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fï i;ajfhda ix{djg wef,kjd" fïfla iemla ;sfhk ksid' kuq;a ix{dfõ we;a; iajNdjh ñßÕ=jla jf.a tlla' fïl fï wef,kak ;rï úfYaI fohla keye' kuq;a wmg fmak foa ;=< wef,kjd' wr z;d,mq g ry;ka jyka f ia Z is ; g nks k fj,dfõ§ ys;g nkskjd" —tahs ys;" kqU udj /fjÜgqfõ wiqN foa iqN úÈhg fmkak,d" wks;H foa ks;H úÈhg fmkak,d" ÿla foa iem úÈhg fmkak,d" wkd;au foa wd;a u úÈhg fmka k ,d' ta úÈhghs kq U udj /jeÜgqfõ'˜ Th ysf;a /jàug wms wyqfj,d keoao@ wyqfj,d ;sfhkafka' wms fldÉpr ix{dj wks;Hhs lsõj;a" ljqre yß ,iaik flfkka ±lal .uka wfma ys ; g tlmdrgu tka f ka fudlla o @ ,ia i khs ' ysf;kafk keoao@ le; flfkla ±lal .ukau le;hs lsh,d ysf;kjdfka' wmsg ysf;kjdo fï ix{dj wks;Hhs lsh,d tlmdrgu' wms nf,ka ;uhs miafia tal ys;,d .kak ´k' ke;akï ±lal .uka ysf;kafka zId''' ,iaikhsfkaZ lsh,d' t;fldg wmsg fmakjd wms yeu fj,dfju bkafka ix{dj ;=< iemhg we¨ï lrñka' fudlo ta ,iaikhs lsh,d lshkafka wfma ys; tafl ne¢,d' fyd|g n,kak wms hulg ,iaikhs lsh,d lshkjdo" tal;a tlal wfma ys; tla fjkjd' Bg miafia is; ls,sá fj,d hkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrmq uÜgug ys; .kak kï mqÿu olaIlula ´k' b;ska nqoaO foaYkd j,skau ;uhs ta olaIlu tl tlaflkd kqjKska fufkys lrñka" kqjKska fufkys lrñka we;slr.kakg ;sfhkafka' uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a foaYkdjla ;sfhkjd' ta ;uhs Wkajykafia jod

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wfhdaksfida ukisldrfha fï fofla fjki ±k.kak mq¿jka whg' wfkla whg tkak mq¿jkalula kE' ta ksid úfYaI jdikdjla olaIlula ;sfhkak ´k fujka hq.hl O¾uh ;ukag kqjKska úui,d úui,d f;areï .kakg' t;fldg wms fï ix{djg we,Sfuka ls
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;s f hkjdo@ keye' ry;ka jyka f ia , d Wmka È k iurkjdo@ fudl= ; a kE fka ' ±ka n,ka k wms ixialdrj,g wyqfj,d ;sfhk yeá' wms bmÈÉp oji isys lr lr uyd f,dl= foaj,a lr,d tajd w;S;hg odkjd' f,dl= uykaishla wrf.k jeämqr lrkafka lk tlfka' fyd|g ys;,d n,kak' f,dl= ikaf;daIhla jqK;a wms lrkafka lk tl' ljqre yß wdj;a lEu' fudkjd yß lr,d w¾:hla ke;s .ukl fhfokjd' fïl uu nqoaO foaYkd j,ska f;areï .;a; od b|,d uu ljqre;a uf.a WmkaÈfka isys lrkjdg;a leu;s kE' uu okakjd tod ;uhs ÿl fï Ôú;fha mgka.;a; oji' ta ksid ug bmÿkd lsh,d i;=gq fjkak fohla keye' fhdaksfida ukisldrfhka hula .;a; kï wkak t;khs i;=gq fjkak ;sfhkafka' wdkak ta ksid fyd|g ixialdr .ek kqjKska úuikak mgka .;af;d;a ksirelu f;areï .kak mq¿jka fõú' idudkH f,dalhg f;afrkafka keye' idudkH f,dalhd ys;kafka —wdæ thd wuq;= tlaflfkla' thdg fï f,dafla lsis iemla fmakf a ka keye'˜ kuq;a ne¨jg miafia kshu iem fidhd f.k hkafka thd' B<Õg nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd ú[a[dKh' ú[a[dKfha iemla fkd;snK q d kï" ÿlla ú;r kï ;snqfKa fï i;ajfhda fï ú[a[dKhg wef,kafka keye' i;ajfhda ú[a[dKhg we,s,d bkakjd iemla ;sfhk ksid' wms okafk;a kEfka ú[a[dKhg we,S bkak nj' wmsg f;afrkjd kslï lhg kï we,S ;sfhk nj' fõokd" ix{d" ixialdr" ú[a [ dKj,g we,s , bka k nj f;a f rka k kï 52


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kqjKsku a úuikak ´k' ke;akï tal we,s,d ;sfhkjo lsh,j;a fydhkak neye' ta ksid kqjKska úui úuid n,oaÈ f;afrkjd Tkak nqÿrcdKka jykafia uyd,sg foaYkd l
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fï md,s NdIdj isxy,hg yerùfï§ ug ;ju;a isxy,hg yrjkak neß jpkhla ;uhs zksíìkao;sZ ls h k jpkh' wms ta l idudkHfhka ls h ka f ka l

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idudkH Ôú;fha § ;sfhkafk wfmalaId Nx.;ajhla ú;rhs' fu;k lshkafka fï fya;=-M, iajNdjh ta úÈhgu wjfndaO lr f.k we;sfjÉp wjfndaO [dKh' ^ksíìkaox úrÊc;s& wkak ta wjfndaO [dKh we;sjqKdg ljodj;a tAlg wef,kafka kE' ta flfrys we;s we,au ksreoaO fj,d hkjd' ^úrd.d úiqÊ®ka;s& we,au ÿreùfuka msßisÿ fjkjd' fldÉpr ,iaik tlaflfkla fmkS isáh;a we,au we;sfjkafka keye' uq.,ka uyry;ka jykafia fmd
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nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd ry;ka jykafia mq¿jkao rEmhg w,jkak@ lfKka wefyk Yíohg w,jkak mq¿jkao@ tl ;ekl ;sfhkjd' wkqreoaO uyry;ka jykafia Èjeia ,dNSka w;ßka w.%hs fk" ufkdaldhsl ukdmldhsl ÈjHf,dafla bkak ÈjHdx.kdjka msßila weú,a,d wkqreoaO uyry;ka jyka f ia g ls h kjd' —ia j dókS " wms ufkda l dhs l " ukdmldhsl foúhka' wms lreKq ;=klska biqreu;a fj,d bkakjd' wmsg mq¿jka ´k ´k úÈfhka ñysß iajrfhka l;d lrkak' wmsg leue;s úÈfhka iem Wmojd .kakg mq¿jka˜ lsõjd' wkqreoaO uyry;ka jykafia ys;=jd zuE ,d ks,a mdg fõjd'Z is;mq .uka wr Tlafldau ks,amdg jqKd' ks,amdg i¿ ms

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Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" yß jevla jqKdfka' wo fufyu fïf.d,af,da wdjd' kgkak mgka .;a;d' uu ys; fhduq lf
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nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd fïl f;areï .ka k ls h ,d fï úÈhg' j;= r tllg jeys ìÿ jefgkjd' Tkak ;j jeys ìxÿjla jefgk fldg ta Èh ìxÿ ì¢,d fjk tlla yg.kakjd' B<Õ jeys ìxÿj jefgk fldg tal ì¢,d ;j tlla yg.kakjd' iam¾Yh fjkia fjkfldg ú£u fjkia fjkafk;a fï jf.a' fïl kqjKska f;areï .;a; tlaflkdg ú£u .ek h:dN+; [dKh we;sfjkjd zú£u wks;HhsZ lsh,d' fïl fï fya;= m%;Hhkaf.ka yg.;a; tlla lsh,d h:dN+; [dKh ksid" ta wdldrfhkau wjfndaO ùu ksid ta flkdg ta wdldrfhka u tmd ùula we;sfjkjd' ta tmd ùu we;sfjkafka ioygu' wdfha lsisu ú£ulg wyqfjkak fkfuhs' fï ú£u w;yer,d wr ú£u w,a,kjd lsh,d tlla keye' ke;akï udkqIsl ú£u w;yer,d ÈjH ú£u w,a,kjd lsh,d tlla keye' iam¾Y m%;Hfhka hïlsis ú£ula yg.kakjdo ta ishü ú£ï flfrys h:dN+ ; [dKh we;s f j,d ;uhs w;yßkafka' we,au ÿrelrkafka' tmd fjÉp .uka we,au ÿrefjkjd' we,au ÿrefjÉp .uka thd msßisÿ fjkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd ix{dj;a tfyuhs' taldka; iemhla ú;rla ;snqKd kï fï i;a j hd fï ix{djg l

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ldf,a .ek' —wfka'''ug biair lsis f,vla ;snqfka keye' bfyka nysk f,vla ;snqfka kE' ±ka fufyu yeÿkdfka''˜ lsh,d f,v ke;=j ;sìÉp ldf,a iemhg is; msysgqjdf.k ±ka ;sfhk wikSmh .ek ÿla fjù bkakjd ñila ta fï lhuhs lsh,d ys;kafka keye' ux wdYajdohla fyõfõ hï lhlskao" ta lhu fkao ±ka fï ;sfhkafka lsh,d" tA lhu fkao fï wd§kj fokafka lsh,d h:d¾:jd§j n,kafka kE' ta ú£u;a tfyuhs' ix{dj;a tfyuhs' ±ka .;af;d;a l,lÈ rEfma ,iaik flkd úrEmS fj,d hkjd' t;fldg thd úrEmS mska;+f¾ biairyg odkafka kE' ,iaik ldf, f*dfgda tlla .y,d ;shd.kakjd zuu fufyu flfkla ±ka fufyu jqKdgZ' t;fldg wks;a wh;a n,kafka ta úÈhgu ñila ±ka bkak ;;ajh .ek isyslrkakg leu;s fjkafka kE' t;fldg n,kak wfma is; yeu ;siafiau ta úÈhg hkfldg fldhs;rï ishqï kqjKla ;sfhkak ´ko fïl úksúo ±l.kak@ nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd fï ixialdr .ek' ixia l dr ta l dka ; fhka u iemhla kï fï ixialdrfhys ÿlla we;af;au ke;akï i;ajfhda fï ixialdr flfrys l
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we;s" isgqfoaùka jykafia,d fj,d bkak we;s' flda ±ka@ odisfhda fj,d bkak we;s' odifhda fj,d b|,d we;s' flda ±ka@ khs" i¾mfhda fj,d b|,d we;s' foújre fj,d b|,d we;s' flda ±ka@ ta ishü ixialdr wks;H fj,d .shd' fï ixialdr;a wks;H fj,d hhs' tal ldgj;a j

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kE fïjd' fudlo wms ±ka l,am .dKla uq¿,af,a wdmq .uklafka fï' nqoaO foaYkdfõu ;sfhkjdfka wms fyÆ l÷¿ fldÉpro lsh,d' fldÉprlao@ i;r uyd id.rfha c,hg jeähs lsh,' tfyukï wms fldfydu .ukla tkak weoao@ ±ka fï ukqIH Ôú;fha § wms fndfydau pqÜgfka l÷¿ fy,kafka' t;fldg n,kak isõ uyd id.r c,h blaujd hkak kï fï .uk fldÉpr mrK weoao@ ys;kak nE' talfka nqÿrcdKka jykafia jodf
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i;ajhd we¨fka wdYajdoh ;sfhk ksid' t;fldg fï i;ajhd mxp WmdodkialkaOh flfrys l

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ta ksid wms kqjKska úuiSu lshk foa bf.k .;af;d;a fï Ôúf;a§u fï rEm" fõokd" ix{d" ixialdr" ú[a[dKhkaf.a we;a; iajNdjhu kqjKska úui úuid f;areï .kak olaI jqfKd;a wkak todg ;uhs wmsg i;=gq fjkak mq¿jka fjkafka fï ukqIH Ôú;fhka kshu m%fhdackh .;a;d lsh,d' ke;akï ta fjkqfjka ,efnk lsisu W;aijhla" iïudkhla" f.!rjhla fï yq
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tkak ;sfhkafka' t;fldg wmsg f;afrkjd fïl me;=ulska l< yels fohla fkfï' tlÕ fjkafka ke;sj n,kak fmdâvla m;,d' —wd''' iajdóka jykafia me;=ulska fïl lrkak nE lsh,d lshkjdfka uu fmkajkakï lr,d lsh,d mq¿jkakï n,kak m;,d'''˜ wka;sug f;afrhs —ux fï fudloao lr.;af;a@˜ lsh,d' ljodj;a fïl tfyu lrkak nE' fïl wjfndaO lr,duhs f;areï .kak ;sfhkafka' ta ksid fï mxp WmdodkialkaOh h:d¾:fhka wjfndaO lrf.k" fï ÿlaL wd¾h i;Hh yeáhg wjfndaO lrf.k" fï flfrys we;s h:dN+; [dKh Wmojdf.k" we,au ÿrelr,d" fuhska ksoyia fj,d" iodld,sl msú;=reNdjh ;=
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jev bkak fldg ta ñksiaiqkag wdrxÑ jqKd" Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia wfma .ug jevu lr,d ;sfhkjd lsh,d' îufKda L¨ fNda f.da ; fuda ilHmq ; a f ;da ilHl=,d mínðf;da fldaif,aiq pdßlx prudfkda uy;d NslaLq ixf>ak ioaêx ´midox wkqmam;af;da ´midfoa úyr;s& úYd, NslaIqka jykafia,d msßila iuÕska jevu lr,d ;sfhkjd' tA Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia rdc l=udrfhla' YdlH jxYsl flfkla' fï Tlafldu w;yer,d Y%uKfhla njg m;ajqKd lsh,d" fufyu;a wdrxÑ jqKd' ^b;sms fida N.jd wryx& ta Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia ksflf,ia" flf,ia ke;s flfkla' îïud iïnqof a Oda& .=rEmfoaY rys;j p;=rd¾h i;Hh O¾uh wjfndaO lr.;a;= flfkla' Wkajykafia .sys Ôú;h w;ayer,d Y%uKfhla njg m;a jqKd' Wkajykafia ;dmifhla jYfhka fkdfjhs ysáfha" Y% u Kfhla jYfhka ' ta ls h ka f ka nq ÿ rcdKka jykafiaf.a ld,fh;a ysáhd ;dmijre" mßn%dcljre" Y%uKfhda lsh,d iïm%odhhka f.dvla' f.dvla wh ysáhd n%dyauK iïm%odh m%;slafIam lr,d flia /jq,a nd,d" isjr q e fmdrj,d" md;% wrf.k' ta ldg;a mdúÉÑ lrmq fmdÿ kula ;uhs zY%uKZ' B<Õg ta ldg;a mdúÉÑ lrmq fmdÿ kula ;uhs zNslaIqZ' fï folu tA ldf,a fmdÿfõ mdúÉÑ lrmq kï folla' Wkajykafia biai,a,du .shd wd

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jykafia p;=rd¾h i;Hh lsh,d fok ksid nqoaO' ta ish¿ iïnqÿ .=K oeÍug ;rï Nd.Hh we;s ksid N.jd' b;ska fï .fï wh l;dfjkak .;a;d zfufyu flfkla" fufyu flfklaZ lsh,d' Bg miafia ta n%dyauK .fï ñksiaiq" —wms;a huq ta Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafiaj uqK .efykak˜ lsh,d rxpq rxpq lKavdhï .eys,d hkjd' oeka tA wh hkafka pxlS n%dyauKhdf.a j;a; Wäka' pxlS n%dyauKhd i|¿;f,a b|,d my< ne¨jd' pxlS ls h ka f ka t;fldg m% N + j rfhla " n%dyauKfhla' n,k fldg pxlS n% d ya u Khd ±la l d úYd, lKavdhï lKavdhï hkjd' ±l,d <Õ ysgmq L;a; lshk weu;shdf.ka weyqjd —fï fldfyo hkafka@˜ lsh,' t;fldg L;a; weu;shd —Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia wfma .ug jevu lr,d' wkAk i,a jkfha jev bkakjd' fï hkafka Wkajykafiaj neyeolskk a '˜ lsh,d pxlS n%dyauKhdg W;a;r ÿkakd' b;ska ztA Y%uK Nj;a f.!;uhka jykafia fufyu flfklaZ lsh,d L;a; weu;shd pxlS n%dyauKhdg úia;r l
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hk nj ±k.;a;= tA nuqfKd ál l,n, jqKd' l,n, fj,d pxlsj uqK.efykak wdjd' —fmdâvla bkak' hkak tmdæ wmg Th;a tlal jpk lSmhla l;d lrkak ;sfhkjd˜ lsh,d lsõjd' —wmsg wdrxÑ jqKd Tn;=ud Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafiaj neyeolskk a hkjd lsh,d" fïl we;a;lao@˜ —Tõ" uu;a fï ,Eia;sfj,d bkafka" Wkajykafiaj n,kak' fï n,kakflda hk fikÕ˜ —yd'''' yd'''' ´jd lrkak hkak tmdæ˜ wr n%dyauKfhda mkaiSh pxlSg lshkjd Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafiaj n,kak Thd hkak tmd' —Thdg .e

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lula kE' uu fïlg leu;shs lsh,d' kuq;a ta u;fha b|,d taldka; ks.ukhlg tkak tmd zfïl ;uhs yß' wks;a tajd fndreZ lsh,d'˜ ta lsõfõ thdg kqjK mdúÉÑ lrkak' fudlo reÑlrmq tl wi;Hhla fjkak mq¿jka' ;uka reÑ fkd lrkafka i;Hhla fjkak mq¿jka' B<Õg lshkjd wik foa' —uu wykafka fufyuhs lsh,d' ;uka wymq foa .ek lsõjg lula kE' taflka ks.ukhlg tkak tmd wks;a Tlafldu fndre lsh,d' ;uka wymq foa wi;Hhla fjkak mq¿jka' B<Õg ;uka l,amkd lrkjd' l,amkd lr lr lrKq .,mkak mgka .kakjd' l,amkd lr,d lreKq .,mkak mq¿jka' kuq;a ;SrKhlg tkak tmd zfïl ;uhs we;a;' wks;a Tlafldu fndreZ lsh,d' fudlo ;uka l,amkd lrmq foa wi;Hhla fjkak mq¿jka' B<Õg u;hlg nei .;a ; du ta u;jdohg nei.;a;d jQ foa yßhs lsh,d ;SrKhla wrf.k Bg miafia zwks;a tajd Tlafldu fndrehsZ lshk u;hg tkak tmd' fudlo ;uka nei .;a;= u;h fndrejla fjkak mq¿jka'˜ fï lshkafka i;H rlsk nqoaêula flkd úiska hula kqjKska úuikak ´k¦ yqfola ye.Sulg nrfj,d tlmdrg taldka; fldg hula lshkafk ke;=j' t;fldg n,kak i;H rlsk flkd fldhs ;rï kqjK mdúÉÑ lrk flfkla o @ t;fldg nq ÿ rcdKka jykafia jod
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nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia f .ka wykjd ldmál' —i;Hh wjfnda O h ls h ka f ka fudloa o @˜ —i;Hh wjfnda O h ls h ka f ka ;:d.; Y% d jlfhla fjÉp NslaIqjla bkak mq¿jka hï .ul' ta ;:d.; Y%djlhd .djg .syk s a flfkla wykjd kï fï f,daNfha wk;=re .ek" oafõYfha wk;=re .ek" fudayfha wk;=re .ek' tfyu wykfldg wyk flkd úui,d n,kjd zfuhd fkdokakd fohla okakjd lshkjdo@ fkdolsk fohla olskjd lshkjdo@ fuhd fudllao fï lrkafkaZ lsh,d kqjKska úuikjd' kqjKska úuikjd wr iajdóka jykafia .djg .sys,a,d wyk fldg f,daN" oafõY" fuday .ek fuhd fï okafka ke;=j okakjd lsh,d lshk flfklao@ B<Õg fuhd fï bÈßm;a lrk ldrKh wys; msKsi mj;skjdo@ wks;a wh wudrefõ jefgk tllao fï lshdf.k hkafka lsh,d kqjKska úuikjd' úuik fldg f;afrkjd fï iajdóka jykafia kï lshkafka b;d hym;a O¾uhla' f,daNfha wd§kj lshkjd" oafõYfha wd§kj lshkjd' fudayfha wd§kj lshkjd' tfykï fï O¾uh we;af;ka u ^.ïNSfrda& .dïNS r hs ' ^ÿoa o fida & ols k a k g ÿIa l r fohla ' ^ÿrkqfndafOda& fï O¾uh wjfndaO lrkak ÿIalrhs' îka f ;da mKS f ;da & Ydka ; m% K S ; jQ tlla ' ^w;laldjpfrda& ;¾lhg f.dapr fjkafka ke;s tlla' ^ksmqfKda& ishqï fohla' ^mKaä;fõokSfhda& nqoaêu;=ka úis k a ols k tlla ' ^k fida Oïfuda iq f oa i s f hda öa f èkd;s & fïl f,da N " oa f õY" fuda y ;s f hk tfklaf.ka wymq O¾uhla fkdfõ' f,daN rys;" oafõY 84


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rys;" fuday rys; flfkla ;=< my< fjÉp O¾uhla lsh,d' wka k nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia f .a O¾uh .ek myÈkjd' ^w: ;iañx ioaOx ksfõfia;s& Bg miafia thd wykakd jQ O¾uh flfrys Y%oaOdj we;sfjkjd' ta lshkakd jQ NslaIqj flfrys Y%oaOdj we;sfjkjd' wkak oelalo Y%djlhd hkak ´k wdldrh' f,daN" oafõY" fuday m%ydKh lsÍu msKsi hï O¾uhla lshkjdo wkak ta O¾uh lrd ;uhs hkak ´kE' fudlo thd ta f lka f;a r eï .ka k jd' nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia wjfnda O fhka u oel,d ;uhs m% l dY lf
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mhsremdikaf;da fida;x óy;s ¦ wr iajdóka jykafia O¾uh foaYkd lrkjd t;fldg lKa fhdudf.k bkakjd' ²

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w;a:x WmmßlaLf;da Oïud ksÊCOdkx Luka;s¦ w¾: kqjKska fufkys lrkak mgka .kakfldg O¾uh jegfykjd' ²

OïuksÊCOdklaLka;shd i;s Pkafoda cdh;s ¦ O¾ufha jegfyk fldg O¾uh yeisfrkak" iu: úo¾Ykd jvkak wdYdjla we;sfjkjd' ²

Pkafoda cdf;da Wiaiy;s¦ wdYdjla we;s jqKdu W;aidy lrkjd'

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wjfndaOh fkfuhs lsh,d' wms wdfhu;a Tnjykafia f.ka b,a,d ysáhd tfykï wmg lshkak i;Hh wjfnda O h .ek' b;s k a Tnjyka f ia wmg i;HdjfndaOh;a lsh,d ÿkakd' wms yßu leu;shs' wms meyeÿKd' B<.g Tnjykafia lSjd ;uka hkak ´k i;Hdkqm%dma;shg lsh,d' i;Hhg meñfKkak ´k ;jÿrg;a' b;ska Tnjykafia f.ka weyqju Tnjykafia tal;a wmg lsh, ÿkakd' wms talg;a yßu leu;shs' iajdókS" wms biair NslaIqka jykafia,dg nekakd' ^fla p uqKavld& ysi uqvq lrmq tjqka fudlal=o@ ^bíNd& ld,lKaKs ^lKayd& mõldrfhda ^nkaOm q dodmÉpd& uyd n%yauhdf.a hám;=f,ka Wmka wh lsh,d wms nekakd' taf.d,af,d ljoao O¾uh olskafk lsh lshd wms ta f.d,a,kag ks.%y lhd;a irK hkjd' wkak n,kak irK hEu' irK hkak ´k wjfndaOfhka u hs' wjfndaOfhka irK .sfhd;a thdj lsisu flfkl=g fudku wdldrfhkaj;a rjÜgkak 90


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fjkafka' b;ska fï idßmq;a; uyry;ka jykafia úia;r lrkjd" ljr mylao fï úÈyg ne,sh hq;af;a' rEm Wmdodkia l ka O h" fõokd Wmdodkia l ka O h" i[a[d WmdodkialkaOh" ixLdr WmdodkialkaOh" ú[a[dK WmdodkialkaOh hk fï my' ^Gdkx fLda mfka;x wdjqfida úÊc;s& wdhqIau;=ks" fukak fï ldrKh isoaO fjkak mq¿jka' fudllao@ ^hx iS,jd NslaLq bfï mxpqmdodklaLkafè& t;fldg fï is,aj;a NslaIqj mxp WmdodkialkaOhka wks;H jYfhka" ÿla jYfhka" frda. jYfhka" .~qjla jYfhka" yq,la jYfhka" mSvdjla jYfhka" wdndOhla jYfhka" wkqkag wh;a fohla jYfhka" keiS jekiS hk fohla jYfhka" ysia fohla jYfhka" wkd;au fohla jYfhka fhda k s f ida ukis l drfha fhfokjd' fhda k s f ida ukis l drfha fhfok fldg fida j dka M,hg m;afjkjd' fïfla lshkjd" mxp WmdodkialkaOh fï úÈyg n, n,d kqjKska úui úuid bkakfldg fida;dm;a;s M,hg m;afjkjd' fida;dm;a;s M,h idlaId;a lrkjd' Bg miafia fldÜÀ; uyry;ka jykafia wykjd" ^fida;dmkafkak mkdjqfida idßmq;a;" NslaLqkd l;fï Oïud fhda k s f ida ukis l d;índ;s & —wdhq I a u ;a idßmq;a;hka jykai" fida;dmkak NslaIqj fudk jf.a O¾uhlao kqjKska fufkys l< hq;af;a@˜ t;fldg idßmq;; a uyry;ka jykafia ms<; s r = e fokjd —wdhqIu a ;a fldÜÀ;" fida j dka fjÉp Ns l a I q j ;a Th mxp WmdodkialkaOh ;uhs kqjKska fufkys lr lr" fufkys lr lr isáh hq;af;a' fida;dmkak NslaIqj 94


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fya;= fjkjd' î;s iïm[a[dhpd;s& isys kqjK mej;S u ms K s i ;a fya ; = f jkjd' t;fldg ry;ka jykafia lrkafk;a fï wks;H .ek isys lr lr bkak tlhs lshkjd' wdfh ry;a ùu msKsi fya;= fjkjd lshk tl fkdfjhs' ud¾.h iïmQ¾K lrf.k tfyu l,amkd lr lr lshkjd bkafka' t;fldg mskaj;=ks" wms fïflka f;areï .kak ´k wms mxp WmdodkialkaOh .ek meyeÈ
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iuqoh' thd idlaId;a lr,d ;sfhkafka ÿlaL ksfrdaOh' iïmQ¾K lr,d ;sfhkafka wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.h' ljqreyß lsõfjd;a ud¾.h jevqjd lsh,d tfla f;areu thd ÿl wjfndaO lr,d ÿlaL iuqoh m%ydKh lr,d" ÿlaL ksfrdaOh idlaId;a lr,d lshk tlhs' fï y;ru tlg iïmQ¾K fjk tlla ;uhs fï lD;H lshkafka' ljqreyß lshkjd kï ug ±ka ÿl fyd|g f;afrkjd" uu ±ka ÿl fyd|g wjfndaO lr,d ;sfhkafka kuq;a ;DIaKdfjka bkakjd' t;fldg ÿl wjfndaO fj,d kE' ÿl wjfndaO jqKd kï ÿlaL iuqoh b;sß fjkafka kE' fya;j = ÿl yeáhg wjfndaO lrkak ;sfhkafka mxp WmdodkialkaOh' ±ka tÈfkod Ôú;fha lghq;= lsÍfï§ —wfka ug kï ±ka fydogu l,lsß,d ;sfhkafka˜ lshkjd' tA fudllao@ .eàu' oafõIhg lshk fjk kula' ±ka ug fydogu l,lsß,d ;sfhkafka' ;s;a; fj,d ;sfhkafka lshkjd' tA ;s;a; fj,d ;sfhkafka fudllao@ tA oafõIh' l,lsÍu fkdfjhs' l,lsÍu lsh,d lshkafka wjfndaOhla' l,lsÍu lsh,d lshkafka [dKhla' ks í ìod [dKh ^ks í ìoa o x úrÊc;s & l,ls r ekdu wef,kafk kE' l,lsÍu lsh,d lshkafka Ôú;h wjfndaO ùula' tA ksid tAl f;areï .kak ;uhs uu Th ksíìkao;s ls h k jpkh zwjfnda O fhka l,ls Í uZ ls h ,d mßj¾;kh lrkafk' fudlo ke;akï zl,lsfrkjd" l,lsfrkjdZ lsh,d lshkjd' wfma rfÜ oafõIhg lshk kula tAl' idudkH flfkla l,lsfrkjd lsh,d uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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muqKqjd n,kak lshkjd' tAlg lshkafka wkajfha [dKx' t;fldg w;S;fha n,kak lshkjd fï úÈyg' w;S;fha yeÿk crd urK we;sjf q kaa bm§u ksid' bm§u yeÿfka úmdl msKsi l¾u ilia ùu ksid' Tfydu n,df.k hkak lshkjd' Tfydu n,df.k hkfldg ´l wdfha ms y s g ka f ka wúoHdfõuhs ' Bg mia f ia wkd.;h n,df.k hka k ls h kjd' fldfyduo wkd.f;a crd urK yïn fjkafka lsh,d' wkd.f;a n,df.k hoaÈ .sys,a,d .sys,a,d wdfh msysgkafka fudflao@ wúoHdfõuhs' tAl ksid wmg fmakjd p;=rd¾h i;Hh wjfndaO fkdjqk ksid ;uhs fïid §¾> w;S;hla wmg Wreu jqfka' p;=rd¾h i;Hh wjfndaO lrk ;=re wmg ixidr .ukl=;a ;sfhkjd' j¾;udkfh;a wjfnda O hla ke;s .uklg wyqjqfka p;=rd¾h i;Hh .ek fkdokakd ksiduhs' wiaiq iQ;%h lsh,d iQ; foaYkdjla ;sfhkjd ixhq;a; ksldfha fofjks fldgfia' tAfla ;sfhkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia NslaIQka jykafia,d f.ka wykjd —mskaj;a uyfKks" fï ixidf¾ hï urKhg m;aùfuka Tn fyÆ hï l÷

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±ka fïfla ;s f hka f ka fldfyduo@ wks ; H jYfhka n,kafk lshkjd' rEmh wks;H jYfhka n,kak lshkjd' tfykï rEmhla fjkia fjkfldg wms isysfhka bkak ´k' fï fjkia fjkafka wks;H ksid lsh,d wmsg isysfhka bkak mq¿jkalu ;sfhkak ´k' isysfhka n,kak mq¿jkalu ;sfhkak ´k' t;fldg hï ú£ula fjkia fjkjd kï" wks;H njg m;afjkjd kï" fï iam¾Yfhka yg.;a;= ú`§ul=hs wks;H fjkafka lsh,d wmg isysh Wmoaojd .kak mq¿jka fjkak ´k' B<Õg wms y÷kd.;a; fohla fjkia fj,d hkjd kï fï ix{dj wks;H jQ ix{djlafka tA ksid fï wks;H fj,d hkafka lsh,d l,amkd lr,d n,kak mq¿jka fjkak ´k' B<Õg hï fÉ;kdjla fjkia fj,d hkjd kï wms f;areï .kak ´k tfykï fï Tlafldu wks;H fjk fÉ;kdj,afka' fï ú[a[dKh wks;H fj,d hkfldg fï wks;H fjk ú[a[dKhla fka lsh,d n,kak mq¿jka fjkak ´k' B<Õg fï wks;H jQ fohl ,laIKh ;uhs" ^hoksÉpx ;x ÿlaLx& hula wks;H kï tAl ÿlhs' tfykï hï lsis ÿlla yg.kakjd kï fï rEm WmdodkialkaOh ÿllauhs lsh,d thd wjfndaO lrkak ´k' B<Õg ÿla fõokd wdÈh yg.kak fldg fï ú£u ÿllauhs lsh,d wjfndaO lrkak ´k' B<Õg ix{djla" hï lsis ÿlla yg.kak fldg fï ix{dj kï ÿllauhs lsh,d wjfndaO lr.kak ´k' ixialdr;a tfyuhs' ÿllauhs lsh,d wjfndaO lr.kak ´k' ú[a[dKh;a tfyuhs' 104


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fïjdfha ;s f hka f k ÿlla ls h ,d" fï mxp Wmdodk ialkaOhu wjfndaO lr.kak ´k ÿlla yeáhg' fudlo fya;j = Tn ys;,d n,kak wfma Ôú;j, jeämqr isoaO fj,d ;sfhkafka is;+ foaj,ao@ fkdis;+ foaj,ao@ ^wÑka;s ;ïms Nj;s& fkdis;+ foaj,a isÿfjkjd' ^Ñka;s ;ïms úkiai;s& is;+ foaj,a jekiS hkjd' fïl ;uhs idudkH f,dafla ;sfhkafka' t;fldg fufyu O¾u;djhla yeÈ,d ;shkafka wks;H ksiduhs' t;fldg wks;H foa ÿla jYfhka n,kak ´k' t;fldg thd fï rEm WmdodkialkaOh ÿlla yeáhg olskjd kï" fï ú£u ÿlla yeáhg olskjd kï" ix{dj ÿlla yeáhg olskjd kï" ixialdr ÿlla yeáhg olskjd kï" ú[a[dKh ÿlla yeáhg olskjd kï uu wr lshmq úÈyg ;uhs olskak ;sfhkafka' rEmh" iam¾Yfhka yg.;a ú£u" iam¾Yfhka yg.;a; ix{dj" iam¾Yfhka yg.;a; fÉ;kdj" ú[a[dKh' fïjd ÿlla yeáhg kqjKska úuikak kï yenehs fï Tlafldu lrkak ;sfhkafka mskaj;=ks" tl fohla u; msysg,d' tA ;uhs isysh' isysfhkau ;uhs fï Tlafldu úma,jh lrkak ;sfhkafka' fjk fohla ;=< kï fkdfjhs' isysh lshkafka kslï isyshla fkdfjhs' ^w;dms iïmcdfkda i;sud& wd;dms lsh,d lshkafka wr mqreoaog jefgkafka ke;sj ùßfhka hql; a j fïl yiqrejd .kak ´k' iuyr úg mqreoaola ;uhs jyd lsfmkjd' jyd .efgkjd' jyd wef,kjd" jyd uq
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flf,ia ;jk ùßh lshk tl yß wdudre tlla' tAl fï W;aidyfhkau we;s lr.; hq;= tlla flf,ia ;jk ùßh' ±ka i;s m ÜGdkfha úia ; r fjka f ka tfyufka' flf,ia ;jk ùßh w;dms lshkafka' ±ka .;af;d;a wmg wdYdjla we;sfjkjd' fldfya yß iskaÿjla wefykfldg wykaku ysf;kjd' Tkak laf,aYhla yg.;a;d' ±ka fudlo lrkak ´k' wmsg fïl md,kh lrkak ´k' t;fldg tal flf,ia ;eùula tlal lrkak ;sfhkafka' flf,ia ;jk ùßh ^wd;dms iïmcdfkda& iïmcdfkda lshkafka thd kqjK mdúÉÑ lrkak ´k' i;sud lshkafka isysh' tAlg ;uhs nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkaj,d §,d ;s f hka f ka iudêh;a jvka k ´k ls h ,d' ±ka idudkHfhka iudêhla we;slr.kak wmg fmkaj,d §,d ;sfhkafka fudlo@ iudêhla ;=< ;uhs wfma ys; jefvkafka' ±ka wmsg lshkak nE" iudêh lshk tl wo jefvhso fyg jefvhso lsh,d' kuq;a hï lsis úÈhlska iudêhla we;sfjkak kï" isysfhka bkak ´k' isysfhka bkafka ke;sj iudêhla we;sfjkjd lshk ldrKdj isoaO fjkafka kE' W;aidyhla .kak ´k' wehs iïud jdhdu" iïud i;s" iïud iudê' ±ka wl=i,a we;sfjk fldg wl=i,a ms

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n,kak hïlsis W;aidyhl fhfokak ´k' t;fldg f,dl= /ljrKhla thdg ;sfhkjd' idßmq ; a ; uyry;ka jyka f ia jod
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nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia fmka j ,d fokjd tod bmÈÉp jyq meáhd ;Kfld< lld bkafka fldfyduo lsh,d' lsß fndkak hkafka fldhs fj,dfjo lsh,d ys; ys; bkafka' fï ;K fld< lld b|,d ÿj,d .sys,a,d uõ fok f.a ;knqre,af,a t,af,kjd' Th jf.a lshkjd nd,hd Wm;la lrd hkafka' n,kak Wkajykafiaf.a Wmud' t;fldg wmsg fïflka fmakf a ka wr Wm;la lrd ilia fjk tAl ms
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t;fldg tA flfrys —whsfhda wms fïjo fï È.ska È.g wrf.k weú,a,d ;sfhkafka˜ lsh,d wmsg hï lsis jgyd .ekSula lrkak mq¿jka fjkjd' ke;akï wmg ysf;kafka fldfyduo@ wo ÿla úka|g fyg tfyu fjk tlla kE lsh,d' wmsg ysf;kafka fï Ôú;fha ÿla ;sfhkafka' B<Õ Ôú;fha ÿla kE lsh,d' fudlo fya;=j wmsg u;la fjkafka kE' B<Õ Ôúf;;a wmg ,efnka f ka fï mxp Wmdodkia l ka O hla ' B<Õ Ôú;fh;a wmg ,efnkafka wei" lK" kdih" Èj" lh" uki ls h k yhla ' B<Õ Ôú;fh;a wmg ,efnkafka máÉpiuqmamdohg yiqùfukauhs' wmsg fïjd u;l ke;=j hkjd' u;l ke;sfj,d wms B<Õ Ôú;fha fufyu fufyu lsh,d m;kjd' iuyr úg wms l

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fjkjd lshk lreK mjd Th lg jpkfhka wms l;d lr lr bkak ;rï f,ais tlla fkdfjhs lsh,d' fudlo fya;=j fyd|g isysfhka ysáfha ke;akï wms okafka kE B<Õg wmsg fudlo fjkafka@ fudllao lrkafka@ lsh,d okafka kE' tA ksid isyshuhs ÈhqKq lr lr fï O¾u ud¾.fha hkak ;sfhkafka tfyu ke;akï wms weof.k jefgkjd' ;ek fldfyo lsh,d fydhkak nE' tÉprgu fï ixidr .ufka ;sfhkafka úYajdi lghq;= jevms
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fïfla ;sfhkafka' jeämqru ;sfhkafka tfyu ;uhs' l,d;=rlska flfkl=g tl È.g fïl ÈhqKq lr.kak mq¿jka fjkafka' fndfyda fofkl=g fïl ÈhqKq lr.kak ,efnkafka kE' b;ska tA ksid wmsg fmakjd ksh fmd;a;g .;a;= mia ál jf.a ;uhs fïl wjfndaO lr.kak wh' tA ksid fïl ;ud ;=< we;s lr.kak l=i,;d j,sku a hs lrkak ;sfhkafka' wmsg fjk lsiu s l%uhla kE' nqÿrcdKka jykafia <Õg wmg mhska hkak l%uhla kE' Wkajykafia <Õg fjk msf;da& mSvdjla jYfhka n,kak ´k' rEm WmdodkialkaOh Èyd n,kak ´k fldfyduo@ thd mS v djla Èyd n,kjd jf.a ' fõokdj WmdodkialkaOh Èyd n,kak ´k mSvdjla jf.a' i[a[dj Èyd" ixialdr Èyd" ú[a[dK Èyd n,kak ´k fudlla Èyd n,kjd jf.ao uyd mSvdldÍ johla Èyd n,kj jf.a' ^wdndOf;da& wikSmhla jf.a n,kak lshkjd' tfykï fï uq¿ Ôú;hu lsh,d lshkafka fudllao@ 112


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wikSmhla' tA úÈyg kqjKska fufkys lr lr n,kak lshkjd rEm" fõokd" i[a[d" ixialdr" ú[a[dK lshk my Èydu kqjKska úui úui n,kak lshkjd wikSmhla Èyd n,kjd jf.a' B<Õg n,kak lshkjd ^mrf;da& wkqkaf.a fohla jf.a' ±ka wkqkaf.a fohla mq¿jkao ;ukaf.a fohla yeáhg mj;ajkak' nEfka' wkqka b,a,k fj,djg tAl fokak ´k' tAl ;ukag lsh,d ;shd.kak mq¿jkalula kE' ;ukag fldÉpr wjYH;djhka ;snqK;a wkqkaf.a fohla kï tAl thd b,a,mq .uka fokak ´k' i;r uyd Od;=ka f.ka yg.;a fï rEmh" lh Èyd n,kak lshkjd wkqkf a .a fohla Èyd n,kjd jf.a' iam¾Yfhka yg.kakd ú£u Èyd n,kak lshkjd wkqkaf.a fohla Èyd n,kjd jf.a' iam¾Yfhka yg.kakd ixialdr Èyd n,kak lshkjd wkqkaf.a fohla Èyd n,kjd jf.a' tA jf.au kdurEmhka f.ka yg.kakd ú[a[dKh Èyd n,kak lshkj wkqkaf.a fohla Èyd n,kjd jf.a' tfyu n,oaÈ n,oaÈ ;uhs ;ukag fïjd flfrys fkdwef,k úÈyg is; msysgqjd.kak mq¿jka fjkafka' tfyu ke;akï tAl lrkak fjkafka kE' ±ka iuyr úg fufyu wms O¾uh lshk úg tlaflfkla yß fïl w,a,.kakjd' mska ;sfhk tlaflkd m%{dj ;sfhk tlaflkd fïl w,a,.kakjd' wms okafka kE" fï ish¨ fokdu O¾uh w,a,hso lsh,d' kqjK ;sfhk flkd w,a,.kakjd' kqjK ;sfhk flkd l,a m kd lrkjd' kq j K ;s f hk flkd úuikjd' fudlo fyd|g f;afrkjd fïflÈ wmg ;sfhk wjia:dj álhs' B<Õ tl ;uhs wkd.f;a uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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fõokd WmdodkialkaOh ;ukaf.a jiÕfha mj;ajkak nE' i[a [ d Wmdodkia l ka O h ;udf.a jiÕfha mj;ajkak nE' ixialdr WmdodkialkaOh ;udf.a jiÕfha mj;ajkak nE' ú[a[dK WmdodkialkaOh ;udf.a jiÕfha mj;ajkak nE' tfykï fï my ;udf.a jiÕfha mj;ajkak nE' ±ka wmsg f;afrkjd ;udf.a jiÕfha mj;ajkak neß kï fï lh" yefok yefok foaj,aj,g wkqj yeÈ ye§ hk fohla ;uhs fï ;sfhkafka lsh,d thd wjfndaO lr.kakjd' wkak tA wjfndaO lr.ekSu ;uhs wfma Ôú;hg WmldÍ fjkafka' wkak tfyu wjfndaO lrk tlaflkd mxp WmdodkialkaOh kqjKska wjfndaO lr.kakjd' fï ÿl kï jQ wd¾h i;Hhhs' ±ka thd kqjKska úui úuid fï lrkafka' t;fldg thd f;areï .kakjd fïfla uu lsh,d foal=;a ke;akï" uf.a lsh,d foal=;a ke;akï" tfykï fuhd ;,a¨ fjù hkak ´k' we,Sula tlal wkjfndaOfhka lrk fohla ksid lsh,d' ±ka thd f;areï .kakjd' fïl fya;=jla ksihs we;s fjkafk' ÿlaL iuqoh" wd¾h i;Hhlauhs' tfykï fuhd f;areï .kakjd hï ojil fï ÿl ilia lrkakd jq lreKq ál ke;akï fï ÿl kE' ÿflka ks o yia fjkjd' tfykï ÿla L ks f rda O h wd¾h i;Hhlauhs' tA i|yd ÿlaL ksfrdaO .dñkS mámodj w¾h i;Huhs ;sfhkafka' fïjd wd¾h i;Huhs lsh,d p;= r d¾h i;Hh ms < s n |j i;H [dKhg tkjd' biai,a,u thd tkafka i;H [dKhg' tAl ;uhs iïud ÈÜÀh' 116


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t;fldg thd fida;dmkak jqKd lshkjd' thd fida;dm;a;s M,h idlaId;a lhd flfrys hï meye§ula ;shkjd kï tAl ia:djr fjkjd' w;S; ixidr .uk we;s f jÉp wdldrh .ek meyeÈ
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f.!;u nqÿrcdKka jykafia 01' wm irK .sh f.!;u nqÿrcdKka jykafia whs;s f.!;u f.da;%hg' 02' wdhq I wjq r eÿ 120 hs ' ^wdhq I fndfydu wvq ld,hlhs bmÈ,d ;sfhkafka& 03' iïnqoaO;ajhg m;a jqfka wei;= rela fijfka§' 04' ießhq;a - uq.,ka foku w.%Y%djl hqj,hs' 05' ix> iNdj iajdóka jykafia,d 1250 hs' 06' Wmia:dk lf

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iqmamáúoaOd& mskaj;a uyfKks" Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia O¾u Od;=j uekúka wjfndaO lr,d ;shkjd'˜ O¾u Od;=j lshkafka f,dal iajNdjh wjfndaO lr,d ;sfhkjd' fïjd whs;s f,dal iajNdjhghs' wkak tA ksid cd;s" f.da;%" kï jYfhka lshkak ;:d.;hka jykafiag mq¿jks' —w;S; nqÿrcdKka jykafia,d .ek ;j;a f;dr;=re wykak Tn,d leu;so@˜ —tfyuhs' iajdñkS˜ lsh, ms iNd ;=kla ;snqKd' tl ix> iNdjl iajdóka jykafia,d tla ,laI yegodyhs' ;j tll iajdóka jykafia,d ,laIhhs' wfkla ix> iNdfõ iajdóka jykafia,d wiQodyhs' w.% Wmia:dhlhka jykafia wfYdal iajdóka jykafia' mshd nkaOqu rc;=ud' uõ ìij nkaOqu;S foaúhhs' Wkajykafia;a ñksia f,dafl bmÿfka ;=is; ÈjH f,daflka pq; fj,d weú;a' mskaj;a uyfKks" fuh ishü nqÿjrhka jykafia,df.a O¾u;djhla' uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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hï ojil ;=is; ÈjH f,dalfhka pq;fj,d uõ l=i WmÈkjdo" túg fï f,dalhg uy;a wdf,dalhla me;sr hkjd' >kdkaOldrh mj;sk ysre i÷ wdf,dalh fkd,nk f,daldka;ßl kï ksrhla ;shkjd' tn÷ f,daldka;ßl krlhg mjd wdf,dalh we;sfjkjd' wms jf.a wh bkakjd lsh,d tA tA wh tlsfkldj ±l.kafka t;fldg ;uhs' wdf,dalh tf,iska my< ùu yeu nqÿjrhka jykafia,d iïnkaOfhkau tl iudkhs' fïl O¾u;djhla' tA jf.a ;uhs fndai;dKka jykafia kula uõ l= f ia is á k úg ls i s u ukq I Hfhl= f.ka fyda wukqIHfhl= f.ka úm;la fkdfjkakg i;r jrï foújre wdrlaId lrkjd' ^whfu;a: Oïu;d& tal;a O¾u;djhla' B<Õg fndai;a wïud m%lD;sfhkau iS,jka;hs' mxp iS,fhka hqla; flfkla' tAl;a O¾u;djhla' tA lshkafka iudoka fjkafka ke;sj;a iS,fha msysg,du bkakjd' fndaêi;ajhka jykafia uõ l=fia bmÿk ojfia b|,u fï fndai;a ud;dj úrd.S is;sú,s we;s flfkla njg m;a fjkjd' lsisu mqreIfhl=g fkdukd is;lska weiqre lrkak nE' tA ;rï udkisl n,hla msysgkjd' tAl;a O¾u;djhla' fndai;dKka jykafia uõ l=fia bmÿkdg miafia olskakg ,efnkafka m%sh ukdm foaj,auhs' lKg m%sh ukdm foaj,auhs wefikafka' Èjg m%sh ukdm foa" lhg m%h s ukdm foa" is;g m%h s ukdm foaj,a ;uhs ,efnkafka' 132


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wm okakjd iuyr wïu,dg orejd l=fia isáoa§ lEug hula j;a ,efnkafka kE' f,dail yduqÿrejkaf.a wïud fldÉpr ÿla úkao o@ thd l=fia ms
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orejd ìyslrkafka ydkais fj,d fyda jdäfj,d' kuq;a fndai;a uj fndai;a orejd ìys lrkafka isgf.k' tAl;a O¾u;djhla' fndai;dKka jykafia uõ l=ik s a ìysfjk fldgu m

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B<Õg uy fndai;dKka jykafia uõ l=iska kslauqKdg miafia f,dalh mqrd uyd wdf,dalhla me;sß,d hkjd' f,daldka;ßlh jf.a w÷re .=ydj,g;a tx.=,s& È. weÕs,s' fï orejg ;shkjd uDÿ w;amd' kj fhdjqka w;amd' fï n,kak ^cd,y;a:mdfoda& kuHYS,s w;amd' fï n,kak ^WiaixLmdfoda& Wiaj msysá fnd,g' fï n,kak ^taKscxf>da& tAKs uqfjl=f.a n÷ flKavd' fï orejg mq¿jka ysgf.ku w;afolska oKfol iam¾Y lrkak' ryiÕla ;sfhkjd flñhl nydÆ mßoafoka' fï orejd rkajka mdghs' fï orejf.a yu b;d ishï q ' ¥ú,s wefÕa msyg s kafk kE' frdau l+mj, tl tl frdauh ne.ska ;sfhkafka' fï n,kak fï uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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W!¾Kfrdau Od;=j ol=Kg lrleú,d' fï orejg ;sfhkafka n%yauhg jf.a iDcq lhla' i;a;ekl msreKq uia we;s orefjla' uyd fm!¾Ihla we;s flfkla' fï úÈhg uyd mqßi ,laIK úia;r lrf.k .shd' Tlafldu lsh,d lshkjd —mskaj;a rc;=uks" uyd mqreI ,laIK ;sfhk flfkl=g ;sfhkafka .;s folla muKhs' .syf s .hs .;lrkjd kï wksjd¾fhkau pl%j¾;s rdcHh' meúÈ fjkjd kï iïud iïnqoaO rdcHh' nkaOqu rc;=ud lsß uõjre f.kak .;a;d fï orejg Wmia:dk lrkak' tl wïud flfkla orejg lsß fmdjkafka' tl wïud flfkla jvdf.k bkafka' fiajlhk úiska iS;" WIaK j§ lsh,d fiai;a ordf.k bkakjd' ish¨ fokdgu m%sh ukdm orefjla jqKd' úmiaiS fndaêi;ajhkaf.a y~ b;du ñysßhs' fldjq,a y~la n÷ b;du ñysß is;a we§ hk iajrhlska hqla;hs' fndai;dKka jykafia bmfok fldgu l¾u úmdlhla ,eì,d ;sfhkjd fhdÿkla ÿr olskk a mq¿jka Èjeia [dKhla' úmiaiS l=udrhd weis msh fy,kafka ke;sj ,ia i k .= r emdg weia j ,s k a n,d bka k fldg ^wksñikaf;da l=udfrda fmlaL;SZ;s fLda NslaLfõ úmiaisiai l=udriai zúmiaiS" úmiaiSZ ;afõj iu[a[d WomdÈ& weis msh fkdfy,d n,d isák fï l=udrhd Tfvdlal=fõ ;shdf.k isák úg Èjeia ;shkjdfka' rdc lghq;= j,§ rc;=udg f;afrkafka ke;s Tlafldu lsh,d fokafka fï pQá fndai;a mq;d ;uhs' 136


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f,daal iajNdjh okafka ke;s flfkl=g fïjd woaN+; foa fjkak mq¿jka' fï uE; Nd.fha b|,d ;shkjd —fid*shd˜ lsh,d .Ekq
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l,amkd lrkak .;a;d' Bg miafia zcrdjg m;afjk bm§ug kskaod fõjdæZ lsh,d yeß,d wdjd'˜ nkaOqu rÊcqrefjda lshkjd rclu ñi uyK fjkak kï fokafka kE' tfykï l=udrhd i;=gq fjk foaj,au f.dvla ,nd fokak' fuhdj b;ska i;=gq lrkjd' ál ojila hkfldg u;l ke;s f j,d wdfhu;a wjqreÿ ish .dKla rc iem ú|,d Tkak wdfhu;a WoHdkhg .shd' Tkak ±lald frda.hg m;afj,d u< uQ;% f.dfâ bkak flfkla' wdhqIj, yeáhg f,v fj,d wjqreÿ lS odyla bkakjd weoao@ thd ÿlg m;afj,d bkak fldg fiajlhka f.ka wykjd —hd¨ ßhÿrkS" fï ljqo@ fuhdg fudlo fj,d ;sfhkafka' weia" lKa" kdi wdÈh fjkia" lg y~;a fjkia fj,d' fï ula fj,do@˜ —l=udrhdKks" fïl ;ud f,vfjkjd lshkafka'˜ l=udrhd wykjd —uu;a f,vfjkjo@˜ —Tõ' Tn;a f,vfjkjd' Tng;a f,vùu blaujkak nE'˜ wdfhu;a l,amkd lr,d lsõjd —jevla kE' wdmyq yeß,d huq' fï frda. mSvd ,nd fok" crd Ô¾K nj ,nd fok fï Wm;g kskaod fõjdæ˜ lsh,d wdmiq ud

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ls h q ï uu fndre lrka k ï' uyK fjka k kï bvfokafka kE' tA f.d,af,da lsh,d ;sfhkjd fuhd nqÿ fjkjd lsh,d'˜ ;j ;j l=udrhd i;=gq lrkak yev jev od,d ;j ldka;djka álla f.k;a ÿkakd kgjkak' ^TÉprfka lrkak ;sfhkafka' fnr álla .y,d kgk tlhs'& l=udrhg wdhs;a wu;l jqKd' ;j wjq r eÿ is h .dKla .s y s k a ls h kjd —hx WoHdkhg˜' hkfldg ±la l d ñks i a i q fldKa f â lvdf.k l÷¿ y,d f.k je
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iïm;a ,nd ÿkakd' kegqï" .ehqï" jehqï n,,d l

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w;yer od,d" flia /jq,a ndf.k" lidh jia;% we|,d" md;%hla wrf.k mdrg nyskak tAl fyd| fohla' tA wiQ ydrodyu meúÈ njg m;a jqKd' fndai;dKka jykafia l,amkd l
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ks i duhs crd urK we;s f jka f ka ' ^cd;s mÉphd crdurKZka ; s & bm§u m% ; Hfhka u hs crd urK we;sjkafka˜ lsh,d lsh,d wjfndaO jqKd' Bg mia f ia fnda i ;dKka jyka f ia kq j Ks k a úuikak mgka .;a;d' —l=ula we;s l,ayso bm§u ;s f nka f ka @ ˜ úuioa È wjfnda O jq k d' ^úmia i s i a i fndaêi;a;iai fhdaksfidaukisldrd& kqjKska fufkys lroaÈ ^wyq m[a[dh wNsiufhda& m%{dfjka wjfndaOh isÿúh' —^Nj fLda i;s cd;s& Njh we;s l,ays bm§u fõ' ^Nj mÉphd cd;s&˜ ±ka fyd¢ka u;l ;shd.kak bm§u l=ula m%;Hfhkao lsh,d' Njh ksiduhs bm§u' wmg Nj lShla ;sfhkjo@ ;=khs' ldu Njh fya;= lrf.k ldu f,dalfha WmÈkjd' rEm Njh fya;= lrf.k rEm f,dalfha WmÈkjd' wrEm Njh fya;= lrf.k wrEm f,dalfha WmÈkjd' úmiaiS nqÿrcdKka jykafia wdfhu;a kqjKska úuikak mgka .;a;d' —l=ula we;s l,ayso crd urK we;s fjkafka@˜ kqjKska úuioaÈ wjfndaO jqKd —^Wmdodk mÉphd Nfjda& ne§u we;s l,ays Njh we;s fõ' ne|Su fya;= lrf.k Njh ^úmdl msKsi l¾u ilia ùu& we;s fõ'˜ y;r wdldrhlg nef|kjd' 01' 02' 03' 04'

ldu Wmdodk ÈÜÀ Wmdodk iS,ín; Wmdodk w;a;jdo Wmdodk

fuka k fï Wmdodk y;r ks i hs Njh 142


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we;sfjkafk' wdfhu;a kqjKska úuiqjd —l=ula we;s l,ayso ne£u we;sfjkafka@˜ wjfndaO jqKd' —;Kaydj we;s l,ays ne£u we;s fõ' ;Kaydj fya;= fldgf.khs ne§u we;sfjkafka'˜ rEm ;Kayd" Yío ;Kayd" .kaO ;Kayd" ri ;Ka y d" fMdÜGín ;Ka y d" Oïu ;Ka y d ls h k ;Kaydjka fya;= lrf.khs Wmdodk ilia fjkafka' kqjKska úuiqjd —l=ula m%;Hfhkao fï ;Kaydj we;s f jka f ka @ ˜ Tka k m% { dfjka wjfnda O jq K d —fõokdj ksihs ;Kaydj we;s fjkafka' ^fõokd mÉphd ;Ka y d& fõokd m% ; Hfhka u hs ;Ka y dj yg.kafka˜ lsh,' wdfh;a úuiq j d" —l= u la we;s l,a y s o " l= u la m%;Hfhkao ú£ï we;sfjkafka@˜ —iam¾Yfha m%;Hfhka ú§ï yg.kakjd'˜ kej; úuif.k .shd" —iam¾Yh l=ula m%;Hfhka o yg.kafka@˜ —iam¾Yh yg.kafk wdh;k yh ksihs'˜ wei" lK" kdih" Èj" lh" uki hk yh ksihs' Bg miafia úuif.k .shd" —wdh;k yg.kafka l=ula we;s l,ayso@˜ úmiaiS fndai;dKka jykafiag wjfndaO jqKd —wei" lK" kdih" Èj" YÍrh" uki we;sjkafka kdurEm m%;Hfhka˜ lsh,d' —kdurEm we;s j ka f ka l= u la m% ; Hfhka o @˜ —ú[a[dKh we;s l,ays kdu rEm we;s fõ' ú[a[dK m%;Hfhka kdurEm yg.kS'˜ úmiaiS fndai;dKka jykafiag fufyu;a wjfndaO jqKd' —ú[a[dKh uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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l=ula we;s l,ayso@ ^kdurEfma fLda i;s ú[a[dKx fyda;s& kdurEm we;s l,ays ú[a[dKh fõ'˜ máÉpiuq m a m doh úuik fldg fï úÈyg wjfndaO jqkd' ^kdurEfma fLda i;s ú[a[dKx fyda;s' kdurEm mÉphd ú[a[dKka;s' ú[a[dK mÉphd kdurEmx' mÉpqod j;a;ka;s fLda box ú[a[dKx& fï ú[a[dKh wdmiq lrleù mj;skafka ^kdurEmïyd kdmrx .ÉP;s& kdurEmfhka msg fkdhhs' i;r uyd O;=ka f.ka yg.;a rEm;a" fõokd" ix{d" fÉ;kd" Miai" ukisldr lshk fï kdu;a" kdurEm j,ska neyerg ú[a[dKh hkafka kE' ;ks ú[a[dKhla ljodj;a kE' ^t;a;dj;d cdfh: jd Ôfha: jd pfõ: jd WmmÊfÊ: jd& fumuKlska WmÈkafkao fõ" Èrkafkao fõ" pq;jkafkao fõ" h

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yg.ekSu" fuhhs ÿfla yg.ekSu lsh,d ^mqífí wkkqiaiqf;aiq Oïfïiq& fmr fkdweiq úrE O¾uhla .ek ^plaLqx WomdÈ' [dKx WomdÈ' m[a[d WomdÈ' úÊcd WomdÈ' wdf,daflda WomdÈ& oyï wei my< jqKd" [dKh my< jqKd" m%{dj my< jqKd' úoHdj my< jqKd' wdf,dalh my< jqKd' fï crd urK ÿla fodïkia ke;sfjkafka l=ula ke;s ùfuka o @ úuif.k .s h du Wka j yka f ia g wjfnda O jq K d —bm§u ke;s ù fuka crd urK ke;sfjkjd˜ lsh,d' bm§u ke;s l,ays crd urK ke;' bm§u ksreoaO ùfuka crd urK ksreoaO fõ' bm§u ke;sjkafka l=ula ke;sùfukao@ Njh ke;s l,ays bm§u ke;' Njh ksreoaO ùfuka bm§u ksreoaO fõ' wei" lK" kdih" Èj" YÍrh" ys; uu lsh,d ys;df.k bkafkoa§ bm§u ke;s fjkjd ls h mq j du fudlo fjka f ka @ Nh fjkjd zux bmfokafka ke;sjZ hdú lsh,d' crd urK ke;s fj,d ux ke;sfjkjd lsh,d ksjk lshk jpfkg;a wlue;s wh bkakjd' fya;= M, oyu úuikafka ke;s ksid wjfndaOhla tkafka ke;sluhs tAlg fya;=j' —Njh ke;sfjkafka l=ula ke;sùfukao@ l=ula ksreoaO ùfukao@˜ —Wmdodk ke;s l,ays Njh ke;' Wmdodk ksreoaO ùfuka Njh ksreoaO fõ'˜ wdfhu;a kqjKska úuikjd' —l=ula ke;s l,ayso Wmdodk ke;sfjkafka@ l=ula ksreoaO ùfukao Wmdodk ksreoaO fjkafka@˜ Tkak ±ka .egh ,sys ,sySs hkjd' wisßu;a m%{dj uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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lshkafka fïlghs' fï wdldrfhka O¾u újrKhla uu kï fï f,dafla lsisu .%ka:hlska n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkafk kE' úmiaiS fndai;dKkag wjfndaO jqKd" — ;Kaydj ke;s l,ays Wmdodk ke;' ;Kaydj ksreoaO ùfuka Wmdodk ksreoaO fõ˜ lsh,d' wdfhu;a úuif.k .shd —l=ula ksreoaO ùfukao ;Kaydj ksreoaO fjkafka@˜ —fõokdj ke;s l,ays ;Kaydj ke;' fõokdj ksreoaO ùfuka ;Kaydj ksreoaO fõ'˜ wdfhu;a úuif.k .shd —l=ula ksreoaO ùfukao fõokdj ksreoaO fjkafka'˜ —iam¾Yh ke;s l,ays fõokdj ke;' iam¾Yh ksreoaO ùfuka fõokdj ksreoaO fõ'˜ B<Õg —l=ula ksreoaO ùfukao iam¾Yh ksreoaO jkafka@˜ —wdh;k ke;s l,ays iam¾Yh ke;' wdh;k ke;sùfuka iam¾Yh ksreoaO fõ'˜ —wdh;k ksreoaO jkafka l=ula ksreoaO ùfukao@ kdurEm ke;s l,ays wdh;k ke;' kdurEm ksreoaO ùfuka wdh;k ksreoaO fõ'˜ —l=ula ke;s ùfukao kdurEm ke;sfjkafka@˜ —ú[a [ dKh ke;s ùfuka kdurEm ke;s fõ' ú[a[dKh ksreoaO ùfuka kdurEm ksreoaO fõ'˜ —^ksfrdafOda" ksfrdafOda& ÿfla ke;sùu" ÿfla ke;sùu' ^mqífí wkkqii a f q ;aiq Oïfïiq& fmr fkdweiq úrE O¾uhka ys ^plaLqx WomdÈ& oyï wei my< jqKd' ^[dKx WomdÈ& [dKh my< jqKd' ^m[a[d WomdÈ& 146


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147

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wjfndaO lsÍu fï f,dal i;ajhdg ÿIalr fohla' ug fjfyila muKhs' ud fjfyig m;a fjkjd lsh,d l,amkd l

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wms Y%djlhka yeáhg nqÿjrhka jykafia,d .ek fï úfYaI;ajh ±k.kak ´k' w÷kf.k ;sfhkak ´k' ke;akï Y%oaOdj fkdfjhs t;k ielh" jdo újdo lrk ;eka j , Y% o a O dj ms < s . ka f ka kE' Y% o a O djg meñfKkjdh lshk tl f,ais jevla fkdfjhs' nqoaêh lshk tl wms uykaisfhka we;s lr.kak ´k tlla' Y%oaOdj we;s lr.ekSu yßu wudrehs' —^foafia;= Nkaf;a N.jd Oïux" foafia;= iq.f;da Oïux& iq.;hka jykai" O¾uh foaYKd lrk fialj a dæ Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" îka;s i;a;d wmamrclaLcd;sld& w,am rcial i;ajfhda bkakjd' ^wiaijkf;da Oïuiai mßydhka;s& O¾uh wykak ke;s jqfkd;a msßys,d hkjd' ^Núiaika;s Oïuiai w[a[;dfrda& O¾uh wykak ,enqfkd;a wjfndaO lr.kakjd'˜ fïlg fyd|u idlaIsh wms' wmg fufyu yïn jqfka ke;akï wm msßys,d hkjo" keoao@ msßfykjd' wkak ±lalo@ wms fï O¾uh áflka ál oYfuka oYfï yß wjfndaO lrkafka keoao@ fï O¾uh ,enqK ksid wm ÈhqKq fjkjd' ,enqfka ke;akï ÈhqKqjla kE' msßfykjd' uyd n%yauhdg lshkjd" —ux ys;=jd ´l' kuq;a fï f,dalh wdYdfjka we,s,d isáoaÈ máÉpiuqmamdoh wjfndaO lrkafka fldfyduo@˜ uyd n%yauhd fofjks j;djg;a wdrdOkd l
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wfka ux fuÉpr l,a uykais fjkjd' fudlo ;ukag ,eì,d ;sfhk l=Uqre ;ukag jqjukd yeáhg ;uka úiska yod.;a;= tlla' ±ka ;ukag bvï lE,a,la ÿkafkd;a ta bvï lE,af,a ;sfhkafka fmdfydr" j;=r ta Tlafldu ;ukaf.a jdikdjg wkqj ;uhs yefokafka' iuyr bvï ;sfhkjd j;=r kE' iuyr bvï ;sfhkjd fmdâvhs ydrkak ´k j;=r tkjd' iuyr bvï ;sfhkjd ydrkak ´k kE" j;=r bvu Wäka .,kjd' tfyu keoao@ fï jf.a ;uhs wms tlsfkldf.a ðú;;a' iuyr whg fyd|g kqjK ;sfhkjd' fyd|g l,amkd lrkak mq¿jka' yenehs wms Tla f ldgu ;s f hka f ka tlu O¾u;djhla' ^fõokShx oÜGínx& ú|j ú|jd ;uhs olskak ;sfhkafka' tfykï ukqIH f,daflg wms wdjdg miafi wms ldhslj ÿla ú¢kjd" udkisl ÿla ú¢kjd" ldhsl iem ú¢kjd" udkisl iem ú¢kjd' ukqIHhka w;f¾ iem ú£fï fjkialï Tn olskafka keoao@ ldhsl iem jqK;a fjkialula keoao@ udkisl iem;a tfyuhs' ldhsl ÿlaj, fjkialï keoao@ udkisl ÿlaj, fjkialï keoao@ ldhsl ÿlaj,;a fjkialï ;sfhkjd udkisl ÿlaj,;a fjkialï ;sfhkjd' yenehs ljqre;a fldhs fjkialu ;snqK;a tlu fohhs lrkafk' ú|j ú|jd ;uhs tal ±l.kak ;sfhkafk' ±ka wms §¾> ld,hla fï ixidf¾ wdfõ Th merKs l¾uh wmg ,enqK ksid' tA jf.a u w¿;a l¾u wms /ia l rkjd' wms g neßjq K d lreKq folla .ek uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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Wkajykafia wmg fï lshdfok mKsúvh' t;fldg wms weia foflka rEm n,oaÈ wmg u;l ;sfhkak ´k fï weia fol lshkafka merKs l¾uhla' lfKka Yío wyoaÈ wmg u;l ;sfhkak ´k fï lK lshkafka merKs l¾uhla' kdifhka .| iqj| wd>%dKh lrk fldg wmg u;l ;sfhkak ´k fï kdih lshkafka merKs l¾uhla' Èfjka ri ú¢oaÈ wmg u;l ;sfhkak ´k fï Èj lshkafka merKs l¾uhla' lhska myi ,noaÈ wmg u;l ;sfhkak ´k fï lh lshkafka merKs l¾uhla' ukiska ys;oaÈ u;l ;sfhkak ´k fï uki lshkafka merKs l¾uhla' wmg wruqKq tkfldg iem ÿla we;sfjkjd' wms ÿl m%;slafIam lr lr iem miafia ÿjk tfla f;areula kE' fudlo fya;=j wms l¾udkqrEmj f,dal miqìula tlal ;uhs wms fï .uk hkafka' fï ksid wms u;l ;shd.kak ´k wkd.; wei wmg ,enq f kd;a tA l fudlla o @ mrK l¾uhla ' wkd.;fha lK" kdih" Èj" lh" uki" ,enqfkd;a foúhka w;r Wmkak;a tAl fï Ôú;h ;=< ilia fj,d fkdfjhso@ wms t;kg hkafka' t;fldg tAl t;k mrK l¾uhla" w;S;hg .shmq tlla' b;ska fï ksid wms fyd|g f;areï .kak ´k nqÿ flfkl=f.a O¾uhla ;=

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nqÿrcdKka jykafia b;d ,iaik Wmudjla foaYkd l
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udrhd veye.kakjd' Bg miafia Tng ´k yeáhg fudl=;a lrkak nE' Bg miafia udrhdg ´k yeáhghs kqUg lrkak fjkafka' mskj a ;a uyfKks" ta ksid Tn;a bínd jf.a bkak'˜ ta lsõfõ wefyka rEm olsoaÈ isysfhka n,kak ´k' ta olsk rEmhg megf,kafk ke;sfjkak" lfKka Yío wyoaÈ isysfhka wykak Yíohg megf,kafk ke;sj bkak" kdifhka .| iqj| ±k.ksoaÈ isysfhka bkak megf,kafk ke;sj" Èjg ri ±fkoaÈ isysfhka bkak rih;a tlal megf,kafk ke;sj' lhg myi ±fkoaÈ isysfhka bkak myi;a tlal megf,kafka ke;sj' ysf;ka wruqKq ys;oaÈ isysfhka bkak" taj;a tlal megf,kafka ke;sj' fïl wudreo@ fïl ;uhs f,dalfha ;sfhk wudreu foa' y|g hk tl" l÷ ;rKh lrk tl f,aishs' ;ud ;rKh lsÍu b;du ÿIalrhs' tAlhs nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lf

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wdÉÑg nv.skshs' fodia;r uy;ajre lsõjd fï wdÉÑg lEu fokak tmd lsh,d' t;fldg fï wdÉÑ lEu b,a,kjd' orefjda lshkjd wïug lEu fokak tmd lsh,d fodia;r uy;ajre lsh,d ;sfhkafka' ±ka fï wdÉÑg f;afrkafka kE" ikSm lrkakhs biamsß;df,g f.kdfõ ls h ,d' thdg ys f ;ka f ka thdg uyd wlghq ; a ; la lrkjd ls h ,d' thdg b,a , k lEu fokafk;a kE' t;fldg thdg ;sfhkafk fmdä
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lrkjd' t;fldg n,kak ;ud ;=< l%shd;aul fjkak O¾uhla fkd;sîu ;udg hym; msKsio mej;=fka whym; msKsio@ whym; msKsihs fya;= jqfKa' ±ka Tn hkak uq
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ta wdÉÑg wd;auhla ;snqKd kï fudlo lrkak ;snf q Ka@ zudf.a is; fufia fõjdZ lsh,d mq¿jka fjkak ´k fkao@ nE' wdkd;auhs' mskaj;=ks" fï wjfndaOh wfma Ôú;j, we;s lr.kak ´k' fudlo fya;=j@ fï ÿ¾,N wjia:dfjka wms m%fhdack .;a;d lshkafka tAlghs' nqÿ flfkla my< fj,d foaYkd lrk O¾uhla wmg wykak ,efnkjd lshk tl w;sYhskau ÿ¾,Nhs' nqÿrcdKka jykafia wmg Ôú;h .ek fldhs ;rï udj;a újD; lr,d fokjdo@ wms fï ys;df.k bkafka wmg ´k ´k úÈyg wei mj;ajkak mq¿jka fjhs" lK mj;ajkak mq¿jka fjhs lsh,d' tfyu kE' iuyr úg fïfl wdhqI wo bjr fjkak neßo@ mq¿jka' fyg bjr fjkak neßo@ mq¿jka' yeu ;siafiu wmg ;sfhkafka iSudiys; meje;aula' fï l¾ufhka Bg jvd fohla ,ndfokak nE' ±ka wms .;af;d;a tl hq.hla ;snqKd ñksiqkaf.a wdhqI wjqreÿ wiQodyhs' kuq;a ta wjqreÿ wiQ oyfia ñksii a q oeka bkakjdo@ wks;H úiska ta ish,a,u wks;H njg m;a lr,d' tfyu kï fï ,eìÉp merKs l¾uh wks;H fkdù ;sfhhso@ wks;Huhs' tA ksid wms wjfndaO lr.kak ´k fï wei" lK" kdih" Èj" lh" uki lshkafka mqrdK l¾uhla lsh,d' B,Õg nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd" fudllao fï kj l¾uh" w¿;a l¾uh lshkafka fudllao lsh,d' —^hx fLda NslaLfõ" tA;rys lïux lfrda;s ldfhak jdpdh ukid" box jqÉp;s NslaLfõ" kjx lïux& mskaj;a uyfKks" ±ka lhska" jpkfhka" 174


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ukiska hï l¾uhla lrhso" tAlg ;uhs w¿;a l¾uh lshkafka'˜ tfykï mskaj;=ks" fïl wjfndaO lr.kak W;aidy .kak' fudllao@ merKs l¾uhl wms ±ka msyg s ,d bkakjd' fudllao tA merKs l¾uh@ wei" lK" kdih" Èj" lh" uki' ±ka fï merKs l¾ufha wms msysg,d bkafka zuuZ lsh,d fkao@ uf.a lsh,d fkao@ fï merKs l¾ufha msysg,d b|f.k wms fudlo lrkafka" lhska l%h s d lrkjd" jpkfhka l%h s d lrkjd" ukiska ls%hd lrkjd' lhska" jpkfhka" ukiska l%shd lsÍu w¿;a l¾uhhs' wms merKs l¾uh ;=< msysg,d w¿;a l¾uhla lrkjd' tAl ;uhs wms fï lr lr bkafka' merKs l¾uhla f,i wmsg ,enqKd wi" lK" kdih" Èj" lh" uki' ,enqKg miafia wms merKs l¾ufhka ú|j ú|j fudlo lrkafka@ w¿;a l¾uhka lhska lrkjd' hï l¾uhla lhska lrhso" tAl w¿;a l¾uhla' hï l¾uhla jpkfhka lrhso" tAl w¿;a l¾uhla' hï l¾uhla ukiska lrhso" tAl w¿;a l¾uhla' t;fldg w¿;a l¾uhla lhska fyda jpkfhka fyda ukiska lf
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iajNdjh ÈÜGOïufõokSh jYfhka úmdl fokjd' ÈÜGOïufõokSh lshkafka fï Ôú;fha§u úmdl fokjd' mrf,dj úmdl fokjd" B,Õ Ôú;fha§' Bg miafia ksjka olskd cd;s olajd miafika weú,a,d úmdl fokjd' tfyu kï ta Tlafldu l¾uhg wkql+,j úksYaphla isoaO fjkjd' fï Ôúf;a§ wms fï lhska lrk foaj,a jpkfhka lshk foaj,a" ukiska ys;k foaj,a' Tn ys;kak n,kak wfma lho m%Odk" ukio m%Odk@ uki kï m%Odk wms tAl wu;l lrkak fydo kE' tfyu kï wms /l.kak ´k fudllao@ uki' jrog fhduq fkdù lh jrog fhduq lrkak;a neye' uki jrog fhduq fkdù jpkh jrog fhduq lrkak;a neye' tfyu kï biai,a,du jrog fhduqjkafka fudllao@ uki' fï ksid kqjK ;sfhk flkd fï uki yiqrjkak ´k' uki O¾udkql+, md,khlg .kak ´k' tAl lrkafka i;smÜGdkfhka' fjk foalg lrka k nE' ta l lrka k ;s f hka f k;a O¾uhg meñKsfukauhs' t;fldg mskaj;=ks" wms merKs l¾u bf.k .;a;d' ±ka merKs l¾uj,g lrkak fohla kE" ±ka Tka a k b;s k a weia fol ,eì,d ;s f hkjd' wmg ;sfhkafka fnfy;a lr lr bkakhs' lK ,eì,d ;s f hkjd" kdih ,eì,d ;s f hkjd' Èj ,eì,d ;s f hkjd' lh ,eì,d ;s f hkjd' uki ,eì,d ;sfhkjd' wmg fï iïnkaOfhka lrkak fohla kE' fudlo fï yeu tllau iSudiys;hs' ta lshkafka flfkla uki ÈhqKq lrkak mq¿jka wyiska hkak' uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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kuq;a ;j flfkl=g nE' kuq ; a j¾;udkfha flfrk l¾u lhs k a " jpkfhka" ukiska yiqrjkak mq¿jka' tAl ;uhs hym; lsÍu' lhska hym; lsÍu' ukiska hym; lsÍu' jpkfhka hym;a lsÍu' lhska lrk hym; fudllao@ m%dK>d;fhka je

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t;fldg mskaj;=ks" fu;k lsõjd ldh l¾u ksreoaO fjkjd lsh,d¦ jÖ l¾u ksreoaO fjkjd lsh,d¦ ufkda l¾u ksreoaO fjkjd lsh,d' ta lsõfõ l¾uh laIh ùu u; fudlo fjkafka thd l¾ufhka ksoyia fjkjd' úuq;a;sx Mqi;s lsõfõ ksjk iam¾Y lrkjd' tAl ;uhs fífrkak ;sfhk tlu l%uh' fida;dmkak flfkl= g wmdh.dó l¾u ks r eoa O hs ' ilod.dó flfkl= ldu f,dafla WmÈkafka tl j;djhs' wkd.dó flfkl=g ldu f,dafla úmdl fok l¾u ksreoaOhs' ry;ka jykafiag ishü l¾u ksreoaOhs' t;fldg Tlafldu ksreoaO ùug fya;= jqfKa l¾uh ksreoaO fjk ud¾.h m%.=K lrmq ksid' ^l;ud p Ns l a L fõ" lïuks f rda O .dñkS mámod& —ms k a j ;a uyfKks" l¾u ksreoaO fjkak ;sfhk jevms
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lsh,d ÿl yg.ekSu .ek" ÿlaL iuqoh .ek thdg wjfndaOhla ;sfhkjd' fï ÿl ke;sfjkafka ÿl yg.;a; fya;= jQ foaj,a ksreoaO ùfuka lsh,d ÿlaL ks f rda O h .ek wjfnda O hla ;s f hkjd' fïl ke;slr.kak ;sfnkafka fï ud¾.h mqreÿ lr,d lsh,d wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.h .ek wjfndaOhla ;sfhkjd' fïl ;uhs iïud ÈÜÀh' iïud ÈÜÀh lsõfõ ±laug' ±lau lsõfõ f;areï .ekSu" wjfndaOh' Ôú;h ms

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lfKka wymq Yío .ek" kdifhka ±k.;a;= .| iqj| .ek' Èfjka ±k .;a;= ri .ek' lfhka ±k .;a;= myi .ek' fï l,a m kdj,a meñKs f ï bjrhla ;sfhkjdo@ kE bjrhla kE' kuq;a wfma ysf;a iajNdjh fudllao@ tl tl l,amkdj,a ;=< Ôj;a fjk tl' wms tl tlaflkd wfma Ôúf;a tlaflda w;S;h .ek" tlaflda wkd.;h .ek" tlaflda ljqrej;a lshmq fohla .ek" tlaflda ljqrej;a lrmq fohla .ek' fïjd ys;g tkfldg tA tk foaj,a l,amkd lr lr wms Ôj;a fjkjd' tfyu Ôj;a fjoaÈ wfma wdhqI f.fjkjd' ñksia f,dafla Ôj;a fjkag ;sfhk ldf,a ;uhs wvq fj,d hkafka' wms wr wkjYH foaj,a l,amkd lr lr bkak ld,h' kuq;a ta wkjYH foaj,a l,amkd lrkjdg jvd fjka f ka l,a m kd fjkjd' ±ka O¾uh f;a f rk flfkl=g fïl kj;ajkak mq¿jks' thdg f;afrkjd fïjd jevla ke;s foaj,a ux fï ys; ys; bkafka' fudkjo ux fï ys; ys; bkafka lsh,d wms ´k flfkl=g ysf;kjd' kuq;a wmsg fudkjo fï ys; ys;d bkafka lsh,d lsõj muKska tA l,amkdj,a ke;s fjkjo@ ke;s fjkafka kE' tfykï tAfla f;areu ;uhs wms kslka wr hï lsis iev myrlg yiqfj,d jf.a' l,amkd keue;s iev myf¾ wms .yf.k hkjd' fïlg lshkafka m%mxp lsh,d' tAl kslx iq
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jf.a ;uhs wfma Ôú;fha we;s fjk m%mxp' Bg miafia fudlo fjkafka ta .eku ys;kakg mgka .kakjd' fïl ;uhs wmsg fï O¾u ud¾.hg ;sfnk f,dl=u ndOdj' tAlg lshkafka mmxpdrdu' mmxpdrdu lshkafka taflka wms wdYajdohla ú¢kak mqreÿ fj,d ;sfhkjd' fyd| fyda fõjd" krl fyda fõjd l,amkdjla wdjg miafia fyd| krl l;djla kE' isf;a we÷fka fudkjdo we¢Ép foa .ek l,amkd lr lr wdYajdohla ú|skjd' O¾u ud¾.hg tkak ;sfhk f,dl=u ndOdj ;uhs m%mxp' tfykï thd fï l,amkdjg we,s,d l,amkd lr lr wdYajdoh ú¢k tl ùßfhka hgm;a lrkak ´k' ùßfhka hgm;a lr,d nf,ka ys;kak ´k O¾uh' fï O¾u ud¾.h bfí my< fjkafka kE' nf,ka ys ; ka k ´k' fï nq o a O jpkh u;lo Tng' ^Wmamkakdkx ldu ú;lalx kdêjdfia;s mcy;s nHka;Slfrda;s wkNjdx.fï;s& kdêjdfia;s lshkafka bjikafka kE' mcy;s lshkafka w;ayßkjd lshk tl' nHka;l s frda;"s ke;s lrkjd' wkNdjx.fï;s lshkafka tAl wNdjhg m;alrkjd' t;fldg fï l=i,;djh wms ÈhqKq lrkak ´k' nqoO a foaYkdjl ;sfhkjd" ojila ne¨ju NslI a k q a jyka f ia , d Tfya bka k jd tl tl me;s j ,' fï f.d,af,da l,amkd lrkjd' kuq;a l,amkd lrk tjd O¾ufha kE' nqÿrcdKka jykafia Tlafldgu tkak lsõjd' tkak lsh,d lsõjd —mskaj;a uyfKks" lduhg iïnka O foa j ,a wdfh;a l,a m kd lrka k tmd' jHdmdohg iïnkaO foaj,a wdfh;a l,amkd lrkak 182


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tmd' mskaj;a uyfKks" wehs fïjd l,amkd lrkakg tmd lshkafk@ mskaj;a uyfKks" fïflka hym;la Wodfjkafka kE' iekis,a,la Wodfjkafka kE' mskaj;a uyfKks" Tng l,amkd lrkakg fohla lshkakï' ÿl kï jQ wd¾h i;Hh lsh,d l,amkd lrkak' fukak fïfyuhs ÿl yg.kafka lsh,d ÿlaL iuqoh .ek l,amkd lrkak' fukak fïlhs ÿl ke;sfjkak ;sfhk ud¾.h lsh,d wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.h .ek l,amkd lrkak'˜ wehs tal l,amkd lrkak lsh,d lsõfõ@ tA l,amkdfjka ;uhs fhdaksfida ukisldrh WmÈkafka' t;fldg thd iïud ixl,amh f;areï .kakjd' t;fldg iïud ixl,amh f;areï .;a;d kï tflka fuhdg ñfokak ´k fjkjd' fklaLïu ixl,am we;sfjkjd' wjHdmdo ixl,amh we;sfjkjd' ysxid we;s fjk fldg fuhdg ysxid ke;s lr.kak ´k fjkjd' wúysxid ixl,amh we;sfjkjd' t;fldg fudlo fjka f ka iïud jdpd we;sfjkjd' iïud jdpd lsõfõ thd we;a; lshk flfkla fjkjd' fla<ï lshkafka ke;s flfkla fjkjd' mreI jpk lshkafka ke;s flfkla fjkjd' ysia jpk j,ska je
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kE' ±ka fuhd ùßh mj;ajkjd' wl=i,a yg.kak fldg wl=i,a m%ydKh lrkjd' ±ka wmsg yg.;a;= wl=i,a ;sfhkjd' yg wrf.k ;sfhk wl=i,a thd fyd|g f;areï .kakjd' y÷kf.k fuhd wl=i,a j,g leu;s fjkafka kE" ÿrelrkjd' l=i,a Wmojd .kak uykais .kakjd' iïud jdhdu we;sfjkjd' Wmka l=i,a ÈhqKq lrkak uykais .kakjd' t;fldg thd fl

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;uhs wykafka' l¾uh ksreoaO lr,d úuqla;sh iam¾Y lrkak mq¿jka lshk tl wykak ,efnkafka nqoaO foaYkdfjka' ta i|yd ;sfhk jevms
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ukq I Hhl= g u f,da f lda ; a ; r b,la l hla yeáhg Ôú;djfndaOh jqjukd fjkjd' n,kak úidLd wjqreÿ yf;a § fida;dmkak jqKd' Bg miafia wvq jhiska újdy fjÉp flfkla' orefjda f.dvla ,enqKd' B,Õg wekaf|a me

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b;ska fï ksid wmsg fuf,dj /ljrKhhs mrf,dj /ljrKhhs lshk fol .eku wms l,amkd lr,d ;sfhkak ´k' ta fol .eku l,amkd lrkak mq¿jka fjkafka nqÿrcdKka jykafia f.a nqoaO foaYkd wyk fldg muKhs' ke;akï f;afrkafka kE' ke;akï wmg ysf;kafka ,iaik rEmhla ;sfhk flfkla ±lalu Z,nk wd;afï fï jf.a flfkla fjkak we;akïZ ys;s,d keoao tfyu@ ,iaik y~la ;sfhk flfkla ±lalu zfï jf.a flfkla fjkak we;akï'''@Z Th f,dl= jdykhl hk flfkla ±lalu zfï jf.a hkak we;akï'''@Z ,iaik f.hla ±lalu ysf;kafka keoao ysf;kjd fkao@ kuq;a Ôú;fhka wjfndaOhla we;sfjk fldg tal Ôú;fhka whska fjkjd' wehs tfyu ys;kak fya;j = ,iaik rEmhla ±lalu zug;a fufyu fjkak we;akïZ lsh,d ysf;kjd' wehs tfyu ysf;kafka f,dalfha yeu flfklau lemS fmakk a wdihs' yeu flfklau ,dN i;aldrj,g wdihs' talhs talg fya;j = ' Ôú;h .ek f;afrkak .kak fldg thd f;areï .kakjd ta Tlafldu wks;Hhs lsh,d' f;areï .;a;g miafia thdg tA;rï m%Yakhla fjkafka kE' m;kafka kE' thd m;kafka wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.huhs' wehs fu;k ;ud úi÷u ;sfhkafka lsh,d yßhg thd w,a,.kakjd' fu;k ;uhs Ôú;fha úi÷u ;sfhkafka lsh, tkak ´k wjfndaOhla tlalhs' mskaj;=ks" tal l:dfjka weú,a,d jevla kE' tal ;ukaf.a wjfndaOhla njg m;afjkak ´k Ôú;fha tlu úi÷u ;sfhkafka wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.h ;=< ú;rhs lsh,d' t;fldg thdg fï wd¾h wIagdx.sl uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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ud¾.fha hkak mq¿jka' tfyu w,a,kak yïn jqfKa ke;akï fudlo fjkafka@ WodyrKhla lshkakï' Tkak jevigyklg .shd' yji f.or .shyu wykj' fldfyduo jevigyk@ yß fIdala' tA lsõfõ fyd|g WKq WKqfõ yïn jqKd lshkjd lEu álla' ±ka thdg u;l ysáfha fudllao@ lEu' tAl f.or jf.a fyd|g ÿkakd lshkjd' ±ka t;fldg thdf.a wjfndaOh fudlla o@ Bg miafia lshkjd fldfyduo jevigyk@ jevla kE lshkjd' lgla .dfka .,a ;sínd lshkjd' t;fldg thdg u;l ysg,d ;sfhkafka fudllao@ wkak tal blaujd hkak ´k' tAl blaujd hkak kï mskaj;=ks" wfma fï kqjKska jev.kak wms Ôú;fhj;a olaI jqfKa ke;akï wms ljod kï tA olaI;dj ÈhqKq lr.kshso lsh,d ljqre;a okafka kE' wms tl tlaflkdg wuq;= msysgla kE' ;u ;udg tA msysg yod.kak ´k' ;u ;uka úiska tA msysg yod.kak ´k' fjk ljqre;a yo,d fokafka kE' biai,a,d u;l ;shd.kak msysg ;uhs wd¾h wIaGdx.sl ud¾.h' b;ska tA msyg s lrd .sfhd;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd" fï lïu iQ;%fha úia;r lr, —^b;s fLda NslaLfõ foais;x fjda uhd mqrdKx lïux& Tkak uyfKks" uu ±ka Tng merKs l¾uh;a lsh,d ÿkakd' ^foais;x kjx lïux" foaisf;da l¾u ksfrdafOda& w¿;a l¾u .ek;a lsh,d ÿkakd' l¾u ksreoaO ùu .ek;a lsh,d ÿkakd' ^foais;d lïuksfrdaO.dñkS mámod& l¾uh ksreoaO jk ud¾.h lsh,d ÿkakd' ^hx fjda Ns l a L fõ i;a : drd lrKS h x idjldkx ys f ;a i s k d wkq l ïmfla k wkq l ïmx Wmdodh& uyfKks " 188


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Y%djlhkag ysff;IS jkakd jQ wkqlïmd iy.; jQ Ydia;Dka jykafia kula wkqlïmdfjka hula lsj hq;= kï ^l;x fjda ;x uhd& ud ±ka Tng tAl l
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iajNdjhg kï whs;s tnÿ tlla uu" uf.a" uf.a wd;auh lsh,d ie,l=fjd;a yßo@˜ lsh,d weyqjd jerÈhs lsjqjd' Bg miafia kkaol iajdóka jykafia wykjd" —fldfyduo Th lreKq okafka@ tAl fldfyduo Tn lshkafka@˜ lsh,d weyqjd' t;fldg lshkjd —iajdókS" wms m%{dfjka úuif.k úuif.k hoaÈ fï wei" lK" kdih" Èj" lh" uki .ek wmg h:dN+; [dKh we;s jqkd" fï wdh;k yhu wks;Hhs lsh,d'˜ wkak n,kak tfykï wmg úuikak ;sfhkafka fudlla .eko@ wei .ek" lK .ek" kdih .ek" Èj .ek" lh .ek" uki .ek' fufyu úuif.k úuif.k hoa§ my< fjk [dKh fudllao@ h:dN+; [dKh' h:dN+; [dKh we;sjqkyu we;sjk wjfndaOh fï wdh;k yhu wks;Hhs lsh,d' tfykï u;l ;shd .kak biafi,a,du wjfndaO fjkafka wks;H' Bg miafi ;ud wjfndaO fjkafk wks;Hh ksid ÿlhs lsh,d' Bg miafi wjfndaO fjkafka wks;H ksid" ÿl ksid" fjkia jk iajNdjhg whs;s ksid uu lsh,d wrf.k jevla kE' uf.a lsh,d wrf.k jevla kE' uf.a wd;auh lsh,d wrf.k M,la kE lsh,d' wkak kqjKska úuiSu;a tlal tkafka' t;fldg kkaol iajdóka jykafia n,kak fldÉpr ,iaikg tAl wkqfudaoka fjkjo lsh,d' —îdÿæ idÿæ N.sksfhda& mskaj;a ke.KsjreKs" idÿæ idÿæ wd¾h Y% d jlfhla m% { dfjka úuif.k hoa § we;s jk wjfndaOh Tkak Th úÈhg ;uhs fmfkkafka'˜ uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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yßo@˜ lsh,d weyqjd' —tAl jerÈhs˜ lsõjd' B<.g wykjd —tfykï lshkak n,kak lKg wefik Yío ks;Ho" wks;Ho@˜ lsh,d' —iajdókS" lKg wefik Yío;a wks;Hhs'˜ —hula wks;H kï tAl iemhso" ÿlhso@˜ lsh, weyqjd' —hula wks;H kï tAl ÿlhs˜ lsõjd' —hula wks;H kï ÿl kï" fjkia jk iajNdjhg kï whs;s tn÷ fohla uu" uf.a" udf.a wd;auh lsh,d i,lk tl yßo@˜ lsh,d weyqjd' —jerÈhs˜ lsõjd' B<`.g weyqjd —tfykï lshkak kdihg ±fkk .| iqj| ks;H o" wks;Ho@˜ b;ska NsCIqKSka ms
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±ka wms ljqre;a okakjd ^fÉ;kdZyx NslaLfõ" lïux jodñ& fÉ;kdj l¾uhhs ls h ,' kuq ; a idudkHfhka msxlï lrkakg fÉ;kdj yiqrk tl f,fyis kE' iuyrekag mq¿jka hula ys;," ys; tAlg ndOdjla fjkafk ke;=j msxlï lrkak' iuyrekag ysf;kjd zuu fïl fokjdZ lsh,' kuq;a wdfha ál fj,djla hkfldg zkeye''' fjk tlla fokjdZ lsh,' Bg miafia ys;kjd zkeye tAl ´fk;a keye'Z fï úÈhg yeu ;siafiau wfma Ôú;hg n,mj;ajkjd f,daNh;a" oafõIh;a" fudayh;a' fïl ue~f.k f,daN" oafõI" fuday ;sfhk isf;a fï ,laIKh wNsnjd mska oyï j,g keUqrefjkak fï foaYkdj wmg fndfydau msysgfjkjd' tA ojiaj, nqÿrcdKka jykafia jevisáfha ieje;a kqjr fÊ;jkdrdufha' f;dafohH n%dyauKh f.a mq;d iqN' thdg fyd| mdvula bf.k .kak ,enqkfka' ;d;a;d ueß, .sys,a, tA mjqf,u n¨ meáfhla fj,d Wmkakfka' idudkHfhka wfma mjq,aj, [d;s ñ;%d§ka uefrkjd' wms okafka keyefka tA wh fudk fudk iajrEmfhka wdmyq tkjo lsh,' wms b;ska wij,d ueß, zwÉpr l,a .shd' fuÉpr l,a .shdZ lsh lshd ys; ys;d bkakj' flfkla uereKg miafia tA f,dalh .ek lsisu iïnkaO;djhla keye' fï ksid urKska tyd f,dalh .ek wmsg lsisu wjfndaOhla keye' tA ú;rla fkfjhs " bm§ug fmr f,da l h .ek wjfndaOhl=;a keye' uõl=ig tkak fudk jf.a mßirhla" fudk jf.a foaj,a wmsg n,mEjo uql=;a okafka keye' 228


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f;da f ohH mq ; % iq N nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia uqK.efykak .shd' .syska nqÿrcdKka jykafia;a tlal i;=gq idóÑfha fhÈ, me;a;lska jdäfj,d nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.ka wykjd fuhdf.a ysf;a ;sfhka m%Yafk' ;du fuhd ;s i rfKa ms y s g mq flfkla fkfuhs ' meye§ula ;sfhkjd' kuq;a .=K ±kf.k ys;, w¾: isyslr," tA jf.a meye§ula ;du fuhdg keye' fuhd lshkjd —Nj;a f.!;uhka jykai" wmsg olskak ,efnkjd fï ukqIHhka w;r úúO;ajhla" Wia my;a fNaohla olskak ,efnkjd' wmsg olskakg ,efnkjd iuyr ñksiaiq yqÕdla l,a Ôj;a fjkjd" ^§¾>dhqI ,nkjd& iuyr ukqIHhka jeäl,a Ôj;a fjkafka keye'˜ wmsg fmakjd iuyre wvq jhiska ke;s fjkjd' b;ska wmsg weú,a, lshkjd tA fouõmsfhda —wfka iajdókS" wfma orejd l=rd l+ôfhl=gj;a jrola lrmq flfkla fkfuhs' kuq;a thd wvq jhiska ke;sjqKd˜ lsh,d' tfyu kï wmsg f;afrkjd fmr Ôú;fha lrmq fohla n,mdkjd' ;j iuyre bkakjd fyd|g lgqjï nysklï Ôj;a fjkjd" fyd|g jhig hkjd' wjqreÿ 100" 110" 120 fjklï bkakjd' t;fldg fïflka fmakjd wmg ´k yeáhg fkfuhs fïl fjkafka' wms f.kdmq yeáhghs tAl fjkafk' ±ka fuhdf.a m%Yafka tAl' fuhd l,amkd l
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;sfhkafk' wdhqI ;SrKh fjkafk bmÿkdg miafi fkfjhs" bmfokak biafi,a,d' b;ska fï ldf, Wmßu wdhqI wjqreÿ 100 kï ;sfhkafk" tA 100 u ,efnkjd" ixidfr i;=ka fkd urd ffu;%sfhka hqla;j wkqkag Woõ Wmldr lrf.k ysáh flfkl=g kï' kuq;a fï Ôú;fha is,aj;a flfkla jqK;a l,ska Ôú;hl l¾u úmdlhlg wvq jhiska uefrkak mq¿jka' tAl .ek wjfndaOhla ke;s flkd lshkjd zfï Ôú;fha fuÉpr is,a /lf.k ysáhd' tA;a wvqjhiska uereKdZ lsh,' tAlg fya;= fjkafk ixidfr f.kdmq tl' fï Ôú;fha§ rlsk iS,h B<Õ Ôú;hg yß" wkd.;fha§ yß wmg msysg fjkjd' t;fldg m%dK>d;h lsÍfuka ixidrfha wdhqI wvqfjkak fya;= fjkjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia úia;r lrkjd ia;h s% la fõjd" mqreIfhla fõjd i;=ka ueÍu w;ayßkjd' i;=ka ueÍfuka jdhqI ,efnkjd' t;fldg §¾>dhqI ,eîug fya;=j i;=ka ueÍfuka jedhqI ,efnkafk lsh,hs' kuq;a fïfl tfyu tlla keye' l¾udkqrEm n,mEu ;uhs 234


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fjkqfjka lrkak mq¿jkao@ nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd iuyre bkakjd i;=kag ysxid mSvd lrkafka keye' lror lrkafka keye' .ykafka nkskafka keye' wdhqOj,ska ßojkafka keye' thd ukqiai f,daflg wdjyu f,v wvqhs' frda. mSvd wvqhs' tfyu kï frda. mSvd wvq fjkak Ôú;hla ksfrda.Sj mj;ajkak wms ixidfr ukqiaihka fjkqfjka" i;ajhka fjkqfjka lr, ;sfhk hym; wmsg n,mdkjd' B<.g nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokj ia;h s% la fyda mqreIfhla bkakjd ^fldaOfkda& fl%daO lrk' fl%dO a lrkjd lshkafk yeu ;sif a iu flak; a s .kakjd" lsfmkjd" nkskj yeu;siafi u fldamh;a oafõIh;a my< lrlr bkafk' thd yeu ;sif a iu ;ryska bkafk' uereKg miafia thd .sys,a,d WmÈkjd ksrfha' ukqiai f,daflg thd wdmiq tkjd l¿hs' fmkqu keye' uQK kslï mq¨gqhs' fï fjkafk fudlo@ fl%daOh' ±ka n,kak ys;,d fl%daOhg m;a fjÉp ukqiaifhl=f.a uQfKa iajNdjh' tAl .dkg tkjd ixidfrka' thdf.a m%sh ukdm .;shla fudl=;a keye' ±ka wms .;af;d;a fNaohlska f;drj ish¨ fokdu leu;s fudkjo@ z,iaikgZ leu;shs' ±ka wms f*dfgda tlla .;af;d;a lKavdhula tlal wms n,kafk ljqre Èydo@ ;uka fld;ko bkafk" ux yevg bkakjo@ ;uka lems, fmakjo@ tfyu ys;kafk keoao@ ys;kjfk' tfyukï ;uka ,iaikg bkak leu;shs' tfyukï n,uq tA l g wms fudlo lrka k 236


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wmsg fldÉprj;a ,eì, we;s ixidfr' oeka wdfhu;a wjia:djla ,efnkjd' f.!;u nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh Tng bf.k.kak ,efnkjd' oeka n,kak nqÿrcdKka jykafiag nf,ka fokak kï mq¿jka kï ;s f nka f k Wka j yka f ia nf,ka fokjd' Wkajykafiaf. hq;l = u Wkajykafia bIag lrkjd yeu ;siafiu' yenehs ta Y%djlhd ;=<;a ;sfnkak ´k talg jqjukd lrk jdikdj' ta jdikdj ;snqfkd;a ;uhs O¾uh w,a, .kak mq¿jka fjkafk' fldfydu;a b;s k a Y% o a O dj ls h k tl bfí yg.kak tlla fkfuhsfk' Y%oO a dj bfí we;sfjkafk keye' ysf;a we;sfjkjd Y%oaOdjla' kslï meye§ula' ta meye§u we;sfjkafk nqÿrcdKka jykafiaj .=K jYfhka w÷kf.k;a fkfjhs" O¾uh .=KjYfhka y÷kdf.k;a fkfjhs" wd¾h Y%djl ix>hd .=K jYfhka y÷kdf.k;a fkfjhs' Y%oaOdjla we;sfjkak mq¿jka flfkl=g" yenehs wjfndaOhlska f;drj hï lsis meye§ula we;sfjkak mq¿jka' t;fldg ta meye§u ;s f hka f k wjfnda O fhka f;drj' wjfnda O fhka f;drj ;shk meye§u ´kEu fj,djl fjkia fj,d hkjd' ´kEu flfkl=g fjkia lrkak mq¿jka' oeka nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f if. ldf, jq k ;a wkHd.ñlhkag" fkdfhla lhsl;kaor yok whg" mq¿jka jqfka wjfndaOfhka f;dr mqoa.,hdj fjkia lrkak' yenehs wjfndaaOfhka meye§ula we;s jqkd kï tal fjkia fjkafk keye' fjkia fkdjkak fya;j = fïlhs' oeka hï lsis ldrKhla .ek nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrk O¾uh .ek nqoê a u;a tlaflkla" 264



ûd lsõjfk fï O¾uh ldgo@ ;sfhkak nqoaêu;a tlaflkdg'& ta O¾uh kqjKska fufkys lrkjd úuikjd' kqjKska úuioaÈ úuioaÈ" thdg O¾uh f;afrkak mgka .;af;d;a lsis flfkl=g j,lajkak neye' thdf. ys; myÈkjuhs' ta flkdf. ysf;a we;sjk Ñ;a;m%idoh ndysr flfkl=g j,lajkak neye' thd kqjKska úui úui bkafk' kqjKska úui úuid bkak flkdg ta O¾uh f;afroaÈ we;sfjkjd kï ysf;a meye§ula j,lajkak neyefk' wkak ta meye§u;a tlal' myÈkafk fudlla .eko@ nqÿrcdKka jyka f ia ;= < ;s f hk wjfnda O h' nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia f .a ;s f hk úia ñ ; wjfnda O h .ekhs myÈkafk' ux mqxÑ ir< Wmudjla lshkakï Tng" wr f.dúhdf. l:dj" f.dhï lmk ldf, wdjd' ;ukaf. úYd, l=Uqre hdh f.dhï lmk ojfi fiajl msßi f.dhï lmkjd' l=Uqre whs;sldr f.dúh weUq,;a wrf.k lu;g .shd' weUq, fnokak ,Eia;s fjkfldg fukak weú,a, bka k jd flfkla md;a ; f¾l= ; a wrf.k' n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjÉp fj,djla fkfjhs' odfklg wdrdOkd lr, fkfjhs' okakjd fï flkd Y%uK f.!;uhka jyka f ia nj' oela l fyd|g ne¨jd flaYdka;fha isg mdodka;h olajd' —ï''''' ;reKfhla" fudlo@ fï ;reKfhla lsõfj fyd|g w;mh ;sfhk flfkla' md;a;rh;a wrka tkjd'˜ Bg miafi fuhd l,amkd l
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;uq k a k dka f ia g ;a mq ¿ jka f k j.d lrka k ' ;uqkk a dkafiag;a mq¿jkafk j.d lr, wkqNj lrkak' nqÿrcdKka jykafia fudllao §mq ms<; s r = —f.dúh" Tn yß' Tn jf.au uu;a f.dúfhla' uu;a j.d lrkjd' uu;a j.d lr, wkqNj lrkjd'˜ yß mqÿu ys;=k fï f.dúhdg' fï Ndroajdcg" Ndroajdc thdf. ku' yß mqÿu ys;=K f.dúfhla lshkjd f.dúfhl=f.a ,CIK ls i s j la keye' Bg mia f i ls õ jd —;uq k a k dka f ia f.dúfhla¨' flda f.dúfhla kï kÕ=,@ flda yS je,@ flda fhd;@ flda yrla@˜ nqÿrdcdKka jykafia wkak lshd fokak mgka .;a;d îoaOd îcx ;fmda jqÜÀ& ux uf.a l=Uqf¾ jmqrkafk Y%oaOdj keu;s ìcqj' iS,h keu;s jeiafika ux uf.a l=Uqr f;ukjd' n,kak ,iaik ^m ^m[a[d fï hq.kx.,x& ux m%{dj keue;s kÕ=f,ka ux uf.a l=Uqr ydkjd" yS je," flúg ;uhs uf.a isysh" uki ;uhs uf.a fhd;' fufyu úia;r lrf.k hkfldg tlla tlla .dfk wr nqoaêu;a ukqiaihdg f;afrkak .;a;d' ys; meyeÿKd' ys; meyeÿfKa fudlo@ thdg tal f;areKd' jegyqKd' wjfndaO jqKd' meyeÈ,d lshkjd we;a; ;uqkakdkafia f.dúfhla ;uhs' wehs nqÿrcdKka jykafia lsh, ÿkakd ux fufyu j.d lr, ux fk


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jykafiaf.a O¾uh k.rhla kï" ta k.frg we;=¿jk fodrgqj Y%oaOdfjka ks¾ñ; tlla kï" Y%oaOdfjka ks¾ñ; fodrgqj lrd hkak jqjukd h;=r ;uhs kqjKska úuiSu' kqjKska úuiklï fodr wefrkafk keye' ta kqjKska úuikjd lshk tal yß iqkaor fohla' wkak ta kq j Ks k a úuik flkdg ;uhs nq ÿ rcdKka jykafiaf. O¾uh ;sfhkafk' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh ud Tng lsõjd foúhka tlal;a fïl f.dvla iïnkaOhs' foúhkag;a O¾uhla keye nqÿrcdKka jykafia kula O¾uh lshkd ;=re' tfyu ke;akï nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djlfhla O¾uh lshkd ;=re foúhkag;a wefykafk keye' wo wms fï Tng bf.k .kak i,iajk iQ;% foaYkdj ;uhs f,dauilx.sh Noafoalr;a; iQ;%h' fï foaYkdj i|yka fjkafka uÊCêu ksldfh' fï foa Y kdjg iïnka O ia j dóka jyka f ia f .a ku f,dauilx.sh lshk iajdóka jykafia' ta ojiaj, nqÿrcdKka jykafia jevjdih lf


ys g f.k foúhd fï f,da u ilx.s h ia j dóka jyka f ia f .ka wykjd —ms k a j ;a Ns l a I q j " Tn Noafoalr;a; foaYkdj ud;Dld jYfhkq;a" úia;r jYfhkq;a u;l ;ndf.ko bkafk' fudk foaYkdjo@ Noafoalr;a;' jpk ;=kla' Noao+tal+r;a; t;fldg tal r;a; lshk tl tl jpkhlg .kak ´k' ztal r;a;Z lshkafk ztalZ lshkafk ;ksju' zr;a;Z lshkafk we¨kq' zNoaoZ lshkafk iqkaor' iqkaor yqfol,dfõ we¨Kq Ôú;h .ek Tn oka k jdo@ ta f la úia ; r oka k jdo@ u;l ;s h df.ko bka f k weyq j d' Noafoalr;a; Ôú;h .ek Tn úia;r u;l ;shdf.ko bkafk@ t;fldg fï iajdóka jykafia lshkjd —wfka mskaj;a foúh" ux ta ldrfKa u;l ;shdf.k keye' iqkaor yqfol,dfõ we¿Kq flfklaf.a Ôú;h úia;rh ux u;l ;shdf.k keye' Bg miafi fï iajdóka jykafi wykjd —mskaj;a foúh" ta iqkaor yqfol,dfõ we¿Kq Ôú;h .ek Tn úia;r jYfhka u;l ;shdf.ko bkafk' iajdóka jykafia wr m%Yakh fmr,d ldf.kao wykafk@ foúhdf.ka wykjd' oeka n,kak foúhka ñksiqka tl;= fj,d l;d lrkafk fï fudkjo@ mqcd jÜá .eko@ keye' fjk jevm< .eko@ fï fudkjd .eko l;dfjkafk@ O¾uh .ek' fï foújre yßhg iïnkaOhs' oeka Tng ysf;kak mq¿jka foújre wmsg yqÕla wE; lsh,' f.dvla wE; keye' oeka n,kak ys;,d Tng u;lo@ fõ¿lKaglS kkao ud;dj' ta kkao ud;dj ysñosß mdkaor ke.sg, wÜGl mdrdhk j¾.h uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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bkafk' oeka t;fldg .d:d ál mdvï lr f.k bkafk ljqo@ wr foúhd' t;fldg fï iajdóka jykafia wykjd —mskaj;a foúh" Tn ta Noafoalr;a; .d:d mdvï lrka bkafk fldfyduo@˜ t;fldg foúhd lshkjd —mskaj;a NslaIqj" Nd.Hj;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia tla ld,hl ;õ;sid ÈjH f,dafl mri;= rela fijfk mdKavl q ïn, ffY,dikh u; jevisáoaÈ ;õ;sid ÈjH f,dafl foújrekag Th .d:d b.ekakqjd' ;õ;sid ÈjH f,dafl foújrekag nqÿrcdKka jykafia ta f,daflg jevu lr, fï .d:djka b.ekakj q d' tfyu W.kajoaÈ ux bf.k .;af;'˜ n,kak fï ñksiqkag lshk foaYkdjuhs foúhkag lsh, ;sfhkafk;a' Bg miafi ta .d:d y;rla lshkjd' ta foúh lshkjd fukak fïlhs ta Noafoalr;a; .d:d' foújre .ek wms ys ; ka bka k f,da f l fkdfjhsfk fï' foújre lshkafk fydag,a jf.ah" lld ìî kg kg bkakjdh" fjk fudlj;a ke;' wms lEfldiaika .ykjfk foújre .ek' ta ksid ta f.d,a,kag wmsg ;sfhkafk fudkjd yß §, wfma jevla lr.kak rjÜgk tlhs' tfyufk oeka f,dafl' oeka n,ka k fïl fyd|g .e,ms , d hkjd foaj;dkqiai;shg' ioaOd" iS," iq;" ;Hd." m%{d jvk wh Wmkakd kï tfy fldhs ;rï O¾uhgu keUqre fj,d weoao@ b;ska fï foúhd wr .d:d ál mdvï lrf.k bkakjd' b;ska ,iaikg lshkjd wr NslaIqjg fï .d:d ál' uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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w;S;x kdkajd.fuhH - kmmálxfÄ wkd.;x" ho;S;x mySkx ;x - wmam;a;[ap wkd.;x tafl f;areu ;uhs" w;S;hg .sh" w;S;h ;=< Ôj;a fjù bkafk keye' wkd.;h ujdf.k wkd.;h ;=< m; m;d bkafk keye' ^ho;S;x myskx& hula w;S;hg .shdo tal ke;s ù .sh fohla' ^wmam;a;[ap wkd.;x& wkd.;h hkq l=ulao@ th fkdmeñKs fohla' n,kak Ôú;fha wjfndaOh lrd hkak ´k foa fï foúhd u;l ;ndf.k bkak ,iaik' mÉpqmamkak[ap fhda Oïux - ;;a: ;;a: úmiai;s" wixySrx wixl=mamx - ;x úoajd ukqn%Eyfha j¾;udkfha hula weoao" ta ta ;eku thd kqjKska úuikjd' kqjKska úui,d tajdg fkdwe,S wkd.;h ujkak ilia fkdlr" tajd ta ta ;eku úo¾Ykd jYfhka kqjKska úuid n,kjd' tal ;uhs lrkafk nqoaêu;a flkd' úoajd lshkafk wjfndaOhg meñKs flkd tal ;uhs lrkafk' wÊfÊj lsÉpx wd;mamx - flda c[a[d urKx iqfõ" k ys fkda ix.rx f;ak - uyd fiafkak uÉpqkd' n,kak fï foúhka tal u;l ;shdf.k bkakjd ,iaikg ^wÊfÊj lsÉpx wd;mamx& O¾u wjfndaOh i|yd l< hq;= foa wo wou l< hq;=hs' ^flda c[a[d urKx iqfõ& fyg uefrúoehs ljqo okafk' ^k ys fkd ix.rx f;ak - uyd fiafkak uÉpqkd& uyd fiakd iys; udrhd iu`. wms lsisfjla lsis .súiqula .eyqfõ keye fkj' 272



tajx úydßx wd;dmsx - wfydar;a;u;kaÈ;x" ;x fõ Noafoalr;af;da;s - ikaf;da wÑlaLf;a uqkS;s' fï úÈhg ^wd;dmsx& wd;dms lsõfj flf,ia ;jk ùßfhka hq;j = Ôj;a fjoaÈ" ^wfydar;a;u;kaÈ;x& zwfydaZ ls õ fj oj,a ldf, zr;a ; Z ls õ fj rd;% S ldf,' zu;kaÈ;xZ lsõfj w,i fkdù" jdih lroaÈ ^;x fõ Noafoalr;af;da;s& wkak ta flkdg ;uhs lshkafk iqkaor yqfol,dfj we¨Kq flkd' Ydka; flkd lsh," uqkSøhka jykafia" f.!;u nqÿrcdKka jykafia úiska wkak thdghs m%ldY lf
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ÿkafk wr iajdóka jykafiag ukqiaifhlao@ kE' ÈjH mq;%fhla' oeka n,kak foúhkaf.hs ñksiqkaf.hs w;r we;s fï ióm iïnkaO;djh' oeka ñksiaiq leu;s foúhka tlal fufyu iïnkaO fjkak fkfjhs' ñksiqkag ´k keye foúhkaj' hflla yß lula kE ;ukaf. fudkj yß mq¿gq álla §,d" Th fifrmamq lE,s" kshfmd;=" yd,aueiafid T¨" fokjd Èh f.dv uia lsh,' t;fldg wukqiaifhd /jfgkjd' yßhg /jfgkjd' Bg miafi wrlf. fn,a, lmmx" wrlf. fn,a, ñßlmx lsh, lshkjd' ñksiaiq wukqiaihskaj fhduqlrkjd md;d, jevj,g' B<Õg foújreka f .ka ñks i a i q jev.ka f k fldfyduo@ wfma jHdmdr irelr, fokak' iuyr úg talg iïnkaO wukqiai fldgia Woõ lrkjd' O¾uh;a tlal iïnkaOhla ;sfhkjo@ foújre;a wudrefj jeá, bkafk' oeka idudkHfhka f,dafl .;af;d;a wms lshkjd wefußldj ÈhqKqhs" wij,a rg ÈhqKqhs' fudllao fï ÈhqKqhs lsh lshd wms lshkafk' ld¾ f.dvla" ,hsÜ f.dvla" w¨;a f.dvke.s,s" ´jd oel, fkao@ wms láka lshfjkafk ÈhqKqhs lsh,' kuq;a oshqKqj lsh, nqÿrcdKka jykafi woyia lf


jykai" foújre;a ñksii a ; q a tl tl tajd ux., lreKq yeáhg yodf.k bkakjd˜ lsh,' fï jf.a" kuq;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia úiska ux udj;a újD; lr, ÿkakd foúhkaghs" ukqiaihskaghs' t;fldg fu foújre fyd|g lgmdvï lrf.k ordf.k ys á hd wfma nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod< O¾uh' fudlo fya;=j foúhka irK .sfh;a f.!;u nqÿrcdKka jykafiaj' iuyr wjia:dj, ;sfhkjd' wr neñKsáhdidh ÿ¾NslaIh fj,fjÈ ry;ka jykafia, jeäh Yl% foúhka uqK.efykak' .sys,a, lsõjd fufyu úm;la fj,d ;sfhkjd ,xld N+ñhg' ry;ka jykafia,d msßksjka mdkak mgka wrka ;sfhkjd' fïl fír.kak ´k' Tnjykafia,d Woõ lrkak lsõjd' Bgmiafi Yl% foúhka lsõjd" —iajdóks" fï ñksiaiqkaf. l¾u yß n,j;a' tl t,af,u wmg fïl úi|kak ueÈy;a fjka k úÈyla keye' ;uq k a k dka f ia , dg ráka msgfjkak ud¾.h yo, fokakï" l,n, bjr fjklï ráka msgfj,d bkak˜ lsõjd' fufyu keõ lKavdhula msg;a fj,d ;sfhkjd' ;uqkakdkafia,dg tajdfha cïnqoù a mhg jäkak mdr yo, fokakï lsõjd' foújre ;uhs Woõ lf
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kuq;a foújrekag fï O¾uh wykak ,enqfkd;a wdfhu;a ta foújre mqÿudldr m%S;shg m;afõú' fï mska Wmoaojk" mqKH .x.dj,a we;slr fok O¾uh wmg" f,dafl wdfhu;a wefykjd fkao lsh,' b;ska mskj a ;ak"s f,dauilx.sh iajdóka jykafiag wr foúhd lshdmq .uka ta .d:d mdvï ysáhd' ta .d:d y;r mdvï lrf.k ta iajdóka jykafia mdkaoru msg;a jqkd isjqre md;%d wrf.k nqÿrcdKka jykafia neyeols k a k ' ms g ;a fj,d nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia j neyeoelald' neyeoel, jkaokd lr, me;a;lska jdäfj,d —Nd.Hj;a nqÿrcdKka jykai" ux Bfh rd;S% ld,fha bÈoa§ foú flfkla wdjd' uq¿ ksf.%daOdrduhu t


;õ;sid ÈjH f,dafl mdKavqlïn, ffY,dikh u; jev ysÈoaÈ ;õ;sid foúhkag b.ekakqjd Noafoalr;a; .d:d' ux tal mdvï lr.;a;dZ lsh,' iajdóks fï ,iaik .d:d y;r lsõjd' ux tal mdvï lrf.k fï wdfj' Bg miafi iajdóks" ta foúhd ug lshkjd zfï Noafoalr;a; .d:d úia;r jYfhka oek.kak' yß m%fhdackhs' ta jf.au fï ksjka uÕg iïmQ¾Kfhkau uq,f a jkjd' ta ksid fï O¾uh fyd|g u;l ;nd.kakZ lsh, ta foúh w;=reoyka jqkd'˜ nqÿrcdKka jykafia wykjd tA NslaIqjf.ka —mskaj;a NslaIqj" Tn ta ÈjH mq;%hdj w÷kkjdo@˜ —wfka iajdóks" uu ta foúhkaj w÷kkafk kE'˜ mskaj;a NslaIqj" Th foúhdf.a ku pkaok' Th pkaok ÈjH mq;%hd nK wioa§ ^wÜÁl;ajd& fyd|g wjOdkh fhduq lr,d" ûkisl;ajd& fyd|g uki fhduqlr,d" îínfÉ;fida iukakdyß;ajd& uq¿ ys;u fhduq lr,d" ^ýs;fidaf;da& lKa fhduq lrf.k" Ôïux iqKd;s& O¾uh wykjd' n,kak t;fldg fï foúhka .ek fï lshkafk' foú ñksiqkaf.a Ydia;Dka jykafia' lshkjd ta pkaok foúhd fyd|g nK wyk flfkla lsh,' Bg miafi nqÿrcdKka jykafia ta NslaIqjg lshkjd tfykï mskaj;a NslaIqj wy.kak" fyd|g kqjKska úuikak' Tkak oeka nqÿrcdkka jykafia fï Noafoalr;a; .d:d úia;r jYfhka fufkys lrkak lshd fokjd' Tng u;lhsfka m
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w;S;x kdkajd.fuhH - kmmálxfÄ wkd.;x" ho;S;x mySkx ;x - wmm;a;[ap wkd.;x fïl nqÿrcdKka jykafi úia;r lrkjd' zw;S;x wkajd.fï;sZ lshkafk w;S;hgu lerls,d hkjd lshk tl' zkdkajd.fuhHZ lshkafk w;S;hg lerls lerlS hkafk keye lshk tl' uyfKks" fldfyduo flfkla w;S;hg lerls lerlS .sys,a, w;S;h ;=


^;;a: kkaÈx iukajdfka;s& Bg miafia fudlo lrkafka tA ;=< wdYdj we;s lr.kakjd' tA ke;sfjÉp foaj,a .ek l,amkd lr lr wdYdj we;s lr.kakjd' tfyu iajNdjhla fï ysf;a keoao@ wms w;S;fha ldmq îmq foaj,a .ek ys;kafk keoao@ wms oelal mqoa.,fhd .ek ys;kafk keoao@ wms wymq foaj,a .ek wms ys;kafk keoao@ f.j,a fodrj,a .ek ys;kafk keoao@ fï Tlafldu w;S;fha rEmh .ek ys; ys;d wdYdj we;s lr.kakjd' ^tAjx fõofkda wfydisx& ux w;S;fha fun÷ fun÷ foaj,a úka|d' oeka tAjd kE' ys; ys;d bkakjd' b|, tA ;=< wdYdj we;s lrf.k bkakjd' tfyu fjkafk keoao@ wmg fjkjd' w;S;fha ux wefyka rEmhla oel, hï iem ú£ula úka|d kï" lKska Yíohla wy,d hï iem ú£ula úka|d kï" kdifhka hula wd>%dKh lr, hï ú£ula úka|d kï" hï lEula îula ld, Èfjka wdYa j dohla úka | d kï" lhg hï myila ,n,d wdYajdohla úka|d kï" ukig hula ys;,d wdYajdohla úka|d kï wdfhu;a wms tA úkaokh ys;ska ujdf.k tA úkaokh ;=< wms bkak n,kjd ys;ska ujdf.k' t;fldg tAl fï ysf;a ;sfhk iajNdjh' nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod
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foaj,a ys;ska ujd .kakjd' w;S;fha we|mq foaj,a" úfkdao jqK yeá ys;ska ujd .kakjd' w;S;fha .uka ìuka .sh yeá ys;ska ujd .kakjd' ujdf.k wkak tA ix{dj ;=< wms wdYdj mj;ajkjd' B<`.g nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod


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y;rfjks lreK ;uhs" iS,h msßisÿj ÈhqKq lr.kak tl' oeka fuhdg l,HdK ñ;%hka jykafia,dj weiqre lrkak ,efnk ksid miafjks wjia:dj ,efnkjd' tA lshkafk ;:d.; nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod< O¾uh fï l,HdK ñ;%hdf.ka ks;r ks;r wikak ,efnkjd' ^nyqiaiqf;da fyda;s& Tkak fndfyda O¾uh wykak ,efnkjd' îq;Ofrda& tA weiqjd jQ O¾uh fyd|g u;l ;shd.kakjd' îq;ikakspfhda& tA O¾uh u;lfha /ia lr.kakjd' fudllao tA O¾uh@ ^fha f;a Oïud wd§l,HdKd" uÊfCèl,HdKd" mßfhdaidk l,HdKd& wdrïNh;a l,HdK jQ" ueo;a l,HdK jQ" wjidkh;a l,HdK jQ" îd;a:x& w¾: iys; jQ" înHxckx& lshkafk m%ldY lsÍfuys ukd w¾: we;a;d jQ" ^flaj, mßmqKK a x& uq¿ukskau mßmQ¾K jQ" ^mßiqoaOx n%yaupßhx& msßisÿ jQ ksjka uÕ" tkï fï ÿlaL ksfrdaO .dñKS mámodjhs' tA msßisÿ ksjka uÕg whs;s fjkjd" i;r i;smÜGdkh" i;r b¾ê mdo" i;r iuHla m%Odk ù¾hh" mxp bkaøh s " mxp n," ima; fndÊCOx." wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.h' fukak fïjd ;uhs tA uq," ueo" w. msßisÿ O¾uh' i;a;i s a fndaê mdlaIl s O¾u' fukak fï O¾uh fuhdg wykak ,efnkjd' ^;:d rEmiai Oïud& wkak tA O¾uh ^nyqii a ; q d fydka;&s fndfyda wykjd' Ô;d& wymq O¾uh fyd|g u;l ;shd.kakjd' ^jpid mßÑ;d& jpkfhka mq r eÿ fjkjd' mq y q K q fjkjd' m% . = K lrkjd' ûkidkqfmlaÅ;d& w¾: kqjkska úuikjd' ^ÈÜÀhd iqmamáúoaOd& ldrKd meyeÈ


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y÷kdf.k Tkak wl=i,a oyï m%ydKh lrkak ù¾hh mgka .;a;= fï flkd ^l=i,dkx Oïudkx Wmiïmodh& l=i,a oyï Wmojd .kak ±ka uykais .kakjd' ±ka thd lfhka l=i,au /ia lrkjd' fndre lshkafk ke;akï" flahd ueog' NslaIqjla kï ;ukaf.a in%yaupdÍka jykafia,d w;rg fuhd tl tl lreKq j,g hkjd' .syska fudlo fuhd lrkafka' ^wdkdkdlÓflda fyda;s& jqjukd ke;s jpk l;d lrkafka keye' tl tl úldr l;djka lrkafka kE' thd úys¿;y¿ lrkafka kE' ´k ke;s foaj,a j,g weÕs , s .yka k " lg odka k hka f ka keye' 302



^w;srÉPdklÓflda fyda;&s ;sßika l;d j, tA lshkafka fo;sia l;dj, fhfokafka kE' wkjYH l;dj,g weÕs,s .ykafka kE' wkjYH l;dj, fhfokafka kE' fo;sia l;dj, fhfokafka kE' tfyu kï thd msßia ueoaog .sfhd;a fudlo lrkafka@ îdux jd Oïux Ndi;s& tlaflda oyï lreKla lshkjd' —wij,a wij,a ;ek nqÿrcdKka jykafia fukak fï úÈhg foaYkd l
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fïfl hd{d kE' fïfl ysia wdldfi Èyd n,df.k w;a fol Tijkafka kE' uqyqo ,`.g .ssyska w;a fol Tijkafka kE' fïfl ;sfhkafka Bg jvd fndfyda u meyeÈ,s wjfndaOhlska hqla; jevms


Ndjfha msysgqjkjd' úÑlsÉPdj ÿrelrj,d fokjd' t;fldg thdg O¾uh flfrys fndfydau meye§ula" Y%oaOdjla we;s fjkjd' ;=ka fjks ldrKdj ;uhs thd O¾uh wy,d ál ál Ndjkd lrkjd' yqfol,d fjkjd' fuhd ál ál iudêh jvkak mqreÿ fjkjd' Ñ;a; úfõlh we;s lr .ka k uyka i s fjkjd' t;fldg ;uhs fuhdg ysf;kafka fuhdf.a iS,h fyd|g ÈhqKq lr.kak ´k lsh,d' thd m%d;sfudalaI ixjr iS,h fyd|g ÈhqKq lr .kakjd' wej;=ï mej;=ï b;du hym;a f,i we;s lr .kakjd' wkqud;% jrolaj;a lrkafka kE' tafl;a Nh olskjd' YslaIdmohkaf.a fyd|g yslafukjd' tAl ;uhs y;r fjks ldrKdj' miafjks ldrKdj ;uhs nyqY%e;Ndjh' thd nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod< O¾uh i;r i;smÜGdkh" i;r Roaêmdo" i;r iuHla m%Odk ù¾hh" mxp bkaøh s " mxp n," ima; fndÊ®x." wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.h .ek fyd|g bf.k .kakjd' i;r i;smÜGdkh lshkafka@ ldhdkqmiaikdj" fõokdkqmiaikdj" Ñ;a;dkqmiaikdj" Oïudkqmiaikdj .ek fyd|g bf.k .kakjd' i;r Roaêmdo lshkafka@ Pkao Roaêmdoh" Ñ;a; Roaêmdoh" úßh Roaêmdoh" úuxid Roaêmdoh .ek thd fyd|g bf.k .kakjd' uyfuõkdj ioyï m%ldYk

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i;r iuHla m%Odk ù¾hh lshkafka@ Wmkakd jQ wl=i,a m%ydKh lsÍu msKsi ;sfhk ù¾hh" kQmka wl=i,a kQm§u msKi s ;sfhk ù¾hh" kQmka l=i,a Wmojd .ekSu msKsi ;sfhk ù¾hh" Wmka l=i,a Ndjkd jYfhka jeä ÈhqKq ùu msKsi ;sfhk ù¾hh .ek fyd|g bf.k .kakjd' mxp bkaøh s O¾u lshkafka fudkjdo@ Y%oO a d" ù¾h" i;s" iudê" m%{d lshk bkaøsh O¾uhkao we;s lr .ekSu .ek fyd|g bf.k .kakjd' mxp n, lshkafka fudkjdo@ Y%oaOd" ù¾h" i;s" iudê" m%{d lshk n, O¾uhkao we;s lr .ekSu .ek fyd|g bf.k .kakjd' ima ; fndÊ®x. ls h ka f ka fudkjdo@ i;s " Oïuúph" úßh" mS;s" miaioaê" iudê" WfmalaLd lshk fndÊ®x. O¾uhka .ek;a fyd|g bf.k .kakjd' wd¾h wIagdx.sl ud¾.h lshkafka fudllgo@ iïud ÈÜÀ" iïud ixlmam" iïud jdpd" iïud lïuka;" iïud wdÔj" iïud jdhdu" iïud i;s" iïud iudê lshk ldrKd .ek;a fyd|g bf.k .kakjd' fïjd ;uhs O¾uh' fï O¾uh iïmQ¾Kfhkau b,la l fj,d ;s f hka f ka p;= r d¾h i;H O¾uh wjfndaOh msKsiuhs' wkak tA O¾uh fyd|g ordf.k" u;lfha ;shdf.k" kqjKska ukisldr lr,d thd lreKq meyeÈ,s lr .kakjd' thd nyqY%e;hs' tA ;uhs mia fjks ldrKdj' B<Õg yh fjks ldrKdj' thdg wdroaO ù¾hh 306



;sfhkjd' wl=i,a m%ydKh lsÍug;a" l=i, O¾uhka ÈhqKq lr.ekSug;a mgka .;a;= ù¾hh ;sfhkjd' ^:dujd& ±ä ù¾hhla ;sfhkjd' ô
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rEmh;a fudfyd;ska fudfyd; fjkia fjkjd' wefia we;s fjk ú[a[dKh;a fudfyd;ska fudfyd; fjkia fjkjd' tfyu kï fudfyd;ska fudfyd; iam¾Yh fjkia fjkjd' t;fldg fudfyd;ska fudfyd; ú£u fjkia fjkjd' t;fldg thd f;areï .kakjd fï ú£u fjkia fjk fohlafka lsh,d' Bg miafia fuhd l,amkd lrkjd fï ú£u È.ska È.gu ms


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iam¾Yh fjkia fjkfldg fÉ;kdj fudfyd;ska fudfyd; fjkia fjkjd' Tkak wefyka tl rEmhla ±lald' B<Õg weye wks;a me;a;g .shd' B<Õ rEfma ±lald' fÉ;kd we;s fj,d ke;sfjkjd' fï fÉ;kdj fjkia jk wdldrh fuhd kqjKska úuikjd' fï fjkia jkakd jQ ixialdrh tAldka;fhkau wks;Hhs lsh,d fuhd wjfndaO lr.kakjd' iam¾Yh wks;H ksidu fï ixialdr wks;Hhs' B<Õg fuhd l,amkd lrkjd fï wks;H jQ ixialdr uu i;=áka ms


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ys;kjd —wd'' fï iajdóka jykafia nyqY%e;hs' fndfyda weiQ msrE ;eka we;s flfkla' fndfyda O¾u ordf.k bkakjd' O¾uh /ia lrf.k bkakjd' tA jf.au nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod< tA i;a;sia fndaê mdlaIsl O¾u .ek fyd| u;lhla ;sfhkjd' jpkfhka mqyqKq lr,d ;sfhkjd' kqjKska úui,d ;sfhkjd' wjfndaO lrf.k ;sfhkjd' tfyu kï fï iajdóka jykafia ienE f,iu fï O¾uh wjfndaO lrk flfklauhs'˜ lsh, Tkak f.!rjh we;sfjkjd' m%sh ukdm nj we;sfjkjd' b;ska fï flkd ùßhjka;fhlauhs' fydòg ù¾hh ;sfhkjd' ta flkd wl=i,a y`ÿk.kakjd' ±ka thdg B¾IHdj" fl%daOh" noaO ffjrh" .=K ul=nj" udkakh" wlSlre nj" tlfgl lsÍu we;s jqKdu fuhd kqjKska úui úui m%ydKh lrkjd' t;fldg msßig fïl fmakjd' —fï flkd wl=i,hg hg fj,d hk flfkla kï fkfuhs˜ lsh,d' tA jf.au fuhd l=i,a jvkj;a fmakjd' t;fldg msßi w;r woyila we;s fjkjd —fï iajdóka jykafia yenEu ù¾hjka;fhla' n,j;a ù¾hhla ;sfhkjd' bkaøsh O¾uhka ;sfhkjd'˜ fndfydau fydòg fmakjd ksrka;rfhkau fï ù¾hh mj;a j k wdldrh' t;fldg l,a m kd lrkjd —tAldka;fhkau fï iajdóka jykafia hula wjfndaO lrmq flfklauhs' hula olsk flfklauhs' hula f;a r eï .ka k flfkla u hs ˜ ls h ,d' tA ia j dóka jykafiaj m%sh ukdm flfkla fjkjd' .re l< hq;= flfkla fjkjd' iïNdjkdjg md;% fjkjd' B<Õg fï wdÈ n%yaupßh m[a[dj we;slr.;a;= iajdóka jykafia msßi ueoaog tkjd' msßi ueoaog wdmq 318



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foaj,a miafia ÿjkafka kE lsh,d fmakjd' fndfydau ir,j ,o fohlska i;=gq fj,d Ôj;a fjk flfkla nj fmakak mgka .kakjd' t;fldg fmakjd fuhdg fï mxp WmdodkialkaOh .ek ;sfhk jegySu' fuhd fï fkdwe,S jdih lrkak mqreÿ fjk flfkla' wkak t;fldg wks;a msßi w;r f.!rjhla m%shukdm njla we;s fjkjd —fï iajdóka jykafia kï O¾uh wjfndaO lrmq flfkla' O¾uh jegyqKq flfkla' f;areï .;a; flfklauhs˜ lsh,d Tkak wjfndaO lr.kakjd' nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod


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