Kriya Yoga: Synthesis of a Personal Experience Ennio Nimis
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CONTENTS
Contents Synopsis
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PART I MY SEARCH OF THE ORIGINAL KRIYA 1. Yoga self-taught 2. Kria Yoga from organi!ations ". The inestima#le $alue of %a&a '. (ollo)ing some tea*hers outsi+e the organi!ation ,. A har+ +e*ision
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PART II DEFINITION OF THE KRIY KR IYA A YOGA TECHNIQUES . The #asi* Te*hniues of Kria Yoga /. Te*hniues Te*hniues of the 0igher Krias . Theoreti*al $ision of Kria Yoga. Yoga. Intro+u*tion to some interesting $ariations
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PART III KRIYA KRIYA YOGA IN PRACTICE PRACT ICE . 3uil+ing a soli+ #asis for the &ra*ti*e of Kria Yoga 14. Praer 5%a&a67 the #asi* instrument of all the msti*al &aths 11. 0o) to a*hie$e the #reathless state 12. Perfe*ting the te*hniue of Kria Pranaama
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Appendix 17 17 A#out &remature Kun+alini a)a8ening Appendix 27 27 Cleaning the Kria &ath from all esoteri*-magi* manias Appendix 37 37 Im&ortan*e of stu+ing the Ra+hasoami mo$ement Appendix 47 47 0i++en treasures in P.Y.9s Kria Yoga
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Glossary Bibliography
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SYNOPSIS
PART I: MY SEARCH SEAR CH OF THE ORIGINAL KRIYA The first &art &art *ontain *ontainss the stor of the +ifferen +ifferentt &hases &hases of m s&irit s&iritual ual sear*h7 sear*h7 self tea*hing of Yoga: Yoga: Kria Kri a Yoga Yoga re*ei$e+ from an organi!ation: Kria Yoga Yoga re*ei$e+ from tra$eling gurus: final +e*ision of &utting in a #oo8 all )hat I 8ne) a#out Kria Yoga te*hniues an+ go ahea+ alone. Chapter 1 Yoga e!"#ta$ght ; s&iritual sear*h #egan soon enough. I *onsi+ere+ Yoga a +is*i&line *a&a#le of &ro+u*ing an internal *hange in m &ersonalit. &ersonalit. I #egan )ith an emental $oi+>. I +e*i+e+ +e*i+e+ also to reinfor* reinfor*ee m +is*i& +is*i&lin linee throug through h the art of Prana Pranaama. ama. After After three three months of &ra*ti*e= I e<&erien*e+ )hat Yoga #oo8s *all > Kun+alini a)a8ening.> This e<&erien*e )as &re*e+e+ # a *ou&le of +as of fear an+ anguish. Chapter % Kr&'a Yoga "ro( orga)&*at&o) orga)&*at&o ) As an enthusiast of Pranaama= I +e*i+e+ to +e$ote m life to &erfe*t it. I *ame to 8no) of the eoriginal Kria>= I ma+e the great mista8e of negle*ting m routine #ase+ u&on the union #et)een %a&a an+ Kria. I follo)e+ follo)e+ three +ifferent +ifferent tea*hers. Among Among man not $er im&ortant +etails= I learne+ something $alua#le7 1. The im&ortan*e im&ortan*e of listening to the internal soun+s soun+s +uring Kria Pranaama: Pranaama: 2. The frenulum-stret*hing te*hniue BTala#a Kria lea+ing to master of Ke*hari ;u+ra: ". The *on*e&t of In*remental Routine. Chapter 3 A har2 2e&&o) After the #rea8 )ith m thir+ tea*her= tea*her= I a$oi+e+ a$oi+e+ see8ing others. I toe+ )ith the $ague
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i+ea of &utting all I 8ne) a#out Kria in a #oo8. I )as ham&ere+ # the +ee& *on+itioning from m first Kria organi!ation7 the &romise of 8ee&ing all te*hni*al Kria Kria +etails +etails se*ret. se*ret. The mental mental *larit *larit an+ stamina stamina &ro+u* &ro+u*e+ e+ # the in*rem in*rement ental al routines hel&e+ me to erase all *on+itioning. I #egan the )or8 )or8 of )riting the #oo8 an+ &oste+ it on the e#. e#. PART II: DEFINITION DEF INITION OF THE KRIYA YOGA TECHNIQUES The se*on+ &art is +e$ote+ to share )hat I 8no) a#out the theor an+ &ra*ti*e of Kria Yoga. Chapter 4 The ,a& teh)&5$e o" Kr&'a Yoga The essen*e of (irst Kria is gi$en through eight te*hniues -- Tala#a Kria= Om %a&a Bin the Cha8ras= Kria Pranaama Ba8a Pranaama= Na$i Kria= ;aha ;u+ra= Kria Pranaama )ith short #reath= mental Pranaama Prana ama an+ Yoni Yoni ;u+ra. Chapter 6 Teh)&5$e o" the H&gher Kr&'a The 0igher Krias are here +es*ri#e+ as a si< ste& sstem. Chapter 7 Theoret&a! Theoret&a! -&&o) o" Kr&'a Yoga8 I)tro2$t&o) I)tro2$t&o) to o(e &)terete2 &)terete2 -ar&at&o) After a theoreti*al +igression u&on the four le$els of Kria= ea*h lin8e+ )ith the unfastening of a &arti*ular 998not99 Bo#sta*le hin+ering the s&iritual e<&erien*e= some $ariations of the Kria te*hniues are +es*ri#e+.
PART III: KRIYA KRIYA YOGA IN PRACTICE PRACTI CE The thir+ &art +)ells )ith the &ra*ti*al as&e*ts of tea*hing Kria Yoga. Yoga. The main theme is ho) to assist stu+ents to *oor+inate an+ harness their efforts in a meaningful )a. Chapter 9 $&!2&)g a o!&2 ,a& "or the prat&e o" Kr&'a Yoga Yoga e +is*uss +is*uss a tea*hin tea*hing g metho+ metho+ to gui+e gui+e those )ho )ant to learn Kriya Yoga. oga. After After *onsi+ering ho) to intro+u*e the (irst Kria in a gra+ual )a= &ra*ti*al e 1: A,o$t pre(at$re K$)2a!&)& a0a?e)&)g There are &ages in the e# )arning against the +angers of >&remature a)a8ening of Kundalini>. Kundalini>. The real &ro#lem is fa*ing the fear of su#stantial su#stantial *hanges in life. There are
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&ra*ti*es to #e re*ommen+e+ that +issol$e an a*ute states of inner tension.
Appe)2&> %: C!ea)&)g the Kr&'a path "ro( a!! eoter&#(ag& eoter&#(ag& (a)&a e +)ell here u&on the theme of the )rong attitu+es to)ar+s to)ar+s the Kriya &ath. Kriya &ath. ;an forget forget that Kriya that Kriya is is not a &s*hologi*al &s*hologi*al Dourne Dourne in the realm of our min+ #ut a s&iritual &ath. Appe)2&> +: I(porta)e o" t$2'&)g the Ra2haoa(& (o-e(e)t The literar material &ro+u*e+ # this mo$ement is $er ins&iring for all those )ho are see8ing to #e in tune )ith the m!ar Realt. Realt. Some s*hools of Kria ha+ their origin here. Appe)2&> /: H&22e) trea$re &) P8Y8@ Kr&'a Yoga Something &re*ise an+ useful is #rought to light to those stu+ents )ho= #eing faithful to P.Y.9s .Y.9s tea*hings= are tring to fin+ in this #oo8 a 8e to *larif their te*hni*al +ou#ts
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PART I: MY SEARCH OF THE ORIGINAL KRIYA
C0APTER 1 YOGA SELF#TAUGHT
; s&iritual sear*h #egan at age 1, after I #ought an intro+u*tor #oo8 on *lassi*al Yoga. I +on9t remem#er the title of that first #oo8= #ut #oo8s of 3.K.S. Iengar follo)e+ an+ then finall the auto#iogra&h of an In+ian saint= )here I foun+ the term Kriya Yoga. ; interest in Yoga ha+ #een fuele+ # a *ertain e<&e*tation of the effe*ti$eness of the oriental forms of me+itation that ha+ slo)l *oales*e+ +uring m *hil+hoo+ an+ earl a+oles*en*e. 3ut first things first... In &rimar s*hool= unli8e m &eers I #orro)e+ esoteri* #oo8s from m &arents9 frien+s an+ I lo$e+ those #oo8s. I remem#er that the first o ne I rea+ from en+ to en+ )as on o**ultism. Kno)ing the #oo8 )as *onsi+ere+ unsuita#le for m age= I )as &rou+ to #e a#le to rea+ an+ un+erstan+ it. I turne+ a +eaf ear to an &ersuasi$e a+$i*e to +e+i*ate mself to more formati$e rea+ings. I *ontinue+ these rea+ings until I )as a#out 11. I )aste+ a lot of time on )orthless #oo8s an+ sta*8s of s&e*iali!e+ esoteri* maga!ines )ith tantali!ing titles an+ i+le fan*ies +esigne+ essentiall to im&ress= an+ )hi*h )ere im&ossi#le to +istinguish in a+$an*e #et)een fa*t an+ fi*tion. I also *ame into *onta*t )ith the main themes of o**i+ental esoteri*ism )ith short +igressions into &henomena li8e h&nosis an+ s&iritualism. In the en+= I felt I ha+ tra$ele+ through an in+istin*t *haos an+ thought that &erha&s the most &re*ious se*rets )ere hi++en in other #oo8s )hi*h I ha+ not #een fortunate enough to fin+. uring this &erio+= )hen I )as &erha&s 14 or 11= I sa) the )or+ > Yoga> for the first time in a &ostal *atalog of esoteri* #oo8s among m father9s *orres&on+en*e. I )as entran*e+ an+ ine<&li*a#l s&ell#oun+ # the &erson &i*ture+ on the *o$er sitting in the >lotus &osition.> 0o)e$er= I *oul+n9t &ersua+e m father to #u the #oo8 for me. hen I )as 1, an+ in high s*hool= the esoteri* flame )as re8in+le+ for a )hile in a &arti*ular )a7 a frien+ tol+ me he ha+ a +etaile+ teThese e I )as +ee&l intrigue+ # his )or+s7 )hat internal transformation )as he tal8ing a#outF Surel m frien+ +i+n9t mean the attainment of a &arti*ular state of rela
thought I )as sear*hing for &hsi*al an+ mental *ontrol= m s&iritual sear*h ha+ in fa*t #egun. Gnfortunatel= this #oo8 )as more of a &hiloso&hi*al intro+u*tion an+ +i+ not stir u& anthing s&iritual. It )as neither im&ressi$e nor thought &ro$o8ing B%i$a= Pra8riti= Purusha.... The authorHs goal seeme+ to #e solel to gi$e the rea+er the im&ression of serious authorit. E$en *on*e&ts li8e Rein*arnation= Karma= $harma% an+ &aya% the un+erstan+ing of )hi*h in the future )oul+ #e*ome so im&ortant in m life= remaine+ unfathoma#le= hi++en in a tangle of Sans8rit terms. "ranayama )as onl hinte+ at # e<&laining ho) to +o a *om&lete #reath @ +ilating the a#+omen= +ia&hragm= an+ u&&er *hest +uring inhalation an+ *ontra*ting the same in re$erse or+er for a *alm estret*hing )or8-outs>: #ut )ere a means of &ro$i+ing a glo#al stimulus to all the &hsi*al organs to in*rease their $italit. The satisfa*tion I felt at the en+ of a session s&o8e to their effe*ti$eness. I #egan +oing oga &ostures B Asanas in a *orner of our s*hool gmnasium +uring &hsi*al e+u*ation *lasses. I )asn9t $er goo+ in s&orts an)a +es&ite #eing )ell-*on+itione+ # long )al8s. ;oreo$er= #eing a#le to +o something signifi*ant )ithout ha$ing to mo$e $er far an+ )ithout the inherent ris8s of s*hool s&orts attra*te+ me. After the &reliminar grou& )arm-u& eCor&se Pose> BSa(asana)% the last one to #e &ra*ti*e+ in the +ail Asana routine. The instru*tion )as $er *learl gi$en an+ the author +i+ not lose his fo*us in useless &hiloso&hi*al em#ellishments. 0e e<&laine+ that the &ur&ose of the e
mental fa*ulties in or+er to re*harge the )hole &s*ho &hsi*al sstem )ith fresh energ. I )as attra*te+ # the gran+iose &romise that # sto&&ing all mental fun*tions @ )ithout falling into a state of slee& @ an+ remaining for some time in a state of &ure a)areness= one *oul+ o#tain )ithin one hour the eui$alent of fi$e hours slee&. I regret not ha$ing the #oo8 anmore= #ut I )ill +es*ri#e the e?ie in the su&ine &osition )ith arms e
In m e<&erien*e= in s&ite of the '4 minutes &romise+ # the #oo8= the final state of relamin+> an+ >a)areness>. hen the mental &ro*ess is ease+ off into &erfe*t silen*e= &ure a)areness )ithout *ontent arises. ?i8e a luminous &oint +u&li*ating itself an unlimite+ amount of times= it remains un*hange+ for some minutes. You 8no) ou eI thin8= therefore I am> is in+efensi#le. It )oul+ #e more *orre*t to affirm7 >Onl in the silen*e of no thought lies the &roof an+ the intimate *ertaint of e
3esi+es the +imension of esoteri* oriental me+itati$e &ra*ti*es= I also ha+ a &assion for &oetr an+ literature as )ell as a ha#it of +ail see8ing the *ontem&lation of #eaut in Nature* This interest #egan )hen I )as . I #orro)e+ a #oo8 of &oetr from the s*hool li#rar an+ *o&ie+ +ifferent short &oems )ith naturalisti* themes into a note#oo8. 3 rea+ing them freuentl= I soon 8ne) them all # heart. 3 re*alling them )hile *ontem&lating the hill surroun+ings #eon+ the outs8irts of m $illage= I *oul+ intensif m emotions. As m high s*hool ears )ere +ra)ing to a *lose= I +e$elo&e+ a &assion for *lassi*al musi* an+ 3eetho$en #e*ame m i+ol. es&ite the trage+ of his +eafness at his *reati$e &ea8= he rea*te+ in a most honora#le manner an+ *arrie+ on *reating )or8s he ha+ alrea+ *om&ose+ in his heart. The 0eiligensta+t Testament= )here he re$eals his *riti*al *on+ition an+ states his +e*ision )ith *alm an+ total resolution= ma+e him almost a hero an+ a saint in m ees. 0e )rote to a frien+7 >Jo+ is nearer to me than to others. I a&&roa*h 0im )ithout fear= I ha$e al)as 8no)n him. Neither am I an 0o) *oul+ I remain in+ifferentF 0e )as +ra)ing in*om&ara#le musi* out of the +e&ths of his #eing= an+ offering it to humanit. The trium&h of this frail human *reature o$er a nonsensi*al fate ha+ a tremen+ous im&a*t on me. The +ail rite of retiring to m room to listen to that musi* *onsoli+ate+ m *onse*ration to the I+eal @ merging )ith A#solute 3eaut. Ea*h +a for the first three months after high s*hool gra+uation= )hen I e<&erien*e+ a strong romanti* *rush )hose fulfillment seeme+ im&ossi#le= I listene+ to 3eetho$en9s &issa Solemnis. The more m emotionalism &rom&te+ me to a*t rashl= )hi*h &ro$e+ to #e +estru*ti$e to m lo$e affair= the more m +es&erate heart foun+ refuge in the massH &ure #eaut. uring a )al8 in the *ountr= sitting on a hill *ontem&lating a far lan+s*a&e #athe+ in the )armth of the summer e$ening= his musi* rang out again in m memor. hat m heart *ra$e+ )as #efore me= &erfe*t an+ untarnishe+ neither # fears nor # a sense of guilt. That )as m first religious e<&erien*e. I *hose to stu+ math at uni$ersit. hile atten+ing the first *lasses= I un+erstoo+ that a ha&& *ha&ter of m life )as *on*lu+e+ an+ there )oul+ #e no time for +istra*tions li8e enDoing *lassi* literature. All m attention )as fo*use+ on fin+ing an effe*ti$e metho+ of stu+ an+ a )a to a$oi+ )asting m energies. This meant fo*using in a +is*i&line+ )a #oth +uring stu+ time an+ +uring m i+le moments. (or this &ur&ose= I +e*i+e+ to utili!e the +nami* of the ogi* 99mental $oi+99 te*hniue. One #a+ ha#it I ha+ to *onuer )as a ten+en* to +a+ream an+ Dum& from one memor to another to e
unreasona#le fears that hin+er the +e*isi$e a*tion that life reuires. On other o**asions it fosters an o&timisti* imagination that unfortunatel &ushes the &erson to)ar+ ina&&ro&riate a*tions. I )as *on$in*e+ that +is*i&line+ thought )as the most $alua#le trait I *oul+ +e$elo&= an+ )oul+ o&en the +oors to fruitful a*hie$ements. ; +e*ision fille+ me )ith eu&hori* enthusiasm. 0o)e$er= after #reathing the lim&i+= s&ar8ling= *elestial state of thought restraint for a fe) hours I en*ountere+ a signifi*ant mental resistan*e. In the mirror of m intros&e*tion= I sa) ho) other ha#its )ere )asting m mental energ. One of these= )ra&&e+ an+ une<&e*te+l +ignifie+ # the *on*e&t of so*iali!ation= )as that of falling +ail into ner$e)ra*8ing +is*ussions )ith frien+s. It )as time to renoun*e it. I a#ru&tl a$oi+e+ their *om&an. Certainl mine )as not an im&ossi#le sa*rifi*e-- theirs )as not m )orl+. One +a +uring a short afternoon )al8= I sa) them from afar sitting la!il an+ *hatting in the usual #ar. ; heart ga$e a lur*h. The )ere m frien+s an+ I lo$e+ ea*h of them= et seeing them together that +a the a&&eare+ to me li8e *hi*8ens *oo&e+ u& in a narro) s&a*e. ;er*ilessl I assume+ the )ere *om&letel go$erne+ # the instin*ts of eating= &arting= se<= an+ generall o$erin+ulging. hate$er trage+ ha&&ene+ to their frien+ +i+n9t *on*ern them= the )oul+ ha$e 8e&t on si&&ing the +ail &leasure of +a)+ling until misfortune hit them &ersonall. I foun+ it $er sa+ an+ +istressing. The in*i+ent &ut me in a gloom moo+= #ut a senten*e from 3eetho$en9s 0eiligensta+t testament *ame s&ontaneousl to min+ an+ e$o8e+ the #liss I ha+ enDoe+ +uring m high s*hool ears7 O Pro$i+en*e - grant me at least #ut one day o+ pure ,oy - it has #een so long sin*e real Do e*hoe+ in m heart - O )hen - O )hen= O i$ine One - shall I fin+ it again in the tem&le of nature an+ of menF - Ne$erF No - O that )oul+ #e too har+.
At that moment I again resol$e+ to *on*entrate on m stu+ies= an+ &assing m e+a of &ure Do>= I )oul+ ha$e to en+ure momentaril a +ar8 em&tiness7 I )oul+ sa$or it )ithout lament an+ )ithout #eing tem&te+ to turn on a light for momentar sola*e.
- .ill $ie So - Can /i(e0 An e$ent illuminate+ m life7 a frien+ intro+u*e+ me to Justa$ ;ahler9s Sm&hon No.2 > esurrection> an+ in$ite+ me to a li$e *on*ert of this )or8. I rea+ the information leaflet. Ea*h &art of the sm&hon ha+ a &re*ise meaning )hi*h ;ahler himself ha+ e<&laine+ in a letter to the *on+u*tor= 3runo alter. It )as ;ahler9s intention to treat +eath as the ine$ita#le en+ to all human enter&rise. The musi* itself *on$ee+ a sense of +esolation )hi*h )as s)eet= as if 14
+eath meant +rifting off into a &ea*eful slee&. The )or+s of the *ontralto *ommuni*ate+ a *hil+li8e inno*ent $ision in a sorro)ful $oi*e of en+less +ignit7 schen roth0 $er &ensch liegt in grter 'oth0 $er &ensch liegt in grter "ein0 e lieber mcht ich im #immel sein*
O re+ rose ;an lies in +irest nee+ ;an lies in +ee&est &ain Oh= ho) I )oul+ rather #e in hea$en.
hile listening= I fan*ie+ I )as in the *ountrsi+e +uring a light rain. 3ut it )as s&ring an+ a ra of sun &ier*e+ the *lou+s. Ami+ the $egetation there )as a #eautiful re+ rose. That sim&le $ision #rought sola*e to m heart9s inner a*he an+ )arme+ me to a high &it*h of enthusiasm )ith the thought that 3eaut )oul+ #e )ith me fore$er= in all the &la*es of m solitar )an+erings. Then the *hoir sang some $erses from Klo&sto*89s hmn7 Au+ersteh5n% ,a au+ersteh5n .irst du% &ein Staub% 'ach !ur6er uh50 7nsterblich /eben0 7nsterblich /eben 8ird der dich rie+ dir geben0
Rise again= es= rise again= ill ou= m +ust= After a #rief rest Immortal life Immortal life ill 0e )ho *alle+ ou= gi$e ou.
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ith )ings I ha$e gaine+= in lo$e9s fier*e stri$ing= I shall soar aloft To the light no ee has &ier*e+ I )ill +ie so I *an li$e Rise again= es= rise again= ill ou= m heart= in an instant hat ou ha$e earne+ ourself= Shall lea+ ou to Jo+
In the follo)ing +as= I trie+ to &enetrate the meaning # rea+ing e$erthing I *oul+ on the sm&hon an+ listening to it entran*e+ in the uietu+e of m o)n room. After man integral an+ enthusiasti* listening sessions= the )or+s7 >Ster#en )er+e i*h= um !u le#en> B>I )ill +ie so I *an li$e> resoun+e+ all +a long in m min+ li8e a threa+ aroun+ )hi*h m thoughts *rstalli!e+. oul+ I e$er= #efore ol+ age= #e a#le to die to mysel+ @ namel to die to my egoismF as it &ossi#le to *ross the fogg *urtain of thoughts= su&erfi*ial emotions= sensations an+ instin*t= an+ emerge into that &ure imension for )hi*h I ha+ earne+ man ears an+ )hi*h I felt )as m highest goo+F There )as no +ou#t I )as )illing to &erfe*t m self-im&ose+ +is*i&line to the eI )ill sei!e (ate # the throat >= sai+ 3eetho$en7 so I too )as &re&are+ to a*t in a strong an+ 11
+e*isi$e )a. hat I misse+ )as the art of "ranayama @ that "ranayama )hi*h I ha+ +reame+ so mu*h a#out #ut ha+ ne$er a*tuall &ra*ti*e+. A fe) )ee8s #efore = I ha+ &ur*hase+ 3.K.S. Iengar9s Pneumati* tools *an *ut through the har+est ro*8. In "ranayama% the yogi uses his lungs as &neumati* tools. If the are not use+ &ro&erl= the +estro #oth the tool an+ the &erson using it. (ault &ra*ti*e &uts un+ue stress on the lungs an+ +ia&hragm. The res&irator sstem suffers an+ the ner$ous sstem is a+$ersel affe*te+. The $er foun+ation of a health #o+ an+ a soun+ min+ is sha8en # a fault &ra*ti*e of "ranayama*>
This senten*e ignite+ m immo+erate )ill to e<&erien*e all its &o)er= to the &oint of >+ing> in it= figurati$el s&ea8ing. hat )oul+ ha$e frightene+ others em#ol+ene+ me. If it &ro$o8e+ an authenti* &s*hologi*al earthua8e= I )as on the right tra*8. Yes some &ru+en*e )as ne*essar: an intensi$e &ra*ti*e ha+ to #e rea*he+ gra+uall an+ ea*h session ha+ to #e *arrie+ out )ith ethese e. It ha+ to #e true "ranayama a&&eare+ to me the most &erfe*t of all arts= )ith no intrinsi* limits. To +e$ote mself to it )oul+ *ost nothing. I )oul+ not #e o#lige+ to s&en+ mone on the &ur*hase of a musi*al instrument= *an$as an+ *olors= or )hate$er. The instrument )as al)as )ith me an+ )ithin me. I *oul+n9t un+erstan+ ho) I ha+ )aste+ so mu*h time not ta8ing on this *ommitment seriousl. To a#i+e # it )as The e*ision of ; ?ife. I &ra*ti*e+ morning an+ e$ening in an >a#solute> )a= )ith fero*ious *on*entration= as if there )ere no tomorro). I )oul+ start )ith stret*hing e
A +etaile+ +es*ri&tion of this routine BNa+i So+hana: GDDai: 3an+ha an+ final *on*entration in Kutastha is gi$en at the en+ of this *ha&ter.
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an un8no)n realit ling #eon+ the material. Sometimes in the first sunn +as after )inter= )hen the s8ies )ere *rstalline an+ as #lue as the ha+ e$er #een= I )oul+ sit in the o&en air an+ *ontem&late m surroun+ings. In a #ush +it*h *o$ere+ )ith i$ the sun she+ its light u&on flo)ers that a fe) )ee8s #efore )ere #looming +uring the *ol+ an+ no)= hee+less of the mil+est +as= still lingere+ in their s&ell-#in+ing glor. I )as +ee&l ins&ire+. I )oul+ *lose m ees an+ rel on an inner ra+ian*e a**om&anie+ # a sensation of &ressure on m heart. At that time= m internal life )as still s&lit #et)een t)o interests )hi*h I &er*ei$e+ as t)o +imensions ha$ing nothing in *ommon. On one si+e )ere esoteri* matters )hi*h ha+ gui+e+ m sear*h to)ar+ Yoga +is*i&line= )hi*h I *on*ei$e+ to #e an e++icacious tool for &urifing an+ controlling the mind . On the other si+e )as the as&iration to)ar+ the i+eal )orl+ of 3eaut )hi*h I trie+ to e$o8e through the stu+ of literar )or8s= an+ listening to *lassi*al musi*. I ne$er imagine+ that the first +imension *oul+ lea+ me to the se*on+ It )as reasona#le to ho&e that "ranayama *oul+ gi$e me a &ermanent #ase of mental *larit= hel&ing me to not s&oil the fragile mira*le of an en*ounter )ith 3eaut )ith a Dum#le of thoughts= #ut I *oul+ ne$er ha$e imagine+ that "ranayama ha+ the &o)er of multi&ling the e<&erien*e of the Su#lime or e$en ma8e it s&ring u& from nothing I often re&eate+ insi+e mself an+ sometimes uote+ to m frien+s this $erse from the Bhaga(ad Gita7 >BThe yogi 8no)s the Do eternal #eon+ the &ale of the senses )hi*h his reason *annot gras&. 0e a#i+es in this realit an+ mo$es not then*e. 0e has foun+ the treasure a#o$e all others. There is nothing higher than this. 0e that has a*hie$e+ it shall not #e mo$e+ # the greatest sorro). This is the real meaning of Yoga - a +eli$eran*e from *onta*t )ith &ain an+ sorro)>.
hile re&eating it= I )as a*tuall sa$oring that %o. On a uiet afternoon )al8 among trees Dust #efore sunset= I ui*8l glan*e+ no) an+ then at teThou art That> I *lose+ the #oo8 an+ re&eate+ the )or+s as if in a tran*e. ; rational min+ )as a#le to gras& #ut not full a**e&t the in*ommensura#le im&li*ation of the statement. It meant that it )as I that )as the un#elie$a#l +eli*ate green light filtering through the lea$es= #earing )itness to the s&ring that #rought ne) life. 3a*8 home= I +i+ not e$en tr to &ut +o)n on &a&er the numerous >moments of gra*e> I e<&erien*e+ from this reali!ation= nor *oul+ I ha$e. ; onl )ish )as to +el$e further an+ further into this ne) inner sour*e of un+erstan+ing an+ enlightenment.
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Kundalini =xperience After ha$ing #ought the )or8s of Rama8rishna= Li$e8anan+a= Jo&i Krishna an+ PatanDali9s Yoga Sutras Ba #ig $olume )ith *omments # I.K. Taimni= I finall +e*i+e+ to #u the auto#iogra&h of an In+ian saint= )hom I )ill in+i*ate # P.Y. 2 . It )as a #oo8 I ha+ seen some ears #efore #ut ha+ not #ought #e*ause it +i+n9t *ontain &ra*ti*al instru*tions. ; ho&e no) )as that I )oul+ #e a#le to fin+ useful information su*h as the a++resses of some goo+ Yoga s*hools. This auto#iogra&h enthralle+ me an+ *reate+ a strong as&iration to)ar+ the msti*al &ath. In *ertain moments I foun+ mself almost #urning from an internal fe$er. This &ro$i+e+ fertile groun+ for the *oming of an e$ent )hi*h )as ra+i*all +ifferent from an I ha+ e<&erien*e+ #efore. It )as a 8in+ of >intimate> e<&erien*e. Nonetheless= sin*e I ha$e listene+ to similar +es*ri&tions from Yoga &ra*titioners= I ha$e +e*i+e+ to share it. One night )hile rea+ing P.Y.9s auto#iogra&h= I felt a shi$er similar to an ele*tri* *urrent s&rea+ itself throughout m )hole #o+. A 99shi$er99 )as insignifi*ant in itself= #ut it frightene+ me. ; rea*tion )as rather strange sin*e I ha+ al)as #elie$e+ I )as immune from fear of all things relate+ to trans*en+en*e. The thought flashe+ through m min+ that a +ee&er e$ent )as going to ha&&en soon: that it )as going to #e strong= $er strong an+ I )oul+ not #e a#le to sto& it in an )a. It )as as if m memor ha+ some ine<&li*a#le familiarit )ith it an+ m instin*t 8ne) its ines*a&a#le &o)er. I ma+e u& m min+ to let things ha&&en unim&e+e+ an+ go ahea+ )ith the rea+ing. ;inutes &asse+ an+ I )as not a#le to *ontinue rea+ing: m restlessness turne+ into anmself>= seeme+ at the &oint of melting a)a. The )orst thoughts hung o$er me )ithout a *lear reason. (ortunatel= I ha+ Dust finishe+ rea+ing Jo&i Krishna9s Kundalini> "ath to #igher Consciousness in )hi*h the author +es*ri#e+ the s&len+i+ a)a8ening 2
The rea+er )ill un+erstan+ )h I am not mentioning the full name of P.Y. @ it is not +iffi*ult ho)e$er to figure out his i+entit. There are man s*hools of Yoga s&rea+ing his tea*hings a**or+ing to a s&e*ifi* legitima*9. One of these= through its re&resentati$es= ma+e me reali!e that not onl )on9t the tolerate the smallest of the Co&right $iolations= #ut the )on9t e$en a&&re*iate their #elo$e+ Tea*her9s name #eing mi
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