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DtWy«³ Ct¸mÄ `mKhXw hmb\bmbncn¡patÃm. AXp Ignbs«. DtWy«sâ ap¼nÂs¨Ãm³ Ipdsªm¶p a\Êpd¸nt¡|Xp s|\n¡v...' AhÀ h|nbnÂ\n¶nd§nbt¸mÄ t\Xymc½ ]Sn¡Â¯s¶ Imhep|mbncp¶p. hnÃph|nbpsS aWnsbm¨ tI«t¸mÄ apX a\bv¡sebpw aT¯nsebpw ]cnP\§sfÃmw HmSn¡qSn. "X¦¡p«n saenªqtem!...' "X¦¡p«n hfÀ¶qtem!...' "X¦¡p«nsb¡mWm³ I®p sImXn¡bmÀ¶v!' C§s\ ]eXcw Ipie§Ä¡nSbn AhÄ sasÃs¨¶p t\ Xymc½bpsS AcnIn \n¶p. I®ocv Hgp¡nsbmgp¡n \n¶p A½. AXp IpSn¨nd¡pwt]mse \n¶p aIÄ. \mepamktabmbpÅq X§Ä ]ncnªn«v. ]t£, \mepbpK§Ät]mse tXm¶n. Hcn¡epw Icªn«nÃm¯ X¦w Htc§temsS A½bpsS amdnte¡p hoWp... "Aѳ F\n¡p am¸pXcntà At½? Ft¶mSp £an¡ntÃ? A\p{Kln¡ntÃ?' t\Xymc½ aIfpsS ]pd¯p XtemSns¡m|v CSdnb kzc¯n ]dªp: AѳXncpta\n BtcmSpw CXphsc £an¨pI|n«nà tamtf! ]t£, C\n £an¡pw. £an¡msX ]änÃtÃm. At¸mtg¡pw Imew IS¶pt]mhptam Bthm!...' P\mebv¡cnIn Hcp \ng amdnbXpt]mse CcphÀ¡pw tXm¶n. Npacn\¸pdw adªp\n¶p X§sf {i²n¨Xv Bcmbncp¶p? Bcmbncp¶p? "Xncpa\ÊpsIm|v AartX¯p Ignªv Fgp¶Åo¶p tXm¶pWp...' t\Xymc½ FWoäv AIt¯¡v \S¶p. A¶pcm{Xn Dd§n¡nS¶t¸mÄ X¦¯n\v AÛpXIcamb Hcp kz]v\ap|mbn. kz]v\tam, AtXm ZÀi\tam? km£mXvImctam? AsX´mbmepw X¦w\mbsc¶ Cu hr²bv¡v PohnX¯nsemcpIme¯pw AXpt]mse Hc\p`qXnbp|mbn«nÃ. HmÀ¡pt¼mÄ ]pfIwsImÅp¶p. It¨cnamfnIbpsS apIfn AÑ\½amÀ InS¡p¶ Xf¯nsâ ASp¯pÅ sNdpapdnbn Xm³ InS¡bmbncp¶p. bm{XbpsS £oWw, GS¯nbpsS Hfnt¨m«w, AÑsâ FXnÀ¸v, Xsâ \nÊwKX... FÃmw IqSn¡pgªpÅ hnImcsshhiyhpwsIm|p a\Êpw icochpw Hcpt]mse XfÀ¶ncp¶p. GXp icn, GXp sXäv F¶p Xocpam\n¡m\mbnÃ.

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