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ye¢kaùu iïud iïnqÿ rcdkka jykafia kula f,dalfha my< jkafka ixidr .; i;ajhdg ixidr ÿlska ksoyia jk W;=ï ksjka ud¾.h fmkajd §ug hs' iïnqÿ oyï uekúka Y%jKh lrk flfkl=g ñÉPd ÈÜÀh neyer fldg f,!lsl iïud ÈÜÀhg meñKSug;a" f,!lsl iïud ÈÜÀh blaujd f,daflda;a;r iïud ÈÜÀh lrd f.dia ksjkska iekiSug;a yelshdj we;' O¾uh weiSug ,enqk;a kqjKska l,amkd lsÍfï yelshdj ke;s kï tA wjia:dj Wodlr .; fkd yelsh' fndfyda l,la ;siafia ;uka úiska O¾uh hehs is;df.k mqreÿ mqyqKq l< oDIaÀ" Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiaf.a úÑ;% Wmud Wmfïh iys; meyeÈ,s lsÍfï bÈßfha wkd:j ioaO¾uh kqjKska úuid f,daflda;a;r iïud ÈÜÀhg meñKs" ks.KaG Y%djl Wmd,s .Dym;shd wkaj¾: mo ishhlska Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia j¾Kkd l< whqre Wmd,s iQ;%fhka o; yelsh' O¾ufha yeisÍu hkq wl=i,a neyer lrñka l=i,a ÈhqKq lsÍu hs' tA i|yd i;aldr l< hq;= .re l< hq;= lreKq y;la ilaldr .reldr iQ;%fhka fy

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fm<.eiau 11-1' tA Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiaf.a Y%djlhd fjñ uu - Wmd,s iQ;%h '''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' 07 12-2' f.!rj i;aldr ±laúh hq;= wisßu;a lreKq y; - ilaldr .reldr iQ;%h '''''''''''''''''''' 35 13-3' wkd: fkdù ikd: fjuq - mGu kd:lrK iQ;%h '''''''''''''''''''''' 67 14-4' odkfha wkqiia - olaÅKd úNx. iQ;%h ''''''''''''''''''''''' 90 15-5' ÿ¾,N fudfyd;ska M, ,nuq - wlaLK iQ;%h '''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' 110 16-6' wisßu;a oukh lsÍu - flaiS iQ;%h '''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' 130 17-7' wdYap¾h woaN+; lreKq wgla - fõid,sl W.a. iQ;%h ''''''''''''''''''''' 148 18-8' bmÿfka wehs@ - máÉp iuqmamdoh ''''''''''''''''''''''''''' 165 19-9' wka; j,g fkd jeà yß u. f;areï .kak - lÉpdkf.d;a; iQ;%h ''''''''''''''''''''' 198 20-10'msh igyka y÷khs kï''' - pQ, y;aÓmfodamu iQ;%h ''''''''''''''''222


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-Wmd,s iQ;%hY%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks" nqÿrcdKka jykafia iïnqoaO;ajhg m;afj,d" Wkajykafia f,daflg ,nd §mq foa f;afrkafk" Wkajykafia lf
biafi,a,du lrkak ´fk foa''' tfykï wms Tlafldg u biair fj,d lrkak ´fk fudlla o@ is ; myojd .ka k tl' is ; myojd .ka k tl yßhg lr.;af; ke;akï" wmg biairyg hkak nE' is; myojd .;af;d;a udkakh miaig .sys,a,d meye§u biairyg tkjd'

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t;fldg fï udkakh;a tlal fuÉpr ;sfhk w¾nqoh fudlla o@ wms tl tlaflkdg ;sfhkj fm!oa.,sl m%;srEmhla' ;sfhkj o@ keoao@ wms tAlg we¨ï lrkj o@ keoao@

uu bkafk fld;eko@ wms ys;uq wms .DDma f*dfgda tlla .;a; lsh,' ±ka Thdg ÿkafkd;a .DDma f*dfgda tl Thd biafi,a,d n,kafk ljqre .ek o@ —wd''' ux bkafk fld;k o@ yev o@ ,iaikg fmakjo udj@˜ B<Õ tlaflkdg ÿkaku thd n,kafk thd bkak ;ek' wfma Ôú;hg fïl ld jeÈ, ;sfhkafk' tAlg ;uhs wd;au oDIaÀh lshkafk' t;fldg tAl is|, ì|, odk wdldrhg wjfndaOh tkak kï" wmg biafi,a, u ;sfhkak ´fk meye§u' meye§u lshkafk Y%oaOdj' wkak tA meye§u nqÿrcdKka jykafia flfrys wdmq ojig wr udkakh miaig hkjd' meye§u;a tlal tkjd wysxil ksy;udkSlula' fyd|g ys;, n,kak iñ;s iud.ula .;af;d;a w¾nqohla ;sfhkj' fudlg o tA w¾nqoh ;sfhkafk@ ;k;=rej,g' wdh;khla .;af;d;a w¾nqohla ;sfhkj' fudlg o tA w¾nqoh ;sfhkafk@ ;k;=rej,g' jevigykla ixúOdkh lrkak .sfhd;a w¾nqohla ;sfhkj' fudlg o tA w¾nqoh ;sfhkafk@ ;k;=rej,g' fudlla o fï w¾nqofha we;a;' tA ;uhs fm!oa.,sl m%;srEmh bia i ryg .ka k ;s f hk leue;a ; ' fm!oa . ,s l m% ; s r Emhg f.!rjh fokak ;sfhk w¾nqoh' tA w¾nqohg lshkafk wd;au oDIaÀh lsh,'

w¾nqoh wd;au oDIaÀh hs''' tA l ;a tla l tkj bßis h dj' tA l ;a tla l tkj wkq k a fy,d±lSu' tAl;a tlal tkj wkqkaj md.df.k bkak ´fk lshk tl' tAl;a tlal tkj ;uka biau;= fjkak ´fk lsh,' kuq;a tA wd;au oDIaÀh" tA w¾nqoh miaig hkjd meye§u wjxlj u we;sjqfkd;a' meye§u we;sjqkd lsh, flfkl=g fndrejg;a lshkak mq¿jka' tA jf.a u meyeÿk flfkla yeáhg bkak;a mq¿jka' kuq;a t;k tA ;sfhkafk;a wd;au oDIaÀh' ´l is|ì| f.k meye§u biairyg .kak kï" meye§u .ek iShhg iShlA u wjxl fjkak ´fk'


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O¾u ud¾.h ÈhqKq lrkak f,ais o@ wudre o@ f,aisfhka ÈhqKq lrkak;a nE' ÈhqKq lrkak fokafk;a kE' nqoaO Ydikh bÈßm;a lrkak lsh, bÈßm;a fjÉp ish¨ fokd u ke;sjqKd' uu WodyrKhla lshkakï Tng fïl f;afrkak'

fï isr ueÿfrka mekhkakg we;akï''' ±ka nqÿrcdKka jykafia mdúÉÑ lrkjfka flf,ia j,g nkaOkh lshk jpkh' Wkajykafia mxp kSjrKj,g mdúÉÑ lrkjd nkaOkd.drh lsh,' tA lshkafk ysrf.hla lsh,' ±ka Tn ys;kak fufyu' ysrf.hla ;sfhkjd' ysrf.or bkak whg yß u ÿla" lror" mSvd" nh" ix;dm" ;ejq,a' yenehs fïflka hkak nE' leue;af;ka f.aÜgq wer,d z±ka Wfò ld,h bjrhs' t,shg m,hkaZ lsh, hkak nE' tAl we;=f< ;uhs ueß ueÍ bmso bmso bkak ;sfhkafk' yenehs fïflka mek.;af;d;a ksoyia' nh" fidal kE' Wodr mqreIfhda bkakj kqjK mdúÉÑ lr,d" fïflka mkskjd' mek,d uema tlla tjkjd' fukak mksk ie,eiau lsh,d' ±ka Tkak uema tl wdjd ysr f.a we;=
mkskak o yokafk@ ±ka thdg ysrf.oßka mek, hkak ´fk kï" kslï mek, hkak nEfk' bkakjfk yeu ;ek u msßi od, thdj ysrlrkak' tA ; a hka k ´fk' fldfyduo hka f k@ ldgj;a f;a f rka f k ke;sfjkak' ±ka Tkak thd uema tlg wkqj mdr fydhdf.k hkjd' wrf.d,a,kag bj jefgkjd' —fldfyo fldfyo hkafk@˜ —uu fï mkskak hkjd˜ t;fldg tA me;a;g hkak ;sfhk ud¾.h tA msßi wyqrkj o@ keoao@ Bg miafi thdg tA ál;a kE' kqjK ;sfhk flfkla bkakj' tA me;af;ka hkj' —fldfyo hkafk@˜ —kE''' uu fï kslx n,df.k weúÈkj˜ kuq;a thdf. ysf;a ;sfhkafk fudlla o@ tA jf.a ;uhs" u.-M, ,nkak ´fk lsh, lE ..y bkak wh Tlafldu jefgkjd' hkak neye' hkak fokafk kE' ljqo fokafk ke;af;@ fkd fmfkk f,dalh'

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hkak;a nE' hkak fokafk;a kE' ´l ;uhs we;a;' tA ksid láka lsh lsh O¾uh ÈhqKq lrkak nE'

fndre lhsjre .y, jevla keye''' wehs fïl fï wfma biairyg tkafk@ —Tkak n,kakfld uu hk ;df,' Th ljqre fldfydu lsõj;a uu hkj ksjk lrd' udj kj;ajkak ldgj;a nE'˜ tfyu lshk wh keoao@ wehs wms tA jf.a bfudaIk,s l:d lrkafk' wms ;=< ;sfhk m%;srEmh ksid' n,kak wms fldÉpr ys;kak ´fk me;a;la o lsh,' f,ais keye' tfyu fjkak fya;=j fudlla o@ fuÉpr wjxl O¾uhla ;sfhoaÈ fudlo tfyu jqfka@ fya;=j fïlhs' fï O¾uhg mq¿jka ukqIH;ajh fY%aIaG;ajhg m;alrkak' t;fldg fï O¾uh ;=< ukqIH;ajh fY%aIaG;ajhg m;afjk fldg" ish¨ f,dal wNsnjd hkjd' ljqre;a leu;s kE' wehs tAf.d,af,d bkafk;a m%;srEm j,' ;u ;uka ujd.;a;= m%;r s Emj, bkafk fkd fmfkk f,dafl;a' ukqIH;ajh ;=< fïl ÈhqKq fjk fldg ish¨ f,dal wNsnjd hkjd' tAlg bßish hs'

wms;a ál ál lrf.k hkjd'''' b;ska kqjK ;sfhk" lhsjdre .ykafk ke;s wh wyk fldg —wfka b;ska wms;a leu;shs fï O¾uhg' lrf.k hkjd' yßhhs o okafk;a kE' jrÈhs o okafk;a kE' msk ;sfhkjo okafk;a kE'˜ tfyu lsh lsh bkak tlaflkd hka;ï ´l ÈhqKq lrkjd' hkj fkao lhsjdre .yf.k" ú|jhs fl

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wiajekak .kak kï jegla n¢kak u fjkjd''' tA ksid m%;srEm is|ì|f.k wjfndaOh lrd hkj lshk tl kqjK" ùßh" ksy;udkSlu" kqjK mdúÉÑ lrk ms
wehs fï ;rï úreoaO@ nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia nq ÿ uq ú ka foa Y kd l
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±ka b;ska YS,d§ .=KO¾u ÈhqKq lrf.k" nK Ndjkd lrf.k hkak yok fldg" —wkak fuhd hkak yokafk wmsj;a fmr,f.k˜ Tkak fokj jefâ' tA ksid wmsg fï weyeg fmak f,dalhg jvd fï ukqIH j¾.hdf.a iir .uk w;sYhska u ixlS¾Khs' ÿlaLodhlhs' tA ksid fïflka .e,fjkak wmsg ;sfhk uQ,slu iqÿiqlu ;uhs wfma m%;srEmh hs" wyxldrluhs me;a;lg od,d meye§u bia i ryg .ka k tl' tA meye§u ls h k tl biairyg .kak mq¿jka fjkafk m%;srEmh hs" wyxldrlu hs miaig odkak mq¿jka wdldrhg fudf
wod, ke;s foa wu;l lr, odkak''' ±ka oUÈj j¢ka k hkj wïu,' uu weyq j wïu flfklaf.ka —fudllao fyd|g u u;l ysáfh˜ lsh,' —nrKeia rÊcqrejkaf. ud,s.dj˜ lsõj' tAl wr ia:dk y;rg whs;s kEfk' ´fk foa fkfjhs u;l ysákafk' tA jf.a ;uhs fï nK weys,a,;a' ´fk foa fkfjhs ys;g hkafk' fyd|g u;l ysákak ´fk fï ±ka lshmq ldrKdj,ska tlhs' tA ;uhs ys; myojd .ekSu' tAl ú;rhs u;l ;sfhkak ´fk' wks;a tAjd wu;l jqkdg lula keye' ke;akï ´fk foa wu;l fj,d lsisfia;au ´fk ke;s" wod< ke;s tlla u;la fjkjd' oeka wms bf.k .kafk uÊ¯u ksldfha ;sfhk Wmd,s iQ;%h' tA ojia j, nqÿrcdKka jykafia jevysáfha kd,kaod kqjr' rc.y b|, álla ÿr úYd,d uykqjr me;a;g' kd,kaod lshk .fï mdjdßl lshk wU jkfha' Th kd,kaodj" úYd,dj w,a,f.k ysgmq flkd ;uhs" ks.KaGkd:mq;; a ' thdf. ÿIalr jevms
msKavmdf;a .sh ks.KaGhd''' ks.KaGkd:mq;a; kd,kaodfõ uyd ks.KaG msßila tlal ysáh' ks.KaGkd:mq;a;g ysáhd f.da,fhla §>;miaù lsh,' §>;miaú;a kd,kaodfj msKavmdf; .shd' t;fldg tAf.d,af,d;a


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tA ldf, Ôj;afj,d ;sfhkafk msKavmdf;ka' msKavmdf; .syska yjia fj,d l,amkd l;miaù" fï ;sfhkafk jdä fjkak wdikhla' jdäfjkak˜ lsh,' b;ska fï ksrej;a ;miaù jdäjqKd'

l¾u l¾u o@ oKav oKav o@ jdäjq K dg mia f ia nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia wykjd §>;miaúf.ka z;miaù" ks.KaGkd: mq;a; l¾u lShla .ek l:dlrkj o@Z mdm l¾u isÿfjkak l¾u lShla fya;= fjkj lsh, thd l:d lrkj o lsh,' t;fldg fï §>;miaù W;a;r fokjd" —wdhqIau;a f.!;ufhks" Th l¾u l¾u lshk l:dj ks.KaGkd: mq;%hkag reÑ kE' l¾u l¾u lshk l:dj fkfjhs ks.KaGkd: mq;%hd lshkafka oKav oKav lsh,d' l¾uh fkfjhs tAlg lshkafka o~qju lsh,'˜ b;ska nqÿrcdKka jykafia lshkjd —yß'''yß''' b;ska lshkak n,kak ks.KaGkd: mq;% mdm l¾uhkaf.a meje;aug o~qjï lShla .ek l:d lrkj o lsh,'˜ t;fldg wrhd lshkjd" —wdhqIu a ;a f.!;uhks" wfma ks.KaGkd: mq;h % ka mdm l¾u lsÍug" mdm l¾uhkaf.a meje;aug o~qjï ;=kla ;sfhkjd hehs lsh,d lshkjd'˜ tA ;uhs ldh oKav" jÖ oKav" ufkda oKav' t;fldg ks.KaGkd: mq;% tA ldf, lsh, ;sfhk nfKa ;sfhkafk l¾u l:dj fkfjhs' oKav ;=kla' tA ;uhs ldh oKav" jÖ oKav" ufkda oKav'

nrm;, foa fudlla o@ nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia wykjd" —§>;mia ù " ldh oKa v lshkafka fjk tlla o@ jÖ oKav lshkafka ;j;a tlla o@ ufkda oKav lshkafka ;j;a tlla o@˜ —wdhqIau;a f.!;uhks" tfiah' ldh oKav lshkafka fjk tlla' jÖ oKav lshkafka ;j tlla' ufkda oKav lshkafka ;j tlla'˜ t;fldg nqÿrcdKka jykafia wykjd §>;miaùf.ka" —Th oKav ;=fkka" ú.%y lrf.k hoa§" ks.KaGkd: mq;% nrm;,

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u oKavh lsh, lsõfj fudlla o@˜ lsh, weyqjd' t;fldg §>;miaù W;a;r fokjd" —wdhqIau;a f.!;uhks" ks.KaGkd: mq ; % fï oKa v úia ; r lrf.k hoa § " ldh oKa v fhka " jÖ oKavfhka" ufkda oKavfhka uyd nrm;, u foh lsh, lshkafka ldh oKavh lsh,' jÖ oKav" ufkda oKav tÉpr nrm;, keye˜ lsõjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia thdf.ka wdfhu;a wykjd" —ldh oKavh o@˜ —tfiah" wdhqIau;a f.!;uhks" ldh oKavh ;uhs'˜ nqÿrcdKka jykafia fofjks j;djg;a wykjd" —wE'' ;miaù" tA lshkafka ldhoKavh o@˜ —tfiah" wdhqIu a ;a f.!;uhks" ldh oKavh ;uhs'˜ nqÿrcdKka jykafia ;=kafjks j;djg;a wykjd" —wE'' ;miaù" tA lshkafka ldhoKavh o@˜ —tfiah" wdhqIu a ;a f.!;uhks" ldh oKavh ;uhs'˜

nqÿ oyfï oKav l:djla kE''' Tkak t;fldg nqÿrcdKka jykafia ;=kamdrla u tA ldrKh weyqjd' Bg miafia §>;miaù wykjd nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.ka —wdhq I a u ;a f.!;uhks " ;uq k a jyka f ia l¾uhka ls Í ug" l¾uhkaf.a meje;aug oKav lShla mKjkjd o@˜ lsh,d weyqjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia ms;miaù" nqÿrcdKka jykafiag Th oKav oKav l:dj,a yßhkafk kE' ;:d.;hka jykafia mKjkafka l¾uh l¾uh lshk jpkh˜ lsh, lsõjd' —tfyukï Tnjykafia lshkak n,kak mdml¾u lsÍug" mdml¾uhkaf.a meje;aug l¾u lShla ;uqkajykafia f,dalhdg lshkj o@˜ —;mia ù " uu mdml¾uhka f .a ls Í ug fya ; = N + ; jk" mdml¾uhkaf.a meje;aug fya;= jk" l¾u ;=kla uu lshkjd' tA l¾u ;=k ;uhs ldh l¾u" jÖ l¾u" ufkda l¾u'˜

ufkda l¾uh ;uhs n,j;a''' t;fldg wrhd wykjd —wE''' wdhq I a u ;a f.!;uhks " t;fldg ldh l¾uh ls h ka f ka fjk tlla o@ jÖ l¾uh


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lshkafka ;j;a tlla o@ ufkda l¾uh lshkafka ;j;a tlla o@˜ —tfiah" §>;miaù' ldh l¾uh lshkafka fjkska tlla' jÖ l¾uh lshkafka fjkska tlla' ufkda l¾uh lshkafka ;j tlla'˜ nqÿrcdKka jykafia wymq m%Yakh u hs fuhd fï wykafka' —wdhqIau;a f.!;uhks" Th ldh l¾u" jÖ l¾u" ufkda l¾u ;=k ú.%y lrf.k hoa§" uyd nrm;,hs lsh,d ;uqkajykafia lshkafka fldhs l¾uhg o@˜ nqÿrcdKka jykafia ms
fudlo fï mrlal= fj,d'''' msg;a fj,d fl,ska u .sfha ks.KaGkd: mq;% fydhdf.k' hkfldg ks.KaGkd: mq;% úYd, Y%djl msßila jglrf.k jdä fj,d bkakjd' fu;k Wmd,s lsh, isgqjrfhla ysáhd' th;a fuhdf. Y%djlfhla' jdäfj,d ysáhd' ks.KaGkd: mq;% ±lald fï msßi ueoafoka §>;miaù wE;ska tkjd' ±l,d wykjd" —Tfya fï oj,a fj,d fldfya .sys,a,d tk .uka o@˜ —iajdókS" uu fï tkafka Y%uK f.!;uhka isá ;ek b|,hs'˜ Y%uK f.!;uhka tlal l:dnyla we;slrf.khs uu fï tkafk' —fudk jf.a l:djla o Y%uK f.!;uhka tlal we;sjqfKa@ b;s k a Tla f lda u ls õ jd' l¾uh .ek weyq j d' uu ls õ jd kd:mq;%hkag l¾uh reÑ kE' kd:mq;%hka mKjkafka oKav h'

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fïfl uyd nrm;,h lshkafk ldh oKavh lsh, uu meyeÈ,s lr, ÿka k d' ux weyq j d t;fldg Y% u K f.!;uhka oKa v mKjkj o lsh,' t;fldg Y%uKh f.!;uhka ug W;a;r ÿkakd oKav oKav lsh, l:djla fïfl ke;' l¾uh lsh,hs mKjkafk lsh,' tAfl fudllao lsh, weyqjd uyd nrm;, foa' t;fldg Y%uK f.!;uhka lshkjd" ufkda l¾uh hs nrm;, lsh,d'˜

kshu ks.KaGfhla''' ´l wyf.k b|,d ks.KaGkd: mq;% lshkjd —idÿ''' idÿ ''' ;miaù" yß fyd|hs tA §mq W;a;f¾' fyd|g wjfndaOh we;s Y%djlfhla" ;ukaf.a Ydia;Dka jykafiaf.a Ydikh .ek ±k.;a;= Y%djlfhla" ±k.kak úÈyg ;uhs Y%uK f.!;uhkag Th W;a;f¾ §, ;sfhkafk'˜ —§>;mia ù " fï ,dul ufkda oKa v h ls h ka f ka fudk flfy,au,la o@˜ fï ljqo lshkafka@ ks.KaGkd: mq;%hd' —fï fudk flfy,au,la o fï ufkda oKavh lshkafka@ fï fuÉpr ´
yßhg u W;a;r §, ;sfhkjd''' t;fldg t;k ysáh Wmd,s' Wmd,s lshkafk fyd| ks¾NS; ukqiaifhla' fl,ska ñksfyla' kuq;a fï fjkfldg thd fn!oaO fkfjhs' ks.KaGkd: mq;%f. Y%jlfhla' Wmd,s fï l:dj wyf.k b|,d w;afol je|f.k §>;miaúg lshkjd" —iajdókS" §>;miaù idÿ''' idÿ''' ;uqkakdkafia kï wjfndaOhla we;s" ±kW.;a Y%djlfhla lghq;= lrk wdldrhg u hs" lghq;= lr, ;sfhkafk' Y%uK f.!;uhkag fyd| W;a;rhla §, ;sfhkjd' Th ,dul ufKda oKavh lshkafka we;s jevla ;sfhk fohla he' ldh oKavh ;uhs fïfl nrm;,' jÖ oKav;a fkfjhs" ufkda oKav;a fkfjhs'˜

újdo lKavdhfï kdhlhd''' Bg miafia ks.KaGkd: mq;%f. me;a;g yeß,d lshkjd" —iajdókS" fyd| ldrKhla ´l' ux hkakï ±ka Y%uK f.!;uhka


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<Õg' ux .sys,a,d Wkakefyaj jdohlg mgf,da .kakjd' iajdókS" uu jdohlg mgf,daf.k ysg n,kak uu lrk jefâ' È. f,dï ;sfhk t¿ kdïfnla w,a,f.k ysg" tA f,dï j,ska w,a,, lrflda, lrflda, me;a; odkj jf.a" uu Y%uK f.!;uhkaj jdoh keue;s f,dï j,ska w,a,f.k ysg" lrflda, lrflda, me;a; jefgkak odkj˜ lsõjd' B<Õg lshkjd" —iajdókS" Th iqrd fmrk ñksiaiq" tA iqrd j¾. j,g .kak msá ál wrka meÿfr T;, j;=fr od, l,ïnkj jf.a uu Y%uK f.!;uhkaj jdfoka fyd| yeáhg l,ïn, me;a; odkj lsõj' iqrd fmrk ñksiaiq iqrdfmrk ñksiaiqkaf. fmrykalfâ tydg fuydg .i, .i, ùis lrkj jf.a" uu Y%uK f.!;uhkaj jdofhka .i, .i, ùis lrkj˜ lsõjd' tA jf.a u iajdókS" —yeg jhia msreKq" uyd yiaÓrdcfhla fmdä j;=r fmdl=Klg neye,d fï j;=r fmdl=K l,ïnkj jf.a uu;a fï Y%uK f.!;uhka tlal jdohg meg,s,d" Y%uK f.!;uhkaj l,ïn, l,ïn, odkjd wr we;df.a l%Svdj jf.a˜

w~kak bkak flkdg weÕs,af,ka wekak jf.a''' —tA ksid iajdókS" uu hkjd fïlg'˜ lsh, lsõjd' t;fldg fï ks.KaGkd: mq;%g i;=gla we;sfjkak we;s' wehs b;ska weÕs,s .Kka lr lrfk bka f k' nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia g ks k a o djla wmydihla lrkak weÕs,s .ek .ek bkafk' —.Dym;sh" Tfya hkak' .syska Y%uK f.!;uhkaj jdohg mg,j .kak' Y%uK f.!;uhka tlal jdohg mg,j.kak kï tlafld ux hkak ´fk' tlafld §>;miaù hkak ´fk' tfyu ke;akï Tn hkak ´fk'˜ §>;miaù lshkjd —yd''' yd''' iajdókS" ´lg ú;rla leu;s fjkak tmd' uqkakefyaj hjkak tmd' Y%uK f.!;uhka .djg jdohg ú;rla kï fuhdj hjkak tmd' Y%uK f.!;uhka lsh, lshkafka yßu udhdldÍ' ;ukaf.a <Õg tk whj lrlj, weo, .kakj' wkHd.ïldrfhda Tlafldu lrlj, weo, .kakj lsõjd ;ukaf.a <Õg'

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uf.a úYajdih'''' t;fldg fï ks.KaGkd: mq;% lshkjd —wfka hkj hkak' ´l fldfya lrkak o@ tl fohla fjhs' ±ka fï Wmd,s Y%uK f.!;uhka <Õg jdfog .s h d u tl fohla fjhs ' Y% u K f.!;uhka Wmd,sf.a f.da,fhla fjkjd' Tfya ys;kafka Y%uK f.!;uhkaf.a f.da,fhla fjhs lsh,fk Wmd,s' fldfy lrkako@ fudkjo fï lshkafk@˜ lsh, lsõjd' t;fldg §>;mia ù ls h kj fofjks j;djg;a —wfka iajdókS" tfyu lshkak tmd' ´lg kï leu;s fjkak tmd' uqkakefya jdfog hjkak tmd' Y%uK f.!;uhka <Õ ;sfhkj udhd' ;uka <Õg tk whj lrflda , weo, .ka f k' wkHd.ïldrfhd Tlafldu lrleú, weÈ, .sfh'˜

iqmsß ;re msßjrd''' ±ka n,kak fï ldf, fï O¾uhg .rykafk fn!oaOfhd u fk' tA ldf, fldfydu wNsfhda. Wkajykafiag ;sfhkak weoao@ t;fldg fofjks j;dfj;a ks.KaGkd: mq;% lshkjd wr msßi ueoa f o —wfka hka k Tfy' fuhdg hka k wßka k ' fuhdf. f.da,fhla fjkj ñila Y%uK f.!;uhd" Y%uK f.!;uhkaf. f.da,fhla njg m;afjk tl fuhd fjk fohla fkfjhs˜ lsõjd' t;fldg fïflka f;afrkjd Wmd,s lsh,d lshkafka fyd| iqm¾ iagd¾ tlla' Tfya .syska jdo lr,d tkak lshkjd mroao,' msg;afjkak biafi,a, ks.KaGkd: mq;%g fyd|g je|," meol=Kq lr, Tkak .shd' ±ka t;fldg Wkajykafia <Õg nK wykak o hkafk@ jdo lrkak hkafk' ukdfmlska o hkafk@ wukdfmlska hkafk' ksy;udkSj o hkafk@ wyxldrlfuka hkafk' nqÿrcdKka jykafia <Õg .syska pdß;%dkql+,j je|,d me;a;lska jdä jqKd'

i;Hh ;=< msysg,hs l:d lrkak ´fk''' me;a;lska jdäfj,d wykjd" —iajdókS" §>;miaù wfma ks.KaGhka jykafia fufy jeäh o@˜ nqÿrcdKka jykafia W;a;r fokjd —Tõ' §>;miaù fufy wdjd ;uhs'˜ —;uqkajykafia iuÕ fukak fï jf.a l:dnyla jqkd o@˜ —Tõ Wmd,s' uu fufyu weyqjd' t;fldg §>;miaù fufyu W;a;r ÿkakd' Bg miafi


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§>;miaù uf.ka fufyu weyqjd' uu t;fldg fufyu W;a;r ÿkakd'˜ t;fldg Wmd,s .Dym;shd nqÿrcdKka jykafiag lshkjd —iajdókS" tA §>;miaùka jykafia ±kW.;a Y%djlfhla Ydia;D Ydikfhys msysg,d lghq;= lrk úÈyg u hs lghq;= lr,d ;sfhkafk' fndfydu yß tA l:d lr,d ;sfhk úÈy' iajdókS" Th ,dul ufkda oKavh fudlla o@ fï ´
j;=rg is; ne÷K fj,dj''' nqÿrcdKka jykafia wykjd" —Wmd,s" ks.KaGkd: mq;% f.a Y%djlfhd bkakjd" f,v fjÉp" fyd|g .s,ka fjÉp" tAf.d,af,d iS;, j;=r m%;slafIam lrkjd' WKqj;=r mßyrKh lrkjd' kuq ; a iS ; , j;= r fkd ,eîfï fya ; = f jka tA wh urKhg m;afjkjd' fï jf.a whg tA wh mKjkafka fldfya WmÈkjd lsh, o@˜ —iajdókS" ufkda i;a;d lsh, f,dalhla ;sfhkj' ufkda i;a;d lsh, foújre bkakj' wkak tfy ;uhs tA wh .syska WmÈkafk'˜ —tA fudlo tfy .syska WmÈkafk@˜ t;fldg lshkjd —iajdókS" tA wh j;=r iïnkaOfhka ys; ne¢, ;sfhk fj,dfj ;uhs uerefK'˜ nqÿrcdKka jykafia lshkjd —Wmd,s" l,amkdfjka W;a;r fokak ´fk' l,ska lshmq tlg ±ka lshk tl .e,fmkafk kE' ±ka lshk tlg l,ska lshmq tl .e,fmkafk kE' ±ka Tfya lsõj fkao i;Hfha msysg, ud;a tlal l:d lrkjd lsh,' t;fldg Tfya lsõjfka ldh oKavh ;uhs uyd nrm;, foa lsh,' jÖ oKav" ufkda oKav fkfjhs lsh,fk Tfya lsõfj'˜

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p;=hdu ixjrhg;a uq, is;''' Bg miafi Wkajykafia B<Õ m%Yakh wykjd' —Wmd,s" ks.KaGkd: mq;% hdu ixjr lsh, y;rla" p;=hdu ixjrh fmkaj, fokj' tA ;uhs ish¨ c,fhka fjka ù isàu" ish¨ múka je,lS isàu" ish¨ mõ ojd yeÍu" ish¨ mõ ojd yeßh nj iam¾Y lsÍu' yenehs thd lshkjd weúÈk fldg" wdmyq tk fldg pQá pQá i;a;= uefrkak mq¿jka' l+ô jf.a i;a;= uefrkak mq ¿ jka fuhd fïflka je,ls , d ys á hg' t;fldg p;= h du ixjrfhka ixjr fj,d bkak flkd tydg fuydg hkfldg pQá pQá i;a;= uerefKd;a" tAfl úmdl ks.KaGkd: mq;% fldfyduo lshkafk˜ lsh, weyqjd' —tAl iajdókS" fÉ;kdj ke;s ksid uyd nrm;,hs lsh, lshkafk keye˜ lsõjd' t;fldg fÉ;kdj ke;s ksidfk uyd nrm;, ke;a f ;' nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia wykjd fÉ;kdjla ;snqfKd;a@ —iajdókS" tfyu jqfKd;a uyd nrm;,hs˜ lsõjd' —Wmd,s" ks.KaGkd: mq;% fÉ;kdj mKj,d ;sfhkafk fldhs úÈyg o@˜ —iajdókS" fÉ;kdj mKj,d ;sfhkafka ufkda oKavhg'˜ nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia ls h kjd —.Dym;s h ''' .Dym;s h " l,amkdfjka W;a;r fokak ´fk' l,ska lshmq tlg ±ka lshk tl .e,fmka f k kE' ±ka ls h k tlg l,s k a ls h mq tl .e,fmkafk kE' i;Hfha msysg, ud;a tlal l:d lrkjd lsh, lsõj fkao@˜ —iajdókS" tfyu lsõj ;uhs' tA;a ldh oKav u hs nrm;, lsh,hs ug ysf;kafka" jÖ oKav" ufkda oKav fkfjhs lsh, u hs ug kï ysf;kafka˜ lsh, fuhd lsõjd'

tl fudfyd;ska iqKq úiqKq lrkak mq¿jka o@ nqÿcdKka jykafia B<Õg lshkjd' —.Dym;sh" tfyu kï Thd ys;kak ±ka kd,kaodj .ek' fï kd,kaodj yß ÈhqKqhs' lka k fndka k ;s f hkjd' ñks i a i q bka k jd yßhg' ±ka fï kd,ka o djg ukq i a i fhla tkjd lvq j la Wia i f.k' weú,a , lshkjd zhï ;dla kd,kaodfõ fikÕ bkakjo" uu tl laIKhlska Th Tlafldu uu fï lvqfjka fm;s .ykjZ lsh,' .Dym;sh" tAl lrkak Th ñksyg mq¿jka o@ ldh l¾u kï nrm;, lvqjla wrf.k tlmdrg u fïl fm;s .ykak mq¿jka o@˜


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t;fldg fuhd lshkjd" —wfka iajdókS" tl ñksfyl=g fkfjhs" fokafkl=g fkfjhs" ;=kafofkl=g fkfjhs" mkia fofkl=g" ish fofkl=g jqk;a fïl tlmdrg lrkak neye' tl laIKhlska iïmQ¾K ñksiaiq ur, f.dvla .ykj lshk tl lrkak neye'˜ lsõj' —.Dym;sh" wms lshuq RoaêjYSm%dma; RIs jrfhla yß ;dmifhla yß fu;kg tkak mq¿jka' t;fldg tA Roaê n, iïmkak tl ;dmifhl=g ukiska isÿ lrk tl Ydmhlska neßo fï kd,kaodj w¨ lrkak'˜ —iajdókS" fï tl kd,kaodjla fkfjhs" kd,kaodj,a oyhla úiaila jqK;a w¨lrkak mq¿jka fï tl RIsjrfhl=g' kd,kaodj lshkafka tA jf.a RIsjrfhl=g uyd iq¿ ,dul fohla˜ lsõj' —.Dym;sh''' .Dym;sh" fyd|g l,amkdfjka W;a;r fokak ´fk' Tfya l,ska lshmq tlg ±ka lshk tl .e,fmkafk kE' ±ka lshk tlg l,ska lshmq tl .e,fmkafk kE' Tfya l:d lf
RIsjrekaf.a idmh''' t;fldg wykjd" —.Dym;sh" Tn wy, ;sfhkj o oKavl lshk jkdka;rh'˜ —wy,d ;sfhkjd'˜ —Tn wy, ;sfhkj o ld,sx. lshk jkdka;rh˜ —wy,d ;sfhkjd'˜ —Tn wy, ;sfhkj o fnÊc lshk jkdka;rh˜ —wy,d ;sfhkjd'˜ —Tn wy, ;sfhkj o ud;x. lshk jkdka;rh˜ —wy,d ;sfhkjd'˜ —fïjd Tlafldu jkdka;r.; jqfka" md¿ fj,d .sys,a,d j,a ìys fj,d jkdka;r .; jqfka fudlo@˜ —iajdókS uu wy,d ;sfhkjd oKavl wdrKHfha" ld,sx. wdrKHfha" fnÊc wdrKHfha" ud;x. wdrKHfha fïjd Tlafldu wdrKH njg m;a jqfka RIs jrekaf.a idm j,ska' RIs jrekaf.a idm j,ska fïjd jkdka;r njg m;ajqfka'˜

uq,a W;a;frka u meyeÿkd''' nqÿrcdKka jykafia lshkjd" —.Dym;sh''' .Dym;sh"

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l,amkdfjka W;a;r fokak ´fk' l,ska lshmq tlg ±ka lshk tl .e,fmka f k kE' ±ka ls h k tlg l,s k a ls h mq tl .e,fmkafk kE' Tfya lsõjd i;Hfha msysg, ud;a tlal l:d lrkjd lsh,' lsõj fkao@˜ —iajdókS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" m
Tn nqoaêu;a kï''''@ §> ksldfha fmdÜGmdo iQ;%fh;a Th jf.a fohla ;sfhkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia wkHd.ñl wdrduhlg .sys,a, l:d nia lrk fldg tA f l m% O dks h d Wka j yka f ia flfrys myÈkjd' meyeÈ,d lshkjd —Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" we;a; u we;a;hs" iq.;hka jykai" we;a; u we;a;hs' b;ska Wkajykafia lreKq meyeÈ,s lr,d jeähd' tA wdrdufha ys g mq f.da , ms ß i uq k a k efya j jglr.;a;d' —Tfya yß mqoa.,fhla ;uhs' Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia lshk lshk tlg Tfya lshkj tAl kï yß' iajdókS" tAl kï yß lshkjd'˜ t;fldg fuhd lshkjd —;uqfi,d fldfydu lsõj;a" nqoaêu;a flfkla yeáhg fuÉpr lreKq iys;j" fuÉpr idOdrK mokula u;" we;a; l:d lroaÈ" uu nqoaêu;a flfkla yeáhg" ms
weia we;af;da rEm ols;ajd''' nqÿrcdKka jykafia <Õg fuhd hkjd' .syska lshkjd" —iajdókS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" Tnjykafia jeäh fj,dfj uf.a


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f.da,fhd ál Tlafldu udj jglrf.k" ug nkskak .;a;d' Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia lshk lshk tlg tAl kï we;a;" tAl kï we;a; lsh lsh lsõjd' wfka iajdókS" nqoaêu;a flfkla yeáhg uu fldfydu o fïl m%;slafIam lrkafk'˜ ±ka fï lshkafk fn!oaOfhla o@ fjk wd.ul kdhlfhla' b;ska nqÿrcdKka jykafia thdg lsõjd' —Tn ú;rhs Th msßfia bkak weia ;sfhk flkd' wks;a Tlafldu wkaOhs' weia keye'˜ ±ka n,kak Wmd,s wdfj fldfyduo@ ks.KaGkd: mq;% .dj b|ka fuhd wdfj uyd flda
Wmd,s ±ka f;rejka irK .sh Y%djlfhla''' kuq;a n,kak ukqiaihf. fudfr;akh;a irK hkjd' wfka iajdókS" udj Ôú;h we;s ;dla f;rejka irK .sh Y%djlfhla yeáhg ms
ys;, n,, jevlrkak ´fk''' Wmd,s .Dym;s h d ls h kjd" —wfka ia j dókS " uu ;j;a meyeÿkd' uu jf.a m%isoaO flfkla l,amkd lr, lf
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fyd| lsh, Tnjykafia lsõjd' iajdókS" uu jf.a m%isoaO flfkla fjk wd.ulg .shd kï" tAf.d,af,d iafÜÊ .ykjd udj ms<. s kak' tAf.d,af,d fjku W;aijhla ux fjkqfjka mj;ajkjd' yeu ;eku nek¾ .ykjd' kuq;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia ug lshkjd" Tn jf.a m%isoaO flfkla l,amkd lr, jev lfr;akh;a irK hkjd'˜ Bg miafia nqÿrcdKka jykafia Wmd,sg lshkjd" —Wmd,s" Tfí ksji ks.KaG msßig meka fmdl=Kla jf.a' Tn fndfyda ld,hla ;siafia tA whg fyd|g ie,l=jd' Wmd,s" tA ie,lSu È.g u lrkak'˜

ks.KaGhskag meka fmdl=Kla jf.a''' Bg miafia Wmd,s lshkjd —iajdókS" uu ;j;a meyeÿkd' Tnjyka f ia ls h kjd fndfyda ld,hla ;s i a f ia Tfí ks j i ks.KaGhskag meka fmdl=Kla jf.a ;snqfk lsh,d' fndfyda ld,hla oka meka msÿjd' tAl È.g u lrf.k hkak lsh,d' wfka iajdókS" uu Tnjykafia .ek wy, ;snqfK óg yd;amiska u úreoaO l;djla' uu wy, ;snqfk Tnjykafia lshkj lsh, zug u hs fokak ´fk' uf.a Y%djlhkag u hs fokak ´fk' ug ÿkafkd;a ;uhs uy;aM, fjkafk' uf.a Y%djlhkag ÿkafkd;a ;uhs uy;aM, fjkafkZ lshk l:dj ;uhs fï yeu;eku me;sß,d ;sfhkafk' Tnjyka f ia ls h kjd fndfyda ld,hla ;s i a f ia Tfí ks j i ks.KaGhskag meka fmdl=Kla jf.a ;snqfk lsh,d' fndfyda ld,hla oka meka msÿjd' tAl È.g u lrf.k hkak lsh,d lshkjd' t;fldg ks.KaGhka flfrys;a Tnjykafia udj odkfhys iudoka lrkjd' iajdókS" tAlg jqjukd lrk ld,h .ek ±ka uu okakjd'˜ tA lshkafk thd tAl ;SrKhla wrf.k lrkakï lsh,' —iajdókS" ;=kafjks j;djg;a uu Tnjykafiaj irK hkjd' ;=kafjks j;djg;a O¾uh;a uu irK hkjd' ;=kafjks j;djg;a uu tA Y%djl ix>r;akh;a irK hkjd'˜

meye§u ;uhs tlu msysg''' mskaj;aks" Wmd,s nqÿrcdKka jykafia .ek meyeÿkdfk' wvq.dfk tA meye§uj;a we;slr.kak' tfyu ke;akï" kslï


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ysia fj,d hkjd' meye§u wjfndaOfhka ke;sj" kslï l:d lr lr bo, lsis m,la kE' meye§u ;sfhkafk ´fk nqÿrcdKka jykafia flfrys" O¾uh flfrys" Y%djl ix>r;akh flfrys iy l
oyï wei my< úh''' fuhdf. ys; iïmQ¾Kfhka u Ydka; jqkd' kSjrKhkaf.ka neyer jqkd' ys; m%fndaOu;a jqkd' m%ikak jqkd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia B<Õg thdg meyeÈ,s l
ks.KaGhskag ;ykï æ Bg miafia thdf. ud
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újD; nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia g ;a " is õ jKla ms ß ig;a ' tA ks i d Tnjykafiag odfk fufyka fokakï lsh, odfk f.k,a, mQcd lr, msg;a lrkak'˜ t;fldg nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a jpkh;a fuhd bgqlrkjd' ±ka Tka k fï l;dj me;s r eKd' —Wmd,s .Dym;s h d nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia f .a Y% d jlfhla jq k d'˜ ±ka fï .ek l,amkdfjka ysáfh ljqo@ §>;miaù' §>;miaù ks.KaGkd: mq;% <Õg .sys,a,d lsjqjd —iajdókS" yß jefâfk' ug ±ka wdrxÑhla wdjd" Wmd,s .Dym;shd Y%uK f.!;uhkaf.a Y%djlfhla jqkd h lsh,'˜ t;fldg ks.KaGkd: mq;% yskdfj,d lshkjd' — Wmd,s f.a Y%djlfhla fjkjd Y%uK f.!;uhka' tfyu wer Y%uK f.!;uhkaf.a Y%djlfhla fõú o Wmd,s' Tfya fudlla o fï fodvjkafk'˜ fofjks j;dfj;a lsõj' ;=kafjks j;dfj;a lsõjd'

úYajdih ;yjqre lr.kak ´fkfk''' Bg miafi —kE''' tfyu kï uu .sys,a, u n,d.kakï˜ lsh,d §>;miaù .shd' uu n,df.k tkakï fuhd yenEjg u Y%uK f.!;uhkaf.a Y%djlfhla njg m;ajqkd o" keoao lsh,d' fjko jf.a lvdf.k ì|f.k hkak .shd' fodrgqmd,hd weú,a,d —yd''' yd''' bkak bkak˜ lsh, lsõjd' —wo b|, Wmd,s .Dym;s;=ud f.!;uhka jykafiaf.a Y%djlfhla njg m;ajqkd' ±ka b;ska we;=,g tkak nE' ;uqkakdkafia msg bkak' we;=;mia ù ' §>;miaù .syska lshkjd —iajdókS" fïl we;a;' uu tAlhs úreoaO jqfka' ug fïlg lsisu Wkkaÿjla" ´fklula ;snqfk kE' uu okakjd Th Y%uK f.!;uhka udhdldßhs' tk tk tlaflkdj lrflda, .kakjd' wkHd.ïldrhkaj .;a;d'˜ tA;a ks.KaGkd: mq;% ms
ldf. Y%djlfhla o@ ks.KaGkd: mq;% lshkjd" —tfykï ;miaù uu u hkjd' uu u .sys,a,d n,kjd fï ldrKh yenEjla o' fï Wmd,s Y%uK


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f.!;uhkaf. Y%djlfhla jqKdo keoao lsh, uu u .sys,a,d n,kjd˜ lsh,' uyd ks.KaG msßila iuÕ .shd' ks.KaGkd: mq;% we;=¿fjkak yok fldg u fodrgqmd,hd lshkjd" —iajdókS" kj;skak' we;=¿fjkak tmd' —wo bo, Wmd,s .Dym;s;=ud Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafiaf.a Y%djlfhla njg m;ajqkd' ±ka b;ska we;=,g tkak nE' we;=
wjfndaOfhka hq;= tlaflkhs''' ueo Yd,djg Wmd,s .Dym;s h d wdjd' weú,a , d wdik Tlafldu ne¨jd' zuu fuÉpr l,a fuhd hgf;a ysáfh' ug Ôú;h .ek w,amud;% wjfndaOhla we;s jqfka kE' ±ka fu;k wjfndaOfhka bkafk uu hs' tA ksid m%Odk wdikfh wo uu jdäfjkjdZ lsh, Wmd,s ys;=jd' uu l,ska lSfj" wuq;= ks¾NS; pß;hla fï Wmd,s' jdäfj,d ztkak lshkakZ lsh, lsõjd' ±ka m%Odk wdikfha Wmd,s jdäfj,d bkakjd' ks.KaGkd: mq;%hs" msßihs tkjd' biair jqfka ks.KaGkd: mq;% we;=
weia wkaO lr.;a; fkao@ ks.KaGkd: mq;% Wmd,sg lshkjd —Wmd,s" ;uqfig msiaiq o@˜ ^Wïu;af;daisx ;ajx .ym;s& wyqjqKd fkao@ uyd f,dl=jg

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lsõfj fldfydu o@ iajdókS ux hkj jdo lrkak lsh, fkao .sfha@ jdo lrkak hkj lsh, yß jefâ fkao isoaO jqfka@ fldaI folu we;sj .syska fldaI Tlafldu .,jf.k wdjd fkao@ lsh, weyqjd' fï ljqo lshkafk@ ks.KaGkd: mq;% lshkjd' fldaI fol;a tlal .syska fldaI .,jf.k wdjd lshkjd' Bg miafi lshkjd weia folu tlal .syska weia .,jf.k wdjd fkao lsh, wykjd' uyd f,dl=jg jdfog jdfog lsh, .sys,a," wr wdj¾;kS udhdjg wyqfj,d lrleú, .shd fkao lsh, wykjd'

tA udhdj yßu iqkaorhs''' t;fldg fuhd lshkjd —^NoaÈld Nkaf;a" wdjÜgkS udhd& lrlj, ±ïu udhdj yß fIdala' ^l
vhs lrk j÷re meáhd''' ia j dókS " ug u;la fjkj fïlg Wmudjla ' ia j dókS jhil" kdls nuqfKla ysáhd' fï nuqKg ysáhd

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j÷re meáhj rla;mdKS lshk vhs lrk ukqiaihd .djg fï j÷re meáhd wrf.k hkak' .sys,a, fï j÷re meáhd vhs lr,d wmq,a,,d wrka jfrka lsõjd'˜

fudavhskag vhs tlla'''' fífrkak nE j÷re meáhd wrf.k .shd' .sys,a,d vhs lrk tlaflkdg rla;mdKSg lshkjd" —wfma fkdakd lshkjd" r;a;rka mdgg vhs lr,d" fyd|g wmq,a,, f.akak lsh,d'˜ t;fldg vhs lrk tlaflkd lshkjd" —n%dyauKh" fï j÷rd jfgka kï fmdâvla vhs lrkak mq¿jka' wems,a,s,s nE lsh,d' wmq,a,kav" fmdälrkav" uäkakg fï j÷re meáhg nE lshkjd' tAlg fï tfyu tlla fkfjhs lshkafk' wka k tA jf.a ;uhs Tnjyka f ia ls h ls h bka k nK fudavhskag fmdä vhs tlla' yenehs ´l wmq,a,kak nE' ´l fyd|g uev, .kak nE lshkjd'

nqoaêu;=kag O¾uh''' B<Õg ia j dókS " nuq f Kl= g yïnfjkjd fyd| w¨;a jia;%hla' jia;%h wrf.k vhs lrk ukqiaihd .djg .sys,a,d lshkjd" fïlg fyd|g vhs lr,d" wmq,a,,d" ia;%slal lr,d §mka lsh,' fïl fyd|g vhs lrkak;a mq¿jka' wmq,a,kak;a mq¿jka' ia;%slal lrkak;a mq¿jka' wkak tA jf.a ;uhs lshkjd nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh' vhs lrkak mq¿jka ukqiaihd jf.a lshkjd nqoaêu;a ukqiaihd' tA nqoaêu;a ukqiaihg yïnfjk w¨;a jia;%hla jf.a lshkjd nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh' fyd|g tAl moï lr,d .kak mq¿jka lshkjd' t;fldg ks.KaGkd: mq;% lshkjd" —rcqka iys; ish¨ fokd okafka" Wmd,s" ;uqfi uf.a f.da,fhla lsh,' ±ka Wmd,s we;a; lshkak ´fk' WU ldf. Y%djlfhla o@˜

tA Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiaf.a Y%djlhd fjñ uu''' fï wNsudkh ;sfhk tlaflfkla wmsg fï hq.fha olskak ;s f hkj o@ tA l ;a ÿ¾,Nhs ' Wmd,s ke.s á kjd' wdikfhka ysg.kakjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia jevysáh Èidjg je|.kakjd'

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je|f.k lshkjd" —tfykï ks.KaGkd: mq;%h" wy.kak uu ldf. Y%djlfhla o lsh,d˜ nqÿrcdKka jykafia .ek kï iShla ls h kjd' tA .= K is h h .d:d oyhls k a ls h ka f k' fldÉpr ks¾udKYS,S" úYañ; m%{djla ;sfhk" nqoaêu;a" uyd kqjKla ;sfhk" uyd tä;r lula ;sfhk" wNsudkj;a ukqiaifhla o@ 01'

ëriai ú.;fudayiai mNskakÇ,iai úð;úchiai" wkS>iai iqiuÑ;a;iai jqoaOiS,iai idOqm[a[iai" fjiaika;riai úu,iai N.jf;da ;iai idjfldaZyuiañ' uyd kqjKe;s fyhska ër kï jQ" fudy÷r ÿrÆ fyhska ú.;fuday kï jQ" flf,ia yq,a ì|Æ fyhska mNsKayÅ, kï jQ" udr fiakd ch.;a fyhska úð;úch kï jQ" flf,ia ÿla rys; fyhska wkS> kï jQ" fid÷re iuis;a we;s fyhska iqiuÑ;a; kï jQ" jevqKq is,a we;s fyhska jDoaOiS, kï jQ" fid÷re m%{d we;s fyhska idOqm[ay kï jQ" flf,ia ÿ¾.fhka tf;rg jeä fyhska fjiaika;r kï jQ" ksu, .=K we;s fyhska úu, kï jQ Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiaf.a Y%djlhd fjñ uu'

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wl:xlÓiai ;=is;iai jka;f,daldñiiai uqÈ;iai" l;iuKiai ukqciai wka;suidÍiai kriai" wfkdamuiai úrciai N.jf;da ;iai idjfldaZyuiañ' ielfhka tf;rg jeä fyhska wl:xlÓ kï jQ" i;=áka msreKq is;a we;s fyhska ;=is; kï jQ" ldu .=K neyer l< fyhska jx;f,daldñi kï jQ" f,dfõ hym; ±l i;=gq jk fyhska uqÈ; kï jQ" Y%uK .=K imqrd .;a fyhska l;iuK kï jQ" W;=ï ñksfila fyhska ukqc kï jQ" wjika isrer orkd fyhska wka;suidÍr kï jQ" Wodr ñksfila fyhska kr kï jQ" w,dul is;a we;s fyhska wfkdau kï jQ" flf,ia ÿyq ú ,s ke;s fyhs k a úrc kï jQ Nd.Hj;= k a jykafiaf.a Y%djlhd fjñ uu'

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wixihiai l=,iai fõkhsliai idrÓjriai" wkq;a;riai reÑrOïuiai kslalxLiai mNdilriai" udkÉýoiai ùriai N.jf;da ;iai idjfldaZyuiañ'


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ixld rys; is;a we;s fyhska wixih kï jQ" yeug hym; iokd fyhska l=, kï jQ" f,da i;=ka oukh lrkd fyhska fõKhsl kï jQ" oyfï uekúka yslaujk W;=ï r:dpd¾hd n÷ fyhska idrÒjr kï jQ" Wodr .=K we;s fyhska wkq;a;r kï jQ" msßisÿ oyï we;s fyhska reÑrOïu kï jQ" ksiel .=K we;s fyhska kslalxL kï jQ" kqjKska f,dj t
ksiNiai wmamfuhHiai .ïNSriai fudakm;a;iai" fÄuxlriai foajiai OïuÜGiai ixjq;;a;iai" ix>d;s.iai uq;a;iai N.jf;da ;iai idjfldaZyuiañ' wiu .=K we;s fyhska ksiN kï jQ" muK l< fkd yels .=K we;s fyhska wmamfuhah kï jQ" .eUqre kqjKe;s fyhska .ïNSr kï jQ" uqks oyug m;a jQ fyhska fudakm;a; kï jQ" ìh rys; .=Kfhka hq;= fyhska fÄuxlr kï jQ" f,dfjys foúhka n÷ fyhska foaj kï jQ" O¾ufhys msysá fyhska OïuÜG kï jQ" ixjr is;a we;s fyhska ixjq;;a; kï jQ" flf,ia blau .sh fyhska ix>d;sl kï jQ" ÿlska ksoyia jQ fyhska uq;a; kï jQ Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiaf.a Y%djlhd fjñ uu'

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kd.iai mka;fiakiai ÇKixfhdackiai uq;a;iai" máuka;liai fOdakiai mkakoaOciai ù;rd.iai" oka;iai ksmamm[apiai N.jf;da ;iai idjfldaZyuiañ' uyd we;a rfcl= jeks fyhska kd. kï jQ" wE; jkfha jikd fyhska mx;fiak kï jQ" flf,ia ne£ï f.jd ±uQ fyhska ÇKixfhdack kï jQ" flf,iqkf a .ka ksoyia jQ fyhska uq;a; kï jQ" kqjKska hq;= l:dny we;s fyhska máux;l kï jQ" flf,ia fidaod y< fyhska fOdaK kï jQ" udkOc ìu fyÆ fyhska mkakoaOc kï jQ" ù;rd.S fyhska ù;rd. kï jQ" oukh jQ fyhska oñ; kï jQ" flf,ia is;sú,s rys; jQ fyhska ksmammxp kï jQ Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiaf.a Y%djlhd fjñ uu'

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bisi;a;uiai wl=yiai f;aúÊciai n%yaum;a;iai" kdyd;liai moliai miaioaOiai úÈ;fõoiai" mqßkaooiai ilaliai N.jf;da ;iai idjfldaZyuiañ' i;a nqÿjreka w;f¾ i;a jeks uyd RIs jQ fyhska bisi;a;u kï jQ" l=yl .;s ke;s fyhska wl=y kï jQ" ;%súoHdj ,o fyhs k a f;a ú Êc kï jQ " fY% a I a G ;a j hg m;a jQ fyhs k a n%yaum;a; kï jQ" flf,ia fidaod y< fyhska kyd;l kï jQ" oyï mo uekúka foikd fyhska mol kï jQ" ieye,a¨ is; lh we;s fyhska miaioaO kï jQ" ÿgq oyï we;s fyhska úÈ;fõo kï jQ" yeug m
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wßhiai Ndú;;a;iai m;a;sm;a;iai fjhHdlrKiai" i;Suf;da úmiaisiai wkNsk;iai fkda wmk;iai" wfkaciai jismam;a;iai N.jf;da ;iai idjfldaZyuiañ' wd¾h .=K we;s fyhska wßh kï jQ" jvk ,o is;a we;s fyhska Ndú;;a; kï jQ" W;=ï .=Khg imeñKs fyhska m;a;sm;a; kï jQ" oyu uekúka f;dard fok fyhska fjhahdlrK kï jQ" ukd isys kqjK we;s fyhska i;sud kï jQ" kqjKska f,dj olakd fyhska úmiaiS kï jQ" ry;a .=Kfhka hq;= fyhska wkNsk; kï jQ" ish¨ kq.=Kska neyer jQ fyhska wkmK; kï jQ" ;DIaKd ke;s fyhska wfkac kï jQ" jiÕ l< is;a we;s fyhska jismam;a; kï jQ Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiaf.a Y%djlhd fjñ uu'

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iïu.a.;iai ®dhsiai wkkq.;ka;riai iqoaOiai" wis;iai wmamySkiai múú;a;iai w.a.m;a;iai" ;sKaKiai ;drhka;iai N.jf;da ;iai idjfldaZyuiañ' hym;a u. jeä fyhska iïu.a.; kï jQ" OHdk jvkd fyhska ®dhS kï jQ" flf,ia yd tla fkd jQ is;a we;s fyhska wkkq.;ka;r kï jQ" mdßY=oaO is;a we;s fyhska Y=oaO kï jQ" flf,ia rys; fyhska wis; kï jQ" ke;s fkd jk .=Kfhka fyhska wmamySK kï jQ" yqfol,dfõ we¨Kq


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is;a we;s fyhska múú;a; kï jQ" f,dfjys uqÿkg m;a jQ fyhska w.a.m;a; kï jQ" iifrka tf;rg jeä fyhska ;sKaK kï jQ" wkqka tf;r lrjk fyhska ;drhka; kï jQ Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiaf.a Y%djlhd fjñ uu' 09'

ika;iai N+ßm[a[iai uydm[a[iai ù;f,daNiai" ;:d.;iai iq.;iai wmamámq.a.,iai wiuiai" úidroaiai ksmqKiai N.jf;da ;iai idjfldaZyuiañ' Ydka; úyrK we;s fyhska ika; kï jQ" .ïNSr m%{d we;s fyhska N+ßm[a[ kï jQ" uyd m%{d we;s fyhska uydm[a[ kï jQ" f,daNh ÿre ù we;s fyhska ù;f,daN kï jQ" i;Hhg m;a jQ fyhska ;:d.; kï jQ" fid÷re .ukla jeä fyhska iq . ; kï jQ " tjeks fjk flfkl= ke;s fyhs k a wmamámq.a., kï jQ" iudk flfkla ke;s fyhska wiu kï jQ" úYdro [dK we;s fyhska úidro kï jQ" ishqï kqjKe;s fyhska ksmK q kï jQ Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiaf.a Y%djlhd fjñ uu'

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;KayÉýoiai nqoaOiai ú;OQuiai wkqm,s;a;iai" wdyqfKhHiai hlaLiai W;a;umq.a.,iai w;=,iai" uyf;da hia.a.m;a;iai N.jf;da ;iai idjfldaZyuiañ' ;Kaydj is|Æ fyhska ;KayÉýo kï jQ" wjfndaOhg m;a jQ fyhska nqoaO kï jQ" flf,ia ÿï neyer l< fyhska ù;OQu kï jQ" flf,ia yd fkd ;ejÍ isákd fyhska wkqm,s;a; kï jQ" mqo mQcdjkag iqÿiq fyhska wdyqfKhah kï jQ " fY% a I a G W;= f ul= fyhs k a hla L kï jQ " W;= ï mqoa.,fhl= fyhska W;a;umq.a., kï jQ" widudkH .=K we;s fyhska w;=, kï jQ" uyd .=K we;s fyhska uyd kï jQ" uyd hiig m;a jQ fyhska uyf;dahi.a.m;a; kï jQ Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiaf.a Y%djlhd fjñ uu' idÿ æ idÿ ææ idÿ æææ

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ljoo ±k .;af;a''' b;ska Wmd,s .Dym;s;=ud je|f.k" nqÿrcdKka jykafia jev bkak me;a;g yeß,d Tkak Th kï ishh lsõjd' ks.KaGkd: mq;% Wv .syska ìu jegqKd' ks.KaGkd: mq;% wykjd weia f,dl= lrf.k" ylal m<,a lrf.k wykjd" —tïnd .Dym;sh" Y%uK f.!;uhkaf.a Th lshmq .=K f;dm fuÉpr blaukg tl;= lf
y÷kd.kak ienE Y%djlhd''' ±ka n,ka k ms k a j ;= k s " Y% d jlfhl= f .a wNs u dkh' Y%djlfhl=f.a Ôú;fha ;sfhkafk fkdakac,alula lsh, ys;kak tmd' wksl fuhd mD:.ack flfkla o@ fidajdka fjÉp ud¾.M, ,dNS Y%djlfhla' wr ks.KaGkd: mq;a;f. l,ska m%Odk Y%djlhd' f.!;u nqqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a wjfndaOfhka u meñKs ud¾. M, ,dNS Y%djlhd' n,kak fï Y%oaOdj Èyd' fï fida;dm;a;s wx. fkao@ n,kak fï meye§u' fï ksid wms ;=<;a biafi,a,du we;sfjkak ´fk meye§u' tA meye§u ;snqfKd;a thd nqÿrcdKka jykafia .ek" O¾uh .ek" ix> r;akh .ek" tA O¾uh ldf.ka o ,enqfk lsh, l,HdK ñ;%hd .ek myÈkjd' yenehs tA nqoaêu;a tlaflkd' meyeÿkdg miafia thd wd;au oDIaÀh fkfjhs biairyg .kafka' m%;srEmh fkfjhs bia i rg .ka f ka ' meye§u' wka k tA meye§u we;slr.ekSug yeu fokdg u jdikdj Wodfõjd' idÿ æ idÿ ææ idÿ æææ


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f.!rj i;aldr ±laúh hq;= wisßu;a lreKq y;

-ilaldr .reldr iQ;%hY%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks" wms wx.=;a;r ksldfha y;afjks ksmd;hg whs;s" idßmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia;a" Nd.Hj;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia;a w;r we;sjqk O¾u idlÉPdjla i|yka foaYkdjla ;uhs wo bf.k .ka f k' fï foa Y kdfõ ku ila l dr .reldr iQ ; % h ' ila l dr .reldr iQ;%h lshkafka f.!rj i;aldr ±laùu .ek jod< foiqu'

úfõl iqjfhka Ndjkd lroa§'''' idßmq;a; uyry;ka jykafia ieje;a kqjr fÊ;jkdrdufha jev jdih lroa§ oj,a odfk j<|, álla úfõl wrf.k yqfol,dfj Ndjkd l
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Ydia;Dka jykafia j weiqre lsÍu''' Bg miafia Wkajykafiag fufyu ys;=kd' Ydia;Dka jykafiag f.!rj olaj," i;aldr lr, weiqre lrf.k ;uhs wl=i,a neyer lrkak ;sfhkafk' l=i,a ÈhqKq lrkak ;sfhkafk' ztA wud ksjka ÿgq ry;ka jykafia,dZ lsh, wms isxy,hg mßj¾;kh lr,d ;sfhkjd f:ar f:AÍ .d:d' fïfl ry;ka jykafia,d ;ukaf.a Ôú;fha we;sfjÉp" tA ksjka iqj ú¢oa§ we;sfjÉp ixf;dafi lshoa§ lshkjd —uu nqÿrcdKka jykafiaj f.!rjfhka weiqre l
nqÿrcdKka jykafia j weiqre lrk l%u fol''' nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia j weiq r e lrk m% ; s m ;a ; s folla ;sfhkjd' tllg lshkjd ffu;%S m%;sm;a;sh lsh,' wfklg lshkjd ffjÍ m%;sm;a;sh lsh,' nqÿrcdKka jykafia tl ;ekl foaYkdjl lshkj —mskaj;a uyfKks" udj ffjÍ m%;sm;a;sfhka weiqre lrkak tmd˜ lsh,' ffjÍ m%;sm;a;sh lsh, lshkafka Wkajykafia wjfndaO lrkak foaYkd lrmq tl w;ayer, isàu' Wkajykafia wjfndaO lrkak ´fk lsh, foaYkd l
ffu;%S m%;sm;a;sfhka l,a f.jkak''' Y%djlfhda tA úÈyg ysáfh ke;akï tAfl f.!rjh Ydia;Dka jykafiag ,efnkafk;a kE' Y%djlhd O¾udkqO¾u m%;smodfjka jdih ls Í u ;uhs ffu;% S m% ; s m ;a ; s h ' b;s k a tA l hs ry;ka jykafia,d m%ldY lr, ;sfhkafk uu nqÿrcdKka jykafiaj f.!rjfhka weiqre l

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ldf, wmg Ydia;Dka jykafiaj lsÜgqfjka weiqre lrkak neßo@ mq¿jks' t;flg idßmq ; a ; uyry;ka jyka f ia g u;la jq k d m
Y%S ioaO¾uhg;a f.!rj i;aldr ±laúh hq;=hs''' fofjks tl wl=i,a ÿre lsÍu msKsi" l=i,a ÈhqKq lsÍu msKsi Ydia;Dka jykafia jod< Y%S ioaO¾uhg f.!rj i;aldr ±laúh hq;=hs' f.!rj l< hq;=hs' Th f.!rj lsÍu .ek Wodhs lshk iQ;%fha fufyu ;sfhkj' fõryÉpdks lshk f.or ysgmq .Dym;skshg wdrxÑ jqkd yduqÿrejre fyd|g O¾uh lshkj lsh,' wdrxÑ fj,d lshkj zwfka ug;a wdihs nK álla wy.kak' yduqÿre flfkla ug jvïu, fokakZ lsh,' jeähg miafia odfk ÿkak' odfk ÿkakg miafia tA iajdóka jykafia mqgqjl jdäfj,d ysáh' ±ka fuhd fn!oaO flfkla fkfjhs' ±ka fuhdg nK wykak wdihs' thd fudlo lf
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wd¾h uyd ix>r;akhg;a f.!rj i;aldr ±laúh hq;=hs''' ;=kafjks ldrKh ;uhs wl=i,a ÿre lsÍu msKsi" l=i,a Wmojdf.k jeä ÈhqKq lr.ekSu msKi s wd¾h ix>r;akh flfrys f.!rj iïudk ±laùu' fïl;a ;sfhkak ´fk wfma l=i,a ÈhqKq ùug;a" wl=i,a ÿre lsÍug;a'

is,amo .ek .re i;aldr olajkak''' y;rfjks lreK is,a mo j,g f.!rj lsÍu' f.!rj iïudk ±laùu' f.!rjfhka YslaId mo weiqre lsÍu' fuh wl=i,a ÿre ùug;a l=i,a j¾Okhg;a Wmldr fjkj'

iudêhg;a .re lrkak''' mia f jks lreK iudêhg f.!rj i;a l dr ±la ù u' iudêhg .re nqyquka lsÍu' l=i,a ÈhqKq lsÍug;a" wl=i,a ÿre lsÍug;a fya;= fjkj'

wm%udohg;a f.!rj i;aldr ±laúh hq;=hs''' yhfjks tl wm% u doh' wfma jpk j,s k a ls h kj kï lemùug f.!rj lrkj kï" tA lemùu f.!rjfhka weiqre lrkj kï wl=i,a ÿre ùu;a" l=i,a j¾Okh;a isÿfjkj'

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Ydia;Dka jykafiag .re i;aldr ±laùu' Y%S ioaO¾uhg .re i;aldr ±laùu' wd¾h uyd ix>r;akhg .re i;aldr ±laùu' YslaId mo j,g .re i;aldr ±laùu' iudêhg .re i;aldr ±laùu' wm%udohg .re i;aldr ±laùu' oyï ms
t;fldg idßmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafiag ixf;daIhla we;s jqkd zyß ,iaik woyila ud ;=< we;sjk q d fk' yß msßisÿ woyila fk uf.a ys;g wdfjZ tAfl f;areu idßmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia fïl l,ska wy, kE' Bg miafia idßmq;a; uyry;ka jykafia ys;=jd ux fï uf.a ysf;a we;sfjÉp iqkaor woyi" msßisÿ woyi nqÿrcdKka jykafia <Õg .syska lshkak ´fk' t;fldg fï woyi ;j;a ,iaikg nn,dú' ;j TmuÜgï fj,d hdú'

rka NdKav Tmoukjd jf.a''' ukqiaifhl=g iaj¾KdNrKhla ,enqkg miafia" r;a;rka yïn jqkdg miafia fuhd fï r;a;rka wrf.k hkj r;a;rx Tm odk tla f lfkla .djg' f.ks É pyu thd fïl ;j;a TmuÜgï lr, fokj' ;snqkg jvd nn,kak' tA jf.a fïl ux nqÿrcdKka jykafia <Õg .syska ie, lrkak ´fk' Wkajykafia fïl ,iaikg TmuÜgï lr, foaú' Bg miafia idßmq;a; uyry;ka jykafia yjia jrefj nqÿrcdKka jykafia <Õg jeäh' Wkajykafiag jkaokd l
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f.!rj i;aldr olaj,d jdih lrk tlaflkdg ;uhs wl=i,a ÿre lrkak mq¿jka' l=i,a j¾Okh lrkak mq¿jka' Y%S ioaO¾uhg f.!rj i;aldr olaj,d jdih lrk tlaflkdg ;uhs wl=i,a ÿre lrkak mq¿jka' l=i,a j¾Okh lrkak mq¿jka' wd¾h uyd ix>r;akhg f.!rj i;aldr olaj,d jdih lrk tlaflkdg ;uhs wl=i,a ÿre lrkak mq¿jka' l=i,a j¾Okh lrkak mq¿jka' YslaId mo j,g f.!rj i;aldr olaj,d jdih lrk tlaflkdg ;uhs wl=i,a ÿre lrkak mq¿jka' l=i,a j¾Okh lrkak mq¿jka' iudêhg f.!rj i;aldr olaj,d jdih lrk tlaflkdg ;uhs wl=i,a ÿre lrkak mq¿jka' l=i,a j¾Okh lrkak mq¿jka fjka f k' wm% u dohg f.!rj i;a l dr ola j ,d jdih lrk tlaflkdg ;uhs wl=i,a ÿre lrkak mq¿jka' l=i,a j¾Okh lrkak mq¿jka fjkafk' oyï ms
msßisÿ woyi ;j ;j;a Tm oukak''' —iajdókS" ug fï woyi we;sfjÉp .uka u ug Nd.Hj;a nqÿrcdKka jykafiaj u;la jqkd' u;la jqfka fï úÈyg hs' zug fukak msßisÿ nn,k is;=ú,s álla we;sjqkd' ,iaik woyila ug we;sjqkd' uu fï ,iaik woyi nqÿrcdKka jykafia <Õg .sys,a, bÈßm;a lrkak ´fk' t;fldg Wkajykafia fï woyi ;j TmuÜgï lr, foaú' tAl fudlla jf.a o@ r;a;rka yïn fjÉp flfkla r;a;rka Tmodk tlaflfkla <Õg f.kshkj jf.a' t;fldg thd tA r;a;rka ,iaikg TmuÜgï lr, fokj' Tmod, fokj' ;snqkg jvd nn,kak' b;ska iajdókS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" ug ys;=kd tA jf.a uf.a fï ysf;a we;sfjÉp mdßY=oaO woyi nqÿrcdKka jykafiag lshd isáhyu Wkajykafia fïl ,iaikg msßisÿ lr, foaú lsh,'˜

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i;aldr olaj,d jdih lrk tlaflkdg ;uhs wl=i,a ÿre lrkak mq¿jka' l=i,a j¾Okh lrkak mq¿jka' wd¾h uyd ix>r;akhg f.!rj i;aldr olaj,d jdih lrk tlaflkdg ;uhs wl=i,a ÿre lrkak mq¿jka' l=i,a j¾Okh lrkak mq¿jka' YslaId mo j,g f.!rj i;aldr olaj,d jdih lrk tlaflkdg ;uhs wl=i,a ÿre lrkak mq¿jka' l=i,a j¾Okh lrkak mq¿jka' iudêhg f.!rj i;aldr olaj,d jdih lrk tlaflkdg ;uhs wl=i,a ÿre lrkak mq¿jka' l=i,a j¾Okh lrkak mq¿jka fjka f k' wm% u dohg f.!rj i;a l dr ola j ,d jdih lrk tlaflkdg ;uhs wl=i,a ÿre lrkak mq¿jka' l=i,a j¾Okh lrkak mq¿jka fjkafk' oyï ms
Ydia;Dka jykafiag f.!rjhla ke;akï''' idßmq;a; yduqÿrefjda lshd ysáhd —iajdókS Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" ug ±ka fïl úia;r jYfhka f;afrkj˜ lsõj' tA fufyuhs' —iajdókS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" hfula Ydia;Dka jykafiag f.!rjhla ke;sj O¾uhg f.!rjhla we;sj bkakjd lshk tl ljodj;a fjka k nE˜ ls õ j' hfula Ydia ; Dka jyka f ia g f.!rjhla ke;akï O¾uhg;a thd f.!rjhla kE' B<Õg idßmq;a; yduqÿrefjd foaYkd lrkj —hfula Ydia;Dka jykafiag;a f.!rjhla ke;=j" O¾uhg;a f.!rjhla ke;sj wd¾h uyd ix>hdg f.!rj iys;j jdih lrkjd lshk tl ljodj;a fjkak nE'˜ hfula Ydia;Dka jykafia flfrys f.!rjhla ke;akï" O¾uh flfrys f.!jrhla ke;akï" wd¾h uyd ix>hd flfrys;a f.!rjhla kE' B<Õg idßmq;a; yduqÿrefjd foaYkd lrkj —hfula Ydia;Dka jykafiag;a f.!rjhla ke;=j" O¾uhg;a f.!rjhla ke;sj wd¾h uyd ix>hdg;a f.!rjhla ke;sj" is,a mo j,g f.!rj iys;j jdih lrkjd lshk tl ljodj;a fjk tlla fkfjhs˜ lsõj' hfula Ydia;Dka jykafia flfrys f.!rjhla

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ke;akï" O¾uh flfrys f.!rjhla ke;akï" wd¾h uyd ix>hd flfrys f.!rjhla ke;akï" thd iS,hg flfrys;a f.!rjhla kE' —hfula Ydia;Dka jykafiag;a" Y%S ioaO¾uhg;a" wd¾h uyd ix>hdg;a" iS,hg;a f.!rjhla ke;sj b|f.k iudêhlg f.!rj olajdú lshk ldrKh fjkak nE˜ lsõj' thd tA y;rg f.!rjhla ke;akï iudêhg;a f.!rjhla kE' —hfula tA Ydia;Dka jykafiag;a" Y%S ioaO¾uhg;a" wd¾h uyd ix>hdg;a" iS,hg;a" iudêhg;a f.!rjhla ke;sj b|f.k wm%udohg f.!rj olajdú lshk ldrKh fjkak nE˜ lsõj' thd tAlg;a f.!rjh kE u hs lsh, lsõj' —hfula Ydia;Dka jykafiag f.!rjhla ke;sj b|f.k" O¾uhg f.!rjhla ke;s j b|f.k" wd¾h Y% d jl ix>hdg f.!rj ke;sj b|f.k" YslaId mo j,g f.!rj ke;sj b|f.k" iudêhg f.!rj ke;sj b|f.k" wm%udohg f.!rj ke;sj b|f.k O¾u idlÉPdjg f.!rj olajdú lshk ldrKh lsisfia;a u fjkafk kE˜ lsõj'

kshu O¾u idlÉPdjla kï''' tfykï wmg kshu id¾:l O¾u idlÉPdjla wykak kï" Ydia;Dka jykafiag f.!rj lrk" O¾uhg f.!rj lrk" Y%djl ix>hdg f.!rj lrk" is,amo j,g f.!rj lrk" iudêhg f.!rj lrk" wm%udohg f.!rj lrk msßila bkak ´fk' t;fldg fïfl idßmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia B<Õg lshkj ziajdókS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" hïlsis flfkla Ydia;Dka jykafiag f.!rj olajkjd kï" thd O¾uhg f.!rj olajkjd'Z t;fldg fïflka wmg fmakjd wms biafi,a,du wl=i,a m%ydKh lsÍu msKsi" l=i,a ÈhqKq lsÍu msKsi" biafi,a,d u lrkak ´fk foa'

fï úÈyg u isoaO fjkak ´fk''' iuyr úg wmsg f;afrkafk ke;=j" wms yokafk fï f.!rj lsÍï yßhg lrkafk ke;sj wl=i,a ÿre lsÍu;a" l=i,a


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j¾Okh lsÍula lrkak' kuq;a tAl fjkak kï fï isÿùï ud,dj fï úÈyg fï lreKq y; fï úÈyg u fjkak ´fk' ±ka nqÿrcdKka jykafia f.a ldf, ysáh Y%djlhka ;=< fï lreKq msysg, ;snqK' msysg, ;snqK ksid tA msysg, ;snqK wh wl=i,a ÿre l
Ydia;Dka jykafia j y÷kd.kak''' Ydia;Dka jykafia lshk jpkfha f;areu ;uhs ud¾.h fmkakk flkd" ud¾f.damfoaYlhd' t;fldg ±ka wms wfma Ôú;h iïnkaOfhka ;SrK .ekSfï § l,amkd lsÍfï§ wms is;" lh" jpkh" fufyhùfï § wms ;j;a flfkl=f.a woyi" ;j;a flfkl=f.a u;h wkq.ukh lrkjd kï" tA ;uhs Ydia;Dka jyka f ia ' t;fldg wms tA l g f;da r .;a f ; ldjo@ f.!;u nqÿrcdKka jykafiaj' t;fldg fï woyi wmg ;snqfkd;a ;uhs" wfma Ydia;Dka jykafia fjkafk' tfyu ke;akï wfma Ydia;Dka jykafia fjkafk kE' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaj .=K jYfhka y÷kd .kak ´fk' Wkajykafia u ;uhs wmg Wkajykafiaf.a .=K ál y÷kajd ÿkafk' fy
lsisod fkd fjkia''' Wkajykafia wryx lsh, Wkajykafia y÷kaj, ÿkak' Wkajykafiaf.a wryx .=Kh ;uhs msßksjka mdkd f;la u Èia jqfka' Wkajykafia iïud iïnqoaOhs lsh, f,dalhg m%;s{d ÿkakd'

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Wkajykafia wjfndaO lr.;a;= foaj,a fï ndysßka wy, fkfjhs lsh,' wog;a tAl tfyu u hs fkao@ ukqiaihdf.a is; ls¨gq ùfuka ukqiaihd ls¨gq jk nj;a" ukqiaihdf.a is; msßisÿ ùfuka ukqiaihd msßisÿ jk nj;a fjk lsisu ;ekl kE' tAl ;sfhkafka nqoaO foaYkdfõ ú;rhs' ±ka wms .;af;d;a ukqiai j¾.hdf.a b;sydifha b|, ñksiaiq wyi Wig f.dvke.s,s yokak we;s' jeõ fmdl=Kq bÈlrkak we;s' WoHdk bÈlrka k we;s ' fkdfhla .ia je,a jjka k we;s ' kuq ; a tA ukqiaihdf.a is; msßisÿ fkd ùu ksid yg.kakd m%Yak j,g yeuodu uQK fokak ´fk' tfyu fkao@

is; msßisÿ ke;s ksihs''' kuq;a f,dafl yeuodu m;kafk fudllao@ hqoaO ke;s" w¾nqo ke;s" wdrjq,a ke;s" iduh msreKq" lsßfhka meKsfhka b;=reKq wuq;=u f,dalhla m;kj' t;kag hkak neß fudlo@ ukqiaihdf.a ys; msßisÿ kE' n,kak nqÿrcdKka jykafia yßhg u fydhd .;a;fk tAl' Wkajykafia f;areï .;a;d fï m%Yakh tl tlaflkd ;=< ;ks ;ksj úi|kak ´fk lsh,' fldÉpr yßo n,kak' O¾ufha ,laIKh tAlfk' ´mkhsl lshkafk tAlfk' tl tlaflkd ;=< ;ks ;ksj úif|kak ´fk m%Yakh' b;ska tA i|yd Wkajykafia foaYkd lrmq Wkajykafiaf.a wjfndaOh" l¾uh .ek tfyu ke;akï ú[a[dKh .ek" is; .ek" ixialdr .ek" B<Õg ÈjH f,dal - fmf¾; f,dal wdÈh .ek" wmdh .ek" ksjka uÕ .ek" wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.h .ek nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a wjfndaOh f,dafl fjk lsisu úIhl olskak kE' fjk lsisu fmd;l kE' t;fldg wmg fïflka f;afrkafka fudlla o@ Wkajykafia tAldka;fhka u wjfndaO lr, ;sfhkafk' fï f,dalfha ke;s tlla Wkajykafia foaYkd l
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wdldrh;a ldu ;Ka y d" Nj ;Ka y d" úNj ;Ka y d .ek;a Wkajykafia foaYkd lf
lshmq foa tA úÈyg u isoaO fjkj''' t;fldg Wkajykafia Ôj;a jqfka wjfndaOfhka hqla;jhs' wjfndaOfhka hqla;j Ôj;a fjkjd lshk ldrKh wfma Ôú;j,g jvd f,dl= fjkila ;s f hkjd' tA ls h ka f k Wka j yka f ia wjfndaOfhka foaYkd lrmq foa tA úÈyg u isoaOfjkj' tAl fjk úÈylg isoaOfjkafk kE' tAlhs tA wjfndaOfha ;sfhk jákdlu' wks;a tl ;uhs fï wjfndaOh ;j flfkl=g w;aolskak mq¨jka tlla fk' ±ka wms .;af;d;a f,dafl tl tl ñksiaiq m¾fhaIK lr,d fudkj yß lr," ;¾l lr, f.dvk., fudkj yß bÈßm;a lrkj lshuqfld' t;fldg tA bÈßm;a lsÍu lrk fldg tA bÈßm;a lrmq foa wmg ;sfhkafk ±kqula yeáhg .kak ú;rhs' ±ka nqÿrcdKka jykafia wd¾hIaGdx.sl ud¾.h bÈßm;a l
lreKq myla blaujd .shd'''' nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrmq O¾uh lreKq myla blaujd .sh tlla' f,dalfha idudkHfhka ±kqu lshk tl tlsfkld .Kqfokq lrkafka lreKq myla Tiafia' ioaOd" reÑ" wkqiaij" wdldr mßú;lal" ÈÜÀ ksÊ®dklaLka;s' fï mfyka ;uhs f,dalfha ±kqu ;sfhkafk' ±ka n,kak nqÿrcdKka jykafia fïl m%ldY fkd lrkak wms okafk kEfk' tAfl f;areu ;uhs f,dalfha ukqIHhd ;=< ±kqu ;sfhkafk tlafld Y%oO a dj u;' Y%oO a dj lsõfj meye§u u;' tlafld leu;a;

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u;' tlafld wymq fohla u;' tlafld ;¾l lr lr .e,mSu u;" tlaflda u;jdo jYfhka nei .ekSu u;' nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkafka fï my blaujd .sh tlla' tAlg lshkafka îÉýld;índ& idlaId;a l< hq;=hs' w;a±lsh hq;=hs' Bg mia f ia tA l ;udf.a fohla ' tA l fka nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia f .a Y%djlhka fjk ldgj;a wks;a me;a;g yrjkak neß' yßhg O¾u ud¾.fha .shd kï Y%djlfhla yrjkak nE' f,dafl ldgj;a tA wjfndaOh fjkia lrkak nE' tA wjfndaOhg wNsfhda. lrkak nE' Y%djlhd ;=< tfyu kï Ydia;Dka jykafia .ek ljr l;d o@

wjfndaOfhka u yeisrekd''' t;fldg tA nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a wjfndaOfhka hqla; yeisÍu" úÊcd prK iïmkak nj .ek myÈkak ´fk' B<Õg Wkajykafia iq.;' ukd .ukla jeähd' tA ;uhs wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.h' wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.fha .uka lr, iqkaor ksjkg jeähd' wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.hg Wkajykafia kula mdúÉÑ l
wms;a ±ka uOHu m%;smodfõ hk wh''' wfma wh;a lshkj ±ka tAl' zwms b;ska uOHu m%;smodfõ bkakjdZ lshkj' tA fudlla o tA lshkafk' wmsg f,dl= ieml=;a keye' f,dl= ÿll=;a keye lsh,' kuq;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia woyia lf
Ydia;Dka jykafiaf.a yelshdj ukskak nE'' B<Õg nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia f,da l ú¥' f,da l .ek Wkajykafiaf.a wjfndaOh mqÿfukq;a mqÿuhs' nqÿrcdKka jykafia f.ka ojila wdkkao yduqÿrefjd wykj" —iajdókS" Nd.Hj;=ka


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Th meye§ug mq¿jka lsõj ÈjH f,dalfha wd;au Ndj y;la Wmoaojkak' Th fudfyd;g we;sfjÉp meye§u' kuq;a tfyu WmÈkafk kE' wdkkaohka fï Ôú;fha § u ry;a fjkj lsõj'

úÑ;% is;''' t;fldg n,kak nqÿ rcdKka jykafia f.a Ydia;D;ajh wms fï Wäka m,af,ka f;areï .kak yok tlla fkfjhs' Wkajykafia f,dal ú¥' ÈjH f,dal .ek" n%yau f,dal .ek" ;sßika wmdh .ek" fm%a; f,dalh .ek uq¿ f,dal Od;=j .ek foaYkd fldg jod
wisßu;a mqrefIakaøsh [dK''' B<Õg Wka j yka f ia wkq ; a ; frda mq ß i oïu idrÒ' Wkajykafiag mq¿jka oukh lrkak' yenehs mska ;sfhk flkdj ;uhs' mõldrhkaj kï b;ska oukh lrkak neye' ±ka wr foajo;a; .ek tl;ekl ;sfhkjd" nqÿrcdKka jykafia wx.=;; a r ksldfha mqrefIakaøsh [dK lshk iQ;%fha'


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wdkkao yduqÿrefjd wÑrj;S .Õg kdkak hkj' .sys,a, .fÕka tf.dv fj,d fï wõjg bkakj weÕ fõf,k lï' t;fldg tl yduqÿre flfkla weú,a, wdkkao yduqÿrejkaf.ka wykj" ±ka nqÿrcdKka jykafia m%ldYhla lr, ;sfhkj foajo;a; iaÓrj u ksrhg hkj lsh,' foajo;a;j fír.kak ms
y÷kd.kak tA nqÿrcdKka jykafia''' wdkkao yduqÿrefjd weú,a, nqÿrcdKka jykafiag fï isoaêh lsõj' yß ,iaik lshukla nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a uqúka msgfjkj' —wdkkao" tfyukï Th NslaIqj w¨; uyK fjÉp tlaflfkla fjkak we;s fkao@ jhil tlaflfkla kï nd, wjHla; tlaflfkla fjkak we;s fkao@˜ tA lsõfj nqÿrcdKka jykafia y÷kd.;a;= ke;s tlaflfkla fkao lshk tlhs tAfl f;areu' Bg miafia nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod
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l=i,a uq,a ;sífnd;a''' fï f,da f l bka k ukq i a i hka f .a l= i ,a wl= i ,a folu ;sfhkj' fuhd fudlo lrkafk l,la hkfldg fuhdf.a ysf;a wl=i,a jefvkjd' yenehs l=i, uq,a ;sfhkj b;=re fj,d' l=i, uq,a keis, kE' wl=i,a jevqkg fuhdg l
wl=i,fhka fj,S hk Ôú;h''' ;j ukqiaifhla bkakj l=i,a wl=i,a fol u ;sfhkj' kuq ; a ld,hla hkfldg fuka k fuhdf.a l= i ,a ls h , hï fldgila ;síno" wYaj f,dauhlska w. ;jr, .kak mq¨jka wdldrhgj;a l=i,a ìkaÿjlaj;a ke;sfj,d hk uÜgug tkjd' iïmQ¾Kfhka u wl=i,fhka jefykj' tfyu wh;a f,dalfha bkakj' t;fldg fudflkao fïl lshkafka' Wkajykafiag ;sfhk mqrefIakaøsh [dK j,ska' Bg mia f ia nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia f .ka weyq j d wdkka o yduqÿrefjd —iajdókS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" fï úÈyg ;j;a wh bkakjo@˜ lsh,' —bkakj˜ lsh, lsõj' l=i,a wl=i,a fol u ;sfhk flfkla bkakj' thd wl=i,a uevf.k l=i,a ÈhqKq lrkak yokjd' ldf,lska tA wl=i,a u¾okh fj,d l=i,a jefvkj' t;fldg fïflka fmakjd mqoa.,fhd fokafkla wúksYaÑ;hs' fudlo tA wl=i,a uq,a hg ;sfhk tlaflkd wúksYaÑ;hs' fudlo fya;=j@ ìu n,df.k weúoaog" ,iaikg


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ñysß jpk lsõjg fydhkak nE' wl=i, uq,a fldhs fj,dfj yß ke.sg, weúÈ,a, thdf.a l=i,a jkikak mq¨jka'

wl=i,a ;snqkg '''' msßfyk iajNdjfha ;j tlaflkla bkakjd' wl=i,a lr lr bkakj' kuq;a thdf.a we;=f< l=i, uq,a ;sfhkj' wx.=,sud, tA jf.a tlaflfkla' ±lalfka thdg l=i,a uq,a ;snqk' tA jf.a wl=i,a ;sìÉp wh ysáh' wl=i,a ;snqk kuq;a l=i,a uq,a ;snqk' l=i,a uq,a ke;sjf q ka kE' tA ksid tA wl=i,a iïmQ¾Kfhka u m%ydKh lr, l=i,a j¾Okh lr.kak mq¿jka jqkd'

wl=i,a ke;a;g u ke;s lrkjd''' iuyr flfkla bkakjd l=i,a wl=i,a foflka u bkakj' l,la hkfldg hï wl=i,a weoao wYajf,dauhl w. ;ejfrk ;rfïj;a wl=i, ìxÿ ud;%hlaj;a fydhd.kak nß ;rug wl=i,a m%ydKh lrkjd' l=i,a j¾Okh lrkjd' thd fï Ôú;fha msßksjka mdkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia wjfndaO lr.;a wdldrh'

ovhla ksid'''' ojila Wfoaks k.rhg nqÿrcdKka jykafia jäkjd Y%djl ms ß i;a tla l ' rÊcq r efjd ks f hda . hla ks l = ; a l
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b;ska wdkkao yduqÿrefjd l,amkd l
wo ldf,;a tfyu ;uhs''' ug;a fï fïppr ms
uyd lreKdjl uysu''' nqÿrcdKka jykafia l=áhg jeäh' Wkajykafia ffu;%S is; me;sfrõj thdg' t

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fu;a is;ska weiqre lrkak''' Wkajykafia foú ñksiqkaf.a Ydia;Dka jykafia' i;a;d foaj ukqiaidkx' Wkajykafia wog;a wfma Ydia;Dka jykafia fj,d ;sfhkjfk' b;ska wms u;l ;shd.kak ´fk wms wfma Ydia;Dka jykafia weiqre lrkak ´fk fldfyduo@ ffu;%S Ñ;a;fhka o@ ffjÍ Ñ;a;fhka o@ ffu;%S Ñ;a;fhka weiqre lsÍu lshkafk fï O¾uh wjfndaO lr.kak uykais .ekSu' t;fldg Wkajykafiaf.a Ydia;D;ajh wx. iïmQ¾K tlla' ud¾.h mßmQ¾K jQ fohla' tAfl wmsg wdfhu;a w¨f;ka lE,s odkak" lE,s wialrkak" ixialrKh lrkak lsisu fohla kE' b;ska wmsg tAl .ek meye§ula ;sfhkak ´fk'

wjfndaO lrùu msKsi oyï foiqjd'''' Wkajykafia nqoaO' ^nqoafOda fida N.jd fndaOdh Oïux foafia;s& tA Nd.Hj;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia nqoaO wjfndaOh msKsi oyï foikjd' tfykï wka whg tA O¾uh foaYkd lf
wisßu;a isß ioyï .=K;a y÷kd.kak''' nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrmq O¾uh ,laIK yhlska hqla;hs' m
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me;a;la ;uhs wfma Ôú;h wks;Hh jQ fohla' wks;a tl fï Tlafldu f.ú, hkj' wks;a tl ;uhs wmsg l¾uh ;uhs odhdo lr.kafk' B<Õ tl ;uhs m%sh ukdm jQ hula weoao" tA ish¨ fohska wmsg fjkafjkakg isoao fjkj' fïjd lshkfldg ila foú÷g fïl wjfndaO jqkd' ila foúfhd wykjd yß ,iaik l;djla fk Tnjykafia lsõfj' ´l Tnjykafiaf.a kqjKska ys;, o Th lsõfj' kE''' tfyu tlla fkfjhs' ila foú÷ks" fï f,dalfha hï;dla iqNdIs; weoao tA ish,a, Nd.Hj;a nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a'

f,dj hï;dla iqNdIs; we;ao'''' Bg miafia fï W;a;r ry;ka jykafia il% foúhkag Wmudjla lshkj' hïlsis m%foaYhl f,dl= OdkH lkaola ;sfhkj' ñksiaiq tl tlaflkdg f.kshkak mq¿jka ;rfï Ndck wrf.k weú;a tAflka OdkH mqfrdaf.k wrf.k tkj' ñksiaiq ±l, wykj fldfykao Th OdkH f.akafk lsh,' t;fldg lshkj tA wh wkak w;k ;sfhkj OdkH lkaola' uu tA lkafoka ;uhs fïjd wrf.k tkafk' fï jf.a f,dafl hï;dla iqNdIs; jQ O¾u weoao tA ish,a, nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a' fukak fï woyi wms ;=< ;sfhkak ´fk' t;fldg ;uhs wmsg ksy;udkSj wfma fohla wms wjfndaO lrf.k jf.a yqjd olajkafk ke;=j Y%djlfhla yeáhg msysg, isákakg mq¿jka fjkafk' t;fldg tAlg Wmldr fjkjd O¾uh flfrys we;s meye§u' O¾u f.!rjh'

fï Ôú;fha § u wjfndaO lrkak mq¿jka''' tA O¾ufha ;sfhk B<Õ ,laIKh ;uhs ikaÈÜÀl' fï Ôú;fha § wjfndaO lrk fohla' mqrefIakaøsh [dK j,§ nqÿrcdKka jykafia úia;r lr, ;sfhkjd" fï f,dalfha flfkla bka k j l= i ,a wl= i ,a folu ;s f hkjd' fuhd hïls i s jevms

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fjkafk" wry;a fjkafk fï f,dalfha § u hs' msßksjka mdkafk;a fï f,dalfha § u hs' fï O¾uh ikaÈÜÀl hs' O¾uh ikaÈÜÀl ke;akï fldgila tf,djg f.kshkak ´fk fk' fudf,dj § u ish,a, idlaId;a lrmq wh tlaflfklao ysáfh' f,dafl ,laI .Kka ry;ka jykafia,d ysáhfk' tA O¾uh wld,sl hs' tA O¾uh ld,hlg j,x.= kE' ±ka nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a ldf, ysgmq ukqIHhka u ;uhs ±kq;a bkafk' ±ka bkak ñksiaiq nqoaêu;a o" keoao@ nqoaêu;a' yenehs tA ldf, ñksiaiqkag hula f;areï .ekSfï § laIKslj kqjK mdúÉÑ lsÍfï l=i,;djh ;snqk' fï ldf, fjkfldg Bg jvd wO¾u rd.h ;sfhkj' ñksiaiq bkafk flf,ia wjqiai.;a;= .uka' tfyu fjkafk tkak tkak u wdhqI wvqùu;a tlalhs'

fk¿ï fmdl=K wo;a ;sfhkjd''' kuq;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia ±lmq f,dalh ;du;a ;sfhkj' Wkajykafia ±lmq f,dafl ;uhs fk¨ï msmsÉp fmdl=Kla jf.a lsh,' t;fldg tA fmdl=fK fudarmq fk¨ï fmdfydÜgq ;sfhkjd wyïfnka ;sfhkj' t;fldg tfykï wo;a tA whg O¾uh wjfndaO lrkak mq¨jka' tA ksid wmg tA wjfndaO lrk tlaflkd fudk jf.a o lsh, msáka fydhkak kï mq¨jka lsh, ys;kak wudrehs' tA lshkafka iuyr úg mdvï ysákafk ke;s tlaflfkla fjkak mq¿jka' rEm ,iaik ke;s flfkla fjkak mq¨jka' olaI ke;s tlaflfkla fjkak mq¿jka' kuq;a iuyr úg thd ;uhs wjfndaO lrk tlaflkd'

.,md n,kafka ;ukaghs''' B<Õg fï O¾ufha ;sfhk ,laIKh ;uhs tAysmiaisl' tAysmiaisl lsõfj weú;a n,kak' ´mkhsl lshkafka ;udf.a Ôú;hg fm!oa . ,s l j muq K q j d.ka k ´fk' ±ka wms iS , h .;af;d;a ´mkhsl keoao@ fhdaksfida ukisldrh fï Tlafldu ;uka ;=< u we;s lr.;af;d;a ú;rfk m%;sM, ;sfhkafk' tfyu ke;=j is,aj;a tlaflfkl=f.a wef.a fya;a;= fj,d ysáhg ;uka is,aj;a fjkjo@ tfyu fjkafk kEfk' B<Õg lshkj fï wms

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±ka uyfuõkdfõ jevigyka oyhlg wdj' ±ka oy wg fjks tlhs lshkjd' ±ka úiaila wdjhs lshkj' tA wdmq .ukska ;ukag O¾udjfndaO fjkjo@ tA tfyu jqkd lsh,fk lshkafk' tfyu fjkafk kE' wjfndaO fjkafk ;uka fhdaksfida ukisldrfha fhokj kï" ´mkhsl jqfkd;a ú;rhs' O¾uh ´mkhs l fjÉp .uka mÉp;a ; x fõÈ;ífnda ú[aüyS' nqoaêu;a tlaflkd ;ukaf.a u fohla yeáhg tA O¾uh m%;HlaI lr.kakj' t;fldg fï O¾uh flfrys f.!rjfhka weiqre lrkak ´fk' wl=i,a m%ydKh lrkak leu;s" l=i,a j¾Okh lr.kak leu;s" kqjK ;sfhk tlaflkd b;ska fï ukqIH Ôú;fha § tfyu tlla lr.;af;d;a kï ug kï fjk fudlj;a ´fk kE' Tng fldfyduo@ tAl ;uhs wmsg ,nd .kak neßfjÉp foa' fï ixidfr Thf.d,af,d Tlafldu TgqKq od, we;s' Tgqkakla odmq ke;s tlaflfkla bkak úÈyla kE' ixidfr Tlafldg u j,af. ;sìÉp wjia:d we;s' tfyu ;uhs fïl wfj' nv.df.k hkak we;s' wms ixidfr yßhg jr,a j,ska mSkkak we;s' tA jf.a u wms tod fõ, lkak ke;sj ysÕd lld bkak;a we;s' tA ksid tA Tlafldu myqlrf.k weú,a, ;sfhkafk' tA ksid wmg wuq;=fjka f,!lsl f,dafl wuq;= fohla ,nkak kE' ,nd .kak ´fk kï fukak O¾uh' wl=i,a ÿre lsÍu;a" l=i,a j¾Okh lrkak;a ;sfhk O¾uh ;uhs w,a,.kak ;sfhkafk'

tA wisßu;a Y%djl ix>r;akh;a y÷kd.kak''' B<Õg wd¾h ix>hd flfrys f.!rjfhka jdih lsÍu' fyd|g u;l ;shd.kak wd¾h ix>hd mshd' wkd.dó fjÉp msßi lShla o lsh, wmsg .Kka lrkak mq¿jka o@ ilod.dó fjÉp msßi" fidajdka fjÉp msßi fuf;lehs lsh, wmsg lshkak mq¿jka o@


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fkd fjkia .=K iuqodh''' tfyu kï wms g Y% d jl ix>hd ls j q j yu nq ÿ rcdKka jykafia f.a meúÈ Y%djlhka jykafia,d w;r fuÉprhs lsh, lshkak nE' tÉpr m%udKhla fï O¾uh wjfndaO l
is,amo fkd lvd ÈhqKq fjkak mq¿jka o@ wms lsõfjd;a tfyu kE' —fï ldf, is,a mo lvd.kafk ke;sj bkak nE' fmdâvla is,a mo levqkdu fudlo fjkafk' ±ka ldf, is,a mo lvd.kafk ke;sj ÈhqKq fjkak nE'˜ tfyu lshk wh bkakjd' t;fldg f;afrkjd fï fn!oaO kdufhka" fn!oaO fõYfhka bkak msßila bkakjd' tA wh úúOdldr Ñ;% ujkjd fï O¾uhg tkak neß fjkak' tA f.d,af,d lshkjd f,!lsl Ôú;h .; lrkj kï id¾:l fjkj kï" id¾:l fjkafk O¾uhg wdfjd;a fkfuhs' O¾uhg kEú,a, ysáfhd;a' wks;H .ek fufkys lrkak .sfhd;a" is,a mo rlskak .sfhd;a f,!lsl Ôú;h id¾:l fjkafk kE' Th is,a mo rlskj kï f,!lsl Ôú;h w;yßkak' Tfydu l;d lrk wh ;uhs bkafk'

iS,h yßhg u f;areï .kak' B<Õ tl ;uhs iS,h lshkafk fudllao lsh, yßhg f;afrkafk kE' tA ksid fyd|g u;l ;shd.kak' wms yßhg f;areï .kak ´fk mxp YS,h" wIaGdx. Wfmdai: iS,h' ±ka .sys Ôú; .;lrk flkd fikaÜ" mjqv¾ tfyu mdúÉp lrkafk ke;af;" kegqï" .ehqï" jehqï ke;af;" WÉpdihk - uydihk ke;af;" úld, fNdackh ke;af;" n%yaupdÍ fjkafk Wfmdai:

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ojig' .sys Ôú;h .; lrk flkd wks;a ojia j,g mxp YS,fhka hqla;j mxp YS,h wdrlaId lrf.k iodpdr iïmkakj" Wiia ukilska hqla;j m%{djka; .sys flfkla jf.a bkakjd' t;fldg tA flkd nK Ndjkd lrf.k hk fldg O¾ufha yeisfrk fldg fï iudch leu;s thdj kslï ;gq ye,s, od, jf.a ;sfhkak' Tkak ,iaikg we|f.k .sfhd;a —wd'''' fï Thd Ndjkd jevigyka j,g hk tlaflfkla fkao@˜ neßfj,dj;a thd kshfmd;= álla tfyu mdg lr, Th f;d,a mdg lr, uÕ=,a f.orl tfyu .sfhd;a —wd''' Thd tod wiqN Ndjkdj lrk ;ek ysáh fkao@˜ tA fudllao tA lshkafk' W%U ´j fydaomka' WU ysgmka wr f;ñÉp lsl, s h s la jf.a' tA fudlo@ fï ysf;a ;sfhkafka fudlla o@ B¾IHdj' tA B¾IHdjg wyqfjkak fyd| kE'

wehs ±ka i;=fgka bkafka''' uu kï lshkafk mxp YS,h thd wdrlaId lrk .uka ,iaikg bkak ´fk' thd wjxlj bkak ´fk' Rcqj bkak ´fk' ,iaikg thdf.a jev lrkak ´fk' t;fldg wks;a tlaflkd wykj —Thd biairg jvd i;=fgka bkafk wehs@˜ wkak t;k ú;rhs w¾:h ;sfhkafk' ke;akï kshfmd;= mdg l
is,amo uq,a lrf.k wkqkaj fy,d olskak tmd''' b;ska tf;kag tkak YslaId mo wdrlaId lsÍfuka' YslaId mo flfrys f.!rjh we;s lr.kakj' fyd|g u;l ;shd.kak YslaId mo flfrys f.!rj ;sfhk tlaflkd iS,h ksid ;uka Wiia lr.kafk;a kE" wkqka my;a lr, fy,d olskafk;a kE' iS,h ksid ;uqka Wiia lr," wkqkaj my;a lr, fy,d olskj kï thd is,amofha w¾:h okafk kE' is,a mo ;sfhkafk tAlg fkfjhs' f,daflka ,l=Kq .kak fkfjhs' ;ukaf.a O¾u ud¾.hg hs' t;fldg YslaId mo flfrys f.!rjfhka bkak flkd wl=i,a m%ydKh lrkj" l=i,a j¾Okh lrkj'

iudêh úYajdi lrkak'''' B<Õg iudêh' ±ka wms lshuq wms Tlafldg u iudêhla


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kE lsh,' ldgj;a iudêhla kE' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾ufha ;sfhkj iS, - iudê - m%{d' iïud jdhdu" iïud i;s" iïud iudê lsh, ud¾.dx. ;sfhkj' kuq;a wms Tlafldg u iudêh kE lsh, wms lsõfjd;a zkE iudêhla ´fk kEZ lsh, tAl yß o@ iïmQ¾Kfhka u jerÈhs' iudêhla kE lsh, iudêhg ;sfhk f.!rjh ke;sfjkak ´fk kE' iudêhg f.!rj lrkak ´fk' iudêh fï O¾u ud¾.fha wx.hla yeáhg ;sfhk njg ;udf.a ysf;a meye§ula ;sfhkak ´fk' t;fldg flfkla iudêhla jvkjd kï tA iudêh jvk tlaflkd flrys" thdf.a ysf;a meye§ula we;sfjkj'

Ndjkdj fmakak neß wh;a bkakjd''' tfyu jqfka ke;akï iudêhla ´fk kE lsh, iudêh jvk flkdgj;a iudêh jvkak fokafk kE' Ndjkd lr lr bkakj kï thdj reiaikafk kE' weia jyf.k jdäfj,d bkakj olsk fldg reiaikafk ke;s wh bkakj' thd yhsfhka w;=.dkak mgka .kakj' tlafld l;d lrkj' ioafo wefykak firmamq fol odf.k tkj' ±ka wrh n,df.k hkj Ndjkd lrk flkd weia wßkjo lsh,' thd weia wßkafka ke;akï yhsfhka l:d lrkjd' tA;a weia wßkafka ke;akï <Õg .sys,a, fyd,a,kj' weia weßhu —flda iSks fnda;f,a flda˜ lsh, wykj' ±ka thdf.a b,lalh iSks fnda;f,a o@ kE' b,lalh Ndjkdfjka ÿre lrk tl' iSks fnda;f,a ;sfhk ;ek thd okakj' tfyu lshkafka thdg fõokdjla ;sfhkj' kuq;a O¾ufha yeisfrk flkd tfyu fkfjhs' Ndjkd lrkj kï tAlg iyfhda.h fokj' ksYaYío fjkj' ioao lrkafk kE' wks;a whg Yío lrkak tmd lshkj' tAl ;ud iudêhg f.!rjhla we;s fjk foaj,a' tA jf.a iudêh flfrys f.!rjh we;s fjk foaj,a lrkj' iudêh fy,d olskafk kE' t;fldg tA iudê f.!rjh'

wm%udoh lshkafk lemùug''' B<Õg wm%udoh' wm%udoh lshkafka lemùu' tfyu kï u;l ;shd .kak wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.fha ÈhqKqj iïmQ¾Kfhka u ;sfhkafka lemùu u;hs' Tn ±ka hïlsis O¾u[dKhla ,enqj

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kï tA lemùu u; fkfjhs o@ Tn iS,hl /¢, bkakj kï lemùu u; fkfjhso@ wehs ´fk ;rï tkak mq¨jka fï is,amo j, wf.!rj we;sfjk úÈfya foaj,a' kuq;a tAjhska Tn u.wer, bkakj kï tA lemùu ksid fkfjhs o@

fmdä yß ÈhqKqjla ;sfhkj kï tA lemùu ksid''' Tn fmdâvla yß iudêhla Wmojd .kakj kï tA lemùu u; fkao@ Tn wl=i,a m%ydKh lrkj kï" tA lemùu u;' l=i,a jvkj kï tA lemùu u;' ;j flfkl=g Woõjla lrkjd kï lemùu u;' nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l
jev ke;akï jevla kE''' b;ska nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod
fußf.da rjqfï rjqula huqo@ B<Õg nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia foa Y kd lrkj l;dj" lhsjdrej' wkak tAlg wyqjqfkd;a Bg miafia thdg fudlo fjkafka@ lerls lerls tAlg u ;uhs fhfokafk' tAflu ;uhs lerls lerls bkafk' t;kska thdg .e,fjkak nE' yßhg fußf.da rjqfu ke.a. jf.a' kj;sklï nyskak nEfk' iuyre ug weú,a, lshkj" —wfka iajdókS" ug ´l ;uhs ;sfhk m%Yafk' fï l:d j,g wyqjqkdg miafia .e,fjkak nE'


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yßhg iïm%maM,dm j,g wyqfjkj'˜ b;ska lrkak ;sfhk foa ;uhs lÜáh lshoa§ tAl fkd lshd bkak ´fk' ;ukaf.ka W;a;rhla ke;s ksid wrhg ´fk ál lsh, blaukg thdf.a l:dj bjr fjkj' tfykï uu hkakï lsh, hkakhs ;sfhkafk' tfyu ke;akï wr fußf.da rjqfu ke.a. jf.a ;uhs' thd rg .ek l;d lr, lr, .ï jfÜ" f,dafl jfÜ" hqoaO yryd Th k¨ ks
;kshu bkak nE''' B<Õg îx>ksldrdu;d& ldKafv;a tlal tlg bkak tl' tAflka i;=gq fjkj' ;ksfj,d bkak ysf;kafk u kE' ljqre yß ±lalo weÈ, hkj' ldkaou jf.a' .sys,a, Tkak mgka.kakj' flfkla ;ksju w;=.dkj kï fuh;a hkj fldiaila fydhdf.k' fuhdg w;=.dkak fkfjhs ´fk' fya;a;= fj,d bkak' yqfol,dj ;uka ;kshu fmd;la n,df.k oyï fmd;la ne,s,a," Ndjkd lsÍu fïjd mqreÿ fjkak ´fk' t;fldg ;uhs tAl yßhkafk' t;fldg ;uhs Tkak áflka ál wm%udohg tkafk' wkak zuu lemjqfka ke;akï" ug fïflka .e,fjkak nE' tA ksid uu lemfjkak ´fkZ lshk woyi tkjd'

jerÈ ksjerÈ lr.kak''' B<Õg thd f.!rj lrka k ´fk oyï ms < s i |rg' tA lshkafka O¾uh yeáhg l;d lrkj kï f.!;u nqÿrcdKka jykafia f.a O¾uh ±kf.k ;uhs wms l;d l< hq;af;a' B<Õ tl ;uhs O¾uh fkd ±k" O¾uh .ek Tfya fudlla yß woyila bÈßm;a l
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b,lalh y÷kd .kak olaI fjuq''' tfyu ke;sj ;uka tAflÈ wj;lafiarejg m;afjhso" ;ukaj ±kqu ke;s flfkla yeáhg iïu; fjhs o lsh, tAj fydhkak hkak tmd' t;kÈ ksjerÈ fjÉp .uka È.g u ksjerÈ fjkj' tAl ;uhs l%uh' t;fldg nqÿrcdKka jykafia f.a foaYkd ;uka fyd|g kqjKska úui, f;areï wrf.k tA b,lafl fyd|g y÷kd.kak ´fk'

Oïu ldfuda Njx fyda;=''' fï oyï ms
fï .uk kï wk;=reodhl u hs''' t;fldg n,kak l=i,a j¾Okh lsÍug;a" wl=i,a ÿre lr .ekSug;a fï lreKq y; bjy,a fjkafk keoao@ wksjd¾hfhka u fï lreKq y; ;uhs bjy,a fjkafk' t;fldg wms nqÿrcdKka jyka f ia f .a Y% d jlfhda yeáhg wfma jdikdjg nq ÿ rcdKka jykafia jod< O¾uh wfma foijka w;rg .shd' wfma ys;g fï .uk wk;=reodhlhs lshk mKsjqvh ,enqKd' fï wk;=r we;sfj,d ;sfhkafk ljqre;a ksid fkfjhs' ;ud ;=< u mj;sk wl=i,a ksid' ilaldh ÈÜÀh wd§ ixfhdack


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ksid' flf,ia ksid fï wk;=r ìys fj,d ;sfhkafk' t;fldg fïl wms f;areï .;af; keoao@ nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾ufhka f;areï .;a;d fïl kï wk;=reodhl ixidr .ukla' t;fldg wmsg wjYH;djhla we;s jqkd fïflka tf;r fjk úÈfya ud¾.hlg wms nei.kak ´fk lsh,' t;fldg flf,ia ksid kï fï wk;=r ;sfhkafk" /ljrKh ;sfhkafk fldfyo@ tA flf,ia ke;s ;ek' t;fldg tA lrd hkak ;sfhkafka wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.h' fï flfrys wfma ys; meyeÿfka keoao@

ñ;Hd u; j,g fkd /jfgkak''' flfkla lsõfjd;a fufyu' Ndjkdj ú;rla l
ixjr fjkak f,ais fldfydu o@ fyd|g ys;, n,kak' is,amohla Tiafia ixjr fjk tl o f,ais@ is,a fudl=;a ke;sj ixjr fjk tlo f,ais@ is,amohla Tiafia ixjr fjk tl f,aishs' ±ka n,kak nqÿrcdKka jykafia fldÉpr ,iaikg wmsg fï ud¾.h fmkaj, ;sfhkjo lsh,' Wkajykafia is,a mo mefkõfj ke;akï wms okafk kE ixjr fjk iSudj' is,a mo mKjmq ksid is,amoh blaujd .sfhd;a wmsg tlmdrg u f;afrkj fï is,amoh uf.a w;ska levqK' Bg miafia wdfh ys;g wrf.k ixjr fj,d wfh tf;kag wms tkj'

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t;fldg n,kak fï wd¾h ud¾.hg u hs nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod< YslaId mo mjd ;sfhkafka' b;ska fï ksid mskaj;=ks wms fyd|g f;areï .kak ´fk idßmq ; a ; uyry;ka jyka f ia nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia bÈßfha fndfydau ,iaikg tfyu foaYkd l
fï lreKq y; msysgqjd .kak''' B<Õg foa Y kd lrkj hfula Ydia ; Dka jyka f ia g ;a f.!rjhla ke;=j" O¾uhg;a f.!rjhla ke;sj wd¾h uyd ix>hdg f.!rj iys;j jdih lrkjd lshk tl ljodj;a fjkak nE' hfula Ydia;Dka jykafia flfrys f.!rjhla ke;akï" O¾uh flfrys f.!rjhla ke;akï" wd¾h uyd ix>hd flfrys;a f.!rjhla kE' hfula Ydia;Dka jykafiag;a f.!rjhla ke;=j" O¾uhg;a f.!rjhla ke;sj wd¾h uyd ix>hdg;a f.!rjhla ke;sj" is,a mo j,g f.!rj iys;j jdih lrkjd lshk tl ljodj;a fjk tlla fkfjhs lsõj' hfula Ydia;Dka jykafia flfrys f.!rjhla ke;akï" O¾uh flfrys f.!rjhla ke;akï" wd¾h uyd ix>hd flfrys f.!rjhla ke;akï" thd iS,hg flfrys;a f.!rjhla kE' hfula Ydia;Dka jykafiag;a" Y%S ioaO¾uhg;a" wd¾h uyd ix>hdg;a" iS,hg;a f.!rjhla ke;sj b|f.k iudêhlg f.!rj olajdú lshk ldrKh fjkak nE lsõj' thd tA y;rg f.!rjhla ke;akï iudêhg;a f.!rjhla kE' hfula tA Ydia;Dka jykafiag;a" Y%S ioaO¾uhg;a" wd¾h uyd ix>hdg;a" iS,hg;a" iudêhg;a f.!rjhla ke;sj b|f.k wm%udohg f.!rj olajdú lshk ldrKh fjkak nE lsõj' thd tAlg;a f.!rjh kE u hs lsh, lsõj'


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hfula Ydia;Dka jykafiag f.!rjhla ke;sj b|f.k" O¾uhg f.!rjhla ke;s j b|f.k" wd¾h Y% d jl ix>hdg f.!rj ke;sj b|f.k" YslaId mo j,g f.!rj ke;sj b|f.k" iudêhg f.!rj ke;sj b|f.k" wm%udohg f.!rj ke;sj b|f.k O¾u idlÉPdjg f.!rj olajdú lshk ldrKh lsisfia;a u fjkafk kE lsõj'

fukak wdrïNh''' t;fldg wmsg fmakjd fï Tlafldu wdrïN lrkafka f.!;u nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia j Ydia ; Dka jyka f ia yeáhg f.!rjfhka ms
fï ksOdkfha ienE ysñlrejd Tn úh yel' t;fldg n,kak wfma ys; tf;kag hkak kï fu;k wmsg wysñ fjkak ´fk' fu;k wms ysñlrefjla kï fjk fldfyaj;a wfma ys; msyg s hs o@ kE' f.!;u nqÿrcdKka jykafia f.a Ydikfha u ys; msysgkjd' Tng Ydia;Dka jykafia flfrys f.!rjhla ;sfhkjd kï" Y%S ioaO¾uh flfrys f.!rjhla ;sfhkjd kï" wd¾h uyd ix>r;akh flfrys f.!rjhla ;sfhkjd kï" YslaId mo flfrys f.!rjhla ;sfhkjd kï" iudêh flfrys f.!rjhla ;sfhkjd kï" lemùu flfrys f.!rjhla ;sfhkjd kï" oyï ms
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ÿ¾,N fudfyd; wmf;a yer.kak tmd''' Tng b;d ÿ¾,N wjia : djla nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia h s " idßmq;a; uyry;ka jykafiahs l;d l< fï W;=ï foaYkdfjka Wodjqkd' b;ska tA ksid wms fï f.!;u nqoaO Ydikfha § u wmf.a O¾u fiakdêm;s idßmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia yqfol,dj Ndjkdkqfhda.Sj jev b¢ñka isáoaÈ Wkajykafiaf.a mdßY=oaO ix;dkfha my< jqkq fï wl=i,a m%ydKh lsÍu msKsi" l=i,a ÈhqKq lr .ekSu msKsi Y%djlfhla ;=< ;sìh hq;= f.!rjkSh lreKq y; wm ;=, o jy jyd ÈhqKq lrf.k" wms o fï f.!;u nq o a O Ydikfha § u W;= ï p;= r d¾h i;H O¾uh wjfnda O lr.ekSfï ÿ¾,N Nd.Hhg ysñlrefjla njg m;afjuq'

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-mGu kd:lrK iQ;%hY%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks" ±ka wms wx.=;; a r ksldfha foaYkhla bf.k .kafka' wmf.a iajdó jQ tA Nd.Hj;a wry;a iïnqÿ rcdKka jykafia lreKq oyhla ms
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±ka wkd:hs' kdúlfhla ke;s fk!ldjla jf.aZ lsh,' kuq;a fï kd:lrK iQ;%h lshjk fldg Tng f;afrhs wms wkd: kE' wmg ikd: ms
wkd: jqfkd;a ÿflka bkakg fjkjd''' nqÿrcdKka jykafia fldhs;rï meyeÈ,sj fï ldrKh lshd fokjo lsh, n,kak' Wkajykafia fï foaYkh mgka .kafka fï úÈyg hs' —îkd:d NslaLfõ úyr:& mskaj;a uyfKks" ms
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wdÈ n%yaupßhl YS,h' n%yaupßh lshkafka ksjkg lshk kula' wdÈ lshkafka uq,a fjk' t;fldg fhfokafka ksjkg uq,afjk YS,h lsh,hs' wdÈ n%yaupßhl YS,h lshkafk;a m%d;sfudalaI ixjr YS,h lshkafk;a tl u hs' tAfl ;sfhkj .sys msßif.a ksjkg uq,a fjk YS,h' tA lshkafka m%dK>d;fhka fjka fj,d bkak ´fk' fidrlñka fjka fj,d bkak ´fk' jerÈ ldu fiajkfhka fjka fj,d bkak ´fk' fndre lS f uka fjka fj,d bka k ´fk' u;a meka u;a øjH Ndú;fhka fjka fj,d isákak ´fk' idudkH Ôú;fha § tAl thdg Wmldr fjkj' Bg miafia .sys flkd;a ry;ka jykafia wkq.ukh lrñka Wfmdai: YS,fhys yslafukakg ´fk' meúÈ flkdg m%d;sfudalaI ixjr YS,h wdrlaId lrkak ;sfhkjd' msßisÿ n%yaupdÍ nj" nUir ls¨gq jqfkd;a m%d;sfudalaI ixjr YS,h ìf|kjd'

;,a.yl lráh levqfkd;a fudlo fjkafk''' nqÿrcdKka jykafia tAl fmkak, fokafka yßhg ;,a.yl lráh levqK jf.a lsh,hs' ;,a.yl lráh levqfkd;a fudlo fjkafk@ lsis ojil wdfh tAl yefokafka kE' b;ska NslaIqjla mdrdðld jqfkd;a nUir ls¨gq ùfuka thdg tA ixjrfhka b|f.k lsisojil ksjka wjfndaO lr.kak nE' fudlo fya;=j@ mdrdðld wdm;a ; s h lg m;a jq k .uka thd .s y s f hl= g ;a jvd my
fidrlug wyqjqfkd;a''' fidrlu ksid;a thdf.a m%d;sfudalaI ixjr iS,h ìf|kjd' fidrlu .ek fmkajd fokjd" tA o~qju ,eìh hq;= wdldrh .ek' ráka msguka l< hq;= wdldrh" fidrlug iïnkaO ùu ksid fidfrla lsh,d fpdaokd l< hq;= wdldrh i|yka fjkjd' fidrlug iïnkaO jqfkd;a thdf.a m%d;sfudalaI ixjr YS,h ìf|kjd' ì÷Kq .uka u uyKlu ke;sfjkjd' t;fldg tAlg lshkafka fudlla o@ mdrdðld fjkj lsh,' B<Õg ukqIH >d;khg iïnkaO jqfkd;a" kQmka ñksia

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l,,fha b|,d wjidkfha urK wef|a isák ukqIHhd olajd ukqIH >d;khlg iïnkaO jqfkd;a mdrdðld fjkjd' uyKlu ke;sfjkjd' b;ska nqÿrcdKka jykafia tl tl Wmud j,ska fmkajd fokjd' —mskaj;a uyfKks" f,dl= .,la folg levqkdu ;sìÉp úÈyg wdfh yokak mq¿jka o@ merKs j<|la levqku tAl wdfh yokak mq¿jka o@˜ lsh, wykj' tA jf.a ;uhs mdrdðld jqkd u'

ke;s ud¾. M, lSfjd;a bjrhs''' B<Õg lshkjd ud¾. M, fkd ,nd OHdk wNs[a[d ud¾. M, ;sfhkjd lsh, fndrejg fmkS ysáhdu;a mdrdðld fjkjd' ±ka Th lSfõ m%Odk YslaId mo y;rhs' tAjdg lshkafka i;r mdrdðld lsh,' thska tllg m;afjÉp .uka thd NslaIqjla fkfjhs' ljqreyß flfkla tAlg iïnkaO jqfkd;a tA fjf,a b|,d ;sfnkafka jia;%h ú;rhs' ;sirKh;a kE" iSf,;a kE' Bg miafia thd tAflka msßisÿ jqfka ke;akï" ^h:dN;x NslaLfõ tAjx ksrfha WmamÊ®;s& yßhg Tijd ;nd .;a;= nrla ìu ;nkafka hï wdldrfhka o" wkak tA jf.a ksrfha WmÈkjd' t;fldg tAflka je,lS isákakg kï ysßT;ma ;sfhkakg ´fk' ±ka YS,h ;sfhkak kï ysßT;ma ;sfhkak ´fk' tA lshkafka mjg ,eÊcdj yd nh ;sfhkak ´fk' —wmdhg hk foaj,a ug kï lrkakg nE˜ lsh, thdg ;sfhkak ´fk' tAl .sys flfkl=g;a ;sfhkak ´fk" meúÈ flfkl=g;a ;sfhkak ´fk' m%d;sfudalaI ixjr YS,fhka hq;=j jdih lrk fldg" m%Odk YslaId mo y;rla ;sfhkj'

;j;a nrm;, islaId mo 13la''' ;j;a ;sfhkjd tA iudk nr m;, ke;;a nr m;, YslaId mo oy ;=kla' tA YslaId mohla ì÷fkd;a" levqfkd;a" tAlg wod< ix>hd nqÿrcdKka jykafia iïu; lr ;sfhkjd hï hï l%u ;sfhkjd tA wdh;s ixjrfha msysgkak' tA úÈyg tA msdÈfiai lsh,' ix>hd bÈßfha hgy;a my;alï olaj,d ix>hdf.ka wjir wrf.k msßfjia udk;a wdÈh mqr, msßisÿ ix>hd úiska wdhs;a thdj ix>hdg we;=,a lr.kakjd' tAjdg


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lshkafka ^tA wdm;a;s j,g lshkafka& ix>dÈfiai' t;fldg mdrdðld" ix>dÈfiai nrm;, wdm;a;s' ;j ;sfhkj wdm;a;s' tA ;uhs ksiai.a.sh mdÑ;a;sh lsh, ls h ka f k' iuyr jerÈ ;s f hkjd tA j dfhka ks o yia fjka k ;sfhkafka tAjd w; yeÍfuka' ±ka wms .;af;d;a uqo,a mßyrKh wms .ksuq' msßisÿ Wmiïmodjla ;sfhk NslaIqjla uqo,a mßyrKh lrk fudfyd;la mdid ksiai.a.sh mdÑ;a;s wdm;a;shla isoaO fjkj' tAflka msßisÿ fjkak nE thdg tAl w;ayßkafka ke;sj' tAl w;ayer,d thd wdm;a;s foaYkd l
;=ka f,dfjys u W;=ï u iS,h''' n,kak t;fldg nqqÿrcdKka jykafia fï yeu tllska u j,laj, ;sfhkafka múÈ fjÉp tlaflkd O¾ufhka msg hk tl j,lajkak' t;fldg fï ksiai.a.sh mdÑ;a;sh 30 la ;sfhkj' B<Õg ;j ;sfhkjd mÑ;s lsh,d' tA;a jerÈ 92la ;sfhkj' B<Õg ;s f hkj mdáfoa i ks 4la ' wks h ; 2la ;s f hkj' fia Å hd 75la ;sfhkj' tA YslaId mo 220 la ;sfhkj m%d;sfudalaI ixjr iS,fha' B<Õg fï w¾nqo yg.;a;du ^w¾nqohg md,sfhka lshk jpkh wêlrK& tA j d iu:hlg m;a lrka k nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia fmkak,d §, ;sfhkjd wêlrK iu: 7la' tAlg lshkjd ima; wêlrK lsh,'

wêlrKh jroaod .ekSu''' ±ka Th wfma rfÜ tA wêlrK lshk jpkh mdúÉÑ fjkafka f.dvla úg w¾: fkd ±khs' kshu jpkh fjkak ´fk tAl fkfjhs' ±ka wms wêlrK Yd,dj" wêlrKh lsh, lshkj fkao@ tAfla f;areu w¾nqoh" w¾nqo Yd,dj lshk tlhs' tAfla kshu jpkh fjkak ´fk wêlrK iu: Yd,dj' wêlrK iu:h' ±ka wfma rfÜ iuyr wjia:dj, kdhl yduqÿrejrekag kdhllï fokjd wêlrKkdhl lsh,' tA lshkafka w¾nqo Wmojkakdf.a kdhl' tA jpfka fjkak ´fk tfyu fkfjhs' wêlrk iu: kdhl' t;fldghs kshu w¾:h ;sfhkafka'

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;j;a islaId mo''' wêlrK iu: y;la ;sfhkj' t;fldg YslaId mo 227hs' fï YslaId mo 227 ixjr lrk w;f¾ ^m%d;sfudalaI ixjr ixjqf;da úyr;s& m%d;sfudalaI YslaId moj,ska ixjr fj,d jdih lr, ^wdpdr f.dapr iïmkafkda& ;j ;sfhkj YslaId mo' tAjdg lshkafka wdNsiudpdrl YslaId mo lsh,' weje;a idudkHfhka wej;=ï meje;=ï hym;a ùug Wmldr jk YslaId mo' tAjdhska hqla;j jdih lrk fldg thdg tAl ÈhqKq lrkak ;sfhkafka fldfyduo@ ^wKqu;af;aiq jÊfÊiq Nhoiaidú& tA lsõfj wkqud;% jQ jrfoys mjd ìh olsñka îslaL;s islaLdmfoaiq& YslaId mohkays yslafukjd' tAlhs iS,jd lshk tfla f;areu'

td;khlg yiq fkd ùu ;=ka fjks YslaId moh' ;ud ;=< ke;s ud¾. M," OHdk" wNs[a[d m%ldY fkd lsÍu y;rfjks YslaId moh hs'

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tAjdhska ;uhs NslaIqjf.a NslaIq Ôú;h wdrlaId fjkafka' t;fldg YslI a d mo lShla ;sfhkjo Wmiïmod NslI a j q lg' 227 la ;sfhkj' idufKar flfkl=g YslaId mo 10 la ;sfhkj' tA oyfha ;sfhkj i;= k a ueÍfuka jehdg ±kqï ÿkakg miafia iajdóka jykafia,d Bg wod< iuyr tAjd ;sfhkjd o~qjï §,d je,s o~qjï jf.a j;a mshdg wf.!rj lrkjd kï" ;j;a jerÈ lSmhla ;sfhkj' tAjd lrkjd kï thdj isjqre wrj,d hjkak lshkj' tA fudlo@ thd isàfuka thd ;=
.sys whg;a is,a mo ;sfhkjd''' t;fldg .sys Ôúf;a .; lrk flfkl=g;a YslaId mo ;sfhkjd' tAjd levqfkd;a tA .sys flkd islaId mo iudoka jqfka ke;akï thd ÿiaiS, flfkla' ±ka .sysflfkla ;sirfKa msysg,d mkais,a iudoka fj,d u;a meka îmq .uka thdf.a mxp YS,h lefvkj' thd t;fldg wdhsu;a tA YslaId mo wdrlaId lrkak ´fk' thska fjka fjkakg ´fk' tAl lrkak fyd| kE' .sys flfkla fndre lSfuka j
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fukak kshu jHjia:dj''' ±ka fï mGu kd:lrK iQ;%h' tAlg fyd|u idOlhla fïl' nqÿ iiqk /lSfï kshu jHjia:dj ;uhs is,aj;a ùu' ysß T;ma folska hq;=j wkqud;% jrfoys mjd ìh olsñka jdih lsÍu'

fofjks kd:lrK O¾uh nyqY%e; nj fojeks kd:lrK O¾uh ^nyqiaiqf;da fyda;s iq;Ofrda iq; ikakspfhda& thd nyqY%e; hs' iq;Or hs' tA lshkafka fndfyda O¾uh Y%jKh lr, ;sfhkj' iq;Orhs lshkafka tA Y%jKh lrmq O¾uh ordf.k bkakj' ikakspfhda lshkafka /ia lrkjd' Y%jKh lrmq oyï lreKq /ia lrkjd'

O¾uh ksjerÈj y÷kd.kak ´fk'' ^fha f;a Oïud wdÈ l

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lrkjd' ûkidkqfmlaÅ;d& kqjKska úuid f;areï .kak n,kjd' ^ÈÜÀhd iq m a m áúoa O d& meyeÈ,s j f;a r eï .ka k j' tA l ;uhs lrkafka' uu nqÿrcdKka jykafia f.a O¾uhg ,laI fldaá jdrhla kuialdr lrkjd' fudlo fya;=j uu wo fl
;=kafjks kd:lrK O¾uh l
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wkd: jQfjda o oyï foi;s''' wkak tA l
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lrk fldg" ys;ska jerÈ lrk fldg tAl yokak ±kafk kE' t;fldg thd tl me;a;lska m%Yxid ,eìh hq;= jqkdg" wks;a me;af;ka .¾yd ,eìh hq;=hs' fya;=j ;uhs thd Woõ lr,d ;sfhkafka lEfuka" îfuka" we÷fuka" me<÷fuka ú;rhs' thdf.a Ôú;hg mrf,djg Wmldr fjk fohska Wmldr lr,d kE' mrf,djg Wmldr fjk fohska Wmldr lrkak kï thd YS,fha msysgjkak ´fk' hym;a ud¾.h fmka j ka k ´fk' jrÈka uq o jd.ka k ´fk' tA l ;uhs ks h u ukqiailu' t;fldg tAl isoaO fjkafka l
nqÿ iiqfka lr;akh y÷kaj,d fokjd .=K jYfhka f;areï .kak yeá' ud¾.hla m%;smodjla nqoaO foaYkdfõ ;sfhk wdldrh'

ryia nKla ke;af;a u h'' ryia nK ;shd.kafka kE' iuyr úg flfkla isákakg mq¿jks fï ryia nK ;shdf.k' —wd''' fï iajdóka jykafiag fjku úfYaIfhka wjfndaOhla fj,d ;sfhkj' fï iajdóka jykafia ldgj;a fkd lshk úfYaI lreKq ;sfhkj' lsÜgq fj,d hd¿fj,d wy.kak ´fk'˜ l
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újD; fjkak u ´fk nn,kak''' l
y;rfjks kd:lrK O¾uh lSlre nj B<Õ kd:lrK O¾uh ;uhs îq j fpda fyda ; s & iq j phs lshkafka lSlrehs' wjjdohg kefukjd' wjk; fjkj' lSlre ke;s tlaflkdg fudlo lshkafka ÿ¾jp' iqjp lshkafka yslafuk tlaflkd' wjjdohg kefukafka ke;s" wjk; fjkafka ke;s wh tlaflfkla ysáh;a we;s' Tlafldu wjq,a fjkj'

iqjp iquqÿ .=K we;slrjd f.k'''' ^fida j pia i lrfKa y s Oïfïys iuka k d.f;da Lfuda molaÅK.a.dyS wkqidifka& fukak y;rfjks kd:lrK O¾uh' fïl fndfydu ÿ¾,N tlla' lSlre nj we;s lrk O¾uhkaf.ka thd hqla;hs' lSlre nj we;s lrk .=K O¾u j,ska fldfyduo tAfl ;sfhkafka' ^Lfuda& fndfydu bjis,sjka;hs' ^molaÅKx.dyS wkqidifka& wkqYdikdjla wjjdohla l

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iqjp wh ÿ¾,Nhs''' iqjp wh olskak;a mska lrkak ´fk' tÉprg u hym;a iqjp flkd tAl wkd: fkd jk ldrKdjla' nqoaO foaYkd j, ;sfhkjd —mskaj;a uyfKks" wm%ud§ fjkak' fïflka blaukg u tf;r fjkak' mskaj;a uyfKks" fï p;=rd¾h i;Hh wjfndaO lr.kak'˜ fï jpkhg .re lrkjd kï fkao iqjp' tfyu ke;=j fudk p;=rd¾h i;Hh o@ lshdf.k weúÈk nksk wh bkakjd' t;fldg iqjp o@ ÿ¾jp o@ wkak tA wh ÿ¾jp hs'

iudchg u ms
ksjkg hk uÕ isák m;df.k''' ksy;udkS lu ;sfhkjd kï lSlre lu ;sfhkj' ksy;udkS luhs" lSlre luhs ;sfhkjd lshkafka ksjka olskak m;df.k wdmq tlaflfkla jf.a' tÉprg tAl msyg s la' iqjp njhs" ksy;udkS njhs ;sfhkak ´fk'

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miaafjks kd:lrK O¾uh in%yaupdÍka jykafia,df.a l=ÿ uy;a lghq;= isÿlsÍu B<Õ tl ;uhs ^mq k p mrx Ns l a L fõ Ns l a L q hdks ; dks in%yaupdÍkx WÉpdjpdks lsx lrKShdks ;;% olafLda fyda;s wk,fida ;;% E mdh ùuxidh iuka k d.f;da w,xld;= x w,x ixúOd;= x & in%yaupdÍka jykafia,d w;r fïl NslaIQka jykafia,dg lrmq foaYkdjla' in%yaupdÍka jykafia,d w;r l=ÿ uy;a lghq;= we;sfjkj'

jev j,§ olaI fjkak ´fk''' iuyr wjia:dj,a tkjd isjqre ms l¾u" Wfmdai: l¾u we;s fjk wjia:dj,a tkjd' B<Õg Wmiïmod l¾u we;sfjk wjia:dj,a tkjd' fï jf.a ix> l¾u ix>hd úiska lrk f,dl= foaj,a' tAjd j,§ thd olaI fjkj' thd tAjd lrkak ueÈy;a fj,d WmldÍ fjkj' olaI fjkj' lïue,s kE' iuyre lïue,s lug ls h kjd ux úfõlfhka bkafk' ug lshkak tmd ´jd lsh,' j;a ms
ix> iuÕshg fya;=jla'''' wehs tA@ Bg miafia ix>hd w;f¾ ;sfhk iuÕshg ndOdjla fjkj tAl' thdg;a ndOdjla fjkj' tA ksid iuÕshg Wmldr fjk tA ikd:lrK O¾uhla' fï lshkafka fudllao@ in%yu a pdÍka jykafia,df.a lghq;= j,§ WmldÍ ùu' iuyr wjia:dj,§ Tkak tl iajdóka jykafia kulg wdm;a;shla isoaO jqkd' kd:lrK


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O¾uhkaf.ka hqla; kï tA iajdóka jykafiaj wdm;a;sfhka uqojd .kakj' wkak tAl ix>hdf.a lghq;a;la'

tÈfkod Ôú;fha§;a olaI fjkak ´fk''' t;fldg fï kd:lrK O¾u w;f¾ tlla ;uhs tA tA wjia:dj,È fhfok l=ÿ uy;a lghq;= j,§ olaIj wk,ij ukd fldg l%udKql+,j lghq;= lsÍu' ±ka tfykï O¾ufha yeisfrk f.j,aj, bkak whg;a fï úÈyhsfka' tAl kd:lrK O¾uhla' f.j,a j, bkafooa§ f.dú;eka lsÍu" thd f.ú;ek .ek fyõfõ ke;akï thd tAflka wkd: fjkafk keoao@
yhfjks kd:lrK O¾uh O¾uhg úkhg leu;s nj yhfjks kd:lrK O¾uh ;uhs ^mqkp mrx NslaLfõ NslaLq Oïu ldfuda& Oïu ldfuda lsõfõ O¾uhg fndfydu leu;shs' ^m%shiuqodydfrda& wks;a whg O¾uh lshd fokak leu;shs' kd:lrK O¾uhla' ;ukq;a O¾uhg leu;shs' O¾uh wkqkag lsh,d fokak;a leu;shs' tAl kd:lrK O¾uhla'

wNsO¾uh lsõfj fudlla o@ ^wNsOïfï wNsúkfha W
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iQ;% msglh yodr,d O¾uh ÈhqKq lrkak neßo@ ldgj;a u fï iQ;% msglh yodr,d O¾ufha yeisß,d ÈhqKq fjkak neß kï f,dafla ldgj;a wms tlÕ fjkak ´fk ÈhqKq fjkak nE lsh,' kuq;a wmg ´fk ;rï fmakjd ÈhqKq fjkak mq¿jka lsh,' tA O¾uh yodr,d flf
i;=áka bkak fya;=fjkjd''' wNsO¾uh lsõfõ i;a;i s a fndaêmdlaIl s O¾u j,g' wNsúkh lsh, lsõfõ .eUqre .eUqre is,amo j,g' tAjdfha ;sfhk ishqï lreKq fyd|g kqjKska úui,d YS, ixjrfha fhfokjd' t;fldg m%S;shla yg.kakj' t;fldg thd O¾uhg leue;s flfkla njg m;afjkj' wkqkag lshkak;a leu;s flfkla fjkj' .dïNSr jQ wNsO¾uh jk i;a;sia fndaêmdlaIsl O¾u ms
O¾uhg úkhg ydks fjkafk kE'' tn÷ tla f lfkla O¾uh ls õ fjd;a fudlo fjka f ka @ O¾uhg úkhg ljodj;a ydkshla fjkafka ke' wkak tAl ;uhs thdf.a yhfjks kd:lrK O¾uh'

y;afjks kd:lrK O¾uh wrUk ,o ù¾hh we;s nj B<Õ tl ;uhs ^mqkp mrx NslaLfõ NslaLq wdroaO úßfhda fyda;s& mgka .;a ùßh we;s nj' ^wl=i,dkx Oïudkx mydkdh&


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±ka n,kak wl=i, O¾u m%ydKh lrkak mq¿jkao y÷k.kafka ke;sj'

uq,skau wl=i,h y÷kd .kak''' y÷k.kakj lshkafka" fï wl=i,h ug fldÉpr ydkshla lr, ;sfhkjo@ fï wl=i,h ksid f,dalhd fldhs;rï ÿlg mSvdjlg m;afjkj o@ wmdh.dó fjkjo@ tfykï fï wl=i,h ug w;S ; hg;a hym; ms K s i fya ; = f jka k úÈyla kE' ux fldÉprj;a wmdh.dó fjkak fï wl=i,h fya;=fjkak we;s' fï wl=i,h ug ;snqfKd;a ug wkd.f;a fldhs;rï úm;a;s isoaO fjhs o lsh, wl=i,fhys wd§kjh úuikak ´k'

B<Õg wl=i,fha wd§kjh olskak''' wl=i,fha wd§kjh úuioaÈ úuioaÈ ;uhs wl=i,h m%ydKh lsÍug ùßh yg.kafka' ke;akï wl=i,hla f;areï .;a;= muKska tAl kj;ajkak nE' ±ka Tkak ;ryla we;s jqkd' ;ryla ''' ;ryla''' ;ryla''' lsh, ys;=j' ljodj;a thdg wl=i,h m%ydKh lrkak mq¿jka fjhso@ m%ydKh lrkak neß jqkdg fï ;ry ksid fïl noaO ffjrhlg yefrkjd' m
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y÷kdf.k y÷kf.k tA j dfha wd§kjh fufkys lrka k biafi,a,d' Bg miafia wd§kjh fufkys lrk fldg thdg wjYH;djhla we;sfjkjd uu fïjd ke;s lrkak ´fk lsh,' m%ydKh lrkak ´fk lsh,' fïjd kï fyd| foaj,a fkfjhs lsh,' thd y÷kd.kak olaI fjkak ´fk' t;fldg ;uhs nh we;s f jka f ka ' tA f la wd§kjh fufkys lf
wdksYxi isyslrk fldg ùßh WmÈkjd''' iS,h iïmQ¾K ke;akï" n,j;a úÈyg YS,fha wkqiia fufkys lrkakg ´fk' YS,hhs" bkaøsh ixjrh hs iïmQ¾K ke;akï bkaøsh ixjrfha wkqiia fufkys lrkakg ´fk' B<Õg isysh iïmQ¾K ke;akï isysh msysgqjd .ekSfï wkqiia fufkys lrkak ´fk' iudêfha wkqiia fufkys lrkak ´fk' m%{dfõ wkqiia fufkys lrkak ´fk' t;fldg wkqiia fufkys lrkak lrkak fudlo fjkafka ùßh WmÈkj' fudlgo WmÈkafka ^l=i,dkx Oïudkx Wmiïmodh& l=i,a oyï Wmojd .ekSug ùßh WmÈkjd' wkqiia fufkys lrkafka ke;sj ùßh WmÈkafka kE' t;fldg fudlo fjkafka ^:dujd& Tkak ùßh mgka .kakjd' ô

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fkd fmfkk f,da l hlg /ljrKh b,a , ka k tmd''' ±ka n,kak nqoaO foaYkd ;=< ;sfhk /ljrKh' ±ka idudkHfhka wks;a wd.ïj, kï fkd fmfkk f,daflg .sys,a,d fkd fmfkk f,dafla Èyd n,df.k w;a fol Wiaif.k b,a,kafka fïj;a fkfuhsfka' b,a,kafka tl tl foaj,a' foajd, j, kï Th flfy,a f.ähla folla" Èjq,a lE,a,la" r;= u,a álla mdg mfya u,a pqÜgla f.ksÉpdu jefâ yß' kuq ; a fï kd:lrKfha tfyu nE' fïl ;uhs ienE kd:lrKh' fïl ;ukag m%dfhda.slj ;uka ;=
wgfjks kd:lrK O¾uh ,o fohska i;=gq ùu B<Õ tl yß jeo.;a lreKla' ^mqkp mrx NslaLfõ NslaLq ika;=ÜfGda fyda;s& ,eìÉp fohska i;=gq ùu' ^b;Í;f¾k Öjr msKavdmd; fiakdik .s,dkmÉphd fNaiÊc mßlaLdf¾k ika;=ÜÀld& ,eìÉp fohlska" ,eìÉp isjqrlska" ,eìÉp odkhlska" ,eìÉp l=áhlska" ,eìÉp fnfy;a fya;a j,ska ixf;daI fjkj' t;fldg fudlo fjkafka@ thdf.a Ôúf;a tAjd miafia ÿjk tl k;r fjkjd' isjqre miafia tfyu ÿjk tl k;r fjkj' fiakdik miafia ÿjk tl k;r fjkj' fnfy;a fya;a miafia ÿjk tl k;r fjkj' ,o fohska i;=gq fjkj'

i;=gqj ,o fohlska iqj fia yso''' Öjr" msKavmd;" fiakdik" .s,kami wdÈfhka i;=gq jqfka ke;akï" ,o fohska i;=gq jqfka ke;akï thd wkd: fjkj' tfyu jqfka ke;akï tl tl ñ;Hd wdÔjhkag thd fm
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,o fohska i;=gq jqfkd;a thd fndfydu ir< Ôú;hlg mqreÿ fjkjd' tA ir< Ôúf;a kd:lrK O¾uhla'

kjfjks kd:lrK O¾uh ;ekg iqÿiq kqjK we;s nj kj fjks lreK ;uhs î;sud fyda;&s isyh s we;s tlaflfkla' ^mrfïki;s fkamlaflak iukakd.f;da& ia:dfkdaÑ; m%{dfjka hq;=j" ;ekg iqÿiq kqjKska hq;=j isysfhka bkak mqreÿ fjkjd' ,iaik jpk fkao@ W;=ï jQ ;ekg iqÿiq kqjK we;sj isysfhka bkakjd' tAl kd:lrK O¾uhla' ^Ñrl:ïms" ÑrNdis;ïms iß;d wkqiaiß;d& fndfyda lrmq foaj,a" lshmq foaj,a isys lrkak kqjKska kej; isyslrkak mq¿jka' t;fldg tA flkdg ;ukaj ukdfldg l%udKql+,j ilia lr.kak mq¿jka' iuyre bkakjd fï lshkjd" fï wu;lhs' fï lshkjd" fï wjjdo lrkjd u;l ke;sj hkj' t;fldg ;ukaf.a Ôú;h iïnkaOj jqk;a wdmiaig n,,d ;ukag yß jereoao f;dard .kak nE' f;dard .kak mq¿jka fjkjd' fï isysh ukdfldg ;sfhkjd kï' fï isysh ;sfhk flkd ldhkqmiaikdj" fõokdkqmiaikdj" Ñ;a;dkqmiaikdj" Oïudkqmiaikdj i;r i;sÜGdkfha fhfok flfkla' t;fldg fï isysh ;sfhk flkdf.a tAl kd:lrK O¾uhla'

isysfhka hq;=j O¾uh wykak''' ±ka nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a ldf, fï isysh f.dvla n,mdkj' wehs wmg ;sfhkafka fmd;a fk' wms yeu foalg u fmd; wf;a ;shdf.khs bkafk' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a ldf, fmd;a kEfk' ±ka wms .;af;d;a iuyr nqoaO foaYkd ;sfhkjd ^§> ksldfh tfyu ;sfhk& yß È. foaYkd' ±ka fïjd jqk;a È. foaYkd' ±ka wms fmd; n,df.k fï foaYkd lshkj' kj jeks tl wyk fldg m

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ish,a,g u ´fk lrk fhdaksfida ukisldrh''' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a ldf,a tfyu fkfjhs' fhdaksfida ukisldrh lsh, lshkafka iïmQ¾Kfhka u kqjKska úuiSu' t;fldg fï kd:lrK O¾u is h ,a , g u ´fk fhda k s f ida ukisldrh' tAfl meyeÈ,s fjkila ;sfhkj' isysh;a fhdaksfida ukisldrh;a w;r' kuq;a fhdaksfida ukisldrh ;uhs yeu foalg u uq,a fjkafka' fhdaksfida ukisldrfhka f;drj fï úÈyg isysh ÈhqKq lrkak nE' b;ska wr nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a ldf, Wkajykafia tla jrla foaYkd l
oifjks kd:lrK O¾uh m%{djka; ùu B<Õ kd:lrK O¾uh ;uhs ^mqkp mrx NslaLfõ NslaLq m[a [ jd fyda ; s & m% { djka ; hs ' ^Woh;a : .dñks h d m[a [ dh iukakd.f;da wßhdh ksífíêldh iïud ÿlaLlaLh .dñkshd& wks;H ms
we;sùu - ke;sùu .ek ;sfhk wjfndaOh''' t;fldg tfykï fï wks;Hh lshk tl fudllao@ wks;H ms
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ke;s ù u u; ;uhs ;udf.a jiÕfha mj;a j ka k neß nj ;sfhkafka' tfykï thd wks;Hh ;=< ÿl;a olskjd" wkd;auh;a ols k jd' t;fldg nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia fmka j d foka f ka fldfyduo@ ^wksÉfÉ ÿlaL i[a[d& wks;H foa flfrys ÿl y÷kd.kakjd' ^ÿlafÄ wk;a; i[a[d& ÿla foa flfrys ;udf.a jiÕfha mj;a j ka k neß nj;a ols k jd' ;udf.a jiÕfha mj;ajkak mq¿jka kï ÿlla ;sfhkak úÈyla kEfka' wkak tA ksid wks;H ms
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whf.a fmd;a m;a lshùu ñila ikd: ùula fkd ,eîfï idmh Wodfj,d lsh,' tA ksid wmg jqjukd lrkafka fï kd:lrK O¾uhkaf.ka hqla; ùuhs' fï kd:lrK O¾uhka tlla mdid kqjKska úuid n,kak' thd ksjkg iqÿiafila fjkjd' 1' ysß T;ma j,ska hq;= ukd is,aj;a lu 2' nqoaO foaYkd ms

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-olaÅKd úNx. iQ;%hY%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks" ±ka wms iQodkï fjkafka nqÿrcdKka jykafia odkh .ek jod< úfYaI foaYkdjla bf.k .ekSug hs' fï foaYkdj ;sfhkafka uÊ¯u ksldfha ;=kafjks fldgfia" WmßmKa K dilhg whs ; s foaYkdjla' odkh .ek w.kd úia;r rdYshla fï foaYkdjg we;=<;a fj,d ;sfhkjd' fï foaYkdfõ ku olaÅKd úNx. iQ;%h' olaIsKdjka ú.%y fldg jod< foiqu'

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Wmojdf.k Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" fï jia;% hq., ms<. s kakd fialj a d˜ lsh, m%cdm;S f.da;ó ìij nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.ka b,a,d ysáhd'

ix>hdg mQcd lfa f.da;ó foays" ixf>a f;a Èkafka wyx fÉj mQðf;da Núiaidñ ixf>da pdZ;s& mskaj;a f.da;ñh" ix>hdg mQcd lrkak' ix>hdg mQcd lsÍfuka Tn úiska udj;a mqok ,oafola fjkj' ix>hd;a mqok ,oafola fjkjd'˜ kej;;a m%cdm;S f.da;ó ìij fojeks j;dfj;a lshkjd" —iajdókS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia Wfoid u hs ud fï úfhõfõ' msa f.da;ó foays" ixf>a f;a Èkafka wyx fÉj mQðf;da Núiaidñ ixf>da pdZ;s& ms k a j ;a f.da;ñh" ix>hdg mQcd lrkak' ix>hdg mQcd lsÍfuka Tn úiska udj;a mqok ,oafola fjkj' ix>hd;a mqok ,oafola fjkjd'˜ kej;;a m%cdm;S f.da;ó ìij ;=kajeks j;dfj;a lshkjd" —iajdókS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia Wfoid u hs ud fïl mshdg mQcd lrkak' ix>hdg mQcd lsÍfuka Tn úiska udj;a mqok ,oafola fjkj' ix>hd;a mqok ,oafola fjkjd'˜ lsh,'

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Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia f.a uEKshka jykafia l¨ßh l r;akh irK .shd'

nqÿrcdKka jykafia ksid ;sirKfha msysáhd''' iajdókS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia <Õg meñKqk ksid u i;=ka ueÍfuka je,lS isákjd" fidrlñka je,lS isákjd" jerÈ ldu fiajkfhka je,lS isákjd" fndre lSfuka je,lS isákjd" u;ameka - u;aøjH Ndú;fhka je,lS isákjd' mxp YS , h wdrla I d lrkjd' m% c dm;S f.da ; ñh Nd.Hj;= k a jykafia <Õg meñKqk ksid u hs' iajdókS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia <Õg meñKsÉp ksid m%cdm;S f.da;ñh ^nqoafè wfõÉpmamidfoak iukakd.;d& f,dalfha ldgj;a u fjkia lrka k g neß úÈyg nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia flfrys ia : djr Y% o a O djla we;s lrf.k is á kjd' Ôïfï wfõÉpma m idfoa k iukakd.;d& ldgj;a u fjkia lrkakg neß úÈyg O¾ur;akh flfrys fkd fi,afjk Y%oaOdjla we;s lrf.k ;sfhkjd' îxf>a wfõpmamidfoak iukakd.;d& wd¾h uyd ix>r;akh flfrys fkd fi,afjk meye§ula we;slrf.k ;sfhkjd' ^wßhlkaf;ays iSf,ays iukakd.;d& wd¾hldka; YS,fhka" tA lshkafka wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.fha ud¾. wx.hka úÈyg iïud jdpd" iïud lïuka;" iïud wdÔj lshk ud¾. wx.j, msysgd isák wdldrhg fï wd¾hldka; YS,h ÈhqKq lrkjd' tA ksid iajdókS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" yß Wmldr jqkd'

wd¾h i;Hh .ek ksiel Ndjhg;a m;a jqkd''' tA jf.a u iajdókS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" Nd.Hj;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia <Õg meñfKkak ,enqk ksid uyd m%cdm;S f.da;ñh ÿlaL wd¾h i;Hh flfrys ksiel Ndjhg m;afj,d bkakjd' ÿlaL iuqoh wd¾h i;Hh flfrys ksiel Ndjhg m;afj,d bkakjd" tAldka;fhka u ÿl yg.kakd fya;=j fïlhs lsh,d'


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ÿlaL ksfrdaO wd¾h i;Hh flfrys ksiel Ndjhg m;afj,d bkakjd' fï ldu ;Kaydj" Nj ;Kaydj" úNj ;Kaydj ksreoaO lsÍfuka tAldka;fhka u ÿla ksreoaO lrkak mq¨jka lsh, ksiel Ndjhg m;a f j,d bka k jd' ^ÿla L ks f rda O .dñKs h d mámodh kslalxLd& fï ÿlaL ksfrdaO .dñkS mámodj jk iïud ÈÜÀ" iïud ixlmam" iïud jdpd" iïud lïuka;" iïud wdÔj" iïud jdhdu" iïud i;s" iïud iudê lshk fï ud¾. wx. wg ÈhqKq lsÍfuka tAldka;fhka u ixidfrka ñfokak mq¿jka" ÿflka ksoyia fjkak mq¿jka lsh,d ksiel Ndjhg m;afj,d' fï p;=rd¾h i;Hh O¾uh flfrys ksiel Ndjhg m;afj,d isákjd' tA ksid Nd.Hj;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia ksid m%cdm;S f.da;ñhg fndfyda Wmldr jqkd'˜

l< .=K i r;akh irK .sfhd;a ^buiaidkkao" mq . a . ,ia i bñkd mq . a . f,a k k iq m a m ;s l drx jodñ& wdkka o h" wjfndaOfhka u hï mqoa.,fhl=f.ka ;sirKh .ek bf.k f.k meye§ula we;s lr .kakjo" tA ;sirK wjfndaOh ,nd §mq mqoa.,hdg flf,ys .=K olaj,d wjika lrkakg neye' ^hÈox wNsjdokmÉpqÜGdk w[ac,slïu idóÑlïu Öjr msKavmd; fiakdik .s,dkmÉph fNaiÊc mßlaLdrd kqmamodfkak& je÷ï msÿï lsÍfuka" .re i;aldr iïudk lsÍfuka" fkdfhla whqßka m%Yxid lsÍfuka" l:d lsÍfuka" isjqre - msKavmd; fiakdik - .s,kami - fnfy;a msßlr mqcd lsÍfuka f.j,d bjr lrkak nE'˜

hfula j ;sirKfhys msysgqjkak mq¿jka kï''' ldjo fï@ hï mqoa.,fhla .djg hï mqoa.,fhla weú,a,d wjfnda O fhka u nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia j irK hkjd kï"

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wjfndaOfhka u Y%S ioaO¾uh irK hkjd kï" wjfndaOfhka u Y% d jl ix>r;a k h irK hkjd kï tA ;= K q r ejka irK wjfndaOfhka u flfkl=g ,efnkjd kï tAl ,ndfok flkdg Wmia:dk lr,d wjika lrkag nE lsh,hs'

hfula is,aj;a lrkak mq¿jka kï''' —^hx wdkkao mq.a.f,da mq.a.,x wd.ïu& tA jf.a u wdkkaoh" hï lsis mqoa.,fhla ;u;a ,Õg weú,a,d tA meñKSu fya;=fjka i;=ka ueÍfuka j
fida;dm;a;s wx. ;=< iudoka lrjkjd kï''' —^hx wdkkao mq.a.f,da mq.a.,x wd.ïu& tA jf.a u wdkkaoh" hï lsis mqoa.,fhla ;u;a ,Õg weú,a,d tA meñKSu fya;=fjka nqÿrcdKka jykafia flfrys iaÓrj Y%oaOdfõ msysgkjd kï" Y%S ioaO¾uh flfrys iaÓrj Y%oaOdfõ msysgkjd kï" wd¾h uyd ix>r;a k h flfrys ia Ó rj Y% o a O dfõ ms y s g kjd kï" wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.fha wx.hla yeáhg wd¾h ldka; YS,fhys msysgkjd kï" tA mqoa.,hdg lrk Wmldrhg m%;Hqmldr lr,d wjika lrkak nE' je÷ï msÿï lsÍu" .re i;aldr iïudk ±laùu" isjqre msKavm;" fiakdik" fnfy;a .s,kami" mQcd lsÍï j,ska i;aldr iïudk lr,d wjika lrkakg nE' tA lshkafka flf,ys .=K olaj,d wjika lrkakg nE'˜

p;=rd¾h i;Hh wykakg ie,iajkak''' —wdkkaoh" hï lsis mqoa.,fhl=f.ka ;j;a mqoa.,fhl=g p;=rd¾h i;Hh O¾uh .ek wykak ,efnkjd' tA p;=rd¾h i;Hh O¾uh .ek Y%jKh lrkag ,efnkjd' p;=rd¾h i;Hh O¾uh


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.ek úia;r jYfhka wykak ,efnkjd' fukak fïlhs ÿlaL wd¾h i;Hh" fukak fïlhs ÿlaL iuqoh wd¾h i;Hh" fukak fïlhs ÿlaL ksfrdaO wd¾h i;Hh" fukak fïlhs ÿlaL ksfrdaO .dñkS mámod wd¾h i;Hh lsh, p;=rd¾h i;Hh wykakg ,efnkjd' fï p;= r d¾h i;Hh O¾uh Y% j Kh lr,d fhda k s f ida ukis l drfha fhfokjd' t;fldg ÿla L d¾h i;Hh .ek ksielNdjhg m;afjkjd' fïl kï tAldka;fhka u ÿlla u hs' fïl kï ÿl kï jQ wd¾h i;Hh u hs lsh,' ldu ;Kayd" Nj ;Kayd" úNj ;Kayd hkq fï ÿl yg.kakd fya;=j u hs' fï ;%súO ;Kaydj u b;sß ke;sj ksreoaO lsÍu u fï ÿflka ksoyia ùug ;sfnkd tl u úi÷u u hs' fï i|yd ;sfhkafka fï wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.fha .uka lsÍu u hs lsh, ia:djr fjkjd kï flfkla fï ksiel Ndjhg m;afjkjd kï p;=rd¾h i;Hh .ek tA ksiel Ndjhg Woõ lrkakd jQ hï mqoa.,fhla weoao" tA mqoa.,hdg Wmldr lr,d" iïudk olaj,d" f.!rj olaj,d" m%;Hqmldr lr,d wjika lrkakg nE'

Tn hful=g ys;j;a kï'''' fïflka wmg tlla meyeÈ,shs' fï f,dalfha ÿ¾,N lreKq y;rla nqÿrcdKka jykafia fï foaYkdfõ § fmkajd fokjd' tA ÿ¾,N lreKq 4 hï mqoa.,fhl=f.ka ,efnkjd kï tA mqoa.,hdg flf,ys .=K olaj,d wjika lrkak nE lsh,' tA ÿ¾,N lreKq j,ska mr;akh fuhhs lsh,d iÕ .=K lshd §,d irK hkak W.kajkjd' wkak tAl fï f,dalfha ;sfnk ÿ¾,N lreKla' wjfndaOfhka u ;sirKfha msysgqjkjd kï flfkla" ;sirKfha msysgqjkakg flfkla Woõ lrkjd kï" tA Woõ lrk tlaflkdg flf,ys .=K olaj,d wjika lrkakg nE' je÷ï msÿï lr,d" wem Wmia:dk lr,d" Öjr" msKv a md;" fiakdik" .s,kami" fnfy;a" msßlr mQcd lr,d wjika lrkakg nE' ±ka n,kak fïl fldhs ;rï ÿ¾,N o lsh,' fudllao@

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wjfndaOfhka u f;rejka irK hdu' wjfndaOfhka is,a rlskak W.ka j k tl' iS , ín; mrdudihlg jefgka k fkd§ wjfndaOfhka u thdg bkaøsh ixjrfhka hq;=j iS,h wdrlaId lrk yeá W.kajkjd kï" tAl;a ÿ¾,N lreKla' tAlg flf,ys .=K i,l,d wjika lrkak nE' B<Õg nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod
lsisod fkd fjkia meye§ula''' fï ish¨ .=K nqÿrcdKka jykafiag ;snqKd' fï .=K j,ska hqla;j nqÿrcdKka jykafia jev isáfha tA yd iudk .=Khla f,dalfha fjk lsisu foúfhl=g" udrfhl=g" n%yaufhl=g" Y%uK n%dyauKfhl=g keye' fï .=K ;sfnkafk fï f,dalfha my< ù jod< iïnqoaO;ajhg m;aù jod< nqÿrcdKka jyakfia,dg muKhs lsh, Ñ;a; m%idoh we;sjqkd kï wkak wfõÉpmam%idoh' ldgj;a fjkia lrkak nE tAl' B<Õg nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod
Y%S ioaO¾uhg meyefokak''' i;r wmdfha Wm; ÿre lr,d odkjd' f,dal i;ajhdf.a Nj .uk kj;ajkjd' ish¨ l¾u laIh lrkjd' l¾u úmdl wjika lrkjd' fï O¾ufhka p;=rd¾h i;Hh O¾uh wjfndaOh ,nd fokjd' tA ksid nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod< fï O¾uh ukd fldg foaYkd lrmq tlla' tA O¾ufha úia;r lrkjd wjfndaO l< hq;= foa .ek' tA O¾ufha úia;r lrkjd m%ydKh l< hq;= foa .ek' tA O¾ufha úia;r lrkjd idlaId;a l< hq;= foa .ek' tA O¾ufha jeäh hq;= foa .ek úia;r lrkjd' tfykï nqÿrcdKka jykafia ukd fldg foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkjd' tA O¾uh flfrys yeu mshjrla mdid thdf.a Ñ;a; m%idoh we;sfjkjd' O¾uh flfrys we;s f jkjd f.!rjhla " Y% o a O djla ' jpkhls k a "


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we,ms,, a lsk"a biam, s , a lska O¾uhg wf.!rj fjkafka kE' tA O¾uh ukdfldg foaYkd lrk ,oaola h lsh,d ysf;a meye§ula we;s fjkjd' fï O¾uh iajdlaLd; hs' tA jf.a u fï O¾uh ikaÈÜÀl hs' fï Ôú;fha § u wjfndaO lr.kak mq¿jka tlla lsh,d ysf;a m%idohla we;s fjkjd' wld,sl hs ´kEu ld,hl fï O¾uh wjfndaO lrkak mq¿jka' fï O¾ufha yeisÍfuka jy jyd fï O¾ufhka wjfndaOh we;s lr.kak mq¿jka lsh," ms
.=re uqIaá fudl=;a keye''' —^k;a:dkkao ;:d.;iai Oïfï wdpßh uqÜÀ& wdkkaoh" ;:d.;hka jyakfiaf.a O¾ufha .=rejrhdf.ka f.da,hdg ryfia fokakd jQ l%u kE'˜ wdpßh uqÜÀ lshkafka tAlhs' wdpßh uqÜÀ lshkafka .=rejrhd úfYaIfhka okakjd lshk tlhs' wdpd¾hjrhd úis k a mq o a . ,fhl= g f.da , fhl= g f;da r ,d W.ka j kjd fïl fufyuhs lsh,d' t;fldg tAl wdpd¾hjrhdf.ka f.da,hdg hkafka tAl wdpd¾h u;h' tAl nqÿoyfï keye' nqÿrcdKka jykafia f.a O¾uh tAysmiaisl hs' nqÿrcdKka jykafia O¾uh ú.%y lrk wdldrh" wjfndaO lrk wdldrh fmkaj, fokjd'

úuid n,kak''' wdkkao ffp;Hia:dkfha § Wkajykafia jod
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B<Õg nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia f.a O¾uh ´mkhs l hs ' ´mkhslhs lsh,d lshkafka tA O¾uh ;ud ;=,g muqKqjdf.k ;ud ;=, ÈhqKq lr .kakd tlla' tA O¾uh mÉp;a;x fõÈ;ín ú[aüyS' ú[aüyS lshkafka nqoaêu;a wh' mÉp;a;x lshkafka fjka fjka jYfhka' fõÈ;ífnda lshkafka wjfndaO lr.; hq;a;la' fukak fï ,laIK j,ska hqla; nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh fï f,dalfha lsis u úoHdjla" lsis Ydia;%hla" lsis Ys,amhla" lsis l¾udka;hla" lsis fohla fï ,laIK j,ska hqla; kE' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾ufha muKhs fï ,laIK ;sfhkafka' wkak tA ,laIK y÷kd.kakjd thd'

Y%djl iÕ rejk .ek;a meyefokakg ´fk''' tA O¾uh w÷kdf.k lsis flfkl=g" fjk lsisu ndysr fohlg fjkia lrkakg neß úÈyg thd Ñ;a; m%idoh we;s lr.kakjd' tA jf.a u wms nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djl ix> r;akh flfrys;a ldgj;a fid,jkak neß meye§ula we;s lr.ka k ´fk' nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia W.ka k ,d ;s f hkjd" meyeÈ,sj fmkaj,d ;sfhkjd nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djl ix>r;a k h m% d ;s f uda l a I ixjr YS , fhys ys l a f uñka " wdÔj mdßY=oaêfhys yslafuñka" mxp kSjrK neyer lrñka" i;r i;s m ÜGdkh jvñka " rd. - oa f õI - fuda y m% y dKh lrk m%;smodjl fh§ jdih lrkjd' tA lshkafka tA Y%djl msßi iqmámkak hs' Rcq ud¾.h jk wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.fha .uka lrkjd' Wcqmámkak hs' p;=rd¾h i;Hh O¾uh wjfndaO lrk wd¾h kHdh wjfndaO lrjk O¾ufha .uka lrkjd' [dhmámkak hs' tA nqÿrcdKka jyakfiaf.a Y%djl ix>r;akh fo;sia l:dfjka fjka fj,d oi l:dfjka f,dalhg wkq.%y lrkjd' tA oi l:d ;uhs" 01' wmamsÉp l:d ( w,afmaÉP Ôú;h .ek l:d' 02' ika;=ÜÀ l:d ( ,o fohska i;=gq ùu .ek l:d' 03' múfõl l:d ( yqfol,d ldh úfõl" Ñ;a; úfõl we;s lr .ekSu .ek l:d' 04' wixi.a. l:d ( fï f,dalhg fkd we,S isàu .ek l:d'


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05' úßhdrïN l:d ( flf,ia ÿre lsÍug ùßh Wmojd .ekSu .ek l:d 06' iS, l:d ( iS,h ÈhqKq lr .ekSu .ek l:d 07' iudê l:d ( iudêh ÈhqKq lr .ekSu .ek l:d 08' m[a[d l:d ( m%{dj ÈhqKq lr .ekSu .ek l:d 09' úuqla;s l;d ( wd¾h úuqla;sh idlaId;a lr .ekSu .ek l:d 10' úuqla;s [dKo¾Yk l:d ( tA úuqla;sh ksid we;sjkakd jQ wjfndaOh .ek l:d fï oi l:dfjka f,dalhg ix.%y lrkjd' tA ksid Y%djl ix>r;akh idóÑmámkak hs' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djl ix>r;akh fidajdka" ilod.dó" wkd.dó" wry;a hk ud¾. M, jYfhka mqoa.,hka 8 hs' hq., jYfhka 4 hs' fukak fï ix>r;akfha .=K isyslrkjd' t;fldg fuhdg isf;a meye§ula we;s fjkjd fï f,dalfha fjk lsisu n%dyauK lKavdhul" fjk lsisu msßil fujeks ,laIK j,ska hqla; Y%djl msßia olakg ,efnkafka keye' fï Y%djl msßi olakg ,efnkafka nqÿrcdKka jyka f ia f.a Y% d jl ms ß i ;= < muKhs ls h , meye§ula we;sfjkjd' ldgj;a fjkia lrkak neß úÈyg' tAlg lshkjd wfõÉpmamidoh lsh,' wfõpmamidoh lshkafka ;ukaf.a me;a;g jdishg ne,s,a,la fkfjhs' fndfydu uOHia:j n,oa§ lreKq wjfndaO lr.kakjd'

weia foflka fkd ±lalg'''' ;ukag iajdóka jykafia,d Woõ lrkjd' ;ukag iajdóka jyka f ia , d oyï foikjd' tA ks i d meyefokjd' tA l wfõÉpma m idoh fkfjhs ' wfõÉpma m idoh ls h , ls h ka f ka Wkajykafia,df.a .=K w÷kd.kakj' Wkajykafia,dj weia foflka ±lafla ke;s jqkdg lula kE' .=K w÷k.kakjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaj wms weia foflka ±lafla kEfk fï Ôú;fha §' kuq;a wms Wkajykafiaj .=K jYfhka y÷kdf.k ys; myojd .kakjd' idßmq;a;" fud.a.,a,dk" uyd ldYHm" wkqreoaO" wdkkao" kkao" rdyq," uyd lÉpdk wd§ uy ry;ka jykafia,d msßksjka mEjd'

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kuq;a wfma meye§u tfyu u ;sfhkafka' tAl ;uhs meye§u' tA meye§fuka hqla; flkd wd¾hldka; YS,fhys yslafukjd' ud¾. wx. yeáhg t;fldg fï fida;dm;a;s wx. y;frys hï ls i s flfkla j iudoka lrjkjd kï wka k t;fldg m%;Hqmldr lr,d wjika lrkak nE' ÿ¾,N tlla' t;fldg n,kak nqÿrcdKkajykafia ÿ¾,N lreKq y;rla fmkak,d fokj' 01'

f;rejka irfKa ukdfldg msysgkag Wmldr lrkjd kï tAl ÿ¾,N Wmldrhla'

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mxp YS,fhys ukd fldg rlskag Wmldr lrkjd kï tAl ÿ¾,N Wmldrhla'

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fida;dm;a;s wx. y;frys msysgd isákakg Wmldr lrkjd kï tAl ÿ¾,N Wmldrhla'

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p;=rd¾h i;Hh wjfndaOfhys ksiel Ndjhg m;afjkak Wmldr lrkjd kï tAl ÿ¾,N Wmldrhla'

fukak fï Wmldr hful=f.ka ,efnkjd kï tA flkdg flf,ys .=K olaj,d wjika lrkak nE' je÷ï msÿï lr,d wjika lrkak nE' f.!rj iïudk olaj,d wjika lrkak nE' Öjr" msKavmd;" fiakdik" .s,kami" fnfy;a msßlr mQcd lr,d wjika lrkakg nE' B<Õg nqÿrcdKka jykafia mqoa.,slj fok odk 14 la fmkak,d fokjd' 01'

;:d.f;a wrykaf;a iïud iïnqoafè odkx foa;s ;:d.; wryx iïud iïnqÿrcdKka jykafiag odkhla fokjd' fïl m
mÉfÉl nqoafè odkx foa;s mfia nqÿjrekag odkhla fokjd' fïl fofjks fm!oa.,sl

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;:d.f;aidjfla wrykaf;a odkx foa;s ;:d.; Y%djl jQ ry;ka jykafia,dg odkhla fokjd'


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fïl ;=kafjks fm!oa.,sl odkh' 04'

wrykaf;a M, iÉýlsßhdh mámkafka odkx foa;s wry;a M,h idla I d;a lrka k g m% ; s m ;a ; s f ha fhfok W;=ukag odkhla fokjd' fïl y;rfjks fm!oa.,sl odkh' 05'

wkd.dñiai odkx foa;s wkd.dó W;=ukag odkhla fokjd' fïl miafjks fm!oa.,sl

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wkd.dóM, iÉýlsßhdh odkx foa;s wkd.dó M,h idlaId;a lrkak m%;m s ;a;f s ha fhfok flkdg odkhla fokjd' fïl yhfjks fm!oa.,sl odkh' 07'

ilod.dñiai odkx foa;s ilod.dó W;a;uhdg odkhla fokjd' fïl y;afjks fm!oa.,sl odkh' 08'

ilod.dóM, iÉýlsßhdh mámkafka odkx foa;s ilod.dóM,h idlaId;a lsÍug ms
fida;dmkafka odkx foa;s fida ; dmka k fjÉp flfkl= g odkhla fokjd' fïl kjfjks fm!oa.,sl odkh' 10'

fida;dm;a;sM, iÉýlsßhdh mámkafka odkx foa;s fida;dmkak M,h idlaId;a lrkak ms,smka" tA lsõfõ Y%oaOdkqidÍ" OïudkqidÍ whg odkhla fokjd' fïl oifjks fm!oa.,sl odkh' 11'

ndysrfla ldfïiq ù;rdf.a odkx foa;s lduhka flfrys fkd we,S isák nqÿ iiqfkka ndysr" Th Y%uK n%dyauKjreka" ;dmi mßn%dcljreka bkakjd' tA whg odkhla fokjd' fïl tlf
mq:qÊck iS,jkaf;a odkx foa;s p;=rd¾h i;Hh O¾uh .ek okafka ke;s ;sirKh ke;s

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is,j a ;a wh bkakjd' mqyÿ q ka wh' wkak tAf.d,a,kag odkhla fokjd' fïl fodf
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rcdKka jykafia jykafia fï wlaLK iQ;%fha § fmkajd jod
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nqÿrcdKka jykafia my< fj,d p;=rd¾h i;Hh O¾uh l:d fjkjd' ksjka wjfndaO lr.kakd jQ ud¾.h l:d fjkjd' thd wjOdkh fhduq lrkafka keye' thd ms
fï ldf, ksjka olskak mq¿jka o@ t;fldg wmsg meyeÈ,sj fmakjd jeämqr bkafka fukak fï msßi' fï ñ;Hd oDIaÀl msßi' wjdikdj lshkafka meúoaoka w;r;a bkakjd" .sys wh w;r;a bkakjd' fn!oaO fõIfhkq;a bkakjd' wkak tA msßi lshkjd Th p;=rd¾h i;Hh O¾uh wjfndaO lr.kak mq¿jka tlla fkfjhs' Tfydu lsh, ksjka wjfndaO lr.kak nE' Th lshk wdldrhg ud¾. M, ,nkak neye' ixidfrka tf;r fjkak neye' fï ldf,a ksjka wjfndaO lrkak nE' tA Tlafldu whs;s fjkafka fï iïud ÈÜÀh ke;s msßig hs' t;fldg ^ñ;Hd oDIaÀl úmß; oiaifkda& úmß; o¾Yk úlD;s ±laula we;s ñ;Hd oDIaÀl msßig ;uhs tA wh whs;s fjkafka' wehs tA wh ms
OïufoiaiS mrdNfjda''' fufyu lsh,d fï O¾uhg .rykak mgka .kakjd' tA .ryk ish¨ fokd u ñ;Hd oDIaÀlhs' tA ldgj;a O¾uh wjfndaO lrkak yïn fjkafk keye' fudlo fya;=j" tA O¾uhg .ryk fldg" wmydi lrk fldg p;=rd¾h i;Hh wjfndaO lrkak nE lsh, .sys fyda fõjd meúÈ fyda fõjd hfula lshhs kï thd nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a úYdro [dK j,ska tllg myr .ykjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafiag úYdro [dK y;rla ;sfhkjd' fï úYdro [dK y;frka tlla ;uhs nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod
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f,dalfha nqÿrcdKka jykfia kula úiska hï lreKla wrUhd O¾uh foaYkd lrkjdo" tA foaYkd lrkakd jQ O¾uhg wkql+,j Ôj;a fj,d tAflka m%;sM, ,nkakg nE lsh, foúhka ñksiqka w;r foúhka" ureka" nUqka w;r lsif s jl=g lreKq iys;j lshkak nE' tA ldrKfhka ;:d.;hka jykafia úYdro hs'

úYdro [dK j,g wNsfhda. keye''' hï lsis flfkla .sys fyda fõjd meúÈ fyda fõjd fï p;=rd¾h i;Hh O¾uh flf,ia ixis÷jkakd jQ" ksjk lrd ;udj muqKqjkakd jQ" wd¾h i;Hh wjfndaO lrjkakd jQ iq.;mfõÈ; O¾uh iq.;hka jykafia úiska wjfndaO lrk ,oaod jQ O¾uh lshk fldg lshkjd kï Bg úreoaOj fïl wjfndaO lrkak neye' fïl fndrejla' p;=rd¾h i;Hh O¾uh wjfndaO lsÍu lrka k neß jevla ls h ,' thd fl,s k a u myr .yka f ka nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia f.a úYdro [dKhg hs ' thd úYdro [dKhg myr .ykjd;a iuÕ u thdg fndfyda wl=i,a /ia fjkjd'

y÷kd.kak ñ;Hd oDIaÀlhd''' nqÿrcdKka jykafia fï ñ;Hd oDIaÀl úmß; o¾Yk we;s tla f lkd .ek ls h d fokjd ^tA l mq . a . f,da Ns l a L fõ f,da f la Wma m cudfkda Wma m Êc;s & ms k a j ;a uyfKks " f,da l fha tl mqoa.,fhla ìys fjkjd wkak tA mqoa.,hd ^nyqcdk wys;dh" nyqck wiqLdh" nyqfkda ckiai wys;dh" ÿlaLdh" foaj ukqiaidkx& fndfyda fokdg wys; msKsi" ÿla msKsi" foú ñksia f,dalhdg ÿla msKsi fya;= jk mqoa.,fhla ^l;fuda tAl mq.a.f,da& ljqo tA mqoa.,hd ^ñÉPd ÈÜÀflda fyda;s úmß; oiaifkda& ñ;Hd oDIaÀl jQ úmß; o¾Yk" úlD;s ±laula we;s mq.a,hd ^;x nyqckx ioaO Oïux WÜGfm;ajd& tA mqoa.,hd fudlo lrkafka@ fndfyda ckhdj p;=rd¾h i;Hh O¾uh wjfndaO lrk wjia:dfjka whska lr,d odkjd' ^wioaOïfï májdfma;s& O¾uh wjfndaO lr.kak neß foaj,a j,g fhdokjd' wioaO¾ufha fhdojkjd' nqÿrcdKka jyka f ia jod

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p;=rd¾h i;Hh wjfndaOh wysñ lr.kakjd''' tA ñ;Hd oDIaÀlhd ms
ÿIam%{d whg;a neye''' y;afjks tl ;uhs ;:d.; wry;a iïud iïnqÿ rcdKka jykafia f,dalhg my< fjkjd' wryx" iïud iïnqoafOda" úÊcd prK iïmkak" iq.;" f,dalú¥" wkq;a;frda mqßioïu idrÒ" i;a:d foajukqiaidkx" nqoaO" N.jd lshk .=K j,ska iukaú; ;:d.; wry;a iïud iïnqÿ rcdKka jykafia ksid O¾uh ,efnkjd' flf,ia ixis÷jkakd jQ msßksjka mEug Wmldr jkakd jQ p;=rd¾h i;Hh O¾uh wjfndaO lrjkakd jQ W;=ï Y%S ioaO¾uh fï O¾uh wefyk fldg fï mqoa.,hd bmÈ,d bkakjd' fï O¾uh wefyk udhsfï kuq;a wjfndaO lr.kak wjia:djla kE' fudlo wjfndaO lr.kak wjia:djla ke;af;a" tA flkd ^fida p fyda;s ÿmam[af[da cf,da Ma,uQf.da& fuhd m%{dj ke;s tlaflfkla' wjfndaO lr.kak wjia:djla kE thdg' m%{dj kE' m%{dj kE lshkafka thdg fïl fldÉpr lsõj;a f;afrkafka

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kE' p;= r d¾h i;Hh O¾uh wjfnda O lr.ka k ´fk' fï ixidfrka w;añfokak ´fk' i;r wmdfhka tf;r fjkak ´fk' fï ud¾.fha .uka lrkak ´fk' fuhd wykjd f;afrkafk kE' wjfndaO lr.kak nE' fhdaksfida ukisldrhg tkak nE' fudkj yß fjk ndysr foaj,a w,a,f.k bkakjd' ke;akï lshk foaj,a f;afrkafk kE' tfyu;a ke;akï thd O¾uh wykak weú,a,d fudkjd yß weola fydhdf.k tA wefoa l,amkd lr lr bkakjd' Th jf.a foaj,a lr.kakjd' fï ÿIam%d{ nj nrm;, m%Yakhla njg m;afjkjd'

iqNdIs; - ÿ¾NdIs; fjki y÷kd.kak''' fïfla ;sfhkjd ^k má,fNda iqNdis;" ÿíNdis; ;iai w;a: u[d;=x& iqNdIs;" ÿ¾NdIs; fofla f;areu okafk kE' thdg tA lshkafka nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod< O¾uh fudlla o" wks;a wO¾uh fudlla o lsh, okafk keye' mg,j .kakjd' tlaflda mg,j .kakjd úoHdj;a tlal' úoHdj nqÿoyuhs tlhs lsh,' m%{dj keye' m%{dj ;sín kï tfyu mg,j .kafk keye' wehs fudf
fukak tA fid÷re udj;''' B<.g i;r i;smÜGdk" i;r Roaêmdo" i;r iuHla m%Odk ù¾hh" mxp bkaøsh" mxp n," ima; fndÊ®x." wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.h hk i;a;i s a fndaê mdlaIl s O¾u ÈhqKq lr.kak ´fk' wd¾h wIa G dx.s l ud¾.h wkq . ukh lrka k ´fk' nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia fï O¾uh wjfnda O lr.;a f ; lduiqL,a,l s dkqfhda.S wka;h neyer lr,d' w;a;ls,u;dkqfhda.h neyer lr,d' fï tAldka;fhka u Ôú;h wjfndaOh msKsi fya;= jkakd jQ iïud ÈÜÀ" iïud ixlmam" iïud jdpd" iïud lïuka;" iïud wdÔj" iïud jdhdu" iïud i;s" iïud iudê lshk uOH m%;smodj kï jQ wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.fhka' uOHu m%;smodj


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lshkafka wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.hg u hs' tfyu ke;sj fjk lsisu w¾:hla tAfl keye' fjk ndysr w¾:hl=;a kE' t;fldg fï wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.h wkq.ukh lr,d wjfndaO lrk O¾uh;a" ñ;Hd oDIaÀl jQ úmß; o¾Yk we;s fuf,dj mrf,dj fkd ms
W;=ï jQ iudêh'''' wms .ks u q ;j;a úfYa I lreKla ' ^hx nq o a O fiÜfGda mßjKaKhS iqÑx& nqÿrcdKka jykafia fY%I a G a jQ" nqÿrcdKka jykafia b;d fyd| hehs" b;d msßisÿ hehs j¾Kkd l< fiala o" îudê udkx;ßl[a[udyq& tAl ;uhs wdkka;ßl iudêh lsh, lshkafk' wry;a M, iudêh' O¾ufha i|yka fjkjd úrd. i[a[d" ksfrdaO i[a[d yeáhg' ksfrdaO i[a[dfõ ;sfhkjd ^tA;x ika;x" tA;x mKS;x hÈox iín ixLdr iuf:da iínQmêmáksiai.af.da ;KaylaLfhda ks f rda f Oda ks í ndKx& ls h k ix{dj tA l g ls h ka f ka ks f rda O i[a[dj lsh,' fïl u hs Ydka;' fïl u hs m%KS;' tA ;uhs mq[a[dNs ixLdr" wmq[a[aNs ixLdr" wdfk[acdNs ixLdr ish¨ úmdl fokakd jQ ish¨ foaj,a ixis£ .sh ;ek' ishü flf,ia

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iys; l¾u neyerg .sys,a,d" ldu ;Kayd - Nj ;Kayd - úNj ;Kayd laIh fj,d' ;Kaydj ksreoaO fj,d' ksùug m;afj,d ;sfhkjd' wkak tAl w;aolskjd ry;ka jykafia' wkak tAlg lshkjd wry;a M, iudêh lsh,' wkak tA wry;a M, iudêh nqÿrcdKka jykafia iudê kx f;ak ifudak úÊc;s lsh,' tA yd iudk fohla fï f,dafl kE'

fukak tA fjki''' úoHd{fhl=g mq¿jka jqkd o fï wry;a M, iudêhla .ek l:d lrkak' tA ksid fïflka wmsg meyeÈ,s fjkjd m%{d rys; jqkd u f,dl= m%Yakhla tAl' tA fudlo" ;ukag m%{dj rys; fj,d iqNdIs; w÷kd.kak;a nE' thdg nqÿrcdKka jykafia kulf.a O¾uh w÷k .kak;a nE' ÿ¾NdIs;h w÷kd.kak;a nE' fudlo kQ ; k úoHdfjka .ka f k;a tfyu' tA f l ;s h ka f k;a ksrka;rfhka u fjkia jkakd jQ O¾uhla' fï lshk foa fï fjkia fjkjd' fï m¾fhaIKh lrk foa fï whska lrkjd'

fn!oaO fõIfhkq;a bkakg mq¿jks'''' nqÿrcdKka jykafia f.a O¾uh tfyu fkfuhs' tAfl foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkafka ^Wmamdfoda jd ;:d.;d wkqmamdfoda jd ;:d.;d& ;:d.;hka jykafia Wmkakd jQ kQmkakd jQ fï f,dalfha ;sfhk O¾u;d wjfndaO lr,d ysg fmkajd fokjd' tA ksid nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh fyd|g wjfndaO lr.kak mq¿jka tlaflkd m%{djka;hd' wfkla flkd ÿIam%d{hd' t;fldg fï ÿIam%d{ flfkla bkakjd' iuyr úg tA wh fn!oaO fõYfhkq;a bkak mq¿jka' ÿIam%d{ whg nqoaO jpkh w÷k .kak nE' fjka jYfhka f;dar.kak nE' wkak t;fldg fudlo fjkafka@ p;=rd¾h i;Hh wjfndaO lsÍu msKsi fhdaksfida ukisldrfha fhfokafka keye' p;= r d¾h i;Hh O¾uh wjfnda O lr .ekS u ms K s i OïudkqOïu mámodfõ fhfokafka kE' t;fldg nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia jod

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nqÿ flfkla my< fj,d keye''' B<Õg nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod
yenehs m%{djka; mqoa.,fhla''' kuq;a mqoa.,fhla bmÈ,d bkakjd ^m[a[d jd& m%{djka; mqo. a ,fhla' ^wcf,da wfka,uQf.da& thd w{dk mqo. a ,fhla fkfjhs' fl,f;d¨ mqoa.,fhla fkfjhs' ^mánf,da iqNdis;x ÿíndis;x w;a: u[a[d;=x& fuhdg nqoaO jpkh weyqfkd;a wjfndaO lrkak mq¿jkalu ;sfhk flfkla' fïl nqoaO jpkhhs" fïl nqoaO jpkh fkfjhs lsh, fyd|g f;dar.kak mq¿jka flfkla' m%{djka; mqoa.,hd bkakjd' nqqÿ flfkla my< fj,d kE' nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkakd jQ O¾uh keye' nqÿ rcdKka jykafia jod
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fukak tA tl u tl fudfyd;''' nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod
wjfndaO lrkakg iqÿiq mqoa.,fhla''' ^whx p mq.a.f,da uÊfCèiq ckmfoaiq mÉpdcdf;da fyda;s& fï mqoa.,hd;a ;:d.; nqÿrcdKka jykafia kula bmÈ,d bkak tA O¾uh ;sfhk ;ekl bkakjd' ^fida p fyda;s m[a[djd& thd m%{djka; flfla' thd kqjK ke;s flfkla fkdfjhs' wjfndaO lr.kak neß flfkla fkfjhs' ^mánf,da iqNdis;" ÿíndis; w;a:u[a[;=x& fukak fïlhs ;:d.; nqÿrcdKka jykafia jodf

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wmg O¾uh úkh ;ju ;sfhkjd''' mskaj;=ks wms okakjd nqÿrcdKka jykafia msßksjka md,d' fndfyda fofkla lshdf.k .shd fï O¾uh wjfndaO lrkak nE' ffu;%S nqoaO Ydikfha p;=rd¾h i;Hh wjfndaO lr.kak lsh,' tAl isoaO fjÉp úYd, jeroaola' nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd §,d ;sfhkjd —^fhda fLda wdkkao uhd Oïfuda p" úkfhda p foa i s f ;da m[a [ dhka f ;da fida f pda uuÉfÉj i;a:d& wdkkao" ud úiska hï O¾uhla foaYkd lrk ,oafoa o" hï úkhla mKjk ,oafoa o" udf.a wejEfuka miq th Tng Ydia;D jkafka h˜ lsh,' tfykï wmsg meyeÈ,sj fmakjd nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod
,enqkq wjia:dj uÕ yer.kak tmd''' tA nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh wms foaYkd lrkjd' ±ka flf,ia ixis÷jkakd jQ fidajdka" ilod.dó" wkd.dó" wry;a jYfhka ud¾. M, wjfndaOh we;slrjkakd jQ p;=rd¾h i;Hh O¾uh wjfnda O lrjka k d jQ " tA Y% S ioa O ¾uh ±ka wyka k ,efnkjd' ±ka t;fldg nqoaêu;a Y%djlhd" m%{djka; Y%djlhd fï O¾uh w,a,.kak ´fk' fï O¾uh wjfndaO lr.kak ´fk' fï O¾uh f;areï .kak ´fk' wkak tA ÿ¾,N wjia:dj ,eì,d ;sfhkj lshk lreK wms f;areï .kak ´fk' Bg miafia nqÿrcdKka jykafia .d:d álla jod
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nyq ys wlaLKd jq;a;d - u.a.iai wka;rdhsld lodÑ lryú f,dafla - WmamÊcka;s ;:d.;d nqÿrcdKka jykafia úiska fï ksjka uÕg wk;=re odhl jQ wka;rdhlr jQ fï wlaIKh fndfyda wlaIKhka" laIK iïm;a;sh ke;s wjia:d fnfyda ;sfhkj' b;du;a l

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ke;slu keue;s l¨jf¾ bkak fï mqoa.,hd ioaO¾uhg úreoaO fj,d .sys,a,d fï crd urK bmfok crd urK ixidfrka blaujd hkak nerej fndfyda l,a fï ixidf¾ ießirkjd' fha p ,oaOd ukqiai;a;x - ioaOïfï iqmamfõÈf;a wlxiq ;;a: jpkx - lßiaika;s lfrdka;s jd kuq ; a fï ukq I Hh Ôú;h ,eìÉp fj,dfõ W;= ï Y% S ioaO¾uh foaYkd lrk fj,dfj tA ;:d.; nqÿrcdKka jykafia f.a nqoaO jpkhg lSlre fj,d tA O¾ufha yeisfrkj' kqjK ;sfhk wh wkd.;fh;a yeisfrkjd' LKx mÉpúÿx f,dafla - n%yaupßhx wkq;a;rx fha u.a.x mámÊðxiq - ;:d.;mamfõÈ;x fï laIK iïm;a;sh wjfndaO lr .;a;= wh wkq;a;Íh jQ n%yaupßh ÈhqKq lr,d ;:d.; nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod< O¾uh wjfndaO lr.kak ´fk lsh, wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.fha u .uka lrkjd' fha ixjrd plaLqu;d - foais;dÈêÉpnkaOqkd f;aiq .=;af;da iod if;da - úyf¾ wkjiaiqf;da tA wh ixjr fjkjd' kqjK mdod .kakjd' iQ¾h jxYfha Wmka tA Nd.Hj;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrmq O¾uh fyd|g isysh msysgqjd f.k is;"lh"jpkh yeu;siafiu mjg we;=¨ fjkak fkd§ mfjka j,lajkjd' yeu ;siafiu isysfhka bkakjd' flf,ia je.sfrkak fokafka ke;s wdldrhg Ôj;a fjkjd' iífí wkqifha fP;ajd - udrfOhH irdkqf.a f;a fõ mrd.;d f,dafla - fha m;a;d wijlaLhka;s udrhdf.a .%yKfhka w;añÈ,d ishü flf,ia m%ydKh lr,d ixidfrka tf;r fjk wh wdijlaLh [dKh ,ndf.k fï f.!;u nqoaO Ydikfha wud ksjk idlaId;a lrkjd' fï mskaj;a ish¨ fokdg;a fï f.!;u nqoaO Ydikfha §u fï Ôú;fha § fï laIK iïm;a;sh wysñ fjkakg l,ska W;=ï p;=rd¾h i;Hh O¾uh wjfndaO fõjdæ


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-flaiS iQ;%hY%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks" ±ka wms bf.k .kakg iQodkï fjkafka wx.=;a;r ksldfha y;r fjks ksmd;hg whs;s foaYkdjla' fï foaYkdfõ ku flaiS iQ;%h' flaiS lshk wYajhka oukh lrk flfkl=g nqÿ rcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrmq foaYkhla' fï iQ;% foaYkdfjka nqÿ rcdKka jykafiaf.a mqßioïu idrÒ .=Kh ±l.kakg mq¿jka fjkjd' iej;a kqjr § ;uhs Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia flaiS wrUhd fï foaYkdj jodf
wYajoïu idrÒ'''' b;ska fï wYajhka oukh lrk flkdg lshkjd wYajoïu idrÒ lsh,' mqreIhka oukh lrk tlaflkdg lshkjd mqßi oïu idrÒ lsh,' flaiS wYajoïu idrÒ' b;ska fï flaiS nqÿrcdKka jykafia olskakg .sys,a,d nqÿrcdKka jykafiag jkaokd lr, me;a;lska jdäjqkd' Bg mifia Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia wykjd flaiS f.ka —yd''' flaiS Tn wYajhka oukh lrkakg fndfydu m%isoaO tlaflfkla fkj'


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fndfydu olaI flfkla fkj' Tn fldhs wdldrhg o fï wYajhska j oukh lrkafka@˜ lsh,' Bg miafia flaiS lshkjd —iajdókS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" uu wYajhkaj uDÿ fudf
oukh fjkafk ke;akï fudlo lrkafka@ Bg miafia Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia flAiS f.ka wykjd —b;ska flaiS" Tn wYajhska oukh lrk fldg uDÿ fudf
nqÿ iiqfk;a oukh lsÍï''' tA úÈyg flAiS W;a;r §, nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.ka wykjd —iajdókS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" Tn jykafia .ek f.dvla ñksiaiq ±kf.k ;sfhkj wkq;a;frda mqßioïu idrÒ lsh,' ñksiaiqkaj oukh lsÍfï ,d wkq;a;r jQ W;=ï jQ fY%aIaG wdpd¾h jrhd lsh, Tnjyka f ia .ek m% i s o a O hs ' ia j dókS " Nd.Hj;= k a jyka i " Tnjykafia fï ñksiqkaj oukh lrkafka fldfyduo@˜ lsh, Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiaf.ka weyqjd' Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia ms
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fldfydu o fï uDÿ úÈyg oukh lrkafka" fldfyduo fï ier mreI úÈyg oukh lrkafka" fldfyduo uDÿ úÈyg;a ier mreI úÈyg;a oukh lrkafka lsh,'

uDÿ úÈyg oukh lrkafka fufyuhs''' uu fufyuhs uDÿ úÈyg oukh lrkafka lsh, lshkjd' ldh iqpß;h lshkafka fïlhs lsh, Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia fmkajd fokj' lhska lrkakd jQ hym;a foa fïjd lsh, fyd| fmkaj, fokj' tAl ;ud uDÿ úÈyg oukh lsÍu' ^ksys; oKafvda& ovq uq.=re w;ayßkjd' ^ksys; i;af;da& wú wdhq O w;a y ßkjd' ^,ÊÔ& i;a j ys x idjg ,eÊcd fjkjd' ôhdmkafkda& ohdjka; fjkjd' îínmdK N+f;aiq ys;dkqlïmS úyr;s& ish¨ i;=ka flfrys ys;dkqlïmSj jdih lrkjd' fukak fï úÈyg uDÿ úÈyg yslaujkjd' B<Õg lshkjd wdrKHhl fõjd .ul fõjd kqÿka fohla .kak tmd lsh,' fidr is;ska f;drj jdih lrkak lsh, lsh,d fokj' ldufhys jrojd yeisfrkafka ke;sj jdih lrkak lsh, lsh, fokj' fï ;ud ldh iqpß;h'

jÖ iqpß;h we;s lr.kak''' B<Õg fmkaj,d fokj i;H jpk lshkak" fndrefjka j
iqkaor jpk u l:d lrkak''' fï mq o a . ,hd ^lKa K iq L d& ñys ß jpk l:d lrkjd" ^fmaukShd& fm%aukSh jpk l:d lrkjd" ^yohx.ud& yDohdx.u


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jpk l:d lrkjd" ^fmdaß& YsIaG iïmkak jpk l:d lrkjd" ^nyqck lka;d& fndfyda ckhd leu;s jpk l:d lrkjd" ^nyqck ukdmd& fndfyda ckhdg ukdm jpk l:d lrkjd" fï ;uhs uDÿ f,i oukh lsÍu'

yojf;a ord.kak iqÿiq jpk u '''' B<Õg thd jpk yiqrejkafka lreKq iys;j ^ksOdkj;sx jdpx Ndis;d& ndf.g ke;sj ysf;a u;l ;ndf.k h
ukiskq;a iqpß;h we;sfjkak ´fk''' B<Õg ufkda iqpß;h' ufkda iqpß;h lshkafka fï f,dalfha ndysr foa j,g wdYd fkd lr bkakjd' wkqkaf.a foa g wdYd fkd lrk bkakjd' wkqkaf.a foag wdYd fkd lrk mqoa.,hd uDÿ úÈyg oukh fjkjd' B<Õg wks;a whg fu;a is; m;=rejkak lshmqjdu thd wks;a whg fu;a is; m;=rejkjd' kmqre is;a we;s lr.kafk kE' fukak uDÿ úÈyg oukh fjkjd'

lhska lrk fyd| foaj,a'''' B<Õg Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia lhska lrk fyd| foaj,a ál lsh, fokjd' fukak fïl ;uhs lhska lrk hym;a foa lsh, lsh, fokjd' j;a ms
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úÈy" .s,dfkdamia:dkh lrk úÈy lshd fokjd' tl ;ekl ;sfhkafka ^fhda .s,dkx WmÜfGhH fida ux WmÜfGhH& hfula .s,kqkag Wmia:dk lrkjd kï Tyq ug Wmia:dk lrkjd lsh,' fukak ldh iqpß;h' fï úÈyg lhska lrk fyd| foaj,a lshd §, uDÿ úÈyg oukh lrkjd'

fukak ldh iqpß;fha úmdl'''' B<Õg ^ldh iqpß;iai úmdflda& lhska fyd| foaj,a l
uyka;x fNda.lalkaox wdÈ.ÉP;s - uy;a jQ fnda. iïm;a ,efnkjd'

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ldhiai fNaod mrxurKd iq.;sx i.a.x f,dafla WmamÊc;s lh ì£ urKska u;= iq.;sfha WmÈkjd'

fukak jÖ iqpß;fha úmdl'''' t;fldg uDÿ fudf
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meyeÈ,s fkd meg,fjk ñysß jpk l:d lrkak mq¿jka fjkjd'

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urKska u;= iq.;sfha WmÈkjd' fïjd ;ud jd.a iqpß;fha úmdl'

fu;a is; me;sr ùfï wdksixi''' B<Õg ufkda iqpß;fha úmdl meyeÈ,s lrkjd' ufkda iqpß;h ;ud ffu;%sh' ffu;%sh ks;r ks;r mqreÿ lf
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bÈßfha § ud¾. M, fkd ,enqfjd;a nUf,dj WmÈkjd'

fï tlla tlla .dfk lshk fldg ñysßhs fkao@ fï ;ud iqpß;fha m%;súmdl' fï ;ud Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiaf.a uDÿ úÈyg mqreIhka oukh lsÍu'

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nh ysf;kafk kE''' ±ka Tka k fufyu ls õ jd u nh ys f ;ka f k kE' nh ysf;kafk foaj¥; iQ;%h weyqjdu' Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiaf.a fndfyda foaYkd ;sfhkjd fï uDÿ fudf
ldhÿIapß;h y÷kd.kak''' B<Õg Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia úia;r lrkjd flaiS" oreKq úÈyg;a uu oukh lrkjd' fukjo fïjd' ^b;s ldhÿÉpß;x& fuh hs ldh ÿIapß;h lsh, úia;r lrkjd' m%dK>d;h" f,a jel=Kq w;a we;sj bkakjd" ohd rys;j bkakjd" i;=ka flfrys ysxijd§ j bkakjd fuhhs m%dK>d;h' Bg miafia m%dK>d;h isÿfjk wdldrh úia;r lrkjd' mK we;s if;la fjkak ´fk" i;=ka ueÍfï fÉ;kdj ;sfhkak ´fk' Wml%uhla lrkak ´fk" Wml%ufhka i;d uefrkak ´fk' lsh, úia;r lrkjd' fuh ;uhs nqÿrcdKka jykafia f.a ier mreI úÈyg yslauùu'

fydrlu lshkafka fïlhs''' B<Õg nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd fukak fï úÈyg lhska fydrlï lrkjd' jxpksl úÈyg Ôj;a fjk wh bkakjd' ;rdÈfhka fydrlï lrkjd' uksk ñïfuka fydrlï lrkjd' .Kka ys,õ j,ska fydrlï lrkjd' fï úÈyg fydrlï lrkjd' kqÿka foh .kakjd' wdrKHhl fyda fõjd" .ul fyda fõjd kqÿka foh .kakjd' wkqkaf.a fohla nj ±k.ekSu" fidr is; my< ùu" tA i|yd Wml%uhla fh§u" tA Wml%uh u.ska tA ;snqk foh ;snqk ;ekska bj;a lsÍu' fydrlu lshkafka fukak fïlhs lsh, yslaujkjd'


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tAl ;uhs Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia oreKq úÈyg yslaujkjd lshkafka' t;fldg ñysß fohla o fï fmkajd fokafka@ kE' fydrluhs fmkajd fokafka' B<Õg Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia fmkajd fokjd jerÈ ldu fiajkh' uõ rlsk wh bkakjd" iajdñhd rlsk wh bkakjd" mshd rlsk wh bkakjd' ifydor ifydaoßhka rlsk wh bkakjd" udud úiska rlsk wh bkakjd fï úÈyg hï flfkla wdrlaId lrk msßi iuÕ jrfoa ne£u ldu ñ;Hdpdrh hs' t;fldg fï úia;rh ;uhs oreKq úÈyg úia;r lsÍu' ;j;a oreKq úÈyg NslaIQka jykafia,dg úia;r lr,d §,d ;sfhkjd mxp ÿIapß;fha Nhdkl lu'

.sksl| o@ ldka;dj o@ tla;rd wjia:djl úYd, .skslka|la weúf,kjd' weúf,k fldg Nd.Hj;= k a jyka f ia wykjd —fïlo fyd| ke;a k ï ldka;djla je<| .ekSu o fyd|@˜ lsh,' NslaIQka jykafia,d lshkjd —wfka iajdókS" fï .sks l| je<|f.k bkak tlg jvd ldka;djla je<|f.k bkak tl fyd|hs˜ lsh,' —keye''' keye''' Bg jvd fyd|hs fï .sks l| je<| .ekSu˜ lsh, úia;r lrkjd' fï .sks l| je<|.;af;d;a uefrhs' tlaflda udrdka;sl ;=jd, fjhs' wmdfh hkafk kE lsh, úia;r lrkjd' ±ka fu;k ñysß isoaê o ;sfhkafka@ wkak oukh lrk wdldrh' fukak mqßioïu idrÒ .=Kh'

.sksl| o@ mg isjqre o@ B<Õg nqÿrcdKka jykafia kej;;a tAjdf.a wjia:djl § wykjd —uyfKks" fï .sks l| fmdrjk tlg o leu;s' fyd| isksÿ mg isjqre fmdrjk tlg o leu;s@˜ lsh,' —iajdókS" isks÷ mg isjqre fyd|hs˜ lsh, NslaIQka jykafia,d lshkjd' —kE''' kE''' ÿiaiS,j b|f.k isks÷ mg isjqre fmdrjkjdg jeäh fyd|hs fï .sks l| fmdrjd .ekSu' fï .sks l| fmdrjd .;af;d;a tlaflda uefrhs' tlaflda udrdka;sl ;=jd, ,nhs' wmdfha hkafk kE˜ lsh, fmkaj, fokjd'

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.sks o¿ o@ we,a ydf,a n; o@ B<Õg Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia wykjd" —mskaj;a uyfKks" we,aydf,a n;a iQm jHxckhka tlal j<|k tl o fyd|" fï .sks o¿ j<|k tl o fyd|@˜ lsh,' —iajdókS" we,a ydf,a n;a kï fyd|hs˜ lsõjd' —kE''' kE''' ÿiaiS,j b|f.k we,a ydf,a n; j<|kjg jeäh fyd|hs fï .skso¿ j<|k tl' fï .skso¿ j,ska tlaflda uefrhs' tlafld udrdka;sl ;=jd, ,nhs' wmdfha hkafk kE'˜ fï úÈyg nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd ldh ÿIapß;h' fïjd nqÿrcdKka jykafia ier mreI úÈyg oukh lsÍu' ±ka wms ier mreIhs lshkafka fudkjg o@ f;da" ;d" jr" m, tAjgfka' kuq;a Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia tA jpk mdúÉÑ lf
uq,a hq.fha nqÿ iiqk''' wjqreÿ úiaila ;=< NslaIQka jyafia,d nqoaO Ydikh ;=< nUir ls¨gq lr.;af;a kE' uq,au wjqreÿ úiai ;=< § nqoaO Ydikhg we;=¿ jqk ish¨ fokd ñysß úÈyg yslafukafka' uDÿ úÈyghs yslafukafka' úYd,d uykqjr iqÈkak lsh, ;reKfhla ysáhd' fï f.!;u nqÿka jykafiaf.a Ydikfha ksjka olskak ´fk lsh, leu;s jqkd' t;fldg thd újdy fj,d ysáfha' újdy fjÉp w¨;' f.oßka Wmjdi lr, ug lEu îu;a tmd' ug uyK fjkak wjir ÿkafkd;a ú;rhs uu lEu .kafka lsh, fldfydu yß uyK jqkd' uyK fj,d fyd|g is,a /l, fuhd jdih lrkjd'

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lsh,' b;ska .sys,a,d .sys ldf,a ìß|g lsõjd —wkak iajdñ mq;%hdKka jykafia weú,a,d ±ka fï ms¿Kq msÜgqjla ms
odfk fokj kï odfk fokak'''' b;ska fï iajdóka jykafia nrla m;,la ys;=fõ kE jäkak ,Eia;s jqkd' odfka ,Eia;s lr,d kekaoksh lsõjd f,a,sfha uf.a mq;df.a is;a weo.kak we÷u we|mka lsh,' ±ka b;ska weka|d' iqÈkak yduqÿrefjda odfkg jeähd' ±ka b;ska odfk fokafka kE' wrhd tydg fuydg megef,kjd' b;ska wr iajdóka jykafia lsõjd" —fudlo fudlo fï''' odfk fokjd kï fokak' uu hkak ´fk˜ lsh,' Bg miafia —wfka iajdókS" Tnjykafia fudk jf.a ìßkaoEjreka n,df.k o fï n%yaupdÍ iS,h rlskafka@˜ lsh, weyqjd' —ke.Kshks" ug tfyu woyila kE˜ lsõjd' ke.Kshks lsõjd ú;rhs Tkak l,kaf; od, jegqkd'

îchla l< úm;la''' Bg miafia foudmshka w~kak .;a;d wfma mrïmrdj bjrhs lsh,' ore mrïmrdj bjrhs lsh,' —wfka iajdókS" tfyu lrkak tmd' ±ka fï foam, jia;= j,g fudkjo fjkafka' ore îchla j;a fokak'˜ tA fjk fldg YslaId mo mKj, ;sífí kE' b;ska okafka kE' Bg miafia fudlo jqfka" fyd|hs lsõjd' okafka kEfk' YslaId mohla ;sífn;a kE t;fldg' fï foa tmd lsh, ;ykï lr,' b;ska lsõjd uu wr jkka;f¾ bkafk lsh,' fï fjk fldg nqoaO Ydikhg wjqreÿ úiaihs' b;ska fï iajdóka jykafia ;udf.a .sys ldf, ìß|;a tlal fujqkaoï fiajkfha fhÿkd Öjrh;a ordf.k'

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nqÿ iiqk ls¨gq jqkd''' jk.; foú foaj;djqka oE;a ne|f.k w~kak .;a;d' —nqÿ iiqk ls¨gq jqkd''' nqÿ iiqk ls¨gq jqkd''''˜ lsh,' Bg miafia tAl wy, pd;=ïuydrdðl foújre w~kak .;a;d —nqÿ iiqk ls¨gq jqkd''' nqÿ iiqk ls¨gq jqkd'''˜ lsh,' tAl wy, ;õ;sid jeis foújre w~kak .;a;d —nqÿ iiqk ls¨gq jqkd''' nqÿ iiqk ls¨gq jqkd'''˜ lsh,' wlksgd nUf,dj olajd foújre w~kak .;a;d —nqÿ iiqk ls¨gq jqkd''' nqÿ iiqk ls¨gq jqkd'''˜ lsh,' Bg miafia fï isoaêh bjr jqkdg miafia fï iajdóka jyafiag ys;=kd —ug jerÿkd'''˜ lsh,' Y%uK W;a;ufhla úiska fkd l
fukak lduhkaf.a wd§kj'''' wks;a iajdóka jykafia,d weyqjd —iajdóka jykai" fudlo jqfka˜ —wfka ug fufyu fohla jqkd˜ —wfyda nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod
nUir fkd /lafld;a ksrfha''' —ysia mqreIh" óg jvd fyd|hs Nhdkl i¾mfhla bkak .=,la we;=,g oïu kï' óg jvd fyd|hs .sks wÕ=re j,l Tnd .;a; kï' óg jvd fyd|hs Èú kid .;a; kï˜ lsh, úia;r lrkjd' msßisÿ nUir wdrlaId lrkak nqÿ iiqkg wdmq flkd fïl lf

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Bg miafia ;udf.a merKs iajdñhdg fujeks úm;la isÿjqfka lsh, wdrxÑ fjkjd' b;ska tA ìß|g orefjla ,enqkd' ore îchla fk b,a¨fõ' tA ksid thdg ku jegqKd —îcl˜ lsh,' wïug ku jegqkd —îcl ud;d˜ lsh,' fï fokaku uyK fj,d ry;a jqkd' fï iajdóka jykafia .ek úia;r i|yka fjkafk kE' nqoaO foaYkdfõ ;sfhkjd wdÈlïñlhdg wkdm;a;s lsh,' tA lsõfõ tA jro fkd ±k biafi,a,d u lrk tlaflkd tA jrfoka ksoyia fjkjd lsh, úia;r lrkjd' t;kska miafia iqÈkak yduqÿrefjda .ek úia;rhla kE' tÉprg thdg tAl udkislj n,mEjd' b;ska fï wl=i,h hs wl=i,fha úmdlh hs nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokfldg wkak tAlg ñksiaiq yslafukjd' fukak mqßioïu idrÒ .=Kh'

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ys l a f ukjd' wl= i ,h fmka j d ÿka k du wl= i ,h y÷kdf.k yslafukjd'

jpkh jroaod .ekSfï wd§kjh''' B<Õg fmkaj, fokjd jÖ ÿIapß;fha úmdl' nqÿrcdKka jykafia f.a ldf, ysáhd fldald,sl lsh, NslaIqjla' ießhq;a uq.,ka fokug fpdaokd l
ukfia ÿIapß;fhkq;a ksrfha hkjd''' B<Õg ufkda ÿIapß;h úia;r lrkjd' fï wNsÊ®d" fodaukiai" jHdmdo" ñÉPd ÈÜÀ' nqÿrcdKka jykafia úia;r lrkjd iuyr wjia:d j,§ mqo. a ,hska ¥Is; is;ú = ,sj,ska bkakjd' tfyu bka k flkd ueß,d .s y s k a ks r fha bmfokjd ls h ,' ÿIapß;h;a ÿIapß;fha úmdl;a fmkaj,d fokjd' B<Õg nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod

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iqpßh;h;a - ÿIapß;h;a'''' nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod
nqÿ iiqfk;a urd odkjd'''' B<Õg flaiS wykjd nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.ka —uDÿ úÈyg ys l a f uka f ka ke;a k ï" mreI úÈyg ys l a f uka f ka ke;a k ï Nd.Hj;=ka jykai fudlo lrkafka@˜ lsh,' —flaiS" oukh úh hq;= mqoa.,hd uDÿ úÈyg oukh fjkafk;a ke;akï" mreI úÈyg oukh fjkafk;a ke;akï" flaiS uu tA mqoa.,hd urKjd'˜ ' t;fldg flaiS lshkjd —Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" i;=ka ueÍu lem keye fkj'˜ —tAl we;a; flaiS' Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiag i;=ka ueÍu lem keye ;uhs' kuq;a tA úÈyg mqreIhd uDÿ úÈyg yslafukafk;a ke;akï" ÿIapß;h fïlhs ÿIapß;fha úmdlh fïlhs lsh, fmkakqjdg u tAlg yslafukafk;a ke;akï" iqpß;h fïlhs iqpß;fha fïlhs lsh, fmkakoaÈ fïlg yslafukafk;a ke;akï uu fufyuhs mqoa.,hdj urkafka˜ ^k ;:d.f;da w;a;ínx wkqidis;ínx u[a[;s& ;:d.;hka jykafia Tyqg wkqYdikd lrkafka kE' ^kms ú[aü in%yaupdÍ w;a;ínx" wkqidis;ínx u[a[ka;s& flaiS fï wd¾h úkfhys ;:d.;hka jykafiaf.a wkqYdikd hful=g ,efnkafka ke;akï" in%yaupdÍka jykafia,df.a wjjdo wkqYdikd hful=g ,efnkafka ke;akï ^jfOda& tAl urKhla jf.a lshkjd'

tAldka;fhka ur,d ±ïu jf.a ;uhs''' Bg miafia flaiS nqÿrcKka jykafiag lshkjd" —iajdókS" tAl kï tAldka;fhka u urKhla jf.a ;uhs˜ lsh,' ;:d.;hka

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jykafia,d wkqYdikd lrkafk;a kE' in%yaupdÍka jykafia,d wkqYdikd lrkafk;a kE' fïl wy,d flaiS wjfndaOfhka hq;=j u f;rejka flfrys meyeÈ,d wjfndaOfhka hq;=j u f;rejka irK .shd' ldh ÿIa p ß;h;a " ldh ÿIa p ß;fha úmdl;a y÷kk tla f lkd ÿIa p ß;fhka w;a ñ fokjd' wehs tA @ Nh fjkjd ÿIapß;fha úmdlhg' ldh iqpß;h hs iqpß;fha úmdlh hs wykfldg f,dl= /ljrKhla ys ; g tkjd' ug fï ldh iq p ß;h;a iq p ß;fha úmdl;a wyk fldg we;s jq f ka u wdrlaIdjla' fïl lr.;af;d;a yß fïl lr.;af;d;a Nh fjkak fohla kE lsh,' Tng tfyu ysf;kjo@

iqpß;h ±k yslafukak''' wkak n,kak t;fldg tAfla ys; meyeÈ,d ;uhs iqpß;fha fhfokafka' ldh ÿIapß;fha § we;sjkafka Nhla' wfka fïjd fïjd fj,d ;sfhkjd fïjd fïjd ys;,d ;sfhkjd' fïjd kï w;yßkak ´fk fïl kï mqreÿ lr, yßhkafk kE lsh, iqpß;hg leu;s fjkjd' n,kak fïjd wmg nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmka j d ÿka f ka ke;a k ï wmg fldfyka j ;a fïjd wyka k ,efnkafk kE' kuq;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia b;du meyeÈ,sj ldh iqpß;h fmkaj, §, ;sfhkjd'

fukak tA yslaujk yeá''' nqÿrcdKka jykafia tl ;ekl fmkaj, fokjd nqÿ iiqkg we;=¿ jqk uq,a ld,fha fï foh mqreÿ lrkak fï foh w;yßkak fufyu ys ; ka k fï úÈyg l,a m kd lrka k ls h , ú;rhs lshkafka' tA wh yslafukjd' oukh fjkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia yßhg Wmud l

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oÕ,kj' lfika .ykak ´fk' tA jf.a ;uhs ÿIapß;h;a' fïl ;uhs nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a mqßioïu idrÒ .=Kh'

fï foflka u ksoyia fj,dj''' nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd fï wkq;a;r jQ ksjk wjfndaOhg i;r wmdfha jeàu ;rï wk;=rla uu ;j;a nqÿ weiska olskafka kE lsh,' t;fldg n,kak fldhs;rï fïl nrm;,hs o@ B<Õg nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia fmka j d fokjd uyfKks" uu ±l,d ;sfhkjd PMiaidhksl lsh, ksrhla' tA ksrfha fmfkk rEm ìhla" ;e;s.ekSula" ÿlla u hs we;sfjkafka lshkjd' ú¢k .| iqj|" ±fkk ri" ú¢k myi" is;g tk is;=ú,s ìhla" ;e;s.ekSula" ÿlla u hs we;sfjkafka lshkj' uyfKks" PMiaidhksl ksrh uu ±lal lsh, lshkjd' B<Õg lshkjd uyfKks uu ±lald PMiaidhksl iq.;sh' tAfla weyeg fmak rEmhla ±lalu i;=gla" fidïkila ú;r u hs we;sfjkafka lsh, foaYkd lrkjd' lKg Yíohla weyqkd u i;=gla fidïkila ú;r u hs we;sfjkafka' kdihg .| iqj|la ±kqkd u" Èjg rihla ±kqkd u" YÍrhg myila ±kqkd u" is;g is;=ú,a,la wdjd u i;=gla fidïkila ú;r u hs lshkj we;sfjkafka' Bg miafia Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd mskaj;a uyfKks" wms ±ka fï wjia:d foflka u fíß,d bkak fudfyd;hs lsh,' b;ska n,kak fï wjia:dj Ôú;h wjfndaO lr.kak fyd|u fudfyd;hs' ÿIapß;h neyer lrkak fyd|u wjia:dj' iqpß;h we;s lr.kak fyd|u wjia:dj' fïl ;u ;uka u ys; ys;d ;u ;uka u yefokak ´fk' wms f.dvla mqreÿ fjkak ´fk fï iqpß;hg yefokakhs' iqpß;fha úmdl j,g hs'

fjk wd.ï j, fïjd kE'' b;ska n,kak nqoaO foaYkd j, ú;rhs fï úÈyg ÿIapß;h fïlhs" ÿIapß;fha úmdl fïlhs" iqpß;h fïlhs" iqpß;fha úmdl fïlhs lsh, úia;r lrkafka' fjk lsisu wd.ul fï úÈyg foaYkd lr, kE' tA wd.ï j, W.kajkafka tA wd.u fjkqfjka ;j flfkla uerejd u tAl ;uhs thdg iq.;sfha

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hkak ;sfhkafka' iq.;sfha hkak iqpß;h lsh, fmkaj, ;sfhkafka ÿIapß;h'

f.g f.jÈkafka yrla ur,d''' iuyr wd.ï j, f.g f.jÈk fldg yrflla urKjd' ur, Tlafldu tl;= fj,d mqÉp, lkjd' m%Kd>d;h iqpß;h o@ ÿIapß;h o@ ÿIapß;fha fhÈ, tA ÿIapß;h wkqfudaoka fjkj' ÿIapß;h okafk;a kE' ÿIapß;fha úmdl okafk;a kE' lrkak fohla kE'

±ka wmsg tA ÿ¾,N fudfyd; Wodfj,d ;sfhkafka''' wms ±ka iqpß;h y÷kd.;a; fj,dfj" ÿIapß;fha úmdl y÷kd.;a; fj,dfj fudlo lrkak ´fk' ÿIapß;h neyer lrka k ´fk' t;fldg ÿIa p ß;fha úmdl neyer fjkjd' iqpß;h u ÈhqKq lrkak ´fk' t;fldg wmsg iqpß;fha úmdl ,efnkjd' t;fldg wmsg tA ÿ¾,N wjia:dj ±ka fï Wodfj,d ;sfhkafka' b;ska wmsg fï flaiS iQ;%fhka fyd|g ±k.kak mq¿jks" f.!;u nqÿrcdKka jykafia mqßioïu idrÒ jqfka fldfydu o@ tA mqßioïu idrÒ nqÿrcdKka jykafia fyd¢kq;a oukh l
l:d fkd lr oukh lsÍu''' ±lalfka Pkak ysñhka oukh fjÉp wdldrh' fyd¢ka oukh jqfk;a kE' ier mreI úÈyg oukh jqfk;a kE' wdkkao yduqÿrefjd weyqjd nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.ka fudlo lrkafka lsh,' nqÿrcdKka jykafia jodhd fukak fufyu iïu; l

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lshkak lsõjd' ±ka nqÿrcdKka jykafia msßksjka md,d' wks;a ia j dóka jyka f ia , d jev,d ls õ jd wdhq I a u ;a Pka k " ix>hd jykafia,d úiska n%yauoKavh Tng kshu lrkjd lsh,' fudllao n%yauoKavh lsh, weyqjd' Tnjykafiag mq¿jks wks;a ´fk flfkla tla l l:d lrka k ' yenehs wfk;a ia j dóka jykafia,df.ka wjjdo wkqYdikd keye lsõjd' wfka tfyu kï uu bjrhs lsh, isysh ke;sj jegqkd'

udkh ;rï ksjkg ndOlhla ;j;a ;sfha o@ Bg miafia iajdóka jykafia,d <Õg hkjd —wfka iajdókS" ug wjjdo lrkak" wjjdo lrkak˜ lsh, lshkjd' ljqre;a l:d lrkafk kE' wks;a wh <Õg hjkjd' wka;sfï § wdkkao iajdóka jykafia <Õg .shd' —yß Tn ch.;a;d˜ lsõjd' udk yq, ìka|d lsõjd' ±ka Tn O¾udjfndaOhg iqÿiafila' t;fldg wmg fmakjd O¾uh wjfndaO lrkak ;sfhk úYd, ndOdjla ;uhs udkh' we;a; fmks fmkS we;a;g .rykjd udkakh ;sfhk flkd' tA ksid fï O¾u ud¾.h ksy;udkSj ÈhqKq lrf.k ÿisß;;a ÿisßf;a úmdlhg;a nh fj,d" iqpß;hg;a iqpß;fha úmdlhg;a leu;s fj,d" iqpß;fha úmdl ,efnk úÈyg ðú;h ÈhqKq lrf.k fï f.!;u nqoaO Ydikfha § u W;=ï p;=rd¾h i;Hh O¾uh wjfndaO lr.ekSfï Nd.H Wodfõjdæ


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wdYap¾h woaN+; lreKq wgla

-fõid,sl W.a. iQ;%hY%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks" ±ka Tn bf.k .kak fï foaYkdj we;=<;a fj,d ;sfhkafka wx.=;a;r ksldfha 8 jeks ksmd;h g hs' fï foaYkdfj ku fõid,sl W.a. iQ;%h' úYd,d uykqjr jdiS W.a. .Dym;shdg jod< foiqu' t;fldg fï ms k a j ;df. ku fudlla o W.a . ' tA ojia j , nqÿrcdKka jykafia jev isáfha úYd,d uykqjr uyjkdka;f¾ we;=f, f.dvk., ;sìÉp l+gd.dr Yd,dfõ' nqÿrcdKka jykafia NslaIq ix>hd wu;d fufyu jod
wdYap¾h woaN+; lreKq wgla''' —mskaj;a uyfKks" Tn u;l lshd.kak Th úYd,d uykqjr isák W.a. .Dym;shdg wdYap¾h woaN+; lreKq wgla ;sfhkjd˜ lsh,' tfyu lsh, nqÿrcdKka jykafia úydrhg jeähd' ±ka idudkHfhka ry;ka jykafia kulf.a wdYap¾hj;a woaN; + lreKq lshfjkj kï" wmsg tal tÉpr mqÿu iy.; fohla fkfjhs' ±ka fï lshkafk .sys Y%djlfhl= .ek' .Dym;s flfkla' .Dy uQ,slfhla' fï flkdg;a wdYap¾h woaN+; lreKq wgla ;sfhkjd'


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fláfhka foiQ O¾uh ±k.kakg''' b;ska iajdóka jykafia,dg;a fï ldrKh úia;r jYfhka ±k.kak ´fk jqkd' ±ka nqÿrcdKka jykafia fï úÈyg jod
fudkjo tA wdYap¾h woaN; + lreKq@ tl;amiaj jdäjqkd lshkafka fl,ska u bÈßfhkq;a fkfjhs" msgqmiafikq;a fkdfjhs" me;af;ka jdäjqkd" tl;amiaj jdä fjÉp fï W.a. .Dym;shdf.ka iajdóka jykafia kula fufyu wykjd' —mskaj;a .Dym;sh" Nd.Hj;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod
1 jeks wdYap¾h woaN+; ldrKh —mskaj;a iajdóka jykai" fukak fïlhs uf.a m
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±lald' tA ±lmq fj,dfj ±lSu;a iuÕ u uf.a is; myka fj,d .shd' tA Ñ;a; m%idoh tfyïu u hs' fjkia fjkafk kE' fïl ud olskjd ud ;=< ;sfhk wdYap¾h woaN+; ldrKhla yeáhg'˜ tfyu kï wmsg fmakjd nqÿrcdKka jykafia Èyd n,,d meyeÈ,d fjkia fjÉp wh;a bkak mq¿jka' O¾uhg wdmq ke;s wh bkakjfk' iuyre ldf,lg meyeÈ,d ;j;a ldf,lg wmyÈkjd' ±ka fï flkd tfyu fkfjhs' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaj ÿgq muKska y÷kd.;a;d fï W;a;uhd tAldka;fhka u wry;a iïud iïnqÿ W;a;ufhla h" úÊcdprK iïmkak wd§ .=K ál Tlafldu y÷kd.;a;d' ys; meyeÿkd' tA meye§u tfyïu u hs' Tkak m
2 jeks wdYap¾h woaN+; ldrKh Bg mia f ia thd ls h kjd —ia j dókS " ug fï fojeks wdYap¾hj;a woaN+; ldrKh yeáhg fukak fïl i,lkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaj ±l, meyeÿk is;ska u hs nqÿrcdKka jykafiaj weiqre lf
lduhkaf.a wd§kj .ek l:d —t;fldg nqÿrcdKka jykafia ug wkqms

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fï kdkdm%ldr mõ /ialr.kakjd' fï mialï iem ú¢kak .sys,a,d'

flf,ia j, ienE ;;ajh''' tA ksid fï mxp lduhka ;=< fï flf,iqka is; flf,ik foaj,a j, j¾Okhla ;sfhkafka' fï ksid fï mxp lduh lsh, lshkafka uvf.dvla jf.a tlla' Nh iys; fohla' mSvd iys; fohla' wk;=re iys; fohla lsh," iajdókS" ug mxp lduhkaf.a wd§kj lsh, ÿkakd' fï flf,ia j, mSvdj" fï flf,iqkaf.ka we;sjkakd jQ is; Ôú;h flf,iS hk flf,ia j,ska ls¨gq jk wdldrh" fï fyd|g ysgmq ñksiaiq fï mxp lduh fidhkak .sys,a,d fï krla fj,d mõ /ia lrf.k ls¨gq njg m;ajk wdldrh ug lsh, ÿkakd' lsh, §,d nqÿrcdKka jykafia fïjdhska ksoyia ùu" fklaLïufha wdksixY" fïjd ke;s ;ek fldhs;rï iemfia bkak mq¿jka o lsh, ug lshd ÿkakd'

kSjrK j,ska ixis÷kq is;''' iajdókS" ux fïl wyf.k bkakfldg uf.a ys; fyd|g ;ekam;a jqkd' uDÿ jqkd' B<Õg fï mxp kSjrKhkaf.ka ys; neyer jqkd' mxp kSjrK hgm;a fj,d .shd' uf.a ys; fyd|g i;=áka m%S;sfhka Woaoduhg m;a jqkd' uf.a ys; jvd;a myka jqkd' ia j dókS " uf.a ys f ;a we;s j q k fï fjki Nd.Hj;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia ±lald' tA fj,dfjÈ fï iduqlalxisl O¾u foaYkdj ug jod
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hula yg .;a;d o fuf,dfõ'''' iajdókS" ug wjfndaO jqkd' uu ysgmq wdifka uu jdäfj,d nK wyñka ysáfh nqÿrcdKka jykafia <Õ' ug wjfndaO jqkd rcia ke;s" flf,ia ke;s" wúoHd u
ielfhka tf;r ùu''' iajdókS" uu O¾uh ±lald' uu O¾uhg meñKqkd' uu O¾uh idla I d;a lr;akh irK .shd' iajdókS" uu n%yaupdÍ fjkak ;SrKh l
3 jeks wdYap¾h woaN+; ldrKh ;=kafjks lreK ;uhs" —iajdókS" uu fndfydu ;reK flfkla' t;fldg ug ysáh ;reK ìßkaoEjreka y;r fofkla'˜


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t;fldg nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a ld,fha ;sì, ;sfhkafk fï ;ks ìß|la újdy lr .ekSula fkfjhs' ;ukag kv;a;= lrkak mq¿jka kï ìßkaoEjreka y;r miafofkla jqk;a újdy lr.kak mq¿jka' b;ska fu;=udg b|,d ;sfhkjd ìßkaoEjreka y;r fofkla' fuhd f.or .shd' fuhd nqÿrcdKka jykafia bÈßfha n%yaupdÍ YS,h iudoka fjÉp flfkla'

;reK jhfia fkdak,d y;r fokd''' ;reK jhfia l,af.jk fkdak,d y;r fokdg l:d l
is,a ke;s ykaohs iel lrñka hkafka''' t;fldg n,kak fï ys;l fkao fï Tlafldu ;sfhkafk' ±ka fï jf.a uÜgulg ys; ÈhqKqlrkak mq¿jka kï" thd ixidfrka w;añfokjd" tfyu ke;sj kslï fï Tkak újdy fjkjd' Bg miafi iel lr lr hkjd' wmg fmakjfka" mqÿu úÈyg ieflaufk ;sfhkafk' ±ka wmsg j¾;udkfha fmakjd" tla f lkdg tla f lkd iel hs ' fudlo fya ; = j @ tla f lkdg tlaflkd is,aj;a kE' tA wh okakj' tA ksid neßfj,dj;a flfkla Èyd jeämqr ne¨fjd;a bjrhs' wehs ta@ ieflafk'

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iuyr úg msßisÿ ys;ska n,kj" msßisÿ ys;ska l:d lrkjd' Bg miafia ysf;kj Tkak Tkak mgka .;a;d lsh,' Bg miafia iïmQ¾Kfhka u rKavq w,a,f.k hkjd' tA ksid ielhg fya;=j ;uhs iS,h ms
iS,fhka msßisÿ ù ksiel njg m;afjkak' iS,h ms
4 jeks wdYap¾h woaN+; ldrKh —iajdókS ug uf.a yßyïn lrmq iïm;a ;sfhkj foam, jia;=j ;sfhkj' iajdókS" uu fïjd l
fokafoda fkd fokafoda lsh,d is;k = s ug''' fudlo tAl;a f,ais jevla fkfjhs fka' flfkl=g ;uka <Õ ;sfhk foaj,a fokjd lshk tl f,ais lreKla fkfjhs' zodkxp hqoaOxp iudkudyqZ lsh,d foú flfkla lsõfõ' fï odk §u iudk lrkak mq¿jka hqoafOlg' wehs tA@ fuhd yeu ;siafiu fïl mge,eù mge,eù fokafoda fkd fokafoda lsh lsh f,dl=


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w¾nqOhl b|,hs" fïflka biairyg mkskafka' kuq;a iuyr flfkl=g tfyu fkfjhs' fokak ys;=ko w;Eßhd' t;fldg W.a. isgq;=ud lshkjd fïl ;uhs y;rfjks wdYap¾h woaN+; ldrKh lsh,d' ±ka fï úÈyg odkd§ msxlï lrka k kï thdg ;s f hka f k ´fk O¾uh .ek meyeÈ,s wjfndaOhla'

5 jeks wdYap¾h woaN+; ldrKh miafjks lreK yß ,iaik tlla' tAl ;uhs" —iajdókS" uu NslaIQka jykafia,d ukd fldg weiqre l foaYkdjla'

6 jeks wdYap¾h woaN+; ldrKh B<Õg ;j jákd l:djla lshkjd' fï ;uhs yhjeks wdYap¾h woaN+; ldrKdj' —iajdókS" uu tA iajdóka jykafia,dj weiqre lrk fldg tA iajdóka jykafia,d O¾uh foaYkd lrkjd' p;=rd¾h i;Hh foaYkd lrkjd' foaYkd lrk fldg uu ukd fldg .%yKh lr.kakjd' fkd ukd fldg fkd fjhs'˜

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tA lshkafka fï O¾uh wykafka weo fydhkak fkd fjhs¦ isÿre fydhkak fkd fjhs¦ jrÈk lE,s w,a,.kak fkd fjhs¦ jdo lrkak fkd fjhs¦ m%Yak k.kak fkd fjhs¦ wjfndaO lr .ekSu msKsi u hs' ukdfldg .%yKh lr.kakjd lshkafka tAl hs' t;fldg wmsg fmakjd fuhd O¾uh wjfndaO lr .ekSfï woyiska u hs NslaIQka jykafia,dj weiqre lr,d ;sfhkafka' fuka k fï wdYa p ¾h woa N + ; ldrKdfj úfYa I ;a j hla ;sfhkjd' fïl Tng;a fyd| tlla' —^fkda fÉ fï fida wdhiaud Oïux foafia;s& iajdókS" tA iajdóka jykafia ug O¾uh foaYkd lrkafka ke;akï" ^wyuiai Oïux foafiañ& uu Wkajykafiag O¾uh foaYkd lrkjd' wkak n,kak nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a ldf, .sys meúÈ iïnkaOh ;sì, ;sfhk wdldrh' t;fldg iajdóka jykafia kula uqK .efykak .sys,a,d" tA iajdóka jykafia ksYaYíoj bkak fj,djl kï" fuhd lshkjd" —iajdókS" Nd.Hj;a nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.ka uu wij,a foaYkdj bf.k .;a;d' tA foaYkdfõ fukak fï fï lreKq hs ;sfhkafka lsh,d wr iajdóka jykafiag f;dar,d fokjd' fukak fïl ;uhs iajdókS" uf.a ;sfhk yh jeks wdYap¾h woaN+; ldrKdj'˜ fukak fï jf.a wjfndaOhl wms bkak ´fk'

7 jeks wdYap¾h woaN+; ldrKh W.a. isgq;=udf.a ;sfhk y;afjks wdYap¾h woaN+; lreK ;uhs" —iajdóka jykai" uf.a <Õg foújre tkjd" foújre weúÈka lshkjd" îajdLdf;da .ym;s" N.j;d Oïfuda& z.Dym;sh" Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia ukdfldg foaYkd lrk ,o O¾uhla fïZ lsh,d lshkjd' lsõjg miafia fuhd lshkjd foúhdg" zTõ b;ska Thd lsõj;a ke;;a fïl ukd fldg foaYkd lrk ,o O¾uhla ;uhsZ lsh,' wkak n,kak wNsudkh' foú flfkla weú,a,d lsõfjd;a tfyu j¾;udk flfkl=g zmskaj;" nqÿrcdKka jykafia ukdfldg foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkafkaZ ztfiah foúhks" tfiahZ lsh, y;rg myg keú,d fldkao l=ÿ lrf.k lshhs' fï tfyu fkfjhs'


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—iajdóka jykai" uu ±ka foúhka iuÕ mjd w,a,dm i,a , dmfha fhÿk;a " ug fï ldrKfha § uf.a ys ; g ls i s wdvïnrlula" we;sfjkafka kE' ux ±ka foúhka tlal;a l:d lrk flfkla fkao lsh,' tAl ;uhs iajdókS" uf.a ;sfhk y;afjks wdYap¾h woaN+; ldrKh'˜ n,kak fï nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a ld,fha ysgmq .sys wh fldÉpr ÈhqKq o lsh,d'

8 jeks wdYap¾h woaN+; ldrKh —iajdókA jykai" wmg Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkjd ´rïNd.sh ixfhdack myla .ek'˜ ´rïNd.sh ixfhdack lshkafka ldu f,dalfhka hgg ne| ;nk ixfhda c k my' fudkjo tA @ ilaldh ÈÜÀ" úÑlsÉPd" iS,ín; mrdudi" ldu rd." má>' fukak fï ´rïNd.sh ixfhdack my wmg nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l
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ldrKd wg Tn;=ud okakjd' Tn;=ud ;=< ;sfhkjd tAjd'Z t;fldg t;=ud m%ldY l
ukd fldg Ydia;Dka jykafiaj weiqre l< yeá''' fudkj o tA wg@ m r;akh irK .syska n%yaupdÍ mxp YS,h iudoka jqkd' tAl fofjks wdYap¾h woaN+; ldrKdj'

n%yaupdÍ mxp YS,hl yslauqk yeá''' Bg miafia iajdókS" uu fl,ska u ksjig .shd' ksjfia isáhd ud újdy fjÉp ;reK ldka;djka y;r fofkla' ud w~.y,d lsõjd" zke.Ksjreks" ud wo b|,d n%yaupdÍ mxp YS,fhys msysg,d bkafk' ke.Ksjreka leu;s kï fufy bkak' mska oyï lrf.k leu;s flfkl=g ´fk kï f.or bkak mq¿jks' leu;s flfklaj újdy lr, fokak;a mq¿jks'Z t;fldg


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jeäuy¨ ìßkaoE lsõjd wij,a tlaflkd ug lido nka|,d fokak lsh,d' t;fldg ux lreKq l:d lr, tA we;a;d w~.y,d w;meka j;alr,d nkao,d ÿkakd' tA jf.a wjia:djl mjd uf.a ysf;a lsisu fjkila we;sjqfka kE' fïl;a wdYap¾h woaN+; ldrKdjla' B<Õg lsõjd" iajdókS" tA jf.a u ug iïm;a ;sfhkj" foam, ;sfhkjd" uu odkd§ mskalï j, fhdojkjd' is,aj;=ka" .=Kj;=ka jykafia,dg ux fïjd mQcd lrkafka iSud lrf.k fkfjhs' tAl;a fï wdYap¾h woaN+; ldrKdjla'

ukdfldg NslaIQka jykafia,dj weiqre l
fukak tA wisßu;a lreKq wg''' fuka k fï wdYa p ¾hu;a woa N + ; lreK ál ia j dókS " Nd.Hj;= k a jyka f ia ls h ,d ÿka k ls h kjd W.a . is g q ; = u d' nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod
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±ka n,kak nqÿrcdKka jykafia tfyu lshk nj j;a thd oka f k kE' n,ka k nq o a ê h' .dkg .,m,d ls õ jfka ' nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod
meyeÈ,s f,i u Y%oaOdjg meñfKkak''' t;fldg wmg fmakjd fï jf.a lreKq" fï jf.a foaj,a fï hq.h ;=< wmg ord.kak neß o@ wmg mq¿jka fjkak ´fk' nqÿrcdKka jyakfiaf.a nqoaO foaYkd Y%jKh lroa§ wms;a fjfyi fjkak ´fk" myka is;la we;s lr.kak ´fk' tAldka;fhka u wms irK .sh nqÿrcdKka jykafia wryx jk fial' iïud iïnqoaO jk fial' úÊcd prK iïmkak jk fial' iq.; jk fial' f,dalú¥ jk fial' wkq;a;frda mqßi oïu idrÒ jk fial' i;a:d foajukqiaidkx jk fial' nqoaO jk fial' N.jd jk fial lsh, wmsg;a ;sfhkak ´fk ysf;a meye§ula' fyd|g úui,d f;areï .kak ´fk" wfma Ñ;a; m%idoh ;sfhkak ´fk nqÿrcdKka jykafia .ek hs' wksl nqÿrcdKka jyka f ia foa Y kd lr,d ;s f hka f ka fya ; = M, O¾uhla ' Wkajykafiaf.a O¾ufha fldfyaj;a ;sfhkjd o m%d¾:kdjlska hula bIaGfjkjd lsh,d' l%shdjlska ;uhs hula fjkia lrkafka' me;=ulska fkfjhs' b;ska tA ksid wms fï W.a. isgq;=ud jf.a fyd| meye§ula we;s lr.ka k ´fk' wmg neßo tA jf.a wdYap¾hj;a woaN+; ldrKdj,ska tllaj;a we;slr .kak' tlla yß we;slr .kak mq¿jka fjkak ´fk'

oyï wei my< lr .ksuq' B<Õg fofjks wdYap¾h woaN+; ldrKdj ;uhs fï oyï wei we;s lr .ekSu' fïl;a wmg mq¿jka fjkak ´fka' ±ka odkfha wdksixi okakj wms' iS,fha wdksixi;a okakjd' iaj¾.fha Wm; .ek wms ±ka f;dr;=re okakjd' ±ka fïl;a iaj¾.hla fk' ñksia f,dafl lshkafk;a iq.;shla' ÈjH f,dal lshkafka iq.;shla' lduhkaf.a wd§kj wms okafk keoao@ lduhkaf.a wd§kj wms okafk ke;akï wdfh ±k.kak l%uhl=;a kE' tA


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ÿ¾,N hq.hl ,enqKq ÿ¾,N wjia:djla''' ±ka wms .;af;d;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia jev isáoa§ wr W.a. isgq;=ud ;=< fï wdYap¾h woaN+; ldrKd we;sjqfka' kuq;a fï jk úg wmf.a Ydia;Dka jykafia msßksjka md,d' wmf.a Ydia;Dka jykafia ú;rla o msßksjka mEfõ@ kE' idßmq;a;" fud.a.,a,dk we;=¿ wiQ uy Y%djl ry;ka jykafia,d;a wfkl=;a uyry;ka jykafia,d ;a msßksjka md,d' wmg ±ka ry;ka jykafia,d ÿ¾,N u ld,hla' ud¾. M, ,dNSka ÿ¾,N u ld,hla' fï ldf, lshkafka fudlla o@ p;=rd¾h i;Hh wjfndaO lrkak uykais .kak tmd' Tfya .; lrk úÈyg .; lrkak' mxp iS,h /lalyu we;s' tfyu lshdf.k hk hq.hlfk wms fï O¾uh lshkafka' tfykï fï ldf,a jvd;a u wdYap¾h woaN+; keoao fï .=K we;s lr .ekSu' jvd;a wdYap¾h hs' woaN+; hs'

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is,a .=Koï /l hk u. ksjfka''' fï jf.a .=K wms we;s lr.kak ´fk' B<Õg ks;H iS,h yeáhg mxp YS,h rlsk tl mjd wdYap¾h hs" woaN+; hs' B<Õg fmdfydh Èk j, wIa G dx. Wfmda i : iS , h wd§ .= K O¾u /lf.k ukdfldg iS, iïmkakj jdih lrk fldg" tAj;a wisßu;a fï hq.fha' B<Õg odkd§ mskalï lsÍfï §" iajdóka jykafia,d weiqre lsÍfï §" O¾uh Wfoid muKla weiqre lsÍfï § wdYap¾h hs" woaN+; hs' B<Õg O¾uh Y%jKh lr," ;uka O¾u l:dj ukdfldg wykjd' tA iajdóka jykafia,d O¾uh lshkafka ke;akï" ;ud yß tA O¾uh lshkak ´fk' —iajdókS" uu wij,a foaYkdfj wij,a lreK bf.k .;a;d' nqÿrcdKka jykafia fï fï wdldrfhka fï lreK fmkakd jod
megf,kak kï tmdæ foúhka tlal l:dj kï b;ska wms w;ayßuq' tAl lrkak .sfhd;a wms megf,hs' Bg miafia foújre weú,a,d ug ±ka lugyka fokjd" uu ±ka Wäka lshhs Wmfoia .kafk' tfyu ud;a tlal weú,a,d lshmq wh bkakjd' b;ska tfyu tAl w;dßkjd' tAl W.a. isgq;=udg mq¿jka jqkdg tAl wms mg,jd.kak ´fk kE' tAl t;=udf.a jdikdj' tAl t;=udf.a msk' B<Õg wms O¾u ud¾.fha .uka lr, ixfhdack ±l, tA ixfhda c k m% y dKh lrka k l,a m kd lrka k ´fk' fudlo meyeÈ,sj wms okakjd ud¾.-M, ,dNSka" W.a. isgq;=ud msßksjka md,d ke;akï iuyr úg fïl wrf.k we;s' nUf,dj fk t;=ud bkafk' wúy" w;mamd" iqoiai" iqoiaiS" wlksÜG lshk iqoaOdjdi n%yau f,dal j,ska tll we;af;a' tA ksid fï t;=ud wo jqk;a wyf.k bkak mq¿jka fïl' tA ksid foújre fï f,dafl bkakjd' fï ñksia f,dalh ;=< ud¾.h ÈhqKq lr, ud¾.M, wjfndaO lr.;a; W;=ï ñksiqka foúhka w;r .sys,a,d bkakjd'

fï ÈjH f,dalj, bv ke;s fjk ld,h hs' iuyr foújre weú,a,d nqÿrcdKka jykafiag lshkjd"


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—Nd.Hj;= k a jyka i " foújre w;r f,dl= ÈjH f>da I djla me;s f rkjd nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia kula jev is á k ldf, nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia f .a O¾uh me;s f rk ldf, foõ ms ß i jeäfjkjd'˜ wehs foú ms ß i jeäfjka k fya ; = j @ fufyÈ O¾ufha yeisfrk msßi jeäùfuka tA wh urKska u;af;a foúhka w;r WmÈkjd' nqoaO Ydikh mßydks ld,hg iïmQ¾Kfhka u ÈjH f,dal ysiafj,d hkjd' foõ msßi ke;s fjkjd' mßydks ld,hg fudl o fjkafka@ msfrkjd fjk ;ekla' tA ;uhs wmdh' wmdh msfrkfldg hu rÊcqrefjd l,amkd lrkjd" —wd''' msßys,d fï tkafka˜ t;fldg wmsg fmakjd tfykï ñksiqka msßySfuka ksrh wdÈfha Wm; ,nkjd' ÈhqKq ùfuka ÈjH f,dalfha Wm; ,nkjd' wksl fïfl jákdlu ;sfhkafka O¾ufh' O¾uh;a tlal hkak ´fk' O¾uh ke;sj jqk;a flfkl=g ÈjH f,dafl bka k bv ;s f hkjd' ms k a mõ úYa j di lrf.k flfkla idudkHfhka odkd§ mskalï lrf.k Tlafldu w;yer,d hkjd' yenehs ÈjH f,dalfha .sys,a,d tfyka O¾uh wjfndaO lrkafka ke;akï" thd tAflka pq; fjkjd'

;djld,sl iemh yuqfõ ux uq,d fkd jkak ±ka wms ñksia f,daflg wdjd' fufy ukqiai lduh" ñksia iem ;s f hkjd' fïlg jiÕ fj,d .s y s , a , d O¾udjfnda O h w;yermq msßi .Kkska lshkak mq¿jka o@ fldaá .Kkska j;a lshkak neß;rï úYd, msßila ñksia f,daflg weú,a,d p;=rd¾h i;Hh w;Ermq wh' t;fldg p;=rd¾h i;Hh wjfndaO lr.kak wh ñksiqka w;rg wdmq whf.ka lSfhka lS fokd o lr.kafk' tAl foúhka w;r;a tfyu we;af;a' foúhka w;rg .sys,a,d tA iemhg jiÕ fjÉp wh we;s' kuq;a wr O¾uh fufyÈ mqreÿ lr,d .sh wh tfyïu u hkjd' b;ska tA ksid wms meyeÈ,sj f;areï .kak ´fk fïl' wms fï Ôú;h f.jkak ´fk O¾udjfndaO lrf.k fï O¾u ud¾.h ÈhqKq lrf.k hkakhs' t;fldg ±ka úfYaIfhka u fï O¾uh ÈhqKq lrkafka fïl foújre okakjd' fïl we;a;la o fndrejla o lsh,'

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l,lsks nqÿ flfkl=ka WmÈkafka''' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh l,d;=rlska ,efnkafka' fï ldf, ú;rhs' l,d;=rlska ,eìÉp tA O¾uh ,eìÉp ldf, ú;rhs wdOHd;a ñ l Èhq K q j la wms we;s l r.ka k ;s f hka f ka ' wms tA wdOHd;añl ÈhqKqj we;s lr.kak ´fk' úfYaIfhka u ±ka fï wkd.dó flfkla .ek fk l:d lf

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-máÉp iuqmamdohY%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks" wõfjka jeiafika mSvd ú|f.k wo wms uyfuõkdjg /ia jQfha Wodr woyila we;=jhs' tA ;uhs fï f.!;u nqoaO Ydikfha § fï W;=ï Y%S ioaO¾uh wjfndaO lr.kakjd lshk woyihs' fï f.!;u nqoaO Ydikfha § u wmg fï ixidrfhka w;añfokakg we;akï fldhs;rï fyd| o lshk woyihs' mskj a ;=k"s ;sßika wd;auNdj j, wms bmÈÉp ld, j, wkka;j;a wms wõfjka jeiafika mSvd úka|d' ±ka n,kak fï i;a;= wõfjka jeiafika mSvd ú¢k yeá' wms ixidf¾ wkka;j;a .x j;=rg wyqfj,d ;sfhkjd' tfyu ;uhs fï f.jmq ixidf¾' ,eõ .sks j,g wyqfj,d msÉpqk jdr wkka;hs' wms N+ñlïmd j,g wyqfj,d ueßÉp jdr wkka;hs' yÈis wk;=rej,g wyqfj,d ueßÉp jdr wkka;hs'

fï iif¾ yeá fufyuhs''' nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkakd §,d ;sfhkjd" fï ixidrfha .uka lroa§" tl i;ajfhla fndk ,o lsß m%udKh i;r uyd id.rfha c,hg jvd jeähs lsh,d' tfyu kï n,kak ±ka wms

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fïflka ksoyia fjkak mq¿jka wms yefudag u''' wms fïl wjfndaO lr.kak ;sfhkafka nqÿ rcdKka jykafia jod< máÉp iuqmamdoh ;=< hs' máÉp iuqmamdoh wjfndaO lr.;a f ;d;a wms g mxp WmdodkialkaOh wjfnda O lr.ka k mq¿jka' mxp WmdodkialkaOh wjfndaO lf

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l< l< foa - M, M, foa''' —iajdóks" uu ukqiai f,dafl ysáfha' ug f,dl= mq;d, fokafkla ysáhd' ux fï mq;d,f.a yhsh ys;g wrf.k uf.a iajdñhdj f.oßka tf,õjd' iajdñhd fjk lidohla lr.;a;d' tA fofjks lidfoa' tA fofjks ìß|g orefjla ,efnkak bkak fldg uu bßishd l
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mqxÑ iemhg /jfgkak tmd''' b;ska nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd fï bmÿkdg miafia wms fkdfhla wdldrfha ldhsl frda. j,g f.dÿre fjñka" fkdfhla wdldrfha udkisl frda. j,g f.dÿre fjñka ldhsl mSvd ú| ú| udkisl mSvd ú| ú| fï Ôúf;a f.jkak ;sfhkafka' fï Ôúf;a ;=< mqxÑ iemhla ;sfhkjd ;uhs' kuq;a tA mqxÑ iemh jf.a fkfjhs úYd, ÿlla ;sfhkjd' kuq;a fï mqxÑ iemhg uq,d fjk i;ajhd tA mqxÑ iemh m;df.k wr úYd, ÿlla wkqNj lrkjd' wka;sug fudlo fjkafka@ thd urKska u;af;a ksrfha yß fm%a; f,dalfha yß wmdfha .sfhd;a thdg msysg fjkak ljqrej;a kE'

crd urK yer fjk lsisjla wmg Wreu keoao@ fï ksid nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd ÿkakd" fï isoaO fjkafka fudlla o lsh,d ;ukaf.a Ôú;fhka fydh,d n,kak lsh,d' ±ka wms crdjg m;a fjkjd" jhig hkjd" uefrkjd' ±ka n,kak ys;,d wmsg weia frda. yefokafk keoao@ weia frda. yefokjd' lKa frda. yefokafk keoao@ lKa frda. yefokjd' kdifha frda. yefokjd" Èfõ - lfÜ frda. yefokafk keoao@ frda. yefokjd' fkdfhla wdldrfha frda. yefokjd' wmsg ys;g frda. yefokafk keoao@ ys;g frda. yefokjd' tfyu kï wmsg fï Tlafldu isoaO jqfka tl u fya;=jla ksid' nqÿrcdKka jykafia b;d u meyeÈ,sj foaYkd l
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wdYa j dohla ú¢ka g ys ; df.k wms tA mia f ia ÿjkjd' lK uq,alrf.k wdYajdohla ú¢kag ys;df.k ta miafia ÿjkjd' kdih uq,alrf.k wdYajdohla ú¢kag ys;df.k tA miafia ÿjkjd' Èj uq,alrf.k wdYajdohla ú¢kag ys;df.k tA miafia ÿjkjd' lh uq,alrf.k wdYajdohla ú¢kag ys;df.k tA miafia ÿjkjd' uki uq,alrf.k wdYajdohla ú¢kag ys;df.k tA miafia ÿjkjd' ±ka n,kak ys;," wms fï wdYajdohla ú¢kag mqreÿ fjÉp tl' ±ka n,kak wms fldhs;rï kï ys;ska ú|jkjd o@ fïfl we;sùula kEfk' wms wdYajdohla ú¢kak wmsg we;a;g u lkak neß lEu wms ys;ska yodf.k lkjd' wmsg we;a;g u w¢kak neß we÷ï wms ys;ska w¢kjd' wmsg we;a;g yod.kak neß f.j,a wms ys;ska yokjd' wms we;a;g .kak neß jdyk wms ys;ska .kakjd' wms we;a;g u f.jd .kak neß Ôú;hla wms ys;ska f.jkjd' tfyu kï wms fï ys; mdúÉÑ lr,d ;sfhkjd" ufkda f,dalhl úkaokhla ,nkak'

wjfndaO lrkjd kï bm§u''' fï ufkda f,da l hl úka o khla ,nka g mdúÉÑ lrk mdúÉÑh ksid ;uhs È.ska È.g u wms fï ixidrhg ne¢,d hkafka' wkak kqjK ;sfhk tlaflkd fï .ek ys;kjd' bmÿfka mskaj;=ks yhla' bmÿkq yh ;uhs" weia folla bmÿkd" lKa folla bmÿkd" kdihla bmÿkd" Èjla bmÿkd" lhla bmÿkd" ukila bmÿkd' fuka k fïjd ;uhs wfma wïu, ;d;a ; ,d biamsß;d, j, b|,d wrka wdfõ' wrka wdfõ fjk fudkj o@ ±ka tA ál ;uhs fï yeÈ,d jeä,d ;sfhkafka' ±ka fïl u ;uhs jhig hkafka' ±ka fïl u ;uhs f,v fjkafka' tAl u ;uhs ueß,d hkafka'

fï y;frka tllg WmÈkjd''' wka k nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia jod
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tA jf.a u fï f;;a mßirh ;=<" mKqfjd" uÿrefjda wdÈh WmÈkjd" tAlg lshkjd ixfiaoc Wm; lsh,d' uõ l=ij,a j, i;a;= WmÈkjd" ñksia uõ l=fia" w,skaf.a uõ l=fia" .jhkaf.a uõ l=fia" t¿jkaf. uõ l=fia" n,a,kaf.a uõ l=fia" n<¨kaf. uõ l=fia i;=ka WmÈkjd' tAlg lshkjd c,dnqc Wm; lsh,d' fï ;=fkka u f;drj;a WmÈkjd' wkak tAlg lshkjd ´mmd;slj WmÈkjd lsh,' t;fldg mskaj;=ks" wmsg ys;d u;d fïl k;r lrkak nE' iuyr úg wms fufyu u kskao hkjd jf.a uefrkak mq¿jka' iuyr úg WmÈk fldg wr y;frka tll ;uhs WmÈkafka' tlaflda wKavc Wm;la lrd hkjd' tlaflda ixfiaoc Wm;la lrd hkjd' tlaflda c,dnqc Wm;la lrd hkjd" tlaflda ´mmd;sl Wm;la lrd hkjd' fm%; a f,dalfha fm%; a hka WmÈkafka ´mmd;slj' fufyka yqiau ál hk fldg u ufkda ldh yefokjd" ´mmd;sl j fmf¾; f,dafl' ksrfha ksß i;=ka WmÈkafka ´mmd;slj' fu;kska yqiau ál hk fldg u thd ksrfha WmÈkjd ´mmd;slj'

isysk fkd fmfkkafk ry;ka jykafiag muKhs bmÿkdg miafia ;uhs ksrfha ksß i;a;= fuhdj wrf.k .sys,a,d o~qjï lrkafka' B<Õg foúhka WmÈkafka ´mmd;slj' ux fïl f;areï .kak Tng WodyrKhla lshkï' Tn ljqre;a ySk olskjd fka' ySfkka nh fjk wjia:d keoao@ ySfkka nh fjk wjia:d ;sfhkjd' t;fldg Tn okakjd o" Tng ySfkka f;afrkj o" fïl ySkhla" nh fjkak fohla kE' l,n, fjkak fohla kE lsh,d Tng fydh.kak mq¿jka o@ nE' wehs tA@ Tn isyskh ;=, bkakjd' Tn isyskh ;=< Ôj;a fjkjd' isysk fmakafk ke;af;a ry;ka jykafiag muKhs' wehs tA@ iïmQ¾Kfhka u uq,dfjka ÿre fjÉp ksid' flf,ia rys; ksid' wfkla ish¨ i;=ka fï ufkda f,dalh ;=< isysk jYfhkq;a Ôj;a fjkjd' ±ka t;fldg wms ys;uq ySfkka if;la Tnj t,jdf.k tkjd" Tng fífrkak mq¿jka o@ fï ySkhla' uu l,n, fjkak ´fk kE lsh,d Tng bkak mq¿jka o@ nE' wkak tA jf.a ;uhs ´mmd;slj bmÿkdu'


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fï Tlafldu ÿla j,g fya;=j ;uhs''' tA ksid nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd §,d ;sfhkjd" fï crd urK j,g" fï fidal je,mqï j,g" ldhsl mSvd j,g" udkisl mSvd j,g" ldhsl ÿla j,g" udkisl ÿla j,g" ldhsl frda. j,g" udkisl frda. j,g fï Tlafldg u fya;=j tlafld wKavc Wm;la' tlafld c,dnqc Wm;la' tfyu ke;akï ixfiaoc Wm;la' tfyu ke;akï ´mmd;slj bmfok tlla' fïl j,lajkak mq ¿ jka l u ;s f hka f k ;udg u hs ' ndys r flfkl= g fïl j,lajkak nE' ;uka u hs fïflka j,lajkak ;sfhkafk' tA j,lajk l%uh wo wms l:d lrkjd'

nqÿ iñ÷ Tn <. fkd fjo@ Tng kqjK ;sfhkjd kï Tng tAl lrkak mq¿jka' ndysr flfkl=g lrkak nE fïl' fïl Tng ú;r u hs lrkak mq¿jka' nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia Wmudjla foa Y kd l
wjfndaOfhka u ksoyia kï''' ±ka wms ÿla ú¢kjfka' wmsg ;ryd hkjd' wmsg wdYdj we;s f jkjd' wms g fYda l h we;s fjkjd' fïjd Tla f ldu

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we;sfjkafka fldfya o@ wfma isf;a we;s fjkafka' wfma isf;a fïjd we;sfjkafk ke;akï" wmsg ljqre nekak;a wmsg ;ryla hkafka ke;akï" wmsg fudk fudk fyd,auka fmkqk;a wmsg Nhla we;sfjkafka ke;akï" wmsg ljqre fudkjd ÿkak;a wmsg wdYdjla we;sfjkafk ke;akï" wms ksoyia fj,d o" ne¢, o@ ksoyia' tfykï tA ksoyi ,efnkafka tA yeu fohla flfrys u we;s wjfndaOfhka u hs' wjfndaOhla ke;akï we;sfjkafk kE' ±ka wms ljqre;a bmÈ,d bkakjd' fï bmÈ,d bkafka foúhka jykafia uj,d fkfjhs' wms fï bmÈ,d bkafka" wms fï leue;af;ka bmÈ,d fkfjhs' wms ljqre;a .;af;d;a tfyu ±ka bmÈ,d ;sfhk yeá wms ljqre;a iEySulg m;a fj,d kE" ±ka ,eì,d ;sfhk bm§u .ek' wms fudkjd yß wvqjla olskjd wfma Ôú; j,' wmg bmfokak lsh, .kak ;SrKh .kak ;sfhkafka wmg kï" wms fudlo lrkafka@ wms ;SrKh lrkjd" ug fï jf.a weia folla ´fk" ug fï jf.a fldKavhla ´fk" ug fï jf.a weÕla ´fk' ug fï jf.a fud
Wm;la lrd f.k wd Njh''' fïl isÿfjkafk Njh ksid' Nj mÉphd cd;s' Tn fyd|g u;l ;shd.kak wms bmfokafka l=ula ksid o@ Njh ksid' WmÈka f ka Njh ks i d kï" wms Njh f;a r eï .ka k ´fk' nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod

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yeÿkd u tAl wrEm Njh' fï Nj ;=k u odkak mq¿jka ixialdr lshk jpkhg'

ixialdr;a f;areï .ksuq' ±ka wms l¾u /ial
flaka;s .sfhd;a ksod.kak nE' ±ka l¾u úmdl fokjd ;=ka wdldrhlska' m
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wms <Õ u bkakd y;=rd''' ta jf.a u ;sfhkjd WmmÊcfõokSh úmdl' WmmÊcfõokSh úmdl lshkafka" B<Õ Ôú;fha ,efnk úmdl' wmsg fï ljqo fï m%dK>d;h lrmka lsh,d ndysr flfkla fkfuhs wmg lshkafka' fï ys; lshkafka' ys;g wdjd kï is;sú,a, wms lrkjd" ys;, n,kafk ke;sj' t;fldg i;=rd bkafka fldfyo@ wms <Õ' wmsg fydrlï lrmka lsh,d ys; lshkjd' ys; lshmq .uka wms lrkjd' wkak l¾uh yefokjd' wmsg jerÈ ldu fiajkfha fhÈhka lsh,d ys; lshkjd' lshmq .uka wms tal lrkjd' wkak l¾uh yefokjd' wmsg iqrdj mdkh lrmka lsh,d ys; lshkjd' lshk fldg u iqrd fndkjd' wkak ys; lshk tl lrkafka'

fí%la ke;s jdykh jf.a'''' isyh s ke;skï idudkH ys;l yeá thd okafk kE' fndrejla jqk;a lsh,d f.dvla fj,d .shdg miafihs okafka ux fï fndrejla fk lsõfj lsh,' iuyr úg fndrej lshk fj,dfj okakjd uu fï lshkafka fndrejla lsh,d" tA;a thdg kj;a;.kak nE' thd È.g u lshkjd' mreI jpk lshk fj,djg thd okakjd fïl fyd| kE lsh,d' kuq;a thdg tal kj;aj.kak nE' t;fldg fla,ï lshk fj,djg thd okakjd fïl fla,u lsh,d' kuq;a thdg tAl kj;aj.kak nE' fudlo fya;=j@ fuhdg ùßh;a kE' isysh;a kE' wkak ±lalfka" t;fldg n,kak idudkH Ôú; f.jk fldg l¾uh yefokafka ta úÈyghs' ´l ;uhs Njh lshkafka' wkak tA Njh yefok fldg fudlo fjkafka' ;ukaf.a Ôúf;a iïmQ¾Kfhka u yeÈ,d hkjd' b;ska wmsg fífrkak ;sfhkafka kqjK l,amkd lf

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ksjka olakd ;=rd yefok Njh''' ta ksid wmg Njh yeÈÉp ke;s fj,djla kE' Njh yefokafk ke;af; wry;ajhg m;a jqKd u hs' hï ojil wms ljqreyß wry;a jqfkd;a tA fudfydf;a b|,d Njh bjrhs' t;lï u Njh yefokjd' ±ka" fidajdka fjÉp tlaflkdg;a Njh yefokjd' yenehs ldu f,dalh ;=< i;r wmdfha jefgkafk ke;sj ;uhs WmÈkafk' ilod.dó fjÉp tlaflkdg;a Njhla yefokjd' tA flkd ñksia f,dafla fyda ÈjH f,dafl tl j;djla WmÈkjd' wkd.dó fjÉp tlaflkdg;a Njh yefokjd' tlaflda rEm Njh" tlaflda wrEm Njh' tA f,dafla .sys,a,d msßksjka mdkjd' ry;ka jykafiag Njh ksreoaOhs' tA ksid Wm;la lrd hkafka kE msßksjka mdkjd' tfykï mskaj;=ks" wms Wm;la lrd hk iajNdjfhka hqla;hs' tA ksid fïl nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh ;=
Njh yeÿfk wehs@ nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd" úmdl msKsi l¾u yefokjdfka wfma' fï Njhla yefokafka Wmdodk ksid' Wmdodkh" hïlsis fohlg .%yKh ùu" hï lsis fohlg ne£ hdu' fïlg ;uhs Wmdodk lsh,d lshkafka' tAl mskaj;=ks" wfkla foaj,a j,g jvd fjkia tlla' ±ka wms .;af;d;a" wfma weÕg uQksiaiula jÈkjd lshuq' ljqre yß fjä ;sh,d uQksiaiula wfma YÍrhg we;=¿ fjkjd' wmsg neßo fïl wrka odkak Tmf¾Ika lr,d' mq¿jka wrka odkak' Wmdodk lshkafk;a tA jf.a we;=¿ fjk tlla ;uhs' kuq;a tAl lD;su j wrka odkak nE' hï tl f,ais .ef,õjd weÕs,a,la

lsis foalg yiqjqkdg miafia ysf;ka tAl ,syd.kak tlla fkfjhs' we÷ula jf.a tlla kï" f;; jqKd" bjrhs' o;la jf.a tlla kï .,j,d ±ïud bjrhs' jf.a tlla kï lm,d ±ïud bjrhs'

fukak Wmdodk''' Wmdodk lshkafka tfyu tlla fkfjhs' Wmdodk lshkafka wms ukiska hulg .%yKh ùu' tA hula ukiska .%yKh ùu u;

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fidajdka jqfkd;a folla bjrhs''' ±ka hïlsis flfkla fidajdka jqfkd;a thdg fï Wmdodk folla ke;sj hkjd' ldu Wmdodk ;sfhkjd' ÈÜÀ Wmdodk ke;sj hkjd' iS , ín; Wmdodk ke;s j hkjd' w;a ; jdo Wmdodk ;sfhkjd' ilod.dó jqfkd;a ldu Wmdodk ;=kS fjkjd' wkd.dó jqfkd;a ldu Wmdodk m%ydKh fjkjd' ry;a jqkdg miafia w;a;jdo Wmdodk;a m%ydKh fjkjd' wkak t;fldg ^Wmdodk ksfrdaOd Nj ksfrdafOda& Wmdodk ke;akï Njhla kE' Njhla ke;akï bm§ula kE' tfykï wmg meyeÈ,sj fmakjd wms


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.%yKh fj,d isàu úYd, jYfhka wfma Ôú; j, wms ÿla ú¢kak wmsg fya;=jla fj,d ;sfhkjd'

wjfndaOhla lrd hkak olaI fjkak ´fk ±ka ´k foalÈ wms ÿla ú¢kafka yeu foalg u uqyqK §fï yelshdj ke;s ùfuka' oeka wms .ïuq wo ojfia" fj,djg wdydr .kak neßjqkd u fï weÕg uykaishla ±fkkafk ke;a o@ uykaishla ±fkkjd' weÕg mK kE jf.a ±fkkafk keoao@ mK kE jf.a ±fkkjd' ±ka n,kak wms fldÉpr lEj;a fõ,la jerÿfkd;a fjk foa fï YÍrhg' tfyu kï wmsg kqjK ;sfhkak ´fk wms fï lsisjlg nef|kafk ke;sj uqyqK §,d wfma Ôú;h wjfndaOhla lrd f.kshkak' wjfndaOhla lrd f.kshkak mq¿jka lu ´kE u kqjK ;sfhk flfkl=g we;s lr.kak mq¿jka' tA lshkafka wms ys; yodf.k fï Ôú;hg uQK fokak olaI jqfkd;a" ´fku flfkl=g fï Ôúf;a wjfndaO lrkak mq¿jka' ±ka wms .ksuq WodyrKhla úÈyg idudj;s ìijqkakdkafia we;=¿ ìijqka mkaiShla urKhg m;a jqfka msÉÑ,d' ud.kaÈhd lshk ìij tA msßi flfrys ;ryska tA ldur Tlafldu jy,d .sk; s í s nd' msÉÑ,d uerefKa' kuq;a msÉÑ,d uerefKa lsh,d wmdfha Wmkakd o@ kE' fldfyo Wmkafka' ÈjH f,dalfha Wmkafka' fudlo fya;=j@ ud¾.M, ,n,d ysáfha' wr LqÊcq;a;rd lshk Wmdisldj nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%dúldj idudj;S ìijf.a u,a f.fkk fiaúldj" idudj;S ìij yeuodu lyjKq y;rla fokjd u,a wrf.k tkak' fï LqÊcq;a;rd fudlo lrkafka@ lyjKq folla fydrlï lrkjd" lyjKq foll u,a wrka tkjd'

is,a iqj| úysÿjk l=iqu Tnhs ojila Lq Ê cq ; a ; rdg nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia j ols k a k g ,enqKd' O¾uh foaYkd lrkjd wykakg ,enqKd' fuhd .sys,a,d me;a;l b|,d wyf.k ysáhd' fuhd fidajdka jqkd' fidajdka jqkdg miafia fydrlï lrkafka kEfka" ud¾.M, ,dNSka' fudlo lf
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—wfka" foaùka jykai" u,aldrhd meyeÿkd fkfjhs' uu fydrlu w;ayeßhd˜ —WU fldfydu o fydrlu w;ayeßfh@˜ —uu nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh wjfndaO lr .;a;d' ug ±ka Ôúf;a f;afrkjd' uu wjfndaO lr.;a;d' uu lrk foa uu wrf.k hkjd' tA ksid uu lrkafk kE˜ lsõjd' idudj;sh lshkjd" —wfka LqÊcq;a;rd" ux ;j lyjKq y;rla fokjd' nK wyf.k weú,a,d ug wdmyq lshkak˜ lsh,'

Y%oaOdj we;s jqfka nqÿ iñ÷ka weiska ±l, fkfjhs t;fldg nqoO a ldf,a idudj;shg mq¿jka jqkd o nqÿ rcdKka jykafiaj olskak hkak' mq¿jka jqfka kE' ìijqka jykafia,dg mq¿jka jqkd o@ mq¿jka jqfka kE' LqÊcq;; a rd nK wyf.k weú,a,d Wia wdikhl jdäfj,d idudj;shghs wfkla whg hs nK lshkjd' fudlo@ tA lshkafka nK' wkak tAfl ;sfhkafka" fï wei wks;Hh hs lsh,d ys;k tlla' fï lK wks;Hh hs lsh,d ys;k tlla' fï kdih wks;Hh hs lsh,d ys;k tlla' fï Èj wks;Hh hs lsh,d ys;k tlla' fï lh wks;Hh hs lsh,d ys;k tlla' fï uki wks;Hh hs lsh,d ys;k tlla' fïl ;uka Èyd n,df.k ys;k tlla' idudj;sh m%Odk msßi fïl l
uf. ÿjg Tìk rEfma''' fudlo fya;=j" ud.kaÈhdf.a mshd kqjK ;snqKq flfkla' ,iaik l=udrfhla fyõjd ;ukaf.a ÿjg irK mdjd fokak' fydhdf.k hkfldg nqÿrcdKka jykafia .yla hg jev bkakjd ±lald' ±l,d l,amkd l

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wkak iqÿiq flkd bkakjd .yla hg jdä fj,d bkakjd ±lald lsh,' wms tlalrf.k huq lsh,d' ;ukaf.a ÈhKshj tlalrf.k .shd' .sys,a,d fudlo lf
ffjrhla - .sh ÿrla''' wkak tod ;uhs ud.kaÈhdf.a ys;g ffjrh we;s jqfka' ffjrh we;s fj,d ffjr ne|.;a;d' ffjr ne|.;a;dg miafia nqÿrcdKka jykafia ;a tlal ;j ljqre yß ys;j;a kï th;a tlal;a ffjrhs' ±ka wfma ysf;a keoao fï iajNdjh' ±ka wms ljqreyß flfkla tlal ;ry kï" tA ;ryd tlaflkd fjk flfkla tlla hd¨ fjkjd kï wms th;a tlal;a ;ryd tkjd' ud.kaÈhd fudlo lf
oyu ±yeñhd rlS - Oïfuda yfõ rlaL;s OïupdÍ idudj;s h ìijq k a k dka f ia , dg ls õ jd" ±ka fma k jfka ixidfr yeá' ±ka wms wks;H jYfhka" ÿla jYfhka" fï wei" lK" kdih" Èj" lh n,df.k wms isysfhka uefruq lsõjd' isysfhka uereKd' ljqo /lafla @ O¾uh hs' O¾uh ;snqfk ke;akï tfyu lrk fldg ffjrh yg .kafka keoao@ ;ry yg .kafka keoao@ ffjrhla" ;ryla yg.;a; kï" .sys,a,d ksrfha WmÈkafka keoao@ ;sßika fhdaksfha WmÈkafka keoao@ fï yeu tflka u ñÿfka O¾uh ;snqKq ksid' fukak fï ksid fï O¾uh ukdfldg f;areï .ekSfï yelshdj wmg ;sfhkak ´fk' b;ska nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾ufha wms fyd|g f;areï .kak ´fk Wmdodk lshkafka fudlla o lsh,d' Wmdodk lshkafka hïlsis foalg .%yKh ùu" hïlsis foalg yiqùu'

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±ka wms lduhg yiqfj,d" oDIaáj,g yiqfj,d" iS,jD; j,g yiqfj,d" uu ±l,d ;sfhkjd bkaÈhdfõ bkakjd iuyre uq¿ Ôú; ld,fha u tl w;la Tijdf.k bkakjd' iuyre uq¿ Ôú; ld,fha u ;ks ll=f,ka ysgf.k bkakjd' iuyre uq¿ Ôú; ld,fha u tl jpkhla j;a l:d lrkafk kE' fïjd Tlafldu iS,ín; mrdudi j,g whs;s fjkjd'

is; úuikafk fï .ek u hs b;ska nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd jod
wms isysfhka fkd isáfhd;a''' fukak fïl ;uhs ;Kaydj lshkafka' ±ka wms flfkl=g tlmdr ;Kaydj ke;sj bkak lsh,d lsõjg mq¿jka o tlmdrg u tAl lrkak' nE' ±ka ys; weÈ,d hk iajNdjhla yeÈ,d ;sfhkjd' fï ys; weÈ,d hk iajNdjh yeÈ,d ;sfhk ksid fï ;Kaydj yg.kakjd' wms isysfhka ysáfh ke;akï fïl olskak nE' ±ka nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾ufha foaYkd lrkafka fï ys; weÈ,d hk iajNdjh ke;s lrkak lsh,d' ys; weÈ,d hk iajNdjh ke;s lf

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úmdl yefokafk kE' ysf;ka ys;=jg úmdl yefokafk kE' tfyu kï fï Tlafldu yefokafka fï wms ;=< yeÈ,d ;sfhk ms
ljod kï wms ksoyia fjuq o@ b;ska nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd jod
wl=i,a f.dv lr.y.kak fjkjd' ±ka fïl fldÉpr Nhdklhs o lshkafka fï ysf;a iajNdjh wkqkaf.a iïm;a flfrys wfma is; we¨kd u wms leu;s fjkjd tA flkdf.a urKh mjd' —wd''' fuhd uerefKd;a fïl ug whs;s lr.kak mq¿jka' fuhdg lrorhla jqfkd;a" ug fïl whs;s lr.kak mq¿jka' fuhd fïl od,d hkjd kï fldÉpr fyd| o@ fuhdg fïl tmd fjkjd kï fldÉpr fyd| o@˜ fï Tlafldu we;sfjkafka uki ls¨gq ùfuka' tA jf.a u ysf;a we;sfjkjd ffjrh" fl%daOh" m
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ñiÈgq núka u;a fj,d - fkd ±uqKq is;ska hq;= B<Õ tl fï Ôú;fha isÿjkafka fudlla o lsh,d thdg wjfndaOhla kE' wjfndaOhla ke;s ksid thd fuf,djla ms
ñksiaiq y;a fofkla f.ka u .=álk hj lr,a ñáh jf.a''' nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod,d tAl yßhg" y;r ux ykaÈhl ñksiaiq yh fofkla bkakjd' fï ñksiaiq yh fokd hj ñáhla y;r ux ykaÈfha ;sh,d fï hj ñáhg fmd¨ yhlska .ykjd' fmd¨ yhlska .ykak" .ykak fudlo fjkafka fï hj ñáhg' fyd|g ;ef,kjd' t;fldg fudlo fjkafka@ fï fmd¨ yfhka .y,d bjr fjÉp .uka ;j f,dl= fmd,a, wrka y;afjks ñksyd tkjd' weú,a , d tA y;a f jks ñks y d tA fmd,a f ,ka .ykjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod,d fï Ôú;h;a tA jf.a lsh,d'

wdfhu;a WmÈkak leu;shs wefyka rEm ±l,d" flfkla fkdfhla wdldrfha ÿla fodïkia ú¢kjd" lfKka Yío wy,d fkdfhla wdldrfha ÿla fodïkia ú¢kjd" kdifhka .| iqj| wd>%dKh lr,d fkdfhla


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wdldrfha ÿla fodïkia ú¢kjd" Èfjka ri ú|,d fkdfhla wdldrfha ÿla fodïkia ú¢kjd" lhg ,efnk myi ksid fkdfhla wdldrfha ÿla fodïkia ú¢kjd" is;g isf;k foaj,a ksid fkdfhla wdldrfha udkisl mSvdj,a ú¢kjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia jodf
wdfhu;a wm w;r u bmfoajd æ thd l,amkd lrkjd" —wfka uf.a fï orefjd ál wdmyq ug ,efnkak ´fk' uf.a fï uqKqnqfrda" ñKsìßfhda wdmyq ug ,efnkak ´fk' ug WmkQmka wd;au j, uf.a iajdñhd yïn fjkak ´fk' ug WmkQmka wd;au j, uf.a ìß| uqK .efykak ´fk' wms Tlafldu wdfh tl u mjq,l yïnfjkak ´fk˜ hj ñáh ;,kjd' hj ñáh ;, ;,d bkakjd jf.a wdfhu;a wr y;afjks fmd,a,lska .ykj jf.a wdfhu;a Wm;la lrd hkak leu;shs'

nqÿ iñ÷ ±l ±l;a - ksjka fkdÿgq wh''' wdfhu;a Wm;la lrd hkak leu;s tlaflkd ljodj;a ksjk wjfndaO lrdú o@ ljodj;a ksjk wjfndaO lrkafk kE thd' ffu;%S nqÿrcdKka jykafia ÿgqj;a ksjk wjfndaO lrkafka kE thd' nqÿrcdKka jyakfia fmks fmkS ksjk wjfndaO lrkafk kE thd' nqÿ rcdKka jykafia fmks fmkS ksjk wjfndaO fkd lrmq msri uy;a rdYshla ysáhd' nqÿrcdKka jyakfia O¾uh foaYkd lroa§ tA O¾uh wy,d tA O¾uhg neK neK .sh uy;a rdYshla ysáhd' tA ksid kqjK ;sfhk flkd ú;r u hs fï O¾uh w,a,d .kafka' kqjK ;sfhk flkd ú;r u hs fï O¾uh wjfndaO lr.kafka' nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd jod
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wdfhu;a olskakg wdihs''' ±ka Tkak Tn nvq wrf.k u¨ folla wrf.k lfâ .syska tkjd' t;fldg biairyg jhil wdÉÑ flfkla fldKafv;a wjq,a lrf.k" u,a,;a wrf.k biairyg tkjd' ±ka Tng fï wdÉÑj u;l ysàú o@ .kka .kafk kE tA rEmh' Tn;a biairyg hkfldg Tfí biairyg tkjd" È. kS, flaI l,dmhla ;sfhk" tA fldKafv u,a .ji,d rkajka mdg YÍrhla we;s b;d mshlre fk;a hq.,la we;s" rkajka fifrmamq folla odf.k yev ood tlaflfkla tkjd biairyg' ±ka wr wdÉÑ Èyd n,kafk ke;s Tng wr rEfm fmakjd' fmksÉp .uka fudlla o fjkafka' wkak weyehs rEmh hs" ú[a[dKh hs tl;= fjkjd' tl;= fjÉp .uka u úkaokhla yg .kakjd' —Id''' ,iaik tlaflfkla˜ lsh,d Tfí is; weÈ,d hkjd' t;fldg u Tfnka myqfjkjd thd' Tn fudlo lrkafka@ wr nvq u¨;a ;sh,d wdmiaig yeß,d n,kjd" —ljqo thd@ fldfyo hkafka thd" fldfya tlaflfkla o@˜ wkak tfyu ;uhs fï ys; hkafka' ±ka B<Õg Tn lfâlg hkjd' ri leú,s .kak' ri leú,s .kak .shd u tA lfâ tlaflkd pQá lE,a,la §,d lshkjd' fukak fïl ld,d n,kak lsh,d' Tn fudlo lrkafka" tA ri leú,s lE,a, wrf.k lgg od,d ymkjd' t;fldg fudlo fjkafka@ ri jefgkjd' Bg miafia Tn wykjd fïl lSh o lsh,' Bg miafia thd lshkjd fïl fuÉpr .dKhs lsh,d' Bg miafia thd fjk cd;shla §,d lshkjd fïflkq;a ld,d n,kak lsh,d' Bg miafia Tn fudlo lrkafka taflkq;a ld,d n,kjd' fudlo jqfka@ Èj hs" rih hs" ú[a[dKh hs tl;= jqkd' Èj hs" rih hs" ú[a[dKh hs tl;= jqk .uka u fudlo jqfka@ wkak ú£ula yg.;a;d' ta ú£ug Tfí ys; weÈ,d hkjd' Tfí ys; weÈ,d .sh tl lSh o lsh,d wykjd" Tn tAl .kakjd'


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foijka mskùu''' Yíoh;a tA jf.a' Tn hkjd lfâlg' .shd u Tn wdi lrk .S;hla frfldaâ lr,d od,d fokjd' fïl fyd| o lsh,d wykjd' t;fldg lK hs" Yíoh hs" ú[a[dKh hs tl;=fjkjd' ú¢kjd' Tfí ys; weÈ,d hkjd" wkak tAl Tn b,a, .kakjd' tfyu kï mskaj;=ks" wms fï ys; weÈ,d hkafka úkaokhla ,enQ foalg hs' yenehs fïl f;areï .kak ;sfhkafka ;ud ;=,ska' ndysr flfkla ;=,ska fkfjhs' wfma ys; weÈ,d hkafka fudflag o@ úkaokhla ,efnk foalg u hs ys; weÈ,d hkafka' úkaokhla ,efnkafka ke;akï tAlg ys; weÈ,d hkafk kE' kuq;a mskaj;=ks" ±ka n,kak ys;,d" wfma ys; O¾uhg weÈ,d hkjd' O¾uhg weÈ,d hkafka wehs@ wkak tAl ;uhs O¾ufha ;sfhk wdYap¾h h' ±ka wms .;af;d;a ix.S; ixo¾Ykhl § tA isxÿ wy,d kg,d bjr jqkd u thdg úYd, fjfyila" úYd, uykaishla" úYd, y;shla b;=re fjkjd' fudlla o fï lsh,d yssf;kjd' O¾uh Bg fjkia tlla' O¾uh wy,d bjr jqkd u thdg wjÈjqkd jf.a w¨;ska thdg m%dKhla" f,dl= iekis,a,la" f,dl= Yla;shla ,efnkjd' wkak tAlhs fï O¾ufha ;sfnk fjki'

O¾uhg ys; weÈ,d hkafka wehs@ b;ska mskaj;=ks" nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod
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fldg wms wjOdkfhka bkakjd lsßfydoao W;=rhs o lsh,d' tA jf.a wjOdkhla fkfjhs fï lshkafka' wms fu;k wjOdkh lshkafka isyf s hka bkakjd lfha we;a; .ek' wms isyf s hka bkakjd ú£ï ,efnk fldg ú£ï .ek' wms isysfhka bkakjd fï wfma is; .ek' wms isysfhka bkakjd fï fjkia jk foa y÷kdf.k' fukak fï isysh ;uhs i;smÜGdkh' wkak tA i;smÜGdkfha msysgqjd.kak mq¿jka tlaflkd fï isf;a fï iajNdjhg bv fokafk kE' wkak thd ùßh we;slr.kakjd' ùßh we;s lr.;a;d u mqÿu úÈyg wmsg fï Ôúf;a ch .kak mq¿jka' ´kEu ÿIalr wjia:djlg wmsg uQK fokak mq¿jka' b;ska Tfí fï yelshdj mdúÉÑ lrkak fï O¾u ud¾.h ÈhqKq lr.kak' ±ka wmsg nv.skk a tkjd" msmdih tkjd bjikak mqreÿ fjkak ´fk' jeiai tkjd" wõj tkjd" bjikak mqreÿ fjkak ´fk' fï Tlafldu bjiqj yelshs' kskaod wmydi tkjd" tAj bjikak mqreÿ fjkak ´fk' fkdfhla wdldrfha wN+; fpdaokd tkjd' tAjd bjikak mqreÿ fjkak ´fk' fï bjikak mqreÿ fjñka wms tA u;af; kyskak fyd| kE' fudlo wms lrkak ´fk fï Ôú;h wjfndaO lr.kakhs'

fukak fufyu ys;kak mqreÿfjkak m%Yakhla tkfldg ys;kak fufyu' uu bmÿKq ksid ;uhs fufyu jqqfka' bmÿfka ke;akï fufyu fjkafka keyefka' B<Õg ys;kak uu bmÿfka Njhla ;snqKq ksid fka' Njhla ;snqfk ke;akï bmfokafka kEfka' B<Õg ys;kak Njhla yeÿfka Wmdodk ksid fka' Wmdodk ke;akï Njhla kEfka' B<Õg ys;kak Wmdodk ;snqfka ;Kaydj ksid fka' ;Kaydjla ke;akï Wmdodk kEfka' uf.a fï ys; weÈ,d .sfha úkaokhla ksid fka' ú£ula ke;akï ;Kaydjla kEfka' uf.a ys;g fï úkaokh wdfõ iam¾Yh ksid fka' iam¾Yh ke;akï ú£ula kEfka' iam¾Yhla yeÿfka nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod
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fõokdj kduhla' ix{dj" y÷kd.ekSu kduhla' ixialdr" ta lshkafka fÉ;kdj' fÉ;kdj lshkafka l¾uh hs' ±ka Tn fyd|g ys;,d n,kak weia ms,a,ulaj;a .ykak nE fÉ;kdjla my, lrkafk ke;sj' fÉ;kdjla my, lrkafk ke;=j weia ms,a,ula .ykak mq¿jka o n,kak' fÉ;kdjla my, lr, hs weia ms,a,ula .ykafka' tÉpr fõ.fhka fï fÉ;kdj l%shd;aul fjkjd' fï fÉ;kdj ;uhs l¾uh' fï fÉ;kdj uq,alrf.k ;uhs wms lhska l%shd lrkafka" jpk l:d lrkafka" ukiska ys;kafka' fï ksid tA Tlafldu kdu' t;fldg kdu lsh,d lshkafka fõokd" ix{d" fÉ;kd" Miai" ukisldr' ukisldr lsh,d lshkafka fï uki l%shd;aul ùu' ±ka uu talg lshkakï f;afrk tlla' ±ka Tn .ukla hkjd' Tn .ukla hkafka wij,a lfvka fï nvqjla .kak hkjd lsh,d mhska hkjd' hkfldg Tn fjk l,amkdjl jefgkjd' ±ka lfâ biairyska hkjd' kuq;a Tng nvqj .kak mq¿jka jqkd o@ kE' tAlg fya;=j fudlla o@ wkak''' tAl Tfí ukig tkafk kE' ±ka Tng lfâ fmakjd' fmkqkg Tng ´fk ldrKh ys;d .kak nE' wehs Tfí ukisldrh fjk me;a;lg fhduq fj,d' fï jf.a lshkjd fï wNHka;rfha kdu rEmhkaf.a l%shdldÍ;ajh' wei" lK" kdih" Èj" lh" uki lshk wdh;k yh u mj;skafk fya;=jla ksid'

kdu rEm mj;skafka ú[a[dKh ksi hs' B<Õg nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia jod
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me, isgqùfï uyd ;rÕh''' wkak tA jf.a ;uhs wms wefyka rEmhla olskjd' wms wefyka rEmhla olsk fldg u ú[a[dKh me,fjkjd' lfKka Yíohla wyk fldg u ú[a[dKh me,fjkjd' kdifhka .| iqj| wd>%dKh lrk fldg u ú[a[dKh me,fjkjd' Èfjka ri ±fkk fldg u ú[a[dKh me,fjkjd' lfhka myi ±k.kak fldg u ú[a[dKh me,fjkjd' ukig is;=ú,a,la isf;k úg u ú[a[dKh me,fjkjd' fï me,fjk ú[a[dKh ueß,d hkak kï" ;Kaydj ke;=j hkak ´fk' ys; weÈ,d hkafka ke;akï ú[a[dKh ueß,d' rEm ;Kayd kE' Yío ;Kayd kE' .kaO ;Kayd kE' ri ;Kayd kE' iam¾Y ;Kayd kE' Oïu ;Kayd kE' tA lshkafka ú[a[dKh ueß,d' tfyu kï ú[a[dKh È.ska È.g u mj;skf a ka máÉp iuqmm a doh ;=
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tA wúoHdj uq,a lrf.k ixialdr yefokjd' ixialdr ksid ú[a[dKh yefokjd' ú[a[dKh ksid kdu-rEm yefokjd' kdu-rEm ksid wei" lK" kdih" Èj" lh" uki yefokjd' wei" lK" kdih" Èj" lh" uki ksid iam¾Yh yefokjd' iam¾Yh ksid ú¢kjd' ú¢k foag ys; weÈ,d hkjd' ys; weÈ,d .sh foag wms wyqfjkjd' wyqfj,d wms lfhka l%shd lrkjd" jpkfhka l%shd lrkjd' ukiska l%shd lrkjd' t;fldg úmdl fokak l¾u yefokjd' úmdl fokak l¾u yefok ksid WmÈkjd' WmÈk ksid wms fï Tlafldg u uQK fokak ´fk'

biafi,a,d u lrkak ´fk fudlla o@ t;fldg wms biafi,a,d u lrkafka ;Kaydj ke;s lsÍu fkfjhs' wms biafi,a,d u lrkafka fu;k isÿfjkafka fukak fï foh hs" fukak fï l%shdldÍ;ajh ;uhs fu;k ;sfhkafka lsh,d ;ukaf.a Ôúf;a l%shdldÍ;ajh úui,d n,kjd' máÉp iuqmamdoh úui,d n,kjd' úui,d n,kfldg fuhdg wjfndaO lr.kak mq¿jka fjkjd fï crd urK Tlafldu bm§u fya;= lrf.khs ;sfhkafka' bm§ula ke;akï crd urK kE lsh,' bmfokafka tlaflda ì;a;rhla wiafia" tlaflda f;;a mßirhl" tfyu ke;akï uõ l= i l" tfyu ke;a k ï ´mmd;s l j' fï ls i s u wdldrhls k a WmÈkafk ke;akï crd urK kE' WmÈkafka l=ula ksid o@ Njhla ksid' ldu Njh" rEm Njh" wrEm Njh ;sfhk ksihs WmÈkafka' ldu Njh" rEm Njh" wrEm Njh ke;akï bm§ula kE' ldu Njh" rEm Njh" wrEm Njh ke;akï" bm§ula ke;akï" tfyu kï wmg f;afrkjd wms ksoyia fjkak ´fk ljod yß fï ldu Njfhka" rEm Njfhka" wrEm Njfhka' ldu Njh" rEm Njh" wrEm Njh yefokafk kE Wmdodk ke;akï' Wmodk ksihs fïl yefokafk' Wmdodk ke;akï Njh yefokafk kE' Wmdodk yefokafk kE" tA lsõfõ fïjdg yiqfjkafk kE' nef|kafk kE' .%yKh fjkafk kE' fïjdg ys; weÈ,d .sfha ke;akï' ys; weÈ,d hkafka ;Kaydfjka' ;Kaydfjka ys; weÈ,d hkafk ke;akï wms ksoyia'

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hkafk kE' ú¢kafk iam¾Yh ksid' iam¾Yh ke;akï ú£ula kE' t;fldg iam¾Yh we;sfjkafka wdh;k yhla ksid' fï weila ke;akï" lKla ke;akï" kdihla ke;akï" Èjla ke;akï" lhla ke;akï" ukila ke;akï ljqo bkafka iam¾Yhla ,nkak' lsis fohla kE' kdu rEm ke;akï wdh;k yhla kE' t;fldg nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia fmka k ,d fokjd ú[a [ dKfha l% s h dldÍ;a j hla ke;a k ï kdu rEm kE' B<Õg nq ÿ rcdKka jykafia fmkajkjd" wdYajdi m%dYajdi ke;akï" wúoHd iy.; ú;lal úpdr ke;akï" wúoHd iy.; ye¢kSï" ú£ï ke;akï fï máÉp iuqmamdoh ke;sfj,d hkjd'

úoHdj my< fjkjd''' tfyukï wúoHdj ke;sfjkak úoHdj my< fjkak ´fk' úoHdj my< fjkj lshkafka mskaj;=ks" fudlla o@ p;=rd¾h i;Hh O¾uh wjfndaO lr .ekSu ;uhs" úoHdj my< ùu' fukak fï úoHdj my< lr .ekSu wfma Ôú; j,g lr.kak mq¿jka fohla' wkak tAl lr.;af;d;a mskaj;=ks" ;u ;uka úiska ;u ;uka ;=
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urKska miqj lrkak b;sß lr.kak tmd'' tAlhs wms fndfyda úg lshkafka fï uereKg miafia fok mdxY= l+f,ka fkfjhs ukqIHfhla iqjm;a lrkafka' uereKg miafia fok odkj,ska fkfjhs ukqIHfhla iqjm;a fjkafka' uefrkak biafi,a,d thd Ôúf;a ;uka úiska yod .kak ´fk' ±ka wms uereKg miafia wms odfk fokjfka' fm%a; f,dalfha ysáfhd;a ú;rhs wkqfudaoka fjkafka' ksrfha tfyu ysáfhd;a wkqfudaoka fjkafka kE' ;sßika wmdfha bmÿfkd;a tA;a wkqfudaoka fjkafk kE' ñksia f,dafla bmÿfkd;a tA;a wkqfudaoka fjkafk kE' tA ksid urKhg m;a fjÉp tlaflfkla iïnkaOfhka odfk §,d mskafokak ´fk' kuq;a uefrkak biafi,a,d u thd ±k .kak ´fk" iq.;sfha Ôúf;a yß.iai.kak'

iq.;sfha hkak Ôú;h yod.kak nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd fï iq.;sh lrd hk Ôúf;a fukak fï jf.a tlla lsh,d" ojila uydkdu lsh,d nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia f .a .s y s ldf,a ifyda o rfhla " YdlH l= u drfhla ' nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia j neyeols k a k weú,a , d nqÿrcdKka jykafiag lshd ysáhd" —iajdókS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" uu k.rhg .shdg miafia k.rfha fjf
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nqÿ iñ÷ ke;s f,djla ug tmd''' tA ksid wmg yeu ;siafia u ;sfnkafka wmyiqj;a" wk;=r;a ñila" myiqjla /ljrKhla fkfjhs' tA ksid wms l< hq;af;a jy jyd u mr;akh" ud¾.M, ,dNS Y%djl ix>r;akh yer fjk lsis u msßila irK hkak tmd' fuka k fï ;s i rKfha ms y s g ,d" B<Õg wms iS , hls k a iukaú; fjkak ´fk' fudlla o iS,h@ ys;du;d u i;=ka urkak tmd' tAl iS,hla' ldf.j;a fohla" ;ukag §mq ke;s fohla .kak tmd' tAl iS,hla' jerÈ ldu fiajkfha fhfokak tmd' tAl iS,hla' fndre lshkak tmd' tAl iS,hla' iqrd mdkh lrkak tmd' u;afjk foaj,a mdkh lrkak tmd' tAl iS,hla'

iir ÿla f.jkakg - iod;ksl iem ,nkakg''' b;ska fï jf.a iS,hl msysg,d f;rejka irK msysáhdg miafia fïl ;uhs" fidajdka fjÉp wd¾h Y%djlfhl=f.a uQ,sl iajNdjh' tAl ;uhs nqÿ rcdKka jykafia flfrys fkd fi,afjk m%idoh' fudlla o fï fkd fi,afjk iajNdjh lshkafka' O¾uh yßhg ,enqfka ke;skï" wms fudlo lrkafka@ wO¾uh ,enqKd u yQñá ;shkjd' yQñá ;shkjd lshkafka fudlla o@ nqÿrcdKka jykafiag ljqre yß fodia lshk fldg tAl;a we;a; u hs lshkjd' O¾uhg fodia lshk fldg fyd| jefâ lshkjd' ix>hdg fodia lshk fldg fyd| jefâ lshkjd' fï fudkj o fï lshkafka@ yQñá ;sfhkjd lshkafka fïl ;ud' tfyu lrkafk kE wfõÉp m%idofhka bkak flkd' tA ksid fï mskaj;=ka f;rejka flfrys fkd fi,afjk m%idohla we;slr f.k fida;dm;a;s wx. we;s lrf.k fï f.!;u nqoaO Ydikfha" fï Ôú;fha fidajdka fjkak uykais .kak' ;uka f.a mrf,dj Ôúf;a .ek fmdâvla j;a nh fjkak tmd' Bg miafia ;ukaf.a Ôúf;ag p;=rd¾h i;Hh O¾uh wjfndaO lrf.k fï f.!;u nqoaO Ydikfha u p;=rd¾h i;HdjfndaOfhka


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iïud ÈÜÀh lshkafka fudlla o@ tod nqÿrcdKka jykafia ieje;a kqjr fÊ;jkdrdufha jev is á hd' lÉpdkf.d;a ; ls h k ia j dóka jyka f ia nq ÿ rcdKka jykafiaj neyeolskakg jevu lr,d nqÿrcdKka jykafiag wdorfhka jkaokd lr,d jdäfj,d fukak fï m%Yakh wykjd' —îïud ÈÜÀ iïud ÈÜÀ;s Nka f ;a jq É p;s & ia j dókS " Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" iïud ÈÜÀh iïud ÈÜÀh lsh,d lshkjd' ^ls;a;dj;dkq fLda Nkaf;a iïud ÈÜÁ fyda;sZ;s& iajdókS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" iïud ÈÜÀh we;sfjkafka fldfyduo@˜


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;sfhkafka ndysßka tk wk;=rg kshu m%;sl¾u fhdod.kak ;sfhk Yla;sh ke;akï'

m%Yakh bjr fjkak kï''' f,daflda;a;r iïud ÈÜÀh lrd .shdu tA m%Yakh bjr fjkjd' f,daflda;a;r iïud ÈÜÀh lrd .shdg miafia tl tlaflkd fudkjd lSj;a ;uka tAl fyd|g f;dar,d" fír,d .kakjd' tAlhs f,daflda;a;r iïud ÈÜÀfha úfYaI;ajh' thd fhdaksfida ukisldrh;a okakjd' wfhdaksfida ukisldrh;a okakjd' t;fldg ndys ß ka hula Y% j Kh lroa § wfhda k s f ida ukisldrhg jefgkjd kï th Y%jKh lsÍu fya;=fjka thd okakjd ud tAl Y%jKh fkd l< hq;=hs' tAl ug wys; msKsi ÿla msKsi mj;skjd' uu th neyer l< hq;=hs lsh,d wd¾h iïud ÈÜÀhg meñKq k flkd tA l neyer lrkjd' t;fldg tA l= i ,;djh ms y s á hdu ;uhs iïmQ ¾ Kfhka u /ljrKh ;sfhkafka'

f,daflda;; a r iïud ÈÜÀh lshkafka fudlla o@ f,daflda;a;r iïud ÈÜÀh nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkafka ^ÿlafÄ [dKx" ÿlaL iuqofha [dKx" ÿlaL ksfrdafè [dKx" ÿlaL ksfrdaO .dñKS mámod [dKx& ÿl .ek ;sfhkakd jQ wjfndaOh" ÿl yg.kak fya;=jk lreKq .ek we;s wjfndaOh" ÿl ksreoaO ùu .ek we;s wjfndaOh" ÿl ksreoaO ùu msKsi mj;sk ud¾.h .ek we;s wjfndaOh' fïl ;uhs f,daflda;a;r iïud ÈÜÀh' ±ka nqÿrcdKka jykafia wkak tA iïud ÈÜÀh fjkia wdldrhlska úia;r lrk úÈyla fï iQ;%fha lshkafka' fïfla iïud ÈÜÀh úia;r lrkjd yß wuq;= ,iaik ms < s f j,lg' nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia fï iïud ÈÜÀh úia ; r lrkafka máÉp iuqmamdoh w¾: jYfhka wjfndaO lr.kak Wmldr fjk úÈyghs'

oDIaÀ folla ksid f,dalh u le<ô,d''' lÉpdkf.d;a; iajdóka jykafia nqÿrcdKka jykafia <Õg .syska nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.ka wykjd" —iajdókS" Nd.Hj;=ka

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jykai" iïud ÈÜÀ" iïud ÈÜÀ lsh, lshkjd' fldmuKlskao iajdókS" iïud ÈÜÀh we;sfjkafka@˜ yß ,iaikg nqÿrcdKka jykafia fïflÈ meyeÈ,s lrkjd" —ôajhx ksiaisf;da flda hx lÉpdk f,daflda fha N+hsfhak w;aÓ;x fÉj k;aÓ ;x p& lÉpdk fï f,dal i;ajhd fndfyda fihska oDIaÀ folla weiqre lrf.k jdih lrkjd' ^w;aÓ ;x fÉ j k;aÓ ;x p& we; lshk oDIaÀh;a" ke; lshk oDIaÀh;a'˜

we;'''' ke;''''' fudllao yß@ we; lshk oDIaÀh ;=< n,mj;ajkafka Ydiaj; oDIaÀh hs' Ydiaj; oDIaÀh lshkafka urKska u;af;a hï lsis ;ekl fjkia fkd ù iodld,slj bkakjd lshk oDIaÀh' B<Õ tl ke; lshk oDIaÀh' urKska u;af;a lsisjla u ke; lshk oDIaÀh' urKska u;af;a ish,af,da u WÉfþohg m;ajkafkah" is£ jekiS hkafka h lshk tl' tAlg lshkafka WÉfþo oDIaÀh' fï ;sfnkakd jQ wd;auh urKska u;af;a ke;s fj,d hkjd' fudlj;a u ke;sfj,d hkjd lshkjd' t;fldg fï Ydiaj; oDIaÀh;a" WÉfþo oDIaÀh;a lshk oDIaÀ fofla ;uhs fï f,dal i;ajhd fndfyda fihska jdih lrkafka' ±ka wms .;af;d;a foaj ks¾udK jd§ wd.ï j, ;sfhkafka urKska u;= tA foaj ks¾udKjd§ foúhka <Õ iodld,slj bkakjd' wks;H fjkafka kE' fya;= M, rys;j yg.kakjd lshk tl' Ydiaj; oDIaÀh ;=< flfkl=g ´fk u mjla lrkak mq¿jka' nhla fjkak fohla kE' l¾u úmdl l:djla kE' fyd|g fyd| M, §ula" krlg krl M, §ula lsh, l:djla kE' ´mmd;sl Wm;la .ek l:djla kE' fuf,dj mrf,dj wjfndaOhla .ek ls h k Y% u K n% d ya u Kjre bka k jd ls h , l:djla kE' tA f l lshkafka urKska u;= iodld,slj fldfya yß bkak ,efnkjd' t;fldg tA oDIaÀh ;=< ´fk u mjla lrkak mq¿jka' f,dal i;ajhd tA ;=< ;uhs fndfyda fihska bkafka'

bkaklï ú;rfk''' B<Õg nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd ke; lshk WÉfþo oDIaÀh' urKska u;af;a lsisjla ke;' fï Ôú;fha § ,nd .kakd foaj,a ú;rhs lsh,' t;fldg WÉfþo oDIaÀh


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W.kajk wd.ï biair ;snqKd' tA wd.ï j, W.kajk Yaf,dal ;sfhkjd' ^hdj Ôjx iqLx Ôfõ'''& Ôj;a fj,d bkak lï iemfia Ôj;a fjhka' ^úkï lD;ajd j%;ï .%Sfõka& Kh fj,d yß .sf;,a îmka' tA ldf, tAjd ;uhs fndkak ;snqfKa' fï ldf, kï fjkska tAjd ´fk lshhs' ^Niañ N+;iai foayiai& fï YÍrh niaó jqKdg miafia" w¿ jqKdg miafia ^mqKrd.ukx lD;#& wdmyq tkafka ljqo@ ljqre;a kE lshkjd'

wo;a ;sfhkafk Th wka; fol u ;uhs''' fï u;h iudcfha keoao@ bkaklï ld,d î, bkafk ´fk lshk l:dj lshkafka keoao@ bkaklï iemfia bkak ´fk' wdfh u
fukak f,dalfha yg.ekSu''' —^f,da l iuq o hxp fLda lÉpdk h:dN+ ; x iïum[a [ dh miaif;da hd f,dafla k;aÓ id k fyda;s& mskaj;a lÉpdk" f,dalh yg.kakd wdldrh hïlsis flfkla tA úÈyg u m%{dfjka olskjd kï urKs k a u;= ls i s j la ke; ls h k oDIa À h ke;s f jkjd'˜ t;fldg urKska miafia lsisjla ke; lshk WÉfþo oDIaÀh ke;sj hkafka fldfyduo@ f,dalh yg.kakd wdldrh tA úÈyg u ±lSfuka' ±ka wms máÉp iuqmamdoh bf.k .kafka f,dalfha yg .kakd wdldrh' ²

crd urK yg.kafka l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ bm§u yg.ekSfuka'

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Njh yg.kafka l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ Wmdodk yg.ekSfuka'

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Wmdodk yg.kafka l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ ;Kaydj yg.ekSfuka'

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;Kaydj yg.kafka l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ ú£u yg.ekSfuka'

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ú£u yg.kafka l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ iam¾Yh yg.ekSfuka'

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iam¾Yh yg.kafka l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ wdh;k yh yg.ekSfuka'

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wdh;k yh yg.kafka l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ kdurEm yg.ekSfuka'

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kdurEm yg.kafka l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ ú[a[dKh yg.ekSfuka'

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ú[a[dKh yg.kafka l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ ixialdr yg.ekSfuka'

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ixialdr yg.kafka l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ wúoHdfjka'

fïl ;uhs f,dalfha yg .ekSu' ±ka nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd w;S;fh;a fïl fï úÈyg u hs isoaO fj,d ;sfhkafka' w;S;h wrNhd;a thd máÉp iuqmamdoh u hs fufkys lrkafka' ²

w;S;fha § crd urK yg.;af;a l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ bm§u yg.ekSfuka'

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w;S;fha § bm§u yg.;af;aa l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ Njh yg.ekSfuka'

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w;S;fha § Wmdodk yg.;af;aa l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ ;Kaydj yg.ekSfuka'

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w;S;fha § ;Kaydj yg.;af;aa l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ ú£u yg.ekSfuka'

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w;S;fha § ú£u yg.;af;aa l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ iam¾Yh yg.ekSfuka'

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w;S;fha § iam¾Yh yg.;af;aa l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ wdh;k yh yg.ekSfuka'

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w;S;fha § wdh;k yh yg.;af;a l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ kdurEm yg.ekSfuka'

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w;S;fha § kdurEm yg.;af;a l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ ú[a[dKh yg.ekSfuka'

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w;S;fha § ú[a[dKh yg.;af;a l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ ixialdr yg.ekSfuka'

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w;S;fha § ixialdr yg.;af;a l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ wúoHdfjka'

tfykï mskaj;=ks" w;S;fha isÿfj,d ;sfhkafk;a fï j¾;udkfha is ÿ jka k d jQ foa u hs ' tfykï wkd.;fha § isÿjkafk;a fï j¾;udkfha isÿjk foa u hs' ²

wkd.;fha § crd urK yg.kafka l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ bm§u yg.ekSfuka'

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wkd.;fha § bm§u yg.kafka l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ Njh yg.ekSfuka'

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wkd.;fha § Njh yg.kafka l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ Wmdodk yg.ekSfuka'

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wkd.;fha § Wmdodk yg.kafka l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ ;Kaydj yg.ekSfuka'

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wkd.;fha § iam¾Yh yg.kafka l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ wdh;k yh yg.ekSfuka'

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wkd.;fha § wdh;k yh yg.kafka l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ kdurEm yg.ekSfuka'

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wkd.;fha § kdurEm yg.kafka l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ ú[a[dKh yg.ekSfuka'

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wkd.;fha § ú[a[dKh yg.kafka l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ ixialdr yg.ekSfuka'

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wkd.;fha § ixialdr yg.kafka l=ula yg.ekSfuka o@ wúoHdfjka'

tfykï mskaj;=ks" f,dal iuqoh tA lsõfõ f,dalfha yg .ekSu isoaO jkafka tl u wdldrhlska' w;S;fha isoaO jqfka hï wdldrhlska o" tA wdldrfhka u hs j¾;udkfha isÿjkafk;a' j¾;udkfha isÿjkafka hï wdldrhlska o fï úÈyu ;uhs wkd.;fh;a'

oDIaÀ ke;sfjk ;ek''' fï úÈyg w;S;fh;a" j¾;udkfh;a" wkd.;fh;a fï f,dalh ilia fjk wdldrh olsk úg flfkla lshkjd kï fï i;ajhd urKska u;= WÉfþohg hkjd" keis,d jekis,d hkjd lsh, tA oDIaÀhg tkjo@ tkafk kE' tAlg fya;=j ;uhs thd f,dalh yg.kakd wdldrh okakjd' wkak tAlhs nqÿrcdKka jykafia jodf
iodld,sl fkd jQ f,dafla''' B<Õg nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd ^f,dal ksfrdaOx fLda lÉpdk h:dN+;x iïumam[a[dh miaif;da hd f,daflda w;aÓ;d id k fyda;s& ±ka fldgila lshkjd urKska u;= i;ajhd iodld,sl


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fjkjd' tA lshkafka fjkia fkd ù ks;H iajNdjfhka mj;skjd' ±ka nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djlhd f,dalh yg.kakd i;H iajNdjh ±lald' f,dalh yg.kakd jQ i;H iajNdjh fudllao@ wks;Hh hs' wks;H jQ fya;= ilia fjk fldg tA fya;=jg wkqj ;uhs M, yefokafka' t;fldg crd urK yefokafka bm§u keu;s fya;=j ilia jqkdu' bm§u keu;s fya;=j yefokafka Njh ilia jqkdu' Njh yefokafka Wmdodkh keue;s fya;=j ilia jqkdu' tfykï yeu ;sif a ia u hula ilia ùfuka hula yefokjd' tfykï yeu;ek u ;sfhkafka fya;+kaf.ka ilia fjÉp fohla' fya ; + k a f .ka ilia fjÉp fohla kï ;s f hka f ka máÉp iuqmamdohla ;sfhkjd'

máÉp iuqmamdoh ;=< yefok foaj,a''' tA ls h ka f ka wúoHdj m% ; Hfhka ixia l dr yg.ka k jd' ixia l dr m% ; Hfhka ú[a [ dKh yg.ka k jd' ú[a [ dKh m%;Hfhka kdu rEm yg.kakjd' kdu rEm m%;Hfhka i
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Wmdodk ks;H o" wks;H o@ wks;Hh hs' máÉp iuqmamkakhs' máÉp iuqmamdoh ;=< ;uhs yefokafka' ;Kaydj ks;H o" wks;H o@ wks;Hh hs' máÉp iuqmm a kakhs' máÉp iuqmamdoh ;=< ;uhs yefokafka' fõokdj ks;H o" wks;H o@ wks;Hh hs' máÉp iuqmm a kakhs' máÉp iuqmamdoh ;=< ;uhs yefokafka' iam¾Yh ks;H o" wks;H o@ wks;Hh hs' máÉp iuqmm a kakhs' máÉp iuqmamdoh ;=< ;uhs yefokafka' wdh;k yh ks ; H o" wks ; H o@ wks ; Hh hs ' máÉp iuqmamkakhs' máÉp iuqmamdoh ;=< ;uhs yefokafka' kdu rEm ks;H o" wks;H o@ wks;Hh hs' máÉp iuqmm a kakhs' máÉp iuqmamdoh ;=< ;uhs yefokafka' ú[a [ dKh ks ; H o" wks ; H o@ wks ; Hh hs ' máÉp iuqmamkakhs' máÉp iuqmamdoh ;=< ;uhs yefokafka' ±ka Njfhka Njhg ixl%uKh fjk ú[a[dKhla kE' ú[a[dKh ;sfhkafka yeu ;siafiu máÉp iuqmamdoh ;=< ilia fjk ú[a[dKhla'

yefok foaj,a ke;sfjkjd''' t;fldg fï foaj,a máÉp iuqmamdohla ;=< yefok foaj,a lsh,d fï f,dalh .ek wjfndaOhla we;s lr.;a;= flkdg B<Õ wjfndaOh we;s lr.ekSu myiqhs' fya;+ka ksid kï yg.kafka" tA foaj,a ksreoaO fj,d hk iajNdjfhka hqla;hs' crd urK ksreoaO jkafka bm§u ksreoaO ùfuka' bm§u ksreoaO jkafka Njh ksreoaO ùfuka' Njh ksreoaO jkafka Wmdodk ksreoaO ùfuka' Wmdodk ksreoaO jkafka ;Kaydj ksreoaO ùfuka' ;Kaydj ksreoaO jkafka fõokdj ksreoaO ùfuka' fõokdj ksreoaO jkafka iam¾Yh ksreoaO ùfuka' iam¾Yh ksreoaO jkafka wdh;k yh ksreoaO ùfuka' wdh;k yh ksreoaO jkafka kdu rEm ksreoaO ùfuka' kdu rEm ksreoaO jkafka ú[a[dKh ksreoaO ùfuka' ú[a[dKh ksreoaO jkafka ixialdr ksreoaO ùfuka' ixialdr ksreoaO jkafka wúoHdj ksreoaO ùfuka'


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wúoHdj ke;akï máÉp iuqmamdoh bjrhs''' tfyu kï ksreoaO jkafka Th iajNdjfhka' wúoHdj ksreoaO fjk ;ek fï Tlafldu foaj,a ksreoaO fjkjd' w;S;fha crd urK ksreoaO jqkd kï" ksreoaO jqfka l=ula ksreoaO ùfuka o@ bm§u ksreoaO ùu ksihs crd urK ksreoaO jqfka' bm§u ksreoaO jqfka l=ula ksreoaO ùfuka o@ Njh ksreoaO ùu ksihs bm§u ksreoaO jqfka' w;S;fha Njh ksreoaO jqfka l=ula ksreoaO ùfuka o@ Wmdodkh ksreoaO jQ ksihs' w;S;fha ;Kaydj ksreoaO jqfka ú£u ksreoaO jQ ksihs' w;S;fha ú£u ksreoaO jqfka iam¾Yh ksreoaO jQ ksihs' w;S;fha iam¾Yh ksreoaO jqfka wdh;k yh ksreoaO jQ ksihs' w;S;fha wdh;k yh ksreoaO jqfka kdu rEm ksreoaO jQ ksid' w;S;fha kdu rEm ksreoaO jqfka ú[a[dKh ksreoaO jQ ksid' w;S;fha ú[a[dKh ksreoaO jqfka ixialdr ksreoaO ùu ksid' w;S;fha ixialdr ksreoaO jqfka wúoHdj ksreoaO jQ ksid' tfyu kï w;S;fha § ;a wúoHdj ksreoaO jqkq ksihs ixialdr ksreoaO fj,d ;sfhkafka'

fya;= M, wjfndaO fjkafk ljog o@ wúoHdj ksreoaO fjkafka ljoao@ úoHdj my< fjÉp ojig' úoHdj my< fjkafka ljoao@ p;=rd¾h i;Hh wjfndaO lrk ojig' p;=rd¾h i;Hh wjfndaO lrkafka ljoao@ wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.h iïmQ¾K fjÉp ojig' t;fldg n,kak wkd.;fha§;a fï isoaO ùfï ksfrdaOh tA úÈy u hs' t;fldg fï úÈyg yg.kakd foa fya;+ka ksid yg.kafka lshk tl wjfndaOhlg wdjd u urKska u;= ke; lshk WÉfþo oDIaÀh ke;s fjkjd' t;fldg tA yg.kakd foa fya;= ksreoaO ùfuka ksreoaO ù hk iajNdjhg whs;s foaj,a lshk wjfndaOhg thd wdjd kï f,dal ksfrdaOh fufyuhs lsh,d wjfndaO jqkd kï urKska u;af;a iodld,slj fkd fjkia j iaÓrj bkakjd lshk oDIaÀh ke;s fj,d hkjd' t;fldg Ydiaj; oDIaÀh ke;sfj,d hkafka f,dal ksfrdaOh ms
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u;= lsisu fohla ke; lshk tl' t;fldg urKska u;= lsisu fohla ke; lshk tl oDIaÀhla' tAl we;a; fkfuhs lsh,d wjfndaO fjkafka máÉp iuqmamdoh ;=< È.ska È.g u mj;sk wdldrh wjfndaO lr.ekSfuka' t;fldg okakjd fufyu ;uhs f,dalh yg.kafka'

uereKhs lsh, m%Yafk tfyïu u hs'''' tfykï fï fï lshk wdldrhg ukqiaifhla uereKq .uka uql=;a ke;sj hkafka kE' thd wdfhu;a Nj mÉphd cd;s' Wm;la lrd hkjd' w;S;fha §;a isÿjqfka tfyuhs' j¾;udkfha §;a isÿfjkafka tAl u hs' wkd.;fha §;a isÿfjkafka tAl u hs lsh,d thd wjfnda O lr.ka k jd' t;fldg thdg WÉfþo oDIa À h we;sfjkafka kE' Ydiaj; oDIaÀh we;sfjkafk;a kE' tfykï fïfl iaÓrj mj;sk lsisu fohla kE' t;fldg thd wjfndaO lr.kakjd fïfl ;sfhkafka ^hx lsxÑ iuqoh Oïux - iínx ;x ksfrdaO Oïux& fya;+ka ksid yg.kakd iajNdjfhka hq;= hula weoao" fya;= ksreoaO ùfuka ksreoaO ù hk iajNdjfhka hqla;hs' fï ksihs nqÿrcdKka jykafia máÉp iuqmm a dofha we;sùu" ke;sùu fyd¢ka kqjKska úuikak lSfõ'

wd¾h kHdh f;areï .kak''' ^máÉp iuq m a m dox ukis l frda ; s & máÉp iuq m a m doh u fufkys lrkak lsh,d úia;r lrkjd mxp Nhfõr iQ;%fha §' ^b;s buiañx i;s box fyda;s - buiai Wmamdod box WmamÊc;s& fuh we;s l,ays fuh fõ' fuh WmÈk úg fuh Wm§' ^buiañx wi;s box k fyda;s - buiai ksfrdaOd box ksreÊ®;s& fuh ke;s l,ays fuh ke;' fuh ksreoaO ùfuka fuh ksreoaO fõ' folu fufkys lrkak ´fk' t;fldg thd Ydiaj; oDIaÀfhka" WÉfþo oDIaÀfhka ñÈ,d fï fya;= M, O¾ufhkaf.a iajNdjh fïlhs lsh,d wjfndaO lr.kakjd' t;fldg fuh we;s l,ays fuh we;' fuh WmÈk úg fuh Wm§' fï fol u fufkys lrkak lshkjd' tAl ;uhs fï f,dalh yg.kakd wdldrh' t;fldg yg.kakd yeu ;ek u wks;H fohla ;sfhkafka' fïl ke;akï fïl ke;sfjkjd' fuh ke;s l,ays fuh ke;' fuh ksreoaO ùfuka fuh ksreoaO fjkjd'


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úYañ; wjfndaOh''' Th wdldrfhka ;uhs iir ÿl ke;sfjkafka' fï úÈyg wjfndaO lr.;a;d u thdg ;sfhkafka wjfndaOhla' tA ;uhs fya;= ksid yg.kakd jQ hula weoao fya;= ke;sùfuka ksreoaO ù hk iajNdjfhka hqla;hs' nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd t;fldg fuhdg Ydiaj; oDIaÀh;a kE" WÉfþo oDIaÀh;a kE lsh,'

f,dal i;ajhkaf.a ienE iajrEmh''' nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod
fïl ;uhs iïud ÈÜÀh''' thdg ;sfhkjd wjfndaOhla fïjd fya;= ksid yg.kakd foaj,a' fya;= ksreoaO ùfuka ksreoaO ù hk iajNdjfhka hqla;hs' fï fya;=j ksihs fYdal" je,mSï" ÿla" fodïkia" iqiqï fy,Sï ish,a, u WmÈkafka'

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tfykï thd olskafka fudlla o@ ^ÿlaLfïj WmamÊcudkd Wma m Ê®;s & bmÿfkd;a bmfoka f ka ÿl ú;rhs ' ^ÿla L x ks r eÊ®udkd ks r eÊ®;s & ks r eoa O jq f kd;a ks r eoa O fjka k ;sfhkafk;a ÿl ú;rhs' ^t;a;dj;dkq fLda lÉpdk" iïud ÈÜÀ fyda;s& mskaj;a lÉpdk" fuf;lska u iïud ÈÜÀh we;'

wfka wmsj fír,d fokak''' t;fldg n,kak fï iïud ÈÜÀhg fya;= jqkd máÉp iuqmamdoh yg.kakd wdldrh .ek;a" ke;sù hk wdldrh .ek;a wjfndaO lsÍu' wjfndaOh lrd wms hkafk ke;akï wmg hkak ;sfhkafk ñ;Hd oDIaÀh lrd' fï jf.a wjfndaOhla lrd hkafk ke;a k ï wmg crd - urK we;s jq K d u fudlla lrka k o ;sfhkafk@ b,a,kakhs' —wfka wmsj fï crd urK j,ska fír, fokak' wfka wmsj kï jhig hjkak tmd' wfma kï o;a jefgkak tmd' flia mefykak tmd' yu /,s jefgkak tmd' fldkao l=ÿ fjkak kï tmd' wfka wmsj kï pq; lrjkak tmd'˜ mq¿jka o tfyu lrkak' t;fldg tA tlla j;a wmg ldf.kaj;a b,a,,d lrkak neye' kuq;a fïl wjfndaO lrk ;=re wr oDIaÀ fofla bkak ksid f,dal i;ajhd fkdfhla wdldrhg oDIaÀj,g meg,s meg,S hkjd' ys;kafka fï fkd fmfkk f,dalfha leue;a; wkqj ;uhs yeu fohla u isoaO fjkafka' tfyu ys;,d ;uhs f,dal i;ajhd fndfyda fihska jev lrkafka' tlaflda ys;kjd fï fkd fmfkk f,dalh ujmq tlaflfkla bkakjd' tfyu ke;akï ys;kjd ujmq tlaflfkla kE' f,dafl .%yjia;= ;sfhkjd' tA .%yjia;= lerflk úÈyg ;uhs wmg lerflkak fj,d ;sfhkafk'

wka; folg fkd meñK oyï foikjd''' nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkjd îínx w;a;S;s fLda lÉpdk" whfï fLda wkaf;da& mskaj;a lÉpdk" ish,a, we; lshk tl fïfl tl wka;hla' îínx k;aÒ;s whx ÿ;sfhda wkaf;da& ish,a, ke; lshk tl fïfl fofjks wka;h' ^tAf;a f;a lÉpdk" WfNda wkaf;a wkqm.ïu& mskaj;a lÉpdk" fï wka; folg u tkafka kE ^;:d.f;da& ;:d.;hka jykafia' ûÊfÊkx ;:d.f;da Oïux foafia;s& ;:d.;hka jykafia fï wka; folg u tkafk


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ke;sj ish,a, we; lshk wka;h;a" ish,a, ke; lshk wka;h;a fï wka; folg u tkafk ke;sj ;:d.;hka jykafia ueÈka O¾uh foaYkd lrkjd' wúoHdj fya;= lrf.k ixialdr we;sfõ' ixialdr fya;= lrf.k ú[a[dKh we;sfõ' ú[a[dKh fya;= lrf.k kdu rEm we;sfõ' kdu rEm fya;= lrf.k i
ljod kï wms ksoyia fjuq o@ Tng ÿla ú¢k úg ysf;aú wfka wmsg ljodo fï ÿl bjr fjkafka@ ljodo fï ÿl ke;s fjkafka@ ±ka Tn okakjd wúoHdj b;=re ke;sj bjr jqKq ojig fï ÿl iïmQ¾Kfhka u ke;sfj,d hkjd' ojila nqÿrcdKka jykafia fï máÉp iuqmamdofha yg .ekSu;a" ke;sùu;a ;kshu iÊ®dhkh lrñka ysáhd' yjia jrejl úydf¾ fyjke,af,a jdäfj,d wúÊcd mÉphd ixLdrd''' lsh,' Bg miafia wúÊcdh;afõj wfiai úrd. ksfrdaOd'''' lsh, máÉp iuqmamdoh ksreoaO ùu iÊ®dhkh l
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wms wms u lr.kak ´fk t;fldg fï O¾uh wms okafka ke;akï" kqjKska fufkys lrk yeá bf.k f.k ke;akï" mqreÿ lrkakd jQ wdldrh wms okafka ke;akï" jpkfha w¾: okafka ke;akï" wmg mq¨jka fjhs o fï ÿla fodïkia j,ska ksoyia fjkak' neye' t;fldg nqÿrcdKka jykafia uyd lreKdfjka fïl wmg foaYkd l
fuf;ßka tf;rg''' wdisúfidamu iQ;%fha úia;r fjkafka fldfydu o@ i;r uyd Od;= keu;s Nhdkl i¾mfhda y;r fokdf.ka negld,d ÿjk fldg" mxp Wmdodk ialkaOh keu;s jOlhd mkakkjd' kkaÈrd.h keue;s yhfjks jOlhd;a mkakkjd' mkakk fldg thdg hkak ;snqfKa fldydg o@ wei" lK" kdih" Èj" lh" uki lshk ysia f.rog' t;fldg uxmyrk fydre tkjd' rEm" Yío" .kaO" ri" myi" wruqKq weú,a,d uxfld,a, lkjd' fífrkak ´fk' fuf;r nh iys;hs' tf;rg hkak ´fk' .shd u .Õla ;sfhkjd' fudllao tA .Õ@ ^ldu ´>h& lduh keu;s iev myr .,df.k hkjd' ^Nj ´>h& Njh keue;s iev myr .,df.k hkjd' ^ÈÜÀ ´>h& oDIaÀh keue;s iev


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myr .,df.k hkjd' ^wúÊcd ´>h& wúoHdj keu;s ievmyr .,df.k hkjd' fï iev mryg wyqfjkafka ke;s fjkak hkak md,ul=;a kE' Trejl=;a kE' f;dáfhl=;a kE' wer,jkak flfkla kE' yenehs tf;rg .sfhd;a kï yß'

fof.dv;,d hk ievmyßka tf;r fjkak kï''' lduhg wyqfjkafk ke;sj" oDIaÀ j,g wyqfjkafk ke;sj" Njhg wyqfjkafk ke;sj" wúoHdjg wyqfjkafk ke;sj hkak kï myqrla ;sfhkak ´fk' wkak fmkajd fokjd wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.h' myqr yo,d fokak flfkla kE' ;ud úiska fï myqr yod.kak ´fk' ;uka u ,S ál uQÜgq lr,d je,a mg j,ska .eg.ykak ´fk' fïl weof.k hkak ´fk .Õg' ;uka u j;=rg odkak ´fk' ;ukag tAlg mkskak ´fk' ;uka u mSkf.k hkak ´fk ùßfhka'

fldfydu yß myqr yod.kak ´fk''' fï .Õ lshkafka fudlla o@ iev myrj,a y;rla' fï ievmyrj,a j,g hg fjkafk ke;s fjkak hkak mq¿jka fjkafka myqfrka ú;rhs' fudllao tA myqr@ tA ;uhs wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.h' tAflka ú;rhs ldu ´>hg yiq fkdù" Nj ´>hg yiq fkdù" ÈÜÀ ´>hg yiq fkdù" wúÊcd ´>hg yiq fkdù hkak ;sfhk l%uh' fïl ;uka úiska u yod.kak ´fk' nf,ka lsisu wdldrhlska lrkak mq¿jkalula kE' nqÿrcdKka jykafia uyd lreKdfjka mqÿu úÈylg wmg fïjd lsh,d fokjd' ;u ;uka fïl we;s lr.kak' fïl ;j flfkla ;j;a flfklag we;s lr,d fokjd kï" nqÿ rcdKka jykafia fudfyd;la fkd n,d tl È.g u lrf.k hkjd' lrkak neye tfyu'

uyK jqkd lsh,;a m%YaKh úif|kafk kE''' ±ka n,kak kkao l=udrhd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia ±lald kkao l=urhd fï Ôú;fha § u ksjka olsk flfkla' .sys Ôú;fha meg,s meg,s ixidfr hk wh fkfjhs' Tlafldu tlg bmÿfka ksjka olsk wh' nqÿrcdKka jykafia kkao l=udrhdf.a w;g md;a;rh §,d biairyska jäkjd' t;fldg ckmo l
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ljodo uu olskf a ka@ nqÿrcdKka jykafia kkao iajdóka jykafia ±l,d lshkjd uu fï l,amkd lrkafka kkao Th weia j, .dmq w÷ka ál fydao, od," mdxY=l+, isjqrla fmdrjf.k ueá md;a;rhla w;g .kafk ljoao lsh,' kuq;a fï iajdóka jykafia tAl lrkafk kE' kuq;a wka;sfï § kkao l=udrhd ;SrKh l
ÈjH f,dalfha wmQre pdßldj''' ±ka fudlo lrkafka@ fïflka fífrkak ´fk fk' ;ukag fífrkak Yla;shla kE' nqÿrcdKka jykafia fudlo lSfj@ zkkao wms .ukla huqZ lsh,d w;ska w,a,.;a;d' w,a,f.k ;õ;sidjg nqÿrcdKka jykafia jevu l

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fmdfrdkaÿfjka ksoyia''' O¾u ud¾.h ;=< fudkjo ;sfhkafka@ i;r i;smÜGdkh" i;r Roaêmdo" i;r iuHla m%Odk ù¾hh" mxp n," mxp bkaøsh" ima; fndÊ®x." wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.h' fïl m%.=K lrk fldg ldhdkqmiaikdfõ ys; msysáhd' t;fldg fudlo fjkafka@ lfha h:d iajNdjh wjfndaO lr.;a;d' fmakak mgka .;a;d' fõokdkqmiaikdfõ ys; msysáhd' fõokdjkaf.a h:d iajNdjh wjfnda O lr.;a ; d' Ñ;a ; dkq m ia i kdfõ ms y s á hd' ys f ;a h:d iajNdjh fmakak mgka .;a;d' Oïudkqmiaikdfõ ys; msysáhd' mxp kSjrKhkaf.a" mxp WmdodkialkaOfha h:d iajNdjh fmakak mgka .;a ; d' ukdfldg i;r i;s m ÜGdkfha ys ; ms y s á hd' fndÊ®x. O¾uhka jefvkak mgka .;a;d' i;s" Oïuúph" úßh" mS;s" miaioaê" iudê" WfmalaLd lshk fï fndÊ®x. O¾uhka jefvkak mgka .kak fldg fudlo jqfka@ ldudY%jhkaf.ka ys; ksoyia jqkd' NjdY%jhkaf.ka ys; ksoyia jqkd' wúÊcdY%jhkaf.ka ys; ksoyia jqkd' W;=ï ry;ka jykafia kula njg m;ajqkd' nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia <Õg .s h d' .s y s k a ls h kjd zia j dókS " Nd.Hj;= k a jyka i " ux fï wdfõ Nd.Hj;= k a jyka f ia j fmdfrdkaÿfjka uqojkakhsZ lsh,' ziajdókS" tA wh ±ka ug tmd'Z zmskaj;a kkao" Tn hï fudfyd;l wry;ajhg m;a jqkd o" tA wry;ajhg m;aùu;a iuÕ u tA fmdfrdkaÿfjka ux ksoyiaZ lsõj'

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fï ùßh lrk fldg jefvkafka iïud i;s' fï ;=< áflka ál ÈhqKq fjkafka iïud ÈÜÀ" iïud jdhdu" iïud i;s'

ihqr ueo ¥m;la fõo Tn@ ms k a j ;= k s " fïflka fyd|g fma k jd ;uka f .a lemùu" W;aidyh" isysh" kqjK u; ;uhs fï O¾u ud¾.h iïmQ¾Kfhka u ÈhqKq fjkafka' tfyu ke;sj lsisu ndysr fohlska fïl lrkak neye' t;fldg wms fïflka fyd|g f;areï .kak ´fk ;u ;uka úiska ;uhs ;ukaj /l.kak ´fk' ^w;a;§md& ;udj ¥m;la lr.ka k ' ^w;a ; irKd& ;udj ms y s g lr.ka k ' ^wk[a [ irKd& fjk mq o a . ,fhla j ms y s g lr.ka k tmd' Ôïu§md& O¾uh ¥m;la lr.kak' ÔïuirKd& O¾uh irK lr.kak' ^wk[a[irKd& fjkfohla irK lr.kak tmd'

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yenEu wk;=r f;areï .;af;d;a Tn Èkqï''' neßfj,dj;a u. werefKd;a wkak t;k ;uhs wk;=r ;sfhkafk' ±ka wms lshuq ukqiaifhla uereKd' fmf¾;fhla fj,d bmÿfkd;a wkak bjrhs' t;k b|,d thdg fïl ÈhqKq lrkak nE' Bg miafi ´fk kï thdg mska wkqfudaoka fõú' tAflka nv.skak ke;sfjhs" we÷ï ,efnhs" fmf¾; f,daflka ñfokak nE' ys; ÈhqKq lrkak;a nE' t;fldg t;kska pq; fj,d ksrfha .sfhd;a ;j;a kE' Tfydu .syska ;sßika wmdhg jegqfkd;a ;j;a kE' fufyu lerls,d hk f,dafll wdfhu;a ukqiai f,dafldg tkfldg fï ál lsh, fokak flfkla kE' tfyu wk;=reodhl fohla fï ixidrh lshkafka'

iel lrkafk kE''' tA ksid O¾ufha msysg,d" O¾uh ;=< /¢,d" fï O¾ufhka ms
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nqÿkag ms¥ foaYh'''' mskaj;=ks" ñysÿ uy ry;ka jykafia fï ,xldjg jevu lr, m%:u jrg foaYkd l< iQ;%h ;uhs" zpQ< y;aÓmfodamu iQ;%hZ' fï foaYkh lf
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we;a mshjr Wmudj'''' fu;kÈ msf,da;sl mßn%dchlhd Wmudjla lshkj' —mskaj;a cdkqiafidaKs" th fujeks fohla' yia;Ska .ek uekúka okakd flfkla yia;Ska isák jkhlg hkjd' tys weúÈñka isáh§" wef;l=f.a mshjr igykla olskakg ,efnkjd' tA úYd, mshjr igyk ÿgq muKska u" tAldka;fhka u" úYd, yia;sfhl= fï jkfha we;s njg Tyq ksYaphlg meñfKkjd' tf,i uu o Y%uK Nj;a f.!;uhka jykafia .ek iaÓr woyilg meñKqkd' îïud iïnqoafOda N.jd'''& tA Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia iïud iïnqoaO jk fia l ' îa j dla L df;da N.j;d Oïfuda ' '''& tA Nd.Hj;= k a jykafiaf.a úiska ukdfldg foaYkd l< O¾uhls' îqmámkafkda N.jf;da idjl ixf>da''''& tA Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiaf.a Y%djl;ajhg m;afjk msßi ukd m%;sm;a;shlska hqla; jQfjdah'' hk ;SrKhg uu wdjd'˜

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olaI f,i jdo újdo lrk u;jdo LKavkh lrk laI;%sh mKaä;fhda m%Yak ilid f.k nqÿrcdKka jykafia yuqjg hkjd' Wkajykafia úiska fï Ôú;h wjfndaO fldg .; hq;= whqre foaYkd l< úg" ;uka l,ska ilid .kakd ,o m%Yak fkd wid u Tjq y q Nd.Hj;a nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia f .a Y% d jlhka njg m;afjkjd' tf,i u n%dyauK mKaä;fhda o" .Dym;s mKaä;fhda o" Y%uK mKaä;fhda o" Wkajykafia iuÕ jdo újdo lsÍug f.dia" Wkajykafia m%ldY lrk lreKq ;=< we;s nqoaêu;a Ndjh wjfndaO lrñka" nqoaO Ydikfhys meúÈ ùug b,a,d isákjd''''˜ fukak fï lreKq y;r bÈßm;a l
kshu Ydikh l=ula o@ mskaj;=ks" fu;kÈ ;j ldrKhla ;sfhkj wmg ±k.kak' fudlla o@ fï Ydikh nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ydikh hs' kuq;a j¾;udkfha fï rfÜ jHjydr fjkj jerÈ jHjydr lSmhla' tA ;uhs NslaIq Ydikh" NslaIqKS Ydikh lsh, jHjydr lsÍu' Ydikh lshk jpkh msßi lshk woyig lsisu ;ekl mdúÉÑ fjkafk keye' Ydikh lshk jpkh mdúÉÑ fjkafka nqÿrcdKka jykafia .ek kï" Wkajykafia jod< O¾u úkhg hs' NslaIq" NslaIqKS lsh, lshkafka Y%djl msßila' NslaIq Ydikh" NslaIqKS Ydikh lsh, tlla keye' ix> lsh, lshkafka Y%djl msßighs' tfyu kï ksjerÈ jHjydrh úh hq;af;a NslaIq ix>" NslaIqKS ix> lsh,hs' Ydikhla msysgqjkak mq¿jka tl u tlaflfkl=ghs' tA nqÿrcdKka jykafia' Wkajykafia f.a Ydikh nqoaO Ydikh hs'

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mshjr igyk ÿgq muKska'''' tlmdrg u flfkl= yia;sfhl=f. mshjr igykla ÿgq muKska u" fï jkdyS uyd yia;srdcfhl=f.a mshjr igykhs lsh, ksYaphlg meñfKkafk kE' fyd|g we;=ka .ek okak fyd|g wOHhkh lrk flfkla jkhg hkj' thd olskj mq¿,a we;s mshjr igykla' Tyq l,amkd lrkj" fï igyfka yeáhg kï" fï lef,a bkak zjduksldZ lshk we;skakshf. úh hq;=hs' ;j ÿrg;a bÈßhg hk fldg thd olskj ;j we;a mshjr igykla' tA wjg Wia ;eka j, w;= ì£ .syk s a ;sfhkj' tmuKlska u fï uyd yiaÓhd ;uhs lshk ks.ukhg tkafk kE' thd l,amkd lrkj zWÉPd ld,dßldZ lsh, we;skaksfhd bkakj' fï kï tA we;skakshf. ida'''& Nd.Hj;a nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djl msßi ukd m%;sm;a;sfhka hqla;hs lsh,'

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Ôú;hg Yla;sh ,efnkak kï''' wks;Hh hs lshk wks;Hh O¾uh wm neyer lrkj kï" lsis ojil fï m%Yak bÈßfha lïmd fkdù isákak Yla;sh ,efnkafk keye' fï wks;H O¾uh wks;Hh yeáhg wjfndaO lr.kakg mq¿jka Wfkd;a wm h:d¾:h lrd hkj ú;rla fkfjhs" fï mD;.ackNdjh blaujd .syska wd¾h Y%djlfhl= njg m;afjkj' fï i|yd nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod< iu: úo¾Ykd Ndjkd ish¿ foa wm l< hq;=hs' tAjd .sys f.or;a lrkak mq¿jka' meúÈ Ndjhg m;afjkafk jvd myiqfjka blauKska lr .ekSu msKsihs' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a ldf, ud¾.M, ,dNSka ysáfh meúÈ iudcfha ú;rla fkdfjhs' .sys iudcfh;a ud¾.M, ,dNSka ìys fjkak" meúÈ iudch ;=
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iEySulg m;afjkj' l=re,af,la mshdi,oa§ w;a;gq muKla /f.k hkakd fia" NslaIqjla md;%d isjqre muKla /f.k hkj' fufyu W;=ï Ôú;hlg wod< is,aj;a nfjka hq;= flkd wei ixjr lr.kakj' lK ixjr lr.kakj' kdih" Èj" lh" is; ixjr lr.kakj'

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/|ùfuka' fuh ÈhqKq lsÍfuka iudêhla ÈhqKq lr," Tkak Tyq m%:u OHdkh ,nd.kakj' iudêh ;=, u is; mj;ajkakg mq¿jka yelshdj OHdkh hs' tAl we;slr .kak mq¿jka tlla' tA OHdkh ;jÿrg;a .eUqfrka ÈhqKq lrkak mq¿jka' we;d .ek f;dr;=re fydhkak jkhg .sh flfkla" wef;l=f.a mshjr igyka Èyd n,," jduksld" lfkareld fï fkdfhla kï j,ska we;skaksfhd bkakj lsh, f;areï wrf.k tAldka; ksYaphlg tka f k kE' wka k tA jf.a tla ; rd woyilg meñfKkjd" ;:d.;hka jyka f ia f .a ms h jr igykhs fï m% : u OHdkh lshkafk' tkuq;a tmuKlska u mßmQ¾K ksYaphlg meñfKkafk kE' nqÿrcdKka jykafia iïud iïnqoaOhs" fï O¾uh ukdfldg foa Y kd lrk ,oa o la ' tA nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia f .a Y% d jlfhda iqmámkakhs lsh, mßmQ¾K ksYaphlg m;afjkafk kE' ;jÿrg;a thd Ndjkd lrñka fofjks OHdkh Wmojd f.k jdih lroa§ f;areï .kakj'''' fï jkdyS ;:d.;hka jykafiaf.a mshjr igyk' B<Õg ;jÿrg;a ÈhqKq lsÍfuka Tyq ;=kafjks OHdkhg;a tkj' Tyq l,amkd lrkj fïl ;uhs ;:d.;hka jykafiaf.a mshjr igyk' y;rfjks OHdkhg;a thd is; ÈhqKq lrkj' l,amkd lrkj fï ;ud ;:d.;hka jykafia,df.a mshjr igyk'

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fmr Ôú; olskafka fufyuhs''' B<Õg mskaj;=ks" y;rfjks OHdkfh b|,d Tyq fudlo lrkafka@ ^fida tajx iudysf;a Ñ;af;a& is; iudys; jqkd u"

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.kaOín l:d B<Õg thd kej; is; yrjkj' wks;a ish¿ i;ajhkaf.a Ôú; fldfyduo@ túg fmfkkj" is; lh jpkh hk ;=ka fodßka mõ lr," i;ajhka pq; fj,d krl ;eka j, WmÈk wdldrh' fï úÈyg pq;s Wmam;a;s lshk fol fuhd meyeÈ,sj f;areï .kakj' ±ka mskaj;=ks" fï úÈyg pq;s-Wmam;a;s fol ms
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mskj a ;=k"s t;kska kj;skf a k kE' thd ;j;a .eUqßka kqjKska úuikjd" úuioaÈ fï fya;= M, oyu ;=< ÿl ilia lr," tA ÿl h
fukak kshu úksYaph'''' wkak tA ;;ajhg ys; ÈhqKq lrmq flkd ksYaph jYfhka u mßmQ¾K jQ ks.ukhlg meñfKkj" îïud iïnqoafOda N.jd& Nd.Hj;a iïnqÿ rcdKka jykafia iïud iïnqoaOhs' îïud iïnqoafOda N.jd& tA O¾uh ukdfldg foaYkd lda& lsh,' uy we;s olskakg jkhg .sh mqoa.,hd we;a mshjr igyk wkqj" msg bÆ o< .eiQ ia:dk wkqj" fï kï uyd yiaÓ rchdf.a u mshjr igyk u hhs ksYaphlg meñfKkakd fiau fï ;;ajhg m;ajqKq mqoa.,hd Nd.Hj;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia flfrys" Wkajykafiaf.a O¾uh flfrys" Wkajykafiaf.a Y%djl msßi flfrys ukd jegySulg iaÓr úksYaphlg meñfKkjd lsh, jod
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thd f;areï .kafk" fï Ôú;h iqrlaIs; njla lrd f.akakg kï" fjk irKla fkdhd tAldka;fhka u nqÿrcdKka jykafia irK hd hq;=hs" tA O¾uh irK hd hq;=hs" tA Y%djl;ajh irK hd hq;=hs lsh,' wkak tA ldrKh ;uhs ñys÷ uy ry;ka jykafia fmdfidka mqka fmdfydh jf.a ojil fï isß,la OrKS;,fh yd yd mqrd lsh, ia:dms; lf
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