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CARTOMANCY About me: I was an astrologer long before using the cards. I worked very hard learning cartomancy. When I made my first deck in collage, I still did not realize the astrological significance. I tried using each card number with its house reference. For example, the fourth house is cancer, home, family etc. so if I drew a 4 I tried to equate that. so good so far but it still wasn't the right path. I even made a huge wooden 12 house circle to lay the cards on. Not working. Gave it to my son to use for target practice.. I went back to researching on the web. I found a tremendous amount of resources. Kristans being the first of course. I couple cartomancy with tarot, meanings. I use Joanne Bunnings, Robert Camp, Ryder Watie. Shoot, I even bought the Sexual Key to the Tarot by Theodor Laurence. Our library has a book that shows each card and I mean every card in each position in the Celtic Cross. The meaning from its own position. All of these books speak of astrological signs etc, but it still wasn't exactly what I wanted. I have only the books now from my astrology days, the rest were left behind when we moved due to space. the three that I have with me are written by Sakoian & Acjer, "The Astrologers Handbook", "The Astrology of Human Relationships" and "Predictive Astrology" Remember, there are twelve houses in the zodiac. Each house covering a different aspect of our lives. Each house is ruled by a different planet. Furthermore, each planet has its own idiosyncrasies its own mood or personality. Each card in its own respect is ruled by a certain house, governed by its own planet. I rarely read a card reversed, but I am fully aware there is a dark side to each one. Here is where I went off on a tangent or veered from the norm. The "dark side" of each card even not reversed. I get lots of letters on the ask me and the all experts, at times I have to break from it, then I come back. Every letter has its own personality, it's own feel. When doing a reading, I would get the sense of the person I was reading for. The manner that one would speak to me, or the words written in the letter, regardless of sex. Some are very abrupt, some are demanding, some are downright rude. Many are sad and others make the sun shine. My first impression is what I go with. I never try to "make nice". I only have to work with online what they say to me, nothing else only my gut feeling. So many questions, so many people, so many attitudes can make your head spin. A few months ago, I bought a little book showing a gazillion card layouts. I said, "Wow!" bought it. The meanings and descriptions were short and almost worthless as far as I was concerned. Remember by now I have a fairly good size library on cartomancy, astrology

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and tarot. I have only one book on numerology. I do, however, have, "the book" that I wrote when doing astrology. This little book of card layouts had one little thing that I had never seen in any other book or we site or resource. When Kristan told me of www.askme.com and Elizabeth told me of www.allexperts.com, each questioner had something different they wanted to know, i.e. money, love, health, work and some general. I remembered that book! It gave a short description of each card, followed by a general overall "in a reading". Next it gave work, romance, finances, health, spirituality and ending with an empowerment. Stepping back to the planets and houses, I felt there had to be a way. I did not hesitate to capitalize on this idea. (I do own the book, why else write it and sell it) No money, I have never been paid a nickel for a reading. Mine go like this. 1. feel of the questioner (attitude) 2. sense of the question (love, money, life, etc) 3. I shuffle, generally seven times (my own birth date is 7-27-47) 4. cut into three piles restacking into one, middle to the right, then on to the top of the far left, making a single deck of cards again. 5. I draw three cards, very seldom more. On occasion, one falls out, I do attach special significance to it. If 52 fall out, I don't. 6. The three cards are laid down from the left to the right, suggesting past, present and future. The cards seldom speak to me that way. Something zings in on me because I have a definite sense of the questioner and the quest. Damn if sometimes the cards have nothing to say as far as the original question. I really try to make the connection between the layout and the need. I don't care to use FAX. I rather answer each on individual need. The same cards for two different people rarely mean the same thing. I started to copy and paste my meanings for each card under its heading such as relationship, money, health and of course general. The idea from that book. I copy and paste or write the cards meaning. (only three cards) then I look back to the question, the feel of the person, the cards and the meanings I have put there. I also am using still another deck that I made, these showing, the zodiac house, the ruler and an ink sketch of the essence of the card and a key word. I use the numbers, alone, sometimes added together. I never know a head of time what I will use. There is no preset words for me to say. All the cards become one message and I say it. Once the cards numbers are added they become only one message and I speak only

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what I feel, good or bad. I have had some pretty bad ratings from some that were unhappy with the read. That can smart. Well, hell, it should not affect me in any way. Yet, it does. I am literally wiped out when I finish. It just seems sometimes, a lot is wanted for nothing. Time, focus, skill, knowledge, they want it all, they want it now at no cost to themselves. Many times reading online is truly a thankless endeavor. But, But, but, there are those that are truly accepting and a few that seem to understand what is given so freely by the reader. I continue to read, not as much right now as before, I burn hot and cold. Why? You might ask? Because I feel that what I do might give someone hope, simple hope where before there was none. Maybe spark that fire that might burn and give them warmth. As a rule I find that people are inherently good and really ask from the heart. I feel they are here asking from a real need to know. Something is hurting inside and they are slashing at the darkness, trying to find a way out or to see the light. If all were perfect, they would not be asking. Then you get a letter like this......... Anonymous: "Tell me about my love life" that’s it, no greeting, no good by, nothing personal. How hard it is to not write back and say, "I don’t' know a thing" or just simply "nothing". I don’t' do that. I lay the cards out for them exactly the way I would for one that writes three paragraphs. Occasionally, a short unidentified letter with no personal information can indicate that one has so much hurt or obstacles or so little self esteem that is a major undertaking to even say so little. Any words at all that they send are a hardship or real effort. So always, always do the best you can and individualize each reading, for the least as well as the most. Each reading has merit and can give hope where before there was none. I hope this has shed some light on "how I do it" canje aka linda

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Code Of Ethics Each person learns as they read for others that one must initiate a certain code of behavior. I call this a "Code Of Ethics" This is an honorable code that you will use each time you lay your hand on a deck of cards to read for anyone. It is important that one always keeps balance and perspective in dealing with others. This also applies to my own life. So often it is hard to take heed of one's own advice. Ace I will keep in mind that when the ace is drawn, it shows new beginnings in each facet of ones life. I will never promise all new things are wonderful and good. I will try to always be realistic. Aces are new beginnings. Two I will always show there are two sides to every issue. There is an up side and a down side. Two’s are partnerships. I will always try to weigh and balance my answer. I will not gloss over the down side, although I will not be deliberately unkind. Three When I do not the answer to a question or understand what the card is trying to tell me, I will not hesitate to say so and proceed to someone else’s work to gain knowledge. Three’s are growth and including a third. Four I will work towards structure in anything I do. I will keep in mind, that typically, the walls one builds can be breached with the right attitude. I will remember these are often times built and maintained for self preservation and can be very elaborate Five I will acknowledge hardship and loss and knowing that I too feel these things and will not strike out in anger, hurting others when I hurt. This would be devastating to the fragile ego of the person one happens to be reading for. Six I will let go of the things that cause me pain, working to move ahead, rather then living in the past. I will reminisce and let go. I will also equate the situation presented by the card to some thing that might have taken place in my own life, there fore giving myself a better understanding of the emotions or feelings that are within the situation that stands before me. Seven I will look inside myself, seeing clearly and act upon what I see to grow and improve. I will face what ever obstacles are before me, asserting my own will. Eight I will lead others and I will teach. I will work to be a stable influence and share my knowledge, giving as well as taking. I will “know” where I am going before I get there. I will strive to be a reliable source, structuring all that I do to give purpose. I will be a tower within myself. Nine I will know when situations in my life are ending. I will understand that closure is the only way to relinquish the past and prepare for the new things that will happen if I continue the path I am following. I know that the death of a situation can sometimes only make way for the new. 4

Ten I will be open to new things that present themselves to me. I will use what I have learned in the past to reach a higher plateau with in myself. I will improve on what I know, researching and learning all that I can. My education will be unending. I will be open to any opinion that appears realistic. Jack I will allow flexibility in my life. I will not be as rigid as I once was and will keep myself open to a better way, even if it makes me start at the bottom. I will smile as though a child and start over, knowing that each thing I do is a learning experience. Queen I will hold carefully to correct ways and ideals, not allowing change where it may cause harm or disruption with others. I will work to be a mother figure and to be compassionate when needed. I will gather the wounded to my bosom and give solace when justified. King I will stand strong and firm. When needed to stand in judgment of others, I will be fair and impartial. I will be wise and give advice, freely, only if asked. Ask me your questions and I will give you honest answers. I will look at all angles and give my opinion. If you do not heed my advice, then I will no longer be involved.

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The Four Suits Clubs: The suit of clubs speaks to us of what kind of determination we use to achieve our goals. How much energy we use to get the things we want. It shows what obstacles stand in our way or what obstructions hold us back. The anger that runs thru us and how one might deal with it. Clubs speak of great energy, of speed. They are a powerful suit dealing with ones career and the goals one sets sight on. When clubs come into play, one must move quickly and not rest on your laurels. When the opportunity is there, take advantage of it. Sometimes a club is simply a warning to slow down and not expend so much energy. The suit of clubs are ruled by Aries, Leo and Sagittarius. Dealing with new beginnings, ones pleasure and ego and how we gain knowledge and understanding. Lack of the element fire in any given lay out indicates one may be missing that spark of enthusiasm for life. They simply cannot see what can be. There is no creative inspiration. Hearts: The suit of hearts gives us a glimpse of what is in your heart. How you involved yourself in your relationships and how deeply you feel. It speaks of the tears that might fall, your hopes and dreams and how you might celebrate. They indicate how you deeply you feel, what kind of energy you use or how you focus. They can give you insight on how to resolve past conflict and anger. Sometimes hearts will tell of your vulnerabilities. Hearts are ruled by Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces. They speak of home and family, sexual needs, death and intuition. Listen closely when hearts are drawn. Things move smoothly and they speak of the summer season. Let the hearts embrace you with a smooth, gentle caress. Lack of water with in a layout indicates that one talks about what others feel, yet, they somehow miss the human element. They lack the ability to blend with another person, which is the basis of love. Spades: The suit of spades reach deep into the dark recesses of your mind and show what things block you or hold you up. The things that prevent you from moving on to achievement. It tells of habits and patterns that can only hurt you. The houses of the zodiac that rule are Gemini, Libra and Aquarius. These in turn are governed by Mercury, Venus and Uranus, in that order. They speak of things you need to let go of. Sometimes clubs will lead you down a path to make changes in areas of your life that you need to set aside. Spades speak of hard decisions, deep worry and deception. These are a very hard suit of cards to deal with because it is not always easy to look for the bright side. Keep in mind, for every thing that might seem bad or hurtful, occasionally it is only a sign that you need to let go or make certain changes.

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Lack of air in a layout gives an indication of having a hard time getting their thoughts across to others. One can't seem to sort out the facts and tend to jump to conclusions. Thus ones emotions, impulses or excessive practicality can create an imbalance in their beliefs. Diamonds: The suit of diamonds touch ones securities either in emotions or financial areas of ones life. They show what gives you pleasure and the things you want. The way you will go after things. What will give you comfort. The methods used to accumulate objects or things even people. Sometimes diamonds will speak of your fear of loosing all that you have and what you will do to keep it. This suit deals with possessions, yours, what you might have lost or still hope to gain. These cards show you the way. Diamonds are ruled by Taurus, Virgo and Capricorn, which in turn are governed by Venus, Mercury and Saturn. When diamonds come into the layout, consider, ones values, work and health issues and ambitions and the responsibility that goes with them. Lack of earth in any lay out oftentimes shows an immoderacy with money and have little ambition or desire to go after things in life. It seems one has no idea how what they do now can affect life later. Shows a definate lack of practicality.

The Numbers One's are an indication of new beginnings, a single unit and is masculine in nature. A one is shaped like a pointer, like a pencil, a finger or even a penis. It is an action number, ready to go. They show a time of forging ahead into the unknown. Brand new beginnings, where one has not gone before. Two's show duality. The one has taken on a mate. It is passive. The one is no longer alone. Often , it is a time of waiting and a time of learning patience. The two can indicate a new love, a new job or a new place to live. It is one of a meeting of two like minded individuals. Three's show growth and taking on another partner. Threes are masculine. They can indicate the happiness of the two's has turned to boredom and has developed a wandering eye. This number deals with communication and short trips and journeys. It can be a small group of friends or people involved in the same situation as you. Four's indicate structure, stability or little boxes. They are passive. The fours can show a time of restriction and inability to move ahead. They are walls that one might surround oneself 7

with. It might be walls of people, of money, of possessions or simply the walls of your home. They show retreat from others and can show self discipline, hard work and burdens that one assumes. Five's indicate a need to break out, a need for freedom. The little boxes of the fours have closed in on one and you fight to get out of it. This can indicate loss and hardship, impulsive actions that hurt others or that hurt yourself. Its a time of quarrels and tears. Leaving what is comfortable and stepping into the unknown. Six's represent movement from the past into the future. Letting go of the things in the five situation that have caused pain or hardship. They are a feminine number, one of rest and re cooperation. A time to kick back and watch. A time to think of the past and then let go of it. Seven's are masculine in gender and are one of learning of self. To grow from with in, looking over what has been done and how one might improve on it. It can indicate anger or fighting against what has gone before, facing obstacles. They are assertive, indicating your need to act on your own options. Eight's are indication of power, leadership and stability. A lot of energy is expended with this feminine suit towards seeing what you want and going after it. This a number of material acquisition and leadership. This is a number of solid foundations and good background. Knowing where you are headed. Nine's show a need to close or finish the past. A need to let go, turn away and move on. It's not unlike cleaning out your closet with extreme prejudice, with the thought in mind that you are going shopping for something new and are making room for it. Holding on to what is needed for the future. It is a number of closure. Ten's show the end of something but taking from it valuable knowledge needed for the future. It is a number of new beginnings, such as the ace, although not brand new. Basing the future on what you have learned in the past to be successful in the future, weather it is relationships, career or any new endeavor. Jack's indicate mutability. They are immature and changeable. The jack can be a younger person in your life or one that is very young at heart. When they are doing or involved in something, they believe it for the moment, although, can change they views or feelings in the blink of any eye. The power of the jack can be destructive as well as good. Jack's are the number 11 which becomes a 2 having duality.

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Queen's are fixed in their unchanging ways. They are there for you when they are needed. They can indicate another woman in the situation. They can be compassionate and loving, careful of another's feelings. On the down side, their anger can be swift and painful. They are the mother of all cards. The queen indicates a deep love of others and when this love is rejected, it can be deceitful or vindictive. The queen is number 12 which becomes the 3 indicating change. King's are the strength and power of any situation. They are cardinal in nature. They are the judges, the advisors the aide that you turn to for physical needs. The sit in judgment and give advice, which if unheeded, will not be forth coming again. One would do well to follow the words of the King. The king is the number 13 which becomes the number 4, indicating structure and stability. Key Word Chart ~~~~~~~~~~ CLUBS

HEARTS

SPADES

DIAMONDS

ACE

action success

fullfillment new love

challenge death

financial aid

TWO

crossroad overcoming obstacles

attraction devotion

stalemate great tension

flexibility needed juggling

THREE

expansion the next step

celebration Dependency rejoicing or bonus cheating

public recognition

FOUR

rest time out

boredom withdrawal divine discontent time to heal

a miser stagnation

FIVE

competition petty glitches

disappointment betrayal

limitations conflict

loss hardship

SIX

victory promotion

nostalgia the past returns

regret moving on

regain losses

SEVEN

defense determination

careful decisions self options evasion

EIGHT

progress smooth sailing

sacrifice abandon hope

NINE

weariness final stages

wish card depression dreams come true self cruelty

TEN

burn cannot cope

out family permanence

JACK

adventurer opinionated

QUEEN

hostess limits

deceit difficult decision

restriction no win

new profession self reliance satisfaction

termination realistic

foundation permanent

dreamer moody

troublemaker variety

gambler indecisiveness

healer jealousy

worrier friction

supporter inflexible

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KING

leader explosive temper

mediator possessive

judgments provider communications determined

The Next Step Ace of Clubs

Ace of Hearts

Ace of Spades

Ace of Diamonds

A- New Beginnings A -new Love A -new experience Clubs-Ambitionhearts-emotions spades-difficulty Power Cancer-Home Gemini-Mental Aries-Self Scorpio-Sex Libra-Choices Leo-Creativity Pisces-Dreams Aquarius- Disruptive Sagittarius-Learning New Love Death Success Two of Clubs Two of Hearts Two of Spades

A -potential diamonds-stability TaurasPractical VirgoLogical Capricorn -Methodical

2- passive energy 2cooperation 2-communicative Clubs-restlessness hearts-compassion spades-constricted Aries-Adventure Cancer-Intuitive Libra-Inconsistant Mars-Aggressive Venus-Love Moon-Reactive

2-balance diamonds-foundation Capricorn-Determined Jupiter-Over Expansion

Cross Roads Three of Clubs

Devotion Three of Hearts

Financial Aide
Great Tension Three of Spades

Flexible Three of Diamonds

3growth 3-teamwork clubs-drive hearts-sharing Aries-Aggressive Cancer-Nuturing Sun-Drive Mercury-Messanger

3-team building 3-growth spades-destructive diamonds-foundation Libra-Inconsistant Capricorn-Achieving Saturn-Cautious Mars-Motivation

Next Step Four of Clubs

Rejoyciing Four of Hearts

Cheating Four of Spades

4-stability Clubs-adventurous Aries-Self Venus-Indulgence

4-walls 4-rigidity 4-rigidity hearts- emotionalism spades-stifling diamonds-rigid Cancer-The Past Libra-Procrastinating CapricornMoon-Unaware Jupiter-Expansiveness Materialistic Sun-Prideful Devine Discontent Time To Heal Miser Five of Hearts Five of Spades Five of Diamonds

Time Out Five of Clubs

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Recognition Four of Diamonds

5-assertive Clubs-energetic Leo-Glorification Saturn-Restricted

5-challenge hearts-gentle Scorpio-Paranoid Mars-Aggression

Glitches

Betrayal

Six of Clubs

Six of Hearts

5-antisocial spadesconfrontational Aquarius-Perverse Venus-Superficial

5-adventure diamonds-rooted Taurus-Self Indulgent Mercury-Messanger Hardship

Limitations Six of Spades

Six of Diamonds

6-harmony 6-transition Clubs-take charge hearts-nurturing Leo-Courageous Scorpio-Brooding Jupiter-Principles Sun-Consciousness

6-peaceful transition 6-charity spades-disruption diamonds-gifts Aquarius-Independent Taurus-Methodical Mercury-Travel Moon-Visionary

Advancement Seven of Clubs

Moving On Seven of Spades

Hindsight Seven of Hearts

Regaining Losses Seven of Diamonds

7-faceing obstacles 7-self discovery 7-clarity 7-self discovery Clubs-power hearts-hopeful spades-blockage diamonds-need to Leo-Overbearing Scorpio-Sexual AquariusPerverse build Mars-Hostility Venus-Romance Moon-Deception Taurus-Possessive Saturn-Cautious Determination Careful Decisions Evasion Difficult Decision Eight of Clubs Eight of Hearts Eight of Spades Eight of Diamonds 8-power & movement 8-progressive clubs-quick moving hearts-desires Saggittarius-Straight Pisces-Insensitive Mercury-Adaptable Saturn-Burdens

8-movement spades-repressive Gemini-Spontanous Jupiter-Unrealistic

8-progress diamonds-structure Virgo-Work Sun-Creative

Moving Ahead Nine of Clubs

Abandon Hope Nine of Hearts

No Win Situation Nine of Spades

New Profession Nne of Diamonds

9-culmination clubs-challenges Saggittarius-Careless Sun-Vitality

9-cumulative hearts-thankful Pisces-Visionary Jupiter-Abundance

9-letting spades-restricted Gemini-Mental Mars-Hostility

Final Stages Ten of Clubs

Dreams Come True Self Abuse Ten of Hearts Ten of Spades

10-too much energy 10-expansive

10-finality

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go 9-attainment diamonds-security Virgo-Analytical Venus-Vanity Sstisfaction Ten of Diamonds 10-abundance

clubs-ambitious Saggittarius-Phobia Saturn-Struggle

hearts-loving spades-elimination diamonds-stability Pisces-Sensitive Gemini-Insubstantial Virgo-Routine Mars-Self Projection Sun/Moon-Hidden Mercury-Adaptable

Inability to Cope Jack of Clubs

Permanence Jack of Hearts

Realistic End Jack of Spades

Permanence Jack of Diamonds

J-close friend J-lover clubs-restless hearts-sensitive SaggittariusPisces-Sensitive Judgemental Mutable-Changing Mutable-Destructive Water-Smooth Fire-Cleansing Moddiness Opionated Queen of Clubs Queen of Hearts

J-bad habit J-money oriented spades-deceit or spite diamonds-Aquire Gemini-Distracted Virgo-Self Effacing Mutable-Destruction Mutable-Changeable Ice-Cold Earth-Slow

Q-Goals & ambitions Q-connection clubs-passion hearts-emotional Leo-Dramatic Scorpio-Passionate Fixed-Preservation Fixed-Preservation Fire-Haste Water-Gentle

Q-worriers or widow Q-juggles spades-problems diamonds Aquarius-Perverse Taurus-Unimaginative Fixed-Preservation Fixed-Preservation Ice-Frozen Earth-Slow

Limits King of Clubs

Friction King of Spades

Inflexible King of Diamonds

K-in charge K-connection clubs-power hearts-emotional Aries-Independant Cancer-Tenacious Fixed-Preservation Water-Smooth Cardinal-Creation Cardinal-Creation

K-judgment spades-problems Libra-Impartial Ice-Stalled Cardinal-Creation

K-finances diamonds-security Capricorn-Responsible Earth-Slow Cardinal-Creation

Explosive Temper

Judgements

Determined

Jealousy King of Hearts

Posessive

Variety

Indicisiviness

Queen of Spades

Queen of Diamonds

The Face Cards And You The Face Card King Of Clubs Queen Of Diamonds Jack Of Spades King Of Hearts

House Of The Zodiac lst House Aries 2nd House Taurus 3rd House Gemini 4th House Cancer

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Date Of Birth March 21 thru April 19 April 20 thru May 20 May 21 thru June 21 June 22 thru July 22

Queen Of Clubs Jack Of Diamonds King Of Spades Queen Of Hearts Jack Of Clubs King Of Diamonds Queen Of Spades Jack Of Hearts

5th House Leo 6th House Virgo 7th House Libra 8th House Scopio 9th House Sagittarius 10th House Capricorn 11th House Aquarius 12th House Pisces

July 23 thru August 22 August 23 thru September 22 September 23 thru October 23 October 24 thru November 21 November 22 thru December 21 December 22 thru January 19 January 20 thru February 18 February 19 thru March 20

The Zodiac Involvement A Look At The Houses Of The Zodiac The King Of Clubs Personality or Aries You project yourself with energy and power. You act on your ideas the minute they are formed. You don't waste any time. You are competitive and have to be the best in every thing you do, so you are always trying to prove yourself through action.

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Your willingness to adapt pays off in your ability to earn money. Easy come, easy go. You spend it as fast as you make it. Your very smart and love it when others see that you are. You are always talking about your ideas and need to focus to make things happen. You love your home life and are dedicated to the family. You are apt to work out side of your home. You are ardent in love. You identify strongly with your children and want to be proud of them. You have a constant flow of creative energy and this is often expressed in art. You are competitive but will not often gamble. You are persnickety in your work and this results in perfect product. You work so hard to be perfect that you find it hard to actually finish something. You become bored with it and tend to give it up until you have more time. You'll probably marry with out giving any thought to the future and may end up being unhappy. You tend to choose a tender and vulnerable mate. The mate will be great in public and give a good image to the world. You keep it quiet what you spend because you know that your mate won't approve. You have strong conventional beliefs. You are always searching for greener pastures and fits of wanderlust. You think you are the best and are always competing to prove it. you don't seem to have the patience needed to submit to those that can help you get what you want. You make many friends but don't keep them because you are so fickle, but, you do work well in groups. You are all alone in a roomful of people. You have much wisdom but do not often show it. The Queen Of Diamonds Personality or Taurus You express your potential for power through your financial dealings and the through structuring material and resources. You love the good things in life and create beauty in some form. You make money from original ideas and practical thinking with respect to material resources. You are not confined to one financial outlet. You have a father/mother attitude towards family. there is much coming and going and fluctuation in communication and status. You love to put on a big show when entertaining and those who come are treated with warmth and love. You express your power through careful, analytical thinking and close attention to detail. You are a perfectionist in social matters, making certain that everything is in it's proper place, scrupulously organized to the last detail. You have a tendency to be overly critical in affairs of the heart. You want everything so perfect, that those you love are ill at ease under your close eye. You work well with others in matters of service. You seek harmony and cooperation with coworkers. This is one reason why you are successful. If you are the boss, you will treat those who work for you as equals. You are attracted to power and status. You want energetic partners, those who excel in creative expression and the power to get things done. You must guard against jealousy, combativeness and possessiveness with partners. You need to be a bit more detached. You are involved with wills, insurance and joint finances. You will probably profit through inheritance. Your mate or partner is financially stable and very helpful in your journey to "Greener Pastures."

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You are traditional and conservative in your beliefs. Your outlook is restricted by materialism. You will give service to help others rather then money. You are a group worker and therefore may work for a large outfit. You like the reputation of being associated with the prominent and stable, yet unusual and ingenious people. You show your compassion and generosity to your friends. You enjoy their aesthetic appreciation. Your friends can become disillusionment to you, if you do not choose your friends carefully. You are impulsive and headstrong and this can be your undoing, although courage and decisiveness are your hidden supports. You secretly initiate new activities in order to elude competitors. The Jack of Spades Personality Or Gemini You are creative and original in your thinking and tend to dominate the crowd with your ideas. You are really are as brought as you think you are. Your ideas are actually you. You have the ability to change and therefore make money. You always seem to know what the others need and give them the growth needed to make money. Your emotions and money are interrelated. You have a nest egg and will protect it against everyone and everything. Your power is through creative thinking and you devote great energy to this. You think big. Perhaps you are an artist. You will travel far and wide to see those you care about. Your partner will reflect your creative power. You are attracted to people who are refined. You love good music and intellectual discussions. Your creative artistry is as much mental as emotional. You grow through your work and service to others. Only by putting your money where your mouth is, are you able to get going. You have to use your mind to improve your health as this hinges on your expression or repression of desires. You seem to have lucked out in your choice of partner. When you choose and affiliation, it must have philosophical values. You must do your fair share or you feel that you have deprived yourself. You are a firm believer in buying insurance. If you should get an inheritance, there will be delays and holdups. You are way ahead of your time in your religious outlook, higher education. You love to associate with people within these filds. You are looking for the strange and the unusual. Your inspiration comes in flashes and you may travel suddenly, without much preparation. You are "out of this world" and not really practical in your work and public relations. You are "Like The Wind" and hard to pin down. there is always the mystery and something a little weird in your work. You are always looking for new friends. You will leave old friendships at the drop of a hat and come back later. You'll do about anything to show off your ideals and to express your wishes. You are unconsciously materialistic. You are more persistent on an unconscious level rather then on the conscious level. Return to the top

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The King Of Hearts Personality or Cancer You are emotionally volatile. You spend a lot of energy expressing your feelings. Your emotional expressions are dramatic and romantic. You are your family and what concerns them, concerns you. Your power is money and you want it to be used on your home and family. You earn your money by being places in positions of authority. You are precise in speech, writing and your ideas are workable and practical. Any trip you take, weather to a foreign land or just to the post office is meticulously planned and organized. You are too critical of your friends and family. You are emotionally attached to your household objects. You figure your family is your partner and insist on justice and fair play for all. If not, emotional problems arise and that makes everything out of kilter. This in turn leads to chaos in your household. Your excessive concern with your children can make you aggressively dominate, if it is not controlled. You are subject to intense emotionality and will give what you can to your children. Helping others enhances your spirit. You are a firm believer in positive thinking. You work hard to help others and think if you help one you have helped many. You are a little on the shy side in making friends and appearing in public. Large crowds scare you and you can't be crowed for very long. by the time you get married, many years have passed and it's likely that your mating was for status rather then love. When you loose someone you love, it affects you deeply, much more so then others can see. You are a religious person and your beliefs are almost mystical. Insights from heaven help you with your problems. A sea voyage is in your dreams. You work hard at your job and use tremendous energy doing it. You are impulsive and are often hurt by unfair treatment by those in authority. You are artistically attracted to wealthy people. This is one of your secrets for gaining money. You don't hesitate to ask for help or money if you need it to carry out your plans. You are able to keep your ideas secret. This is how you grow. Your self destruction comes from talking about your emotional problems and/or telling someone else’s secrets. Return to the top The Queen Of Clubs Personality Or Leo You are dignified, energetic and a lot of the time you are overbearing and abrupt. You are determined to express yourself as you see fit. You will try to dominate any situation without being invited. You are real careful where money is concerned. You will include your friends in your money making ventures. You just have a way of with expressing your ideas. You are friendly and you are fair. You will travel first class if it is at all possible. Your pretty grumpy around home. No one had better step on the toes of your loved ones or there will be "Hell" to pay. You have a room or place that belongs only to you, simply because you need it. Your children have to have the best. People say that you spoil them. How can that be? Spoiled means rotten and certainly not yours. You are creative and like to do things in a big way. You enjoy a good religious movie, because this helps you understand what makes on tick, why we are here or where is this life going?

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You are intense about your work. Anyone that makes fun of you should be wary. When (The operative word here is when) you work, you work hard and are very organized and get a lot done in a very little amount of time. You need to feel free, weather you are married or not. You have an instinct to be the center of a relationship. You need to know what they are doing, where they are going and where they have been and why. All the great questions, known to man. You do not dwell on the thought if dying. You know somewhere in the far of future, that it will happen, but it need not be something that concerns you. Should you be left money when someone passes on, you will have it spend it before they are six feet under. You express yourself dramatically and in a big way. Nothing can hold you down or back. You are a leader, a crusader and will stop at nothing to express your ideals. The only reason you work is to earn money, to support your style of living. You want prominence and wealth. Your friends are bright and you use their ideas to gain the power you seek. You want privacy in the home. You conduct tremendous amount of study there in your private little place. It seems that you are unaffected by criticism, but in reality, you are moody and emotionally vulnerable. Seldom does one know, how deeply you have been wounded by rejection. Return to the top The Jack Of Diamonds or Virgo Personality You are mentally acute and this shows up in practical affairs. You are organized in developing ideas and bringing them to fruition. You are persnickety and dig and poke at every detail and this is why you are so successful. Others may overlook something, but not you. You are perfect and there are no flaws to be found. You like best to work with someone. Somehow you attract the money needed to get the good things in life. This has it’s ups and downs, because you can be a spendthrift or stingy. Lots of energy and you are resourceful in your mind. You are direct and to the point in your speech. Words well said are music to your ears. A Big and beautiful home is a must as far as you are concerned. Everything has its place and best be in it. You get along well with your family and strangely enough, they get along well with you. You are a little prudish in sexual matters. Some would say frigid, little do they know, how highly sexual you are. You tend to live through your loved ones. You are not a gambler and you are serious about pleasure. i.e. I’ll have fun if it kills me. You are definitely a thinker and do enjoy hard work. Your original and make your co workers into your friends. If they do not see eye to eye with you, you will soon loose interest in the project and them, although you are methodical and will see it to the end. A real A to Z person, you are. You grow through your partners. These people enhance your understanding and emotional needs, although, they are not as organized as you are. You are accident prone and have illnesses that may change your whole life. Often times you are involved in the intense litigation, arguments over money. Since you grow through direct action, you like to start new things and to finish what you have started.

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You beliefs hinge on the beautiful and the workable. You have a down to earth vieew on religion and easily change that if you find something else that works better. You insist on fairness in both people and money. Your work shows off your mind, what great ideas you have and this should bring you recognition. You may have more then one job. You want to be remembered for your genius. You think of your friends as family. You have strong emotional attachments to them. You like them to come to your home, to do the things that you do. You are strong and this does not show up until you are put to the test. Your will power is your strength and may show up as egotism or pride. This may be your undoing. Return to the top The King Of Spades Personality or Libra You do your best to co operate with others. You are who you hang with. You are graceful and beautiful, as well as stern. Your strongest virtue is the ability to see any point of view. You are never alone and if you find you are, you are lost. You can take anyone’s junk and make it into something worthwhile. You are ingenious and inventive and this makes money and then in turn, you spend it pretty fast.. Never mind how much something costs, it must be beautiful. You will share everything that you have. You’re a visionary and you want to feel that what you do and believe will have an impact on everyone and everything. You travel a lot, weather physically or just in your mind. You like to go places that have never before been visited. You have many friends in far away places. Everything must be in it’s place, so your home is very organized, nothing is ever quite right, so you spend much time and money to make it a little better and still that’s not just right enough, either. You are an exciting lover. You are always ready to try something different, alone, with one you love, or maybe two. Oh my! Your children are not always as strong as you think they are. You might expect too much too soon. The love you feel is strange and unusual. You give unselfish devotion to your work. You are sympathetic to those around you. You tend to bite off more then you can chew and this creates more problems then you had to start with. You are a hypochondriac and you use this to get out of situations that you find yourself in. Gets you off the hook. If you don’t like your job, we all know, that it makes you sick. You are aggressive to get what you want and will push others into action. They won’t even know what hit them. Your mate should know if he or she wants peace of mind, that one has to keep moving. You will do your best to help bring I the bacon, but your love of beauty makes you spend it a little too fast. You make money from sources that you don’t like to tell about. Your finish will be as graceful as your beginning. Peaceful is a good a way as any to describe it. Your beliefs must be practical and easy to understand. You like to talk religion and put what you think down on paper. I think you are and avid church goer.

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Your reputation means a lot to you and what others think can make you crazy. Others must think your respectable and a responsible person. There is a close tie between your work and your home life. I guess, you are one of those that brings your work home. You must have an outside show of strength and security. You cultivate people of high standing, since they will be a reflection on you. You are a nag and tend to worry too much. What doesn’t matter too much to others, matters a great deal to you. Never mind the forest, it is the trees that get your attention. Return to the top The Queen Of Hearts or Scorpio Personality You project yourself with energy and will power and are willing to stake your life on what you believe. No one can tell you something can’t be done, as you’ll die trying. You have tremendous, fixed, emotional intensity. You have the ability to draw on hidden sources of power to meet your ends. You seem to have good luck financially and seem to have make your money go far. The things you want to do cost and you somehow come up with what you need. Occasionally, you will contribute money to someone in need. You are careful how you express yourself. You never write any thing down unless there is a specific reason for doing so. That is the reason people think you are so secretive. Your words are used for maximum impact and you can be harsh when you feel the need. Your home is a wonder to the beholder. Usually, there is something out of the ordinary about your home and family, or both. You much prefer people to come to your house rather then to theirs. You are sentimental in affairs of the heart. You serve the one’s you love without thought to self. Your children and those you love are often a source of disillusionment to you. You like to be alone. You are powerfully efficient and highly original in getting something done that seems impossible to others. You are a natural leader and come across as somewhat bossy to subordinates and co workers. You don’t mind helping those who need help, but, they on the other hand must use the strength you give them and carry on alone. You may marry someone who has money to offer. You are cooperative and expect to get something out of your relationship. You buy things that are lovely to look at. You do not hesitate to spend on those you love because, you take great pride in how they look. You have many ideas about making money. You tend to worry too much about dying and what will take place once you do. But, you do love a good mystery and that is one of the mysteries of life. You are emotional and hang on hard to what you believe. You have intuitive perception about things, yet, you cling to tradition. You work hard and are proud of your standing in the community. You are a leader and are much admired for what you do. You’ll do anything you can to help a friend. You make friends at work and do not mind learning from them. You need a place where you can be alone. You have a great love of beauty and are much more gentle then you would have others believe. Your hidden strength is your belief in justice and fair play. Your undoing may come from your unconscious desire for luxury. Return to the top

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The Jack Of Clubs or Sagittarius Personality You project yourself with ambition to large scale goals. you appear friendly and interested, however, you have a tendency to take things for granted. You only think of things as they relate to you. You are able to influence others to your way of thinking and they are not aware that this is for your benefit. Other then this, you are simply an inspiration to those around you. Your practical, responsible and ambitions concerning money. You do not spend it foolishly. You feel it should be for things with lasting value. So, you are quite frugal. Your able to talk about your ideas in exciting ways. Your ideas come in flashes of intuition and your able to put them to practical application. You insist that your ideas function based on values that have stood the test of time. You have unusual and peculiar relationships with friends and family, who come and go with out warning. Your home is your retreat, where you do your deepest thinking. You enjoy the privacy of your home. You use a lot of energy in creative activity. You originate many concepts. You are passionate and aggressive. You love competition. You dominate in your relationship with children, yet you are generous. You enjoy work that is artistic and beautiful. You will work hard only if you can see money in it. You are healthy, with a tendency to overeat and are somewhat self indulgent. You may marry more then once. You are a firm believer that the grass is always greener. Basically, you are a loner, although you draw people who are intelligent and versatile and those who can help you in some way. Your preference is, that your partner should represent you. You are intensely emotional, regarding your own death. You want to be remembered fondly after you die. Your affairs will be in order and will provide the best you can for those you leave behind. Your mate is generous with money with you. You don’t want to be famous but your mind is geared for it. You take many long journeys, either physically or mentally. Your eyes are always on distant goals. You appear cold, aloof and critical in your professional capacity. You are efficient and organized. You surround yourself with attractive, artistic people and are stable and prosperous. You’ll probably marry a friend or your friends partner. Someone, you have known for a long time. Your resourceful and you see the value in things that others overlook. You bring out hidden talent in others. You may be secretly resentful and have love affairs on the quiet. The King Of Diamonds or Capricorn Personality You believe in discipline and systematic hard work. Everything you do has a purpose and is designed towards some practical end. You are serious, reserved and somewhat melancholy. You make money in unusual ways. You are associated with big outfits and your success is in producing ingenious techniques. You are surprisingly cryptic and highly emotional in your thoughts and communications. Your ideas are based on intuitive insights. You want to be alone when you do your thinking.

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You are aggressive in regards to home and family. Your home is a battlefield. We love each other at the top of our lungs. Your romantic and consistent in your love of your children. You have a lot of pride in what they can do. This is because it reflects back on you. You want them to have the good things in life. You love good food and have beautiful things around you. You can do many things at once. You are a father image to those you work with. This is one of the secrets of your management. You have many ideas on how to improve efficiency. You have strong emotional attachment to your spouse or lover. They in turn are emotionally dependent on you and this can be a problem at times. You are emotional about your friends because you regard them as family. You will live a long life and be very old when you go. You must be the one in your family who controls the money. You will decide who gets what. That will be your decision. Your philosophy is based on efficiency and hard work. Your ideas can be used within the existing social structure. Anything you respect must be consistent in every way. You have an awareness of detail and this gives you a great legal mind. You may have a partner in your profession. You are skillful in winning over people in positions of power. Your strong sense of ethics is responsible for your good reputation and standing. You surround yourself with aggressive and powerful friends, who can handle many of the difficult jobs you are too reserved to tackle. You have your own private source of agents to carry out your wishes. You do not choose weak individuals as friends. When you are alone, away from the grinds of the business world, you are philosophically oriented. This is your hidden support that guides and inspires your thinking. Your downfall may come from your lofty ideas which you are unable to fulfill in your present circumstances Return to the top The Queen Of Spades or Aquarius Personality You are original, creative, independent and you want to make your own contribution to the world. You are fun loving and friendly in an impersonal way. You are modest and don’t like to call undue attention to yourself. You want love rather then admiration. Your power comes from a close circle of friends. You are impractical in your excessive generosity in money matters. But, this in turn will bring you good luck. You love the beautiful and good things in life and yet you are never greedy. You are aggressive and argumentative about your ideas. You create tension and instigate rivalry in your family. You are creative and open new paths to application. You spend a lot of money on your home, which must be beautiful. You want fine art and music. This is how you best express yourself, in providing for your family. You are not passionate but do get much pleasure from intellectual pursuits and prefer companions you can have a platonic relationship with. Your children are outstanding. You work where there is lots of people and constant activity. Those with whom you work, you regard as family. When you are happy, your health is good. When you are upset, you have butterflies in your stomach, although others will not see it.

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Your mate will be powerful, well established and will try to dominate you. You are independent and will not let this be carried too far. Your partner is amorous and will have his or her own place in the sun. Your worry over health and death make you insurance minded. You are alert to danger where accidents can happen. Your mate helps to expand the income with practical ideas and service. Your philosophy is based on the harmonious and the beautiful. You travel for pleasure with dear friends. You may marry in a foreign country or someone from far away. In any event. They will be educated and refined. You are at odds with the established order and resent those who have authority over you. You do not want to be dominated. Your self renewal comes through your work and you will be known for what you do. Your friends and family are optimistic and they inspire you to greater highs. You have many friends and this is how you grow. You are more conservative then you want to admit. You have many fears, but your hidden strength and discipline allows you to work behind the scenes. You can be trusted with secrets and will often work on secret projects. Return to the top The Jack Of Hearts or Pisces Personality You are sympathetic, adaptable and a dreamer. The highs you reach are the result of your sensitivity to your surroundings. Your insights penetrate human nature. You are artistic and musical. You make money by starting new projects. You use a lot of energy making money and you spend it foolishly and in excess. You tend to ignore reality and the facts of life. You are always looking for new ways to make even more money. You are slow to form ideas and are stubborn about giving them up once you have made a decision. You are simply put, in a money making rut. You travel a great deal and tend to move a lot. You may have two homes. You have a large library. You like to talk to family members and give a lot of thought to domestic affairs. You are highly emotional and sentimental about those you love, often enshrining them. You have a tendency to be overweight because of your love of good food. Your pleasure comes from contact with family and you tend to mother your children. Your mate may remind you of dear old Mom. You can be a real snot to your co workers. You like the feeling of authority and you glory in the sacrifices you have to make at work. Most of your illness are psychosomatic and you use them to attract attention. You do not have much energy and tend to be sluggish. Your mate will be hardworking, efficient and will help manage your practical affairs. He or she will also work to supply funds to the family kitty. You like working with others to find better ways of making money. Someone will probably leave you some. You like to argue religion. If you end up in court, there will be fiery protest. You have a great deal of vision, but you are not practical. You often travel in your work and get your fame through spiritual accomplishments. You want to be thought of as a philanthropist and you are generous with your professional contacts.

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Your hopes and wishes are lead by a desire for security. You want stable, conservative and established people for friends. Your down fall is caused by dumping your problems on the people around you. You alienate people because you need constant sympathy and support. Your spiritual rapport with friends gives you your hidden support. You want to serve humanity and have an awareness that lets you tap deeper levels of the conscious.

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Clubs

Ace's

Aries~Leo~Sagittarius Cancer~Scorpio~Piscus Gemini~Libra~Aquarius Taurus~Virgo~Capricorn

Two

Mars~Aries

Three Sun~Aries

Hearts

Spades

Diamonds

Venus~Cancer

Moon~Libra

Jupiter~Capricorn

Mercury~Cancer

Saturn~Libra

Mars~Capricorn

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Four

Venus~Aries

Moon~Cancer

Jupiter~Libra

Sun~Capricorn

Five

Saturn~Leo

Mars~Scorpio

Venus~Aquarius

Mercury~Taurus

Six

Jupiter~Leo

Sun~Scorpio

Mercury~Aquarius

Moon~Taurus

Seven Mars~Leo

Venus~Scorpio

Moon~Aquarius

Saturn~Taurus

Eight

Mercury~Sagittarius

Saturn~Pisces

Jupiter~Gemini

Sun~Virgo

Nine

Sun~Sagittarius

Jupiter~Pisces

Mars~Gemini

Venus~Virgo

Ten

Saturn~Sagittarius

Mars~Pisces

Sun~Moon~Gemini

Mercury~Virgo

Jack

Sagittarius

Pisces

Gemini

Virgo

Queen Leo

Scorpio

Aquarius

Taurus

King

Cancer

Libra

Capricorn

Aries

The Houses Of The Zodiac 1st House Aries •

Key - Word I am

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Suit - Clubs

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Face Card - King Of Clubs

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Your self awareness and how you react to outside stimuli

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Ruled by Mars

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Masculine/agressive

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Triplicity - Cardinal

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Quadruplicitie - Fixed

2nd House Taurus •

Key Word - I have

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Suit - Diamonds

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Face Card - Queen of Diamonds

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What kind of effort you put forth to get what you want

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Ruled by Venus

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Feminine/Passive

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Triplicity - Earth

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Quadruplicity - Fixed

3rd House Gemini •

Key Word: I think

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How you discriminate based on perception and experience.

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Suit: Spades

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Face Card: Jack of Spades

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Ruler: Mercury

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masculine/aggressive

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Triplicity: Air

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Quadruplicity Mutable

4th House Cancer •

Key Word: I’m here

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The environment one creates and can no longer change

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Suit: Hearts

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Face Card: King of Hearts

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feminine/passive

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Ruler: Moon

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feminine/passive

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Triplicity - Cardinal

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Quadruplicity - Water

5th House Leo •

Key Word: I express

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Suit: Clubs

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Face Card: Queen of Clubs

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What kind of power and strength of will one displays to get attention desired

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Ruler: Sun

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masculine/aggressive

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Triplicity: Fixed

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Quadruplicity: Fire

6th House Virgo •

Key Word: I work

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Suit: Diamonds

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Face Card: Jack of Diamonds

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One’s ability to perform and they way one uses one’s mind

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Ruler: Mercury

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feminine/passive

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Triplicity: mutable

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Quadruplicity: Earth

7th House Libra •

Key Word: We are

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Suit: Spades

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Face Card: King of Spades

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Concerns all close personal relationships and how others react to you.

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Ruler: Venus

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Masculine/aggressive

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Triplicity:Cardinal

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Quadruplicity: Air

8th House Scorpio •

Key Word: We have

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Suit: Hearts

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Face Card: Queen of Hearts

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Deals with money and death or being part of a group for self aggrandizement.

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Ruler: Mars and Pluto

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feminine/passive

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Triplicity: Fixed

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Quadruplicity: Water

9th House Sagittarius •

Key Word: We think

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Suit: Clubs

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Face Card: Jack of Clubs

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Ones ability to tap higher levels of insight, wisdom, develop social conscious.

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Ruler: Jupiter

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masculine/aggressive

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Triplicity: Mutable

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Quadruplicity: Fire

10th House Capricorn •

Key Word: I want

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Suit: Diamonds

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Face Card: King of Diamonds

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Shows if you will rise above or fall below your station in life.

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Ruler: Saturn

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feminine/passive

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Triplicity: Cardinal

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Quadruplicity: Earth

11th House Aquarius •

Key Word: We do

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Suit: Spades

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Face Card: Queen of Spades

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One’s sense of loyalty and responsibility or willingness to share a

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common goal.

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Ruler: Uranus

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Masculine/aggressive

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Triplicity: Fixed

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Quadruplicity: Air

12 House Pisces •

Key Word: My thoughts

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Suit: Hearts

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Face Card: Jack of Hearts

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How one’s unconscious memories and experiences rule the subconscious mind.

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Ruler: Neptune

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Feminine/passive

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Triplicity: Mutable

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Quadruplicity: Water

Clubs Clubs are a suit of tremendous energy. When you think of a forest fire, burning all in it's path, that might be club energy. It is fast paced, swift, and forward moving. It can be just as destructive as it is constructive. That depends on how you channel the energy of the clubs. This suit often times deals with one's career and or goals. It shows what kind of determination you have to get where you want to go and how far you get. This suit, is one of positives, in that you might say, "the cup is half full" rather then ":the cup is half empty" This is a vibrant suit, full of knowledge, learning, beginnings, It determines ones beliefs and how we express ourselves. It shows how we apply what we know and how we grow with in our field of endeavor. Lets Make a Collage: 1. The first step is to cut out a fairly heavy card board template of a size for making the cards. I made mine 2.75 X 4.75. Cut out the inside for cutting out pictures for the background. 2. The second step is to gather lots of magazines and cut out many pictures. Different kinds, different feelings, props, anything that catches your eye. Some say have a basket full, the choice is of course yours. I cut many out and then I stop and make a card that is full of feeling and later go back to cutting. 3. To make your first card, it is easiest to use receipt cards. They are about the correct size for ending or you can cut them to 2.75 X 4.75 before you begin pasteing. I did. 4. Carefully cut out the figures or props, doing it as neatly as you can and overlay them, pasteing each where it feels right for you to do it. A special note here. Please do not hurry while making the cards. If you do your true feelings will not show as good as if you took your time and did as your heart told you to do. 5. Once a card is complete, it is time to scan it in on your computer. Immediately resize it to 2.75 X 4.75. I next buttonized the edge. You should do what ever works for you. I rather enjoy my way. Maybe you will tell us what makes you smile?

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6. Add your clip art of hearts, clubs, spades or diamonds and also place the number or pip or face name on it. 7. For these that are posted on the e-group, I also placed its meaning on the face of it. Maybe not always a good idea but this is my card, so will do as it pleases me and I certainly hope you do what pleases you. 8. Save the card as a gif or jpep. Close it and reopen it. This is the trick to make it correct size in the save. Reopen the card file now and resize it. It will be way too big. Simply resize it to 2.75 X 4.75 and resave it under the same file name. I know of no other way for it to keep the correct size in save. I mean you have to resize it and save it a second time 9. Look at your card, or print it out. Enjoy it and move on to the next. Thank you for taking time to read this. Linda aka canje Design Your Own Deck This is what I had found that prompted me to make my first deck of cards that is posted in it's entirity with in this web site. IN RESPONSE TO THE PERVASIVE UNCERTAINTY of these times, thousands of maps and models (books & teachers) have emerged offering easy exits, secret passageways and other psychological instructions for restoring perspective. As more people pass through these exotic belief systems and esoteric mystical codes, they eventually discover how these externally imposed maps and models act as buffers to the very guidance sought for in the first place. Of these buffers, a variety come disguised as still another form of disembodied spirituality, asking us to believe that the source of our knowledge, power and authority lies outside ourselves ... out of body ... in a host of channeled entities, crystals, angels, cults, organized and disorganized religions, UFOs, moms & dads, governments, IBM, CBS, FBI, LSD, and the ten thousand things. Where does one turn to restore lost perspective? Of Interest About The Court Cards The King of Diamonds is looking directly at the diamond, and there he is seen in profile with only one eye showing...but the Jack, still interested in wealth but to a lesser degree is looking towards the diamond but not directly at it.

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With the Hearts, this is reversed as the Jack of Hearts looks directly at the heart, while the king looks towards it but with less interest...meaning the Jack is more interested in Love at his younger age. The King of Clubs naturally seeks knowledge and is looking generally towards the club whilst the romantic Jack has other things to think of and looks away. The King Spades looks away from the Spade but to a lesser extent than the Jack, who looks strongly away as is seen by his profile. The Queens look towards the Hearts (love) Diamonds (wealth) and clubs ( (knowledge) but look away from the Spades.

The Brighter Side Of Spades A-Spades: Challenge: facing challenges can make you stronger and wiser. 2-Spades: Stalemate you've locked horns, its time to let go, the victory if you do win is empty. you will get more satisfaction if you just walk away. 3-Spades: Dependency: Relying on others can make them fell good inside to give you a certain protection. Just because you may not want the help, it can be a nice thing to let someone else feel good by accepting what they offer. 4-Spades: Withdrawal: Stepping back from a situation can give you time to reflect and let things cool down. It gives you time to create a more realistic approach. 5-Spades: Conflict: Conflict can be good in that it does clear the air, just use care that the damage is not lasting. Make the race a good one. 6-Spades: Regret: Many times we regret that we have said or done something to hurt another, this six is a wake up card telling you there is still time to make that call or send that card that says, I'm sorry, let's meet for lunch. 7-Spades: Self deceit: This is a wake up call. You can do it, stop telling yourself that you can't. It's inside of you if you just try to draw on your inner resources. 8-Spades: Restriction: By restricting yourself or being restricted can teach you to do things one at a time. It can stop you from being scattered and focusing on what is important. It can give you time out to recoup. 9-Spades: Depression: (Ouch, that’s a hard one) There is no need to be so down at the ending (9) of some situation. It simply leaves a new opening to try again. to tie up those loose ends.

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10-Spades: Termination: Ending one situation opens avenues for you that you could not have done in your current one. Use all that you learned and apply it as you can and build on it in the new. Its a time to begin over again, don't waste your talents and special knowledge. J-Spades: Troublemaker: maybe that person needs a special friend and it could be you. Q-Spades: Worrier: Two heads are better than one, listen, maybe you can help. K-Spades: Decision maker: Take your problem to this king and listen to what he has to say and follow his advice.

Ace Of Clubs When I look at the Ace of Clubs , I feel pleasure for the man or woman. The fire gives a wonderful warm feeling inside me. Its the end of a situation, study and research. The girl covers her mouth with praying hands in hopes he doesn't discover her secret. Something she is holding back. The books show that if he pays attention, he will soon learn of it. All the hints are there. For now both are content to be learning of each other. The fire can be destructive, it is a place to throw out the past and be rid of it. Both have their eyes closed and neither are looking very deeply into the future. This card is fleeting. Only for tonight. His hand is fisted and I think he would like to hang onto this moment. With her past secrets, she is uncertain, although with hands together, she has hopes it can move foreword. The driving force of this card is the girl. Her eyes are closed and she is not looking back. Her praying hands tell of new risks and gambles she is embarking on. The books encourage her to seek new knowledge. The fire burning brightly in the background sheds light for the future. The evergreen on the left is a gentle reminder of adhering to tradition. The overall warmth of the reds, oranges, yellow, cream and browns show pleasure in leaving the old and moving on. The Ace or 1 is me, myself or I. I am what matters here, my goals, my future. The past is behind me and I am moving on. My sexuality is coming into play here,hence the man. His eyes too are closed as he is provoked by my passion. I like to think its a new romance, budding. I know better. In my heart, I feel, it is fleeting. I have left much undone and I am moving on. If he joins me, it will be in the quest for knowledge. His hand is fisted and I know he will hang in there, leaving the past

Ace Of Hearts Looking at the Ace of Hearts, I see gentle, tender feelings. She seems focused on him and he is devoted to her. Her eyes are dark and beautiful as she gazes towards him. The handle on the basket almost seems a rope that binds them together. His head is cocked to the side as he listens intently, appearing to read her very thoughts. The flowers in the basket are spilling out, indicating the depth of feelings between them. The shades and colors of the roses speak to me of the many levels of emotion flowing. There is a definite 32

connection of the heart on this card. He is a good man, deeply caring and she is kind and sensitive to his needs. It appears also that he is looking over her shoulder, perhaps watching out for her. Listening closely. These people are definitely in touch with each other. I like to feel this is a new situation. Of course, being an ace, it signifies new beginnings in matters close to the heart. With this couple, I believe it was love at first sight and they will soon consummate their sensuality, which in turn will only enhance what they feel at this moment. I am fully aware that this passion may be about a book or your work or even a new puppy. It does not necessarily have to be between two people. I guess in the end, one can only speak of great devotion, deep caring and a natural instinct for the objet of your interest. Indicates to me that you have left something behind or someone, ready to move on and begin again. Shadows of the past are but a memory. The Ace is a pointer, saying "that one" if look at it as the number one (1). Most things shaped like the 1 are masculine if you think about it in those terms. A pencil, a ruler, your finger or even a penis. I will point out that the Aces of Hearts is the more feminine side of the masculine nature. It is ruled by Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces. This is not a bad thing, it only means it is the gentler side of human nature.

Ace Of Spades This card makes me think of the book "A Time To Kill" by Robert Grishm. In this story, there was a shocking event, a horrible beginning. There is deceit, pain and unbelievable heart break. The destruction of innocence. A man took the law into his own hands, he make a hard decision and it was painful, bringing pain to many aroundhim. In the enactment of this deed, others were hurt by it, lives were changed. In the end, it took courage to overcome the unfairness of circumstance, but justice prevailed. Against all odds, this test of human frailty was over come. It took tremendous courage to resolve, for all that were involved in it and there were many. Its a time of clarity, disposing of useless things and moving on, a new beginning, leaving the past, leaving a way of life with crushing heart break. You know, you can never turn back the hands of time, can never make the past as though it never happened. The only thing you can do is start over. You become a better person as you learn the lessons in life. Things are not always as you want them to be, but there is justice and it will prevail. You can never forget what transpired, the trouble the brought you to this point,the lies or deceit, the pain. You become a better person for it. The things you have suffered have brought you to this point of no return. The past is past and you make do, starting over. You realize now that there is nothing, there is no challenge that you cannot over come. There may be those around you that wish to hide the truth. They will deceive and lie to meet their own agenda. Perhaps this person is you? There are many shadows here,

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speaking of secrets and deception. The girl is looking away, avoiding the facts, the people Is there something you know that should be told? Are you hiding some truth that could help another? Are you deliberately hurting those around you? Do you have your own agenda?

Ace Of Diamonds When I see the Ace of diamonds come up in a layout, it gives me a sense of enrichment or being centered. He seems pleased to be giving her a tangible token of his affection, a gift, given from his heart. I feel it has been her dream, that this would happen. This is what she has been working towards. Her hand and wrist are over her mouth, telling me she may not be aware yet of what he is giving her. Her eyes are closed showing she doesn't see it yet. All she needs to do is open her eyes, look around to be receptive of what is hers for the taking. She is being applauded for a job well done, or maybe it is only a child's drawing, colored "just so" to say thank you. I feel (and see) a sweetness here. A gift tied with a pretty bow. It's something given to you, showing how much it means, the good things you have done. Because it is an ace, it speaks of new beginnings. You are entering a new phase of richness, either financial or emotionally. The darkness of the background, hints at solidity, being grounded and rising to new levels of responsibility. This makes me wonder if this acclamation is a false reward. Is it an enticement to perform better? A bribe to do something? Is she taking credit for deeds she did not do? Her eyes being closed might mean, she is hiding something and her mouth is covered, letting you know she will not speak of it unless it suits her agenda. The clashing colors, the red, the yellow and the purple can signify turmoil or a demotion, a loss of rewards or the loss of something you have worked for. Knowing each has an ear exposed indicates to me that there is less than total knowledge at work here and all is not known for success in a certain endeavor.

Two Of Clubs This card gives me an overall sense of indecision. The woman is behind the drapes, hidden and watching. She has discovered a secret or is keeping one. In the middle ground, she looking to the right, telling me there is no wrong answer even though there is not a hint of pleasure in her expression. The man and the woman are dressed in black, indicating the relationship is not open to others. It is a card of discovery. The person who has the knowledge also has the power over the situation, having the upper hand, so to speak. A decision to make that can hurt another if it is made with little thought. She sees it and is looking away. This card asks, will you step forward, making the move or just sit tight? Will you come out into the open, make the mover or resign yourself to and indifferent life? One that leaves you walled in? There is a decision you need to make and you know its the right one. The only question is,when? How long will you wait? Until the spring of the year? No, the clubs stand for days, and fire, fire burns quickly, sometimes leaving devastation in its wake. Often, it simply clears the ground, making way for new growth. You have

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tremendous personal power, use it wisely. Break away from the hidden dreams that only you can turn into reality.

Two Of Hearts The two of hearts gives a sense of love, making a connection, that certain spark, ignited when your eyes meet from across the room. Two people coming together, your heart soars and its love at first sight. You are no longer alone, cupids arrow has hit. This is the 'one'. The light behind the cupid is reflected in his eyes, the gemstones sparkle, rich in color, shimmering with emotion. Its worth more than anything you have previously experienced. You have found your soul mate and your soul mate has found you. Two angles hovering show love and devotion. You are complete, whole, together, the two of you can experience love as never before. All of the figures are naked, indicating you have nothing hidden, you have bared your very soul to him in one look and his feelings are reflected back to you in an identical manner. Together, the two of you will fly above the dirty masses, not allowing it to tarnish your relationship. The gemstones are circled by more jewels, indicating and unending, richer love, lasting into forever. Angles watching over you, from above. This card tells you to go with this union, don't let it slip away. You will never find another that touches you as this one does. You have the opportunity for emotional bonding, consummate it and renew this coupling over and over. Let your heart guide you and give into the feelings washing over you and smile, knowing this is the 'real thing'. Two Of Spades The two of spades speaks of doubts, either of oneself or your significant other. Some one is not being honest in this relationship. Someone is slipping around. Both he and she are looking away, avoiding some issue, moving in opposite directions. both have expressions of dissatisfaction on their faces. The cat in the foreground speaks of isolation or a "don't touch me" attitude. If you have ever tried to pick up a cat that doesn't want to be touched, you know you are going to get scratched or hurt in some way. You can't force your feelings onto another. It can't be done. It will only make you feel more alone and rejected. One or both of you are turning away from the other, this situation seems to be doomed. This card wants you to ask yourself, is the heart ache and loneliness worth staying in a dead end relationship? Its apparent that you can barely stand the sight of each other. A thought comes to mind, "while the cats away, the mice will play." Someone is cheating, either your or your mate or lover, in the heart and mind if not in body. Your differences are irreconcilable. Let it go and move on. There is no point in beating a dead horse, no one is listening. There seems to be nothing there to build on. This indiscretion has destroyed anything that once was, you simply cannot go on like this. Its time to move on. Two Of Diamonds The two of diamonds shows that one is trying to juggle too (two) many situations or things at one time. You are over extending yourself to the point that you are jeopardizing your current situation. The sheep in the background are milling around, huddled in a

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chaotic mass. If you look closely in the foreground is a wolf, representing danger. Something is not right. The woman's arms are spread wide open, allowing all, taking all, ready to envelop the world, loosing sight of what is important. The man is pointing his finger, indicating a need to focus. There is a coin, also speaking of money or finances. Two people or situations, money and eventual ruin if you do not prioritize and set things in order. First things first, one at a time. This card is asking, what can you let go of in your life in order to keep what matters, intact? What are you avoiding by being so scattered and so busy? What can you do to make order out of the chaos around you? Are you over looking a very important factor and if you are, what do you stand to loose? Is being all things to everyone more important than focusing on the one that can make you shine? Does it really matter to you to look so good to everyone? Or would it not be better to do the correct thing and look good to the one, the one being your self or your partner? You need to slow down, dot all of your i's, cross all of your t's, line things up, put all your ideas in a a row and compartmentalize and prioritize. Three Of Clubs The three of clubs is a card of reaching new heights and pushing limits. You look to the tower, slightly leaning in the back ground, and can feel its power and strength. It indicates deep knowledge based on historical fact. The man gives a sense of solidity and intelligence, a leader, a visionary. One who knows where he is going and can easily lead others along this path. This card indicates travel, going to far off places, following a dream and turning it into reality. He looks to be a scholar, one that has studied, gaining a wealth of knowledge to back up his passions. The couple in the foreground are racing forward and neither appear to be looking back. The colors are warm, enveloping you in its energy. You are secure in your quest for your dreams. You have researched your subject, knowing all of the pros and cons, forging ahead. Your success is only a matter of time. You will lead others in this situation and have the strength, integrity and power to set these events in motion. The threes show that you are not alone, having created a small select group to share your dream. One has only to follow you to reach the goal that has been set. Your studies have paid off and now you can reap the benefits that are your due. Three Of Hearts One views the three of hearts as a card of special friendships. There is a closeness with in, an emotional bonding. This card indicates travel, not distant travel but short journeys, many of them. It shows the path you choose to follow may not be politically correct or accepted as the norm. Some may even hold you in contempt. You have two very important people or situations in your life, very close to you, emotionally, but, of the two, one has and even deeper significance, being place on a higher level or plain. This card indicates over indulgence, maybe an involvement in illegal pleasures or activities. Do you drive too fast or have one drink too many? Perhaps you have taken a same sex partner, believing and loving he or she, creating a safe, secure emotional environment, regardless of the objections of the others in your group. You have chosen a path with many obstacles and have trouble communicating with your family and loved ones and how these concerns might be handled. This card is asking you if the affairs of the heart have true

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value for you. Do you dare risk alienation because of your choices? The three of hearts encourages you to enjoy the pleasures of life that bring you happiness, but not at the expense of those that love you. Also, that these pleasures not be taken to excess. Use this card as a warning to use care when dealing with others. Three Of Spades When you see the three of clubs, a sense of heartbreak washes over you, devastating pain. Someone's heart is torn or broken. There is a horrible loss that has left you broken, bad news. The three shows there is a third element that has entered your situation. This "other" becomes known to you or your partner and causes a break, a definite separation. You stand to loose what you have by this other entering the picture. The pain you feel is overwhelming. There is much conflict. Dealing with this episode, there is a decision that's made and will not be changed. There will be no going back to the way things used to be. The change is absolute. This card shows you with out a partner, you are the "third man out" in this relationship. It speaks of lawsuits or legal difficulties. Perhaps you are simply unpopular. This card shows deep sorrow and regret. Are you the one responsible for the tension in your relationship? Are you the one causing pain for your partner? Or is it he? Are you the one doubting? Is there a way out of this triangle of emotions before it destroys you? This situation will become k own and you stand to loose. Stop while you still can. The three of spades is a warning, so take heed. Three Of Diamonds One immediately sees when looking at the three of diamonds, warmth and friendship. Working within a small group as a team. You and two others sharing the same goals. It shows hard work, toiling with slow but steady progress. It speaks of good planning and competence. The ability to prove your abilities. You do more than your share simply because you can. This card encourages you to share the load, you don't need to do it all. This is not a time for heroics or chaos. Plan carefully, pay close attention to details. Be prepared and you will definitely get the job done. With the three of diamonds you will surely prove your abilities. You will be rewarded for your efforts. You may get a promotion, coupled with an increase in wages. Your dedication has paid off. You will or are assuming a position of leadership. You may be starting a new job or your own business. You may be subject to conflicts with those within your work environment or even legal authorities. This has something to do with your attitude. When one tries to dominate others, forcing your feelings or ideas on them, it causes conflict and gives you trouble. You have assumed a role of leadership. Do not let this power go to your head. Is it necessary for you to have absolute control over every facet of your situation? Can you work within a team? Sharing the load without force? Think carefully how your attitude effects others is the message of this card. Four Of Clubs The four of clubs is a card of contrary feelings. It generates warmth on one side, the overall colors in the card do that, although there is a darkness too. The flowers show

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celebrations, the candle lighting the area with a gentle glow. The roses in the vase are beautiful, but I see no stems, only a fragile glass vase, showing the support is there and can easily be broken. His hands are reaching out to the flowers, arranging them or removing them? My feelings are of surprise, maybe one has been over indulging, hence the beverage looming on the left. This card shows me, its a time to start over, maybe he is simply warming his hands over the flame. A rock or a stone is set at the side of the table, showing a milestone has been reached. There seems to be a lot of clutter in this picture, indicating a sense of self expression. When one is creating, one gathers all that is needed, ready at hand, freeing the area of anything that interferes, creating chaos. From this comes beauty. Is this a sign that you need to rest? All that you have done, is there before you. Is there more that you need for fulfillment? You need to think about commitment. What goals have you set? Will start a new job, or reach a higher level on your present one? A new relationship? Are you going to relocate, or simply step sideways into a different position perhaps not better, but a change? In the event that you do, this card tells you to commit and strive for a solid base on which to begin. Four Of Hearts The four of hearts tells there is beauty around you, yet you are not seeing it. Your bored, unfulfilled, lacking in something that should generate excitement. The pots and vases are closed or covered showing you simply don't care what is there. The girls eyes are closed, withdrawing emotionally from from those around her. The band holding her hair back could easily slip down to suffocate her The feeling here is the vessels are empty as is she. She is apathetic to her situation. The matters of the heart bore her to tears. A relationship is faltering and she is avoiding a decision, not yet ready to let go. If the pots are full, then she has all that she needs, maybe more than her share. If this is so, her devotion is excessive, there are many pots in the picture. Is her focus too strong? Is she avoiding other things that need her attention? She leans back, showing little effort. She isn't trying, she is bored. Lift has become a series of pots to fill or kettles to boil. It shows there are opportunities that are being overlooked, simply because she will not open her eyes to see what is there. Can you make yourself take stock of your surroundings? Will you take the lids off "to see" what is there? Will you make a move to "fulfill" what is empty? This card wants you to wake up. To stop with the self pity or self indulgence. Your stuck and need to get moving. Do something nice. Do not avoid the trouble within the family. If you are hypersensitive and over reacting too others they will simply be annoyed by this behavior and you will be left alone. Four Of Spades The fours of spades show that you have turned your back on something that has meaning for you. That you need to take a break. The easy chair in this picture is nearby, a cup of something warm waiting for you. This card poses a challenge for you to be quiet. To center yourself and be still. You need to slow down. The door to the left is partially open, swinging in or out. There is a situation that is facing you that requires a lot of thought and preparation. The man is bending over, showing his backside. I think he is reaching down to check his shoes, telling me in essence to tie up any loose ends. The pile of chests, three

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of them stacked neatly, look solid, showing a stable base on which to set the cup, or situation. You are well grounded, having all you need for now. Finish what is not complete, surround yourself with things that bring you comfort. Relax and let your self heal, emotionally and with in the body. You cannot turn your back on the problem and expect it to solve itself. Walking away will not help. With all the comforts around you, are you taking for granted your significant other? This is the time to let go of your control, let someone else take over. Turn around, enjoy a time of quiet, expand your focus, letting it center you and give yourself time to heal. The comfort is there, your base is secure, so rest, relinquish control and be at peace. Four Of Diamonds The American flag standing on the far right of the four of diamonds stands for integrity. Showing establishment and values. The hands are clasped tightly showing that you are hanging on. The woman's eyes are deep with shadow, telling me that you are the one having a need to be more established in your character. Or does it mean you need to apply your very strong feelings to life? The flag shows security, financial stability but your clinging to something, having difficulty letting go. It may be a person or a situation that requires a decision on your part. The woman is looking towards the flag with her hands tightly closed. Are you guilty of greed? One of the seven deadly sins? Do you insist that things be done your way? You need to realize that one owns things, not people. What obstacles stand in your way? What change is needed that you are fighting? The issues here are of ownership and your need to let go. Is it so important to maintain the status quo? Can you not allow the change that might benefit another? Where is the opposition coming from? You or another? I think it is you, you are jealous of what you have and do not want to share. Sometimes if you let go of something, it will grow, expand, bloom and even return better than before. A change is needed here and total control is not possible. Five Of Clubs This card indicates power, strength and dominance. There is a lot of blockage in this picture, a great deal of anger. She is trying to get away from him and he will not let up. She needs release from this imposed prison. The obstacles loom, towering before her, tilting her world, she feels like if she leaves she will fall into a dark abyss. Her teeth are bared showing she is ready to fight back. He is screaming, yet there is something covering her ear, so she is no longer listening. Its time to stop! To turn around and discuss this rationally. The shadows maybe linger but there is some light dawning across the middle level. This is simply a battle of wills between two people, both of whom want to have the upper hand. It appears that her aggression is not so passive, although he doesn't seem to be aware of it. The feeling here is that she will take only a little more before she turns on him. When she does, it will not be pretty. Things are off kilter and cannot be righted. The foundation that was beneath her has crumbled and no longer is supportive. Obviously, in him, she sees herself. Both have the same look on their faces, the expressions a mirror to the other of extreme emotions. Anger only begets more anger. Five Of Hearts

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This card indicates the differences in each other. He is the autumn to the spring of her youth. The road depicts the path she will travel as he has before her. A time of separation, of moving on, growing, developing. To be all she can be. One must take chances, a risk, as it were, to do something out of the ordinary. There is news coming, either by post or telephone or messenger. Its something that has been awaited for some time and will be well received. The line in the road is a double one, indicating one cannot pass by something in their hurry to move ahead. Do not skip stages in haste to get ahead. To be patient, gain knowledge and move forward one step at a time. Sometimes separations can bring sadness at leaving behind the safe comfortable way that things were. She cocks her head to the side as if understanding what lies before her. It appears that he has turned his back on her, but he truly hasn't. He only waits for word of her success. He knows the wait can be long, alas, he is a patient man, strong, steady and even though she must leave, he will remain as he was. He is someone or something for her to return to when her travels are over. The only draw back that I feel in this card is the red flag, indicating perhaps there is some unresolved issue that must be dealt with before she goes. Perhaps a legal issue. Five Of Spades Both darkness and light blend on this five of spades. The darkness in the background of the woman shadowed. She is the past, almost larger than life. He is on a horse, speeding into the future. She does not go with him, he is alone. She fears leaving the safety of the past, her shadows a comfort, unable to step out as he, to face the unknown. The clock on the right is bright, fairly glowing, and indication that now is the time to move. To go ahead, to boldly leave behind what you cannot change. To reach out as he 'right' arm is to the future. The light is glowing through the horse's mane as he carries his rider, freely, like the wind. I feel excitement here. I can almost hear the hoof beats thundering past, the fast beat of his heart. "Come ride with me" he has not yet left her, I can visualize his left hand reaching out to her, to blend the past into the future. The clock is ticking, there is no time to waste. What holds you back? Do not fear what is before you. Let go and be free of the obstacles or walls that you hide behind. You cannot see the far side of the clock nor the horse's nose, suggesting there is no limit on how far or fast you can go. Five Of Diamonds The very colors of this five are deceptive. Everything looks so calm, so restful, so easy. The soft glow of the candle gives off little heat and creates many shadows. The mirror does not seem to reflect. There is no image bouncing from it, only a gentle change in color. The wall is made of wood, the table, heavy, a round pot, all giving a sense of isolation. He leans to the right, almost hidden. This card feels like one is waiting for something to happen. What has happened or do you expect to happen in your life to make you so still? So quiet? There is not a glimmer of a smile on his face, his brow is furrowed, as though wondering what can be wrong. It looks like he is down, although the flame is up, a clear indication of ups and downs, perhaps in finances or emotions. You could ask yourself, what has causes this crisis, this feeling of dismay? Or this sense of isolation? Maybe if you stood up and let yourself become aware of the gentle glow beside you, you

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could drew comfort from it. Instead of seeing the shadows lurking from the walls, as a barrier you could feel its texture, the strength in it very fiber, trace your fingers over the pattern it forms and see there is beauty all around you, if you would only see it. These feelings of insecurity will pass and your brow will smooth as you realize the goodness can be found and is easily with in your grasp. Six Of Clubs The six of clubs is all about winning, overcoming obstacles. Its about outright confrontations, leveling off with serious thought and tremendous will power. It indicates that now is the time to come to terms with what gives you pain in your life. Once this takes place, everyone wins. This is indicative of good overcoming evil. One must work through hard ships and lay down your arms. The man in the middle ground has his eyes closed as does the one in the foreground. My feelings are, if you look for bad you will find it. One only needs to only look beyond the "scope" of destruction in the outer world and see deep inside of you. What do you see? Do you have a cross to bare? Can you realize there are others nearby to help? One can have pride and know a job is well done. You have come a long ways, worked hard and now you have the right to have your day in the sun. With this card, the only drawback is not to let this feeling go to your head. Do not put yourself above others. Perhaps this card is asking you to look at yourself and see if you are feeling a little above your fellow man. Pride goes before a fall. Do not allow this path to bring your down. Level out your intellectual patterns before fate levels you. Six Of Hearts With in this card is a simple good feeling with others. The focus seems to be on pleasure with friends. The candle burning brightly brings gentle warmth and good will. Food and drink and conversation among people you enjoy. One listens closely to another, therefore getting to know more than is readily apparent to the masses. Focusing on others. The indication with this card is there may be someone in your life that could use a helping hand. You might reach out and give of your time, or some small effort. It does not have to be anything big. It may mean little to any other than the one you assist. In time down the road, you may not remember this deed. The one you helped will not forget. That person in turn might very well reach out to help another. In this manner, the life you touch can many in an ever widening circle. The softly draping velvet envelops you in its splendor. The cat looks off into the future. To serve another, what one gives means letting go weather it is a glass of wine or a plate of food. It leaves one hand into another. You let go a moment of your life. It's a sharing moment. The goodness that you give will come back to touch you. The light springs forth to brighten your day. This card is letting go so that you can focus on the needs of others Six Of Spades The girl pictured on this card is one we all remember well. She was rich, talented, beautiful and very famous, to the world. There was a darker side to her story. Deception, cunning and deceit ended her life badly. She left this world alone. In the background are

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the stones used in many settings for druids. Of ceremonies taking place on a moon lit night. The coin at the top indicates wealth and having it all. There is even a handsome man kneeling at her feet. The feeling here is that none of it matters. One can have all that the world has to offer and in the end it means nothing. There is nothing really wrong, but, you don't see or care to see all that you have. Remember, lies lead to worry and worry may lead to more deceit. It is an unending circle. This card is speaking to you, letting you know, you need to break from this path. It can only lead to your own destruction. Perhaps this card is only reminding you of your past, encouraging you to learn from it and use the lesson well. Or is it showing you that so much can be lost by slipping around, lying and needing to remember so much to cover your tracts so that you will not be found out. What truth is it, that you hide? Who is being hurt by your actions? What steps can you take to correct the damage already done? Take care least you wreak havoc in the lives of those around you. Six Of Diamonds This is a card of gifts. Of giving a little something to another. You have a lot to give, yet you hold back, sharing very little of what you have. The man behind the door seems to have his hand closed, keeping what is his. The bow indicates giving, yet the door stands between he and it. The cat gives a feeling of independence, as if to say, "So what?" The little I give means nothing to me. I can give or not give. What I have is mine to dole out as I see fit. I am nothing if not superior to those beneath me. Do you ever give straight from the heart? I think not at this point. What you give is 'chump change' You drop a few pennies in someone's cup and feel superior for having done so. It means little to you. You might give to another, but there are always strings attached. You are only giving with the understanding you will get a return on your investment. Do you do this in relationships? Do you with hold love as a form of punishment? The man looks sad to me. I'm afraid he is behind the door, closing himself off. The cat obviously has its back turned, indicating little or no emotion. Therefore, what good is the gift if it means so little? Indeed, you will get the gift, it appears you do get most of what you want, caring little for the emotional well being in your relationships. This card encourages you to give freely. So many times, it's better to give than to receive. Think about it. Seven Of Clubs The seven of clubs is all about winning, regardless of the cost. The adults in the background look so sad. Not a hint of a smile on any face. the boy in the picture has a look of dismay or "reasonableness". the feeling here is about having goals and setting them. Reaching for your star without thought of the cost for self satisfaction. It’s odd, this card makes me think of Timothy McVae and the damage he did in the bombing of Oklahoma City, the government building. He set a goal through anger and revenge. He had the assistance of one man. He felt good about what he set out to do and was proud of his "success". The fact that his goal destroyed so many lives in an ever widening circle did not touch his conscious. He was successful. the plan was to wreak havoc and revenge, get caught and then have the law put him away. He won, he was victorious but at what cost to America. It was his god given right to be different. A right everyone has. Although

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at this point I must say, your right to be different does not sanction antisocial behavior. Your plans to win, overcoming all odds, goes against the law, the people, the very basic human right to live. How can you let your needs become so great as to destroy others. The darkness indicated in this card, is evil and destructive, even if your goal is to take back something or someone that once belonged to you. You need to rethink your goals. Or were you the victim or survivor of such an attack? Seven Of Hearts The seven of hearts is a card of unabashed joy. A feeling of having so many choices, so many riches. Is it real? Are you deceiving yourself? The woman laughs so hard that her eyes are closed. It’s a house of mirrors, of self delusion. The wooden box has one draw silghtly “cracked” open. The pitcher has the price tag still on it. Does this mean it isn’t really yours? The string of beads reflects in the mirror, appearing as if there are twice as many as there are in reality. Take a moment and see that much is not as it appears. Exactly how much of what you see is real? Do you really have twice as much as you see? or is this only what you choose to see? There are many colors in the picture. Very warm yellows, warm browns, off white. The over all feeling here is contentment at first glance.. If you take a deeper look, you will plainly see, much of it is but an illusion. You can open your eyes and ask, if all this clutter is needed? Do you really need all of these things to bring you pleasure? What is stored in the graceful black vase? Do you want all of this just because of greed or because you can? Perhaps if you “clear” the decks, opening up a space, and let your dreams become real, in and orderly fashion, instead of this chaos, lay aside your rose colored glasses and view your situation as it really is. Then and only then can your true creativity come to the forground. Seven Of Spades The seven of spades is a card ofdeception. You want something this is not yours to have. A hand reaching out from the picture, taking something, slipping in, helping ones self. No one would expect this from a picture. The warm glow of the lamp indicates trust, havning no idea that one is being used, simply as a means to an end. Are you using the affection of someone, who cares deeply for you as a stepping stone? One step higher on the ladder of personal gratification? The overall look of this card is one of privacy, a place to be alone, a safe place. Yet, it is not after all. A book being lifted, taken by someone you care enough about to have pictured on the wall. The book could be your diary or journal, your most private thoughts. Or? Have you put yourself in a position or put someone else in a position of being and open book? Haveing what is known used against you or them? With the seven of spades, there is a need to be wary of being used or using another. Things are not as they appear. What must be done? To run away is not the anser. You need to be honest about your situation or relationship. Take time to fix it, leaving or walking away will only make it worse. this card is one of a study. It may only mean you need to find a quiet place, a place of peace. Use this place constructively, to stop being dishonest with yourself and others. Only thne will you find true happiness. Seven Of Diamonds

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Initially, the seven of diamonds is one of peace and beauty. the water gently lapping at the edge of the sand. the dogs coat, glowing in the warmth of the suns rays. the woman leans back as she plays with the dog. Many times one has heard that “lifes a beach,” but it’s not meant in this context here. When you look at the beach, it seems so smooth and serene. In actuality, it is not. It’s teaming with motion, life and things as yet unknow. Will the dog turn on her? Will she run? Will she walk? Will she step into the water? It looks fairly shallow and safe for a short distance. What of the dark place a little further out? what might be lurking there? Nothing? Everything? Or is it simply deeper water, with nothing there to nibble at your toes? this card is about coming to a decision. You are on a certain path and have come to a crossroad in your life. What direction will you take? there are waves a little higher in the distance, indicating stronger and unknown forces ahead. Be hind you is security or solid ground, although it is made of sand which is not always stable. Do you step out into the unknown? This is not an easy dicision for you. Making major changes is sometimes like shifting sand. You never know howit will end up looking. take the chance, trust in yourself to do well. Let go of the familiar and move ahead. Take that first step and be unafraid. Take pleasure in the simply beauty of “Life’s a beach.”. Eight Of Clubs The eight of clubs gives a sense of haste. Things are happening, there is no stillness seen here. Even the soldier barring the way of the gladiator is tensed, ready to spring into action. This card is a card of changes. Sudden changes, breaking away from what is safe and easy. Each face is showing extreme emotion. One can almost hear them scream but cannot know if it is in pleasure or anger. What is there is not what you might expect. The man in the background appears to be whispering to the guard. This indicates messages or news of some sort. The two men in the forground have their arms raised, one has them open, the other supporting a weapon. The guard holds his, of course because it is expected. The over all feeling of this card is "get moving". Act now, don't wait for others to step forward. Its up to you to make the decision. When the news comes, MOVE. Things are happening all around you. It would be easy to get caught up in the excitement of events spinning almost out of control. Allow what is transpiring to simply transpire and you make your move, do what needs doing. It's important that you use the information that comes wisely. The things that have been holding you back can easily be set aside. You have the motivation to sweep a wide path, that changes everything in your life. The only warning with this card is, think first, move quickly and everything will come together as you move forward into the larger picture. Eight Of Hearts The eight of hearts indicates a time when one has out grown what is around you. That it is time to move on. the man has his fist raised in a position of success. The clock is on the left indicating it is time to move on. Because it's on the left it is past time. One woman is looking back,perhaps with regret toward what has been and it appears her intent is to distance herself from the current situation or peoples. The two women together, hesitate, one hooks elbows with the other and she in turn crosses her arms in a body posture of self

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pretection or self preservation. One woman, the only bright place or color in the picture, has a smiles on her face, although it is pensive and watchful. She is keeping herself distanced from the others. There are a lot of figures on this card, the feeling is almost of chaos. When your situation becomes so distracting or confusing, you may have no choice but to move on. With everthing that is happening here, it leaves you with a sense that there are bigger and bedtter things out there, just waiting for you to embrace. By now, the clock seems to move forward becoming the focus. The world of dreams that you have existed in no longer is an option. The things you feel are wrong are within you, not around you. Let it go. Close the door to the things that make you feel out of focus. You need to do this to allow yourself to see the other doors or opportunities, that up till now have not been visible to you. Eight Of Spades If someone appears to hold a relic of the past in hishand, doe that mean that he holds the wisdom of the ages? In this picture on the eight of spades, the man happens to be holding a skull. Looking at it with a frown or is it one of discovery? The piece is very fragile, trapped within his grasp. The girl hides behind the door, watching him. She speaks not a word, as her arms cover her mouth. she cannot come out while he is there. The claw of the crowbar looms over head. Is that a threat? Who actually is the one suffeing severe restrictions? Is it he, with one major decision to make or is it she, who hides? the mans hand appears strong and his grip solid. One does not see fear etched in his face. The opening is narrow indicating a narrow path or few if any options. Is the door opening or is it closing? This is in the eye of the beholder.This indicateds that your limitations might very well be within you. ther is always a way out. You are not as poweless as you feel.The feelings of being crushed, trapped or restricted may be very real to you. Take stock of your situation, search out your options. The may be few, but they do exist. You are only limited by what is within. The emotions you are repressing will only fester if they are confronted. You need not fear your future. You have only to take the first step, then put the next foot forward, one step at a time. Eventually your goal will be realized. Eight Of Diamonds The eight of diamonds is a card of learning, seeking new truth. It's a card of expanding your limits. The building has many stories, towers and dark openings. What is inside or behind them? What is there for you to learn? Both men appear to be studing a document of some kind. the mystery of the unknown becoming less so with each turn of a page. One man is in a suit and tie and the other is not. It does not matter what your walk in life is, bur learning. Be he a rich man or a poor man, knowledge is free. The information is at your fingertips. the background is dark, indicating depth. the woman stands above them, an yet is behind the building. Her eyes do not appear to be open. Does this mean, she is "resting" for the moment? It indication to me is, she is preparing to move to a higher level fo education. She is the tower of knowledge. Please note, the building is leaning towards the right, almost as if she is supporting it while the men carry on with their studies. She is the pure strength depicted here. Her dress is lovely and it is also of red material, indicating a passion for learning, for stepping out, forgeing a new pathway of discovery,

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using all the knowledge that echos in the halls of higher learning. the details on this card are somewhat out of focus. Be certain that theses are brought sharply to the forfront and leave nothing to chance. the message is to pay attention to the little things on your journey that will in the long run make up the greater whole. Nine Of Clubs The lady reading the newspaper seems to be suffering some anger or is very upset about something. Note the single finger, pointing and the tilt of her head. She seems totally unaware of the man beside her or the looming presents behind. The man behind the bars seems to have given up. What kind of struggle has he been through? There is a feeling of anguish in the over all picture. Like something that has been wonderful in their lives is at an end. One cannot see the actual eyes of any figure with the exception of the man behind. His are very sad. I can almost sense the tears. Is that her man? Did she not know until she read it in the paper? The man beside her, is he a legal counsel of some kind or is he a part of the new future she hopes to have? Or did she just read this person is being freed from his incarceration. Will she need to defend her own person now? Perhaps there is but one more thing she must over come or deal with before she can relax. My feeling is this man is someone from her past that she doesn’t want to deal with. He on the other hand is certain to try to find her. There fore she is taking comfort only in the knowledge that she does have certain rights. She, at this time does not want anything new to upset the ‘applecart’. Once this figure from her past is ‘out’ she does not feel that she can ever be safe again. This, in itself, makes me wonder, exactly what part did she play to bring this situation to this actual conclusion. Was she responsible? Or, is he the one at fault. There are certain things, one must face from their past, to move beyond. To grow. Sometimes, it may not be easy. Until it is done, there can be no rest. One must have closure to open new doors. Deal with the problem, face it and do not try to hide. It is the only way it will end for you. Nine Of Hearts This lady is definitely at peace with her self. She is lying back in comfort. The warmth of the basket I front of her makes me think of the decadence of a tabby cat, secure in its sleep, dreaming the dreams of the good and just. I believe this is exactly what she is doing. The fragrance of the flowers, permeate the room. Her senses are almost overwhelmed, mine certainly would be. Is that champagne or a simple bottle of wine? What ever it is, she has been enjoying it. The glass is nearly full, so my thoughts are she is about to celebrate something. That something she has wanted for a long time is coming to pass.

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The nine of hearts is oftentimes call the wish card or dreams come true. One must be careful of what you wish for, because with this one in the lay out, it is apt to happen. Think carefully of who or what will be affected by your choice. The bottle of wine might also be empty, indicating that she has over indulged in some way and has simply passed out. This in itself is not always a bad thing. She has not hurt anyone by doing this. She has simply enjoyed. The pleasure she took was extreme and all things are going her way. Isn’t this a wonderful card to draw? Be very happy when you see this one. It shows that things are going your way. There is some special event that will bring gladness to your heart. Relax, enjoy, drink and be merry. Do not worry about your diet for a few hours. Do what is in your heart for pleasure, pure and simple. Nine Of Spades The nine of spades is a card of concerns and deep worry. The lady has concerns that she feels she must hang on to. The chains make me think that she is in self bondage because of it. There is old wood of the chair back, showing the issue is an old one. Notice the tightness of the grip of the hand holding onto the chain. The knuckles are white from the extreme tension this has caused. The man standing beside her, seems to be shaking his fist a little or trying to make a point. He wears glasses, indicating to me, that he has some knowledge or can see clearly what she is doing to herself. The look on her face is one of anxiety and/or anger. This belongs to her and she has no intention of letting go of it. I cannot be certain, if it is a hurt she aggravated in another or if it is something deeper, darker. Something she wants to keep hidden. Nine’s are about endings. She needs to end what ever it is that causes so much self pity. Until she does, she will be unable to move on. This card is a warning. Let it go. Nothing is worth this much concern. You need to open yourself up and listen to others. At this time, heed the advice of those around you, who care. Trust yourself. It is time to loosen your grip, let the chain fall where it may. Turn around and sit down in that old wooden chair. Let the furrows in your brow smooth. Let the tension go. The path you are on is a lonesome one. It’s time to let the endings of the nines happen. Nine Of Diamonds This card shows a man who has done a lot for him self, leaning on himself and coming in to his own. This card is one of success all the way around financially. The clothes he is wearing indicate that he did it himself. He did not delegate all that was done. It gives the illusion that he has made a pile of money. Great richness. The fisted hand shows he worked hard to get to this point and he has no intention of letting go. The hands in the pockets of his jacket show he is at ease with himself. He has made it.

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It brings to mind the old maxim, that something worth having is worth working for. This has been a long time in the making, he is not an over night success. There is a bit of money coming in now and he might easily lay most of it out again for something that will heighten his feeling of self worth. I do not feel any glee in this picture. What I see is a calmness with an easement of stress. This fist is tightly clenched, yes, but it appears to be opening. So perhaps it time that he looks around at all he might have been missing. He has reached a stage that brings and end to his struggles. Hopefully the next step will be easier for him. Ten Of Clubs Here we see a man that appears to be at ease somehow with the things that are happening in the world around him. How ever, this is not the case. The storage units are stacked high in the back, indicating there is a lot of responsibility. The rope shows it might even feel as though it is tightening slowly. With all of his responsibilities on one would think he would try to find some way to lessen the load. But, alas he is not. He sits there in quiet contemplation of all that he has too do and seems to be doing nothing to make it easier. The rope seems bigger then life, doesn’t it? Are you over whelmed by the things you shoulder in your life? Isn’t it time to move your hand away from your chin, raise it up in front of you and say, “Enough!!”? He holds his coffee and the newspaper just lies there unnoticed in his lap. Has he so many burdens that he is unaware of life outside of his little room? Isn’t it time to open your eyes and hold up your chin and stop with the self pity. All that needs doing is not all yours. Others can do a lot of it, allowing you a little freedom with in your mind. Do not keep all the responsibility just so you can feel bad or drop into self pity over all you have yet to do. There is no need to give it all up. There is much you can do. Line up your ducks, put them in a row and let the rest go to someone else. Wake up! And take pride in the things you can do. Ten Of Hearts There is a lot of pleasure in this picture. The pillow gives a feeling of contentment and security. To me, it is something to lay my head on for rest. The lady in the back ground might be the mother or and older person, whom the ones in the foreground trust and feel safe with. The two young gals are looking up with extreme pleasure. Their surroundings as warm, indicated by the soft pink of the pillow, the warm brown of the basket. There are three people depicted here. Hence, a small group of close family or friends. I do not feel any animosity, only love and sheer happiness. A giving, satisfying environment. There is an easy feeling of camaraderie in this circle of people. The woman is leaning a little to the side, enjoying the happiness she sees before her. It does not

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appear that she is the cause of it nor are either of the other two, alone in this. All three seem committed. The significance of this ten is one is simply enjoying the company of a small circle of people, friends or family. There is no stress or hurt, only happiness. Ten Of Spades There is great sorrow depicted here. Someone has reached rock bottom and is suffering badly because of it. The situation is painful, and the only way out of it will cause even more pain. The door is open only a little and the woman appears to be the cause of the situation. No one is looking at her, but she, in turn watches the pain in the foreground. Some one has hurt you badly, some situation has transpired or events have conspired to bring you to the point of ruin. The suit of spades so often deal with deception, that it makes me wonder, if she can trust the one that is holding her either. Is his sympathy real? Or only for the moment. I get a feeling the woman is hiding from them or is stealthily watching. They seem unaware of her presence. Because there are three places thru which one can look, the windows and the opening, I feel, this is not the first that this person has done this to you. It’s time to walk away from a bad situation that will never be a good. You will leave someone or something that you care deeply for, so the leaving will not be easy. It is one more pain you will have to bare. The grief you will suffer if you stay, is untenable. Ten Of Diamonds Look at the lushness of the rug in the back ground. The feel of luxury and contentment. The kitten is so small compared to the books. A gentle smile is clearly in her eyes and lifting the corners of her mouth. She seems to have it all. Everything she has wanted or needs is within easy touch of her fingertips. She has the ability to gain knowledge and use what she knows for her own betterment. The volumes are not slim ones. So, the depth of her knowledge is great. The white indicates the purity of her inner self and makes one know that all she has accomplished is on the up and up. There is no hint of underhandedness here. The girl is secure in her knowledge, knowing that what she has done and who she has become are deep inside of her. This is not a surface situation. This comes from a long line of family heritage and tradition. There is much she can do with in her community to help those with less training and she is happy to do so. Even the animal in the foreground approaches her with out fear of

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rejection. This ten is a very good card to draw. It brings you a new level of understanding of what has been, is and will be. Jack Of Clubs This picture gives the warm thought of close friendship or someone who cares very much about you. Notice her hand touching the side of her glasses, and the index finger pointing. I am not sure who is giving who support. Who has the secret to share. Both are smiling and look very content to be in the others company. There is an underlying passion between these two. it’s a solid friendship, if one notes the stone wall in the back. The colors project a feeling of warmth although, darkness too. You cannot see her eyes and his are closed, letting the world know that what is said here or what news is shared is not known to all. It is between this couple. Again, the background here, gives a feeling of openness or vastness of area. They are very close to the forefront. Both are business people, clean orderly and responsible. The bulk of her jewelry indicates a no nonsense approach to life. The deepness of the smile line on his face shows it is not the first time he has smiled. It is a way of life for him. Her smile is wide and freely exposing her teeth. To me, it shows and easy camaraderie between to friends. If you look to the foreground and then the background, you notice there is a tremendous difference between the two. Are you leaving all that you know and are familiar with for something totally unknown? The business suits do not exactly fit in with the out doors. Jack Of Hearts Here one sees two people apparently deeply in love. She rests her head against his chest and he allows it. They appear as close as they can be. Occasionally, seeing is not always what it appears to be. One cannot deny the friendship here. There is a warmth through out this card that is undeniable. He, the Jack is a charmer, she is here with him because she wants to be. Look a little closer. She is not looking at him, not even looking towards him, nor is he at her. He appears to be looking off or figuring out his next move. The water is in motion behind them. A few ripples disturbing the surface. The sky forms a dark back drop, almost blending with the trees. The roses in the upper corner, show by intimation, this is a lovers meeting. Full of soft words and deep emotions. The tie or bow around her neck, shows she is hooked. There is no encumbrance for him here. She is the one this interlude means the most too. Not him. His hair is wild looking and hers is smooth. His is windswept and hers is not tousled at all. The feeling here, for me, is that, he might use her emotions or feelings for him, to manipulate her into a situation that he can easily walk away from, although it will be

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much harder for her. There is a underlying seriousness depicted here. She is not his only lover. The depth of her love for him is great. His feelings are just as deep, but he poses ready to jump out of the boat or ‘push off’. Enjoy your time with this person, as he can touch your heart and make you fall in love. THIS, is his quest in life. Jack Of Spades There is a lot going on, on this card. it’s a busy, active, totally involved situation. The books and papers indicate learning and or messages. A lot of stress, muscles bulging. News, via the telephone. There is nothing easy going depicted here. The woman is smiling but it does not reach her eyes. The indication here is she is not happy with the news she received but isn’t letting on how she feels. He, on the other hand, figures he has enough to contend with and one more ‘obstacle’ is just one more ‘obstacle’. The question arises, are the interests here in conflict? Does she even care what stress he is under? Does he know how little she cares? Or is that her underlying concern, why the smile never leaves her mouth? As you can see, the weight he is about to lift is tremendously heavy. One can only hope he will think twice before lifting it with out a spotter. He has placed himself in a dangerous situation. My feeling is he will go forth with it, regardless of the out come. Looking closer, she may not even be aware of this. Her involvement with her conversation has some import. It looks like she has surrounded herself with that which holds no interest for him and he with her. This situation, definitely presents a challenge to both, to make it work. He has his toys and she has, what? Jack Of Diamonds This card indicates that care must be taken in dealing with a person or situation. He, in the front wears a suit showing a business or white collar worker. She wears a sundress and is not of his world. The man looming in the back, does not belong in either world, so to speak. This card may be about choices. A rather big, important one. Which way will she go? Will she take the gamble. The man on the right, is not impressed with what she is saying to him. It doesn’t concern him that the other one is watching. Maybe she has a need that needs to be taken care of and he couldn’t care less to become involved. His eyes are closed, a clear indication of ‘not seeing’, hers are not even in the picture. The third person’s are in dark shadow. My feeling is to be wary of certain deceit in money matters. Some ones security is at risk. What ever is developing, is slow, insidious growth. Open your eyes and look clearly at all angles, take a moment to ascertain your finances are as they should be. Do not leave anything to chance. Someone is watching

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and keep in mind, you are not alone all the time. Take care that you are not the one that is about to do something that is not on the up and up. Queen Of Clubs The Queen of Clubs is a card of heightened passion. The fire in the back ground is burning flame, raging across the land. It can be destructive, eating everything in it’s path or it can be a fire that simply clears the way for new growth. It can be a cleansing fire. This is the passion of the woman in the foreground. She is lady of the most gentile sort. She is knowledgeable, as can be plainly seen with the book and the glasses. It shows that she studies and works constantly to gain new insights into what ever has piqued her interest. The stone cliff or wall, indicates a strength that is not found in all the suits or face cards. It is a warm strength, giving help when needed, good advice when warranted. This lady is the mother of powerful knowledge. She is ruled by the fifth house of the zodiac. This gives grace and beauty. She is sexy and romantic. An actress on center stage. Her voice should be heeded as she will help you and give from her very soul. Do not cross her, because then her anger will sear a path through the universe. Her stage is her own, of her own making, do not try to take it from her, least you rue the day. In the event of a three sided love affair, this is often the “other woman”. She can and will seduce and manipulate situation towards her own best interest. Queen Of Hearts This lady is the mother of all the cards. She is your comforter, your confident, your one place in the world where you find safeness. You can tell her anything and she will enfold you in her arms giving you solace. She will wipe your tears away, hug you close when you are happy. She is the card that rules the forth house of the zodiac. The place of home and family. She can be moody and secretive. She easily hides her own feelings, least anyone have the opportunity to hurt her. Look at the smile on her face, it actually reaches her eyes. There is a beauty in the love that surrounds her. He is content to be with her. It appears that he is unaware of her behind him. This is not the case. She is definitely there, hovering, ready to reach out a gentle hand, should he need it. The shadows running diagonally across his face indicate hidden things that can shadow ones feelings, indicating a darker side. She on the other hand can make ‘light’ of it. The light sky in the back ground with the branches shooting upwards, show growth and development. Nothing is static.

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Her intuition is highly developed and she is sensitive to others feelings, seeming to know the right thing to say to ease the way towards healing. Her response to you is one of love giving a shoulder to cry on when needed. She is one person that is there for you, always a balm for your emotions. Queen Of Spades This lady is often referred to as the woman alone or the widows card. One can see she is in the shadows with much activity behind her, such as the steps leading upwards to ‘where’. The picture leaves that to your imagination. There is stone columns, iron rails and tremendously deep shadows. This card is one of deception and secrets. There is a light, although it throws very little brightness. Her dress is red and indication of the scarlet woman. She creates problems and enjoys watching the fall out. Deceit can be her middle name. What ever problems or worries you have in your life, she, with little doubt is connected to them somehow. This lady has suffered a tremendous loss and suffers silently. She is alone an must strike out on her own with little or no help from others. This makes her independent. Is this you? What losses have you suffered that have brought you to this point in your life? What direction will you next move in? Are you solely responsible of the chaos that seems to reign in your life? She is an exacting woman with standards that oftentimes very hard for others to reach. Her ideals infer perfection and she tolerates nothing less. When this card is drawn, one must understand there is much to put behind you and move on. The lady in the picture has her back to the steps, showing little concern to what happens. There are shadows everywhere, indicating the mystery surrounding her future. With this woman, the Queen of Spades, one understands the need to be comfortable when alone. To let go of dependence on others and walk the path keeping your plans close to the vest. Not everyone needs to know each step you take. There is no need to involve others in what you do. Some things are best done alone and behind the scenes. Queen Of Diamonds This woman is the one that controls the purse strings in your financial situation. She is a caregiver, one who helps when least expected. She is rich in spirit and financially independent. She gives help to ease stress in situations as any mother would do. She sits back and lets you try to stand on your own two feet but is at the ready to step in if needed. This card indicates one who is working and raising a family, doing an admirable job at both. Highly successful in all she does. Her main concern is emotional stability rather then financial. Her home in the zodiac is the second house, the one that rules possessions. She has it all. If she doesn’t, she sets a course in life to find it to add to her collection. She can be very possessive and seemingly selfish. She is. Her first concern is to keep what is hers. She worked hard for it and does not let go easily, be it marriage, a mate, a home or

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something as simple as a pack of chewing gum. She will share what she has, only if she really feels it is needed. She lets go of nothing that will diminish her in any way. She has strength and power in a relationship. Notice the double line on the road behind the gal. This indicates, no passing zone. Do not try to pass her up, or you will find yourself behind the rails wondering what happened. She is full of surprises. She can and will give unselfishly, but only when it suits her to do so. She does not take things lightly. She is tender, although not truly romantic. Yet, one feels safe with her. She can be trusted and is a stabilizing influence on any and all that surround her. She does not demand your attention in public but wants the hug in private. She is the one that might give the gift that will make your day and with little doubt, it will be frivolous and nonsensical. This card indicates that someone is there for you, sometimes only in the back ground, but she is one you can definitely depend on. King Of Clubs A quick look at this card shows strength and power in any given situation. The indication of a weapon is only one way to deal with it. The scowling man in the back is the leader or mediator. His thoughts are important. Notice how dark his eyes are. It gives the sense that he is the keeper of the answer to the mystery. His mouth forms words, but one does not yet know what they are. The woman on the other hand, stands very still and at attention waiting for his direction. Her head is tilted slightly towards him as though listening. This picture indicates a strength of will in adversity and one of leadership. Because of the overt power displayed here, one might take a moment to look over one’s own motivations to see what or where it happens to be leading. This dominance can be a good thing, although too much of it is not. This card can indicate an older person in your life, one that seldom gave you the opportunity to show your own feelings concerning your future. Perhaps now Is the time to take control of your own situation. You have leadership qualities in your own right, now is the time to use them in your goals or career situation. King Of Hearts Take note of the pure pleasure the dog shows for the man. His ears laid back and he is throwing himself towards him. The strawberry shows pleasure although the newel post separates the fruit from the situation developing in the back ground. The forest is dark green with much shadow and light. This card deals with emotionalism and unconditional love. This can mean where is this relationship going? What does it mean? This makes me think of commitment. Once your pet loves you, generally it is forever. This card is about commitment. One must be sensitive to derive pleasure from the colors of the forest. To seek out the gentle rays of light. The touch of love displayed from your pet or a person within your relationship. This person is devoted and non judgmental with you. With in a situation of anger or hardship, this card can indicate the need for a mediator, someone who can see the situation for what it is with out bias.

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King Of Spades The King of Spades is a card of strength and perversity. You might note, the look of aloofness of the man in the foreground. It is as though he does not even be aware of the other man speaking to him. The gal in the back ground, seems almost to be imprisoned by what is going on here. It’s very dark in this picture. The chains are an indication of judgments called and acted on. The building is very old, judging by the wood on it’s exterior and almost gives a feeling of broken windows or in this case, broken feelings. My feeling is that the man is providing a sense of security and maybe his way is not the conventional way. Locking someone up or locking up one’s feelings oftentimes leads to less security. The question you might ask yourself, is, am I doing what is right in this situation? The look in the eyes of the middle ground person is one of intensity. Are you too intense in your feelings? Are you sure this is the correct decision? Maybe you might need to invest your feelings or dealings in something with more stability. The chains are two dimensional and this could indicate that there are always one more dimension to completion. Perhaps it is only the shadows that are missing or are you hiding in the shadows? Some times it is best to let go of things that hold you back rather them gather them close and hang on to them. King Of Diamonds The King of Diamonds is a card of strength and knowledge. It is a card of knowing what is the right thing to do. Knowledge is gained from research and study. The woman has a gentle smile on her face, a very knowing smile. It appears she has all the answers. The man on the other hand is looking down on her, waiting for her to share what she has. She holds in her hand an item that belongs to her. Could that be her knowledge? Is it her money? This is a way of showing others, that it belongs to her and she will give it up under only the correct circumstances. You can visualize the power ‘houses’ in the background, a pure indication of mansions with domed tops, that is in the capitol city of some far off place. It takes a great deal of knowledge, gained through reading, higher education and learning to build such a thing. All the books indicate that a tremendous amount of work has gone into some situation. It is better in this case to hold on to what you have. It is not for the sharing just for the sake of sharing. Let the other person wait or do the work that you did to get this far. It’s a judgment call on your part. Give it up only when it becomes necessary.

Card Spreads and Lay Outs This is the directory to the card spread and layouts that are used on my site.

Past Present And Future Spread Past Present Future Always remember

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Shuffle the cards as you would and cut them, three times. Gather them up moving from left to right using your left hand. The left hand is closest to your heart. If you are reading for someone else, have them cut them. Either yourself or the quarent can shuffle. Draw three cards from the top of the deck and lay them down using the first card in the position of the past on the far left, the second card as the present, in the center and the third card as one indicating the future on the far right. In the event that one card falls out, I generally lay it aside, thinking it might have a further message for you. I do not turn that card over until all the rest have been read. The three cards are chosen can give possible combination of seven separate meanings. The cards can be assessed individually first (one at a time) then in twos (1st and 2nd card, then 2nd and 3rd card, and last 1st and 3rd card) then altogether giving a total of seven combinations Look the cards over and let them speak to you. Make a special note of the suits. This will show you the speed with which situations have developed. Next look at the numbers. Keep in mind, the house of the zodiac, and it's ruler. This will give you an idea of what the situation is about. Lay the cards down from the left to the right and read them from the same direction. The reasoning for this, is, the left side is closest to one's heart. The lst card on the left is in the past position. Make a note of the suit with in each placement, the house of the zodiac it is placed in and what planet is it's ruler. The number is also very important. You need to know that clubs are very fast moving: hearts are smooth: spades are a dead stop: and last but not least diamonds are very slow. Make a note of which direction the face card is faceing, if there is a face card. Towards another card shows interest, facing away shows the person is apt to be avoiding or walking away. Another thought: In the event a card falls out while shuffeling or dealing, set it aside as it may have special signifince somehow. It may indicate a person or even a time, again, of course depending on the suit. The First Card This card speaks of the past and of events that might have lead up to the situation that has evolved. This placement is for reflecting on your own part in what is happening to you now. It indicates who or what was responsible for what happened in the past If this card is a club, it is an event that developed quickly, with almost a feeling of rage or a raging fire.. A heart, indicates that things were moving smoothly, not fast, not slow, Were this card, a diamond, it would show a very slow plodding movement, and almost drive you crazy to get going, kind of thing. Lastly, were it a spade, it would indicate something that came to a screeching halt, like running into a brick wall

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The Second Card This placement speaks of the present or the now in your life. It determines the events that are shaping up now with in your current environment. It also shows how fast or slow things are happening, depending on the suit. Does it deal with matters of the heart and home (hearts)? Or is it having to do with work and career goals (clubs)? Is the issue money security or possessions (diamonds)? Lastly, could it be deceit, obstacles and worries (spades)? The Third Card The last card in the draw shows the future if you continue on your present path. Bear in mind the future is not set in stone. You have the power within yourself to make the changes needed in your life. Over all, it is up to you to make what ever changes are needed to gear the future to what you want.

The Six Card Lay Out Who When Where Why What How I cannot assume that everyone opening these pages, knows all there is about cartomancy, there fore, I choose to place this little help file at the end of this page. Who A face card: can indicate a person of the birth time from the zodiac. A number card might be someone you know or are about to know that you will meet with in a situation dealing with that number, example, the number 2 might be a close personal friend. A 5 someone who is going through a change that causes heartache or loss. Also look at the house of the zodiac that rules the card. This sun sign is a good indication of who it might be When This card gives some indication of the time frame of the event or situation that is developing or is of concern. If it is a club, use the number for the week of spring, past or future. A heart, of summer. A diamond, of fall. Lastly, a spade of winter. Keeping in mind there are 13 weeks for each season. For actual dates use the spring and fall equinox and the summer and winter solstice for this Where A three is a good indication of a small group of people, confidants or having like interests. It is very important to use the houses of the zodiac for this position. Look at the card and refer again to its placement on in the zodiac. If it is ruled by Gemini, it will be a good indication of communications. Perhaps it is ruled by Sagittarius, if this is the case, it will be in a center of continuing education or some place far away. Its very easy if you just use what you have at your fingertips Why This is generally the biggest question of all. Everyone wants to know why something happened or will happen. The only thing you can garner from this is if it deals 57

with clubs: work or career, hearts: home and matters of the heart, diamonds: financial fluctuations or spades: major decisions, hard ones. It might indicate the matter at hand is not working and must be changed for your own self attainment. To find true happiness, you cannot stay in the current situation. What This position deals with the out come. What changes in your life will take place resulting from the overall layout, if you continue on this path you seem to be traveling. Look at the number and refer to your numerology table. The suit of cards, be it a spade, heart, club or diamond. Do not agonize over it, use your zodiac sign and the house it is ruled by and most importantly, the planet that rules its particular house. It is not always a bad result. If it is the queen of clubs, it is the 5th house, leo, ruled by the sun. It means you can shine in the end. How This card will show to some extent how you will deal with the changes that are about to take place in your life. If it is a club, you will rush into it like a speeding train, events happening before you can blink your eyes. A heart, it will go smoothly without noticeable change until all the events are in place. If a diamond, it can be a rather slow turn of events and if a spade, all things in your life as it is now, will come to a halt. You will feel that you have be hit broadside with no where to go. Have heart, use the number. A complete and total turning of your world may indicate the death of a situation, leaving new hope for tomorrow. A Little Help For Beginners Shuffle the deck how every many times that works for you and cut them into three piles using your left hand. (It is closest to your heart) Gather the piles into one and lay the cards out before you, dealing from the left to the right, keeping them face down. Turn them over one at a time, again, from the left to the right, reading them individually.

Once you have gone over them in this manner, then make a note of the suits and the numbers. Too many of one suit might indicate too much energy is being placed in that particular suit. The same goes for having none of any particular suit, can mean there is a definite lack of that suits energy in the reading. Please refer to suit energy on the index.

One Last Thought. In the event a card falls out while shuffling or dealing, set it aside as it may have special significance somehow. It may indicate a person or even a time, again, of course depending on the suit.

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The Lay Out Shuffle, cut and deal out the cards. Keeping the cards face down, read them one at a time, from the first to the tenth. As you read each card, see how it releates to the card just proir to it. Let the cards tell your story. Do not make guess's as to what each card means. Do not try to say things to make the quarent happy. Use your intuition, letting your feelings carry the reaing. Make a note of the suit with in each placement, the house of the zodiac it is placed in and what planet is it's ruler. The number is also very important. You need to know that clubs are very fast moving: hearts are smooth: spades are a dead stop: and last but not least diamonds are very slow. Another thought In the event a card falls out while shuffeling or dealing, set it aside as it may have special signifince somehow. It may indicate a person or even a time, again, of course depending on the suit. The First Position Your reason for being here. The situation as it is now The Second Position Obstacles, a blockage or something that has come at you out of left field The Third Position The larger picture: things not yet seen: someone you do not know about The Fouth Position The past; Receding influence: Completed task; A factor to be discarded The Fifth Position Your expectations: Your obsessions: What might happen: Another option 59

The Sixth Position A developing concern; A factor to be welcomed; Something coming close The Seventh Position Your position; How others see you; A possible approach The Eight Position The other side of the issue; Demands made on you; What is around you The Ninth Position A word of warning; Your secret needs; The missing piece of the puzzle The Tenth Position Likely result; Possible backlash; Benefit or reward

Romancing The Cross

The Lay Out

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Shuffle, cut and deal out the cards. Keeping the cards face down, read them one at a time, from the first to the tenth. As you read each card, see how it relates to the card just prior to it. Let the cards tell your story. Do not make guess's as to what each card means. Do not try to say things to make the quadrant happy. Use your intuition, letting your feelings carry the reading. Make a note of the suit with in each placement, the house of the zodiac it is placed in and what planet is it's ruler. The number is also very important. You need to know that clubs are very fast moving: hearts are smooth: spades are a dead stop: and last but not least diamonds are very slow. Another thought In the event a card falls out while shuffling or dealing, set it aside as it may have special significance somehow. It may indicate a person or even a time, again, of course depending on the suit. The First Position The person that is of major concern to you. The one you love, the center of your world. The Second Position This persons hang ups or some obstacle obstructing the relationship The Third Position Someone or something you do not know about The Fouth Position Someone from the past, a memory or has stepped back into the picture The Fifth Position Your general focus or carried to extreme becomes and obsession The Sixth Position A developing situation or someone else entering the equation The Seventh Position How you others to ‘think’ you are handling this concern The Eighth Position The other persons side of the issue and how he is handling it The Ninth Position A word of warning; Your secret needs; The missing piece of the puzzle

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The Tenth Position The end result if you continue on the path you are following

The Zodiac Spread

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The Lay Out Shuffle, cut and deal out the cards, beginning with the first house, laying them down in a counter clockwise direction. If you know the persons sun sign, lay the first card in that position and continue from there counter clockwise until one card lies in each house.. Make a note of the suit with in each placement, the house of the zodiac it is placed in and what planet is it's ruler. The number is also very important. You need to know that clubs are very fast moving: hearts are smooth: spades are a dead stop: and last but not least diamonds are very slow. Another thought In the event a card falls out while shuffling or dealing, set it aside as it may have special significance somehow. It may indicate a person or even a time, again, of course depending on the suit.

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You as the situation is now The Second House Your feelings of possessiveness or ownership The Third House How you communicate or how often do you contact the object of your desire The Fouth House How sensitive are you to the other persons feelings The Fifth House The kind of pleasure you give and how you react when not the center of attention The Sixth House How your feelings affect your health and work habits The Seventh House The duality of your partnership The Eight House What kind of sexual pleasure do you get from your partner The Ninth House The things you need to learn to cope with your feelings The Tenth House The kind of responsibility you must shoulder to make it work The Eleventh House Your hopes and dreams The Twelfth House The hidden things inside of you and any deceptions you may invoke to keep what you have

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