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;uhs jefgkafka'˜ miafi ldf,l olskak ,efnkjd fuhd jeisls,s jf,a jeá,d bkakjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd iuyre Ôj;afjk ms
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jykafia olskjd" —fuhd wdfhu;a urKska u;af;a ukqIH f,dafl bmfoaú˜ lsh,d' miafi ldf,lÈ olskak ,efnkjd thd ukqIH f,daflg weú,a, bkakjd˜ ukqIH f,dafl Wkajykafia ±lafla ldka;dr ud¾.hl ;sfhk fyjk ;sfhk .yla jf.a' mskaj;aks" wms bkafka fld;eko@ ldka;dr ud¾.hl weú,a, fyjk ;sfhk .y hg' ±ka fyjk ;s f hk .y hg b|, wms fjk fjk mdrj,a f;dar.kakjd' flfkla f;dar.kakjd .sks w`.=rej,g hk mdr' thd ta mdf¾ hkjd' flfkla llald j,g hkjd' ;j flfkla fyjk ke;s .ia ;sfhk me;a;g hkjd' fï Wmud yß jákjd' fïjd u;l ;shd.kak' fïl ;sfhkafka uyd iSykdo iQ;%fha' fï lshmq Wmud ál yß jeo.;a wfma Ôú;j,g' B<`.g nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd —ldka;dr ud¾.fha flfkla hkjd' hk fldg thd ta hk mdr jeá, ;sfhkafka fyd| f.hla ;sfhk ;eklg' miafia ldf,a thd ta f.or bkakjd' ta jf.a ;uhs miafia ldf,a ÈjHf,dalj, iemfia jdih lrkjd˜ lsh,d olskjd' ta lshkafka ÈjH f,dafl ±lafla ldka;dr ud¾.fha ;sfhk fyd| f.hla yeáhg' Bg miafia nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l


thd flf,ia msmdih neyer lr,d" msmdihla ke;s is;ska iekis,af,a jdih lrkjd' fukak fï úÈyg Wkajykafia fï ish¨ f,dal ±lald' Wkajykafia foaYkd l
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Wkajykafia yß ,iaikg foaYkd lr, ;sfhkjd tl ;ekl odkh .ek ziqukdZ lshk l=udßg' ta iqukd ls h k l= u dß wykjd fyd| m% Y a k hla ' —ia j dóks " Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" fokafkla bkakjd Y%oaOdfjka iudkhs' YS,fhkq;a iudkhs' tlaflfkla ±ka oka fokjd' tlaflfkla fokafka kE' fï fokaku urKska u;af; ÈjH f,dafl WmÈkak mq¿jkao@˜ —mq¿jka˜ lsõjd' —t;fldg ÈjH f,dafl§ fï fokakf.a fjkila ;sfhk tlla keoao@˜ —fjkila ;sfhkjd' wr oka §mq tla f lkd oka §mq ke;s tla f lkdg jvd ÈjH wdhqIfhka" ÈjH j¾Kfhka" ÈjH iemfhka n,j;a fjkjd˜ lshkjd' Bg miafi weyqjd" —iajdóks" fï fokakd ÈjH f,daflka pq; fjkjd' pq;fj,d ukqIH f,dafla WmÈkjd' t;fldg fjkila keoao@˜ lsh,d' —ta;a fjkila ;sfhkjd˜ lsõjd —fudllao@˜ lsh,d weyqjd' —wr oka §mq tlaflkd ukqIH wdhqIfhka" ukqIH j¾Kfhka" ukqIH iemfhka jeähs˜ lsh,d' Bg miafi weyqjd" —iajdóks" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" fï fokakd uyK jqfkd;a@ uyK jqkdg miafi;a fjkila ;s f ha ú o@˜ fjkila ;s f hkjd ls õ jd' —fudllao ta@˜ —uyK jqkdg miafi;a ixidf¾ oka §mq flkdg w.% jYfhka isõmih ,efnkjd oka §mq ke;s tlaflkdg kE˜ lsõjd' ^±ka iuyrekag ,efnk fldg iuyre nkskjd zwkak ,efnkjdZ lsh,d' ta lshkafka ;j flfkl=g fok tlj;a wkqfudaoka fjkafka kE'& Bg miafi weyqjd —iajdóks" fï fokakd ksjka ±lafld;a@ ksjk wjfndaO lf


;sfhaúo@˜ —tafl fjkila kE˜ lsõjd' —ksjk Tlafldagu tlhs˜ lsõjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a fï f,dal .ek" i;ajhka .ek ;sfhk wjfndaOh yßu mqÿuhs' iuyr ;ekaj, ;s f hkjd nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia úia ; r lr, zf,daldka;ßlZ lsh, ksrhla .ek' ta ksrh ;kslru l¨jrhs' ;j ksr ;sfhkjd ziS;Z ksr lsh,d' ;kslru ta ksrfha ;sfhkafka iS;, ú;rhs' ta l¨jr ksrh t
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n,a,kaj mqyK q q lrk wh' iuyre ñksik q g a W.kajkjd' W.kajkjd lshkafka mqyqKq lrkjfka' fï f,dalfha mqyqKq lrk wh w;f¾ w.%hs" zwkq;a;frda mqßioïu idrÒZ' ta mqyqKq lrk tlg ;uhs oukh lrkjd lshkafka' thd zyslaujkjdZ lshk tl' nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia ;uhs ,ia i kg mq y q K q lrkafka' zfukak fï úÈyg iSS,h ÈhqKq lrkak' fï úÈyg iudêh ÈhqKq lrkak' fï úÈyg m%{dj ÈhqKq lrkak' ±ka fï úÈyg lrkak' fï úÈyg lrkak'Z t;fldg ta úÈyg l


f.or .sy, s , a l=Ur q e fldgkak¨˜ —kE''' tfyu lrkak neyefk' thdf. Ydikhla fkfjhsfka fïl˜ lsh, T¿j w;.Ejd' T¿j w;.d,d —huq ud;a tlal˜ lsh, w;ska w,a,f.k tlalf.k .shd' nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia fï fmdä ia j dóka jykafiaf.a w;g frÈ lE,a,la ÿkakd' §, lsõjd —ls¨gq w;ayßkjd" ls¨gq w;ayßkjd˜ ^rfcda yrKx& lsh, frÈ lE,a, w; ..d bkak˜ lsh,d' ±ka fmdä yduqÿrefjda fufyu lr lr bkakjd' ls¨gq w;ayßkjd lshkfldg ls¨gq fjkjd' —ls¨gq w;ayßkjd lsh lshdfk ux w;.Efõ' yenehs fïl ls¨gq fjkjd'˜ fïl;a tlal fuhdf.a is; ±äf,i fïlg fhduq jqkd' fhduq fjkfldg nqÿrcdKka jykafia thdf.a is; ÈhqKq fjk wdldrhg oyï lreKq foaYkd l
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bkak nj' tl mqoa.,fhl=g lsõjd —.sys,a,d n,kak wimqfõ bkakjd ;j iajdóka jykafia kula'˜ ±ka b;ska .shd n,kak' hk fldg tlu jf.a yduqÿrejre odyla bkakjd' w;= .dkjd" ilauka lrkjd" Ndjkd lrkjd' wdfha ÿjf.k wdjd wrhd y;s odf.k' weú,a, lsõjd —iajdóks Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" oyia kula jev, bkakjd fï ±ka˜ Bg miafi lsõjd —Tn wdfh;a .sys,a,d ku wykak˜ lsõjd' —ku wy, biafi,a,du ku lshk flkdf.a isjqre fmdg w,a,kak˜ lsõjd' ±ka .shd' .sys,a,d weyqjd —ljqo pq,a,mka:l iajdóka jykafia@˜ oyia kuu biairyg wdjd —uuhs˜ —uuhs˜ lsh,d' biafi,a,du zuuhsZ lshmq iajdóka jykafiaf.a isjqfrka we,a¨jd' w,a,mq .uka wks;a kuish wkQkj kuu ke;sj .shd' —wfka iajdóks" odfkg jäkak˜ lsõjd' —yd fyd|hs' ux tkakï Wmdil uy;auhd hkak˜ lsõjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia fï iajdóka jykafiag wdifk;a fjka lr,d ;snk q d' fmdf


R¾êhla fkfjhsfka' Y%djlhka jykafia kula' n,kak" mqyqKq lrk ,iaik' tl ;ekl ;sfhkjd jkdka;f¾ b|, ;sia kula jäkjd nqÿrcdKka jykafia ,Õg' Wkajykafia ys;kjd —fï ;siakuf.a uki ±ka fyd|g fudar, ;sfhkafka' fï jdäfj,d bkak ;eku wry;ajhg m;afjkak uu foaYkdjla lrkjd˜ ±ka Wkajykafia fï yeu flfkl=f.au ys; olsñka ;uhs foaYkdj lrkafka' foaYkdj bjr fjkfldg ta ;siakuu wry;ajhg m;ajqkd' t;fldg n,kak zwkq;a;frda mqßioïuidrÒZ wkak tajghs yslaujkjd lshkafka' iuyr úg nqÿrcdKka jykafia Ôjudk jevysgmq wjia:djl kï wms ysáfha" fu;ekska wms lS fofkla kï ry;ka jykafia,d fj,d weoao@ wms okakjo@ ±ka wfma jdikdj jeys , fka ;s f hka f ka ' b;s k a fï Ôúf;a§j;a wms fï fmdâv w,a, .;af; ke;akï" fï w,a,.kak tlj;a wmsg yßhg w,a,.kak yïnjqfka ke;akï" ux ys;kafk kE wdfha ljod kï fï jf.a wjia:djla ,efnhso lsh,d' B<Õg zi;a : d foa j ukq i a i dkxZ' nq ÿ rcdKka jykafia foúhkaf.a;a ñksik q f a .a;a Ydia;Dka jykafia' zi;a:dZ lshk jpkh;a" zYdia;DZ lshk jpkh;a merKs bkaÈhdkq jpk' .e,a lshk jpkh wy, ;sfhkjd fkao Tn@ .e,a lshkafka lr;a;' .e,a mkaiSh" ody hkjd rd;%s ld,fha' oj,a ldf,a hkak neye riafk jeähs' biafi,a,du lr;af; hk tlaflkd wdldfi n,df.k ;rej,ska ;uhs mdr i,l=Kq lr.kafka' uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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t;fldg yßhgu thdg lrkak mq¿jka' wr .e,a fufyhjk tlaflkdg zYdia;DZ lshkjd' thd ysáfh ke;akï ldka;dfrka tf;r fjkak neye' fndfydau olaI ñksiaiq bkakjd tajd okak' ta jf.a flfkla wrf.k ;uhs fï .uk hkafka' ta .e,a kdhlhd" î;a:q& ;uhs tal lrkafka' b;ska nqÿrcdKka jykafia" Ydia;Dka jykafia ziirZ keue;s l;ßka tf;r fjkak mdr lshkjd' talghs zYdia;Dka jykafiaZ lsh, lshkafk' wmg iißka tf;r fjkak mdr fmkakQ ksid wms wfma Ydia;Dka jykafia lshkafk' t;fldg Wkajykafia foúhkaghs" ñksiqkaghs Ydia;Dka jykafia' tfyukï wms u;l ;shd.kak ´k nqÿrcdKka jykafia kula my< fjka f ka ñks i a i q k a ú;rla iir ÿls k a uq o jka k fkfjhs' ñksiaiq" foúfhda''' ta ish¨ fokdu' tfykï wmg f;a r eï .ka k mq ¿ jks wd¾h wIa g dx.s l ud¾.fha yeis f rka k mq ¿ jka l u ukqIHhkag;a ;sfhkjd" foúhkag;a ;sfhkjd' fïl okafk ke;s wh ;uhs lshkafka zÈjH f,dafla .syska jevla kEZ lsh,d' zwehs ta@Z lsh, weyeõju ziem jeähs¨Z' tlaflda ziem jeähsZ lshkjd' B<`.g lshkjd zmsx lrkak neyeZ lsh,d' yßhg fufy msx lrkjd jf.a' Th Tfya fudlla yß lshjkjd' b;ska tafl f;areu fudllao@ ta .ek ;sfhk okafk ke;slu' pd;= ï uydrdðl ÈjHf,da f la b|,d wlKs g d nUf,dj olajd ud¾.M, ,nkak mq¿jka' ta ud¾.M, ,dNSka ±kq;a ux ys;kafk .Kkska lshkak neß msßila 40



bkakjd' zOïuplalmj;a;k iQ;%fhaZ ;sfhkjd ta ÈjH f,dal 22 lska foújre weú,a,d nK wy, ud¾.M, ,n, ;sfhkjd' wog;a foújrekag ud¾.M, ,nkak mq¿jka' ukqiai f,dafla ta jdish kE' wehs ukqIH f,dafla ta O¾uh lshk wh we;af;;a kE' lshkak fokafk;a kE' talg;a wl=,a fy,kjd' t;fldg ukqii a f,dafla yßu lrorhs' fïl lrkak wudrehs' talg fya;=j ;uhs iïud ÈÜÀh ;sfhk wh" msx mõ úYajdi lrk wh wvqhs' ÈjH f,dafla hkafk kEfk tfyu wh' ÈjH f,dafla f.dvdla hkafk fyd|g msx lrmq wh' Tng ysf;kjd we;s ÈjH f,dafl hk tl f,aishs lsh,d' kE'''' ukqIH f,dafl tkak;a f,ais kE' ÈjH f,dafl hkak;a f,ais kE' folu wudrehs' t;fldg ukq I H f,da f l fyda ÈjH f,da f l bmÿfkd;a ta ukqIHhkaghs" foúhkaghs ixidfrka tf;r fjkak mq¿jka' ud¾.M, wjfndaO lrkak mq¿jka' t;fldg Tng ysf;kak mq¿jka zta jqkdg ÈjH f,dafl iem jeähsfka'''Z lsh,d' tfyu tlla kE' ±ka fï ukqIH f,dafl;a iem ;sfhkjdfka' ukqIH f,dafl iemg ñksiaiq uq,dfjkjd jf.au ÈjH iemg;a foúhkaa uq,dfjkjd' ukqIH f,dalh ;=< nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh l:d l
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foúhkaf.a;a ñksik q f a .a;a Ydia;Dka jykafia lshkafka ta ksid' nqÿrcdKka jykafia yß ,iaikg foújrekag O¾u foaYkd lrmqjd ixhq;a; ksldfha uq,a fldgfia ;sfhkjd' B<Õg Yl% foúhkag O¾u foaYkd lrmq wdldrh zilalm[ayZ iQ;%fha ;sfhkjd' Yl% foúfhda ta nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a nqoaO foaYkdj wymq .ukau thdf.a wdhqI bjr fj,d' ^ta lshkafka wdhqI Tlafldau bjr fj,d kQf,ka b|,d ;sfhkafka& nqÿrcdKka jykafia <`.g meñKs,d" O¾uh wy," f;rejka irK .shd' ta fudfydf;au uerekd' ta fudfydf;u Wmkakd wdfhu;a Yl%hd fj,d' Bg miafia Yl% foúfhda lshkjd —Nd.Hj;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia uu irK .shmq ksid" uu fu;k pq; fj,d" uu wdfh;a fuf;kagu wdjd˜ lshkjd' fï l:d lr lr bka±oaÈ pq; fj,d" bmÈ,d' ´mmd;slhsfka' ìïìidr rÊcqrefjda urKhg m;afj,d Wmkafka zckjiNZ ls h , ÈjHrdcfhla fj,d' mia f i nqÿrcdKka jykafia uqK .eyqkd' wkd:msKaäl isgq;=ud ÈjHrdcfhla fj,d bkafk' tl ;ekl ;sfhkjd" úYdLd ufydamdisldj úydr mQcdjla l


fhfyhdg wdrduhla yo,d mQcd l
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jykafia ,iaikg l:dlrk flfkla lsh,d' B<`.g foaYkdjla ;sfhkjd Wkajykafia <`.g ljqreyß wdjdu Wkajykafia O¾u l:d lr, thdj yßhg i;=gq lrkjd lsh,d' tl ;ekl ;s f hkjd" zudk;a ; oa O Z ls h ,d nuqfKla ysáhd' udk;a;oaO lshkafka thdg ,eìÉp wkaj¾: kduhla fjkak we;s' ta lshkafka lsis flfkl=g f.!rj lrkafka kE' wïug" ;d;a;g" hd¿jkag" kEoEhskag" ljqrejkagj;a f.!rj lrkafka kE' zudk;a;oaOZ wms idudkHfhka isxyf,ka lSfjd;a tafla f;areu zudk;ohdZ' z;oaOZ lshkafka ;o' fuhdg wdrxÑ jqkd nqÿrcdKka jykafia ;ukaf.a .ug jeähd lsh,d' fuhd l,amkd l
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Th úÈygo@˜ lsh, weyqjd' wymq .uka f;arekd —udj ±lald'''˜ lsh,d' fï udk;a;oaO lshk flkd t;eku weof.k jegqkd' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a me;a;g yeß,d Wkajykafiaf.a isßm;=,a w,a,f.k ìu È.dfj,d —iajdóks" ug ;uhs udk;ohd lshkafka''' ug ;uhs udk;ohd lshkafka˜ wks;a lÜáh Tlafldu <`.g msrekd fudllao fï isoaêh lsh, n,kak' ne¨jyu mqÿuhs' wehs ldf.j;a lSula wymq ke;s" ldgj;a oukh fjÉp ke;s fï mqoa.,hd' ±ka l=vd orefjla jf.a fmr,s,d bkakjd' nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia —yd''' yd''' ±ka b;s k a ke.sákak lsh,d" Bg miafia O¾uh lsõjd' znqoaOz lshkafka talhs' wjfndaO lr.;a foa wks;a whg wjfndaO lrjkjd' b;ska fudlla yß wjdikdjlg wmsg ta hq . h u.yeß,d .s h d' ±ka fï wjia : djj;a wms u.yer.kafka ke;sj O¾uh pqÜgla yß w,a,.ksuq' b;ska B<Õ nqÿ.=Kh ;uhs zN.jdZ' nqÿrcdKka jykafiag Y%djlhka wdofrka l:d lrmq jpkhla zNd.Hj;=ka jykafiaZ lsh,d' fï N.jd lshk tl fldÉpr bka È hdfj iudchg jeÿko ls h ka f ka " bkaÈhkaldrfhda yeu foújrekagu lshkafka zN.jdkaZ lsh,d' zN.jdka lsI % K a " N.jdka .fkaI"a N.jdka úIaKZq N.jdka lshkafka nqÿrcdKka jykafiag mdúÉÑ lrmq kula' N.jd lshkafka fï ish¨ .=K orkakg ;rï zNd.Hjka;Z ksid' rd.d§ ish¨ flf,ia ke;a;g ke;s lrmq ksid' fï ;=ka f,dj t


b;ska nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a fï nqÿ .=K kjh wms okafk ke;sj" —nqoaOx irKx .ÉPdñ˜ lsh,d uq¨ oji mqrdu cm l<;a wfma ys;g jefgkjo —uu fï irK hkafka wij,a wij,a .=K ;sfhk flkd˜ lsh,d' ys;g hkafka kEfka' b;ska tfykï wms Y%oaOdj we;s lr.kafka fldfyduo fïjd okafk ke;akï@ uu f;areï .;a; fohla ;uhs flfkl=g Y%oaOdj msysáfhd;a thdg Y%oaOdj .ek isysh ;sfhkjd' ux lshmq foa f;arekdo@ Y%oO a dj msyá s fhd;a isyh s ;sfhkjd Y%oaOdj .ek' ta lshkafka fudku m%Yakhla fjÉp fj,djlj;a " fudku lrorhla is o a O fjÉp fj,djlj;a " fudku l,n,hla is o a O fjÉp fj,djlj;a thdf.a láka ta Y%oaOdjg ydks fjk jpkhla msgfjkafk kE' thdg ta Y%oaOdj ms
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—fï iajdóka jykafia lshmq O¾uh yß wf.hs' fï O¾uh Tnjykafiagu wjfndaO fjÉp tllao@ ke;akï fjk flkl=f.a tllao@˜ lsh,d' t;fldg fï ry;ka jykafia lshkjd —foafõkaøh" hïlsis iqNdIs;" hï iqkaor woyia" jpk f,dafl weoao" ta ish,a, Nd.Hj;a wry;a iïnqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a jpkhs' wms tajd Wmqgd wrf.khs l;d lrkafka'˜ W;a;r lshk ry;ka jykafia ;uhs fïl m%ldY lf


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wmg iuyr úg is; ;ekam;a fjkak tal Wmldr fjkak mq¿jka' kuq;a ys; myÈkak kï tlla tlla .dfka fufkys lrka k ´k' ta l g ls h kjd znqoaOdkqiai;sZ' wkqiai;s lshkafka isyslsÍu' t;fldg nqÿrcdKka jykafia .ek isyslsÍu ;uhs nqoaOdkqiai;s lshkafka' ta úÈyg isyslr,d Tn Ndjkd lroa§ Tn ys;kjd —ud irK .s h nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia fï fï .=Khkaf.ka hqla;hs˜ lsh,d N.jd .=Khg hklï' wdfhu;a uq,g .kakjd wdfhu;a bjr fjklï ys;kjd' wdfhu;a uq,g .kakjd' wdfhu;a bjr fjklï ys;kjd' wkak talg ;uhs znqoaOdkqiai;s NdjkdjZ lsh, lshkafka' t;fldg ta úÈyg flfkla nqoO a dkqii a ;s Ndjkdj jvk fj,dfõ thd mj;ajkafka msßisÿ is;la' fï ys;" ys;k foag wkqj ;uhs ilia fjkafka' wms lshuq fufyu' Tng ;ryldrfhla bkakjd" Tng fudkjd yß lr,d' Tn ys;kjd —ug wrld fïl l


lsh,d' wfma ys;g tal wef,kak mq¿jka' tal ys;g u;la fjkak mq¿jka' u;la jqkd lsh,d ta fya;=fjka wfma isf;a ls,sgqùula ñila msßisÿ ùula we;sfjkafka kE' ±ka nqoaOdkqiai;s Ndjkdj .ek l,amkd lrf.k ta nqÿ .=K .ek ys;kak ys;kak wmsg nqÿrcdKka jykafia flfrys wfma isf;a meye§ula we;sfjkjd' ixis £ ula we;s f jkjd' iekiS u la we;s f jkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd' tal fudllao@ ms k la ' ks l ï ms k la fkfjhs " mq K H .x.djla ^mq [ a [ dNs i ka o &' l= i , .x.djla ^l= i ,dNs i ka o &' t;fldg fï mqKH .x.djla" l=i, .x.djla ;ukaf.a ika;dkfha Wmojd .kak wdldrh ;uhs wo wms bf.k .;af;a' t;fldg fï úÈyg wms mqKH .x.djla" l=i, .x.djla wfma ika;dkfha Wmojd .;af;d;a" tal wms;a tlal hk tlla' ±ka wms .;af;d;a wms fï f,dafla iïnkaOlï mj;ajkafka fï YÍrh;a tlalfka' t;fldg fï YÍrh wysñ fjÉp .uka wmsg fï Tlafldau wysñ fjkjfka' kEoEfhda" hy¿fjda" ys; ñ;%fhda" /lS rlaId" ;k;=re" iïudk" ms
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Y%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks" wo wms jka o kdjg tl;= lr.;a ; d i;a n q ÿ jkaokdj' fï i;anÿq jkaokdj nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a ldf,a b|, ;sìÉp jkaokdjla' Tng fï .ek fyd| idlaIshla oUÈj .shmq ldf,l olskak mq¿jks' ta ;uhs idxÑfha f;drKj, ta nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia , d iïnqoO a ;ajhg m;afjÉp ta fndaëka jykafia,d leghï lr,d ;sfhkjd' ta jf.au ta ldf,a b|,d ta i;anqÿ jkaokdj f;rejka irK .sh Y%djl msßi jkaokdjla yeáhg mdúÉÑ lr, ;sfhkjd' jkaokdjlska lrkafka .=K isyslr,d f.!rj ±laùu' b;ska wms ta i;anqÿ jkaokdfjka lrkafka ta nqÿrcdKka jykafia,df.a .=K isyslr,d f.!rj ±laùu' uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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i;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia,d lsh, lshkafka nqÿrcdKka jykafia,d y;a kula' fï .ek f;dr;=re nqÿrcdKka jykafia úiskauhs foaYkd lf ld, mßÉfþohlg lshk kula' nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia f .ka weyq j d' —ia j dóks " Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" l,amhlg wjqreÿ lShla ú;r ;sfhkjdo@˜ lsh,d' nqÿrcdKka jykafia ms<; s r = e ÿkakd —uyfKks" l,amhlg wjqreÿ iShla" odyla" ,laIhla" fldaáhla ;sfhkjd lsh,d wjqreÿj,ska lshkak neye' l,amh lshk ld,h ta ;rïu È¾>hs˜ lsh,d' Bg miafia nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.ka weyqjd —iajdóks" tfyu kï Wmudjla lshkak mq¿jkao l,amh fldhs;rï È¾>hso lsh,d@˜ —Wmudjla lshkak mq¿jka˜ lsõjd' Wmudjla foaYkd l


nqÿrcdKka jykafia ld,h .ek Th lshk foaYkdj wms f;areï .kafk fldfyduo@ fudlo fya;=j" wmsg fï w¨;a f,dalfha úia;r yïn fjkafka ñ,shk .Kka j,skafk' wjqreÿ fuÉpr mrKhs mD;=úh" fuÉpr mrKhs lsh,d' fïl wmsg f;areï .kak neß fjkafk f,dalfha ;sfhk tl fohla ksid' ta ;uhs wks;Hh' ta lshkafk fï frdvq lE,a,la mjd fihd.kak neß fjkaku fï f,dafla yeufohlau wks;Hh fj,d hkjd' ta ksihs wmsg fï b;sydih .ek f;dr;=re fndfydu iSñ; [dKhlska ,efnkafka' nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd" Th lshmq l,amh lshk ld, jf.a tAjd ishhla we;=<; nqÿrcdKka jykafia,d my< jqfka y;a kuhs' f.!;u nqÿrcdKka jykafia óg wjqreÿ 2630 lg l,ska ñksia f,dafla bmÿkd' fï olajd uyd mqreI ,laIK ;sia folla ;sfhk flfkla bmÿkdo@ fldaá ixLHd; .dKla ñksiaiq bmÿkd' ñksiaiq bmÈ,d ueß,d hkjd' wvq .dfka ilaú;s rc flfklaj;a my< fj,d kE' t;fldg wmsg fmakjd ta jf.a fY%aIaG whf.a my<ùu fldhs;rï ÿ¾,No lsh,d' nqÿrcdKka jykafia ;uhs fï w;S;fha úia;r wmsg foaYkd lrkafka' nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd óg l,am wkQ tllg l,ska fï f,dafla my< jqkd zúmiaiSZ lsh,d nqÿrcdKka jykafia kula' ta nqÿrcdKka jykafia my< fjk ldf,a ñksiqkaf.a wdhqI wjqreÿ wiQ odyla' t;fldg ta ldf,a úmiaiS nqÿrcdKka jykafia my< fj,d Wkajykafia msßksjka mEjd' ta O¾uh ld,hla hkfldg ñksii a q w;ayeßhd' t;fldg ta nqoaO Ydikh ke;sfj,d .shd' uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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Bg miafia l,am yegla nqÿjre kE' t;fldg n,kak tl l,amhl nqÿjrhka jykafia kula my< fj,d msßksjka mEjdu" Bg miafia l,am yegla f,dalfha nqoaO O¾uh kE' nqÿ flfkla úiska wjfndaOfhkau foaYkd lrk fï O¾uh f,dalfha kE' b;ska n,kak" O¾uh ;sfhk ld, fkfjhs f,dalfha jeä' O¾uh ke;s ld,uhs' ta l,am yeg ;=< ñksiaiq lsis flfkl=g i;r wmdfhka tf;r fjkak mq¿jka fjkafk kE¡ ta O¾uh ke;s ksid' Bg l,am yeglg miafia" óg l,am ;sia tllg l,ska zisÇZ" zfjiaiN+Z lsh, nqÿrcdKka jykafia,d fokula my< jqkd' t;fldg isÇ lshk nqÿrcdKka jykafia my< fj,d O¾uh foaYkd lr,d msßksjka md,d ld,hla .sys,a,d ta Ydikh ke;sj .shd' Bg miafia zfjiaiN+Z lshk nqÿrcdKka jykafia my< jqkd' my< fj,d O¾u foaYkd lr,d msßksjka md,d ld,hla .sys,a,d ta nqoaO Ydikh;a ke;sj .shd' wdfhu;a l,am ;syla nqÿjrhka jykafia,d kE' ta l,am ;sy f.jqkg miafia ±ka wms .;lrk fï l,amh f,dalhg Wod jqkd' fï l,amhg lshkafka zuyd Nø l,amhZ lsh,d' fï l,amfha biafi,a,du my< jqfka zll=i|Z lshk nqÿrcdKka jykafia' ta ll=i| nqÿrcdKka jykafia my< fjÉp ldf,a ñksiqkaf.a wdhqI wjqreÿ y;,sia odyla' ta O¾uh Bg miafia w;=reoyka fj,d .shd' fï l,afmu" Bg miafia my< jqkd nqÿrcdKka jykafia kula fldaKd.uk nqÿrcdKka jykafia' ta ll=i|" fldaKd.uk lshk nqÿrcdKka jykafia,d foku bmÈ,d ;sfhkafka 56



lms,jia;= m%foaYfhauhs' O¾udfYdal rÊcqrefjda ta ta ;ekaj, l=¿Kq msysfgõjd' ±ka ta l=¿Kq me;a;lg lvd jeá,d ;sfhkjd' Bg miafia ldYHm lsh,d nqÿrcdKka jykafia kula my< jqkd' ldYHm nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a ldf,a ñksik q f a .a wdhqI wjqreÿ úisodyhs' ±ka ñksik q f a .a wdhqI wjqreÿ tlish úiaig nysklïu nqÿjrfhla kE' ta;a ;du tlu l,amh fï hkafka' Bg miafia ñksiqkaf.a wdhq I tlis h úia f ia § wfma jdikdjg f.!;u nqÿrcdKka jykafia fï f,daflg my< jqkd' b;ska ta f.!;u nqÿrcdKka jykafia O¾u foaYkd lr,d" msßksjka mEjd' O¾uh w,a,.kak wh w,a, .kakjd' w;dßk wh w;dßkjd' ±ka Tkak wfma l,amh ;du bjr fj,d kE' wdhqI wvq fõf.k wvq fõf.k .sys,a,d" wdhqI wvq fjkjd wjqreÿ oyhg' ta;a l,amh bjr fjkafka kE' fï l,afm bjr fjkafka ffu;%S nqÿrcdKka jykafia my< fj,d wjika jqkdg miafia' t;fldg wjqreÿ oyhg wvqfj,d ñksiaiq i;a;= jf.a urd.kakjd' Bg mia f ia b;s ß fjk ñks i a i q w;ßka O¾udkq l + , j Ôj;afj,d ál ál ñksiqkaf.a wdhqI jeäfjkjd' jeäfj,d ñksiqkaf.a wdhqI wjqreÿ 80"000 fjklka nqÿ flfkla kE' ±ka fï f,dalfha wms ±kgu;a okakjd" wfma nqÿrcdKka jykafia msßksjka md,d wjqreÿ 2550 fjkfldg ±ka ñksik q g a f.!;u nqoO a Ydikfha O¾uh wjfndaO lrkjd lshk tl;a mqÿuhlafka' ñksiaiq uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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uf.ka yßhg wykjfka —iajdóka jykai" fidajdka fjkak mq¿jkao@ fidajdka fj,d mjq,a lkak mq¿jkao f.j,aj,@˜ lsh,d' ta lshkafka ielhuhs ;sfhkafk' Wkajykafia msßksjka md,d 2550la fjkfldg fuÉpr úÑlsÉPd kï" ld,hla hkfldg fïl kslka úys¿jla fjkjd' ûd¾.M, ,nkak mq¿jka lshk l:dj ±kgu;a f.dvla fofkl=g úys¿jlafka'& t;fldg fï fn!oa O hs ls h k" Y% d jlfhda fõYfhka bkak whu fïl úys¿jg ,lalrkjd kï" ;j ld,hla hkfldg fï .ek l:d lsÍu;a ñksiqkag úys¿jla fjkjd' Bg miafi fïjd w;ayer,d ñksiaiq ys;kjd —kE''' fï Ôj;a fj,d bkaklïfka' wms fyd| foaj,afka lrkafka' wms fudflda jerÈ lrkjehs@ ta ksid wms fyd|g Ôj;a fj,d ld,d î,d wms i;=áka b|,d" wkqkag Woõ lr,d wms ueß,d hkjd˜ lsh,d ;kslru f,!lsl fjkjd' ^b;ska ta hq.h jeä wE; kE'& Bg miafia fï wjia:dj ke;s fj,d hkjd' Bg miafia wjqreÿ 80"000la fjklï f,dafla O¾uh kE' kslka úNd.j,g ,shkak kï ;sfhaú' Bg miafia ta ffu;%S nqÿrcdKka jykafia my< fjk ldf,g wjqreÿ 80"000la hklï fldÉpr l,a wmsg bmso''' bmso" ueß''' ueß bkak fjhso wms okafka kE' b;ska ta zffu;%SZ nqÿrcdKka jykafia my<ùu ;uhs fï uyd Nøl,a m fha mia f jks nq ÿ rcdKka jykafia' b;ska ffu;%S nqÿrcdKka jykafia my< fj,d msßksjka md,d ta nqoaO Ydikh w;=reoyka jqkd lshuq' Bg miafia wdfha nqÿ flfkla my< fjkafka ljoo lsh,d ljqrej;a okafka kE' iuyr úg l,am iShla" 58



odyla nqÿjrfhla kE' tfyu ;uhs''' fï f,dafla ys;kak neß f,dalhla' ta lshkafka wmsg ys;kak neß ;rïu mqÿu iy.; f,dalhla' b;ska ta ksid wms fï nqÿrcdKka jykafia,d .ek tfyu ±k.kak ´k' ta W;a;uhka jykafia,dghs wms fï j¢kafka' ±ka i;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia,dg jkaokd lrk fldg Tng ;j .eg¿jla u;=fjkak mq¿jka —t;fldg wms wgúis nqÿrcdKka jykafia,d .ek ls h kjd fka o @˜ we;a ; jYfhka u wgúis nqÿrcdKka jykafia,d .ek f.!;u nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrmq ;ekla yïnfj,d kE' f.!;u nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrmq ;ekla yeáhg fï úiaa;r ;sfhkafka §> ksldfha zuyd modkZ lshk iQ;% foaYkdfõ' ta iQ;%h n,,d ´k flfkl=g mq¿jka uu fï lshk ldrKfha we;a; ;;ajh" i;Hh úia;f¾ ;yjqre lr.kak' ta nqÿrcdKka jykafia,d .ek kï jYfhka yß isyl s r,d jkaokd udk lrkak ,efnkjd kï tal wmg f,dl= ,dNhla' idudkH Ôú;fha fï f;rejka je|,d" i;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia,dg jkaokd lrk isß;la wfma fn!oaO iudcfha ;sfhk njla uu kï okafka kE' Tn okakjdo tfyu tlla@ t;fldg wms n,uq wms ks l ka zfn!oa O fn!oa O Z ls õ jg m% d fhda . s l j wms fldhs;rï nqÿ oyñka wE;afjÉp Ôú; ;uhs wmg ;sfhkafka' b;ska wms nqÿ oyug
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wms Bfha l:d nia lrmq iQ;% foaYkdfõ ku fudllao@ ta iQ;h % u ;uhs ;du;a W.kajkafka' —wNsikao iQ ; % h '˜ wNs i ka o ls õ fõ .,df.k hk .x.dj' nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l


O¾uh bf.k .kak ´k msmdis; ukqIHfhla j;=r fndkjd jf.a' ±ka wms lshuq Tn fyd|gu msmdifhka bkakjd kï" j;=r tlla yïnjqkdu fldfyduo tal fndkafka@ wks;a fj,djg fndkjg jvd úfYa I hla keoa o ta f la @ fudlla o úfYa I h@ fõ.fhka îf.k îf.k hkjd' O¾uh lshk tl yeu;siafiu ,efnk tlla fkfjhs' yeuodu ,efnk tlla fkfjhs' yeu;eku ,efnk tlla fkfjhs' yeuldf,u ,efnk tlla fkfjhs ' O¾uh ,efnka f ka ke;s ld," O¾uh w;=reoyka jk ld, ;sfhkjd f,dalfha' Tn okakjo O¾uh w;=reoyka fjÉp ldf,l wfma nqÿrcdKka jykafia bmÿkd rfcla fj,d' O¾uh kE f,dalfha' ta ldf,a wfma nqÿrcdKka jykafia bkaÈhdfõ rc flfkla' lg l:dj,ska wykak ,enqkd" zfï f,dafla nqÿjrhka jykafia,d my< fj,d O¾u foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkjdZ lsh,d' ljqrej;a okafka kE ta fudllao lsh,d' b;ska fï rÊcqrejkag mqÿu úÈyg wdidjla we;s jqkd' we;sfj,d fï rÊcqrefjda fudlo lf
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jykafia kulf.a nK mohlaa lsh, fokak' uu fï uq¿ rdcHhu fokjdZ lsõjd' ta okafk;a kE' n,kak'''' fï nqÿjrhka jykafia,d mdró mqrdf.k hk ldf,a ;sìÉp udkisl;ajh' Bg miafia oyïfid~ rc;=ud l,amkd l


lsõjd' Bg miafia hldu fhdackd l
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nK˜' —wfka ;d;af;a" ug i,a,s tmdæ fuÉpr ld,hla O¾uh .ek okafk ke;sj uf.a w;ska wvqmdvq jqfka' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh i,a,sj,g ;lafiare lr, bjr lrkak neye˜ lsõjd' b;ska ta ksid wms fïjdfhka bf.k .kak ´k ta O¾ufha ;sfhk jákdlu' b;ska wms Y%oaOdj .ek ;uhs fï bf.k .kafka' ta Y%oaOd lshkafka kslka Y%oaOdj fkfuhsfka' Y%oaOd folla ;sfhkjd' ta fol u;l ;shd.kak' zwuQ,sld ioaOdZ" zwdldrj;S ioaOdZ' wuQ,l s d Y%oO a d lsh,d lshkafka zuq,la ke;s meye§u'Z tafla uq,a kE (rootless faith) idudkHfhka wuq,sld Y%oaOd ;uhs iShla .;af;d;a iShgu ;sfhkafka' wdldrj;S Y%oaOdjg tkak kï f.!;u nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh wy," fhdakf s ida ukisldrfha fhÈ,d lreKq ldrKd f;areï wrf.k ;uhs we;sfjkafka' tfyu ke;akï wuQ,l s d Y%oO a djg wdmq flfkl=g" ^ta lshkafka uq,la ke;s Y%oaOdj ;sfhk flfkl=g& nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia flfrys is f ;a wmeye§ula we;sfjkak jeä fj,djla hkafka kE' O¾uh .ek isf;a wmeye§ula we;sfjkak jeä fj,djla hkafka kE' Y%djl ix>hd .ek ysf;a wmeye§ula we;sfjkak jeä fj,djla hkafka kE' kuq ; a wdldrj;S Y% o a O dj we;s j q k dg mia f ia nqÿrcdKka jykafia flfrys ;sfnk meye§u fjkia fjkafka kE' O¾uh flfrys ;sfnk meye§u fjkia fjkafka kE' Y%djl ix>hd flfrys ;sfnk meye§u uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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fjkia fjkafka kE' ±ka wmsg ´k lrkafka wuQ,sld Y% o a O dj fkfjhs ' wmg ´k lrka f ka fudlla o @ wdldrj;S Y%oaOdj' ta wdldrj;S Y%oaOdjg tkak ;uhs wms fï O¾uh bf.k .kafka' b;ska Bfha wms bf.k .;af;a ta nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a .=K kjh' wo wms bf.k .kafka O¾ufha .=K yh' nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod< › ioaO¾uh mgka .kafka —iajdlaLdf;da N.j;d Oïfuda˜' zN.j;dZ lshkafka zNd.Hj;=ka jykafia úiskZa ' zOïfudaZ lsõfõ zjodrk ,o O¾uhZ' ziajdlaLdf;daZ ±ka iajdlaLdf;da lshk jpkh yeÈ,d ;sfhkafka ziqZ¬zwlaLd;Z lshk jpk foflka' zwlaLd;Z lshkafka zmjik ,oafoahZ' ziqZ lshkafka zukdfldgZ' zukdfldg mjik ,oafoahZ' ta jf.a ziqZ hkak od,d úfYaIfhka wms lshk foaj,a ;s f hkjfka ' fudkjo ta @ f.dvdla úfYa I kï" ziqúfYaIZ B<Õg f.dvdla is,aj;a kï" ziqis,aj;aZ' ^wms lshkafka ta jf.a ziqZ hkak od,dfka'& t;fldg fyd| pß;j;a kï" ziqpß;j;aZ ta jf.a jpkhla ;uhs fï zukdfldgZ ziqZ zwlaLd;Z lshk jpk foflka ;uhs ziajdlaLd;Z ukdfldg foaYkd lrk ,oafoah' tal ;uhs m


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jqkd' fudlo fufyu fjkafka@ O¾uh iajdlaLd;hs' B<`.g ikaÈÜÀlhs' fï Ôú;fha§u wjfndaOh we;s lr, fok ksid' ±ka wms ys;df.k bkafka nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh fï Ôú;fha§ wjfndaO lrkak mq¿jka tlla yeáhg fkfjhsfka' wmsg ld,hla ;siafia wykak ,eì, ;sfhkafka nqÿ flfkl=f.a O¾uhla wjfndaO lr.kak wmsg msx kE" msx uÈ''' ta ksid wms lrkak ´k fudllao@ mdró mqrdf.k hEuhs' wvq .Kfka mdró mqrkjd kï lula kE' tfyu ljqre;a mqrk mdrñ;djl=;a ug kï fmks,d kE' lg l:djg ú;rla lshd f.k hkjd jdo lrkak' ug kï tal yïnfj,d ;sfhkafka jdfog ú;rhs' yenEjg kï fkfjhs' t;fldg ta nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh fï Ôú;fha§ wjfndaO lrkak mq¿jka lshk woyig jvd fn!oaO iudch ;=< ;sfhkafka ikaÈÜÀl fkfjhs lshk woyihs' we;a;o fndreo uu fï lshkafka@ fndfyda wh ys;df.k bkafka ikaÈÜÀlhs lsh,o@ ikaÈÜÀl kE lsh,o@ ikaÈÜÀl kE lsh, fkao@ b;ska wms myÈkafka fldfyduo@ wfma ys; myÈkafka fldfyduo@ wms Y%oaOdjg tkafka fldfyduo@ wms Y%oaOdjg tkak kï fï O¾uh ikaÈÜÀlhs lsh,d wfma ys; myÈkak ´k' t;fldg f.!;u nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh fï Ôú;fha§u wjfndaO lrk tlla" ikaÈÜÀlhs' B<`. .=Kh fudllao@ —wld,sflda˜' zwld,sfldaZ lshkafka ld,hlg whs;s kE' ta lsõfõ ±ka wms .;af;d;a uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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n,kak t;fldg thdf.a ;sfhk l=i,;djh Wmßuhg weo, .kak fudflago mq¿jka@ O¾uhghs' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uhg' t;fldg fï O¾uh .ek nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lr, ;sfhk Wmud .ek ne¨fjd;ska fïjd fyd| ,iaikg f;afrkjd' N+ñc iQ;%fha nqÿrcdKka jykafia Wmudjla foaYkd l
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talhs' fï O¾uh ta ´kEu ld,hl wjfndaO lrkak mq¿jka' wmg z±ka ta hq.h bjrhs'''' ±ka wmg O¾uh wjfndaO lrkak neyeZ lsh,d lshkak neye' wehs ta@ msx ;sfhk wh bkak mq¿jka ´k;rï' msx ;sfhk wh bkak mq¿jka O¾uh ke;sj wjfndaO fjkafk ke;s' t;fldg thdg yßhg ms ß is ÿ O¾uh wyka k yïnjqfkd;a fï ldf,;a thdg O¾uh wjfndaO lrkak mq¿jka' tfykï nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh ikaÈÜÀlhs" wld,slhs' Wka j yka f ia f .a O¾ufha .= K h fudlla o @ taysmiaisl' ztaysZ lshkafka tkak' taysmiaisl weú;a n,kak' tkak weú;a n,kak' t;fldg nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾ufha ;sfhk B<`. úfYaI foa ;uhs ta' taym s iail s " weú;a n,kak' t;fldg Wkajykafia jod< O¾uh ´kEu nqoaêu;a flfkl=g weúÈka n,kak mq¿jka' n,kak ;sfhkafka ^´mkhsflda& ;ud ;=


—uu is , a j ;= k a u f;da r f;da r foka f k˜ ls õ jd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia jodhdghs˜ lsh,d' ke;=j Thdg Th úÈyg fydhkak neye' tafla f;areu fudllao@ fï O¾uh ´mkhsl ksid ndysßka n,,d fydhkak neye' t;fldg nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾ufha z´mkhslZ lshk jpkfha idudkH f;areu .;af;d;a mqoa.,slhs lshk tl' ±ka wms .;af;d;a fu;ek wms bkakjd lshuq msßi' ±ka wms w;r Y%oaOdjla tfyu we;s jqfkd;a tlaflfkl=g yß tal mqoa.,sl tlla fkfjhso@ mqoa.,sl tlla' ldf.a yß is;la iudêu;a jqfkd;a mqoa.,sl tlla fkfjhso tal@ mqoa.,sl tlla' ljqreyß fyd| iS,hl msyg s , bkakjd kï tal thdf.a mqoa.,sl tlla fkfjhso@ mqoa.,sl tlla' ljqreyß fyd|g kqjKska úuikjd kï tal thdf.a mqoa.,sl tlla fkfjhso@ mqoa.,sl tlla' ´mkhslhs' th ;ud ;=< we;s lr.kakd mqo. a ,sl tlla' ta ksihs mska ;sfhk ´kEu flfkl=g fï O¾uh ÈhqKq lrkak mq¿jka' ;j flfkl=f.a wjirhla .kak ´k kE' ;ukag tal ÈhqKq lr.kak mq`Mjka' ;ukag O¾u ud¾.h m%.=K lr.kak mq¿jka' tal ndysr flfkl=g j
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lshkfldg wrhd wyf.k bkakjd' Bg miafia mgdpdrd lshkjd' —fï tllaj;a ;udf.a jiÕfha mj;ajkak neye' mq¿jkao lsh,d n,kak' ^fufyu lshk fldg wrhd wyf.k bkakjd'& fï .ek wmg wjfndaOhla kE' ta ksid wms fïlg wdid lrkjd' fïlg wdid lsÍu ksid wms ÿla ú¢kjd' n,kak we;a;o ke;a;o@˜ fïjd Tlafldu wrhd ±ka ys; fhduqlrf.k wyf.k bkakjd' ál ojila hkfldg fuhd l,amkd lrkjd" —fudllao fï ,dul lEug ;sfhk wdidj@ ux fï O¾uhg wdi lrkak ´k˜ lsh,d fuhd O¾uh m%.=K l
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—Tnjykafiag Èjeia ;sfhkjdo@˜ —kE˜ lshkjd' —t;fldg Tnjykafiag wfkla whf.a is;a n,kak mq ¿ jka o @˜ —ta ; a neye˜ ls h kjd' —Tnjyka f ia g ;sfhkjo w;S; Ôú; n,kak mq¿jkalu@˜ —ta;a neye˜ lshkjd' —b;ska fudllao jqfka@˜ lsh, wykjd' —wms fï m[a[dúuqla; wh' wms m%{dju ÈhqKq lr,d fïl wjfndaO lr.;a;d˜ lsh,d' —wfka ug f;afrkafka kE˜ lshkjd' —b;ska Tnjykafiag f;areK;a tlhs" ke;;a tlhs wms m[a[dúuql; a ˜ lshkjd' B<Õ ry;ka jykafia ,Õg;a hkjd' talu lshkjd' Bg miafia fudlo jqfka@ ±ka fuhdg fïl yß .eg¿jla' nqÿrcdKka jykafia ,`.g .syska lsõjd'—iajdóks" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" ux fufyu fufyu .shd˜ ±ka fudllao fuhdf.a ysf;a ;sfhkafka@ wrj;a tlalu fydrlï lrf.k hkakhs' wr psychic powers ál;a Tlafldau wrka hkak' Bg miafi .sys,a,d lsõjd" —uu fukak fufyu weyqjd" weyqjdu ta f.d,a, tfyu kE lshkjd' kuq;a m[A[dúuqla; wh¨' fï m%{dj ÈhqKq lr,d flf,iq k a f .ka ks o yia jq k d ls h kjd' Nd.Hj;= k a jyka i " fudlla o fïfla f;a r eu@˜ nqÿrcdKka jykafia;a wr W;a;f¾u ÿkakd' fudllao lSfõ@ —Tfya fïl f;areï .;a;;a ke;;a tA wh m[A[dúuqla; ;uhs˜ lsõjd' wkak t;fldg ;uhs thdg Wkkaÿj we;s jqfka fïl w,a,kak ´k lsh,d' ±ka n,kak nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a m%ldYj,ska mqoa.,hd okafku ke;sj ´k ;ekg .kakjd' Bg miafia lshkjd' —wfka Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" ug fïl f;dar, fokak ug meyeÈ,s kE˜ uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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lshkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia O¾u foaYkd lrf.k hkjd' wjika fjkfldg ry;ka jykafia kula fjkjd' Bg miafia t;eku je| jefgkjd" —wfka iajdóks" ug iudfjkak' uu fï O¾uh wjfndaO lrk woyiska uyK jqkd fkfjhs' ux fï O¾uh fydrlï lrf.k hka k hs wdfõ' kuq ; a ug ±ka f;a f rkjd''' ug iudfjkak'''˜ b;ska nqÿrcdKka jykafia iudj fokjd' ±ka fïflka fudllao fmakafka@ ta lshkafka flfkl=g ;sfhkj kï kqjKska úuiSfï yelshdj" wr ,laIK ;sfhkjd kï fï O¾ufha''' ±ka n,kak ziajdlaLd;Z lshk tl' nqÿrcdKka jykafia ukdfldg foaYkd l


´k' ;j flfkl=g Ys,h we;s jqkd' ta YS,h fjk flfkl=g fokak neye' thd fjku we;s lr.kak ´k' ;j flfkla iudêh we;s lr.;a;d' ta iudêh fjk flfkl=g fokak neye' thd fjku we;s lr.kak ´k' m%{dj;a tfyuhs' fï ksid ;uhs mjq,a msáka ksjka olskjd lshk tl flfrkafka ke;af;a' ±ka wms .uq nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a ta .sys ldf,a hfYdaord foaúh ysgmq mjq,' b;ska hfYdaord NslI a K q h s la fj,d ry;a NslaIqKshla njg m;ajqkd' rdyq, l=udrh;a ry;ka jykafia kula jqkd' hfYdaordf.a whshd foajo;a; ksrfha .shd' hfYdaordf.a ;d;a;d iqm%nqoaO" Wka±;a ksf¾ .shd' t;fldg wmsg fïflka fmakafka fudllao@ wmsg ´k ´k yeáhg mjqf,a lÜáh .kak neye' iuyre ys;kjd —wfka wfma wïuj;a fïlg .kak we;akï" wfma uy;a;hj;a fïlg .kak we;akï" wfma fkdakj;a .kak we;akï" wfma
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t;fldg ta nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh" ta ,laIK j,ska hq;= O¾uh ;uhs zÿlZ kï jQ wd¾h i;Hh' ±ka ta ÿl kï jQ wd¾h i;Hh nqÿrcdKka jykafia úúO l%uhg" úúO jpkj,sk"a úúOdldrfhka úia;r lr lr" úia;r lr lr fokjd' t;fldg kqjK ;sfhk flkd fudlo lrkafka ÿl kï jQ wd¾h i;Hh wjfndaO lrkjd' B<`.g nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod


iuyre uf.ka wykjd b;ska ksjkg;a wms wdYd lrkjdfka' ta lshkafka thdg ´k jdohla' ±ka wms .;af;d;a wmsg wikSmhla yeÈ,d kï bkafka" wms n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkjd wikSmh ikSm lr.kak' ta fjkqfjka wms ffjoHjre miafia ÿjkjd' fnfy;a lrkjd' b;ska wms fnfy;aj,g wdidfjkao ta lrkafka@ wmsg ´k ikSm fjkakfka' wdkak ta jf.a ;uhs ksjk lrd hkjd lshk tl ÿflka ksoyia ùfï wjYH;dj;a tlal fjk tlla' ÿl wjfndaO ùfuka fjk tlla' talfka nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkafka wmsg kqjKska úui úuid n,kak lsh,d' ±ka kqjKska úui úuid n,kak lshkjd wei .ek" lk .ek" kdih .ek" Èj .ek" lh .ek" uki .ek' B<Õg kqjKska úui úuid n,kak n,kak fïl wks;Hhs" fïl ÿlhs" fïl ;udf.a ji`.fha mj;ajkak neß fohla ^wkd;au& lsh,d wjfndaO fjkak fjkak" wmg fïflka ksoyia fjkak ´k fjkjd' wjfndaO fjkak fjkak ;uhs ´k fjkafka' wjfndaOhla ke;sj ´k fjkafka kE' t;fldg wkak ksoyia fjkak ´k" ÿl wjfndaO fjkak ´k" ÿl wjfndaO fjkfldg ;uhs ÿlg we¨ï lsÍu w;dßkafka thd' ÿlg we¨ï lsÍu w;ayeßfhd;a ;uhs thd ÿflka ksoyia fjkafka' talg nqÿrcdKka jykafia fyd| ,iaik Wmudjla foaYkd lrkjd fufyu' wkaO ukqIHfhla ysáhd' ta wkaO ukqIHhdg ´k jqkd" fï f,dafl ;sfhk ,iaiku we÷u we|.kak' b;ska hd¿jkag lshkjd —ug fufyu uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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,iaik we÷ula w¢kak ´k˜ lsh,d' b;ska —yd''' yd''' wms we÷ula fokakï˜ lsh,d fï wkaO ukqIHhg le;u le; we÷ula wka|kjd' weia fmakafk kEfka' ±ka fuhd fï ndÉpqj jf.a tl t,a,f.k gjqug hkjd' .sy, s , a lshkjd" —fï n,dm,a,d uf.a we÷fï ,iaik'''˜ ±ka thdg fmakjo tal@ thd wkaOfka' wks;a wh;a fuhd i;=gq lrkak lshkjd w;.d,d" —Id''' yß wf.hsfka' yenEu ,iaik we÷ulafka˜ lshkjd' ta yefudau thdf.a woyigu ;,a¨j ÿkak ñila fïl lshkak úÈyla kEfka' fudlo thdg fmakafk kEfka' fodia;r uy;a;fhla fuhdf.a weiaj,g fnfy;a odkjd' weiaj,g fnfy;a odk fldg weia fol fmakk a mgka .kakjd' t;fldg thd biai,a,du n,kafka fudlla Èydo@ we÷u Èyd''' n,oaÈ fuhdg fmakjd" fuhd ,iaikhs lsh,d ys;df.k ysáhg fuhdj rjÜg,d ndÉpqjla wka|,d lsh,d' t;fldg thdg fudlo ysf;kafka@ —fujqka udj fndfyda ld,hla ;siafia jxpd lrf.k ysáhd˜ lsh,d' fï jf.a ;uhs fï ÿl wjfndaO fjk fldg" wmg todg wjfndaO fjkjd fï wei" lk" kdih" Èj" lh" uki wmsj jxpd lr,d ;sfhkjd lsh,d' mxp WmdodkialkaOh úiska wmsj rjÜg,d ;sfhkjd lsh,d' todg ;uhs wms olskafka' todg wms fïl w;ayßkjd' t;fldg nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh ;=< thd ldu ;Kayd" Nj ;Kayd" úNj ;Kayd ;=ku m%ydKh l< hq;= fohla lsh,d wjfndaO lr.kakjd' B<Õg zÿlaL ksfrdaO wd¾h i;Hh'Z ta lshkafka ksjk' ksjk .ek nqÿrcdKka jykafia meyeÈ,sju 84



foa Y kd lr,d ;s f hkjd' ^;Ka y la L fhda y s rdO" ksíndKx& ksjk lsh,d lshkafka ;Kaydj ke;sùuuhs' t;fldg ;Kaydj ke;sùu ;uhs ksjk wjfndaO ùu lshkafka' ;Kaydj ke;sjqkd kï ke;s jqkd lsh,d wjfndaO lr.kakjd' t;fldg ta wjfndaOhg jpkhla lshkjd zúuqla;shZ lsh,d' ±ka ÿl wjfndaO fjkjd' ta wjfndaOhg lshkjd zúoHdjZ lsh,d' ;Kaydj ksreoaO fj,d ksjk wjfndaO ùug lshkjd zúuqla;shZ lsh,d' t;fldg zúÊcd úuqla;sZ lshk fol ;uhs ry;ka jykafiag ;sfhkafka' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾ufha úia;r lr lr fokjd ÿl kï jQ wd¾h i;Hh" ÿlaL iuqoh kï jQ wd¾h i;Hh" ÿlaL ksfrdaOh kï jQ wd¾h i;Hh' B<Õ wd¾h i;Hh fudllao@ ÿlaL ksfrdaO .dñkS mámod wd¾h i;Hh' ta lshkafka wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.h' wkak ta ÿlaL ksfrdaO .dñkS mámod wd¾h i;Hhg ;uhs wr lshmq i;a;sia fndaê mdlaIsl O¾u whs;s jkafka' wd¾h wIa g dx.s l ud¾.h wdrïN lrka f ka fudllskao@ iïud ÈÜÀfhka' B<Õg iïud ixlmam" iïud jdpd" iïud lïuka;" iïud wdÔj" iïud jdhdu" iïud i;s" iïud iudê' fï wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.h ;=< yslafuk l%u ;=kla ;sfhkjd' iS," iudê" m%{d' wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.fha ie,eiau Èyd n,mqjdu wmg biafi,a,du fmakf a ka m%{d biafi,a, ;sfhkjd jf.afka'a wehs iïud ÈÜÀfhkafka mgka.kafka' iïud ÈÜÀ" iïud ixlmam uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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lshk fol ;uhs m%{d' iïud jdpd" iïud lïuka;" iïud wdÔj lshk ;=k ;uhs iS,' iïud jdhdu" iïud i;s" iïud iudê ;=k ;uhs iudê' t;fldg neÆ ne,aug wmg fmakafka fldfyduo@ iS," iudê" m%{d jf.ao@ m%{d" iS," iudê jf.ao@ fïlg iuyre /jfgkjd' /já,d lshkjd iS," iudê" m%{d fkfjhs T;k ;sfhkafka' T;k ;sfhkafka m%{d" iS," iudê lshkjd' m%{d" iS," iudê fkfjhs iS," iudê" m%{d' fïlg iïud ÈÜÀh wehs bia i ryg wrka ;sfhkafka@ ta m%{djg whs;s tl biairyg wrka ;sfhkafka fïlhs' Y%djlhdg wjfndaOfhka hqla; iS,hla msKi s ;a" wjfndaOfhka hql; a iudêhla msKi s ;a" wjfndaOfhka hqla; m%{djla msKsi;a uQ,sl moku ilia lrkafka m


úuqla;s [dKo¾Yk' Tn wy, ;sfhkjdo ta jpk@ iS," iudê" m%{d .djg úuqla;s" úuqla;s [dK o¾Yk' iS, iudê m%{d iïmQ¾K jqkdg miafia úuql; a "s úuql; a s [dKo¾Yk' ksjk wjfndaO jQ njg ;sfhk wjfndaOh' t;fldg ta lreKq oyfhka hqla;hs ry;ka jykafia' wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.h iïmq¾K ùu ;=< b;sß tl jvk tlla fkfjhs jevqk tlla' fudkjo ta@ úuql; a "s úuqla;s [dKo¾Yk' t;fldg wms fïflka ta úÈyg meyeÈ,s lr .kak ´k' wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.h ;=<" iS," iudê" m%{d ;sfhkjd lsh,d' wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.h ;=< iïud ÈÜÀh yßhg ;snqfka ke;akï iSS,h lsh,d thd tl tl foaj,a lrkjd' mxp YS,h;a jerÈ úÈyg úia;r lrhs' B<Õg is,a fkdjk foaj,a iSS,h lsh,d mg,jd .kakjd' iS,hg whs;s foa yßhg y÷k.kafka kE' B<Õg iïud iudêhg tkak neßj hkjd' ta lshkafka iïud ÈÜÀh ke;akï wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.fha ud¾. wx. tllaj;a yßhg we;s lr.kak yïnfjkafka kE' talhs wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.fha" iïud ÈÜÀh bÈßhgu wrf.k ;sfhkafka' t;fldg mskj a ;ak"s iïud ÈÜÀh yßhg ;snf q kd;a ;uhs iïud ixl,amh we;s fjkafka' iïud ixl,amh bÈßfha§ wmsg ysóg ysóg f;daar.kak mq¿jka' fudlo nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh úia;r lrk ta oyï lreKq wms bf.k f.k ta oyï lreKq flfrys wfma ysf;a we;sfjkak ´k meye§ula' ta meye§u we;sfj,d ;uhs ta O¾uh flfrys wfma Ñ;a;m%idoh we;sfjkak ´k' t;fldg ;uhs wjfndaOfhkau f;rejka irK uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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hkjd lshkafka' wjfndaOfhkau nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod< O¾uh irK hkjd lshkafka' ±ka yßhgu wms nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh irK .sfhd;a wms fï O¾ufhhs" f,dalfha wfkla foaj¨hs w;r fjki fyd|g f;areï .kakjd' ±ka wms .uq wdf,dalh .ek okak tlaflkdg w÷rhs t


zLhxZ lshkafka laIh lrkakd jQ" ish¨ ;Kayd wd§ flf,ia laIh lrkakd jQ" ^úrd.x& fkdwe,au we;s lrkakd jQ" ^wu;x& wurKSh jQ wuD;h zksjkZ" ^mKS;x& m%KS; jQ ksjk ,nd fokakd jQ" ^hoÊCO.d ilH uqkS iudysf;da& iudys; is;a we;s YdlH uqkk S øa hka jykafia hï O¾uhla jod< fialao" ^k f;ak Oïfïk iu;aÓ lsxÑ& ta O¾uhg iudk lsisjla ke;' t;fldg wkak ta O¾uhg iudk lsisjla kE lsh,d wmsg meyeÿfkd;a" ta meyeÈÉp flkdg mq¿jka fï O¾uh flfrys fkdfi,ajk Ñ;a;m%idohla we;s lr.kak' tfyu ke;akï fjkafka fudllao@ fjk fjk foaj,a wyk fldg ysf;kjd' —wd''' fïlufka ;sfhkafka wrfl;a''' wrlfk ;sfhkafk fïfl;a'''˜ lsh,d thdg fjka jYfhka olskak neßj hkjd' wjfndaOfhkau fïl f;areï .;af;d;a thdg fjka jYfhka f;areï .kak mq¿jka fï O¾ufha ;sfhk foaj,a fï f,dalfha fjk fldfyaj;a kE lsh,d' wkak t;fldg ;uhs thdg fkdfi,afjk Ñ;a;m%idohla we;s jkafka' tfyu ke;akï fjkafka fudllao@ ±ka Tkak wms fn!oaO lsh, lshdf.k bkakjd' ;j flfkla fïlg úreoaOj fudlla yß lshkjd' fuhd fudlo lrkafka@ thd ilal .ykjd' ztal;a yß ;uhsZ nksk fldg zwd''' yß ;uhs tal;aZ fudlo fya;=j@ thdg talg ksjerÈj ia:djrfha bkak neye' Bg miafia ta ljqreyß fudkj yß úreoaOj lsõfjd;a Bg miafia thd ta úreoaOj lshmq tl .kakjd' wrf.k thd tal ls h df.k hkjd' fï jf.a fjkjd nq ÿ rcdKka uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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jykafiaf.a O¾uh flfrys wjfndaOfhka meyeÿfka ke;akï' ta ksid mskaj;aks" fï wjfndaOfhka meyefokjd lshk tl ukqIHfhl=g lr.kak ,enqfkd;a ux ys;kjd" thd fï f,dafla b;du mskajka; flfkla" jdikdjka; flfkla lsh,d' fï wjfndaOfhka meye§u we;s lr .;af;d;a ta meye§u''' zwfjÉpmamidoZ ta lshkafka wms Wmudjlskq;a lSjfka l,ska' fudllao ta Wmudj@ fudlla jf.ao meye§u ;sfhkak ´k@ bka ø Ç,hla jf.a ls h ,d' t;fldg nq ÿ rcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh flfrys we;sjk meye§u ;sfhkafk ´k bkaøÇ,hla jf.a' ta bkaøÇ,hla jf.a ;sfhkak mq¿jka fjkafka O¾uh ±k.;af;d;a ú;rhs' O¾uh okafk ke;akï ta bkaøÇ,hla jf.a meye§ula we;s lr.kak mq¿jkalula kE' fï ksid mskaj;aks" ta nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a nqoaO foaYkdj, Th ,laIKh ;sfhk nj fudllao iajdlaLd; ikaÈÜÀl wld,sl taysmiaisl ´mkhsl ta@ —ia mÉp;a;x fõÈ;ín ú`Coa`C¥¥˜ lshk ,laIKfhka hql; a hs nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrmq O¾uh' —Oïux irKx .ÉPdñ˜ lsh,d wms irK hkafka ta O¾uhhs lshk ldrKhg tkak ´k' t;fldg Th úÈyg O¾uh f;areï wrf.k is; myÈkak kï wmsg hïlsis kqjKla ´k fkao@ ±ka nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkafka udf.a fï O¾uh ljqreka Wfoaid lsh,o@ —m%{djka;hska Wfoid˜ lsh,hs' tfykï wms f;areï .kak ´k 90



nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh y÷kd.kafka ljqo@ m%{djka; flfkla' m%{djka; flfkla ;uhs fï O¾uh y÷kd .kafka' m%{djka; flkd wmsg fydhkak nE tl mdrg fudk úÈyo lsh,d' ta nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a ldf,a" ux lsõfõ ±ka b÷,a n;a lkak wdmq wdÉÑ''' n;a lkaku uyK fjÉp wdÉÑ ry;ka jykafia kula jqfka fldfyduo@ t;fldg ta wdÉÑ ;=< m%{dj ;snqfka keoao@ ;snqkd' ziÉplZ lsh,d ysáhd ta ldf,a yß mKaä;fhla' ta ldf,a ;snqk digrees ál Tlafldu .y, ysáfha' fldÉpr mKaä;o lshkjd kï" mKaä; jeälug nvg f,dl= máhla ne|f.k ysáhd' úYd, máhla''' mKaä;lu nvg;a neye,d' O¾uh we,a¨jo@ kE' O¾uh we,a¨fõ kE' nqÿrcdKka jykafia oukh l
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fõf.kau O¾uh w,a,k tlaflkd' O¾u foaYkd l


B<Õg ;sfhkjd ^hdj Ôjxms fÉ ndf,da - mKaä;x mhsremdi;S& w{dk mqo. a ,hdj uq¨ Ôú; ldf,u weiqre l<;a ^k fida Oïux úcdkd;s& thd O¾uh olskafka kE' ôíî iQm rix h:d& fydoafoa odmq yekaola jf.a' t;fldg wmg fmakjd fï jdikdj lshk tl ;sfhkak ´k fï O¾uh wjfndaO lrkak' yenehs ta jdikdj msgg fmakafk kE' wms ;=<;a tal ;sfhk nj wms okafka kE' wms ;=< ta jdikdj ;sfhkjd lsh,d ±k.kafka wjfndaOfhkau Y%oaOdfõ msysgmq ojig' wjfndaOfhkau Y%oaOdj msysgmq ojig wmg f;areï .kak mq¿jks wmg fï O¾uh' fudlo ta ys; myÈkak mgka .kafka jdikdjg ;uhs' wehs kqjKska fufkys lrkjdfka O¾uh' fufkys lrk fldg" fufkys lrk fldg ys; myÈkak mgka .kakjd' myÈkak mgka .kak fldg Y%oaOdj msysgkjd' weo fmakafk kE' fï ±ka iuyre bkakjd fyd|g wykjd' wy,d wy,d" wyf.k b|,d fudlla yß weohla .kakjd biairyg' wrf.k bjr fj,d fï wefoa ;uhs W¨mam W¨mam l:d lrkafka' O¾uh w,a,kak neye' O¾ufha weo fydhkak nK wykjd kï thd l¿jr me;af;a ;sfhk y| jf.a lshkjd' l¿jr me;af;a ;sfhk y| l`Mjr fjkjd ñila t
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lshkjd —wÜÁl;ajd ukisl;ajd ýs;fidaf;da Oïux iqKd;s˜ uu fïl wjfndaO lr.kakjd lshk woyisk"a lka fhduq lrf.k nK wykjd' ±ka nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a ldf,a O¾uh wjfndaO jqfka ta whg ;uhs' ux fïl wjfndaO lrkjd lshk woyiska lka fhduq lrf.k nK wyk tlaflkd ;uhs fï O¾uh wjfndaO lr.kafka' ^fï ldf,a wjfndaO fjkafk;a tfyu wyk whg ;uhs& ta nqoaO foaYkdfõ i|yka fjkjd tal' Tn wy, ;sfhkjfka nqÿrcdKka jykafia O¾uh foaYkd lroa§ fï ñksiaiq wyf.k b|,d ud¾.M, ,enqjd lsh,d' tal fjk yeá foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkjd' ta ;uhs —wÜÁl;ajd ukisl;ajd ýs;fidaf;da Oïux iqKd;s˜ ukdfldg" wjOdkh ishhg iShla fhduqfldg" lka fhduq lrf.k nK wykjd' ta nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uhg ijka fokfldg ta nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a y~" yelshdj" Wkajykafiaf.a jpk''' fï Tlafldau n,mdkjd' Bg miafia ta wyf.k bkak fldg thdf.a mxp kSjrK ixisf|kjd' i;r i;smÜGdkfha is; msyg s kjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia p;=rd¾h i;Hh foaYkd lrk fldg wjfndaO fjkjd' wkak talhs wyf.k bka±oaÈ O¾uh wjfndaO fjkjd lshkafka' yenehs wms fï Ôú;fha§ tfyu tlla mqreÿ lf


bf.k.;a;d ta nqÿ .=K kjh' Y%oaOdj we;s lr.kak wdldrh .ek bf.k .;a;d' wo wms bf.k .;a;d Wkajykafia jod< O¾uh flfrys Y%oaOdj we;s lr .kafka fldfyduo lsh,d' b;ska wms ish¨ fokdgu;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l< Y%S ioaO¾uh .ek fkdfi,afjk meye§u we;slr .kak jdikdj Wodfõjdæ


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03' wd¾h uyd ix>r;akh flfrys fkdfi,afjk meye§u ^wNsikao$PíìfidaOk iQ;% weiqfrks&

Y%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks" wms fï ojia áfla bf.k .kafka —wNsikao˜ lshk nqoO a foaYkdjg wod< úia;rh' ta nqoO a foaYkdfõ wms bf.k .;a;d mqKH .x.dj" l=i, .x.dj .ek' Ôú;hlg Wodlr .kak ;sfhk lreKq y;rlska lreKq folla .ek' ta ;uhs nqÿrcdKka jykafia .ek wjfndaOfhkau meye§ula we;s lrf.k" bkaøÇ,hla jf.a ta meye§u mj;ajk yeá' ta lshkafka ldgj;a fjkia lrkak neß úÈfya meye§ula nqÿrcdKka jykafia .ek' ta nqÿ .=K .ek we;s lr.kak yeá wms bf.k .;a;d' B<Õg wms bf.k .;a;d nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod< O¾uh 96


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.=K jYfhka wjfndaO lrf.k meye§ula we;s lr .kakd wdldrh' wo wms bf.k .kafka nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djlhka jykafia,d .ek meye§u we;s lr.ekSu' nqÿrcdKka jykafia biafi,a,du foaYkd lrmq iQ;% foaYkdj" Tn ljqre;a okakjd tal' ta ;uhs oïila mej;=ï iQ;% foaYkdj' ta foaYkdfjka ;uhs Y%djlhka jykafia,df.a mgka .ekSu we;s jqfka' iajdóka jykafia,d mia kula ta foaYkdj Y%jKh l
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fldg wjfndaO jqfka f,dalh fk¿ï fmdl=Kla jf.a lsh,d' t;fldg fïfla fudarmq fk¿ï jf.a l,amkd Yla;sh fudarmq ukqIHhka bkakjd lsh,d wjfndaO jqkd' O¾uh kue;s iQ¾hhd mdhd wdfjd;a" ysre lsrK jeÈ, ta fk¿ï u,a msfmkjd jf.a" l,amkd Yla;sh fudarmq ukqIHhkag" fï O¾uh wjfndaO lr.kak mq¿jka lsh,d' b;ska Wkajykafia nrKeig jevu lrmq fj,dfõ ta iajdóka jykafia,d tlmdrg ms<. s ;a;o@ kE''' fudlo wr u;fha ysgmq ksid' wE;u ±lald nqÿrcdKka jykafia jäkjd' ±lmq fj,dfõ fï iajdóka jykafia,df.a isf;a we;sjqk woyi fudllao@''' zTh tkafk wms ,Õg wka;sug' wka;sug wms ,Õgu Th tkak jqfkaZ lsh,d ys;=kd' ys;s, l;dlr .;a;d' zWiia l=f,al ksid wms wdikhla ú;rla ;shuq' wms i


myiqfjka bkakjo@˜ —myiqfjka bkakjd˜ lsõjd' b|,d fï miaj. NslaIQka jykafia,d lshkjd —wdhqIau;=ks" Tn yß ,iaikhs ±ka' ^ldgo fï lshkafka@ nqÿrcdKka jykafiag lshkafka' ys;=fõ wr ÿIalr l%shd w;ayermq ksid ,iaik fj,d lsh,d'& Tn yßu ,iaikhs' Th úÈyg lSju nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod
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iajdóka jykafia n%dyauK mKaä;fhla fj,d bkak ldf,a lsUq,aj;a kqjr isoaOd¾: l=udrhdg kï ;nk W;aijhg iyNd.S fjÉp tlaflkd' tod fo;sia uyd mqreI ,laIK n,,d" tl we`.s,a,la Wiaimq tlaflkd' thd tod ;SrKh l lshk ;s%úO r;akfha fida;dmkak Y%djlhd my< fj,d bkakjd' B<Õg ±ka wks;a msßig Y%oaOdj msysáhd zyß" fï O¾uh wjfndaO lrkak mq¿jkaZ lsh,d' Bg miafia ;uhs 100



wfkla NoaÈh" jmam" uydkdu" wiaið lshk iajdóka jykafia,dg ijka§fï ´klu we;s jqfka' Bg miafia fokula ms~q is`.d jäkjd' tlafld ;=kakula ms~q isÕd jäkjd' ta odfkka Tlafldau,d hefmkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia O¾u foaYkd lrkjd' ±ka tl ku" tl ku fidajdka fjkjd' Bg miafia miakuu tl;= lr,d wkd;au ,laLK iQ;% O¾uh foaYkd l
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bka k jd mdka o r' ±ka hi l= , mq ; % h d ±la f l kE nqÿrcdKka jykafia bkakjd' Wkajykafia ,Õska hk fldg''' ^n,kak jdikdj lerflk yeá'''& lshjqkd" —wfka ux fï .;lrk Ôúf;a kï uyd lror f.dvla˜ lsh,d' lshk fldg nqÿrcdKka jykafia lshkjd —hi" fï ux .;lrk Ôúf;a lsiu s lrohla kE˜ lsh,d' —lsisu lrohla ke;s Ôú;hla fï ;sfhkafka˜ lsõjd' t;fldg hi l=,mq;%hd l,amkd l


hi l=,mq;%hd taysNslaIq meúoafoka meúÈ jqkd' tayN s l s I a q meúoao lsh,d lshkafka nqÿ flfkl=g muKla ,ndfokak mq¿jka meúoaola' ±ka hi l=,mq;%hd ry;a jqkd' .sys we÷ï ;du ;sfhkafka' nqÿrcdKka jykafia hi l=, mq;h % dg jodhd ìysjqkd' B<`.g ;j ;siakula ysáhd Noaoj.a.Sh l=udrjre lsh,d' Noaoj.a.Sh lsh,d lshkafka —fyd|" iqkaor lKavdhu˜ lshk tl' fï Noaoj.a.Sh l=udrjre lshkafka l=udrjre ;sia fofkla' ;sia fokdf.ka 29 lg .eyeKq
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yß˜ lsh,d' ±ka fïf.d,af,d Tlafldau fydh fydhd hkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia .yla hg jdäfj,d bkakjd' ,`.g weú,a, weyqjd —iajdóks" fï me;af;ka .EKq hd' Bg l,ska ;uhs hi l=,mq;%hdf.a hy¨fjda 54la weú,a, meúÈ jqfka' meúÈ fj,d" hi l=,mq;h % d iuÕska fï ix>hd ìysjqkd' t;fldg ix> lsh, woyia lf lshk jpkh fhdokafka kE' fidajdka" ilod.dó" wkd.dó .sys wh bkakjd' Y%djl ix> lsh,d fhdokafka kE' ta fudlo fya;j = @ fu;ek Y%djl ix> lsh,d lshkafka .sys Ôú;h w;ayermq" Wodr YslaId mo iuQyhla wdrlaId lrf.k bkak" Ydikfha wrgq' ud¾.M,,dNS NslaIq ix>hd' t;fldg wms irK .sfha wkak ta Y%djl ix>r;akh' 104



ta irK .shmq Y%djl ix>r;akh flfrys meye§u we;sjk foaYkdjla" ux wo Tng lshd fokafka' fï foaYkdfõ ku PíìfidaOk iQ;%h' uÊ¯u ksldfha ;sfhkafka' ta ojiaj, nqÿrcdKka jykafia jevisáfha ieje;a kqjr fÊ;jkdrdufha' NslaIQka jykafia,d wu;,d lshkjd" —uyfKks" ry;ka jykafia kula lsh,d m%;{ s d fok NslI a j q la bkak mq¿jka' uf.a bm§u wjika fj,d bkafka' ux fï ksjka u. iïmQ¾K l%dKh lf%dKh lrmq ;ekska bjrhs' Èfjka ri úkaf|d;a" ri ú|mq ;ekska bjrhs' lhska myi ,enqfkd;a" myi ,enQ ;ekska bjrhs' ys;g ys;=fkd;a" ta ;ekska bjrhs' wuq;= ixialdr yefokafk ke;s wjfndaOhla .ek nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l
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t;fldg nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd —uyfKks" ta NslaIQka jykafia" ry;ka jykafia kula kï" l< hq;= ish,a, bjrlrmq flfkla kï" flf,ia nr neyer ±uQ flfkla kï" ÿflka ksoyia fjÉp NslaIqjla kï" ta NslaIqj fukak fufyu lshkjd'˜ —wdhqIau;=ks" ux rEmh ±lalg miafia ta ±lmq rEmfha nei.kafk kE' ±lmq rEmfh ys; msysgkafka kE' tafl ñY% fjkafka kE' thska ksoyia fj,d ux bkakjd˜ lsh,d ta ry;ka jykafia úia;r lrkjd' —lfkka Yíoh weyeõjg miafia wyk Yíofha ys; nei.kafk kE' Yíoh tlal tl;= fjkafka kE' Yíofhka ksoyia fj,d bkakjd' kdifhka wd>%dKh l


ÿl .ek mxp WmdodkialkaO yeáhg foaYkd l
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lsh,d' lh ßÿkyu;a lshkjd zfõokhsZ lsh,d' O¾ufha fõokd lshkafka ú£u ú;rla fkfjhss' i;=gg;a fõokdjhs lshkafk' ^ys;g i;=gla wdjdyu wms lshkjo" —wd''' yß fõokhs lsh,d@˜ lshkafka kE' wms ÿlg ú;rhs fõokd lsh,d lshkafka'& O¾ufha iemhg;a lshkjd fõokd lsh,d' ÿlg;a lshkjd fõokd lsh,d' WfmalaIdjg;a lshkjd fõokd lsh,d' idudkHfhka wmsg lhg ±fkk fldg ;uhs wms fõokd lsh,d lshkafka' O¾ufha fõokd lsh,d lshkafka wefyka rEmhla ±lalyu ys;g we;sfjk foa' lfkka Yíohla weyqjdu ys;g we;sfjkjd kï iemla tal iem fõokdj' is;g we;sfjkjd kï ÿlla tal ÿla fõokdj' is;g we;sfjkjd kï uOHia: njla" WfmalaId fõokdj' kdifhka wd>%dKh l


laIh fj,d .shd' laIh fjkjd lshkafka ke;sfj,d .shd' we,au ÿrejqkd' we,au ksreoaO jqkd' uf.a ys; ú£fuka ksoyia jqkd' B<`.g i{dj' y÷k.kakjd' wms weia foflka rEm y÷k.kakjd' lka foflka Yío y÷k.kakjd' kdifhka .| iq j | y÷k.ka k jd' Èfjka ri y÷k.kakjd' lfhka myi y÷k.kakjd' is;g tk wruqKq y÷k.kakjd' fïj;a wjfndaO lr,d" ta flfrys ;sfnk we,au iïmQ¾Kfhkau ÿrel% d Kh l
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fjkfldg lfka ú[a[dKh yg.kakjd' kdifhka wd>%dKh lrk fldg kdifha ú[a[dKh yg.kakjd' Èjg ri ±fkk fldg Èfõ ú[a[dKh yg.kakjd' lhg myi ±fkk fldg lfha ú[a[dKh yg.kakjd' ys ; g wruq K la tk fldg ys f ;a ú[a [ dKh yg.kakjd' fï flfrys wjfndaO lrf.k" fï flfrys ;sfhk we,au ksreoaO lr,d od,d" we,au laIh lr,d od,d" taflka ksoyia jqkd¡ tal uu wjfndaO lr.;a;d' uf.a ys; fïjhska ñÿkd lsh,d" wjfndaO lr.;a;d˜ lsh,d' ry;ka jykafia W;a;r fokjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod


B<`.g wdfmda Od;= lshkafka j;=f¾ Èh fj,d hk foaj,a wfma YÍrfha ;sfhkjd' f;afcda Od;= lshkafka riafka foaj,a' jdfhda Od;= lshkafka fï iq
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is; msysgqjd f.k bkakjd kï" wkak ta ish,a,u uf.a ysf;ka laIh fj,d .shd" talg fkdwe,S .shd" tal ksreoaO jqkd" ta we,au ÿßkau ÿre l
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jdfhda Od;=j fufyu úia;r lrkjd' wdYajdi lrkafka jdfhda Od;=j' m%Yj a di lrkafka jdfhda Od;=j' B<Õg nv we;=f,a ;sfhk yq
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wdOHd;añl ndysr wdh;k yhla .ek foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkjd' ta ;uhs wei-rEm" lk-Yío" kdih-.|iqj|" Èj-ri" lh-myi" uki-wruqKq' fïjd ;uhs fï wdh;k yh' fï .ek Tng wjfndaO jqfka fldfyduo@ Tn fïflka ksoyia jqfka fldfyduo@˜ lsh,d wykak lshkjd' t;fldg ta ry;ka jykafia ms


.sfha fldfyduo@˜ lsh,d' weyqjdu fukak fufyu W;a;r fokjd lshkjd' Tkak t;ek b|, ;sfhkjd iqmámkafkda lshk tl úia;r jYfhka' Tkak ;sfhkjd" ta ry;ka jykafia fufyu lshhs¡ —wdhqIau;=ks" uu biair .sysf.or .; lrmq tlaflfkla' ^±ka fï ry;ka jykafia úia;r lrkjd¡& ^wúoaoiq wfydaisx& ug fï p;=rd¾h i;Hh .ek lsiu s wjfndaOhla ;sífí kE' ^±ka fuhd lshkjd'& ug ojila ;:d.;hka jykafia" ;:d.; Y%djlhka jykafia kula uqK.eiqkd' ug nK wykak ,enqkd' ux ta O¾uh wy,d ^;:d.f;a ioa O x má,N;s & ;:d.;hka jyka f ia f .a wjfnda O h .ek Y% o a O dj we;sjqkd' ^wms l,ska tal bf.k .;a;fka' ±ka n,kak tajd wdfha u;=fjk ;df,a' ^;:d.f;a ioaOx má,N;s& ;:d.;hka jykafia flfrys Y%oO a d m%;, s dNh we;sjk q d'& b;ska ta Y%oaOd ,dNfhka hqla;j ^Tkak jpfk''' fudflka hql; a jo@ Y%oO a d ,dNfhka hql; a j& ux fufyu l,amkd l
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±ka Tkak" biafi,a,d fuhd ljqo@ .sys flkd' wjfndaOh ;sìÉp flfklao@ wjfndaOh ke;s tla flfklao@ wjfndaOh ke;s tlaflfkla' thdg uqK .eyqkd nqÿrcdKka jykafia' tfyu ke;akï nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djlfhla' O¾uh weyqjd' Bg miafiaa thdg Y%oaOdj we;sjqkd' Y%oaOdj we;sfj,d thd l,amkd ld;fhka jed;h msKsi ux o~q uq.=re mdúÉÑ lf


;uhs fla,u' t;ekska wyf.k .sys,a,d tal fu;ek lshkafka kE" t;ek ì|jkak' t;fldg ìf|kjd' fla,u yßhg fg,sf*dakaj,ska lrkjdfka' t;fldg wyf.k b|,d lshmq .uka wfkla tlaflkdf.a ys; ßÿko fla,u ;uhs tal'& ux tfyu lrkak .sfha kE' ^b;s Nskakdkx jd iJOd;d& uu ìÈÉp wh tl;= l
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lrkak .sfha kE' ^talN;a;sflda wfydaisx r;a;=mrf;da máúrf;da& ux rd;%S wdydrfhka je
^Tkak Bg miafia lshkjd ud¾.h ÈhqKq lrk yeá' fldfyduo ta@& uu wefyka rEm ±lalyu ta rEfm Pdhdj u;lhg .;af;a kE' flf,ia yg.kak rEmj, fldgiaj;a ux .;af;a kE' ux wei keue;s bka ø s h wixjrj jdih lf


we;s f jkjo ta m% Y a k we;s j k wdldrhg wixjr lr.;af;a ke;sj" wei kue;s bJøsh ixjr lrf.k jdih l
^B<Õg ta ry;ka jykafia lshkjd& uu weúo f.k bÈßhg hoaÈ" yeß, toa§ yß l,amkdfjka ux ysáfha' jgmsg n,oaÈ yßu l,amkdfjka ysáfha' w;mh È. yßoaÈ;a yl=,joaÈ;a yß l,amkdfjka ysáfha' isjqre mßyrKh lroaÈ;a yß l,amkdfjka ysáfha' j<|k foaj,a" mdkh lrk foaj,a" ymd lk foaj,a" ri ú¢k foaj,a ta Tlafldu yß l,amkdfjka lf
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ux fï úÈyg wd¾h jQ iS,ialkaOfhka hqla;j b|,d yq f ol,d ;eka fydhdf.k .s h d' .s y s , a , d yqfol,d ;eka" wdrKHh" .iauq,a" l÷" .,af,ka" fidfydka msá" md¨ ;eka fïjdfha ux jdih lf


uf.a is; mxp kSjrKhkaf.ka neyer fj,d ys; msßisÿ jqkd' ^wms okafka weÕj,a msßisÿ lsß,a, ú;rfka' wms okakjd frÈ fydaok yeá" frÈ msßisÿ lrk yeá' fï lshkafka is; msßisÿ lrk yeá'& ys; msßisÿ jqkd' ys; nn,kak .;a;d' ys; ls,sgq jk foaj,a neyer jqkdg miafia" ys; uDÿ jqkd' ys; uDÿjqkd lshkafka ys; fyd|g moïjqkd' ±ka wms .uq hlvhla' Th hlvh kjkak ´k' kslka kjkak nEfka' fudlo wms talg lrkak ´k@ r;a lrkak ´k' r;a l
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uu wjfndaO lhdf.a jevms < s f j,' ±ka f;afrkjdo ix> lshk .Khg .sys wh ±ïfu ke;af; wehs ls h ,d@ fï ls h ka f ka meúÈ flfkl= f .a jevms


úfõlh" Ndjkd lsÍu' fï Tlafldf.au b,lalh rd.h" oa f õIh" fuda y h ÿrels Í u¡ ta l g ls h kjd îqmámkafkda N.jf;da idjlixf>da& Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiaf.a Y%djl ix>hd ukd jQ m%;smodjg mshd fï jevmshd w;r fldÉpr msßysÉp wh ysáh ±lal;a wjfndaOfhka f;rejka irK .shmq" zuu irK .shmq Y%djl ix>hd iqmámkakhsZ lsh,d wjfndaOfhka ysgmq flfkl=f.a meye§u ldgj;a fjkia lrkak neye' wkak talhs jeo.;alu' tfyu ke;akï fjkafka fudlo@ iuyre lshkjd wmsg kï ±ka nqoaOYdikh tmd fj,d ;sfhkafka' wmsg nqoaOd.u;a ±ka tmd fj,d ;sfhkafka lshkjd' ux wy, ;sfhkjd iuyre lshkjd tfyu' talg fya;j = fudlo@ thdg nqoO a d.u tmd fj,d ;sfhkafka thd nqoaOd.u lsh,d ys;df.k bkafka fjk;a tlla' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaj yßhgu ±lal kï" .=K jYfhka wjfndaO lr.;a; kï ljodj;a tmd fjkafka kE" myÈkjduhs' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh yßhg uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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±lal kï myÈkjduhs' tmd fjkafka kE' nqÿrcdKka jyka f ia f .a Y% d jl ix>hd yßhg ±la l kï myÈkjduhs" tmd fjkafka kE' t;fldg fï úÈyghs wms f;areï .kak ´k tal" iqmámkak wd§ .=K fï úÈyhs lsh,d¡ ux wy, ;sfhkjd tl l:djla' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a ldf,a Tkak tl ry;ka jykafia kula tl odhl mskajf;la odfklg jvïu f.k hkjd' hkfldg uv j,la ;snqkd' fï ry;ka jykafia uv j, Wäka mekakd' mek,d jeähd' wr mskaj;d l,amkd lrkjd" —yß wixjrhs" ux msßlr fokak ysáfha''' yenehs fokafk kE''' odfk ú;rla fokjd' ^Tkak ±lalfka meyeÈ,d ;sfhk yeá'& Bg miafiaa Bg jvd fmdä j,la yïn jqkd' wr ry;ka jykafia talg neye, jäkjd' b;ska wr odhl mskaj;d wykjd" —iajdóks" Tnjykafia biafi,a,d óg jvd f,dl= j,lskf a k wr mekafk' fïflkq;a mkskk a ;sínfka'˜ —mskaj;" ux fïflka mekak kï ug odfk;a ke;sj hkjd˜ lsõjd' tafl f;areu fudllao@ t;fldg wmsg f;afrkjd fï jf.a nqoaO foaYkd yodr,d ;snqfkd;a ú;rhs wjfndaOfhka myÈkafka' tfyu ke;akï myÈkafka wjfndaOfhka fkfjhs" wmg ´k lrkafk just look. wms n,kafka tal' wmg ´k kslka n,kak' wms i;=gq fjk wdldrhg bkakjdo" wkak t;ek ;uhs n,kafka' fldfydu ysáh;a m%Yakhla kE" wms i;=gq fjk wdldrhg bkakjd kï' ±ka fï úÈyg yßhg l,amkd lfhdf.a 124



jevmsda B<Õg n,kak fï Y%djl ix>hdf.a iqmámkak .=Kh' idßmq;a; uyry;ka jykafiag nfâ wudrejla yeÿkd' fyd|gu wudrehs' uq.,ka uyry;ka jykafia wykjd —Tnjykafiaf.a fï wikSm ;;a;ajh l,skq;a yeÈ, ;sfhkjdo@˜ lsh,d' t;fldg lsõjd —wfka wdhqIau;=ks" ug f.orÈ;a fï wikSmh yefokjd˜ lsõjd' —f.orÈ yeÿkdu fudlo lrkafka@˜ lsh,d weyqjd' —t;fldg wfma wïud fukak fï fï fnfy;a j¾. od,d le|la yo,d ug fokjd˜ lsõjd' t;fldg uq.,ka yduqÿrefjda lshkjd" —Tnjykafia f,äka fkdje' yïnqfjkafk ke;ehs wms msKavmdf; jeä fj,djl˜ fïl wyf.k ysáhd foú flfkla' ta tyd me;af;a ;snqkd ud
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msg;a fjkak ,Eia;s jqkd' —iajdóks" jäkak tmd bkak' Tnjykafia jäkafk wehs@˜ lsh,d weyqjd' —wikSm fjÉp yduqÿre kula bkakjd˜ lsõjd' —kE''' kE''' Tnjykafia j<|kak ;j ;sfhkjd˜ lsõjd' uq.,ka yduqÿrefjda je<÷jd' ;j le| tlla .;a;d' wrf.k f.ksÉpd' uq.,ka yduqÿrefjda fï le| tl wrf.k .sy, s , a d md;a;rh w;g §,d lshkjd —idßmq;; a iajdóka jykai" ux lsõjfka mskajka; flkdg ,efnkjd lsh,d˜ idßmq;a; yduqÿrefjda l,amkd lda''' wms iqmámkak lshk fldg ry;ka jykafia,d whs;shs' iÕ .=K okafka ke;sjfka f.dvla wh ix>hdf.a m%Yk a j,g fmdÿfõ ix>r;akhgu nkskf a ka' t;fldg iqmámkak lshk fldg Th .=Kj,g whs;shs ry;ka jykafia,d' b;ska ziqmámkafkda N.jf;da 126



idjlixf>daZ Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiaf.a Y%djl ix>hd ukd jQ ms
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.d:dZ' f,dalfha fY%aIAGu wh olskak ´k kï" wkak tajd lshjkak ´k' fï f,dafl fY%AIaGu whf.a .;s" ta wh ys;mq tajd" woyia Tlafldau ;sfhkjd' tal wms iSã tllg yo,d ;sfhkjd —f:ar .d:d˜ lsh,' yß jákjd' tal wyoaÈ ta hq.hg wmsj hkjd' w;sYhskau iqkaorhs nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djl ix>r;akh' ta Y%djl ix>hdf.a .=K wms ys;kafka ke;akï" wmsg wjfndaO fjka f k ke;a k ï" wfma ys ; myÈka f ka kE' ziqmámkafkda N.jf;da idjlixf>daZ' B<Õg nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djl ix>hd Wcqmámkakhs' Wcqmámkak lshkafka Rcq m%;smodfjys nei.;a fia l ' fudlla o Rcq m% ; s m odj@ ^Wcqfldakdufida u.af.da& nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkjd Rcq ud¾.hla' tafla jx.= kE' flr;akh" ry;ka jykafia,d" wkd.dó W;a;uhka jyka f ia , d" ilod.dó W;a ; uhka jyka f ia , d" fida;dmkak W;a;uhka jykafia,d ta wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.hg msr;akh iS, iudê m%{d lshk ud¾.h ÈhqKq l


ûu ys;kafka ud¾.M,,dNS flfkla'& ta fjk fldg ry;ka jykafia kula fj,d kE' yenehs b;ska wr Y%djl ix>r;akfha Rcq ud¾.fha .uka lrmq flfkla' ±ka pdßldfõ jäkjd' jevu lrk fldg fyd| fod,la .,kjd' j;=r álla kdkak l,amkd l
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jykafia b¾êfhka jevu lr,d lshkjd" —NslaIqj ´l ;uhs ixidf¾ yeá' bm§u ksid fjk foa' ioygu w;ayßkak˜ lshkjd' wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.fha .uka lrmq Y%djlhd W, Wv ry;ka jykafia kula njg m;afj,d msßksjka mEjd' ta ud¾.h fldhs;rï Rcq fjkak ´ko tfyu fohla lrkak' ta jf.a ú£ula wjfndaO lrkak fldÉpr iïud i;shla ;sfhkak ´ko@ ta iïud i;sh fldÉpr fyd| iïud i;shlao@ ta iïud ÈÜÀh''' ta iïud ixl,amh fldhs;rï fYa%IaGo@ ta wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.hgfka tal lrkak mq¿jka jqfka' fjk foalgo@ ta Rcq udjf;a nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djlhka jykafia,d neif.k ysáhd' fï flfrys ys; myÈkak ´k' Rcq udjf;a neif.k isàu .ek' b;s k a ta nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia f .a Y% d jlhka jykafia,d Rcq udjf;a nei.;a;= wdldrh n,oa§ yßu Wodrhs' jia ld,hla wdjd' jia ldf,l fõr[ac lsh, n% d ya u Kfhla nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia g hs " Ns l a I Q k a jykafia,dghs wdrdOkd l


lrk lKavdhï ,Õg .shyu ta wYajhkag fokak f.kdmq hj yd,a ;sfhkjd ta f.d,af,da .dj' hj yd,a ñgla md;a;f¾g odkjd' Wkajykafia,d wdmyq jevu lr,d fïl fmf`.kak od,d" Th tfyka fufyka jxf.ähla fydhd.kak we;s' fldg,d fmdâvla .=,s lr,d j<|kjd' nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia wykjd wdkka o yduqÿrejkaf.ka" —wdkkaoh" fï fuda,a .ia ioaohla wefykafk fudllao@˜ lshkjd' —iajdóks" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" fï NslaIQka jykafia,d msKavmdf; hkjd wij,a ;ekg' t;ekska hj yd,a ñgla yïn fjkjd' tal fmfÕkak od,d .=,s lr,d j<|kjd˜ lsõjd' ldgj;a fodia lsõfõ kE' ldf.j;a fodia fyõfõ kE' % ha fukak fï lsõj m%;m s ;a;f s ha" ^wms PíìfidaOk iQ;f bf.k .;af;a& fh§ jdih lrkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia jodda''' B<Õg [dhmámkafkda N.jf;da idjlixf>da' ta Nd.Hj;a nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djl ix>hd ta m% ; s m ;a ; s f ha fh§ jdih lrka f ka wjfnda O hla msKsiuhs' [dhmámkak lsh,d lshkafka" wd¾h i;H wjfndaOh msKi s ms
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OïudkqidÍ lshk fidajdka ud¾.fha .uka lrk Y%djlhdf.a n,dfmdfrd;a;j = p;=rd¾h i;Hh wjfndaO lsÍu' fidajdka M,hg m;afjÉp NslaIqjf.a B<Õ n,dfmdfrd;a;=j fudllao@ ta p;=rd¾h i;H ;j;a .eUqßka wjfndaO lsÍu' ilod.dó fjÉp NslaIqjf.a n,dfmdfrd;a;j = ta p;=rd¾h i;H O¾uh ;j;a .eUqßka wjfnda O ls Í uhs ' wkd.dó fjÉp Ns l a I q j f.a n,dfmdfrd;a;=j ta p;=rd¾h i;H O¾uh mßmQ¾Kj wjfnda O ls Í u' [dhmámka f kda N.jf;da idjlixf>da''' t;fldg ta nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djl ix>r;akh wjfndaOhg keUqre jQ m%;smodjlg msda' ta Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiaf.a Y%djl ix> r;akh idóÑmámkakhs' ta lshkafka p;=rd¾h i;H wjfndaOhg Wmldr jk foa l:d nia lsÍfuka hq;=jk fial' ta ;uhs oi l:d' nqÿrcdKka jykafia ;ykï lr,d ;sfhkjd" O¾udjfndaOhg Wmldr fjkafka ke;s l:d lShlao@ ;sia folla' tajg fudkjd lsh,o ls h ka f ka @ fo;s i a l:d' idudkHfhka f,da l fha ;sfhkafka fudk l:do@ f,dalfha ;sfhkafka fo;sia l:d' nq o a O Ydikhl ú;rhs oi l:d wyka k ,efnkafka' ta oi l:d ;uhs wmamsÉP l:d' wmamsÉP l:d lshkafka wdYdjka wvq" wdYdjka ke;sj Ôj;aùu .ek l;d lrkjd' fï O¾u ud¾.hg wdmq tla flkd tfyu l;d lrkafk ke;akï ál ál tal jeäfjkjd' t;fldg ry;ka jyka f ia , d w;r" ry;ka 132



jykafia,df.a mßirh ;=< f.dvla ud¾.M,,dNSka ìys fjkafka talhs' fï oi l:dj ksid' idóÑmámkak ksid' wmamsÉP l:d''' bÉP lshkafka wdYdj' wmam lshkafka wvq' wdYdjka wvqj Ôj;a ùu .ek" wmamsÉP l:d' wdYdjka wvqfjk fldg ta flkd m%Odk;ajh fydhkafk kE' B<Õg wdidjka wvq fjk fldg kdhl;ajh fydhkafk kE' wdidjka wvqfjk fldg odhlfhda f.dv .y.kak ´k lsh,d fydhkafk kE' t;fldg idóÑmámkak Y%djlhka ta jf.a" tajd weyqjg miafia w,afmaÉPj Ôj;a fjkjd' wkqrdOmqr hq.fha isoaO fjÉp tl isoaêhla ;sfhkjd' fyd|g m%;sm;a;sfha .uka lrk NslaIQka jykafia kula ysáhd' ry;ka jykafia,df.a ldf,a wkqrdOmqf¾ ;uhs f.j,a' t;fldg Wkakdkafia Ndjkdj .ekhs " O¾uh bf.k .ka k hs jeäfha is;=,amõjg' îs;=,amõj ;sfhkafka fldfyao@ ol=fKa' ;siaiuydrdfï" l;r.u' is;=,amõj ta me;af;fka''''& t;fldg ±ka fmdä ldf,a is;=,amõjg .shdg miafia ta iajdóka jykafia wjqreÿ .Kkdjlska wkqrdOmqf¾ jev, kE' b;ska wïud ;d;a;d f,dl= yduqÿrejkag l;d lr, ls h kjd —wfka ia j dóks " wfma fmdä yduqÿrefjda ±l, kE wms ldf,lska" wfka fï mdr jia ldf,g j;a tjkak yduqÿrejfka wmg n,kak˜ lsh,d' ±ka jia ldf,a weú,a,d l=áhla Ndrf.k ta fouõmsfhda lsõjd —iajdóks" fï wfma l=áhg;a jia jikak iajdóka jykafia kula jvïu,d fokak' yenehs wfmka ;uhs ta jia ldf,u odfka ,efnkafka˜ lsh,d' uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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yd''' lsh,d ±ka b;ska f,dl= yduqÿrefjda jia jikak msg;a jqkd is;, = m a õjg' is;, = m a õfõ b|,d fmdä iajdóka jykafia;a fouõmsfhda n,kak ´k lshk woyiska wkqrdOmqf¾ jäkjd' w;ru.È uqK .eyqkd' uqK .eyqkyu f,dl= yduqÿrefjda lshkjd fmdä kug" —fmdä ku wkak fouõmsfhda l=áhla yo, ;sfhkjd' Tnjykafia .sys,a,d tfya jia jikak' odfk .kak ´k fouõmshkaf.a f.oßka' ta f.d,a,kag nK álla lsh,d jia ldf,a .; lrkak'˜ —fyd|hs" iajdóks˜ lsh,d msg;a jqkd' ±ka Tkak fï iajdóka jykafia ta .ug jeähd' Wi uy;hs ±ka' fmdä ldf,fka msg;a jqfka' w÷rkafka kE f.or ljqrej;a' Bg miafia fï fouõmsfhda ta wimqjg .sys,a,d weyqjd —iajdóks" wfma l=áfha jia jikak yduqÿre flfkla fï mdr bkakjo@˜ lsh,d' —fukak fï iajdóka jykafia Th Wmdisldj,df.a l=áfha ;uhs jia jikak bkafka'˜ b;ska —iajdóks" Tn jykafiao l=áfha jia jikafka@˜ lsh,d weyqjd' ^±ka fï wïud' w÷rkafk kE mq;d lsh,d'& —Tõ˜ lsõjd' —iajdóks" tfyu kï fï jia ld,h mqrdu wfmka odfka'˜ —fyd|hs˜ lsõjd' Bg miafiaa ±ka jia ji,d bjrfj,d isjqrla mQcd l


—±lald" iajdóks˜ —fyd¢ka bkakjo@˜ —tfyuhs iajdóks" fyd¢ka bkakjd taf.d,a,ka˜ —nK álla lsõfõ keoao@˜ —O¾uh lsõjd iajdóks' iajdóks" wïud ug isjqrla mQcd l
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mq;Kqjka jykafia@ wkak w,afmaÉP l:dj wy,d meyeÿkd' idóÑmámkakhs' b;ska fïjd wms ±kf.k bkak ´k' ys; myÈkak ix>r;akh .ek' t;fldg wmamsÉP l:d lshkafka idóÑmámkak" ^wmamsÉP" wdYdjka wvq nj'& wmamsÉP l:d ta mhd' tu ksid idóÑmámkak jk fial' î;=gq idóÑ lsh,d wms lshkafka''' l;d nyg lshk jpkhla zidóÑZ lsh,d lshkafka'& nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djl ix>hd oi l:dfjka hqla;ùu ksid ;uhs Y%djl ix>hdf.ka msßisÿ nqÿ oyu me;sß,d hkafka' t;fldg fukak fï Y%djl ix>hd ljqo@ ±ka wms úia;r lf .=K .ek' —iqmámkafkda N.jf;da idjlixf>da " Wcq m ámka f kda N.jf;da idjlixf>da" [dhmámkafkda N.jf;da idjlixf>da" 136



idóÑmámkafkda N.jf;da idjlixf>da˜ ta Y%djl ix>hd ljqo@ ^hÈox p;a;dß mqßi hq.dks& hq., jYfhka y;rhs' zmqßi hq.,Z lsh,d lshkafka" fidajdka ud¾.fha .uka lrk flkd" fidajdka M,hg m;ajQ flkd tl hq.,hla' ilod.dó ud¾.fha .uka lrk flkd" ilod.dó M,hg m;ajQ flkd fofjks hq.,h' wkd.dó ud¾.fha .uka lrk flkd" wkd.dó M,hg m;ajQ flkd ;=ka fjks hq.,h' wry;a ud¾.fha .uka lrk flkd" wry;a M,hg m;a ry;ka jykafia y;r fjks hq.,h' hq., jYfhka y;rhs' mqoa., jYfhka wghs' ^wÜGmqßi mq.a.,d& ljqo ta'''@ fidajdka ud¾.fha .uka lrk flkd' fidajdka M,hg m;a jQ flkd' ilod.dó ud¾.fha .uka lrk flkd' ilod.dó M,hg m;a jQ flkd' wkd.dó ud¾.fha .uka lrk flkd' wkd.dó M,hg m;a jQ flkd' wry;a ud¾.fha .uka lrk flkd' wry;a M,hg m;a jQ flkd' t;fldg mskj a ;ak"s wms uq,k s u a bf.k .;a; fkao nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a .=K .ek@ fïjd ljqrej;a §mq titles fkfjhss' ±ka idudkHfhka .;af;d;a fjk flfkla .ek kï wmsfka lshkafka wij,d'''''' wms Th lshkafka tl tl iïudk fokafka fka@ wms Th tl tl tajd lshkjdfka PhD, MBBS lsh lshd wms lshkjfka' t;fldg wms fudkj yß lr,d .kak titles. fïjd tfyu fkfjhs fïjd nq ÿ rcdKka jykafiaf.a nqÿ uqúka y÷kajd §mq .=K' ±ka —b;sms fida N.jd wryx'''''˜ wd§ .=K kjh nqÿrcdKka jykafia úiska Wkajykafiaf.a nqÿ uqúka y÷kajd §mq .=K kjh' uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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O¾ufha ;snqKq —iajdlaLd; ikaÈÜÀl wld,sl'''''''˜ wd§ .=K nqÿ uqúkau fukak fï fï .=K fï O¾ufha ;sfhkjd lsh,d y÷kajd ÿkakd' Y%djl ix>hdf.a .=K nqÿ uqúka y÷kajd ÿkakd' fïl okafk ke;s wh iuyr jpkj, t,a , s , d bka k jd' ´fl ;s f hkjfka ' '' zwÜGmqßi mq.a.,d'Z mqoa.,fhda fldfyo bkafk lsh,d wykjd' T;k ;sfhkafk kdu rEm folla ú;rfka' Tfydu fodvjk wh bkakjd yßhg fï ldf,a' t;fldg" ^wÜGmqßi mq.. a ,d& fï mqßi mqo. a ,fhda wghs lshk jpkh mdúÉÑ lf


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t;fldg ;=kajeks tl ôlaÅfKhH& olaIsKdjka fokak iqÿiqhs' fï olaIsKdjka lshkafka odk' odkhla mQcd lrkak iqÿiqhs' olaIsKd lshk tflka woyia lrkafka" msx /ia lr.kak fokak iqÿiqhs' msx /ia lr.ekSu msKsi" mska /ialr.kak ´k lshk woyiska Th lshdmq ud¾.M, ,dNS W;a;uhka jykafia,dg odfk yo,d mQcd lrkak iqÿiqhs' olaÅfKHfhda' ^wxc,slrKSh& wxc,SlrKSh lsh,d lshkafka w;a fol Wiai,d jkaokd lrkak iqÿiqhs' t;fldg talg whs;sfjkjd wdikfhka ke.sàu" f.!rj ±laùu ta Tlafldu whs;sfjkjd' t;fldg ta Y%djlhka jykafia,d ^wkq;a;rx mq[a[fL;a;x f,daliai& f,dalhg W;=ï mskafl;' ta jpk Tlafldau nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a' t;fldg mskaj;aks" fï úÈyg Tn wo ry;ka jykafia kulf.a wjfndaOh" ry;aùu msKsi NslaIQka jykafia kula we;slrf.k ÈhqKq lrf.k .shmq jevmshdf.a .=K lshk fï álg ijka fokfldg Tng we;sjqfka nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djlhka .ek meye§ulao@ lhd flfrys myÈkjd lshkafka' n,kak''' ta Y%djl ix>hd flfrys úYdLdj ;=< meye§u ;sìÉp yeá' úYdLdj nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.ka jr j.hla b,a¨jd' ta b,a,mq tlla ;uhs" —iajdóks Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" ug wd.ka;=lj fï ieje;a kqjrg jäk ishü iajdóka jykafia,d uf.a fï mQ¾jdrduhg 142



jevu lr,d wd.ka;=l odkh j<|kak" wd.ka;=l odkh §fï wjirh ug fokak˜ lsõjd' b;ska nqÿrcdKka jykafia weyqjd' —úYdLd" b;ska fï ieje;a kq j rg tl tl ÈYdj,s k a ia j dóka jykafia,d jäkjdfka' b;ska wd.ka;=l odfk fokak Thdg fudllao fï TÉpr wdYdj@˜ lsh,d weyqjd' Bg miafia úYdLd lsõjd —iajdóks Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" Th kd kd ÈYdj,ska jevu lrkfldg iajdóka jykafia,d wd.ka;=l odkh j<|k Yd,dj ;sfhkafka uf.a wimqfõ kï" Wkajykafia,d wd.ka;=l odk j<|kafka tfyÈhs' iajdóks" Bg miafia wmg wdrxÑ fjkjd wij,a wij,a m%foaYfha" wij,a wij,a iajdóka jykafia,d msßksjka mEjd lsh,d' iajdókS" wdrxÑ fjkfldg ux fydh,d n,kjd Wkajykafia,d ieje;a kqjrg ljoyß jev, ;sfhkjdo lsh,d' t;fldg ug wdrxÑ fjkjd ieje;akqjrg jev, ;sfhkjd lsh,d' t;fldg ux okakjd ieje;akqjr jeähd kï wksjd¾fhkau mQ¾jdrduhg weú,a,d odfk j<|kjduhs' fudlo wd.ka;l = odfk fokafka uufka' ta ksid wksjd¾hfhkau odfk j<|kjd' tfykï fï iajdóka jykafia uf.ka odfk j<|,d ;sfhkjd lsh,d ys;k fldg" Nd.Hj;a nqÿrcdKka jykai" ug taluhs m%S;sh' ug taluhs i;=g' ux ta ixf;daIfhka ojiu bkakjd' ug ta i|ydhs fï wd.ka;=l odfk fokak wjir b,a¨fõ˜ lsh,d lshkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia —idÿæ idÿææ˜ lsh,d wjir fokjd' t;fldg n,kak fï Y%djlhka jykafia,dj .=K jYfhka y÷kdf.k ysgmq ldf,a" wjfndaOfhka ;sirKh msyg s mq whf.a ,laIK' uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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±ka wms .ksuq nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a ldf,a ysáhd wkd:msKaäl isgq;=udf.a ÿjla ziqukdZ lsh,d' lido nkao,d ÿkakd ks>KaG kd;mq;%f.a Y%djl mjq,lg' ta fldiUE kqjrg' ieje;akqjr b|,d fldiUE kqjrg yß ÿrhs' ye;emau foish .dkla ;sfhkjd ±ka ldf,a' b;ska iqukd w¨;a f.or mÈxÑhg .shd' ta f.or lÜáh" ta kekaoïud ta mjqf,a lÜáh lsõjd iqukd foaúhg" ziqukd" fyg wfma f.org ry;ka jykafia,d jäkjd odfkg'Z iqukd lsõjd" zwfka wïfï" fldÉpr f,dl= fohlaoæ ug ry;ka jykafia,d ±l.kak neßj yß ldkaisfhka fï bkafkaZ lsh,d' Bg miafi myqjod odfk fj,dj wdjd' b;ska mKs ú vhla weßhd" —wka k ry;ka jyka f ia , d jevulr,d bkakjd˜ lsh,d' b;ska iqukd fndfydau i;=áka ÿjf.k wdjd n,kak' ne,skk a ï bkafka ljqo@ ks>KaG kd;mq;%f.a Y%djlfhda ál' Wmka yeáfh msßila weú,a,d bkakjd ±lald' ±l,d —Ö# fïf.d,af,da fldfyduo ry;ka jykafia,d fjkafka@˜ lsh,d fuhdg lshjqkd' tfõf,au wdfha Wv ;Ügqjg Èõjd' wr ks>KaG Y%djlfhda álg mqÿu úÈyg flaka;s .shd' —wd'''' WU,d fï ñ;Hd oDIaál mjq,l fl,af,la wrf.k weú,a,d wmg kskaod l


lS j d' —yd''' ls h dmka n,ka k WU oka k ry;ka jykafia,d .ek'˜ —ux okak ry;ka jykafia,d fï fï fï .=Khka f.ka hqla;hs˜ lsh,d fï iqmámkak wd§ .=K lshkak mgka .;a;d' lshkak .;a;yu lsõjd' —yd mq¿jka kï WU,f.a ry;ka jykafia,d wmg f.k;a fmkakmka˜ lsõjd' b;s k a fï iq u kd widudkH Y% o a O dj ;s ì Ép flfkla' ljqo@ iqukd ke.a.d udhd iu`. fyg odfkg jäk fialajdæ˜ lsh,d fï msÉp u,a ál wyig ±ïud' n,kak fï ud¾.M, ,dNS wh' ±ka thd újdy fjkak biafi,a,d fidajdka fjÉp flfkla' ±ka t;fldg n,kak fï ydialu mdkafka w¨; lido ne|mq fkdakd''' ±kafk wykafka wfmka" —fidajdka fjÉp whg mq¿jkao n¢kak@ f.j,aj, bkak mq¿jkao@ lvdlmam,a fõúo@˜lsh,d wykjd' t;fldg fï ydialï mdkafka fuhd" fï yduqÿre flfkla fkfjhs' ud¾.M, ,dNS Y%dúldjla' wr u,a ál wyig ±ïudhska miafia u,a ál wyfia hkjd mdfj,d' .sy, s , a d nqÿrcdKka jykafia jevisák ;ek úhkla jf.a ysáhd' b;ska tod Wmdil uy;a;fhla weú,a,d ieje;a kqjr myqjod odfk .ek lshkak' —n,kak Wmdil uy;a;hd uu ±ka fï odkhla Ndr.;a;d˜ lsõjd' —ljqre;a wdfõ kEfk iajdóks@˜ —fï n,kak fï Wv ;sfhk fï msÉp u,a' uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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uf.a Y%dúld ÿjla bkakjd fldiUE kqjr' fyg wms tfya jäkjd odfkg'˜ b¾êfhka jevu lhd lshk ;=k wjfndaOfhka okafk ke;slu' t;fldg wms wjfndaOfhka okakjd kï nqÿrcdKka jyka f ia f .a " fida ; dmka k Y% d jlhd flfrys ys ; myÈkjd kï" ilod.dó Y%djlhd flfrys ys; myÈkjd kï" wkd.dó Y%djlhd flfrys ys; myÈkjd kï" ry;ka jykafia flfrys ys; myÈkjd kï ta meye§u ldgj;au fjkia lrkak neye' fida ; dmka k Y% d jlhd ;= < ,la I K y;rla ;sfhkjd' ta ;uhs nqÿrcdKka jykafia flfrys fkdfi,a j k Y% o a O dj' › ioa O ¾uh flfrys fkdfi,a j k Y% o a O dj' Y% d jl ix>hd flfrys fkdfi,ajk Y%oaOdj' wd¾hldka; YS,h' ta lshkafka wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.fha ud¾. wx. ;=kla ÈhqKq jk wdldrhg YS,h meje;aùu' fïjd fida;dmkak fjÉp Y%djlhd ÈhqKq lrkjd ñila" tajdfhys iaÒrj msysg,d bkakjd ñila" tajd ke;s lr.kafka kE' t;ek b|,d ;sfhkafka Y%djlhkaf.a ÈhqKqjlauhs' t;fldg wms i;=gq fjkak ´k wms irK .shmq nqÿrcdKka jykafia fï fï .=Khkaf.ka iukaú;hs' 146



wms irK.sh Y%S ioaO¾uh fï fï .=Khkaf.ka iukaú;hs' wms irK.sh Y%djl ix>r;akh fï fï .=Khkaf.ka iukaú;hs lsh,d' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djlhka jykafia,df.a Th .=KialkaOh ne¨jyu f,dalfha wmsg fjk lsisu iudchlska" fjk lsisu ukqIH j¾.hlska" lsisu ck lKavdhulska" wmsg nE tfyu msßila fydhd.kak' f,da l fha fjk tfyu ms ß ila kE fydhd.ka k ' t;fldg fï úÈyg fï úfYaI;ajh olskjd kï" ta úfYaI;ajh ;=< ;uhs myÈkafka' ta lshkafka fufyuhs' ±ka wmsg wïu, tla flkhsfka bkafka' ;d;a;,;a tlaflkhs' kuq;a wms f,dalfha ldka;djka mqreIhka fldmuK weiqre lrkjdo@ wms jeäysá whg iuyrúg fmdÿfõ —wïud˜" —;d;a;d˜ lsh,d fmdÿfõ l;dlrkjd' kuq;a fï f,dafla fï fldaá .dKla bkak iudch ;=< wms wïuj úfYaI jYfhka olskafk keoao@ ;d;a;j úfYaI jYfhka olskafk keoao@ wms f,daflu ldka;djkag wïu lsõj;a wfma wïud fjkalr,d olskjd' f,daflu whg ;d;a;d lsh,d l;dl<;a wfma ;d;a;d fjka lr,d olskjd' ta lshkafka fldaá ixLHd; ckldhla w;r" wms uõl=fia ;ndf.k" fmdaIKh lr,d" ìyslr,d" lsß fmdj,d" yo,d ;sfhkafka tlaflkhs' thd wms fjka jYfhka w÷kkjd' fï jf.a fï fldaá ixLHd; ukqiai m%cdj w;f¾ nqÿrcdKka jykafia lsh,d tlaflkhs my< fj,d ;sfhkafka' b;ska Wkajykafiaj wms y÷k.kak ´k' uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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oeka wms bf.k .kafka iS,h .ek' f;rejka flfrys Y%oO a djhs" wd¾hldka; iS,hhs lshk fï y;rg lshkjd zfida;dm;a;s wx.Z lsh,d' fidajdka fjÉp flfkla ;=< msysgkakd jQ wx.' t;fldg hïlsis flfkla f.!;u nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ydikfha wd¾h Y%djlfhla fj,d" wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.hg meñKs,d" .uka lrk Y%djlfhl=f.a uQ,sl ,laIK y;r' fudkjo ta uQ,sl ,laIK y;r@ nqÿrcdKka jykafia flfrys fkdfi,afjk m%idoh' ta O¾uh flfrys fkdfi,afjk m%idoh' wd¾h ix>hd flfrys fkdfi,afjk m%idoh iy wd¾hldka; iSS,h' wo wms iSS,h .ek bf.k .kafka' fndfyda ld,hla ;siafia Tn mkais,a iudoka fjkjd' fï mkais,aj, ;sfhkafka mxp ÿIapß;fhka je

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úÈfya tllao lsh,d' wms lrj, lE,a,la lejqfkd;a Tkak is,a levqkd lshkjd' Th jf.a foaj,aj,ska ;uhs mg,j .kafka' kuq;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia mdKd;smd;d lsh,d fï foaYkd lrkafka" ukqIHhka flfrys" ish¨ i;=ka flfrys ohd rys; jQ" fr!ø jQ" f,a ;ejreK w;a we;s" i;=ka jekiSfuys fh§u mdKd;smd;d lsh,d' t;fldg nqÿrcdKka jykafia fïl yß ,iaikg f;dard fokafka zfiaú;índfiaú;ínZ lshk iQ;%fha ießhq;a uyry;ka jykafia;a tlal lrk idlÉPdjl§' t;fldg mxp ÿIapß;fha Th md;h' wms 152


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fláfhka lshkjd m%dK>d;h lsh,d' kuq;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia ta mdKd;smd;d lshk jpkh úia;r lrkak fï úÈyghs ' fldfyduo@ zöa f Oda f,da y s ; mdKS y;myf;a ksúÜfGda wohdmkafkda mdKN+f;aiqZ lsh,d jpk y;rla mdúÉÑ lrkjd' n,kak t;fldg nqÿrcdKka jykafia fï ÿIapß;h f;darmq yeá' t;fldg wms .;af;d;a fuf,dj Ôú;fha§ Nh" ffjr yg.kakjd' talg lshkafka ÈÜGOïñl lsh,d' fï Nh" ffjr yg.ka f ka fuf,djÈ ú;rla o @ thd mrf,djÈ;a Nh ffjrj,g m;afjkjd' mdKd;smd; lrk tlaflkd urKska u;= fldfyao WmÈkafka@ ksrfha" wmdfha' t;fldg fudlo fjkafka thd@ ksrh ;=< fï ;ukaf.a l%shdjg wkqrEm jQ jO fõokdjg ,laafj,d Nh" ffjrj,g Ndckh fjkjd' t;fldg nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djlhd fï ÿIa p ß;fha ;s f hk wd§kjh ols k jd' ^wd§kjh lshkafka" fïfl ;sfhk krl me;a; olskjd'& ±l,d fï Y%djlhd md;kh lsÍu" m%dKSka flfrys ohd rys; nj w;ayßkjd' w;ayermq .uka thd tkjd iq p ß;hg' fldfyduo iq p ß;hg tka f ka @ ^mdKd;smd;d máúrf;da fyda;s& Tkak zmdKd;smd;d fõruKS'Z fõruKS lshkafka je
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Bg mia f ia thd fudlo lrka f ka @ Tka k mdKd;smd;d fõruKS islaLdmox lshk tfla f;areu' ^ksys;oKafvda& thd m%dKSka ueÍu msKsi" ysxid lsÍu msKsi o`vq uq.=re .kafka kE' o`vq uq.=re w;ayermq flfkla' ^ksys;i;af:da& wú wdhqO w;ayermq flfkla' B<Õg ^,ÊÔ& ta j d lrka k ,eÊcd flfkla ' ôhdmkafkda& i;=ka flfrys" ukqIHhka flfrys ohdfjka bkak flfkla' îínmdKN+;ys;dkqlïmS úyr;s& ish¨ m%dKSk"a i;ajhska flfrys ys;dkqlïmSùu ;uhs m

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;snqKq wl=i, hï;dla weoao" ta wl=i,a ish,a, m%ydKh fj,d hkjd' B<Õg mdKd;smd;fhka" jed;fhka jedhqI ,nkafka' ukqIHhka §¾>dhq I ,nka f ka ' frda . mS v d fkd,nk kS f rda . S Ôú;hla ,nkafka' B<Õg ldhsl udkislj Yla;su;a Ôú;hla ,nka k fya ; = j k l= i , j¾Okhla fï mdKd;smd;fhka je
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fjkafka fldfyduo@ wl=i,a m%ydKh lsÍu msKsi;a" l=i,a j¾Okh lsÍu msKsi;a'''' fudlo fïflka ;ukaf.a w;ska fjkak ;sfhk wl=i,a Tlafldau m%ydKh fjkjfka' wehs@ i;=ka flfrys ohdfjka lreKdfjka jdih lrkfldg wfma w;ska l=i,hla flfrkjd' l=i,a j¾Okh fjkjd' t;fldg wmsg wjfndaOhla ;sfhkjd zuf.a fï O¾u ud¾.h ;=< wl=i,a m%ydKh ùu msKsi;a" l=i,a j¾Okh msKsi;a ;uhs ux fï is,amoh iudoka fj,d wdrla I d lrka f ka Z wka k ta l g ;uhs ls h ka f ka wjfnda O fhka is , a rls k jd ls h ,d' t;fldg ta wjfndaOfhka iS,h rlsk flkdg wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.fha ziïud lïuka;Z lshk ud¾. wx.h iïmQ¾K fjkak fya;=jla fjkjd' fojeks ÿIa p ß;h fudlla o @ wÈka k dodkd' wÈkakdodhs lsh,d lshkafka fkdÿkak foa .ekSu' fkdÿkak foa .ekSu nqÿrcdKka jykafia úia;r lrkjd' ^hx ;x mriai mrú;a;+mlrKx& wkqka i;=" wkq k a f .a iïm;a j ,g whs ; s hula weoa o " ^.du.;x jd& .fï fjkak mq¿jka" ^wr[a[.;x jd& lef,a fjkak mq¿jks' ^;x wÈkakx& tal ;ukag §,d kE' ^f:hHixLd;x wdod;d fyda;&s fydr is;k s a .kakjd' t;fldg fï ;ukaf.a fohla fkdjk nj ±kf.k" ;ukaf.a fohla fkdjkafka hulao" tal fldfya jqk;a lula kE" .fï fjkak mq¿jka" jkdka;f¾ fjkak mq¿jka" fidr is;ska .kakjdo tal ;uhs ^wÈkakdodhS& fidrlï lsÍu' 156


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ke;akï flfkl=g lrkak mq¿jka fufyu' ±ka ;uka fydrlï lrkafka kE' flfkl=g lshkjd —uu f,akaiqjla jkkakï' t;fldg WU .kska˜ tfyu lrkjdfka ñksiaiq' —uu w;kska ;sh,d hkakï" WU .kska˜ ta lshkafka ;uka wfkla wh ,jd fidrlï lrjkjd' ;uka fidrlï lrkafka kE' kuq;a is,a mofha w¾:h f;areï .;a;g miafia thd okakjd fidr is;ska wkqka i;= fohla fldfya ;sín;a ;ukag ÿkafk ke;akï ;uka .kafka kE' yß ,ia i kg nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia Ns l a I Q k a jykafia,dg mqreÿ lrkak W.kak, ;sfhkjd' ta ldf,a mdúÉÑ lf
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yß is h q ï tlla fidrlu''' fï nq ÿ rcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh ;=< tal úia;r lr, ;sfhk úÈy yß mqÿuhs' oeka wms fï Trf,daiqj .uq' Tkak ±ka fïl fu;ek fïfia Wv ;sfhkjd' ±ka fïl wkqkf a .a lsh,d wms okakjd' fydrlï lrkak ysf;kjd' fïl w,a,kjd' —kE" ´k kE˜ lsh,d w; .kakjd' fydrlu fjkafka kE' lsÜgqjg .syska kej;=kd' kuq;a fïl ;síng miafia fïfl whs;sldrhdg ;uhs fïl whs;s' Bg miafia —kE .kakuhs ´k fïl˜ lsh, ys;f.k" —wdæ ;j ;sfhk ñksfyl=f.kafka uu fï .kafka˜ lsh,d w,a,,d fïl Wiaikjd' ;du Wvg biais,d kE fïfika' wdfh ;shkjd' fydrlu isoaOfj,d kE' fïl .kakjd' Wiaikjd' t;fldg fydrlug wyqfjkjd' wehs@ biaiqjg miafia fuhdg ´k fohla lrkak mq¿jka' thdg fïl ;shkak mq¿jka' kuq;a thd fydrlug wyqjqkd' Tkak n,kak" fï iqpß;h lshk tl wms bf.k.kak ´k lshkafka talhs' ±ka fuhdg fïl biaiqjg miafia ´k fohla lrkak neßo fïlg@ thdg fïl fïfia ;s f hklï thdf.a fkfjhsfka' fïl w;ska w,a,,d .;a;g miafia" tal thd .;a;d' fydrlu l

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rlaÅ;d& l=, mrïmrdfjka wdrlaId lrkakd jQ ia;%shla isào" Ôïu rlaÅ;d& iS,d§ .=KO¾u rlsñka bkakd jQ ia;%shla isào" îiaidñld imßoKavd& újdyl ia;%shla isào" ^wka;ufida ud,d.=, mßlaÅ;d;s& újdy fjkak lsh,d fjkalrmq ia;%shla isào" ^;:d rEmdiq& tn÷ jQ ia;%Ska iuÕ ^pdß;a;x wdmÊð;d fyda;s& fkdukd yeisÍfï yeisrekdo" tn÷ ia;%Ska iuÕ ldu fiajkh l
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ÿula k.skf a ka kEZ Tkak fudlla yß l,amkd lrkjd' Bg miafi ielhgu Ndckh jk fohla ;uhs l,amkd lrkafka' fïl ;uhs Nh ffjr yg.kakd ;=ka fjks lreK' t;fldg fï Nh ffjr yg.kakd ;=kafjks lrefKys fh§u fya;f = jka" ldufhys jrojd yeisÍfï fya;=fjka urKska u;af;a ksrfha WmÈkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a ldf,a isÿùula ;sfhkjd zbisodisZ lsh, ;eke;a;shla .ek' zbisodisZ yß ,iaik rEmhla ;sìÉp .eyeKq
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meúÈ jqkd' meúÈ fj,d" ál ldf,lska ry;a NslI a K q h s la njg m;ajqkd' m;ajqkdg miafia fndaê lshk Th NslaIqKsh wykjd" bis o dis f .ka —bis o dis " Tn yenEu rEm iqkaor;ajhla ;sfhk flfkla' mqÿu úÈyg Tfí fï Ôúf;a lvdlmam,a jqkd' fudllao fïlg fya;=j@˜ bisodis lshkjd" —fndaê mskaj;a NslaIqKSh" ux ne¨jd fïl' ^±ka thdg ;sfhkjd ^mqífíksjdidkqiai;s [dKh& fmr úiQ Ôú; olskd kqjK' n,,d lshkjd"& uu óg wd;au y;lg l,ska msßñfhla' fyd|g we`.m; yhsh ;sìÉp" i,a,s ndf. ;sìÉp mssßñfhla' uu i,a,s ;sìÉp ksid j,alï l
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wmsg iy;slhla ;sfhkjdo@ fï Ôúf;a b¢hs' wkak talhs fï ixidf¾ Nhdkllu' wms fï Ôúf;a wms i;=ka urkafka kE' ta wms fyd| fn!oaO mjq,aj, bmÈ,d ksid' wms B<`. Ôúf;a WmÈkjd fjk;a wd.ul' i;=ka fkfjhs" ñkS;a urhs wd.fï kdfuka' ta wh urKska u;af;a ksrfha' fï Ôúf;a fydrlï lrkafka kE' kuq;a ,nk Ôúf;a lrhso" keoao ljqo okafka@ fï Ôúf;a jerÈ ldu fiajkfhys fhfokafka kE' kuq;a ,nk Ôúf;a'''@ fï ksid wk;=r lshk tflka j
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±kf.k ;uhs ùßfhka hql; a j" isyf s hka hql; a j" iïud ÈÜÀh ;=<" thska je

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±ka nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd" nqoaO Ydikh w;=reoyka jk lreKq j,ska tlla fï fndrej' fudllao ta fndrej@ nqÿrcdKka jykafia fkdjod< foa" jod
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lrkak mq¿jka' fndrej Nh ffjr folu yg.kak fohla' urKska u;af;a wmdfha WmÈk fohla' hï wdldrhlg ñksia f,daflg wdjd kï thdf.a jpkh ljqrej;a ms

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uu biair fïfla jákdlu fuÉprhs lsh,d fï .dKg niaikjd' ±ka uu tfyu lrkafka kE' fïfl jákdlu fuÉprhs' kuq;a mrK úÈygu fj<|du lrkjd' ojia lSmhlska fuhd wdjd' weú,a,d ug lsõjd' —iajdóka jykai" ug mqÿu i;=gqhs' uu ñ;Hd oDIaáhl ysáfh' .dKg jvd jeämqr .dKla l;dlr,d" Bg miafiaa ta .dK flaj,a lr,d wvq lr,d wr .dKg uu fïjd lf
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fla,dï lSu ;=<" iïmQ¾K iuÕsh ke;sj hkjd' fïfla ;sfhkjd" fla,fï iajNdjh' fla,fï iajNdjh ;uhs îu.a.dkx jd fN;a;d& iuÕs fjÉp wh ì¢, hkjd' ^Nskakdkx jd wkqmamod;d& ìÈÉp wh ;j;a ìf|kjd' ^j.a.drdfuda& thd tal lrkafka ì|jkak leue;af;ka' ^j.a.rf;da& msßij lvdlmam,a lrkak leue;af;ka' ^j.a.kka§& msßij lvdlmam,a lsÍfï i;=gqfj,d' ^j.a.lrKSx jdpx Ndis;d fyda;s& ta msßij úkdY lrkak ;uhs tal lrkafka' t;fldg thska je

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ldf,a j¾;udkfha ;rïu u;aøjH ;snqfka kEfka' ta ldf,a ;snqfka Th tl tl foaj,a wrf.k fmr,d .kak rd" lismamq" wrlal= ´jfka' ±kafk tl tl kï j,ska tl tl cd;s ;sfhkafka'''& t;fldg nqÿrcdKka jyka f ia fmka j d fokjd" fïflka Nh ffjr yg.kakjd lsh,d' Nh ffjr yg.kak ksid Y%djlhd j
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