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zï`jĊ! rkjï`b xrm` ciŪi iafr jixkak! in rk{Ŗm à` cmìa zĊ xĊr{`bkn à` jixkai zcm`km Iì jirk jfn{`mjĊ j{ lrfi Ixfjiamxzkm. IjkizĊ jixkaĊ kzk xrmn{a kbmcmjm{ jf`zr{m. Bï`b{.m ijkz `{nk! Drmzfbf{afz i bfrm àìm`k bk fik zĊ ib{jĊ {` fnilm{ zcm`km Iì! nini Nirmkm $nini a{m Mmz{z-! bir Ŗm ninkm ànxĊri{a{m Omwi`Ū{a{m! Iaktmz M Jfn`k`{a :! jirk zk `{nki f Iì. Jï bkzxrk lrfi Ixfjiamxzkm! sĊ xf zx{`k jĊ `{ kzk `mjm nirk $à` ki xf m`ri à`ldkz{mk jïksi xkrzfi`k-! `mjm àìaĊ $irk ixrftmnims bfm nkrm-. @m z.i irĊi f zjfom{rĊ à` wmb {`bk! jf`cfrn aklk`bkm! zcï`{a Mfi` àŖm zxrmgm`ki jix{a! mir bkiz{xri ijkzkm zjfom{rm zk icaĊ f jr{jk lrisiĊ jdmir bk ka à` zï`jĊ. @m z .i nim irĊi f ibï`jm.{rĊ à` jirk zk zxrmgm`ki jï`b bfrki zĊ zk rmbmjk! xk`r{ jĊ ka kri bkgi cfirk oĊrï`. À`r .f xfrŪm{`k i wmb{a{m jirk kzk cfirk brkixĊ Ŗm `kkbĊ bmzm`lkn {` cka bk x{xmr{! jirk zk zx{`k jĊ ixirŪm`ki bmzjmxfa{a{m zĊ{ Xrfefrfz Ŗm {`bk ijkzi zjrmi Ksi`ldkami jk àm kri bmjiĊ. Z{o ofai lrfkm! fozkrsĊn f ci`Ċ rmxaĊ xrfsfjiĊ bk {` c{alkr! à` nfnk`{a à` jirk z.i cĊj{ i{wmĊ sfjki Ixfjiamxzkm! mir ijkizĊ ci`Ċ rmxaĊ kzk jf`zmbkriĊ ji {` zkn` ia Rrm`mĊŪmm. Lrfi kzk frìĊ j{ fomkjk zijrk! j{ mjfi`k à` ciŪi jĊrfri irb aĊnxm Ŗm {`bk x{kn jmm nim n{ak m`zjrmxŪmm à` amnoi lrkijĊ7 ‐Ai à`jkx{ i cfz j{sï`{a/! Ŗm ‐Imjm! ai Xinfz! a{jr{rmak z.i{ bkzcĊŖ{ri./ Zi{7 ‐Ijkzi kzk {` afj ktrifrbmìr./ Xrkf{a jirk `k.i à`zfŪm à` smwmi `fizrĊ `k .i irĊi xkzk f nirm oflĊŪmm7 ni`{zjrmzk ktrifrbmìr ma{zrik! rkamjsk! mjfi`k! fomkjk zcm`k. Mir jï`b `k .i xfskzm smiŪi zcï`{a{m Mfi` b{xĊ nĊr{rmi jkafr jïŪmsi bmzjmxfam xk jirk ijkzi m.i cfrni imjm! ai Xinfz! i m`ri à`r .f izknk`ki zirk bk m`zxmriŪmk! bk ktiairk! à`jï `mjm ka `{ àŖm x{ki ktxamji jk m z.i à`ïnxai. Ka zrĊa{jki)





























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rkmaki zkcmrf! Omìd! jĊr{mi àm ixirŪm`k frbm`{a i`lkamj ia Iriamnmafr! xk jirk jrkŖm`mm àa `{nkzj Rrf`{rmak. Ixfm! ka skbk jkak xir{ I`mniak zcm`k Ŗm bkzjrmkrki xk jirk f cijk `k zx{`k jĊ ka i is{ ijjkz ai xrmn{a zkcmrf! Ekdkr! jĊr{mi àm ixirŪm`k frbm`{a i`lkamj ia Zkricmnmafr7 Di}f Di.EfbkŖ. Bkjm! zcï`{a Mfi` z .i bkzcĊi à` zxmrm xï`Ċ ai rklm{`mak jkak nim zxak`bmbk iak jrkiŪmkm. Jkm Bf{Ċwkjm Ŗm xir{ bk OĊrï`m Ŗm jkak xir{ I`mniak zcm`k zi{ à` ciŪi rf`{a{m a{m B{n`kwk{ xk`r{ B{n`kwk{ xk`r{ i.A zaĊsm Ŗm i.A xrfzaĊsm. Bir xk B{n`kwk{ . À`z{Ŗm! zcï`{a Mfi` `{ Àa bkzjrmk Ŗm `{ Àa `{nkŖk. Ka zx{`k bfir7 ‐à`biĊ in cfz à` b{d5 Ŗm miĊ {` rf` kri à` jkr Ŗm xk rf` Ŗkbki Jm`ksi. Őm jka jk Ŗkbki zknĊì ai skbkrk j{ xmiri bk mizx Ŗm bk zirbm{.„ @{ x{kn bi f mbkk bkzxrk B{n`kwk{ bkjï xrm` mnilm`m bk a{nm`Ċ. Bk xk rf` mribmiwĊ a{nmì Ŗm Ŗixk aĊnxm zrĊa{jkzj x{kr`mj à` ciŪi a{m7 Ŗixk aĊnxm jirk z{` jkak Ŗixk zxmrmk iak a{m B{n`kwk{. _klĊzmn ijkizĊ mnilm`k à` Wfdir {`bk zk zx{`k7 ‐Ŗixk a{nm`m z{` à` Xrki àìa Ŗm ijfaf afj{mkŖk Jka nim OĊrï` bm`rk OĊrï`m! Jka nim Nmzkrmfz bm`rk NmzkrmfŖm! Jka nim Izj{`z à`rk Izj{`Ŗm7 Im` Zfc. „ Im` Zfc $ibmjĊ7 `kzcïrŖm! `kamnmi- zi{ Im` Zfc I{r $ibmjĊ7 a{nm`Ċ `kzcïrŖmĊ- kzk `{nkak xk jirk jioiamŖmm àa bi{ Iozfa{{a{m! jdm`kzk`Ūkm jkakm nim z{oamnk i Bmsm`mĊŪmm! mir jkak Ŗixk zxmrmk z{` jkak Ŗixk a{nm`m7 rfŖ{! xfrfjiam{! liaok`! skrbk! iaoizr{! m`bmlf Ŗm smfak. Bkfirkjk j{afrmak a{nm`mm iìamwik j{ ig{fr{a xrmznkm i{ f siafirk zmnofamjĊ7 kak rkxrkwm`Ċ bmckrk`Ūmkrki a{nm`mm xrmnfrbmiak! i a{m B{n`kwk{. Xk`r{ jĊ a{nmì zk bkzxirk à` Ŗixk j{afrm! jmcri Ŗixk kzk jf`zmbkriĊ jmcri fiamĊŪmm Ŗm f rklĊzmn bkzkfrm à` IxfjiamxzĊ7 jkak Ŗixk omzkrmjm! jkak Ŗixk xkjkŪm! jkak Ŗixk a{nï`Ċrm! jkak Ŗixk zkak... Jkm Bf{Ċwkjm Ŗm xir{ bk OĊrï`m jirk zi{ à` ciŪi rf`{a{m a{m B{n`kwk{! z{` ànorĊjiŪm à` dim`k iaok Ŗm xfirĊ xk jix jfrfi`k bk i{r. Dim`kak iaok Ŗm jfrfi`kak bk i{r z{` zmnofa{rm iak a{nm`mm zxmrm{iak jk kni`Ċ bm` k`mĊŪmak z{oamnk. SkŖnï`{a iao kzk jfrx{a bk zaisĊ. Jï bkzxrk jfrfi`Ċ! à` nĊz{ri à` jirk kzk {` fomkj xaiji bkiz{xri jix{a{m! ki bkzkn`kiwĊ f nikrmk z{oamnĊ jirk `{ kzk `mjm jfrx cmwmj! `mjm jix! jm f kniìŪmk i zxmrm{a{m! i à`Ūkakxjm{`mm! i ifx{kr`mjmkm ziak. IjkizĊ jfrfi`Ċ kzk bm` i{r! Ŗm i{r{a jf`cfrn zmnofa{rmafr zxmrm{iak `{ kzk iajksi bkjï a{nm`Ċ jf`bk`ziĊ.





























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Jkm Bf{Ċwkjm Ŗm xir{ bk OĊrï`m z{` xrkwk`iŪm à` JioiaĊ ji Bfn`m im bkzm`kafr. @mnmj bm` jkki jk cij fink`mm `{ ak zjixĊ! `mjm f cixĊ! `mjm {` zk`mnk`! `mjm {` lï`b. Bk izknk`ki! km i{ brkx{a bk i rkjfnxk`zi zi{ bk i xkbkxzm jrki{rmak b{xĊ j{n nkrmĊ. Bkzm`{a {`km cmm`Ūk b{xĊ nfirki zi zi{ à` smiŪi {rnĊfirk bkxm`bk bk dfĊrïrmak afr! ijkzki cmm`b cĊrĊ brkx bk ixka. Bk ijkki jkm Bf{Ċwkjm Ŗm xir{ bk OĊrï`m z{` ijkmi jirk à`r .{` ia xirilric àm zx{` a{m B{n`kwk{7 ‐Wmjï`b7 N{aŪ{nmn ůmk Bfin`k B{n`kwk{ak! IfŪmmfr{ak! Jka jk kŖm Ŗm Jka jk krim Ŗm Jka jk smm! jĊ im a{i x{krki Ri jki nirk Ŗm ànxĊrĊŪkŖm. Őm `kin{rmak z.i{ nï`mi! bir i sk`m nï`mi Ri Ŗm srknki jkafr nfrŪm ji zĊ cmk g{bkjiŪm Ŗm zĊ rĊzxaĊkŖm xk rfomm RĊm! xk xrffrfjm Ŗm xk zcm`Ūm Ŗm xk jkm jk zk kn bk `{nkak RĊ{! xk jkm nmjm Ŗm xk jkm nirm Ŗm zĊ xmkrwm zĊ xmkrwm xk xk jkm jk xrĊxĊbkzj xĊnï`{a.„9= Jï bkzxrk jkak xir{ I`mniak zcm`k jirk afj{mkzj à` zkcmrf{a Ekdkr! kak z{` jkak xir{ xrm`jmxmm iak nikrmkm. B{n`kwk{ Iozfa{{a kzk f k`mik bk `kjf`jkx{! `kzkzmwiomaĊ! kzk xfzmoma zĊ im f mbkk bkzxrk ka `{nim xrm` m`krnkbm{a ni`mckzĊrmm ziak5 Ŗm ni`mckzirki a{m B{n`kwk{ kzk nikrmi xk jirk i cĊj{ .f zĊ mizĊ bm` Ka à`z{Ŗm! jĊjm nikrmi kzk bk frmlm`k bmsm`Ċ! mir ai ijkz lrib bk x{rmik Ŗm bk z{omamik kzk `kj{`fzj{Ċ! `kxkrjkxmomaĊ! jĊjm ki kzk {ì j{ zxmrm{a. IjkizĊ nikrmk xrmnfrbmiaĊ kzk zmnofamwiĊ xrm` jkak xir{ I`mniak zcm`k jirk z{` rĊbĊjm`mak jkafr xir{ kaknk`k7 i{r{a rkxrkwm`Ċ xĊnï`{a5 s{a{r{a! ixi5 fn{a! ikr{a Ŗm ak{a! cfj{a. Xrfck{a Mkwkjdmka ak bkzjrmk à` smwm{`ki zi. ?8 Ijkzk jrki{rm z{` bk f izknk`ki nĊrkŪmk à`jï afr ak kzk bi zĊ àa lafrmcmjk xk B{n`kwk{. Wm Ŗm `fixk B{n`kwk{ kzk xrkinĊrm bk l{ri Zkricmnmafr jirk `{ à`jkkiwĊ zĊ rkxkk7 ‐Zcï`! Zcï`! Zcï`! Bfn`{a B{n`kwk{! IfŪmmfr{a! Jka jk kri Ŗm Jka jk kzk Ŗm Jka jk sm`k.„ Km à`z{Ŗm z{` `{nmŪm zcm`Ūm Ŗm `{ à`jkkiwĊ zĊ zĊroĊfrkizjĊ zcm`Ūk`mi a{m B{n`kwk{. Bk jk firk jki nim a{`lĊ xrfzaĊsmrk xk jirk jrki{rmak M.f xf ibrkzi a{m B{n`kwk{ kzk ijkki bk i jkakori zcm`Ūk`mi Zi6 Ksmbk`! à` amnoig{a fomŖ`{m! z .i sfrom iï bk n{a Ŗm xk `kbrkx bkzxrk zcm`Ūm Ŗm zcm`Ūk`mk à`jï z .i xmkrb{ ibksĊrii zkn`mcmjiŪmk i ijkzfr j{sm`k. À` rkiamik! zcm`Ūk`mi kzk f jiamik i a{nm`mm. I`{nmk amnom zaisk i{ krnk`m jirk ktxrmnĊ ijkizĊ jfrkzxf`bk`ŪĊ ktijĊ. À` o{alirĊ! bk ktknxa{! zcï`{a{m m zk zx{`k ‐zskmi„! zcm`Ūk`mkm ‐zskfz„5 a{nmì zk





























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cfrŪkafr Ŗm i zxmrmkafr. Cmm`bjĊ fn{a i cfz jf`zr{m à` ikamkrkak Jrkifr{a{m izcka à`jï zĊ xfiĊ cijk zjdmno{rm j{ à`rkl {`mskrz{a. Zk zx{`k jĊ xfrŪmak @f{a{m Mkr{ziamn z{` bm` nĊrlĊrmirk. Bi! xk`r{ jĊ nĊrlĊrmir{a! jirk jixkiwĊ Ŗm cmtkiwĊ a{nmì xk z{xriciŪi a{m zrĊa{jmfirk! rkxrkwm`Ċ {` zmnofa ia x{rmĊŪmm. Xk`r{ ijkai jirk i rkiamwi à` ka f ibksĊriĊ a{jrirk bk x{rmcmjirk! xfrŪmak zkrskzj ai m`rirki à` aklĊ{rĊ j{ kaknk`kak a{nm`fizk Ŗm z{omak bm` zxiŪm{. Bk ijkki zk zx{`k jĊ {` à`lkr zĊ aï`lĊ cmkjirk xfirĊ. À`lkr{a rkxrkwm`Ċ k`krlmi x{rĊ Ŗm ijkizĊ k`krlmk jirk irilk m`ca{k`Ūk om`kcĊjĊfirk! ri`zcfrnĊ Ŗm j{rk`Ūmm `klimsm jirk bfrkzj zĊ zk m`cmarkwk. À`lkrmm skldkiwĊ ai fik xfrŪmak jkafr jirk a{jrkiwĊ xk`r{ i cijk bm` cmm`Ūi afr {` iair à` jm`zki B{n`kwk{a{m sm{. Jksi nim bkxirk zĊ zjrmz7 ‐Ŗm knxa{ ` .in sĊw{ à` ki! xk`r{ jĊ Bfn`{a B{n`kwk{! IfŪmmfr{a! Ŗm Nmka{a kzk knxa{a km. Őm jkiki `{ irk rko{m`ŪĊ bk zfirk! `mjm bk a{`Ċ! ji zĊ f a{nm`kwk! jĊjm zaisi a{m B{n`kwk{ i a{nmì .f Ŗm cĊjami km kzk Nmka{a.„ F jkik zcï`Ċ! {` jfrx x{rmcmji z{` kak à`zkak knxak! bk ijkki iak knxak z{` m`{mak. @mjm jdmir a{ì zi{ zfirkak `{ ak z{` `kjkzirk! s.in ktxamji bkgi7 zfirkak kzk zmnofa{a m`kakj{a{m Ŗm a{ì ijkai ia m`mnmm. Fn{a jirk si cm afj{m bk a{nmì Ŗm bk m{omrki bmsm`Ċ `{ si nim iski `ksfmk `mjm bk zfirk! `mjm bk a{`Ċ! ibmjĊ `mjm bk cmafwfcmk! `mjm bk rkamlmk. ‐Őm xfrŪmak jkĊŪmm `{ zk sfr nim bkzjdmbk wm{i! jĊjm `fixk `{ si nim cm ijfaf.„ Jï`b z{`kn ma{nmìŪm `{ nim ktmzĊ `fixk. Cmm`Ūkak ma{nmìk z{` à`fbki{ì afj{mk bk a{nmì m`krmfirĊ5 xk`r{ kak `{ ktmzĊ `fixk `mjm à` mnx{a zfn`{a{m. Ksmbk`! xk`r{ nigfrmiki fink`mafr! kzk jï`b `fixk! jï`b wm7 {` nfnk` km z{` à` a{nm`Ċ Ŗm ixfm m`rĊ à` à`{`krmj. Bir jï`b ma{nmìrki sm`k! jï`b B{d{a Zcï` àm a{nm`kiwĊ! `mnmj `{ àm nim xfik à`{`kji. Ijkmi jirk i{ i m`z ijkz lrib ia smkŪmm zxmrm{iak z{` à`zjrmŖm à` jirki smk i Nmka{a{m. Xk xĊnï` x{kŪm cm nknormm {`km i`{nk omzkrmjm zi{ jf`crkrmm zxmrm{iak! bir ijkz a{jr{ `{ à`zkin`Ċ jĊ skŪm cm foamlifrm{ ijjkxiŪm à` àìa. JĊjm! imjm! xk xĊnï`! kzk ji f ziaĊ bk iŖkxirk! iŖkxirk! `{ i ixĊr{ à`jĊ Zcï`{a Zcï`{a Zcm`Ūmafr. Kzk Kzk n{a nim lrk{ zĊ cmm ijjkxi à` àìa! z{` `kjkzirm i`m bk kcfr Ŗm bk a{jr{! bir fbiĊ jk iŪm cfz ijjkxiŪm! `{nkak sĊ kzk à`zjrmz Ŗm wma`mj skŪm xrmnm ig{fr bk ai xrkwk`Ūkak Jkr{a{m. Kzk ai cka ji i{`jm jï`b z{`kŪm à`zjrmŖm à` rklmzrkak {`km ibnm`mzriŪmm7





























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ijkizi! jĊ b{d{rmak sm zk xakijĊ! jm sĊ o{j{riŪm jĊ `{nkak sfizrk z{` à`zjrmzk à` jkr{rm.„2< Jï`b `{nkak sfzr{ si zi à`zjrmz à` jirki smk! `{ skŪm nim cm {miŪm bk Jkr! ka sĊ si rmnmk ig{firk! zĊ`Ċik Ŗm o{j{rmk. Őm sfm à`ŖmsĊ skŪm zmnŪm jĊ z{`kŪm z{zŪm`{Ūm! zcĊ{mŪm! frmk`iŪm. BijĊ iskŪm bk rkj{ xkzk à`jkrjĊrm! bijĊ rko{mk zĊ à`cr{`iŪm lrk{ĊŪm! cmk jĊ kak sfr cm nim zj{rk bkjï sĊ iŖkxiŪm! cmk jĊ skŪm xrmnm cfrŪi `kjkzirĊ xk`r{ i ak riskrzi. MiĊ ibksĊrikak Zjrmkrm! Zjrmkrmak smm. Rrko{mk ij{n zĊ sĊ zrĊb{mŪm ji zĊ x{kŪm rkjk xrm` xfrŪmak @f{a{m Mkr{ziamn! jĊjm fbiĊ ig{`Ŗm imjm! f{a z.i zcïrŖm! z{`kŪm ziasiŪm) 24





























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_ï{a Smkȕmm À` zcïrŖm! ijkz friŖ bk i{r j{ri j{ wmb{rmak bm` mizxmz! j{ xfrŪmak bm` nĊrlĊrmirk Ŗm j{ c{`biŪmi bm` xmkrk xrkŪmfizk kzk zrĊoĊ{ xrm` nmgafj{a zĊ{ bk ‐rï{a smkŪmm! amnxkbk j{n k jrmzia{a Ŗm jirk mwsfrĊŖk bm` rf`{a a{m B{n`kwk{ Ŗm ia Nmka{a{m.„ Jf`cfrn Őmm`Ūkm Jioiamzmjk! ijkz rï{ j{rlk nim à`ïm à` xrmn{a zkcmrf! Ekdkr. Ekdkr zk {nxak! zk rksirzĊ Ŗm j{rlk à` zkcmrf{a {rnĊfr! Dfdnid. Dfdnid zk {nxak ai rï`b{a zĊ{! mir jï`b zk rksirzĊ! ixi kzk à`brkxiĊ jĊrk Omìd. Jï`b Omìd zk {nxak! ixi zk rksirzĊ à` Dkzkb... Bk ai Dkzkb ai Ldko{rid! bk ai Ldko{rid ai Rmckrk! bk ai Rmckrk ai @kȕid! ai @kȕid! bk ai @kŪid ai Dfb! bk ai Dfb ai Mkzfb! rï{a smkŪmm jfofirĊ xï`Ċ ai Niae{! xĊnï`{a. ZkcmrfŪmm z{` siwkak zcm`k {nxa{k bk z{rzi m`kx{mwiomaĊ i smkŪmm. Ijkz rï{ a.i sĊw{ zcï`{a Mfi`. ‐Őm à` nmgafj{a xmkŪmm bm` jkik! bk f xirk Ŗm bk iai i rï{a{m! jrkŖk xfn{a smkŪmm! cĊjï`b rfb bk bf{Ċzxrkwkjk frm xk i`! à` cmkjirk a{`Ċ bï`b{ .Ŗm rfb{a5 Ŗm cr{`wkak xfn{a{m z{` zxrk ĊnĊb{mrki `kin{rmafr.„ Ksmbk`! kzk sfroi bkzxrk {` xfn cfirk jm{bi7 j{n zk cijk jĊ ka kzk xai`i bk f xirk Ŗm bk iai i rï{a{m Ŗm jĊ rfbkŖk à` cmkjirk





























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À` jk`r{a jkĊŪmm j{rlk {` rï{ j{ {` xfn xk jkak bf{Ċ nia{rm iak ziak! jirk bĊ rfb à` cmkjirk a{`Ċ7 km om`k! ijkz jk`r{ kzk xakt{a zfair. Xakt{a zfair cijk xirk bm` zmzkn{a zmnximj bkzxrk jirk s .in sfrom bkzkfrm z{bmm`b{.a bm` x{`j bk skbkrk ia Őmm`Ūkm M`mŪmimjk. Zmzkn{a zmnximj zk jfnx{`k bm` jk`rmm bmzrmo{mŪm bk ai jrkmkr xï`Ċ ai oiwi Ŗmrkm zxm`Ċrmm Ŗm bm`r .f xirk xkrmckrmjĊ cfrniĊ bm` `krsm Ŗm bm` li`lamf`m rk{`mŪm à`rk km xrm` rkŪkak bk cmaink`k `krsfizk `{nmk xakt{rm. Xakt{a zfair! zm{i ai `mska{a zfnij{a{m! kzk {`{a bm`rk ijkzki.





























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IjkizĊ zjdknĊ sĊ iriĊ j{n {` i`{nm j{rk` bk k`krlmk $rï{a- jfofirĊ bk ai jrkmkr $a{nki bmsm`Ċ! Jkr{a-! zrĊoĊï`b jfafiì skrkoriaĊ! xrm` m`krnkbm{a i bf{Ċzxrkwkjk xkrkjdm bk `krsm Ŗm li`lamf`m bfrziam $rĊbĊjm`mak xfn{a{m-! Ŗm jirk iamnk`kiwĊ xakt{a zfair$xfn{a smkŪmm jirk zk lĊzkŖk à` nmgafj{a jkĊŪmm-. Mir bijĊ ijkz xfn xrfb{jk bk bf{Ċzxrkwkjk frm cr{jk! à`zkin`Ċ jĊ Ŗm ka zk icaĊ à` aklĊ{rĊ j{ wfbmij{a à` jirk cmkjirk zkn` xfzkbĊ xirmj{airmĊŪm zxkjmcmjk. zxkjmcmjk. Ibin Ŗm Ksi jirk! à` lrĊbmì Kbk`{a{m! i{ l{zi bm` cr{j{a Xfn{a{m J{`fiŖkrmm Om`ka{m Ŗm _Ċ{a{m! i{ rko{m zĊ z{xfrk ofiai Ŗm nfirki. Cr{jkak Xfn{a{m SmkŪmm! jirk z{` jiamĊŪmak Ŗm smr{Ūmak jf`zkaiŪmmafr wfbmijiak! rko{mk zĊ zkrskizjĊ à` zjdmno ai sm`bkjirki xfxfirkafr Ŗm j{ ijkzk cr{jk rko{mk bkjm zĊ `k drĊ`mn. Ijkzki z{` à` frbm`k7 Okrokj{a! ijmsmiki5 Ri{r{a! zk`zmomamiki Ŗm o{`Ċiki5 Lknk`mm! l{z{a z{bm{a{m5 _ij{a! xkrjkxŪmi a{nmm m`smwmomak5 Ak{a! `foakŪki Ŗm j{rig{a! Ckjmfiri! x{rmiki5 Oiai`Ūi! zk`z{a kjdmamor{a{m jfznmj5 Zjfrxmf`{a! à`Ūkaklkrki smkŪmm Ŗm i nfrŪmm5 ZĊlkĊfr{a! aklĊ{ri j{ Jkr{a5 Jixrmjfr`{a! bfnmìŪmi xrfxrmkm cmm`Ūk Ŗm i iafri5 SĊrzĊfr{a! crikr`miki Ŗm {`mskrziamiki5 XkŖmm! zijrmcmjm{a. MiĊ jiamiki cr{jkafr Xfn{a{m smkŪmm. Őm jdmir cr{`wkak Xfn{a{m! zx{`k zcï`{a Mfi`! zkrskzj ai sm`bkjirki ìŪm{`mm. Bkjm! `{ `{nim cr{jkak i{ xrfxrmkĊŪm om`kcĊjĊfirk! jm Ŗm cr{`wkak! cafrmak Ŗm rĊbĊjm`mak... À ` Xfn{a SmkŪmm! `mnmj `{ kzk m`{ma! fik kaknk`kak z{` om`kcĊjĊfirk Ŗm xf cijk nmrijfak. À` Jkiki zcï`Ċ! jirk kzk fn{a `f{ m`zxmri bk jĊrk `f{a à`sĊŪĊnï`! jkak bf{Ċ mnilm`m iak rï{a{m Ŗm xfn{a{m rkxrkwm`Ċ m{omrki Ŗm à`Ūkakxjm{`ki. _ï{a à`zkin`Ċ m{omrki! mir xfn{a iŖkwi xk jkak bf{Ċ nia{rm iak ziak rkxrkwm`Ċ à`Ūkakxjm{`ki! jĊjm à`Ūkakxjm{`ki irk bf{Ċ nia{rm! à` mnx jk m{omrki! jirk kzk {ì zm`l{rĊ! rkjk xk z{o inï`bf{Ċ. À`Ūkakxjm{`ki zk icaĊ à` ktkrmfr Ŗm ki ij{n{akiwĊ a{jr{rm! xk`r{ jĊ ki rkxrkwm`Ċ jf`Ūm`Ċfr{a! à` mnx jk m{omrki jirk kzk à` m`krmfr! rkxrkwm`Ċ jf`Ūm`{{a. MiĊ bk jk xfn{a ànorĊŪmŖkiwĊ rï{a. Xfn{a Ŗm rï{a z{` à` jkik iŖi xrkj{n m{omrki Ŗm à`Ūkakxjm{`ki zk icaĊ à` fn{a jirk z{bmiwĊ Ŗm ixamjĊ ibksĊri{a à`sĊŪĊnï`. @f{a Mkr{ziamn `{ si x{ki ktmzi bkjï bijĊ ktmzĊ rï{a! m{omrki! Ŗm xfn{a! à`Ūkakxjm{`ki. I{`jm jï`b m{omrki Ŗm à`Ūkakxjm{`ki sfr bfn`m! sfr bfn`m! si cm ànxĊrĊŪmi a{m B{n`kwk{ xk xĊnï` Ŗm `{ si nim ktmzi `fixk cmm`bjĊ a{nmì zk si lĊzm à` cmkjirk cmm`ŪĊ.































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Sk`mrki @f{a{m Mkr{ziamn @f{a Mkr{ziamn kzk bkjm nfbka{a smkŪmm xkrckjk. Bk i`m bk wmak k{ `{ à`jkkw zĊ sĊ sfrokzj bkzxrk ka! bir cĊrĊ zĊ àa nk`Ūmf`kw à` nfb zxkjmia! bk kinĊ zĊ `{ sĊ lï`bmŪm7 ‐Id! nkrk{ ijkakiŖm rkckrm`Ūk ai rkamlmi korimjĊ)„ Bir `{ zk xfik zĊ `{ fozkrsĊn jĊ ijkizĊ smwm{`k bkzjrmzĊ bk zcï`{a Mfi` kzk! xrm` oflĊŪmi Ŗm cr{n{zkŪki zmnofa{rmafr! zmnofa{rmafr! ijkki jirk ktxrmnĊ nim om`k mbkia{a smkŪmm z{xkrmfirk jĊrk jirk rko{mk zĊ m`bkn) Xrm` xrfxfrŪmmak Ŗm nĊz{rmak ziak! xrm` kaknk`kak jirk àa jfnx{`! @f{a Mkr{ziamn kzk f rkcakjirk i frbm`mm jfznmjk. IjkizĊ frbm`k rko{mk zĊ jfofirk xk xĊnï`! Ŗm zĊ à` zirjmì `fizrĊ zĊ f cijkn zĊ jfofirk! cmm`bjĊ ki `{





























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a{jrkwk iz{xri fink`mafr ji zĊ ak ààfj{mizjĊ xirmj{akak à`{`kjik jirk `{ smorkiwĊ à` irnf`mk j{ Jkr{a xrm` iak xirmj{ak nim x{rk! nim a{nm`fizk. KtmzĊ nmm bk `fm Mkr{ziamnm jirk zk xrklĊkzj zĊ cfrnkwk ànxrk{`Ċ ijkz @f{ Mkr{ziamn! {`bk fŪm sfr rĊm à` crikr`mik Ŗm xijk. Mir sfm iskŪm m`krkz zĊ a{jriŪm ji zĊ bksk`mŪm ijkz @f{ Mkr{ziamn! Ŗm jdmir bijĊ ijkzi `{ i cfz à`jĊ rkiamwi à` a{nk ji f zfjmkik mbkiaĊ! àm skŪm x{ki l{zi jka x{Ūm` à` sfm om`kj{sï`Ċrmak. Ij{n bf{Ċ nmm bk i`m! Drmzfz i zx{z7 ‐K{ sm`.„ Firk ka `k.i à`Ŗkai6 @{! f jk ka i zx{z z.i ànxam`m. Ka i sk`m à` m`mni Ŗm à` z{cak{a jïfrsi. Ij{n ka kzk xk jiak zĊ sm`Ċ xk`r{ iaŪmm! mir à` à` smmfr si sk`m xk`r{ à`rkili fnk`mrk. @f{a Mkr{ziamn kzk bkjm! nim à`ïm! fn{a à`z{Ŗm. Ixfm! ka rkxrkwm`Ċ f zfjmkik mbkiaĊ. Őm à` zcïrŖm! ka kzk ibksĊrii OmzkrmjĊ {`mskrziaĊ i Bfn`{a{m! Omzkrmji Zxmrm{a{m Ŗm i IbksĊr{a{m! Omzkrmji {{rfr nirmafr M`mŪmiŪm. @mnk`m `{ si x{ki ànxmkbmji ij{n sk`mrki ijkzkm Omzkrmjm. I{`jm! f{a si cm ktxamji! f{a si cm jair! cmm`bjĊ zĊ zjrmz à` Zjrmx{rm jĊ B{n`kwk{ si afj{m à` m`mni fink`mafr Ŗm f imjm àŖm si à`zjrmk Aklki zi. À` ijka nfnk`! fink`mm `{ sfr nim iski `ksfmk bk `mnk`m ji zĊ ak xrkbmjk bkzxrk rkamlmk Ŗm nfriaĊ! fŪm sfr Ŗm à` m`krmfr{a cmm`Ūkm afr jkki jk rko{mk zĊ cijĊ! j{n zĊ m{okizjĊ! j{n zĊ zkrskizjĊ! j{n zĊ a{jrkwk. Bk zkjfak à`rklm! jrkŖm`mm i{ smzi à`r .iï ai ijkz friŖ jirk si xflfrà bm` Jkr Ŗm xk jirk km a.i{ iŖkxi zĊ sm`Ċ) J{n zĊ àm cijm zĊ à`ŪkakilĊ jĊ Mkr{ziamn{a z{` km6 Ksmbk`! km nim ktmzĊ à`jĊ à` skjdm{a Mkr{ziamn! smjmnk iak bkwfrbm`mm Ŗm iak `kà`Ūkaklkrmafr! bir `{ bkxm`bk bkjï bk km zĊ bksm`Ċ ijkizĊ jkik bk i{r x{r à` jirk c{`biŪmi bm` xmkrk xrkŪmfizk rkxrkwm`Ċ smr{Ūmak $jĊjm `{ ktmzĊ c{`biŪmk nim zfambĊ xk`r{ smiŪi m`krmfirĊ bkjï smr{Ūmak- Ŗm iak jĊrkm xfrŪm bm` nĊrlĊrmirk xkrnm zjdmno{rm zjdmno{rm nim z{omak j{ k`mĊŪmak a{nm`fizk iak {`mskrz{a{m. @f{a Mkr{ziamn kzk fn{a xkrckj! kzk f smiŪĊ zfjmiaĊ xkrckjĊ! kzk ijkizĊ

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