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KåÅ H˜¡+¨ì`«~°=∞ø`«∞Ok. JÖψQ J~°úO HÍx q+¨Ü«∂Å#∞ |\©ìѨ>Ëì"å~°∞ ‰õÄ_® JHõ~Δ ~° ∂° ѨOÖ’ =Ù#fl JOâßÅ#∞ „âß=º~°∂ѨOÖ’H˜, JO>Ë LKåÛù~} ° ~°∂ѨOÖ’H˜, JO>Ë XHõ J#∞Éè í = ~° ∂ Ѩ O Ö’H˜ =∂~° ∞ ÛH˘x PÜ« ∂ JOâßÅ#∞ *Ï˝ Ñ ¨ H õ O =ÙOK«∞HÀHõÅ∞QÆ∞`«∞<åfl~°∞. JHõΔ~°~°∂ѨOÖ’ =Ù#fl q+¨Ü«∂Å#∞ *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙOK«∞HÀ=_»O, JÖψQ *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =Ù#fl q+¨Ü«∂Å#∞ JHõΔ~°~°∂ѨOÖ’ =ºHõÎO KÕÜ«∞_®xH˜ =∂„`«"Õ∞ „ѨѨOK«"åºÑ¨ÎOQÍ *Ï˝ÑH¨ âõ H◊ xΘ QÆ∞iOz# Ѩiâ’^è#Œ Å∞ Ѩiq∞`«=∞ø`«∞<åfl~Ú. =∞#O ã¨=Úáêi˚OK«∞H˘O@∞ #fl *Ï˝<åxfl =∞# J#∞Éèí"åÅ#∞, JKÕ`«#OQÍ<Õ JHõΔ~° ~°∂ѨOÖ’H˜ =∂~°∞ÛHÀ=_»O =∞#‰õΩ JÅ"å>ˇáÿ È~ÚOk. JÖψQ XHõ ^Œ$âߺxfl, XHõ ã¨OѶ∞¨ @##∞QÍx, XHõ ѨxxHÍx `«H} Δõ "Õ∞ JHõ~Δ ~° ∂° ѨOÖ’ =∂~°∞ÛHÀ=_»O =∞#H˜ ™ê^躌 Ѩ_∞» `«∞Ok. JO^Œ∞Hˆ XHõ ѨÙã¨HÎ Íxfl K«^Œ∞=Ù`«∞#fl áê~î°‰õΩ_»∞ f„="≥∞ÿ# PO^Àà◊#‰õΩ, P„QÆǨxH˜, P#O^•xH˜, ÉèíÜ«∂xH˜, L`«∞ûHõ`«‰õΩ Ö’#=Ù`«∞<åfl_»∞. JO>Ë ^Œ$âߺʼnõΩ, JHõΔ~åʼnõΩ =∞^茺 =Ù#fl `Õ_® „Hõ=∞OQÍ ã¨=∞ã≤áÈ`«∞Ok. JHõΔ~åÅ∞, ^Œ$âߺÅ∞ Ô~O_»∂ =∞# *Ï˝Ñ¨HÍÅÖ’ HõÅQÆÅã≤áÈ`«∞<åfl~Ú. XHõ ^Œ$âߺxfl, XHõ ã¨OѶ¨∞@##∞ Ü«∞^è•`«^èŒOQÍ *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙOK«∞HÀ=_»O HõO>Ë "å\˜x JHõΔ~° ~°∂ѨOÖ’H˜ J#∞=kOz *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙOK«∞HÀ=_»O =∞iO`«\ ˜ ã¨∞ÅÉèí^•Ü«∞HõO. WÖÏ ÉèÏëê ~°∂ѨOÖ’H˜ J#∞=kOK«∞H˘O@∞#flѨÙC_»∞ P JHõΔ~åʼnõΩ U~°Ê_Õ LKåÛù~°}, „âß=º`«Å∞ "å\˜x =∞#O *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙOK«∞HÀ=_®xH˜ =∞iO`« ã¨Ç¨Ü«∞Ѩ_»`å~Ú.
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U q+¨Ü«∂#fl~Ú<å <Õ~°∞ÛHÀ=_®xH˜ qxÜ≥∂yOKÕ ã¨=∞Ü«∞OÃÑ·<Õ <Õ~°∞ÛH˘<Õ q+¨Ü«∂ŠѨi=∂}O P^è•~°Ñ¨_ç =ÙO@∞Ok. <Õ~°∞ÛHÀ=_®xH˜ Z‰õΩ¯= ã¨=∞Ü«∞O ˆH\Ï~ÚOz`Õ Z‰õΩ¯= q+¨Ü«∂Å∞ <Õ~°∞ÛHÀHõÅ∞QÆ∞`å~°∞. `«‰õΩ¯= ã¨=∞Ü«∞OÖ’ `«‰õΩ¯= q+¨Ü«∂Å#∞ <Õ~°∞ÛHÀHõÅ∞QÆ∞`å~°∞.
=∞#O U JOâßÅ<≥·<å ZÖÏ <Õ~°∞ÛH˘O\Ï=Ú?
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"ÕQÆOQÍ =∞#ã¨∞ûÅÖ’ W=Ú_»∞ÛHÀQÆÅO? D ã¨=∂Kå~åxfl ZO`«\ ˜ Ѩi=∂}O =~°‰õΩ *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙOK«∞HÀHõÅ∞QÆ∞`å=Ú? D ã¨=∂Kå~åxfl ZO`«\ ˜ "ÕQÆOQÍ =∞iÛáÈ`å=Ú? =∞#O U q+¨Ü«∂xfl QÆ∞iOz J~Ú<å <Õ~°∞ÛH˘x, ^•xx =∞# *Ï˝Ñ¨HÍÅÖ’ W=Ú_»∞ÛH˘O\Ï=Ú. WHõ ~Ô O_»∞ ¿ÑrÅÖ’ =Ù#fl q+¨Ü∂« Å#∞ XHõ`#« ∞ ~Ô O_»∞ QÆO@ÅÖ’ <Õ~∞° ÛHÀHõeQÍ_»∞. JÖÏ Ñ¨kQÆO@Åáê@∞ Hõ+Ñì¨ _¨ `ç Õ Ñ¨k¿ÑrÅÖ’x q+¨Ü∂« Å#∞ J`«#∞ JÖψ Q <Õ ~ ° ∞ ÛHÀQÆ Å _®? ÖË H õ <Õ ~ ° ∞ ÛHÀ=_®xH˜ Xˆ H ™êi Z‰õ Ω ¯= 㨠= ∞Ü« ∞ O ˆH\Ï~ÚOz#ѨC_»∞ "≥Ú^Œ\’¡ HõO>Ë `«~°∞"å`«, `«~°∞"å`« `«fi~°`«fi~°QÍ, "ÕQÆOQÍ <Õ~∞° ÛHÀQÆÅ~å? D JOâ◊OÃÑ#· qã¨Î $`«"∞≥ #ÿ Ѩiâ’^è#Œ Å∞ [iQÍ~Ú. U q+¨Ü∂« #fl~Ú<å <Õ~∞° ÛHÀ=_®xH˜ qxÜ≥∂yOKÕ ã¨=∞Ü«∞OÃÑ<· Õ <Õ~∞° ÛH˘<Õ q+¨Ü∂« ŠѨi=∂}O P^è•~°Ñ_¨ ç =ÙO@∞Ok. <Õ~°∞ÛHÀ=_®xH˜ Z‰õΩ¯= ã¨=∞Ü«∞O ˆH\Ï~ÚOz`Õ Z‰õΩ¯= q+¨Ü«∂Å∞ <Õ~°∞ÛHÀHõÅ∞QÆ∞`å~°∞. `«‰õΩ¯= ã¨=∞Ü«∞OÖ’ `«‰õΩ¯= q+¨Ü«∂Å#∞ <Õ~°∞ÛHÀHõÅ∞QÆ∞`å~°∞. JO>Ë ˆH\Ï~ÚOKÕ ã¨=∞Ü«∂xH˜ <Õ~°∞ÛH˘<Õ q+¨Ü«∂ʼnõΩ YzÛ`«"≥∞ÿ# ã¨O|O^èŒO =ÙOk. WHõ XHõ q+¨Ü«∂xfl <Õ~°∞ÛHÀ=_®xH˜ qxÜ≥∂yOKÕ ã¨=∞Ü«∞O JO`å XHõ¯~ÀA<Õ ˆH\Ï~ÚOz`Õ P q+¨Ü«∂xfl <Õ~°∞ÛH˘<Õ ™ê=∞~°úºO JÅ=_»∞`«∞O^•? ÖËHõ P q+¨Ü«∂xfl <Õ~°∞ÛHÀ=_»O HÀã¨O J~Ú^•~°∞ ~ÀAÅáê@∞ „Ѩu~ÀA H˘O`« ã¨=∞Ü«∂xfl Hˆ \Ï~ÚOK«_O» ^•fi~å ã¨=∞~°=ú O`«OQÍ <Õ~∞° ÛHÀ=_»O ™ê^躌 Ѩ_∞» `«∞O^•? L^•Ç¨Ï~°}‰õΩ HõOѨӺ@~°∞Ö’ >ˇÿѨ٠KÕÜ«∞_»O <Õ~°∞ÛHÀ=_®xH˜ XHõ q^•ºiú =O^ŒQÆO@Å∞ "≥zÛOKåeû =ÙO@∞Ok. Ѩk~ÀAÅáê@∞ ~ÀA‰õΩ Ñ¨kQÆO@Åáê@∞ >ˇÑÿ Ù¨ KÕÜ∞« _»O <Õ~∞° ÛHÀ=_®xH˜, Ü«∂Éèˇ·~ÀAÅáê@∞ ~ÀA‰õΩ Ô~O_»∞QÆO@Å∞ >ˇÿѨÙKÕÜ«∞_»O <Õ~°∞ÛHÀ=_®xH˜, 100 ~ÀAÅáê@∞ ~ÀA‰õΩ XHõ QÆO@ K˘Ñ¨ÙC# >ˇÿѨÙKÕÜ«∞_»O <Õ~°∞ÛHÀ=_®xH˜ =∞^茺 U"≥∞ÿ<å `Õ_® =ÙO@∞O^•? Ug∞ `Õ_® =ÙO_»^•? U q+¨Ü«∂#fl~Ú<å UHõayx <Õ~°∞ÛHÀ=_»O HõO>Ë =∞^茺=∞^茺֒ `«y#O`« =º=kè WzÛ <Õ~°∞ÛHÀ=_»O ^•fi~å =∞Oz Ѷ¨e`åÅ∞ ™êkèOK«=K«Ûx Ѩiâ’^茉õΩÅO^Œ~°∂ ¿Ñ~˘¯O@∞<åfl~°∞. WO^Œ∞‰õΩ HÍ~°}O "Õ~ˆ g∞ ÖË^∞Œ . U q+¨Ü∂« #fl~Ú<å ~Ô O_»∞QÆO@Åáê@∞ <Õ~°∞ÛH˘#fl `«~°∞"å`« "≥Ú^Œ\’¡ =Ù#fl Pã¨H˜Î, UHÍ„QÆ`« H©Δ}˜OK«_»O „áê~°Oaè™êÎ~Ú. D HÍ~°}OQÍ XˆH™êi Jxfl q+¨Ü«∂Å#∞ <Õ~°∞ÛHÀ=_»O H˜¡+¨ì`«~°=∞ø`«∞Ok. HÍx <Õ~∞° ÛHÀ"åÅ#fl Pã¨H,Θ nHõΔ `«~Q° ‰Æ Ωõ O_® =Ù#flO`«¿ãѨ٠U q+¨Ü∂« #fl~Ú<å <Õ~∞° ÛHÀ=K«∞Û. [áê#∞Ö’ L#fl`« q^Œº#∞ ѨÓiÎ KÕã≤# =ºH˜Î Ѩiâ’^èŒ# KÕÜ«∞_®xH˜ J"≥∞iHÍ "≥à◊`å_»∞. J`«xO`«=~°‰õÄ WOw¡+¨μ JHõΔ~åÅ#∞ „"åã≤ Z~°∞QÆ_»∞. HÍx J"≥∞iHÍ "≥o§# `«~°∞"å`« ~ÀA‰õΩ W~°"·≥ QÆO@Åáê@∞ „â◊q∞Oz J`«#∞ POQÆÉ¡ Ïè +¨#∞ Hˆ =ÅO <≥Å~ÀAÅ =º=kèÖ’ <Õ~°∞ÛHÀHõÅ∞QÆ∞`å_»∞. J^Õ =∂=¸Å∞ q^•ºi÷H˜ `åÑ‘QÍ =∞~˘Hõ ÉèÏ+¨ <Õ~°∞ÛHÀ=_®xH˜ J^Œ∞ƒù`« *Ï˝Ñ¨Hõâ◊H˜Î
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ã¨O=`«û~°O #∞O_ç Ô~O_»∞ ã¨O=`«û~åÅ =º=kè Ѩ_»∞`«∞Ok. JO>Ë `«Ñ¨#, Ѩ@∞ì^ŒÅ, nHõΔ =Ù#flѨÙC_»∞ U q+¨Ü«∂#fl~Ú<å "ÕQÆOQÍ <Õ~°∞ÛHÀHõÅ∞QÆ∞`å=Ú. D JOâ◊OÃÑ· „ѨѨOK« "åºÑ¨ÎOQÍ J<ÕHõ Ѩiâ’^èŒ#Å∞ [iQÍ~Ú. c^ŒiHõOÖ’ =Ù#fl q^•ºiú K«^Œ∞=ÙHÀ=_»O ^•fi~å<Õ c^ŒiHÍ#∞flO_ç, HõëêìÅ#∞O_ç |~Ú@Ѩ_Q» ÅÆ #x QÆ∞iÎOK«∞`å_»∞. `«#∞ ÉÏQÍ K«^"Œ åÅx, „Ѩ^=Œè ∞„âı}Ö˜ ’ LfÎ~∞° _‚ ·≥ f~åÅ#fl `«Ñ¨#, Ѩ@∞ì^ŒÅ J`«xÖ’ KÀ@∞KÕã¨∞‰õΩO\Ï~Ú. JÖψQ J`«x`Àáê@∞ XHõ ^èŒxHõ ‰õΩ@∞OÉÏxH˜ K≥Ok# q^•ºiú K«^∞Œ =Ù`«∞O\Ï_»∞. W`«xH˜ ÃÑ^ŒQÌ Í Ñ¨@∞ì^ÅŒ HÍx, `«Ñ#¨ HÍx ÖËHáõ È~Ú<å `«# K«^∞Œ =Ù‰õΩ c^Œq^•ºiú Hˆ \Ï~ÚOz#O`«\ ˜ ã¨=∞Ü«∂xfl Hˆ \Ï~ÚOK«∞`å_»∞. JѨÙC_»∞ W^ŒiÌ Ñ¶e¨ `åÅ∞ ^•^•Ñ¨Ù XˆH~°HOõ QÍ =ÙO\Ï~Ú. U q+¨Ü∂« #fl~Ú<å <Õ~∞° ÛH˘x *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙOK«∞HÀ=_»OÖ’ Ѩ@∞ì^ŒÅ áê„`« Ug∞ ÖË^Œ∞. =∞#O ˆH\Ï~ÚOKÕ ã¨=∞Ü«∞OÃÑ·<Õ =∞#O <Õ~°∞ÛH˘<Õk P^è•~°Ñ¨_ç =ÙO@∞Ok. U q+¨Ü«∂#fl~Ú<å <Õ~°∞ÛHÀ"åÅ#fl Ѩ@∞ì^ŒÅ =Ù#flѨÙC_»∞ JO^Œ∞‰õΩ `«y# ã¨=∞Ü«∂xfl Hˆ \Ï~ÚOK«_O» [~°∞QÆ∞`«∞Ok. JÖÏ `«y#O`«\ ˜ ã¨=∞Ü«∞O Hˆ \Ï~ÚOz#ѨÙC_Õ PÜ«∂ q+¨Ü«∂Å#∞ <Õ~°∞ÛHÀ=_»O ™ê^茺Ѩ_»∞`«∞Ok. JO`ÕH͉õΩO_® D Ѩ@∞ì^ŒÅ =Ù#flѨÙC_»∞ `å=Ú <Õ~°∞ÛHÀ=_»O Ѩ@¡ JkèHõ „â◊^Œú Hõ#Ê~°K«_»O [~°∞QÆ∞`«∞Ok. J@∞=O\˜ „â◊^úŒ ÖË#ѨÙC_»∞ U z#fl q+¨Ü∂« xfl <Õ~∞° ÛHÀ=_»O ‰õÄ_® ™ê^躌 Ѩ_^» ∞Œ . U q+¨Ü∂« #fl~Ú<å <Õ~°∞ÛHÀ"åÅ#fl Ѩ@∞ì^ŒÅ ÖË#ѨÙC_»∞ Ju `ÕeQÍæ J<åã¨H˜Î U~°Ê_ç `«y#O`« ã¨=∞Ü«∂xfl ˆH\Ï~ÚOK«HõáÈ=_»O [~°∞QÆ∞`«∞Ok. `«y#O`« ã¨=∞Ü«∂xfl ˆH\Ï~ÚOK«#ѨC_»∞ Z=~°∂ Ug∞ <Õ~°∞ÛHÀÖË~°∞. U q+¨Ü«∂#fl~Ú<å <Õ~°∞ÛHÀ"åÅ#fl Ѩ@∞ì^ŒÅ Ü≥∞Hõ¯ „ѨÜ≥∂[#O Ѩ~ÀHõΔOQÍ<Õ =ÙO@∞Ok.
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U q+¨Ü∞« =∞~Ú<å J~°=ú O`«OQÍ HõxÊOz#ѨÙC_»∞ =∂„`«"∞Õ ^•xx <Õ~°∞ÛHÀ=_»O ã¨∞ÅÉèí™ê^茺=∞ø`«∞Ok. J~°úOѨ~°úOÖËx JOâßʼnõΩ ‰õÄ_® U^À XHõ J~åúxfl PáêkOK«_»O ^•fi~å "å\˜x *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙOK«∞HÀ=K«Ûx =∞<À"≥·*Ï˝x‰õΩÅ∞ ¿Ñ~˘¯O@∞<åfl~°∞.
J=ã¨~°O, J=QÍǨÏ# <Õ~°∞ÛHÀ=_®xH˜ ZO`«=~°‰õΩ `À_»Ê_»`å~Ú ?
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=∂~°∞`«∞Ok. D J=ã¨~O° HÍ~°}OQÍ "å~°∞ PÜ«∂ â’¡HÍÅ#∞ „Ѩu~ÀA ã¨O^Œ~ƒ° Où =zÛ<å ~åHõáÈ~Ú<å Ѩiîã¨∞ÎO\Ï~°∞. HÍx "åiÖ’ H˘O^Œ~°∞ D áœ~ÀÇ≤Ï`«ºO =$uÎ =∂x U^≥<· å L^ÀºQÆO K«∂ã¨∞H˘x, H˘xfl ã¨O=`«û~åÅáê@∞ D ã¨O㨯 $`«â’¡HÍÅ ã¨OQÆu =∞iÛáÈ`Õ U=∞=Ù`«∞Ok ? "å\˜x "å~°∞ „Hõ=∞OQÍ =∞iÛáÈ`å~°∞. Z=Ô~<· å Ѩiãî ∞¨ #Î flѨÙC_»∞ qx H˘O`«HÍÅOáê@∞ PÜ«∂ â’¡HÍÅ#∞ H˘kÌH˘kÌQÍ *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO KÕã¨∞HÀHõÅ∞QÆ∞`å~°∞. HÍx ™⁄O`«OQÍ Ñ¨iîOK«ÖË~°∞. "å\˜x „Hõ=∞OQÍ =∞iÛáÈ`å~°∞. =∞m§ rq`«OÖ’ ZѨC_≥·<å J=ã¨~°O U~°Ê_ç#ѨÙC_»∞ ѨÓ~°fiOHõO>Ë `«fi~°QÍ <Õ~°∞ÛH˘x uiy ѨiîOK«HõÅ∞QÆ∞`å~°∞. >ˇeq[<£Ö’ XHõ „ѨH@õ # Ѩ^ÑÕ ^¨ Õ =ã¨∞OÎ @∞Ok. P „ѨH@õ #Ö’ „ѨH@õ #^•~°∞Å z~°∞<å=∂, >ˇeá¶È<£ <≥O|~°∞¡ `≥eÜ«∞*Ëã¨∞ÎO\Ï~°∞. „Ѩu~ÀE >ˇeq[<£ K«∂¿ã HÀ\Ï¡k=∞Ok „Ѩ[Å∞ D „ѨHõ@# K«∂ã¨∂Î<Õ =ÙO\Ï~°∞. WÖÏ XHõ ã¨O=`«û~°Oáê@∞ ™êQÍHõ Z=ix „ѨtflOz<å P „ѨHõ@# `«=∞ Hõ=ã¨~°O ÖË^Œx ÉèÏqOK«_»O =Å# Zxfl™ê~°∞¡ q<åfl ^•xx "å~°∞ *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙOK«∞HÀÖËHõáÈÜ«∂~°∞. WÖÏ `«=∞ PÖ’K«<å ^èÀ~°}˜Ö’ W=∞_»x JOâßÅ#∞ Z=fiÔ~xfl™ê~°∞¡ K≥Ñ≤Ê<å "å\˜x QÆ∞~°∞ÎOK«∞HÀ=_»O ™ê^茺O HÍ^Œ∞. U q+¨Ü∞« =∞~Ú<å J~°=ú O`«OQÍ HõxÊOz#ѨÙC_»∞ =∂„`«"∞Õ ^•xx <Õ~∞° ÛHÀ=_»O ã¨∞ÅÉèí™ê^茺=∞ø`«∞Ok. J~Ú`Õ J~°úOѨ~°úOÖËx JOâßʼnõΩ ‰õÄ_® U^À XHõ J~åúxfl PáêkOK«_O» ^•fi~å "å\˜x *Ï˝ÑH¨ Oõ =ÙOK«∞HÀ=K«Ûx =∞<À"≥*· Ï˝x‰õΩÅ∞ ¿Ñ~˘¯O@∞<åfl~°∞. =∞# x`«ºrq`«OÖ’ Ãã·`«O ã¨Ê+¨ì"≥∞ÿ# J~°úOÖËx JOâßÅ#∞ *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙOK«∞HÀ"åeû# J=ã¨~°O ÃÑ^ŒÌQÍ Z^Œ∞~°∞HÍ^Œ∞. WHõ ã¨Ê+¨ì"≥∞ÿ# J~°úO =Ù#fl Ѩ^•ÅxflO\˜h XˆH HÀ=Ö’ *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙOK«∞HÀ=_»O ‰õÄ_® ™ê^茺O HÍ^Œ∞. U Ѩ^•Å~Ú`Õ ã¨Ê+¨ì"≥∞ÿ# ^Œ$âߺefl =∞# =∞#óѶ¨ÅHõO g∞^Œ Pq+¨¯iOK« HõÅ∞QÆ∞`åÜ≥∂ "å\˜x `ÕeHõQÍ QÆ∞~°∞ÎOK«∞HÀHõÅ∞QÆ∞`å=Ú. JÖÏ H͉õΩO_® H˘xfl ÅHõΔ}ÏÅ#∞, ã¨fiÉèÏ"åÅ#∞ =∂„`«"Õ∞ q=iOKÕ Ñ¨^•Å#∞ JO`« `ÕeHõQÍ *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙOK«∞HÀÖË=Ú. ^Õ"åÅÜ«∞=Ú, aK«ÛQÍ_»∞, >ˇeq[<£, Z^Œ∞Ì, QÆ_ç¤, QÆ_çÜ«∂~°O, K˘Hͯ, ѨÙã¨ÎHõO, `åà◊O, Ü«Ú=u W@∞=O\˜ Ѩ^•Å∞ q#QÍ<Õ =∞#O XHõ ã¨Ê+¨ì"≥∞ÿ# ~°∂áêxfl =∞# =∞#ã¨∞ûÖ’ TÇ≤ÏOK«∞HÀQÆÅ=Ú. ѨÙÅ∞ѨÙ, K«i„`«, QÆ\ ˜ì`«#O, =∞$`«∞º=Ù, Pâ◊, ÅHõΔ}O, QÆ}˜`«O, PÖ’K«#, xâ◊≈|ÌO, rq`«O =O\˜ Ѩ^•Å∞ YzÛ`«"≥∞ÿ# J~åúxfl ã¨∂z™êÎ~Ú. HÍx Z@∞=O\˜ ~°∂áêxfl =∞#‰õΩ ã¨∞ÊiOѨKÜ Õ ∞« =Ù. JO^Œ∞Hˆ g\˜x *Ï˝ÑH¨ Oõ =ÙOK«∞HÀ=_»O H˘O`« H˜¡+¨ì`«~°=∞xÑ≤ã¨∞ÎOk. WHõ XHõ ~°∂áêxfl =∂„`«"Õ∞ H͉õΩO_® XHõ qÅHõΔ}"≥∞ÿ#, J™ê^è•~°}"≥∞ÿ# ^Œ$âߺxfl =∞#‰õΩ Hõà◊§‰õΩ Hõ>Ëì Ѩ^•Å#∞ Ju `ÕeHõQÍ *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙOK«∞HÀHõÅ∞QÆ∞`å=Ú. ^•~°∞}ǨÏ`«º, U#∞QÆ∞Å QÆ∞OѨÙ, =∞O@ÅÖ’ Éèí=#O, #$`«ºO, P~°Î<å^ŒO KÕã¨∞Î#fl „ã‘Î, ÃÑo¡, Tˆ~yOѨÙ, ѨQÆ\ ˜"Õ+¨QÍ_»∞, ÉèíÜ«∞OHõ~°"≥∞ÿ# ˆHHõ, *’sQÆ, =O\˜ Ѩ^•Å∞ =∞iO`«\ ˜ ã¨∞ÅÉèíOQÍ =∞#‰õΩ *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙO_çáÈ`å~Ú. =∞# =∞#㨠∞ ûÖ’ =∞#‰õ Ω `≥ e ã≤ # qq^è Œ JOâßÅ#∞ JKÕ ` « # OQÍ<Õ J^Œ∞ƒù`« *Ï˝Ñ¨Hõâ◊H˜Î
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ã¨O^è•#Ѩ~°K«∞H˘O\Ï=Ú. WO^Œ∞‰õΩ XHõ Ѩ^Œúux U~°Ê~°K«∞H˘O\Ï=Ú. D HÍ~°}OQÍ<Õ H˘`«Î q+¨Ü«∂Å#∞ `ÕeHõQÍ <Õ~°∞ÛHÀHõÅ∞QÆ∞`å=Ú. L^•Ç¨Ï~°}‰õΩ „H˜ÔH\ò P@‰õΩ ã¨O|OkèOz# xÜ«∞=∞ x|O^èŒ#Å∞ `≥eã≤# `«~°∞"å`« =∂„`«"Õ∞ P P@#∞ J~°úO KÕã¨∞HÀQÆÅ=Ú. ^•xx K«∂ã≤ q<ÀkOK«QÆÅ=Ú. JÖψQ ~å[H©Ü«∂ÅѨ@¡ ZO`À H˘O`« J=QÍǨÏ# =Ù#flѨÙC_»∞ =∂„`«"Õ∞ XHõ ~å[H©Ü«∞ <åÜ«∞‰õΩx LѨ<庙êxfl J~°úO KÕã¨∞HÀQÆÅ=Ú. ѨsHõΔÖ’ q^•º~°∞úʼnõΩ =∞^茺֒ =¸_»∞ <åÅ∞QÆ∞ MÏmÅÖ’ L#fl "åHͺÅ#∞ WzÛ P MÏmÅ#∞ ѨÓiOK«=∞x K≥|∞`å~°∞. PÜ«∂ MÏmÅÖ’ ã¨Ô~·# Ѩ^•Å#∞ KÕ~°Û_»O ^•fi~å PÜ«∂ "åHͺÅ#∞ "å~°∞ ã¨OѨÓ~°‚"≥∞ÿ#qQÍ =∂~°ÛHõÅ∞QÆ∞`å~°∞. U^≥·<å H˘`«Î q+¨Ü«∞O <Õ~°∞ÛH˘<Õ ã¨O^Œ~°ƒùOÖ’ =∞# =∞#ã¨∞ûÖ’ ã¨iQÍæ W@∞=O\˜ „Ѩ„H˜ÜÕ∞ KÀ@∞KÕã¨∞H˘O@∞Ok. =∞#‰õΩ JO`«‰õΩ=ÚO^Õ `≥eã≤# q+¨Ü«∞OÖ’ H˘xfl MÏmÅ∞ U~°Ê_»`å~Ú. „H˘`«ÎQÍ <Õ~°∞ÛH˘O@∞#fl q+¨Ü«∂Å∞ "≥o§ P MÏmÅÖ’ *ËiáÈ`«∞O\Ï~Ú. WÖÏ MÏmÖ’ *Ë~°_»"Õ∞ HÍ^Œ∞. ѨsHõΔÖ’ q^•ºiúH˜ XHõ "åHͺxfl WzÛ JO^Œ∞Ö’ Ô~O_»∞ =¸_»∞ Ѩ^•Å∞ `«Ñ¨ÙCQÍ =Ù<åflÜ«∞x P Ѩ^•Å#∞ `˘ÅyOz ã¨Ô~·# Ѩ^•Å#∞ KÕ~°Û=Åã≤OkQÍ HÀ~°_»O [~°∞QÆ∞`«Ok. W@∞=O\˜ „Ѩ„H˜Ü«∞ Ãã·`«O =∞# =∞#ã¨∞ûÅÖ’ KÀ@∞ KÕã¨∞H˘O@∞Ok. WO`«‰õΩ=ÚO^Õ =∞#‰õΩ#fl Jaè„áêÜ«∂Å∞, `≥eã≤# q+¨Ü«∂Å, ™ê÷#OÖ’ H˘`«Î Jaè„áêÜ«∂Å∞, H˘`«Î q+¨Ü«∂Å∞ =zÛ *Ëi "å\˜™ê÷<åxfl P„Hõq∞™êÎ~Ú.
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TÇ¨Ï `≥eã≤#ѨÊ\˜#∞O_ç =∞#O J<ÕHÍ<ÕHõ q+¨Ü«∂Å∞ <Õ~∞° ÛH˘O@∂<Õ =Ù<åfl=Ú. J=hfl WѨÊ\˜H© Ü«∞^è•`«^OŒè QÍ *Ï˝ÑH¨ Oõ =Ù<åflÜ«∂ ? ÖËHõ "å\˜Ö’ KåÖÏÉèÏQÆO =∞iÛáÈÜ«∂=∂? JÖÏ =∞iÛáÈ`Õ U q+¨Ü«∂Å#∞, ZO^Œ∞=Å#, ZÖÏ =∞iÛáÈ`«∞<åfl=Ú? "Õ\ ˜x *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙOK«∞HÀHõÅ∞QÆ∞`«∞<åfl=Ú? WÖÏ =∞iÛáÈ=_»O QÆ∞iOz =∞<À"≥*· Ï˝x‰õΩÅ∞ ~Ô O_»∞ HÍ~°}ÏÅ∞ ¿Ñ~˘¯O@∞<åfl~°∞. =∞#O <Õ~°∞ÛH˘#fl q+¨Ü«∂Å∞ `«~°∞"å`« ~ÀAÅÖ’ LѨÜ≥∂QÆѨ_»#ѨÙC_»∞ Jq „Hõ=∞OQÍ =∞# *Ï˝Ñ¨HÍÅÖ’ `≥~°=∞~°∞ÔQ·áÈ`«∞O\Ï~Ú. ÃÇ·Ïã¨∂¯Å∞ ™ê÷~ÚÖ’ K«kq# Hõ^èŒÅ∞ áê~îåÅ∞ ÃÑ^ŒÌ~Ú# `«~°∞"å`« Z=iH© *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙO_»HõáÈ=K«∞Û. *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO `≥K«∞ÛHÀ"åÅx „Ѩܫ∞uflOz<å *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO `≥K«∞ÛHÀÖËHõáÈ=K«∞Û. HÍx ÃÇ·Ïã¨∂¯Å∞Ö’ K«k"Õ ~ÀAÅÖ’ `«=∞ÔH^Œ∞Ô~·# J#∞Éèí"åÅ∞, P ~ÀAÅÖ’ |\©ìѨ\ ˜ì# Ѩ^•ºÅ∞, P<å\˜ Láê^蕺ܫÚÅ`À J^Œ∞ƒù`« *Ï˝Ñ¨Hõâ◊H˜Î
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`«=∞ ã¨O|O^è•Å∞, P ~ÀA q∞„`«∞Å`À QÆ_Ñç #≤ ã¨O^Œ~åƒùÅ∞ ã¨Ê+¨Oì QÍ *Ï˝ÑH¨ Oõ =Ù#flѨÙC_»∞ JѨÊ\’¡ <Õ~°∞ÛH˘#fl áê~îåºOâßÅ#∞ =∂„`«"Õ∞ =∞iÛáÈ=_»O ZO^Œ∞‰õΩ [~°∞QÆ∞`«∞Ok? JO>Ë HÍÅO QÆ _ » ∞ 㨠∞ Î # fl H˘nÌ „Hõ = ∞OQÍ =∞#‰õ Ω `≥ e ã≤ # q+¨ Ü « ∂ ÅxflO\˜ h =∞iÛáÈ`å=∞#∞HÀ=_»O ã¨iHÍ^Œ∞. Ѩã≤`«#OÖ’ `«=∞ WO\’¡ ^˘OQÆѨ_»@O, f„="≥∞ÿ# ÃÑ#∞QÆ∞ÖÏ@, `«~∞° "å`« `«# `«O„_ç, J#flÜ«∞ºÅ∞ Hõeã≤ P ^˘OQÆ#∞ |OkèOK«_O» , `«~∞° "å`« P ^˘OQÆ#∞ áÈbã¨∞¿ãì+¨#∞Ö’ JѨÊ*ˇÑ¨Ê@O, D ã¨O^Œ~°ƒùOÖ’ áÈbã¨∞Å∞ `«=∞ WO\˜H˜ `«~°K«∂ ~å=_»O Ü«∂Éèˇ· ã¨O=`«û~åÅ `«~°∞"å`« ‰õÄ_® Hõà◊§‰õΩ Hõ\ ˜ì#@∞¡ XHõ =ºH˜Î Jaè=i‚OK«QÆÅ_»∞. HÍh `«~°∞"å`« [iy# ã¨OѶ¨∞@#Å∞ QÆ∞iOz, <Õ~°∞ÛH˘#fl q+¨Ü«∂Å#∞ QÆ∞iOz J`«#∞ WO`«\ ˜ ã¨Ê+¨Oì QÍ *Ï˝ÑH¨ Oõ =ÙOK«∞HÀÖË_∞» . ZO^Œ∞=Å# WÖÏ [~°∞QÆ∞`ÀOk? HÍÅO QÆ_∞» ã¨∞#Î flH˘nÌ áê`« q+¨Ü∂« Å#∞ „Hõ=∞OQÍ =∞~°záÈ`å=∞#_»O ã¨iHÍ^Œ∞. ZѨÊ\˜HõѨÙC_»∞ =∞#O <Õ~°∞ÛH˘<Õ H˘`«Î q+¨Ü«∂Å∞ JO`«‰õΩ=ÚO^Õ =∞# =∞#ã¨∞ûÖ’ =Ù#fl áê`« q+¨Ü∂« Å#∞ ѨH¯õ ‰õΩ <≥\"ì˜ Ü Õ ∞« _»O [~°∞QÆ∞`«∞O@∞Ok. „H˜HÔ \ò P@Ѩ@¡ ZO`À L`åûǨÏO =Ù#fl Ü«Ú=‰õΩ_»∞ QÆ`« J~Ú^Œ∞ ã¨O=`«û~åÅ∞QÍ „Ѩu P@#∞ xt`«OQÍ QÆ=∞xã¨∞ÎO\Ï_»∞. U P@Ö’ Z=~°∞ ÔQeKå~À ã¨Ê+¨ìOQÍ K≥ѨÊHõÅ∞QÆ∞`å_»∞. HÍx J~Ú^Œ∞ ã¨O=`«û~åÅ „H˜`«O P@QÍà◊√§ Z<≥flxfl Ѩ~°∞QÆ∞Å∞ fâß~À J`«xѨÙC_»∞ YzÛ`«OQÍ K≥ѨÊÖËHõáÈ=K«∞Û. QÆ`« Ô~O_»∞ =¸_»∞ P@ʼnõΩ ã¨O|OkèOz# q=~åÅxflO\˜x =∂„`«O J`«#∞ YzÛ`«OQÍ K≥ѨÊQÆÅ_»∞. WOHÀ Ô~O_»∞ =¸_»∞ ã¨O=`«û~åÅ `«~°∞"å`« WѨC_»∞ K≥Ñ≤Ê# q=~åÅ#∞ ‰õÄ_® J`«#∞ *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙOK«∞HÀÖËHõáÈ=K«∞Û. WÖÏ H˘`«Î ã¨=∂Kå~°O =∞# =∞#ã¨∞ûÅÖ’ „Ѩ"ÕtOKÕ ã¨=∞Ü«∞OÖ’<Õ ã¨O|Okè`« áê`« ã¨=∂Kå~åxfl „ѨHõ¯H˜ <≥\ ˜ì"ÕÜ«∞_»O [~°∞QÆ∞`«∞O@∞O^Œx Ѩiâ’^茉õΩÅ∞ ¿Ñ~˘¯O@∞<åfl~°∞. WO`«‰õΩ=ÚO^Œ∞ K≥ѨÙCH˘<åfl=Ú. XHõ =ºH˜ÎH˜ `«# z#fl`«#OÖ’ `«=∞ WO\’¡ ^˘OQÆѨ_ç# q+¨Ü«∞O ZO`À qѨÙÅOQÍ *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙOk. JO>Ë J@∞=O\˜ ã¨OѶ¨∞@# J`«x rq`«OÖ’ `«~∞° "å`« Z#fl_»∂ Z^Œ∞~°∞HÍÖË^∞Œ . JO^Œ∞=Å<Õ J`«#∞ ^•x#ÖÏ ã¨Ê+¨Oì QÍ QÆ∞~°∞OÎ K«∞HÀHõeQÍ_»∞. JÖÏH͉õΩO_® D ã¨OѶ∞¨ @#Å∞ áÈe# ã¨OѶ∞¨ @#Å∞ F Ѩk Ѩk¿ÇÏ#∞ [iy=ÙO>Ë J`«h "≥Ú^Œ\ ˜ ã¨OѶ¨∞@##∞ ѨÓiÎQÍ =∞iÛáÈ~Ú=ÙO_Õ"å_»∞. =∞# rq`«OÖ’ ZѨÊ\˜HõѨÙC_»∞ H˘`«ÎH˘`«Î q+¨Ü«∂Å∞ <Õ~°∞ÛH˘O@∞O\ÏO. D q+¨Ü«∂Åhfl XHõ Ѩ^Œúu „ѨHÍ~°O =∞# =∞#ã¨∞ûÖ’ XHõ „Hõ=∂xfl U~°Ê~°K«∞H˘O\Ï~Ú. áÈ™êìѶ‘ã¨∞‰õΩ "ÕÖÏk L`«Î~åÅ∞ =™êÎ~Ú. P `«~°∞"å`« Jq KÕ~°=Åã≤# qq^èŒ „áêO`åʼnõΩ =¸@Å∞ Hõ\ ˜ì ѨOÑ≤OK«@O [~°∞QÆ∞`«∞Ok. W^Õ q^èŒOQÍ =∞#O <Õ~°∞ÛH˘<Õ q+¨Ü«∂Åhfl aè#fl qÉèÏQÍÅ∞QÍ XHõ Ѩ^Œúu „ѨHÍ~°O =∞# =∞#ã¨∞ûÅÖ’ ™ê÷<åxfl HõeÊOK«∞H˘O\Ï~Ú. POQÆÉ¡ Ïè +¨#∞ QÆ∞iOz =∞#O H˘`«Î JOâßÅ#∞ <Õ~∞° ÛH˘O\Ï=Ú. WѨÙC_»∞ H˘`«QÎ Í <Õ~∞° ÛH˘#fl qâıëêÅ∞ áê`« "å\˜x ѨHõ¯# <≥\ ˜ì"Õ™êÎ~Ú. =∞#O ѨQÆ\ ˜Ñ¨Ó@ J<ÕHõ q+¨Ü«∂Å#∞ <Õ~°∞ÛH˘O@∞O\Ï=Ú. WÖÏ <Õ~°∞ÛH˘#fl q+¨Ü«∂Å∞ =∞#O x„kOKÕ ã¨=∞Ü«∞OÖ’ XHõ „Hõ=∞OÖ’ ã¨O^è•#=∞=Ù`åÜ«∞x =∞<À"≥*· Ï˝x‰õΩÅ∞ ¿Ñ~˘¯O@∞<åfl~°∞. JO^Œ∞=Å¡<Õ Ñ¨_∞» HÀÉ’ÜÕ∞ =ÚO^Œ∞ K«k"Õ q+¨Ü∂« Å#∞ Z‰õΩ¯= HÍÅO *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙOK«∞HÀ=_»O ™ê^茺Ѩ_»∞`«∞O^Œx ‰õÄ_® "å~°∞ K≥|∞`«∞<åfl~°∞. J^Œ∞ƒù`« *Ï˝Ñ¨Hõâ◊H˜Î
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™ê^•ã‘^• q+¨Ü«∂ÅHõO>Ë =∞# =∞#ã¨∞ûÖ’ L„^ÕHõO, L`ÕÎ[O, L`«∞ûHõ`«, L„kHõÎ`«, PO^Àà◊#, P"Õâ◊O =O\˜ ÉèÏ"å"ÕâßÅ∞ HõeyOKÕ JOâßÖË =∞#‰õΩ |ÅOQÍ *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙO_çáÈ`å~Ú. WÖÏ ÉèÏ"À„^ÕHÍxH˜ Ö’#∞KÕ¿ã JOâßÅ#∞ =∞#O =∞#ã¨∞û֒Ѩe á⁄~°ÅÖ’H˜ <≥\ ˜ì"Õ™êÎ=Ú. JO^Œ∞ˆH P JOâ◊O Z‰õΩ¯= HÍÅOáê@∞ =∞#‰õΩ |ÅOQÍ *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙO_çáÈ`«∞Ok.
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ѨÙã¨ÎHõO K«^Œ∞=Ù`å_»∞. `«~°∞"å`« =∞~˘Hõ\ ˜, WÖÏ =O^Œ ѨÙã¨ÎHÍÅ =~°‰õΩ K«^Œ∞=Ù`å_»∞. P =O^Œ „QÆO^è•ÅÖ’ L#fl Hõ^ÅŒè #∞ ‰õΩÑ¡ OΨ QÍ K≥Ñʨ =∞O>Ë J`«xH˜ ZO`«QÍ „ѨÜ∞« uflOz<å *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO ~å^Œ∞. =∞Ǩ J~Ú`Õ XHõ J~Ú^•~°∞ ѨÙã¨ÎHÍÅÖ’ =Ù#fl Hõ^äŒÅ#∞ =∂„`«O K≥ѨÊHõÅ∞QÆ∞`å_»∞. W`«x q∞„`«∞_˘Hõ`«#∞ aè#fl ~°K«~Ú`«Å∞ ~åã≤# =O^Œ ѨÙã¨ÎHÍÅ∞ K«^Œ∞=Ù`å_»∞. H˘kÌáê\˜ „Ѩܫ∞`«flOÖ’ PÜ«∂ ѨÙã¨ÎHÍÅxflO\˜Ö’ =Ù#fl Hõ^èŒÅ#∞ J`«_»∞ *Ï˝ Ñ ¨ H õ O KÕ ã ¨ ∞ HÀHõ Å ∞QÆ ∞ `å_» ∞ . Xˆ H ~° H õ = ∞~Ú# *Ï˝ Ñ ¨ H ÍÅ#∞ =∞#㨠∞ ûÖ’ á⁄O^Œ∞Ѩ~K° ∞« HÀ=_®xH˜ „ѨÜ∞« uflOz#ѨÙC_»∞ Jq XHõ^•x`À XHõ\ ˜ HõÅQÆÅã≤áÈ`å~Ú. H˘`«QÎ Í <Õ~∞° ÛH˘#fl q+¨Ü∂« Å∞ áê`« q+¨Ü∂« ʼnõΩ Ñ¨ÓiÎQÍ H˘\˜ì áê~°"™Õ êÎÜ∂« ? HÍ^Œ<Õ K≥áêÊe. XHõ ÉÏ¡H±É’~°∞¤ ÃÑ·# Ô~O_»∞ <≥ÅÅ „H˜`«O „"åã≤#k =ÙO@∞Ok. Jk WѨÊ\˜ˆH Jã¨Ê+¨ìOQÍ "≥Åã≤áÈ~Ú#@∞¡ HõxÊã¨∞ÎO@∞Ok. HÍ"åÅO>Ë ^•xx K«^Œ==K«∞Û. HÍx ^•xÃÑ·# „H˘`«ÎQÍ J^Õ ^Œã¨∂Îi`À =∞iH˘xfl q+¨Ü«∂Å∞ „"åÜ«∞_»O [~°∞QÆ∞`«∞Ok. JѨÙC_»∞ JO`«‰õΩ=ÚO^Œ∞ É’~°∞¤ÃÑ· L#fl q+¨Ü«∂Å#∞ `≥Å∞ã¨∞HÀ=_»O H˜¡+¨ì`«~°=∞ø`«∞Ok. =∞# *Ï˝ÑH¨ ÍÅÖ’ ‰õÄ_® ^•^•Ñ¨Ù W^Õ HÀ=Ö’ H˘`«QÎ Í <Õ~∞° ÛH˘<Õ q+¨Ü∂« Å∞ J^Õ~H° =õ ∞~Ú# áê`« q+¨Ü«∂Å#∞ "≥#H˜¯ <≥\ ˜ì "Õã¨∞ÎO\Ï~Ú. ^•^•Ñ¨Ù W^Õ Ñ¨^uúŒ Ö’ |ÅOQÍ =Ù#fl áê`« *Ï˝ÑH¨ ÍÅ∞ ‰õÄ_® H˘`«Î q+¨Ü∂« Å#∞ QÆ∞~°∞ÎOK«∞HÀ‰õΩO_® K≥^Œ~°Q˘@ì=K«∞Û. XHõ`«#∞ ^•^•Ñ¨Ù Ѩkã¨O=`«û~åÅ #∞O_ç XˆH~°Hõ=∞~Ú# @∂`ü¿Ñã¨∞ì "å_»∞`«∞O\Ï_»∞. P @∂`ü¿Ñã¨∞ì `«Ü«∂~°∞KÕ¿ã HõOÃÑh P @∂`ü¿Ñãπì‰õΩ XHõ ã¨O=`«û~°O „H˜`«"Õ∞ H˘`«Î¿Ñ~°∞#∞ ÃÑ_»∞`«∞Ok. P q+¨Ü«∞O ëêѨ`«#∞ W`«xH˜ K≥|∞`å_»∞. J~Ú<å W`«#∞ ëêѨىõΩ "≥o§# „Ѩu™êi áê`«¿Ñ~°∞`À<Õ @∂`ü¿Ñãπì HÍ"åÅx J_»∞QÆ∞`å_»∞. WÖψQ J<ÕHõ ã¨O^Œ~åƒùÅÖ’ H˘`«ÎQÍ <Õ~°∞ÛH˘<Õ q+¨Ü«∂ÅѨ@¡ Pã¨HΘ Hõ#Ѩ~K° ‰« Ωõ O_® "å\˜x =∞iÛáÈ`«∞O_»@O QÆ`O« Ö’ <Õ~∞° ÛH˘#fl JOâßÅ<Õ |ÅOQÍ *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO LOK«∞HÀ=_»O [~°∞QÆ∞`«∞O@∞Ok. áê`« *Ï˝Ñ¨HÍÅ∞ „H˘`«Î"å\˜x K≥^Œ~°Q˘\˜ì<å, „H˘`«Î *Ï˝Ñ¨HÍÅ∞ áê`« "å\˜x „ѨHõ¯‰õΩ <≥\ ˜ì"Õã≤<å nx #∞O_ç =∞#O QÆ∞iÎOKåeû# „Ѩ^è•# JOâ◊O XHõ\ ˜ LOk. =∞# *Ï˝Ñ¨HÍÅÖ’ aè#fl J#∞Éèí"åÅ∞ XHõ^•x`À =∞~˘Hõ\ ˜ ã¨O^è•#=∞=Ù`«∞O\Ï~Ú. Ѷ¨∞~°¬} Ѩ_»∞`«∞O\Ï~Ú. HõÅQÆÅã≤ áÈ`«∞O\Ï~Ú. JO>Ë XHõ q+¨Ü«∂xH˜ ã¨O|OkèOz#, XHõ J#∞Éè"í åxH˜ ã¨O|OkèOz# *Ï˝ÑH¨ Oõ Un ‰õÄ_® W`«~° *Ï˝ÑH¨ ÍÅ`À ã¨O|O^èOŒ ÖˉΩõ O_® XO@iQÍ q∞yeáÈ=_»O [~°QÆ^Œ∞. Jk ™ê^茺O ‰õÄ_® HÍ^Œ∞. Ô~O_»∞ J#∞Éèí"åÅ =∞^茺 ™ê~°∂Ѩº`« ZO`«\ ˜ Z‰õΩ¯= LO>Ë Jq Ô~O_»∂ J#∞ã¨O^è•#O K≥O^Õ, Ѩ~°ã¨Ê~°O =∂iÊ_ç K≥O^Õ J=HÍâ◊O JO`«\ ˜ Z‰õΩ¯=QÍ =ÙO@∞Ok. WÖÏ ^ÕxHõk q_çQÍ H͉õΩO_® XHõ^•x`À =∞~˘Hõ\ ˜ J#∞ã¨O^è•#O HÍ=@O ^•fi~å<Õ =∞# *Ï˝#O =$kÌ K≥O^Œ∞`«∞Ok. =∞# „Ѩ"Õ∞Ü«∞O ÖˉõΩO_®<Õ =∞# =∞#ã¨∞ûÅÖ’ XHõ J#∞Éèí=O`À =∞~˘Hõ J#∞Éèí=O J#fiÜ«∞O K≥O^Œ_»O =∞#ÔHO`À ÖÏÉèí^•Ü«∞HõOQÍ LO@∞Ok. WÖÏ J#fiÜ«∞O J^Œ∞ƒù`« *Ï˝Ñ¨Hõâ◊H˜Î
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K≥O^Œ#ѨÙC_»∞ "≥Ú`«ÎO =∂#= K«i„`«#O`«\ ˜x J^茺ܫ∞#O KÕã≤#ѨÙC_»∞ ‰õÄ_® P K«i„`« <Õˆ~Ê QÆ∞}áê~îåÅ#∞ QÆ∞iÎOK«_»O ™ê^茺Ѩ_»^Œ∞. U ã¨OѶ¨∞@#‰õΩ P ã¨OѶ¨∞@##∞ q_çq_çQÍ QÆ∞~°∞ÎOK«∞HÀ=_»O =Å# HõeˆQ „ѨÜ≥∂[#O HõO>Ë "å\˜x XHõ^•x`À =∞~˘Hõ^•xx ã¨O^è•#Ѩ~°K«Hõey#ѨÙC_»∞ ã¨=∞„QÆ"≥∞ÿ# J=QÍǨÏ# U~°Ê_»∞`«∞Ok. H˘`«QÎ Í <Õ~∞° ÛH˘#fl q+¨Ü∂« Å∞ áê`« q+¨Ü∂« ÅxflO\˜x ѨÓiÎQÍ ^èfiŒ Oã¨O KÕÜ∞« =Ù. áê`« q+¨Ü«∂Å∞ ‰õÄ_® =∞# *Ï˝Ñ¨HÍÅÖ’ JÖψQ q∞yeáÈ~Ú<å "å\˜x "≥eH˜ fÜ«∞_»O Hõ+™ì¨ ê^躌 O J=Ù`«∞Ok. XHõ =ºH˜xÎ Hõeã≤#@∞¡ *Ï˝ÑH¨ Oõ =ÙO@∞Ok. HÍx J`«xx ZѨÙC_»∞ ZHõ¯_» Hõeâß"≥∂ ZO`« yOA‰õΩ<åfl *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO ~å^Œ∞. JÖψQ ZѨÙC_À K«kq# #=Å#∞ H˘xfl ã¨O=`«û~åÅ `«~°∞"å`« uiy K«^Œ∞=Ù`«∞O>Ë WO`«‰õΩ=ÚO^Õ K«kq# q+¨Ü«∞O *Ï˝ÑH¨ Oõ =ã¨∞OÎ ^Õ`Ñ« ʨ JO^Œ∞Ö’x JOâßÖËg ã¨∞Êù~}° ‰õΩ ~å=Ù. JO>Ë =∞#O QÆ∞~°∞KÎ ãÕ ∞¨ HÀÖËx JOâßÅ∞ KåÖÏ ÃÑ^ŒÌ ã¨OYºÖ’ =∞# =∞#ã¨∞ûÖ’ LO_çáÈ`«∞O\Ï~Ú. H˘O^Œ~°∞ =∞<À "≥·*Ï˝x‰õΩÖˇ·`Õ uiy QÆ∞~°∞ΉõΩ `≥K«∞ÛHÀÖË#O`«\ ˜ =∂„`å# =∞~°záÈÜ«∂=∞#∞HÀ=_»O ã¨iHÍ^Œx K≥|∞`«∞<åfl~°∞. XHõ =ºH˜Î `«# ÉÏźOÖ’ [iy# XHõ ã¨OѶ¨∞@##∞ ѨÓiÎQÍ =∞iÛáÈ~Ú LO\Ï_»∞. QÆ`« W~°"≥· =ÚÃÑ·Ê ã¨O=`«û~åÅ∞QÍ J`«xH˜ P ã¨OѶ¨∞@# ZѨÙC_»∂ QÆ∞~°∞ΉõΩ =zÛ LO_»^Œ∞. HÍx J`«xx Ç≤ÏѨfl>ˇÿA KÕã≤#ѨÙC_»∞ ÉÏźOÖ’ [iy# ã¨OѶ¨∞@##∞ Ju q=~°OQÍ J`«#∞ K≥ѨÊQÆÅ∞QÆ∞`å_»∞. U^Õ=∞~Ú<å =∞#O <Õ~°∞ÛH˘#fl q+¨Ü«∂Åhfl =∞#‰õΩ HõÅHÍÅO *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO LO_çáÈ`åÜ«∞#∞HÀ=_»O ã¨iHÍ^Œ∞. HÍx =∞#O QÆ∞~°∞ΉõΩ `≥K«∞ÛHÀHõey# "å\˜HõO>Ë KåÅ Z‰õΩ¯= q+¨Ü«∂ÖË =∞#‰õΩ *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙO\Ï~Ú. ™ê^•ã‘^• q+¨Ü«∂ÅHõO>Ë =∞# =∞#ã¨∞ûÖ’ L„^ÕHõO, L`ÕÎ[O, L`«∞ûHõ`«, L„kHõÎ`«, PO^Àà◊#, P"Õâ◊O =O\˜ ÉèÏ"å"ÕâßÅ∞ HõeyOKÕ JOâßÖË =∞#‰õΩ |ÅOQÍ *Ï˝ÑH¨ Oõ =ÙO_çáÈ`å~Ú. WÖÏ ÉèÏ"À„^ÕHÍxH˜ Ö’#∞KÕ¿ã JOâßÅ#∞ =∞#O =∞#ã¨∞û֒Ѩe á⁄~°ÅÖ’H˜ <≥\ ˜ì"Õ™êÎ=Ú. JO^Œ∞ˆH P JOâ◊O Z‰õΩ¯= HÍÅOáê@∞ =∞#‰õΩ |ÅOQÍ *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙO_çáÈ`«∞Ok. D =¸Åã¨∂„`«OÃÑ· P^è•~°Ñ¨_Õ Memories JO>Ë *Ï˝Ñ¨Hõâ◊H˜ÎâßGO U~°Ê_çOk.
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K«∂_»_»O ^•fi~åQÍx, q#_»O ^•fi~åQÍx U^≥·<å JOâßxfl ã¨O^è•#Ѩ~°z =∞#O *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙOK«∞H˘O\Ï=Ú. WÖÏ ã¨O^è•#Ѩ~°Û_»O JO>Ë U"≥·<å Ô~O_»∞QÍx, JO`«HõO>Ë Z‰õΩ¯=QÍx q+¨Ü«∂Å#∞ [`«Ñ¨~°z *Ï˝Ñ¨HõO =ÙOK«∞HÀ=_»O!
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