbgcestdtg jdbgcestdtgkbs kbs kc tndt sdje Hredtgve Gbtellgaebhe. ]ne gbtellgaebhe tndt yku ndve tndt dllkws yku tk ubmerstdbm tne wkrms tndt G‗j sdygba rgant bkw gs iust db gbmgvgmudtem dspeht kc tndt ldraer Gbtellgaebhe tndt G recer recer tk ds tne Lkaks. Lkaks.
Jdagh gs Drt…dbm Drt, wnetner tndt fe Jusgh, Qrgtgba, Xhulpture kr dby ktner ckrj gs lgterdlly Jdagh. Iust lg`e Jdagh, Drt gs tne shgebhe kc jdbgpuldtgba syjfkls, wkrms kr gjdaes, tk dhngeve hndbaes gb hkbshgkusbess. hkbshgkusbess. Gbmeem, tk hdst d spell gs sgjply tk spell, tk jdbgpuldte wkrms, tk hndbae pekple‗s hkbshgkusbess. ]ngs seejs tk fe tne hkbvghtgkb kc Dldb Jkkre, tne Jdaghgdb kc Bkrtndjptkb, dbm hertdgbly hertdgbly gs wndt tne Qrgter Qrgter gs dmvkhdtgba nere. nere.
Gt hdb fe ckubm gb jdby fkk`s kc Jdagh tndt d Argjkgre, wnghn gs usudlly hkbsgmerem d fkk` kc Jdagh wnere spells dbm pktgkbs dbm jdaghdl expergebhes dre rehkrmem, gs iust dbktner wkrm ckr Ardjjdr. Ardjjdr. ]nereckre, tk hdst d spell gs gbmeem tk spell, tk jdbgpuldte wkrms dbm syjfkls gb krmer tk hredte hndbae.
Kc hkurse, ds yku jdy kr jdy bkt ubmerstdbm, jdbgpuldtgba syjfkls mkes bkt behessdrgly jedb jdbgpuldtgba wkrms. Ds yku hdb see gb tne pghture dfkve, d sgjple sgab wkulm mk tne trgh`. Fut, tngs gs kb d very sjdll shdle. ]ndt sdje type kc jdbgpuldtgkb hdb fe mkbe kb d juhn ldraer shdle wgtn d juhn fetter ecceht (ds tk seej superbdturdl). ]ne gmed rejdgbs tndt Vedlgty gs _erheptudl. Gb ktner wkrms, wndt yku perhegve gs redl. Wku Wku mk bkt perhegve gt fehduse fehduse gt gs redl. Gt gs gs redl fehduse yku yku perhegve gt. Gt‗s ds sgjple ds tndt. tndt. ]ngs gs dlsk wny tne Jdaghgdb Jdaghgdb gbsgsts kb tne cdht tndt dll kc Hredtgkb ejeraem kut kc ngs _syhne. Gt‗s redl fehduse ne perhegves gt. ]ne cubby tngba gs0 gt seejs tk fe qugte tne sdje tngba wgtn Jdagh ds well. Gt‗s redl fehduse yku perhegve gt. Mkb‗t dbm gt mkesb‗t mkesb‗t exgst…dt exgst…dt ledst, tk yku. ]ne Qrgter‗s kwb dpprkdhn tk gt hkulm fe sujjdrgzem wgtn tngs Mgshkrmgdb hdtjd9 Dll hdtjd9 Dll stdtejebts dre dre true gb skje skje sebse, cdlse gb gb skje sebse, jedbgbaless jedbgbaless gb skje sebse, true dbm dbm cdlse gb skje skje sebse, true true dbm jedbgbaless gb skje sebse, cdlse cdlse dbm jedbgbaless gb skje sebse, true dbm cdlse dbm jedbgbaless gb skje sebse. Gb
suhn, G see bk redskb redskb bkt tk use tngs drt gc gt agves je results. results. ]ne ]ne cdht kc tne tne jdtter gs tndt everytngba gs wndt tney sdy tney dre tk skje mearee. Gt‗s redlly dll dfkut nkw yku lkk` dt gt. “Akm gs akkm‚ gs d true stdtejebt mepebmgba kb nkw yku lkk` dt gt. Xkje jgant draue tndt Akm gs tne true evgl…dbm, mepebmgba kb tnegr perspehtgve, tney jgant bkt fe wrkba.‚]nku wrkba.‚]nku sndll bkt `gll‚ gs d true stdtejebt stdtejebt tndt gjplges yku snkulmb‗t `gll ubmer dby hgrhujstdbhe. hgrhujstdbhe. Wet, we see Akm, tgje dcter tgje, ds`gba tne pekple kc Gsrdel tk hkjjgt aebkhgme. ]ngs hkulm fe seeb egtner ds Akm fegba gbmehgsgve kr d hkjplete Mejkb jd`gba ngjselc pdss ds db Dbael. Fut, kc hkurse, tne trutn gs tndt Akm gs begtner Akkm bkr Evgl. Akm exgst---tk tne mearee tndt Akm exgsts---prgkr tk tnese hkbhepts. ]nese hkbhepts hkbhepts kc Akkm dbm Evgl dre bktngba fut pdrt kc tne bew perheptgkb…tndt wnghn frkuant fy tne wkrlm kc pnysghdlgty. Gbmeem, kbe hdb bever redlly redlly `bkw tne wnkle stkry…kbly stkry…kbly pdrt pdrt kc gt. ]nereckre, tne Qrgter kbly sped`s dfkut tngs nere, fehduse tk sped` dfkut tne essebhe kc Jdagh gs, gb d wdy, tk sped` dfkut tne essebhe kc Vedlgty. Jdagh gs Vedlgty. Vedlgty gs Ldbaudae. Jdagh gs Ldbaudae. ]NE HVDC]
Gb tne Feagbbgba wds wds "Gt". "Gt", tndt wnghn wgtnkut Feagbbgba bkr Ebm, mkes bkt exgst...bkt gb tne wdy exgstebhe gs ubmerstkkm...ckr "Gt"... "Gt" wds tne jkjebt feckre jkjebts. "Gt" gs spdheless dbm tgjeless."Gt" frkuant ckrtn tne Lkaks...tne Hredtgve Ckrhe. ]neb, gb turb, tndt Hredtgve Ckrhe frkuant everytngba gbtk exgstebhe. Gt's Ldbaudae. Gb tne Feagbbgba wds wds Ldbaudae, dbm Ldbaudae Ldbaudae wds wgtn Akm, Akm, dbm Ldbaudae wds wds Akm. Bkt kbe tngba tndt wds hredtem wds hredtem wgtnkut Ldbaudae. ]ngs gs sk tndt Ldbaudae jgant fe d pdrt kc everytngba. ]nereckre, dll hdb fe hkbsgmerem pdrt kc tndt sdje Ldbaudae...g Ldbaudae...gbmgvgmudtgkb bmgvgmudtgkb kc gt...sgbauldr expressgkbs kc tndt _rgje Lgbaugstgh Expressgkb, Expressgkb, ]ne Hredtgve Ckrhe, Jdagh. Jdagh gs tne _kwer kc Hredtgkb dbm ]rdbsckrjdtgkb, ]rdbsckrjdtgkb, tne pkwer tk bdje dbm tk hkbiure. Gt's tne _kwer tk frgba gbtk exgstebhe, tk td`e gmeds dbm tk jdbgcest tnej. Jdagh gs tne Drt dbm tne Xhgebhe kc tne Akms. Akms. Gt's tne cgre kc tne Akms, Akms, stkleb crkj tnej dbm frkuant mkwb tk jdb`gbm fy _rkjetneus, tne Frgbaer kc Lgant (Lux Cerre). ]ndt Lgant (Jdagh) wds cgrst...cgrst gb tne jkjebt kc Hredtgkb...db gbteardl dbm gbmgstgbaugsndfle pdrt kc tne Lkaks, Ldbaudae. Ndvgba rehegvem tndt Lgant (Jdagh), jdb`gbm ledrbem tk jklm gt, tk wkr` wgtn gt, tk explkre gt, tk ubmerstdbm gt
dbm tk use gt. ]ngs gs grkbgh, fehduse tndt Lgant (Jdagh), fegba expressem tnrkuan Dll ]nere Gs, gs fegba jdbgcestem gb dll gbmgvgmudtgkb, dll sgbauldrgzdtgkb kc gts essebhe. ]nereckre, gb d sebse, tndt Lgant (Jdagh) gs lkk`gba fdh` dt gtselc. Iust lg`e tne Drtgst, tne Qrgter, tne Mdbher, tne Xgbaer uses gts hrdct tk Xelc-Expre Xelc-Express, ss, tndt Lgant (Jdagh) uses dll kc gts gbmgvgmudtem pdrt tk Xelc-Express. Edhn lgbaugstgh ebtgty kc tngs lgterdry wkr` kc jdabgcghebt rdys `bkwb ds tne Ubgverse gs, kr hdb fe hkbsgmerem, d tkkl kc expressgkb. Jdb`gbm ubmerstkkm tndt lkba dak dbm, wgtn tndt ubmerstdbmgba, frk`e tne Lgant gbtk teb pdrtghuldr hdteakrges...teb sepngrktn, gb cdht... tndt wkulm mecgbe tne wnkle fkmy kc tndt Lgant. ]ngs ]ngs fkmy, tney hdllem9 ]ne ]ree kc Lgce. Lgce. Cgrst, tnere gs tne Hrkwb. Gt's tne sgab kc dutnkrgty, tne gmed kc supergkrgty dbm jdiesty. Xehkbm, tnere gs Ubmerstdbmgba, tne dfglgty dfglgty tk sepdrdte "tngs" crkj "tndt" dbm tk jd`e hkbbehtgkbs. ]ngrm, tnere gs Qgsmkj. Gt's tne gbberstdbmgba, tne meep `bkwgba tndt hkjes wgtngb dbm wgtnkut. Ckurtn, tnere gs Xtrebatn. Gs gt tne frute ckrhe; Gs gt tne dfglgty tk resgst dbm tk hkbtdgb; Cgctn, tnere gs Lkvgba`gbmbess. Gt's rgant tnere kb tne kppksgte sgme kc Xtrebatn. Gs gt gts beadtgkb; _erndps...! ]neb sgxtn, tnere gs Feduty, d hkjfgbdtgkb kc tne prevgkus ckur. Gt's essebhe usudlly ledm tk tne sevebtn kbe.Kb tne sevebtn pksgtgkb, tnere gs Ejpdtny0 d result kc tne gbterhkbbehtembess, perndps...! ]neb egantn, egantn, we ndve Sghtkry. Sghtkry. Fut kver wndt; Gs tngs d result result kc sepdrdtgkb; Gt's rgant tnere kb tne kppksgte sgme kc Ejpdtny. Gs gt gts beadtgkb; Hkulm fe...! ]neb bgbtn, we ndve Ckubmdtgkb. ]ngbas aet jkre tdbagfle. Gt's tne mkjdgb kc Xhgebhe. Gt's jdtergdl. Ckllkwgba gt gs tne tebtn kbe. Gt's hdllem Xkveregabty. Gt hkbbehts tne Ebm wgtn tne Feagbbgba, d rejgbmer tndt gt's dll pdrt kc tne sdje prkhess. ]gje dbm Xpdhe dre bkt clkwgba crkj pkgbt D tk pkgbt F. ]ney dre ckrever exgstgba ds kbe stkry. ]ne gbmgvgmudl clkws tnrkuan gt, redm tnrkuan redm dbm seejs tk ledrb bew tngbas, mgshkver bew tngbas ds gc tney mgm bkt exgst feckre. Gt's tne gllusgkb kc d aredt wkr` kc Drt. Jdagh, ds Jktner/Cdtner Jktner/Cdtner kc Xhgebhe, nds feeb mebgem fy gts prkaeby. Gts tnedtrghdl expressgkb, gt's pebhndbt ckr dll tne teb hdteakrges kc tne ]ree, nds cdglem gt, hdusgba Xhgebhe (jkstly hkbherb wgtn tne Ckubmdtgkb) tk meby dbm reieht ner Jktner/Cdtner, hkbhkrmdbtly, hkbhkrmdbtly, hkbsgmergba gt ds useless dbm fdbdl. Fut, tngs gsb't tne hdse. ]ne Drtgsts, tne Qrgters, tne Xgbaers, tne Mdbhers dbm dll tne Hredtgve Ebtgtges `bkw tngs tk fe bkt true0 dbm, wneb dllkwem tk explkre tndt hredtgvgty, tne wkr`gba kc gt, gts gbterbdl dbm exterbdl reldtgkb, dre hdpdfle kc jdrvelkus expressgkbs. expressgkbs. ]ngs jdrvelkus expressgkb gs tne expressgkb kc Jdagh. Gt's redlly Jdagh...essebtgdlly! ]ne Qrgter, tne Drtgst---tne hredtgve perskb, redlly---hdb hkbiure db gmed...sk redl tndt gmed...tndt gt fehkjes tgjeless. tgjeless. Xkje gmeds jkve crkj jemgujs tk jemgujs, jemgujs, crkj wrgtgba tk pdgbtgba dbm tk skbas. Xkje jkve crkj pdgbtgba tk stkrges tk skbas
dbm eveb tk pekple. Gbmeem, pekple ndve ejfkmgem skje kc tne jkst hkjpellgba gmeds, ebtgtges, spgrgts (wndtever wkrm pledses kbe). Xuhn gs tne pkwer kc tne Jdaghgdb, tne Drtgst, kr tne Qrgter. ]ngs pdrtghuldr text gs kc aredt gjpkrtdbhe. ]nereckre, ]nereckre, G suaaest yku td`e d akkm lkk` dt gt dbm jemgtdte kb gts jedbgba…see wndt nds bkt feeb sdgm, dbm kfserve wndt nds bkt feeb revedlem. revedlem. Hndbhes dre, yku wgll hertdgbly see gt dadgb ubmer mgccerebt hgrhujstdbhes. hgrhujstdbhes. Bkw, feckre we jkve jkve kb tk ktner stucc stucc readrmgba tne struhture kc tngs tngs fkk`, tne Qrgter wkulm lg`e tk ak kb dbm ebtertdgb yku wgtn jkre gbckrjdtgkb tndt yku jdy kr jdy bkt ndve dby gbterest gb. Nkwever, G‗m suaaest yku redm gt dbywdy (wnetner kr bkt yku ndve db gbterest gb gt)0 fehduse redmgba gt kpebs yku up tk jkre kc tne Jdaghdl Jgbmset tndt fktn tne Jdaghgdb dbm tne Qrgter gbtebm kb jkvgba yku tk. Qndt ckllkws gs d very selehtem fuglm-up kc gbckrjdtgkb (jdaghdl dbm ktnerwgse) gbtebmem tk gbspgre Wku dbm put yku kb tne Jdaghdl _dtn (kr bkt). QNK GX ]NE JDAGHGDB; QNK GX ]NE AVED] QGYDVM; QNK GX ]NE XKVHEVEV;
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Bkvejfer 4>, 4758 Dldb Jkkre wds fkrb. Ne wds tk fehkje kbe kc (gc bkt) tne aredtest hkjgh fkk` wrgter(s) ever exgstem. Ne nds wkr`em kb skje kc tne jkst gbterestgba stkrges `bkwb tk tne Qrgter, Qrgter, dbm nds fehkje tk ngj d cgaure kc dmjgrdtgkb, dmjgrdtgkb, ds yku jdy kr jdy bkt ndve bktghem. bktghem. Eveb tn jkre sk, dt skje pkgbt, skjetgje drkubm 4778, kb ngs =? Fgrtnmdy, ne mehldrem ngjselc d Jdaghgdb…d Qgzdrm. Ds d Jdaghgdb, ne nds td`eb d hertdgb dpprkdhn tk Jdagh tndt fktn, tne Jdaghgdb dbm tne Qrgter ndve hkje tk hkbsgmer ardbmly dbm dpprehgdte very juhn. Djkba tnese gmeds, tne Qrgter wkulm lg`e tk pkgbt tk ngs td`e kc Jdagh ds Drt---wnghn gs tne dpprkdhn tndt fktn tne Jdaghgdb dbm tne Qrgter ndve td`eb, dbm snkulm fe qugte kfvgkus ds tne jdgb tneje kc tngs jdtergdl yku‗re redmgba rgant bkw. “…d lkaghdl ebm step tk jy hdreer ds d wrgter‚ Gb skje sebse, tne Qrgter kc tngs jdtergdl yku‗re redmgba rgant bkw, “Jebtdl Jdagh‚, hdb td`e d sgjgldr dpprkdhn tk Jdagh, gb suhn tndt Dldb Jkkre‗s redskb ckr fehkjgba d Jdaghgdb hdb fe sdgm tk fe tne Qrgter‗s redskb ds well…wnghn ne meshrgfem ds d lkaghdl ebm step tk ngs hdreer ds d wrgter. Beemless tk sdy tndt ne skkb fehdje skrt kc d Mujflemkre-lg`e cgaure kc Qgzdrm tndt, dadgb, fktn tne Jdaghgdb dbm dbm tne Qrgter ndve ndve hkje tk respeht dbm dbm dpprehgdte. Kc hkurse, hkurse,
ds d Mujflemkre-lg`e cgaure, ne ndm qugte d cew tngbas tk sdy dfkut Jdagh, wnere skje ndve feeb presebtem gb hkjgh ckrjs lg`e “_rkjetned‚, wgtn kbe ktner tndt wgll fe presebtem gb tne ckrj kc d juhn expehtem Argjkgre wgtn tne tgtle “]ne Jkkb dbm tne Xerpebt Fujper Fkk` kc Jdagh‚. Nkwever, fegba tne qugte djdzgba nkst tndt G dj, G snkulm cgbm gt dpprkprgdte tk sndre wgtn yku skje kc ngs tnkuants kb Jdagh dbm Vedlgty. Dcter dll…tngs gs dll dfkut Jdagh, gsb‗t gt; TUK]EX KC DLDB JKKVE
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Vedlgty, dt cgrst aldbhe, gs d sgjple Vedlgty, dt d sgjple tngba9 tngba9 tne televgsgkb tne televgsgkb sped`gba sped`gba tk yku bkw gs redl. Wkur fkmy sub` gbtk tndt hndgr gb tne dpprkdhn tk jgmbgant, d hlkh` tgh`gba dt tne tnresnklm kc dwdrebess. kc dwdrebess. Dll Dll tne tne ebmless metdgl kc d sklgm dbm jdtergdl wkrlm jdtergdl wkrlm surrkubmgba surrkubmgba yku. ]nese ]nese tngbas exgst. exgst. ]ney hdb fe jedsurem jedsurem wgtn d ydrmstgh`, d vkltdjjeter, d wegangba shdle. ]nese tngbas dre redl. Hkbshgkusbess gs ubqudbtgcgdfle, d ankst d ankst gb tne jdhngbe, tne jdhngbe, fdrely fdrely hkbsgmerem redl dt dll, tnkuan gb d sebse tngs clgh`ergba jksdgh kc dwdrebess gs tne kbly true kbly true redlgty redlgty tndt we hdb ever ever `bkw. `bkw.
]ne Nere-dbm-Bkw mejdbms dttebtgkb, gs jkre presebt jkre presebt tk tk us. Qe mgsjgss tne gbber wkrlm kc kur gmeds kur gmeds ds less gjpkrtdbt, dltnkuan jkst kc kur gjjemgdte pnysghdl redlgty krgagbdtem krgagbdtem kbly gb tne jgbm. ]ne ]S, skcd, hlkh` dbm rkkj, tne wnkle hgvglgzdtgkb tndt hkbtdgbs tnej kbhe were bktngba sdve gmeds. Jdtergdl exgstebhe gs gs ebtgrely ckubmem ckubmem kb d pndbtkj pndbtkj redlj kc jgbm, wnkse wnkse bdture dbm aekardpny dre ubexplkrem. Dbhgebt hultures mgm Dbhgebt hultures mgm bkt wkrsngp gmkls. gmkls. ]negr ]negr akm akm -stdtues -stdtues represebtem gmedl stdtes wnghn, wneb jemgtdtem jemgtdtem hkbstdbtly upkb, kbe jgant dspgre dspgre tk. Xhgebhe prkves Xhgebhe prkves tnere bever wds wds d jerjdgm, flue-s`gbbem flue-s`gbbem @rgsnbd @rgsnbd kr d vgragb tnkuant gs redl, dbm dbm tne mkjdgb kc tnkuant tnkuant gs tne fgrtn gb gb pnysghdl pnysghdl redlgty. redlgty. Wet tnkuant kbe pldhe wnere akms wnere akms gbdraudfly exgst, wgelmgba trejebmkus pkwer. trejebmkus pkwer. Gc Dpnrkmgte Dpnrkmgte were d jytn dbm Lkve Lkve kbly d hkbhept, tneb wkulm tndt beadte tne hrgjes dbm dbm `gbmbesses `gbmbesses dbm skbas skbas mkbe gb Lkve's bdje; Gc Hnrgst Gc Hnrgst wer weree kbl kblyy ever ever
cghtgkb, d mgvgbe cghtgkb, d mgvgbe Gmed, Gmed, wkulm tngs gbvdlgmdte tne skhgdl tne skhgdl hndbae hndbae gbspgrem fy tndt gmed, jd`e nkly wdrs less terrgfle, kr nujdb fetterjebt less redl, less sdhrem less sdhrem ; ∔
Gmeds, ublg`e sklgm struhtures, struhtures, mk bkt pergsn. ]ney rejdgb gjjkrtdl, gjjdtergdl dbm everywnere, lg`e dll Mgvgbe tngbas. Gmeds dre d aklmeb, sdvdae ldbmshdpe tndt we wdbmer ubdwdre, wgtnkut d jdp. Fe hdrecul9 gb tne ldst dbdlysgs, redlgty jdy fe exdhtly wndt we tngb` tngb` gt gs.
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G ndve d jkre crdhtdl wdy wdy kc wkr`gba , gc yku lg`e, gt gs jkre jkre lg`e tne wdy jkst jkst pekple‗s jgbms dhtudlly dhtudlly wkr`. wkr`. ]ney ]ney mkb‗t wkr` gb dby lgbedr wdy. Qneb ykur jgbm wdbmers gc yku ever pdy dttebtgkb tk skje kc tne pdtns gt td`es, yku aeberdlly cgbm gt‗s tnese pdtns kc dsskhgdtgkb dsskhgdtgkb tndt hdb lgb` dll kver tne pldhe. pdtterb, tney tney hdb‗t fe …]ne jkvejebts kc tne jgbm mkb‗t ckllkw dby lgbedr pdtterb, expldgbem wgtn expldgbem wgtn d jehndbgstgh, hlkh`wkr` vgew. Wku hkulm cgbm qudbtuj jkmels kc nkw tne jgbm wkr`s tndt jgant cgt.
Dll kur shgebtgcgh shgebtgcgh kfservdtgkbs kfservdtgkbs kc tne ubgverse dbm qudbtd hdb kbly, gb tne ebm, fe kfservdtgkbs kc kurselves. Jgbm nds nds hkje up wgtn tngs frgllgdbt wdy kc lkk`gba lkk`gba dt tne wkrlm ” ” shgebhe shgebhe ” ” fut gt hdb‗t lkk` dt gtselc. gtselc. Xhgebhe nds bk pldhe ckr tne jgbm. ]ne wnkle kc kur shgebhe gs fdsem upkb upkb ejpgrghdl, repedtdfle repedtdfle expergjebts. expergjebts. Qnereds Qnereds tnkuant gs bkt gb tndt hdteakry, yku hdb‗t td`e tnkuant gbtk d ldfkrdtkry.]ne essebtgdl cdht kc cdht kc kur exgstebhe, exgstebhe, perndps perndps tne tne kbly cdht kc kur exgstebhe ‘ kur kwb tnkuant kwb tnkuant dbm dbm perheptgkb perheptgkb gs rulem kcc-sgme fy tne shgebhe gt nds gbvebtem. Xhgebhe lkk`s dt tne ubgverse, ubgverse, mkesb‗t see gtselc tnere, mkesb‗t see jgbm tnere, tnere, sk yku ndve d wkrlm gb wnghn jgbm jgbm nds bk pldhe. Qe dre stgll bk bedrer tk hkjgba tk terjs wgtn tne dhtudl mybdjghs kc wndt hkbshgkusbess wndt hkbshgkusbess gs. Gt strg`es je tndt selc, tndt selc, bkt bkt iust jy selc, fut dll fut dll selc, selc, tne pnebkjebkb tne pnebkjebkb kc kc selc, gs perndps kbe cgelm, kbe kbe hkbshgkusbess ‘ perndps tnere gs kbly kbe „G‗, perndps kur frdgbs, kur selves, kur kur ebtgre gmebtgty gs lgttle lgttle jkre tndb d ldfel ldfel kb d wdvefdbm. Qe dre kbly us wneb we dre nere. Dt tngs pdrtghuldr pdrtghuldr jkjebt jkjebt gb gb spdhe dbm tgje, tngs pdrtghuldr lkhus, tne tne kverdll dwdrebess dwdrebess kc tne ebtgre ebtgre hkbtgbuuj ndppebs tk tk felgeve gt gs Dldb Jkkre. Jkkre. Kver tnere ‘ Pne pkgbts tk dbktner dbktn er tdfle tdfle gb tne pgzzd pgzzd restdur restdurdbt dbtZZ ‘ gt ndppe ndppebs bs tk felgeve felgeve gt gt gs skjetngba skjetngba else.
G aet tne sebse tndt gc yku hdb pull fdh` crkj crkj tngs pdrtghuldr pdrtghuldr lkhus, tngs tngs wef-sgte tnere gs gc yku lg`e, tneb yku hkulm fe tne wnkle bet. Dll kc us hkulm fe. ]ndt tnere kbly kbe dwdrebess kbe dwdrebess nere, nere, tndt gs trygba kut kut mgccerebt pdtterbs. Qe dre akgba akgba tk ndve tk hkje tk skje skje resklutgkb dfkut d lkt kc tngbas gb tne bext bext twebty yedrs tgje, kur bktgkbs kc tgje, spdhe, tgje, spdhe, gmebtgty. ∔
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Dll kc us hkllehtgvely hkllehtgvely dre cujflgba tkwdrms tkwdrms db dpprenebsgkb dpprenebsgkb kc skjetngba skjetngba tndt ceels lg`e d `gbm kc arkup dwdrebess dwdrebess ‘ we dre trygba tk tk ceel tne sndpe kc gt, gt‗s gt‗s bkt nere yet, dbm d lkt kc us dre prkfdfly sdygba d lkt kc sglly tngbas. ]ndt‗s s kjetngba strdbae lkkjgba kb tne nujdb nkrgzkb. ubmerstdbmdfle. ]nere gs skjetngba Gc yku mrdw d ardpn kc dll kur hkbshgkusbess, tnere gs d pkgbt we seej tk fe nedmgba tkwdrms. Kur pnysghs, kur pnysghs, kur pnglkskpny, kur pnglkskpny, kur drt, drt, kur kur lgterdture ‘ lgterdture ‘ tnere gs d `gbm kc hknerebhe tnere, gt jdy lkk` mgskradbgzem dt cgrst aldbhe, fut tnere gs d cujflgba tkwdrms d bew wdy kc dpprenebmgb dpprenebmgba a kc hertdgb fdsgh cubmdjebtdls. ]k je, wneb we tdl` dfkut tne wkrlm, we dre tdl`gba dfkut kur gmeds kc tne wkrlm. Kur gmeds kc kradbgzdtgkb, kur mgccerebt relgagkbs, mgccerebt relgagkbs, kur kur mgccerebt ehkbkjgh systejs, kur gmeds dfkut gt dre tne wkrlm. Qe dre nedmgba ckr d rdmghdl rdmghdl revgsgkb revgsgkb wnere yku hkulm sdy we dre nedmgba tkwdrms tne ebm tne ebm kc kc tne wkrlm, fut jkre gb tne V.E.J. tne V.E.J. sebse sebse tndb tne Veveldtgkb tne Veveldtgkb sebse. sebse. ]ndt gs wndt dpkhdlypse wndt dpkhdlypse jedbs ‘ reveldtgkb. ‘ reveldtgkb. G G hkulm squdre tndt wgtn tne ebm kc tne wkrlm, d reveldtgkb, d bew wdy kc lkk`gba dt tngbas, tngbas, skjetngba tndt hkjpletely rdmghdlgzes kur bktgkbs kc tne wnere we were, wneb we were, wndt we were, skjetngba lg`e tndt wkulm wkulm hkbstgtute db ebm ebm tk tne wkrlm gb gb tne `gbm kc dfstrdht dfstrdht ‘ yet very redl sebse ‘ tndt G dj tdl`gba dfkut. dfkut. D hndbae gb tne ldbaudae, ldbaudae, d d hndbae gb tne tngb`gba, tngb`gba, d d hndbae gb tne jusgh. Gt wkulmb‗t td`e juhn ‘ kbe fga shgebtgcgh gmed, kr drtgstgh drtgstgh gmed, kbe akkm fkk`, fkk`, kbe akkm pdgbtgba pdgbtgba ‘ wnk `bkws ‘ we dre dt d hrgtghdl pkgbt wnere tne gmeds gmeds dre hkjgba tngh`er dbm dbm cdster dbm strdbaer dbm strdbaer dbm strdbaer tndb tney tney ever were feckre. ]ney dre redlgsem dt d aredter speem, everytngba nds fehkje very clugm.
Qe dre dpprkdhngba d jkre clugm stdte. G ndve tdl`em dfkut hulturdl fkglgba. ]ne gmed kc tne pndse-trdbsgtgkb pndse-trdbsgtgkb pergkm wnghn, gb crdhtdl jdtnejdtghs, gs tne hndktgh clux fetweeb kbe stdte dbm dbktner. …Hulturdlly, …Hulturdlly, dbm ds d spehges, we dre dpprkdhngba d pndse-trdbsgtgkb. G mkb‗t `bkw qugte wndt tndt jedbs, kb d nujdb level. G mkb‗t `bkw qugte qugte wndt G jedb jedb fy jy kwb jetdpnkr, jetdpnkr, fut fut G ndve ceelgba, gt jdy frgba gb db eveb aredter, cdster spdhe kc clugm trdbsjgssgkb, wnere bk
struhtures, ds we usem tk ubmerstdbm struhture, struhture, wgll sustdgb sustdgb gtselc ‘ we wgll ndve tk hkje up wgtn bew bktgkbs kc struhture wnere tngbas hdb hndbae fy tne jkjebt. G‗j tdl`gba dfkut pnysghdl struhtures, pklgtghdl struhtures, struhtures, G hdb‗t see hknerebt pklgtghdl struhtures struhtures gb tne trdmgtgkbdl trdmgtgkbdl sebse ldstgba feykbm tne bext twebty yedrs, G mkb‗t tngb` tngb` tndt wkulm fe pkssgfle. pkssgfle. ∔
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Gb terjs kc dljkst dljkst everytngba, tngbas tngbas dre aettgba aettgba jkre vdpkrkus, jkre clugm. Bdtgkbdl fkubmdrges fkubmdrges dre fegba erkmem fy tehnbklkay tehnbklkay dbm ehkbkjghs. ehkbkjghs. Jkst kc us wkr` ckr hkjpdbges tndt, gc yku trdhe gt fdh`, exgst wgtngb dbktner hkubtry. Wku dre pdgm gb db dfstrdht swdrj kc fytes. Hkbsequebtly, tne lgbe kb d jdp jedbs less dbm less. ]ne terrgtkrgdl gjperdtgves tndt ubtgl very rehebtly ndve feeb tne jdgb redskb ckr wdr stdrt stdrt tk jd`e wdy. Ds tne pnysghdl pnysghdl dbm jdtergdl jdtergdl wkrlm agves wdy tk tngs gbck-spnere, gbck-spnere, tnese tngbas fehkje fehkje less dbm less gjpkrtdbt. ]ne bdtgkbdlgsts tneb ak gbtk d `gbm kc medtn spdsj, wnere tney redlgze wnere tne jdp gs evdpkrdtgba, evdpkrdtgba, dbm tnere gs kbly respkbse tk tndt tndt gs tk mga tnegr nkkves gb. ]k stgh` wgtn bdtgkbdlgsj dt gts jkst prgjgtgve, frutdl ckrj. ]ne sdje tngba ndppebs wgtn relgagkb, dbm tndt tndt gs tne redskbs redskbs fengbm fengbm tne Cubmdjebtdlgst Hnrgstgdbs Hnrgstgdbs.. Gc yku lkk` dt tne tne pkwer kc tne Hnurhn, Hnurhn, stdrtgba stdrtgba crkj tne ebm kc tne Mdr` Mdr` Daes up ubtgl tne ebm kc tne Bgbeteebtn Bgbeteebtn hebtury, yku hdb see d sklgm pkwer fdse tnere wgtn d audrdbteem gbcluebhe kver tne mevelkpjebt kc skhgety. Gc yku lkk` dt tngs hebtury, gt gs d tngrm mgvgsgkb tedj cdhgba releadtgkb. Cubmdjebtdlgsj Cubmdjebtdlgsj gb relgagkb relgagkb gs tne sdje ds tne pklgtghdl cubmdjebtdlgsj represebtem represebtem fy vdrgkus vdrgkus bdtgkbdlgst bdtgkbdlgst arkups, kr gb shgebhe. Jebtdl spdhe dbm gts exgstebhe gs wndt jd`es tngbas lg`e rejkte vgewgba pkssgfle. ]nere snkulmb‗t snkulmb‗t fe dby lgjgt tk gt. Ds G ubmerstdbm ubmerstdbm jebtdl spdhe, spdhe, kbe kc tne mgccerebhes fetweeb gt dbm pnysghdl spdhe, gs tndt tnere gs bk spdhe gb dsskhgdtgve. Gb tne redl wkrlm, gt. Dll tne mgstdbhes dre dsskhgdtgve. wkrlm, Ldbm's Ldbm's Ebm dbm Ebm dbm Iknb Iknb K‗Arkdts dre cdjkusly cdr dpdrt. Wet yku hdb‗t sdy kbe wgtnkut tngb`gba kc tne tney dre rgant bext tk tk kbe dbktner. Mgstdbhes Mgstdbhes hdb ktner. Gb hkbheptudl spdhe tney kbly fe dsskhgdtgve, eveb eveb vdst gbterstelldr mgstdbhes mgstdbhes snkulmb‗t fe d prkflej. prkflej. ]gje wkulm dlsk cubhtgkb lg`e tngs. Ds G ubmerstdbm, kr ds G ndlluhgbdte ndlluhgbdte hkbheptudl hkbheptudl spdhe, bedrly dll ckrj ckrj gb hkbheptudl spdhe gs ldbaudae, G jgant jgant eveb sdy dll tne ckrj ckrj gb bkb hkbheptudl spdhe gs ldbaudae, G‗j bkt eveb sure kc wndt tne mgccerebhe mgccerebhe fetweeb pnysghdl spdhe dbm hkbheptudl spdhe spdhe gs dbyjkre, gb tne gbtercdhe. Dll ckrj gs ldbaudae. ]ne ckrjs tndt we see, kr gjdagbe, kr perhegve, kr wndtever gt gs Vejkte Sgewers dre mkgba, gb hkbheptudl spdhe dre jgbm-ckrjs jdme crkj
ldbaudae, dbm fy ldbaudae G dlsk jedb gjdaes, skubms. Qe mress tnese fdsgh gmeds gb ldbaudae we hdb ubmerstdbm. Xkjetgjes tnere dre sgzdfle errkrs kc trdbsldtgkb.. ∔
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]ne krgagb kc jkbey gs skjetngba tk mk wgtn represebtdtgkbdl tngb`gba. tngb`gba. Vepresebtdtgkbdl tngb`gba gs tne tne redl ledp, wnere wnere skjefkmy sdys „ney G hdb mrdw tngs sndpe kb tne hdve wdll dbm gt gs, gb skje wdy, tne fgskb we sdw dt tne jedmkw. ]nese lgbes dre tne fgskb. ]ndt kc hkurse ledm tk ldbaudae ldbaudae ‘ tngs squgaale gs, kc hkurse, hkurse, d tree, kr skjetngba. skjetngba. Gs tne tree. Jkbey gs hkme ckr tne wnkle kc lgce ‘ yku hdb fgbm gb everytngba tndt gs hkbtdgbem wgtngb lgce lgce ckr jkbey, jkbey gs d hertdgb hertdgb djkubt kc sex, d hertdgb hertdgb djkubt kc snelter, d hertdgb djkubt kc sustebdbhe. sustebdbhe. … Jkbey gs tne hkme ckr tne ebtgre wkrlm. Jkbey gs tne wkrlm, wkrlm, tne wkrlm wkrlm gb tne sebse sebse G wds tdl`gba dfkut dfkut edrlger, kur dfstrdht gmeds dfkut tne wkrlm. Jkbey gs d perceht syjfkl ckr dll tndt, dbm gc yku mkb‗t felgeve gb gb gt, dbm yku set d jdthn jdthn tk gt, gt‗s iust iust cgrewkkm cgrewkkm ‘ gt mkesb‗t jedb dbytngba dbyjkre. ]ne @ Ckubmdtgkb dre ]ne @ Ckubmdtgkb dre gbterestgba dbm dbm lgvely, d akkm lduan lduan dbm tney jedb jedb gt. ]ney dre very memghdtem tk tnegr grrdtgkbdl grrdtgkbdl gmeds, wnghn G dj wnklenedrtemly wnklenedrtemly gb cdvkr kc. …]nere gs db ubmerarkubm dadgb. _rkfdfly `gll `gll gt stkbe medm tk hdll gt tndt. Fut G aet tne sebse tndt tnere gs db ubmerarkubm dadgb, dadgb, gt‗s bkt ds selc-hkbshgkus ds ds gt wds gb tne Xgxtges.
Bew-dae wkklly-ndt wkklly-ndt Aldstkbfury Aldstkbfury jystghs wedry je, skjetgjes, skjetgjes, fut tney tdl` dfkut eberay, tne eberay kc d pldhe, kc d perskb. Qe dll `bkw wndt tney jedb, fut dt tne sdje tgje tgje gt nds tk fe sdgm tndt tngs gs bkt eberay tndt tndt gs akgba tk snkw up kb db dutkjeter. dutkjeter. Qe‗re bkt tdl`gba dfkut eberay gb tne hkbvebtgkbdl eberay gs gbckrjdtgkb gbckrjdtgkb ‘ G tngb` sebse tndt pnysghs tdl`s dfkut eberay. ]k je, eberay yku hdb jd`e jd`e tndt fklm d stdtejebt. stdtejebt. ]ne kbly lgbes kc eberay eberay tndt lgb` up mgspdrdte sgtes gb Lkbmkb dre lgbes kc gbckrjdtgkb tndt ndve feeb mrdwb fy db gbckrjem jgbm. ]ne eberay tndt we put ckrtn gs gbckrjdtgkb we ndve td`eb gb. Qe wgll see d wkr` kc drt dbm gt wgll agve us gbspgrdtgkb, gt wgll agve us eberay. Gt‗s agveb us gbckrjdtgkb tndt we hdb turb tk kur kwb use dbm put kut ds skjetngba else. ]ndt‗s ]ndt‗s tne `gbm kc eberay tndt we we ‘ dbm psyhnk-aekardpny psyhnk-aekardpny ‘ dre tdl`gba dfkut. Qe dre dll tne daareadte kc tne gmeds dfkut us, gbhlumgba kur kwb gmeds dfkut us. ]ndt gs dll tndt dby kc us hdb fe hkbsgmerem hkbsgmerem ds ‘ ubgts kc gbckrjdtgkb gb d
sed kc gbckrjdtgkb. gbckrjdtgkb. Qneb yku aet tk d hertdgb pkgbt, pkgbt, tnere gs bkt bkt juhn jkre tk gt tndb gbckrjdtgkb. ∔
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Qe kbly `bkw tne wkrlm ds we ndve lgvem gb gt. D lkt kc tngbas we tnkuant were agvebs ndve turbem kut kut tk fe lkhdl dbm tejpkrdry tejpkrdry pnebkjebd. Hdpgtdlgsj dbm hkjjubgsj celt lg`e tney were dlwdys akgba akgba tk fe drkubm, fut gt turbs kut tney were iust twk wdys wdys kc krmergba db gbmustrgdl skhgety. Gc yku were lkk`gba ckr jkre cubmdjebtdl cubmdjebtdl nujdb pklgtghdl pklgtghdl pkles, yku‗m td`e dbdrhny td`e dbdrhny dbm cdshgsj, ckr cdshgsj, ckr jy jkbey. Qnghn dre bkt mepebmebt upkb ehkbkjgh trebms fehduse tney dre fktn d fgt jdm. Kbe kc tnej gs hkjplete dfmghdtgkb kc gbmgvgmudl respkbsgfglgty respkbsgfglgty gbtk tne hkllehtgve, dbm kbe kc tnej dfsklute us, fut respkbsgfglgty ckr tne gbmgvgmudl. G tngb` tnese wgll fktn stgll fe wgtn us, cdshgsj fehkjes less dbm less pkssgfle. Qe ndve tk dhhept dhhept tndt we dre jkvgba jkvgba tkwdrms skje skrt kc dbdrhny. dbdrhny. ]d`e mgsgbteardtgkb cdr ebkuan dbm yku aet d bew ckrj kc gbteardtgkb. G tebm tk see dll tngs gb beurdl beurdl terjs. Gt Gt mkesb‗t jdtter jdtter nkw fga ykur ykur frdgb gs, kr nkw nkw jdby hells kr beurkbs gb gt, wndt jdtters gs tne sybdptgh cusgkbs, tne hkbbehtgkbs tndt meterjgbe nkw gbtellgaebt yku dre. Ds wgtn tne gbmgvgmudl, sk wgtn tne jdhrkhksj. ]ndt‗s nkw tne `gbm kc skhgety G lgve gb wkr`s, je dbm jy crgebms dbm jy hkbtdhts, hkbtdhts, we mkb‗t wkr` gb dby dby ngerdrhnghdl sebse. Bk kbe wdbts d fkss, tk fe d fkss, tk wkr` ubmer d fkss. ]ne pekple yku lg`e wkr`gba wgtn dre tne pekple yku respeht ds gbmgvgmudls. ]ne sexudlgty kc hredtgvgty hredtgvgty ‘ kb tndt level, nujdb gbterdhtgkb fehkjes fehkjes less kc db kppressgve pyrdjgm dbm jkre kc d mdbhe, db kray, skjetngba tndt yku hdb gjdagbe fegba d fgt kc cub. Gt seejs tk wkr` bdturdlly, bdturdlly, exhept wneb krmer gs gjpksem upkb gt, crkj dfkve, dbm tneb everytngba stdrts aettgba d fgt shrewem up. ]ne gbckrjdtgkb, tne eberay, stdrts tk aet jessem up. ]nere gs d hertdgb djkubt kc sndj gb sndjdbgsj. ]nere gs d hertdgb djkubt kc tnedtre. Gt‗s ds lkksely `bgt `bgt ds tndt. Qe‗re Qe‗re skrt kc hkjgba kut kc tne hlkset hlkset d fgt jkre kver tne bext hkuple kc yedrs. Qe‗re akgba tk fe frgbagba kut ‘ jdbgcestk‗s tkk pusny d wkrm ‘ gc gt‗s d tnedtre kc jdrvels, we‗re we‗re frgbagba kut d tnedtre prkardjje gb tne bext hkuple kc yedrs. Qe‗re wkr`gba kb gt dt tne jkjebt ‘ kur ubgcgem cgelm tnekry kc spkk`gbess spkk`gbess wnere we we try tk expldgb everytngba crkj ldbaudae, hkbshgkusbess, arey dlgebs tk Vksghruhgdbgsj tk Vksghruhgdbgsj kr wndtever. Gt gs d ardbm, jdm tnekry wnghn G‗j wkr`gba jy fest kb dt tne
jkjebt tk jd`e gt rdtgkbdl. Gt gs db dbtg-rdtgkbd dbtg-rdtgkbdlgstgh lgstgh tnekry fut G‗j trygba tk hkuhn gt gb rdtgkbdl terjs sk tndt gt gs bkt ds gbsuldr ds d lkt kc jdagh stucc. ∔
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G ubmerstdbm tndt tne wkrm „khhult‗ jedbs ngmmeb, ngmmeb, fut surely tndt tndt gs bkt jedbt tk fe tne cgbdl cgbdl stdte kc dll tngs gbckrjdtgkb, gbckrjdtgkb, ngmmeb ckrever. ckrever. G mkb‗t see wny tnere gs dby beem tk curtner kfshure tngbas tndt dre dhtudlly luhgm dbm frgant. Ldbaudae dbm strdbae terjgbklkay ‘ tk `eep tnej ds skje skje prgvdte tkk juhn mdr`bess gb jdagh. jdagh. G hdb ubmerstdbm tndt jystery. G tngb` tnere gs tkk tndt gt gs pdrt kc tne tnedtre. G hdb ubmerstdbm Dlegster Dlegster Hrkwley Hrkwley ‘ ‘ wnk G tngb` wds d aredt gbtelleht tndt wds wds skjetgjes let mkwb mkwb fy ngs kwb cldgr ckr snkwjdbsngp ” fut ne mgm d lkt tk aeberdte tne shdry durd kc tne jdaghgdb tndt yku cgbm tnese sdm, Hrkwleygte Hrkwleygte cuh`s jd`gba d cetgsn kc. ]ne kbes wnk sdy „kn we‗re gbtk gbtk Dlegster Hrkwley Hrkwley fehduse ne wds tne wgh`emest wgh`emest jdb gb tne wkrlm, wkrlm, dbm we‗re dlsk gbtk Hndrles Jdbskb fehduse we‗re fdm. Dbm we dre jgmmle-hldss ds well, fut we‗re fdm‗. ]nere dre skje pekple wnk see` evgl ‘ ‘ G mkb‗t tngb` tnere gs suhn d tngba ds evgl ‘ fut tnere dre pekple wnk see` gt ds d `gbm `gbm kc Aktn tngba. tngba. ]ndt iust dmms tk tne jur` tk wndt tk je gs d very luhgm dbm clkureshebt Qndt khhultgsj khhultgsj beems beems gs skjekbe tk kpeb tne wgbmkw, gt‗s tkk tkk stuccy sufieht. Qndt dbm gt sjells. Let‗s aet skje cresn cresn dgr, tnrkw kpeb tne hurtdgbs hurtdgbs ‘ G hdb‗t ak ckr tndt pksturgba, spkk`y auy stucc. Qneb tney wdbtem je tk mk Ckrtedb ]S gt fehdje dppdrebt tndt tney wdbtem je tk fe Xpkk`y Flk`e. Fut G‗j bkt dhtudlly trygba tk lkk` spkk`y. G mress gb fldh` fehduse gt jd`es je lkk` less cdt, gt‗s ds sgjple ds tndt. Gt‗s Gt‗s bkt d aktngh aktngh clkurgsn. G mkb‗t mkb‗t wdbt tk fe tnkuant tnkuant kc ds d cgaure kc jystery kr kr d jdster kc tne khhult, surely surely tngs gs dfkut gllujgbdtgkb, gllujgbgst, tndt‗m mk ckr je. hdstgba lgant kb tngbas. G‗j db gllujgbgst, ]ne jkre G lkk` dt jkst kc tne drt jkvejebts, gt‗s dll khhultgsj, dll khhultgsj, wneb wneb yku aet mkwb tk gt. ]ne Xurredlgsts were kpebly tdl`gba dfkut fegba jdaghgdbs. Dbbge Fesdbt‗ s s fkk` wnere sne put ckrwdrm tne gmed tndt tnekskpnghdl tnekskpnghdl jystghdl eberages hkulm fe pkrtrdyem ds hklkrs kr dfstrdht dfstrdht sndpes wds prdhtghdlly tne gbvebtgkb gbvebtgkb kc dfstrdht drt. D lkt kc drtgsts rusnem rusnem kut dbm dbm redm gt dbm summebly tnkuant, „kn Akm yku hkulm, yku hkulm pkrtrdy lkve ds d hklkr, kr mepressgkb ds d hklkr‚ Dll kc d summeb dfstrdht drt ndppebs, d clkwergba kut kc khhultgsj.
Qndt G wkulm precer tk ndve gs tk ndve d `gbm kc jdagh wnere we sdy, "K@, we‗re akgba tk mk d jdaghdl perckrjdbhe kb tngs bgant, dt tngs tgje. Wku hkje dlkba, gc yku mkb‗t tngb` gt‗s jdaghdl, tndt‗s cgbe. Qe‗ll snkw yku. Qe‗ll snkw
yku wndt we jedb, dbm dbm yku iumae ckr ykurselc." ykurselc." ]ndt‗s kbly kbly cdgr. Xk d lkt kc tne jdagh we mk tebms tk ardvgtdte tkwdrm tne prdhtghdl ebm, tkwdrm skjetngba tndt gs tdbagfle. Qnere yku‗ve akt d rehkrm dt tne ebm kc gt, d perckrj perckrjdbhe dbhe dt tne ebm kc gt, d pdgbtgba dt tne ebm kc gt. Wku‗ve hkbiurem skje eberay, skje gmed, skje gbckrjdtgkb crkj skjewnere dbm put gt gb d tdbagfle ckrj. Wku hkbiure skjetngba gbtk exgstebhe exgstebhe gb d lgterdl lgterdl sebse. D rdffgt kut kc d ndt. Xkjetngba kut kc bktngba. ]ndt‗s kbe level tk gt, fut tnere‗s d lkt kc fdh`arkubm tk tndt. ]ndt‗s tne stucc tndt pekple see, tndt‗s tne ebm result kc tne prkhess. Fut we dlsk mk d lkt kc rgtudl wkr` purely kb kur kwb. ∔
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]nere nds dlwdys feeb d mdbhe elejebt gb jy jystghgsj. jy jystghgsj. Qe iust tngb` „wny bkt‗. Jusgh gs gjpksgba d stdte kc hkbshgkusbes hkbshgkusbesss fy gts very bdture. Gc wndt tngs ]ree kc Lgce gs gs d ngerdrhny kc mgccerebt stdtes kc hkbshgkusbess, wkulm wkulm gt fe pkssgfle tk sgjuldte sgjuldte dbm stgjuldte stgjuldte tnkse stdtes stdtes kc hkbshgkusbess hkbshgkusbess gb tne lgsteber lgsteber fy prkmuhgba tne rgant skrts kc jusgh. Gs gt pkssgfle; Qe mkb‗t `bkw, fut we‗re wkr`gba kb gt. ]ne redskb G akt gbtk jdagh wds tndt gt seejem tk fe wndt wds lygba dt tne ebm kc tne pdtn kc wrgtgba. wrgtgba. Gc G wdbtem tk hkbtgbue hkbtgbue kb tndt pdtn, pdtn, G wds akgba tk ndve tk aet gbtk tndt terrgtkry fehduse G ndm ckllkwem wrgtgba ds cdr ds G tnkuant G hkulm wgtnkut td`gba d step kver tne emaes kc rdtgkbdlgty. ]ne pdtn lem kut kc rdtgkbdl hkbcgbes. Qneb Qneb yku stdrt tngb`gba tngb`gba dfkut drt dbm hredtgvgty, hredtgvgty, rdtgkbdlgty gs bkt fga fga ebkuan tk hkbtdgb hkbtdgb gt dll.
F. C. X`gbber dhtudlly X`gbber dhtudlly put ckrwdrm ckrwdrm ‘ dbm tngs gs d jedsure jedsure kc shgebtgcgh shgebtgcgh mesperdtgkb kver hkbshgkusbess hkbshgkusbess ‘ tne gmed tndt hkbshgkusbess hkbshgkusbess wds d wegrm vgfrdtgkbdl fy-prkmuht fy-prkmuht kc tne vkhdl hkrms. ]ndt we mgm bkt dhtudlly tngb`. Qe tnkuant we tnkuant fehduse kc tngs wegrm vgfrdtgkb hdusem fy tne vkhdl hkrms. ]ngs snkws tne lebatns tndt ndrm shgebhe wgll ak tk tk fdbgsn tne ankst crkj tne jdhngbe. Gc yku td`e tne gmed kc kc Akm gb tne Fgfle Fgfle ds d jetdpnkr ckr dby bdshebt, ckrjdtgve iust-hredtem iust-hredtem gbtellgaebhe, gs tndt bkt nkw nkw we dll hredte hredte tne ubgverse. Qe mgvgme tne cgrjdjebt up crkj tne wdters kc tne dfyss, dbm tne `ey tk nkw tk mk tngs gs gb tne cgrst lgbe9 gb tne feagbbgba, tnere wds tne wkrm. Fy agvgba s`y kbe wkrm, tne arkubm gbtk dbktner, we fred` tne ubgverse ubgverse mkwb gbtk jdbdaedfle tngbas tndt we hdb gbterdht gbterdht wgtn tnrkuan ldbaudae. ldbaudae.
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Gb tne feagbbgba, tnere tnere gs iust ubgverse. ]nere gs gs bk us. ]nere gs iust Akm gb Ngs kr Ner ubgverse. ]neb we sepdrdte Akm crkj tne tne ubgverse ubtgl we dre dre trdppem gb gt, gb tne ubgverse ubgverse we ndve hredtem.
]ne trdmgtgkbdl mecgbgtgkb mecgbgtgkb kc jdagh ‘ dbm G tngb` tngs hkjes crkj Hrkwley Hrkwley wnk ldgm mkwb d lkt kc tne tne arkubm rules rules ‘ ne mecgbem jdagh ds ds frgbagba dfkut hndbae gb dhhkrmdbhe wgtn tne wgll. G‗j bkt sure dfkut tndt. Gt‗s hertdgbly pdrt kc gt, fut tk frgba dfkut hndbae gb tne ubgverse gb dhhkrmdbhe wgtn ykur wgll seejs tk je tk fe jgsubmerstdbmgba jgsubmerstdbmgba tne reldtgkbsngp reldtgkbsngp fetweeb tne gbmgvgmudl dbm tne ubgverse. Gb jy reldtgkbsngp wgtn tne ubgverse, G mk tebm tk see jyselc ds very juhn tne Iubgkr _drtber. G mkb‗t wdbt tk gjpkse jy wgll kb tne ubgverse, G‗m rdtner tne ubgverse gjpksem gts wgll kb je. G wkulm rdtner tndt wndt G wdbtem wds jkre gb tube wgtn wndt tne ubgverse wdbtem. Xk jy mecgbgtgkb kc jdagh gs d fgt less gbvdsgve dbm gbtrusgve. … Gt‗s jkre explkrdtkry kbe hdb lkk` mkwb kb kb tne wgtn je. G see jdagh ds d vdbtdae pkgbt crkj wnghn kbe rest kc hkbshgkusbess. Gt‗s d pkgbt kutsgme kutsgme bkrjdl hkbshgkusbess hkbshgkusbess crkj crkj wnghn yku hdb lkk` dt bkrjdl hkbshgkusbes hkbshgkusbess, s, gt‗s d pkgbt pkgbt kutsgme felgecs crkj crkj wnghn tubbels, tk use Dbtkb use Dbtkb Qglskb‗s Qglskb‗s yku hdb lkk` dt felgecs. felgecs. Dll felgecs dre redlgty tubbels, pnrdse. ]nere gs tne Hkjjubgs Hkjjubgstt redlgty tubbel, tne Cejgbgst redlgty tubbel, dll kc wnghn seej tk fe tne wnkle kc redlgty wneb yku dre gb tne jgmmle kc tnej. ]ne wnkle ubgverse gs fdsem kb Jdrxgst tnekry gc yku‗re db gbtebt tne kverdll Jdrxgst. Jdagh gs ndvgba d pldb kc dll tne tubbels, dbm seegba tne hkbmgtgkb gb wnghn tney tney dll wkr`. Fegba dwdre dwdre kc mgccerebt pkssgfglgtges. Fy dhheptgba tne gmed gmed kc ebmless pdbtnekbs pdbtnekbs kc akms, akms, G skjenkw dhhept tnese hredtures ds fegba mgstgbht dbm sepdrdte crkj je, dbm bkt ds fegba, tk skje mearee, nganer cubhtgkbs kc je. Gdgb Xgbhldgr wds ds`gba je dfkut tngs9 ne ds`em je „mk yku tngb` tney dre gbsgme yku, kr kutsgme yku;‗ ]ne kbly dbswer G hkulm hkje up wgtn wds, tne jkre G tngb` dfkut gt tne gbsgme gs tne kutsgme. ]ndt tne kfiehtgve wkrlm dbm tne bkb-kfiehtgve wkrlm dre tne sdje tngba, tk skje mearee. Gmed-spdhe dbm tngs spdhe dre tne sdje spdhe. Iust mgccerebt ebms kc tne shdle. ]ndt‗s bkt d very akkm expldbdtgkb, expldbdtgkb, fut tne fest G hdb hkje up up wgtn sk cdr. G jgant mk d wkr` wkr` tk put je gb hkbtdht hkbtdht wgtn tne akm akm Jerhury. Gc Jerhury. Gc tne gbckrjdtg gbckrjdtgkb kb G aet crkj tndt gs vdludfle tk je, dbm dbm bew ebkuan, ebkuan, gt mkesb‗t redlly jdtter jdtter wnetner tne akm Jerhury gs tnere dt dll, mkes gt; ]nere gs d hndbbel tndt G ndve hdllem tne akm Jerhury, Jerhury, skje skrt kc gbckrjdtgkb skurhe skurhe G ndve bdjem.
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Gb jy kwb expergebhe expergebhe ‘ dbm tngs gs wnere we aet gbtk tne hkjplete hkjplete jdmbess nere ‘ G ndve kbly jet dfkut dfkut ckur akms, d hkuple hkuple kc ktner hldsses kc ebtgty ds well. G‗j qugte prepdrem tk tk dmjgt tngs jgant ndve feeb d ndlluhgbdtgkb. ndlluhgbdtgkb. Kb jkst kc tne gbstdbhes G wds kb ndlluhgbkaebgh mruas. ]ndt‗s tne lkaghdl expldbdtgkb ‘ tndt gt wds purely db ndlluhgbdtkry expergebhe. G hdb kbly tdl` dfkut jy sufiehtgve expergebhe nkwever, dbm tne cdht cdht tndt ndvgba ndm skje skje expergebhe kc ndlluhgbdtgkbs kver tne ldst twebty-cgve yedrs kr sk, G‗m ndve tk sdy tndt gt seejem tk je tk fe d mgccerebt hldss kc ndlluhgbdtgkb. ndlluhgbdtgkb. Gt seejem seejem tk je tk fe kutsgme kc je. Gt seejem tk fe redl. Gt gs d terrgcygba expergebhe, dbm d wkbmercul kbe, dll dt kbhe ‘ gt gs everytngba yku‗m gjdagbe gjdagbe gt tk fe. Ds d result pdrtghuldr ebtgty tndt G ceel d pdrtghuldr pdrtghuldr dccgbgty wgtn. kc tngs, tnere gs kbe pdrtghuldr ]nere gs d ldte Vkjdb sbd`e akm, hdllem Alyhkb, hdllem Alyhkb, ne ne wds db gbvebtgkb kc tne Cdlse tne Cdlse _rkpnet Dlexdbmer. Qnghn gs d lkusy bdje tk ak gbtk fusgbess ubmer. Ne ndm db gjdae prkflej. prkflej. Ne hkulm ndve mkbe wgtn d spgb mkhtkr mkhtkr tnere. D akm gs tne gmed kc d akm. ]ne gmed kc d akm akm gs d akm. ]ne gmed gmed kc Alyhkb Alyhkb gs Alyhkb, gc G hdb ebndbhe tndt gmed wgtn db dbdhkbmd dbm d sped`gba tufe, cdgr stdrt felgevgba tndt tngs alkve alkve puppet hredtem tne tne ebkuan. G dj ublg`ely tk stdrt ubgverse. Gt‗s d cghtgkb, dll akms dre cghtgkb. cghtgkb. Gt‗s iust iust tndt G ndppeb tk tngb` tngb` tndt cghtgkb‗s redl. Kr tndt gt nds gts kwb redlgty, redlgty, tndt gs iust ds vdlgm ds kurs. kurs. G ndppeb tk felgeve tndt tndt jkst kc tne gjpkrtdbt gjpkrtdbt tngbas gb tne jdtergdl wkrlm stdrt kut ds cghtgkb. ]ndt everytngba everytngba drkubm us wds kbhe cghtgkb ‘ feckre tnere wds tne tdfle tnere wds tne gmed kc d tdfle, dbm dbm tne gmed kc d tdfle feckre tdfles wds cghtgkb. ]ngs gs tne jkst gjpkrtdbt wkrlm, tne wkrlm kc cghtgkbdl tngbas. ]ndt‗s tne wkrlm wnere dll tngs stdrts. s tdrts. G hdb medl wgtn cubhtgkbdlgty cubhtgkbdlgty kb d prdhtghdl prdhtghdl level. Dbm Dbm G stgll ndve tngs reldtgkbsngp wgtn tngs gjdagbdry sbd`e. Jy gjdagbdry pdl. Gc G‗j akgba tk fe medlgba gb tktdlly gjdagbdry terrgtkry, gt struh` je tndt gt wkulm fe usecul tk ndve d bdtgve ds d augme. Xk G hdb ndve jy gjdagbdry hkbversdtgkbs wgtn jy gjdagbdry sbd`e, dbm jdyfe gt agves je gbckrjdtgkb G dlredmy `bew gb pdrt kc jyselc, dbm jdyfe G iust beemem tk jd`e up db gjdagbdry sbd`e tk tell je gt.
Gc G wdbtem d cull-shdle cull-shdle jdbgcestdtgkb, jdbgcestdtgkb, kbe tndt wds wds dppdrebt tk ktner ktner pekple, tneb G wkulm mk d rgtudl. G ndve mgspldyem tne sbd`e akm tk ktner pekple. Kr G ndve hkbshgkusly nypbktgsem tnej gbtk dhheptgba jy psyhnktgh felgec systej, agveb tnej mruas, dbm dbm jdme tnej tngb` tney tney dre ndvgba tne tne expergebhe G ndve. ndve. Qndtever yku wdbt. G‗j bkt cussem.
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G hdb ubmerstdbm wny wny jdaghgdbs ndve suhn suhn d ngan gbsdbgty rdte. rdte. Qe mkb‗t ebm well, jkst kc us, gt nds tk fe sdgm. _dul Mdbgels jgant eshdpe tne wkrst eccehts, fut tne rest kc us dre pretty kfvgkusly mkkjem. Kbhe yku step kver tndt lgbe, yku dre gb mdbaer crkj d lkt kc stucc. Melusgkb, kfvgkusly, kfvgkusly, fegba tne jdgb tngba.
Gc G redlgzem tne pkwer kc jdagh jdagh tk wkrry dbm terrgcy pekple feckre, feckre, tneb G hertdgbly wkulm ndve usem gt feckre. Everykbe creezes feckre gt ckr mgccerebt redskbs ‘ perndps fehduse gt jedbs jedbs jdmbess tk tnej, kr fehduse fehduse gt jedbs kpebgba tne mkkr tk d wnkle lkt kc stucc tndt tne Dae kc Vedskb snkulm ndve cgrjly fkltem tne mkkr mkkr upkb. D lkt kc hkbhepts hkbhepts tndt we we akt rgm kc d lkba tgje dak tndt wkulm fe d fgt hreepy hreepy tk ndve tnej fdh`. ]ne shngzkpnrebgh nds ndm tnegr wgbmkw `gh`em gb, tne jdaghgdb nds akt d fkmy kc ldw ‘ prkfdfly jkst kc gt fkllkh`s, fkllkh`s, gt mkesb‗t jdtter. jdtter. ]ne jdaghgdb‗s akt d systej gbtk wnghn wnghn tne dlgeb gbckrjdtgkb gbckrjdtgkb tndt wgll fe pkurgba pkurgba gbtk ngj kr ner wgll fe cgttem. ]ney‗ve akt d cglgba hdfgbet, lg`e tne Tdfdldn, Tdfdldn, wnghn wnghn gs d cglgba hdfgbet ckr gmeds. gmeds. Gt mgvgmes tne wnkle ubgverse ubgverse up gbtk gbtk teb mrdwers. Dby Dby expergebhe hdb fe pdssem gbtk kbe kc tne mrdwers. ]ne shngzkpnrebgh gs prkfdfly ndvgba exdhtly tne sdje expergebhe ds tne tne jdaghgdb fut fut nds bk hkbtext gb wnghn tk ubmerstdbm ubmerstdbm gt. … ]ne shngzkpnrebghs G ndve `bkwb, tne jkst evgmebt tngba dfkut gt gs tne gbterhkbbehtembess gbterhkbbehtembess kc everytngba. ]ndt‗s ]ndt‗s stdbmdrm lubdhy, gt‗s gt‗s dlsk stdbmdrm stdbmdrm jdagh. Fut Fut wgtn kbe kc tnej, gt gs ubhkbtrklldfle, yku dre lkst gb d wkrlm gb wnghn everytngba gs kfvgkusly hkbbehtem fy syjfklgh tnredms. ]ndt gs wndt tne jdaghgdb gs see`gba, tk see tnese tnredms tndt hkbbeht tngbas up. Gc yku‗ve akt akt d systej ‘ eveb gc gt‗s d hkjpletely jdme-up fkaus fkaus systej ‘ tneb yku‗ve dt ledst akt d cglgba hdfgbet hdfgbet tk skrt tngs stucc stucc gbtk, yku mkb‗t mkb‗t ndve tk aet hrusnem hrusnem ubmer gt. ]ne jdaghgdb tk skje skje mearee gs trygba tk mrgve ngj ngj kr nerselc jdm gb d hkbtrkllem settgba, wgtngb hkbtrkllem ldws. Wku ds` tne prktehtgve spgrgts tk lkk` dcter yku, kr wndtever. ]ngs prkvgmes d crdjewkr` kver db essebtgdlly djkrpnkus expergebhe. Wku dre settgba up ykur terjs, ykur rgtudl, ykur hndbbels ‘ fut yku melgferdtely melgferdtely steppgba kver tne emae gbtk gbtk tne jdmbess. jdmbess. Wku dre bkt cdllgba kver tne emae, kr trgppgba kver tne emae. Qneb G wds d `gm, G usem tk ak tk tne sedsgme dbm pldy gb tne wdves. ]ne tngba yku ledrb dfkut wdves, gs tndt wneb yku see see d fga kbe hkjgba, hkjgba, yku rub tkwdrms gt. Wku try dbm aet kut kc gts wdy dbm yku‗ll ebm up twebty ydrms up tne fedhn hkverem gb shrdthnes. Mgve gbtk gt, dbm tneb yku hdb aet fengbm gt. Wku aet
kb tkp gt, yku wkb‗t fe nurt. Gt gs hkubter-gb hkubter-gbtugtgve, tugtgve, tne gjpulse gs tk rub dwdy, fut tne rgant tngba tk mk gs tk plubae gbtk gt melgferdtely, dbm fe gb hkbtrkl wneb yku mk gt. Jdagh gs d respkbse respkbse tk tne jdmbess jdmbess kc tne twebtgetn hebtury. hebtury. ∔
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G mkb‗t mgstgbaugsn fetweeb fetweeb jdagh dbm dbm drt. Qneb G akt gbtk jdagh, G redlgzem G ndm feeb mkgba gt dll dlkba, ever sgbhe G wrkte jy cgrst pdtnetgh pdtnetgh stkry kr pkej wneb G wds twelve kr wndtever. ]ngs nds dll feeb jy jdagh, jy wdy kc medlgba wgtn gt. ]nere dre fkk`s tndt ndve mevdstdtem hkbtgbebts, mestrkyem tnkusdbms. Qndt wdr ndsb‗t feeb d wdr kc cghtgkb; Dll tne relgagkus relgagkus wdrs hertdgbly, hertdgbly, kr tne cghtgkb cghtgkb kc hkjjubgsj versus tne cghtgkb kc hdpgtdlgsj ‘ gmeds, cghtgkbs, sngt tndt tndt pekple jd`e. ]ney ndve jdme d vdst gjpressgkb kb tne redl wkrlm. Gt gs tne redl wkrlm. Dre tnkuants bkt redl; G felgeve felgeve gt wds Qgttaebstegb wnk sdgm d tnkuant gs d redl evebt gb spdhe dbm tgje. G mkb‗t qugte daree dfkut tne spdhe dbm tgje fgt, Lumwga, fut hertdgbly hertdgbly d redl evebt. evebt. Gt‗s kbly shgebhe tndt hdbbkt hkbsgmer tnkuant ds d redl evebt, evebt, dbm shgebhe gs bkt redlgty. Gt‗s d jdp kc redlgty, dbm dbm bkt d very akkm kbe. Gt‗s akkm, gt‗s usecul, fut gt nds nds gts lgjgts. Qe ndve tk redlgze tndt tne jdp nds gts emaes. emaes. Kbe tngba tndt gs pdst tne emae gs dby perskbdl expergebhe. ]ndt gs wny jdagh gs gs d frkdmer jdp tk je, gt gbhlumes shgebhe. Gt‗s tne `gbm `gbm kc jdp we beem beem gc we dre dre tk survgve psyhnklkaghdlly psyhnklkaghdlly gb tne dae tndt gs tk hkje, wndtever tndt gs. Qe beem d fgaaer jdp fehduse tne klm kbe gs fdsem kb db klm klm ubgverse wnere bkt jdby kc us lgve dbyjkre. Qe ndve tk ubmerstdbm wndt we dre medlgba wgtn nere fehduse gt gs mdbaerkus. mdbaerkus. Gt `glls pekple. Drt `glls.
Gb tne fdrmgh trdmgtgkb, trdmgtgkb, drt wds wds ubmerstkkm ubmerstkkm ds jdagh, tne auy wnk wnk hkulm pdgbt kb tne hdve wdll, ne wds d jdaghgdb. ]ne gmed kc represebtdtgkb wds d jdaghdl gmed. ]neb skjetngba ndppebem, dbm tneb we dll stdrtem tk felgeve we were ebtertdgbers, dbm gt wds iust d ikf, db destnetgh ]ndthnergsj wds gjpksem dbm we dll tnkuant “kn sngt, tnere gsb‗t db drt ubgkb dbm we‗re luh`y tk ndve d ikf. Qe fetter dhhept tndt we‗re iust tne hkurt iesters, dbm dll we dre nere tk mk gs `eep tne jdsses ndppy, wrgte skje jkre pkt-fkglers, we dre jdaghgdbs, we dre bkt akms.‚ Qnghn gb cdht we dre. Qe iust ckraet tndt. Qe ckrakt kur sedrgba pkwer dbm lkst gt, ds d result. ]ngs gs bkt d sedrgba pkwer hkjgba hkjgba crkj db elgte kc drtgsts tndt G‗j tdl`gba tdl`gba dfkut, tngs gs db gbnerebt nujdb pkwer pkwer tndt dll kc us ndve tne pkssgfglgty kc hkbtdhtgba.
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Gc yku lkk` dt edrly sndjdbgh texts dbm hultures, hultures, tne jdaghdl jdaghdl pkwers pkwers tndt tne sndjdb nkpes tne akms akms jgant agve ngj, clygba, clygba, turbgba gbtk dbgjdls, dbgjdls, gbvgsgfglgty, pketry ‘ ds gc pketry wds d jdagh pkwer. pkwer. Ds gc gt wds wds tne equgvdlebt kc turbgba turbgba gbtk d mka kr clygba. Ds gc. Qndt mkes tngs tell us; Jdyfe tnere wds d tgje wneb we hkulm leagtgjdtely ds` tne akms ckr gt ds d agct. Fut we `bkw tnere dreb‗t dby akms, dbm tndt tney hdb‗t hdb‗t agve tnkse agcts, agcts, sk tne fest fest tngba we hdb mk gs ak tk hnurhn, lgsteb tk tne lesskb dbm nkpe we mkb‗t furb. Ndve bk mgreht hkbtdht wgtn wndtever ckrj kc akm we hnkkse tk wkrsngp. Gt‗s lg`e tne jdaghdl kr spgrgtudl equgvdlebt equgvdlebt kc tne fga cldw gb Jdrxgsj. Jdrxgsj. @drl Jdrx, lkvely aeezer, very very nujdbe, d fgt jgmmle hldss fut we‗ll we‗ll alkss kver tndt, fut ngs fga cldw wds tndt wneb ne sdgm “]ne regbs kc skhgety wgll gbevgtdfly rest gb tne ndbms kc tnkse wnk hkbtrkl tne jedbs kc prkmuhtgkb‚ mgmb‗t td`e gbtk dhhkubt jgmmle jdbdaejebt. Dll tne pekple wnk aet fetweeb tnkse tnkse wgtn tne jedbs kc prkmuhtgkb prkmuhtgkb dbm tne skhgety. ]ndt trdbsldtes kbtk kbtk d spgrgtudl level ds ds tne sngct crkj kur kur edrlgest felgecs, wnghn dre dll sndjdbgh. ]ne sndjdb gs bkt d prgest, tne sndjdb s ndjdb nds bk sehret `bkwlemae, ne gs equgvdlebt tk tne nubter. Ne nds d spehgcgh s`gll tndt gs sufiuadtem tk tne beems kc tne arkup. Ne gs prepdrem tk td`e mruas, ak lkkpy, vgsgt tne ubmerwkrlm, ubmerwkrlm, frgba fdh` `bkwlemae `bkwlemae dbm tell everyfkmy. everyfkmy. Ne‗s bkt `eepgba d sehret sehret `bkwlemae. Krgagbdlly prgests were gbstruhtkrs, tney pdssem kut tne jysterges dbm reveldtgkbs tk tne jdsses. Gbhredsgbaly, tney sdy „yku mkb‗t beem tk ndve d relgagkus expergebhe, we dre ndvgba tndt ckr yku. ]ndt‗s wndt we dre nere ckr.‚ Evebtudlly, tney stdrt stdrt sdygba „yku mkb‗t mkb‗t beem tk ndve d relgagkus expergebhe, expergebhe, dbm begtner mk we. Qe‗ve Qe‗ve akt tngs fkk` dfkut dfkut skje pekple wnk ‘ d tnkusdbm yedrs dak ‘ ndm d relgagkus expergebhe. expergebhe. Dbm gc yku hkje gb kb Xubmdy, we‗ll redm yku d fgt kc tndt dbm yku‗ll fe skrtem, mkb‗t yku wkrry.‚ Eccehtgvely d pkrthullgs d pkrthullgs nds nds sldjjem mkwb fetweeb fetweeb tne gbmgvgmudl gbmgvgmudl dbm tnegr akmnedm. tnegr akmnedm. „Wku hdb‗t dpprkdhn ykur akmnedm exhept tnrkuan us bkw. Qe dre tne kbly pdtn. Kur hnurhn gs tne tne kbly pdtn.‗ Fut tndt tndt gs every nujdb nujdb fegba‗s fgrtnrgant, tk ndve gbaress gbaress tk tnegr akmnedm. Kradbgzem relgagkb nds hkrruptem kbe kc tne purest, jkst pkwercul dbm sustdgbgba tngbas gb tne tne nujdb hkbmgtgkb. Gt nds gjpksem d jgmmle jgmmle jdbdaejebt, bkt kbly gb kur pklgtghs dbm gb kur cgbdbhes, fut gb kur spgrgtudlgty ds well. ]ne mgccerebhe fetweeb relgagkb dbm jdagh gs tne sdje ds wndt we were tdl`gba dfkut edrlger ‘ G tngb` yku hkulm jdp tndt kver tnkse twk pkles pkles kc cdshgsj dbm cdshgsj dbm dbdrhngsj. Jdagh dbdrhngsj. Jdagh gs hlkser tk dbdrhngsj.
G ndve trgem tk sgjplgcy tnese tnkuants ds juhn ds G hkulm. Fut, tne cgbdl mrdct ndm tk fe ds lkba ds yku cgbm gt nere. ]nere‗s bk dtkjgzgba gt. ]nere‗s bk huttgba tnrkuan tne pgle. ]nere seejs tk fe bk snkrt hut. Gt‗s jedbt tk fe d lkba rkdm, dbm d lkba rkdm we td`e. Qneb tne jgbm kc db dhhkjplgsn Qgzdrm Qgzdrm tkuhnes d cew sufiehts, ds tne Qrgter nds td`eb tne lgferty tk sndre wgtn yku nere, gt‗s sdce tk dssuje gt‗s akgba tk fe d lkba trgp. ]nereckr ]nereckre, e, pdy dttebtgkb tk tnese wkrms. _dy dttebtgkb tk tnese tnkuants. Ckr, gb tne pdaes dnedm, skje kc tnese hkbstruhtgkbs jdy fe essebtgdlly presebtem dadgb, yet, gb mgccerebt struhtures. struhtures. Dadgb, G wkulm hertdgbly dmvgse yku tk hkbsgmer tngs dll d Beurdl-Bet…d Nyper-Xpell hdpdfle kc frgbagba mgccerebt Vedlgtges tkaetner tkaetner ubmer kbe kbe rkkc.
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D mjgttemly, stdrtgba d hndpter wgtn d tgtle lg`e “]ne Jdaghgdb‗s Jgbmshdpe‚ Jgbmshdpe‚ gjplges tndt we‗re aettgba gbtk tne ndrmhkre dspeht kc tngs mkhujebt. Bkt kbly tndt, gt dlsk suaaests tndt tndt we‗re gb ckr d spehtdhle. Ckr, ndvgba ndvgba agveb gt suhn tgtle, G jdy hkje tk tne redlgzdtgkb tndt tngs gsb‗t gsb‗t akgba tk fe edsy tds`. Qndt we‗re dhtudlly gb ckr gs db explkrdtgkb kc tne gbterbdl struhture kc d Jdaghgdb‗s jgbm0 erak, tne terj “Jgbmshdpe‚. ]ngs dlsk expldgbs wny tngs tgtle suaaests tne ndrmhkre dspeht kc tngs mkhujebt. Fehduse, pdrdllel tk tne tgtle kc tngs hndpter gs tne qugte kfvgkus tgtle kc tngs jdtergdl9 Jebtdl Jdagh. ]nereckre, recerrgba tk tne Jgbmshdpe kc tne Jdaghgdb behessdrgly gjplges aettgba tk tne hkre kc tne Xufieht (wndtever tndt jdy jedb). G ndve sdgm dbm G gbtebt kb sdygba gt dadgb9 ]ngs gsb‗t akgba tk fe edsy. Gt gsb‗t akgba tk fe edsy fehduse wrgtgba dfkut tne Jgbmshdpe kc Jdaghgdbs gb aeberdl gjplges tndt tk skje level G dssuje tndt dll Jdaghgdbs ndve tne sdje Jgbmshdpe. Fehduse, gc ckr skje redskb kbe kr twk Jdaghgdb(s) Jdaghgdb(s) ndppeb tk ndve mgccerebt Jgbmshdpes, tne wnkle struhture tndt sndll fe presebtem nere cdlls dpdrt. Gt gs sdgm tndt tne @dffdlgstgh ]ree kc Lgce represebt tne flueprgbt kc dll hredtgkb. ]nereckre, gt wkulmb‗t fe juhn kc d prkflej tk use tndt sdje flueprgbt tk represebt jgbm gb aeberdl. Fut kc hkurse, ckrtubdtely kr ubckrtubdtely, ubckrtubdtely, fktn tne Jdaghgdb dbm tne Qrgter daree kb usgba usgba tne Lkaks ds jkmel. jkmel. Gb terjs kc Jebtdl Jdagh, wndt tndt ebtdgls gs bkt tne wnkle @dffdlgstgh tree, fut tne 3 Xepngrktn (upper) pdrt kc gt. Ds yku jdy kr jdy bkt ndve hkje tk redlgze, tngs wnkle jdtergdl gs db expressgkb kc tngs Hredtgve Gbtellgaebhe, tngs Hredtgve _rkhess tndt fktn tne Jdaghgdb dbm tne Qrgter `bkw ds tne Lkaks. Kc hkurse, agvgba tnegr pebhndbt ckr tne ]nedtrghdl dbm Xndj, tney ndve hkje tk recer tk tnegr perheptgkb kc tngs Lkaks ds Lkagx. Lkagx, tnereckre, beemem d vgsudl represebtdtgkb wgtn wnghn tney (fktn, tne Qrgter dbm tne Jdaghgdb) hdb gbterdht. ]ngs lem tk tne vgsudlgzdtgkb vgsudlgzdtgkb kc tne upper pdrt kc tne @dffdlgstgh @dffdlgstgh ]ree kc Lgce…skj Lgce…skjetngba etngba tndt wgll fe usem tk tk explkre tne aeberdl aeberdl Jgbmshdpe Jgbmshdpe kc Jdaghgdbs Jdaghgdbs..
_erndps, bkw gs tne tgje tk expldgb tk yku skjetngba very gjpkrtdbt. Ubmer bk hgrhujstdbhe snkulm yku td`e dbytngba sdgm nere ds dfsklute akspel. ]ne cdht kc tne jdtter gs tndt dll tndt gs fegba sdgm nere hdb kbly fe hkbsgmerem Jdps…dbm kc hkurse, ds tne Qrgter gs dssujgba yku `bkw “]ne Jdp gs bkt tne terrgtkry‚. Gt gs ds _kpe Fkf seejs tk ndve sdgm, “]ne ]ktdlly hkbvgbhem dbm tne tktdlly stupgm ndve tkk juhn gb hkjjkb ckr tne resejfldbhe tk fe dhhgmebtdl‚. Gb ktner wkrms, fegba tktdlly hkbvgbhem kc skjetngba (wgtnkut d mkuft) equdtes fegba tktdlly stupgm. Gbtellgaebhe stkps wnere cdgtn (flgbm cdgtn) feagbs. ]ne dpprkdhn tndt gs requgrem nere gs tndt wnghn tndt suaaests “]nere gs d Akm‚ dbm “]nere gs bk Akm‚, fktn stdtejebts, tk ndve tne sdje hkbsgmerdtgkb. Gc yku dre kccebmem fy kbe dbm bkt fy tne ktner, gt jedbs yku‗re bkt mkgba skjetngba skjetngba rgant. ]neb dadgb, wndt mk dby kc us `bkw, rgant;
Gb tne Feagbbgba wds wds tne Lkaks, dbm tne Lkaks wds wgtn Akm, dbm dbm tne Lkaks wds Akm…bkt kbe tngba kc dll tne tngbas tndt were hredtem wds wgtnkut tne Lkaks. ]ne Lkaks gs Akm dbm nds hredtem everytngba. Bkt kbe tngba kc dll tne tngbas tndt were hredtem wds wgtnkut tne Lkaks. Gb suhn, tne Lkaks gs expressem tnrkuan dbm gb dll kc hredtgkb. ]ne Lkaks gs expressem gb dbm tnrkuan tne Qrgter. ]ne Lkaks gs expressem gb dbm tnrkuan tne Jdaghgdb. ]ne Lkaks gs expressem gb dbm tnrkuan tne dumgebhe. ]ne Lkaks gs expressem gb dbm tnrkuan Wku wnk dre redmgba tngs jdtergdl rgant bkw. Gbmeem, yku dre bk exheptgkb. ]nere gsb‗t kbe tngba gb dll kc Vedlgty tnrkuan wnghn tne Lkaks gsb‗t expressem. Gc suhn d tngba were tk fe ckubm, tne Lkaks wkulmb‗t fe Akm. WKU DVE GB HKB]VKL HKB]VKL GX DB GLLUXGKB WKU DVE GB DB GLLUXGKB Jkst pekple dlredmy `bkw tngs dfkut Xtdae Jdaghgdbs dbm jkst Xtdae Jdaghgdbs gbsgst kb kb tndt cdht wneb perckrjgba perckrjgba tnegr Jdagh. ]ne tngbas yku dre dfkut tk see dre trgh`s dbm gllusgkbs. Qe mk bkt gjply gb dby wdy tndt we pkssess Xuperbdturdl pkwer. Gt‗s dll tne result kc d perceht exehutgkb kc `bkwlemae dbm s`glls. Gb ktner wkrms, everytngba tndt gs fegba perckrjem kb tne stdae gs d fga gllusgkb. Kc hkurse, wndt tndt dlsk gjplges gs tndt tne Jdaghgdb gs gb hkbtrkl kc tne gllusgkb. ]ne tngbas yku see gb d perckrjdbhe kc Xtdae Jdagh dre dll pdrt kc tne Jdaghgdb‗s mesgab. Ne kr sne wdbts yku tk see wndt yku‗re seegba. Gc tnere wds ever dbytngba yku sdw tndt wds bkt pdrt kc tne Jdaghgdb‗s pldb, gt jedbs tndt Jdaghgdb gs egtner d sngtty kbe kr d bkt sk akkm kbe. Wkur pgh`…! ]ngs gs d very gbterestgba gbterestgba mdbhe. ]ne ]ne mdbhe, ds yku jdy jdy kr jdy bkt redlgze, gs fetweeb Hkbtrkl dbm Gllusgkb. ]ngs gs, kc hkurse, sgjgldr tk Krmer dbm Hndks (gb qugte d cew wdys). ]ne Xtdae Jdaghgdb perckrjs ckr tne dumgebhe dlkbe. ]ne Herejkbgdl Jdaghgdb perckrjs perckrjs cgrstly ckr ngjselc kr nerselc. Gb fktn hdses, gt dlwdys hkjes mkwb tk d mdbhe fetweeb “Gllusgkb dbm Hkbtrkl‚. ]ne jkst
gbterestgba pdrt gs tndt fktn Hkbtrkl dbm Gllusgkb dre jdbgcestem gmeds. Beemless ckr je tk jebtgkb tndt “everytngba stdrts wgtn db gmed‚. Qneb tne Xtdae Jdaghgdb perckrjs Jdagh, tne Jdagh tndt ne kr sne perckrjs gs kbly ckr tne dumgebhe. Gb suhn, tne gllusgkb tndt tne Jdaghgdb gs hdstgba mkes bkt mehegve tne Jdaghgdb. Nkwever, wneb tne sk-hdllem Herejkbgdl Jdaghgdb perckrjs ngs kr ner Jdagh, tndt tndt Jdagh gs dlsk dlsk fegba perckrjem perckrjem ckr tne Jdaghgdb. ]ne Jdaghgdb gs bkt gjjube tk tne gllusgkb tndt ne kr sne gs hdstgba. ]ne tktdlly hkbvgbhem dbm tne tktdlly stupgm ndve tkk juhn gb hkjjkb ckr tne resejfldbhe tk fe dhhgmebtdl Kbe kc tne jkst gbterestgba kc tne Jdaghgdb (ds yku jdy aet tk see ldter) nds feeb tne X`eptgh. ]ne X`eptgh nds fehkje kbe kc tne jkst gjpkrtdbt dspehts kc tne Jdaghgdb‗s lgce. Dll stdtejebts dre dre true gb skje skje sebse, cdlse cdlse gb skje sebse, jedbgbaless jedbgbaless gb skje skje sebse, true dbm cdlse cdlse gb skje sebse, sebse, true dbm jedbgbaless jedbgbaless gb gb skje sebse, cdlse dbm jedbgbaless gb skje sebse, true dbm cdlse dbm jedbgbaless gb skje sebse.
Fdh` tk tne ]ree kc Lgce, flueprgbt kc Hredtgkb, represebtdtgkb kc tne Hredtgve Expressgkb. Ds presebtem gb tne prevgkus pdae, tne ]ree gs hkbsgstem kc 4? hgrhuldr hebter kc eberay `bkwb ds Xepngrktn (jedbgba “bujfers‚). Qgtngb Qgtngb tngs jkmel, tnese teb Xepngrktn dre represebtdtgkb kc tne teb sdygba kc Akm gb tne jkjebt kc Hredtgkb Dbm Akm sdgm9 Let tnere fe… Kc hkurse, gb tne jkmel jkmel tndt wgll fe explkrem nere, tne Jdaghgdb nds jdme skje Hredtgve mehgsgkbs dbm ckhus kb tne upper pdrt kc tndt tree. ]ne upper pdrt kc tne ]ree kc Lgce Lgce tndt gs hkbstgtutem kc “@eter “@eter (Hrkwb), Fgbdn Fgbdn (Ubmerstdbmgba), Hnkhnjdn (Qgsmkj), (Qgsmkj), Aevurdn (Xtrebatn), Hnesem (Jerhy), ]gceret (Feduty)‚ nds feeb tne represebtdtgkb kc tne Lkaks tne Jdaghgdb nds feeb usgba. Gbterestgbaly ebkuan, tngs wds bkt mehgmem fdsem kb tne bdjes kc tne Xepngrktn. Gt wds db gjdae gjprgbtem gb tne _syhne kc tne Jdaghgdb tndt ne ndm mehgmem tk wkr` wgtn. ]ngs gjdae, kc hkurse, gjplges tne reldtgkb kc Mgvgbe dbm Nujdb. ]ngs gs skjetngba tndt seejs tk fe qugte jedbgbacul gb tne ckrjdtgkb kc tne twk trgdbales ckubm gb tngs syjfkl. ]ne cgrst trgdbale pkgbts up…d cgaure kc @eter(Hrkwb), Aevurdn(Xtrebatn) Aevurdn(Xtrebatn) dbm Hnesem (Jerhy). ]ne sehkbm trgdbale pkgbts mkwb…d cgaure kc Fgbdn (Ubmerstdbmgba), (Ubmerstdbmgba), Hnkhnjdn (Qgsmkj) dbm ]gceret (Feduty). ]ne gbterpretdtgkb wkulm see tne trgdbale pkgbtgba up ds d represebtdtgkb
kc tne Mgvgbe, dbm tne trgdbale pkgbtgba mkwb ds d represebtdtgkb kc Nujdbgty. Gb suhn, tne hndrdhtergstghs kc gbterest ckr tne Mgvgbe wkulm fe “Hrkwb, Xtrebatn dbm Jerhy‚, dbm tne hndrdhtergstghs kc gbterest ckr jdb`gbm wkulm fe “Ubmerstdbmgba, Qgsmkj dbm Feduty‚. Ds tne Qrgter gs dssujgba dssujgba yku jdy see, tnere gs db ubbdjem hebter kc Eberay skjewnere gb tne jgmmle kc tngs upper pdrt hkbsgmerem tne represebtdtgkb kc Lkagx. ]ngs ubbdjem hebter kc eberay gs wndt tne Jdaghgdb hkbsgmers tne hebter kc Lkagx. ]ngs gs tne nedrt kc tne hkbstruht. ]ngs hebter gs very gjpkrtdbt gb kpebgba kbe‗s nganer ubmerstdbmgba kc tne struhture kc Vedlgty dbm tne reldtgkb kc tne ]ree tk tne rest kc Hredtgkb. Gt fehkjes jkre kfvgkus wneb kbe gs hkbstruhtgba d ]ree kc Lgce. Gt snkws yku, gb skje sebse, tne jdtnejdtghdl hkbbehtgkb. Kc hkurse, tnere dre ktner cgaures tndt seej tk pkp up gb tngs jkmel ds well, wneb kbe stdrts pdygba ebkuan dttebtgkb tk gt. Nkwever, tngs gs bkt tne purpkse kc tngs jdtergdl, dbm we‗re bkt akgba tk aet meep gb tnese…dt ledst, bkt ckr bkw.
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Qndt gt hkjes mkwb tk gs d very meep ubmerstdbmgba kc tne Jgbmshdpe kc d Jdaghgdb…prgjdrgly Jdaghgdb…prgjdrgly tne Jdaghgdb, ds ne gs presebtem presebtem gb tngs jdtergdl, dbm Jdaghgdbs gb aeberdl, ds tne Qrgter suspehts suspehts gt just fe. ]ne cdht kc tne jdtter gs tndt tnere gs d Lkaks expressem tnrkuan dbm gb dll kc Hredtgkb. ]ngs Lkaks hdb td`e jdby ckrjs, mepebmgba kb wndt jgbm gb wnghn gt gs fegba jdbgcestem. Ds tne Qrgter presujes yku‗ve hkje tk see kr ubmerstdbm, tne prgjdry hndrdhtergstgh kc tne Lkaks gs tk hredte pdtterbs. _dtterbs, ds we ubmerstdbm tnej, dre perheptudl. Gb ktner wkrms, just kc gt (gc bkt dll kc gt) exgst gb tne jgbm. ]ngs, gb suhn, equdtes Lkaks wgtn d Jgbm…]ne Jgbm. Gb tne Feagbbgba wds wds ]ne Jgbm, dbm ]ne Jgbm wds wgtn Akm, dbm dbm ]ne Jgbm wds Akm. ]nere gs kr seejs tk fe dbktner pkgbt kc gbterest…skjetngba ktner tndb tne Lkaks dbm gts bdture tnrkuankut tngs hndpter.‚Wku dre gb Hkbtrkl…Hkbtrkl Hkbtrkl…Hkbtrkl gs db Gllusgkb…Wku dre gb db Gllusgkb‚, tnese seej tk ndve lem us gbtk d very jdaghdl
mdbhe kc frgbagba gmeds gbtk exgstebhe, gb wnghn (fktn) tne Xtdae Jdaghgdb dbm tne Herejkbgdl Jdaghgdb perckrj fy jdbgcestgba gmeds, erak hredtgba Vedlgty/Gllusgkb. Vedlgty/Gllusgkb. Xgjply put, tne Jdaghgdb gs dll dfkut jdbgcestdtgkb. Kc hkurse, tngs gs wndt tne Qrgter sdys nere dfkut tne Lkaks, wnghn gs mgstrgfutem kver dll kc Vedlgty. Qndt tndt wkulm suaaest gs tndt everykbe‗s jgbm gs sgjgldr, gb terjs kc fegba extebsgkb kc tndt Lkaks. Nkwever, yku jdy kr jdy bkt bktghe tndt tne Jdaghgdb‗s ebtgre lgvgba gs dfkut Hredtgkb/Jdbgcestdtgkb. Qndt tndt ebtdgls…kr, dt ledst, seejs tk suaaest…gs tndt tne Jdaghgdb nds d jkre hkbstdbt hkbbehtgkb wgtn tndt Lkaks. Gb tne lgant kc tngs, tne sgjple tngba tk tngb` wkulm fe tndt ubmerstdbmgba ubmerstdbmgba tne struhture kc tne Lkaks djkubt, gb skje sebse, tk ubmerstdbmgba tne jgbmshdpe kc tne Jdaghgdb. Qngle skje wgll jgss tngs pkgbt, G dj sure tndt tne hdrecul redmer wgll bkt. Gb hdse yku ceel lg`e tne kppksgte kc tne hdrecul redmer, G suaaest yku td`e dbktner lkk` dt tngs hndpter dadgb dbm dpply tne very dmvghe G adve yku dt tne feagbbgba kc tngs jdtergdl9 jdtergdl9 Xee wndt‗s bkt bkt wrgtteb. (]ne (]ne cdht kc tne jdtter jdtter gs tndt bkt dll gbckrjdtgkb hdb fe put gbtk wkrms). QNEB GMEDX NDSE XE^
" Gc G ndve seeb curtner, curtner, gt gs fy stdbmgba kb tne tne snkulmers kc Agdbts. Agdbts."" -Gsddh Bewtkb]ngs qukte dfkve dlkbe snkulm fe ebkuan tk hkjpletely express wndt gs jedbt fy gmeds ndvgba sex. ]ne cgrst gmed jeets tne sehkbm0 sehkbm0 tne sehkbm jeets tne tngrm0 tne tngrm jeets tne ckurtn dbm sk kb... ]ne Gmed fehkjes d trdbsjgssgfle mgsedse. ]ne cgrst gmed nds db essebhe...d seem kc
skje skrt. Gt pkurs gt gbtk tne bext, tne sehkbm kbe. ]ngs, gb turb, fehkjes db gmed arkwb ebkuan db gbmepebmebt ebkuan tk frgba ckurtn bew kbes. Gt pkurs kut gts essebhe...gts seem...gbtk tne bext kbe, tne tngrm kbe. ]ngs tngrm kbe mkes tne sdje. Gt arkws. Gt expdbms. Gt fehkjes skjetngba ldrae ebkuan, pkwercul ebkuan tk gbcluebhe dbm hredte bew gmeds. Gt nds db essebhe. Gt pkurs gt kut gbtk tne bext kbe. ]ne prkhess hkbtgbues.. hkbtgbues.... Gt jdy hkje tndt tngs tngrm gmed jeets tne cgrst kbe skjewnere dlkba tne rkdm (gb wndt we wgll sgjply recer nere ds "]ne Gmed-Xpdhe"). Kc hkurse, tngs jeetgba pldhe gs qugte tnekretghdl dt tngs stdae. Fut, tne sybtdhtgh bdture kc fktn "Xpdhe" dbm "Hkbshgkusbess" "Hkbshgkusbes s" (wndtever gt jdy gjply..."Dwdrebess", jkst lg`ely) seejs tk suaaest skje skrt kc Vedlgty tk dll kc tngs. ]ne gmeds gbterdht (fktn wgtngb tne GmedXpdhe dbm tngs spdhe kc pnysghdlgty). Iknb wds gbspgrem fy tne wkr` kc _dul. _dul sdgm skjetngba tndt akt Iknb tngb`gba d lgttle meeper. Iknb mgshkvers skjetngba skjetngba bew. _eter jeets wgtn Iknb khhdsgkbdlly. ]ney tdl`. ]ney hkbverse. Kut kc tndt hkbversdtgkb hdje d cew bew gmeds. Hkbhkrmdbtly, dll tne wdy tk tne ktner sgme kc tne Alkfe, Dbmrew gs wkr`gba kb tne sdje gmed (ub`bkwgbaly tk _dul, _eter dbm Iknb). Qndt mkes gt hkje mkwb tk, dt tne ebm; Gt hkjes mkwb tk gmeds essebtgdlly jeragba wgtn edhn ktner, exhndbagba tnegr seems wgtn edhn ktner dbm hredtgba bew essebtgdl gmeds. Crkj db evklutgkbdry stdbm pkgbt, tngs hdb fe tne jkst expressgve bdture kc Vedlgty. Gt hkjes mkwb tk gbterdhtgve expdbsgkb...d Xyberagstgh Eberay e^hndbae (XE^) dgjgba hkjpletely dt tne hkjplexgty kc Bkvelty. Db Ubbehessdry Expldbdtgkb Expldbdtgkb
]ngs lgttle text yku‗ve iust redm wds d very qugh` dttejpt gb pdgbtgba tne (perndps) jetdpnysghdl wkr`gba kc hredtgvgty. Ckllkwgba tngs redskbgba, G wkulm hertdgbly suaaest tndt yku `eep db eye kb gt. Hndbhes dre, yku jdy ndve tk redm gt dadgb murgba tne rest kc tngs trgp (explkrdtgkb). Fut, kc hkurse, feckre G jkve tk jkre kr less gjpkrtdbt stucc readrmgba tne bdture kc tngs jdtergdl, let je ebtertdgb yku (kr bkt) wgtn d cew gbckrjdtgkb kb tne _kpe ngjselc. Bkt tne _kpe yku yku jgant tngb`, G‗j dcrdgm. G‗j tdl`gba dfkut tne kbe dbm kbly _kpe Fkf! Fe wdrbem, nkwever, ckr ngs gmeds dbm tnkuants dre bkt ckr tne wed`. Gc wed` gs ykur jgmmle bdje, tngs jdy bkt fe ykur hup kc ted. Gb cdht, cdht, gt jdy bkt eveb fe ykur pldhe kc frubhn dt dll.
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Dmjgttemly, dbykbe kc yku redmgba tngs, rgant bkw, hkulm fe d Mgshkrmgdb Mgshkrmgdb _kpe. Dll tndt gs requgrem ckr yku tk fe suhn d _kpe gs dmjgt gt dbm mehldre ykurselc d _kpe. Ds kppksem tk d hdtnklgh _kpe, yku mkb‗t beem tk ndve d wgeber tk fe kbe. Gb cdht, yku mkb‗t eveb beem tk ndve aebgtdl pdrts tk fe d _kpe. Dadgb, dll yku beem tk fe suhn d _kpe gs dmjgt dmjgt gt dbm mehldre gt. Nkwever, Nkwever, _kpe Fkf gs tne kbe kc gbterest rgant bkw. Bkt yku. Bkt je. Fut, _kpe Fkf.
Fkrb gb Idbudry 4>, 4786, Vkfert Dbtkb Qglskb wds db Djerghdb Dutnkr, Bkvelgst, Essdygst, Essdygst, Emgtkr, _ldywrgant, _ldywrgant, _ket, _ket, Cuturgst, _syhnklkagst _syhnklkagst dbm selcmeshrgfem Dabkstgh Jystgh. Gb snkrt, Vkfert Dbtkb Qglskb (wnghn G‗m rdtner hdll _kpe Fkf) wds d cuh`gba Qgzdrm. Ne mgem gb Idbudry 44, 6??1 (dbm dltnkuan skje kc yku redmgba tngs jdy fe tejptem tk jd`e skje hkbbehtgkb fetweeb ngs fegba fkrb dbm medm gb Idbudry, Idbudry, G‗m dmvghe dadgbst dadgbst tndt). Ds Ds d selc-meshrgfem Dabkstgh Jystgh, ne‗s jdgb akdl kc wkr` wds tk put everykbe gb d stdte kc tktdl kr Aeberdl Dabkstghgsj. Dabkstghgsj. Bkt iust dabkstghgsj dfkut Akm0 fut, Dabkstghgsj dfkut everytngba. ]ngs gs skjetngba tndt gs qugte kfvgkus gb tngs stdtejebt9 “"Gs", "gs." "gs"”tne gmgkhy kc tne wkrm ndubts je. Gc gt were dfklgsnem, nujdb tnkuant jgant feagb tk jd`e sebse. G mkb't `bkw wndt dbytngba dbytngba "gs"0 G kbly `bkw nkw gt seejs tk je dt tngs jkjebt. ” Vkfert Dbtkb Qglskb, Qglskb, ]ne Ngstkrghdl Gllujgbdtus Hnrkbghles , , ds ds spk`eb fy Xgagsjubmk Helgbe.‚ ]ngs hkulm, ds well, expldgb tne gbtebt kc, fktn, tne Qrgter dbm tne Jdaghgdb…gb skje sebse. ]ne gmed, redlly, gs tndt tnere dre kr seej tk fe d vdrgety kc Vedlgtges…expressgkbs Vedlgtges…expressgkbs kc tnej, tnerekc…gbterpretdtgkbs tnerekc…gbterpretdtgkbs kc d Ubgversdl kr Aeberdl Ldbaudae (]ne Lkaks). ]ne pldb, tnereckre, gs tk hredte skje `gbm kc Nyper-Vedlgty kr Jetd-Vedlgty gb wnghn kbe hdb expergebhe (kr frgba tkaetner) dll kr sgjply jdby mgccerebt redlgtges, skjetgjes recer tk ds “Vedlgty-]ubbels‚. “Vedlgty-]ubbels‚. (]ngs, gb skje sebse, expldgbs tne pdrtghuldr `gbm kc verfgdae kr wkrmgba tne Jdaghgdb dbm tne Qrgter ndve mehgmem tk wkr` wgtn…nkpecully). ]NE JD_ GX BK] ]NE ]EVVG]KVW TUK]EX KC VKFEV] DB]KB QGLXKB ∔
Qe lgve gb db dae kc drtgcghgdl shdrhgty, drtgcghgdl shdrhgty, jdgbtdgbem fy gabkrdbhe dbm cedr.]ne akverbjebt nds feeb pdygba cdrjers cdrjers bkt tk arkw ckkm ckr ckkm ckr cgcty yedrs-wngle jgllgkbs stdrve. Ldfkr ubgkbs, fusgbess dbm akverbjebt hkbspgre tk nklm fdh` tne Jghrkprkhesskr Jghrkprkhesskr Vevklutgkb--fehduse Vevklutgkb--fehduse bkbe kc tnej `bkw nkw tk medl wgtn tne jdssgve ubejplkyjebt gt wgll hduse. (Culler' (Culler'ss fkk`s hkulm tell tnej.) ]ne utglgtges dmvertgse hkbtgbudlly tndt "skldr pkwer gs dt ledst ckrty yedrs gb tne cuture" wneb jy crgebm crgebm @drl Ness, dbm nubmrems kc ktners, dlredmy dlredmy lgve gb ldraely skldr-pkwerem nkuses. ]nese prkpdadbmd dmvertgsejebts dre iust d
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G'j usgba jyselc ds d typghdl 6?tn hebtury jkmel ds G'j trygba tk jd`e sebse kut kc tne wkrlm drkubm je … typghdl gb tne sebse kc fegba kbe kc tne mdjb akkm jkmels drkubm tnese mdys. G dj typghdl gb tne sebse tndt ...d lkt kc pekple dre kb tne sdje sdje wdve lebatn ds je. je. G aet cdb jdgl crkj crkj pekple tndt dre dfsklutely stubbem tndt tnere's skjefkmy else fesgmes tnejselves wnk tngb`s tngs wdy. Xk, we're d jgbkrgty, fut tnere dre d lkt kc us. Kb d pldbet tngs kverhrkwmem, d jgbkrgty hdb ndve d cew jgllgkb bujfers. … Jkre shgebtgcgh tndb relgagkus. Jkre kpeb tndb mkajdtgh. Jkre kptgjgstgh kptgjgstgh tndb pessgjgstgh. pessgjgstgh. Jkre cuture krgebtem tndb pdst krgebtem. Dbm jkre nujkrkus tndb sergkus. G redlly mredm sergkus pekple. Espehgdlly sergkus, mkajdtgh pekple. G readrm tnej ds skrt kc wndt Veghn hdllem tne ejktgkbdl pldaue. G readrm tnej ds very mdbaerkus. Ne {Qglnelj {Qglnelj Veghn} Veghn} ndm d aredt hdpdhgty tk drkuse grrdtgkbdl ndtrem ndtremkfvgkusly, kfvgkusly, dbm tndt's fehduse ngs gmeds were rdmghdl gb tne jkst extreje sebse kc tne wkrm "rdmghdl." Ngs gmeds ndve skjetngba tk kccebm everyfkmy, dbm ne ebmem up fehkjgba tne kbly neretgh gb Djerghdb ngstkry wnkse fkk`s were lgterdlly furbem fy tne akverbjebt. ]gjktny Ledry spebt cgve yedrs gb prgskb gb prgskb ckr ubkrtnkmkx shgebtgcgh gmeds. Ezrd _kubm spebt _kubm spebt 48 yedrs gb d butnkuse ckr ubkrtnkmkx pklgtghdl ubkrtnkmkx pklgtghdl dbm dbm ehkbkjgh ehkbkjgh gmeds. ]negr fkk`s were bkt furbem. Veghn wds bkt kbly tnrkwb gb prgskb, prgskb, fut tney hnkppem up dll tne shgebtgcgh equgpjebt gb ngs ldfkrdtkry wgtn dxes dbm furbem dll kc ngs fkk`s gb db gbhgberdtkr. Bkw tndt gbterests gbterests je ds d hgvgl lgfertges gssue. Qneb G stdrtem stumygba Veghn's wkr`s, G webt tnrkuan d pergkm kc ebtnusgdsj, kc ebtnusgdsj, ckllkwem fy d pergkm kc s`eptghgsj, kc s`eptghgsj, ckllkwem ckllkwem fy d pergkm pergkm kc iust hkbtgbuem hkbtgbuem gbterest, fut G tngb` d lkt kc ngs gmeds prkfdfly were skubm. D lkt prkfdfly were tngb`s ne ubskubm. Dbm, G'j bkt d Veghngdb gb tne sebse kc skjefkmy wnk tngb`s wds tne aredtest shgebtgst wnk ever lgvem dbm mgshkverem tne fdsgh sehrets kcpsyhnklkay, pnysghs dbm everytngba else, dll gb kbe lgcetgje. Fut G tngb` ne nds ebkuan skubm gmeds tndt ngs ubpkpuldr gmeds meserve curtner gbvestgadtgkb.
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Qell G skjetgjes hdll jyselc d lgfertdrgdb fut tndt's kbly fehduse jkst pekple mkb't `bkw wndt dbdrhngst jedbs. Jkst pekple nedr yku're db dbdrhngst dbm tney tngb` yku're aettgba redmy tk tnrkw d fkjf dt d fuglmgba. ]ney mkb't ubmerstdbm ubmerstdbm tne tne hkbhept kc vklubtdry dsskhgdtgkb, tne wnkle hkbhept kc repldhgba ckrhe wgtn vklubtdry hkkperdtgkb kr hkbtrdhtudl drrdbaejebts dbm sk kb. Xk lgfertdrgdb gs d hledrer wkrm hledrer wkrm tndt tndt mkesb't drkuse dby gjjemgdte dbxgety upkb tne lgsteber. Dbm tneb dadgb, lgfertdrgdbs, gc tney were tktdlly hkbsgstebt wgtn tnegr prgbhgples prgbhgples wkulm fe dbdrhngsts. ]ney td`e tne pksgtgkb wnghn tney hdll jgbdrhny, wnghn wnghn gs tne sjdllest pkssgfle akverbjebt... akverbjebt... ]ne redskb G mkb't felgeve gb tne sjdllest pkssgfle akverbjebt gs fehduse we stdrtem kut wgtn tndt dbm gt kbly tkk` us 6?? yedrs tk drrgve dt tne hzdrgst khhupdtgkb kc akverbjebt tndt we ndve bkw. G bkw. G tngb` dby akverbjebt gs gs mdbaerkus bk jdtter nkw sjdll yku jd`e gt. Gbstedm kc akverbjebts we snkulm ndve hkbtrdhtudl hkbtrdhtudl dsskhgdtgkbs tndt tndt yku hdb kpt kut kc gc yku mkb't lg`e tne wdy tne dsskhgdtgkb gs akgba. Velgagkbs ckuant ckr nubmrems kc yedrs kver wnghn kbe snkulm mkjgbdte Eurkpe dbm tneb tney cgbdlly adve up dbm jdme d truhe, dbm tney dll dareem tk tklerdte edhn ktner ktner ” dt ledst gb tngs tngs pdrt kc tne wkrlm... Fut G tngb` akverbjebt snkulm fe tredtem lg`e relgagkb, everykbe snkulm fe dfle tk pgh` tne `gbm tney lg`e. Kbly gt snkulm fe hkbtrdhtudl bkt kflgadtkry kflgadtkry.. G wkulmb't jgbm pdygba tdx jkbey tk d lkhdl dsskhgdtgkb tk jdgbtdgb d pklghe ckrhe, ds lkba ds we beem kbe. Fut G ndte lg`e nell pdygba tdxes tk nelp tne UX akverbjebt fuglm jkre buhledr jgssgles tk flkw up jkre jkre pekple G mkb't eveb `bkw dbm mkb't tngb` G'm ndte ndte tnej gc G mgm `bkw tnej. D lkt kc dbdrhngsts ndm d jdikr rkll gb gbcluebhgba jy pklgtghdl tngb`gba, espehgdlly tne gbmgvgmudlgst dbdrhngsts. Febidjgb ]uh`er dbm ]uh`er dbm Lysdbmer Lysdbmer Xpkkber espehgdlly. Xpkkber espehgdlly. Fut G've dlsk feeb gbcluebhem fy Lek ]klstky's ]klstky's dbdrhnk pdhgcgsj. Dbm pdhgcgsj. Dbm G cgbm d lkt kc @rkpkt`gb kc @rkpkt`gbhkjpdtgfl hkjpdtgflee eveb tnkuan ne wds d hkjjubgst dbdrhngst. Bktngba wrkba wgtn hkjjubgst dbdrhngsj ds lkba ds gt rejdgbs vklubtdry. vklubtdry. Dby kbe tndt wdbts tk ak jd`e jd`e d hkjjube, ak dnedm, mk gt. G akt bktngba dadgbst gt. Ds lkba ds tnere's rkkj tk tne gbmgvgmudlgst tk mk ngs kr ner kwb tngba. Ckllkwgba @krzyfs`g, @krzyfs`g, G G put tngbas gb prkfdfglgtges, bkt dfsklutes. dfsklutes... .. Jy kbly krgagbdlgty lges gb dpplygba tngs zetetgh dttgtume kutsgme tne ndrmest kc tne ndrm shgebhes, pnysghs, shgebhes, pnysghs, tk tk skcter shgebhes dbm tneb tk bkb-shgebhes lg`e pklgtghs lg`e pklgtghs,gmeklkay, ,gmeklkay, iury iury vermghts dbm, kc hkurse, hkbspgrdhy tnekry. G mkb't felgeve dbytngba, fut G ndve jdby suspghgkbs.
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G readrm tne twk jdikr jdle drhnetypes gb 6?tn Hebtury lgterdture dsLekpklm ds Lekpklm Flkkj dbm Ndbbgfdl Lehter. J.M. Flkkj, tne perpetudl vghtgj, tne`gbm tne `gbm dbm dbm aebtle cellkw wnk cgbgsnes ldst, represebtem db dstkbgsn dstkbgsngba gba fred`tnrkuan tk bew levels kc redlgsj gb tne bkvel, dbm dlsk syjfklgzem syjfklgzem tne vgew kc nujdbgty kc nujdbgty tndt ndrmly dbyfkmy hkulm meby h. 47??475?. Ngstkry, skhgklkay, ehkbkjghs, ehkbkjghs, psyhnklkay psyhnklkay et dl . hkbcgrjem Ikyhe‗ hkbcgrjem Ikyhe‗ss vgew kc Everyjdb ds vghtgj. Flkkj, explkgtem dbm mkwbtrkmmeb fy tne Frgts ckr fegba Grgsn dbm reiehtem fy jdby kc tne Grgsn ckr fegba Iewgsn, mkes gbmeem epgpndbgze nujdbgty gb tne cgrst ndlc kc tne 6?tn Hebtury. Dbm ne rejdgbs d bghe auy mespgte everytngba tndt ndppebs... Mr Lehter, jy hdbmgmdte ckr tne jdle drhnetype kc 4754-6???, wgll bever wgb dby Bghe Auy dwdrms, G cedr, fut ne syjfklgzes kur dae ds tktdlly ds Flkkj syjfklgzem ngs. Ndbbgfdl's wgt, erumgtgkb erumgtgkb,, gbsgant gbtk ktners, drtgstgh sebsgtgvgty, shgebtgcgh `bkwlemae eth. jd`e ngj dljkst d wdl`gba kbe jdb ebhyhlkpemgd kc Qesterb hgvglgzdtgkb. Ds ckr ngs "nkffges" ds ne hdlls tnej ” well, dhhkrmgba tk tne Qkrlm Qkrlm Adje Gbstgtute, sgbhe tne ebm kc Qkrlm Qkrlm Qdr GG, gb wnghn 3?,???,??? nujdb fegbas were jurmerem fy ktner nujdb fegbas, 478, ???,??? jkre nujdbs nujdbs ndve feeb jurmerem fy fy ktner nujdbs gb frusn wdrs, revklutgkbs, revklutgkbs, gbsurrehtgkbs gbsurrehtgkbs eth. eth. Qndt fetter syjfkl kc kur dae tndb d sergdl `gller; Nell, hdb yku tngb` kc dby rehebt U.X. _resgmebt wnk mkesb't felkba gb tne Xergdl @gller Ndll kc Cdje; Dbm tnegr jktgv jktgves es jd`e bk jkre sebse, dbm bk less sebse, tndb Mr Lehter's Mdrwgbgdb kbe-jdb ecckrt tk rgm tne pldbet kc tnkse ne cgbms kutstdbmgbaly lkutgsn dbm ubhkutn. Feykbm d hertdgb pkgbt, tne wnkle ubgverse fehkjes d hkbtgbukus prkhess kc gbgtgdtgkb. Dll pnebkjebd dre redl gb skje sebse, sebse, ubredl ubredl gb skje sebse, jedbgbaless gb skje sebse, redl dbm jedbgbaless gb skje sebse, ubredl dbm jedbgbaless gb skje sebse, dbm redl dbm ubredl dbm jedbgbaless gb skje sebse.
Exgstebhe gs ldraer tndb dby jkmel tndt gs bkt gtselc tne exdht sgze kc exgstebhe (wnghn nds bk sgze...) ]nere gs dfsklutely bktngba tndt hdb fe td`eb ckr ardbtem gb tngs wkrlm.
Hkbspgrdhy gs iust dbktner bdje ckr hkdlgtgkb.
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]ne hredtgve cdhulty, tne akm-pkwer, gs bkt usem nere wgtn dbytngba less tndb lgterdlbess. Qneb feduty Qneb feduty wds hredtem fy d akmly jgbm, jgbm, feduty feduty exgstem, ds surely ds tne pdgbtgbas kc Fkttghellg kc Fkttghellg kr tne hkbhertg kc Sgvdlmg kc Sgvdlmg exgst. Qneb jerhy wds hredtem, jerhy exgstem. Qneb auglt wds hredtem, auglt exgstem. Kut kc d jedbgbaless dbm pkgbtless exgstebhe, we ndve jdme jedbgba dbm dbm purpkse0 purpkse0 fut sgbhe tngs hredtgve dht ndppebs kbly wneb we reldx dcter aredt strdgb, we ceel gt ds 'pkurgba gbtk us' crkj elsewnere. ]nus, we mk bkt `bkw kur kwb akmnkkm dbm we dre perpetudlly swgbmlem fy tnkse wnk dssure us tndt gt gs gbmeem elsewnere, fut tney hdb agve us dhhess tk gt, ckr d redskbdfle cee. Dbm wneb we ds d spehges were gabkrdbt ebkuan tk fe mupem gb tndt wdy, tne swgbmlers webt kbe step curtner, gbvebtem krgagbdl sgb dbm ktner nkrrkrs kc tndt skrt, dbm jdme us eveb jkre 'mepebmebt' upkb tnej.
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Hkjpdrdtgve relgagkb dbm pnglkskpny snkw tndt tne ]ngb`er hdb readrm gtselc ds jkrtdl, ds gjjkrtdl, ds fktn jkrtdl dbm gjjkrtdl (tne regbhdrbdtgkb jkmel) kr eveb ds bkb-exgstebt (Fummngsj (Fummngsj). ). Gt hdb tngb` gtselc gbtk lgvgba gb d Hnrgstgdb ubgverse, ubgverse, d d Jdrxgst ubgverse, d shgebtgcghreldtgvgstgh ubgverse, kr d Bdzg d Bdzg ubgverse ” djkba jdby jdby pkssgfglgtges. Ds psyhngdtrgsts dbm psyhnklkagsts ndve kcteb kfservem (juhn tk tne hndargb kc tnegr jemghdl hklledaues), tne ]ngb`er hdb tngb` gtselc sgh`, dbm hdb eveb tngb` gtselc well dadgb. ]ne _rkver gs d juhn sgjpler jehndbgsj. jehndbgsj. Gt kperdtes kb kbe ldw kbly9 Qndtever tne ]ngb`er tngb`s, tne _rkver prkves. ]k hgte d bktkrgkus exdjple wnghn ubledsnem gbhremgfle nkrrkrs nkrrkrs edrlger gb tngs hebtury, gc tne ]ngb`er tngb`s tndt dll Iews dre rghn, tne _rkver wgll prkve gt. Gt wgll cgbm evgmebhe tndt tne pkkrest pkkrest Iew gb tne jkst jkst rub-mkwb anettk nds ngmmeb jkbey skjewnere. Qndtever tne ]ngb`er tngb`s, tne _rkver wgll prkve. Dbm gc tne ]ngb`er tngb`s pdssgkbdtely ebkuan, tne _rkver wgll prkve tne tnkuant tnkuant sk hkbhlusgvely tndt yku wgll bever tdl` d perskb kut kc suhn d felgec, eveb gc gt gs skjetngba ds rejdr`dfle ds tne bktgkb tndt tnere gs d adsekus d adsekus vertefrdte kc dstrkbkjghdl nect ("AKM ("AKM") ") wnk wgll spebm dll eterbgty tkrturgba pekple wnk mk bkt felgeve gb ngs relgagkb.
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"Jgbm" gs d tkkl gbvebtem fy tne ubgverse tk see gtselc0 fut gt hdb bever see dll kc gtselc, ckr juhn tne sdje redskb tndt yku hdb‗t see ykur kwb fdh` (wgtnkut jgrrkrs).
Jgbm dbm gts hkbtebts hkbtebts dre cubhtgkbdlly gmebtghdl9 gmebtghdl9 Jy wgce kbly exgsts, ckr exgsts, ckr je, gb jy jgbm. Bkt fegba d sklgpsgs sklgpsgst, t, G rehkabgze tne hkbverse9 G kbly exgst, ckr exgst, ckr ner, gb ner jgbm. Lest tne redmer exhldgj, lg`e Fyrkb kc Qkrmwkrtn, "G wgsn ne wkulm expldgb ngs expldbdtgkb!" expldbdtgkb!",, let us try gt tngs wdy9 Gc G dj sk ckrtubdte ds tk fe lgstebgba tk tne Ndjjer`ldvger tne Ndjjer`ldvger skbdtd, skbdtd, tne kbly hkrreht dbswer, gc yku ds` je summebly, "Qnk dre yku;" wkulm fe tk nuj tne Ndjjer`ldvger tne Ndjjer`ldvger . Ckr, wgtn jusgh kc tndt qudlgty, kbe gs nypbktgzem gbtk rdpt dttebtgkb9 tnere gs bk mgvgsgkb fetweeb "je" dbm "jy expergebhe". ∔
Jdby trgfdl pekples ndve fktn dll-jdle dbm dll-cejdl dll-cejdlee sehret skhgetges, wnghn nelp jdgbtdgb tne hulturdl vdlues kr redlgty tubbel. Creejdskbry gs hertdgbly tne ldraest, dbm prkfdfly tne klmest, dbm stgll tne jkst hkbtrkversgdl kc tne dll-jdle sehret skhgetges survgvgba gb kur wkrlm. Bk twk shnkldrs shnkldrs hdb eveb daree kb nkw klm gt gs, juhn less kb nkw "akkm" "akkm" kr kr "evgl "evgl"" gt gs. … Dltnkuan Jdskbry gs kcteb mebkubhem ds egtner d pklgtghdl d pklgtghdl kr kr relgagkus relgagkus "hkbspgrdhy hkbspgrdhy", ", Creejdskbs dre ckrfgmmeb tk mgshuss egtner pklgtghs kr relgagkb wgtngb tne lkmae. Adry Mryckks kc tne Jdssdhnusetts Gbstgtute Gbstgtute kc tehnbklkay, wnk jdgbtdgbs tne fest Jdskbgh sgte kb tne wef, dlwdys wef, dlwdys stresses stresses tnese pkgbts pkgbts dbm dlsk kccers perskbdl testgjkby tndt dcter jdby yedrs ds d Jdskb, gbhlumgba ngan rdb`s, ne nds bkt yet feeb ds`em tk ebadae gb pdadb gb pdadb kr kr Xdtdbgh Xdtdbgh rgtudls kr plkt ckr dby redskb ckr kr dadgbst dby pklgtghdl pdrty. ]ne jkre rdfgm dbtg-Jdskbs, kc hkurse, mgsjgss suhn testgjkby ds cldt lges. ]ne ebejges kc Jdskbry, wnk dre usudlly Vkjdb Hdtnklghs kr Cubmdjebtdlgst _rktestdbts, _rktestdbts, gbsgst tndt tne rgtes kc tne krmer hkbtdgb "pdadb" elejebts, e.a., tneWule tneWule cestgvdl, tne Xprgba Xklstghe cestgvdl, tne medm-dbm-resurrehtem medm-dbm-resurr ehtem jdrtyr (Iesus, (Iesus, dlleaemly dlleaemly ngstkrghdl, tk Hnrgstgdbs0 Ngrdj, Ngrdj, dmjgttemly dmjgttemly dlleakrghdl, tk Jdskbs). Dll tnese dbm jdby ktner elejebts gb Hnrgstgdbgty dbm Jdskbry ndve d lkba prengstkry gb pdadbgsj, ds mkhujebtem gb tne 46 vklujes kc Xgr Idjes Xgr Idjes Aekrae Crdzer'ss Aklmeb Fkuan. Crdzer' Fkuan. ]ne jdikr kccebse kc Jdskbry tk krtnkmkx hnurhnes gs tndt gt, lg`e kurCgrst kur Cgrst Djebmjebt, ebhkurdaes Djebmjebt, ebhkurdaes equdl tklerdbhe ckr dll relgagkbs, dbm tngs tebms, skjewndt, tk lesseb mkajdtgh dlleagdbhe tk dby kbe
relgagkb.]nkse wnk gbsgst yku just dhhept tnegr mkajd cervebtly dbm rebkubhe dll ktners ds mevglgsn errkrs, hkrrehtly see tngs Jdskbgh tebmebhy ds gbgjgtdfle P sghZ sghZ ” tk tne tnegr gr cdgtn. cdgtn. "Elkngj, Elkngj," " tne bdje ckr tne hredtgve pkwer gb Aebesgs Aebesgs,, gs d cejdle plurdl, d cdht tndt aeberdtgkbs kc ledrbem rdffgs dbm Hnrgstgdb tneklkagdbs ndve dll expldgbem ds jerely ardjjdtghdl hkbvebtgkb. ]ne @gba Idjes dbm jkst ktner Fgfles trdbsldte gt ds "Akm, "Akm,"" fut gc yku td`e tne ardjjdr lgterdlly, lgterdlly, gt seejs seejs tk jedb "akmmesses. akmmesses."" Dl Xndmmdg, akm Xndmmdg, akm kc fdttles, dppedrs ldter, dbm WNQN, dbm WNQN, jgsprkbkubhem Ienkvdn, jgsprkbkubhem Ienkvdn, ldter ldter stgll. ]ne Qesterb Qkrlm nds feeb frdgbwdsnem fy Drgstktle ckr tne ldst 6,5?? yedrs. ]ne ubhkbshgkus, bkt qugte drtghuldte, felgec kc jkst Khhgmebtdls gs tndt tnere gs kbe jdp wnghn dmequdtely represebts redlgty. redlgty. Fy Fy sneer akkm luh`, luh`, every every Khhgmebtdl tngb`s ne kr sne nds tne jdp tndt cgts. Auerrglld kbtklkay, tk je, gbvklves snd`gba up tndt hertdgbty. G use wndt gb jkmerb pnysghs jkmerb pnysghs gs hdllem tne "jultg-jkmel" dpprkdhn, wnghn gs tne gmed tndt tnere gs jkre tndb kbe jkmel tk hkver d agveb set kc cdhts. kc cdhts. Ds Ds G've sdgm, bkvel wrgtgba gbvklves ledrbgba tk tngb` tngb` lg`e lg`e ktner pekple. Jy pekple. Jy bkvels dre wrgtteb sk ds tk ckrhe tne redmer tk see tngbas tnrkuan mgccerebt redlgty argms rdtner tndb tnrkuan d sgbale argm. Gt's gjpkrtdbt tk dfklgsn tne ubhkbshgkus mkajdtgsj tndt jd`es pekple tngb` tnegr wdy kc lkk`gba dt redlgty gs tne kbly sdbe wdy kc vgewgba tne wkrlm. wkrlm. Jy Jy akdl gs tk try tk aet pekple gbtk d stdte kc aeberdlgzem dabkstghgsj, dabkstghgsj, bkt bkt dabkstghgsj dfkut Akm dlkbe, fut dabkstghgsj dfkut everytngba. Gc kbe hdb kbly see tngbas dhhkrmgba tk kbe's kwb felgec kwb felgec systej, systej, kbe kbe gs mestgbem mestgbem tk fehkje vgrtudlly vgrtudlly medc, mujf, mujf, dbm flgbm. Gt's flgbm. Gt's kbly pkssgfle tk see pekple wneb kbe gs dfle tk see tne wkrlm ds ktners see gt. ]ndt's wndt auerrglld auerrglld kbtklkay gs ” fred`gba mkwb tngs kbejkmel vgew dbm agvgba pekple d jultg-jkmel perspehtgve. perspehtgve. Everykbe nds d felgec felgec systej, systej, F.X., F.X., tne trgh` gs tk ledrb bkt tk td`e dbykbe's F.X. tkk sergkusly, espehgdlly ykur kwb. ∔
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Ds yku hdb see, G hkulm ak kb dbm kb dfkut tne _kpe dbm ngs tnkuants…snkwgba yku tne Drhnetype kc d akkm (reldtgvely sped`gba) _kpe. Nkwever, `eepgba kb akgba lg`e tngs wkulmb‗t fe cdgr ckr tne up hkjgba hndpters. ]nere just fe tgje ckr d fred`. Wku beem tk td`e d fredtn dbm rehndrae. Qndt ckllkws gs wndt yku beem tk ubmerstdbm dfkut fegba d Jdaghgdb…tne _kwers tndt yku nklm (kr wgll skkb ebkuan) dbm tne jedbgba kc ykur hrdct…]ne Hrdct.
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@ bkwgba kr dhheptgba yku dre d Jdaghgdb mkesb‗t mk gt dll. Wku ndve tk `bkw wndt tndt ebtdgls. Qndt dre kr wndt gs tne _kwer(s) kc d Jdaghgdb; Kc hkurse, ubmerstdbmgba tngs hdb kbly fe tne result kc ubmerstdbmgba wndt d Jdaghgdb gs. ]ngs we‗ve dlredmy feeb tnrkuan gb tne very cgrst hndpter tredtgba tne Essebhe kc Jdagh. Gb suhn, we hdb sdcely sdy tndt tne _kwer kc d Jdaghgdb gs tndt tk hredte dbm tk trdbsckrj fehduse tngs gs tndt kc Drt dbm tne Drtgst. WKU DVE AKM ]NE _KQEV KC AKM GX WKUV _KQEV WKU DVE AKM GB JDB CKVJ ]ne trutn gs d fgt jkre tndb tndt. Dbm, dltnkuan tngs stdtejebt jdy skubm tk skje tk fe d fgt neretgh (dssujgba (dssujgba yku‗re tne `gbm wnk wkulm cgbm tngs neretgh), gt gsb‗t. Gb cdht, tne trutn gs bkt tndt yku‗re Akm gb Jdb ckrj. ]ne trutn gs tndt yku‗re Akm gb jdby ckrjs. Dll kc yku dre. Bkt kbe sgbale ebtgty gsb‗t. Akm gs d wkrm, dbm tndt wkrm represebts skjetngba…d pdrt kr dspeht kc Vedlgty tndt skje wkulm hkbsgmer Jystergkus. Fut, tne Jdaghgdb gs tne Jdster kc Jystery. ]ne perckrjdbhe kc tne Jdaghgdb Jdaghgdb gs tndt kc Jystery. Jystery. ]k td`e db gmed gmed dbm tk jdbgcest jdbgcest gt gb pnysghdl redlgty0 tk td`e db Gmed dbm tk dllkw gt tk hredte (kr tk perckrj d) hndbae gb hkbshgkusbess hkjes wgtn d hertdgb sebse kc Jystghgsj kr Hkbhedljebt. 5) ]ne Jdaghgdb‗s _kwer gs tk Hredte dbm tk ]rdbsckrj
]ne Qrgter, perndps, bkt fegba tne prgjdry cgaure kc d Jdaghgdb, jdy bkt fe tne jkst kfvgkus vkghe yku‗m yku‗m rdtner expldgb tk yku tne stucc kc wnghn tne _kwer kc d Jdaghgdb gs jdme kc. Gb lgant kc tngs, gt nds hkje tk tne dttebtgkb kc, fktn, tne
Jdaghgdb dbm tne Qrgter tndt tne jkst, perndps, dhheptdfle cgaure tndt wkulm express tnese gmeds wgtn jkre edse edse dbm dutnkrgty snkulm gbevgtdfly gbevgtdfly fe tne Jdaghgdb. ]nereckre, tne seejgbaly gb-meptn explkrdtgkb kc tne Jdaghgdb‗s _kwer tndt gs tk hkje wgll fe lem fy tne Jdaghgdb. Fut, feckre ne mkes tndt… …tne Qrgter wgsnes tk express tk yku tne bdture kc tndt mdbhe fetweeb tne Qrgter dbm tne Jdaghgdb. Kfvgkusly, agvgba tndt tngs gs d fkk` kc Jdagh, yku snkulm bkt put ykur nkpe tkk ngan dbm dbm expeht everytngba everytngba tk fe expldgbem nere. nere. G‗m rdtner yku mkb‗t! Gbstedm, td`e everytngba wgtn d lgttle fgt kc s`eptghgsj dbm mk ykur Kwb mdjb wkr`. Jkst pekple lg`e tk tnekrgze dbm fuglm jkmel kc Vedlgty. Bkt jdby wgsn tk put tne ecckrt dbm mk tne Qkr`. Wet, tne wkr` wkr` gs wndt jd`es jd`es tne Jdaghgdb. ]ne Jdaghgdb gs d _erckrjer, _erckrjer, dbm ds suhn, just fe perckrjgba. ]ne Qkr` gs tne perckrjdbhe kc tne Jdaghgdb. QNK GX ]NE JDAGHGDB QNK JD@EX ]NE AVDXX AVEEB; ]ngs suaaests, gb skje sebse, tndt tnere gs d Aredt Jdaghgdb jd`gba tne ardss areeb. ]ngs dlsk suaaests tne Aredt Jdaghgdb gs dhtudlly mkgba skjetngba9 Jd`gba tne Ardss Areeb. Eveb jkre sk, tne Aredt Jdaghgdb gs mkgba tne wkr`. Gc, tneb, tne Aredt Jdaghgdb gs puttgba skje wkr`, wny snkulm yku bkt; JDAGHDL QKV@GBA
Qndt dj G; D Jdaghgdb; Xure. Fut, wndt mk G mk, ds suhn; Qndt mkes gt jedb tk fe d Jdaghgdb; Qndt mkes gt jedb tk hredte Jdagh…aebugbe Jdagh;
Ds d Jdaghgdb, G ndve ndve ndm tk medl wgtn wgtn qugte d cew cew tngbas. G ndve seeb qugte d cew cew tngbas. G ndve feeb tnrkuan tnrkuan jdby tngbas. Fut, jkst gjpkrtdbtly, gjpkrtdbtly, G ndve mkbe mkbe qugte d cew tngbas. tngbas. ]ne “mkgba tngbas‚ tngbas‚ gs wndt jdtters nere. Gt sped`s sped`s kc tne wkr` we mk. Gt sped`s kc wndt Jdaghgdbs Jdaghgdbs mk. Bkw, tne wkr` we we mk gs bkt dlwdys pretty. Lg`e jkst akkm dbm Djdzgba Djdzgba tngbas, tngbas, tnere‗s db ualy sgme tk gt. ]ne ualy ualy sgme gs tndt tne Jdaghgdb beems tk khhdsgkbdlly wkr` wgtn tne Mdr`bess. Gt gs tngs wkr`gba wgtn tne Mdr`bess tndt jd`es tne Jdaghgdb Jdaghgdb aredt. Gt‗s bkt iust dfkut dfkut wkr`gba wgtn wgtn tne Lgant. Gt‗s dfkut wkr`gba wkr`gba gb tne sndmkws sndmkws dbm wkr`gba wkr`gba wgtn Mdr`bess. Mdr`bess. Gb cdht, tngs gs tne aredtest _kwer kc kc d Jdaghgdb9 ]ne _kwer tk turb turb Mdr`bess gbtk Lgant, tk ckrj tne Fedutgcul Fedutgcul kut kc tne tne ualy. Akm gs tne Dlpnd dbm tne Kjead, tne Feagbbgba dbm tne Ebm. Gb suhn, tne Jdaghgdb fegba tne reclehtgkb…tne reclehtgkb…tne gjdae kc Akm…wglls tne tne _kwer kc Akm, dbm, tnereckre, jdbgcests fktn sgmes kc Vedlgty. Akkm dbm Evgl Lgant dbm Mdr`bess Dbaels dbm Mejkbs ]ne Jdaghgdb wglls tne _kwer tk trdbshebm fktn sgmes…tk fehkje Akm kb Edrtn. CBKVM Gb ]ne prgjdry yedrs yedrs G‗ve fehkje d Jdaghgdb, Jdaghgdb, G‗ve ndm jdby ebhkubters ebhkubters wgtn jdby ebtgtges tndt ndve hldgjem tk fe nklmers kc Aredt Qgsmkj readrmgba tne Bdture dbm Essebhe Essebhe kc Jdagh, dbm, tnereckre, tnereckre, wndt tne Jdaghgdb Jdaghgdb hdb mk. Nkwever, Nkwever, bk ktner tndb tne Lkaks nds prkveb tk je tk fe wkrtny kc tne tds`. ]ndt Gbcgbgtely Hredtgve Gbtellgaebhe nds feeb gb tne Feagbbgba wneb tne ]nkuant kc Hredtgkb wds cgrst hkjpksem. ]ndt sdje Gbcgbgtely Hredtgve Gbtellgaebhe gtselc wds tne hkjpksgtgkb kc tndt ]nkuant. ]neb, crkj gt hdje tne jdbgcestdtg jdbgcestdtgkb. kb. Qndt ckllkwem gb tne bext yedrs wds d hklldfkrdtgkb fetweeb d rdtner dfstrdht Gbtellgaebt _rgbhgple _rgbhgple kc Hredtgvgty Hredtgvgty dbm d rdtner hkbhrete fgklkaghdl fgklkaghdl Nujdbkgm
kradbgsj recerrem tk ds d Jdaghgdb. ]ngs Jdaghgdb, gb turbs, nds fehkje d very Aredt kbe dt tndt. Gc yku redlly wdbt tk `bkw wndt wndt tne _kwer kc d Jdaghgdb gs, tne tne dbswer gs kr seejs tk fe qugte sgjple9 sgjple9 ]ne _kwer _kwer kc d Jdaghgdb Jdaghgdb gs tndt kc hndbbelgba. hndbbelgba. Fehduse dll Jdaghgdbs (wnetner tney felgeve gt kr bkt) kperdte kb tne sdje Hredtgve _rgbhgple---wnghn _rgbhgple---wn ghn G‗j `gbm kc kc sdygba gs pretty Gbtellgaebt---tney Gbtellgaebt---tney dhhkrmgbaly dhhkrmgbaly represebt pkgbts kc recerebhe tnrkuan wnghn tngs _rgbhgple kc Hredtgvgty hdb fe expressem. ]ngs, kc hkurse, gs qugte hkbckrjgba tk tne gmed we nklm kc d Jemguj. ]ne jemguj‗s wkr` hkbsgsts kc fegba d recerebhe pkgbt gb Xpdhe-]gje tnrkuan wnghn d very dfstrdht dfstrdht,, spgrgtudl kr dlgeb ebtgty hdb fe expressem. Kc hkurse, tndt dlgeb, spgrgtudl kr dfstrdht Ebtgty hdb sgjply fe db Gmed. ]ngs wkulmb‗t jd`e gt dby less _kwercul dbm redl. Essebtgdlly, yku dre tne pkgbt tnrkuan wnghn tngs ebtgty expresses gts fegba…gts exgstebhe. ]ne sdje gs true ckr tne Jdaghgdb. ]ne Jdaghgdb (wndtever ngs kr ner jemguj kc expressgkb) gs kr seejs tk fe tne pkgbt kc expressgkb kc tne Hredtgve _rgbhgple. _rgbhgple. Gb suhn, suhn, tndt Hredtgve Hredtgve _rgbhgple expresses gts fegba tnrkuan tngs Jdaghgdb, dbm tne Jdaghgdb, gb turb, mecgbes tndt expressgkb dhhkrmgba tk ngs kr ner ubmerstdbmgba kc wndt‗s ndppebgba. Xkje recer tk wndt tney‗re mkgba ds sgjple trgh`s. Xkje see gt ds Xuperbdtur Xuperbdturdl dl wkr`gba. Ktners sgjply `bkw tndt wneb tney mk hertdgb stucc, hertdgb results dppedr. ]ney mkb‗t try tk mecgbe tnej. ]ney sgjply wkr` wgtn tnej. Jdaghgdbs dre ndh`ers, ndh`ers, fdsghdlly. ]ney ndh` perheptgkb. Gb suhn, tney ndh` Vedlgty. Vedlgty gs _erheptgkb. _erheptgkb. Gt dll redlly hkjes mkwb mkwb tk nkw yku mecgbe Vedlgty. Vedlgty. Kc hkurse, Vedlgty gs kr seejs tk fe perheptudl. Wku hndbae skjekbe‗ skjekbe‗ss perheptgkb dfkut skjetngba, yku hndbae tndt perskb‗s Vedlgty. Vedlgty. Gt‗s redlly tndt sgjple. sgjple. Jdaghgdbs dre trgh`sters, trgh`sters, dbm dbm tne _kwer tne tne nklm gs tndt kc trgh`s. trgh`s. ]ney dre jdbgcestdtgkb kc tne trgh`ster…tne Akm kc jgscgts.
]k hredte dbm tk trdbsckrj, trdbsckrj, gs wndt we sdy tne _kwer kc d Jdaghgdb Jdaghgdb hkbsgst kc. Dt ledst, tngs gs tne expergebhe kc Jdagh tndt G‗ve ndm. Qndt dj G suppksem tk mk; Lge tk yku; G hdb‗t. G mkb‗t tngb` G snkulm. snkulm. G mkb‗t eveb `bkw yku. yku. Xk, wny snkulm G lge tk yku bkw; bkw; Kc hkurse, G‗j d jdaghgdb dbm jy ikf, ds suhn, gs tk trgh` yku, tk hndbae ykur perheptgkb. Dcter dll, dll, tngs jdtergdl jdtergdl gs jdaghdl. jdaghdl. Fut, eveb gc G wds tk trgh` yku, G mkb‗t tngb` tngs gs tne wdy G‗m ak dfkut gt. G mkb‗t tngb` gt wkulm fe tndt kfvgkus. Fesgme, G‗j qugte crdb` crdb` dfkut tne cdht cdht tndt G wdbt wdbt tk hndbae ykur perheptgkb. Nkwever, G mkb‗t wdbt wdbt yku tk iust iust cdll gbtk dbktner dbktner type kc redlgty-tubbel. redlgty-tubbel. G wdbt yku tk expergebhe wndt wndt G wkulm recer tk ds “Jetdredlgty-tubbel‚. “Jetdredlgty-tubbel‚. Gb ktner wkrms, wkrms, G wdbt yku tk jkve crkj redlgty-tubbel tk redlgty-tubbel dt wgll. ]nereckre, G dbm tne Qrgter wdbt yku tk fe cree. Qndt ndppeb wneb yku‗re cree; Wku fehkje Lgjgtless. Gb cdht, gs tngs bkt wndt tngs fkk` sdys gt‗s dfkut; Qneb yku fehkje cree, yku fehkje cree tk bdvgadte tne Qef kc Lgce, tne ]ree kc Lgce. Wku nklm tne _kwer _kwer tk ak up gb Nedveb Nedveb dbm mkwb gb Nell (wneb yku redlly ubmerstdbm wndt tngs ebtdgls). Bk lgjgts. Bk wkrrges. Wku‗re cree! Qneb G cgrst fehdje d Jdaghgdb, tne expergebhe wds…vgvgcygba. G summebly fehdje cully dwdre kc Jyselc Jyselc dbm jy ebvgrkbjebt. Gb d sebse, G dlsk dlsk fehkje cully hkbcgmebt. Gt wds ds gc d pdrt kc jyselc ndve feeb hdptgve ckr tne fetter pdrt kc jy lgce, ubtgl tngs step‗s hndbaem everytngba. Everytngba fehdje frganter. G stdrtem evklvgba very qugh`ly. Kc hkurse, gt mgm bkt dll ndppeb dt kbhe. Gt wds d prkhess. Fut, gt wds qugh`. G wds summebly dwdre kc jy gjpercehtgkb gjpercehtgkbs. s. G wds dlsk dwdre kc tne percehtgkb kc tne prkhess gtselc. Dll Dll kc Vedlgty fehdje fehdje dlgve. G wds wds fredtngba gbckrjdtgkb, ds gc everytngba every tngba wds wds tdl`gba tdl`gba tk je. G stgll expergebhe tndt, G hdb dssure yku. Gt‗s db ever arkwgba prkhess0 prkhess0 kbe tndt mkes bkt stkp. Gt akes tk gbcgbgty. ]ne wgbm, tne rdgb, tne Xub, tney dll sped` tk yku.
Neh`…eveb tgje ndm ndm skjetngba tk sdy. sdy. Ds d Jdtter kc cdht, gt mkesb‗t mkesb‗t snut up. Gt bever mkes. Wkur nedrtfedt sped`s tk yku. Wkur fredtn mkes. Wku pdgb. Wkur mredjs. Wkur Bgantjdres. ]ney dll sped` tk yku, dbm yku fehkje dwdre kc tnegr vkghes gb ykur Lgce. Bkw, yku dhtudlly lgsteb. Gt‗s bkt tndt tney mkb‗t tdl` tk ktner pekple. ]ne trutn gs tney tdl` tk everyfkmy. ]ne prkflej gs bkt gb tnej bkt tdl`gba tk everykbe, fut gb bkt everykbe lgstebgba. ]ne prkflej gs very cew pekple dhtudlly lgsteb, dbm very cew pekple dhtudlly tdl` fdh`. G mk! G mk fehduse G‗j d Jdaghgdb. Jdaghgdb. G mk fehduse tngs nds fehkje jy expergebhe kc kc Jdagh. Xtrdbaer tngbas ndve ndppebem, G dssure yku…! Vedlgty gs d lkt strdbaer tndb yku tngb`. Neh`…gt‗s d lkt strdbaer tndb yku hdb tngb`! QNK GX ]NE JDAGHGDB QNK JD@EX ]NE AVEEB AVDXX; Qngle tngs stdtejebt stdtejebt jdy, dt cgrst lkk`, seej tk fe tne sdje ds tne prevgkus kbe, kbe, tne Qrgter wkulm lg`e tk suaaest tndt tney‗re bkt. Wku see, wngle tne cgrst stdtejebt “Qnk gs tne Jdaghgdb wnk jd`es tne ardss areeb‚ sgjply suaaests tne Jdaghgdb jdme tne ardss areeb (dbm bkt tndt ne kr sne jdme tne ardss), tne sehkbm stdtejebt “Qnk gs tne Jdaghgdb wnk jd`es tne areeb ardss‚ suaaests ktnerwgse. Gt sdys, bkt kbly tndt tne Jdaghgdb jdme tne Ardss Areeb, ne kr sne dlsk jdme tne Ardss. CKVJGMDFLE BDJE KC VESEVEB]GDL MGABG]W Qngle tngs lgttle Lgbaugstgh exerhgse dfkve snkws nkw iust fy hndbagba tne wkrmgba kc d stdtejebt, tne Lgbaugst/Jdaghgdb Lgbaugst/Jdaghgdb hdb hndbae gts redlgty, gt mkes bkt lgjgt tne _kwer kc tne Jdaghgdb tk iust tngs. ]ne Jdster Jdaghgdb nds dhhess tk d Hkllehtgve Gbtellgaebhe tndt jdy fe ds ldrae/vdst kr ds sjdll sjdll ds tne Jdaghgdb wgsnes. Gc tne Jdaghgdb wgsnes tngs Hkllehtgve Gbtellgaebhe tk fe ds vdst ds db Kradbgzdtgkb lg`e
tne HGD kr tne CFG, tne Hkllehtgve Gbtellgaebhe wgll ckllkw ds suhn. Gc tne Jdaghgdb wgsnes tngs Hkllehtgve Gbtellgaebhe tk fe ds sjdll ds tne equgvdlebt kc d cgve-pekple arkup, tne Hkllehtgve Gbtellgaebhe wgll ckllkw ds suhn. Ckr, tngs gs tne _kwer kc tne Jdaghgdb gb dll gts ardbmeur. Ds ckr tne Ckrjgmdfle Bdje kc Veverebtgdl Mgabgty jebtgkbem feckre, wndt gs tngs bdje; Ckr tnkse kc yku, medr redmers, wnk dre qugte bew tk tngs Jetdredlgty-tubbel, Jetdredlgty-tubbel, tne jdabgcghebhe kc tngs bdje jdy fe lkst gb yku. ]nereckre, G sndll bkt sdy jkre dfkut gt dt tne jkjebt. G ledve gt tk tne sebsgfle jgbms tk ubhkver gts jedbgba. G‗j sure tne gbgtgdtem gb tne Xehret Drts wgll cgaure gt kut (kr ndve dlredmy mkbe sk). Fut, gb hdse begtner kc yku (gbgtgdtem dbm bkb-gbgtgdtem) ndve jdbdaem tk mehkme gts sehret, G urae yku tk `eep redmgba tngs jdtergdl. ]ne dbswer wgll fe presebt gb tne bext hndpter, G prkjgse. prkjgse. _rdhtghdl Gbtellgaebhe gs skjetngba tndt hkjes wgtn tne Drt kc Jdagh. Wes, yku wgll fe versem gb Fkk`gsn `bkwlemae. Fut, yku dlsk wgll fe qugte cgllem wgtn prdhtghdl `bkwlemae ds well. ]ngs gs skjetngba tndt, fktn, tne Qrgter dbm tne Jdaghgdb daree kb. 3) ]ne Jdaghgdb‗s _kwer gs ds strkba ds ngs kr ner Jebtdl Xtrebatn
Gbmeem, tne Jdaghgdb‗s _kwer mepebms ebtgrely kb ngs kr ner Jebtdl Xtrebatn. Gt‗s dll dfkut nkw strkba tne Jdaghgdb gs jebtdlly, kr ds wed`…evebtudlly. wed`…evebtudlly. Dmjgttemly, tne Qrgter gs ndrmly trygba bkt tk kpebly revedl dby Jdaghdl wkr` kr prkhess. Ne wgsnes tne redmer tk mehkme mehkme ngs jessdae jessdae kb ngs kr ner kwb. Ne‗s trygba trygba tk mepght d very gjperceht jdp ckr tne redmer tk bdvgadte tne jdaghdl wef. Iust lg`e tne Jdaghgdb, ne `bkws tne wgsmkj tndt hkjes wgtn perskbdl gbvestgadtgkb. Ne wdbts tne redmer tk fe d ckrhecul gbvestgadtkr. gbvestgadtkr. Ne wdbts tne redmer tk fe d Jdp Jd`er0 bkt d ckllkwer. Ne wdbts tne redmer tk fe d hdrtkardpner kc tne Hredtgve _rkhess. LEDVB CVKJ XELC-GB]ELLGAEBHE NKQ ]K JD@E ]NE AVDXX AVEEB LEDVB CVKJ XELC-GB]ELLGAEBHE NKQ ]K JD@E ]NE AVEEB AVDXX
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Qe dre Fgklkaghdl Ebtgtges. Qe dre tkkl-jd`gba kradbgsjs. Ds ]kkl-jd`gba kradbgsjs, we ndve hkje up wgtn skje very gbterestgba gbvebtgkbs. Qe ndve frkuant tne Gbckrjdtgkb Gbckrjdtgkb Dae. Dbm, wgtn tne tne Gbckrjdtgkb Dae hdje hdje tne bew _syhnklkay9 Exk-_syhnklkay. Exk-_syhnklkay. ]ngs lem tk “Gbck-_syhnklkay‚. _ekple ndve fehkje jkre exterbdlgze. ]ne skul wds bk lkbaer behessdry. ]nus, hdje db uraebt beem ckr rehkbbehtgkb. Gt fehdje gjpkrtdbt tk rehkbbeht tne gbterbdl wgtn tne exterbdl. Jdb just fehkje wnkle dadgb. Gb suhn, hdje “]ehnbk-Xndjdbgsj‚. Nere, we‗re akgba tk hkbsgmer twk pdrtghuldr ]ehnbk-Xndjdb dbm wndt tney frkuant fdh` crkj tne Ktner. Fktn kc tnej wgtn reldtgvely sgjgldr jessdaes, jessdaes, we‗re akgba tk dmmress tne ]ehnbk-Xndjdb kc tne 3?s dbm tndt kc tne 7?s respehtgvely. ]ne ]ehnbk-Xndjdb kc tne 3?s, fkrb gb Khtkfer 66, 476?, mgem gb Jdy 84, 4773. Ne wds db dagtdtkr, d Xdtdb, d serpebt gb tne Adrmeb kc Emeb. Ne wds d ndh`er kc tne psyhne…tne gbck-psyhne. gbck-psyhne. Ne wds d _rkpnet kc ]rdbsperskbdl Hkabgtgkb. Ne wds db Gbtellgaebt Daebt memghdtem tk put tne jdsses gb d stdte kc tktdl me-hkbmgtgkbgba. Xk, kc hkurse, ds kbe hdb dssuje, tne systej wkulmb‗t pdssgvely dllkw dbm dhhept dhhept tndt. ]ne systej systej ckuant fdh`. ]ne Gbtellgaebhe Gbtellgaebhe Daebt resgstem. ]ne prkardj hndbaem.
]neb, hdje dbktner cree tngb`er, dbktner mgsturfer kc tne systej. ]neb, hdje dbktner _rkpnet kc ]rdbsperskbdl Hkabgtgkb, db explkrer kc tne psyhngh redlj. ]neb, hdje dbktner ]ehnbk-Xndjdb. Ne wds db Evklutgkbdry Evklutgkbdry Daebt. Ne wds d Jdae kc tne Gbckrjdtgkb Dae. Ngs jessdae wds tndt kc Explkrdtgkb. Gt wds tndt kc Jdppgba tne _syhne0 tk hkbbeht tne Gbterbdl wgtn tne Exterbdl. Ngs jgssgkb wds tk me-hkbmgtgkb tne hulturdl psyhne. Fkrb gb Bkvejfer 43, 47=3, ]erebhe @ejp Jh@ebbd wds d _syhnkbdut (tndt gs db explkrer kc tne psyhne) wnk mgem gb Dprgl 8, 6???. Gb lgant kc dllkwgba tne redmer tk aet d sebse kc tne jessdaes kc fktn ]ehnbk-Xndjdbs, tne Qrgter tebm kb ckllkwgba tne sdje jetnkm kc tne prevgkus hndpters dbm ebtertdgb tne redmer wgtn skje quktes kc, fktn, ]gjktny Ledry dbm ]erebhe Jh@ebbd respehtgvely. respehtgvely.
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td`e LXM ubless yku dre very well Qe dlwdys ndve uraem pekple9 Mkb't td`e LXM prepdrem, ubless yku dre spehgcghdlly prepdrem tk ak kut kut kc ykur jgbm. ykur jgbm. Mkb't Mkb't td`e gt ubless yku ndve ndve skjekbe tndt's very expergebhem expergebhem wgtn wgtn yku tk augme yku tnrkuan gt. Dbm mkb't td`e gt ubless yku dre dre redmy tk ndve ykur perspehtgve kb ykurselc dbm ykur lgce lgce rdmghdlly rdmghdlly hndbaem hndbaem , fehduse , fehduse yku're akbbd fe d mgccerebt perskb, dbm yku snkulm snkulm fe redmy tk tk cdhe tngs pkssgfglgty. _ekple use tne wkrm " bdturdl " … Qndt gs bdturdl tk je gs tnese fktdbghdl spehges wnghn gbterdht mgrehtly wgtn tne bervkus bervkus systej. Qndt G hkbsgmer hkbsgmer drtgcghgdl gs = yedrs dt Ndrvdrm, Ndrvdrm, dbm tne tne Fgfle, dbm Fgfle, dbm Xdgbt Xdgbt _dtrgh`' s s hdtnemrdl, dbm tne Xubmdy shnkkl shnkkl tedhngbas. tedhngbas. ]k meshrgfe exterbdls, yku fehkje d shgebtgst. d shgebtgst. ]k ]k meshrgfe expergebhe , yku fehkje db drtgst. db drtgst. ]ne klm mgstgbhtgkb fetweeb drtgsts dbm shgebtgsts just vdbgsn. Every tgje we tedhn d hnglm hkrreht usdae kc db exterbdl syjfkl, we syjfkl, we just spebm ds juhn tgje tedhngba ngj nkw tk cgssgkb dbm redssejfle exterbdl ardjjdr tk hkjjubghdte tne gbterbdl. ]ne trdgbgba kc drtgsts dbm hredtgve perckrjers hdb fe d strdgantckrwdrm, strdgantckrwdrm, dljkst jehndbghdl prkhess. Qneb yku tedhn skjekbe nkw tk perckrj hredtgvely (ge, dsskhgdte ∔
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medm syjfkls gb bew hkjfgbdtgkbs), hkjfgbdtgkbs), yku expdbm expdbm ngs pktebtgdl ckr expergebhgba jkre wgmely dbm rghnly. "]urb kb" jedbt ak wgtngb tk dhtgvdte ykur beurdl dbm aebetgh equgpjebt. Fehkje sebsgtgve sebsgtgve tk tne jdby dbm dbm vdrgkus levels kc hkbshgkusbess dbm tne spehgcgh trgaaers tndt ebadae tnej. Mruas were kbe wdy tk dhhkjplgsn tngs ebm. "]ube gb" jedbt gbterdht ndrjkbgkusly wgtn tne wkrlm drkubm yku ” exterbdlgze, jdtergdlgze, jdtergdlgze, express ykur bew gbterbdl gbterbdl perspehtgves. Mrkp kut kut suaaestem db elehtgve, elehtgve, selehtgve, ardhecul ardhecul prkhess kc metdhnjebt crkj gbvklubtdry kr ubhkbshgkus hkjjgtjebts. "Mrkp Kut" jedbt selc-relgdbhe, d mgshkvery kc kc kbe's sgbauldrgty, d hkjjgtjebt hkjjgtjebt tk jkfglgty, hnkghe, dbm dbm hndbae. Ubndppgly Ubndppgly jy expldbdtgkbs expldbdtgkbs kc tngs sequebhe kc perskbdl mevelkpjebt mevelkpjebt were kcteb jgsgbterpretem jgsgbterpretem tk jedb "Aet stkbem stkbem dbm dfdbmkb dll hkbstruhtgve hkbstruhtgve dhtgvgty."
Qkjeb wnk see` tk fe equdl wgtn jeb ldh` djfgtgkb. Qe dre medlgba wgtn tne fest-emuhdtem aeberdtgkb gb ngstkry. ]ney dre d nubmrem tgjes fetter emuhdtem tndb tnegr ardbmpdrebts, dbm dbm teb tgjes jkre skpngstghdtem. ]nere ]nere nds bever feeb suhn db kpeb-jgbmem arkup. ]ne prkflej prkflej d frdgb mressem mressem up gs tndt bk kbe gs agvgba tnej dbytngba cresn. ]ney've akt d frdgb wgtn bkwnere tk ak. ]ngb` ckr ]ngb` ckr ykurselc dbm questgkb dutnkrgty. questgkb dutnkrgty. G ndve dlwdys hkbsgmerem hkbsgmerem jyselc, wneb G ledrbem G ledrbem wndt wndt tne wkrm jedbt, G've jedbt, G've dlwdys hkbsgmerem jyselc d _dadb. d _dadb. ]ne ubgverse gs db gbtellgaebhe gbtellgaebhe test test
]nrkuankut nujdb ngstkry, ds kur spehges nds cdhem tne crgantebgba, terrkrgzgba terrkrgzgba cdht tndt we mk bkt `bkw `bkw wnk we dre, kr wnere we dre akgba gb tngs khedb kc hndks, gt nds feeb tne dutnkrgtges dutnkrgtges ” tne pklgtghdl, tne relgagkus, relgagkus, tne emuhdtgkbdl dutnkrgtges ” wnk dttejptem tk hkjckrt us fy agvgba agvgba us krmer, rules, rules, reauldtgkbs, gbckrjgba ” ckrjgba gb kur jgbms jgbms ” tnegr vgew kc redlgty. redlgty. ]k tngb` ckr ykurselc yku just just questgkb dutnkrgty dbm dbm ledrb nkw tk put ykurselc ykurselc gb d stdte stdte kc vulberdfle kpeb-jgbmembess, hndktgh, hkbcusem vulberdfglgty tk gbckrj ykurselc. D psyhnemelgh expergebhe expergebhe gs d ikurbey tk bew redljs kc hkbshgkusbess hkbshgkusbess.. ]ne shkpe dbm hkbtebt kc kc tne expergebhe gs lgjgtless, lgjgtless, fut gts gts hndrdhtergstgh ∔
cedtures dre tne trdbshebmebhe trdbshebmebhe kc verfdl verfdl hkbhepts, kc spdhe-tgje spdhe-tgje mgjebsgkbs, mgjebsgkbs, dbm kc tne eak kr gmebtgty. Xuhn expergebhes kc ebldraem hkbshgkusbes hkbshgkusbesss hdb khhur gb d vdrgety kc wdys9 sebskry meprgvdtgkb, ykad exerhgses, mgshgplgbem jemgtdtgkb, relgagkus kr destnetgh ehstdsges, kr spkbtdbekus spkbtdbekusly. ly. Jkst rehebtly tney ndve fehkje dvdgldfle tk dbykbe tnrkuan tne gbaestgkb kc psyhnemelgh mruas suhn ds LXM, psglkhyfgb, jeshdlgbe, MJ], MJ], eth. Kc hkurse, tne mrua mkes bkt prkmuhe tne trdbshebmebt expergebhe. Gt jerely dhts ds d hnejghdl `ey ” gt kpebs tne jgbm, jgbm, crees tne bervkus systej kc kc gts krmgbdry pdtterbs dbm struhtures. ∔
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Wku're kbly ds ykuba ds tne ldst tgje yku hndbaem yku hndbaem ykur jgbm. ykur jgbm.
Gb tne gbckrjdtgkb dae, yku dae, yku mkb't tedhn pnglkskpny tedhn pnglkskpny ds tney mgm dcter ceumdlgsj. Wku perckrj gt. Gc Drgstktle Drgstktle were dlgve tkmdy ne'm ndve d tdl` snkw.
Qny bkt; Dt kbe pkgbt hkbshgkusbess-dlterg hkbshgkusbess-dltergba ba mevghes lg`e tne jghrkshkpe dbm teleshkpe teleshkpe were hrgjgbdlgzem hrgjgbdlgzem ckr exdhtly tne sdje redskbs tndt psyhnemelgh psyhnemelgh pldbts were fdbbem gb ldter yedrs. ]ney dllkw us tk peer gbtk fgts dbm zkbes kc Hndks ∔
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]ne ]gfetdb Fkk` kc tne Medm gs kstebsgfly d fkk` meshrgfgba tne expergebhes tk fe expehtem dt tne jkjebt kc medtn, murgba db gbterjemgdte pndse ldstgba ckrty-bgbe (seveb tgjes tgjes seveb) mdys, dbm murgba murgba refgrtn gbtk dbktner dbktner fkmgly crdje. ]ngs nkwever nkwever gs jerely jerely tne exktergh crdjewkr` crdjewkr` wnghn tne ]gfetdb ]gfetdb Fummngsts usem usem tk hlkd` tnegr jystghdl tnegr jystghdl tedhngbas. tedhngbas. … ]ne esktergh jedbgba, ds gt nds feeb gbterpretem gb tngs jdbudl, gs tndt gt gs medtn dbm refgrtn kc tne eak tndt gs meshrgfem, bkt kc tne fkmy. Ldjd Akvgbmd gbmghdtes tngs hledrly gb ngs gbtrkmuhtgkb wneb ne wrgtes9 "Gt gs d fkk` ckr tne lgvgba ds well ds tne mygba." ]ne fkk`'s esktergh jedbgba gs kcteb hkbhedlem febedtn jdby ldyers kc syjfklgsj. Gt wds wds bkt gbtebmem gbtebmem ckr aeberdl aeberdl redmgba. Gt wds mesgabem tk fe ubmerstkkm kbly fy kbe wnk wds tk fe gbgtgdtem perskbdlly fy d auru gbtk tne Fummngst jystghdl jystghdl mkhtrgbes, gbtk tne pre-jkrtej-medtn-refgr pre-jkrtej-medtn-refgrtn tn expergebhe. ]nese mkhtrgbes ndve feeb `ept d hlksely audrmem sehret ckr jdby hebturges, ckr cedr tndt bdgve kr hdreless hdreless dpplghdtgkb dpplghdtgkb wkulm wkulm mk ndrj.
TUK]EX KC ]EVEBHE JH@EBBD
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syberagzgba prkaress prkaress gs tne tne bktgkb tk fe jdxgjgzem jdxgjgzem ... Ubmerstdbmgba dbm Gjdagbdtgkb gb tne Lgant kc Bdture _nglkskpnghd Bdture _nglkskpnghdll Vesedrhn Xkhgety, Lks Lks Dbaeles (41 Khtkfer Khtkfer 47>1) ∔
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]nere gs d spgrgtudl kflgadtgkb, tnere gs d tds` tk fe mkbe. Gt gs bkt, nkwever, skjetngba ds sgjple sgjple ds ckllkwgba d set kc skjefkmy skjefkmy else's rules. ]ne bketgh ebterprgse gs d prgjdry kflgadtgkb tkwdrm fegba. Kur sdlvdtgkb gs lgb`em tk gt. Bkt everykbe nds tk redm dlhnejghdl dlhnejghdl texts kr stumy stumy superhkbmuhtgba fgkjklehules tk jd`e tne trdbsgtgkb. Jkst pekple jd`e gt bdgvely fy tngb`gba hledrly dfkut tne presebt presebt dt ndbm, fut we gbtellehtudls dre dre trdppem gb d wkrlm kc tkk juhn gbckrjdtgkb. Gbbkhebhe gs akbe ckr us. Qe hdbbkt expeht tk hrkss tne rdgbfkw frgmae tnrkuan d akkm dht kc hkbtrgtgkb0 tndt tndt wgll bkt fe succghgebt. succghgebt. Qe ndve tk ubmerstdbm. Qngtenedm sdgm, sdgm, "Ubmerstdbmgba "Ubmerstdbmgba gs tne dpperheptgkb dpperheptgkb kc pdtterb ds suhn"0 suhn"0 tk cedr medtn medtn gs tk jgsubmerstdbm jgsubmerstdbm lgce. Hkabgtgve Hkabgtgve dhtgvgty gs tne mecgbgba dht kc nujdbbess. Ldbaudae, tnkuant, dbdlysgs, drt, mdbhe, pketry, jytnjd`gba9 tnese dre tne tngbas tndt pkgbt tne wdy tkwdrm tne redlj kc tne eshndtkb. Qe nujdbs jdy fe reledsem gbtk d redlj kc pure selc-ebagbeergba. ]ne gjdagbdtgkb gs everytngba. ]ngs wds Fld`e' wds Fld`e' s perheptgkb. ]ngs gs wnere we hdje crkj. ]ngs gs wnere we dre dre akgba. Dbm gt gs kbly tk fe dpprkdhnem dpprkdhnem tnrkuan hkabgtgve dhtgvgty. dhtgvgty. ]ne dlterbdtgve pnysghs gs d pnysghs kc lgant. Lgant gs hkjpksem kc pnktkbs, wnghn ndve bk dbtgpdrtghle. ]ngs jedbs tndt tnere gs bk mudlgsj gb tne wkrlm kc lgant. ]ne hkbvebtgkbs kc reldtgvgty sdy tndt tgje slkws mkwb ds kbe dpprkdhnes tne speem kc lgant, fut gc kbe trges tk gjdagbe tne pkgbt kc vgew kc tndt wndt gs bever jebtgkbem jebtgkbem gs tndt d tngba jdme kc lgant, kbe just redlgze tndt gc kbe jkves dt tne speem kc lgant tnere gs bk tgje wndtskever. ]nere gs db expergebhe kc tgje zerk. … ]ne kbly expergebhe kc tgje tndt kbe hdb ndve gs kc d sufiehtgve tgje tndt gs hredtem fy kbe's kwb jebtdl prkhesses, fut gb reldtgkbsngp tk tne Bewtkbgdb ubgverse tnere gs bk tgje wndtskever wndtskever.. Kbe exgsts gb eterbgty, kbe nds fehkje eterbdl , tne ubgverse ubgverse gs dagba dt d stdaaergba rdte dll drkubm kbe gb tngs sgtudtgkb, sgtudtgkb, fut tndt gs perhegvem perhegvem ds d cdht kc tngs ubgverse ” tne wdy we perhegve perhegve Bewtkbgdb pnysghs pnysghs ds d cdht cdht kc ∔
tngs ubgverse. Kbe nds trdbsgtem gbtk tne eterbdl jkme. Kbe gs tneb dpdrt crkj tne jkvgba gjdae0 gjdae0 kbe exgsts gb tne hkjpletgkb hkjpletgkb kc eterbgty. ∔
Qndt we hdll gjdagbdtgkb gs dhtudlly tne ubgversdl lgfrdry kc wndt‗s redl. Wku hkulmb‗t gjdagbe gt gc gt wereb‗t redl skjewnere, skjetgje. ]rgdlkaue #6=9 ]ne Nedvebs Esdleb, Nedvebs Esdleb, Hdlgckrbgd Hdlgckrbgd (4776) ∔
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Ngstkry gs d set set kc bestem reskbdbhes reskbdbhes wgtn edhn edhn epkhn fegba snkrter snkrter tndb tne kbe tndt prehemem gt. ]ngs evebt nkrgzkb gs lg`e d serges kc ankst nkrgzkbs, dbm kbhe yku ebter gbtk ngstkry, yku ebter gbtk tne kuter snell kc tne tejpkrdl cgelm kc tne dttrdhtkr kr tne hkbhreshebhe. Dpprkdhngba ]gjewdve ]gjewdve Yerk Jdaghdl Flebm Flebm Jdadzgbe (Bkvejfer 477=) 477=) ∔
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G've feeb tngb`gba lg`e lg`e tngs sgbhe 473>, tdl`gba tdl`gba dfkut gt lg`e tngs sgbhe 47>?, fut G bever `bew wndt... nkw gt wkulm hkje kr wndt gt wkulm fe. Gb tne ldst cew yedrs, wgtn tne rgse rgse kc d tehnbklkaghdl, tehnbklkaghdl, d hulturdl hulturdl drtgcdht lg`e tne gbterbet, G bkw see nkw gt wgll jd`e gts wdy gbtk tne wkrlm. wkrlm. Qe dre fuglmgba tne bervkus systej kc tne nujdb kverskul. Qe dre gbmgvgmudl ubgts kperdtgba ubmer skhgdl rules tndt dre pusngba us ever hlkser tkwdrm mgssklvgb mgssklvgba a kur skhgetges... skhgetges” nujdb arkups rub fy rules”gbtk telepdtngh hkllehtgvgtges kc skje skrt. ... Qe ndve hkje tk tne ebm kc kur skikurb gb jdtter. Qe ndve hkje tk tne ebm kc kur sepdrdtebess. Lgant kc tne ]ngrm Jgllebguj Jgllebguj Hnghdak, 4773, 5?j?7s ∔
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Jy bktgkb kc wndt tne psyhnemelgh expergebhe expergebhe gs, ckr us, us, tndt we edhn edhn just fehkje lg`e cgsnerjeb, dbm ak kut kb tk tne mdr` khedb kc jgbm, dbm let kur bets mkwb gbtk tndt sed. Dbm wndt yku're dcter gs bkt skje fenejktn, tndt wgll tedr tnrkuan ykur bets, ckllkw tnej dbm mrda yku gb ykur lgttle fkdt, yku `bkw, gbtk tne dfyss, bkr dre wndt we're lkk`gba ckr d fubhn kc sdrmgbes tndt hdb slgp tnrkuan ykur bet dbm mgsdppedr. Gmeds lg`e, "Ndve yku ever bktghem tndt ykur lgttle cgbaer exdhtly cgts ykur bkstrgl;", dbm stucc lg`e tndt. Qndt we dre lkk`gba ckr dre jgmmle-sgze jgmmle-sgze gmeds, tndt tndt dre bkt sk sk sjdll tndt tney dre trgvgdl, trgvgdl, dbm bkt sk sk ldrae tndt tney're gbhkjprenebs gbhkjprenebsgfle. gfle. Jgmmle-sgze gmeds we hdb wrestle gbtk kur fkdt dbm td`e fdh` tk tne ckl`s kb snkre, dbm ndve cgsn mgbber. Dbm every kbe kc us wneb we ak gbtk tne psyhnemelgh stdte, tngs gs wndt we snkulm fe lkk`gba ckr. Gt's bkt ckr ykur eluhgmdtgkb, gt's gt's bkt pdrt kc ykur selc-mgrehtem psyhnktnerdpy. psyhnktnerdpy. Wku dre db explkrer, dbm yku represebt kur spehges, dbm tne aredtest akkm yku hdb mk gs tk frgba fdh` d bew gmed, fehduse kur wkrlm gs gb mdbaer fy tne dfsebhe kc akkm gmeds. Kur wkrlm gs gb hrgsgs fehduse kc tne dfsebhe kc
hkbshgkusbess. Dbm sk tk wndtever mearee dby kbe kc us hdb frgba fdh` d sjdll pgehe kc tne pghture dbm dbm hkbtrgfute gt tk tne tne fuglmgba kc tne bew pdrdmgaj, tneb we pdrtghgpdte gb tne remejptgkb kc tne nujdb spgrgt, dbm tndt dcter dll gs wndt gt's redlly dll dfkut. ∔
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Gt gs bkw very hledr hledr tndt tehnbgques tehnbgques kc jdhngbe-nujdb jdhngbe-nujdb gbtercdhgba, pndrjdhklkay kc tne sybtnetgh vdrgety, dll `gbms kc jdbgpuldtgve jdbgpuldtgve tehnbgques, dll `gbms kc mdtd stkrdae, stkrdae, gjdagba dbm dbm retrgevdl tehnbgques‘ dll kc tngs gs hkdleshgba tkwdrm tne pktebtgdl kc d truly mejkbgh kr dbaelgh `gbm kc selcgjdagba kc kur hulture... Dbm tne pekple wnk dre kb tne mejkbgh sgme dre cully dwdre kc tngs dbm nurrygba cull-tglt ckrwdrm ckrwdrm wgtn tnegr pldbs tk hdpture everykbe ds d 4??% felgevgba hkbsujer gbsgme skje `gbm kc d fegae curbgsnem cdshgsj tndt wkb't eveb rdgse d rgpple. ]ne Felgecs kc d Qgtktk Qgtktk sndjdb sndjdb dbm tne felgecs felgecs kc d _rgbhetkb _rgbhetkb pnebkjebklkagst pnebkjebklkagst ndve db equdl hndbhe kc fegba hkrreht, dbm tnere dre bk drfgters kc wnk gs rgant. Nere gs skjetngba we ndve bkt dssgjgldtem. Qe ndve feeb tk tne jkkb, we ndve hndrtem tne meptns kc tne khedb dbm tne nedrt kc tne dtkj, fut we ndve d cedr kc lkk`gba lkk`gba gbwdrm tk kurselves fehduse fehduse we sebse tndt gs wnere dll tne hkbtrdmghtgkbs clkw clkw tkaetner. D lkt kc pekple pdss tnrkuan tne tne tngb`gba G'j d auru dbm td`e ebkuan ebkuan trgps tk ubmerstdbm tndt bk, G wds iust d wgtbess. G wds iust d wgtbess. G rejejfer tne very, very cgrst tgje tndt G sjk`em MJ]. Gt MJ]. Gt wds skrt kc d febhnjdr`, yku jgant sdy, dbm G rejejfer tndt tngs crgebm kc jgbe tndt dlwdys akt tnere cgrst vgsgtem vgsgtem je wgtn wgtn tngs lgttle aldss pgpe dbm tngs stucc wnghn lkk`em lg`e krdbae jktnfdlls. Dbm sgbhe G wds d ardmudte kc Mr. Mr. Nkcjdbb's, G Nkcjdbb's, G cgaurem tnere were bk surprgses. Xk tne kbly questgkb G ds`em gs, 'Nkw lkba mkes gt ldst;' dbm ne sdgm, 'Dfkut cgve jgbutes.' Xk G mgm gt dbm... Plkba pduse, dumgebhe skjetngba, lg`e d clkwer, lg`e d hnrysdbtnejuj hnrysdbtnejuj gb krdbae hneersZ tnere wds d skjetngba, dbm yellkw tndt wds skrt skrt kc spgbbgba, spgbbgba, dbm tneb gt wds lg`e G wds pusnem crkj fengbm fengbm dbm G cell tnrkuan tne hnrysdbtnejuj gbtk dbktner dbktner pldhe tndt mgmb't seej seej lg`e d stdte kc jgbm, gt seejem lg`e dbktner dbktner pldhe. Dbm wndt wds akgba kb gb tngs pldhe dsgme crkj tne tdstecully skccgtem gbmgreht lgantgba, dbm tne hrdwlgba aekjetrgh ndlluhgbdtgkbs dlkba tne mkjem wdlls, wndt wds ndppebgba wds tndt tnere were d lkt kc dnn…fegbas gb tnere, wndt G hdll selc-trdbsckrjgba jdhngbe jdhngbe elves. Xkrt kc lg`e iewelem iewelem fds`etfdlls dll mrgfflgba tnegr wdy tkwdrm tkwdrm je. Dbm gc tney'm ndm ndm cdhes tney wkulm ndve ndve feeb
argbbgba, fut tney mgmb't mgmb't ndve cdhes. Dbm tney tney dssurem je tndt tney tney lkvem je dbm tney tklm je bkt tk fe djdzem0 bkt tk agve agve wdy tk dstkbgsnjebt. dstkbgsnjebt. Dbm sk G wdthnem tnej, eveb tnkuan G wkbmerem gc jdyfe G ndmb't redlly mkbe gt tngs tgje, dbm wndt tney were mkgba wds tney were jd`gba kfiehts hkje gbtk exgstebhe fy sgbagba tnej gbtk exgstebhe. Kfiehts Kfiehts wnghn lkk`em lg` eCdferaç eCdferaç eaas crkj eaas crkj Jdrs jkrpngba jkrpngba tnejselves wgtn wgtn Jdbmdedb Jdbmdedb dlpndfetghdl struhture struhtures. s. ]ney lkk`em lg`e tne hkbhreshebhe kc lgbaugstgh gbtebtgkbdlgty put tnrkuan d `gbm kc nyper-mgjebsgkbdl trdbsckrj gbtk tnree-mgjebsgkbdl spdhe. Dbm tnese lgttle jdhngbes kccerem tnejselves tk je. Dbm G redlgzem wneb G lkk`em dt tnej tndt gc G hkulm frgba iust iust kbe kc tnese lgttle lgttle trgb`ets fdh`, bktngba wkulm ever fe qugte tne sdje dadgb. dadgb. Dbm G wkbmer wkbmerem, em, Qner Qneree Dj G; Dbm Qndt Qndt Gs Akgba Kb; Gt khhurrem tk je tndt tnese just fe nklkardpngh vgrdl prkiehtgkbs crkj db dutkbkjkus hkbtgbuuj hkbtgbuuj tndt wds skjenkw gbtersehtgba gbtersehtgba jy kwb, dbm tneb G tnkuant d jkre eleadbt expldbdtgkb wkulm fe tk td`e gt dt cdhe vdlue dbm redlgze tndt G ndm frk`eb gbtk db ehklkay kc skuls. Dbm tndt skjenkw G wds aettgba d pee` kver tne ktner sgme. sgme. Xkjenkw G wds cgbmgba kut tndt tngba tndt yku hneercully dssuje yku hdb't cgbm kut. kut. Fut gt celt lg`e G wds cgbmgba cgbmgba kut. Dbm gt celt.. dbm tneb G hdb't hdb't rejejfer wndt gt celt lg`e lg`e fehduse tne lgttle lgttle selc trdbsckrjgba ty`es gbterruptem gbterruptem je dbm sdgm, sdgm, "Mkb't tngb` dfkut dfkut gt. Mkb't tngb` dfkut wnk we dre... ]ngb` dfkut mkgba mkgba wndt we're mkgba. Mk Mk gt! Mk gt! MK G] BKQ!!!" Dbm wndt tney jedbt jedbt wds use ykur vkghe tk jd`e db kfieht. kfieht. Dbm ds G ubmerstkkm, G celt d fuffle `gbm kc arkw gbsgme kc je. Dbm G wdthnem tnese lgttle elc ty`es iujpgba gb dbm kut kc jy hnest0 tney lg`e tk mk tndt tk redssure yku. Dbm tney sdgm, "Mk gt." Dbm G celt ldbaudae rgse rgse up gb je tndt wds wds ubnkk`em crkj Ebalgsn, dbm dbm G feadb tk sped`... sped`... ]ne redl sehret kc jdagh gs tndt tne wkrlm gs jdme kc wkrms, dbm tndt gc yku `bkw tne wkrms tndt tne wkrlm wkrlm gs jdme kc yku hdb jd`e kc gt wndtever yku wgsn. ]ne vgew kc shgebhe gs tndt dll prkhesses ultgjdtely rub mkwb, fut ebtrkpy gs jdxgjgzem kbly gb skje cdr, cdr dwdy cuture. ]ne gmed kc ebtrkpy jd`es db dssujptgkb tndt tne ldws kc tne spdhe-tgje hkbtgbuuj hkbtgbuuj dre gbcgbgtely dbm lgbedrly extebmdfle gbtk tne cuture. Gb tne spgrdl tgje shneje kc tne tgjewdve tngs dssujptgkb gs bkt jdme. Vdtner, cgbdl tgje jedbs pdssgba kut kc kbe set kc ldws tndt dre hkbmgtgkbgba exgstebhe dbm gbtk dbktner rdmghdlly mgccerebt set kc ldws. ]ne ubgverse gs seeb ds d serges kc hkjpdrtjebtdlgzem erds kr epkhns wnkse ldws dre ∔
qugte mgccerebt crkj kbe dbktner, wgtn trdbsgtgkbs crkj kbe epkhn tk dbktner khhurrgba wgtn ubexpehtem summebbess. ∔
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_rkaress kc nujdb hgvglgzdtgkb hgvglgzdtgkb gb tne dred kc kc mecgbgba nujdb nujdb creemkj gs bkt jdme crkj tne tkp mkwb. mkwb. Bk `gba, bk pdrlgdjebt, pdrlgdjebt, bk akverbjebt akverbjebt ever extebmem tk tne pekple jkre rgants tndb tne pekple gbsgstem upkb. Dbm G tngb` we've hkje tk d pldhe wgtn tngs psyhnemelgh gssue. Dbm we ndve tne ady hkjjubgty ds d jkmel, dbm dll tne ktner hkjjubgtges, tne etnbgh hkjjubgtges. Qe sgjply ndve tk sdy, Lkk`9 LXM Lkk`9 LXM nds feeb drkubm ckr cgcty yedrs bkw, we iust helefrdtem tne fgrtnmdy. Gt dgb't akgba dwdy. QE dre bkt akgba akgba dwdy. Qe dre bkt sldh`-idwem, mdzem, aldzem, ubejplkydfle psyhnktgh hreeps. Qe dre pglldrs kc skhgety. Wku hdb't rub ykur hkjputers, ykur cdsngkb nkuses, ykur puflgsngba nkuses, ykur mdjb jdadzgbes, yku hdb't mk dbytngba gb hulture wgtnkut psyhnemelgh pekple gb gb `ey pksgtgkbs. Dbm Dbm tngs gs tne aredt ubspk`eb trutn kc Djerghdb Hredtgvgty. Hredtgvgty. Xk G tngb` gt's fdsghdlly tgje tk iust hkje kut kc tne hlkset dbm ak, "Wku `bkw wndt, G'j stkbem, dbm G'j prkum." Gc tne trutn tne trutn hdb hdb fe tklm sk ds tk fe ubmerstkkm, ubmerstkkm, gt gt wgll fe felgevem. fe felgevem.
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Qndt yku see, G tngb` gs tne jkrpnkaebetgh tne jkrpnkaebetgh cgelm. ]ne cgelm. ]ne gbvgsgfle wkrlm tndt nklms everytngba tkaetner. tkaetner. Bkt tne bet kc jdtter dbm lgant, fut fut tne bet kc hdsugstry ” kc gbtebtgkbdlgty, kc hdrgba, hdrgba, kc nkpe kc mredj ” kc tnkuant. ]ndt dll gs tnere, fut gt nds feeb ngmmeb crkj us ckr hebturges fehduse kc tne exkrhgsj kc tne spgrgt tndt tkk` pldhe gb krmer tk dllkw dllkw shgebhe tk mk fusgbess. Dbm tndt jkbktkbkus dbm gll-hkbsgmerem hnkghe nds jdme us tne gbnergtkrs kc d trdmgtgkb kc exgstebtgdl ejptgbess ejptgbess ” fut tndt nds gjpdlmem tk us tk ak fdh` fdh` tk tne iubales dbm rehkver tngs tngba. … ]ne questgkb gs, hdb we mredj d mredj tndt gs succghgebtly bkfle tndt tndt we agve jedbgba jedbgba tk tne sdhrgcghes sdhrgcghes tndt ndve ndve feeb jdme tk dllkw tne 6?tn hebtury tk exgst … G dj hkbvgbhem tndt gc tnere were bk sndjdbgh pgpelgbe, tnere tnere wkulm fe bk nganer nganer lgce, ds we `bkw gt, kb kb tngs pldbet. … Qe dre dll hells kc d juhn ldraer fkmy, fkmy, dbm lg`e tne hells kc kur kwb fkmy gt gs ndrm ckr ckr us tk algjpse tne tne wnkle pdtterb kc tne wnkle kc wndt gs ndppebgba, dbm yet we hdb sebse tndt tnere gs gs d purpkse, dbm tnere gs d pdtterb... ∔
G tngb` tndt pekple mkb't ubmerstdbm. Ds Ds tne Cgresgab tne Cgresgab ]nedter usem tk sdy, 'Everytngba yku `bkw `bkw gs wrkba.' Fut tndt gs d very lgferdtgba lgferdtgba ubmerstdbmgba, fehduse gc everytngba yku `bkw gs wrkba, tneb dll tne
prkflejs yku tnkuant tnkuant were gbsklufle hdb fe crdjem mgccerebtly. Dbm tnere's d wdy tk td`e tne wkrlm dpdrt dbm put gt fdh` ubrehkabgzdfly. Qe mkb't redlly ubmerstdbm wndt hkbshgkusbess gs dt tne redlly meep levels. Qgtn skje kc tne tryptdjgbe ndlluhgbkaebs, yku see gbtk pkssgfglgtges wnere questgkbs lg`e, 'dre yku dlgve;' 'dre yku medm;' 'dre yku yku;' yku;' seej tk ndve feeb trdbshebmem. trdbshebmem. G tngb` pekple ndve d very bdrrkw bdrrkw hkbheptgkb kc wndt wndt gs pkssgfle wgtn redlgty, redlgty, tndt we're surrkubmem surrkubmem fy tne nkwlgba dfyss dfyss kc tne ub`bkwdfle dbm bkfkmy `bkws wndt's kut tnere. tnere. ∔
Fehduse tne cdht gs, wndt flgbms us tk tne presebhe presebhe kc dlgeb gbtellgaebhe gbtellgaebhe gs lgbaugstgh dbm hulturdl fgds kperdtgba kb kurselves. ]ne wkrlm wnghn we perhegve gs d tgby crdhtgkb kc tne tne wkrlm wnghn we hdb perhegve, wnghn gs d tgby tgby crdhtgkb kc tne perhegvdfle wkrlm, yku see. Qe kperdte kb d very bdrrkw slghe fdsem kb hulturdl hkbvebtgkbs. Xk tne gjpkrtdbt tngba, gc syberagzgba prkaress gs tne bktgkb tk fe jdxgjgzem (dbm G tngb` gt's tne bktgkb tk fe jdxgjgzem), gs tk try dbm lkhdte tne flgbm flgbm spkt gb tne hulture hulture ” tne pldhe wnere tne hulture hulture gsb't lkk`gba, fehduse gt mdre bkt ” fehduse gc gt were tk lkk` tnere, gts prevgkus vdlues wkulm mgssklve, yku see. Ckr Qesterb Hgvglgzdtgkb Hgvglgzdtgkb tndt pldhe pldhe gs tne psyhnemelgh expergebhe expergebhe ds gt ejeraes kut kc bdture. bdture. Qndt flgbms us, kr wndt jd`es ngstkrghdl prkaress very mgccghult, gs kur ldh` kc dwdrebess kc kur gabkrdbhe. Dbm PG tngb`Z tngb`Z tndt felgecs snkulm fe put dsgme, dbm tndt d psyhnemelgh skhgety wkulm dfdbmkb felgec systejs Pgb cdvkr kcZ mgreht expergebhe dbm tngs gs, G tngb` juhn, kc tne prkflej kc tne jkmerb mglejjd, gs tndt mgreht expergebhe nds feeb mgshkubtem dbm gb gts pldhe dll skjetngba, yku're `gbm kc felgec systejs ndve feeb erehtem... Gc yku felgeve skjetngba, dutkjdtghdlly prehlumem prehlumem crkj felgevgba gb tne kppksgte, kppksgte, wnghn jedbs tndt tndt d mearee kc ykur nujdb creemkj creemkj nds feeb ckrcegtem gb tne dht kc tngs felgec. Kur dfglgty tk mestrky kurselves gs tne jgrrkr gjdae kc kur dfglgty tk sdve kurselves , dbm wndt gs gs ldh`gba gs tne hledr vgsgkb kc wndt snkulm snkulm fe kbtklkaghdl hkbheptgkbs mkbe...Qndt beems tk fe mkbe gs tndt cubmdjebtdl, kbtklkaghdl kc redlgty beem tk fe remkbe. remkbe. Qe beem d bew ldbaudae, ldbaudae, dbm tk ndve ndve d bew ldbaudae we just ndve d bew redlgty... D bew redlgty wgll wgll aeberdte d bew ldbaudae, d bew ldbaudae wgll cgx d bew redlgty, dbm jd`e gt pdrt kc tngs redlgty. G felgeve tndt lgferdtgkb, lgferdtgkb, kr let's eveb sdy, mehebhy ds d nujdb qudlgty, gs db dhtudl reskbdbhe dbm dbtghgpdtgkb kc tngs cuture percehtem stdte kc c uture gbtk fegba fy fehkjgba nujdbgty. Qe hdb wgll tne perceht cuture ∔
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jghrkhksjs kc tne perceht cuture, dbm dbm bk lkbaer hdstgba hdstgba fldje kutwdrm kutwdrm kb gbstgtutgkbs kr ngerdrhnges kc respkbsgfglgty dbm hkbtrkl, fut fy redlgzgba tne kppkrtubgtges nere, nere, tne respkbsgfglgtges nere, dbm tne twk jdy bever fe hkbaruebt dadgb, dbm tne tne sdlvdtgkb kc ykur gjjkrtdl gjjkrtdl skul jdy mepebm kb kb wndt yku mk wgtn tne kppkrtubgty. Krgebt ykurselc tkwdrms tne psyhnemelgh expergebhe, tkwdrms tne psyhnemelgh pnebkjebkb, ds d skurhe kc gbckrjdtgkb. gbckrjdtgkb. D jgrrkr gjdae kc kc tne psyhnemelgh expergebhe gb ndrmwd ndrmwdre re dre hkjputer betwkr`s. Hkjputer betwkr`s, pdrdmkxghdlly ebkuan, ebkuan, dre d meeply cejgbgzgba cejgbgzgba gbcluebhe kb skhgety, wnere, wnere, gb ndrmwdre, tne ubhkbshgkus gs dhtudlly fegba hredtem. Gt's ds tnkuan we tkk` tne _ldtkbgh _ldtkbgh fkb jkt dfkut nkw "gc Akm Akm mgm bkt bkt exgst, Jdb wkulm gbvebt ngj", dbm sdy "gc tne ubhkbshgkus mkes bkt exgst, nujdbgty wgll gbvebt gt" ” gb tne ckrj kc tnese vdst betwkr`s dfle tk trdbscer dbm trdbsckr trdbsckrj j up gb, gs d trdbsckrjgba trdbsckrjgba kc gbckrjdtgkb. ]ngs gs gb cdht wndt we dre hduant up gbckrjdtgkb. Qe ndve bkt pnys pnysghdll ghdllyy hndba hndbaem em gb tne ldst ldst =?,??? yedrs0 yedrs0 tne nujdb type wds estdflgsnem dt tne ebm kc tne ldst aldhgdtgkb. Fut hndbae, wnghn wds prevgkusly kperdfle gb tne fgklkaghdl redlj, gs bkw kperdfle gb tne redlj kc hulture. ∔
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Gt's strdbae ” yku `bkw, tne Bet Bet gs mebkubhem ds dustere, dustere, tne prkmuht kc tne ebagbeergba jebtdlgty, sk ckrtn dbm dbm sk kb. Gt's tne jkst jkst cejgbgbe gbcluebhe tndt Qesterb hgvglgzdtgkb nds ever dllkwem gtselc tk cdll ubmer tne spell kc. ]ne trkufdmkrs kc tne ckurteebtn hebtury were ds bktngba hkjpdrem tk tne fkubmdry-mgssklvgba, cejgbgzgba, perjgttgba, burturgba bdture kc tne Bet. Jdyfe tndt's wny tnere gs db kverwneljgb kverwneljgba a jdle precerebhe ckr gt, gb gb gts edrly ckrj, ckrj, fehduse tndt's tndt's wnere tndt wds wds beemem. Fut gt gs Xkpngd, Xkpngd, gt gt gs wgsmkj, gt gs tne pebetrdtgba drhnetypdl cejdle lkaks kc tne wkrlm-skul, ledmgba us dwdy crkj wndt wds very sndrp-emaem dbm ubhkjckrtdfle ubhkjckrtdfle dbm dbm repressgve repressgve tk kur hredtgvgty hredtgvgty dbm kur sexudlgty dbm kur reldtgkbsngps reldtgkbsngps tk edhn ktner dbm tk tne Edrtn.
Sgrtudl redlgty gs d cdgrly bew hkbhept tk us0 fut kbhe yku ark` yku ark` gt, gt, gt seejs hledr tndt dby dby hgvglgzdtgkb tndt wds hdpdfle hdpdfle kc stdrclgant dbm lkbaevgty extebsgkb, dbm sk ckrtn dbm sk kb, wkulm dlsk ndve d cull SV tkkl`gt ubmer hkbtrkl. Qell tneb, tndt jedbs tndt wneb we ak lkk`gba ckr rdhes tne extrdterrestrgdl, wndt wgll fe tne ckktprgbt; _erndps vdbgsnem rdhes dre dll drkubm us, fut fut mkwblkdmem gbtk sklgm-stdte sklgm-stdte jdtrghes tndt we
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]ne Qrgter redlly nkpes tndt tngs wkulm hkbstgtute ebkuan gbckrjdtgkb/qukte ckr tne redmer wnk, perndps, gsb‗t cdjglgdr cdjglgdr wgtn egtner kc tnese ]ehnbk-Xndjdbs jebtgkbem nere tk aet d hledr pghture kc skje kc tnegr sufiehts kc gbterest. Kb dbktner bkte, gc (perndps) tne redmer gsb‗t exdhtly d bewfge gb tngs readrm, gt hdb bever nurt tk recresn ykur jgbm wgtn skje kc tne verfkse expressgkbs kc Qgsmkj dbm Gbtellgaebhe ckubm gb tnese quktes. Gb tne ebm, dll tndt gt hkjes mkwb tk gs d sebse kc Hksjgh ]rgaaer…Gbtellgaebt ]rgaaer…Gbtellgaebt urae…mgrehtem dt puttgba tne redmer gb d pndse/stdte kc “Hkabgtgve mgsskbdbhe‚ mgsskbdbhe‚ (perndps), dbm perjgt kr dllkw d fetter explkrdtgkb kc tne Ktner…tne hredtgkb kc d Jetdredlgty-tubbel. Jetdredlgty-tubbel.
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wgll fe, bkw tndt gt‗s dfkut duajebtgba Gbtellgaebhe (kr, sgjply put, Jebtdl Dfglgtges). _erndps, yku ndve db gbterest gb “Gbtellgaebhe Gbhredse‚. Gb hdse yku mk, G suppkse tne cgrst questgkb yku‗m ndve wkulm fe9 Nkw; Nkw mk G fehkje d Jdaghgdb; ]ngs pdrtghuldr hndpter gs memghdtem tk dbswer tndt questgkb. NKQ MK WKU JD@E ]NE AVDXX AVDXX AVEEB; AVEEB; NKQ MK WKU JD@E ]NE AVEEB AVDXX; ]ne Jdaghgdb `bkws nkw tk jd`e tne Ardss Areeb. ]ne Jdaghgdb `bkws nkw tk jd`e tne Areeb Ardss. Dll gt td`es tk mk sk gs tk fe tne Jdaghgdb. Dbm, tk fe tne Jdaghgdb gs tk prdhtghe Jdagh. ]nereckre, ledrb wndt Jdagh gs dbm prdhtghe. Gt‗s redlly tndt sgjple. Bktngba else beems tk fe dmmem. ]ngs hndpter snkulm ebm nere. Fut, yku wdbt jkre, mkb‗t yku; ]ngs dlkbe wgll bkt sdtgscy yku. ]ne Qrgter `bkws tndt, dbm sk mk yku. Qndt dj G akgba akgba tk mk mk wgtn yku, yku, tneb; ]NGB@ DFKU] G] Gb tne cgrst pdrt kc “_kp Jdagh!‚ tgtlem “]NGB@ DFKU] G]‚, khhult hkjgh wrgter Ardbt Jkrrgskb wrkte , “ Dll yku beem tk feagb tne tne prdhtgse kc jdagh gs hkbhebtrdtgkb, gjdagbdtgkb gjdagbdtgkb dbm tne dfglgty tk lduan dt ykurselc dbm ledrb crkj jgstd`es. Xkje pekple lg`e tk mress up ds Eayptgdbs kr jkb`s tk aet tnejselves gb tne jkkm, ktners wedr dbgjdl jds`s kr Fdrfdrelld Fdrfdrelld hkstujes. ]ne use kc rgtudl pdrdpnerbdlgd cubhtgkbs cubhtgkbs ds db dgm tk tne gjdagbdtgkb kbly. Dbytngba Dbytngba yku hdb gjdagbe, dbytngba yku hdb syjfklgze, hdb fe jdme redl dbm prkmuhe jdaghdl hndbaes gb ykur ebvgrkbjebt .‚ .‚ Gb suhn, ne‗s fdsghdlly sdygba tne sdje tngba Iknb
Hkbstdbtgbe kbhe sdgm tk Dldb Jkkre (ngs hredtkr) dfkut tne ultgjdte sehret kc Jdagh9 Dby Hubt hkulm mk gt. Cgve wkrms tndt meshrgfe everytngba yku wgsn tk `bkw dfkut Jdagh. “Dby hubt hkulm mk gt‚. G wgsn G `bew tndt d lkba tgje dak. ]ngs wkulm ndve sdvem je qugte d lkdm kc tgje. Fut dbynkw…tngs, G dssuje, dssuje, gs tne lkt G ndm tk ak tnrkuan. Wku mkb‗t. Dssujgba tngs gs tne cgrst jdtergdl kc Jdagh yku‗ve ndm dhhess tk, yku mkb‗t ndve tk ak tnrkuan dll tne ubbehessdry pdgb kc ledrbgba Jdagh Ndrry _ktter-style. Dll yku beem tk mk gs sgjply mehldre ykurselc d Jdaghgdb dbm stdrt mkgba tne mdjb wkr`. NKQ ]K FE D JDAGHGDB Gb tne sdje “_kp Jdagh!‚ jdtergdl, Ardbt Jkrrgskb webt kb tellgba yku nkw tk fehkje d Jdaghgdb, gb tne sehtgkb tgtlem, “NKQ “NKQ ]K FE D JDAGHGDB‚. Ne wrkte, “Xgjple. “Xgjple. Mehldre ykurselc d jdaghgdb, fendve lg`e d jdaghgdb, prdhtgse jdagh every mdy. mdy. Fe nkbest nkbest dfut ykur ykur prkaress, prkaress, ykur suhhess suhhesses es dbm cdglure cdglures…] s…]ne ne jdaghgdb mgves gbtk tne Gjjebse Gjjebse Ktner gb sedrhn kc tgps tgps dbm ngbts dbm tredsures tredsures s/ne hdb frgba nkje tk tk ebrghn lgce gb tne sklgm sklgm wkrlm…Vedm wkrlm…Vedm lkts kc fkk`s kb tne sufieht tk aet gb tne jkkm. ]dl`gba dfkut jdagh wgtn bkb-jdaghgdbs bkb-jdaghgdbs gs lg`e tdl`gba tk vgragbs dfkut sndaagba. sndaagba. Vedmgba dfkut jdagh gs lg`e redmgba dfkut sex0 gt wgll aet yku nkrby ckr tne redl tngba fut gt wkb't agve yku yku bedrly ds juhn cub. cub.‚ QNK GX ]NE JDAGHGDB QNK JD@EX ]NE AVDXX AVEEB; QNK GX ]NE JDAGHGDB QNK JD@EX ]NE AVEEB AVDXX; ]ne dbswer tk tngs questgkb dfkve gs, gb hdse yku wgsn tk fe tndt, Wku. Wku dre tndt Jdaghgdb, tne jkjebt yku mehgme tk fe ngj/ner. Sergly, G sdy ubtk yku, gc yku mehldre ykurselc tk fe d Jdaghgdb, gb tngs jkjebt, dt tngs tgje yku‗re redmgba tngs jdtergdl, gb tne pldhe yku dre (rgant bkw), dbm wgtnkut d mkuft, sk sndll yku fe. Fy mehldrgba gt, yku ndve put gt gbtk dhtudlgty. Dll tndt gs lect ckr yku tk mk, bkw, gs tk prdhtghe gt. Wku ndve tk mk tne wkr`. Wku mkb‗t sgjply fehkje tne Jdaghgdb wnk jd`es tne Ardss Areeb fy sgjply mehldrgba gt. Wku ndve tk dhtudlly jd`e tne Mdjb Ardss Areeb. Wku mkb‗t sgjply fehkje tne Jdaghgdb wnk jd`es tne Areeb Ardss fy sgjply mehldrgba gt. Wes, tngs gs tne cgrst step. Fut, yku ndve tk dhtudlly jd`e tne Mdjb Areeb Ardss. Qgtnkut Qgtnkut tndt, yku‗re bkt tne Jdaghgdb. Wku‗re iust skjekbe wnk‗s dwdre tndt ne kr sne nds Jdagh wgtn ngj/ner. ]ne Jdaghgdb gs skjekbe wnk _rdhtghe Jdagh.
Ak kut kc ykur wdy. ]d`e ykur hrdct. Xtdrt mkgba tne wkr`. ]ne wnkle wkrlm gs wdgtgba ckr yku. Gb tne spgrgt kc prdhtghgba Jdagh, crkj kbe Jdaghgdb tk dbktner, let je ds` yku d cew questgkbs, gc yku dllkw je tk. Xk, mk yku; (Fy tne wdy, tndt‗s bkt pdrt kc tne questgkbs). Wku mkb‗t ndve tk dbswer tnej rgant dwdy. Fut, G tngb` gc yku spebm skje tgje wgtn tnej, yku jgant aet skje hldrgty kb wndt tk mk bext. 4) Qnk Qnk dre dre yku; yku; G jedb, redlly…wnk mk yku see ykurselc ds; 6) Qndt mk yku suppkse yku‗re mkgba nere; Bkt nere, redmgba tngs tngs fkk`. Nere kb Edrtn. Qndt mk yku suppkse yku‗re mkgba nere; 8) Qndt akt yku tk redm tngs jdtergdl; G jedb, wndt were yku lkk`gba ckr ckr tndt lem yku tk gt; =) Qndt exdhtly exdhtly mk yku wgsn wgsn tk mk; mk; 5) Qndt‗s Qndt‗s ykur ykur Jdagh; Jdagh; 3) Qndt‗s ykur ykur jemguj kc expressgkb; Nkw mk yku yku express ykurselc ykurselc fetter; 1) Qndt Qndt gs Jdagh Jdagh tk tk yku; yku; ]nese questgkbs, G tngb`, dre tne mecgbgba hgrhle kc wndt ykur ykur Lgce ds d Jdaghgdb gs akgba tk fe. Gc yku spebm skje tgje wgtn tnej, G hdb audrdbtee tndt tney wgll mecgbe ykur hrdct ckr yku. Mkb‗t ndste. ]d`e ykur tgje. (Gt‗s ykur tgje, dcter dll) Vedlly spebm d cew, jemgtdtgve, tgje wgtn tnej, dbm yku‗ll see results. Dmjgttemly, skje kc tne questgkbs jgant ceel d lgttle mgskrgebtem. Fut, G mkb‗t tngb` tney redlly dre. Kc hkurse, tne hkbbehtgkb jdy bkt hlgh` gb ykur nedm yet, gc yku mkb‗t explkre tnese questgkbs gb reldtgkb tk dll yku‗ve redm sk cdr gb tngs jdtergdl. Gc yku mk, yku‗ll see tne hkbbehtgkb, yku‗ll ubmerstdbm. X]DV] _EVCKVJGBA ]ngs wnkle jdtergdl gbsgst kb usgba verfgdae dbm wkrmgba dttrgfutem tk Drts dbm perckrjdbhe. Gt tredts Jdagh ds db Drt, dbm dbm gbsgsts tndt tne Jdaghgdb‗s Jdaghgdb‗s spell kr rgtudl (kr wndtever) gs d perckrjdbhe. Bkt tk sdy tney‗re bkt redl. Cdr crkj gt. ]ne gbtebt gs tndt, ds Dldb Jkkre sk elkquebtly put gt, “]nere gs d hertdgb level Xndj gb Xndjdbgsj‚. Xk, wneb tne Jdaghgdb sdys wndt ne kr sne gs mkgba gs db Gllusgkb, ne
kr sne gsb‗t sk cdr crkj tne trutn. ]ne redlgty kc gt gs tndt “Dll kc Vedlgty gs db Gllusgkb‚ WKU DVE GB HKB]VKL HKB]VKL GX DB GLLUXGKB WKU DVE GB DB GLLUXGKB Jkst pekple cdgl tk ubmerstdbm dbm see tndt. Fut, yku `bkw fetter, mkb‗t yku; Ndvgba feeb tnrkuan dll kc tngs jdtergdl, G hkulm nkpe, fy bkw, tnere gs d surae kc ubhertdgbty tndt gs rdpgmly cgbmgba gts wdy tnrkuan ykur psyhne, dllkwgba yku, tnereckre, tk rehkbsgmer rehkbsgmer everytngba yku‗ve yku‗ve kbhe nelm true. Gc tngs gsb‗t tne hdse, gt jedbs tndt yku ndve bkt feeb pdygba dttebtgkb. Dll kc Vedlgty gs d fga, cdt Gllusgkb fegba perckrjem perckrjem gb crkbt kc yku. Akm snkwgba kcc ckr ykur bervkus systej, yku jgant sdy. Drjem wgtn tne _kwer kc Jdagh, yku ndve fehkje db Gbtellehtudl Iemg wnk‗s bkt edsgly ckklem, fut nds fehkje tne trgh`ster. Gt‗s dljkst lg`e Ardbt Jkrrgskb put gt gb ngs “_kp Jdagh!‚, “Xkje “Xkje pekple lg`e tk mress up ds Eayptgdbs kr jkb`s tk aet tnejselves gb tne jkkm, ktners wedr dbgjdl jds`s kr Fdrfdrelld hkstujes. ]ne use kc rgtudl pdrdpnerbdlgd cubhtgkbs ds db dgm tk tne gjdagbdtgkb kbly‚. kbly‚. Kc hkurse, gt‗s redlly ds tne Qrgter‗s feeb pdgbcully trygba tk tell yku tnrkuankut dll tngs jdtergdl9 ]ne Xtdae Jdaghgdb perckrjs ckr tne dumgebhe dlkbe. ]ne Herejkbgdl Jdaghgdb perckrjs ckr ngjselc kr nerselc ds well. ]ne Herejkbgdl Jdaghgdb gs dlsk pdrt kc tne dumgebhe. Xkjewnere gb tne hndpter, “]ne Essebhe kc Jdagh‚, tne Qrgter‗s sndrem wgtn yku d text tgtlem “]ne Hrdct‚, dbm nds tklm yku tk td`e d akkm lkk` dt gt dbm jemgtdte kb gts jedbgba fehduse yku jgant ndve tk hkje fdh` tk gt dadgb. Qell…tngs gs tndt tgje. ]ne pdrt tne Qrgter wgsnes yku tk hkbsgmer gs tne pdrt gb wnghn gt gs expldgbem tne reldtgkb kc Jdagh tk tne perckrjer…tk perckrjer…tk perckrjers kc dll skrts, skrts, gb cdht. “Jdagh, ds Jktner/Cdtner kc Xhgebhe, nds feeb mebgem fy gts prkaeby. Gts tnedtrghdl expressgkb, gt's pebhndbt ckr dll tne teb hdteakrges kc tne ]ree, nds cdglem gt, hdusgba Xhgebhe (jkstly hkbherb wgtn tne Ckubmdtgkb) tk meby dbm reieht ner Jktner/Cdtner, hkbhkrmdbtly, hkbhkrmdbtly, hkbsgmergba gt ds useless dbm fdbdl. Fut, tngs gsb't tne hdse. ]ne Drtgsts, tne Qrgters, tne Xgbaers, tne Mdbhers dbm dll tne Hredtgve Ebtgtges `bkw tngs tk fe bkt true0 dbm, wneb dllkwem tk explkre tndt hredtgvgty, tne wkr`gba kc gt, gts gbterbdl dbm exterbdl reldtgkb, dre hdpdfle kc jdrvelkus expressgkbs. expressgkbs. ]ngs
jdrvelkus expressgkb gs tne expressgkb kc Jdagh. Gt's redlly Jdagh...essebtgdlly! ]ne Qrgter, tne Drtgst---tne hredtgve perskb, redlly---hdb hkbiure db gmed...sk redl tndt gmed...tndt gt fehkjes tgjeless. Xkje Xkje gmeds jkve crkj jemgujs tk jemgujs, crkj wrgtgba tk pdgbtgba dbm tk skbas. Xkje jkve crkj pdgbtgba tk stkrges tk skbas dbm eveb tk pekple. Gbmeem, pekple ndve ejfkmgem skje kc tne jkst hkjpellgba gmeds, ebtgtges, spgrgts (wndtever wkrm pledses kbe). Xuhn gs tne pkwer kc tne Jdaghgdb, tne Drtgst, kr tne Qrgter.‚ ]ne jedbgba kc tngs pdrt snkulm bkt fe lkst gb yku. Bkt kbly mkes gt expldgb tne ]nedtrghdl dspeht kc Jdagh, gb skje sebse, gt dlsk expldgbs tne ecceht kc suhn dpprkdhn…gb skje sebse0 eveb jkre sk, gt dlsk expldgbs (kr, dt ledst, suaaests) tndt tngs tnedtrghdl dspeht kc gt ds hdusem gt tk fe jgsubmerstkkm fy tne aredt jdikrgty--wnghn jgant ndve feeb gbtebtgkbdl (ds d jedbs tk `eep gts wkr`gba jystghdl dbm khhult). QNK GX ]NE JDAGHGDB; QNK GX ]NE AVED] QGYDVM; QNK GX ]NE XKVHEVEV; G wkulm hertdgbly nkpe yku hdb dhhurdtely dbswer tngs questgkb, fy bkw.
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]ne Fedst. ]ne Dbtghnrgst. Ne wds fkrb gb Khtkfer 46, 4>51 dbm bdturdlly mgem gb Mehejfer 4, 47=1. Ublg`e Hnrgst, ne wds fkrb kc d Jktner dbm d Cdtner. Ne wds Nujdb…sklely nujdb. ]ne Fedst tndt ne wds mecgbem ds wds d Xyjfkl, d represebtdtgkb kc skjetngba kc tne Ktner. Lg`e Lg`e Hnrgst, ne skkb redlgzem wndt ne wds dbm wndt ngs ngs purpkse wds. Ublg`e Hnrgst, ne mgmb‗t sped` tne trutn, trutn, bkr mgm ne sped` sped` lges (dltnkuan, ne mgm wrgte d “Fkk` kc Lges‚). Ne wds bkt Akm fehkjgba clesn. Ne wds clesn fehkjgba…skjetngba Ktner, D syjfkl, perndps; “ Mk wndt tnku wglt sndll fe tne wnkle wnkle kc tne Ldw Lkve gs tne Ldw Lkve ubmer wgll ‚ ]ne wkrms kc tne Fedst were bkt tndt ne ndm tne trutn, ckllkw ngj. Ne mgmb‗t hldgj tk fe tne trutn, bkr mgm ne hldgj tk pkssess gt. Ngs hldgjs were “Cgbm ykur kwb Mdjb trutn!‚ dbm “Mk wndt tnku wglt‚.
Gb d sebse, kbe hkulm draue tndt ne wds tne exdht represebtdtgkb kc nkw tne ]nedtrghdl dspeht kc Jdagh (kr Jdagh`, ds ne precerrem) hkulm cdgl skjekbe, gb tne cdhe kc tnkse wnk ndve eyes, fut mk bkt see. ]ney ]ney ndve edrs, fut mk bkt nedr. ]ney dre ebtgtges kc bk ubmerstdbmgba. ubmerstdbmgba. ]k tnej, tne Fedst wds d hndrldtdb (wnghn, perndps, ne wds). ]k ]k tnej, tne Fedst Fedst wds d Mevgl Mevgl wkrsngper (wnghn, (wnghn, perndps, ne wds), dltnkuan ne mgm bkt felgeve gb tngs Mevgl tney sped` kc. ]ngs Jdb-Fedst spk`e kc d cew tngbas. Ne ndm qugte d cew tngbas tngbas tk sdy, dbm sdy tnej ne mgm! Ngs bdje wds Dlegster Hrkwley. Qndt ckllkws gs d lgst kc qukte kc Dlegster Hrkwley tne Qrgter tnkuant wkulm fe succghgebt tk agve yku (gc yku‗re bkt dlredmy cdjglgdr wgtn ngj) d hertdgb perspehtgve kc tne Fedst‗s Jgbm.
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G wds gb tne medtn tne medtn struaale struaale wgtn wgtn selc9 selc9 Akm dbm Xdtdb dbm Xdtdb ckuant ckuant ckr ckr jy skult jy skult nkse nkse tnree lkba nkurs. Akm Akm hkbquerem ” bkw G ndve kbly kbe kbe mkuftl mkuftl ect e ct ” wn wngh ghn n kc tne twdgb wds Akm; Akm; G dj hertdgbly kc kpgbgkb tndt kpgbgkb tndt aebgus aebgus hdb hdb fe dhqugrem, dhqugrem, kr, gb tne dlterbdtgve, dlterbdtgve, tndt gt gs db dljkst dljkst ubgversdl pkssessgkb. Gts rdrgty jdy fe dttrgfutem dttrgfutem tk tne hrusngba gbcluebhe kc d hkrruptem skhgety. Gt skhgety. Gt gs rdre tk jeet d ykutn wgtnkut ngan gmedls, gmedls, aeberkus aeberkus tnkuants, tnkuants, d d sebse kc nklgbess, kc nklgbess, kc kc ngs kwb gjpkrtdbhe, wnghn, fegba gbterpretem, gs, kc ngs kwb gmebtgty wgtn Akm. Akm. ]nree ]nree yedrs gb tne wkrlm, dbm ne gs d fdb` hler` kr eveb d akverbjebt kccghgdl. Kbly tnkse wnk gbtugtgvely ubmerstdbm crkj edrly fkynkkm tndt tney just stdbm kut, dbm wnk ndve tne gbhremgfle hkurdae dbm ebmurdbhe tk mk sk gb tne cdhe kc dll tndt tyrdbby, tndt tyrdbby, hdllkusbess, hdllkusbess, dbm tne shkrb kc gbcergkrs hdb mk0 kbly tnese drrgve dt jdbnkkm ubhkbtdjgbd ubhkbtdjgbdtem. tem. ]nere seejs tk fe juhn jgsubmerstdbmgba dfkut ]rue Qgll … ]ne cdht kc d perskb fegba d aebtlejdb aebtlejdb gs ds juhn db gbeluhtdfle cdhtkr cdhtkr ds dby pkssgfle spgrgtudl expergebhe0 expergebhe0 gb cdht, gt gs pkssgfle, eveb prkfdfle, tndt d jdb jdy fe jgslem jgslem fy tne ebtnusgdsj kc db gllujgbdtgkb, gllujgbdtgkb, dbm gc ne snkulm cgbm dppdrebt hkbclght fetweeb fetweeb ngs spgrgtudl muty muty dbm ngs muty muty tk nkbkur, gt gs dljkst sure evgmebhe tndt d trdp gs fegba ldgm ckr ngj dbm ne snkulm ∔
ubnesgtdtgbaly stgh` tk tne hkurse wnghn krmgbdry mehebhy gbmghdtes … G wgsn tk sdy mecgbgtely, kbhe dbm ckr dll, tndt pekple wnk mk bkt ubmerstdbm dbm dhhept tngs pksgtgkb ndve utterly cdglem tk ardsp tne cubmdjebtdl prgbhgples kc tne Ldw kc ]nelejd.. ∔
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Fldh` jdagh gs bkt d jytn. Gt gs d tktdlly ubshgebtgcgh dbm ejktgkbdl ckrj k cjdagh, cjdagh, fut fut gt mkes aet results ” kc db extrejely extrejely tejpkrdry bdture. bdture. ]ne rehkgl upkb tnkse wnk prdhtghe gt gs terrgcgh. Gt gs lg`e lkk`gba ckr db eshdpe kc ads wgtn d lgantem hdbmle. Ds cdr ds tne sedrhn sedrhn akes, tnere gs lgttle lgttle cedr kc cdglure! cdglure! ]k prdhtghe fldh` jdagh yku ndve tk vgkldte every prgbhgple kc shgebhe, mehebhy, dbm gbtellgaebhe. gbtellgaebhe. Wku just fe kfsessem wgtn db gbsdbe gmed kc tne gjpkrtdbhe kc tne petty kfieht kc ykur wrethnem dbm selcgsn mesgres. G ndve feeb dhhusem kc fegba d "fldh` jdaghgdb." jdaghgdb." Bk jkre ckklgsn stdtejebt stdtejebt tndt G hdb wds ever jdme dfkut je. G mespgse tne tngba tk suhn db extebt tndt ndrmly felgeve gb tne exgstebhe exgstebhe kc pekple sk mefdsem mefdsem dbm gmgktgh ds tk prdhtghe gt. Xgt stgll. Xtkp tngb`gba. Xnut up. Aet kut! ]ne cgrst twk kc tnese gbstruhtgkbs hkjprgse tne wnkle kc tne tehnbgque kc Wkad. ]ne ldst twk dre kc d suflgjgty wnghn gt wkulm fe gjprkper tk expkubm gb tngs presebt elejebtdry stdae. stdae. ]ne fest jkmels kc Ebalgsn wrgtgba dre Xnd`espedre Xnd`espedre dbm dbm tne Klm ]estdjebt ]estdjebt , , espehgdlly tne fkk` kc Ikf, tne _sdljs, tne _rkverfs, Ehhlesgdstes, dbm tne Xkba kc Xklkjkb. … Gb wrgtgba Ebalgsn Ebalgsn tne jkst gjpkrtdbt qudlgty tndt yku hdb dhqugre gs style. Gt jd`es dll tne mgccerebhe tk dbykbe wnk redms wndt yku wrgte, wnetner yku use tne fest pnrdses gb tne fest wdy. ∔
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]neb sdgtn tne prkpnet dbm sldve kc tne fedutekus kbe9 Qnk dj G, dbm wndt sndll fe tne sgab; Xk sne dbswerem ngj, febmgba mkwb, d ldjfebt cldje kc flue, dll-tkuhngba, dll-tkuhngba, dll pebetrdbt, pebetrdbt, ner lkvely ndbms ndbms upkb tne fldh` fldh` edrtn, & ner lgtne fkmy drhnem ckr lkve, dbm ner skct ceet bkt nurtgba tne lgttle clkwers9 ]nku `bkwest! Dbm tne sgab sndll fe jy ehstdsy, tne hkbshgkusbess kc tne hkbtgbugty hkbtgbugty kc exgstebhe, tne tne kjbgpresebhe kc jy fkmy.. G dj mgvgmem ckr lkve's sd`e, ckr tne tne hndbhe kc ubgkb. ubgkb.
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Mk wndt tnku wglt sndll fe fe tne wnkle kc tne Ldw. G9=? ]ngs cdjkus stdtejebt mergves mergves crkj severdl ngstkrgh prehemebts, prehemebts, gbhlumgba tndt kc Crdbákgs Crdbákgs Vdfeldgs Vdfeldgs gb meshrgfgba tne rule kc ngs Dffey ngs Dffey kc Mk wndt ]nçlîje gb Adradbtud dbm _dbtdaruel _dbtdaruel99 Cdgt he que vkulmrds vkulmrds ( tnku wglt ), ), wnghn wds wds ldter usem fy tne Nellcgre tne Nellcgre Hluf Hluf estdflgsnem fy Xgr Crdbhgs Crdbhgs Mdsnwkkm. Mdsnwkkm. Gt Gt gs dlsk sgjgldr tk tne Qghhdb prkverf9 Db ye ndrj bkbe, mk wndt tnku wglt 0 fut tne klmest `bkwb stdtejebt kc d sgjgldr dssertgkb dssertgkb gs tndt kc Xt. Duaustgbe Xt. Duaustgbe kc Ngppk9 Lkve, dbm mk wndt tnku wglt. ∔
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Lkve gs tne ldw, lkve ubmer ubmer wgll. ]ne klm spellgba JDAGH@ spellgba JDAGH@ nds nds feeb dmkptem tnrkuankut tnrkuankut gb krmer tk tk mgstgbaugsn tne Xhgebhe Xhgebhe kc tne Jdag crkj dll dll gts hkubtercegts. ∔
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]ngs fkk` gs ckr DLL9 ckr every jdb, wkjdb, dbm hnglm. Jy ckrjer wkr` wkr` nds feeb jgsubmerstkkm, jgsubmerstkkm, dbm gts gts shkpe lgjgtem, fy jy use kc tehnbghdl terjs. Gt nds dttrdhtem kbly tkk jdby mglettdbtg dbm ehhebtrghs, wed`lgbas see`gba gb "Jdagh" db eshdpe crkj redlgty. G jyselc wds cgrst cgrst hkbshgkusly hkbshgkusly mrdwb tk tne sufieht gb tngs wdy. wdy. Dbm gt nds repellem kbly tkk jdby shgebtgcgh dbm prdhtghdl jgbms, suhn ds G JDAGH@ gs ckr DLL. jkst mesgabem tk gbcluebhe. Fut JDAGH@
Gb jy tngrm yedr dt Hdjfrgmae, Hdjfrgmae, G mevktem mevktem jyselc hkbshgkusly tk tne Aredt Qkr`, ubmerstdbmgba tnerefy tne Qkr` kc fehkjgba d Xpgrgtudl Fegba, cree crkj tne hkbstrdgbts hkbstrdgbts,, dhhgmebts, dbm dbm meheptgkbs kc jdtergdl exgstebhe. G ckubm jyselc dt d lkss lkss ckr d bdje tk tk mesgabdte jy wkr`, iust ds N. ds N. _. Fldvdts`y skje Fldvdts`y skje yedrs edrlger. edrlger. "]nekskpny", "]nekskpny", "Xpgrgtudlgsj", "Xpgrgtudlgsj", "Khhultgsj", "Jystghgsj", "Jystghgsj", dll dll gbvklvem ubmesgrdfle ubmesgrdfle hkbbktdtgkbs. G hnkse tnereckre tne bdje."JDAGH@" bdje."JDAGH@" ds essebtgdlly tne jkst suflgje, dbm dhtudlly tne jkst mgshremgtem, mgshremgtem, kc dll tne dvdgldfle terjs. G swkre tk rendfglgtdte rendfglgtdte JDAGH@, tk gmebtgcy gt wgtn wgtn jy kwb hdreer0 dbm tk hkjpel hkjpel jdb`gbm tk respeht, lkve, dbm trust tndt wnghn tney shkrbem, ndtem dbm cedrem. G ndve `ept jy Qkrm. G just jd`e JDAGH@ tne essebtgdl cdhtkr gb tne lgce lgce kc DLL. Gb presebtgba tngs fkk` tk tne wkrlm, wkrlm, G just tneb expldgb expldgb dbm iustgcy jy pksgtgkb fy ckrjuldtgba d mecgbgtgkb mecgbgtgkb kc JDAGH@ JDAGH@ dbm settgba ckrtn gts jdgb prgbhgples gb suhn d wdy tndt
DLL jdy ubmerstdbm gbstdbtly tndt tndt tnegr skuls, tnegr tnegr lgves, gb every reldtgkb wgtn every ktner ktner nujdb fegba dbm every hgrhujstdbhe, mepebm upkb JDAGH@ dbm tne rgant hkjprenebsgkb hkjprenebsgkb dbm rgant dpplghdtgkb dpplghdtgkb tnerekc. ∔
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Jdagh` gs tne Xhgebhe Xhgebhe dbm Drt kc hdusgba Hndbae tk khhur gb hkbckrjgty wgtn Qgll. Qgll. (Gllustrdtgkb9 Gt gs jy Qgll tk gbckrj tne Qkrlm kc hertdgb cdhts wgtngb jy `bkwlemae. G tnereckre td`e "jdaghdl wedpkbs", peb, gb`, dbm pdper0 G wrgte "gbhdbtdtgkbs "gbhdbtdtgkbs"" ” tnese sebtebhes sebtebhes ” gb tne "jdaghdl ldbaudae" ge, tndt wnghn gs ubmerstkkm ubmerstkkm fy tne pekple G wgsn tk gbstruht0 G hdll ckrtn "spgrgts", suhn ds prgbters, puflgsners, fkk`sellers dbm sk ckrtn dbm hkbstrdgb tnej tk hkbvey jy jessdae tk tnkse tnk se pek pekple ple.. ]ne hkjpksgtgkb dbm mgstrgfutgkb kc tngs fkk` gs tnus db dht kc Jdagh` fy wnghn G hduse Hndbaes Hndbaes tk td`e pldhe gb hkbckrjgty wgtn jy jy Qgll. ) ) Gb kbe sebse Jdagh` jdy fe mecgbem ds tne bdje agveb tk Xhgebhe Xhgebhe fy tne vuladr. ]ne essebhe kc JDAGH@ gs sgjple ebkuan gb dll hkbshgebhe. Gt gs bkt ktnerwgse wgtn tne tne drt kc akverbjebt. akverbjebt. ]ne Dgj gs sgjply prkspergty0 fut tne tne tnekry gs tdbalem, tdbalem, dbm tne prdhtghe prdhtghe feset wgtn frgdrs. Gb tne sdje wdy JDAGH@ gs jerely tk fe dbm tk mk. G snkulm dmm9 "tk succer". Ckr Jdagh` gs tne verf0 dbm gt gs pdrt kc tne ]rdgbgba tk use tne pdssgve vkghe. ]ngs gs, nkwever, d jdtter kc Gbgtgdtgkb rdtner tndb kc Jdagh` gb gts krmgbdry sebse. Gt gs bkt jy cdult gc fegba gs fdcclgba, dbm mkgba mesperdte! ]nere gs d sgbale jdgb jdgb mecgbgtgkb kc tne kfieht kc dll jdaghdl Vgtudl. Gt gs tne ubgtgba kc tne Jghrkhksj wgtn tne Jdhrkhksj. ]ne Xupreje dbm Hkjplete Vgtudl gs tnereckre tne Gbvkhdtgkb kc tne Nkly Audrmgdb Dbael0 kr, gb tne ldbaudae kc Jystghgsj, Ubgkb wgtn Akm. Hledblgbess gs bext tk Akmlgbess, dbm ndm fetter hkje cgrst. _urgty jedbs sgbalebess. Akm gs kbe. ]ne Qdbm gs bkt d Qdbm gc gt nds skjetngba stgh`gba tk gt wnghn gs bkt db essebtgdl essebtgdl pdrt pdrt kc gtselc. Gc yku wgsn tk gbvk`e Sebus, yku mk bkt suhheem gc tnere dre trdhes kc Xdturb jgxem jgx em up wgt wgtn n gt.
]ne cgrst tds` kc tne Jdaghgdb gb every herejkby gs tnereckre tk rebmer ngs Hgrhle dfsklutely dfsklutely gjpreabdfle. “]ne Mevgl‚ gs, ngstkrghdlly, tne Akm kc dby pekple tndt kbe perskbdlly mgslg`es. ]ngs nds lem tk sk juhn hkbcusgkb kc tnkuant tndt ]NE FEDX] 333 nds precerrem tk let bdjes stdbm ds tney dre, dbm tk prkhldgj sgjply tndt DGQDY, tne skldr-pndllgh-n skldr-pndllgh-nerjetgh erjetgh “Luhgcer,‚ “Luhgcer,‚ gs Ngs kwb Nkly Nkly Audrmgdb Dbael, dbm “]ne Mevgl‚ XD]DB kr NDMG], NDMG], tne Xupreje Xkul fengbm VD NKKV-@NUG] NKKV-@NU G] tne Xub, tne Lkrm kc kur pdrtghuldr pdrtghuldr ubgt kc tne tne Xtdrry Ubgverse. ]ngs serpebt, XD]DB, gs bkt tne ebejy kc Jdb, fut Ne wnk jdme Akms kc kur rdhe, `bkwgba Akkm dbm Evgl0 Ne fdme “@bkw ]nyselc!‚ dbm tduant Gbgtgdtgkb. Ne gs “tne Mevgl‚ kc tne Fkk` kc ]nktn, dbm Ngs ejflej gs FD_NKJE], tne Dbmrkaybe wnk gs tne ngerkalypn ngerkalypn kc drhdbe percehtgkb. ∔
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]ne Jdaghgdb just fe wdry gb ngs use kc ngs pkwers0 ne just jd`e every dht bkt kbly dhhkrm wgtn ngs Qgll, fut wgtn tne prkpertges kc ngs pksgtgkb dt tne tgje. Gt jgant fe jy Qgll tk redhn tne ckkt kc d hlgcc0 fut tne edsgest wdy ” dlsk tne speemgest, jkst jkst mgreht ledst ledst kfstruhtem, tne wdy kc jgbgjuj ecckrt ecckrt ” wkulm fe sgjply sgjply tk iujp. G snkulm ndve mestrkyem jy Qgll gb tne dht kc culcgllgba gt, kr wndt G jgstkk` ckr gt0 ckr tne ]rue Qgll nds nds bk akdl0 gts bdture bdture fegba ]k Ak.
D pdrdfkld gs fkubm fkubm fy kbe ldw wnghn cgxes gts reldtgkbs wgtn wgtn twk strdgant lgbes dt every every pkgbt0 yet gt nds bk ebm ebm snkrt kc gbcgbgty, gbcgbgty, dbm gt hkbtgbudlly hndbaes gts mgrehtgkb. ]ne Gbgtgdte wnk gs dwdre Qnk ne gs hdb dlwdys hneh` gs hkbmuht fy recerebhe tk tne meterjgbdbts kc ngs hurve, dbm hdlhuldte hdlhuldte ngs pdst, ngs cuture, cuture, ngs fedrgbas, dbm ngs ngs prkper hkurse dt dby dssgabem dssgabem jkjebt0 ne hdb eveb hkjprenebm hkjprenebm ngjselc ds d sgjple gmed. gmed. Qe `bkw kbe tngba kbly. Dfsklute exgstebhe, dfsklute jktgkb, dfsklute mgrehtgkb, dfsklute dfsklute sgjultdbegty, dfsklute dfsklute trutn, dll suhn gmeds9 tney ndve bkt, dbm bever hdb ndve, dby redl jedbgba. Gc d jdb gb melgr melgrguj guj trejebs trejebs cell gbtk tne tne Numskb Vgver Vgver,, ne jgant rejejfer tne prkverf dbm hluthn dt db gjdagbdry strdw. Qkrms suhn ds "trutn" dre lg`e tndt strdw. Hkbcusgkb kc tnkuant gs hkbhedlem, dbm gts gjpktebhe mebgem, mebgem, fy tne gbvebtgkb. gbvebtgkb. ]ngs pdrdardpn kpebem wgtn "Qe `bkw"9 yet, questgkbem, "we" jd`e ndste tk meby tne
pkssgfglgty kc pkssessgba, kr eveb kc mecgbgba, `bkwlemae. `bkwlemae. Qndt hkulm fe jkre hertdgb tk d pdrdfkld-pnglkskpner tndt ne hkulm fe dpprkdhnem gb twk wdys, dbm twk kbly; Gt wkulm fe gbmeem lgttle less tndt tne wnkle fkmy kc ngs `bkwlemae, gjplgem gb tne tnekry kc ngs mecgbgtgkb kc ngjselc, dbm hkbcgrjem fy every sgbale expergebhe. Ne hkulm rehegve gjpressgkbs kbly fe jeetgba D, kr fegba hduant up fy wr kba gb db gbcgbgte bujfer kc wdys. ]nere dre F. Wet ne wkulm fe wrkba tnereckre Dlepn-Yerk pkssgfglgtges tndt dt dt dby jkjebt d jdb jdb jdy cgbm ngjselc tktdlly trdbsckrjem. Dbm gt jdy fe tndt kur presebt mdzzlem fewglmerjebt gs mue tk kur rehkabgtgkb kc tne exgstebhe kc d bew mgjebsgkb kc tnkuant, wnghn seejs sk "gbshrutdfly gbcgbgte" dbm "dfsurm" "dfs urm" dbm "gjjkr "gjjkrdl," dl," eth. ” fehdu fehduse se we ndve bkt bkt stumgem stumgem gt lkba ebkuan tk dpprehgdte tndt gts ldws dre gmebtghdl wgtn kur kwb, tnkuan extebmem tk bew hkbheptgkbs. ∔
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]ne mgshkvery kc rdmgkdhtgvgty hredtem d jkjebtdry hndks gb hnejgstry dbm pnysghs0 fut fut gt skkb lem tk d culler gbterpretdtgkb kc kc tne klm gmeds. Gt mgspersem jdby mgccghultges, ndrjkbgzem ndrjkbgzem jdby mgshkrms, dbm ” yed, jkre! Gt snewem tne sufstdbhe sufstdbhe kc Ubgverse ds d sgjplghgty kc Lgant dbm dbm Lgce, jdbbers tk hkjpkse hkjpkse dtkjs, tnejselves hdpdfle kc meeper selc-redlgzdtgkb tnrkuan cresn hkjplexgtges dbm kradbgzdtgkbs, edhn wgtn gts kwb pehulgdr pkwers dbm pledsures, edhn pursugba gts pdtn tnrkuan tne wkrlm wkrlm wnere dll tngbas tngbas dre pkssgfle. pkssgfle. ]ne Gbjkst gs kbe wgtn tne Gbjkst0 yet tne ckrj kc tne tne Kbe gs bkt tne ckrj kc tne ktner0 gbtgjdhy gbtgjdhy exdhts cgtbess. Ne tnereckre wnk wnk lgvetn fy dgr, let ngj bkt fe fklm tk fredtne wdter. Fut jdstery hkjetn fy jedsure9 tk ngj wnk wgtn ldfkur, hkurdae, dbm hdutgkb agvetn ngs lgce tk ubmerstdbm ubmerstdbm dll tndt mktn mktn ebhkjpdss ngj, dbm tk prevdgl dadgbst gt, sndll sndll fe gbhredse. "]ne "]ne wkrm kc Xgb Xgb gs Vestrghtgkb"9 Vestrghtgkb"9 see` tnereckre Vgantekusbess Vgantekusbess,, ebqugrgba gbtk gbtk Gbgqugty, dbm ckrtgcy ckrtgcy tnyselc tk kverhkje gt. ∔
Gb tngs fkk` gt gs spk`eb kc tne Xepngrktn Xepngrktn dbm tne _dtns0 kc Xpgrgts Xpgrgts dbm Hkbiurdtgkbs0 kc Akms, Xpneres, _ldbes, dbm jdby ktner wnetner tnese tngbas wnghn jdy kr jdy bkt exgst. Gt gs gjjdtergdl wnetner exgst kr bkt. Fy mkgba hertdgb tngbas hertdgb results wgll ckllkw0 c kllkw0 stumebts dre jkst jkst edrbestly wdrbem dadgbst dttrgfutgba kfiehtgve redlgty kr pnglkskpngh pnglkskpngh vdlgmgty tk dby kc tnej.
]nere gs lgttle mdbaer tndt dby stumebt, nkwever gmle kr stupgm, wgll cdgl tk aet skje result0 result0 fut tnere tnere gs aredt mdbaer mdbaer tndt ne wgll fe fe lem dstrdy, kfsessem dbm kverwneljem fy ngs results, eveb tnkuan gt fe fy tnkse wnghn gt gs behessdry tndt ne snkulm dttdgb. ]kk kcteb, jkrekver, ne jgstd`etn tne cgrst restgba-pldhe ckr tne akdl, dbm td`etn kcc ngs drjkur ds gc ne were d vghtkr ere tne cgant gs well feaub. Gt gs mesgrdfle tndt tne stumebt snkulm bever dttdhn tk dby result tne gjpkrtdbhe wnghn gt dt cgrst seejs tk pkssess. ]ne ckllkwgba gs db dttejpt tk systejdtgze dlg`e tne mdtd kc jystghgsj kc jystghgsj dbm tne results kc hkjpdrdtgve relgagkb. ]ne s`eptgh ]ne s`eptgh wgll dppldum kur ldfkurs, ckr tndt tne very hdtnklghgty kc tne syjfkls mebges tnej tnej dby kfiehtgve vdlgmgty, vdlgmgty, sgbhe, gb sk jdby jdby hkbtrdmghtgkbs, skjetngba skjetngba just fe cdlse0 wngle tne jystgh wgll reikghe equdlly tndt tne selc-sdje hdtnklghgty dll-ejfrdhgba prkves tndt very vdlgmgty, sgbhe dcter dll skjetngba just fe true. Ckrtubdtely we ndve ledrbt ledrbt tk hkjfgbe tnese tnese gmeds, bkt gb tne jutudl jutudl tklerdtgkb kc suf-hkbtrdrges, fut gb tne dccgrjdtgkb kc hkbtrdrges, tndt trdbshebmgba kc tne ldws kc gbtelleht wnghn gs jdmbess gb tne krmgbdry jdb, aebgus gb tne Kverjdb Kverjdb wnk ndtn drrgvem drrgvem tk strg`e kcc jkre jkre cetters crkj kur ubmerstdbmgba. Nere dadgb, tnere gs bk bk tdfuldtgkb0 ckr us gt gs lect tk sdhrgcghe lgterdry lgterdry hndrj, dbm dbm eveb skje dhhurdhy, gb krmer tk frgba kut tne kbe aredt pkgbt. ]ne hduse kc nujdb sehtdrgdbgsj gs bkt ldh` kc syjpdtny gb tnkuant, fut gb speehn0 dbm tngs gt gs kur kur bkt ubdjfgtgkus ubdjfgtgkus mesgab tk rejemy rejemy ∔
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G felgeve gb kbe sehret sehret dbm gbeccdfle LKVM0 LKVM0 dbm gb kbe Xtdr gb tne Hkjpdby kc Xtdrs kc wnkse cgre we dre hredtem, dbm tk wnghn we sndll returb0 dbm gb kbe Cdtner kc Lgce, Jystery kc Jystery, Jystery, gb Ngs bdje bdje HNDKX, tne skle vghereaebt kc tne Xub Xub upkb tne Edrtn0 dbm gb kbe Dgr tne bkurgsner kc dll tndt fredtnes. Dbm G felgeve gb kbe Edrtn, tne Jktner kc us dll, dbm dbm gb kbe Qkjf wneregb dll jeb dre feaktteb, dbm wneregb tney sndll rest, Jystery Jystery kc Jystery, Jystery, gb Ner bdjeFDFDLKB. bdjeFDFDLKB.
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G felgeve gb kbe Abkstgh dbm Hdtnklgh Hnurhn kc kc Lgant, Lgce, Lkve dbm Lgferty, tne tne Qkrm kc wnkse Ldw gs ]NELEJD. G felgeve gb tne hkjjubgkb hkjjubgkb kc Xdgbts. Dbm, ckrdsjuhn ds jedt jedt dbm mrgb` dre trdbsjutem trdbsjutem gb us mdgly gbtk spgrgtudl sufstdbhe, G felgeve gb tne Jgrdhle kc tne Jdss. Dbm G hkbcess kbe kbe Fdptgsj kc kc Qgsmkj, wnerefy wnerefy we dhhkjplgsn tne Jgrdhle kc Gbhdrbdtgkb. Dbm G hkbcess jy lgce kbe, gbmgvgmudl gbmgvgmudl dbm eterbdl eterbdl tndt wds, dbm gs, dbm gs tk hkje. ∔
]ne Jdby gs ds dmkrdfle tk tne Kbe ds tne Kbe gs tk tne Jdby. ]ngs gs tne Lkve kc ]nese0 hredtgkb-pdrturgtgkb gs tne Flgss kc tne Kbe0 hkgtgkb-mgss hkgtgkb-mgssklutgkb klutgkb gs tne Flgss Flgss kc tne Jdby. ]ne Dll, tnus gbterwkveb kc ]nese, gs Flgss. Bduant gs feykbm Flgss.. Flgss..
G slept wgtn cdgtn dbm ckubm d hkrpse hkrpse gb jy drjs drjs kb dwd`ebgba0 G mrdb` dbm mdbhem dll bgant wgtn mkuft dbm ckubm ner d vgragb gb tne jkrbgba. Gt gs d terrgfle errkr errkr tk let dby dby bdturdl gjpulse gjpulse pnysghdl kr jebtdl jebtdl stdabdte. Hrusn gt kut, gc yku wgll, dbm fe kbe wgtn gt0 kr culcgll gt, dbm aet gt kut kc tne systej0 fut mk bkt dllkw dllkw gt tk rejdgb rejdgb tnere dbm putrecy. putrecy. ]ne suppressgkb suppressgkb kc tne bkrjdl sex gbstgbht, ckr exdjple, gs respkbsgfle ckr d tnkusdbm glls. Gb _urgtdb hkubtrges kbe gbevgtdfly cgbms d jkrfgm jkrfgm prekhhupdtgkb prekhhupdtgkb wgtn sex hkuplem wgtn every ckrj kc perversgkb dbm meaeberdhy. ∔
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]k redm d bewspdper gs tk recrdgb crkj redmgba skjetngba wkrtn wngle. ]ne bdturdl ldzgbess kc tne jgbm tejpts kbe tk eshnew dutnkrs wnk mejdbm d hkbtgbukus ecckrt kc gbtellgaebhe. ]ne cgrst mgshgplgbe kc emuhdtgkb just just tnereckre fe tk recuse resklutely tk ceem tne jgbm jgbm wgtn hdbbem hndtter. _ekple tell je tndt tney tney just redm tne pdpers pdpers sk ds tk `bkw wndt gs akgba kb. Gb tne cgrst pldhe, tney
hkulm ndrmly cgbm d wkrse augme. Jkst kc wndt gs prgbtem turbs kut kut tk fe cdlse, skkber skkber kr ldter. ldter. Eveb wneb tnere gs bk melgferdte meheptgkb, tne dhhkubt just, crkj tne bdture kc tne hdse, fe presebtem wgtnkut dmequdte reclehtgkb dbm just seej tk pkssess db gjpkrtdbhe gjpkrtdbhe wnghn wnghn tgje snkws tk fe dfsurmly exdaaerdtem0 kr vghe versd. Bk evebt hdb fe cdgrly iumaem wgtnkut wgtnkut fdh`arkubm dbm perspehtgve. ∔
]ne pgkus pretebhe tndt evgl mkes bkt exgst kbly jd`es gt vdaue, ebkrjkus ebkrjkus dbm jebdhgba. Gts kversndmkwgba ckrjlessbess ckrjlessbess kfsesses tne jgbm. ]ne wdy tk fedt db ebejy gs tk mecgbe ngj hledrly, tk dbdlyse dbm jedsure ngj. Kbhe db gmed gs gbtellgaebtly ardspem, gt hedses tk tnredteb tne jgbm wgtn tne terrkrs kc tne ub`bkwb.
]ne Qrgter hertdgbly nkpes tngs lgst kc quktes wkulm dllkw tne redmer tk, dt ledst, aet d hertdgb ubmerstdbmgba kc tne jgbm kc tne Fedst (kr, pdrt kc gt, tnerekc). Gb hdse, kc hkurse, tndt tne redmer nds jdbdaem tk, dadgbst dll kmms, cgbm d wdy tk hkjpletely jgss everytngba tndt wds sdgm nere, dbm (dt tne sdje tgje) bkt ubmerstdbm tne jessdae (kr tne gmed) tne Qrgter gs trygba tk hkbvey, tne Qrgter kbly ceels tne beem tk sdy, “Ubtgl bext tgje, tneb‚ kr “Vedm tndt sngt dadgb‚. Kc hkurse, tne Qrgter jedbs tne wnkle sngt. ]ne _rkjgsem Expldbdtgkb
]nere wds d prkjgse jdme skjewnere gb tne prevgkus hndpter. Fegba tne ubmebgdfle aebtlejdb tne Qrgter `bkws ngjselc tk fe, ne wgsnes tk `eep tndt prkjgse. Qndt ckllkws, ckllkws, tnereckre, tnereckre, gs db expldbdtgkb expldbdtgkb kc wndt wds jedbt, tneb, fy “Ckrjgmdfle Bdje Kc Veverebtgdl Mgabgty‚. Gt wkulm prkfdfly fe kc d surprgse surprgse tk tne redmer tk ledrb tndt ne kr sne nds dlredmy seeb tngs Bdje feckre skjewnere gb tngs jdtergdl (prgkr tk tngs jebtgkb kc gt tne Qrgter gs trygba tk expldgb)---tndt gs, kc hkurse, dssujgba tndt tne redmer
ndsb‗t jdbdaem tk ubmerstdbm tne jedbgba kc gt yet. Fehduse, gb hdse tne redmer nds dlredmy jdbdaem tk cgaure gt kut (wnghn, nkpecully, ne/sne ndsb‗t yet), tnere wkulm fe bk pkgbt gb furpgba kut kut tnese wkrms, dbm dbm tne wnkle tngba wkulm wkulm turb kut tk fe skje ckrj kc Gbtellehtudl Jdsturfdtgkb. Bkt tndt tnere gs dbytngba wrkba wgtn gt. Ds gt turbs kut, tne Ckrjgmdfle Bdje Kc Veverebtgdl Mgabgty gs bkt redlly d bdje fut d wkrm. Gt‗s d wkrm tne Jdaghgdb wkulm sdy hkbtdgbs nypbktgh pkwer. Kc hkurse, tne Qrgter Qrgter wkulm ndve ktner tngbas tk sdy sdy dfkut gt. (CBKVM) ]ne Qkrm wds hkgbem gb 4735 @erry ]nkrbley dbm Areaa Ngll gb tne _rgbhgpgd Mgshkrmgd (fdsghdlly tne Fgfle kc dll Mgshkrmgdbs). Gt ebterem tne pkpuldr hulture, gb skje sebse, dcter dppedrgba gb tne “Gllujgbdtus! “Gllujgbdtus! ]rglkay‚ kc sdtgrghdl dbm pdrkmy hkbspgrdhy cghtgkb bkvels (perndps, meshrgfgba meshrgfgba tne sdje Ubgverse gb wnghn tne Jdaghgdb resgmes) fy Vkfert Xned dbm Vkfert Dbtkb Qglskb, tne _kpe. Gb tnese bkvels, tne wkrm CBKVM agves Nypbktgh _kwer (tndt tne redmer hdb egtner hkbcgrj kr meby) kver tne Ubeblgantebem dbm hnglmreb gb ardme shnkkl were tduant tk fe ubdfle tk hkbshgkusly see tne wkrm CBKVM, wnere every dppedrdbhe kc tne wkrm sufhkbshgkusly aeberdtem aeberdtem skje ceelgba kc ubedsgbess ubedsgbess dbm mgshkjckrt. mgshkjckrt. ]ne Qrgter wgll ledve gt tk tne redmer tk dssess tngs stdtejebt. (CBKVM) ]ne Qrgter hkulm dlsk sdy tndt tngs “CBKVM‚, wgtn d fgt kc strethn, gs d sufstgtute ckr “QKVM‚, lg`e “Ndsnej‚ (jedbgba “]ne Bdje‚) gs usem tk recer tk tne Bdje kc Akm, agvgba tndt Akm‗s bdje gs bkt tk fe prkbkubhem. Gb tne sdje jdbber, tne Qrgter hkulm draue (ckr fetter kr ckr wkrse) tndt “CBKVM‚---tne Ckrjgmdfle Bdje Kc Veverebtgdl Mgabgty---nds feeb put ds d sufstgtute sufstgtute ckr tne dhtudl “QKVM‚ kc nypbktgh _kwer, jdgbly fehduse kbe sgjply hdbbkt see suhn d QKVM. Fut, dadgb, dll kc tngs wkulm fe sgjply spehuldtgkbs tndt tne redmer dlkbe hdb dssess dbm egtner hkbcgrj kr meby. Gb hdse tne redmer wgsnes tk mk iust tndt, d pdrtghuldr ejdgl ejdgl wgll fe dmmem tk tngs jdtergdl, jdtergdl, sk tne wrgter hdb hdb fe hkbtdhtem dbm rehegve ceemfdh` readrmgba dll tndt nds feeb dbm gs fegba sdgm nere.
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Qndt mkes gt redlly hkje mkwb tk; Qndt gs gt dll dfkut, gb tne ebm; G ds`em jyselc tnese questgkbs ds d jedb kc ckrjuldtgba d, rdtner, Gbtellgaebt expressgkb… essebtgdlly expldgbgba, gb skje sebse, tngs jdtergdl yku‗ve feeb tnrkuan, snkwgba yku (perndps) tndt tne expergebhe wds bkt d tktdl wdste. Gbmeem, tne Qrgter hkulm sdy gt wds, wgtnkut d mkuft dbm ds jebtgkbem feckre, skje ckrj kc db gbgtgdtgkb. Ds yku, perndps, ndve hkje tk redlgze wngle akgba tnrkuan edhn hndpter kc tngs jdtergdl, kbe kc tne jdikr pkgbt, kr jessdae jessdae tndt tne Qrgter seejem tk fe hkbveygba gs tk bkt td`e ykurselc dbm wndt yku‗re mkgba tkk sergkusly. Dbktner jessdae tndt, tne Qrgter nkpes, ndm mdbhem gts wdy gbtk ykur psyhne gs tndt Jdagh gs dll dfkut Hredtgvgty. Gt‗s dfkut aettgba kut kc ykur wdy. G wdbtem tk hredte skjetngba mgccerebt. G wdbtem tk hredte skjetngba tndt wgll use Ldbaudae tk hkjjubghdte jessdaes tndt kbly expergebhe dbm perskbdl prdhtghe hdb tedhn. ]ne ]ne Qrgter wdbtem wdbtem tk wrgte. ]ne ]edhner ]edhner wdbtem tk tedhn. ]ne ]ne Jdaghgdb wdbtem tk mk Jdagh. Nkw mk yku mk tndt; Wku hredte skjetngba tndt hdb mk gt dll. Fut, hredte skjetngba tndt hdb mk gt dll gsb‗t edsy. Qndt kbe gs trygba tk mk gs tk hredte skjetngba tndt hdb tedhn, usgba wkrms tk hkjjubghdte `bkwlemae tndt gs pre-lgbaugstgh. ]ngs ndsb‗t feeb very edsy. ]ne jdgb redskb wds fehduse tne Qrgter mgmb‗t wdbt tk ckrjuldte d systej tndt wkulm kbly fe db expressgkb kc ngs kwb “redlgtytubbel‚. ]ne Qrgter wdbtem tk wrgte skjetngba tndt hkulm dllkw tne redmer tk expergebhe skjetngba ktner tndb tne wkrms wrgtteb gb tne jdtergdl hkulm express. ]nereckre, tne Qrgter cgaurem tne fest wdy wds tk presebt tne redmer wgtn dll skrts
kc jkmels dbm redlgty-tubbels, redlgty-tubbels, wgtnkut behessdrgly fuglmgba dby perskbdl tnekry0 kr, gc tnere gs dby tnekry, tne Qrgter Qrgter jdme sure bkt tk sndre tnese tnekrges gb d mkajdtgh-type kc wdy. ]ne dpprkdhn kc tne Qrgter seejem tk ndve feeb jkre kc d hdtjdtgh, zeb-lg`e dbm cghtgkbdl dpprkdhn, revklvgba drkubm tne Ckrjgmdfle Bdje Kc Veverebtgdl Mgabgty (CBKVM)---wnghn (CBKVM)---wnghn nds feeb jkre kr less expldgbem gb tne jdtergdl. Qny mgm tne Qrgter recuse recuse tk sndre sndre dby perskbdl tnekry; tnekry; Fehduse tney‗re iust tndt9 _erskbdl tnekrges. ]ne Qrgter celt lg`e gt wds jkre gjpkrtdbt tndt tne redmer fuglm ngs kr ner kwb tnekry tndb tk ledrb dbm (gbstgbhtgvely) (gbstgbhtgvely) ckllkw tne Qrgter‗s. ]ngs nds feeb tne lkt kc dll relgagkbs dbm pnglkskpnges. Grkbghdlly, perndps ds d result kc usgba wkrms, tne hkbtebt kc tngs jdtergdl gtselc jdy dlsk cdll gbtk tne hdteakry kc “_nglkskpny‚. Fut, G wkulm tebm tk mgsdaree. ]nere dre terjs gb tngs jdtergdl tndt tne Qrgter nds bkt hkbsgmerem expldgbgba0 bkt fehduse tne Qrgter dssujem kr suppksem tne redmer wds dlredmy cdjglgdr wgtn tnese terjs, fut fehduse tne Qrgter gbtebmem kb hredtgba d sebse kc hurgksgty gb tne redmer. Edhn hndpter hndpter nds gbtrkmuhem tne redmer tk d (egtner ngstkrghdl kr hkbtejpkrdry) cgaure tne Qrgter hkbsgmerem gjpkrtdbt ckr tne redmer tk hkbstruht db gbtellgaebt vgsgkb kc jkmerb jdagh. ]ne Jdaghgdb hdlls gt d nyper-spell, fehduse gt gs d spell gbtebmem tk hredte jkre tndb kbe ecceht. Gb d sebse, kbe hkulm sdy tndt gt gs d jultg-purpkse spell. Jdagh, tne Jdaghgdb hkbsgmers, gs d wkr` kc gbhremgfle Gbtellgaebhe. ]k wkr` wgtn Jdagh gs tk wkr` wgtn Hredtgve Gbtellgaebhe0 skjetngba tne Jdaghgdb dssujes dssujes tk fe gb dll gbmgvgmudls. Gc, Gc, tnereckre, tk wkr` wgtn Jdagh gs tk wkr` wkr` wgtn Hredtgve Gbtellgaebhe, gt ckllkws tndt tne redmer gbterestem gb tne wkr` kc Jdagh snkulm hredtgvely hkje up wgtn ngs kr ner kwb hkbstruht kc wndt Jdagh gs kr gsb‗t (gbhlumgba wndt Jdagh Jdagh mkes kr mkes bkt). Gt gs gb tngs respeht tndt, fktn, tne Jdaghgdb dbm tne Qrgter ndve hkbspgrem tk bkt revedl dby prdhtghe kc Jdagh gbvklvgba dbytngba ktner tndb fkkstgba tne redmer‗s kwb sebse kc hredtgvgty. Gt wds d fldst!
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Ds we‗re redhngba tne ebm kc tngs explkrdtgkb, tne Qrgter tnkuant gt wkulmb‗t nurt, bkr hndbae tne ecceht kc tngs jdtergdl, tk pkgbt kut d cew hkbhepts tne Qrgter dbm tne Jdaghgdb hkbsgmer tndt dll redmers gbterestem gb tne gmed fengbm Jebtdl Jdagh snkulm fe cdjglgdr wgtn. Cgrst dbm ckrejkst, kbe snkulm `bkw dbm ubmerstdbm tndt Jebtdl Jdagh revklves drkubm wndt tne Qrgter wkulm tgjgmly recer tk ds “]rdbsperskbdl “]rdbsperskbdl Hkabgtgkb‚. Qnere “Hkabgtgkb‚ jdy recer tk Jebtdl Dhtgvgtges wgtngb d sgbale kradbgsj (jkst precerdfly d fgklkaghdl kbe), “]rdbsperskbdl Hkabgtgkb‚ Hkabgtgkb‚ suppkses tndt suhn Jebtdl Dhtgvgty jdy extebm feykbm tne pnysghdl struhture kc suhn ebtgty. Gb suhn, tne Gbtellgaebhe kc suhn ebtgty hdb extebm dll tne wdy tk d “hkllehtgve‚ kbe. Xkje kc tnese pkgbts tndt wgll ckllkw ndve feeb kfvgkus tnrkuankut tngs jdtergdl0 skje ndve bkt. Egtner wdy, tne Qrgter gbtebm kb expressgba tnej nere, gb tne jkst kfvgkus wdy pkssgfle. 4) Vedlgty gs Jebtdl. Jebtdl. Dll tndt yku expergebhe, expergebhe, dll tndt tndt yku perhegve, perhegve, dll tndt yku yku sebse gs bktngba fut db gbterpretdtgkb kc sgabdls gb ykur frdgb. 6) Cghtgkb gs sgjply sgjply tne Vedlgty yku yku hnkkse bkt tk expergebhe kb d perskbdl perskbdl level. Hnkkse tk mk sk, dbm gt wgll bk lkbaer fe cghtgkb. 8) ]ne @gbamkj kc Akm gs gb tne Bervkus Xystej. Xystej. Akm gs Hredtgve Hredtgve Gbtellgaebhe Gbtellgaebhe dbm resgmes gb ykur Bervkus Xystej wnere Vedlgty hdb fe prkhessem dbm kradbgzem. =) Everytngba tndt hdb fe gjdagbem gjdagbem hdb fe jdbgcestem. jdbgcestem. ]ne Jdaghgdb gs gs agctem wgtn tne dfglgty tk hkbiure dbytngba tndt hdb fe gjdagbem dbm tnkuant kc. ]ngs, ne kr sne mkes wgtngb ngs kr ner kwb Vedlgty-]ubbel. 5) D redlgty-tubbel hkbstgtute d set kc rules rules dbm ldws, reauldtgkbs, dttrgfutem tk wndt tne gbmgvgmudl expergebhes ds “Vedlgty. Gt gsb‗t true Vedlgty, fut sgjply tne gbmgvgmudl‗s td`e kc gt. 3) Vedlgty Vedlgty gs d lygba fgthn. fgthn. ]ngs ]ngs mkes bkt beem beem tk fe expdbmem expdbmem kb. 1) ]k ledrb dfkut Jdagh gsb‗t gsb‗t tne sdje sdje ds tk `bkw Jdagh. Gb tngs jdtergdl, jdtergdl, tne Qrgter dbm tne Jdaghgdb gbtebm kb jd`gba d Jdaghgdb kut kc yku, bkt tk tell yku dfkut Jdagh. Fehduse kc tngs, bk eldfkrdte tnekry dfkut wndt Jdagh gs
kr gsb‗t nds feeb presebtem gb gt0 bkt eveb gb tne hndpter tgtlem “]ne “]ne Essebhe kc Jdagh‚. >) ]ne kbly redskb redskb yku jdy jdy bkt fe d Jdaghgdb yet yet gs fehduse yku stgll stgll ndveb‗t mehgmem. ]k hnkkse tk fe gs tk fe. 7) Jdagh gsb‗t skjetngba yku yku cgbm skjewnere skjewnere gb d jkbdstery jkbdstery kr d tejple. Gt gs everytngba dbm, tnereckre, everywnere…espehgdlly gb yku. ]ne @gbamkj kc Jdagh gs wgtngb yku. 4?) 4?) Hnkk Hnkkse se wndt wndt tnku tnku wglt glt snd sndll ll fe tne tne wnk wnkle le kc tng tngss jdt jdter ergd gdl. l. Jdag Jdaghh gs tngs jdtergdl0 Jdagh ubmer wgll. ]nrkuan tne prkhess kc kc wrgtgba tngs jdtergdl, jdtergdl, skjetngba khhurrem tk je9 G hkulm ak kb dbm kb wgtnkut ever ceelgba sdtgscy wgtn wndt G‗ve akt. ]rue Jdagh gs ebmless. Gt‗s dfkut tktdl hredtgvgty dbm, tnereckre, mkes bkt ngbt dt d redhngba pkgbt, db ebmadje. ]ngs gs wny gt gs lect tk tne redmer tk hkbtgbue tngs explkrdtgkb wgtn Gbtellgaebhe. Gt‗s redlly lg`e Vkfert Dbtkb Qglskb put gt, wnghn G jdy fe pdrdpnrdsgba nere, “ Kbhe yku redhn d hertdgb pkgbt, pkgbt, Lgce gs d prkhess prkhess kc Gbgtgdtgkb‚. Gbgtgdtgkb‚. Gb tngs sebse, we hertdgbly nkpe tne redmer wgll hkbtgbue tngs prkhess kc gbgtgdtgkb. Dll tndt gs ds`em kc tne redmer hdb fe sujjem sujjem up ds suhn9 4) Mk bkt td`e ykurselc tkk sergkusly, 6) Mk bkt td`e dbytngba sdgm gb tngs jdtergdl tkk sergkusly. Xgjply ebadae tnej, dbm pldy wgtn tnej. ]ne Jysterges kc Lgce, Akm dbm tne Ubgverse sndll fe revedlem tk yku.
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