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fyd|g m%.=K lrk fldg fyd|g msysgkjd ;%súO iqpß;h' ;s%úO iqpß;h fyd|g msysgk fldg i;r i;smÜGdkhg fhduqfjkjd' ^l:x Ndú;dp l=Kav,sh" p;a;dfrda i;smÜGdkd nyq , s l :d i;a ; fndÊ®xf.a mßmQ f rka ; s @ & —t;fldg i;r i;smÜGdkh jvkafka fldhs úÈhgo@˜ lsh,d wykjd' fldfydu nyq, jYfhka lf

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fndÊ®x. .ek" wd¾h i;H .ek fyd|g kqjKska úuikjd' ta Oïudkqmiaikdj' OïudkqmiaiSj jdih lrkjd" wr ndysr foaj,aj,g wdidj we;s lr.kafka ke;=j' fudlo ysf;a wdYdj lshk tl we;sfjkafka ndysr wruqKq;a tlalfka' ndysr foaj,a" ndysr rEm" ndysr Yío" ndysr .| iqj|" ndysr ri" ndysr myi" ndysr wruqKq fïjd ;uhs f.dvdla ÿrg ysf;a me,mÈhï fj,d fï ys; we;=f

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fudlo fjkafka@ wef,kafka ke;sj hkjd' fudkjd flfrys o wef,ka f ka ke;s j hka f ka @ mxp WmdodkialkaOh flfrys we;s we,au ksreoaO fj,d hkjd' Od;= yh flfrys wef,kafka ke;=j hkjd' wdh;k flfrys wef,kafka ke;=j hkjd' ^ks f rda O ks i a i s ; x& ta ls h ka f ka we,a u iïmQ¾Kfhkau ksreoaO fj,d hk wdldrh olskjd' mxp WmdodkialkaOhg ;sìÉp we,au" wdh;kj,g ;sìÉp we,au" Od;= yh flfrys ;sìÉp we,au ksreoaO jk wdldrhg nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd' —udf.a Ydikfha Ns l a I q j fï úÈhg ;uhs i;s iïfndÊ®x.h jvkafka'˜ ^fjdiai.a. mßKdñx& ksjkg keUqre fj,d' ÿlaL ksfrdaO wd¾h i;Hh idlaId;a lrkak ys; keUqre fj,d hkjd' úuqla;shg keUqre fjkjd' Tkak Th úÈhg i;s iïfndÊ®x.h jvkjd' Oïuúch iïfndÊ®x.h jvkjd' Oïuúph lsõfõ fya;= m%;Hh O¾uhka kqjKska iïu¾IKh lrkjd' kqjKska úui úuid n,kjd' wehs ±ka uq,k s u a fuhdg fï l=i,;djh ,efnkjdfka' ±ka fï lshmq uÜgug tkak kï uq,k s u a ;sfhkak ´k O¾uh Y%jKh lr,d" iS,hl msyg s ,d iïud ÈÜÀh' m%{djka; flfkla ;uhs fï Tlafldau ,nd.kafka' fïjd ÿIam%d{ flfkl=g ,nd.kak nE' fïl w;am;a lr.kafka m%{djka; Y%djlfhla' thd l=i,a w÷kkjd' wl=i,a w÷kkjd' fhdaksfidaukisldrh w÷kkjd' wfhdaksfida ukisldrh w÷kkjd' máÉpiuqmamdoh 84


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OHdkfha" y;r jeks OHdkfha is; fyd|g tl`. fj,d ;s f hkjd' mxp kS j rK neyer fj,d" úrd.hg m;a f j,d' ia l ka O j, wef,ka f ka kE' Od;= j , wef,kafka kE' wdh;kj, wef,kafka kE' máÉp iuqmamdoh fya;= M, úÈyg m%lg fjñka ;sfhkjd' tfyu fjk fldg ^fjdiai.a. mßKdñx& ksjkg keUqre fj,d ;uhs tA iudêh ;sfhkafka' ta iudêh ;sfnkafka ksjkg keUqre fj,d' we,au ksreoaO lsÍu weiqre lrf.khs we,au lsÍu fkdfjhs' bkamiafia fuhd olskjd fï iudêh ;=< ;sfhkafka mxp WmdodkialkaOhkaf.a meje;aula' wdh;kj, meje;aula' Od;=j, l%shdldÍ;ajhla' fïjd olsoa§" iudêfha is ; nei .ka f k ke;= j Wfma l a I djg m;a f jkjd' Wfma l a I dj ls h ka f ka wjfnda O fhka we;sjk uOHia: nj' we,Sï .eàï ke;s iajNdjhu thdg m% l g fjka k .ka k jd' ta ys ; iudêfha msysgkafk;a kE' mGú Od;=fõ msysgkafk;a kE" wdfmda Od;=fõ msysgkafk;a kE" f;afcda Od;=fõ msysgkafk;a kE" jdfhda Od;=fõ msysgkafk;a kE" wdldi Od;=fõ msysgkafk;a kE" ú[a[dK Od;=fõ msysgkafk;a kE' OHdkfha msysgkafk;a keye' isf;a ál ál we,au ksreoaO fjkak .kakjd' ksjk lrd hkjd' fjk fld;kj;a msysgkafka ke;=j is; flf,iqkaf.ka ksoyia fjkjd' úÊcdúuq;a;s M, idlaId;a lrkjd' t;fldg wjfndaO l< hq;= ÿlaL wd¾h i;Hh wjfndaO lr,d bjrhs' m%ydKh l< hq;= ÿlaL iuqoh wd¾h i;Hh m%ydKh lr,d bjrhs' idlaId;a l< hq;= ÿlaL ksfrdaOh idlaId;a lr,d 88


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